Fr I was so Depressed of how bad my performance to our final College project I hated myself deeply, I was trying to recover from all of the trauma I experienced. And now my friends find my very annoying this morning and kicked me in the group my depression has just gotten a lot worst
I feel that and i did not even turn 18 yet… dong life at home anymore any have no job .. i feel useless and if my gf and my dog wouldn’t be in my life i would be gone. I cry a lot bc i dont see my family but rn its the best for me..
True. That's how I know for sure that I have depression even without it being oficially diagnosed - I literally don't feel like myself anymore when I don't have this gray cloud around me, the pressing of which I can actually kinda feel.
"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do." - Fairy Tail, by Fellal Fernandes. just spreading the words
True words. Once I met a woman, cheerful kind and simple-minded. I would never guess what difficult time she had time ago. She had hard childhood, her mother kicked her out of the home when she was fifteen. But despite that fact, she said that is was relief, because keep living there would probably even more hard. At that time she even thought about suicide. She worked anywhere she could, her employment history maybe longer than Google user agreement. When she became adult her life was still tough. Night shift on factory, come to home, get the child ready for school, and after sleeping a little wake up and make housework, help child with home work and go to work again. She lived like that for years. And finally, when she earned enough money, bought a decent house and became self-sufficient, a war took everything from her. But now, despite all that, she still has her daughter, and is pregnant with another child. It's dire to think, that such adorable man as her, could die at one time, and I am very glad, that now she's safe and sound and so are her kids. P.S.: sorry for my English. I am on my way to improve it.
THIS.this is why I love youtube - all of you guys in the comments are sharing the most vulnerable moment of your life, supporting your fellow human that felt pain as well as you, bringing value and hope and creating this wonderful place where you don't' mind getting hurt because it's brings sense and meaning to live, and because you NEVER alone. You can feel the greatest sadness only because some day you experienced the greatest happiness and pleasure. Bear this pain as a proof of self-love - you got through it, you are stronger, you are more resilient and with this pain you can bring more love toward yourself and others. love you guys
You never really realize who left you or you've left behind until one day you come home and there's nobody to fill the silence. You decide to pop online to the same old place that's brought you so much comfort and there's nobody there either. When you finally talk to the people you once knew and realize you no longer know them. People don't need to die for you to lose them.
When i was 13 years old, i had found a pigeon with broken neck.. i brought it home and cared for it for two days dedicatedly. tore my pants to make it a fluffy bed, fed it myself, caressed it to sleep. On the second night, i had a feeling that it wont make it the next morning.. i just felt it... and i knew it was last time i am feeding it, last time holding it in my palms.. the next day as i had anticipated, it had left this cruel world. i cried my heart out that day , couldnt find the strength to even touch it. My mom cried seeing me cry. I buried it in the garden behind my house and planted a small flowering plant. To this day, i think of her..my first pet... my panji...
I know it's hard loosing something you have once loved with all of your heart. You're a very kind person taking it in and nurturing her. You're very brave. I'm proud of you for being so strong through your loss. I cannot imagine the pain you feel and felt. I know for a fact Panji was so happy to have a kind soul like yours to take care of her. I hope you take care of yourself
The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed. We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me. Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain. Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again. Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is. Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.
let me tell you, if she left you for another man then that was not love, because love never fails. What you had was a relationship of happiness, you may have loved her, but she didn't love you in the same way. I dislike people who take advantage of others. you didn't deserve that. just hold on, and it wasn't your fault, she just took advantage of her own selfish needs. Dont think of everyone as the same, because some, just like you, know how it feels to be taken advantage of and would never do the same to others. I hope you find someone worth trusting.
If you've felt it, its meant for you. I'm sure you will feel it again with someone equally if not more special than your first love. In a way I'm envious I've never felt love for anyone in my life. Might kind of be an ass for saying that because I don't know how it feels. But please try to find some closure for yourself, because I would like nothing more than to see you succeed in finding love again.
Although I haven't dated anyone yet I just want to remind you that life will get better if you start to be brave again and start loving people and things around you again. May the right people come to you swiftly and safely
Been three yrs now I haven't seen any of them 😕 I still keep in touch tho even tho I may not see them face to face I still see text them from time to time
felt the same way bud. it's been 4 years and all of us went different ways - some went to university in a different town, some moved away, some ended up going to a different country and never came back, others just disappeared. while we do occasionally text each other, it's not the same. bet that a few people will stick around tho - maybe even someone who wasn't that close to you before. :) while others may slowly fade out of your life, there are always those who appear anew. you just have to accept it as one (of many) changes that are going to happen in life.
Don't know if someone is reading this, but if you are: it doesn't matter where you are right now on this planet, I wish you a wonderful day and a happy, peaceful life where all your dreams come true. You are amazing and beautiful! I believe in you!
You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered. Context for those who don't know: The audio failed on the original upload but our TUHS was a real on and reuploaded for us.
I had a soul mate once. I suppose I still do, even if we'll never be together again. I'm grateful for what we got to experience in our six years together. I appreciate this playlist. I wish you happiness in this life and the next, and the next, everyone. You're all just doing your best. We all are.
05/18 i didn't know it was our last time last time together, holding hands i didn't realize, nor notice that quiet, light change in how you said my name before i knew it was the end before i knew your love has died and died the happiness, my heart
Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me. Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.
It won't stay the same forever and I realized it far to late to do anything about it...all I can do is hope I can help others not follow in my footsteps. Thanks for this comment and may God bless you whether you're Christian or not I hope God blesses you with a joyful life full of wonders and memories...
For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
I’ve been there. Watch the movie Swingers on a loop. One day she will come back, or send you an email out of the blue, but by then you will be legitimately over her and be indifferent.
"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."
For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.
I lost my cat, he was my family, my son and my friend. 9 years with him, I don't think I will recover soon from this. I feel empty, I cried so much and now I can't. My room is full of his toys and food. I think time is going to make things easier but he will always be in my head.🏵️🐱✨🕊️
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet who was like family to you is heartbreaking. The grief you're feeling is completely valid, and it's okay to be sad and to miss him deeply. His presence will always be felt, and the memories you shared will stay with you. Even though it feels overwhelming now, with time, the pain might soften a bit, but your love for him will remain. It's okay to give yourself space to mourn, and don't hesitate to lean on those around you for support if you need it. Your cat will forever hold a special place in your heart.
We were teens. She got pregnant. I started working to make sure we never were left needing. Doctor exams were going great. They were twins. She was bringing my lunch to work to surprise me. She never made it
i am so sorry for your loss. she will be greatly missed. there will always be a missing piece of your heart dedicated to her. but the hurt is yet to become easier to handle so don't worry. and it's not ur fault btw. you were an amazing partner from what it seems
16:07 POV: it’s July 4th but you still feel nothing but emptiness and loneliness inside💔 Fireworks So beautiful in the endless night sky It fills the empty and dark void With colors and brightness I wish to be bright and colorful too People around me So cheerful and happy Couples kissing Friends hugging Children laughing I wish to experience that too I’m so lonely So lonely All alone in this harsh world I wish to find love I wish to find friends I wish for happiness Happiness What is happiness? How to be happy? Acceptance Accept the loneliness Accept the solitude And maybe everything will be better…
Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back
Johnny Cash has a song called "Hurt" which contains the line What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And I feel that deeply between hating myself for lacking the commitment to lose weight (am 400lbs, need to get to 250 at least), as well as feeling like I have no real friends and I'm just Tolerated because I've been part of the group for 15yrs.
Sometimes, somewhere along my life I was an actual good person for once. Someone who was kind instead of being nice. Nowadays I loathe about it whenever i'm alone, I want to be them again, but I just can't find a way to get them back. I hate myself because of it, which is quite ironic.
AZ I feel for that. I used to be able to wake up looking forward to the day...now I wake up against my will. Sometimes I'd rather stay dreaming cuz atnleast I have peace. The waking world is nothing but a war of many kinds. I wish everyone cam someday heal somehow from things we don't talk about in comments or behind screens.maybe one day I can accept I'm allowed to exist, until then I'm useful till told useless. Love yall.
thank you so much for re-uploading this i am going through really hard things right now and you truly don't know how much this means to me and how much it has been helping me
I just moved 30 minutes away from where I lived for my whole life (I’m 15) and these songs had me crying because I just can’t seem to let go of my childhood place I wanna go back. Now in high school I am all alone I don’t have any friends. I am called the quiet nerd. I see people getting bullied every single day and my heart aches for them. I just do my work and don’t talk. I also don’t have social media except UA-cam which is the greatest choice I have ever made. Everyday I see people on social media and it is really bad. Right now I’m just trying to work on myself and get good grades. I miss my childhood home a lot. Maybe change is good? I don’t know. It really is hard, but you got this. Don’t ever give up and ignore what people think of you. Focus on yourself. I hate social media too. School is drowning me I don’t know what to do? I love you and have a great life. There is so much more lovely wonderful amazing people in the world always remember that. I always wonder what it’s gonna be like in the future. Hopefully it will be better, hopefully
Hey, you. Yeah, you. Stop scrolling for a moment. Can I tell you something ? Yeah ? Thanks. So here it is : You have one life. Only one. Not two, Not three. You won't relive any moments of your life. So live your life, Love the one who deserve your love, And help the one who need help. But also, Take care of yourself You have one body. One mind. One you. No one is you, But you aren't no one. You deserve love and attention. Don't stress too much, Don't cry too much, And don't hurt yourself, Please. Remember, Self love, self care and self confidence aren't selfish. I love you Stay strong I belive in you You can do it HELP SPREAD THE MESSAGE .
@@joshsera-lh7qp actually i read this comments two days ago and i cried so bad Thanks but i am already tired i think it would be nice if i heared this along time ago Thank you
I lost my grandpa to cancer. I didn't know he had cancer he was in the hospital I thought he'll be back soon then we can joke about politics again,watch soap operas again and make fun of my brother together again He did come home but as a lifeless body on a table as we all cried as they took him away on a table to ceremate him I didn't know it was the last time i would be rubbing his feet ,hugging him. I really miss those moments
I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.
@@miel7352 well it’s not like i can fix my 12 years of trauma that i suffered at school and outside of school right? I wish i could’ve been happy one day… but I can’t be happy anymore
@@Psyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm in my tenth year and I've never wanted to give up my life so much, I feel totally pathetic and empty because my country is rubbish and my life is unhappy bc of this shit. My friends don't help me or care, but they try something, the person I liked treats me like crap, and I don't want to do anything about it, life sucks, but you know what? It can't get any worse, so I'm going to enjoy how shitty it is now, because when I turn 18, it's going to be worse.
@@miel7352 dont lose hope, i know its hard, find some good people that will help you. build yourself even if it means starting from scratch, live your life to the fullest, never lose hope on love and always be kind, try to look at the bright side (stay as positive as possible, if people dont, then let them be, never let them lose your light), just keep on going, you got this, i believe in you :D
We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship. Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him. Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment. I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life. The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better. Love is a gift Thank you❤️
I'm just like you but the other way around. She is the only one who I've loved since I was 14y/o, going back and forth... And never seems to be the right time
@@lagimaster seems like we were wrong for those who was right for us. Hoping one day all of us will get better and live long happy life. Sending you love and hugs❤️
the circumstances are most unfortunate.. a lack of communication is very dangerous to love and relationships. it seems all of us have a story to tell, and tbh its probably why mant of us accessed this playlist. i wish you the best of luck, and try getting to know some people.. even for just friends, the more intimately you know someone, the more depth everything has… eventually youll find someone thats worth loving. they will never be the same, but thats the point in it, to find someone. no two people are the same, and love is not limited to only one individual
I felt the same, we lasted for 1 year. We called, played online games and joke around with our names.. We had so much fun..till one day..he got very busy..with his exams..I don't mind that but..the times when he was free...he'd choose to play games with someone else..and not invite me..on my birthday..I wanted a handmade card atleast..but..he gave me food..I don't want food that I can't keep forever..its going to expire..its stupid..but..i miss him still..then again..he isn't right for me..I had to move on..and focus on loving myself
i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do
i don't think any of us really know what to do, but we all keep going because, well honestly there isn't really a 'because'. time goes by so fast, 3 years ago felt like 6, I hardly remember it. That is what feels so dumb about life, each memory I make I feel like I will forget in a few months or a year. I only really feel like I've truly gained consciousness in my life this year, I had a conversation with my siblings 2 years ago, they were asking me if I thought I was conscious, heck no I said I was conscious but I really don't believe I was. I think only now i might be, and I can't even be positive because time still feels like it passes the same. Maybe it's because I cry about the future more, and the past? Maybe that's why I feel 'conscious'? I guess we all just try, and even when we don't want to anymore, we keep doing it, because that's just second nature for us.
I feel you there, I turned 18 a few months ago and I can totally get what you are feeling cause I went through it. And I don't know exactly what changed but I do know that over time that feeling that DREAD, went away and I started to think more positive. Please keep moving even when it seems like you can't you have to otherwise you stop and don't start moving again. Its easy to get lost in your thoughts, but think we are still young we have so much time, time for fun, time for new experiences and we gain new freedoms, and hopefully your parents are there for you like mine were. All in all don't stress it, there's nothing we can do to go back in time though I really wish we could we can't so for now I live in the moment.❤ Good luck and feel better. Please.
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and lonely, especially as you're navigating the transition into adulthood. It's okay to feel scared of opening up and getting attached to others, especially if you've been hurt in the past. But remember, it's also okay to allow yourself to feel vulnerable and to seek support from those you trust. Building emotional connections with others can be challenging, and it's natural to feel apprehensive about getting attached too quickly. Take things one step at a time, and try to be gentle with yourself as you navigate these feelings. It's okay to admit to yourself that you may have caught feelings for someone, and it's okay to explore those emotions at your own pace. Remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor to talk about what you're going through. You deserve to feel happy and supported, and there is hope for brighter days ahead. Take things one day at a time, and remember that you're stronger than you think.
As someone who's recently turned 18, let me offer some knowledge. Love is such a powerful emotion. It can feel so great and freeing, but when it fails it can hurt more than any amount of hate can, but that risk of pain is what makes it so great. The fear of losing that love is what makes the love so powerful in the first place. When I read your words I could see the love you hold in your heart. It seeps through the cracks in your soul. Learn to love yourself because you deserve it. You are deserving of love. When you learn to love yourself you will learn how to love others. A while back I felt similarly to how you feel. I felt alone and people kept hurting me. I got led on by so many people and even now it still hurts me, but I took those experiences as lessons. I took all that love I tried to give them and instead gave it to myself, and I feel so much better for it. Take care of yourself Nonafie, because you are the most important person in your life. I know you're strong enough to pull through. I wish for nothing but the best for you
I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord... And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it. For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down. Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing.. He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along.. He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now... He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him .... It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together.... I don't want to be alone anymore
stay strong ❤❤ you two will get out of it someday, just like me and my friend did ❤ there will be a good ending to it all. stay strong and support each other :)
I am deeply touched by your story because I have experienced the same thing. . I cried in front of your comment, the memories went back to every line I read.....
thank you for sharing, i know it must be difficult to handle.. caring for someone who is hurting like that, can be a full time job.. your friend knows needs someone like you, rather, he needs you for sure. its hard to hold on when everything pulls you away, but youll make it through. long distance friendships can be some of the most powerful and truly deep connections because its easier to be open.. he will pull through it, but just in case try to get your other friends together to do something sometimes.
I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…
facing the world is so hard to be fr with ourselves ,we just get the wrong feeling of being loved as if we are in our own world not facing the cruel truth , ever loved someone js for them to tell u later on that they never thought of you as someone close to them , i mean it all hits the heart you can't even think of the pain so what now the love you had for them was just in your fantasy world ,it is hard to love someone knowing that they don't love u back
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
When i was a 4 years old my parents divorce, I didn't really understand at first until we moved to my grandma's house, me, my siblings and my mom, we all lived with my grandma along with my uncle and aunties. Not before long we leave there, I realised that my mom had been arguing with my grandma, aunties and uncles, I didn't know because every time they argue my 2 sisters will bring me and my little brother into our room and play with us, that's until every small mistakes we made will make our unties and uncles angry. Time flies by and we got better until this year came. Me and my siblings had to move to our father's house because of a big argument on my mother's side, at that time I just reach high school, I was 13 my younger brother was 12 and my two older sisters were 16 and 17.me and my 17 year old sister were living in hostel but in different school hostels. My younger brother and my 16 year old sister were living with my dad, and going to ragular schools, my dad changes that's what I noticed. But I still can't forgive him for what he did. The memory of him screaming at my mom and throwing things around the room still feels fresh in my mind. Now I'm just getting my revenge on him, but I know it feels wrong, I acted nice towards him and made him spent his money a lot on me. I know it's wrong, but I can't help, I used to think he was my hero, but know that hope of mind turn into revenge, that's on my father's side, on my mother's side, is different, she doesn't want me to call her a lot when I'm at my school hostel, but when I'm at home and didn't call her for just one day she would go crazy, and start comparing me with her past lovers and everything I can't stand it. I can't stand it! She likes to put her burden on me, she thinks I'm so strong because she had not often seen me cry and I had always took good care ofy siblings and her. I had to force my mom to eat and if she doesn't eat I would have to bring a plate of food to her and let her eat it, and she would finish the food, I had to save my money and give it to my siblings or give it to her to buy food or to buy fuel for the car.Now that has become a habit of mine. In my hostel every day I would call her to check on her if she had eaten or not. Then I had to call my siblings at my dad's house to make sure they are OK. All of this burden is really hard. Now In my hostel, people keep using me, and making fun of me bullied me through my emotions, I know I'm not good in taking care of my health but you don't have to make a joke about it. It happen a few weeks ago, I had to take my meds in class, and one of my friends came to me asking if I had forgot to take any meds and of course I said no because I just ate them , then she said, that I forgot to eat my meds for craziness, then she laughed, I pretend to laugh to. She said she was just joking. But she didn't knew it alreadyhurtedme. All her Jake's really hurted me. Everyday, I would sleep at 12 to 1 a.m and woke up from 3 to 4 a.m,our lights out were at 11 p.m but I just couldn't sleep. I got to the conclusion Iwas sleep deprived, but I couldn't careless, everyday I feel like vomiting and I had a headache always, but I acted the cheerful me, not showing my other sad side to my friends, but not my trusted friend, she is my most trusted friend, she would fore me to go into caunseling and force me to tell her everything, I also told her what I prayed everyday to God. Everyday, our school hostel will do solat hajat between maghrib and Isyak and during solat hajat I would pray for only these 3 things °to forgive all my sins, my mom's and my dad's, my family, my step mom's, and my steps family, also my friends, or so called friends. °to give my mom happiness and riches. °to take away my life before this month ends*June*, to let me die without anyone suffering of it but me. To just let malaikat maut to cabut My nyawa. And a few days ago in this week, my last prayer was almost answered, me and my friend was going to our night prep. We were walking down the hallway and then I saw lights and motor sounds, I quickly stop my friend in her tracks, then I say my two teachers driving past us in a motorbike.If I was alone at that time I would have just let them ran me over but I was with a friend and she was in front of me, so if I didn't stop her then she would die first before me, and I don't want that, so I had to gave up that chance of mime, the reason I haven't commit suicide long ago, then just waiting for fate was because of the burdens I have to carry.i tried to suicide every day but I just can't because of the burdens, and because I'm worried of what will happen after I die, what will happen to my family, will they be alright, will anyone take care of them when I'm gone, will my siblings take my place and carry my burdens I don't want that, so I kept waiting until today, I kept waiting until I die. Well that's all I can let out right now, soory if it was to long or that reading this made your day worse, I'm sorry again.
Its okay life can be hard sometimes but you can stay alive and pray to god an he will help you just DONT give up please your family needs you. You are very strong you Will survive this and you will happy again with your family i promise just dont give up please I love you and God bless you and your whole family ❤🙏 (sorry my emglish is bad but i hope i can help with this because you are very strong and god will make everything good i pray for you and your family)
Thanks for your support, but I don't think I have much time left, I'm not taking very good of my health, and this is my third time away from my hostel because of how much I have been vomiting(sorry if this word disturb you) and I feel my breath getting shorter and shorter, it's getting harder to breath each day,all I'm waiting is for my life to end. But I'm really thankful for your support. Your words are really comforting. Thanks again.
this comment reminded me of the eerie and helpless feelings that always used to comfort me.. im sorry that you take care of so many people, but there is not one who cares for you.. this is a cruel fate put upon you. i dont know how you could handle this because i would struggle in the same situation.. i could not begin to understand what youre feeling, except that you have nothing… im not sure if youre still here, i hope honestly for your sake that you rest peacefully, but if youre still here, i would like to help lighten your burden. i would like to hear all you have to say, i would like to be here every day, to hopefully make each day feel even just a little bit less hopeless.. this comment has made me sad, but upset with myself too… youre a very selfless individual and i cannot imagine how heavy it all is for you.. if youre still here, i hope that youll get motivation to push on. i hope that i can help give this motivation to you.. i am a stranger, nothing more. i offer an ear for listening, and friendship for healing. i hope i am not too late, but if i am… may you find the peace you never got to have
It's good to let your emotions out in this place, honestly, it only helps to let ourselfs go here.. I feel safe here, I also almost committed suicide and my mother stopped me. Thank god my father doesn't know, if he did, he's be sad for weeks..
Hey guys, still here. I would like to say thank you for the motivations. But things got worse. People are complaining about me to the teachers and principle. And some people think I complain to the principal just because I'm close to her. I went caunseling once last month but I didn't really help. My friend also change. The become more cruel and cold. One of them even sent a note to me, saying that she hates me, and that she would like it if I leave school. My other friends just became cold, get angry or annoyed when I talk but has a good mood when they are talking to me. It's like it's OK for only them to talk and not me. And some seniors even gossips about me, I heard them talking. I tried to commit suicide again lately to. I tried over dosing myself but I stop after I finish swilling 8 tablets because it was my meds for my headaches. Also my sleep deprivation got much worse. I sleep at 12 or 1 then wake up at 2 then slepp back at 3 woke back up at5 then repeat But my breathing god better and worse. The speed got slower but I can only usually smell blood or smoke. And I also ffall down a lot lately. I also still have coughing and flu issues. The thing is there was blood coming out when I sneze or cough. I also almost fainted a few times but nobody notice. The vomiting got less. I actually wanna talk more but, I have no more motivation to ride. I'm sorry to replay so late and that I worried you guys. And if I'm being like I want attention but, if you don't like my comment just reply to me and I can delete it don't worry. I don't want to make people feel uncomfortable or anything. Sorry. I'm so sorry.
What do you do when everything feels pointless? Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space. Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all. I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul. I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.
I feel that deep and all I can say is, I've come to accepting g it's okay to not be okay sometimes, it's okay to find peace and comfort in your own solitude away from people for fear of hurting others with your pain. What's not okay is allowing your pain to define the person you want to be. Pain demands to be felt but joy asks gently to show you gentle, peace and love, grief tears your heart and mind apart, yet little things like the smell of rain on cut grass, fresh roses, the crisp air of fresh snow, or the taste of your favourite foods, the feeling of a blanket out of the dryer, all try its best to stitch together the pieces. If nobody has told you today or in awhile, you are doing the best you really can, and that's brave and amazing of you! You have done enough and then some, put down the sword and rest, let us help carry your burdens for a little while till your feet can find the ground again ❤
I listen to this daily because I'm thinking of finally doing it because it feels like the world all around me hates me and i just wanna have some peace and quiet, a break from this world. I heard this quote from a movie, not sure if its exact but i can relate to it so much. "Life is pain, I wake up in pain, I go to work in pain, I sleep in pain, I am pain. You know how many times I wanted a break? How many times I wanted to end it? Huh? You can't even comprehend pain that you haven't been through, so don't bring it up if you can't even begin to comprehend it."
@@Julieartiga please dont.. whatever you're going through, it won't last forever. Live your life against all them people who wish you bad. Prove them wrong by staying strong.. I'm 27yo and I attempted you know what.. Nobody cared, my gf dumped me, my whole family hates me and wishes me death, I have no school nor job at the moment. But I have myself getting stronger. It's true that most can't understand us and how badly we suffer daily. But take a different approach.. We are still here. After all we went through.. I survived and I know you will too girl. I believe in you! Check the book by Joseph Murphy about subconscious, it helped me, hope it'll help you even a little too. "all that you see out in front of you is how you feel inside your head". And... It's not a shame to ask for help. If you break a leg you go to the doctor. If you have a mental problem you also can go to seek medical treatment, or therapy.. First step is to acknowledge the problem and I'm sure you already did. Brawo! You've done what most people couldn't.. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporal problem. Don't give up! I fucking believe in you Julie. ♥️ Love from Poland ☺️
I know I was once in love, I remember his face, and his rejection. But I loved him, and I was happy to just be his friend. Then one day he never came back to school, and it's like my brain just forgot him. I went years like this, then one day, all at once the memories woke up in me. I looked on every social media hoping to reconnect. But in the back of my mind, there is this nagging feeling that I wont ever find him, and the reason why, is also the reason why my brain locked the memories away. I'm afraid to even whisper the question, what if it wakes up a memory I can't handle to see. The only thing that makes me feel any better is that I told him often, "I love you. I'll always love you."
Almost six years ago, I saw my cousin for the last time. She gave me a pair of headphones as a late birthday gift, knowing I wanted a gaming headset, she decided to spoil me a bit. I absolutely loved those headphones, took them everywhere with me. One day, after a sleep over that my mom did not want to pick me up from, telling me that I could stay for three more days, which, I agreed to at first, and at the last day, when she picked me up, she was crying. She told me my cousin had ended herself. She was around 17 when she passed away, I'm going to turn 17 this year. I grew up with her, and I loved her so much, she was my best friend, and the last time I saw her, I remember we went to get ice cream, I hugged her and she was so sleepy, that she even fell asleep on the couch, until her driver picked her up and took her home. I was never expecting that to be the last time I would ever see her. For me, it was just a simple day, in which I got to have fun with my cousin, my best friend. Never expected that to be the last time I would see her, and I regret not telling her how much I adored her. I miss her so much.
Sometimes it sucks because I see everyone else with these huge smiles and at first I think its so good to see them smile but the more I see the smile the more I want to have those smiles that are nothing but pure joy, but then I wonder if that makes me a bad person being jealous of someone who has a bright smile yk
I listen to this mix in times of need because it perfectly captures that feeling of watching life happen around you while feeling like you don’t matter. Like you’re just... there, but not really seen or needed. It hurts, but somehow it also makes you feel less alone. Thank you for this. Well how i feel this mix hit tho.
i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts. there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.
@@Andr_ae Sometimes we connect with someone. Even without fully knowing them, or knowing them only a little. You feel it in your heart, you already love them. But often, it doesnt go further. You remain in your lane, on your own. We have no choice but to learn to live with it, with only ourselves ❤️🩹
Bro get back there and go talk to her, you can do it, if it was really love you'll regret it all your life just take a chance, go for it, i believe in you
Life is full of ups and downs, but it's worth experiencing it all. The difficulties you're facing today are only temporary, and things can and will get better in time. You know, what you're going through is something that everyone in this world has experienced at some point in their lives. You're not alone in feeling this way, and many others have felt the same pain and struggle.
A quote I want to share is "Unrequited love is like a cactus. The tighter you hold on, the more it hurts." I think that personally, for my age (I'm still a minor), I've been through a lot. I've had my fair share of hardships, and though I won't get into detail, but there's been blackmail and betrayal from people I thought to be my closest friends, heartbreak from a childhood friend I've liked, and moving away of someone I knew liked me back and I was just about to ask out. Hope are ok and managing to move on from whatever is troubling you. God bless this community🙏✨
I’m really sorry you’ve had to go through all of this at such a young age. It’s clear you’ve faced some difficult situations, but it also sounds like you have a lot of strength and resilience. Unrequited love can be especially painful, like you said, but it’s important to remember that holding on to something that isn’t reciprocated only makes the pain last longer. You deserve love and kindness, and sometimes moving forward, even when it’s hard, is the best thing for your well being. I hope you continue to find peace and healing, and remember, you’re not alone. Stay strong, and God bless you too.
I've been ignoring this video for so long because I thought I were okay, but I've been listening to this playlist more times these past weeks than I can count
me too,my ex-G was my bestfriend,we aren't together since 1 month ago,sad and weird remember all the things that we talk everyday that just gone,but,I don''t regret about this,this is my precious memory,she loved me and i loved her,but the life teach us how to live,how to be a better person,but only if u wanna be a better person,and we need to learn accept that maybe we gonna lose important friends,people that we care about,but when we realize that some person it wasn't to be in our life,we accept,we understand a little more,we ended our relationship because of me,but how I already said,I know that this was a lesson,that i gonna take for the rest of my life.
This playlist brought up those feelings of doing things for the last time as my disability got worse. I didn’t know that would be the last time I went for a hike. I didn’t know that would be the last time I bathed myself. I didn’t know that would be the last day I wasn’t in pain. I didn’t know that would be the last day I just. Walked somewhere. And I still don’t know what last times await me. It’s scary.
i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros - keep running because if you stop you might fall
I used to run from pain and try to hide from it, but step by step, i leaned into it, found myself being comforted by it, like an old friend or family memeber i lost along the journey, found myself embracing it and thriving in it somehow, as if, it shields me from the world, neither happy nor sad, just simply me, existing in this complex infinitely expanding universe, being simply, myself.
i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning
Life is worth more than you think. I don't know what you're going through but even if you think all hope is gone, it's not, you'll learn to adjust more with the current events. Keep going on to spite everyone who gave up on you. Don't let go.
I’m so happy to see that just 1 month ago you added a beautiful powerful song into one of your playlists , I may have taken your playlist too so thank you again. Never give up , never back down. We will bleed and cry and heal from the power of sounds. We will pick up our broken pieces alone. And walk and smile alone. We was born to walk among the stars alone.
There’s going to be someone who will come and be with you forever. It’s going to take a while, it definitely did for me, but you won’t regret the time waiting for that person. They will change your life forever. Don’t lose that person, they need you too and are looking for you.
@@aarongoogle3369 don't do it man, the greatest misery in life is that you'll never know how loved you are There'll always be someone who loves you or appreciates your presence so please stay with us
I met my girl today and she’s hiding sad and smiling I asked “why babe tell me I’m your’s if you have anything to say I’m here with you” And she said I’m not telling my sad to others. It hurts me a lot and I also smiled with hidden pain . I love her so much 🥹
3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.
If anyone needs just one reason to stay, my best friend chose to leave us 4 years ago. I still think of her every single day, I see her in sunflowers, rainbows, sunsets and sunrises. It never gets easier, it never goes away. Your loved ones will not be okay without you. You are needed and wanted here. I promise someone in your life will be like me. You all are loved beyond measure. I wish she knew that.
I will never see her, or hear her voice again. I hate nights like this. I have tangible, real problems, and they get in my head so deeply that the vault just opens back up of everything I suppress with diistractions. It's been years, and I've had crushes since her. But I guess it's just the knowledge that she was the only one who ever loved me back. But I was young, and awkward, and words failed me when they mattered the most. I will remain alone, if not because of my awkward nature, then because she was the only one that ever mattered.
I can sense how deeply you're hurting, and it’s clear that losing her has left a heavy mark on you. It’s hard when someone you care about deeply becomes a part of your past, especially when it feels like the chance was missed. It’s understandable that you still carry that pain, but remember that you are worthy of love and connection. Sometimes, the right person comes along when you least expect it, and though it may feel like you’re stuck, there’s always hope for new beginnings. Don’t let the past define your future. You’re not alone in this.
to have been loved by you was utter luck but to love you was destiny, to love you is a blessing, to love you is eternal. i know you miss me, and i know i respond to your tears with silence, but not a day goes by without a thought of you my little duckling.
You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily
I still miss her in every part of my life, although we are not in touch, i still miss you and your silly things, that you have done with me. I still love you so much, I know we can't be with eachother because of our family, it's been more than 2 years, that we have been separated from eachother, but trust me my heart will always be yours. I love you so much my love 💔
How can emotions truly feel so real like a real knife, emotional pain, heartache, paralysing anxiety or depressive thoughts. The feeling of your first rejection or the pain of losing them forever once you find that one, man I don’t know how the human experience of emotions can be so contradictory. Even a mere thought of them brings you security or comfort yet it can all be turned around if they left. Yet love is so strong no matter how hurt or “damaged” people maybe they are still seeking love, even in the smallest places or interactions. I feel each attempt however small is a microcosm of their desire for that spark to re ignite, to re-live the passion for love and life they experienced when with that person. Maybe it’s all in my head and true love isn’t so emotional but I can’t comprehend or describe these feelings in my chest when I think of those people who’ve left my life, each one unique and irreplaceable in one way or another as we all are. Man idk 🥹
I think one of the most messed up feelings is wanting to be happy, being able to smile, laugh, and feel love but know it doesnt last long or forever or you cant pretend to be someone your not so others will love a versio of you. That its always been a "rush" to be cared about, be told wow your handsome today or jnlove hearing you sing to yourself, and when you find people who give that rush in your life to have them disappear because your an overthinker, over worried, over caring, over sharing, overwhelmed, let people walk all over you rather than hurt someone else and be a monster..or just over it all in general. Messed up that the people we really need in ournlives are right here in the comments behind screens, lord knows how far apart. Yet so close. Im broken so bad the dust cries for mercy yet ill still try to hold yalls pieces together best i can😅🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
It sounds like you're going through a lot right now, and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed by conflicting emotions and pressures. Wanting to be happy and feeling loved is a natural desire, but it can be challenging when those feelings seem fleeting or elusive. It's okay to struggle with being true to yourself while also seeking acceptance from others. Feeling like you're constantly on edge and worrying about how others perceive you can be exhausting, and it's understandable that you might feel like you're falling apart at times. Remember that it's okay to prioritize your own well-being and to seek support from others, whether they're online or in your everyday life. It's important to recognize your own worth and to be kind to yourself as you navigate through these difficult feelings. You're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this. Take things one step at a time and be gentle with yourself as you work towards healing and finding peace.
@dpq_ not just a right now thing...I've been tolerating too much for too long, I want to believe I do have people who care but I'll level with you. I truly don't.my little sister is the only nail holding me down hell it's excruciating but choose to be single for 8 years, try to open up to someone i met naturally and still he leaves me on read after saying he's a shoulder to cry on...hard to believe or trust anything anymore. I've been so used and abused that at this point any sort of affection be it toxic or good, I love bomb tf out of them....over share, over feel, o er think, get overwhelmed and inevitably even I'm over my own drama and emotions...I'm 28...my dads right..I need to grow up still cuz here I am looking for attention in the comments of a song to people I'll never know or speak to...I'll know who's a real friend irl when I paint my suv interior red one of these days....12 gauge fits most pipes...worst part is where I'm from even looking for help you'll be charged n have a criminal record for simply talking about self deletion...doesn't make sense to be punished for already being beaten and punished...I'm sorry, I don't know you but I do appreciate the time you took out of your day to type that message. I hope someday your able to heal from things you don't talk about as well. Idk maybe in another life.. I just don't want to try anymore. I'm tired..I have edema in my legs from literally busting my a** cuz around my house if I don't nobody else will...roommate will see me upset and peace out to their boyfriends. I think I'll call it a night peeps...I don't want to do this anymore...it's just not worth it
hi, we dont know each other, and maybe we never will. i noticed youve commented on other comments as well… im sorry youre here doing that… i know what it takes to be kind for others, to quietly hope and beg for attention from them like they get from you. truth is, the people who give are the ones who need the most, but they are never seen to be so. they are seen as strong. maybe its the way they want to be percieved.. in hopes that the strength, generosity or something may attract someone to come closer and experience all they have to give.. to find someone who understands what its like to be alone… thats the task here. unfortunately the only ones who know are broken too. sometimes less, sometimes more, but in the end they are all broken too. the most generous people are the ones who have the least to give, and least been given to them. the kindest people are the ones who have been treated most cruel.. the ones who stay are the ones who were left. all of these people are hurt too.. im sorry i dont have much to give you except that, maybe its more difficult to find someone who is truly good physically than it is online. there are after all more people here to choose from, and many of them youll find to be broken too. thats not to say youll find no one physically, because of course the best friend can be someone you never thought to be a friend at all.. uhm im lost in my thoughts so i will wrap it up.. many apolgies, and thanks for doing your best to cheer others up
I've been having these dreams for years, of what I think is my future... I'll always catch moments when I'm awake years later of the moment in a dream actually happening. And it kills me because I don't know how to get to the next part. I don't know if I'll mess up or not. I always feel like I should have taken a step when I didn't, and not when I did
i miss her, i love her but the quote "it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" is true i broke her heart, it's all my fault. I hope her new man will treat her better than i did, i wish them happiness while i will try to be better for myself
I broke her heart when i broke up with her,she wanted to talk it out but all i thought of was running away and avoiding her,i just ignored her,left her.but now after almost 5 months i keep thinking about her,i dont know if i miss her or anything but she just keeps reappearing...im kinda lost...what should i do
@@foxy6059 Depends on why you broke up, if it wasnt that deep, then you should get back with her. Never let ego and pride blind you. never let it stop your heart from loving
"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep" now i understand the meaning of it, being that one with broken heart.. I've been in the relationship dor two years.. it was.. the best time of my entire life.. yet.. she cheated on me and I knew about it for a month.. only then I asked her in person.. that conversation we had.. changed my whole personality.. sorry, I'm just can't hold my tears everytime i think about that. Anyone, have a nice day or night. Eat well, be safe and please don't loose your hope for the future!
I’m truly sorry that you went through such a painful experience. Heartbreak is incredibly tough, especially when trust is shattered. It's okay to let yourself feel the pain and cry that's part of the process of healing. Even though it may feel overwhelming right now, time has a way of helping wounds heal. You’re strong for sharing your feelings, and it’s important to go at your own pace. You deserve happiness and love, and when you're ready, it will come. Take care of yourself, and never forget that there's always hope for a brighter future.
Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart. Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.
It's evident that this playlist holds a special place in your heart, allowing you to reflect on the friends you've lost along the way and the fear of losing those you currently have. It's natural to feel nostalgic and grateful for the memories shared with each friend mentioned. Each relationship has its own significance and impact, whether it's the laughter shared with Camron, the support received from Ava, or the love exchanged with Sienna. It's important to honor those connections and cherish the moments spent together, even if they were fleeting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories in this safe space provided by the playlist. Remember, it's okay to feel grateful for the past while also treasuring the present relationships you have.
@@dpq_ wow yeah I guess that's one way to put it... I'm glad someone gets it, and can put it into words like I could never possibly do. I'm so grateful for the past... Even if it makes me worry about the future...
It’s been five months since I made this comment, and almost as many since I’ve listened to this playlist but… I lost my best friend because of something I did in the past. I’m so sorry my friend… I miss whar we had. I miss you. I miss the laughs we shared, the secrets, the cute moments with our partners… im so sorry. I miss who I was when I was around you… I didn’t know it was our last time talking…
"fear leads to anxiety" fear has always been my struggle, it made me feel all kinds of negative stuff. It feels like I'm trapped with no route of escape. If i do something my mind won't leave me be. It always feels like i committed a crime. It sounds crazy 🙁
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words.. - Cookie :) To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this. Just remember, i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions Now you can cry.. - Cookie.
Thanks Cookie. sincerely. this is a much needed message for many who are here, and i dont believe i could have said something more meaningful and perfect… i hope you save lots of lives, and if you yourself are in need of saving.. i will try my damndest to save you too. we dont know each other but i recognize your good heart and know youre worth sacrificing for. thank you for your kindness.. these people need it most
Me and my gf suddenly stopped talking to each other for months, those months were hard. Every night looking at the gifts she gave me, reminiscing of what we could've had. Slowly each month, I grew more used to loneliness. Then, I started to finally talk to people in a community group chat. I later started to flirt with everyone, girls, males, etc. I realised that it made me remember her everytime i flirted with a person, as it made me remember her. Then a few months later, I've became well known in that community as someone who flirts with everyone, even admins. Then, suddenly a random girl pm me. I started to talk to her asking who she was, she told me I should find out for myself. We started to talk everyday, we even matched our freakiness, lol. Then just 2-3 days, we became lovers. But when I was talking to her, my gf (the one who I haven't talked to for months) texted me acting as if nothing happened. I talked to her and acted as well. I asked if we were still in our relationship and she said yes, and said "we are still, right?" To me. I was hesitant to say no, but i said yes instead. Then now i feel guilty because now i have 2 lovers. If only if she (the one who haven't talked for months) talked to me much more earlier before I met my new gf, but she was too late. For the people who's saying why didn't I talk first and resolve my problem with my original gf, but I actually did, but she just left me on read for the whole time. Now i feel terrible for being a two timer.
Listening I began to cry, then sob, then laid face down in my bed and whimpered - I realized I have never known love until today, I found it not in a girlfriend but in my friends' parents. I was kicked out for various reasons by my father with no money and they took me in, no questions asked and unknowingly showed me true love and it broke my heart. I realized I have never shown another person love as I didnt even know what it is, my relationships have always been missing something and I always feel like I end up hurting them by doing my best to love and failing. I tend to stick with people and give them false ideas of how I feel saying things I dont mean and I need to put it out somewhere. I believe I always treated them right but my heart hurts knowing I have left more than a few with broken hearts. I havnt been able to really truly cry since a young child as it was always shamed for males but damn now I know I need this. We are all human and every one of you here deserves love and I truly hope you will find it. I needed to put this out into the universe and I hope someone gains something at all from this, ive been through hell and back but I am on the healing journey and a lot of things still hurt but damnit if it doesnt make you a stronger, better person in the end. Keep pushing fellow traveler, I love you
To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years... I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.
It's incredible sad... Don't blame yourself for crying. I believe that you really strong and you will cope with this! My best friend ones said that there are no good moments without bad ones. I want to believe in her words because I am now living similar feelings to yours... I'm 16 and my parents divorced and I lost my family... I love both parents very much and I quarrel a lot with my mom because of this because she thinks my dad is bad person... You're exactly cope with this situation, I believe in you! Sorry for the mistakes , my English is not very good)
if you need to cry, feel free to, sometimes your best friends are your family, better than blood relatives even, family dosent define you by blood, its by the people you choose to surround yourself with, so if you need to cry, go ahead, if people judge you? let them, you've got alot on your mind right now, your young, so you got time
Hi, i just read your little story and i want to say that it's going to be okay, but that's a bit cliché don't you think. Sweatheart i don't think that it's bad what you are feeling. Life is a journey like most people will say and for some of us it's either going to be easy or verry painfull. It's more painful if the people you're seeking love from aren't realy giving that. Think of yourself as a sprout that has yet to bloom, nobody is giving it water to bloom so YOU have to give it water for it to grow, you have to place that sprout where there is sunlight and a place to grow. It's not an easy feat, but with patience and never giving up, i am certain that you will find your sprout a beatifull place on this earth. My biggest advice for you my dear and this goes for everybody reading this comment. Don't give up on yourself, because you are the only one that is only capable of truly loving yourself, i know this is cliché, but see it as this. Every single person in your life is a new experience to a new beginning, good or bad. Some of them may become old,but everything you experienced beautiful or sad has taught you something. It has taught you how to feel, how to express. Don't think this as somthing bad and try to grow. Have faith and learn. Try to be poitive for youself, it's not easy, nothing ever is.But do love that sweet person that you know you can be. When they say patience is key to everything it realy is true. I'm speaking from experience. Cry out as much you want, fight for yourself if it needs to be. Learn to grow, forgive and let go. Holding on to bagage is only going to make it heavier for you carry. But always remember....Be kind to yourself and to every version of yourself.
it's insane how we shared these songs all of them, I didn't really know how people can choose themselves when all you did was choose them, I lost a friend in reality she lost me.
Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔 Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺
Guys guys guys .. i know you are disappointed alone feeling broken and depressed but never let these feelings drive you!!!! Do everything what you love you wish to do think it's the fkn last day .... And remember nothing is more important than "you"... time changes just don't give up I trust you !! Cheers for life 🥂 Let's make it memorable!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing someone who was not only family but also a best friend is incredibly hard. It's completely normal to feel alone and lost right now. Take your time to grieve and remember that it's okay to feel the pain. You don't have to go through this alone lean on the people who care about you, and know that it's okay to seek support when you're ready. Your uncle will always have a special place in your heart, and it's okay to honor that. Sending you strength and comfort during this difficult time.
A year ago, 11/22, I was the happiest I ever was, my bestfriend and I had been getting closer and closer over 2 months, I was happy. 11/23, I woke up, and I felt like I didn't feel anything, like everything had disappeared. I got so scared my brain shut off my emotions. I did my best but for months I couldn't bring myself to let go of this nagging feeling. Months later, I finally accepted it, but it's too late, she's gone now. She was my everything for years, even if we were just bestfriends and nothing more. I helped her during her hardest times, she helped me during mine. She's still my friend now, but it hurts so much, knowing I hurt her, and she's gone. I wish I could slap myself back then to put my ideas in the right place. I lost the best person I ever knew, she was kind, smart, interesting, nerdy like me, we were, I do believe, meant for eachother. That last day, 22/11, I was lying in the grass with her, snuggled against her, and I thought to myself "Even if not everything works out perfectly, I'll always have her". I don't think I was ever as happy as that, ever. I never understood emotions, never got it when people talked of "love", but now I do and it hurts more than ever. She's happy though, and that means at least one of us is happy, and ill gladly let it be her
I'm really sorry to hear about your experience. It's never easy to lose a friend, especially someone who meant so much to you. It's important to remember that time heals all wounds and it's okay to feel the way you do. You've learned a lot from this experience and it's made you realize a lot about yourself and your emotions. It's okay to take your time to heal and perhaps, in the future, you can rebuild your friendship. Stay strong.
I didnt know i was the last one she spoke to. Its all my fault. Its all bc I couldn't convince her not to take them all. To not take every pill in those bottles. I thought i coukd help but i didnt. I only begged and pleaded her nit to go. I told her if she didht reply to me bu the next morning I'd ask her auntie. I told her i didnt wanna go to her funeral. I BEGGED her not to keave me behind. She did it anyways. In our next life i hope i meet her over and over again. I hope i get to date her or even marry her. I hope we never separate. I didnt wanna keave my room for days. Not until her funeral. I cried for months i loved her so so so much. I loved her more than feiends even after we broken up. She convinced me not to commit 9 times in 3 months. I couldn't even save her once. Some friend i was. December 3rd at 10:56am, 2010 to march 14th at 10:48pm , 2024. I love you so much, Lillith.
"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep
agree
Agreed
What is that saying from
@@LandoCalrissian2028 I think it was Bojack
once in that situation
but idk why but I miss her but.. she is the one who breaks my heart piece by piece...
"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."
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I was so Depressed of how bad my performance to our final College project
I hated myself deeply, I was trying to recover from all of the trauma I experienced.
And now my friends find my very annoying this morning and kicked me in the group my depression has just gotten a lot worst
Wowzers batman 2am and that kicked me in the D***, not a day goes by I don't feel guilty for just trying to exist
I feel that and i did not even turn 18 yet… dong life at home anymore any have no job .. i feel useless and if my gf and my dog wouldn’t be in my life i would be gone.
I cry a lot bc i dont see my family but rn its the best for me..
..man i don't know what to say but people really know how to hit with these words
True. That's how I know for sure that I have depression even without it being oficially diagnosed - I literally don't feel like myself anymore when I don't have this gray cloud around me, the pressing of which I can actually kinda feel.
"The loneliest people are the kindest,
the saddest people smile the brightest,
and the most damaged people are the wisest.
All because they don't wish to see others suffer
like they do."
- Fairy Tail, by Fellal Fernandes.
just spreading the words
❤❤❤
I will remember this
Bro...this hits deep in the heart man. So true.
True words. Once I met a woman, cheerful kind and simple-minded. I would never guess what difficult time she had time ago. She had hard childhood, her mother kicked her out of the home when she was fifteen. But despite that fact, she said that is was relief, because keep living there would probably even more hard. At that time she even thought about suicide. She worked anywhere she could, her employment history maybe longer than Google user agreement. When she became adult her life was still tough. Night shift on factory, come to home, get the child ready for school, and after sleeping a little wake up and make housework, help child with home work and go to work again. She lived like that for years. And finally, when she earned enough money, bought a decent house and became self-sufficient, a war took everything from her. But now, despite all that, she still has her daughter, and is pregnant with another child. It's dire to think, that such adorable man as her, could die at one time, and I am very glad, that now she's safe and sound and so are her kids.
P.S.: sorry for my English. I am on my way to improve it.
i felt like i seen it before until the end part.
that end part of the quote hits in many ways
“To love deeply is to risk the pain of loss, but it is the only way to truly live.”
THIS.this is why I love youtube - all of you guys in the comments are sharing the most vulnerable moment of your life, supporting your fellow human that felt pain as well as you, bringing value and hope and creating this wonderful place where you don't' mind getting hurt because it's brings sense and meaning to live, and because you NEVER alone. You can feel the greatest sadness only because some day you experienced the greatest happiness and pleasure. Bear this pain as a proof of self-love - you got through it, you are stronger, you are more resilient and with this pain you can bring more love toward yourself and others. love you guys
I'm laughing and crying at the same time and i belive that just what I needed thank you
Greatest sadness only because of the day you experienced the greatest happiness and pleasure? What if you have never experienced that..
You never really realize who left you or you've left behind until one day you come home and there's nobody to fill the silence. You decide to pop online to the same old place that's brought you so much comfort and there's nobody there either. When you finally talk to the people you once knew and realize you no longer know them.
People don't need to die for you to lose them.
we are here for you man. any time you need
@@yourfriendlyneighborhoodjinx i know how this feels. Too well. Too many. It'll be ok man, there's solace in the silence
When i was 13 years old, i had found a pigeon with broken neck.. i brought it home and cared for it for two days dedicatedly. tore my pants to make it a fluffy bed, fed it myself, caressed it to sleep. On the second night, i had a feeling that it wont make it the next morning.. i just felt it... and i knew it was last time i am feeding it, last time holding it in my palms.. the next day as i had anticipated, it had left this cruel world. i cried my heart out that day , couldnt find the strength to even touch it. My mom cried seeing me cry. I buried it in the garden behind my house and planted a small flowering plant. To this day, i think of her..my first pet... my panji...
Hey at least you tried that’s all that matters
@@Ash-x9m yes...
I know it's hard loosing something you have once loved with all of your heart. You're a very kind person taking it in and nurturing her. You're very brave. I'm proud of you for being so strong through your loss. I cannot imagine the pain you feel and felt. I know for a fact Panji was so happy to have a kind soul like yours to take care of her. I hope you take care of yourself
The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed.
We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me.
Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain.
Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again.
Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is.
Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.
@NCSCGoblinI was gonna try and cheer bro up but seems you beat me to it. Thank you, stay safe and have fun 👍
let me tell you, if she left you for another man then that was not love, because love never fails. What you had was a relationship of happiness, you may have loved her, but she didn't love you in the same way. I dislike people who take advantage of others. you didn't deserve that. just hold on, and it wasn't your fault, she just took advantage of her own selfish needs. Dont think of everyone as the same, because some, just like you, know how it feels to be taken advantage of and would never do the same to others. I hope you find someone worth trusting.
If you've felt it, its meant for you. I'm sure you will feel it again with someone equally if not more special than your first love. In a way I'm envious I've never felt love for anyone in my life. Might kind of be an ass for saying that because I don't know how it feels. But please try to find some closure for yourself, because I would like nothing more than to see you succeed in finding love again.
Although I haven't dated anyone yet I just want to remind you that life will get better if you start to be brave again and start loving people and things around you again. May the right people come to you swiftly and safely
I had that sht even worse in my life
This hits different on the last week of high-school and knowing you may never see some of your classmates again
that really hits deep, you feel it coming you’re helpless, but eventually a few will stick around ❤️🩹🫂
Been three yrs now I haven't seen any of them 😕 I still keep in touch tho even tho I may not see them face to face I still see text them from time to time
felt the same way bud. it's been 4 years and all of us went different ways - some went to university in a different town, some moved away, some ended up going to a different country and never came back, others just disappeared. while we do occasionally text each other, it's not the same. bet that a few people will stick around tho - maybe even someone who wasn't that close to you before. :) while others may slowly fade out of your life, there are always those who appear anew. you just have to accept it as one (of many) changes that are going to happen in life.
I had a lot of friends at school, but when school ended everyone I knew just went....silent
And I realized from then on
I was better of Alone
i was abt to type that
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard"
Don't know if someone is reading this, but if you are: it doesn't matter where you are right now on this planet, I wish you a wonderful day and a happy, peaceful life where all your dreams come true. You are amazing and beautiful! I believe in you!
@LoveChillVibes55 Thank you, bro 🫡
Same to you brother ❤❤
@@LoveChillVibes55 thanks bro
Thanks you brother
Thanks
The thing that hurts the most is watching those who made and gave you the best memories become memories 😢
You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered.
Context for those who don't know: The audio failed on the original upload but our TUHS was a real on and reuploaded for us.
❤️🔥❤️🔥
I'm sorry we left off so sour, but having the time spent with you was amazing, and I thank you.
"He was kind enough to not hurt me but unkind enough to let me be in pain."
I had a soul mate once. I suppose I still do, even if we'll never be together again. I'm grateful for what we got to experience in our six years together. I appreciate this playlist. I wish you happiness in this life and the next, and the next, everyone. You're all just doing your best. We all are.
05/18
i didn't know it was our last time
last time together, holding hands
i didn't realize, nor notice
that quiet, light change in how you said my name
before i knew it was the end
before i knew your love has died
and died the happiness, my heart
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Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me.
Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.
Очень трогательный комментарий. Спасибо большое) Я постараюсь сдать экзамен 😔 и пойти дальше по своей дороге
It won't stay the same forever and I realized it far to late to do anything about it...all I can do is hope I can help others not follow in my footsteps. Thanks for this comment and may God bless you whether you're Christian or not I hope God blesses you with a joyful life full of wonders and memories...
For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.
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The world is a better place because of ppl like you.
Thank you for existing and bringing value 🤍
Thank you so much, it literally means so much to me. I love you so much too buddy ❤️🩹🫂
The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.
@@digitalhd4607 Thank you for your words, I needed that, bless you.
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I’ve been there. Watch the movie Swingers on a loop. One day she will come back, or send you an email out of the blue, but by then you will be legitimately over her and be indifferent.
Merci, j’ai besoin de l’entendre. Quoi qu’on fasse le temps passe, il emporte ceux qu’on aime comme il nous emportera nous un jour.
"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."
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Turtles all the way down?
where is that phrase from?
@@cielocardozo8503 BoJack Horseman
My grandma Diane just passed an hour ago, that intro got me… Love you grandma! ❤
may her soul rest in peace ❤️🩹
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noob
R.I.P🕊️🕊️🪦
@@lechugaxdeee ..you aint funny bro.
For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.
finally got the anime, thanks a bunch 🤍
I lost my cat, he was my family, my son and my friend. 9 years with him, I don't think I will recover soon from this. I feel empty, I cried so much and now I can't. My room is full of his toys and food. I think time is going to make things easier but he will always be in my head.🏵️🐱✨🕊️
and then one day you remember he is not here.never and never he just gone. he came and gone :(
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet who was like family to you is heartbreaking. The grief you're feeling is completely valid, and it's okay to be sad and to miss him deeply. His presence will always be felt, and the memories you shared will stay with you. Even though it feels overwhelming now, with time, the pain might soften a bit, but your love for him will remain. It's okay to give yourself space to mourn, and don't hesitate to lean on those around you for support if you need it. Your cat will forever hold a special place in your heart.
We were teens. She got pregnant. I started working to make sure we never were left needing. Doctor exams were going great. They were twins. She was bringing my lunch to work to surprise me. She never made it
i am so sorry for your loss. she will be greatly missed. there will always be a missing piece of your heart dedicated to her. but the hurt is yet to become easier to handle so don't worry. and it's not ur fault btw. you were an amazing partner from what it seems
I'm so sorry to hear that please believe in yourself and keep going ❤
16:07 POV: it’s July 4th but you still feel nothing but emptiness and loneliness inside💔
Fireworks
So beautiful in the endless night sky
It fills the empty and dark void
With colors and brightness
I wish to be bright and colorful too
People around me
So cheerful and happy
Couples kissing
Friends hugging
Children laughing
I wish to experience that too
I’m so lonely
So lonely
All alone in this harsh world
I wish to find love
I wish to find friends
I wish for happiness
Happiness
What is happiness?
How to be happy?
Acceptance
Accept the loneliness
Accept the solitude
And maybe everything will be better…
Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back
exactly :))))
Johnny Cash has a song called "Hurt" which contains the line
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And I feel that deeply between hating myself for lacking the commitment to lose weight (am 400lbs, need to get to 250 at least), as well as feeling like I have no real friends and I'm just Tolerated because I've been part of the group for 15yrs.
Sometimes, somewhere along my life I was an actual good person for once. Someone who was kind instead of being nice.
Nowadays I loathe about it whenever i'm alone, I want to be them again, but I just can't find a way to get them back. I hate myself because of it, which is quite ironic.
AZ I feel for that. I used to be able to wake up looking forward to the day...now I wake up against my will. Sometimes I'd rather stay dreaming cuz atnleast I have peace. The waking world is nothing but a war of many kinds.
I wish everyone cam someday heal somehow from things we don't talk about in comments or behind screens.maybe one day I can accept I'm allowed to exist, until then I'm useful till told useless. Love yall.
Fr bro, I've lost friends and family people I've loved, but I've also lost myself in the process, and losing myself is a different type of pain.
I know I said I wouldn't be uploading any copyrighted playlists but this one right here means a lot to you guys ♥♥
I appreciate it, I like this one a lot
@@fec1324 well, that warms my heart, thanks for sticking around 🫂
thank you so much for re-uploading this i am going through really hard things right now and you truly don't know how much this means to me and how much it has been helping me
@@FreaksNGeeks99 I’m really sorry to hear that, but hey nothing lasts forever so keep on doing your best to get better ❤️🩹 you are safe here
❤❤
I just moved 30 minutes away from where I lived for my whole life (I’m 15) and these songs had me crying because I just can’t seem to let go of my childhood place I wanna go back. Now in high school I am all alone I don’t have any friends. I am called the quiet nerd. I see people getting bullied every single day and my heart aches for them. I just do my work and don’t talk. I also don’t have social media except UA-cam which is the greatest choice I have ever made. Everyday I see people on social media and it is really bad. Right now I’m just trying to work on myself and get good grades. I miss my childhood home a lot. Maybe change is good? I don’t know. It really is hard, but you got this. Don’t ever give up and ignore what people think of you. Focus on yourself. I hate social media too. School is drowning me I don’t know what to do? I love you and have a great life. There is so much more lovely wonderful amazing people in the world always remember that. I always wonder what it’s gonna be like in the future. Hopefully it will be better, hopefully
Hey, you.
Yeah, you.
Stop scrolling for a moment.
Can I tell you something ?
Yeah ?
Thanks.
So here it is :
You have one life.
Only one.
Not two,
Not three.
You won't relive any moments of your life.
So live your life,
Love the one who deserve your love,
And help the one who need help.
But also,
Take care of yourself
You have one body.
One mind.
One you.
No one is you,
But you aren't no one.
You deserve love and attention.
Don't stress too much,
Don't cry too much,
And don't hurt yourself,
Please.
Remember,
Self love, self care and self confidence aren't selfish.
I love you
Stay strong
I belive in you
You can do it HELP SPREAD THE MESSAGE .
@@joshsera-lh7qp actually i read this comments two days ago and i cried so bad
Thanks but i am already tired i think it would be nice if i heared this along time ago
Thank you
@@Gana2023-f6k nice bro keep going i belive in u
Realmente necesitaba leer esto ahora, gracias. Te quiero
@@joshsera-lh7qp thanks bhai 😌
I lost my grandpa to cancer. I didn't know he had cancer he was in the hospital I thought he'll be back soon then we can joke about politics again,watch soap operas again and make fun of my brother together again He did come home but as a lifeless body on a table as we all cried as they took him away on a table to ceremate him I didn't know it was the last time i would be rubbing his feet ,hugging him. I really miss those moments
I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.
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It's okay, the person u love might not feel the same, but it's okay..focus on yourself first if you can't move on.
last week of high school and finally being free of all those people who harmed you for the last 12 years huh...
feels freeing
it feels sad
@@miel7352 well it’s not like i can fix my 12 years of trauma that i suffered at school and outside of school right?
I wish i could’ve been happy one day… but I can’t be happy anymore
@@Psyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I'm in my tenth year and I've never wanted to give up my life so much, I feel totally pathetic and empty because my country is rubbish and my life is unhappy bc of this shit. My friends don't help me or care, but they try something, the person I liked treats me like crap, and I don't want to do anything about it, life sucks, but you know what? It can't get any worse, so I'm going to enjoy how shitty it is now, because when I turn 18, it's going to be worse.
@@miel7352 dont lose hope, i know its hard, find some good people that will help you. build yourself even if it means starting from scratch, live your life to the fullest, never lose hope on love and always be kind, try to look at the bright side (stay as positive as possible, if people dont, then let them be, never let them lose your light), just keep on going, you got this, i believe in you :D
this is my last year at high school too im feeling sad n happy in the same time😔
We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship.
Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him.
Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment.
I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life.
The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better.
Love is a gift
Thank you❤️
I'm just like you but the other way around.
She is the only one who I've loved since I was 14y/o, going back and forth... And never seems to be the right time
@@lagimaster seems like we were wrong for those who was right for us. Hoping one day all of us will get better and live long happy life.
Sending you love and hugs❤️
the circumstances are most unfortunate.. a lack of communication is very dangerous to love and relationships. it seems all of us have a story to tell, and tbh its probably why mant of us accessed this playlist. i wish you the best of luck, and try getting to know some people.. even for just friends, the more intimately you know someone, the more depth everything has… eventually youll find someone thats worth loving. they will never be the same, but thats the point in it, to find someone. no two people are the same, and love is not limited to only one individual
I felt the same, we lasted for 1 year. We called, played online games and joke around with our names.. We had so much fun..till one day..he got very busy..with his exams..I don't mind that but..the times when he was free...he'd choose to play games with someone else..and not invite me..on my birthday..I wanted a handmade card atleast..but..he gave me food..I don't want food that I can't keep forever..its going to expire..its stupid..but..i miss him still..then again..he isn't right for me..I had to move on..and focus on loving myself
i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do
i don't think any of us really know what to do, but we all keep going because, well honestly there isn't really a 'because'. time goes by so fast, 3 years ago felt like 6, I hardly remember it. That is what feels so dumb about life, each memory I make I feel like I will forget in a few months or a year. I only really feel like I've truly gained consciousness in my life this year, I had a conversation with my siblings 2 years ago, they were asking me if I thought I was conscious, heck no I said I was conscious but I really don't believe I was. I think only now i might be, and I can't even be positive because time still feels like it passes the same. Maybe it's because I cry about the future more, and the past? Maybe that's why I feel 'conscious'? I guess we all just try, and even when we don't want to anymore, we keep doing it, because that's just second nature for us.
I feel you there, I turned 18 a few months ago and I can totally get what you are feeling cause I went through it. And I don't know exactly what changed but I do know that over time that feeling that DREAD, went away and I started to think more positive. Please keep moving even when it seems like you can't you have to otherwise you stop and don't start moving again. Its easy to get lost in your thoughts, but think we are still young we have so much time, time for fun, time for new experiences and we gain new freedoms, and hopefully your parents are there for you like mine were. All in all don't stress it, there's nothing we can do to go back in time though I really wish we could we can't so for now I live in the moment.❤ Good luck and feel better. Please.
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time, and it's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed and lonely, especially as you're navigating the transition into adulthood. It's okay to feel scared of opening up and getting attached to others, especially if you've been hurt in the past. But remember, it's also okay to allow yourself to feel vulnerable and to seek support from those you trust.
Building emotional connections with others can be challenging, and it's natural to feel apprehensive about getting attached too quickly. Take things one step at a time, and try to be gentle with yourself as you navigate these feelings. It's okay to admit to yourself that you may have caught feelings for someone, and it's okay to explore those emotions at your own pace.
Remember that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor to talk about what you're going through. You deserve to feel happy and supported, and there is hope for brighter days ahead. Take things one day at a time, and remember that you're stronger than you think.
As someone who's recently turned 18, let me offer some knowledge. Love is such a powerful emotion. It can feel so great and freeing, but when it fails it can hurt more than any amount of hate can, but that risk of pain is what makes it so great. The fear of losing that love is what makes the love so powerful in the first place. When I read your words I could see the love you hold in your heart. It seeps through the cracks in your soul. Learn to love yourself because you deserve it. You are deserving of love. When you learn to love yourself you will learn how to love others. A while back I felt similarly to how you feel. I felt alone and people kept hurting me. I got led on by so many people and even now it still hurts me, but I took those experiences as lessons. I took all that love I tried to give them and instead gave it to myself, and I feel so much better for it. Take care of yourself Nonafie, because you are the most important person in your life. I know you're strong enough to pull through. I wish for nothing but the best for you
Stay strong brother, you will be ok, don't lose your hope, you will be happy .❤
I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord...
And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it.
For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down.
Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing..
He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along..
He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now...
He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him ....
It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream
To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together....
I don't want to be alone anymore
stay strong ❤❤
you two will get out of it someday, just like me and my friend did ❤
there will be a good ending to it all.
stay strong and support each other :)
I am deeply touched by your story because I have experienced the same thing. . I cried in front of your comment, the memories went back to every line I read.....
make sure he stays alive, even if that makes him hate you. because at least he will still be there to hate you
thank you for sharing, i know it must be difficult to handle.. caring for someone who is hurting like that, can be a full time job.. your friend knows needs someone like you, rather, he needs you for sure. its hard to hold on when everything pulls you away, but youll make it through. long distance friendships can be some of the most powerful and truly deep connections because its easier to be open.. he will pull through it, but just in case try to get your other friends together to do something sometimes.
I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…
facing the world is so hard to be fr with ourselves ,we just get the wrong feeling of being loved as if we are in our own world not facing the cruel truth , ever loved someone js for them to tell u later on that they never thought of you as someone close to them , i mean it all hits the heart you can't even think of the pain so what now the love you had for them was just in your fantasy world ,it is hard to love someone knowing that they don't love u back
my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…
Sorry for your loss.
RIP, fly high
Sorry, bro...
Saying goodbye is a great privilige, don't forget that.
May your grandfather rest easy.
Good luck Mako, keep treking, wanderer.
You'll meet him in heaven someday
"The only thing worse than losing someone is watching them slowly disappear from your life before they're even gone." ~ Dean Koontz
felt weird not seeing this playlist in my main page
I actually just saw this in my main page because I've been listening to music lately
Same
Yeah same
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Just so everyone knows it’s ok if you cry even if we don’t know you we are here for you
When i was a 4 years old my parents divorce, I didn't really understand at first until we moved to my grandma's house, me, my siblings and my mom, we all lived with my grandma along with my uncle and aunties. Not before long we leave there, I realised that my mom had been arguing with my grandma, aunties and uncles, I didn't know because every time they argue my 2 sisters will bring me and my little brother into our room and play with us, that's until every small mistakes we made will make our unties and uncles angry. Time flies by and we got better until this year came. Me and my siblings had to move to our father's house because of a big argument on my mother's side, at that time I just reach high school, I was 13 my younger brother was 12 and my two older sisters were 16 and 17.me and my 17 year old sister were living in hostel but in different school hostels. My younger brother and my 16 year old sister were living with my dad, and going to ragular schools, my dad changes that's what I noticed. But I still can't forgive him for what he did. The memory of him screaming at my mom and throwing things around the room still feels fresh in my mind. Now I'm just getting my revenge on him, but I know it feels wrong, I acted nice towards him and made him spent his money a lot on me. I know it's wrong, but I can't help, I used to think he was my hero, but know that hope of mind turn into revenge, that's on my father's side, on my mother's side, is different, she doesn't want me to call her a lot when I'm at my school hostel, but when I'm at home and didn't call her for just one day she would go crazy, and start comparing me with her past lovers and everything
I can't stand it. I can't stand it! She likes to put her burden on me, she thinks I'm so strong because she had not often seen me cry and I had always took good care ofy siblings and her. I had to force my mom to eat and if she doesn't eat I would have to bring a plate of food to her and let her eat it, and she would finish the food, I had to save my money and give it to my siblings or give it to her to buy food or to buy fuel for the car.Now that has become a habit of mine. In my hostel every day I would call her to check on her if she had eaten or not. Then I had to call my siblings at my dad's house to make sure they are OK. All of this burden is really hard. Now In my hostel, people keep using me, and making fun of me bullied me through my emotions, I know I'm not good in taking care of my health but you don't have to make a joke about it. It happen a few weeks ago, I had to take my meds in class, and one of my friends came to me asking if I had forgot to take any meds and of course I said no because I just ate them , then she said, that I forgot to eat my meds for craziness, then she laughed, I pretend to laugh to. She said she was just joking. But she didn't knew it alreadyhurtedme. All her Jake's really hurted me. Everyday, I would sleep at 12 to 1 a.m and woke up from 3 to 4 a.m,our lights out were at 11 p.m but I just couldn't sleep. I got to the conclusion Iwas sleep deprived, but I couldn't careless, everyday I feel like vomiting and I had a headache always, but I acted the cheerful me, not showing my other sad side to my friends, but not my trusted friend, she is my most trusted friend, she would fore me to go into caunseling and force me to tell her everything, I also told her what I prayed everyday to God. Everyday, our school hostel will do solat hajat between maghrib and Isyak and during solat hajat I would pray for only these 3 things
°to forgive all my sins, my mom's and my dad's, my family, my step mom's, and my steps family, also my friends, or so called friends.
°to give my mom happiness and riches.
°to take away my life before this month ends*June*, to let me die without anyone suffering of it but me. To just let malaikat maut to cabut My nyawa.
And a few days ago in this week, my last prayer was almost answered, me and my friend was going to our night prep. We were walking down the hallway and then I saw lights and motor sounds, I quickly stop my friend in her tracks, then I say my two teachers driving past us in a motorbike.If I was alone at that time I would have just let them ran me over but I was with a friend and she was in front of me, so if I didn't stop her then she would die first before me, and I don't want that, so I had to gave up that chance of mime, the reason I haven't commit suicide long ago, then just waiting for fate was because of the burdens I have to carry.i tried to suicide every day but I just can't because of the burdens, and because I'm worried of what will happen after I die, what will happen to my family, will they be alright, will anyone take care of them when I'm gone, will my siblings take my place and carry my burdens I don't want that, so I kept waiting until today, I kept waiting until I die.
Well that's all I can let out right now, soory if it was to long or that reading this made your day worse, I'm sorry again.
Its okay life can be hard sometimes but you can stay alive and pray to god an he will help you just DONT give up please your family needs you. You are very strong you Will survive this and you will happy again with your family i promise just dont give up please I love you and God bless you and your whole family ❤🙏 (sorry my emglish is bad but i hope i can help with this because you are very strong and god will make everything good i pray for you and your family)
Thanks for your support, but I don't think I have much time left, I'm not taking very good of my health, and this is my third time away from my hostel because of how much I have been vomiting(sorry if this word disturb you) and I feel my breath getting shorter and shorter, it's getting harder to breath each day,all I'm waiting is for my life to end.
But I'm really thankful for your support. Your words are really comforting. Thanks again.
this comment reminded me of the eerie and helpless feelings that always used to comfort me.. im sorry that you take care of so many people, but there is not one who cares for you.. this is a cruel fate put upon you. i dont know how you could handle this because i would struggle in the same situation.. i could not begin to understand what youre feeling, except that you have nothing… im not sure if youre still here, i hope honestly for your sake that you rest peacefully, but if youre still here, i would like to help lighten your burden. i would like to hear all you have to say, i would like to be here every day, to hopefully make each day feel even just a little bit less hopeless.. this comment has made me sad, but upset with myself too… youre a very selfless individual and i cannot imagine how heavy it all is for you.. if youre still here, i hope that youll get motivation to push on. i hope that i can help give this motivation to you.. i am a stranger, nothing more. i offer an ear for listening, and friendship for healing. i hope i am not too late, but if i am… may you find the peace you never got to have
It's good to let your emotions out in this place, honestly, it only helps to let ourselfs go here.. I feel safe here, I also almost committed suicide and my mother stopped me. Thank god my father doesn't know, if he did, he's be sad for weeks..
Hey guys, still here.
I would like to say thank you for the motivations.
But things got worse. People are complaining about me to the teachers and principle. And some people think I complain to the principal just because I'm close to her. I went caunseling once last month but I didn't really help.
My friend also change. The become more cruel and cold. One of them even sent a note to me, saying that she hates me, and that she would like it if I leave school. My other friends just became cold, get angry or annoyed when I talk but has a good mood when they are talking to me. It's like it's OK for only them to talk and not me. And some seniors even gossips about me, I heard them talking. I tried to commit suicide again lately to. I tried over dosing myself but I stop after I finish swilling 8 tablets because it was my meds for my headaches. Also my sleep deprivation got much worse. I sleep at 12 or 1 then wake up at 2 then slepp back at 3 woke back up at5 then repeat
But my breathing god better and worse. The speed got slower but I can only usually smell blood or smoke. And I also ffall down a lot lately. I also still have coughing and flu issues. The thing is there was blood coming out when I sneze or cough. I also almost fainted a few times but nobody notice. The vomiting got less.
I actually wanna talk more but, I have no more motivation to ride. I'm sorry to replay so late and that I worried you guys. And if I'm being like I want attention but, if you don't like my comment just reply to me and I can delete it don't worry. I don't want to make people feel uncomfortable or anything. Sorry. I'm so sorry.
What do you do when everything feels pointless?
Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space.
Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all.
I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul.
I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse.
I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.
I feel that deep and all I can say is, I've come to accepting g it's okay to not be okay sometimes, it's okay to find peace and comfort in your own solitude away from people for fear of hurting others with your pain. What's not okay is allowing your pain to define the person you want to be.
Pain demands to be felt but joy asks gently to show you gentle, peace and love,
grief tears your heart and mind apart, yet little things like the smell of rain on cut grass, fresh roses, the crisp air of fresh snow, or the taste of your favourite foods, the feeling of a blanket out of the dryer, all try its best to stitch together the pieces.
If nobody has told you today or in awhile, you are doing the best you really can, and that's brave and amazing of you! You have done enough and then some, put down the sword and rest, let us help carry your burdens for a little while till your feet can find the ground again ❤
"dont be sad shes just not right but there still one person that waiting for you to come back"jesus love(o3o)
I listen to this daily because I'm thinking of finally doing it because it feels like the world all around me hates me and i just wanna have some peace and quiet, a break from this world. I heard this quote from a movie, not sure if its exact but i can relate to it so much. "Life is pain, I wake up in pain, I go to work in pain, I sleep in pain, I am pain. You know how many times I wanted a break? How many times I wanted to end it? Huh? You can't even comprehend pain that you haven't been through, so don't bring it up if you can't even begin to comprehend it."
@@Julieartiga please dont.. whatever you're going through, it won't last forever. Live your life against all them people who wish you bad. Prove them wrong by staying strong.. I'm 27yo and I attempted you know what.. Nobody cared, my gf dumped me, my whole family hates me and wishes me death, I have no school nor job at the moment. But I have myself getting stronger. It's true that most can't understand us and how badly we suffer daily. But take a different approach.. We are still here. After all we went through.. I survived and I know you will too girl. I believe in you! Check the book by Joseph Murphy about subconscious, it helped me, hope it'll help you even a little too. "all that you see out in front of you is how you feel inside your head". And... It's not a shame to ask for help. If you break a leg you go to the doctor. If you have a mental problem you also can go to seek medical treatment, or therapy.. First step is to acknowledge the problem and I'm sure you already did. Brawo! You've done what most people couldn't.. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporal problem. Don't give up! I fucking believe in you Julie. ♥️ Love from Poland ☺️
I know I was once in love, I remember his face, and his rejection. But I loved him, and I was happy to just be his friend. Then one day he never came back to school, and it's like my brain just forgot him. I went years like this, then one day, all at once the memories woke up in me. I looked on every social media hoping to reconnect. But in the back of my mind, there is this nagging feeling that I wont ever find him, and the reason why, is also the reason why my brain locked the memories away. I'm afraid to even whisper the question, what if it wakes up a memory I can't handle to see. The only thing that makes me feel any better is that I told him often, "I love you. I'll always love you."
Almost six years ago, I saw my cousin for the last time. She gave me a pair of headphones as a late birthday gift, knowing I wanted a gaming headset, she decided to spoil me a bit. I absolutely loved those headphones, took them everywhere with me. One day, after a sleep over that my mom did not want to pick me up from, telling me that I could stay for three more days, which, I agreed to at first, and at the last day, when she picked me up, she was crying. She told me my cousin had ended herself. She was around 17 when she passed away, I'm going to turn 17 this year.
I grew up with her, and I loved her so much, she was my best friend, and the last time I saw her, I remember we went to get ice cream, I hugged her and she was so sleepy, that she even fell asleep on the couch, until her driver picked her up and took her home. I was never expecting that to be the last time I would ever see her.
For me, it was just a simple day, in which I got to have fun with my cousin, my best friend. Never expected that to be the last time I would see her, and I regret not telling her how much I adored her. I miss her so much.
I cried so hard reading this. I hope your doing good honey 🥺❤️
Sometimes it sucks because I see everyone else with these huge smiles and at first I think its so good to see them smile but the more I see the smile the more I want to have those smiles that are nothing but pure joy, but then I wonder if that makes me a bad person being jealous of someone who has a bright smile yk
❤❤ love this when I tried to listen to this song yesterday I was surprised that this song was not playing but now it's soothing my heart a lot
thanks a lot for sticking around, hopefully this one stays up ❤️🔥
I like how most of you have fav person.. I honestly stop trusting people.. But your comments prof that there are still trustful people
I listen to this mix in times of need because it perfectly captures that feeling of watching life happen around you while feeling like you don’t matter. Like you’re just... there, but not really seen or needed. It hurts, but somehow it also makes you feel less alone. Thank you for this. Well how i feel this mix hit tho.
i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts.
there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.
That hit hard....but you learned from your mistakes, right? Take a risk when you have a chance.
@@Andr_ae Sometimes we connect with someone. Even without fully knowing them, or knowing them only a little. You feel it in your heart, you already love them. But often, it doesnt go further. You remain in your lane, on your own. We have no choice but to learn to live with it, with only ourselves ❤️🩹
Bro get back there and go talk to her, you can do it, if it was really love you'll regret it all your life just take a chance, go for it, i believe in you
Life is full of ups and downs, but it's worth experiencing it all. The difficulties you're facing today are only temporary, and things can and will get better in time. You know, what you're going through is something that everyone in this world has experienced at some point in their lives. You're not alone in feeling this way, and many others have felt the same pain and struggle.
A quote I want to share is "Unrequited love is like a cactus. The tighter you hold on, the more it hurts." I think that personally, for my age (I'm still a minor), I've been through a lot. I've had my fair share of hardships, and though I won't get into detail, but there's been blackmail and betrayal from people I thought to be my closest friends, heartbreak from a childhood friend I've liked, and moving away of someone I knew liked me back and I was just about to ask out. Hope are ok and managing to move on from whatever is troubling you. God bless this community🙏✨
I’m really sorry you’ve had to go through all of this at such a young age. It’s clear you’ve faced some difficult situations, but it also sounds like you have a lot of strength and resilience. Unrequited love can be especially painful, like you said, but it’s important to remember that holding on to something that isn’t reciprocated only makes the pain last longer. You deserve love and kindness, and sometimes moving forward, even when it’s hard, is the best thing for your well being. I hope you continue to find peace and healing, and remember, you’re not alone. Stay strong, and God bless you too.
I've been ignoring this video for so long because I thought I were okay, but I've been listening to this playlist more times these past weeks than I can count
I don‘t even speak English but this playlist make me cry... thank you
I hope you feel better ❤️🩹
@@TUHS thank you, I also hope you improve after all, you were the one who created the playlist
@@RadijaPedro ahh thanks a lot for that, means the world to me
Music is the sound of the heart. ❤
TUHS thank you for connecting us all to each other. Vibes attract your tribes right?
Time for us all to start healing. Someway, somehow.
i love this channel, community, and playlists so much. in fact, i always come back to listen to your playlists every now and then!
this really made me smile, thanks a lot for sticking around and supporting this community 🫂❤️🔥❤️🔥 you are truly special
When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss her (best friend, friendship ended)
Same but him and he ruined it
I had one, ik I made a mistake but damn, do I really deserve to be treated like that?
me too,my ex-G was my bestfriend,we aren't together since 1 month ago,sad and weird remember all the things that we talk everyday that just gone,but,I don''t regret about this,this is my precious memory,she loved me and i loved her,but the life teach us how to live,how to be a better person,but only if u wanna be a better person,and we need to learn accept that maybe we gonna lose important friends,people that we care about,but when we realize that some person it wasn't to be in our life,we accept,we understand a little more,we ended our relationship because of me,but how I already said,I know that this was a lesson,that i gonna take for the rest of my life.
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@@escritoradesorientada8731 sad part I was the one that ruined it and can't seemfinda way
This playlist brought up those feelings of doing things for the last time as my disability got worse.
I didn’t know that would be the last time I went for a hike.
I didn’t know that would be the last time I bathed myself.
I didn’t know that would be the last day I wasn’t in pain.
I didn’t know that would be the last day I just. Walked somewhere.
And I still don’t know what last times await me. It’s scary.
i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros
- keep running because if you stop you might fall
I used to run from pain and try to hide from it, but step by step, i leaned into it, found myself being comforted by it, like an old friend or family memeber i lost along the journey, found myself embracing it and thriving in it somehow, as if, it shields me from the world, neither happy nor sad, just simply me, existing in this complex infinitely expanding universe, being simply, myself.
i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning
Life is worth more than you think. I don't know what you're going through but even if you think all hope is gone, it's not, you'll learn to adjust more with the current events. Keep going on to spite everyone who gave up on you. Don't let go.
I’m so happy to see that just 1 month ago you added a beautiful powerful song into one of your playlists , I may have taken your playlist too so thank you again. Never give up , never back down. We will bleed and cry and heal from the power of sounds. We will pick up our broken pieces alone. And walk and smile alone. We was born to walk among the stars alone.
There’s going to be someone who will come and be with you forever. It’s going to take a while, it definitely did for me, but you won’t regret the time waiting for that person. They will change your life forever. Don’t lose that person, they need you too and are looking for you.
@@aarongoogle3369 don't do it man, the greatest misery in life is that you'll never know how loved you are
There'll always be someone who loves you or appreciates your presence so please stay with us
Hey, it’s been a few months, are ya okay?
I met my girl today and she’s hiding sad and smiling I asked “why babe tell me I’m your’s if you have anything to say I’m here with you”
And she said I’m not telling my sad to others. It hurts me a lot and I also smiled with hidden pain . I love her so much 🥹
3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.
It's all gonna be okay someday man. Things are gonna turn out alright 🫶
Come closer to God, my brother, and see how your soul awakens from the tremors of fear
update: idk probably 10th time.
ive lost count, ive lost a close friend
Im better!!!!!!
If anyone needs just one reason to stay, my best friend chose to leave us 4 years ago. I still think of her every single day, I see her in sunflowers, rainbows, sunsets and sunrises. It never gets easier, it never goes away. Your loved ones will not be okay without you. You are needed and wanted here. I promise someone in your life will be like me. You all are loved beyond measure. I wish she knew that.
im so sorry for your lost i hope your okay and wen waht is im her for you
all you`re doing is promising you`ll one day breaking their hearts" hits hard
I will never see her, or hear her voice again. I hate nights like this. I have tangible, real problems, and they get in my head so deeply that the vault just opens back up of everything I suppress with diistractions. It's been years, and I've had crushes since her. But I guess it's just the knowledge that she was the only one who ever loved me back. But I was young, and awkward, and words failed me when they mattered the most. I will remain alone, if not because of my awkward nature, then because she was the only one that ever mattered.
I can sense how deeply you're hurting, and it’s clear that losing her has left a heavy mark on you. It’s hard when someone you care about deeply becomes a part of your past, especially when it feels like the chance was missed. It’s understandable that you still carry that pain, but remember that you are worthy of love and connection. Sometimes, the right person comes along when you least expect it, and though it may feel like you’re stuck, there’s always hope for new beginnings. Don’t let the past define your future. You’re not alone in this.
everyone talking about how their lives are but what about the guy that uploaded this playlist..?
thanks for checking in♥️ I’m doing fairly well
and again, thanks for checking in, means a lot to me and I hope you are doing great too
@@TUHS i am doing great too man!!
@@slrishyyt3988 lovely to hear that
I'm just going with flow of life let it happen , to quit I'm not ready, I don't know were I'm am I'm genuinely alone in my life 😇
he's enjoying the adsense
to have been loved by you was utter luck but to love you was destiny, to love you is a blessing, to love you is eternal. i know you miss me, and i know i respond to your tears with silence, but not a day goes by without a thought of you my little duckling.
I enjoy this playlist a lot, I’m sure we all appreciate you reuploading this 🙏
You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment
0.00001%
Wonder what it is?
You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare,
Remember this one thing,
Everything that happens is in God's plan,
All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god,
The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life,
Don't end your life,
Even though you feel nobody loves you,
Some people do including me and everyone in the comments,
If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you,
God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful.
I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through,
Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world,
and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily
No one said thank you yet so thank you😊
@@team-tim- your welcome
🥹🥹 thanks
Thanks🥹
Thank you for your words❤️
I still miss her in every part of my life, although we are not in touch, i still miss you and your silly things, that you have done with me. I still love you so much, I know we can't be with eachother because of our family, it's been more than 2 years, that we have been separated from eachother, but trust me my heart will always be yours. I love you so much my love 💔
How can emotions truly feel so real like a real knife, emotional pain, heartache, paralysing anxiety or depressive thoughts. The feeling of your first rejection or the pain of losing them forever once you find that one, man I don’t know how the human experience of emotions can be so contradictory.
Even a mere thought of them brings you security or comfort yet it can all be turned around if they left. Yet love is so strong no matter how hurt or “damaged” people maybe they are still seeking love, even in the smallest places or interactions. I feel each attempt however small is a microcosm of their desire for that spark to re ignite, to re-live the passion for love and life they experienced when with that person.
Maybe it’s all in my head and true love isn’t so emotional but I can’t comprehend or describe these feelings in my chest when I think of those people who’ve left my life, each one unique and irreplaceable in one way or another as we all are. Man idk 🥹
I think one of the most messed up feelings is wanting to be happy, being able to smile, laugh, and feel love but know it doesnt last long or forever or you cant pretend to be someone your not so others will love a versio of you. That its always been a "rush" to be cared about, be told wow your handsome today or jnlove hearing you sing to yourself, and when you find people who give that rush in your life to have them disappear because your an overthinker, over worried, over caring, over sharing, overwhelmed, let people walk all over you rather than hurt someone else and be a monster..or just over it all in general.
Messed up that the people we really need in ournlives are right here in the comments behind screens, lord knows how far apart. Yet so close.
Im broken so bad the dust cries for mercy yet ill still try to hold yalls pieces together best i can😅🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
It sounds like you're going through a lot right now, and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed by conflicting emotions and pressures. Wanting to be happy and feeling loved is a natural desire, but it can be challenging when those feelings seem fleeting or elusive. It's okay to struggle with being true to yourself while also seeking acceptance from others.
Feeling like you're constantly on edge and worrying about how others perceive you can be exhausting, and it's understandable that you might feel like you're falling apart at times. Remember that it's okay to prioritize your own well-being and to seek support from others, whether they're online or in your everyday life.
It's important to recognize your own worth and to be kind to yourself as you navigate through these difficult feelings. You're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to support you through this. Take things one step at a time and be gentle with yourself as you work towards healing and finding peace.
@dpq_ not just a right now thing...I've been tolerating too much for too long, I want to believe I do have people who care but I'll level with you. I truly don't.my little sister is the only nail holding me down hell it's excruciating but choose to be single for 8 years, try to open up to someone i met naturally and still he leaves me on read after saying he's a shoulder to cry on...hard to believe or trust anything anymore. I've been so used and abused that at this point any sort of affection be it toxic or good, I love bomb tf out of them....over share, over feel, o er think, get overwhelmed and inevitably even I'm over my own drama and emotions...I'm 28...my dads right..I need to grow up still cuz here I am looking for attention in the comments of a song to people I'll never know or speak to...I'll know who's a real friend irl when I paint my suv interior red one of these days....12 gauge fits most pipes...worst part is where I'm from even looking for help you'll be charged n have a criminal record for simply talking about self deletion...doesn't make sense to be punished for already being beaten and punished...I'm sorry, I don't know you but I do appreciate the time you took out of your day to type that message. I hope someday your able to heal from things you don't talk about as well. Idk maybe in another life.. I just don't want to try anymore. I'm tired..I have edema in my legs from literally busting my a** cuz around my house if I don't nobody else will...roommate will see me upset and peace out to their boyfriends. I think I'll call it a night peeps...I don't want to do this anymore...it's just not worth it
hi, we dont know each other, and maybe we never will. i noticed youve commented on other comments as well… im sorry youre here doing that… i know what it takes to be kind for others, to quietly hope and beg for attention from them like they get from you. truth is, the people who give are the ones who need the most, but they are never seen to be so. they are seen as strong. maybe its the way they want to be percieved.. in hopes that the strength, generosity or something may attract someone to come closer and experience all they have to give.. to find someone who understands what its like to be alone… thats the task here. unfortunately the only ones who know are broken too. sometimes less, sometimes more, but in the end they are all broken too. the most generous people are the ones who have the least to give, and least been given to them. the kindest people are the ones who have been treated most cruel.. the ones who stay are the ones who were left. all of these people are hurt too.. im sorry i dont have much to give you except that, maybe its more difficult to find someone who is truly good physically than it is online. there are after all more people here to choose from, and many of them youll find to be broken too. thats not to say youll find no one physically, because of course the best friend can be someone you never thought to be a friend at all.. uhm im lost in my thoughts so i will wrap it up.. many apolgies, and thanks for doing your best to cheer others up
thanks for re-uploading. this playlist is great.
surething, thanks for sticking around
this playlist calms my agitated soul so much , thanks
happy to help ❤️
I've been having these dreams for years, of what I think is my future... I'll always catch moments when I'm awake years later of the moment in a dream actually happening. And it kills me because I don't know how to get to the next part. I don't know if I'll mess up or not. I always feel like I should have taken a step when I didn't, and not when I did
I never thought it would be the last time with her. Also thank you for this playlist 💗
cherish the memories, atleast you still have that
you’re welcome ♥️
the vibes this has....
i miss her, i love her but the quote "it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" is true i broke her heart, it's all my fault. I hope her new man will treat her better than i did, i wish them happiness while i will try to be better for myself
I broke her heart when i broke up with her,she wanted to talk it out but all i thought of was running away and avoiding her,i just ignored her,left her.but now after almost 5 months i keep thinking about her,i dont know if i miss her or anything but she just keeps reappearing...im kinda lost...what should i do
@@foxy6059 Depends on why you broke up, if it wasnt that deep, then you should get back with her. Never let ego and pride blind you. never let it stop your heart from loving
I keep thinking about what would it be like, the last day with my parents, and if I would survive after that.
"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep" now i understand the meaning of it, being that one with broken heart..
I've been in the relationship dor two years.. it was.. the best time of my entire life.. yet.. she cheated on me and I knew about it for a month.. only then I asked her in person.. that conversation we had.. changed my whole personality.. sorry, I'm just can't hold my tears everytime i think about that. Anyone, have a nice day or night. Eat well, be safe and please don't loose your hope for the future!
I’m truly sorry that you went through such a painful experience. Heartbreak is incredibly tough, especially when trust is shattered. It's okay to let yourself feel the pain and cry that's part of the process of healing. Even though it may feel overwhelming right now, time has a way of helping wounds heal. You’re strong for sharing your feelings, and it’s important to go at your own pace. You deserve happiness and love, and when you're ready, it will come. Take care of yourself, and never forget that there's always hope for a brighter future.
Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart.
Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.
It's evident that this playlist holds a special place in your heart, allowing you to reflect on the friends you've lost along the way and the fear of losing those you currently have. It's natural to feel nostalgic and grateful for the memories shared with each friend mentioned. Each relationship has its own significance and impact, whether it's the laughter shared with Camron, the support received from Ava, or the love exchanged with Sienna. It's important to honor those connections and cherish the moments spent together, even if they were fleeting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and memories in this safe space provided by the playlist. Remember, it's okay to feel grateful for the past while also treasuring the present relationships you have.
@@dpq_ wow yeah I guess that's one way to put it... I'm glad someone gets it, and can put it into words like I could never possibly do. I'm so grateful for the past... Even if it makes me worry about the future...
It’s been five months since I made this comment, and almost as many since I’ve listened to this playlist but… I lost my best friend because of something I did in the past. I’m so sorry my friend… I miss whar we had. I miss you. I miss the laughs we shared, the secrets, the cute moments with our partners… im so sorry. I miss who I was when I was around you… I didn’t know it was our last time talking…
"fear leads to anxiety" fear has always been my struggle, it made me feel all kinds of negative stuff. It feels like I'm trapped with no route of escape. If i do something my mind won't leave me be. It always feels like i committed a crime. It sounds crazy 🙁
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words.. - Cookie :)
To all the people watching this video who can't cry anymore/cry to this.
Just remember,
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
Now you can cry.. - Cookie.
Thanks Cookie. sincerely. this is a much needed message for many who are here, and i dont believe i could have said something more meaningful and perfect… i hope you save lots of lives, and if you yourself are in need of saving.. i will try my damndest to save you too. we dont know each other but i recognize your good heart and know youre worth sacrificing for. thank you for your kindness.. these people need it most
@@CharityMurph i love you thank you
Relief.
I'm glad this still effects me, all the others are numb to me.
Me and my gf suddenly stopped talking to each other for months, those months were hard. Every night looking at the gifts she gave me, reminiscing of what we could've had. Slowly each month, I grew more used to loneliness. Then, I started to finally talk to people in a community group chat. I later started to flirt with everyone, girls, males, etc. I realised that it made me remember her everytime i flirted with a person, as it made me remember her. Then a few months later, I've became well known in that community as someone who flirts with everyone, even admins. Then, suddenly a random girl pm me. I started to talk to her asking who she was, she told me I should find out for myself. We started to talk everyday, we even matched our freakiness, lol. Then just 2-3 days, we became lovers. But when I was talking to her, my gf (the one who I haven't talked to for months) texted me acting as if nothing happened. I talked to her and acted as well. I asked if we were still in our relationship and she said yes, and said "we are still, right?" To me. I was hesitant to say no, but i said yes instead. Then now i feel guilty because now i have 2 lovers. If only if she (the one who haven't talked for months) talked to me much more earlier before I met my new gf, but she was too late. For the people who's saying why didn't I talk first and resolve my problem with my original gf, but I actually did, but she just left me on read for the whole time. Now i feel terrible for being a two timer.
I think I know what you should do, but what did you do?
I think I know what you should do, but what did you do?
Reading all these comments made me realise that many people are broken here. Hope you all have a good life ahead 🫶
Virtual hug 🫂
@@dpq_ 🫂
'' Maybe together but not for ever'' saddest thing i've ever heard...
Listening I began to cry, then sob, then laid face down in my bed and whimpered - I realized I have never known love until today, I found it not in a girlfriend but in my friends' parents. I was kicked out for various reasons by my father with no money and they took me in, no questions asked and unknowingly showed me true love and it broke my heart. I realized I have never shown another person love as I didnt even know what it is, my relationships have always been missing something and I always feel like I end up hurting them by doing my best to love and failing. I tend to stick with people and give them false ideas of how I feel saying things I dont mean and I need to put it out somewhere. I believe I always treated them right but my heart hurts knowing I have left more than a few with broken hearts. I havnt been able to really truly cry since a young child as it was always shamed for males but damn now I know I need this. We are all human and every one of you here deserves love and I truly hope you will find it. I needed to put this out into the universe and I hope someone gains something at all from this, ive been through hell and back but I am on the healing journey and a lot of things still hurt but damnit if it doesnt make you a stronger, better person in the end. Keep pushing fellow traveler, I love you
omg! i was trying to play this playlist that i had saved and i was so confused that it wasnt playing, i'm glad its back up!
surething ❤️
@@TUHS tysm!❤
@@Moon_Dust1500 anytime ♥️♥️
"I wish I had known."
"Known what?"
"That unlike the sun, you wouldn’t rise again with the dawn."
To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years...
I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.
It's incredible sad... Don't blame yourself for crying. I believe that you really strong and you will cope with this! My best friend ones said that there are no good moments without bad ones. I want to believe in her words because I am now living similar feelings to yours... I'm 16 and my parents divorced and I lost my family... I love both parents very much and I quarrel a lot with my mom because of this because she thinks my dad is bad person... You're exactly cope with this situation, I believe in you! Sorry for the mistakes , my English is not very good)
im on your side
if you need to cry, feel free to, sometimes your best friends are your family, better than blood relatives even, family dosent define you by blood, its by the people you choose to surround yourself with, so if you need to cry, go ahead, if people judge you? let them, you've got alot on your mind right now, your young, so you got time
Hi, i just read your little story and i want to say that it's going to be okay, but that's a bit cliché don't you think. Sweatheart i don't think that it's bad what you are feeling. Life is a journey like most people will say and for some of us it's either going to be easy or verry painfull. It's more painful if the people you're seeking love from aren't realy giving that. Think of yourself as a sprout that has yet to bloom, nobody is giving it water to bloom so YOU have to give it water for it to grow, you have to place that sprout where there is sunlight and a place to grow. It's not an easy feat, but with patience and never giving up, i am certain that you will find your sprout a beatifull place on this earth.
My biggest advice for you my dear and this goes for everybody reading this comment. Don't give up on yourself, because you are the only one that is only capable of truly loving yourself, i know this is cliché, but see it as this. Every single person in your life is a new experience to a new beginning, good or bad. Some of them may become old,but everything you experienced beautiful or sad has taught you something. It has taught you how to feel, how to express. Don't think this as somthing bad and try to grow. Have faith and learn. Try to be poitive for youself, it's not easy, nothing ever is.But do love that sweet person that you know you can be. When they say patience is key to everything it realy is true. I'm speaking from experience. Cry out as much you want, fight for yourself if it needs to be. Learn to grow, forgive and let go. Holding on to bagage is only going to make it heavier for you carry.
But always remember....Be kind to yourself and to every version of yourself.
@@Shinjiwook9702 hang in there. Can't promise everything's gonna work out but I can promise there are good people in this world
it's insane how we shared these songs all of them, I didn't really know how people can choose themselves when all you did was choose them, I lost a friend in reality she lost me.
Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔
Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺
man, time just flies by we barely notice it, just embrace the memories and hold on to them
Bro, tell them how you feel. And spend a lot of time with them
Guys guys guys .. i know you are disappointed alone feeling broken and depressed but never let these feelings drive you!!!! Do everything what you love you wish to do think it's the fkn last day .... And remember nothing is more important than "you"... time changes just don't give up I trust you !!
Cheers for life 🥂
Let's make it memorable!!!
🎉🎉🎉🎉
0:45 MY uncle died a few months ago. He was my best friend. Without him I feel so alone .🥺🖤
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing someone who was not only family but also a best friend is incredibly hard. It's completely normal to feel alone and lost right now. Take your time to grieve and remember that it's okay to feel the pain. You don't have to go through this alone lean on the people who care about you, and know that it's okay to seek support when you're ready. Your uncle will always have a special place in your heart, and it's okay to honor that. Sending you strength and comfort during this difficult time.
A year ago, 11/22, I was the happiest I ever was, my bestfriend and I had been getting closer and closer over 2 months, I was happy. 11/23, I woke up, and I felt like I didn't feel anything, like everything had disappeared. I got so scared my brain shut off my emotions. I did my best but for months I couldn't bring myself to let go of this nagging feeling. Months later, I finally accepted it, but it's too late, she's gone now. She was my everything for years, even if we were just bestfriends and nothing more. I helped her during her hardest times, she helped me during mine. She's still my friend now, but it hurts so much, knowing I hurt her, and she's gone. I wish I could slap myself back then to put my ideas in the right place. I lost the best person I ever knew, she was kind, smart, interesting, nerdy like me, we were, I do believe, meant for eachother. That last day, 22/11, I was lying in the grass with her, snuggled against her, and I thought to myself "Even if not everything works out perfectly, I'll always have her". I don't think I was ever as happy as that, ever. I never understood emotions, never got it when people talked of "love", but now I do and it hurts more than ever. She's happy though, and that means at least one of us is happy, and ill gladly let it be her
I'm really sorry to hear about your experience. It's never easy to lose a friend, especially someone who meant so much to you. It's important to remember that time heals all wounds and it's okay to feel the way you do. You've learned a lot from this experience and it's made you realize a lot about yourself and your emotions. It's okay to take your time to heal and perhaps, in the future, you can rebuild your friendship. Stay strong.
I didnt know i was the last one she spoke to. Its all my fault. Its all bc I couldn't convince her not to take them all. To not take every pill in those bottles. I thought i coukd help but i didnt. I only begged and pleaded her nit to go. I told her if she didht reply to me bu the next morning I'd ask her auntie. I told her i didnt wanna go to her funeral. I BEGGED her not to keave me behind. She did it anyways. In our next life i hope i meet her over and over again. I hope i get to date her or even marry her. I hope we never separate. I didnt wanna keave my room for days. Not until her funeral. I cried for months i loved her so so so much. I loved her more than feiends even after we broken up. She convinced me not to commit 9 times in 3 months. I couldn't even save her once. Some friend i was. December 3rd at 10:56am, 2010 to march 14th at 10:48pm , 2024. I love you so much, Lillith.