eight more than honored, this is dedication and love & I hope everyone appreciates it, can’t stand hear trolls. she is clearly in pain and still uploading 💕 stay strong
The fact that you have all these illnesses and still manage to make over 5 youtube videos a month is amazing! UA-cam isn’t any easy job. You have my respect and I salute you. Please take it easy and take care of yourself. Much love, xo
@@xonerate_5011 Sweety,if you think it's that easy,just do it yourself and then talk Like,even with health issues and pain she is trying to make us feel relax,and there you come,the wise and perfect human on earth talking about how easy it is to whisper for 30 mins,nobody asked for your opinion
you can tell she’s trying to hold back tears. you’re so so strong, maddie. take any and as much time as you need to take care of yourself. you’re the most important to you, prioritize yourself first. you’re absolutely not alone, we’re all here for you. take care of yourself and your health, we all love you. 💜
This made me a bit teary eyed the start were she was saying, “you fit just right here” made me feel appreciated I have always been cancelled out and that just made me so happy!!
you’ve been on my heart so much lately and i’ve been praying for you and your health every day. the Lord is present with you in your struggles and knows exactly how you feel. you are so loved and so heard by this community and by our Savior. sending you soooo much love and light. thank you for all that you do for us ♥️
Lyric Wegele your sweet sweet words brought tears to my eyes. I feel so seen, heard, and loved!! My God is always with me! Thank you for reminding me of that sometimes I need it. Sending you so much love and light! How are you ?how was your week going? Love you💕
i’m currently 18 weeks pregnant and so this week i have been becoming very familiar with back pain and round ligament pain 😅 but God has been so tender and merciful. and i know that He purposefully brings people like you into my daily life who share their struggles with courage and humility. it sets such a powerful example for me. and it is so encouraging to know that i’m not alone in my struggles and that i don’t have to pretend to be. God’s love and grace is so abundant, and i’m so grateful to share that with a fellow sister and such a loving community ♥️
@@lyriceve Omg congratulations!!!!!! 😍😭💞💞💞💞💞💞 wow you got the round ligament pain early! I get so excited when someone is pregnant because my baby daughter has been THE BIGGEST BLESSING that God has EVER given me I love her so much. And I'm sure itll be the same for you IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU! Do you know if itll be a boy or girl yet? 😀
Jessica PZ thank you so much!! and yes, the round ligament pain feels very premature this time around 😅 i barely had any at all with my son during my first pregnancy- and this one has been way different! but we find out the gender next week and we are sooooo excited. i totally agree about our babies being the biggest blessings from the Lord. loving my son has given me the teeny tiniest glimpse of what God’s unconditional love looks like, and it’s so beautiful! ♥️
I'm a doctor and I see a very very strong young girl. You're truely an inspiration for me rn. You work so hard on UA-cam and patreon. You have the right to hide whenever you want. You are so so brave and an amazing human! Love you Maddy YOU ARE NOT ALONE. 💖💖😘😘💕💕
I’m sorry to hear about all of your health issues and I really hope things go up from here. I always wonder how this affects your relationship... I’m sure it’s hard but relationships can be hard as it is, I wonder how you two adjust or if you even have to. Much love!
This is so personal, but so true, struggling with illness is tough, you are so strong and risk your health just to make all of us feel safe and relaxed, you’re so amazing ❤️
I felt really really bad hearing this in comparison to yours, my problems feel so unimportant, I hope you get better soon and I hope you know that I love you❤️
All problems are relevant, are important, everyone Iives their own hell, and finds a way to get out. So, ur problems are important too, even if they look small
Maddie ❤️ This is the first time I comment, but I have watched you for the last few months. You are such a strong, brave girl. So sorry to hear you are battling with that awful disease. The amount of pain you must go through, and still, you have it in you to make videos to help others... you’re an angel. When I was little, they thought I had EDS because I have overly flexible joints. It was a very scary time. I’m sending you a big hug with all my love xx
Ngl you're the first person that actaully helps me go to sleep and genuinely cares about their viewers, thanks alot I hope everything is going good for you 💞💕
I really hope things start going better for you. i have an autoimmune disorder that makes me have pain A LOT, so i somewhat understand what you go through. 🥺 Thank you so so much for loving us and giving us tingles/relaxation.💗
Hey Lily! Thank you for your sweet words. I very much empathize with you on all of the pain. I know exactly how exhausting it can be. Remember, you always have the safe space to come to if you are feeling overwhelmed. I’m so happy you are here and love you💕💕💕
@@madsasmr1838 did you hear about pranic energy? its about our energy and how we can heal ourselfs and others, also it works a lot with the pains, read a little about it love you
You have inspired so many people including me to help other people and be caring of others. I have been thinking a lot about you these past couple of days. Sending you lots of love and strength.❤️
This is so so interesting to me as I’m a nurse. Loved hearing about it but I’m so sorry you have to deal with it. Been watching your channel for so long and I admire you so much! 💖
Being that I’m a Patreon member I knew all of these things but every time I hear you speak on what you successfully fight through on a daily basis it fills me with wonder. I simply am in awe of you, your courage and your strength. And I just want you to know that I see you. I hear you. I empathize with you. I love you. You are not alone and I’m sending SO much positivity, healing energy, love and light your way everyday. Thank you for sharing YOU with US. 💜
maddie is one of the best youtubers no doubt, despite her health and her own life she always takes time to check of her subscribers. you can see how humble and kind she is. take care mads, you deserve the world. ily.🥺
Wow, I had no idea you had EDS! I used to look after a young woman who had the same, I'd never even heard of it before then. Hats off to you, you're a tough cookie xx
@@jadee2313 I'm no expert by any means, but my experience of EDS is having incredibly fragile joints to the point where they dislocate really easily. The young lady I used to look after couldn't raise her arms above her head to wash her own hair as her shoulders would just dislocate. She'd also wake up in the morning with a few joints out of place the majority of the time. Incredibly painful and often debilitating. Really stretchy skin is also associated with EDS. Hope this helps x
You are so young and yet have to deal with so much. I admire how responsable you are with your channel and Patreon. Thank you for sharing your story about your health. I pray you heal. You deserve a happy healthy life. Sending you best wishes from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷
omg maddie I have EDS!! I've never known anyone else who has it. you do so well uploading so much with your other illnesses on top of it as well, I could never! Thanks for sharing with us and thank you for helping me to sleep nearly every night - your whispers always send my insomnia packing ❤
Do you have to get scanned for aortic dissection? They were worried about that with me. It ended up being something else with an average lifespan of 10 years. I know what it's like to feel so alone and just knowing I'm not helps. Blessings to you!
sophie marie this is the first video I’ve ever seen of hers and was shocked to hear she has EDS and now to read you do too. I commented to her that on Rupaul’s Drag Race season 11 there was a contestant who has it. I had never heard of it before and knew it was rare. If you have Netflix you can watch Drag Race. Her name is Yvie Oddley and she discusses her condition on one or more of the episodes. I found it so interesting and seeing that you have EDS I thought you may be interested. If you don’t have Netflix you can look her up or go on her IG. Please keep safe during these times.😊❤️🙏
I teared up when you started mentioning all of illnesses that you have, I felt it in your voice. It is exhausting. You are brave, but most importantly you are strong. I admire that from you. 💙
Literally sitting in my pajamas struggling with some of the same health issues, but seeing the resilience of people like you makes it a million times easier to get through the day. The pain of the new normal won't last forever, and the way you manage to deal with your health is nothing short of incredible. I hope you find some relief soon 💖
i really needed this, thank you so so much. i really appreciate you having the strength for sharing with what’s going, i love you so so much. just remember you’re never alone, you have your friends, your family and us guys
- SIBBY Hey love, I’m so happy that you are here! Thank you for your sweet sweet words. I love you lots and lots! Thank you for reminding me that I’m never alone. Sometimes I need that. I hope you always know that this safe space is slay always here for you, and that you are never alone💕💕
mads asmr of course :) sometimes even viewers forget that creators are humans who have feelings. i understand how it takes time and effort to make videos. it’s important that we’re here for you too! 🥺
This reminded me to remember and be thankful for my health- that it’s not something to take for granted like I often do. I hope you continue to heal and that these doctors can do their best at helping you to thrive again!
That tapping on your medical thing felt like an ultimate "f*ck you, illness" move from you, and l felt bizarrely empowered by it. As should you, you're truely fantastic.
This vid actually broke my heart a bit. I just wanna give you a big hug. Stay strong girl. You have reminded me to be thankful for my health and to not take it for granted. I enjoy your vids so much and I'm so proud that you continue to make content, even when you're feeling so down. Thank you for sharing such a private part of your life with us. I appreciate you 💗
Hey, Maddie. I'm your mads from Russia. Even despite the fact that my English level is quite ok, sometimes I can't clearly understand all words in asmr (the second reason is that I usually fall asleep before you finish the video :D) Never mind I watched this video several times in order to catch all your words. You're a fantastic women. Thank you (sorry for some grammar or lexical mistakes)
@@fiasofia4385 Она рассказывает о 4 разных болезнях. В описании к видео даны и сокращенные названия, можно просто загуглить и чекнуть, что это. Прости, что так отсылаю, просто я уже содержание ролика забыла, а пересматривать нет возможности❤
Your English is really good! I just have one correction if you want it: in that context, you would say woman instead of women (women is plural.) I hope you can understand this. 😊
I have an autoimmune condition and have been hospitalized for certain issues. I just really respect that you are financially secure because you have made this asmr work for you so well. It is commendable that you allow yourself to be so vulnerable and share your experiences with us. Thank you for all you do. Stay positive...you are obviously beautiful outside and equally as beautiful inside. You're asmr is the best out here for me.
i always wondered what yout conditions were because im chronically ill too, and finding out that we literally share FOUR chronic illnesses gives me some closure. thank you for posting even though you're struggling, but remember to take a break when you're low on spoons, we get it.
I don’t have physical health problems, but I do struggle with depression and anxiety. On the days it’s hard to leave the bed or couch, I put my headphones in and play your videos while I try to make myself function, they help me get up and take care of myself. So thank you for that.
You'll always be accepted here and you should be able to openly talk like this, thank you for doing so now and thank you for still providing us asmr videos through this tough time. I hope you feel better, positive and take care of yourself while you're home. We love you ♡
I hope u get better try to drink a lot of good fluid to flush out all the bad toxins in your body. Stay healthy my friend remember we are here for you if anything we love you mads
I have MS which gives me various symptoms and treatments so I understand where you're coming from. You are very courageous for sharing your medical struggles as well as motivating and inspiring. Thanks for sharing 💜
For my entire life I've been the only person I knew with Ehlers- Danlos Syndromes. I remember always feeling alone growing up because I had no one to relate too. To find our now that someone who I creatively look up to has what I have suddenly makes me feel less alone. I've never even met you in person and yet you've managed to lift a feeling I've longer suppressed as I got older, truly, thank you
I'm a humanist and most people won't say anything against that. To most atheists, praying is just a way of saying you are thinking of them and paying respect. If anyone says you can't say that, they can get lost.
Yes that’s okay! As someone from the chronic illness community, there are things to say and to not say. Avoid saying things like “I hope you get better soon” or stuff like that. Though it comes from a good place, it’s hard for us because that’s not possible. Things like you said is okay. Things like “I hope you have a good health or pain day soon” is good. Obviously you probably didn’t need to know that, I just wanted to say that! So yeah! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I have multiple health conditions too. Every day I’m in pain. I just want you to know how inspirational you are to me and how much you comfort me. You’re so brave 💕
Maddie, you’re so strong. You do not have to come on here and explain yourself to us but you do because you love us. You are in my prayers everyday. Lots and lots of love to you. 🖤
Maddie - just wanted you to know that you’re incredible. So powerful, strong, and full of joy and kindness. You are truly an amazing, genuine person. Thank you for sharing your story. You are helping so many people.
I have had kidney issues for the past 3 years I can so relate. I too have a tube coming out of my right kidney. I have a bacteria infection as well that required intense antibiotics while hospitalized. I have MERSA and ESBL and one other just can't remember what it is. So I definitely can relate and thank you so so much for continuing to post for us. I too do home health care. Health issues suck. Love you Maddie and thank you.
I pray for health for you and I and everyone else who’s hurting. I feel you so deeply. I can’t even get up without someone helping me and pain 24/7. But we will get through this!!! We are strong!
Thank you for the update, I’ve been thinking about you and praying for you a lot these past few months! You are such an inspiration and thank you for being honest about how you struggle with everything. I hope you know how much we appreciate you and I am so happy to hear you have a good support system physically with you as well (family, boyfriend). 💗💗
I’m so sorry Maddie that there are people out there that make you feel like you cannot be safe here. You are so kind and do not deserve to be fearful about sharing your life. You are incredibly brave and courageous I cannot even imagine being in your place. You are in my thoughts❤️ thank you for everything you do for us even though you’re going through a lot 💕 and please never get down on yourself if you cannot post a video! Your health and well being are the most important thing 💕😊
Thank you for all these healing feeling. Hearing you sharing your thoughts with us is such a lovely experience. I feel so loved even from someone I have never met, how is this possible 💚
Trang Lê it’s such a funny thing how we can feel so loved, heard, and seen in this community. I’m so blessed to be here with all of you. I’m so happy that you are here! Sending you lots of love❤️❤️
Well screw my damn fever. I’m sorry you’re having to deal with all of this. But I’m extremely proud of you for still being able to keep a positive attitude. I know it’s not easy. Stay strong pretty girl
Having chronic illness & always experiencing new normals are one of those gifts that keep on giving (crohns & I are well acquainted, I'll more than likely be having another surgery soon)!!😒😬 I haven't had a port yet, but I have had 2 temporary hickmans. Thank you for sharing this with us, & NO ONE in these comments should be anything but supportive or quiet. I hope that you're able to get some more mobility back, & less pain.❤💟❤
You are so strong and so amazing and you are literally so calm during all of this!! I don’t even know what i would do if i was going through everything you were going through. Keep on going girl you’ll get through this!
I have always been curious about what conditions you have. Ever since I subscribed to your channel I know there have been brief things said here and there about you having conditions, but I wanted to be respectful to you and knew you would share this information on your own terms. It’s so unfortunate you endure all this and I hate it so very much for you. I also have so much respect for you because despite all that you endure each day, you still open your heart to others and care so much about others. You have such a humble, caring, and kind heart. The world truly needs more people like you. Continue to take care of yourself and be kind to your body. You are so strong❤️.
Literally shouted “yes”! Perfect timing. I feel soooo depressed right now I’m fed up. Can’t wait to relax 🥺❤️ thank you mads, so much love sending your way. Hope all gets better for you, you deserve the world xx EDIT: Thank you for sharing this with us, I didn’t realise you went through so much 🙁 I’m sorry you have to go through this. I love how open you are with it all. I wish I could help :( sending my love. We are all right behind you every step of the way xxx
this is one of the many reasons why i love mads so much. even though she has all these illnesses and she has so much on her plate,, she still manages to find the time to make videos so that WE can be relaxed. thank you so much maddie,, we all love you so much.
Also, know that you’re so supported and you don’t have to be scared to show the real you. Seeing you vulnerable makes us all feel more apt to do the same. Thanks for being you.
First time commenting, but I’ve been watching for a few months now and you’re genuinely one of my top 3 fav ASMRtists. And that’s crazy cause you do very basic stuff compared to other ASMRtists but you’re so freakin’ good at it and such a pro that it doesn’t even matter how basic it is, cause it still works on me more than any other ASMR video. I didn’t know about your health and I’m so sorry. I’m genuinely frustrated at this news and hope you get better. The fact you still choose to go through the effort of making these vids for us despite your condition is amazing. And I’m gonna make a much more conscious effort to comment more and talk with you from now on to see how you’re doing. 🙂
Im so sorry you have had to feel fearful or hide the fact that you’re struggling with your health. Its something we so often take for granted but hearing you talk about it has really made me extra appreciate the fact that i am here and able to watch you to help me sleep! I hope one day you feel stronger and lighter. Thankyou for opening up and being so kind ❤️
The fact that Maddie puts effort into her videos matter most. She may not be healthy healthy, but she tries. She inspires me to do things even though I may not be in the best condition
I'll be forever thankful to you and your sister not only for your amazing asmr content, but also for opening up about EDS. It made me realize I was not crazy or hypocondriac, in fact I am now followed by a doctor who actually diagnosed ne with hEDS. I feel less crazy and freaky, thanks to you girls ❤ stay strong beautiful Mads 💟
I know how hard it can be to have things going wrong in your body and feeling like you've got no control over anything, going to doctors and hospitals all the time and feel like that's taking over your entire life. I'm so deeply impressed by how strong you are - still remaining positive and continuing to work on this channel. You're truly wonderful, Maddie and I really hope you get better ❤️
You are incredibly brave and courageous Maddie!! Thank you for sharing your health situation with us. I can't even imagine living with one of the illnesses you deal with, let alone the several you manage to deal with on a daily basis. You inspire and encourage so many people with your life experience and are exactly what UA-cam needs - real and inspiring. I pray for God's healing hand over you and that he continues to fill you with strength to get through the tough times. Thank you for being such a wonderful example to the world. You are an absolute breath of fresh air. Praying for nothing but goodness and improved health for you ❤
Thank you for sharing this, I've not had great health in my life either and I use a wheelchair, Thank you for your content and everything you do for this community.
Jordan hey Jordan, I’m so happy that you are here in this community. I’m sorry that you can empathize on the subject of not great health.... But I hope you know that this safe Spaces is always here for you.Sending you so much love and light! XOXO
I just came across this video and thank you for being so open, I know how hard it can be to talk about things like this. I also have MCAS along with severe rheumatoid Arthritis, fibromyalgia, and suspected crohns. The isolation and pain I feel from these conditions is sometimes indescribable, and having someone else talk about their own unique experience with health conditions and chronic pain makes me feel less alone. 💖
This honestly made me close to tears. At first when i didn't know her i thought she was just another asmrtist but when i learned of all her health conditions and kindness i realized how amazing she really was. You're so amazing. Aaaah
I've noticed your absence and have been worried! Thank you for posting an update. I'm so sorry for your new ailments and diagnoses, but please keep us updated on your good days, we miss you! Please take care of yourself. So much love! ❤️
you are so strong and inspirational ♡ you always brighten my day and make me feel less alone, I have mental health disorders that can make me feel isolated but when I enter this safe space that you have created i can have a bit of a break
Maddie, i cant believe everything you are going through, you are such a strong person. Sending lots of love all the way from Argentina. Hope you can get better, we are here for you, always❤️
Oh maddie, I had no idea you were struggling like this. You are so strong and brave, we can all see the fight in you! Please know that many of us are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers every day. We are so grateful for the hard work you put into this channel! Being an ASMR creator is a very selfless job. You dedicate your time, money, and energy to making others feel safe and relaxed, and that effort and generosity is nothing to sneeze at! We see you, we hear you, we appreciate the devil out of you.
You’re amazing Maddy! Thank you for your dedication and commitment to your audience. Each of us is carrying our own struggles, and it’s a humbling reminder to lead with love and be kind. Life is tough, but so so are you.
I’m so incredibly astounded by your vulnerability, kindness, and your heart. You’re going through so much and we see it and we see YOU. I’ve been following you for a long time but this is the first time I’ve really heard a lot about your health and I appreciate your openness SO much. You’re so strong and I know you’re an inspiration to so many. The trolls that comment awful things-they don’t know you, nor can they pretend to. Know that this is your family, this is YOUR safe space, you’re SEEN, and you’re very LOVED by so many (family, friends, God, your subscribers who ARE your family). Always be you. There is nothing to be ashamed of. You’re an inspiration and I’m so proud of you.
My blessings for you!! You're such a brave person for sharing all of this, like you said we many times think that people on social media have a perfect life and we envy that and we are not happy with what we have, not knowing the struggles they have
I relapsed yesterday after nearly a year which had me feeling really down and tearful today, I’m up Nd I have school again tomorrow I really needed this video :(( thank you 💓
The fact that Ive been watching Grace and Maddie for the longest , this broke my heart . I teared up watching this , I feel honored that even tho your going thru so much your still DEDICATED to making videos for us ‼️🧡 Your in my prayers Mads 😘🤞🏽 Get well soon beautiful 💙💙💙💙💙💙
I really pray and hope for your suffering to lessen and if possible completely diminish.. I am dealing with my own health issue at the moment and I know how terrible it can be.You're a lovely woman and have a very relaxing voice which many are thankful for. God bless Maddie
Although she isn't 100% healthy she still makes asmr videos for us.
We should feel honored
Absolutely!💞
Leandro Gomes naaah I’m aight, thanks for the offer tho
Yes absolutely
Leandro Gomes this video deserves no negative comments please do not interrupt the positive vibes in our community
eight more than honored, this is dedication and love & I hope everyone appreciates it, can’t stand hear trolls. she is clearly in pain and still uploading 💕 stay strong
The fact that you have all these illnesses and still manage to make over 5 youtube videos a month is amazing! UA-cam isn’t any easy job. You have my respect and I salute you. Please take it easy and take care of yourself. Much love, xo
Chandler Deagle ok chandler
@@xonerate_5011 Sweety,if you think it's that easy,just do it yourself and then talk
Like,even with health issues and pain she is trying to make us feel relax,and there you come,the wise and perfect human on earth talking about how easy it is to whisper for 30 mins,nobody asked for your opinion
@@Myself-nb7yj chill out its a comment
@@yomamanewman8781 get help
@@yomamanewman8781 bruh what
you can tell she’s trying to hold back tears. you’re so so strong, maddie. take any and as much time as you need to take care of yourself. you’re the most important to you, prioritize yourself first. you’re absolutely not alone, we’re all here for you. take care of yourself and your health, we all love you. 💜
Yeah I noticed at times that she would stop and take a second, I feel bad cuz this is like really deep stuff
emily wdym
Time Stamp??
Kinda know why she shows her lips only
This made me a bit teary eyed the start were she was saying, “you fit just right here” made me feel appreciated I have always been cancelled out and that just made me so happy!!
you’ve been on my heart so much lately and i’ve been praying for you and your health every day. the Lord is present with you in your struggles and knows exactly how you feel. you are so loved and so heard by this community and by our Savior. sending you soooo much love and light. thank you for all that you do for us ♥️
Lyric Wegele your sweet sweet words brought tears to my eyes. I feel so seen, heard, and loved!! My God is always with me! Thank you for reminding me of that sometimes I need it. Sending you so much love and light! How are you ?how was your week going? Love you💕
i’m currently 18 weeks pregnant and so this week i have been becoming very familiar with back pain and round ligament pain 😅 but God has been so tender and merciful. and i know that He purposefully brings people like you into my daily life who share their struggles with courage and humility. it sets such a powerful example for me. and it is so encouraging to know that i’m not alone in my struggles and that i don’t have to pretend to be. God’s love and grace is so abundant, and i’m so grateful to share that with a fellow sister and such a loving community ♥️
@@lyriceve Omg congratulations!!!!!! 😍😭💞💞💞💞💞💞 wow you got the round ligament pain early! I get so excited when someone is pregnant because my baby daughter has been THE BIGGEST BLESSING that God has EVER given me I love her so much. And I'm sure itll be the same for you IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU! Do you know if itll be a boy or girl yet? 😀
Jessica PZ thank you so much!! and yes, the round ligament pain feels very premature this time around 😅 i barely had any at all with my son during my first pregnancy- and this one has been way different! but we find out the gender next week and we are sooooo excited. i totally agree about our babies being the biggest blessings from the Lord. loving my son has given me the teeny tiniest glimpse of what God’s unconditional love looks like, and it’s so beautiful! ♥️
Your child is probably already born, but just wanted to say... Congratulations!!! It’s beautiful to bring another person to this world.
I'm a doctor and I see a very very strong young girl. You're truely an inspiration for me rn. You work so hard on UA-cam and patreon. You have the right to hide whenever you want. You are so so brave and an amazing human! Love you Maddy YOU ARE NOT ALONE. 💖💖😘😘💕💕
lol dunked on what the heck is wrong with you maddie is so strong and you are why she never shares her life
@@alyaibrahim2025 huh- what did the person say that’s wrong lol
*These traditionally whisper rambles are my favorite to fall asleep to! You can always feel safe to vent to us love!*
Ikr
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She is so strong for all that she goes through yet she still makes sure she uploads and is honest with us. She’s inspirational
I’m sorry to hear about all of your health issues and I really hope things go up from here. I always wonder how this affects your relationship... I’m sure it’s hard but relationships can be hard as it is, I wonder how you two adjust or if you even have to. Much love!
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You right I have two autoimmune diseases and I'm single guys can't handle me with my high and lows blood work medication hospital etc ....
Madison Becker what is exactly illness name?
This is so personal, but so true, struggling with illness is tough, you are so strong and risk your health just to make all of us feel safe and relaxed, you’re so amazing ❤️
Thank you so much for acknowledging me maddie! 😭❤️
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I felt really really bad hearing this in comparison to yours, my problems feel so unimportant, I hope you get better soon and I hope you know that I love you❤️
No problem is unimportant, no matter how severe. Take care of yourself ❤❤
All problems are relevant, are important, everyone Iives their own hell, and finds a way to get out. So, ur problems are important too, even if they look small
Yes her health issues are so unfortunate, but don’t put yourself down. No matter how small ur issues, you matter 💕
Maddie ❤️ This is the first time I comment, but I have watched you for the last few months. You are such a strong, brave girl. So sorry to hear you are battling with that awful disease. The amount of pain you must go through, and still, you have it in you to make videos to help others... you’re an angel. When I was little, they thought I had EDS because I have overly flexible joints. It was a very scary time. I’m sending you a big hug with all my love xx
Ngl you're the first person that actaully helps me go to sleep and genuinely cares about their viewers, thanks alot I hope everything is going good for you 💞💕
Leandro Gomes dude if you need to spread any type of hate, please go elsewhere. have some class, maybe some respect for other people?
@@caroline4514 thanks man you're so nice 🤧💞
nam skittles yeah no problem 💛💛🌻
I really hope things start going better for you.
i have an autoimmune disorder that makes me have pain A LOT, so i somewhat understand what you go through. 🥺
Thank you so so much for loving us and giving us tingles/relaxation.💗
Hey Lily! Thank you for your sweet words. I very much empathize with you on all of the pain. I know exactly how exhausting it can be. Remember, you always have the safe space to come to if you are feeling overwhelmed. I’m so happy you are here and love you💕💕💕
@@madsasmr1838 did you hear about pranic energy? its about our energy and how we can heal ourselfs and others, also it works a lot with the pains, read a little about it
love you
hey! read a little about pranic energy and how it works, maybe it will help you ❤
@@hazeeeeeeeeel excuse me, what did I say worng?
Does mads have a PO Box? I think it would be so fun to send her letters and cute things :)
You have inspired so many people including me to help other people and be caring of others. I have been thinking a lot about you these past couple of days. Sending you lots of love and strength.❤️
edafoxx ASMR I didn’t know you watch Maddie! I love you both so much 💕
I appreciate you sharing this with us mads, we understand how hard this is or you! Carry on being amazing ❤️
I'm so happy you are here! Thank you for the sweet words, love!!💖
Layla Rivers we need more comments like this 🥺❤️
Whatever It Takes yes we do.
Whatever It Takes if these comments are for attention then it’s really shitty
Whatever It Takes take your negativity elsewhere we don’t want it
This is so so interesting to me as I’m a nurse. Loved hearing about it but I’m so sorry you have to deal with it. Been watching your channel for so long and I admire you so much! 💖
Being that I’m a Patreon member I knew all of these things but every time I hear you speak on what you successfully fight through on a daily basis it fills me with wonder. I simply am in awe of you, your courage and your strength. And I just want you to know that I see you. I hear you. I empathize with you. I love you. You are not alone and I’m sending SO much positivity, healing energy, love and light your way everyday. Thank you for sharing YOU with US. 💜
maddie is one of the best youtubers no doubt, despite her health and her own life she always takes time to check of her subscribers. you can see how humble and kind she is. take care mads, you deserve the world. ily.🥺
Wow, I had no idea you had EDS! I used to look after a young woman who had the same, I'd never even heard of it before then. Hats off to you, you're a tough cookie xx
SavarooN B I’m french so i don’t understand what this disease is, can you explain please?😘
@@jadee2313 I'm no expert by any means, but my experience of EDS is having incredibly fragile joints to the point where they dislocate really easily. The young lady I used to look after couldn't raise her arms above her head to wash her own hair as her shoulders would just dislocate. She'd also wake up in the morning with a few joints out of place the majority of the time. Incredibly painful and often debilitating. Really stretchy skin is also associated with EDS. Hope this helps x
@@savaroonb6524 that must be really hard I feel bad for people who have it like maids :( that’s sweat that you looked after that person
You are so young and yet have to deal with so much. I admire how responsable you are with your channel and Patreon. Thank you for sharing your story about your health. I pray you heal. You deserve a happy healthy life. Sending you best wishes from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷
omg maddie I have EDS!! I've never known anyone else who has it. you do so well uploading so much with your other illnesses on top of it as well, I could never! Thanks for sharing with us and thank you for helping me to sleep nearly every night - your whispers always send my insomnia packing ❤
Do you have to get scanned for aortic dissection? They were worried about that with me. It ended up being something else with an average lifespan of 10 years. I know what it's like to feel so alone and just knowing I'm not helps. Blessings to you!
sophie marie this is the first video I’ve ever seen of hers and was shocked to hear she has EDS and now to read you do too. I commented to her that on Rupaul’s Drag Race season 11 there was a contestant who has it. I had never heard of it before and knew it was rare. If you have Netflix you can watch Drag Race. Her name is Yvie Oddley and she discusses her condition on one or more of the episodes. I found it so interesting and seeing that you have EDS I thought you may be interested. If you don’t have Netflix you can look her up or go on her IG. Please keep safe during these times.😊❤️🙏
Super weird my name is also Sophie Marie and I also have EDS! You’re super not alone! ❤️
Check out Jessica Kellgren-Fozard! She’s a UA-camr that makes videos about disability n other things but she has EDS too!
this actually made me so sad:( im praying for you mads stay strong
*So proud to be part of this amazing community!* ❤️
*mads ASMR is just AMAZING!!* 💜
I'm so happy you are here!!! XOXO 💕💕 Love you!!
I teared up when you started mentioning all of illnesses that you have, I felt it in your voice. It is exhausting. You are brave, but most importantly you are strong. I admire that from you. 💙
What illnesses does she actually have
Literally sitting in my pajamas struggling with some of the same health issues, but seeing the resilience of people like you makes it a million times easier to get through the day. The pain of the new normal won't last forever, and the way you manage to deal with your health is nothing short of incredible. I hope you find some relief soon 💖
I speak for anyone when I say this, take ur time, worry about yourself and ur health, we will ALWAYS be here for you. WE LOVE YOU MADS ❤️❤️
i really needed this, thank you so so much. i really appreciate you having the strength for sharing with what’s going, i love you so so much. just remember you’re never alone, you have your friends, your family and us guys
- SIBBY Hey love, I’m so happy that you are here! Thank you for your sweet sweet words. I love you lots and lots! Thank you for reminding me that I’m never alone. Sometimes I need that. I hope you always know that this safe space is slay always here for you, and that you are never alone💕💕
mads asmr of course :) sometimes even viewers forget that creators are humans who have feelings. i understand how it takes time and effort to make videos. it’s important that we’re here for you too! 🥺
Mads: Is at 420k subs
Me: *nice*
Nice
Me: was the 69th like
Also me: *nice*
This reminded me to remember and be thankful for my health- that it’s not something to take for granted like I often do. I hope you continue to heal and that these doctors can do their best at helping you to thrive again!
That tapping on your medical thing felt like an ultimate "f*ck you, illness" move from you, and l felt bizarrely empowered by it. As should you, you're truely fantastic.
when she says this is a safe place, she means it. I feel very safe with you Madi, thank you so much for giving me that!
This vid actually broke my heart a bit. I just wanna give you a big hug. Stay strong girl. You have reminded me to be thankful for my health and to not take it for granted. I enjoy your vids so much and I'm so proud that you continue to make content, even when you're feeling so down. Thank you for sharing such a private part of your life with us. I appreciate you 💗
Hey, Maddie. I'm your mads from Russia. Even despite the fact that my English level is quite ok, sometimes I can't clearly understand all words in asmr (the second reason is that I usually fall asleep before you finish the video :D) Never mind I watched this video several times in order to catch all your words. You're a fantastic women. Thank you
(sorry for some grammar or lexical mistakes)
wugui xiao your english is really good!
wugui xiao если можешь, объясни на русском, что с ней... я к сожалению не понимаю ...
@@fiasofia4385 Она рассказывает о 4 разных болезнях. В описании к видео даны и сокращенные названия, можно просто загуглить и чекнуть, что это. Прости, что так отсылаю, просто я уже содержание ролика забыла, а пересматривать нет возможности❤
wugui xiao спасибо !!
Your English is really good! I just have one correction if you want it: in that context, you would say woman instead of women (women is plural.) I hope you can understand this. 😊
I have an autoimmune condition and have been hospitalized for certain issues. I just really respect that you are financially secure because you have made this asmr work for you so well. It is commendable that you allow yourself to be so vulnerable and share your experiences with us. Thank you for all you do. Stay positive...you are obviously beautiful outside and equally as beautiful inside. You're asmr is the best out here for me.
I appreciate your honesty to share this with us, and I have a lot of respect for you, stay strong, it will all be fine ❤❤❤❤
10:09 don't apologise for that! i appreciate you sharing all of this personal stuff and i'm so glad you feel you have a safe space here ❤️
i always wondered what yout conditions were because im chronically ill too, and finding out that we literally share FOUR chronic illnesses gives me some closure. thank you for posting even though you're struggling, but remember to take a break when you're low on spoons, we get it.
i have been having serious anxiety stemming from my health. this humbled me a lot to the point of tears. thank you mads, love you 🖤
You are so pretty! If u can’t upload we understand and we all wish the best for you! And roleoplays are super tingly with u!!!
You're so strong, darling.
I'm so beyond proud of you for pushing through every day.
We love you!💞
I don’t have physical health problems, but I do struggle with depression and anxiety. On the days it’s hard to leave the bed or couch, I put my headphones in and play your videos while I try to make myself function, they help me get up and take care of myself. So thank you for that.
You'll always be accepted here and you should be able to openly talk like this, thank you for doing so now and thank you for still providing us asmr videos through this tough time. I hope you feel better, positive and take care of yourself while you're home. We love you ♡
I hope u get better try to drink a lot of good fluid to flush out all the bad toxins in your body. Stay healthy my friend remember we are here for you if anything we love you mads
I needed to destress after class and your video came up, you’re the best 💓
I totally get that! Hope you love this video!💕
mads asmr Thank you so much, I appreciate it! 💕 I hope you have a lovely day!
I have MS which gives me various symptoms and treatments so I understand where you're coming from. You are very courageous for sharing your medical struggles as well as motivating and inspiring. Thanks for sharing 💜
For my entire life I've been the only person I knew with Ehlers- Danlos Syndromes. I remember always feeling alone growing up because I had no one to relate too. To find our now that someone who I creatively look up to has what I have suddenly makes me feel less alone. I've never even met you in person and yet you've managed to lift a feeling I've longer suppressed as I got older, truly, thank you
Prayers up if that’s ok to say?? If not, good vibes your way. 💛
I'm a humanist and most people won't say anything against that. To most atheists, praying is just a way of saying you are thinking of them and paying respect. If anyone says you can't say that, they can get lost.
Yesss! Pray for her. 💖 💖 💖 💖 Why wouldn't that be ok to say?
Yes that’s okay! As someone from the chronic illness community, there are things to say and to not say. Avoid saying things like “I hope you get better soon” or stuff like that. Though it comes from a good place, it’s hard for us because that’s not possible. Things like you said is okay. Things like “I hope you have a good health or pain day soon” is good. Obviously you probably didn’t need to know that, I just wanted to say that! So yeah! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I have multiple health conditions too. Every day I’m in pain. I just want you to know how inspirational you are to me and how much you comfort me. You’re so brave 💕
Maddie, you’re so strong.
You do not have to come on here and explain yourself to us but you do because you love us. You are in my prayers everyday. Lots and lots of love to you. 🖤
Maddie - just wanted you to know that you’re incredible. So powerful, strong, and full of joy and kindness. You are truly an amazing, genuine person. Thank you for sharing your story. You are helping so many people.
I have had kidney issues for the past 3 years I can so relate. I too have a tube coming out of my right kidney. I have a bacteria infection as well that required intense antibiotics while hospitalized. I have MERSA and ESBL and one other just can't remember what it is. So I definitely can relate and thank you so so much for continuing to post for us. I too do home health care. Health issues suck. Love you Maddie and thank you.
I pray for health for you and I and everyone else who’s hurting. I feel you so deeply. I can’t even get up without someone helping me and pain 24/7. But we will get through this!!! We are strong!
Thank you for the update, I’ve been thinking about you and praying for you a lot these past few months! You are such an inspiration and thank you for being honest about how you struggle with everything. I hope you know how much we appreciate you and I am so happy to hear you have a good support system physically with you as well (family, boyfriend). 💗💗
I’m so sorry Maddie that there are people out there that make you feel like you cannot be safe here. You are so kind and do not deserve to be fearful about sharing your life. You are incredibly brave and courageous I cannot even imagine being in your place. You are in my thoughts❤️ thank you for everything you do for us even though you’re going through a lot 💕 and please never get down on yourself if you cannot post a video! Your health and well being are the most important thing 💕😊
when she says “i love you” my heart warms up so much thanks mads i love your ASMR❤️💕 and i hope you feel better!🥺
Thank you for all these healing feeling. Hearing you sharing your thoughts with us is such a lovely experience. I feel so loved even from someone I have never met, how is this possible 💚
Trang Lê it’s such a funny thing how we can feel so loved, heard, and seen in this community. I’m so blessed to be here with all of you. I’m so happy that you are here! Sending you lots of love❤️❤️
This video was so amazing I cried. It made me feel the least lonely I've felt in months. Thank you
Well screw my damn fever. I’m sorry you’re having to deal with all of this. But I’m extremely proud of you for still being able to keep a positive attitude. I know it’s not easy. Stay strong pretty girl
: im so sorry you have to go through all of that , I nearly cried watching im praying for you no one deserves to go through that 💯
Having chronic illness & always experiencing new normals are one of those gifts that keep on giving (crohns & I are well acquainted, I'll more than likely be having another surgery soon)!!😒😬 I haven't had a port yet, but I have had 2 temporary hickmans. Thank you for sharing this with us, & NO ONE in these comments should be anything but supportive or quiet. I hope that you're able to get some more mobility back, & less pain.❤💟❤
You are so strong and so amazing and you are literally so calm during all of this!! I don’t even know what i would do if i was going through everything you were going through. Keep on going girl you’ll get through this!
I have always been curious about what conditions you have. Ever since I subscribed to your channel I know there have been brief things said here and there about you having conditions, but I wanted to be respectful to you and knew you would share this information on your own terms. It’s so unfortunate you endure all this and I hate it so very much for you. I also have so much respect for you because despite all that you endure each day, you still open your heart to others and care so much about others. You have such a humble, caring, and kind heart. The world truly needs more people like you. Continue to take care of yourself and be kind to your body. You are so strong❤️.
Literally shouted “yes”! Perfect timing. I feel soooo depressed right now I’m fed up. Can’t wait to relax 🥺❤️ thank you mads, so much love sending your way. Hope all gets better for you, you deserve the world xx
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Thank you for sharing this with us, I didn’t realise you went through so much 🙁 I’m sorry you have to go through this. I love how open you are with it all. I wish I could help :( sending my love. We are all right behind you every step of the way xxx
Man she is really going through a lot. I hope that this all gets worked out and I hope that you feel better
this is one of the many reasons why i love mads so much. even though she has all these illnesses and she has so much on her plate,, she still manages to find the time to make videos so that WE can be relaxed. thank you so much maddie,, we all love you so much.
Also, know that you’re so supported and you don’t have to be scared to show the real you. Seeing you vulnerable makes us all feel more apt to do the same. Thanks for being you.
First time commenting, but I’ve been watching for a few months now and you’re genuinely one of my top 3 fav ASMRtists. And that’s crazy cause you do very basic stuff compared to other ASMRtists but you’re so freakin’ good at it and such a pro that it doesn’t even matter how basic it is, cause it still works on me more than any other ASMR video. I didn’t know about your health and I’m so sorry. I’m genuinely frustrated at this news and hope you get better. The fact you still choose to go through the effort of making these vids for us despite your condition is amazing. And I’m gonna make a much more conscious effort to comment more and talk with you from now on to see how you’re doing. 🙂
This breaks my heart you always seem so upbeat and happy 💔
Im so sorry you have had to feel fearful or hide the fact that you’re struggling with your health. Its something we so often take for granted but hearing you talk about it has really made me extra appreciate the fact that i am here and able to watch you to help me sleep!
I hope one day you feel stronger and lighter. Thankyou for opening up and being so kind ❤️
The fact that Maddie puts effort into her videos matter most. She may not be healthy healthy, but she tries. She inspires me to do things even though I may not be in the best condition
Aww Mads!! Sending you all my love and prayers❤🙏 you are an amazing person, l really hope you're gonna feel much better so soon❤
Sending you Love & Light all the way from South Africa x ❤🇿🇦🇿🇦
Naledi Molewa represent ♥️🇿🇦😭
Yeah gurl lets represent 🇿🇦
You are such a strong woman ! You are an inspiration for those who might be going through the same thing.
She still makes videos for her viewers even though she is really sick, I really appreciate it. Hope you get MUCH better.
I'll be forever thankful to you and your sister not only for your amazing asmr content, but also for opening up about EDS. It made me realize I was not crazy or hypocondriac, in fact I am now followed by a doctor who actually diagnosed ne with hEDS. I feel less crazy and freaky, thanks to you girls ❤ stay strong beautiful Mads 💟
I knew you were gonna post when I wasn’t suppose to be sleeping 🤣
I know how hard it can be to have things going wrong in your body and feeling like you've got no control over anything, going to doctors and hospitals all the time and feel like that's taking over your entire life. I'm so deeply impressed by how strong you are - still remaining positive and continuing to work on this channel. You're truly wonderful, Maddie and I really hope you get better ❤️
You are incredibly brave and courageous Maddie!! Thank you for sharing your health situation with us. I can't even imagine living with one of the illnesses you deal with, let alone the several you manage to deal with on a daily basis. You inspire and encourage so many people with your life experience and are exactly what UA-cam needs - real and inspiring. I pray for God's healing hand over you and that he continues to fill you with strength to get through the tough times. Thank you for being such a wonderful example to the world. You are an absolute breath of fresh air. Praying for nothing but goodness and improved health for you ❤
Thank you for sharing this, I've not had great health in my life either and I use a wheelchair, Thank you for your content and everything you do for this community.
Jordan hey Jordan, I’m so happy that you are here in this community. I’m sorry that you can empathize on the subject of not great health.... But I hope you know that this safe Spaces is always here for you.Sending you so much love and light! XOXO
This video really made me appreciate the little things in life. Thank you so so much for this video you are an absolute goddess!
Thank you for being so transparent. You are helping more people than you will ever know. I would love an update on Captain Awesome too!
I just came across this video and thank you for being so open, I know how hard it can be to talk about things like this. I also have MCAS along with severe rheumatoid Arthritis, fibromyalgia, and suspected crohns. The isolation and pain I feel from these conditions is sometimes indescribable, and having someone else talk about their own unique experience with health conditions and chronic pain makes me feel less alone. 💖
you’re so committed, and just understand if anything happens we will wait here for you!!! ❤️❤️🤪😫🥺🥺🥺🥺
you are so strong and i’m so proud of you. thank you for sharing this personal part of your life. i love you.
This honestly made me close to tears. At first when i didn't know her i thought she was just another asmrtist but when i learned of all her health conditions and kindness i realized how amazing she really was. You're so amazing. Aaaah
I've noticed your absence and have been worried! Thank you for posting an update. I'm so sorry for your new ailments and diagnoses, but please keep us updated on your good days, we miss you! Please take care of yourself. So much love! ❤️
I was afraid of going to school tomorrow but when I watch you you wash away my worries so I thank you so so so much for that
You are so incredibly strong for dealing with all of that. I can’t even imagine.
Praying for comfort, peace, and healing for you Maddie 💜 you are so loved 💘💘
you are so strong and inspirational ♡ you always brighten my day and make me feel less alone, I have mental health disorders that can make me feel isolated but when I enter this safe space that you have created i can have a bit of a break
Maddie, i cant believe everything you are going through, you are such a strong person. Sending lots of love all the way from Argentina. Hope you can get better, we are here for you, always❤️
Oh maddie, I had no idea you were struggling like this. You are so strong and brave, we can all see the fight in you! Please know that many of us are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers every day. We are so grateful for the hard work you put into this channel! Being an ASMR creator is a very selfless job. You dedicate your time, money, and energy to making others feel safe and relaxed, and that effort and generosity is nothing to sneeze at! We see you, we hear you, we appreciate the devil out of you.
You’re amazing Maddy! Thank you for your dedication and commitment to your audience. Each of us is carrying our own struggles, and it’s a humbling reminder to lead with love and be kind. Life is tough, but so so are you.
I’m so incredibly astounded by your vulnerability, kindness, and your heart. You’re going through so much and we see it and we see YOU. I’ve been following you for a long time but this is the first time I’ve really heard a lot about your health and I appreciate your openness SO much. You’re so strong and I know you’re an inspiration to so many. The trolls that comment awful things-they don’t know you, nor can they pretend to. Know that this is your family, this is YOUR safe space, you’re SEEN, and you’re very LOVED by so many (family, friends, God, your subscribers who ARE your family). Always be you. There is nothing to be ashamed of. You’re an inspiration and I’m so proud of you.
My blessings for you!! You're such a brave person for sharing all of this, like you said we many times think that people on social media have a perfect life and we envy that and we are not happy with what we have, not knowing the struggles they have
I relapsed yesterday after nearly a year which had me feeling really down and tearful today, I’m up Nd I have school again tomorrow I really needed this video :(( thank you 💓
i hope you don’t rush ur self going to school!!
The fact that Ive been watching Grace and Maddie for the longest , this broke my heart . I teared up watching this , I feel honored that even tho your going thru so much your still DEDICATED to making videos for us ‼️🧡 Your in my prayers Mads 😘🤞🏽 Get well soon beautiful 💙💙💙💙💙💙
I really pray and hope for your suffering to lessen and if possible completely diminish..
I am dealing with my own health issue at the moment and I know how terrible it can be.You're a lovely woman and have a very relaxing voice which many are thankful for. God bless Maddie