your songs sound like self love i am so excited to get my life in order after suffering for so long (for seemingly no reason other than thinking i deserve it) thank you i am so excited to start hormones one day
Thanks for making this. I'd rather a lot of people not associate music with themselves and their personal situations, but ironically that is what music was made to do. I truly enjoy this.
I don't want to miss you but I already do for all I know it's already in you every day spent at the couch law and order svu it's true it's tru tv for all I know it's in me I KNOOWWW SOMETIMES I CANT LEAAAVE MYY BEEEED IIII KNOOOOWWW IVE SUNG IT AAAGAIIIN AND AAGAAAIIIN IIIVE TRIED TO MAKE A DEEEAL WITH GOD ~IT KILLS ME WHEN I CANT MAKE YOU FEEL LOVED~
@@pat4879 ay i tried to respond before but i did a bad job explaining myself so i deleted it & im re-wording - hello! this song is not in any way whatsoever about meth lol, i've never even heard 'strawberry(ies)' as slang for meth - not even on tv, or movies or books or on erowid or online - and especially not in person or among any drug users & dealers i've ever known - also fwiw i dont do / have never done meth & think it's disgusting and really dont want this record to be associated w/ that idea at all or anything like that - it makes me feel really gross to imagine that - hence why i even wanted to clear up this misconception - normally i have a very firm rule to 1. accept & 100% respect anyones interpretation of my music (within reason! if i ever saw anything like super awful like, shit being appropriated by alt right ppl or used by trump campaign or etc i would literally send 10,000 lawyers after them lol) as the artists own interpretation is only a road map so to speak & not the destination itself & 2. never respond to youtube comments no matter how mean lol . but yeah i really just wanted to set this particular record straight, since this album is so special to me (to the point i had trouble even releasing it, and refused to take any $ or advance or record deal for it - instead making sure i got to distribute it as much on my own terms as possible so it would still remain as special as it could despite being publicly available) - its undoubtedly the brightest, most joyous, full-spectrum-emotionally-upbeat (even when it's trafficking in tragedies & anxieties & losses) of any work i've ever done, and the least related to drugs at all - let alone meth, something i've never written about, experienced, or even been surrounded by really at all (baltimore, famously, is a heroin town lol) thank you for listening though & i do hope this clears this up for you both & anyone else who might ever come across this comment or (Very bad/false) idea/narrative ..
your songs sound like self love i am so excited to get my life in order after suffering for so long (for seemingly no reason other than thinking i deserve it) thank you i am so excited to start hormones one day
you do it or nah bruh
@@Redofreko 1 year and 2 months on T, life is looking good, thank you for reminding me of this song and my comment, have a lovely day
Why am I crying in da club to this rn
Same energy I saw on a portishead video that said "I'm sitting here alone listening to this why doesn't she love me anymore man."
Thanks for making this.
I'd rather a lot of people not associate music with themselves and their personal situations, but ironically that is what music was made to do.
I truly enjoy this.
girl you KNOW I'm in a bad place when I start listening to shit like this. Good song tho
I feel guilty about my mother's life too
what she's done for me is irreplaceable
I don't want to miss you
but I already do
for all I know it's already
in you
every day spent at the couch
law and order svu
it's true it's tru tv
for all I know it's in me
I KNOOWWW SOMETIMES I CANT LEAAAVE MYY BEEEED
IIII KNOOOOWWW IVE SUNG IT AAAGAIIIN AND AAGAAAIIIN
IIIVE TRIED TO MAKE A DEEEAL WITH GOD
~IT KILLS ME WHEN I CANT MAKE YOU FEEL LOVED~
Sam really has a thing with strawberries geez lmao
Julia I think this song is about meth julia
pat OOF
Julia strawberries is another word for meth, "she wants to die in an abundance of meth" idk don't roast me sam if u c this
pat my bad whoops lol
@@pat4879 ay i tried to respond before but i did a bad job explaining myself so i deleted it & im re-wording - hello! this song is not in any way whatsoever about meth lol, i've never even heard 'strawberry(ies)' as slang for meth - not even on tv, or movies or books or on erowid or online - and especially not in person or among any drug users & dealers i've ever known - also fwiw i dont do / have never done meth & think it's disgusting and really dont want this record to be associated w/ that idea at all or anything like that - it makes me feel really gross to imagine that - hence why i even wanted to clear up this misconception - normally i have a very firm rule to 1. accept & 100% respect anyones interpretation of my music (within reason! if i ever saw anything like super awful like, shit being appropriated by alt right ppl or used by trump campaign or etc i would literally send 10,000 lawyers after them lol) as the artists own interpretation is only a road map so to speak & not the destination itself & 2. never respond to youtube comments no matter how mean lol . but yeah i really just wanted to set this particular record straight, since this album is so special to me (to the point i had trouble even releasing it, and refused to take any $ or advance or record deal for it - instead making sure i got to distribute it as much on my own terms as possible so it would still remain as special as it could despite being publicly available) - its undoubtedly the brightest, most joyous, full-spectrum-emotionally-upbeat (even when it's trafficking in tragedies & anxieties & losses) of any work i've ever done, and the least related to drugs at all - let alone meth, something i've never written about, experienced, or even been surrounded by really at all (baltimore, famously, is a heroin town lol) thank you for listening though & i do hope this clears this up for you both & anyone else who might ever come across this comment or (Very bad/false) idea/narrative ..
this songs are sadly