'take me to church' but you're slowly dying in a hospital

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  • Опубліковано 9 жов 2020
  • A little "remix" I made 😅 I'm so sorry that I didn't posted in a while! Welp, hope you like it 😅

КОМЕНТАРІ • 194

  • @robloxprosdaddy
    @robloxprosdaddy 3 роки тому +1085

    Is anyone like me? Like scared of dying but living seems much scarier

    • @iris4100
      @iris4100 3 роки тому +19

      Weird question but did I see you on "Lovely but youre slowly dying at the hospital" with this comment?

    • @iibluesapphirex1058
      @iibluesapphirex1058 3 роки тому +8

      @@iris4100 WORLDWIDE WITH THE "dying in the hospital" COVERS

    • @lauriesch28
      @lauriesch28 3 роки тому +9

      Yes. I agree. If i die my friends would be disappointed and thats scary. But living is still more frightening

    • @robloxprosdaddy
      @robloxprosdaddy 3 роки тому +4

      @@iris4100 i post this on all of my accounts !! ty for this reply tho

    • @iamgoingtoburnyoualive1586
      @iamgoingtoburnyoualive1586 3 роки тому +1

      No

  • @Kelly-ig6ku
    @Kelly-ig6ku 3 роки тому +510

    All of a sudden dying isn’t scary

    • @iibluesapphirex1058
      @iibluesapphirex1058 3 роки тому +16

      Never has been.

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому +9

      Never will be

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому +1

      @dianarose duncab that's true

    • @Kelly-ig6ku
      @Kelly-ig6ku 3 роки тому +2

      @dianarose duncab agreed

    • @mmmm-lg2mj
      @mmmm-lg2mj 3 роки тому +3

      But the process of dying is scary, you can twitch and/or gag for up to 12 hours after death, and hearing is the last sense to go before you compleatly die

  • @444angelies
    @444angelies 3 роки тому +419

    I would look at the person crying say "Hey don't cry..I'm always gonna be by your side..I promise"

  • @laggyfor1963
    @laggyfor1963 3 роки тому +647

    *young depression is back*

    • @laggyfor1963
      @laggyfor1963 3 роки тому +2

      @@lani.h7226 nah me and nikola are always the two depressed and anime kids in school

    • @Claudia-uq5pi
      @Claudia-uq5pi 3 роки тому +1

      I wonder when it will be gone

    • @laggyfor1963
      @laggyfor1963 3 роки тому +1

      @@Claudia-uq5pi idk. It just happens sometimes. You know..

    • @starryais111
      @starryais111 3 роки тому +3

      I want to die

    • @starryais111
      @starryais111 3 роки тому +2

      But i can't

  • @jacobcawood6485
    @jacobcawood6485 3 роки тому +384

    i’m scared to die but tired of living

    • @xloesub
      @xloesub 3 роки тому +7

      live for me babe🥺 don’t waste it we’re all gonna die eventually but don’t just please

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +5

      I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️

    • @beth6338
      @beth6338 3 роки тому +1

      this

  • @psykhe6626
    @psykhe6626 3 роки тому +119

    Imagine you're dying held by the woman that's crying and you sing this to her while you're bleeding out

  • @denkikaminari4606
    @denkikaminari4606 3 роки тому +214

    I remember what this was like.. I remember when I couldn't get in surgery room straight away and I was in that situation where I was on my death bed.. but somehow I still survived

    • @user-fb4cb9lp8m
      @user-fb4cb9lp8m 3 роки тому +21

      im very happy you survived even if i don't know you :)

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому +14

      I wish you a long happy healthy life

    • @denkikaminari4606
      @denkikaminari4606 3 роки тому +9

      Thank you guys :)

    • @iiamkyn_
      @iiamkyn_ 3 роки тому +3

      God :')

    • @sleeplessshinso5103
      @sleeplessshinso5103 3 роки тому +3

      I’m glad you survived, and I hope you’re doing better now. :) Keep fighting!

  • @butt_torpedoes
    @butt_torpedoes 3 роки тому +25

    "I'm dying Jason. I'm sorry but I have to go now. You have to let me go. Please let me go."

  • @imjusttired9524
    @imjusttired9524 3 роки тому +84

    I hope I won't die alone.

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому +7

      Same I want at least one person on my side with me just at least one

    • @ayushiverma7990
      @ayushiverma7990 3 роки тому

      You won't ❤️

  • @sebby2pro4u
    @sebby2pro4u 3 роки тому +157

    I’m scared of living but I’m also scared of dying. Why is everything so hard?

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +1

      So you want to talk?❤️

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +1

      Do*

    • @sebby2pro4u
      @sebby2pro4u 3 роки тому +2

      @@maggy4324 not really.. but I feel better knowing someone would want to talk to me☺️ tysm

    • @stop2194
      @stop2194 3 роки тому +3

      ikr, so I just stopped. I didn’t give up, I just gave in. it would still be hard either option. But I hope you’re doing better each day.

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +1

      @@sebby2pro4u Okay this is Fine .❤️Just Tell me if you change your mind❤️

  • @lpsswimmer48
    @lpsswimmer48 3 роки тому +20

    Death is a feared gift and life is a beautiful tragedy...

  • @meandyourmom69_
    @meandyourmom69_ 3 роки тому +27

    i don’t wanna live anymore but hurting people is the reason i just can’t do it.

  • @AmelHookimaw
    @AmelHookimaw 3 роки тому +25

    man I would be vibing before I die and also crying because dying sounds scary.
    I honestly think that there is nothing after we all die. :D

  • @rococorevolution4105
    @rococorevolution4105 3 роки тому +55

    I like her sobbing, remind me of my mother.

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому +2

      What happened? If I may ask

    • @mahaali3501
      @mahaali3501 3 роки тому +1

      Sounds kinda dark and ngl I like it. Lol. I wouldn't want anyone to like.. Idk see me on my death bed and cry or shit. Except my bestie. And ya

    • @Zarniwhooper
      @Zarniwhooper 3 роки тому

      @@mahaali3501 dude i don't even think I'll be on a death bed when I die I think I'll be in my room probably tbh

    • @Urmom-ts8gp
      @Urmom-ts8gp 3 роки тому +1

      @@Zarniwhooper ikr

  • @Fenty4
    @Fenty4 3 роки тому +57

    Do you ever think of what it would be like to die to see who would really be there for you?

  • @abigailbennett1908
    @abigailbennett1908 3 роки тому +23

    this breaks my heart my uncle died alone today from covid in a nursing home.

    • @justlyn807
      @justlyn807 3 роки тому +1

      im so sorry about what happened are you okay?

  • @iamgoingtoburnyoualive1586
    @iamgoingtoburnyoualive1586 3 роки тому +24

    Hey it's ok dont be afraid of dying :3

  • @yuriiwa1948
    @yuriiwa1948 3 роки тому +7

    im playing a playlist of "but you're dying" just to fall asleep... I'm so hopeless.

  • @mags2898
    @mags2898 3 роки тому +95

    ima make u sad :D
    Imagine:
    You opened your eyes from a nap to see your best friend crying as tears land on you. "I-its you last day today living..." she said trying to make words come out of her mouth while crying. "is it..?" you turned your head to the right looking at the doctor. The doctor nods while tears suddenly come out from your eyes making them blurry. That best friend was your closest and the only one that supported you your whole life. Your heartbeat becomes slow. "Hey don't cry..I'm always gonna be by your side..I promise" you looked at her in the eyes when you said that. You suddenly see black and nothing more. Your world stopped. The last thing you heard was your best friend crying her heart out for you.

    • @nique___1455
      @nique___1455 3 роки тому +2

      The way I saw your pfp and imagined i was talking to tsukishima😭🖐️

    • @mags2898
      @mags2898 3 роки тому +1

      @@nique___1455 oop- maybe just
      .+* p r e t e n d *+.
      jkjk

    • @alcosplay.123
      @alcosplay.123 3 роки тому +5

      Sad part about this is my best friend never texts or calls anymore we were so close and now she doesn’t even know what’s going on in my life she doesn’t know that I cry myself to sleep every night she simply just forgot about me like I was nothing but she was all I had :(

    • @ikimono7382
      @ikimono7382 3 роки тому

      @@nique___1455 OMG SAME- 😭

    • @hannbb4173
      @hannbb4173 3 роки тому

      I don’t have any friends but still sad :(

  • @zlauraa_
    @zlauraa_ 3 роки тому +14

    covid-19 ruined everything...
    people dying
    depression
    suicide
    eating everyday and getting fat
    everytime home and crying
    still on phone
    and young people searching these song to die.........

  • @daddykurootetsuro4326
    @daddykurootetsuro4326 3 роки тому +7

    *And I find my self standing at the top of my building complex again wishing for the guts to just end it*

  • @merelhogeloon6532
    @merelhogeloon6532 3 роки тому +3

    the sound of the beep when my heart beat stops comforts me

  • @leahduffin6900
    @leahduffin6900 3 роки тому +9

    anyone else thinking there would be nobody crying about them

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 роки тому +151

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @gozde2636
      @gozde2636 3 роки тому +3

      I started to cry when you said "i need you here with me:)". Im so sorry...

    • @nenineno1
      @nenineno1 3 роки тому

      thank u

    • @carenand318
      @carenand318 3 роки тому

      Thank u for this

    • @lostdarlings
      @lostdarlings 3 роки тому +3

      *virtual hug*

    • @kxromi6794
      @kxromi6794 3 роки тому

      i feel like youre hurt, you just want others to be okay, and i appreciate that. thank you.

  • @douaepark502
    @douaepark502 3 роки тому +9

    For all the depressed people
    I know that you are tired sad i know that you feel alone dead
    But remember there's Always a light that you have to see even if it's hard
    You should fight in this life even if you are tired but stay fighting
    Fight for people who love you if you will Say that no one loves you so fight for your self because you deserve to live you deserve to be happy be fine and move on and help people who are depressed ❤️❤️

  • @Claudia-uq5pi
    @Claudia-uq5pi 3 роки тому +35

    I listen to this ryt now😂 and I'm at the hospital I'm getting a surgery for my 20cm cyst

    • @kateb6057
      @kateb6057 3 роки тому +5

      I hope you are going to be okay. I love you❤

    • @cranesdelirium
      @cranesdelirium 3 роки тому +1

      how are you now? :)

    • @Claudia-uq5pi
      @Claudia-uq5pi 3 роки тому +2

      @@cranesdelirium I'm good but I lost one of my ovarium so I will be menapouse at 20. Well it's better then I need to marry at 15 years had a baby and become menapouse cause the doctor said maybe she needs to get married early and then we can take both of her ovarium the doctor felt bad so he only takes one.

    • @Claudia-uq5pi
      @Claudia-uq5pi 3 роки тому +1

      @@kateb6057 thankyou❤️

  • @alheineztokhe678
    @alheineztokhe678 3 роки тому +23

    Ohh hello my darkness my old friend im back! 😊

  • @abbylionness
    @abbylionness 2 роки тому +2

    I would look at them and just-
    "I only wish you plant the prettiest flowers on my grave..." and smile :')

  • @MistyMemoryy
    @MistyMemoryy 3 роки тому +4

    I don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +1

      I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️

    • @MistyMemoryy
      @MistyMemoryy 3 роки тому +1

      @@maggy4324 Don't worry I won't kill my self,I'm just so annoyed of situations in my life,that's it,btw thanks for caring ❤

    • @maggy4324
      @maggy4324 3 роки тому +1

      @@MistyMemoryy Your welcome and whenever you want to talk about it you can tell me if you like.I understand that being annoyed or bored can be quite difficult to deal with ❤️

  • @andreeamaria6752
    @andreeamaria6752 3 роки тому +12

    Thank you for this masterpiece 🥀

  • @kalleyoung9059
    @kalleyoung9059 3 роки тому +3

    If this song isn’t playing when I go out I don’t want it

  • @sleeplessshinso5103
    @sleeplessshinso5103 3 роки тому +3

    Got recommended this while sorta triggered after seeing something about suicide, and now I’m listening and the crying person sorta sounds like my mom. I’m scared

  • @magdaash5017
    @magdaash5017 3 роки тому +6

    Let me tell you something okay just listen when I was in Hostipal I had few hours to live and the doctors sent me straight to the operating room where they put me to sleep to give me what I need and I remember myself flying out of my body seeing me lying there life less and the doctors still doing the surgery for me I went to explore some more and I saw my mom behind the hospital door crying and hoping I was being okay then everything went black and I woke up in my private room and being told that surgery went successful and I was going to be ok me crying was left in shock and happy it was the most beautiful but terrifying experience I ever had but I am all good now (this was 2 years ago before the Pandemic)

  • @Daniela-qh1yy
    @Daniela-qh1yy 2 роки тому +1

    why are these so comforting to me

  • @ccrxazy
    @ccrxazy 3 роки тому +1

    I can’t describe the feeling i’m having rn

  • @kubrasafak7765
    @kubrasafak7765 3 роки тому +3

    I'm very tired of the living...

  • @kubikrubik.asurate
    @kubikrubik.asurate 3 роки тому +2

    why is this so satisfying?

  • @gozde2636
    @gozde2636 3 роки тому +7

    Bu şarkıyı ona tavsiye etmiştim. Şimdi onu anmak, anıları canlandırmak, bazen ağlamak, ölmeyi hissetmek için burdayım

    • @cerenmw
      @cerenmw 3 роки тому +2

      Bu şarkıyı paylaşacak kimsem olsa bile paylaşamam bu şarkıyı.

    • @gozde2636
      @gozde2636 3 роки тому +1

      @@cerenmw ben bi aptallık ettim işte :'(

    • @syde3987
      @syde3987 3 роки тому

      cesaret edebildigim zaman yapacagim uykuya dalayacagim sonsuz huzura ulasacagim sizi tanimiyorum fakat sizi seviyorum kendinize dikkat edin cok degerlisiniz hayatin tadini cikarin 🥺💗

    • @gozde2636
      @gozde2636 3 роки тому

      @@syde3987 bilmiyorum konu sevdiğin insan mı ama eğer öyleyse değer mi sence biri seni üzdü diye sonsuz uykuya dalmak istemen? bak ben bu yorumu ne zaman yazmışım o gün bugündür acı içindeyim ama böyle bişeyi asla düşünmedim. çünkü bi hayalim var benim. bigün onun elini sımsıkı tutmak. ben hayalimin peşinden gitmeye çabalıyorum, hayallerim için yaşıyorum. hayallerim benim yaşamamı sağlıyo. ne yaşadın gerçekten bilmiyorum ama özünde çok iyi insan olduğunu ve aslında ölmeyi istemediğini, sadece acını dindirmek istediğini biliyorum. ölmek sana hiçbirşey kazandırmaz. sadece arkanda bıraktıklarına büyük bi acı bırakır. ağla, bağır çağır, içini boşalt. ama sakın böyle sözler söyleme. çünkü sen çok değerli bi insansın. sen olmazsan emin ol birçok kişi yarı yolda kalır. sen olmazsan birçok kişi için hayat durur. sen eminim ki çok iyi bi insansın ve kalbin de çok temiz. sadece böyle şeyler düşünme. varsa anılarınla yaşa. yoksa hayallerinle. seni bu dünyada seven çok insan var. ben de dahil olmak üzre. seni çok seviyorum ❤

    • @syde3987
      @syde3987 3 роки тому +1

      @@gozde2636 yazdiklarin icin cok tesekkur ederim beni aglattin 🥺 konu sevdiğim cocuk degil ailem de dahil kimsenin bilmedigi benim beynimin icinde olan dusunce/ bir his gibi bir sey.. bu beni eritiyor kimse yardimci olmuyor kimse anlamaya calismiyor ipucu vermeye calismama ragmen ve anlamalarina ragmen takmiyorlar. ama sadece senin icin mucadele edecegim gerçekten bana zaman ayirip cevap vermen bile benim icin cok buyuk bir sey mucadele etmeye calisacagim pes etmeyecegim🥺 umarim onunla beraber olursun senin ona verdigin degeri anlar ve seni asla birakmaz, eger bir derdin sıkıntın olursa mutlaka yaz yardımcı olurum kesinlikle unutma ki tek bir kisi icin bu kadar uzulmeye degmez dünya da 7 milyar kişi var illa ki sana deger veren seni cok seven birini bulursun tekrar cok teşekkür ederim bana zaman ayirdigin icin

  • @chevanyaks
    @chevanyaks 3 роки тому +1

    well well look who’s inside again ...

  • @abikayy3
    @abikayy3 3 роки тому

    i love this

  • @nikoli2171
    @nikoli2171 3 роки тому +2

    To those reading this comment, I want to wish you a good day / good night / good morning. I wish you only happiness and good in life. May you always be happy. That you no longer want to die. That you will see the beautiful side in life and not the bad side. I want you to know that you are important to many people, and I am one of them. You are important to me, so please fight, do not die today, do not give up today, it is soon over, go one last push and you are there, do not give up, please do not. You are more than that, I believe in you and love you. Do not run away from your problems by killing yourself, stay here and prove to everyone and especially to yourself that you are stronger than they and you think. I love you and you are important. Do not kill yourself today.🤍

  • @aaronscottcreativemedia6827
    @aaronscottcreativemedia6827 3 роки тому

    well, this was harrowing, i love it

  • @notfamedtvpersonalitydrphil

    Ah yes the perfect thing to listen to immediately after binge watching House M.D.

  • @igeniusz4585
    @igeniusz4585 3 роки тому +3

    me: *having last 3 minutes of living* I wanna listen to it before i die
    doctor: but this song is 4 minutes long-
    death: i'll wait.

  • @perlasoto2275
    @perlasoto2275 3 роки тому +3

    I’m not scared of drying I actually wanna die

  • @vixenashes7417
    @vixenashes7417 3 роки тому +2

    Am I alone in this? Or Dying isn't scary instead it thrills me.

  • @arieshagemnani4501
    @arieshagemnani4501 3 роки тому +1

    The sobbing reminds me of my mum

  • @lostdarlings
    @lostdarlings 3 роки тому +3

    In my opinion everyone dies so I’ll never find it that scary js me who thinks this way ?

  • @sf._edits_
    @sf._edits_ 3 роки тому

    I was at the hospital rn.. well, I really need this.. ☺️

  • @msz8995
    @msz8995 3 роки тому

    i don’t even care if i die anymore

  • @ameliamae1015
    @ameliamae1015 3 роки тому +3

    I use this song while reading character x reader imagines where the reader dies. I have issues

  • @Rex_HATZGANG
    @Rex_HATZGANG 3 роки тому

    You are laying in the bed all you hear is the beeping and the crying as u pass on you hear them cry more.....but the pain is gone your okay but the person isn't... As u take that in you cry yourself....

  • @ssandie6264
    @ssandie6264 2 роки тому

    I hear my own mother crying

  • @link-lx2qs
    @link-lx2qs 3 роки тому +1

    I'm scared ik crying at the same time as her....

  • @perlasoto2275
    @perlasoto2275 3 роки тому +1

    I’m not scream of dying I’m scared if it’s gonna hurt but I’m tired of leaving

  • @GraceyMace
    @GraceyMace 3 роки тому

    It would’ve been a bit better if the heart monitor was louder other than that good 7/10

  • @noah8817
    @noah8817 3 роки тому +1

    I remember ✨BOKUAKA✨

  • @zelaldeniz7862
    @zelaldeniz7862 3 роки тому +2

    Muhtemelen türk görmez falan takılıyım kendi halimde burda
    Biriyle konuşup kendini anlatabilen yürekli insanlar var mıdır cidden? Biriyle konuşmak, biraz olsun kendimi anlatmaya çalıştıkça canım yanıyor. Yapamıyorum. Korkuyorum artık. İnsanlar ürkütücü. Kimseye bahsetmediğim şeyleri anlatmaya buraya geldim. Kimse bilmez benim ne düşündüğümü, neyin beni gerçekten mutlu ettiğini, neleri dert ettiğimi, su an nelere üzüldüğümü. Bilmezler ölmek istediğimi. Herkes bana çok uzak. Şu an neye canım yanıyor, ne hissediyorum göremezler. Hiç merak ettiler mi ki? Sizi hiç merak eden oldu mu? Biriyle konuşup kendinizi tanıtabildiniz mi? Korkmadınız mı hiç o kişi bir gün canınızı yakar diye? Açabildiniz mi kendinizi herhangi birine? Ben denedim arkadaşlar. Bir kız vardı. Dert dostum muydu, aşık olduğum biri miydi, hayran olduğum biri miydi bilmiyorum. Anlattım ona biraz kendimi birkaç yıl önce. İstemedi beni. İtti beni. Sırf kendimi anlattığım için korktu benden. Kendini tanıtmak zorunda kalmaktan korktu. Bir kere anlatmıştı bir şeyler. Bir kızdan bahsetmişti. Sevinmiştim. Kıskanmıştım da benden daha özel oldukları için. Ama sonra şey dediğini hatırlıyorum.
    'Sen olduğun için anlatmadım sadece onu çok özlüyorum ve bugün onun gittiği gün sana özel bir şey değildi. Benim hakkımda hiçbir şey bilmiyorsun.'
    Birbirimizi tanımak için sorular soruyorduk başka bir gün. Beni tanımlar mısın beni nasıl tanıyorsun demiştim. Şey demişti
    'Eskiden olsa garip, şimdi ise tahmin edilebilir.'
    Başka bir gün tartışmıştık benim yüzümden. Artık konuşmak istemediğini, çok kırgın olduğunu söylemişti. Sonrasında da
    'Sen yine birilerine anlatırsın ki kendini zaten.' Dediğini hatırlıyorum.
    Neden bu cümleler bu kadar yaktı canımı. Onun kadar özel değilim diye mi?
    Onlar kadar özel olmayı dilerdim.

  • @valerie3212
    @valerie3212 2 роки тому

    lmao as if anyone is gonna cry over me

    • @_csinti_
      @_csinti_ 2 роки тому

      I wish you all the best

  • @iamtryingmybardest
    @iamtryingmybardest Рік тому

    who tf cryin for me lmao

  • @sondco224
    @sondco224 Рік тому

    I mY oN gOd HuMoR

  • @explosivesicanhandle
    @explosivesicanhandle 2 роки тому

    stop crying Im trying to listen to take me to church

  • @Syy034
    @Syy034 3 роки тому

    I see all these coments „oMg It rLly FeElS lIkE iM dYiNg“ bruh I wish I was-

  • @cuminmeandfactmebaby8065
    @cuminmeandfactmebaby8065 3 роки тому

    Oo po

  • @itsonlyhalley
    @itsonlyhalley 6 місяців тому

    Im sorry but where did u find the sound of the woman crying? I want to make smth similar to this

  • @Jezabel_.-00
    @Jezabel_.-00 3 роки тому

    I’m afraid the person that is crying is my mommy 💔😪

  • @goodnight2709
    @goodnight2709 3 роки тому +1

    proszę zrob „until i bleed out the weeknd but you’re peacefully dying”

  • @stgrammata3602
    @stgrammata3602 3 роки тому +1

    You want me to listen to the song which I have had the most sexual fantasy scenarios in? While dying? WHAT KIND OF HEAVEN HAVE YOU CREATED (okay but we know I'm going to hell for just thinking of going away while listening to Take me to church oh the things I would imagine😃)

  • @hanouainari7224
    @hanouainari7224 3 роки тому

    I'm so tired of living 👍😃☹️☹️

  • @abby5577
    @abby5577 3 роки тому

    karl pfp😼😼

  • @andreeamaria6752
    @andreeamaria6752 3 роки тому +3

    Can you pleaseee do mirrors by Justin Timberlake

  • @leniotian
    @leniotian 3 роки тому +3

    Nahh mogłaś nad tłem popracować ale nadal ok

    • @manganianpotasu
      @manganianpotasu  3 роки тому +2

      pierwsze lepsze zdj z pintresta to jest tbh XD

    • @leniotian
      @leniotian 3 роки тому +2

      Dzisiaj w sumie wczoraj (no bo jest 0:00 ) wkurzałam Lenę Panek i taka Julkę mówiąc cały czas po angielski - bruh~~

    • @manganianpotasu
      @manganianpotasu  3 роки тому +1

      @@leniotian ja tak ludzi w klasie wkurzam prawie ciągle na angielskim XD

    • @leniotian
      @leniotian 3 роки тому +1

      @@manganianpotasu nie zauważyłam xd

    • @manganianpotasu
      @manganianpotasu  3 роки тому +1

      @@leniotian No bo wkurzam ludzi dookoła np. Nadje - a ty siedzisz na drugim końcu klasy praktycznie

  • @asiawaldorf7177
    @asiawaldorf7177 3 роки тому

    Arkadaşlar deli misiniz dinlemeyin şöyle şeyler ahhajdmf

  • @justynagrzeskiewicz7014
    @justynagrzeskiewicz7014 3 роки тому +5

    Ktos z polski?
    Someone from poland?

  • @jakieboi0216
    @jakieboi0216 3 роки тому

    Anybody have some spare happiness i can have? I'm pretty sure everyone here has run out of enough for them. You're all out? That's okay! I've been without for a few years, what's a couple more? 🙂

  • @b00bzila
    @b00bzila 2 роки тому

    I waiting for death for a long time now
    Can someone make faster

  • @candeercoreca237
    @candeercoreca237 3 роки тому

    Quien sacó su papel de actor? Pues yo si

  • @thea5942
    @thea5942 3 роки тому +14

    can we get one without the woman sobbing? it makes me uncomfy lmao

    • @chloebaker1831
      @chloebaker1831 3 роки тому +1

      yeah i am like “bro stop crying just let me die”

    • @meandyourmom69_
      @meandyourmom69_ 3 роки тому +1

      @@chloebaker1831 imagine dying and someone beside u is crying and ur like “bro stfu lemme die”