I was pregnant & now I'm not // our 8th loss

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  • @marciawright2600
    @marciawright2600 Рік тому +2

    Bless you. YOu are such a kind and beautiful soul. I am deeply sorry for the loss of your precious child. 💞

  • @evie5780
    @evie5780 Рік тому +3

    I’m so sorry. I am always rooting for you and your rainbow baby. Thank you for being so brave and sharing your journey. I hope you feel better soon. ❤❤❤

  • @JennStavropoulos
    @JennStavropoulos Рік тому +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I started trying for a baby last spring and had 4 early miscarriages in a row. After a saline ultrasound they found a polyp in my uterus that takes all the blood flow, not allowing the pregnancies to implant properly and grow. My doctor says once I get that removed I shouldn’t have another chemical pregnancy. Not sure if you’ve done that test but you’re in my prayers and hope you get your rainbow baby soon 🙏🏻💖

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Oh mama I'm so sorry for your losses 💔 I'm glad they seem to have found the issue and I'm praying that once removed you'll be good to go! I actually had the saline sonogram done twice, as well as an HSG done twice. Nothing to be found for me. I'm in a very frustrating spot 😞 thank you for your kind words 🙏 please keep me updated on your situation 💕

  • @dreamartinez3019
    @dreamartinez3019 Рік тому +5

    I’m so sorry 😞 I’m currently going through my 5th loss. My partner and I have been trying for our first for almost 3 years. I’ve already had some fertility testing which came back normal but I keep having early losses. Just know you are not alone and I pray that we all have our rainbow babies ❤️🙏🏼 🌈

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      I'm so sorry Drea, for your losses and current pain. Your situation unfortunately seems very similar to mine. I hope in your case, you get to find an answer. Please reach out if you have any questions along your journey. You're in my prayers 💕 we're in this together!!

    • @brendabenitez7359
      @brendabenitez7359 Рік тому +1

      Me too Drea. I had my 5th loss in October. I’ve switched doctors many times until now that I’m hoping for once they check my hormones. Last time I was pregnant I wanted my OB to send me something because of my history with losses and they said they don’t do that only fertility clinics. I also went to a fertility clinic but since they couldn’t find anything with my coagulation or autoimmune they just blamed it on my age and pushed for ivf (I’m 38). You would think they would check my hormones on certain days of my cycle. Like progesterone on day 21, fsh and estradiol on day 3, which is the basic thing to look into my case but they didn’t and it cost me 5 losses and many many years and sleepless nights.
      I’m educating myself now. Stopped all plastics, changed my laundry detergent, shampoo, soaps, water, body lotion etc to see if it helps since it’s helped so many other women with their success. It’s really gut wretching this journey,
      Im totally with you and Angelina. I completely understand.

    • @tag-alongk8717
      @tag-alongk8717 Рік тому

      I have had 2 losses in a row im trying an oil called progessence plus look into it! also you could find yourself a naturopath often when you dont get answers from dr.s is a fab way to go!

    • @sherylbrown7957
      @sherylbrown7957 Рік тому +1

      I’m so sorry for all you ladies currently going through a loss and to the ones who have been through loss 😢my husband and I are currently going through the same grief with my first child i was 8 wks along this time and it truly takes a lot on the body to go through this I have had three miscarriages and I’m 29 years old but I know god has a plan. I pray for all of you and we are truly in this together ❤🙏

    • @tag-alongk8717
      @tag-alongk8717 Рік тому

      @@sherylbrown7957 look into progessence plus! By young living

  • @jaimiec6340
    @jaimiec6340 Рік тому +2

    I’m so, so sorry Angelina😢💔 I’m praying the Lord comforts you during this time. It’s okay to not be okay right now. Thank you so much for your vulnerability, it’s helping so many women like myself who are waiting on the Lord and believing for their rainbows 🌈 I hope it’s not too invasive to ask, but have you had an endometrial biopsy done by any chance? My RE did this after my 3 recurrent losses (1 twin MMC and 2 CP’s) and discovered an infection within my uterine wall (endometritis). It’s treated with antibiotics but it can create a lot of issues with implantation. I also was diagnosed with polyps. I know you mentioned you’ll be getting more tests done soon. I’m so, so glad to hear that and I will definitely stay tuned for that video! I’m so glad you’re surrounded by so much support. I’m sending you a virtual hug!

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Aww Jaimie, I appreciate your comfort and support! And I appreciate your questions. I am going to do a q&a video soon and answer your questions there along with others. Hugging you back! 🫂🥰

  • @seasonsofwonder
    @seasonsofwonder Рік тому

    I'm so sorry! May God give you strength and peace through this difficult process. 🙏

  • @NathalieKateMixedFamilyLove

    I don’t know you.. but I’m so so sorry for your loss ☹️ please do not lose hope - Your blessing will arrive soon and will be strong and healthy and beautiful 💗 trust the Gods plan. He knows when is the right time - just stay strong. You are strong and you deserve to be a mom because your heart is so sweet and that baby will be so blessed to have a mom like you. I will pray for you.

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      I feel like you just hugged my heart with your sweet words, thank you so so much 🥹🤍 I trust the Lord & will always continue to! He hasn't failed me...hasn't failed any of us in this community. We just have to keep trusting His plan! Nice to meet you, and again thank you for your kindness & prayers 🥰

    • @NathalieKateMixedFamilyLove
      @NathalieKateMixedFamilyLove Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones 💗💗💗💗

  • @soniab78
    @soniab78 Рік тому

    I've been watching out for your videos. So sorry for your loss again. Thank you for sharing, I know it will be helping others who are going through a similar situation. Pregnancy loss is not spoken about nearly enough.

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      Thank you so much 💕 & I agree, definitely should be talked about more.

  • @HeatherGirard
    @HeatherGirard Рік тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying that next month is your month. I had a chemical in October and conceived the end of November. I'm now 15 weeks. Have you had your thyroid and progesterone checked?

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      I'm sorry for you loss, and congratulations on your new life! Yes I have had both checked. I am on vaginal progesterone each cycle but doesn't seem to really do much. Thank you for your prayers!

  • @katherinemeng3045
    @katherinemeng3045 Рік тому

    Hi Angelina, have been following your journey for a while and just wanted to give you a great big hug. I’m also going through recurrent miscarriages and only just found out about my 4th miscarriage yesterday. It’s really heartbreaking. I’ll be moving onto IVF with genetic testing next… stay strong and hope that you find your rainbow to take home one day ❤

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      I'm so sorry for your losses and current one 💔 it truly is heart wrenching to go through but we are tough! Praying for you 🙏 keep me updated on your journey! Looking forward to your rainbow someday too 🥰

  • @angelicalomeu476
    @angelicalomeu476 Рік тому

    I'm so sorry. I too had a chemical pregnancy this month. I hope you get your rainbow baby soon.

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Aww I'm so sorry 😞 how are you doing? & thank you so much 🤍

  • @lynnhammer3968
    @lynnhammer3968 Рік тому

    I’m so sorry 😞
    I can’t imagine what you must be going through… I wish there was something I could do..I will keep praying for a healthy sticky rainbow baby❤

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      You're so kind, thank you so much friend 💕🥹

  • @princessm.5989
    @princessm.5989 Рік тому

    I'm so sorry. Keeping you and your husband in prayer.

  • @katarinakrizova2969
    @katarinakrizova2969 Рік тому

    I'm so sorry. ❤❤❤
    God bless your heart and your family .

  • @TashnifRubayet
    @TashnifRubayet Рік тому

    I m sorry. I can totally feel you. Be brave and keep that faith.

  • @Robyn101
    @Robyn101 Рік тому

    Don’t give up Angelina!
    I’m so sorry mama. 💔

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      Thank you 🤍 I won't give up!

    • @Robyn101
      @Robyn101 Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones if you haven’t watched Adrienne Bailons ( from the reals) channel. U should. She went through 8 losses and she speaks on it and her TTC journey. I think it’s called faith and familia I think u would love it.

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      @@Robyn101 I will definitely check her out! Thank you 🤍

  • @chenaysmith5732
    @chenaysmith5732 Рік тому

    Omg I’m so so sorry baby praying and sending positive thoughts and vibes love ❤️

  • @stoudthouse46
    @stoudthouse46 Рік тому

    Im so sorry sweetie. Praying for your hearts.
    💞🙏🏻💞

  • @lilacks17
    @lilacks17 Рік тому

    Oh my dear, how awful. I am so, so sorry. You have such a beautiful soul. Praying for comfort and peace for you and your husband, and for a happy and healthy baby that you will cuddle in your arms very, very soon.
    Please forgive me for this, but something you may ask your doctor to look into is DNA fragmentation specifically. I believe it wouldn't show up on a standard genetic screen or sperm analysis. The only thing I've seen that might cause so many early losses if all else seems to be okay. But you mentioned your doc has other tests up their sleeve, so praying for wisdom and insight for them to be able to help you. Sending you guys all the love and best wishes in the world. ♥️

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Thank you so much, friend 🥹 and please don't be sorry, I'm so thankful for suggestions! I did ask my doctor about DNA fragmentation testing, but she said the supplement my husband is taking would be the remedy for it anyways. So I didn't follow through with it. However I might anyways. What do you think?
      And yep, the testing I'm getting soon includes a test to see if I have an inflammatory uterus. She's also going to run more thyroid tests. Other than that I'm not sure what else she wants to do. 💕 she mentioned testing my egg quality even though I have good AMH. I take CoQ10 to help with egg quality anyways.

    • @lilacks17
      @lilacks17 Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones From what I can find, it may be helpful to have him evaluated by a urologist to see if he has a varicocele which might increase DNA fragmentation and appears to be something that can be treated. I don't know if you would ever consider IUI (or even IVF), but it is also possible to extract sperm directly from the testes for these procedures and it appears this might increase the chances of obtaining healthy sperm, too. In any case, testing for DNA fragmentation might give you insight if any of these avenues are worth pursuing. I also don't know if you are seeing an OB or a fertility specialist/reproductive endocrinologist, but in my experience, the latter tend to have a lot more detailed knowledge of all these intricacies and possibilities. Best wishes to you guys and hope so, so much that you get your answers and healthy babies soon!!!

  • @QsynYo
    @QsynYo 3 місяці тому

    This is so unfair. I am so so sorry.

  • @rr12766
    @rr12766 Рік тому +1

    Hey Angela any updates on your journey?

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      I'll post an update soon 🤍 thank you for checking in on me!!

  • @nayigajean8404
    @nayigajean8404 Рік тому

    Stay strong dear let God comfort you. We are in the same struggle hv lost 3 so far but am sure we shall one day win

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      Aww mama I'm sorry for your losses, I'm sending you hugs 🫂 you're right, one day we will win and bring home our rainbows 🌈💖 love to you!!

  • @CrystalM1917
    @CrystalM1917 Рік тому

    16:08--HCG builds up in blood first and leaves first. In urine, it builds up last and leaves last. Unfortunately, I know this all too well. ❤

  • @Thegomezfamily928
    @Thegomezfamily928 Рік тому

    You know I had a loss this month and I was praying that you would get your rainbow

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      Thank you 🥹💕

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Also I'm so sorry for your loss 💔

    • @Thegomezfamily928
      @Thegomezfamily928 Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones thank you 😊 I'll be praying for us both. 🥰🙏

    • @Thegomezfamily928
      @Thegomezfamily928 Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones it's my 4th loss and this has been so hard. Thanks for sharing your story helps me feel not so alone.

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому +1

      @The Gomez Family ugh. One loss is too many. I'm so sorry 😞 it's definitely not easy but you're never alone 🫂💕

  • @denise077
    @denise077 Рік тому

    I’m so sorry for your losses :(. Did you ever find out the reason for your 16 week loss?

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Thank you! And no, never. He was healthy, & the only thing on on my report was premature rupture of membranes but, no reason as to what caused the early rupture. Frustrating 😔

    • @denise077
      @denise077 Рік тому

      @@AngelinaJones I’m so sorry :( I went through a similar experience at 14 weeks and my heart sank when you mentioned the tightening feeling because I went through the exact same thing and it didn’t well. The only reason I got was a potential infection but nothing definite. Wishing us both a happy ending soon 💕

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      @D.S oh I am so sorry for your loss too 😢 yes they also mentioned potential infection but also never found anything definite. The tightening started for me around 7 weeks and got very persistent until I had him. Doctor said it was most likely stretching of the uterus bc they couldn't find anything wrong. Ultrasounds looked great. But if I ever experience that again in the future I will be way more persistent in making sure everything is okay!

  • @CrystalM1917
    @CrystalM1917 Рік тому

    I think you have silent endometriosis to have had so many losses and chemical pregnancies. I've had 12-15. I had the receptivadx done and my score was elevated which is strongly correlated to having endo. Ofcourse the only way to know for sure is through a laparoscopy. I know how hard this process is. May God bless you to get through this and bless your womb abundantly.🙏🏽❤

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      I'm so sorry for your losses! Soo many 💔 thank you for your input! I am being tested currently for inflammation of the uterus...I wonder if they will be looking for endometriosis? I had a biopsy done on a small uterine polyp and it came back "normal". I wonder if that would have been telling if I did have endo. I appreciate your comment as I will bring this to my doctor's attention. Were you able to go on and have your rainbow? 🌈

    • @CrystalM1917
      @CrystalM1917 Рік тому

      ​​@@AngelinaJones thank you and i am so sorry for yours as well.❤ I originally was checking for endometritis when I had the biopsy done and it came back negative for plasma cells but my RE added bcl6 on the test so the pathologist would check for it as well (bcl6 is the name of the biomarker used with the receptivadx) and it came back as an hscore of 3.4 which is high, likely associated with endometriosis. If you do have a polyp, I would get it removed as it's mere presence can be inflammatory particularly if in the fundus where implantation occurs. I do have two boys who I am so thankful for❤. I am 37 now and my losses are all chemical pregnancies with 2 instances of pregnancies of unknown location(likely ectopic but never visualized on ultrasound--long story😅). My trouble started between my first two at age 29 and then after my second. I had my first son at 27 and 2nd at 31. Im 37 now and I've been ttc #3 for 4 years next month. Endometritis is easy to treat with antibiotics but endometriosis...not so easy.😕 endometriosis tends to get worse over time which makes sense with my history and can definitely cause miscarriage and infertility in more than one way. It can even damage sperm bc endo creates a toxic environment in the follicular fluid so you can start out with a healthy egg and sperm but once the egg is exposed to the fluid after ovulation, it can damage it and the sperm while waiting for the egg at the time of fertilization causing the likelihood of fertilization and implanation to decrease leading to early losses or infertility. Endometriomas can decrease ovarian function and egg count also. You can have endometriosis without having endometriomas though, that is a more severe stage-stage 4. I don't have any of those, which endometriomas can be seen on ultrasound. It also can cause progesterone resistance in the uterus, decreasing uterine receptivity to implantation as well. Anyhow, sorry for the book report, I just wanted to share in case it's helpful for you! My doctor said Treatment is essentially laparoscopy to diagnose and remove it or IVF with Depot Lupron to lower inflammation by lowering estrogen which feeds endo. Let me know

    • @CrystalM1917
      @CrystalM1917 Рік тому

      Let me know if you have any questions I can exchange notes with you about my journey as it's been a long one.❤

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      @Crystal hey! I mentioned silent endo to my RE and I have a biopsy scheduled to test for it. Lupron is the protocol regardless if I have endo or not. I'm praying this helps!!

    • @CrystalM1917
      @CrystalM1917 Рік тому

      @Angelina Jones Hey honey! Great news, I am glad your RE is listening to you! Sometimes that's the hardest part. I really hope you get some answers soon. I am going in for a laparoscopy next month. Not exactly excited but its probably the only intervention left that could possibly help me. TBH, I am scared of Lupron side effects and we won't be doing IVF either way so that's my only option. Ofcourse, surgery is no walk in the park either. I am praying for you and please keep me/us posted! 🙏🏽❤️.

  • @melissasnailjourney9719
    @melissasnailjourney9719 Рік тому

    So i feel your pain mama

  • @melissasnailjourney9719
    @melissasnailjourney9719 Рік тому

    Sorry for your losses i had a miscarriage on xmas of 2022 and another one on 6/12/23

  • @Lauren280582
    @Lauren280582 Рік тому

    I'm so sorry 🙏 😔🤗

  • @brendabenitez7359
    @brendabenitez7359 Рік тому

    Angelina girl I’m so sorry again. It’s so unfair and gut wrenching. It was a chemical pregnancy 😔. Testing messes with me too much emotionally. I have to wait to be late 2 weeks. If not I go crazy 😑
    I would also like to know what else your doing meantime, like the changes you’ve done, supplements you’ve taken, pills your own, what are your habits, lifestyle? Are you doing acupuncture, taking aspirin??
    I want to see what worked with you. Every-time I see you test I always stay wondering what else you’ve done aside of testing. I just heard you started Lovenox. What happened with progesterone oil? Are those the suppositories?
    We have to keep fighting . Have you had your hormones tested on certain days of your cycle?
    This is really frustrating ! I’m on day 11 of my cycle and I haven’t ovulated yet. I tested my fsh and it was high at an 18 and my estradiol so low, both tested on day 3. Since then I’ve been working hard on fixing my hormone levels. It’s been 2 weeks so far.
    I love your faith Angie! Despite what you’ve been through your not angry at God. 😊

    • @AngelinaJones
      @AngelinaJones  Рік тому

      Hi friend! Thank you for your comfort & questions ❤️ I'm going to do a q&a video soon and I'll answer your questions there 😊 love to you!! 🫂

  • @kstromm6361
    @kstromm6361 Рік тому

    ♥️♥️

  • @melissasnailjourney9719
    @melissasnailjourney9719 Рік тому

    Check your progesterone levels mama enough of that has to be in your system to sustain a pregnancy