hi everybody. I know it's hard for ya'll and I know how it feels to sink into this saddness. I know that you probably try to make yourself happy by playing happy songs etc. But sometimes...you're just drowning into deep dark depression and you can't get out. Sometimes...you feel like sadness has become your comfort feeling- which of course is not okay. But...I have one thing to say, maybe two, maybe three I know you're trying, you are trying hard and that is enough. I know...deep inside...you wanna feel happy and I believe you're gonna do it, that you'll be finally happy. Even though you feel like nobody cares- they care. Even some strangers care about you, like me. I read you're comments and I feel sorry for ya'll. It's gonna be fine, I promise you, take care everyone
This makes me realize how depressing my life really is and how depressed I am even if I don’t think I am I probably am I mean here I am at 2:30 am listening to music while just sitting in a chair doing nothing. It makes me realize how bad my mental health has come to be over the years I can act happy and friendly but it’ll never change how I actually am in reality.
bro like...i hate it when someone says "lol you are not depressed or not having issues about your anger and family ahahjash" (bro like seriously? im taking antidepressants.) sometimes it just hits hard that internet understands you more than everybody in your life ...
worse is, it's not even about you wanting to be either right or wrong, you don't care about that, or rather you currently can't afford to care about it. it's about understanding, about someone really being willing to put themselves into your shoes and then, well, it usually don't even get that far so why bother writing a 50 pages essay about the rest to someone who actually knows what i'm talking about. i'm sorry, knowing you're in pain is very hurtful, i wish i could just make it all better for you; and i don't mean to just take it all away, nah, your pain is your own, it's mainly your job to deal with it and for very good very important reasons BUT your environement isn't fair and there isn't nearly enough peoples who actually truly care around you, that's what i would change if i could. i'm so sorry for being too powerless and weak to do more than words. at least you know there is at least one stranger in one moment who loves you like we are family, a good family, the kind we choose not only born with. i wish you the best as well as the rest of the world, regardless of how agreeable or not i might find each individual to be. with love, from a one time friend.
@@HelloAmMaksim3169 feel free to vent if you want to, the least i can do is listen. or don't, it's entirely up to you, no pressure ^^. can't say i'll ever be able to know your pain, no matter how similar it might be it still won't ever be the same (even if it's a miss by 0.0000000001%) but i can do my best to empathise with you and try to understand your specific circumstances. sorry if it sounds clinical or like an artificial inteligence, that's just how i talk sometimes; tho sometimes i do think about me being an ai and this world being a simulation but then we'd be in the same boat so who cares haha
My life is hard i hate myself im ugly i have family issues i have fake friend's that use me for money and life is hard and some people don't care and float away from reality
Ty for this for me this time a year sucks my step dad and mum arent togther anymore the one family meber i love is not mentally ok and my step dad mum my grandma past away around they holiday so i go numb and idk what to do anymore i just cant but im the happy go lucky friend and cant tell anyone
Im just tired of acting happy when im not i just wish someone would look at me and tell me it going to be ok cus it dose not fell like it i just cant yk
I just put on this mask and fake it and it suck when someone ask me how are you i lie and say im ok and i want somebody to say im proud of you theo or good job and all i do is help other out but what do i get nothing and it sucks i want to be happy and smile and mean it
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hi everybody. I know it's hard for ya'll and I know how it feels to sink into this saddness. I know that you probably try to make yourself happy by playing happy songs etc. But sometimes...you're just drowning into deep dark depression and you can't get out. Sometimes...you feel like sadness has become your comfort feeling- which of course is not okay. But...I have one thing to say, maybe two, maybe three
I know you're trying, you are trying hard and that is enough.
I know...deep inside...you wanna feel happy and I believe you're gonna do it, that you'll be finally happy.
Even though you feel like nobody cares- they care. Even some strangers care about you, like me. I read you're comments and I feel sorry for ya'll.
It's gonna be fine, I promise you, take care everyone
You earn a sub from me keep it up and ty for the playlist
This makes me realize how depressing my life really is and how depressed I am even if I don’t think I am I probably am I mean here I am at 2:30 am listening to music while just sitting in a chair doing nothing. It makes me realize how bad my mental health has come to be over the years I can act happy and friendly but it’ll never change how I actually am in reality.
i feel that. its the same for me but instad of a chair its a bed.
@ honestly yeah
@ I get you man
Don’t ask how but I just finished my essay in 24 minutes
bro like...i hate it when someone says "lol you are not depressed or not having issues about your anger and family ahahjash" (bro like seriously? im taking antidepressants.) sometimes it just hits hard that internet understands you more than everybody in your life ...
worse is, it's not even about you wanting to be either right or wrong, you don't care about that, or rather you currently can't afford to care about it. it's about understanding, about someone really being willing to put themselves into your shoes and then, well, it usually don't even get that far so why bother writing a 50 pages essay about the rest to someone who actually knows what i'm talking about.
i'm sorry, knowing you're in pain is very hurtful, i wish i could just make it all better for you; and i don't mean to just take it all away, nah, your pain is your own, it's mainly your job to deal with it and for very good very important reasons BUT your environement isn't fair and there isn't nearly enough peoples who actually truly care around you, that's what i would change if i could. i'm so sorry for being too powerless and weak to do more than words. at least you know there is at least one stranger in one moment who loves you like we are family, a good family, the kind we choose not only born with. i wish you the best as well as the rest of the world, regardless of how agreeable or not i might find each individual to be.
with love, from a one time friend.
@waderepourtous82 aw man, thank you for understanding my pain... İt really means a lot for me
@@HelloAmMaksim3169 feel free to vent if you want to, the least i can do is listen. or don't, it's entirely up to you, no pressure ^^.
can't say i'll ever be able to know your pain, no matter how similar it might be it still won't ever be the same (even if it's a miss by 0.0000000001%) but i can do my best to empathise with you and try to understand your specific circumstances. sorry if it sounds clinical or like an artificial inteligence, that's just how i talk sometimes; tho sometimes i do think about me being an ai and this world being a simulation but then we'd be in the same boat so who cares haha
@@waderepourtous82 XD, we are İn the same boat for sure :D
how the hell am I alive rn
Fr tho
I should've died a long time ago
My life is hard i hate myself im ugly i have family issues i have fake friend's that use me for money and life is hard and some people don't care and float away from reality
Ty for this for me this time a year sucks my step dad and mum arent togther anymore the one family meber i love is not mentally ok and my step dad mum my grandma past away around they holiday so i go numb and idk what to do anymore i just cant but im the happy go lucky friend and cant tell anyone
Im just tired of acting happy when im not i just wish someone would look at me and tell me it going to be ok cus it dose not fell like it i just cant yk
@@trans_son_of_hades Everything will come to an end
Nothing lasts forever
ik it just sucks a lot rn
i know things are really hard and its such a struggle to go through all of that. If you ever need somebody to talk to im here
I just put on this mask and fake it and it suck when someone ask me how are you i lie and say im ok and i want somebody to say im proud of you theo or good job and all i do is help other out but what do i get nothing and it sucks i want to be happy and smile and mean it
Should've added stratosphere by duster, it is WAY worse than these songs, it should amplify agony
I wanna go with energy boost playlist but after seeing caption I can't control my fingers to play this❤🩹😔