vent animation bc it’s getting bad again
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- Опубліковано 22 вер 2024
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The feeling when you just want to run back to your ex bsf but you know you can’t cause they haven’t stopped hurting you…😕💔
do u want a friend? its fine if not
@@liv3172 :0 you wanna be friends?
@@blaiseplayz-3409 yess, do u?
@@liv3172 :0YAAAAA! 😁
@@blaiseplayz-3409 YAYY do u have discord or anywhere to chat
you guys ALL know when you’re sad, upset, messed up, and don’t want anybody to know.
yet your still wishing that somebody realizes you’re not okay, somebody that’ll hug you and never let go, and your mad at everyone for not noticing.
painfully accurate...
yes because everytime I try telling people how I feel which is very rare now bc they don’t get it. They’ll just judge me they don’t care I’m also kinda the funny friend so they’ll think it’s a joke. I can’t cry and I’m not mad I have my stuffed animals💗♾🤩
For some reasons I’m still always on cloud 9 even if I’m sad
I always ignore that feeling because my best friend, friends and closest friends tell me often that I’m overreacting and an attention seeker
Very accurate
The feeling when your parents and friends start to say things as a “joke” but deep down it kills your inside…
Yea-..
@@RoseTheLesbian happens all the time..I ended up being suicidal but then I thought “there just messing-“ so I stopped but their “jokes” get worse everyday..I don’t think I’ll manage-..
Don't do that to yourself. I keep getting told to kms by my classmates. Atleast you should live a better life.
@@cutexpie thank you, really I mean it, not even my therapist works..I ended up staying in my room longer and almost constantly and now it’s summer people are going swimming..me too- meaning they are all gonna see what I’ve been hiding the past 3 months..
@@boba7992 go out and swim, people that say those things are also going through their own stuff, you deserve to be happy, go make some tea and make small steps to become better :)
worst feeling is when your friends do things you're good at 10x better than you, and now the teachers see more in them so they focus on her and you just sit and watch..
and then when you make small achievements it feels like you didn't do good enough bc you know your friends did better
The feeling of wanting to vent but nobody understands and they think your too “young” to be depressed…🫠💔
yes.
Ya I’m 9
I feel u im 11 so no one would understand
Same wanna vent to me? I need to help someone
Yeah, I was 7 when I started getting depressed, now I'm 16
The feeling when your sick of watching vents but ur addicted and they help you feel welcomed.
The way you just shocked me that anyone would know that feeling.
Let me tell you a story. It begins with me, happy as can be, freshman year, meeting her, dating her, she cheated, dated another girl, didn't work, got less happy, went back to first girl, left me for someone else, sh starts, I meet thy girl I think Is everything I could ask for, I messed up like I did in the past, think about it all day, cry, go back to school, and " smile", see her, remind my myself that it's my fault.
@@GqDx Oof. I'm so sorry
@@Disc601 🫶
The feeling of wanting someone to notice your sad, but they never do
because same.
you know that feeling when there’s a moment when you really want to say sorry for something or confess something at that exact moment and have it all planned out from several nights before but you just think “eh, too much effort” and brush it off like nothing, and then later you hate yourself for it and people think that’s just your personality and they think you’re lying when you oppose them
No
yes kinda
‘i dont wanna go to school today’ was a sign for help mom and dad…
late but so was the “k” and “wtv” text
Just someone saying "i'm proud of you" makes me bawl my eyes out, because no one really told me anything like that.
Thank you for what you do these videos really help me vent and get rid of everything on my mind so thank you
I am so happy that these help you, and if you ever need to talk I am here
@@isabvIIa tysm I usually can’t talk to anyone because nobody listens so that meant a lot ❤️
@@isabvIIa OML I just realized you subbed to me thank you so much I’ve been trying my hardest for over 2 week now!
@@its_flowers9510 ofc no problem :)
@@its_flowers9510 new sub
For me, it started of just as a happy innocent child. Then I was always so sad, cried, depressed, faked smiles, scared, felt guilty and I apologised for everything and now I'm just fed up and mad at everyone for the slightest things...
Hey it's ok I know how it's feels but u wanna be friends though....
Have you ever had a father who cares but also has horrible anger issues?
Who loves you but yells?
*Who made you happy but broke you at the same time?*
Yeah, ive felt that.
As his child, ive noticed that a father figure can forget how to be a “father”and when he is at that stage its like he forgot what just happened.
dw, were fine rn. who ever wants to answer these question may answer, feel free to vent honestly, stay safe.
honestly same. it really hurts when one moment he cares for me and the next he starts shouting and yelling. love him to the moon and back but still
Same but just that the only who got me like that was and is my mother
Yeas but my mom
I hope u guys r okay, always here to talk!
yep
Ty these help me vent and let all my emotions out
R- Rengoku 🤯
@@Zestycaca Hello
How-
1:07 this is absolutely relatable. I apologize too much way too much because I automatically assume its my fault even though sometimes its not my fault
Same
I feel bad for you though
I always say sorry for no reason
I always apologize or my mind will make me feel like a terrible person
whoever is reading this, i hope one day you learn to love yourself and everything bad goes away in your life. i used to vent a lot. but i listened to music and my mom was very supportive of it, and now i think i can say i'm okay. :)
I'm laying next to my mom rn and I said that I don't like things touching me in bed because of S/a she just said "You have no reason to be afraid of me I've done nothing but try to protect you." You gave me back to him the one who S/a me. You mentally and emotionally abused me, neglected me, beat me, called me every name in the book, constantly tell me I'm over dramatic and invalidate my feelings....but yea... I have no reason to be afraid of you...
Holy fuck, do you need a friend or want to be friends?
@@ventingsupportcontact4339 I could always use some lol sorry I don't know how to respond I'm not trying to make a joke out of it because it's not funny but after awhile you become numb to it kinda
@@ashonyx1099 No don't worry I completely understand. I start laughing the more pain I'm in, I don't find it funny either but I can't help it. So... Friends it is ❤️✨
@@ventingsupportcontact4339 yes do you have social media it's easier to talk and be friends there lol I have discord and snap
@@ashonyx1099 I don't have Snapchat or discord unfortunately do you have Instagram? If not I'll make a discord account but I might not be very active on it.
The feeling when you’re in class and constantly afraid to cry because the class will flood you with “are you ok?” When really they don’t care
y'know being diagnosed with 9 different anxiety's makes it hard to go to school everyday consistantly
The feeling when u want to leave ur friends but they’re the only ones you have.. just sucks.
the feeling u have when no matter what u, do ppl will never start accepting u.For some reason i can't stop trying to please them.
Your not alone in this. Your doing so well I’m so proud of you ur amazing just the way u are
You're not alone, I promise
@@michaelaftoncommitsarson thank you for taking your time to comfort a person u dont know. This is not meant sarcastically im really grateful. :)
my family : *talking about “jokes” abt me, which wasn’t jokes to me.*
Me: *screaming on pillow while crying*
Me:just chilling on my bed
Parents:*start fighting again*
Me:*puts on headphones and just sits there trying not to cry*
(a lil background info, my step-dad has threatened to leave me and my siblings a lot. And he says he is sorry when he says stuff that really hurt me and my siblings. I know he doesn't mean it...)
The feeling when everyone is always like when you try to vent about your past „ no you’re way to happy and have like the perfect life“
Ty for posting this. It let me know other people feel this way.💘
The feeling of wanting comfort but instead you turn it into another argument, again, and again, and again.. 😅
5:06 its so accurate, for a few weeks now when I get up my head spin so much and I can't keep my ballance
The feeling when someone hurts you as a "joke" an and you wanna stand up to yourself but your too scared that they are gonna do something to make everyone hate you and make them think it's your fault..This hurts 😞
the one where there like "im trying my best" "please just care about me " literaly me i say it all the time
No one needs an excuse to say “I’m doing shitty” you shouldn’t need to have one. Saying your not ok is a hard thing to say to parents or friends, not knowing if they will help or do more harm to you then you ever did to yourself. Self doubt, self judgement or being told you have to “keep smiling because no one else knows how to smile as bright as you. Keep smiling no matter how you feel” is not healthy. But you should know that you are loved & adored by many even if it doesn’t feel like it.
2:52 “oh yea, your father quit months ago.” “Then why is he doing it right now..?” :( I relate to this part a lot too
0:29
This vid gets me.
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7:52 is SO relatable
When you gave your bsf your everything but now she’s leaving you for another friend and your always being left, looked back at then she walks away with that other friend :) and when she begs to be with that other friend and only pays attention to you when no one else is there. When your the therapist to everyone but you just can’t tell anyone because they don’t get it or help
I hope u get better soon :))
I’m sorry if I’m trauma dumping u or being egoist, I’m commenting that to let u know that you’re not alone.
that’s EXACTLY what it’s happening to me....
I..... do..... miss..... *her*.
Just a friendly reminder it’s normal to cry it doesn’t mean your weak if you do it just means that your going through or gone through a lot :)
I don’t usually like people and get crushes and then I got my first REAL crush and I told my best friend and then a week later my BEST FRIEND is dating them the only person I told dated my first ever crush that I loved so much and I’m just so scared confused mad and just sad…..
@@Beans-ul8nz awe im sorry just know that I’m proud of you I know u have no clue who I am but I’m here for you your not alone the other day my bf broke up with me for my enemy
i cant cry tho…..if i cry everyone looks at me and asks me what’s wrong…..so…..many….eyes…staring ;(
Tell that to my little sister who told me im not aloud to cry about my weight because im not "depressed like she is"
random but:
imo, from experience, losing a good friend randomly is better than a great friendship turning toxic.
This kind of the videos cure my depression
The feeling when you realise you where always the problem then you cry and act like it will fix everything
Pov: you're deepressed so you watch vent tiktoks to make it even worse....
*WHY IS VENT ART SO BEAUTIFULLLLL*
I’m in a friendship where you get into a fight and then all of a sudden they start sending bff videos. Then they start body shaming you and apparently it’s a joke. And you just laugh it off. But when u say it joking to them they get all senstive and start crying and you have to say sorry. Then they take all your friends. All of the sudden your their therapist. But you can never say anything to them about your life without them saying “Omg can you stop talking about your problems i have worse” Then you try and run from them but their always just there. The most words i’ve probably said in my life is sorry. It’s always sorry, sorry,sorry. I try my best to make them happy. she made my insecure. She made me the terrible person i am today. She mocks my anxiety i have for sleeping. My friends leave me for her. She blames everything on me. She body shames me. She takes my friends from me. She tells on me. The lies hurt.😀💔
that's basically the same with my toxic friendship and I'm sorry for you
I can relate. Hope everyone struggling with this can get over it. We all deserve better
The "when you get up to fast" one... I can relate to that..🙂 that exact thing has already happened around 20 times in 2 days.
Remember when you wake and have no motivation Remember all the people who wake up like up Remember your not the only one going through this .you are amazing don't forget that
That feeling when You tought You are geting better but then... You realise that is bad again. 💔
We all know that things aren’t going good. We’re tired,stressed. We sometimes want to take it out on ourselves and end up hurting our bodies. We want people to notice and someone to show that they care but we all know that once somebody notices, there isn’t any going back.
Yea... my family and friends find out im cutting myself - the sad thing is, they don't even care - it was my fault, and now I regret how stupid I was to let them see it...
@@ichimija431 it isn’t your fault. I promise it isn’t. If they don’t care then they might not be worth telling stuff to. Someone who actually tries to help and shows that they care is someone you should trust. I know from experience that my family didn’t care so I went to teachers. Just say that your parents know and that you are trying to be clean. I promise everything will eventually get better. Stay strong, I’m proud of you, love you ❤️🌸🤟🏻.
yh..
This feeling of seeing everybody with their friends happy and playing and having fun while u are alone walking there by ur hobbie seeing other people happy and feeling worst every single step...
Or this feeling of when u need to pick a partner and see everybody going happy to their friends while ur at a corner waiting for someone to be left or be alone...
:)
The way it is for me,
Everyone always goes to me like
"You hurt me, i cared for you.."
"why didn't you defend me ?! i was in tears !"
"it's unfair.. why do you get everything ?"
Not realising I'm more hurt than they are, they think i am the one hurting them but they hurt me better.
Hey uhm i dont eh i think ik you?..... are you called "thing2" on rblx? If you arent sorry for bothering
@@Moonplaysrblx No ? And who are you ?
Oh sorry for bothering you have an gratis Day or night i hope you Will be ok
Sometimes I feel like I was the one who ruined our friendship, and now when we both see eachother, we just smile and look away. And I just wonder what could’ve been.
It seems dumb but the thing that has me crying while watching this is the fact that my friend said I follow them like a dog and they haven't realized that it's because I need to be around them now bc he's about one of the only people that make me happy.
I hope ur okay, always here to talk!xxx
Let it all out :).
The most relatable for me...
I'm currently top 1 in class and people say I'm so lucky and have a good life but I'm getting the opposite.. People always watching me and everytime I get a wrong answer they start laughing at me and even the teacher "our top 1 is so stupid/she doesn't deserves it/she is not good enough/[name] is better"
And when I get high grades they call me "arrogant/attention seeker/selfish/cheater" that's just because I'm new to the school.. People have their own friends and I'm alone left out but why wouldn't they leave me alone...
Everytime I tell them to stop they don't listen, everyone's telling each other fake things about me. They say I'm mean even teachers calls me that I'm not gonna pass school I couldn't make it....
I'm not good enough, my classmates are better than me I don't deserve it but they do...
I NEVER WANNA BE AT TOP 1 AT THE FIRST PLACE
To the people going through all of this. I know what it’s like to feel these things and as a person who has gone through and have gotten through these things I am willing to sit here and listen to you all. If you ever feel the need to talk to someone I am here for you. My advice might not be the one you would want to hear but I am willing to try.
Awh🤧That's so sweet of you, thank you so much!!
Wish you all the best🖤
Thanks but the same goes for you❤️
i absolutely hate it when someones being horrible and your friend says "oh its okay there mean to everyone!" because NO ITS NOT OKAY! ITS. NOT. OKAY.
oop i forgot the vent waring
The feeling when you are in a state of mind of hate on yourself and there is no one there for you 🙃
Even though we don’t know each other I’m here for u and I’m so proud of u, ur doing amazing
Same i cant tell my parents bc they’ll say its bc of the dam phone
im the therapist friend and i actually like it, im also empathetic, the feeling of someone actually needing me and also saying that im nice and too kind for my own good, i prioritize other's mental health before mine, i care about my mother's mental health even though she verbally abuses me, yet still loves me, i care about my fathers mental health even though he threatened to stop my education if i dont get straight A's because im only getting straight B's and B+'s,
i care about my friend's mental health since they care about me, yet no-one really cares about my mental health because i dont open up, and thats what i want and been told, " do not let you're feelings out, just bottle it up, they're prespective on you will change if they see you so vulnerable, weak." i help all of my friend's mental health, and because my empathetic ass is empathetic, im happy by seeing them heal.
Sometimes I’m happy that I have almost no memory span but it makes me wonder what was so bad that happened to make me forget almost everything that ever happens in my life (btw this started about last year)
It looks like im not the only one. Like two or three years ago - when covid started - I just slowly starter to lost memory of my whole life. Now I don't remember anything, even sometimes I don't remember what I was doing yesterday.
That actually sounds like a problem, you might want to get that checked out if you can
I hope things turn out the best for you :)
@@-erla-5061 Sadly I can’t, but thank you for the suggestion.
These vents make me feel like im not alone they help me procces things that are stocked away and my mind js couldnt procces
I want people to understand what's going on in my head. But it's not that easy.
For me too...
One of my clearest memories of my uncle before he died was me on the phone with him. He was a HEAVY smoker and I was trying to convince him to stop. We were talking and he said in a cheerful voice I haven’t smoked in 2 weeks. My aunt calls out in the background “you literally just smoked 15 minutes ago.” I could tell he was embarrassed and I tried not to let him hear my crying. I had to learn that only he could change himself. He died of lung cancer. I still miss him very much
I’m so lonely. All day I’m just stuck in my room in the dark, scrolling, constantly looking to check my notifications to see if any one of my friends has noticed me enough to text me to see how I’m doing. I don’t know why I even get my hopes up. I’m always alone at events with my family, because I usually don’t have anyone to really talk to. If I say anything, I’m afraid I’ll be seen as an attention seeker. But really, I just want to feel loved by someone like when I was younger.
I love u
@@ilikerice631 Thank you, that really means a lot to me, really. I do hope you’re okay yourself, take care
@@Anon0226 thats just fine, im very glad you responded, how are u feeling?
@@ilikerice631 The same as usual, dull. Similar to how I described it in my previous comment. What about yourself?
you know you’re getting extremely bad again when you watch these and you feel nothing and you’ve already watched five of these videos and you still feel nothing
You know that feeling when you just want to disappear
My parents will make me feel horrible by calling me names and make me overwork myself. Whenever I cry they think I just want attention. So I learned how to never cry
I also got mocked by my dad for crying when I was younger. Still do. I feel you.
I can relate to the first one so much. I always make sure everyone’s fine and happy :)
Wondering if anyone will ask about me.
:)))
How are you love?
@@eclvpsedstars I’m good. Thank you for asking
Hi hru :)
its sad when someone trys to say your perfect but you know it not true and you don't say anything but just smile and then walk away..
I was 8 years old, I went to school there, the boys bullied me at 10-11 I went there for years, but one terrible day.. I was running away from them, I looked behind me to see if someone was running after me. An 11 year old was running after me. I looked ahead and saw a guy, we fell, I was bleeding... these guys ran away, I was lying on the floor, the director came up to me, he called an ambulance. I told my mom everything, but now I regret we went to another country, our new school was there, I was alone, but a girl came up to me, she asked if we could be friends I agreed, I made more friends and it was a lot of fun. 2 years passed. I met a girl who had no friends. I became friends with her and she became my other friends friend. And another 2 years have passed. The girl who invited me to be friends with her said that I annoyed her and she left and and the others came for her. They having fun without me .
I'm sorry that happened to you 😔
I like being alone, but feeling alone is much worse
00:41 it's my life.
I hate when people tell me "oh your to young to be depressed" :( It just hurts inside.
I hope everyone knows that if u push through, it’ll always be worth it.
have a nice day/night☀️🌙!!!!
I can know that someone is with me, it's nice to cry sometimes without consequences
0:14 what song is that????
Freaks-Surf cruise (sped up)
freaks by Surf Curse
One reason why I hate being the therapist friend is because you have to listen to everyone’s stupid story’s about how bad there life is and then they ask you for help but truly you actually never know how to help so you just pretend like you know and tell them fake advice and they believe you then they say your advice is stupid and they go on to say your a fake when you really try to help but it never actually works so you just give up…
(This is about how my life as a therapist friend is..:). )
Me dá vontade de pegar todos esses bonequinhos e dar um abraço bem forte
If anyone else can relate to this I’m sorry…
You do not know how many time I thought people in my life would be like if I just suddenly died..I’ve imagined my self jumping out of the car on the highway, but it’s sad that some people when they wake up think that their gonna go to bed later that night, when some people go to suicide for help. And some people with illnesses. And people that get in accidents the day they think in their head “todays gonna be a good day, im gonna go to bed at 9!” I just hope that God takes care of them, even if some of them are in hell… please remember that it doesn’t matter what you look like, WEAR YOUR BODY AS A TROPHY, YOUR BODYS BEEN THROUGH WHAT YOU HAVE..your skin is not paper,d don’t cut it. Your heart isn’t a door, don’t lock it..is anyone needs someone to talk to, im here, even if I don’t know what your going through, im still here, ily..
Im watching this crying myself to sleep im 12......
1:06 pov: u said sorry for everything you did, but they did it worse, and they didn't.
I know you always tell me that you love me and don't have any feelings for your old crush anymore cause all she ever did was hurting you, judging you, and made you insecure about yourself but I was there for you and luckily you got over your insecurities and started to love yourself as I always complimented you, always told you how perfect you are to me...
Everything was going okay... We both were bored during presentations of others, you didn't even cared to focus on any of them but then she came to present her project and becomes the center of the attention
My brain started to overthink and I felt insecure when you focusing on the topic she was talking about and more to my surprise how you clapped for her and it's not like you did applauded for others too...why HER only?!??
Ik she is pretty and intelligent but still
It's hurts but okay I still love you
the reality of crying or feeling incredibly depressed or just shattered at home and you cry in bed bc of school but when you are their ur masking kicks in and you appear to be happy around others so no one checks up with you and even if they did you cant say sht bc they would just call you emo or compare you to them or do something that upsets you.
The feeling when you always get left out,and all your friends ignored you,and say things that hurts you but they said it's just a "joke" But for you is not a "joke" Why can't anyone understand us?our feelings,our mental health.....
The feeling when your parents call you by your full name and u think that they found shit that you’ve done to yourself.
1:18 is literally me :')
the fact that when your feeling hurt because you bsf called you shitty or anything else and when you try to talk to them about it they just ignore you or just deny it...
this vidoes make me cry and be happy at same time and the happy is cuz i know that some more ppl feel the same like me..
Everyone’s telling me ,,its gonna be okay“ it will not be okay it will never be the same .
the feeling of when you lose your bsf when you need them most but they have a friend that hates you being with your ex bsf….💔
You never have to apologize for who you are they should apologize for how they treat you.
Me and my friends were talking about times we cried in school, I told them that i cried recently in school and in some of my classes and one of my friends said, “Oh I knew you’re the type that probably crys at school” I was just sad because they didn’t say sorry I didn’t notice. No one sees that i’m tearing up but I’m happy for that but still sad no one notices
The pov u always apologize one is exactly me…. I have the sudden urge to say sorry even when I say it to much
I'm so tired of being sad. Its exhausting feeling the pit in me because I'm not actively ignoring it.
1:06 that's the best one...
when they only start a convo to vent to you and you don't wanna bear everyone elses problems but if you refused you'd look like a bad person .
Saying “no” to a person that only wants to talk to you because they know they can use you for vents can be the best response, but if you did want to be polite you could say “i’m sorry. I don’t want to hear your vent this time. You have done nothing but use me to vent.” So they can’t claim you as that bad of a person and cry about it to everyone else, “no” isn’t the best answer ❤
Do you ever feel stuck? Like you get angry then feel guilty about it, and hate it when the person apologizes because it makes you feel like the bad guy but at the same time you wish you could accept it...
Yeah I thought I was the only one
@@Ivysplushadventures_yt It's an endless cycle, and you always end up feeling like the toxic one
@@ANameICantRecall ya
7:05 dang this is relatable, I always thing about my fake Friends and I talk about to my mom to much when I'm in trouble because I think about Alfonzo
(Story: in 5th grade when I was in school we were gonna go the USA thing in school I don't know how to spell it, but when we were doing USA thing I said "I f***ing hate Alfonzo, if I see him again I will beat him" In a whisper. When we were going back home my mom heard about it and she was disappointed and said I should stop thinking about fake friends, I bet my mom was pissed because I talked about fake friends for like the 900th time 😂)
i always feel like a fat cow when i even eat it’s probably because i see my parents struggling with finances and i hear them screaming and arguing and it just makes my heart go crazy and i just wanna lock myself in my room and scream until i faint
When you try venting to someone who has depression so you can let out your feelings but they just say “you’re just being sensitive “
Yeah. You’re right.
I know life has started to get hard and you miss the old days, u miss ur old family, u miss ur life, u miss everything about urself. But u shouldnt worry, There is always someone who is worrying about you, even if ur not aware of it, this is ur sign to get up and get on with life, im really proud of what you have done so far and im really proud that your still living ur life. You see, if anyone ever tells u that nobody likes u and that ur worthless or that u should just shut ur mouth and leave their life u should never listen to them because ur perfect. I know that nobody understands and u think that life isnt worth living but think about all the beautiful things!
Flowers
Mountains
Fields
Memories
Ice cream
And so much more!
Well, my favourite colour is yellow and blue! So i hope when u see any of these colours u will think about how amazing u are!
*gives virtual hug*
Bye bye my friend :D
2:56 my dad wasn't smoking for awhile and he went back to it! It's stupid I had to give him some of my hidden money just so he could buy cigarettes. I would originally refuse but what's that gonna do?
My ex bsf was my everything. I loved her, as both a friend and crush. But..one day..I was accidentally too hard on her, because she kept declining my invitation to get professional help with a therapist or teacher. I wanted to see her get better, but..as I said, I was too rough on her...and she thought I was being rude to her..so she left me..It's been over three months since that happened, but I can't stand to see her go. Each day..it gets worse. I have hallucinations about her in mirrors..I find it so hard to actually do fun stuff with my friends..because it ALL REMINDS ME OF...her... :((
You know when I think of rain I think that your not crying alone the sky is crying with you. Your not alone…
The feeling when you miss all your family members thanksgiving morning but they get there ten u just wanna hide and disappear