Only Piano - Loneliness

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

Please, if you listen to this song because you think about suicide:
Just so you know I'm talking from a place of experience, I was suicidal for many years. I have a wife now, and she has had multiple suicide attempts as well in the past. I lost one of my best friends to suicide when I was 19. I'm putting this info out here because I remember how I felt about people who tried to convince me to stay alive back when I was suicidal, and very often I thought "you can't possibly imagine how bad I feel".
I know I can't convince you to do anything. I can only tell you what I think and feel: I care about you. I know you don't believe me, because I don't even know who you are. That doesn't matter to me. The strangest part about this world is that we're all strangers to someone else. But none of us are strangers. If you read this you know there is no other human on the planet with your mind, your feelings and your life story. And there never was, and there will never be one again. For me everyone is unique and valuable, I can honestly say that whoever you are, I care about you. I wish you to live and I wish for you to have happiness and meaning. Because I know that no matter who you are, if we would just sit down with a drink and talk, and we would be honest and 100% open, by the end of that talk we would not be strangers anymore. And that's how this world is. That's how we all are. We all walk around pretending everyone else is a stranger, but inside no one is, everyone matters and everyone is valuable. If you think about ending your life because of loneliness: please make contact with another person, anywhere, in any way. Humans are better than we often think, many of us will not shut the door in someone's face. And there are many who are in your situation and also wish for the loneliness to end. If you think about suicide because of guilt: There is nothing you can do to repay for what you did in death, the only way to do anything to repay is if you live and use your life to lessen the suffering you have caused. Death is the guarantee that nothing will ever get better again, things can only improve with life. If you think about ending your life because of an illness: Your suffering may be so great that I can't even imagine it. You have my utmost respect for every breath that you take in this world. I, a total stranger from probably the other end of the globe, care about your well-being. Any strength you can summon I deeply admire.
There are many reasons why you might think of ending your life, and I sadly don't know what your reasons are. But I know that whatever the reason is, I personally know you have value to be alive, and I really don't even care if you who are reading this did something terrible in your life, you are still HUMAN. And as long as you're human I do not want you to die. Life only happens to us once, and death lasts an eternity. To even be born was a chance of billion upon trillions to one. Anything that had such a small chance of existing is precious for me to care about.
Anyway... as I said, I can only say how I feel and what I think, I just hope I could show you that the world isn't as terrible as it can seem many times. There are people who care, yes even about someone they're never met in their life. Wherever you are, and whoever you are... I wish you in my deepest sincerity: to find meaning, happiness and healing from your suffering - in life, and not death.
Adrian

[@silv4248]

Thank you Adrian. I'm listening to your music for many years, and today, in a moment of great suffering, you add this comment. 21 minutes ago. I feel like i'm having all the pain and sadness in the world. With no friends, no family. Into the loneliness and into the void. I'm dehydrated through my eyes. But still standing. Cause i know that life matters. This is the only thing that still keeps me alive. Cause while I exist - I can change things and make this world better. Maybe not for me, but for other people if only i will find strength... So if angels are real - you're mine. Adding this comment just in time i need it, while i basically listen to this particular song for hour or more...

[@Eva-m7f3v]

Its killing me

[@cleoresemanes8852]

Adrian von Ziegler wow I'm not even suicidal I was just on a classical music bing but that was heart felt.

[@Matt-uh6zp]

No its not suidide I just miss my bff whos going to flordia

[@randomkidwithnofriendslive]

I love you

[@hajoj5905]

"Don't depend too much on anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness."
- ibn Taymiyyah

[@Mohammed_Al_Iraqi]

true

[@nocakepeople6506]

Who the hell is ibn Taymiyyah, how do you even pronounce that?

[@devastabandz]

@@nocakepeople6506 An influential Muslim? I bet you wouldn't have the same response if it was a western name.

[@nocakepeople6506]

@@devastabandz yeah cuz, oh sorry because I would have actually heard of them

[@devastabandz]

@@nocakepeople6506 Not in the sense that you would know but in the sense that you wouldn't have such an attitude towards someone with a different name. It's actually quite pathetic that you would even insult someone more influential then you would ever be.

[@chelsealovell2409]

The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. And the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not want others to suffer the way they do.

[@ender_slayer3]

And I have the pleasure of being all three wrapped up in one.

[@deavondremayo.701]

Chelsea, I believe that is true

[@camaradasargon6965]

Indeed

[@ender_slayer3]

@@RS-rz4ll I also have the pleasure of being a misanthrope.

[@michaelsteel00]

That's fucking beautiful because it's true

[@Unknown-mi8wd]

"The mirror is my best friend,
because when i cry it never laughs"
- Charles Chaplin

[@hugohorvath3653]

My best friend: Me, just my imagination.

[@quentinbernard285]

😔😔😔

[@dannellflewelling2203]

Unknown 287 100% true

[@hugohorvath3653]

Dannell Flewelling bruuuh

[@fosqi1092]

That is the most saddest quote

[@vishalrajput3876]

How could I be so lost
In a place I know so well?
How could I be so broken
In a family so together?
How could I be so lonely
Surrounded by so many?
How could I be so unhappy
Surrounded by so much beauty?
How could I be me
When even I remain a mystery?

[@RoseLeBelle]

Yes

[@myahrollf8344]

I can relate to this so much

[@michaelsteel00]

Got me emotional

[@leaves_sk]

❤

[@abdulwaliimran450]

💯

[@angarbatjargal573]

Dead people receive way more flowers than living ones,
Because regret is stronger than gratitude.

[@ender_slayer3]

And you also notice pain, especially the pain of loss, far more than you notice any act of kindness or love. That is when it turns into regret.

[@adeloadelo4378]

True.This quote is written by Anne Frank

[@angelonearth7238]

Anne frank😢

[@angelonearth7238]

Love you Anne❤❤

[@opoc_x37]

"The same things that make us laugh also make us cry"
-Big Smoke

[@AffeR3ttuB]

"The streets is cold dog, like it says in the book, we are blessed, and cursed."

[@LastManYea]

"Ill have 2 #9's, a #9 large, a #6 with extra dip, 2 #45's, one with cheese, and a large soda"
-Big Smoke
(Yes I have the entire order memorized, i need help I know)

[@ratulmukherjee7259]

Bruhhhhh!!!! Hold up.... :,)

[@ibrahimalhajri1942]

You picked the wrong house fool
-Big smoke

[@moulansendiane8085]

Pedro Teodoro true...💔

[@xDarkWerewolfx]

The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you can just hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breathe anymore. The one when you realise the person that meant the most to you, is gone.

[@ender_slayer3]

My grandma, my morning star, died in my arms, from an illness I never knew she had. The room became a pastel wash of blurred shapes and colors which faded to white. I felt myself drop to the floor and felt like I went right through it. The seconds that passed felt like an eternity, an eternity in a void of hollow pain, after what I later found out was only a minute (that felt like hours) I looked up to see a garden, too numb to reality all I could do was barely move my eyes to see the flowers. It has been over ten years and I still pray that everyday will be my last so I can not only see her again but be free from this life of pain and loss.

[@juniorsir9521]

I feel like the birds should not be in the illustration. Only then will it feel like loneliness.

[@lazar6508]

I only cry like this, and now ypu know why

[@t0m1sh43]

i can relate that, because i always cry when everyone is asleep and when nobody can hear me. I had a girl, who I helped to prevent suicide (I regret that), and who "loved" me. After some hangouts I texted to her, and I see she blocked me and she doesn't respond to my texts. Before that, a good friend of mine died, who raised me when I was a kid. Now I'm lonely

[@noebillon9949]

@@t0m1sh43 why did you regret that ?

[@Sean-Johnson]

My father always said…
“Life isn’t fun without a struggle in it, but some struggles lead to tragic endings.”

[@ian_7121]

There's a difference between being alone and being lonely.

[@seeker1069]

@BettleStomper smh

[@jason.h.zager88]

@BettleStomper when u are alone it means that there's no one around and you are on ur own...when u are lonely it means that you're alone from inside..no matter how many friends you have or if the family is around..you are alone inside and feeling hollow...emptiness

[@muslick8604]

BettleStomper they can’t take a joke

[@ulbsualbrykya7141]

this quote is from kurzsgesagt video

[@avajohnson3510]

yeah certainly

[@shootingstars6762]

*Being Alone*
I have no one else present.
I'm on my own.
I'm happy, I'm content
With being alone.
*Feeling Lonely*
I'm surrounded by thousands,
Yet no one understands me.
These thoughts are crowding
My mind with sadness.
I feel disconnected and friendless,
A feeling so endless.
I feel lonely.

[@potatosniper3796]

Thank you for saying the words, that I couldn't structure myself/express in words.

[@shootingstars6762]

@@potatosniper3796 You're welcome and thank you for reading these little poems of mine. They're not the best but I'm glad you like it.

[@mydogsteppedonabee5590]

To people who Feel So SAD
POTATOOOO :)

[@danialhussaini6182]

Water Sheep its not even realistic

[@markerdei4325]

i'm writing poems, as a hobby, and these words you wrote, really touched me. Thank you for the inspiration!

[@BK-mk3vi]

Imagine being so emotionally lost that you can’t cry even if you want to. To even lose the ability to cry, that is true despair.

[@bonkchoy6881]

Yeahh I know this. Which is why I like it better when I cry, secretly of course

[@n0tzer0]

I feel this way
I can't cry even if I want
I'm diagnosed about alexithymia and I got other mental illnesses that made me this way
Childhood traumas and much more, and yeah, it's stressful when you want to cry and you can't just cause you can't feel anymore

[@oblivion4928]

Don’t worry you have others suffering with you, for so long iv been making fake smiles, I can’t even confirm I have Alexthymia or emotional numbness what ever the shit life is hell, others like you aren’t suffering alone we are with you

[@Feydanyl]

I can't imagine 😔

[@cesarislas7130]

One or two years ago, I was on different servers, forums and groups, asking for some sad videogames, sad series, sad movies, even sad animes (I don't watch anime since 4 years ago...), because I wanted to cry, I don't even remember how does it feel.
I have regined now, Idk if it's good or not, but I just can't.
I haven't criend for emotions in 3 years or so

[@rahul.thefreerunner5772]

The worst thing in the world isn't being alone it's being around people who make u feel alone

[@KirianLara]

As they say, being alone and feeling loneliness it's not the same thing, and what a truth to be told

[@eshuloki9657]

Naruto... 💔

[@Kenshiou]

Agreed

[@guruji3933]

Yes

[@elizabethkravchenko4748]

I actually lost all my friends just yesterday who I've known for over 10 years. And they're in the same class as me. They were really close to me. And then... it all stopped. But now, the people who gave me the most company when I needed it, are now the ones making me feel the most lonley I've ever felt in my entire life... and I can never ignore the loneliness because they're always going to be there.. in the same class as me.

[@user-rd7cp5er2c]

*"Tears are words the heart can't say"*

[@zebd.1777]

But what happens when the heart wishes to say so much, but there are no tears to let it out?

[@Jennie-ck8jf]

@@zebd.1777 I'm crying but I'm trying to not crying cause I don't wanna let my parents know that I'm crying
I don't wanna make them feel sad for me.

[@zebd.1777]

ELAF_ ARMY I understand how you feel, unable to speak your thoughts and free your mind to those who are there. You are not alone in feeling this way, because I too hold back because i don’t wish to hurt anyone. It’s a challenging path, I know, but as time progresses it will get better, I assure you friend

[@6Luani8]

True but who hears the tears?!No human at least but God is different!!!He collects every single one of our tears!!!

[@bigjoe2812]

You been on youtube 1 year and still have no subs
I sub =)

[@zbro4u2play83]

Friends are like shadows, there at your brightest moments, but gone at your darkest

[@neha-fp1py]

This is so true...

[@blackbat121]

They don’t exist in both sides

[@grismatics]

that's not a friend

[@quentinbernard285]

You just have foumd the right friends my friend, this may be true for many but not i 🤔👌🏾

[@kenXtripleI]

Where I'm from friends don't exist.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

Loneliness is a dangerous temptation that seems so bad at first, but becomes your best friend as you dig deeper into it. Loneliness is a night terror for many of us, because that's the only time when we can really be ourselves. And it's frightening knowing that this is who we've become.

[@sa4m74]

Loneliness is dangerous. It's addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't wanna deal with people.

[@mattaguirre2243]

Hussam Sal im proud that im addicted to loneliness i dont want many friends or accepts me i just wanted one who will accepts my condition my situation who will do the same thing i do who will cherish you and who will loves you and never forgets you but sad to say none of that exist in reality only in fantasies

[@alinw-n7t]

Damn, that hit me. That's true but the thing is you're human. You'll always need other people but you're used to be lonely.

[@luchendrix99]

Yeah.
I know what you mean.
Beautiful, isn't it?

[@mypassions1]

Hussam Sal Yep💙

[@isnorathenerd4408]

True for me also

[@re-mo3jq]

Crazy of how there’s 8 billion of us and yet here we are

[@bowgart5567]

we live in a society

[@katzbeanz]

I hate how that is so true..

[@peppermint5117]

i feel like it's because the people who really need friends are too scared to speak up, and the people who don't deserve them often get a lot of attention. I sometimes wish i could go outside and say hello to a random person without feeling awkward that my parents are around (i can't go outside alone)

[@444k3]

11!

[@teilabrown9858]

True but uh.. its 7.8 billion..

[@gr8ghost1]

Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me.
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief.

[@ericlay1]

I know an NF quote when I see one

[@gr8ghost1]

Eric Lay respect

[@HrLBolle]

yup.
Hello darkness my old freind

[@hellosunshine1850]

Daniel hello Daniel how are you?! I am really sorry to hear that. You should never forget that you have so many people that love you and care about you. I understand it is hard but you should always keep your head up. Life is an amazing gift so are you! You can do it! Try to find things that make u happy! You are not alone!! Hope you find joy and get better soon❤️

[@benasmusic9778]

please hold on. I know how hard it is. I'm here for you if you ever need me

[@scarletmorphoarts]

I think the worst type of pain is realizing no matter how much you try to come closer to the light, you somehow just get deeper into the dark

[@René_Németh9976]

I like being alone. At least I convince myself I am better off that way.
- Gregory House

[@varenneduvar2062]

Angel 806 better alone thN in a bad company

[@CanalLegendas]

Being alone is different of feeling alone.

[@Sean_Last1995]

"Loneliness is a disease of the spirit and people who have it think that no one cares about them"~ Robin Williams

[@hayhey4985]

😔

[@purugigi]

My soul is sick then

[@Acacius1992]

By me it's not a sickness becauce it is true

[@GriselGrey]

I disagree. It’s not a disease

[@forgottensoul2489]

Behind my smile,
Is a hurting heart
Behind my laugh,
I'm falling apart
Look closely at me,
And you will see,
The girl I am,
It isn't me...

[@KrySVT01]

This is me.

[@omegaultramax]

Behind my smile.
Is a broken down person
Behind my laugh
Is a mentally shut down kid.
See me closer.
You will then see
I am not who I think I am
Anyone who thinks they know me.
Will know not truth.
Behind my gratitude.
Is deep depression.
Behind my friendship.
Is a forever forgotten person.
If you are reading this.
You will know
I am not who I once was.
I am not who I say I am.
I am not who I wish I was.
I will never be me again.

[@kxte.dreamzz6497]

This explains my depression...

[@mxiira]

Exactly this is my life

[@jolle7404]

You are not forgotten. You may think what i will say is just there to make you feel better. But i know what you've been through. I want to be your friend. Behind all that is the real you that's just hidden. Reading this made me cry. You posting this showed everybody who read this how cruel the world is...

[@olefella7561]

People don't cry because they're weak.
They cry because they've been strong for too long 😔

[@MrJamiez]

I can't remember the last time I cried, it's been well over 17 years. Family members have passed on, I got married & Have children & not once cried in over 17+ yrs. I don't know why! Sometimes I want to but can't, I don't know what's wrong with me. I do feel emotions, but nothing.

[@tareqhashemi4314]

@@MrJamiez i also feel the same way sometimes but i secretly cried sometimes and now i feel empty even tho i just cried for no reason a few seconds ago. we all get sad and upset differently and some of us can not handle pain. i on the other hand get teary eyes and u can see the pain and sadneess whenever im angry or upset and i dont know if its crying but for me it is because thats how i show my emotions. those who scream and cry are extremely sensitive and i have been one of those people but now im a changed man. U are also a different person now becasuse of what u have been through and we all change every 2 years in life depending on what we go through and how we live and etc..

[@Acacius1992]

The last time I cried was a few weeks ago... and no. It didn't felt good not in the slightest I felt even worse then before after it.
I very rarely cry. I simply can't most of the time.

[@SonGoku_94]

- Itachi Uchiha xD

[@SamsungAs-vw6ns]

Sometimes i feel sad and alone,and sometimes i feel i'm not string enough to faced it my future life,then i cry at lately night..and had nobody know how i feel..

[@evapixel1163]

Roses are dead
Violets are gray
I walk in the rain
So no one can see me in pain

[@ImScor327]

Charles Chaplin

[@peppermint5117]

@Migster the Gamer Other Channel r/im14andthisisdeep
but ye i get what u mean bro 😔

[@hannahmatthews6836]

Roses are wilted,
Violets are too,
You may feel ruined,
But we still love you. ❤

[@Chisan_official]

Roses are red
The oceans are blue
But i still love you

[@nicatamirxanov6354]

same

[@starshipshari]

I honestly wish that all of us here could meet up and be friends. Maybe we wouldn't be so lonely if we found something in each other.
I hope you're all okay. Please keep going, there's so much to see in this world,. I'd give a hug to each and every one of you here

[@migueltorres4335]

I agree with you

[@nadinemoudni]

it makes me so happy to hear that being a person who has never lived a day of their life without anxiety coming it's way.

[@accursed43]

You can have a lot of friends and still feel alone, trust me..

[@lunarsigh2850]

I would rather be....... Lonley

[@ellievslilia1910]

Joel Akeldama but I don’t want to keep going
I can’t keep going on like this

[@egg3288]

Ever cried so much that you ran out of tears....?
I have.

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

Nein.

[@harmonybrown5993]

So have i

[@baconhobo3163]

I have

[@rinn6280]

i never ran out of them.. literally cryed till got sick of it

[@RohitSingh-vp1qu]

I cry every night

[@chiefswiggum]

worst type of crying is at night when everyone is asleep and you're just like, "finally, nobody will judge me for a few hours."

[@sakshiprakash7199]

At that time finally tears can came out (and the most saddest when we wanna cry but tears won't fall off)
At night we can scream as hard as can with a mute voice and no one can hear
Yes you're right no one gonna judge you (over the redness in your eye)
Night the darkness......it can hide every type of emotion

[@WRILLI4M]

That's totally me. I simply can't cry in front of my wife. The only moment I'm able to burst into tears is when she's not around, either sleeping, at work or doing whatever else keeps her busy enough not to pay attention on what I'm doing.

[@rdp_mizo]

Me last night...no cap💔

[@aroshadeshapriya5450]

Yes you are right friend😕😕😕

[@salmalamdiguigue4250]

I wanna cry

[@TheBalanceable]

Sometimes being alone is good, nobody can hurt you.

[@amalkha8549]

Except yourself

[@joyojeil3735]

thats true

[@joyojeil3735]

thats true

[@Dayz671]

Being alone all the time kinda of sucks, especially when you are in a crowd or in a group of people you still feel alone

[@ahmedu2616]

But you will hurt yourself instead

[@m.r.9127]

I'm not sad
I'm not angry
I'm not anything
I'm not myself
A grain of sand floating in the sea
Waiting
Wondering if I will find rest
On land or at the bottom
Or just keep floating
An eternal journey
Nowhere

[@mrbombastic8527]

I love you man.

[@busdown555]

You are a beautiful human being

[@imlucidd]

Wispa literally every human being compared to the universe in a nutshell.

[@oneallahbyrd0296]

I wish that to

[@emp.1984]

Everyone struggles with loneliness at some point. Wether you are going through something that you think nobody else understands or you're just facing a change in life where you just feel alone, God's word provides hope and strength. There is someone who is closer than a brother, a friend, or a parent and is always with you; It's Jesus Christ! He is our best friend and comforter!
Deuteronomy 31:6

[@lance._9723]

I don’t know anymore
All of my life I have been left out by almost everybody, where I care so much about them but they don’t even acknowledge me as if I’m not even there when I’m there for them. Almost all of my friends have done this to me and my family, where I have been left out and not even remembered but I remember them and I’m just confused and tired of it.
I’m tired of feeling like this where one minute I feel great and the other I feel awful. I just wish I could find somebody who actually cares about me like I would to them.
I’m too scared to tell anybody because I don’t want to be seen as weak by people in my life where they would laugh at me and make fun of how I feel saying I am being ridiculous and stupid.
I just want somebody to know
Thank you for reading.......

[@aashraypopli6290]

Same dude

[@lance._9723]

@@ursus4886 Thanks man really appricate it its just hard to stop thinking about it. ;)

[@katarinabrunk8698]

Always remember you are not alone 😢.

[@ravenvanbommel138]

Life is a rollercoaster...without up and downs it wouldn’t be a rollercoaster would it? No, so dont rush, take your time to relax..let time heal

[@aasl6154]

I don't know you
I just wread words
You was like me
When I was at my worst
And I believe in you
Here take another hug
From a lonely but great
Poét and bassist

[@js3331]

The thing is; Most people dont wanna die, we are just so tired of trying to survive.

[@demedorwraith4300]

I became suicidal not cause i wanted too die but because i didint have a reason to stay alive

[@maggielarkin9314]

Demedor wraith ..do you have a reason to stay alive now?.... I hope so...don't ever think you're alone...

[@jadon7702]

I just want to be free from life and this world.

[@user-kj5fk9oq9q]

God decided to give you life, you have no right to decide otherwise

[@ender_slayer3]

@@user-kj5fk9oq9q As a Christian the reasons why I haven't killed myself are thus, I know that it would be Hell for everyone who loves me, and I would never see the people I care most about who have already passed. But don't you dare, don't you EVER FUCKING DARE judge them or anyone like us for wanting peace! You don't know what Hell anyone who's suicidal has had to endure, what torture each and every GOD forsaken day is! To wake up and feel like you're nothing but a husk, a shadow of a human being, hollow and empty, wanting nothing more than to just have peace!

[@cassiestewart2603]

I'm actually in tears right now listening to this. I feel so alone.

[@Darkboy-pf7qb]

Me too. It sucks. 😣😔

[@brendapaulina5663]

Me to

[@petersteiner5075]

I'm sorry . idk if it's your choice to be alone or that's how your world is . I'm here if you wanna talk .

[@vaibp1995]

Don't be sad we should be hopefull in this hopeless wolrd

[@cassiestewart2603]

@@petersteiner5075 Thank you. Your so sweet.

[@sope7407]

At some point..
You have to realize...
That some people can stay in your heart.
But not in your Life..

[@arandomshark2667]

I've lost someone important too
I'm selfish I want my dear friend to stay
I owe him my life

[@alivocaloidneko0446]

Hello ARMY

[@khaledquwaider1176]

SoPe that is sooooo true!
And its the most hurtful thing ever 😔

[@obedhernandez5961]

Seriously and at that point, it hurts so much but you know it’s gotta be done. It hurts even more to know you just gotta move on as much as we wish we can stay or go back. Always in my heart she’ll be, even if I’m not in hers.

[@mary_jane7]

for example BTS

[@Bryan-ip5pu]

Adrian I want to say Thank you. About 2 years ago I was depressed and suicidal. Then a piece named Spring Charm was recommended to me. Once I listened to some of your music I fell in love. I listened to everything you wrote. Thanks to you I'm still here and happy. Without you're music I'm not sure if I'd be here today. You saved my life with you're talent to create the most beautiful music in the world. Thank you for my life and Thank you for you're music.

[@claireloriey1913]

I want to cry, it's very beautifull that you said... and I agree with your opinion at 100% :') We love you Adrian...

[@ksbjane1]

:') I'm amazed. I recall a year ago, for a period of time I kept on listening to his music on earphones all day long while doing whatever I do and wherever I went. Those where the days when my heart felt pretty heavy and only thing keeping me from bursting into tears (at daylight) is his music. I've gone past those days now and haven't really taken the time to realize how much his music has helped me, until now

[@rkawan]

The-Other- Human thx to God not the music

[@nolween100]

wow wonderful comment. Sorry but i can't keep that on myself : HANNIBAL !!!!!!!

[@goldprime118]

Glad you're still around. We all are.

[@richardcolmorn2760]

Pillow: Don't worry I'm here to catch your tears.
Bed: Don't worry I'm here to help you cry yourself to sleep.
Mirror: Don't worry I'll laugh with you and cry.
Shadow don't worry i won't judge the way you look.
🙂💕
-My friend Kyler that died last saturday... EDIT: thank you for this wonderful music.

[@hueyrosayaga]

Sorry man, Kyler sounded like a great friend. May he rest in peace.

[@s1lentrogu3]

Hey man sorry about you friend. You posted this comment 2 years ago, I hope that wherever you are now, you feel peace in mind and a fruitful life

[@richardcolmorn2760]

@/hvtrs8%2F-wuw%2Cymuvu%60e%2Ccmm-cjalngl-UAlo3VwTTOy4SaH%5DP3vt9rGu Thank you

[@ac33er]

Hey big bro. It's been about a month now, mom is still the same, still broken, hopeless, emotinal. She needs you. 17 was too young of an age. We were bestfriends, 2 souls lost In a world of chaos, and just being in your presence I feel more peace then ever. Thank you for watching over me, thank you for holding me when I was upset, thank you for pushing me to give my all, and most of all, thank you for being you. I'm so proud of you, I will make you proud of me, I will follow in your footsteps. I hope I'll be with you soon.
To anyone reading this, count your blessings. Some tragedies are bigger then others.

[@brenosalomao7932]

When I was a kid I lost my younger brother. It's been almost 14 years and I'm still crying, imagining how my life would be if he was still here. He was 11 days old when he passed away, I never got a chance to tell him that I love him, I barely remember those days, I was just 4 years old. I hope you and your family to pass-through this, and I'm sure he would be proud of you.

[@whatintheworld6413]

I was trying to take my own life back then. But I'm afraid ini left bad memory for my sister, so i stay. Until she old enough to find her way in this world

[@williamafton1901]

69 like here. i feel you guys

[@tuomas3734]

Oh fuck im 17 now and thinking about suicide a lot. But hope u dont ever do suicide stay strong!

[@tuomas3734]

@Chipmunk good to hear that ur doing better now. I have depression and anxiety issues and lots of panic attacks

[@saatu101]

"You know what was the bravest thing we did when we were sad... is to continuing living life even though we wanted to die..."
-Juliette Lewis

[@jenniperez9432]

Anxiety yes 😔

[@corona-chan8915]

So me my god

[@annyf4969]

I feel good of what you say thx*for the forest time I smile*😌

[@blacklotus1875]

Some Days We Go I honestly have no idea why I’m still alive, I wanted to die, I tried to die. But something kept me here, the doctors were surprised I made it, they said it was a miracle. Yet I don’t know why I’m still here, what purpose I have for this life. Granted my life has gotten a lot better since then, but every night I go back to that hell I grew up in. I deprive myself of sleep because I hate having to go back every time I close my eyes. I was alone back then, and I still am, but I’m still here, for some fucking reason...

[@dndragonfly-0077]

Jesus loves you

[@veggiesnek4108]

Feeling lonely isn't being alone..
Its the feeling of belief that nobody likes you.

[@snickerdexter2247]

*Feeling lonely is the worst feeling in the world. Because you feel like no one understands you. No matter who you're with, who you're talking too, you still feel so alone...*

[@anubis1519]

that's what i'm feeling always

[@innocent_proto247]

Same

[@angelakira397]

@@snickerdexter2247 sometimes i feel so empty even in a room full of happy people

[@snickerdexter2247]

Angel Akira same...

[@sharavatikulkarni858]

You
Yes you behind the screen
Had a difficult day?
Come here lemme give you a hug 🤗🤗
Now listen carefully
Okay?
I'm so proud of you
I really am
Just take a deep breath
Look back and see how far you've come
All those obstacles you've over come
You know it's okay to cry
It doesn't make you weak
It shows that you are human
It shows how strong you've been and are
Stay strong
Remember I'm proud of you
Live well my darling

[@leosolis5846]

This is straight bullshit. You dont know us. How can you say you are proud of us when you dont even know us? If one of us has a tough life you dont fucking care . Your comment is irrelevant.

[@corruptneedles3384]

@@leosolis5846
True.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

@@leosolis5846 Hey, you don't have to be mean about it. I'm sorry that this is your response to attempted kindness. Look I understand where your coming from, being broken is difficult. But we're all broken. I really hope you understand where I'm coming from, and have a wonderful week.

[@leosolis5846]

@@lukemalizzo1685 I know this person is trying to be kind but at this point I would rather the hear the truth than sugarcoating lies because that's what this comment is, utter nonsense.

[@lukemalizzo1685]

@@leosolis5846 Yeah, for sure. Sugarcoating has gone too far. But respect isn't completely lost yet. If you give a little, you get a little. Maybe together we can save it. You in?

[@Darkness-n6d]

Do you ever just cry for no reason?

[@فلسطينيةدميسوري]

Yeah, I hate that feeling

[@izadoralima2512]

Always

[@evang.sunshine9459]

S-same, although I hide somewhere so I can cry alone..

[@alejandracardona229]

Always have 😔😥😭

[@linkmaster6486]

There's always a reason.

[@sarpa.demiral3087]

Just something I wrote while listening to this:
I sit here doodling
On my table desk,
Drowning in memories
I did not know I had.
My pen scratches rivers
Of black ink onto the already
Marred wooden surface.
My hand aches but I silence
It with the cold will
Of winds carrying the scent
Of wilted petals.
My head, slumped, resting
Upon my forearm, tracing
The pen’s tip a hundred miles
Behind. It moves
Too
Slowly.
Where has this water come from.
Wasn’t the ink enough.
You’re too selfish. -
I’m too selfish?
I wish I was somewhere else,
Maybe out on the ocean
With the sun.
Just me.
And its lava glow. -
Again, I’m too selfish.
I’m still here though, sitting before my dark,
Watching my pen trace around my heart.
It moves
Too
Slowly.

[@sim3864]

THIS IS AMAZING!! U SHOULD BE A WRITER!

[@brendabarrios8878]

Sarp Demiral
Life hurts sometimes..... Everyone saids that it's not in my life,but trust me, it is .....but we move on from our mistakes and go out there to reach our futures

[@AndyHargraveMusic]

I love sad music. It just has so much to say without saying anything at all.

[@italiwog1016]

If you are able to smile in public amongst all your troubles, just know you are the strongest person you’ll ever come across. You have all my respect and no matter what battle each of us are facing, we’re all in this together. Keep your heads up kings/queens. Better days are coming

[@muneeburrehman6833]

Thank you ❤️

[@cryofreeze8756]

You don't know how much this has made my night thank you 💖

[@vapiervi]

I didn't want to cry, cause I always feel alone, even if I have so many friends...
I couldn't, and I cried.

[@lucass1717]

I feel it, I have 4 good friends (i really trust them and they trust me) and beautiful, lovely dog, but sometimes I still feel so alone...
And sorry for my bad English, I'm from Poland

[@lucass1717]

@Clara xoxo thank uuu so so much, sorry I didn't read your comment fast, but I didn't see the notification. But your comment really made me feel better, now I feel like I can do everything, and I know I'm never alone 😊😀😃 If you wanna talk sometimes my Instagram user name is sky_watcher_678 , I'm always ready to help 😊
(I don't speak English very very well but it's not problem to me, there's always translator haha)
And I know you wrote your comment a week ago but I just didn't get a notification so I hope you'll forgive me 😁😅😂
Take care Clara 😊❤💕

[@Yagies1]

I have like 1 or 2 good friends but only one trusts me so

[@_majlena_4791]

@@lucass1717 I am from Poland too ♥ and I feel the same

[@itz8lack0ut25]

Sucks having a good heart, but no one to give it too :/

[@sonichedgehog9713]

That's me no one 😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

Having a good heart,but the one it belongs to,doesn't want it.

[@thelostexplorer4031]

@@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231 that made me cry cause it's true😭😭

[@LuckyLittleLoki]

WHY IS THIS RELATABLE 💔

[@au_rie]

i have a good heart
hi

[@yoontinymin4432]

They said they're my friends.
They said they will be there.
They will be by my side.
But the funny thing is..
How i haven't show up for so long and nobody texted me. No one asks where i am, how am i doing, am i okay or not, am i still alive?
Everybody who i told my secrets to turns their backs at me.
They promised.
They said they would help me to get better.
But in reality,
They don't even care.
I keep telling myself that i don't need people, i'm okay by myself.
But the truth is..
They don't need *me* .

[@tristanhernandez5480]

I know how you feel...

[@maimalinzy4487]

Ik the feeling . Just when we trust someone, they betray us...

[@peopgacha8599]

I cried reading your comment because it's so relateable

[@t0nai]

I feel like this often so i know how you feel

[@astaxblack8228]

I feel the same way that u have

[@ade684]

I don't know if anyone will read this but I just wanna share it and continue listening to this amazing song. I was always bullied by people around me. For some reason, no one tried to be friends with me, or talk to me like I'm a normal person. I was always lonely and developed anxiety and depression throughout my life, feeling useless, worthless, nothing but someone who doesn't deserve to live and feeling like I'm disappointing even the people that doesn't know me. I don't know what Am I living for, why do I continue and why was I born in the first place? I feel like my place isn't here, that I'm not worth to even breath but when I think of dying, leaving everything behind, I'm scared. I'm scared of making my family suffer when it's all my fault I feel like this. Truth is, no one wants to die for real, we just want to feel happy, just a little time when we don't have to worry about every little thing, when we don't have to cry and feel guilty, when we would smile and be happy. We just want everything to be over, either the loss of someone or the feeling of being wortless because the people around you don't care at all, we all have scars we just can't forget. I always thought I'm alone, but I see so many people sharing stories and realize I'm not the only one and maybe I'm not someone who can say this but just... don't give up. Even if you feel like there is no tomorrow, like your world is crashing down and you have no place to hide, there are always better times and a good future that is waiting for you, you just have to be strong and face the world, cry if you want, do things that at least used to give you happiness and find someone to listen to you. It's always gonna be something for you, so... Believe in yourself, in the person you are and try to love yourself! ❤ I may not know you, but I love you, I know you're a strong person, a kind and amazing person and can do everything you dream for!

[@SonOfIrak]

Agreed You Bro

[@javadsamad6713]

thank you

[@illyrian3057]

Thank u dear. Same to u too ♥️♥️♥️💔💔
You are my twin. My otherhalf ♥️. A person with the same experiences.

[@aharoncalderon3779]

It's amazing to see how people
Different people who don't know each other and don't think like each other can be so different and so similar at the same time.
I don't know you, but this comment left a deep impression on me. I am sure you are an amazing person❤️

[@ChilledLai]

My mom is myself. She taught me pain.
My father is my brain. He taught me negative words.
My friends are my hands. They taught me self-harm.
My voice is my knife. It made me say rude words.
My existence is my mistake. I didn't know what to do.
My ears are my nightmares. I hear deep dark voices.
My heart is my happiness. It's too fragile. It breaks.
My shadow is my betrayer. It left me in the dark.
My light made me blind. Did not make me see.....
My skin is my paper. Somewhat... somehow...I get cuts.
My glasses are my shield. But they broke.
.....
This is where I belong. The lonely piano's song.
Edit: Thanks for 187 likes! I never got thid many before! 😔😭

[@ChilledLai]

Everyone out there.... Dont end up like me.

[@evang.sunshine9459]

@@ChilledLai I would say too late, but.... I don't know what I am anymore...

[@marg6461]

Underrated comment :( my father was died past month and my brain my dad now. I'm crying , crying and crying. But he can't come my near :( (sorry for my bad english).

[@shibuinu1172]

So... Heh suicidal words.

[@miriamd5250]

@@ChilledLai it's too late for me and what's worse is that I'm addicted to my depression. I can't image my life without feeling miserable. If I ever feel "happy" I will feel guilty right away and go back to being miserable.

[@rhandelaquino3015]

Sometimes I ask myself, "when did it go wrong?"

[@esme9726]

The moment you thought it was going well.

[@hwic778]

I ask myself that very question every single day!

[@robertoventrue17]

oi

[@jaydeepmatre1701]

Same

[@hayhey4985]

Me too

[@gracebrown3610]

I wrote this comment awhile ago. I talked about how I felt alone and that I felt like I could not talk to anyone. Now I know that instead of feeling sorry for myself I need to start working in feeling better about myself. I don’t feel alone. I have many people in my life now that I know loves me. I realized that I’m not the only one that was hurting that other people are hurting too. I also realized other people have it worse than me. So it’s a new year and I plan to make the most of it.

[@ayaelogbani3419]

Do u need to talk? I’ll be there if u want to

[@asht.5730]

If you ever need to talk I’m here for you bro, and you can talk to your close friends about it. It helps trust me

[@finalshot3285]

Brother, I know exactly what your feeling...I'm feeling the exact same pain. Nonstop listening to this music for the last couple days.

[@gracebrown3610]

EMILY ZHANG thanks I appreciate it

[@gracebrown3610]

Aya El ogbani thanks that’s just what I need

[@icanthandlechange.]

the last year i used to cry to this masterpiece every night until I fell asleep, I was about to drown in my own tears. I felt so lonely, I saw all the people around me being so happy with their own life, made by a lot of friend, every night out, and a lot more. I had no friends, not even one. No one came to talk to me even to ask Me how I was feeling. At school I was so lonely, I talked to no one except the teachers.
But now, I think I found out how the real happiness feels. Because the real happiness is when you realize the hard times just passed over and you are free.
Now I have 2 or 3 friends and I am the happiest person on this earth. I will never pray enough to express my gratitude to God. Now I have good grades, 2/3 times a week I hang out with someone, I practice dance and I also sing in the school choir.
When did the things change? when I decided this was enough. I found hobbies and what I really love: art, dance and music.
Please, I beg you to NEVER give up, I failed something like 2 or 3 suicide attempts and I am really grateful for this. Because everyone will find happiness. Do not give up, God bless you all♡

[@nickwoyurka6820]

Thank you 🙏, wasn’t feeling too good today and this helps for sure. Made me cry but feeling better than 3-4 mins ago ❤️✅
Thank you truly

[@icanthandlechange.]

@@nickwoyurka6820 i wish you all the best things for the future❤

[@johnnyutah7890]

Loneliness maybe sad. My friend but I’ve learned the hard way I cried blood
But it made me stronger
Alone I feel peaceful
I choosen to be alone I can have any woman but I like being alone
Being alone has shown me alot 🫡💯🙏🏻

[@pestersmemb4463]

Well done you're an inspiration.

[@imperialtiger9015]

F.E.A.R
Forget Everything and Run. Or, Face Everything and rise.
The choice is yours...

[@bowgart5567]

this is some villian quote, for sure

[@Narukami930]

The grandpa teaching a lesson to the MC of a shonen.

[@femke4984]

Beatiful! But the second one sounds a lot easier than it is... Fear can be so cruel that it feels IMPOSSIBLE to face it

[@icedgreentea6469]

Feet?

[@iexist9987]

How about both

[@vampire5131]

I miss old me ,good old days
I m so alone now ,i was so happy in school days ,un childhood 😭😭😭😭
Life has become so boring now
God please return my old days 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@حنانسورانعمر]

😔😫😖

[@ruffanavarro1076]

I love you

[@bolthesnaphakker]

Same, mate

[@SVENRADUX]

Same here... U can see in my video, i having fun with my friends back then..... Riding bike etc. But guess where i am now, don't have anymore passion in life.... Always thinking the way to suicide but i can't coz my mom only have me.... I don't wanna break her

[@chillydays4854]

You know that's why they say the past is the past NOW is time too move forward with life.😊

[@roshnigiri5066]

Reading and liking comments here. Full of tears. We will be fine.. we are gonna be okay

[@rinadoor5914]

Yes! We will get trough this!!

[@PaperBagchu]

@@rinadoor5914 i mean... i guess

[@rinadoor5914]

@@PaperBagchu we have to. It's our life!

[@PaperBagchu]

@@rinadoor5914 alright

[@dkddvil7918]

It’s not gonna be alright I’m on the verge of leaving this world 😔😭

[@animegrandfleet]

It hurts to be lonely, but sometimes it helps to realize about this world...

[@animegrandfleet]

But I like to be alone

[@gamerz_op777]

💙

[@KG0313]

One thought make me feel better...this song composed by a man is now with me in the room so am not alone,his emotions are here.

[@maykheir7636]

I know this comment will likely never be found. But. This song. Ive listened too it more times than I can count...every sleepless night, quiet evening home alone, even just down time in the classroom. Id play this song and get lost in my head. The endless corridors of dark thoughts and eratic emotion. I wanted everything to make sensa. I wanted friends and my family. But when I called out to both they left me in the dark. With time. I learned to live in it. Ignore my emotions. Now... I feel nothing. And I don't... I don't know if that's better or worse. On one hand, nothing bothers me, every insult and event just rolls off my back. But on the other, I can't feel anything. No happiness. No joy. No love. No anything. But. I never knew love anyway. So. I can't miss what I never had right? I don't know. I'm rambling.

[@scoopsahoy9521]

I relate to this too much...

[@Emmet-id6xq]

I was once in your place for a long time a numb heart..... How are you now its been 2 months do you still feel the same

[@darkenergykuyt355]

i feel the same. lack of emotion except anger and rage. they push to evolve. People in this world, they are only as good as the world allows them to be ( only human). God doesn't make the world this way, we do.

[@juliecramer7768]

Tell Jesus Christ. He loves you.

[@kamryn2310]

I feel the same way.

[@CrysiCrysis]

I'm sitting here in my room, just trying to describe the emotion I'm feeling right now. It isn't quite loneliness... It's a bittersweet pinch in my chest, the clog at the back of your throat just before you burst into tears, yet I'm sitting here, smiling. The beauty of the piece shines through, like the rays of sun through the clouds of a grey day. Shadows cover the horizon, obscure the color, consuming everything bright and whole and beautiful... Yet somehow, there's a light there... It's faint; no more than a pinprick in the canvas of blackness, but it's there; the feeling you get when your whole life rushes back to you all at once, when you remember everything you have done, everything you missed, everything you have left to do... But then that light catches your eye, and it's warm, and it's kind. And if you reach for it, if you dig through the darkness you may reach the light, let it in. Let it brighten everything it touches... Sad, but not lonely... Not anymore.

[@Jamesquish]

this is amazingly written, i know exactly what you mean

[@Lurker_Zee_Wolf]

heh... love how you expressed that. does kinda bring a warm feeling to it. it's nice meeting sad people in a way... because then you can feel their energy and life force. then you can compare it to your own. makes me stronger each time I read a story of a sad person or someone expressing how they feel. I always think... "another story to save and tell. another person who shares my own pain. together, we'll get stronger"

[@markimoojr5161]

The feeling and emotion this gives, is indescribable.

[@aeraxxis]

This is how I feel almost everyday. Nobody understands how cold loneliness feels for me. There is no uplifting bass for the treble to harmonize with. There I am out in the world but there is no one there to quench my thirst for companionship....to warm my soul.

[@Meowology]

Sending you a very warm virtual hug. I know exactly how you feel. Sooner or later though, things will change. It is inevitable. Hang in there and keep looking and I hope that one day you find someone that fills your life with warmth and sunshine.

[@Nipponing]

I'm the same...

[@mariaagomezz7214]

Anthony Lopez I love you and ur strong 💙💙💕

[@ghostfacedude93]

Michael
death negates your words.
don't be a fool.
we're all gonna die alone.

[@lukereciahemmings2005]

Same and it really hurts

[@zanetcn6586]

If you love someone, hold on to them, tommorow you may not have the chance.
- Fallout 4, Nate.

[@nurchikryskulov1881]

I loved someone, and i couldn't tell her about my feelings, cuz i knew the answer. She is not gonna be with me.

[@yourlocalbankrobber102]

@@nurchikryskulov1881 you need to try, you dont know what life can offer you (sorry for my english)

[@billuchoudhary4436]

My crush got some another guy coz I was so shy to propose
She knew that I really like her but
I miss her now
I paid for my shyness really badly

[@anhtruong9706]

you'll never understand... how painful that the loneliness giving to us.

[@esme9726]

Loneliness is not the point in which you don't have any friends.... It's a feeling that even if you have friends, none of them truly understands you and supports you! I may have a solution for your situation.... Get yourself a pet 🙁... It can be a dog, a cat, a rabbit, a bird, a mouse... But a pet is the best solution to loneliness cuz they're not giving you opinions, they're not trying to change you, they aren't there to just hang out... They wanna be really close to Your heart and they can feel that, they'll always love you and be there for you when you need a silent hug...and it only takes you to love them and care about them as they will give back the same feelings! 🥀

[@theobern4350]

Alone in the dark
Ocean waves
Getting stronger,
I feel the storm coming,
weights tied to my ankle,
pulling me,
down.
I’m struggling to stay afloat,
I don’t know how much longer,
that I’ll live.
I’m tired of the fake love
I’m tired of the fake friends
I’m tired of being used
I’m tired of being alone
All I want
is
to be happy.
Pleading on my knee,
praying to God
for a change in my life.
But does he answer?
No.
As the darkness
and depression
sets in...
Suicide seems more
inviting.
The mind is spent,
but the body isn’t.
I have gone through
so much suffering
and so much pain
that it has been embedded
in my veins
and into my bone.
If tomorrow starts
a new day
without me
And I’m not there to see it
If the sun should rise,
to catch your eyes,
All filled with tears,
for me...
I wish so much
that i never touched
what could never be.
And when I realized,
with my own eyes
emptiness and memories
would take the place
of me.

[@ANU-sings]

Hey!! I loved these lines..it's amazing.
Are these your lines??

[@theobern4350]

The majority of it is mine

[@starsun6363]

Gone
alone
abandoned
the few friends I had were gone,the people that once cheered me on now laughed at me.
Alone.
Abandoned.
Betrayed.
I had never before felt so betrayed.
So alone.
So invisible
.I was so far gone they couldn't get any fun out of me anymore. So they ignored me. So I became
cold
Freezing.
Sub zero
What I needed to warm me to what I once was A
fire
A heater
A friend. Just one friend
But I am alone

[@starsun6363]

This didn't post right. Opps....

[@lennisefuller3721]

Starsun 226123 it was great don't feel bad i totally understand, going through the same thing

[@arthynnumennesse5926]

Agatha Turpin They abandoned me too. You are not alone... :(

[@Walnutty]

That's deep

[@strayfox1019]

Agatha Turpin Can we be friends? 🐾

[@uneducatedtrashrat8180]

"What does it feel like to be you?"
How do I put it into words..? Well, it kinda feels like, I'm drowning in an ocean of my own self judgement and hate and every time I try to swim to the surface to breathe another wave washes over me. Harder than the last. That even when I think I'm about it hit the shore waves and waves of self comparison keep pulling me farther and farther telling me I should give up but I tell myself I'm fine. I know I'm over thinking but I keep over thinking the over thinking part. Anyone else feel the same? Thanks to anyone who reads this.

[@Rt_Slava]

I'm literally the same...thanks for your commet ...i know it's cheezy but i'm going to say it anyway just know that you'r not alone and that whatever happened to you you are loved

[@lunastar356]

I’ve never related to anything this much in my whole life.💔

[@sept09am]

Starlight Gacha please stay strong, it may not seem like it but things will get better, please don’t give up :( 💖💖💖I love you

[@snickerdexter2247]

I'm too young to give you help advise, but the best I can say is try reaching out to someone that you can trust. It helps a lot and I know it because I reached out to my parents and they are very supportive. Parents are people that are supposed to protect their children. If you really feel broken and empty inside and truly depressed, reach out to someone for help, don't keep it all inside because if you tell no one, nobody can help you.

[@uneducatedtrashrat8180]

@@snickerdexter2247 I'm getting help and have a therapist and good friends helping me right now. Things are much better than they used to be, thank you for caring and trying to suggest help!

[@Ke-pu1mu]

This song reminds me it's okay to be alone. Even though I feel lonely every single day of my life, music is my comfort. This music is so inspiring... it makes me wonder about all of the other people across the world feeling the same way I do. Alone... hurting... afraid...
To all the people feeling lonely out there, I hope you know your not alone.
It would be kind of nice to know I'm not alone...

[@foolianoo4758]

Not gonna lie the song didn't make me cry.. the comment section did. Y'all stay safe out here 💙

[@pakistanzucks]

God be with you

[@ummeraddan-bs7898]

Same

[@hitesheditz9]

True brother 🥺

[@jmizzy7013]

I have friends but I’m still lonely, I walk with a smile but I broken inside, the more the day goes by, the less able I am to survive. I cry by myself so no one sees my hurting, this pains so bad that I’m physically hurting.

[@sasalele9298]

Don t give up your hopes I m sure that you have a dream and a life to live so don t give up follow your dreams.
For now you can start drawing or write a story to forget anything that u would not like to remember.
I hope you a great day

[@arandomshark2667]

Life has it's ups and downs... I know what you feel. I deal with the same issue. I want you to think about the people you make happy. What do you mean to them. You can't be nothing even air is something. I may not be perfect nor is the world perfect but I can try to make it a better place. You can too. Lift people up, you will never be truly alone.

[@arandomshark2667]

With kindness you will get paid with emotion
I will not let another person stand alone anymore
In life's ever changing tides if you fall of the boat of good I will be there to help you swim

[@ayanoaishiyanderechan8261]

I feel the same

[@gamergirl5008]

Some times you have to know when to give up and
I’m giving up right now so give me one good reason to hold on

[@eddiekaspbraksfannypack137]

“Everyone has felt pain. I’m one of those people. You think you’re finally free to be happy with someone you care about, but it stabs you in the back. All the pain of someone leaving you. I’ve felt it more than once. I’ve lost everything I ever had. But I won’t mess up. I won’t risk it. I won’t lose you. I can’t lose you. You’re the only one left. And I love you. I’ll never forget you. Even through death. If I lose you...
_I’ll lose myself too.”_

[@dobbylea760]

They say the hardest part is letting go, I think it's trying to forget.

[@DTodorov10]

Both are a deadly combo...

[@lea_lovi3812]

Letting go of you

[@silviomingaj4811]

Well, sometimes in your life you will have to let things to go that you loved them cared about them but you will see something else better is coming

[@ivansmok3192]

@@silviomingaj4811 nah there is nothing better coming, only sorrow

[@MuhammadAli-mj8hq]

Good one

[@razrok9133]

"Hey man, wanna play tomorrow?"
"Yes Bro, let's play tomorrow"
*last online 5 years ago*

[@PESWITCHERYT]

Every gamers life.. 💓

[@biggestbeggarprokisthan3892]

@@PESWITCHERYT it's happened with me

[@garbage5318]

I basically have no friends to play with and in valorant i was playing and my team added me and palyed a few rounds after and it really meant everything to me

[@catalinarose3306]

@@garbage5318 ♡

[@gauravmishra1428]

Same

[@slimshady4615]

To everyone who has fallen...
To everyone who has lost some one...
To everyone who has forgotten the people who love them...
To everyone who has a reason to be depressed and sad...
To everyone who has said time and time again how much they hate life...
I encourage you to get back up.
Fall down again if you have to, but get up.
That's the beautiful thing about life, you fall, you get up.
Dust yourself off and look a bit farther than you are.
Think a bit brighter than you think!
Remember the keywords that keep you going!
Inspire!!
Love!!
Compassion!!
Emotion!!
Family!!
Friends!!
And don't you forget it! Because someday! You're gonna end up at the end of the road! Thinking it's over, but it's not!!
Because you're gonna keep going, you're gonna do whatever you can to make your mark!
And to whoever decided to stay and read this, thank you.
Please pass on these words.
It could save somebody's life.
Be kind, and love on!! :D
-That Random Person Who Cares
P.S, more people care about you than you think. ^-^

[@joseisrael8988]

One positive comment

[@marftambiling1559]

Thank you ill share these to thank you so much

[@mkaouareya844]

Actually nobody cares about what you are feeling everyday. Nobody notices your tears , your pain, your sadness ..

[@soulextract640]

Sometimes people can't get up, the shackles of consciousness in life has them prisoned
And if you are strong enough to pick up the light and fight till your last breath Then it's worth it to me

[@soulextract640]

Time is all we have my friends don't give in hold the light up as long as you can
And maybe we can save a few lives in darkness

[@kageedit354]

“Lonely people are the most dangerous people because most of them take their hatred out on the world. A world that never understood them and only criticized them. But who are we to objectively create morals and label people as bad and good.”
-kage

[@billymcdonald09]

The soul is an echo of what life once was. Those that suffered the most, echo the loudest.

[@glitzarprincess627]

Your music is so peaceful. Your music inspires me to attempt writing again when my dreams are crushed. God bless you and everyone who reads this comment. You are truly talented and your work is a blessing to us all.

[@karinadelgado1334]

😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨

[@glitzarprincess627]

@@karinadelgado1334 What the heck is that supposed to mean?

[@ellievslilia1910]

Smile like nothing’s wrong
Pretend everything’s ok
Act like it’s all alright
But inside it really hurts😞

[@sadgirl8088]

Yes and I'm so tired...

[@valeslove]

faking it is what makes it worse, talk to some, even if its online

[@arandomshark2667]

*F* orever I smile
*I* actualy weep
*N* o one will know my pain
*E* ver
I'm *FINE*

[@silviomingaj4811]

Better be honest than fake

[@celinewinchester4763]

@@arandomshark2667 So true, your not alone.

[@ZEUS-xc9xs]

I lost my self i wish i can be happy and enjoy the life :(

[@marftambiling1559]

Me too....

[@Bradgdude]

Hug 🤗

[@yolosquad555]

Same.

[@ashtonsherrod7763]

God will help you, he loves you all. No matter how good or evil we are, were all God's children, he will help you. God bless you.

[@ahmedghabri9371]

ure not the only one

[@bemine2528]

Animals Are Dying
Humans are Crying
Clouds are Raining
Very Sad Ending...

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

My ass shiting
JK XD I'm sorry!! XD

[@littleboree1340]

@@thelovelyreadersua5937 ARE YOU SERIOUS XD WHY?!

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

@@littleboree1340 Just wanted to light up the mood but I can't since I am literally in the toilet shifting but playing music to drown out the farts since people are here. XD LOL

[@littleboree1340]

@@thelovelyreadersua5937 Oh my god xD that made me laugh I tried not too because this is so depressing and stuff but god damn it xD LOL

[@thelovelyreadersua5937]

@@littleboree1340 IKR I tried not to laugh while I comment that shit but I just couldn't plus right now I'm fished with my biz

[@lonetiger306]

As I was growing up, i actually lost all of my childhood and school friends. To this very day at the age of 26, I still feel all alone with no one asking me, "Hey dude, what are you up to today?" or "hey its been a long time. You wanna hang out?" Its just pure silence, I've even tried asking out some girl's at my new school back then and they friendzoned me.
The feeling of being all alone just ate away at me until I became really depressed and went to self-harming just so I could feel the pain physically and not inside my chest and my head I even made this UA-cam account just so I could get some attention but its been over 10 years since I made this account and I just can't seem to find anymore of an audience so I've basically given up on this platform.
And for those people that have read this far I just want to say that we all have our really dark chapter's of our lives and sometimes its better to keep pushing on but as for me I've just accepted the fact that I may still be in my dark chapter's of my life and I'm just trying to keep my head above water but I feel like maybe its time for me to give up and just wait until this all passes...........hopefully

[@sisigs4820]

I had the same upbringing, I made a lot of friends and fond memories when I was a kid, and then one by one they faded away and now those memories are the only thing I have left of them.

[@dh.9829]

@Jeffrey Wiens My bestfriend whom i gave up everyone else for her completly forgot me once she formed her own little friend group We werent in the same school anymore so we only hung out after school They formed a group which I was part of but you miss out on a lot when you're not always with them Then they started hanging out without me afterwards they straight up planned things infront of me without asking me to join whcih is a terrible feeling I was there when she had no one but she wasnt here when I had no one There's nothing worse than knowing your bestie is here but at the same time she isn't I feel like with your bestfriends moving away you could relate a bit Idk about your relationship with them but I bet they made their little friend group and slowly forgot about you and im sorry you have to go through that cause I know how it feels

[@kemeee5407]

I'm right there with you. I feel that hollow, gut wrenching, lonliness. And the burning question of "why did this happen to me, how"?

[@anyhow.anyway]

🤗

[@michaelsteel00]

Covid . When the world had a world wide pandemic. Covid 19. If was rhe only way It could restore me. There are thousands probably millions of us all feeling almost identical in these ways.
Covid 19 allowed opportunities for me now almost as a grown man living fully independently for 4 years. (26 soon). If it was for one of the few best freinds realising he was going to loose me again and refused to loose me and showed me how beautiful the world truly is by showing me hes lifes lens. It gave me enough help finally after 9 years of deep depression and I'm not saying I'm still not depressed but I finally have someone I choose to live love and smile for everyday. And am greatful for everyday I'm alive.
I don't think any of this would of been possible without covid pandemic.

[@mydikfelloff4657]

I have friends
Some don't like me
But I don't like them
So it's okay
Sometimes I feel different
Like I don't belong
But I smile through it
So I'm fine
My dad works all night
So he'll sleep all day
I don't see him much
But I'm still happy
My mom's gone
I haven't seen her since I was a kid
I don't really know her
But my dad's with me
So I'll be okay
But sometimes
I can't hold my emotions in
And they flow out
As waterfalls
Streaming down my face
Why am I this way

[@khawlalc8940]

my dik fell off 😔😭😭

[@tameralussier1765]

did u mean dick

[@tameralussier1765]

did u mean my dick fell off

[@Darcevs]

This is amazing 😭💘

[@pizzacookie8913]

😭😭😭 that's so sad.....

[@aimeerose2833]

Another christmas alone... dreading 2020 because I know nothing will change

[@alexandrarivera2793]

I wish you could have a good 2020 Christmas 😕

[@martinc778]

Xmas and New Year have been a total shit this last 3 years.

[@hugohorvath3653]

only What i have is this phone, music and games on computer xD uhhh so sad... it makes little happier than thinking of that i am alone, but still this happiness is getting weaker and weaker everyday and one day i will throw away my computer and then.... idk...

[@jordonumadbro]

Ohh 2020 changed alright, not for the good tho

[@scoopsahoy9521]

I guess you were right to dread 2020
I know I was...

[@generaljackson5741]

"Ya see, that's the biggest issue with having a heart of gold: sooner or later, people will mine it out until there is nothing left to take." - me.

[@MV-rw4gl]

General Jackson was this really you?

[@generaljackson5741]

@@MV-rw4gl If you are referring to the origin of the quote, then yes.

[@HonorarySaiyan]

The saddest thing is when loneliness is your only retreat, the only place you feel welcome.

[@aimeediehl7716]

Please depression go away please this isn't the time nor the day I just wanna be happy and go out and play.........

[@l.-..l.l.--l.l]

No child, I am here to stay, no matter where you go, I won't be far away.
This is how I am, I'm the shepherd and you the sheep, I'll dig a hole for you, that's very deep. So you won't run away from me, as I laugh for eternity. You wish to leave the garden of hell? Than climb out and go tell. I'll follow and make sure you lose until you look back, trip and hang on a noose.
For that is my job to help you end, don't worry, when you go, you'll meet a friend.
Death seems evil and depression seems worse, but accept them and you'll see, that depression is the best hearse, to a calm and peaceful place of awe, where many live and what many saw. Just wait and see, where we that suffer go, it's not place of dark to fear, but THE place to be, my dear.

[@evang.sunshine9459]

Wow. These two comments really got to me... T~T I relate to both. Minus the hanging part..

[@ipostrandomvideos4385]

I got sick because of my depression

[@yunicolor3118]

"Happiness is just makeup to cover your sadness."
Edit: Just to clarify I do not mean that everyone does it, but I do. I made this comment because this thought was running through my head while I was watching this. Some of you may do the same as me, but others do not. As I've seen some comments who say they "agree" or "disagree". That is fine, but if you agree with me on the way that everyone does it, it's pretty stupid. And you may be agreeing in the way that you do the same, but please clarify in your reply if you do. Thanks
Edit 2: By, "I do it" I mean I fake happiness - as in using it kinda like makeup to cover my sadness

[@marftambiling1559]

True

[@penguinpenkawin5975]

So true!!

[@gn4918]

even if its a makeup but the feeling is real

[@HrLBolle]

deep breath while reading

[@malinkeller8401]

And a smile is to cover your tears.

[@Gor_thaur]

Lonely. Sad. Unwanted. With the kind heart and intentions, but always ignored and mocked.
Is that right or fair to be born on this big dirty ball and being continuously.. in loneliness?

[@mysteryhatter]

@@ursus4886 sometimes it's not easy, I convinced myself to do that, but life sometimes doesn't get easier, it gets worse

[@ursus4886]

@@mysteryhatter That is why we need hope, hope of a better living and a better life.
Find your purpose and do whatever you can to accomplish it,little by little you will advance.
🤗

[@aasl6154]

Those like you , like me will always be like this. Unlined and laughed by those who took the highway of Life while we are taking mountain path

[@pakistanzucks]

Actually it's a flat plain, but yea I feel ya! I'm alone aswell 👍 but it's ok we will die soon and return to God and hopefully we will be in a better Condition

[@elic3212]

"As the rain falls, not only will I ponder on the thought of my loneliness and darkness, I will also ponder about the poor souls who ponder their pain and loss as the rain falls..."

[@David.2088]

De dónde sacaste esa bonita foto de perfil¿?

[@David.2088]

Necesito verla más de cerca :)

[@hazelsugden9273]

This is one of the most saddest piano music peace I have ever heard

[@Anuojat]

If loneliness is your only friend. Do not run away from him. Spend time with him. With you.
People we arent lonely or doomed to be forever alone. We are lonely alone from ourselves.

[@CaptainZura]

Thank you. I needed it

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

I wanted to make the saddest, loneliest sounding music piece I could think of, so this is what this is. Very minimalist piano piece, which probably isn’t great for focused listening but hopefully suitable for having in the background for anybody who goes through a hard time and needs some music that understands their feelings.
You can get
the song here, together with all my other music, the song number is 278:
adrianvonziegler.bandcamp.com/album/the-complete-discography
You can also support me and my music directly on Patreon if you wish:
www.patreon.com/AdrianvonZiegler

[@kurtknuuut1359]

I Love your Songs! 💕

[@jordy13xoxo17]

Really good job,perfect for how iam feeling now,how are you?

[@nahualsolitario]

Well you've made a great job dude! proud to be your subscriber.😊

[@IIBloodXLustII]

I think you succeeded in every respect. This song is soul crushing, but in a good way.

[@danlw5944]

thankyou this is perfect

[@thatpaganaspie]

Not a word in this song yet it spoke so much of what's on my heart. Thank you Adrian

[@taktycznypociskbalistyczny2732]

Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

[@ASmartNameForMe]

@Ultra Gamer translation?

[@ASmartNameForMe]

@Ultra Gamer ok, well could you possibly spread the quran on a different comment thread?

[@raymondsandiego421]

Metoo 😢

[@praneeth8142]

same

[@AmalEchaikhi]

I’m so broken sad lonely 😞 weake
But lhmdoulilah

[@manuelluna4926]

Somehow... This masterpiece makes me feel comfortable and sad at the same time

[@vendetta5768]

I'm sitting on my bathroom floor alone and this video just pops up in my subscription box and it totally matches what I'm feeling right now. I've been skipping school lately not because of bullying but because of the stress of having to study and it's just not my thing really to sit in a room for 8 hours, staring at a book and listening to lectures. Sports and music is what I do best, but apparently not well enough. I don't do good in 'Asian' standard where my parents expect me to be but my results are satisfying in international standard according to my teachers before I moved back to my old chinese school. So because of that my parents see me as a misfit and a failure compared to my other siblings. I don't really have much friends cause I can't stand the drama waiting for me. I probably have only one person whom I can currently trust but right now I think it's completely shattered between us. Anyways sorry for the long, depressing comment and thanks for posting this piece, it really helped me calm down a bit.

[@kollinkiddoo7254]

612-570-0813
I know just how you feel. We should talk! I'll see if I can help :)

[@josephpermann6836]

Girl, i feel your pain, and God he feels the same. I know what your thinking, oh great another Christian to tell me what to do. No. I saw your comment on this video and i just really want you to know that every moment of pain, rejection, hopelessness, loneliness, and hurt will make you stronger and better equipped to deal with life. You can do it, you can go though school and get a passing grade you can do anything you set your mind to do. I'm not here to bring the bible down upon you, no. for non of what i said or will say is taken from the bible. I am here to offer you encouragement and hope. Your life is worth more than you will ever know. Your life means so much despite anything that you may feel. I want you to know that people care, not everyone but people do care. i have been blessed to be raised in a good home with lots of friends and sometimes i feel more alone than anything. You are most certainly not alone however the biggest thing that you need to know is to not give up. My heart breaks for the pain you are going through and i hope you read this comment and find hope in it. If you want to talk more i am open to it however please find strength in this comment to keep going.

[@vendetta5768]

I don't mind hearing advises from people of other religions whatsoever. Pushing that aside I appreciate you taking your time to write that comment and it did lift me up a bit and I'm struggling hard myself. It's just that I can't seem to find myself getting immersed in my studies, even when I'm exercising with a book in hand. And lately I've had one of my teachers commenting on how pale and tired I look. I'm doing fine though and again, thanks for giving me those advises and even offering me a phone number.

[@Nipponing]

I wish I could be your friend...

[@NoxForest]

Watch the movie 'Into the Wild'. You might feel enlightened.

[@challenger2031]

When life gets so tough, there is nothing wrong in opening your heart and letting all your emotions out. Being able to feel upset and cry is so powerful and being able to feel loss. When I lost my brother who was on life support since his birth died in 2018, I couldn't feel the pain because I was unable to feel any emotions, I was tightened up by everything and each day went past and it just ate at me for days to come🥺

[@SonOfIrak]

Is Very Hard To Believe The Reality
God Bless Your Brother

[@RobertRussellComposer]

There is such beauty in this simplicity.

[@AdrianvonZiegler]

Thank you so much Rob!

[@logsadlasdm1967]

Nigga shut the hell up and eat a cinnamon roll

[@aura7403]

Ok Hanzo

[@climatechangeisrealyoubast3231]

All these crying teens.
Love you all,and don't cry

[@earthwormsally9695]

I'm not a teen

[@tun4046]

Ehm sureeeeeee

[@soulbeast1892]

Some are not just teens some are younger older doesn't matter we all feel the same

[@katielamborghini3551]

I can’t cry

[@soulbeast1892]

@@katielamborghini3551 I can shed tears but does it even matter to those around me

[@brennanelledge3150]

Is it bad that sometimes, I enjoy being alone?
Just me, my thoughts, and my own shadow, walking together on this journey of life. Writing our story from beginning, to end.

[@indispensablechicken9417]

No, it is not bad. In fact it could help you become wiser. I contemplate life all the time alone. Like right now.

[@ahmadovicx5503]

Man life is just getting harder.

[@PESWITCHERYT]

Be strong be kind to everything...

[@pakistanzucks]

Just don't hurt others , treat people the way you want to be treated, and hold to God we are all in this together . I'm crying almost every night because I have not been loved ,cuz I held a gal in my arms and she didn't care when I had love enter in my heart for her, I cry cuz my father abandoned me and has never seen me since I was born , instead he went got married and had 6 kids .I cry cuz my mother hurt me and neglected my upbringing, however all these things made me stronger and I will give love to others and be kind to others cuz I will return to God and hopefully I will be in a good place with love family kids a wife forever

[@uniquescience7047]

@@pakistanzucks you are really strong and ik you have suffered so much. try to engage in something you like and try to meet new people in any way possible . my situation is also very bad and i love you.

[@BaTaker1996]

@@pakistanzucks Be strong my brother .I know its hard,and soo much pain inside ..Everything now is just on your own ..But,just believe with yourself ..You can through it all .Keep praying ...May God bless you and find you someone who will appreciate your whole life ...Keep strong my mate 😊

[@DarkPegasus87]

How? If you survived this long, you can survive for a little more. Every second is the same. The only difference is that there are more and more to look back on...so don't look back. It helps having a reason to look forward...at least, I'd assume so. But, you don't have to look back. Focus on now. The future is a concept while the past is a fading memory. It's always Now.