Music is such a weird thing, this man’s life and mine are nothing alike, in so many places we’re almost opposite, and yet, I connect with the beat and the core message of reluctant tired acceptance, it’s bittersweet, it’s fitting, and it’s human, it isn’t completely hopeless but the odds are very stacked against you, I feel a lot like that these days, somehow my life is both the best it’s ever been, and the worst it’s ever been, every door is open and I’ve been loosening my own chains and pushing my boundaries and my limits, and I’m scared I’m gonna fly too close to the sun, or not fly close enough. and yet despite all the pain, stress and fear, I still feel like life is beautiful and worth living, a delicate thorny rose.
"this man’s life and mine are nothing alike, in so many places we’re almost opposite, and yet, I connect with the beat and the core message of reluctant tired acceptance..." You ever feel that way about random youtube comments :(
Verse 1] When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it Self consumed, in my room pursuing music Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless? Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!" She thinks I don't give two shits Truth is, she might be right I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise? Tossed reality for an imaginable life? Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite With a shifty pair of eyes In this shifting paradigm I ain't shit, apparently Parents think that I don't try Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan [Hook] {This is what it feels like} repeated This is what real life feels like Whenever you feel nice, realize Yo, I gotta take advice There's a demon lurking in this town I gotta jump the rail of life This is what real life feels like Yup, this is what real life feels like [Verse 2] See, this is what it feels like When nobody looking for you, but you still hide When you been kicked your habits like the pill life Took that monkey off your back but it still bites Will I ever get anywhere but right here? Chasing happiness but never getting quite near Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care And they say he was a thug I never knew my dad When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at? Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad I've fucked up too many times, and I still might Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light I ain't feeling great This is what real life feels like Right?
Estoy escuchando este álbum pero tengo que pararlo para decir, que pedazo de tema, cómo mantenga el nivel, directo a mi top de albums favs de todos los tiempos
I just found out about this song yesterday and I love everything about it everything from the aesthetic art to the chill lofi beat in the background and the kinda dark lyrics IT'S JUST SO GOOD MMMMMMMMMM
So i just realized solanine is a cancerous substance and it opened a whole layer of genius for this song at least for me, it is as if within all this "reluctant tired acceptance" (thanks potatoboy for the expression), rav knows that this is the mentality that is making him feel mediocre and miserable (given by the tone of the song) as if it is a cancer eatin at his passion to live, he resorts to blaming the world or to blaming himself but the self-awareness that his thoughts are slowly killing him makes this song almost tragic and sad, i always thought this was a song i shouldn't empathize with because of the message i thought it tried to give off was just a call to accept mediocrity and live off excuses but rav realizes that too and that almost makes me tear up.
Lirycs: When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it Self consumed, in my room pursuing music Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless? Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!" She thinks I don't give two shits Truth is, she might be right I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise? Tossed reality for an imaginable life? Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite With a shifty pair of eyes In this shifting paradigm I ain't shit, apparently Parents think that I don't try Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan This is what real life feels like Whenever you feel nice, realize Yo, I gotta take advice There's a demon lurking in this town I gotta jump the rail of life This is what real life feels like Yup, this is what real life feels like See, this is what it feels like When nobody looking for you, but you still hide When you been kicked your habits like the pill life Took that monkey off your back but it still bites Will I ever get anywhere but right here? Chasing happiness but never getting quite near Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care And they say he was a thug I never knew my dad When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at? Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad I've fucked up too many times, and I still might Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light I ain't feeling great This is what real life feels like Right?
[Verse 1] When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it Self consumed, in my room pursuing music Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless? Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!" She thinks I don't give two shits Truth is, she might be right I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise? Tossed reality for an imaginable life? Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite With a shifty pair of eyes In this shifting paradigm I ain't shit, apparently Parents think that I don't try Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan [Hook] {This is what it feels like} repeated This is what real life feels like Whenever you feel nice, realize Yo, I gotta take advice There's a demon lurking in this town I gotta jump the rail of life This is what real life feels like Yup, this is what real life feels like [Verse 2] See, this is what it feels like When nobody looking for you, but you still hide When you been kicked your habits like the pill life Took that monkey off your back but it still bites Will I ever get anywhere but right here? Chasing happiness but never getting quite near Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care And they say he was a thug I never knew my dad When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at? Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad I've fucked up too many times, and I still might Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light I ain't feeling great This is what real life feels like Right? [Hook]
@@llyourdudesnickerll9823 also rav has a lot more stuff on band camp and spotify if you didnt already know, he just came out with a new single as well.
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it Self consumed, in my room pursuing music Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless? Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!" She thinks I don't give two shits Truth is, she might be right I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise? Tossed reality for an imaginable life? Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite With a shifty pair of eyes In this shifting paradigm I ain't shit, apparently Parents think that I don't try Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan [Hook] {This is what it feels like} This is what real life feels like Whenever you feel nice, realize Yo, I gotta take advice There's a demon lurking in this town I gotta jump the rail of life This is what real life feels like Yup, this is what real life feels like [Verse 2] See, this is what it feels like When nobody looking for you, but you still hide When you been kicked your habits like the pill life Took that monkey off your back but it still bites Will I ever get anywhere but right here? Chasing happiness but never getting quite near Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care And they say he was a thug I never knew my dad When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at? Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad I've fucked up too many times, and I still might Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light I ain't feeling great This is what real life feels like Right? [Hook]
![Rav - BENEATH THE TOXIC JUNGLE [full album]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/n7lj6XyMb4w/mqdefault.jpg)
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You know a song is good when you can play it over and over and it doesn’t get old in the slightest
fax
Has it still gotten old after 1 year?
@@vniy never
@@vniynot for me
I'm mad that I'm barely finding out about this artist.
theres a bandcamp link in the description
His name is Rav, he is part of the duo chibi chubby. He and kill bill have partner albums. Take that with what you will.
Fuckingkillmeb0ss I’m sure they found more about rav after a year
@@walkingskin2920 I was just trying to be helpful good sir.
@@walkingskin2920 yeah but I didn't, @Fuckingkillmeb0ss please tell me more, I'm incredibly lazy and don't wanna google it myself
Thanks supermega boys
lobotomy incorporated wait what it’s in one of their vidoes
YouAreAWeeb nah they’ve mentioned it before on podcasts, also they have rav on their show sometimes
Hakobo Nalasnup oh I knew that, I just didn’t know if they played this song on their channel or not
@@koosuo yeah they had rav on there podcast and rav had them on his podcast and matt mentioned his and kill bills music alot previously
im here from the NothinButLag vid btw you should subscribe to my youtube
Music is such a weird thing, this man’s life and mine are nothing alike, in so many places we’re almost opposite, and yet, I connect with the beat and the core message of reluctant tired acceptance, it’s bittersweet, it’s fitting, and it’s human, it isn’t completely hopeless but the odds are very stacked against you, I feel a lot like that these days, somehow my life is both the best it’s ever been, and the worst it’s ever been, every door is open and I’ve been loosening my own chains and pushing my boundaries and my limits, and I’m scared I’m gonna fly too close to the sun, or not fly close enough. and yet despite all the pain, stress and fear, I still feel like life is beautiful and worth living, a delicate thorny rose.
same here bro, same here.
ima cry
damn dude thats really poetic
"this man’s life and mine are nothing alike, in so many places we’re almost opposite, and yet, I connect with the beat and the core message of reluctant tired acceptance..."
You ever feel that way about random youtube comments :(
this hits hard
When spotify added this to my discover weekly a few years ago I was mindblown how fucking good this was
same honestly
spotify recommends masterpieces sometimes
3 years later and this song still slaps like hell
4 years later and this song still slappin harder then a pimp
@@colorphone5154 2 months later and this song still slapping harder than Will Smith
@@lakey456 3 months later and I slap my wife
So your telling me I’ve been vibing to this song everyday since I found it and it doesn’t have over 1M views… this feels illegal
Aye, at least it has 5 mil views on Spotify
Guys I think this is what real life feels like
what told you that?
Yes
whenever i feel nice i realize that this is what it feels like
Verse 1]
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it
Self consumed, in my room pursuing music
Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!"
She thinks I don't give two shits
Truth is, she might be right
I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride
Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise
Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite
With a shifty pair of eyes
In this shifting paradigm
I ain't shit, apparently
Parents think that I don't try
Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man
They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman
Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands
Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan
[Hook]
{This is what it feels like} repeated
This is what real life feels like
Whenever you feel nice, realize
Yo, I gotta take advice
There's a demon lurking in this town
I gotta jump the rail of life
This is what real life feels like
Yup, this is what real life feels like
[Verse 2]
See, this is what it feels like
When nobody looking for you, but you still hide
When you been kicked your habits like the pill life
Took that monkey off your back but it still bites
Will I ever get anywhere but right here?
Chasing happiness but never getting quite near
Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares
I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care
And they say he was a thug
I never knew my dad
When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at?
Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack
Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad
I've fucked up too many times, and I still might
Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive
Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light
I ain't feeling great
This is what real life feels like
Right?
Thank you
A long time ago Spotify recommending Rav's music, I never listened to it but now he's one of my favorite artists.
Even though this song is old, this song helps me so much and I feel like this is the song that I've needed for the longest
Carlos G. Not that old, don’t worry.
2 years aint that old
@@walkingskin2920 it says 2015
Brandon Morris the video was posted 2017
@@walkingskin2920 aight, the song was 5 years old tho
So fire bro omfg. Got me thru some tuff times. Can't for the love of me believe that time was 2 years ago.
I barely use Spotify cause I localize my stuff, but I'm so glad I checked my discover weekly. This shit is crazy.
I came here to learn about the poisonous compound solanine which is found in potatoes. What went wrong? I need advice. Is this real life?
I mean, this is what real life feels like according to the song
This is what it feels like
hmhmhm... welcome to real life...
Best song ever
dead ass yes
Facts man I hope I’ll join the exo someday
Thank god Spotify recommended Rav to me, his song is a masterpiece!
The song is incredible, but this album art is relaxes me. Love the color composition.
Such a dope song. Had it on repeat all day
what a banger
My daughter brought me to this dope song 🔥🔥🔥
Damn what I had no idea this song was so old, it feels pretty modern
Shiet man my spotify weekly playlist brought me here
Same
One of my fav fav songs tbh
theres a demon in this town! (solanin)
Yeah the title is a pretty dead on call to
bro i started college recently n this hits different man,cant believe its been 5 years since this came out
I was searching about Solanine because I thought I was dying from potatoes. Kinda glad I ended up here.
i feel like i've heard this before, but not sure where. that hook gives major nostalgia vibes.
I’m surprised that this doesn’t have more hits than its current amount.
This song is very relatable and relaxing. ಥ‿ಥ
Really enjoying your music so keep it up Rav
i find it funny how perfectly this describes my home life
Track = GOAT
Wuna brought me here
same
same
Who?
@@rollman3044 wuna301. super cool minecraft youtuber
nakeyjakeys spotify got me here
Estoy escuchando este álbum pero tengo que pararlo para decir, que pedazo de tema, cómo mantenga el nivel, directo a mi top de albums favs de todos los tiempos
This give to me Nujabe's vibes
facts
American Nujabes
@@solaire7046 But he's russian tho ..
@@sinsed3156 oh lol really, didn't know
@@solaire7046 hes from russia lives in england and has an american accent
This song makes me feel free
I just found out about this song yesterday and I love everything about it
everything from the aesthetic art to the chill lofi beat in the background and the kinda dark lyrics
IT'S JUST SO GOOD MMMMMMMMMM
papa justin brought me here
Manu Manterola welcome to EXO
I knew it sounded like rav
I hear some madvillain influence in this!! dope af
My man wuna brought me here
Thank u weeaboo destruction
Need more of this
So i just realized solanine is a cancerous substance and it opened a whole layer of genius for this song at least for me, it is as if within all this "reluctant tired acceptance" (thanks potatoboy for the expression), rav knows that this is the mentality that is making him feel mediocre and miserable (given by the tone of the song) as if it is a cancer eatin at his passion to live, he resorts to blaming the world or to blaming himself but the self-awareness that his thoughts are slowly killing him makes this song almost tragic and sad, i always thought this was a song i shouldn't empathize with because of the message i thought it tried to give off was just a call to accept mediocrity and live off excuses but rav realizes that too and that almost makes me tear up.
Where’s the instrumental from?
dream entact is the producer, can't remember the song but it's on soundcloud
Remembr. By dream entact
@@fabricet8061 you got a link
The sample comes from Agustin Lucena Pereyra - Guayabas
This sounds like a song from the late 90s and early 2000s.,
True
when i get a car i will come back and listen to this on my first drive
done
@@LittleKonekolol
@@LittleKonekobased adachi
Someone needs to do a sick animation to this song
I swear I've heard this before now, where do I know it from?
Thanks Justin
wish i knew this sooner
good song I love it
Not a single dislike. The way it should be.
NEVV 1
Colton Manthei 3
5
this aged well
Lirycs:
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it
Self consumed, in my room pursuing music
Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!"
She thinks I don't give two shits
Truth is, she might be right
I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride
Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise
Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite
With a shifty pair of eyes
In this shifting paradigm
I ain't shit, apparently
Parents think that I don't try
Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man
They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman
Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands
Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan
This is what real life feels like
Whenever you feel nice, realize
Yo, I gotta take advice
There's a demon lurking in this town
I gotta jump the rail of life
This is what real life feels like
Yup, this is what real life feels like
See, this is what it feels like
When nobody looking for you, but you still hide
When you been kicked your habits like the pill life
Took that monkey off your back but it still bites
Will I ever get anywhere but right here?
Chasing happiness but never getting quite near
Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares
I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care
And they say he was a thug
I never knew my dad
When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at?
Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack
Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad
I've fucked up too many times, and I still might
Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive
Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light
I ain't feeling great
This is what real life feels like
Right?
This song goes so fucking hard
To the people who relate this is song i hope you don't have to feel that way anymore
rip wuna’s outro
Rav gives off the Se vibe as Atlas
“There’s a demon lurking in this town”…… wait a second…. Solanin by Inio Asano Reference????
Yup, hence the title
such a good song
WHERE THE FRUITS IS?!?!?!
He needs to make a song with Earl Sweatshirt.
I dont know how I ended up here, but Im gald I did
life purpel
rav
Amazing work here
pls can we get this on amazon music,,, its such a mf BOP
The snow outside brought me here.
Thanks Potsu
theresademoninthistown
[Verse 1]
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it
Self consumed, in my room pursuing music
Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!"
She thinks I don't give two shits
Truth is, she might be right
I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride
Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise
Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite
With a shifty pair of eyes
In this shifting paradigm
I ain't shit, apparently
Parents think that I don't try
Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man
They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman
Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands
Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan
[Hook]
{This is what it feels like} repeated
This is what real life feels like
Whenever you feel nice, realize
Yo, I gotta take advice
There's a demon lurking in this town
I gotta jump the rail of life
This is what real life feels like
Yup, this is what real life feels like
[Verse 2]
See, this is what it feels like
When nobody looking for you, but you still hide
When you been kicked your habits like the pill life
Took that monkey off your back but it still bites
Will I ever get anywhere but right here?
Chasing happiness but never getting quite near
Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares
I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care
And they say he was a thug
I never knew my dad
When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at?
Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack
Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad
I've fucked up too many times, and I still might
Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive
Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light
I ain't feeling great
This is what real life feels like
Right?
[Hook]
fire asf
damn the song is elite but why the hell you have similar voice with jesse pinkman
Real life is a knife like when I’m gonna die
Hey, uh, can someone please drop some music that sounds like this in the replies if it's not too hard? Thanks
Kill bill: the rapper is great too, as well as scuare, airospace, and hobo johnson.
@@NecroEdward1118 thanks man I appreciate it ✌
@@llyourdudesnickerll9823 also rav has a lot more stuff on band camp and spotify if you didnt already know, he just came out with a new single as well.
Fyi kill bill and rav are friends and they made an album together. Kill also produced this album too
@@mar15115 oh that's pretty interesting. Nice to know since I liked what I heard from both
When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, Instead I lose it
Self consumed, in my room pursuing music
Momma asking "Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
Why are you clueless about the world? Rav, your room stinks!"
She thinks I don't give two shits
Truth is, she might be right
I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride
Am I the catcher in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise
Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite
With a shifty pair of eyes
In this shifting paradigm
I ain't shit, apparently
Parents think that I don't try
Trying to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man
They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman
Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands
Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan
[Hook]
{This is what it feels like}
This is what real life feels like
Whenever you feel nice, realize
Yo, I gotta take advice
There's a demon lurking in this town
I gotta jump the rail of life
This is what real life feels like
Yup, this is what real life feels like
[Verse 2]
See, this is what it feels like
When nobody looking for you, but you still hide
When you been kicked your habits like the pill life
Took that monkey off your back but it still bites
Will I ever get anywhere but right here?
Chasing happiness but never getting quite near
Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares
I'm weird, fuck it, I'll admit it, man, I care
And they say he was a thug
I never knew my dad
When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at?
Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack
Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad
I've fucked up too many times, and I still might
Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive
Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light
I ain't feeling great
This is what real life feels like
Right?
[Hook]
Vibe af
here from ibruceeasily
🤝
help
Lmao I found dis cuz of shokk radio on Spotify but I don't actually know how I got to shokk radio tho
Shit he's the next kany
Spotify
Sameeee
🔥🔥🔥
homie i aint clueless
justin roiland from supermega brought me here, what a good fuckin bop
This reminds me of Watsky
second dude be sounding like Julien Bam
It's all rav, there's nobody else
second dude is john stamos
aaaaa why
I hate this
Why?
@@onesnazzyboizero8034 ua-cam.com/video/j0J3pdcOFWY/v-deo.html