yes that is right. that dark night is what I've just entered recently after a nice several month period of awakening and gaining of a higher level of consciousness and love, real love. so, this part is very hard for me and I think it is because that, in addition to being overflowing with so much unrequited and unending amount of love for everything everyone and for the one infinite creator, an equally matching amount of secretly known (apparently only to myself) EGO must now be overcome and die off. this is the challenge. this is why my periods of long crying spells, mixed with periods of a grand elation every single day, are leading me to seek the advice and treatment of a psychiatrist to monitor and perhaps change the small dosage medications I have taken for decades in order to stay "steady as she goes" as we say and to reduce the huge dips and valleys that happen when we feel true sadness that can so often lead to depression. Of course, the catalyst for this honest to goodness true expression of sadness began when I lost my Mother last October. That one huge loss triggered both the wonder and amazement of awakening AND the incredible sadness, loneliness and separation anxiety that I am now experiencing daily. It sounds to me that Aron is explaining to us here, that this is something we must all go through and experience fully and completely in order to overcome it and find true happiness and continue the process of awakening and the joy of catalyst and experience in this lifetime, in this 3rd density while moving towards 4th density and thereby, catching up with Mother Earth as she brings me along indeed, all of us along into the next density where she now thrives as this incredible wonderful living breathing and evolving sphere simply known as Earth. I want to personally say a huge thank you to Aron for his assistance with my awakening time and now, hopefully, with coping with my personal spiritual dark night. Once I became enamored with the Law of One through the original transcripts, my life has taken many wonderful twists and turns that now lead me closer to my inner being, my inner light, and inner and outer love to share with all of those I come in contact with, including through the miracle medium of UA-cam to be able to enjoy the recordings of Aron Abke. Thank you so much for this experience Aron, and I send love and light your way with every session for all the good selfless work you are doing towards bringing enlightenment and spiritual awakening to our troubled society and planet !
Been through it, seemed like it was never gonna end but it did. (About a year for me, diff for diff people). Wouldn't have said it at the time but it was the "best thing that ever happened to me".
It's like you always know what people are going through and reading through the comments, I can see I am not alone. I had my awakening a few days before my 27th birthday and was in a state of meditation over the course of 3 days (i never meditate) .. those 3 days were an eternity in there ... The experience itself destroyed me ... a bad thing then but looking back, a necessary one ... I woke up and was lost for about 4 months after that ... Slowly though, I am climbing out ... or rather, God is helping me climb out and quiet my mind. Can confirm that all will be well ... for everyone ... hold steadfast to faith and remember, you are loved without bounds by the creator ... even despair has it's place in your life, for it exist to help you realize the distance from his love and divinity so that you may step off your path in this worthless life and chart a new one to him ... Namaste.
My experience was very similar. Hope you have gained greater vision from this experience, I'm still going through my own darkness but feel a lot lighter than a year ago. Much love to all the lone wanderers.
I love the idea that the "burning" has a time limit...that it requires the oxygen of the ego. Makes me feel like I can handle this...this too shall pass.
I am falling in Love with my Awareness which is peaceful, joyful and sees beauty beyond verbal description. This lover is the one I've searched for my whole life and finally realized it's been right here with me the whole time.
I really struggled with the shedding of traditional religious beliefs and the awakening to a truth I knew deep within me. Oddly, my biggest issue was how to pray, what to pray, who to pray to - this pushed me into a dark place of confusion. I am grateful for your videos as I felt I had no one who understood or could teach what I felt. :)
As a photographer, I really want that Canon Ef 50mm F 1.4 portrait lens at 2:59! Sorry, I had to share that! Okay, back to the point. I recently did a guided meditation from another Aaron (Doughty) that is directed to help you perceive your higher self, I must say it was transformational for me and has led me, for the most part, out of the dark night of the soul. I was able to release a LOT of old beliefs and negative energy. Having said that I feel that your explanations are THE clearest and most concise of anyone in this field. You have the ability to break down VERY esoteric content into understandable language, which I am so grateful for! Thanks so much for your uploads!
This is actually how I've been feeling for a few weeks. I get relief when I have a break and actually have a good day. It has felt like my inner voice has just been raging and such turmoil. So many insecurities that have been worked through coming to life.
I love this. I see how the ego wants to fight for survival . I more you work to heal the harder the ego fights. As you said you can seek but the ego doesnt want you to find. I do step into the fire and say to my ego you have no power over me. This will pass and it does. The peace I continue to seek is in God. God is in me and everything. My inner self always says to fight . There is no peace but the peace of God. Thanks Aaron
Beautiful 🙏 This video evoked more self-compassion for the experience I had during my dark night. It felt like a nightmare and I almost didn’t make it through. My friends and family didn’t understand (I didn’t either) and I was drinking/using during that time (and had mental breakdowns). Now I’m sober and I’ve done a lot of inner-healing and integration - and surrendering - and it’s amazing. A new level of peace and freedom. I’m so grateful for videos like these that helped me feel less alone on my journey and which gave me hope to keep going. I wish everyone love, compassion and blessings! Thank you Aaron and Course in Miracles! 🙏💓🙏💓
The best teacher on beliefs is physicist Tom Campbell. His “all beliefs block further insight” are the best words of wisdom I have ever incorporated into my being. I have learned to “hold” ideas instead of believing them (identifying with/attaching to them). If further information comes in to show me that a given idea no longer serves me, I can just stop holding it or I can modify it to fit the new information...because I haven’t identified with or attached myself to it. I have an ease of adapting to change and changing myself that I never had before. You don’t ever have to identify with any idea if you don’t want to. And the other thing that will happen by itself is that you stop trying to defend any idea you hold, no matter how much someone might criticize or argue against any idea. There is nothing to argue about or defend...and the buttons/triggers you once had slowly just fade away. Any time you no longer wish to hold an idea or concept because it no longer serves your experience, you simply let it go. This way of being also opens you up to new ideas and concepts in an amazing way. It’s as if all kinds of doors that were never available to you due to your beliefs are now open to you for exploration. It’s actually quite amazing. The Urantia Book has this to say on the subject: “All finite knowledge and creature understanding are relative. Information and intelligence, gleaned from even high sources, is only relatively complete, locally accurate, and personally true.”
I love this. My mind gets confused with all of this information and tries to "figure out" the "truth" and there is much information that seemingly contradicts itself. It makes me feel that I am a hamster on a wheel going nowhere but getting really tired. I like the idea of holding/entertaining ideas not beliefs. Even more than that, I just want to be and let all ideas and concepts go. I feel lighter after reading this. Thank you
Thanks so much I'm so thankful I came across your channel. I know I can get through The dark knight of the soul now. This is definitely what I needed to hear it tore down more walls within me.
I like how you break down shadow work in your shadow video. I had 2 major portions of enlightenment. One was saying i am powerful, second one faced me with my shadow, where i went into a deep analysis. And then i hit depression. Futility of aiming at anything. Whats the point of achieving when it doesnt cause pleasure from comparing myself to others. My inner drive went still. I felt like all my memory is gone and im being stripped from everything i thought i knew. Now all im aiming at is loving myself stripped down to my core and seeing what self love will generate. I am on my of last year psychology and going trough these stages of individuation has left me with my mouth open and thinking how the heck will i help someone get to know themselves, get out of depression theyre in without going beyond psychology. Spiritual awakening isnt a choice. When you hit depression it is the only way out of it. And it can lead to more depression before it gets to peace and most people will find it hard to face this. Consumerism is counting on us to avoid pain and depressed people avoid it the most even though it seems like its theyre natural habitat. Depression before awakening is cased by avoidance and after awakening is caused by letting go of conditioning and old identity. So where do you find your inner drive?
Everytime a major shift or my awareness gets stronger, Im guided to your videos and this one, like the others is perfect timing and just solid. Thank you for your time, energy and contribution. Unconditional love.
Been going through my awakening for 6 years now, and been thrown into a dark night again, due to triggers in my surroundings... the ego is flaring up again, pain, fear etc.... I know everything already from my experiences, but when you are in the thick of the fog it's to nice to be reminded again... Thnks Aaron.. Namaste.. 🙏🏻🛐 Erik
Been going through this for almost a year and watching your videos is helping a lot. Love and peace hopefully to all in it. I never experienced any sort of bliss state or joy after my awakening. Becoming a strict observer of my insane mind has been the only thing keeping me going. My heart out to all of you I’m whatever part of the process you find yourself in. It helps a lot understanding this is normal. 💓🙏
Watched the video in the past but didn’t truly understand it till now when I searched for it again, after bouts of feeling not good enough, not able to still my mind long enough to find peace, missing those surreal spiritual experiences and finding myself depressed and even having suicidal thoughts although I know that I would have to redo my karmas again in another life if I did that and would NEVER want to hurt myself or my family like that…finding myself again in darker times in my life has been one of the most difficult things I’ve ever gone thru. All the thoughts of things I COULD do all at once makes me not decide on anything and I end up not doing anything I want to do. Thank you to you and this wonderful community for making us feel not alone and putting structure to this mess 😂 we love you Aaron. You’re such a gift to humanity
Best one ever Aaron. That’s how I feel, always between the 2 states! My ego is dying a very slow 💀. I should by now be tired enough to say that I have no interest in the mind and thoughts👩🏼🦰
I am so grateful to you Aaron for talking about this. For a long time I have been searching to understand what is going on with me as spirituality all supposed to be love, happiness and joy ...while all I want is to be left alone, struggle to focus and with so many traumas surfacing my emotions are all over the place.
Thank you for this very insightful video. Going through this process was and continues to be confusing. Not using the "Spiritual Tools" that I had used before. I surrender~ Blessed Be
I really need to thank you for this Aeron. Lately I have been thinking I was going mad. Like this division between ego-me and real me would last forever. Your movie gave me hope that it is temporary and that I in fact dont need to do anything - just let the fire burn till its all over. I do have these moments you mentioned - like my mind gets quite for a moment and I see things as they are not how I perceive them. An eye of the storm I would say because most of time it is still pretty damn rough. However I already know that I've been looking for God, I've been looking for myself while these are indeed the same things and that the jurney has no distance. Thank you.
I went through my awakening and like you said I was full of joy and had a new outlook on life and thought it would stay that way then the darkness came and I didn't know how to handle it which led to my trip to the psych ward...
Out of all the videos about spiritual awakening out on you tube. Yours helped the most. Thank you very much. My ego sounds like a complete narcissist in a way if I see it as a separate being.
Hi Aaron, I am sending this message of huge gratitude on this clip but really, it is for all your work. I recently discovered your channel and have binge watched..... Thank you for being authentic and true.Thank you for arranging everything in a decipherable way. Thank you for sharing what is hours and hours of work and for putting it out here for all of us to use and you do it for free (I appreciate it and say it, because not everyone has the means) Thank you beautiful soul ☘💜🍃
I’m going onto my 4th year coming in October. The first 7 Months all of my spiritual gifts came alive! Since then it’s been a battle, just as Aaron said. The Angels have been with me and send me communication to stay positive and I feel that the end of the ego is near very soon. Stay strong and stay in touch with your guides, they are with you! Amen Aaron!
You are doing so much for ACIM with these videos. You are taking it from a lesser known spiritual tool to something that is exciting and mainstream. Helen is smiling at you Aaron :)
Absolute truths. When you open the pandoras box of egoic beliefs, and find them all empty of meaning, you find meaning in the emptiness. Thank you for lightning our paths with truth! 🙏💖🌍
It's been a couple of years for me now but Arron's description is spot on on my case . It unfolded the way it was supposed to for me, didn't know what what happening so just knowing that you're in the middle of "something by design" and you not just loosing your mind can have value.
I don't know if I am exaggerating, but almost every new videos that you posted is exactly the new lesson that I needed at the moment. It feels like the universe is giving me a new lesson and way out through your video. Thank you so much Aaron :)
There is a raging storm in my mind for the past year and a few months. From the very beginning was really unsettling, panics and farfetched fears were constantly triggered. But now towards the end of 2021, somewhere around Sep everything became so intense. I was trying to cope with the emotional distress by running a marathon in the hopes that I will literally and metaphorically run away from the unexplainable suffering. But it didn't, I was so angry that I'm doing all the right things but still feel so miserable and frightened in regards to the demanding life. Never good enough... So Nov and Dec were the absolute bottom, I was feeling so tired from running, chasing, trying to figure out the 'formula' for peace and acceptance. Developed some unhealthy habits, and was feeling depressingly alone. And I broke down... yesterday, for the first time since childhood I turned to God and asked for help, and admitted that I can't deal with the complexity of life alone, that I cannot create myself. And honestly, I felt a connection that I haven't felt so far, and yet it was familiar. Thank you, Aaron, and thanks to everyone for sharing your stories it's really healing!
@Kareen Curry Thanks, it's been a journey. Looking back at this comment, turning to God wasn't something that lasted. In the month after I went to absolute despair, gave up all hopes for something to ever change and fell straight into the darkest fears. And for couple of weeks I was feeling dead, like something was dying inside me, but strangely every new day I was waking up and seeing that the world keeps spinning and it isn't ending as my fears made me believe. That complete giving up of hope was the thing that brought me new unexpected taste for life. Now I kind of understand why hope was placed in the Pandora's box :D I'm open for a chat, will be happy to hear how are you dealing with these experiences :)
oh my goodness!!! aaron thank you so much for bringing so much clarity!!!! the amount of positive impact created from your channel is crazy!!! i hope in your life review you feel all of the love you have brought into our lives :D
Hola Aaron ~ Just when I think you can't touch my heart or teach my mind anymore than you already have... Here we are! I will never be able to put into words the immense gratitude I have for you and your existence, and how grateful I am the we decided to cocreate here together at the same time. 💕
Thanks for sharing Aaron, the points you brought up in this video really brings clarity and encouraging when the uncertainty starts crawling all over my mentally and physically draining. shalom
one of my deepest darkest demons came lastnight and almost get me (after i felt the love by doing your healing practice) but thanks to your message from this video that bring me back. thanks to your work. wish all the best for you.
I am a believer. I'm on board, for more of your teachings/knowledge/wisdom. And YES I want it badly enough to endure the darkest of dark days and nights. I'm not as afraid as I was, when I came across your channel for the first time ever only 5 weeks ago. I'm now dealing and releasing pain/trauma decade's old. "Hearth & Home" is coming through to me more and more. THANK YOU Aaron. 😊💚
The baptism of Fire. Self introspection, at least at first, feels like an internal fire, burning away old beliefs that no longer serve you. Most people are attached/identified with these beliefs. Hence why most people tend to stray from the light of knowledge, as it is spiritual heat.
My friend you just help me see past my ego disillusionment again, I’ve been manically depressed after become awakened a couple months back and this just revived my inner self.
This dark night thing is no joke I feel for you if it's your turn, stay strong my friends.
Love/light 💞
You're not wrong. Love to anyone whose struggling out there.
Have you been through it?
I'm going through it now. Love you all 😍
yes that is right. that dark night is what I've just entered recently after a nice several month period of awakening and gaining of a higher level of consciousness and love, real love. so, this part is very hard for me and I think it is because that, in addition to being overflowing with so much unrequited and unending amount of love for everything everyone and for the one infinite creator, an equally matching amount of secretly known (apparently only to myself) EGO must now be overcome and die off. this is the challenge. this is why my periods of long crying spells, mixed with periods of a grand elation every single day, are leading me to seek the advice and treatment of a psychiatrist to monitor and perhaps change the small dosage medications I have taken for decades in order to stay "steady as she goes" as we say and to reduce the huge dips and valleys that happen when we feel true sadness that can so often lead to depression. Of course, the catalyst for this honest to goodness true expression of sadness began when I lost my Mother last October. That one huge loss triggered both the wonder and amazement of awakening AND the incredible sadness, loneliness and separation anxiety that I am now experiencing daily. It sounds to me that Aron is explaining to us here, that this is something we must all go through and experience fully and completely in order to overcome it and find true happiness and continue the process of awakening and the joy of catalyst and experience in this lifetime, in this 3rd density while moving towards 4th density and thereby, catching up with Mother Earth as she brings me along indeed, all of us along into the next density where she now thrives as this incredible wonderful living breathing and evolving sphere simply known as Earth. I want to personally say a huge thank you to Aron for his assistance with my awakening time and now, hopefully, with coping with my personal spiritual dark night. Once I became enamored with the Law of One through the original transcripts, my life has taken many wonderful twists and turns that now lead me closer to my inner being, my inner light, and inner and outer love to share with all of those I come in contact with, including through the miracle medium of UA-cam to be able to enjoy the recordings of Aron Abke. Thank you so much for this experience Aron, and I send love and light your way with every session for all the good selfless work you are doing towards bringing enlightenment and spiritual awakening to our troubled society and planet !
Been through it, seemed like it was never gonna end but it did. (About a year for me, diff for diff people). Wouldn't have said it at the time but it was the "best thing that ever happened to me".
It's like you always know what people are going through and reading through the comments, I can see I am not alone. I had my awakening a few days before my 27th birthday and was in a state of meditation over the course of 3 days (i never meditate) .. those 3 days were an eternity in there ... The experience itself destroyed me ... a bad thing then but looking back, a necessary one ... I woke up and was lost for about 4 months after that ... Slowly though, I am climbing out ... or rather, God is helping me climb out and quiet my mind. Can confirm that all will be well ... for everyone ... hold steadfast to faith and remember, you are loved without bounds by the creator ... even despair has it's place in your life, for it exist to help you realize the distance from his love and divinity so that you may step off your path in this worthless life and chart a new one to him ... Namaste.
My experience was very similar. Hope you have gained greater vision from this experience, I'm still going through my own darkness but feel a lot lighter than a year ago. Much love to all the lone wanderers.
It's my turn! And it's painful! Means a lot to hear from people who've gone through it and triumphed!
I love the idea that the "burning" has a time limit...that it requires the oxygen of the ego. Makes me feel like I can handle this...this too shall pass.
The timing of this video couldn't be more perfect for me, thank you Aaron 😊
Same here. It's crazy fitting for me right now.
Same 😂
Great message
Man is god in ruins
God is man restored!
jane byrd that’s beautiful. Thank you
Beautiful. Thank you!
Coooooool. I can see sketches coming..... Thanks!
So the ego goes into fight or flight mode. I’ve been going through this. Thank you so much for this!
"the truth will set you free, but first it will make you miserable" -James A. Garfield
This is so perfectly synchronistic I’m seriously amazed
I am falling in Love with my Awareness which is peaceful, joyful and sees beauty beyond verbal description. This lover is the one I've searched for my whole life and finally realized it's been right here with me the whole time.
I really struggled with the shedding of traditional religious beliefs and the awakening to a truth I knew deep within me. Oddly, my biggest issue was how to pray, what to pray, who to pray to - this pushed me into a dark place of confusion. I am grateful for your videos as I felt I had no one who understood or could teach what I felt. :)
What did you figure out eventually?
Exacally what I needed, can't thank you enough 🙇🏻♂️
As a photographer, I really want that Canon Ef 50mm F 1.4 portrait lens at 2:59! Sorry, I had to share that! Okay, back to the point. I recently did a guided meditation from another Aaron (Doughty) that is directed to help you perceive your higher self, I must say it was transformational for me and has led me, for the most part, out of the dark night of the soul. I was able to release a LOT of old beliefs and negative energy. Having said that I feel that your explanations are THE clearest and most concise of anyone in this field. You have the ability to break down VERY esoteric content into understandable language, which I am so grateful for! Thanks so much for your uploads!
hey jack, can you name the title of the video / medition by aaron doughty.. thx :)
@@vazquezcedric ua-cam.com/video/9sD_qYXgYgU/v-deo.html Namaste
There is no peace BUT the Peace of God that Surpasses all understanding 🙏
😭😢I’m crying tears of joy!!! And trusting the process! 🌹
This is actually how I've been feeling for a few weeks. I get relief when I have a break and actually have a good day. It has felt like my inner voice has just been raging and such turmoil. So many insecurities that have been worked through coming to life.
I just really love your videos. The way you explain things really paints a real clear image.
I love this. I see how the ego wants to fight for survival . I more you work to heal the harder the ego fights. As you said you can seek but the ego doesnt want you to find. I do step into the fire and say to my ego you have no power over me. This will pass and it does.
The peace I continue to seek is in God. God is in me and everything. My inner self always says to fight . There is no peace but the peace of God.
Thanks Aaron
Beautiful 🙏 This video evoked more self-compassion for the experience I had during my dark night. It felt like a nightmare and I almost didn’t make it through. My friends and family didn’t understand (I didn’t either) and I was drinking/using during that time (and had mental breakdowns). Now I’m sober and I’ve done a lot of inner-healing and integration - and surrendering - and it’s amazing. A new level of peace and freedom. I’m so grateful for videos like these that helped me feel less alone on my journey and which gave me hope to keep going. I wish everyone love, compassion and blessings! Thank you Aaron and Course in Miracles! 🙏💓🙏💓
The best teacher on beliefs is physicist Tom Campbell. His “all beliefs block further insight” are the best words of wisdom I have ever incorporated into my being. I have learned to “hold” ideas instead of believing them (identifying with/attaching to them). If further information comes in to show me that a given idea no longer serves me, I can just stop holding it or I can modify it to fit the new information...because I haven’t identified with or attached myself to it. I have an ease of adapting to change and changing myself that I never had before. You don’t ever have to identify with any idea if you don’t want to. And the other thing that will happen by itself is that you stop trying to defend any idea you hold, no matter how much someone might criticize or argue against any idea. There is nothing to argue about or defend...and the buttons/triggers you once had slowly just fade away. Any time you no longer wish to hold an idea or concept because it no longer serves your experience, you simply let it go. This way of being also opens you up to new ideas and concepts in an amazing way. It’s as if all kinds of doors that were never available to you due to your beliefs are now open to you for exploration. It’s actually quite amazing. The Urantia Book has this to say on the subject: “All finite knowledge and creature understanding are relative. Information and intelligence, gleaned from even high sources, is only relatively complete, locally accurate, and personally true.”
I love this. My mind gets confused with all of this information and tries to "figure out" the "truth" and there is much information that seemingly contradicts itself. It makes me feel that I am a hamster on a wheel going nowhere but getting really tired. I like the idea of holding/entertaining ideas not beliefs. Even more than that, I just want to be and let all ideas and concepts go. I feel lighter after reading this. Thank you
Thank you Aaron, I’ve never listened to anyone I’ve resonated with so much as yourself ❤️
Wow, well done. For all of the explanations into these topics, you really hit depths and insights that have been missing for me. Thank you.
Thanks so much I'm so thankful I came across your channel. I know I can get through The dark knight of the soul now. This is definitely what I needed to hear it tore down more walls within me.
Non-attachment as the Buddhist says..is true bliss
you are the pure awareness behind all mis-conceptions and illusion..amazing video 🌟
I like how you break down shadow work in your shadow video. I had 2 major portions of enlightenment. One was saying i am powerful, second one faced me with my shadow, where i went into a deep analysis. And then i hit depression. Futility of aiming at anything. Whats the point of achieving when it doesnt cause pleasure from comparing myself to others. My inner drive went still. I felt like all my memory is gone and im being stripped from everything i thought i knew. Now all im aiming at is loving myself stripped down to my core and seeing what self love will generate. I am on my of last year psychology and going trough these stages of individuation has left me with my mouth open and thinking how the heck will i help someone get to know themselves, get out of depression theyre in without going beyond psychology. Spiritual awakening isnt a choice. When you hit depression it is the only way out of it. And it can lead to more depression before it gets to peace and most people will find it hard to face this. Consumerism is counting on us to avoid pain and depressed people avoid it the most even though it seems like its theyre natural habitat. Depression before awakening is cased by avoidance and after awakening is caused by letting go of conditioning and old identity. So where do you find your inner drive?
Everytime a major shift or my awareness gets stronger, Im guided to your videos and this one, like the others is perfect timing and just solid. Thank you for your time, energy and contribution. Unconditional love.
Been going through my awakening for 6 years now, and been thrown into a dark night again, due to triggers in my surroundings... the ego is flaring up again, pain, fear etc.... I know everything already from my experiences, but when you are in the thick of the fog it's to nice to be reminded again... Thnks Aaron.. Namaste.. 🙏🏻🛐 Erik
Thank you! " There is no peace than the peace of God and I am glad that it is so"❤
Been going through this for almost a year and watching your videos is helping a lot. Love and peace hopefully to all in it. I never experienced any sort of bliss state or joy after my awakening. Becoming a strict observer of my insane mind has been the only thing keeping me going. My heart out to all of you I’m whatever part of the process you find yourself in. It helps a lot understanding this is normal. 💓🙏
Once again the universe made sure you produced this particular piece of advice exactly when I needed it most, you have no idea how grateful I am Aaron
Thank you Aaron. 🙏 I was led to this video by no chance. Your words always feel like a hand in mine helping me on this journey home. ❤️
Watched the video in the past but didn’t truly understand it till now when I searched for it again, after bouts of feeling not good enough, not able to still my mind long enough to find peace, missing those surreal spiritual experiences and finding myself depressed and even having suicidal thoughts although I know that I would have to redo my karmas again in another life if I did that and would NEVER want to hurt myself or my family like that…finding myself again in darker times in my life has been one of the most difficult things I’ve ever gone thru. All the thoughts of things I COULD do all at once makes me not decide on anything and I end up not doing anything I want to do. Thank you to you and this wonderful community for making us feel not alone and putting structure to this mess 😂 we love you Aaron. You’re such a gift to humanity
Love you Aaron! I appreciate you ineffably. Your work is priceless! ⚜️❤️✨️
Beautiful person with a beautiful mind, you deserve all the success, but like you always say the success is within us, peace
Thank you!!! I am slowly but surely getting more clairity. Seek first the kingdom and all else will be added.
Best one ever Aaron. That’s how I feel, always between the 2 states! My ego is dying a very slow 💀. I should by now be tired enough to say that I have no interest in the mind and thoughts👩🏼🦰
Well said ...
the peace of God that surpasses all understanding ( mind) that what the Bible talks about ..wow ..
God bless you 🙏
Thank you so much Aaron. What you speak is so thuthfull that can't be ignored.
I am so grateful to you Aaron for talking about this. For a long time I have been searching to understand what is going on with me as spirituality all supposed to be love, happiness and joy ...while all I want is to be left alone, struggle to focus and with so many traumas surfacing my emotions are all over the place.
Keep sharing!!! You are making a very a very positive difference in the world.
Your energy is a strong and beautiful turquoise!!! You always post exactly what I need to hear!!! Thank you!!!!
You truly listen to people
Thank you Aaron, you're such a gift 🙏
Thank you for this very insightful video. Going through this process was and continues to be confusing. Not using the "Spiritual Tools" that I had used before. I surrender~ Blessed Be
Thank you so much aaron
Much love and appreciation for all of your help!! From Ethiopia
I really need to thank you for this Aeron. Lately I have been thinking I was going mad. Like this division between ego-me and real me would last forever. Your movie gave me hope that it is temporary and that I in fact dont need to do anything - just let the fire burn till its all over. I do have these moments you mentioned - like my mind gets quite for a moment and I see things as they are not how I perceive them. An eye of the storm I would say because most of time it is still pretty damn rough. However I already know that I've been looking for God, I've been looking for myself while these are indeed the same things and that the jurney has no distance. Thank you.
I went through my awakening and like you said I was full of joy and had a new outlook on life and thought it would stay that way then the darkness came and I didn't know how to handle it which led to my trip to the psych ward...
Out of all the videos about spiritual awakening out on you tube. Yours helped the most. Thank you very much. My ego sounds like a complete narcissist in a way if I see it as a separate being.
Hi Aaron,
I am sending this message of huge gratitude on this clip but really, it is for all your work.
I recently discovered your channel and have binge watched.....
Thank you for being authentic and true.Thank you for arranging everything in a decipherable way.
Thank you for sharing what is hours and hours of work and for putting it out here for all of us to use and you do it for free (I appreciate it and say it, because not everyone has the means)
Thank you beautiful soul ☘💜🍃
Timely. Thank you🕊💕
I’m going onto my 4th year coming in October. The first 7 Months all of my spiritual gifts came alive! Since then it’s been a battle, just as Aaron said. The Angels have been with me and send me communication to stay positive and I feel that the end of the ego is near very soon. Stay strong and stay in touch with your guides, they are with you! Amen Aaron!
Quite healing content... God bless you brother❤
You are doing so much for ACIM with these videos. You are taking it from a lesser known spiritual tool to something that is exciting and mainstream. Helen is smiling at you Aaron :)
@Phil Mason - He certainly is.
Your a real one for posting this. Telling it how it is makes me respect you even more big fella !
Wow! So accurate! What goes up must come down...so that it can go back up....
. . . and there is no preacher that can preach like You , i am glad and Thankful this is true 🌟
Great video! The dark night of the soul is so real. We have to just accept and allow in the new awarenesses these experiences bring us. Much love
Absolute truths. When you open the pandoras box of egoic beliefs, and find them all empty of meaning, you find meaning in the emptiness. Thank you for lightning our paths with truth! 🙏💖🌍
Absolutely loved this video. Thank you so much for this valuable information Aaron. Lots of love from an Australian
It's been a couple of years for me now but Arron's description is spot on on my case . It unfolded the way it was supposed to for me, didn't know what what happening so just knowing that you're in the middle of "something by design" and you not just loosing your mind can have value.
Great content and brillant explanations. You are gifted, thanks for Sharing such wealth of wisdom
THANK YOU THANK YOU Aaron 🙏🏻🙏🏻
I don't know if I am exaggerating, but almost every new videos that you posted is exactly the new lesson that I needed at the moment. It feels like the universe is giving me a new lesson and way out through your video. Thank you so much Aaron :)
Thank you Aaron. I was ready for this!!!!
There is a raging storm in my mind for the past year and a few months. From the very beginning was really unsettling, panics and farfetched fears were constantly triggered. But now towards the end of 2021, somewhere around Sep everything became so intense. I was trying to cope with the emotional distress by running a marathon in the hopes that I will literally and metaphorically run away from the unexplainable suffering. But it didn't, I was so angry that I'm doing all the right things but still feel so miserable and frightened in regards to the demanding life. Never good enough... So Nov and Dec were the absolute bottom, I was feeling so tired from running, chasing, trying to figure out the 'formula' for peace and acceptance. Developed some unhealthy habits, and was feeling depressingly alone. And I broke down... yesterday, for the first time since childhood I turned to God and asked for help, and admitted that I can't deal with the complexity of life alone, that I cannot create myself. And honestly, I felt a connection that I haven't felt so far, and yet it was familiar.
Thank you, Aaron, and thanks to everyone for sharing your stories it's really healing!
@Kareen Curry Thanks, it's been a journey. Looking back at this comment, turning to God wasn't something that lasted. In the month after I went to absolute despair, gave up all hopes for something to ever change and fell straight into the darkest fears. And for couple of weeks I was feeling dead, like something was dying inside me, but strangely every new day I was waking up and seeing that the world keeps spinning and it isn't ending as my fears made me believe. That complete giving up of hope was the thing that brought me new unexpected taste for life. Now I kind of understand why hope was placed in the Pandora's box :D
I'm open for a chat, will be happy to hear how are you dealing with these experiences :)
another amazing one. thank you so much 👏🏼
oh my goodness!!! aaron thank you so much for bringing so much clarity!!!! the amount of positive impact created from
your channel is crazy!!! i hope in your life review you feel all of the love you have brought into our lives :D
Hola Aaron ~ Just when I think you can't touch my heart or teach my mind anymore than you already have... Here we are! I will never be able to put into words the immense gratitude I have for you and your existence, and how grateful I am the we decided to cocreate here together at the same time. 💕
This is beautiful, thank you Aaron
Best explanation of the ego I have found thank you
Thank you for yet another brilliant video - may peace be with you and as all!
I really loved this! Thank you!
Thanks Aaron. The timing couldn’t have been any better. I am grateful I found you and this message 👍🙏
Thanks for sharing Aaron, the points you brought up in this video really brings clarity and encouraging when the uncertainty starts crawling all over my mentally and physically draining. shalom
one of my deepest darkest demons came lastnight and almost get me (after i felt the love by doing your healing practice) but thanks to your message from this video that bring me back. thanks to your work. wish all the best for you.
Aaron...you're such a blessing. Your videos bring so much clarity. Thank you :)
Atter et pletskud fra Aaron. Du er helt fantastisk.
So much love for you..... thank you for sharing your love and light 🙏❤❤❤
I am a believer. I'm on board, for more of your teachings/knowledge/wisdom. And YES I want it badly enough to endure the darkest of dark days and nights. I'm not as afraid as I was, when I came across your channel for the first time ever only 5 weeks ago. I'm now dealing and releasing pain/trauma decade's old. "Hearth & Home" is coming through to me more and more. THANK YOU Aaron. 😊💚
The baptism of Fire. Self introspection, at least at first, feels like an internal fire, burning away old beliefs that no longer serve you. Most people are attached/identified with these beliefs. Hence why most people tend to stray from the light of knowledge, as it is spiritual heat.
I had this experience yesterday, thank you for clarifying what that was. The knowledge is so transcending! Thank you Love and Light Namasté
Great advice Aaron, thank you !
You are beautiful and wise beyond your years! Thank you! Love and light. Namiste
Thank You for a lot of inspiration!
I wonder where I was before I discovered Aaron Abke. Thank you for your insight it's invaluable. 🙏💙
This is one of the best videos I have seen on you tube about this topic! You helped me a lot!!! Thank You and God bless You!
Incredibly helpful and of course divinely timed. 💜
Thanks Aaron...terrific explanation of what we go thru during this time. Speaking for myself...you nailed it. Namaste
Thank you Aaron! Much love and light, you are such a blessing 💓🥰👍💞✌️❤️
I think this might just be the best video you have done to date.. thank you!
Thank you so much! This is so true!
Amazing video Aaron. Thank you
Thank you Aaron
Blessings and Gratitude Aaron for sharing your wisdom ❤️
Man, you are such a blessing. Thank you!
Wow! I am only on my second video, your deliverance of your views is amazing. Thank you for making these videos.
Thank you, I love you. 🕉
Thanks Aaron for the video. It feels like I am not the only one in need of this video.
My friend you just help me see past my ego disillusionment again, I’ve been manically depressed after become awakened a couple months back and this just revived my inner self.
Man, I so needed this. Thank you so much😢😢❤❤ I'm grateful.