"WORST TRIP OF MY LIFE"
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- Опубліковано 5 вер 2024
- This experience happened 1 week ago. The trip has left me an emotional wreck and I’m currently healing. I’m trying to find the positives, to learn and grow from what was a horrifically terrifying experience.
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A bad trip literally feels like you’re stuck in a timeloop and you’re lost forever
Feels like the world and your family and friends have moved forward in time but your stuck behind time lost in time and space and that's how you will spend the rest of eternity
@Pepe Silvia 🤣🤣😂🧪👶🏼
@Karis Yanuaria trust me you don't want to its worse than death
@@jeremyahern7426 facts 😭 don’t understand that shit is scary it’s not fun and you don’t get to pick to have a good loop but instead it feels like a loop of infinite torture I am glad I am no longer in that felt crazy
@@thetruthofmadness7911 yo straight up I ended up in hospital tried to ya know "end the time loop"
"Bad trips are actually the most healing trips in disguise." That hit me.
Hannah Engel I tried acid for the first time in like September and ever since then I’ve been a better person. I healed from horrible trama and faced it. I pieced myself back together and here I am now. 🙏🏻
Dawson Slone people don’t use it but abuse it
Barry aLLen I tried it once I won’t try it again but it like brought all my problems to the surface and I faced them. Not saying go trip it’ll save you. But in my case it just helped me realize some stuff
Nah I have to disagree bad trips are like being stuck in hell for endless amounts of time.everyone that says this shit is either a fake or blind to the fact that they were tormented for 8hrs that seemed like days you should tell people that bad trips are endless the struggle is very real.i don't like the fact that some people cushion the effects of a bad trip like it wasn't that bad these trips can really fuck you up during them although I must say that if you can make it out you will be fine you just have to draw on every single morsel of strength your mind has to offer.you wanna have an experience that matters hit dmt it will not be as fun but you will leave this world and gain some incite into your mind without suffering for 8 to 12 hrs.they say it's 15 minutes but you think about it strongly for days it's easy to make and it's not recreation if you want to really go down the rabbit hole this is safer more intense and way more manageable.
fraggle rock oh I was fighting off a panic attack and trying to survive for 8 hours. My trip was cool for 2 hours then hell the next 9.
Everyone who’s been on a bad trip on either shrooms/acid knows it is legit the worst experience of yoour life . That shit feels like your dying and it’s a struggle just getting through every second it lasts
Ronan Reid i agree man, feels never ending
bro, that was me off of shrooms. It had gotten so bad I got thrown in a cold shower and I was praying to not trip😂😂but I want to try again.
FUCK YEAH
IT'S FUCKING HORRIBLE, WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
I WAS BEGGING FOR IT TO STOP BECAUSE EVERY SECOND FEELS LIKE HELL
Had one bad trip and that was my first trip, but I found more positives out of that trip than any other trip, I’ve had my fair few mushrooms trips with my most recent 2.8g and I had a blast, I feel like I’m on top of things at the moment but I’m intending to do 5 grams before the end of the year
Never forget the 3 rules of tripping:
1. Fire burns
2. Sharp things are
3. Gravity works
Also you can’t move through objects
also don't forget you're tripping lmao
Maybe just: reality operates under the same physics you’ve come to understand even though you’re tripping sac, now wake up
Don't forget to pee
Make sure you know where you are.
Never do lsd around a lot of strangers, a panic attack is almost guaranteed
AF Bennett I went to a super market off lsd
I thought everyone was an employee and kept finding myself back at the entrance
That’ll have you paranoid asf. You’d be better off just tripping by yourself lmao
Yeah when I did lsd for the first I was around strangers I knew 2 guys there. Wasn't very nice I couldn't handle all the voices. I closed my eyes and put my fingers in my ears and... run
Daniel Engel I went to watch a movie and I was walking through a shit area. I thought that everyone wanted to stab me and I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared
I tripped with 5 complete strangers and had an amazing time, they were really nice and cool people! :)
Always make sure your shoes are tied so you don’t trip
Mike Miller 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Uff
Bruh
Mi
No fr tho you wanna tie your shoes before on LSD...
“You get the trip that you need, not the trip that you want” - Adam from psychedsubstance
I saw eyes and triangles. Damn demons
another piece of self aggrandizing pap
SenseiSlime damn
After my bad trip a month ago, i live by this. My ego death was needed
Sabrina kaur can I eat ur kitty? Gorgeous girl
Anyone who says "There's no such thing as a bad trip" has never had a bad trip. I used to love acid as a teenager. Then I had a bad trip that lasted about 36 hours, no sleep. No healing was gained from it. No deep insights. Just a day and a half straight of crippling panic and an unmerciful barrage of nonsensical thoughts. That was 20 ago years and I've never wanted to do it again.
hey, im sorry you had to go though that bro... hope you healed well from it, stay safe, stay high, stay cool bro
I've gone through a pretty bad trp recently, but I was also around people I had just met so that is a mistake I made. I would definitely do it again but only on my own or with people I know very well and in the right mindset even though im never really in the right mindset most of my trips. I love the trip but I usually trip alone and I don't need a trip sitter usually. I personally enjoy just thinking about life and stuff about myself on it and it helps me understand me as an individual without the need of support from others but once in awhile I'll trip with someone i trust and it'll be beautiful.
Are you sure it was 36 hours? Any chance you forgot what day it was and it was actually 12 hours?
This is called ego death you need to let go
Well that's on you, it's all subjective. I've had a really bad trip on shrooms and still agree with no such thing as a bad trip. Maybe you are just not ready😂
when I was 17, I went out of body for 4 hours on lsd. experienced every way of dying over and over. thought I was stuck in the Hell place for eternity. forcing me to choose the wrong path on every scenario I stumbled upon, then immediately killed, shot, stabbed, drown overdose, you name it, I died from it.
I thought I was there for hundreds of years and humanity had passed long ago. I could feel paramedics giving me cpr and heard sirens the whole weekend after the trip. I could literally pick up puke on my chest. all an illusion.
I finally was able to choose the right path and was instantly shot back into my basement. I walked outside in complete shock I was still alive and civilization was still present. everything had turned from a red tint to a blue tint and I went from Hell to heaven on earth. most terrifying experience of my life, but I learned a lot
Dudee shiiiit
Heisencybin sounds really intense dude, but also very profound
Heisencybin
Reality is such a fragile mirror of reality, when you distort it or shatter it amazing / terrifying things happen.
I had a blue tint in my room after the hell I walked through on LSD.
Interesting isn't it.
Idk what the fuck you took but that wasnt lsd lol
"Time is some crazy shit"
dude on weed at 4 am
Ivo Temelkov you made it
My man... so true
" on weed"
Giannis Antetokounmpo he was on weed while filming this weedio 💁
The dude injected 20 marijuana pot plants
Back in the mid 90’s when I was a teenager we used to do acid and shrooms all the time and had some unbelievable life changing experiences on them. Some of the best times me and my friends have ever had. That being said the one bad lsd trip I had was a total nightmare. There was about 20 of us at my place that night, parents were out of town and we had the place to ourselves. Anyway long story short someone not in my close group of friends but one of the 20 people decided to slip my dog of 16 years some acid and I had no idea at all. 3am most of them had left and were scattered throughout the neighbourhood or upstairs in different room. I was downstairs watching my dog run around the carpet sideways while laying down, she looked like a demon and was tripping hard with freakish movements. I went to pet her and comfort her but she was scared shitless. I was convinced that she was a demon or possessed and the devil was killing my dog. I was tripping balls at the time, at my peak and had been overcome with fear and sadness, balling my eyes out wondering what was wrong with my dog thinking she was dying. Anyway eventually i got ahold of her and was holding her, loving her while balling my eyes out and saying my last goodbyes to her. I forget what else happened after that as it was over 20 years ago but I remember my sister waking me up the following day around 5pm saying she found our dog on the road dead. Hit by a car. My dog never went out on the road and knew better. She was tripping so hard to ran out on the street and got hit. I found out about 10 years later my one friend from that get together said oh yeah so and so gave your dog acid that night. I was like wow, if i ever see that motherfker again im gonna kill him. I had no clue at the time and it never dawned on me cause i was tripping so hard that night. Worst trip of my life by far and one of the worst nights of my life.
i'm so sorry to hear that. this is just horrible man
Thanks guys, its a hard story to tell, I really loved that dog and was devastated.
Poor dog, RIP
@@Trxggy I personally didn't but karma did. This person has been in and out of jail, severely addicted to fentanyl and living a very shitty life. Not that I wish that on anyone but sometimes the universe has a way of making things happen to certain people.
Sorry bro :(
Seeing this just after my worst trip experience. Hearing this made me feel so much better about the past 24 hrs of despair and depression. I truly have been humbled and realized I'm not as perfect as I thought I was and there's so much i still want to do with my life. What an experience. Thank you for this
How’s it going a month later?
Don't let that define you! People make mistakes, you're still as perfect as you think you are. The only thing that matters is the present and the future so leave this experience in the past and focus on all that you have ahead of you. Good luck!
Avid nutmeg and thc user here, that horrible shit only happens when you take large amounts of it. When used properly in small amounts while staying hydrated then you’ll have a pretty good time if it’s your kind of high. If you still finding these negative effects even with well hydrated small amounts all that means is that it’s not for you. Also It becomes that chemical used in MDMA when you cook it down to its base. The same process that takes this wonderful medicinal Coca plant into that shit show cocaine. In its natural form the chemical is actually very closely related to THC so much so in fact there any closer it would be THC. The high from the natural and unmessed with chemical is very close to that of a strong sativa cannabis bud.
I saw my own death today on a bad weed trip I thought I wasn’t in the real world anymore I kept telling myself I was in my town and there is no need to be scared boy it’s super difficult to say it’s okay when you know you’re not okay I’m starting the healing process
@@lostinaroom5551 wtf is a weed trip my guy that doesnt exist
I had my worst trip after saying "don't worry, I can handle myself on drugs."
said that to myself three days ago and ended up breaking a glass door and two chairs whyle on shrooms
+TheHortoman while*
agree :D being cocky is the worst shit u can do, for swim it once ended up in calling an ambulance, cuz swim was thinking he's dying and couldnt breathe
I tried that with weed as well 2 days, ago thinking ohh it's just weed, and suddenly i hit me so hard, and i done psychedelics before, but sometimes u cant underestimate drugs even though they seem innocent.
focus0000000 Stop ssying swim
Strange how weed can effect different people so differently. For me it’s a really negative feeling experience and feel anxious and have trouble thinking clearly.
Pretty much same here. I do smoke once in a while because I like the positive feelings it gives me from a mild buzz, or after I build a tolerance to it, but if I haven't been smoking recently, just one single big hit will cause BAD negative feelings. I have always been pretty shy, and it will bring on an overwhelming sense of social anxiety to where I can't go out in public or even be around trusted people. It can make me feel extremely self conscious and feel guilty for even existing. Sometimes I have felt like I'm stuck on a bad high/trip state of mind forever and never coming out of it, also sometimes feeling like I can't breathe and occasionally feel like my heart is RACING. So when I do smoke I have to take like little micro hits depending on the potency. If I tried to smoke bowls like most people do, I don't want to even imagine how bad I would freak out...
Dude same here. Sometimes I'll think positive things and about ways I can improve my life when sober. But for most part paranoid af and thinking weird or just dumb shit sometimes even thinking I'm my heart's gonna pop out my chest
@@yearginclarke bro I feel you on that when it's a decent high like mild luke you said I'm ok but when I haven't smoked in ages and take one big hit of some 🔥 I stsrt fucking panicking and like my mind is going 1,000 miles per hour and I start tripping. I also had highs last an eternity when I want them to end
@@d-jay1417 Yeah it's crazy that most people say relaxes them and have never had the paranoia issues. My first few times smoking it was amazing, no negative effects. Then I didn't smoke it for about 3 years and upon smoking a bowl I stared getting the effects I mentioned above. It can be a totally different beast for people like us!
yearginclarke
I hate weed, even with CPTSD
but love adderal.
Anyone ever feel trapped in there brain when the realization sets in that every experience is within ur brain , the outside world never really exists it’s just your senses processing it within your brain then panic sets in and in the moment you think you “broke your mind” scariest feeling ever
Update: I hope this helps anyone going through the same thing. So yes At first I had severe ptsd from it and thought I was suffering from psychosis. I actually dropped out of college from it all those years ago around the time of this comment. Nothing felt real and I just couldn’t bring myself back to reality. What helped was spending time with family and getting in touch with my child self again . Trust me nostalgia can work wonders and was very grounding .at first Every day feels like a battle but each day gets a little better until next thing you know you’re fine again like nothing happened. I went back to school not too long after and and happy to say doing way better
Nstheboss 90 I felt the exact same way
I have experienced that multiple times in a sober state and never knew how to explain that to somebody and even put that into words....I never understood why this happened to me and just thought that I was loosing my mind.its the scariest feeling I have ever experienced and every time it happens I just have to literally bang my head against something to distract myself and get back to my normal state of conciseness.Sometimes I wonder if it is a glitch,like my soul disconnects from my ego. I have had this since I was 13 and I haven’t even done acid,weed,dmt or any other psychedelics before.
fuckin right on brahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ohhh yes.. Oh god, you gotta snap outta that real quick or you're down the rabbit hole.
Depersonalization.. google it
Had my first real bad trip experience about 3 months ago after almost a decade of recklessly tripping. It was legitimately the most terrifying thing I've ever went through. The sense of impending doom and panic was almost indescribable . Got back into therapy as a result. Took about a month off from everything but have responsibly tripped multiple times since then with only positive results. If you disrespect Psychedelics they will put you back in your place with the quickness
LMAO yes they will. They made me get baptized. Any trips u thought were bad are not until you have THEE bad ONE. 😂
Ok im not letting my depressed ass take mushrooms anytime soon
it could help you, shrooms have been found to completely cure depression in some severe cases when any other medication didn't. google it out if you are interested
Well that's a good thing because you're not suppose to take mushrooms while you're depressed anyway
Tridac take some laughing shrooms and you will feel better
I'm depressed as shit and mushrooms makes me laugh and feel super happy. Out of all the psychedelics I've done, I haven't had one bad trip.
Yeah I stay away from moderate/ high doses of psychs when I'm feeling depressed. Low dose LSD gives me an uplifted euphoric mood and kinda works the way i'd imagine antidepressants wish they would work.
This dude is looking extremely traumatized
He smoked weed before the vid
he was just high
@Cypher you don't smoke weed do you lmao, you can be high for like 6 hours after smoking bud
@Cypher well no one bowl won't do that obviously, I used 6 hours as a maximum not an average, it's the longest I've been high
@Cypher yeah exactly
My worst trip was a couple weeks ago. Let’s just say that you shouldn’t trip a month after the passing of your father...
FruitSnakee ohh god!:( can you please tell me some of the things u saw?
FruitSnakee what did you experience mate?
Sorry for your lost. Stay strong for your pops
FruitSnakee damn bro rip your father I’m sorry to hear that
That's deep
I haven’t touched acid in 2 years, and I’m not sure I will ever again. Spring of 2019 I had my first trip at 18yrs old, and it was absolutely amazing! Every couple of weeks or months after that I tripped and had extremely pleasant & eye-opening experiences that I’m forever grateful for. After about 6-7 wonderful trips, I had my first “bad trip” on a few tabs. We’ll say this was around late fall of 2019. It caught me completely off guard, & left me questioning everything. I thought I was going crazy. It’s like trying to recall a dream, but from what I can remember I was essentially being mocked, bullied, and also supported at the same time from multiple entities. It almost seemed like a war was going on between a bunch of beings involving me. I just remember feeling peak anxiety & paranoia throughout. I gave it a month or so and tripped again assuming it was just a fluke. I ended up in a very similar headspace, but worse. Time was being controlled from these entities and I had absolutely no control over anything, it was THE most terrifying experience I have had to this day. I then fell into a loop that led me questioning how certain things that happened during that trip were even possible without really taking the time to integrate any lessons from that trip, and made the mistake of tripping again maybe a month after that…of course got the same result. Felt like a huge slap in the face from the universe. About 2 months pass(my last trip: January 2020) & and I decided to take a smaller amount(1 tab), but this time I was surrounded with a few semi-close (now ex) friends. This trip was far from traumatic, but wasn’t enjoyable by any means. Just felt anxious and paranoid the whole time. After all of that I figured it was time to let it go… Looking back at it I’m pretty grateful for all of the experiences because it’s made me stronger than I ever thought I’d be. My life is on track for the most part, and I’ve grown a lot mentally in these past two years. About a year ago I dabbled in shrooms and had a pretty pleasant but humbling experience. I now see psychedelics as tools, and have a huge amount respect for them. If anyone actually read this whole thing god bless you!
Shrooms, lsd, dmt and some other psyched products ⬆️⬆️..
God bless you to I’m a teenager i had almost the same experience not too long ago of just getting mocked and bullied and theses Things in my brain made my friends look different in weird and just something was trying to scare me
Then just again I had a 15 second bad trip I was just smokin weed with one of my old friends in two of his friends then I started to feel the feeling of that bad trip like that static feeling then the said in a deep scary kinda there voice stfu ur scared aren’t u with a scary ass grin on there face then I just dropped said this has happened to me before I’m goin into a bad trip just help me
God bless you too, thanks for sharing
Thank you for sharing this.🤗
psychedelics always fuck you over when you least expect it, never go into it thinking you're above it
simongamer987 is psyhc same as srooms
hot fella yes shrooms are psychedelics
William Mosley took shrooms 3 w ago
hot fella how was the experience
William Mosley Didnt like it so much
I remember a bad trip I had once. I was tripping with my girlfriend and a buddy, and the acid we took kicked in completely after about an hour. Was great for the first couple hours, seeing patterns on my buddy’s face, crazy ass patterns on the floor when I looked down, and everything was peaceful and felt great. Then we all just started talking about random shit happening in our life and I noticed my trip was about to get real weird. When I was talking, it seemed like both my gf and buddy were repeating what I was saying while I was talking, and then I started getting tongue tied and they were doing that too. I stopped talking and they did too, I would try to start talking and was still tongue tied and they were doing it again. It was really weird and made me think they were not really there and that they were just part of my trip. I started looping and felt like the same shit was happening over and over again. My gf would walk in and out onto the patio, and when she came in my buddy would go “so, 12 hours you said?” That shit made me have a panic attack and felt like I couldn’t breathe or get enough air and lasted for what felt like forever
Shaun The Bomb yeah this has happened to me as well, very spooky
Yeah bro, the loop is the thing that turns the trip into a bad one. I had a very bad trip almost 2 years ago and I still remember the experience. I was with some friends and two other girls I didn't know. It was a relatively high dose. 20 minutes after taking it and the effect kicked in. Had a great time until psychosis came in. I thought I had died in a motorcycle accident and that the flat we were staying was a kind of limbo, trapped between heaven and hell (funny, cause I'm agnostic). I remember screaming and crying because I would not see my friends again as (I was thinking I was dead) and that scene repeated for ever and ever (loop).
Worst experience ever
Dude I completely feel you on the looping, I look to my right and saw a friend just keep spinning and spinning in front of me
They were fucking with you man not cool
Stefano Bregante This is my experience almost to a T. The idea of being in limbo after having died.
NOO. DUDE THE FIRST 15 SECONDS WERE SOULCRUSHING, hope you get through this my friend, cheers from Argentina
and i was going to go watch Pond on sunday and trip balls, so i am highly discouraged now
uh loco Pond are awesome
hell yeah!, i'll try to go with the positiviest mindset i can pull out of my brain and hopefully it will be alright
Argentiiiiiinaaaaaaaaaaa
I did it and had a fucking blast!
I like how I typed in “datura” in the YT search bar, and one of the first thumbnails was this, but it’s about lsd. Lmaooo
yo same weird huh?
Same.
There is a plant of Dhatura. near by my home. I never tried. I heard that if we eat then we can go mad 🥴. Is that correct ? I want to try for psychedelic experience.
@@abhishekdave1182 please don’t
@@Solar_Corpus You know what they call a quarter pounder with cheese in Paris?
sometimes weed gives me a positive, relaxed experience, and sometimes it gives me full blown panic attacks where I feel like I'm stuck in time and have two separate minds being sewn together and clashing. not fun.
Same
Do some CBD.....
It’s probably the sativa that gives you panic attacks. Indica is a more relaxed high and you don’t get panic attacks as much with that
Separate minds in the worst feeling ever
Daniel Allen yeah sativa gives me panic attacks its not fun. for some reason greenboxes always make me green out but if i have a ritual sativa im fine.
I’m anxious and when I smoke weed it feels relaxing and fun but sometimes it’s the opposite and it’s scary loud and I’m dis oriented
I notice when I smoke indica I'm chill and have fun but when I smoke sativa I have terrible anxiety and paranoid and its awful
Cremate My Remains try salvia it’s fucking insane it’s like s out of body experience you are not in your mind you go insane and think you are things example I thought I was the table
I feel like the paranoia and anxiety are manifestations of how society tried to demonize weed for so long. a thought enters our mind that we shouldn't be doing this...and then that negative thought starts to consume ur consciousness. u start fighting the high instead of enjoying it. start feeling guilty instead of free.
@@crematemyremains2683 oh my god this is exactly how i am
Smoking cannabis makes me so paranoid. I just can't.
There is no wasted experience, if you learn from it. The toughest lessons are often the most important ones.
This video does help. Thank you for sharing.
I feel like I’m going through a bad trip just reading through these comments
Omg same
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Me to lol
Mee tooo😅😅
Lol me too
Did shrooms once and it was the worst and best night of my life. Idk what we were thinking. Me and 3 others did them by a lake and our parents were on the backdeck up at a house. These annoying sorority girls came down after we consumed them and I immediately got flustered. I remember when it hit me. I was looking out across the lake, I glance up, and see green and reds lines, like a grid, crossing each other across the sky. I looked down to try and clear my mind because it looked so real. I looked up and it was still there. Then I look to 2 girls on my right and say “do you see those lines up there” they looked at me crazy. At that moment my world entered a spiral getting smaller until it was just a focus point. Then it exploded out and I was zooming through space and feelings and was so uncomfortable I wanted to die. I felt everyone around me’s existence, their energy was pulsating against me, coming from all sides, I couldn’t escape. I was trapped. The girls are taking pictures and stuff and I’m paranoid af. I freak out yelling “I didn’t know this was a f***ing social event” my friend laughs and I want to strangle him and the girls finally leave. After some time I was able to relax. I was zooming through space and time and everything was truly magical. My friend and I got on a canoe to go back to my house, and it felt like we were canoeing down the river of life. We were playing OMI - Cheerleader on repeat. I didn’t know sounds could sound as sweet as they did. This was the pinnacle of my existence. When I got home, I looked in the mirror and I looked like a madman who had survived a marathon.
Micoola that's awesome and horrible at the same time.
akaGiNX it was a living hell for awhile, but how I felt later on made it worth it
Micoola would you do it again ?
Claudia Rodriguez yeah.. but in a better environment
Something similar to this happen to me last Monday
I felt like I scratched the surface of the unknown. And I don't wanna mess with it again. It's as if it's only meant to be known when you die. Not when you're alive. I am comfortable in the depersonalization now because I learned that enjoying the reality we live in is more comfortable than what's outside of it. Our earth is our home.. for now.
So true 💯
Dude, well articulated, RESPECT
Replace the word "unknown" with "absolute" or "divine"
My experience was veeery similiar. I literally had to beg the agents that live in that space to not take my soul and give me a second change to live on earth. I told them I had a family and he looked me with a deep look on his eyes, like one of those "special forces" types of agents that can travel thru time (Christians call them angels). He told me this war is only for the strong. he left. I was born again that day. The cause was The lsd made me realize within each human there's a monster. This might have another name rather than saying "monster" , but If you deprive someone from sleeping for long enough you will see what I'm talking bout. The animal/survival/killer/ monster side we all have within (Christians call it the "flesh") mine was about to be released. I lost control and started growling. That's when those agents appeared. and saved my life.
this is the craziest trip of them all
Real video, Adam. Appreciate your sincerity.
There's something that troubles me on this channel and it's all the people asking for advice whether they should take LSD or shrooms when they are currently suffering from depression or another mental illness. In almost every one of your videos you will see genuinely curious individuals asking this question.
I know you've touched on this in the past but maybe a dedicated video addressing this topic would be really helpful for all these people in the interest of harm reduction?
ALCHEMICAL BINOCULARS lsd->shrooms->ayahuasca ^^
Rob Ruffen what really helps against depression is micro dosing as for lsd about 10-20 micro and shrooms 0.2-0.5 g cubes
Personally, I had really bad depression for years. Took LSD 2 weeks ago. Depression is gone. I'm extremely content with life and I'm excited about my future. Something I haven't felt in 5 years. While my experience was at its peak, I let my conscious back in and tried to take myself to negative thoughts, but there seemed to be like some sort of protection over me, at least that's how it felt. It was like I was just protected by something from negative things. And that's when I felt reassured. I began to try different things such as focusing on certain sounds (90% of my trip was outside, from the come-up until the comedown began). At one point it felt like everything was starting to speed up, as if I was in a space shuttle and the engines had turned on but I hadn't lifted off yet. And no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't take off. That's when one thought popped into my mind: I want DMT. Lol isn't that crazy?? I would say LSD before shrooms because LSD tends to be more of a oneness with nature, positive experience. While shrooms tend to force you to face your problems and if you're not ready, well, it'll be kind of just a harsh wake up call.
More dose dependent than anything that statement though it really doesn't matter at all which psyche you use for your first time as long as its classical psychedelic LSD Shrooms DMT Mescaline but a high dose of any of these will fuck you up hard I'd say lsd is open eye visual comparable to high dose shroom trips even at doses of 150-300 where as past 450 is incredibly intense.
Evil Jay, I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. Just be open to the fact that recovery from depression or any mental illness for that matter is an ongoing process that can take months and even sometimes years. You're two weeks in so it's still very early days in your recovery. Take care mate. For anyone else who sees Evil Jay's testimonial as definitive proof that psychedelics 'cure' depression or mental illness, be conscious to the fact that for every 1 Evil Jay, there are at least 5 other people on here posting that psychedelics have had the opposite effect. There are so many people on here and on Adam's other videos that are saying that psychedelics have led to depression, PTSD or even psychosis. Their testimonials are just as valid as Evil Jay's.
“Bad trips are the most healing in disguise” it’s true because once you recover from a bad/traumatic trip from any type of drug, you WILL come back even STRONGER.
Thats just Nietzsche with extra steps
100% I had the best trip of my life after a bad bad bad buildup.
To me the worst Lsd experience wasn't the horrific nightmares I was shown, I was able to deal with them, it was the time I got stuck in my head for what felt like a thousand years. It took me a week to really get all my memories back. I just wanted to come home.
swingonthespiral you know this feels like eternity some times
swingonthespiral omg same
thats crazy bro
swingonthespiral was it... loopy?
I feel you dude
12:29 into this video before realizing I hadn’t listened to a word this guy was saying b/c I was too busy reading all of the comments 🤣
Damn 😂😂😂😂 i guess all weeders have same brain 😂😂🙌🙌
bro wtf all weeders
mika tensfeldt that nigga said all weeders
🤣
Samee
I find that the most common fear I have doing drugs is freaking out in front of my friends. Doing acid for the first time was overall a very positive experience, but during the start of the come down I had a very vivid premonition of a few minutes into the future in which I started having a panic attack. I felt like I was just hopping forward on the "timeline" so to speak. I was able to overcome it though by standing up and walking a few feet away. I figured that by changing the location, I could prevent that timeline from existing; butterfly effect. The placebo worked and I remained pretty collected for the rest of the night.
J BAIN great advice
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It worked for me, I don't know if it'd work for someone on higher than a standard dose because you're more disconnected from reality.
This is so weird to hear, I think I went through something very similar
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Yeah I think it's just because acid boosts up your "worst case scenario generator".
Yeah I freaked out pretty bad my first Shroom trip and I’ll never forget my friend saying “damn Nick I’ve never seen you so off your game and out of it” and ever since I’ve had nothing but good trips
Yeah a bad trip triggered depersonalization and it lasted for about 6 months. It’s a mental trauma response. Felt like the world wasn’t real for that whole time. It was scary but there’s a lot of info out there about depersonalization so that helped me. I’ll never trip or take psychedelics again.
Did this lead to any disorders such as ptsd? I know that depersonalization can trigger like DID
omg I tought I was the only one experiencing this thank you for sharing
Yes I’ve had this disorder for roughly 9 years now since I had a bad trip at 15. The first few years were indescribably difficult as not understanding anything about it and feeling like you destroyed your brain and forever are stuck in this trip. True facts is your nervous system just ends up wiring your fight or flight response to actually stay that way in order to protect yourself because it doesn’t know what else to do. It’s simply a symptom of anxiety that is attempting to protect you. Once you stop trying to fight it and feed into it becomes manageable. No more visual distortions or thought issues anymore for me. It’s just like DID accept your frontal lobe has developed passed the point of having DID. So it doesn’t create multiple identities it just manipulates the one you have.
haha dude same also 6 months out of life. but now i know that bad trip made my life better
After my worst trip I never touched drugs again. I thought I was in the darkest part of hell. I was in a bad moment in my life and this changed my life.
Same just experienced this yesterday I’ll never smoke again I honestly don’t need it or want to
Same did lsd two days ago , I never wanna touch a drug again
Eibborify really? What went wrong dude I love LSD
@@gorgon352 bad head space at the time , it's been two weeks since my trip , things are back to normal now but geez it was life changing haha
You probably were
Oh I thought he would be talking about a vacation that didn’t go well....
I’ll show myself out
Lmao I thought the same thing
Lol
Bear Games haha lmso
LOL
Yeah, was hoping for an interesting travel story, but instead got some druggy's stupid story about his stupid high. Whatever. lol
I always felt that a bad trip was equivalent to a montage of the bad times in my life & admitting "I'm having a bad trip right now" is like admitting "I'm having a bad 'life' right now." I been there dude; it'll pass.✌
Yeah true
Thought I was the only one feeling that way during a bad trip🙆🏾♂️😂😂
I appreciate you sharing this personal experience. I’m still recovering from a bad come down and it’s somewhat reassuring to hear someone else also experienced a low point after a trip. We will get through this ❤️🙏
You're alright Adam. I enjoy your videos. I'm almost 67 years old and done lots of acid since 1968 and woodstock, and goose lake music festivals that went on for three days or longer. I hooked up here and you can ask me anything. I'm cool as you can imagine. One wise, straight older man. Thanks for the honesty. Rob
In the words of Alan Watts:
When you get the message, hang up the phone.
(Not advising anything to Adam or anyone)
Allan Watts has been mentioned in his videos before I believe ^^
IcyLittleBlades I have seen his videos on Alan Watts actually, very good also.
As dennis mckenna said, its not a phonecall, its a relationship with teacher. And there are always things to learn. He also said to terrence that he should walk his talk
Or keep listening, and hear what comes next.
I think the problem here is hanging up the phone, because you're not gonna get the message of what it's trying to get you to receive, Its fair to compare that statement to a situation where someone is telling you that your father is dead but instead you put your fingers in your ears and scream loud noises, sure, you don't know whats happening anymore but you're also making yourself ignorant to things around you, and sometimes important things to know.
Had a bad trip 3 days ago, still feeling the effects, scared and anxious, however this video has helped, thank you.
Darren C how ya doing bro
I feel you its the worst thing ever
And he was never heard from again.... lol
he died guys
@@purplefabian yeah, the loops are terrible. I had a bad trip almost 2 years ago (February 2018) and I still remember some parts of the experience. It was very frightening
I am 9 minutes into the video waiting to hear this guys story, then he says... I cant tell the story it is too personal.
I wouldn't know, but people really do say that a bad trip is one of the worst things to happen to them in their entire life.
@@CantGuardBron tell me ur story I’m curious plz
@@thatdudeinurcomments5652 I've smoked blunts with the devil in trips b4
@@testtubetv4333 wdym with the devil?
Yes, is so stupid to do it if you dont tell the story to see if the spectator can control the posible experience. Personally i dont fell ashamed of saying if i was raped or some traumatic experience, i truly dont understand why he didnt. 🤦♂️🤷♂️
One of the most important videos you've made. You are a talented communicator. Thank you.
I was supossed to trip for the first time today...
Oh well I guess it'll wait
Someone it just matters how you're feeling ,if you go into it expecting a bad trip its gonna happen ,but if your headspace is good and not afraid then go for it.
start with a microcode then. or 1/4 of a tab, to get used to the experience first. It will make you a lot less afraid of what is coming :)
kanker
meh, watch out for hotspots
kanker is LSD natural or some chemical shit?
Kali Love some dude told me that its part natural ; the base (I think he said that it's some kind of bacteria or some shit ). They take it and mix it with some chemicals.
I’ve had a bad trip and let me tell you this. I didn’t like it at all. I got stuck and got emotional without me wanting to do that. I was crying out of no where and started running around my house. I was scared af. Didn’t think I would ever stop tripping. I felt like i was going insane. I haven’t done acid ever since.
yea don’t smoke weed on the trip until u feel the acid mostly gone
Donald Trump when you mix weed and psychedelics, they both make each other more intense, put it this way I had four tabs in my mouth and right when I dropped them I started rolling a 2 g blunt and smoke it immediately and I felt really terrible and then ran around my room and then blacked out, you can definitely mix cannabis with psychedelics, some people take a huge bong hit on the come up of a trip, I guess it’s different for everyone but we haven’t done enough research on this to definitely say what is and isn’t, but if you want to explore it for yourself I would suggest only smoking weed when you feel the come down and go from there, in all honesty if you take two hits out of a pipe during the come up of a trip you’ll either have a really really good time or a really really bad time, it’s better to pace and ease urself in that realm and not do what i did
Letisha Malakooti well I mean it was just like a month or 2 but you shouldn’t be feeling down if anything. Try to avoid thinking about it and start doing other things do your mind won’t be focused on that experience. It’ll take time but you’ll have to keep a positive mindset .
I smoke weed every hr and i did acid and i didnt wanted to smoke cuz i felt the same like u but i need weed to feel good
@BLACK SHEEP CYBER how you feel now?
i took my first acid trip last week and it made me go insane, i took it alone and it made my deepest emotions come out it made me realize how lonely i am and i started crying i went insane, i called all my friends for help it made me feel like i was going down the bad road and then after i stopped crying, i felt at peace and i calmed down but it made the back of my mind come out during the experience.
I had a similar experience on mushrooms 3 days ago. All my fears came out, don’t wish it on anyone
this happened to me on 4gs on mushrooms i took them alone in my room cause i don’t really know people like that or am close enough to want them around thinking i am this person who doesn’t need connections with people in life but when i took them i cried in the dark for 2 hours just internalizing all this stuff about myself and how these connections you make with people are so important and ever since that trip i’ve been so happy and willing to do things with myself i wouldn’t normally do
That’s a good trip.. not a bad one lol. Gotta work on mental awareness and fitness.
Don’t recommend anyone to take their first trip alone, nonetheless in the dark. That’s only for the experienced psychonauts. I recommend looking up Terrence Makenna for incredible stories and advice
Ive had these realizations myself and it automatically made me think of dying it sent me into the deepest sadness. I get it
I can relate to this. I felt such strong elation and than without realizing how it came about I was crying my eyes out in a way I recognized I haven’t before, a lot of repressed memories that had me like holy FUCK.
Just to be honest, you look like shit. I'm not saying that to put you down. I really admire you and your channel and all the harm reduction you do. What I mean is that I can see it on your face that you just went through something traumatic. And I'm sorry that happened to you, because you do so much good for others who you'll never even know. I hope you are back to 100% soon and that you grow from this.
well it was 4 am and he just smoked some weed, no wonder he looks like shit
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wtf, he just looks a bit tired
Matteas no shave November my friend
Okay Neanderthal, that's bullshit. You can express empathy in a direct way without treating words like a diplomatic crisis. I've been on the receiving end of it.
My friend says to me "man, you look like shit" when I've been going through a shitty time. That's followed up with "come on, let's talk, I got you."
I'm saying I can see in his eyes that he's been through something serious. It's not just weed or sleep deprivation. That doesn't mean anything negative, I admire his courage to talk about this.
I’d put trips into three different categories: good trip, bad trip, and demonic trips
Chawklet Studios and road trip
Gregory DeAngelis they are simply evil. They never smile unless you give in to the evil like a lost weak bitch but if you’re strong holding on to your gut they always having evil mad faces at me, last time I did mushrooms
My first trip started off great, i smoked some weed after the peak was over and ended up having a real life nightmare for 4 hours..... worst experience of my life, but learned alot about myself and i think i needed it weirdly enough..
Gregory DeAngelis I just took 8 grams last night kid.
Gregory DeAngelis this is a mushroom video so why are you talking about dmt and mushrooms are very different for everyone I know people that have had ego death off 2 grams. 8 is a lot for me I’m a skinny guy and not too tall at all
Something that tripping (shrooms specifically) has taught me since day one is, "it's ALL about perspective."
Unless you try deliriants
@@icheckedavailability deliriants are like the really abusive and bad brother of psychedelics.
The loop. Felt like I was stuck in a slow moving washing machine that I couldnt get out of while a demon kept repeating 'and why not' and I had the most existentially terrifying thoughts repeating over and over - That one one thought "Am I the only mind that exists and if not how do I know?". I bit into my inner mouth behind my lower lip so bad out of anxiety that I couldnt eat solid food for about 5 weeks. To anyone who is trying this stuff in a bad/unfamiliar place - dont.
"and why not" is kinda hilarious tho xD
You know what I love about this channel is I can just tell this guy's the realest homie
Everywhere you go you hear this shit about “good trips” and “bad trips.” The truth is that psychedelics are helpful and show you what you need to know. They heal you in mysterious ways. A “bad trip” could just merely be you being terrified of the unknown. But in the end they are one of the greatest teachers. Plants store knowledge from the universe. I have this book called the encyclopedia of psychoactive plants and inside it there is a quote from Terence Mckenna thats says “the fear of the psychedelic experience is quite literally the fear of losing control. Dominator types today don’t understand that it’s not important to maintain control if you are not in control in the first place.” This statement holds some pretty great truth.
Yea not too sure about that. Took acid after taking shrooms on and off for a year, worst trip. Can't smoke weed no more, can't drink no more, can't take antidepressants no more
woody159 what made it a bad trip and what are your symptoms now that make it so you can’t do any of that? Maybe I could relate to what you’re going through and give you some advice.
Brookshardway16 well yea you will hear that because some people have a good time and others don’t. Psychedelics can traumatize you as well.
@@sychonautica8344 convinced I was dying, sick to my stomach, general sense of dread, panicked like crazy. I get those feelings if I drink or smoke too much now
I agree with that. I had a really scary bad trip a month ago and it caused me anxiety. After that bad trip, I would feel that same feeling of anxiety even when I was sober. It was really making me sad and depressed. During my trip, I felt like time was slowly freezing and I felt like I was going to loose myself in my own mind and never get out of that. It felt like I was drowning and the only thing you can do is deal with it and learn how to breath inside water. I also had memories of my younger self, not bad memories though, just memories, sounds and collors of my childhood. I would say even before childhood. It was like I could see everything about me, since the beggining of my history, and that was scarying the shit out of me. To realize how infinite your mind is, is really scary. After that bad trip, I was mad scaried to try it again, but I have had so many fucking good experiences with weed, like, I don't want to give up of it just because of one bad trip. I tried it again yesterday and I before I did it, I tried to set a state of mind like:" ok, I'm going to try it again and if that bad feeling of anxiety comes, I'm just going to deal with it. It may happen and you know that, so just do it."
When I started to get high, that bad anxiety feeling came to me instantly. I was listening a song I really like and i was feeling good, but that anxiety was coming for me and I knew it. I knew my good feelings were about to be ruined. Well, after saying all that, what I can say is that I learned how to control that bad thing and push that away from me and not allow that bad thing to affect me, and it helped and cured me! I feel so happy to have tried it again and had a good experience! It's pretty divine, I would say. After a few uses of weed, I can say that I really believe there's a God who knows everything and is by our side helping us with our strugles. He knows our potential to solve problems and he wants us to learn more about ourselves, even if it's trough bad experiences. Sorry abt talking that much 😅
I never done halugens before but judging by what I heard it almost seems as if the drug itself naturally knows exactly what would scare the crap out of you even if you don't know it yourself.
This is exactly what I feel. I would rather not try it at all then to try It, good or bad. Because I’m so anxious I just know I’ll get tormented and Lord knows I cannot handle that at all. I believe that it’s all what be in your head, the thoughts you know and how you feel and what you feel deep down inside.
Subconscious mind is at work.
what if you only take 50ug?
As much as the drugs know exactly what scares you. It also knows what makes you the happiest. It mostly depends on your mindeset going in although sometimes you just get dropkicked. You have to respect it. I have combated major depressive disorder and severely debilitating anxiety. I dabbled in psychs for the first time friday night. Although I have trip sit my friends many times. I have never felt less anxiety and more whole in my entire life. It truly helped me. Although they arnt for everyone i will say it opened my eyes. I will however sing the praises of cannabis as long as I live.
@@flowerprincess1615 if you are very anxious then yes, it could be bad for you, but equally it could be absolutely liberating for you. I would suggest considering taking a very low dose and working your way up with whatever you feel comfortable. If you take a small dose then it’s likely you will hardly see any visuals and certainly no hallucinations. Do some more research first. I suggest looking at Imperial London College’s recent trial on psilocybin mushrooms.
I've only tripped 2 times in my life: one was during a great time of my life, and one was during a stressful time. I didn't understand why, but now I do.
When you first started making videos you had this air about you that seemed as if psychedelics are always rainbows and unicorns...I distinclty rememeber commenting to let you know you need to be careful... that I tripped with the best of them ...I took massive doses and all it took was ONE heavy trip and some cockiness to earn me half a decade of psychiatric problems including PTSD... I fully recovered and Ironically mushrooms helped in that recovery ...in fact now im at a point where i can trip on anything again...Im just more cautious now...and i feel bad for anyone who thinks that they cant have a truly soul shredding trip..hell I hear people say "I like bad trips".... well if you liked it it wasnt a true bad trip..a bad trip is not objective....its a subjectively traumatic experience....sorry this happened to you....I wouldnt wish what i went through on my worst enemy...
It's a hell. But you get to learn from it, and see some... Impressive? things.
I definitely learned and grew....but it damaged a significant portion of my life....these substnces are not toys
Good comment. I notice alot of cuts in his video. Its the first vid i see from the youtuber here. But alone the fact that every couple seconds are cuts, doesnt make him authentic to me at all. my opinion
Disaltar I love you
I experienced a terror loop at 14. Needed serious psych treatment for a year. And it still haunts me 26 years later. It made this world seem so stupid compared to what's real. And what I saw was pure simple evil terror.
Love the new quality Adam.
SB | Nathaniel thats the first thing i though when i saw this video
SB | Nathaniel SB what's up man
+Hardline ayo
waw waw waw
OMG I forgot about you SB got to go watch all your CoD edits again and reminisce haha
He needs to do audiobooks 👍🏼 his voice is very soothing and I almost fell asleep watching this video 😂👍🏼
Randi Finch cos hes stoned
Bitch
no it doesnt
I thought I was the only one haha
i did to
Salvia: Hold my beer, I'll ruin your whole life in 30 minutes.
Wouldn't compare them
that is bath salts.
Salvia*
Scary stuff, no doubt!!
I'm ok on Salvia I have seen freak outs tho!!!! I don't mind smoking salvia every couple years or so!
I've been there. We're there for you buddy, a trip like this can really break you down.
well how about quitting drugs? really pathetic..
well if your mother didnt tell you that then you were raised pretty shitty...
and funilly you are correct. do you even know how y'all are behaving when you are high?
it's genuinely disgusting
Adam, thanks for being such a life affirming human being and fellow explorer.
I stopped lsd a week ago for good. Im a veteran but dude... The eternal isolated mental space is hell. The only awarness alone in a holodeck. Everyone acts diff and its no longer a fun hallucination but real. Robotic service people and omg.. A total hell i made up to forget im all alone. No mother could comfort, no father could protect, no lover could bridge... Utter psychotic lonliness. I cant do it anymore. Love you bro. Love all your stuff.
Yes
I understand you
I understand that.. me and my best friend used to trip but one time we did shit hit the fucking fan. Everything was going great but his roommate had some friends over and to simply put it... people tripping and people not tripping just don't mix, for the rest of lights were flickering on and off which they technically weren't but were in my eyes.. at one point my friend started crying.. I thought bats were flying in my face, and worst part he was standing up and talking and it seemed he was getting aggressively louder with his tone and ripped his fucking face off.. so I was petrified we dropped at 10pm all hell broke loose at 12.. it was a fucking nightmare then it got really cringey when he said aliens were coming to get us and shit. Also side not that was 2 years ago and we tried tripping again a few months ago or so and while I was fine.. this dude just cant take it anymore and started puking his fuckin guts out because he was tripping so hard. It is just cringey at this point to do it so I don't do it at all anymore... just not the same nothing ever beats the first time you do it and I should've left it at that, me and him on the otherhand don't speak anymore at all.. over some girl bullshit, but ya know he was goin wayyyy down hill because he is doing crystal meth all the time now, so I stay away.
Some Guy I have also quit my LSD use. I used to love it more than. Anything. It was amazing before, but after about 10 trips things just weren't the same. My most recent trip (2 days ago) was my 14th trip and definitely my last for a while. Idk if I have been taking 25 nbiome for than past few times because my trip just aren't as beautiful and euphoric and the hallucinations don't seem the same. I also have some amount of HPPD and idk I just don't like it like I used to. Maybe someday in the next year I'll make sure to get pure acid to see how I feel about it then. I miss being able to enjoy it.
Sam Madison yup... it honestly has never been the same for me, I don't wish a bad trip among anyone it is fucking hell... so many thoughts and shit are going through your head and honestly feel like you are about to die and you regret ever doing it.. it sure will make you appreciate your family more I remember that next day I gave my mom such a big hug because I felt so safe.. anyway do any of you guys feel any thing that has affected your body since tripping? Because I cant lie I was a baseball & basketball player in high school and now my game is super wack.. and I'm so uncoordinated nowadays and very clumsy and just shaky idk if this is due to acid, weed, alcohol or what... but it is so disappointing I ruined my body due to drug use in the past.
The worst part of a bad trip is to feel utterly violated by the experience
Will you make a video describing what exactly happen in your trip?
He said he may someday
Taylor
JÉ BLAIN
I hope so
The world's not ready for the truth
"Time is some crazy shit"
Werdxp when I ate mushrooms, I couldn't make sense of time. I have no clue why but I couldn't understand it
Werdxp TIME baby time
Time sometimes causes me to have anxiety like there isn't enough time, or time is going to fast... Idk lol
John Smith Well because I feel like shrooms brings us into the present moment, and closer in touch with the subjectivity of time and space. On a literal level however, different regions of your brain are communicating with each other and other' parts calm down, so there could be parts of the brain responsible for time-awareness that take a a bit of a break while under the influence.
if you need any help Adam we're here and we understand
lalopato1 Yes. I think you speak for most of us (atleast), when you say we got Adam's back. We got you fam.
Breene Brummell Exactly :)
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You're amazing psyched substance! Thank you for helping so many people, including me, and keep doing what you're doing 😊
I had an acid trip about 10 months ago that really fucked me up. I was at my buddies apartment complex and we were at the indoor pool when one of my other buddies showed up with acid. My friend, M, and I each took two tabs and planned for a descent trip. This was the strongest acid that my town has honestly ever seen, and I started getting anxiety on the come up. There were 12 of us in a sauna at the time so my buddy M and I left the sauna to go hang by the pool. I don’t remember much after this, but long story short I ended losing touch with all reality, and I screamed for about 4 hours straight. It was about 1:30 in the morning( I had been screaming for about 2 hours at this point ) when M decided that we should probably leave and go somewhere more comforting. It was the middle of a snowstorm and he was tripping balls as well. He brought me to my other buddies house, and when we got there my buddy said that we had to leave because I was screaming too loud. I started frothing from the mouth so my friend brought me to the hospital. Just as we arrived I went into cardiac arrest due to over exhaustion and dehydration. I remember this voice telling me “ it all starts with one atom and ends with one atom “ and I watched the world crystallize until I just saw white. There is a lot more that I remember but it’s too much to explain on here. If there is one piece of advice that I can give to someone having a bad trip, just let go and welcome the ego death or you will spiral too far down the rabbit hole. At the end of the day, I learned from the trip but I have never been the same since, and not in a good way. I never wish a bad trip on anybody. Stay safe and prepare correctly if you are planning on tripping any time soon
Hope you’re doing better now
🙏🏽
I really wanna hear more of the story 😬
it all starts with one atom and ends with one atom
How do you “let go and welcome ego death?”
Much respect to you dawg. I understand what having a bad trip is like. Posting this video is a big deal!
I hate lsd, I've only done it twice. The first time I only had 150ug and dont feel really anything whilst all my friends where having a blast and that made me fall out with them for a few days. The second time I did 400ug and it was so strong I was legit screaming and rolling on the floor for what felt like 2 hours but was probably only 10mins. Then my vision became blury because everything started to move and I had kaleidoscope eyes. Then finally the scariest part, time lost meaning. I couldn't use my phone in my state and could barely move and kept forgetting what day it was. All the while time felt like it wasn't moving at all. I found myself repeating a cycle of saying the same things and doing the same things. It felt like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from. It's worth saying that It was just me and my best friend at his house in a relaxed environment. Doubt anyone will see this but if you read this far thank you. (I believe I kept forgetting things because one of my fears is getting Alzheimer's or dementia when im older)
The first time you did it, it would not have been a legit 150ug tab, 400ug is FAR FAR too much haha, for a beginner anyway.
Yeah wasn't great
@@adhdork4776 That's a shame you had such a poor introduction to the drug, I would suggest trying it again around 150ug but I'd totally understand if you choose not too, these compounds are extremely unique and are not for everyone. Have a good day :D
@@Blurriy Yeah I'm thinking of getting a few tabs mid February to experiment with, my only issue is that I got anxiety and feel like I'm bordering on depression, I'm afraid the acid will feed off of that and ruin the trip.
@@adhdork4776 If that is what you are worries about then I would not do it, this sounds hard but just don't be worried, LSD amplifies your emotions and it will only amplify those emotions. If you get some I'd advise taking it with a friend, in a positive mood, but also such a small dose is unlikely to have any impact on your mental health, but it's always good to be safe then sorry. :)
I know it's not the same at all, but I remember my first not-so-pleasant weed high. I never saw it coming but it unleashed all the trauma I had from when I was younger and was bullied in school. I realized I pushed it all out of my conscious mind into the unconscious. I realized that all this trauma shaped the way I interact with other people and this absolutelly crushed me. All the memories I blocked out of my mind came back to me that day, out of nowhere. I felt all the feelings from the past all over again. I just remember feeling like a loser the entire day.
How was your tolerance when you experienced that? I've found high level of THC mainly in edible form will give you a "psychedelic" experience. So I'm not surprised you experienced that just with weed.
I had the exact same thing happen to me, me and some friends smoked a bunch of joints
I can't imagine being an entertainer, a public figure, while also having psychedelic experiences. I already feel bad about how disingenuous I can be in my day to day life. I couldn't imagine how it would feel to do that in front of millions of people on top of all my other problems. I have so much respect for you.
In 1970, the Pittsburgh Pirates pitcher, Doc Ellis pitched a no-hitter against the San Diego Padres while tripping on LSD.
I feel the same.. like I had my first shroom experience yesterday... great ride...you realize this world is bs...I wonder how celebrities do it..
@@flapjackson6077 Yeah but that dude was on another level already.
@@ColoradoStreaming
Lmao! I’d totally forgotten having written this comment!
But point taken! He was in the zone, in the flow, if you will!
But we need to recognize that LSD is a wonder drug which makes everything better!
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So What was the dosage?
would like to know that too
Was gonna post a comment about this before I saw this one
Doesn't matter. Dosage is not the point.
I dont think u can experience that kind of a trip with a 100mcg tab ?
You never know, sometimes Cid can grab you by the membrane and take to the deepest darkest places that your shadow wont show you
Every time PsychedSubstance uploads a new scary video, I get this weird, tingeling, sad feeling in my asshole.... why is this..?? :(
DL L wut
DL L ... yes...
DL L you are ready for mating
thats inner gay coming out
DL L same bro sometimes a tape worm comes out of my ass to tell me that I should eat more enchiladas
for anyone wondering, the effect you get from stronger hallucinogens strongly depends on the individual user and their environment
Yo I have a super hard time finding myself as I got some big issues that I got no real sense of self the reason is unknown to me but do u reckon doing lsd could help me to find myself?
@@vilmerplays1959 shrooms are better
I like this type of video. Your informative and other ones are great but I like that you kind of stopped the bullshit. Maybe thats what the trip was ushering you into. I think its so easy to get sucked into this "superiority complex" when we are put in positions where we effect many people. Im not saying you have any complex I think you are really really objective and a great spokesperson and torch holder for a new consciousness in this context and in general. Sometimes the "superiority complex" can be hidden and be covering up a deeper "inferiority complex" or lack of self worth. I think situations or experiences (psychedelic or not) that really destroy us are really just the inevitable shattering of our old self so the new self can emerge. This is a sort of "salvationary thinking" but I firmly believe that the more altruistic a belief, idea, or intention, the closer it is to the deepest truth of existence, which is goodness and love. Thank you for this video. Many blessings.
I agree! The third time my Fiance and I took LSD the trip itself was okay for the most part, but basically a friend our roommate at the time invited over messed with our trip and (long story) it took us like 4 hours to get back to a good place. Afterwards, idk if you'd call it a flashback or PTSD but my fiance basically had an ego death experience and felt how you are describing. It took months, counseling, a brief try of prescription drugs (that of course didn't help), weed, and research, but now he is in a better state of mind than he has been in years! And I am as well because we went through it together. Your videos and Koi fresco's were MAJOR in our research and helped us immensely. Please continue what you are doing, and try psychedelics again when you are ready :)
Sounds like you would've had a lot fewer problems if you stayed away from the shit to begin with. If you didn't do it you wouldn't have had:
- flashbacks,
- PTSD,
- ego death,
- months of counseling,
- prescription drugs,
- weed, and
- countless hours of wasted time on "research".
It's amazing how people keep reaching for these substances only to have it add to their list of problems. It's just a problem compounder.
shitmandood: Hmm but the psychedelics bring your problems to the forefront of your mind. It's up to each of us whether or not we want to work on them. They can be healers in disguise. He's probably a better person from his trip.
magnafide There's probably a hundred other ways to work on yourself. He could've gone into therapy, started a meditation practice, worked on his self-esteem & confidence.
Reaching for a substance is a mixed bag solution. Plus, if it's just good times all the time, all you do is keep taking it. But it's never good times forever. Instead it's ego death & drama..maybe some ER visits followed by more whining.
Maybe all effort leads to the same point, but all the hallucinogenics do is add some dramatic flare, pizzazz, & some extra crying & depression for most people...it's pushing you away from the hard work & then forcing you into a situation where you can't pay your bills because you may not be able to think rationally. Too caught up in your own internal processes for the good of none. Not even yourself.
Well to save my whole life story in my last post, yes, we are both better people after the experiences we've had. Before, we had the same routine, wake up watch tv, go to work, smoke, watch tv eat go to sleep for well over 2 years and became stagnant and kept to ourselves for the most part. Now we do more things with our families, and have more friends to hang out with than we can make time for. We care for the environment and our bodies more than we did before as well. And honestly without the help of psychedelics I don't know how we would have gotten out of it. And to stop you before you comment on it the weed was not the reason that we didn't care before, we had the same mindset before we even started smoking regularly. If we hadn't smoked it we probably wouldn't have even tried LSD. You wouldn't understand it unless you've gone through it yourself.
And in reply to your last comment, (obviously this is the internet so it's not like it matters) but you're so ignorant to think that just because someone smoke weed or tries psychedelics that they must be so fucked up that can't pay their bills? You know nothing about us, like how we bought our first home at 22, have 2 cars and are both assistant managers at the companies we work for. You can be successful and if anything marijuana makes us both productive when we want to be.
Im with you man, havent done shrooms for almost 6 months because of pretty hellish trip, kind of beat the shit out of me. Backstory: I had battled with depression for about 4+ years about like a year and a half prior to the trip I mention above. I had had more than a couple of trips in that 1 1/2 year timespan and i credit them with helping me identify my negative thought loop limbo state to allow me to choose to break out of it. throughout my teen years I described my depression as sort of voices in my head making me see everything in the light I did. Thats exactly what it felt like and my parents/others had at times expressed worries of me having schizofrenia. On top of that about a week prior to the trip my cousin had a psychotic break due to spice (fuck that shit). Now getting into the trip my intention was to find my motivation, I was no longer depressed but had little to no drive and it frustrated me to no end. The beggining of the trip was decent, my first time getting intense visuals. around the peak shit just... idk man the voices came back. It was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. I'd recalled mentioning voices id hear throughout my teen years ( i eventually identified as my own unfiltered and toxic thoughts during then) but never believing it was schizo since I had no reference to what it was like. A recording of my dads reaction to my voices deppresion analogy "voices..? if youre hearing voices we need to take you to a psych ward" played over and over. for about an hour and a half I relived soul draining depression while simultaneously having to deal with the realization I was in fact insane. Then the whole US election thing fucked me in the ass and the anxiety I felt from it already shot up exponentially. in conclusion the realizations I had immediately after were that my college friends I was tripping with were good people but our relationship was kind of shallow and I feel Ive acted different with them from then on. Took me about a week to get out of a shlump and finally make something of the trip: I had gotten what I had asked for. I asked for a source of motivation and all the fucking motivation i needed was right fucking in front of me, make something of yourself and actively search for happiness because the only alternative is going back to that, i never want to go back to that.
p.s: You actually released a "dealing with bad trips" video soon after this so you helped a lot man. Your feelings are real and healing will come with time, take your time and work through it at your own pace. may the cosmos bless you, good luck friend
Trump status wall of text my apologies, its more just for adam if he happens to scroll by
that's really interesting what you said about hearing voices and how you saw it as them making you see everything in the light you did I've had a bit of that recently and felt the same way, but had worried it was schizophrenia. Its not as bad for me now but I'm wondering what you did to try and fix that?
glad you asked actually it was a big part of getting out of that hole. Context: From a very young age I was always very in tune with my emotions, there was even a sort of pride in knowing how I felt and never lying to myself about that. Around middle school depression started affecting a lot of aspects of my life, steadily increasing in severity until my senior year HS. It was around that time that I realized that "knowing how I felt" and "not lying about it" was quite literally putting my depression in the driver seat of my life. Id allow myself to feel what I felt and I felt every ounce of it with rock solid stubborness, it was killing me. It was then that I realized I needed to completely reform my thought process, create an analytical/logic based system of thought to replace the emotionally driven depression infested one. You see, in my opinion those "voices" were nothing but my unfiltered stream of consciousness, plagued by depression rendering it toxic to my health. It kind of does feel as if Im repressing the emotions but with the help of cannabis/music/writing/friends etc.. I do feel as if Im getting a decent amount of emotional stimulation. On the other hand, when a stressful situation arises I can feel the anxiety building up but drastically reduce any effects I feel in terms of feeling shitty/sad, Ive conditioned myself to assess the situation and look for a solution by convincing myself that any emotions I may feel will only distract me from solving said problem and therefore prolong the emotional distress. Changing the way you receive external stimuli isn't easy, in fact its hard as fuck. But given the alternatives of 1:antidepressants(shit) 2:being sad as shit 70% of your waking life, I think its working out okay so far. Cannabis is a big help too, I quit smoking cigarettes but I use 18nic vape juice and that helps keep me calm during stressful times, finals are next week and this thing has been a real life saver. Good luck man, I wish you the best and I hope I offered some insight.
P.S: Shit dude my bad, I made this wall of text even bigger than the first. You can thank Vyvanze for that
wow you are a talented writer
I'm just saying, this is exactly how I've felt as well as how I've encountered trip experiences. Only difference is my method of avoiding my mood swings is to be heavily sarcastic, and be edgy meme kid (filthyfrank esc shit). It kind of gets out the negative energies in a different way when I'm feeling an anxious or depressive season.
been there too mate 6 months later i'm still struggling to smoke a couple cones of pot it's brutal
and i can't tell you how many of my friends have learnt from you from me. just because you had a bad trip doesn't mean anything just proves anyone can have a bad trip
James Kelleher if its a struggle to smoke a couple then just smoke one enjoy yourself not try to have a panic attack.
use kratom instead my friend, it is much better for many people, (I smoked everyday for many years but would never go back), clean up your diet (go plant based), start doing real yoga/meditation if you are not already, get in shape, and cultivate a relationship with the Divine in any way you find appropriate.
These measures will allow you to transcend any difficulties... I wish you all the best!
FeelGoodPlanet Meat on sounds good..and perfect for many reasons. but...where can you get 'real' Kratom?
Many places... But I live in Denmark where it is illegal, if I can get it; so can you... :-)
Anxiety attacks are the worst thing in the world especially when you feel out of body
I've experienced this before its definitely the most difficult thing to find your way out of. i had a terrible experience leaving me with all sorts of issues with filtering thoughts and general difficulty with deciding how to perceive existence. hope recovery is quick.
i did learn how to eliminate set and setting from the equation. i took 4 tabs of lsd and went to a packed college class and i integrated the trip land ended up going through a 3 hour lecture in what felt like 5 minutes, and i remember every detail of the lecture
patrick digilio Thats the bad thing about drugs too much of anything will leave you guessing
Not saying you, just in general
patrick digilio
I got my ass handed to me on ayahuasca. It shook me to the core for a long time after. People say a bad trip teaches you things but i’m not so sure about this argument anymore. When a trip is so bad it mentally traumatizes you then it defeats the purpose of taking a trip the first place.
The self cannot survive in the presence of the whole.
The mantra I use is: "The meaning to life, is the meaning you give it." It breaks the cipher.
My Man, don't put that ammount of pressure on You. Of course You are on your right to feel insecure about taking anything to your body, no matter your work, history or whatever people expect from You. You are helping people and that's it. I send You love, from México.
I had few positive trips on LSD. But gradually it became darker - and eventually I had such a vivid nightmare - that i didn’t touch for good 20 years now. I was on the verge of actually losing my mind. Felt complete personality split and could hear my own thinking - plus awfully dark, psychotic, horror visions and feelings.
I’ve seen people ending up in the psychiatric wards after acid - be careful - it’s powerful drug
No worries man, you'll come back stronger than ever.
I know it's not much, but there's a shitload of people out there who feel like friends to you, despite not knowing you. Take care man, friend from Poland here.
I really appreciate this video because I tripped last month ( it was my 5th trip) and my whole world came crashing down on me because it brought up a ton of trauma that I’ve had and this video really grounds me knowing that you and others have experienced what I went through, It opened up my mind to a ton of things that I fear and haven’t faced. So thank you so much for this video, words cannot explain the comfort this video has brought me.
When I did mushrooms for the first time when I was 15 years old give or take a year I went to a cager to party out in the desert in southern Utah and I genuinely felt I was going to die and I spent the whole time hugging my friend that I was sharing this experience with , terrifying,in the back of my friends pickup . Literally thought I was going to die , years later I still know I will and love mushrooms. Grateful. I could get way more into it but I won’t . Much love from over here
I know shrooms and weed are WAYYY different, but I remember as a teen I got super high and my mom called to ask if I could change luadry. It sounds so simple but I thought she knew. I sat there for about 6 hours as I smoked a ton and just sat there freaking out and hearing voices and thought I was dying. I love getting high but shit
Over the years I used to say I don't fear death but now when I get high I realize I fear death just because I'm not ready to let go I'll miss so many things here or miss the reality I've made for myself and knowing I don't have control after that but I guess I'll have to learn to let go of control
Jason B Free boi you just pissed me off
That was so arrogant of you to say
Jason B Free but you literally saying basically women like to have control it doesn't matter my sex we all like control 😂😂 like duh and all I was saying was I wann learn how to let go of that control
I won't miss shit. I hung myself a month or 2 back and just as I was starting to grey out the branch broke. You'd think that would make you want to live but didn't really change anything. Other then having to lie to people when they asked me what the marks where on my neck.
Dread Head man im sorry for u, i hope things get better
I once had a bad acid trip that felt infinite. I lost all sense of time. My worst fears manifested themselves. In reaction, my mind completely regressed and I felt like a little kid. The things that used to terrified me and my state of mind when I was a child came back. My heart raced so fast I thought I would have a heart attack. My vision funneled and I began barreling towards the "light at the end of the tunnel," which consisted of the four things which were the essence of who I am. I was entirely convinced I was going to die. Worst of all, I was tripping with friends and I scared them so they locked me in another room. The utter isolation was so intense. Following the trip, I dissociated for 6 months. I had trouble gripping reality. It was the worst period of my life. Next month it will have been a year since the trip and I haven't done acid since.
I have been able to get better since. Thank you
yes I remember that, fears I had, bad dreams sensations when I was a kid... like a dissonance, it was horrible, 3 days ago it happened. I´m really thinking stopping with drugs ...
How did you stop the disassociating? And how did you get better? Its hard to believe at the time it’ll ever go away
Ok cool so im adding acid to my stay the fuck away from list
Ceyhun Saraç +1
I've probably had 50 psychedelic experiences and never had a trip that was bad. I've had moments during a trip that were horrific and scared the shit out of me (seeing brains in the sky, the feeling of needing to go to hospital) but never had a trip that was completely bad...I can always turn it around and have moments of laughter and enjoyment. I can't even imagine a full bad trip as the periods I've had that went sideways were so shattering.
ive tripped about 7 times now i think? tomorrow i think i'll go for my 8th. i agree with you, ive had trips that are wildly uncomfortable and scary throughout the hours, but ive still found some positivity in it.
i tried acid one time at 18 and it started with uncontrollable laughter, very positive and then the nausea hit. once i got sick it was like the chemicals just rained down on me and i physically and mentally had no control over myself. i was so scared and just wanted it over but the time just wouldnt pass. what felt like hours was 5 or 10 minutes. people were out to get me, kill me, everything was evil. it was about 6 hours before i could even get a smidge of a grip on myself. when i saw myself in the mirror the next morning, after i was about 80 percent back in reality i looked like the mom in requim for a dream. my cheeks were blood red but my face was ghost white. my whole eyes were black and my hair looked as if i had slept in the woods for a week. moral of the story, before u try to be cool, be careful kids.
forgot to add, the most intense feeling on this trip was the absolute 100 percent certainty that the feeling would never end, the drugs would never wear off, and i would forever be in between reality and whatever hell i was in.
Erin C lol we have nearly the same trip, holy shit
Thats because someone made a batch that was cut with all kinds of other chems. They were doing it when i was a teen, 30 years ago, and they still do it now and will do it in the future. Its not easy to get government grade LSD. Or know a good chemist who can get their hands on these ingredients and make a true batch. Good luck though. Rumor was when I used take a lot of acid that the belly rot came from strict 9 they used as a cut.lol bastards
Same trip i had like 9-10 years ago in a rave party, it was like the 5 times i used lsd (pure drop, not paper blotter)... it was like a nightmare.
I was so lucky cause the girl i was dating in that period speaken in my ear in a chill tone, words like "don't worry, it's just an illusion, i'm here with you"... her smile in that moment was (and still is) the most chilling and beautiful thing I've seen in my whole life.
I took acid last year with my friend and I was having a laughing fit and it was amazing and so fun and just like you... well... worst experience of my life followed shortly after..
Brave of you to share this personal experience, thank you.
Exceed he didn’t share a damn thing 👎🏿
This video led me to a two hours deep conversation with my roommate 😂
Stefaniia Kunilova sounds nice lmao
You just killed me 😂 😂
I wanna be your roommate!!
Stefaniia Kunilova tribbing?
I always write down the time I took whatever and that “most things that will happen in the next 12 hours are mostly in your head”
Would that not lessen the experience or the thing is that whilst it does it also makes it much more safe?
I’m still learning valuable lessons from the worst trip imaginable … 45 years later. So I agree with you - the worst trip can be the best.
LorenzoNW explain??
Please explain
Tyler LaPointe I need to know what he means too. Cause it’s been like a year or two since mine and It “haunts” me
Yeah dude tell it. I wanna hear this
Update?
starts off the video with "so its 330 in the morning and i just smoked a ton of weed"
wat diddney I thought same man
ironic i just did too lol
Haha
yea that line killed me xD
Hahahahahha i just tought „it’s ok.. let it out man, talk to us“ 😂👌🏽
I haven't even started the video but reading these comments makes me wanna break down, I had an intense LSD trip with friends that changed my entire life 4 months ago. I experienced an ego death while having the worst trip of my life it caused me to begin to attack my friends believing they were either demons or kidnappers who had put me under drugs. I attempted to run and fight back against them and began screaming so loud Police were called to the scene. I was thrown to the pavement hogtied and tranquilized. I truly felt separation from all of existence between the ride to the hospital, i was just in this hell being tortured. When i awoke in the hospital bed I saw people walking around and i was absolutely certain that i had separated from my reality into another and i was now in a Mental Ward because i was a crazy person. After this trip my best-friends never spoke to me again friends since childhood just gone, i began to feel alone. I felt disillusioned from reality i felt like i existed only in my own head i began to question reality existence itself and i still look at people and wonder if they're experiencing consciousness like myself. I feel alone in the world and i miss just being myself, please to all out there that deal with severe depression or anxiety like myself do not try LSD.
Elijah Gill
Damn that's really sad. I hope things start getting better for you. Have you tried speaking to your friends since then?
Elijah Gill Were your friends tripping too?
We all exist man trust me. We all share this space, this experience, together.
Hey man. If you frineds stoped speaking to you instead of helping you in that kind of situation, than you shouldnt care so much. You dont need that kind of negativity in your life!!
Bro that is rough. I hope all is good with you now.