@@Sylipsi But in reality, feeling empty and hollow is not really a feeling. There can be no such thing as feeling nothing. When you feel nothing, it's likely that you just can't identify what you're feeling, so you think you feel nothing. We are always feeling some kind of emotion, but sometimes we are blind to them. You can even suppress happiness and think you're just feeling neutral. Ever wonder why feeling empty never feels good or comfortable? It's in fact an uncomfortable feeling most of the time. If you can describe what nothing feels like, then you are feeling something, you just don't know what it is. In my case, I realised eventually that whenever I had long periods of feeling empty, I was actually just severely depressed. Depression doesn't always involve sadness. Depression often feels empty, but at the same time you are drained of energy, don't find interest in doing anything and in general you just don't care about anything. That's not a fun feeling to have and definitely not something you wanna get used to.
I spent years not caring. Not giving a shit about what others thought of me and not caring about what I did. Drugs, drinking, partying to no end. I even cheated on my girlfriend because I thought I could. Because I liked the attention. It feels like a good time. Until it all catches up with you. All the pain inside your head. The emptiness behind your eyes becomes more obvious people start to see who you are deep down behind the smiley face you put on. It took some heavy divine intervention to set me straight and I still work on myself now im not perfect. I never will be and I may never even redeem myself. I stopped drinking. Stopped taking drugs. My girlfriend forgave me eventually and we are now better than ever. But i don’t deserve this by any stretch of the imagination. I have been cruel and I have been arrogant. And I remember how it felt to take a throne of impotency. Which at the time felt like all the power in the world. I can barely think about the days when it all came to a head last March. And it’s taken a lot for me to find it within myself to say “you are more than that”
@@Wlledits if they can’t forgive you it’s unfortunately a variable you cannot change. You (we) made choices and these are the consequences. But just because we they cannot forgive you doesn’t mean you can’t forgive yourself. Find the peace within yourself to move on from it and make new friends find new friends and be the person you wanna be and above all else be kind.
Bro what you thinking about: As such I have no regrets in meeting you, friend. Should the day ever come that we are not together, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories. If you can't run...walk If you can't walk...crawl But by all means keep moving I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up in their arms, the way you lifted others into yours. And then, what became of you, I should have known, you wouldn't be content to disappear A system of cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within one stem
When I was 17, I felt so depressed about leaving my house and my mother, today I am 25 and I feel just as sad, I always believed that it would get better with time, but it didn't.
“Don’t you know! What I’ve done!” “Yes!……but what will you do now?” “We can’t change….we are destroyers!” “……..no more……for the sake of our children…..we..must..be..better”
For anyone who sees this,im chasing my dream to be a footballer but,my family are telling me to wake up and cuz im from lebanon its just hard to get anywere with this dream i feel like giving up almost. Madra was right "wake up to reality nothing goes as planned in this accursed world" Its over for my dream for my future. Were..were will i be in 10 years?? If its over, will i have no future no life and no one? I lost hope, hope in myself in my dream in everything and everyone.
Hey guys, unfortunately, UA-cam didn't approve my application. That’s okay-I mainly used this account to connect with others. I've realized it's pushing me back into old habits /addiction, and I just can't disappoint God any further. God has become a part of my daily life, bringing me more happiness, but I still carry the scar of depression. It’s a work in progress, and I want to focus on that. So, I’m considering taking a break or deleting this account. Thank you all for being part of my journey and sharing in those REAL moments.
i can feel the aura on my shoulders. tje weight of a true high potential high value human withering insidfe of me, watching me make the same mistakes every day. watching me intentionally avoid doing waht i need to do to being a sigma. every day of my life i feel held back by this fact. all i hope for is a change. a change of pace, of mentality, of skin. a way for me to break through.
Post nut clarity ahh song (I listen to this everytime I experience post nut clarity and its 2am. I wasted hours. Why did i do it? What can i say to myself? I know How it felt to take that throne. All that it meant, and all that it did not)
What can I say to you? I remember how it felt to take that throne, all that it meant, all that it did not, and the once that I chased redemption, that that I never deserved………… what does that make me, god of fools, god of, god of pain, of suffering, of destruction, you lost everything! And every one, you became, it is no forgiving you, YOU CHOSE, I chose, but now, should I say man should I sit, proclaim, lead, should I lose everything and every one, there’s be enough of inside so that i do not become you. I have hope. You are, cruel, and arrogant , and selfish, but you are more than that you have always been more then others, so
on the penultimate day of school they said that everyone didn't find me funny or nice, i said they were lying and on the last day i saw that it was real
It's time to find your path man either pick up some heavy ass weights and stare the abyss is It's eyes or waste a good opportunity. I been in that same spot
yesterday i was told my dog has terminal cancer, she was my childhood dog, she was with me from the age of 6, today at 9am we had to put her down. last week my grandmother with severe dementia forgot who i am two days ago my grandfather's grave was hit by sharpenal from a rocket that landed near his grave i do not know if i can continue taking this anymore.
Tbh i feel empty i only had 1 friend that was there for me and he had to go like leave until i just feel tired ,empty,depressed,lonely exhausted,bored ,nothing to do.
Me looking at my dad still hating Him for yelling and getting drunk and arguing for the past years and I was like 10 or 11 this is actually true. It actually Happened
Forgive and be free. Holding onto anger can weigh you down, but forgiving your father might help you find peace. It's ultimately about what feels right for you.
Canonically, Kratos can seek forgiveness and redemption from the only one who can grant him peace. Even though he doesn't deserve it, the Lord is merciful in his love. For his son came down to earth, to save the sinners from death. Kratos can decide to put his faith in the Son of Man, he who died on the cross for sinners like Kratos, like us. We can all seek the forgiveness and redemption by giving our all to Jesus Christ. ☦
You know, this music made me sadly lonely, I felt nostalgic because at that time I saw a lot of family die, I wanted to kill myself but I recovered, I came back and I listen to it, it's sad but it makes me happy that I don't get sick when I listen to it.
You are not too far gone for Jesus Christ ! Never give up ! God loves you so much he sent his one and only son to die for our sins on the cross ! God bless you all and God loves you sooooo much ❤
"how come you didn't go to me" "I did, but it's my fault. I didn't go to you in love, I went to you in desperation. And you didn't even look. Which is ok."
Game of the year for me lil buggy obviously but this is my First stalker game I’ve played loved it in late game now , worth replaying when couple more patches come out then side with ward not spark next time
Best part is definitely 1:53 too 2:12
definetly 30-51
I agree with both 🫡@@hudsonhaworth-e6l
I be feeling some kinda way when this hits.
Regretful mostly. Realizing I should've and could've done so much more. Realizing I've been...I'm trash.
I hope you good.
@@zacharydewing6344 Yeah. Mostly regret. But there's a small bittersweet feeling I cannot describe. Thanks for looking out for me man.
@@ILuvBrokuFr ik exactly what you mean. It's an odd feeling indeed.
Np, we all need someone to acknowledge us...even if a random stranger.
W song man, nice job making it ultra slowed :)
Thank you very much 😁
@@XXIV_Robinwhat’s the song called in the background
It was only temporary@@JakobyZiesmer
Cant cry, cant laugh, cant be mad, cant be happy, cant feel comfortable, cant feel bad, cant feel good, Just EMPTY.
Holy Shit Brother i sadly Know What you Feel Like or what you dont feel..
same
This too shall pass.
Same man but look on the bright side ones you are hollow you just get used to it.
@@Sylipsi But in reality, feeling empty and hollow is not really a feeling. There can be no such thing as feeling nothing. When you feel nothing, it's likely that you just can't identify what you're feeling, so you think you feel nothing. We are always feeling some kind of emotion, but sometimes we are blind to them. You can even suppress happiness and think you're just feeling neutral. Ever wonder why feeling empty never feels good or comfortable? It's in fact an uncomfortable feeling most of the time. If you can describe what nothing feels like, then you are feeling something, you just don't know what it is.
In my case, I realised eventually that whenever I had long periods of feeling empty, I was actually just severely depressed. Depression doesn't always involve sadness. Depression often feels empty, but at the same time you are drained of energy, don't find interest in doing anything and in general you just don't care about anything. That's not a fun feeling to have and definitely not something you wanna get used to.
God of war 1 : Destroy
God of war 2 : seek revenge
God of war 3 : The revenge
God of war 4 : finding peace
God of war 5 : Regret.
God of war 6: No Regerts
God 5 - realisation@@PhanTasmGoriA
God of war 6 (hopefully) : Redemption
Five phases of life
Congratulations on the 90th like yw
"You cannot change. You will always be..a monster."
"I know. But i am your monster no longer."
"But you are more than that
You have always been more than what others saw"
These words hit hard
Kratos is the definition of discipline.
it hurts..
You mean the definition of hedonism. Hence why he makes this speech in the first place. Realizing he has lost everything.
I would give that title to someone like Rocky or Guts. Now that I think of it... Guts is like a mix of Rocky and Kratos.
I spent years not caring. Not giving a shit about what others thought of me and not caring about what I did. Drugs, drinking, partying to no end. I even cheated on my girlfriend because I thought I could. Because I liked the attention. It feels like a good time. Until it all catches up with you. All the pain inside your head. The emptiness behind your eyes becomes more obvious people start to see who you are deep down behind the smiley face you put on. It took some heavy divine intervention to set me straight and I still work on myself now im not perfect. I never will be and I may never even redeem myself. I stopped drinking. Stopped taking drugs. My girlfriend forgave me eventually and we are now better than ever. But i don’t deserve this by any stretch of the imagination. I have been cruel and I have been arrogant. And I remember how it felt to take a throne of impotency. Which at the time felt like all the power in the world.
I can barely think about the days when it all came to a head last March. And it’s taken a lot for me to find it within myself to say “you are more than that”
Me and you are the same
I lost my friends because of my past actions. I realised too late and now, they will never look in my face again.
@@Wlledits if they can’t forgive you it’s unfortunately a variable you cannot change. You (we) made choices and these are the consequences. But just because we they cannot forgive you doesn’t mean you can’t forgive yourself. Find the peace within yourself to move on from it and make new friends find new friends and be the person you wanna be and above all else be kind.
@@WHYAREWEHAVINGTHISCONVERSATION thanks bro, this was just what i needed
Exact same story on me bro but she not accepted it that easy
Help me, I've been listening to this song 100 times
Real
True 🫂😣❤️
I hope you live and live 😢
Do some squats. Feel some real pain. The inner pain is an illusion. It sticks by you for long as you accept the things it says.
Just 100 time ?
0:34
"god of fools a... a god of pain of suffering of destruction
you lost everything AND EVERYONE!
It is no forgiving you, YOU CHOISE!
I... chose..."
What Kratos says is true to every man after a break up
God of pain...
It hurts
Smile because it is easier than telling someone what's killing you in the inside.
Yeah
remember everyone:
YOU CHOSE!!!!!!!😠
In all seriousness Kratos’ journey is definitely one of my favorites in all of gaming.
put this on spotify and i will be so happy
Bro what you thinking about:
As such I have no regrets in meeting you, friend. Should the day ever come that we are not together, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories.
If you can't run...walk
If you can't walk...crawl
But by all means keep moving
I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up in their arms, the way you lifted others into yours. And then, what became of you, I should have known, you wouldn't be content to disappear
A system of cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within one stem
When I was 17, I felt so depressed about leaving my house and my mother, today I am 25 and I feel just as sad, I always believed that it would get better with time, but it didn't.
i'm sorry to hear that, i hope the best for you❤
Sometimes it's ok to be sad sometimes it's ok to do things that are not meant u to do 💀
Me to buddy. But im just 19. Wish you best brother
Jesus is there, to bring yall joy, peace and love🙏🏻
The song that i need during my workouts
Great edit, well done man.
Glad you liked it!
brooo thanks for this ideal
No problem 😁👍
Hearing this during post nut clarity hits hard and specially when it's 2 am
Real.
today its chest day
Finally a gym person 👍
Samee bro
Gotta get the gains brother
☠️
Listening to it on chest day! I just found this vid 😂this is soo motivating!!
I believe in god , i believe god give me everything but before , give me a lot of pain i believe myself i can do it 🙏
The worst mistake you can ever do is try to feel better, because it could just get worse every time you try.
Time heals most wounds, but not all
I cant escape this vid (help)
I've been listening to this for 100 times😢
thus is literally what I would say to my younger self
we all have hope, its difficult to find and the path is narrow but I wish you guys find it. god bless you all.
It makes you a god of Man.
I hate the fact that I’m not gonna have a future
you are my friend i bielive in you
Giving up is the gayest thing a man can do, remember that bro.
Do it for your parents.
I hate the fact that I will not see the tomorrow, fooling around with death was a mistake
@@Cristtianoronaldo7yup I am gonna kms for the sake of my parents so they don't have to lose all their money
Listening this song since it came out. Real
In the silent chat,
Hope is born with just one phrase-
“You are not alone.”
This is something more than amazing 🙂↕️
How it feels when you have a math test and you haven’t been paying attention in class
“Don’t you know! What I’ve done!”
“Yes!……but what will you do now?”
“We can’t change….we are destroyers!”
“……..no more……for the sake of our children…..we..must..be..better”
Your my hero ....................................... My head is emty you are my hero 🥺😑😔❤️ good bey love you.........................
Bro this is like my drug now i can't stop for search this
me too lol
Jesus is the way the truth and the life, stay strong brothers 🙏💪🔥
For anyone who sees this,im chasing my dream to be a footballer but,my family are telling me to wake up and cuz im from lebanon its just hard to get anywere with this dream i feel like giving up almost.
Madra was right "wake up to reality nothing goes as planned in this accursed world"
Its over for my dream for my future.
Were..were will i be in 10 years??
If its over, will i have no future no life and no one?
I lost hope, hope in myself in my dream in everything and everyone.
Grâce à toi tu n imagine pas ce que je vien de vivre le jeux!
I love how life is going
It made made me regret from growing at the age of 17 and the only thing that i get from growing is a sad mind
God Of Hope...
Real
-pov(real) Sister or Brother marrying someone
Feeling empty is the only way I can ice my emotional wounds
Listened to this on loop while on my way to the gym.....Im so cooked..
Can’t wait for Kratos to kill all of the Egyptian gods!2!1!1!1!
Hey guys, unfortunately, UA-cam didn't approve my application. That’s okay-I mainly used this account to connect with others. I've realized it's pushing me back into old habits /addiction, and I just can't disappoint God any further. God has become a part of my daily life, bringing me more happiness, but I still carry the scar of depression. It’s a work in progress, and I want to focus on that. So, I’m considering taking a break or deleting this account. Thank you all for being part of my journey and sharing in those REAL moments.
don't worry brother we will be here for you.
Be happy man 🤜🏽🤛🏽
Trust in god brother, trust in god.
Dont worry bro,Just be happy
Then I must say, I'm honored to have seen this video, before you would delete it.
Thank you.
God of pain😢
0:20 it is njorn not no one.
i can feel the aura on my shoulders. tje weight of a true high potential high value human withering insidfe of me, watching me make the same mistakes every day. watching me intentionally avoid doing waht i need to do to being a sigma. every day of my life i feel held back by this fact. all i hope for is a change. a change of pace, of mentality, of skin. a way for me to break through.
so relatable
Every breathe I take feels like I’m inhaling fire …..
Daily Listener of this before I sleep and workout
When the cart goes out😢
Post nut clarity ahh song (I listen to this everytime I experience post nut clarity and its 2am. I wasted hours. Why did i do it? What can i say to myself? I know How it felt to take that throne. All that it meant, and all that it did not)
You choose everything no one pulls the strings accept you
What can I say to you? I remember how it felt to take that throne, all that it meant, all that it did not, and the once that I chased redemption, that that I never deserved………… what does that make me, god of fools, god of, god of pain, of suffering, of destruction, you lost everything! And every one, you became, it is no forgiving you, YOU CHOSE, I chose, but now, should I say man should I sit, proclaim, lead, should I lose everything and every one, there’s be enough of inside so that i do not become you. I have hope. You are, cruel, and arrogant , and selfish, but you are more than that you have always been more then others, so
I've never related more.
on the penultimate day of school they said that everyone didn't find me funny or nice, i said they were lying and on the last day i saw that it was real
Primary School, I used to be innocent, a nerd but I was kind. But in high school, I don’t have that anymore. . .
It's time to find your path man either pick up some heavy ass weights and stare the abyss is It's eyes or waste a good opportunity. I been in that same spot
This matches how I feel right now.
Can't say if i do or don't have depression, i accept what is to come and try to punch through it as i intend.
Real shi
yesterday i was told my dog has terminal cancer, she was my childhood dog, she was with me from the age of 6, today at 9am we had to put her down.
last week my grandmother with severe dementia forgot who i am
two days ago my grandfather's grave was hit by sharpenal from a rocket that landed near his grave
i do not know if i can continue taking this anymore.
I dont know why but lately i just have been feeling mad not at anyone or anything just annoyed
Of all the people that could have been born, I had to be born. The useless void of pity. If only I was better.
Leg day went well
How it feels to see a kid sad
"I... chose..."
Tbh i feel empty i only had 1 friend that was there for me and he had to go like leave until i just feel tired ,empty,depressed,lonely exhausted,bored ,nothing to do.
You got discord bro or ig I'd like to talk to you?
@@XXIV_Robinnah sorry
@@XXIV_Robinand sorry for not replying but ima start checking any replies every day
agod of pain 😔
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow
Watch my latest video it'll probably help
I know this isn’t much but idc about my self and only care about everyone else
Me looking at my dad still hating
Him for yelling and getting drunk and arguing for the past years and I was like 10 or 11 this is actually true. It actually
Happened
Forgive and be free. Holding onto anger can weigh you down, but forgiving your father might help you find peace. It's ultimately about what feels right for you.
when my friend crashes and he says sorry😂😢
I fell like im talking to my father when i hear this to his soul
Im dead men my brain is empty everytime i try to make my future i lost, Men im tired,tired of everything.
can u make 1h of this
@@kola-dc4nb I'll make it soon
@@XXIV_Robin thank you
Canonically, Kratos can seek forgiveness and redemption from the only one who can grant him peace. Even though he doesn't deserve it, the Lord is merciful in his love. For his son came down to earth, to save the sinners from death. Kratos can decide to put his faith in the Son of Man, he who died on the cross for sinners like Kratos, like us. We can all seek the forgiveness and redemption by giving our all to Jesus Christ. ☦
You know, this music made me sadly lonely, I felt nostalgic because at that time I saw a lot of family die, I wanted to kill myself but I recovered, I came back and I listen to it, it's sad but it makes me happy that I don't get sick when I listen to it.
god of pain
crazy how many sad people thereare }: love you
Leg day 💀
You are not too far gone for Jesus Christ ! Never give up ! God loves you so much he sent his one and only son to die for our sins on the cross ! God bless you all and God loves you sooooo much ❤
I still think about her
This reminds me of the person who used me
Did trying to make me cool actully worth it
"how come you didn't go to me"
"I did, but it's my fault. I didn't go to you in love, I went to you in desperation. And you didn't even look. Which is ok."
real.
Me facing real life problems 😞
I don’t know if I should forgive him or not
Forgive him and be free
I forgive him too many times I can’t forgive him this time
Me looking at the mistakes i made in my life.
You have to be ready
What’s the actually song in the background
When you wanted to talk to the only person you got and the person said I am not in mood to talk to you now 💔
@ya5h427 when they also give you signs that they don't want to talk to you by giving one word answers
@@XXIV_Robin frr brother pov: your bro also left you and the girl you have isn't in the mood to talk so you just listen to this song in dark room
Jesus loves you✝️❤
All that it meant, And all that IT DID NOT💔💔
Game of the year for me lil buggy obviously but this is my First stalker game I’ve played loved it in late game now , worth replaying when couple more patches come out then side with ward not spark next time
This song suddenly pops up when I opened the yt music after arguing with my girl...
0:40 *Of destruction