ASMR| IT'S OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY (HONEST MENTAL/PHYSICAL HEALTH CHECK IN)
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- Опубліковано 11 тра 2021
- It's okay to not be okay, babe.💕
How are you feeling mentally and physically? If you feel safe enough to share of course. If not- that's okay! I'm just so happy you are here and apart of our safe space. I hope you are being gentle with yourself this month and remembering just how loved you are. I'm so proud of you, always. I love you, sweet friends. If you are struggling during this time, I encourage you to reach out and communicate that to someone in your life that feels safe. Maybe a parent, teacher, counselor, doctor, friend, family member, etc. We all NEED support and a safe ear! There is no shame in reaching out for help, ever.
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I'm 95 days clean from meth, I just completed a 90 day treatment program and got my own apartment yesterday!! I'm so glad to be here!
Congratulations! What a great accomplishment to be proud of!
you’ve overcome a very difficult thing, be immensely proud of yourself, you’ve got this 💛
congrats!!
Congratulations!!!
Congratulations! So proud of you!
I wish I could give you a hug - sending you so much love. I wasn’t expecting to hear my name and I am speechless 🥺 you have helped me and so many others and have been a guiding light in this community. We appreciate you all so much 💖🙏🏼
WHEN SHE SAID UR NAME I FREAKED OUT BC 8 YEARS AGO U WERE THE ONLY ASMRTIST I WATCHED!!!!
@@chuckiese nobody asked
Jkjk I love you and I’m praying for you❤️
YOU WERE MY FIRST ASMRTIST TWO WD ALL LOVE U LILY MISS
I love how much the asmrtist community shout out and give love to each other. LOVE this community.
@@halloweengiraffe they do it to promote their own channels
maddie, this video really breaks my heart 😔 it hurts my heart to see how much pain you are in. i know it’s tough right now, but i know you’ll get through this and see better days. you’ve created this safe space and continued to make hundreds and thousands of people around the world feel loved, despite your pain. you have a big heart and there are so many people here that love and care for you. even though you don’t feel like you are strong.. you are. even though you feel like you’re tired of fighting.. every day that you wake up.. you’re still fighting. i say all of this to say.. we love you and we all will always be here for you. if you ever need a friend.. i am always here. i am sending all my love to you 💖 you are loved & remember that YOU are not alone either. we love you girl 💕
I love you sm Batala, hey girl
Love you Batala ❤️
such a sweet message, love you both🥰
@Annie Lopez She names a few if you really listen
I doubt anyone will read this... but I've been going through the worst time in my life lately, battling serious depression and suicidal thoughts. Hearing Maddie talk about her own struggles made me feel less alone even though I have no one to talk to. I hope she knows how much she means to her audience.
We are here for you
please know that we as a community are here for you and you’ll make it through the most difficult times no matter how hard it may get ❤️
You need to talk to someone you not hold anything you need to let lose and let it all out it will make you feel better
I wish you all the best.You’re so strong,you got this love❤️
Hey friend. I was there about 2 months ago. Things have gotten a bit better, but there are still really rough days and even weeks. I am sending you so much love and light. Please know that we are a community and you will always be wanted here. Sending light your way! ✨
I’m so scared for you Maddie. It scared me so much when you said you have no more fight in you. Please stay strong, please do not ever leave us. We love you Maddie.
Wow rlly??
@@legiondeadsec2672 shut up like damn
I'm scared too because she said several times she can't do this anymore, she hasn't faith in her anymore.. I'm so scared that this video is some kind of a good bye.. 😬😰
Let’s all try to think positive 🙏🏾💕
@@legiondeadsec2672 Oh hush!
Maddie, your beautiful blue eyes? Long black shiny hair? Adorable face? Your heart, character, empathy for others? Your humor, quick wit, your love for us? How could you say you are not beautiful. You are infinitely beautiful no matter what.
this is so, so beautiful. you've touched my heart 💗
fr?? couldnt have said it better myself.
she is so gorgeous! it hurts to hear her say things about her self
:] So true. Well said
PLEEEASE listen to this Mads because anyone with eyes can see how beautiful you are and that won't change with a feeding tube. People will still love you for you!!! I'm sos orry you're told by society that you're not enough just as you are.
22:00 when she started to cry, my heart melted for her. I am keeping you in my prayers, Maddie
Maddie, are you safe? I’m scared for you... Hearing you say you just can’t do this anymore scares me. I lost my best friend when she couldn’t take the pain in her life anymore, but couldn’t talk to me about it. I’m so thankful you were honest with your doctor and told him how you are feeling. If this video is cathartic for you, I’m glad you did it. But if this is a cry for help, I’ll do anything to help you. You don’t know me, but that doesn’t matter. Please know you are loved, and you matter.
Is she cancer? My english is bad
@@crazygm208 no she said she dont have eating disorder in this video
@@crazygm208 she does not have an eating disorder, shes dealing with severe chronic illnesses which is causing her to lose weight
I can’t even find enough words to tell you how much we appreciate you Maddie. Ur amazing to all of us
hi
THATS TRUE
yup
agreed
I have a auto immune disorder but I still force myself to live life and not make people feel bad for not having problems
For once i want to share something happy with the community: i have been struggling a lot with my mental health during the past months, but yesterday i got a dream job opportunity i had been working so hard for!! I still can’t quite believe it. If you’re struggling, let this be a sign that things won’t stay forever this way. You’re loved and so worthy. ✨
I don't know you but I'm so proud of you and you deserve this so much. 👏🏻 Good luck with the job. ❤️
congratulations!!!! you deserve this and you’re loved and worthy too!!!
congrats!!!
Congrats
so proud and happy for you babe. remember your worth and that you are loved :) xx you got this x congrats
“the way this world is experiencing this pandemic so isolated and never leaving home. that’s a chronically ill persons life” girl me too you’re not alone either
I just got such a Dad rage watching this I was ready to fight and protect you, I think you are a special person and should never feel alone or sick. I know that's life but just know I don't watch for ASMR purpose anymore I watch to see how you are and to connect with my friend
Such a beautiful comment❤❤
Awh Maddie, being chronically ill is so traumatizing and it’s not something that can be avoided. I watched my mother go through it and now myself. People love you 🤍 life is worth living, you are special
Here's a GIANT HUG to those who have spent their young years and/or decades CARING FOR the chronically ill or severely disabled... It is also severely isolating having to put your life on hold to care for someone else, as everyone around you develops themselves. Huge hugs to everyone who *gets* this video
This was very comforting.
I'm so sorry about your brother may he rest in peace❤
I cannot thank you enough for being brave enough to talk about your illnesses and how you're REALLY doing. Whenever I need to cry about my illnesses and my suffering I turn to this video because I feel comfortable crying with you, and being vulnerable with you. And I feel so much better being comforted by you while letting it all out. Thank you, sweet Maddie
I am suffering from severe anxiety and depression recently, I wake up and I feel like I don’t even wanna be here but we are stronger and even stronger together. You have helped so many people! Thank you for that ❤️
Psalm 18 1:3
I will love thee, o lord, my strenght.
The lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my god, my strenght in whom will i trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower
yes
Love you, you got this Angel! AND MY GOSH YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you find peace🥺💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
@@rebeccaalessia aww love you too, thank you so much. You’re so kind. You are so beautiful yourself 🤍🤍🤍 take care of yourself x
Please dont feel like you need to pull it together and pretend to be happy in "our" safe space because this is also your safe space. We are all here to love and support you just like you are for us. Its ok to not be ok and to tell us so we can be here to remind you that we love and support you. ❤
what is happening to her?
@@joana5083 she’s very ill and has been for a long time
It's so heartbreaking watching you cry and no being able to hug you and tell you that you are not alone...
what is happening to her?
@@joana5083 she has multiple chronic illnesses :(
"life is suffering, it is hard. the world is cursed, but still you find reasons to keep living" ❤️
Thank you so much for sharing your health story so openly, I’m sorry you have been dealing with these struggles for so long and I hope that things will get better ❤️ Your videos have helped me a lot with my own struggles and you are appreciated! ❤️ Sending you a big hug and love 🤗
Big fan wish you still uploaded
Love u
@@deucedeuce3708 she’s just currently healing from having surgery on both her arms, and plans to be back uploading when she’s feeling good again! ☺️
I'm absolutely sure that Maddie, you're gonna be stronger than ever when the time comes.
I’ve never felt so personally connected to someone’s story. I’ve lived most of my life isolated from either mental or physical issues. I feel every single tear, because they’re the same tears i cry. Those of painful loneliness, constant stress and pain. Keep strong, it’s all we can do. It’s hard to sometimes see all the love around you. But you’re loved, and i can say that after hearing your story, i can say i’m glad i’m not alone in these feelings. Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story with everyone. Stay strong, keep fighting because we love you and the amazing, love filled community you’ve built ❤️
I also suffer from Ehelrs Danlos Syndrome. I’ve had pains in my body ever since I was 8. I’m 22 now, and the pain I feel everyday is almost unbearable. Its in my joints (constant dislocations), my digestive system, heart, eyes, everywhere. I was told for years that it was “fibromyalgia” until it continued to decline until I was bedridden. It’s the most isolating feeling having this pain everyday, when nobody else around me has this pain. I feel like I’m not alone in this now. Thank you for posting this.
So sorry to hear this💜 Wish you what you need😘
Omg SAME! I don't have EDS, but a different connective tissue disorder and I'm 33. Sooo maybe not quite the "SAME" lol.
But I resonate with what you said completely. I'm just utterly wiped, and can't keep up with even the most basic things! work, house work, any sort of social life, my hobbies and even my health get neglected because I just always feel like ASS it seems. The exhaustion is so profound I just can't push through sometimes!
You're definitely not alone out there. We're here! 😁
I also have EDS… it’s been a constant battle ever since I hit puberty and continues to get worse as a get older.
It’s so exhausting it’s so hard to have a normal life. I can’t even work anymore of hold my head up with my spine being so weak.
I’m only 22 and I have no energy or am able to move a lot every day.
It’s constantly pain never stops I can’t even sleep without pain
So you are not alone…
I look forward to finding a time in life where I can manage all of my health issues but lately it seems impossible to ever get there..
Love how you’re more comfortable not always having to wear makeup
I am missing my brother desperately. He took his life recently and I am really struggling to navigate my life without him, now as an only child. Thanks for always creating a safe space for us. Sending love from Canada.
Prayers
Thinking of you. So sorry for your loss. ♡︎
Sending you prayers and good thoughts. I’m sorry for your loss
praying for you 🤍🤍
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢😔 xx
I’m really scared for you Mads. These are the things I’d think when I was ready to end my life. Please hold on because there’s a whole lot of people who love you more than you know.
Shit. I barely leave my home too. I understand the “few friends” situation. So much anxiety and depression. I hate social gatherings and parties. But I’m craving human contact; yet it is so hard to step out of my comfort zone. It’s driving me crazy.
i feel exactly the same.
God is building your charcter he doesnt want you to fall in love with this world. one day you will see what purpose he has for you. Stay strong brother praises to the most high
@@Ephesians--zs6pv Thanks for the encouragement! It’s definitely a difficult situation to break free from. It’s like struggling to get out of quicksand.
@@TheFirstAtom you couldn't have said it any better
i was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder when i was 15 and this is the story of my life. social anxiety + being an introvert is so fucking deadly sometimes
The video was very difficult to listen to but I decided to stick with you till the end Maddie. You are an amazing person. I am so extremely sorry for what you’re going through. If you ever need a longer break from UA-cam we will understand, as your family. We love you ❤️
hi, I don't speak english but I wanna know what is happening to mads?
@@joana5083 she has been sick for a long time, physically and mentally. she’s letting us know how she’s feeling
as someone who struggles with chronic illness at a young age (stage 4 endometriosis that has reached my lungs, adenomyosis, and interstitial cystitis), i can say i never wish this life on anyone ever. i have been sick ever since i hit puberty, have lost so many people in my life because of my limitations, and i am even currently doing EMDR therapy for PTSD due to medical trauma.
your videos have gotten me through SO many bad days where i felt like giving up, and i really can’t thank you enough. thank you for being so open and advocating for us spoonies. sending all my love 🥰
Im sorry you have to go through that Sam
I'm so sorry to read all what you have gone through, send you a big hug from Mexico city. Hope you find peace.
Sh1t, how unfair life is😞wish you the best queen
I wish you all the best!!! 💜 You are loved
This may seem like a dumb suggestion in the sea of supportive comments but having lost my job and not being able to go to school physically bc of the pandemic made me extremely depressed and lonely. All my friends were my work friends and we just all lost touch as soon as we stopped working together. Not to mention my boyfriend moving 2 hrs away... I had to go to therapy because I just didn’t know how to handle the loneliness and I would like to suggest discord. It sounds stupid but I joined a very nice gamer’s discord and have met wonderful people who are supportive, and kind. It definitely helped me feel less lonely. I’ve made friends, and while I will probably never meet them bc they all live far, the distance has never once bothered me. We play games on the channel, voice chat each other, and listen to music together.
That is nice...you'll be ok🥰
you are so strong for having to try and conquer this every single day, and you're still going. i have so much respect for you, and i hope that better days are coming for you soon. no one deserves it more than you. we are all here for you maddie.
I want whoever’s reading this to know you are never alone, and as trapped as you may feel just know there is ALWAYS hope. if you need to vent in the replies, go ahead loves 💗
I am alone tho
Omg hey queen I love Her’s 🥺
rip her’s 🥺
Dealing with severe depression and severe su!cidal thoughts.. It's getting harder and harder to hold on every day and I barely have the strength to keep going and living and breathing..
@@keiron.4612 Me too except for my dog 💕💕
Did I cry watching this video?
Yes
But it was worth it. Knowing I'm not the only one struggling with health issues (both mental and physical) is overwhelming. Sometimes it feels so lonely but this whole video and comment section is amazing. Thank you all for being so positive or being able to share your stories. Maddie thank you for making a safe environment where people feel loved and wanted.
Maddie, you have such a beautiful soul! Thank you for creating this safe space and helping me not feel alone anymore. I struggle with anxiety and panic attacks and watching you has helped me soooo much. I wish I could ease your pain and give you strength!!!! Just know you made my life better and I send you only love and positive energy your way. I appreciate and believe in you❤️
Being able to work from home has been a game changer for so many people. This is the change we needed
It's really a huge help that I feel safe to share my problems here. I struggle with so much inferiority complex and social anxiety and low self-confidence and imposter syndrome. It has made my life so hard and I do not dare to voice my traumas and mental ilness anywhere else. I hope I find the courage one day to seek help.
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There is lots of help available in non judgemental spaces. Consider speaking to a counsellor or psychologist who can help to give you strategies to change those thinking patterns and therefore improve your quality of life. They are trained to help you and WANT to help. Wishing you well going forward x
This is the realest thing I’ve ever seen on UA-cam . I’m so sorry you are dealing with this. Xxx
I agree. I really admire how honest and vulnerable she’s been recently for a few weeks. Definitely helped me with my mental illness. I really hope a miracle happens and she gets better. I feel for her. I wish her some great relief.
Whats her ilness ?
maddie, after watching this and hearing the struggles you go through on a daily basis, i am truly amazed by how strong and independent you are. i feel and see your pain, but i can see how much of a fighter you are. you have survived so much girl and you are still standing here fighting for your life. right now i know it seems like thing are going downhill but i promise you, you are such an amazing girl and you have so much to live for. you have inspired not only me but the thousands of people watching this. we love you💗
I’m so sorry you’re suffering so much. You seem like such a strong, kind and honest person, the world is lucky to have people like you. I hope tomorrow is a little easier x
You consistently make me feel less alone. “And how are you really?”🙏🏼 It makes all the difference.
i don’t think maddie realises just how many people she has helped. she has saved hundreds of thousands of people, and that takes someone extremely special to do. her struggles sound unbearable, as she’s vocalised. but life is ALWAYS worth fighting for maddie. YOUR life is always worth fighting for. i don’t think i’m alone in saying that if i could see you in the morning, hug you and be your friend, i would. and you have people like that all over the world. i cant imagine how awful the social isolation is for you, but one day, i promise you, that will end. you have the love and prayers of thousands of people on your path. if anything will help to keep you fighting, have it be that. i love you, we love you. you beautiful soul🤍
I was laying here listening to sad songs crying about my failed relationship and I clicked this video by accident. I’m so glad I did because my emotions have been everywhere in the past month and sitting here listening to you and seeing everyone’s else’s problems makes mine seem so small and I’m glad because I could have so much more going on. I hope you realize you’re a warrior and Its admirable how you’ve been struggling dealing with you’re own issues and still providing content. I send you strong healing energies, I hope all the spirits around you help guide you to a life with less pain. Be blessed beautiful soul
I can't explain how comforting it is to see someone being so raw, vulnerable and simply real on UA-cam. I appreciate people sharing the not so glamourous side of their lives, believe it or not, it really helps people feeling less alone with their problems. Thank you for being here, we appreciate you so much!
I struggle a lot with anxiety and depression and hearing I’m not alone is very comforting. It is really hard to deal with, especially has been hard during the pandemic. I feel so alone sometimes and like no one understands me. Thank you for your transparency to your audience and using your platform to spread awareness. 💜✨ I hope you are doing ok. We love you.
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If I could trade at least one day with you I would just for sake of giving you some relief. Maddie we love you very much. You are always in my thoughts and I pray for you every day.
I feel your pain so deeply. You got a friend in me despite the distance.
It would be cool if every person on here could trade one day with her to give her relief. That would add up to a lot of days!
Love you Maddie, you mean the WORLD to so many of us! You give us a place where being a family actually means something.
I have never wanted to give someone a hug so bad. You are so unbelievably strong.
Maddie ever thought of making a Discord or chilling on Discord? People chat and play games all day on there, and it can be very comforting and helpful to avoid isolation.
Yesss
I believe her discord is in her description of the video 😌
You are loved and your presence on this earth is monumental. You mean so much to all of us and we acknowledge how you're feeling right now because you are allowed to feel that way. I pray you find strength and peace. 🥺🤍
I believe that the more vulnerable we are the less alone everyone will feel collectively. Thank you so much for being brave and vulnerable for us. You are an incredible role model. We are with you
Maddie 🥺 I suffer from BPD, CPTSD, depression, anxiety, OCD and more and your videos have genuinely saved my life I wish I could truely share with you how much you have helped me and given me relief . from the bottom of my heart thank you
this came at the perfect time. i just got out of the hospital after a suicide attempt and my world has felt impossible. thank you for everything you do maddie. at the times i feel most alone your account has always been a safe space
We love you!!!
sending love your way baby you got this
We all love you!! Please always feel free to share your story and feelings here, a suicide attempt I know is awful, you’re literally at rock bottom. Stay strong lovely 💖💖
Omg I send you a lot of love! If you ever need someone to listen I would love to be that person! You are not alone, we care for you 💖
it seems impossible/unrealistic but truly, it gets better. i was suicidal for 5-6 years, and although life isn’t perfect & i still have my very bad days i have also come so far. you will too
Maddie, this is the only corner of the internet where I feel I can actually relax and let my guard down. Trauma/chronic illness is so unbelievably exhausting. By being as vulnerable and open as you are, you give others the courage to do the same. I hope you know we love you and wish you rest and peace ❤️
Omg Maddie I usually watch Grace’s videos more but yours popped up today and I’m so glad it did! Both of you are such amazing human beings, I hope you know how much you help all of us with this kind of videos.
It’s a little comforting to relate with you in this case and it makes me sad at the same time cause I know how it feels and I don’t want to think you’re feeling like I do, but I hope it gets better, it will! I send you a lot of love and hugs and energy to keep going Mads, you are so awesome and you have made it a long way 💖💖💖
you are so incredibly strong. listening to you talk about all your illnesses made me so sad- nobody should have to deal with any of that. every second you live is another second of you fighting, whether it seems like it or not. we are all so proud of you and we all love you so much.
Last year was the worst year of my life. I was at an all time low, felt like life was falling apart and extremely depressed. I wish you all strength and love. I got through last year and I believe you can get through what you’re going through. ❤️❤️❤️
What you said about a High School diploma actually made me feel so much better. I dropped out of school due to home and mental stuff and I've always felt so ashamed of not having my diploma. Thank you so much.
Sleep deprivation and low energy and depression and extreme anxiety are all things that I am familiar with that were really terrible for 2 months. It was only 2 months, but it felt like decades. I can’t imagine what 10 years of it feels like. I wish I could relieve some of your pain/suffering.
I can’t even imagine what this is like to deal with for you Maddie. You are so amazing to even get out of bed in the morning with dealing with something like this. I hope you know i commend you so much for putting up with what you do and continuing to do what you do. ❤️❤️
My uncle, who was like a father to me, passed away recently. It’s my first ever REAL loss and it’s been one of the most mentally draining, emotionally taxing and painful experiences of my life. But in my sadness I find a small spark of joy in the fact that he’s no longer suffering and is now at peace. 🕊
Your videos have been a lifeline to me for many years but especially now in a time where things feel so uncertain and uncomfortable. I know that you’re struggling as well and I know that no amount of words can ever really make it all better but I hope you know that you aren’t alone Maddie. This safe space full of understanding people are always here for you. We love you. We support you. We value you. We care. In your times of need, I hope that knowledge lends you comfort.
Thank you for being. Sending such healing, positive, soothing vibrations your way. 💜
Stay strong, I’m so proud of you. It will all be okay
Sending love , I’m
so sorry 💙
so sorry for your loss. stay strong beautiful
I am so sorry for your loss and I'm sending you all the love and light I can. 💜
Sorry for your loss 🙏❤
It’s easy to talk to strangers. I lost the love of my life last year and honestly I just don’t want to be here anymore. Everything feels empty and pointless and sometimes I wish I just wouldn’t wake up anymore. I’m just mentally and physically drained. Your voice calms me when I’m in that dark space.
I am so sorry for you’re loss 😞. May God be with you and give you strength! I lost a loved one recently and it is not easy.
I am so sorry babe 💕💕 I am sending you all my love ❤️❤️ I hope you get through this dark place. You will, I am sure 😘🥰
I'm sorry you feel that way. Take time to yourself. If it takes longer to heal do it, till one day you'll learn to live with the loss of your love. It will be ok, you'll be happy once again and cherish those moments you had with your partner. Sending prayers to you❤️
Sorry for your loss.
Give it time
I’m amazed at how open and raw and vulnerable you were in this video. It brought me to tears seeing such a beautiful person have to deal with something so terrible. I had no clue. You are so courageous to share this. You are so loved. I wish I could take your pain away. Keep your head up, angel.
maddie, love, fighting for your life IS worth it. please keep fighting - you're SO loved and you're not alone. there are so many people who love you, who want to see you get better, who are praying for you ... NOTHING'S lost and it's never too late: you'll get better. you're such a light in my life, i'm so grateful for you. 🤍
I’m not someone that comments a lot but I’ve watched your videos for a long time and personally they’ve always helped me a ton. The idea that for just a moment you can forget about your problems and relax is sometimes all you need to get through. There are brighter days ahead, wishing you all the best Maddie❤️
Welcome back Maddie! I love when influencers are so transparent with their audience! We all face different struggles in life and sometimes hearing about the struggles of others can be therapeutic for us because it can give us the confidence to share our struggles! 💕💕
please don't give up, we are here and we hear you, your feelings are valid 💞 girl please reach out to your loved ones and let them know something needs to change & that you need more help. maybe a live in carer or something? we love you so much!
I'm in tears over here! I never knew u was in so much pain maddie u carried it so well. I hope your family comforts u and be there for u as much as possible I know you're tired but please keep fighting and please pray everyday it helps ALOT! I love u. You changed my life ever since I came across one of your ASMR video.i wish I could be there for u the way you've been here for me. But I'll keep u in my prayers babe. I wish u a healthy long life♥️♥️♥️🙏🏽
maddie, I am so grateful for everything you do for us, and for all the time you are giving us! We are all here to help you, and telling us about your own feelings/mental health can also be a good way to make us feel less alone! We love you so much 💞
my cat of 13 years died today. i’m absolutely devastated. this video is 100% needed right now. thank you 💕
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I’m so sorry! They are in kitty heaven watching down xx
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I'm so sorry
@@renee5683 ....
My words can’t express how this video made me feel. You are such a light and inspiration for so many people. You have not only created a safe space for others but are continuing to educate. You are incredibly strong, stronger than you think and I pray for a miracle that your pain is tremendously eased soon. We love you and remember you here for a reason! ♥️
Mads we just adore you and love you so much. Like genuinely i feel like you are family to me. I pray for you and your mental health - what you give to others is able to calm and help SO MANY OF US. ❤️ I can’t imagine the pain you are in and i hear you and i know you are strong enough to keep going.
Thank you for everything you do in the ASMR community, you’re a light in so many lives even if it may not always seem that way. I emphasize with you, we hear , love , and feel you entirely. Sending nothing but love and light. We love you Maddie! ❤️
i love you maddie. im praying every single night that you will heal, mentally and physically. you are the most kind hearted, honest, pure person in this world. you have helped me with every single video you’ve posted the last two years. thank you for everything and most importantly thank you for being you.
miss maddie, you were the one who helped me through my hardest year of university. at that time, i was at my most isolated and alone. i cried a lot at night and couldn't fall asleep, the silence terrified me. then i found your channel, and you helped me to feel the comfort of human intimacy and relief from my anxiety. every night i would be calmed to sleep by your videos and i finally had something to look forward to so i could stop dreading going to bed in silence. you helped and help me and so many others by comforting and soothing us. thank you so very much for your incredible love and selflessness in the face of your illness. you took your situation and chose to give back.
i can't begin to imagine the struggle of being chronically physically ill. but i suffer from severe anxiety, chronic depression and suicidal episodes starting from when i was 13. i am 22 now, and still struggling and trying to find the best therapy. chronic illness is a long hard road. being diagnosed with autism has really helped me to stop blaming myself for struggling with things that others have no problem with, though it's still frustrating a lot of the time.
you are full of love and care so much about your craft, and it translates in your work. i wish you the very best with your medical treatment, i hope that you can find relief, and though i know rainy days are inevitable, i hope you can also start to have more sunny ones very soon.
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Maddie, I am so sorry to hear what you have been going through and that you are in so much physical and mental pain. I can only imagine the strength it must take to keep going through these struggles you are having with no end in sight. Please know that you are not alone, and though you feel so defeated at times, you have an entire community here to support and lift you up. It breaks my heart to know what you are experiencing, as myself and many others have gone through very similar but not as severe illnesses as you. I appreciate your openness and willingness to share these tribulations with us. You have such a beautiful soul and have been an inspiration to many- myself being at the top of that list. My hope is that you find comfort and peace soon 💗
I struggle with chronic pain and when I tell you, you have made such a difference in these last 7 months of my life. I am eternally grateful I found your channel. You really do help me get through my days, and I thank you for creating these. I pray for your healing and overall wellness and happiness ❤️
Lost my grandfather 2 hours ago and the video, let alone the title was enough to call me down. Thank you, and I hope everyone is having an amazing night.
im so sorry for your loss, take care of yourself❤️❤️
You lose your grandfather and go on youtube 2 hours later?
I’m so sorry for your loss, sending all my love to you and your friends/family ❤️
@@Ceqsy I lost my grandfather at 1:10 AM and went to sleep at 3AM as to not mess up my sleep. ASMR is helpful to fell asleep
@@Laqqy ah ok, well im sorry for your loss! Get better soon✌️
Maddie, I appreciate each time I get to watch one of your videos. I’m so grateful to sit here and feel soothed by your voice. I’m happy to know you know what it’s like to feel healed by someone’s voice, because then you understand how much good your content does for so many people. You are so loved. Thanks for sharing even a little bit of yourself on here. How lucky we are to get to know so much of you.
Maddie, I am so proud of you for continuing to push forward. I know it's gotta be so indescribably hard, but I am sending you so so so much love. Your heart is so big and you have created such a wonderful safe space for us; I always feel so accepted and loved when I watch your videos. We are here for you!!! I can't imagine what you've gone through in the past 10 years, but there WILL be better things. At times, I know how hard that can be to believe, but I want you to know that we all care about you so much and will keep reminding you. Love you, Mads
You are so genuine and kind Mads. Instead of talking about your own struggles you immediately made the viewer feel safe and loved. I hope you give yourself that same kindness.
Mads is my favorite asmrtist. She is so kind and pro active and speaks up for what she believes in. Sending good vibes her way today
sending you so much love maddie. i also suffer from depression and chronic illness, and i totally feel you on feeling exhausted constantly and feeling tired of the daily struggle. you bring me such peace and joy every day with your videos. you are one of my favorite asmrtists. i am so sorry this time has been trying for you. thank you for being so open and vulnerable in such a hard time. please remember to be gentle with yourself. love you and hope the sky clears for you soon.
I am SO PROUD OF YOU for being honest with your doctor. I can speak from first hand experience that that is one of the hardest things you can do. I hope you know how loved you are. I know that doesn’t change anything, but whatever you need please know there are thousands and thousands of supporters here who are sending you love and support. ♥️ I hope a little bit of relief is around the corner. Even that little bit of light can help tenfold.
I've never commented on any of your videos before but I am a huge fan! I really hope and pray that you will be okay! I really feel for you going through all of that its a lot for any person to have to cope with nevermind someone as young as you. But just know you are not alone! You have helped me calm my own personal anxiety with your asmr videos as I'm sure you have helped thousands of others. Sending lots of hugs and love. You deserve to be happy and healthy and I really hope one day you will be able to find that. ❤
Maddie, watching this video helped me so much. I do not experience the pain that you do but I can understand simply not feeling okay in daily life. Just by admitting these hardships proves so much strength within you. I am so proud of you!
You are such a beautiful soul and my safe space when I need it most. Sending you so much love, I am so sorry for all of the mental and physical pain you go through. Thank you for creating these beautiful videos for all of us 💜
maddie, you have created such a safe space and i am so thankful for your videos and these talks that feel so personal, almost like they are just between us. PLEASE know that we love you so much and that we appreciate you endlessly. i feel like you are my friend truly, and i am so sad to see you struggling so much. my irl best friend is chronically ill and i cant even imagine what it’s like for her. i love you and you are so special. please stay here with us, i know it’s hard, trust me, but i believe in you and i know that you can do this ❤️
this makes my heart absolutely hurt. i cannot imagine. i’m so sorry mads. my prayers go out for you.
Who in their right mind decides to unlike this? Videos like this could potentially Save a life. UNDERRATED. ily for this Mads, keep doing what your doing. Your so strong and I see you as a role model, thank you
Your videos are so comforting in a way other asmrtists just aren't
You are helping us all Maddie! You really have a greater purpose than you might realise. I pray for you and thank you for being here for us ❤️
thank you so so much for opening up to us and providing us with a safe space and an escape and we all hope you use that to you benefit. i’m so sorry for what’s going on and although times are tough at the minute but there is light at the end of the tunnel. we love you 💞
Your babbling always comforts me because I know I do it to! It always made me feel better about myself because I have chronic illness and depression so I know that I do the exact same thing and I was always embarrassed by it. But I find you to be so well spoken and insightful that it makes me feel like maybe I can be that way too.
I hope you know, Maddie, that you are loved SO SO SO much. You have created this amazing community and safe space that adores your videos because of your light and love that you have to offer.
I feel like, and this goes for everyone, we go through so many challenges in our lives, some greater than others, and it just shows how strong we are. The best thing to do is surround yourself with people you love and find safe places like these to share and cope.
Just remember that you are strong and give yourself a break every once in a while. You are all beautiful and all deserve a big hug
VIRTUAL HUG MADDIE!!! YOU'VE HELPED US SO MUCH, I'M PRAYING FOR YOU
I love that you’re a voice for mental and physical health. You are so greatly appreciated 💕💕
Maddie i’m so sorry to hear about how you’re feeling. I promise you, it’ll get better. Just hold on a little more. Please don’t leave us. I love you so much. We’re all here for you. We’ll be patient, and we’ll listen. We love you Mads
Maddie, you are the sweetest ever. you are constantly shining a bright light for all of us even if you’re feeling down. you are such an inspiration and I am so thankful for your gratitude and dedication. keep living on❤️❤️
I’ve tried to get through this video at least 12 times now, and today I’m finally making it towards the end. Mads, you are cherished, valued, wanted, and in many cases needed. Please don’t give up, we love you. Yes, we love you. My friend you do not have to go through this alone. ❤️
I've been watching you now from day one and have seen n heard how much pain u have been in ... you r a beautiful soul inside n out n have help many with their own battles... you have helped me while rehabbing from having both my hips replaced without even knowing it ...I know wht its like to live with a childhood disability, being told you will never walk or play or be like the other kids ur own age, Listen lovely young lady u have lots of love n loads of fam/subs tht keep you in their hearts and always will, always remember ur not alone n will never be fighting alone.