day in the life of a loner in high school with no friends - vol. 7

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  • Опубліковано 29 гру 2024

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  • @Arianasjk
    @Arianasjk 11 днів тому +155

    I’m really proud of you for actually being able to get through a school day while still keeping a positive attitude :)

    • @Skz_shen
      @Skz_shen 3 години тому +1

      omg jinx hey girly

    • @Arianasjk
      @Arianasjk 2 години тому +1

      @ Heyy

  • @cecilycooper598
    @cecilycooper598 11 днів тому +168

    as someone with social anxiety disorder this is like the most relatable thing I've ever seen. I used to go every day 100% silent and not say a word to anyone but after doing some self discovery I was able to surround myself with the right people who understood that just because I'm quiet doesn't mean you can't get to know me and doesn't mean that I can't be cool. I know sometimes you overthink the things you do or obsess about how people act around you but If you focus on all that and don't move on from it you're not going to make any progress. I know you've probably been told this a million times but please just be yourself because the right people will like you for you and if they don't then their not the right people for you (also you seem rly cool so if for some reason someone doesn't like you that's their problem). Obviously it takes a very very long time to get over social anxiety and sometimes you feel alone but I bet there are so many people that want to be your friend but have the same fear that you won't like them. Ik this is easier said then done but you should talk to the girl in math and the girl in PE because they might rly want to talk to you but are just waiting for you to start the conversation.

  • @HuskersSlave
    @HuskersSlave День тому +7

    I just graduated this year and I’ve been a loner for years, social anxiety sucks and i feel you. And the fact that you keep a positive attitude is TRULY amazing, youll find the people who give you the appreciation you deserve, i promise :)

  • @vinnia5606
    @vinnia5606 7 днів тому +54

    i dont usually comment, but you did great today at school! I get that moment in pe where i feel so special to that kind of person but like instead they have circle of friends yknow? Ofc they consider me as a friend and appreciate me but i want to be that friend that they prioritize, as a first option, talk to me 24/7. Srry for sharing just like that, and just as i said, i know that kind of feeling and youre not alone :) youre a great person and i hope the right people will find you 💗

  • @AmeliaWinter-j4e
    @AmeliaWinter-j4e 13 годин тому +2

    Heyy ❤ i can relate to this....and i know its hard , we wont even have the motivation to get up and go to school because of this , and this is terrible .
    You have to make atleast some friends , but dont trust anyone those ones that had just became your friend and think that you can be bestfriends with them , nope dont do that 💯, the true ones will be at your side and never ignores you , so be serious about making relations in highschool , if it doesnt work out ohhhh boyy you will loseee lots of tears DUDE ! also please focus on your studies❤❤

  • @ginatamarria9896
    @ginatamarria9896 11 днів тому +58

    btw if ur still a loner, the way i made friends (a lot) was js asking a bunch of questions , “where ur from,what’s ur fav shop to go to, this might be a weird question but do u have any skincare?” stuff like that!! 75% success rate! xx hope it goes well 🫶

    • @ElizaAndHerLastFewBraincells
      @ElizaAndHerLastFewBraincells День тому +5

      heck no, that means i actually have to go out of my way to talk to people. i’d melt into a puddle of anxiety right there in front of them! though it does seem like a good way for other people

    • @dumbp0p
      @dumbp0p 16 годин тому

      @ElizaAndHerLastFewBraincells
      another way could be watching others and what they enjoy, maybe if you find smth you also like you could slowly show stuff abt it!! maybe a little charm or smth other fans would see and say ‘omg u like that?’ and they come to u.. Its how i got some friends at my new school even with my major social anxiety :3…
      im sorry if this didn’t help but i hope u find amazing ppl best wishies pookie

  • @ninaoftheblacks
    @ninaoftheblacks 6 днів тому +16

    i love the ‘14 years ago’ vibe of this, iyk what i mean lol, this is such a cool and unique day-in-the-life vid! ❤

  • @Mikael_4942
    @Mikael_4942 23 години тому +1

    U seem like a really sweet and positive person, I would for sure try to be your friend. Also congrats for being able to make it through that speech, when I had to do a public speech, I literally passed out and they brought my parents to school, it was horrible, i still cringe at myself 3 years later. Anyways, take care!! :)

  • @FreekyDude123
    @FreekyDude123 11 днів тому +18

    its so cool u filmed all of this, ik its tough being a loner but remember u have ppl that will always be by ur side right here!!

  • @yqzeev
    @yqzeev 11 годин тому

    I’m super happy that you could keep your composure during the whole day! positivity and self respect is key ilysm and have a great day :33

  • @monsterguts
    @monsterguts 11 днів тому +18

    this is so me!! i was such a friend maker in middle school and now that im in highschool ig i forgot how to make new friends so ive gone all of this year without even saying words in school. glad to see realistic types of videos

  • @just_somebody_from_this_world
    @just_somebody_from_this_world 41 хвилина тому

    Oh I feel you girl.. sending hugs, okay? Keep going, you're worth it

  • @Bilberry69
    @Bilberry69 5 днів тому +10

    Fact: Youll always be loved more that youll ever be aware of

  • @av.2011
    @av.2011 День тому +2

    I love how u keep your happy feeling, ik ur hurt inside, I wish I could be your friend.

  • @baddieMaja
    @baddieMaja 22 години тому

    I‘m alone too every day in school but I‘m not that motivated to do so much like you. It’s kinda good to see how someone else than me deals with that and I can relate to the feelings and thoughts you had bc of the girl

  • @LobsangTsultrim1979
    @LobsangTsultrim1979 День тому +1

    A book series I rlly like is the inheritance cycle. There’s 4 books in the series and 2 extra giving more info :)

  • @EchoPenley
    @EchoPenley 4 дні тому +4

    as a younger person who watches vids like this,its really comforting to know that not everything will be all bad when im older! ill be heading to high school soon and i have been rlly nearvous but now that i see this it js reminds me that i gotta stay positive even if no one is around! You inspire me a ton blu3 and you will continue to until my last days as you have helped me get through some though times ❤‍🩹

    • @Transdorock
      @Transdorock 3 дні тому

      Yesss, I also feel much lighter watching these videos, especially since I'm very extroverted but shy at the same time, I don't know if I'll be able to make friends but I'm terrified of being alone.

  • @starvyx._
    @starvyx._ 11 днів тому +6

    i love the thumbnail style its so cute!!

  • @hellobeautiful787
    @hellobeautiful787 День тому

    I love this video. I can relate to it, and I'm proud of you for keeping your head high. Have a good day, beautiful!

  • @shielacastro8787
    @shielacastro8787 День тому

    I love talking to loners though fr bc they’re always so fun and energetic on the inside

  • @crystalcrimson
    @crystalcrimson 4 дні тому +1

    Dude this is your first vid recommended to me and I find it so comforting as someone who goes through similar days. Ill def stick around

  • @ZzoeytheAlien
    @ZzoeytheAlien 6 днів тому +3

    I like seeing these kind of vlogs!!! Also I luvvvv ur shoes there so cute!!!

  • @paws_flutters-777
    @paws_flutters-777 3 дні тому +3

    I'm really really proud of you for surviving with no friends, you are really brave and I love ur vids! Fun fact:I js subbed to u! :D

  • @Ken_xi0
    @Ken_xi0 3 дні тому +2

    I like your vibe sm !
    I kinda feel the same so often but you can say maybe i think i got over it , well i didn't but it's okay, you seem so nice yk? , anyways , keep capturing those things you see pretty bc i can't and i can't help but stare for so long so i could remember but en the end i forget it all but who cares lol ,don't mind what I'm saying bc idk what I'm even saying but keep going , it makes me feel like I'm not as weird as i think lol

  • @itslivie_jane
    @itslivie_jane 21 годину тому

    i luv your vlogs so much! ☺ if i could, i’d be friends w/ you bc you seem so sweet! and the speech…you prob did amazing ~ in middle school when i did a presentation, i had to get up, go back to my desk, and try again 3 more times before i barely got thru it stuttering 😅 you just got a new sub and i hope you had a good holiday too :) keep your head held high; you got this heal ♥

  • @zenyidominguez695
    @zenyidominguez695 11 днів тому +1

    this is such a refreshing vlog to see. it feels so real and I totally understand the feeling you had about the girl in P.E. a similar thing happened to me. Just keep going, days will keep getting better :)

  • @Spooderman949
    @Spooderman949 12 годин тому

    The perks of being a wallflower is a rlly good book if u havent already read it

  • @raybaexx
    @raybaexx 21 годину тому

    aww its so cool of u to make a vid even when going through all this ik its hard being alone in skl but your gonna be alr ml

  • @he4rtzsky
    @he4rtzsky 6 днів тому +1

    Girl how do you not have any friends you seem like the sweetest!

  • @makomohamed-g1m
    @makomohamed-g1m 2 дні тому

    Why is this so real, when you speak to someone for a little bit, and you think 'we could become friends' I mostly sometimes think that I should speak up and try to hold the conversation a bit more.

  • @wavetoearth8260
    @wavetoearth8260 11 днів тому +1

    man honestly i love this, this felt too real😊

  • @Creature_from_your_town
    @Creature_from_your_town 11 днів тому +2

    I love it now i know ok not the only one :) but your horse is very cute!

  • @Moonlit-MP3
    @Moonlit-MP3 2 дні тому

    books recommended: Carrie, Pet Seminary (Stephen king), IT, Twilight, Harry Potter, Vampire Diaries, Heart Stopper, and so many more. I'm so sorry that you've got no one. Trust me, when you're older, friends don't matter as much, and you're able to be yourself without having to worry about what people think. This is how I view being a loner as I'm in my 20s. It's hard to make friends. But trust me, you're worth it, and you're an amazing blogger that has a unique aesthetic to their vlogs. I really enjoyed this vlog. Hope ur xmas was good and you're able to do what you want and feel confident within urself

  • @luminous_skates2
    @luminous_skates2 4 дні тому +2

    I’m not sure what you’re into but I really recommend the Miss Peregrine’s series! There’s eight books and I personally love them right now, they’re great and have a lot of action, depth and cool fantasy stuff. :P

  • @jessicamm.1207
    @jessicamm.1207 5 днів тому +4

    im usually just a silent viewer but i want to say i totally understand how you feel about the girl in p.e. i dont think you were being dramatic at all, and i have similar experiences (as an 8th grader) i just want you to know you aren't alone!

    • @Autumnxx15
      @Autumnxx15 4 дні тому +1

      Yeah but the poor girl if she’s watching thsi video

  • @Horses_R_Us
    @Horses_R_Us 4 дні тому +1

    Im going to highschool next year and none if my friends are going to the same one as me, tbh i rlly hope my days turn out like this until i do get a friend or two bc (from what was shown in the video) it looks pretty chill and (as an introvert) pretty enjoyable as well!

  • @Down-to-mars
    @Down-to-mars 2 дні тому +1

    Some book recommendations I have:
    -Hunger Games trilogy (and also The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes after it)
    -Of Mice and Men I read it for school but it was actually really good (does curse a lot tho just a warning)
    -Uglies (I haven’t read it but people say it’s good and it’s a series)
    -Percy Jackson

  • @aquat1c.st4r
    @aquat1c.st4r 3 дні тому +1

    i havent been to school in a year (i have autism and anxiety which makes it hard for me) but this vid makes me want to go back to school :)

  • @anitahinds699
    @anitahinds699 6 днів тому +1

    I don’t have friends either but if you do then when you graduate you may never see them again. You may see them walking one day in the future but you may not even recognise each other. This may not happen but then again it might❤.

  • @Autumnxx15
    @Autumnxx15 4 дні тому +4

    0:44 she probs does still like you it’s just she could have social anxiety so she might’ve been to scared to ask

  • @cakey.20
    @cakey.20 7 днів тому

    i keep getting your vids recommended to me and only today did i notice how calming they are. subscribed :3

  • @KathySullivan-r4t
    @KathySullivan-r4t День тому

    Wow ur so calm and nice but I love ur personality!

  • @Nyxnzo
    @Nyxnzo 4 дні тому +3

    A good book is how to disappear completely

  • @heyitsdarla-n8g
    @heyitsdarla-n8g 2 дні тому

    i was also kinda a loner in highschool (still in highschool btw) i would hang out with ppl i didnt even like just so i dont look "pathetic" or lonely, even tho plenty of other kids did the same. i always felt like i was being judged if i sat alone. ima be homeschooled now and i couldnt be any happier. (i also had a racist spanish teacher)

  • @ZaraNotFound1
    @ZaraNotFound1 День тому

    Wow I’m surprised how you turned having no friends into a pro instead of a con you really care more about your education best wishes and may God bless you and take away any illness that you have from the top of your head to the bottom of your toes amen 🙏

  • @MaybePookie
    @MaybePookie День тому

    i likeee ur vlogss!!

  • @claudiocalabrese3865
    @claudiocalabrese3865 7 днів тому +3

    Your school does actually look quite… how to say it? Helpful? At least it tries to aid its students, with so many different activities, yk here in Italy we’ve been stuck in the same godforsaken room for what has been 5 never ending years we only get outside of that coffin for PE (and we often don’t even have the chance ‘cause our school is full of students and has only two gyms), and now that we are in our last year before exams we barely even have the time to raise our heads from the desk/books (we normally have 6 hours of school [08:00am-01:40pm] sounds bad? we also get 7 hours on Tuesdays and Thursdays and from time to time we gotta fullfill an obligatory post-scholastic course, THAT LASTS THREE HOURS MORE) it’s truly hell on earth, and having no friends to at least distract yourself is just the cherry on top, you just feel like an alien, I hope all this struggle will be worth it in the future…

  • @NomNomIsCool-12t
    @NomNomIsCool-12t 2 дні тому

    Okay so I recommend some books.
    Murder mystery: One of us is Lying by Karen M. McManus
    The cabin by Natasha Peterson (something with her last name with a P. but her series is absolutely amazing.)
    Romance/Kinda forgot what genre it is but it’s a good book: If he was with me. I cried about that book.😭 Lmk if you want more!!😆

  • @Yuki-Doodle
    @Yuki-Doodle 7 днів тому +1

    I have a book recommendation for you :)
    It’s one called “The perks on being a timid wallflower”

  • @conrodermin
    @conrodermin 6 днів тому +1

    have you tried reading the silent oatient? its super good imo ^_^

  • @gbksgbks1212
    @gbksgbks1212 11 днів тому +2

    bro this is so relatable, i have like two friends but we do block scheduling at my school so i only see one of them every other day and my other day i’m just all alone lol. i kinda hate it, it makes me so sad lmao but if you happen to like realistic fiction type books, my favorite book ever is solitaire by alice oseman!

  • @다니아._510
    @다니아._510 3 дні тому +1

    Were so similar

  • @Tifaa_katz
    @Tifaa_katz 4 дні тому

    "Theres always light at the end of the tunnle!" most kids tunnles nowadays are blocked off with thirty piles of cement and its dark out.

  • @saturncosplays
    @saturncosplays 10 днів тому +1

    I haven’t had any new friends in years, I’ve just kept up with my same friend group. But I think if you try to make some acquaintances, you might enjoy yourself more, y’know? I know it’s really hard too, I don’t like talking to people I’m not familiar with, and I’m bad at talking ain general. But by socializing with other people your age, even if it’s just an attempt, you’ll find out more about yourself and you found at first.
    Edit: btw, have you read the Warrior Cats series? I also love horses, and your seat is actually impressive!!

  • @KereiKyle
    @KereiKyle 4 дні тому +1

    Queen

  • @Justastupidsomeone
    @Justastupidsomeone 5 днів тому

    For a book recomendation, read bluestar's prophecy or children of the fox! They're more for younger readers but still quite well written! If you're into graphic novels, Unico Awakening is one of my personal favorites!

  • @music4life-000
    @music4life-000 18 годин тому

    Book recommendation : the Martian by Andy Weir
    It is so good and so funny. It’s about a guy who gets stranded on mars and he just tries to survive for as long as possible. It is one of the funniest books I’ve ever read. Would highly recommend reading it.

  • @bbok_lixx143
    @bbok_lixx143 12 днів тому +3

    Love the video :D

  • @DrPsychedelic
    @DrPsychedelic 3 дні тому

    Though this was a while ago I totaly relate! To be honest though. I do have a tiny bit of social anxiety though I did quit dnd. Now here’s the thing. I love dnd. But evry time it was my turn I was never able to do anything and evry campaign I was always the last person no matter how early I was. So I just stopped playing. The new dm at our group said he wouldent do that to me but Ngl. I can’t trust him. Anywho. This is why I connect with people sometimes online. But if you do just be carful!

  • @JJSirexkid925
    @JJSirexkid925 15 годин тому

    Hey, I know what it’s like to have no friends. almost my entire time in elementary school I had no friends.. I made a few friends but I lost them all so I know exactly how you feel and to be honest you’re really cool person and your channel just amazing so I really hope that people see that you’re really special and amazing and they want to be your friend. I haven’t had friends until I went to a brand New private school and I made friends immediately so don’t worry you’re really brave and I love your channel and you’re just amazing.! And epic 😎
    I hope you find the friends that you need.
    -Love from JJgretel💜

  • @BeingAnEquestrianIsMyLife
    @BeingAnEquestrianIsMyLife 6 днів тому

    Omg I would’ve never known you rode horses!!! I ride too! Im a hunter jumper! When did you start riding? I would love to see more

  • @Zevito_L
    @Zevito_L 2 дні тому

    You should try reading The Field my Dave Lapp! It’s a comic but good.

  • @solitaire-jinx
    @solitaire-jinx 7 днів тому

    Some books recs: solitaire by Alice oseman, a picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, the song of Achilles by Madeline miller, and summer bird blue (I forgot the author sorry)
    I hope you enjoy them! My fav was solitaire :)

  • @SummerRosesGuildOfficial
    @SummerRosesGuildOfficial День тому

    Banger video

  • @SpringtrapsKitchenKnife
    @SpringtrapsKitchenKnife День тому

    bro got a raincloud over her head 😭 flowers die when bro walks near them 😭

  • @stella_beloved
    @stella_beloved 4 дні тому

    im scared for my futurw now… i don’t wanna be lonely…

  • @daliroberto3350
    @daliroberto3350 5 днів тому

    Have you read Brandon Sanderson? He got me through college with no friends

  • @Cwuitepwazz
    @Cwuitepwazz 6 днів тому

    I suggest u read born at Midnight its like a kind of fantasy like teenage dark romance i read half kf the boook no spoilers❤❤❤❤❤

  • @AbbyC-7142
    @AbbyC-7142 6 днів тому

    Wait did you eat lunch? If you didn't, do you at least eat it everyday? Sorry if im coming off weird, im just worried

  • @Geometricrice
    @Geometricrice 6 днів тому

    Another day of school with fake friends that don’t even talk to me and people making me uncomfortable but I’m to scared to even speak a squeak
    Anyways I hope you have a jolly Christmas :D and a happy new year
    Get ur mind off ur worries and have a merry merry Christmas

  • @Hema_is_hier
    @Hema_is_hier 2 дні тому

    I was a loner in my neighberhood till i moved schools

  • @janamarkova5787
    @janamarkova5787 12 днів тому

    Yaay new video!🦋🦋

  • @Strawb3rry_c4ke
    @Strawb3rry_c4ke 3 дні тому

    We can be friendless together🫐🤍

  • @black_cat_lofii
    @black_cat_lofii 4 дні тому

    i see my reflection in your eyes...

  • @blueytheragdoll
    @blueytheragdoll 10 днів тому

    hey! a book that I loved reading was 'then there was one' by Wendy cross, it ends on a massive plot twist and I LOVED it

  • @LUNAplayzfnaf-b9g
    @LUNAplayzfnaf-b9g 8 днів тому

    I’m how it feels to be a loner…. I was just in 5th grade, and most of the times were a loner, but not anymore, luckily I’m in six grade in 2025!

  • @stxrzy_stingrayz
    @stxrzy_stingrayz 6 днів тому

    Ur so lucky you have snow where I am it got 45°C (113°F) 😭

  • @Cjs_3d
    @Cjs_3d 5 днів тому

    If you haven’t read it I recommend heaven by meiko kawakami! It’s kinda depressing tho just a heads up

  • @julias_art_tok
    @julias_art_tok День тому

    read cujo by stephen king!! its for readers who dont mind a little language, and dont like such scary books

  • @Mooshーら
    @Mooshーら 7 днів тому

    As someone who is not social I go through the same thing but if you don’t mind can we be friends?

  • @funnygoof_1
    @funnygoof_1 11 днів тому

    hey im not sure what type of books you like but one of my fav books is invisible boys by holden sheppered its meant to be a kids book but its really not lol it sounds cringy but it made me cry and laugh (but theres also like adult scenes if that makes sense?) so maybe that can be a recomendation? and also solitare by alice osemen she has many other books and a comic sirise but solitare is my fav out of them all (sorry my spelling is bad lol)

  • @AJ_elaia
    @AJ_elaia 3 дні тому

    if i were in the same high school as you, i would've definitely try to be friends.(also, i feel like we're insanely similar like books, lifestyle, social anxiety, art, hating math lol)❤ you're not alone girl. 🤍🤍

  • @llifewizzyy
    @llifewizzyy 11 днів тому

    omg the horse is so prettyy, and maybe the girl in pe does like you, someone might have taken your usual spot! a book I highly recommend is moth flight’s vision by Erin Hunter (pen name)!

  • @K3mari-x2k
    @K3mari-x2k 11 днів тому

    "Rebel of the sands" by Alwin Hamilton.

  • @ItzzGrace-b3b
    @ItzzGrace-b3b 6 днів тому

    Hey! Im here w books recommendations im not sure wut kinda books ur into but heres some i like! Or wanna read myself. Ok
    1. Percy Jackson (series)
    2. Chronicles of Narnia (series)
    3. Lord of the rings (series)
    4. Dork diaries (series)
    5. Cupcake diaries (series)
    6. Anne of Green gables (series)
    7. Diary of a wimpy kid
    That's all! 😅

  • @novieosa
    @novieosa 7 днів тому +1

    BOOK RECOMMENDATION THE MAZE RUNNER !!1!1!1!1! PLS READ!!

  • @CandyBlastt
    @CandyBlastt 10 днів тому

    I have a book recommendation but it's a lil childish but I always laugh also a tiny bit on the girlish side if you are still interested there is a series
    Lottie brooks..(I hope I didn't make a fool out of myself...)

  • @lylareinhard2475
    @lylareinhard2475 7 днів тому

    it’s kind of crazy that your school literally has a treadmill. Personally idc that much cuz I don’t take PE but still cool lol

  • @Dancing_One-One
    @Dancing_One-One 11 днів тому

    I don't think it's very likely that the girl didn't save you a spot because she didn't like you. There are many reasons why she might not have. For example, someone took the spot and she was nervous to say that it was reserved, or she might not have thought about it at all because she was daydreaming, etc. If you were in her shoes, and you were on a treadmill, and someone took the spot next to you, would you say it is reserved? Or would you overthink the whole situation and in the end be too anxious to say anything about it. That example might be weirdly specific but that is exactly what I would do. Don't get discouraged, but make sure she understands that you do wanna become friends with her by for example saving her a spot if you get the chance. I believe in you! 💪

  • @Ripples_Of_Water
    @Ripples_Of_Water 11 днів тому

    you could read the power by naomi alderman

  • @ouvicc
    @ouvicc 11 днів тому

    im sorry this isnt really related to the video, but you like stephen king right? im in the middle of reading cujo and ive already read insomnia. i really like his work so far, is there any other stephen king books you would recommend? :D

    • @blu3_skyes
      @blu3_skyes  11 днів тому +1

      insomnia is the fifth stephen king book ive read, and out of all of them it was my fav, but i also rlly liked the shining and needful things :)

    • @ouvicc
      @ouvicc 10 днів тому

      @@blu3_skyes ty!!

  • @EllieWillamsGirl
    @EllieWillamsGirl 11 днів тому +2

    riding horces look so funnn but im sure she likes u does she seem to have social anxiety? but im sorry sbt that BUT GLAD THERES SNOWWW

  • @iheartpink2222
    @iheartpink2222 6 днів тому

    u seem so cool i’d wanna be ur friend:(

  • @wenclairbes
    @wenclairbes 10 днів тому

    i recommend criers war and iron heart

  • @rip_crybaby1
    @rip_crybaby1 10 днів тому

    It’s so cool that you ride!!

  • @blobz12
    @blobz12 5 днів тому

    Have you read The Giver? Perhaps it is to your taste.

  • @frogdog0-h9z
    @frogdog0-h9z 2 дні тому

    Seem chill

  • @TuanaCicitekin-j8d
    @TuanaCicitekin-j8d 2 дні тому

    I just wanna hug u :(

  • @San-Dolls
    @San-Dolls 7 днів тому

    💙

  • @whoisthisnoyes
    @whoisthisnoyes 3 дні тому

    Holly jolly 😂