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- Sad Piano Melody to Help You Cry When You Are Lonely and Feel Like Nobody Cares
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A beautiful time of the day to you, my lovelies! Hereโs a new melancholic song called โNobody Caresโ.
Bitter tears, for years and years,
Ghostly thoughts in shades of fears.
In the dark through life you fumble,
Noone sees you crawl and stumble.
Hands are cold, but heart is colder,
Nooneโs there lending a shoulder.
As time flies, and hope is ebbing,
Dread and woes are tightly webbing.
Leers, and whispers, vague reflections
Weave these odd worldly connections.
Chained in body, tied in mind,
You canโt leave the tears behind.
*_How are you doing today, my dears?_*
aah just what I needed, in these desperate time if you can recall from last time.
Who says perfection doesn't exist. When such melodies, such gloomy poetic lines meets the right one and at right time - Its the perfection of Art. "Leave no chance for remorse, leave no stone unturned"
Fine I Guess... Between all tribulations. I can't complain I must say spite everything, I'm still here. I like to cry alone: nobody cares about how I feel so I prefer to do it where no one is watching. Next day, I feel able to walk another day.
I do, I'm glad if it's helping a bit! @@anonymousdude2550
day by day, it's a good approach. stay strong!@@SAMAELSABAOTH
One of the most beautiful music made in the historyโค
Any broken ๐ heart listener in 2024 ,May
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No. โค
Broken for 2 years ๐ almost
March 16.
Been broken alone and very lonely my whole life and my grandmother died this year and Iโm autistic so Iโm very very broken ๐ก.
The irony here...most that listen to this and like/relate to it..we are the ones that do care
Yes! That is the positive note that ought to be noticed.
Yes. We are to learn to get over the experience of caring ๐
Too attached to caring
I totally agree. Maybe we could help each other like we are right now.
yeah
With each person we help, we only harm ourselves further
โLaugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep aloneโ
Ppl need ur laughter not ur sorrows they label u as desp ๐ funny yes ๐ญ
Not really
Laugh and you Will be even more alone. Cry and you Will hear more craying near.
You are talking about an empty heart. How can we laugh when the heart is wounded and the wing is broken and unable to fly?
Romans 12: 15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
If we followed Jesus, then we would do this.
Nobody cares about you as much as you do, that's the sad reality of life...So love yourself and talk to yourself every day that you'd never let go of yourself, that you'll always be there for yourself, no matter how worse off you may be or what the world thinks about you...Love and respect yourself. Cheers.
โคโคโคโคโคโคโค, THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND LOVE. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. ๐๐๐โคโคโคโค
I had a girl that did. I don't see why.
Did what ?
Just broke up from a little while , it's okay , we can love again and live again โค
โ@@drgali7230 I broke up with someone a few months back, and my ways of trying to get with others do not work. I'm in the same boat
I miss my Mom the most. โค I know she's in Heaven with my Dad and brothers! Amen ๐
๐๐ฒ๐ช๐ I pray for them!!
My feeling as well. ๐ข
I miss my mom too , today is thirtyseventh day.....
I miss my parents so much, it feels unbearable at times.
Take care bud
It kills me that so many of us are broken inside..there is so much beauty to the earth that we cannot see because of our clouds of darkness. I am thinking of us all during these disparaging times. โค
The darkness is beautiful as well.
Imagine those who had been murder
ุฃุนุชูุฏ ุฃู ูุฐุง ุงูููู ุนุจุซู.. ุญุชู ูุฌูุฏูุง ุนุจุซู.. ููุฏูุง ููุนูุด ูุชุฑุฉ ูุตูุฑุฉ ููู ูุชุ ููุฃุณู ูุฐู ุงูุญูููุฉ ุงููุงุถุญุฉ ุงูุชู ุฃุฑุงูุง
I try to but sadly I have so much resentment for people Iโve become a recluse and I just hate people in general now. I hate that I hate people, but I canโt help myself.
It's hard to feel anything when you're so broken. Nothing, ever gives you any happiness. When you live in fear, not just of what has happened already but because I fear it will happen again. It's better to be gone because I can't stand it anymore.
My wife went to sleep from cancer,,,she is a saint in gods heart โคnow and i will see her soon!!!
2nd Enoch 20:3, is The name and Dwelling of the Most High โค, we meet him soon for Judgment Day and all suffering will end soon.
Im so sorry. At least she is no longer suffering.
Repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ and you will receive the gift of the holy ghost. You can't get in without both!!
@AFatherToTheFatherless this is a lie, our creator is The God of the Living, not the Walking Dead lazy in spirit. You either ask for death in Jesus name or for life in the name of The Father. You don't get both.
Jesus is the ghost, a dead spirit, he Commands you to seek Death in his name, he holds the stars (all stars are fallen angels โก๏ธ) he holds the keys to death.
Our creator is The Living God he wants us to Live "In His Name" Only 2nd Enoch 20:3 is where you can find the truth.
God says:
3:185 Every soul will taste death, and you will only be given your [full] compensation on the Day of Resurrection. So he who is drawn away from the Fire and admitted to Paradise has attained [his desire]. And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion
When you find someone who genuinely cares - keep them close. Most people do not care about your struggles, your pain, or your state of mind. They only care how they make themselves feel when they talk to you if given the chance. If you try talking to someone about things and they change the subject, downplay it, or say nothing at all - they do not care. Or they talk over you before you can fully explain. Some people feel they HAVE to fix things with you when all you probably want is someone to listen, to hear you out. Sometimes there isn't a "fix". Much Love to those hurting.....
So true so painful
We don't need anyone else to care about us, but God himself!
@@eNoOne3263That is true. How did you figure that out?
the sad reality
@@user-sx2wd3ri2s How do you know that anyone else except you exists at all? I personally believe that if one exits the world you were born into via some random act of violence or the result of someoneโs elseโs free will (choice), you enter into the Matrix: a simulated reality existence where you will live out your life until your time, so there will be no excuse when appearing before the throne of judgement after your appointed time is over.
I feel so tired guys, I feel a pain in my heart. I don't feel good. No one hears me. I just only want one thing its someone listening to how I feel, I didn't ask for much ๐๐๐๐
Hi โค there is love in u ๐น
@@Actchar99 โค๐ท
@@ramon6591 thank you ๐ฅบโค๐ท
I listen
Love for you
After everything Iโve been through I prefer to be alone. Thanks for making this video.
I hear you
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The more you know this world the better is to stay alone especially for a man just saying this based on my experience
I realized my family who adopted me really donโt care about me, all the pain, Verbally, Mentally, Emotionally, Physically, Molestation. Getting hurt with different people, even friends. Itโs hard. But here i am. Still standing. War, Rape, Gangs, Terrorist,Drugs, Power, Greed. Weโre losing our humanity. But iโm still hoping we gonna get our peace, faith and love.
โค๏ธ๐๐ป
I don't mean to sound really negative, but I don't think salvation for humanity is coming. The opposite is. It's true to see. The Devil's currency made it within society and that's all he needed. I'm not religious, but it's the same concept.
Trust urself and remember not only u lots of gud hearted people will bleed internally many times and am one of that. Hope is a word that find for a temporary relief and it works only when u start a war against this issues as u r a human being and they already proved in wild in ancient times to fight their situations to keep the existence. So trust urself nd love urself whatever happens life has to go on..And mark ur heart the mistakes u make and the situations u faced and make it sure that it never touches u again as u make a protection against this evils. Pray to ur god as it always increase positivity and cut the toxic peoples but never forget the lesson they teach us... Remember we r human being this universe is with u so be brave and kill ur bad habits and grow a magical tree in u that will cherish nd blossom once and no one can destroy that tree as it have a deep roots.... ๐ฅโค๏ธ
If this is the situationโฆI ask with deep sincerity that all of that dissipate and be replaced with security, love and peace. Standing up against it in the name of divine beings, saints and the Christie energy which represents yeshua will bring it to frutation๐โจ
Please donโt give up hope โค I am also hurting I am heartbroken ๐ฅบ I wish I didnโt exist but something is keeping me strong ๐ข you are strong please keep holding on I promise things will get better! Cry out to God he will hear you ๐ซถ๐ผ
I have been feeling burned out and lonely lately ๐ข I'm not used to feeling so empty inside.
Olรก, nรฃo se sinta assim se ame voce รฉ capaz um abraรงo.
Try to get out of that frame of mind (and lifestyle) as soon as you can. If not, it'll end up as your lifetime comfort zone, and you'll never escape it. Like so many of us here
I miss you so much, dad โค
I walk with you every night holding your hand.
Until we meet again, I love you โคโคโค
Take care bud
โค๐ขโค
I just lost my dad too. ๐ข I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. I hope you're doing okay. ๐
I miss mine too โคโค
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I care so much! I wish I had that special someone who truly cared and loved me for me! It breaks my heart I'm a good man that tries so hard in everything I do. I just want true love and happiness โค
I'm sure one day you'll find it!
BELIEVE ME, I understand.....
The silence of no one there is deafening..maybe some day, some how, some where before this journey is over
@@carolmorris3970 Thank you
Self love is the purest love of all
When you don't care that nobody cares, you are free... and this music sounds so much better.
Broken heart in April 2024, who feels same?
then they hate you and you should know better than to give a shit for people who don't care for you mi amor. You don't hate me. I realised even those who lived Me as a child can't wait for Me to leave so I left by godess' touch and I'm somehow wanted again..I clearly chose to leave this space and this space I still contain as hue never leave willingly you can't really escape your loved ones and hated ones are what we have to cherish if even possible , be together and try sort stuff out โ@@feliperuiz7458
Sorry maybe they hate you have ailments
@@feliperuiz7458 You shouldn't.
My heart has been broken for a few years now
@@sonnywaugh4914 Mine has been broken since 1964.
Crying alone makes us realize that no one really loves us...
Learn to love urself โค๏ธ
INDEED YA
Morning and night....especially night ๐ข
Yes๐
Or they DO, you just don't want THEM to know that you're crying alone. You want to keep it to yourself, or you'd rather keep it to yourself because no one cares to hear about why you're crying.
Iโve had a life of trauma and Iโm completely dead and unable to function or talk to anyone even therapy is hard because I can barely communicate or think but itโs nice that UA-cam suggestions got me
Something tels me youll be fine
I agree. The human spirit will make a way. We are often much stronger than we realise. You will learn n get through the rubbish n become stronger and there is hope. May be you can't see it now but there is hope. I know as I've had many adversities in my life but please do not give up....grace n peace be with you in your troubles n pain We are just passing through on this earthly realm....
Oh this soothes my soul actually. When I cry, someone, a lot of someoneโs, careโฆ thereโs just nothing anyone can do about it.. I lost my husband 2 yrs ago Dec 15th unexpectedly from what had become a routine surgery. He contracted Septic Shock and died within a week. It went from his hip where the incision was, traveled through his blood to his lungs, kidneys, heart and then brain. ๐ I met him 41 yrs ago and now when I look back I realize I was just a child. We have 4 daughters, 1 son, 7 granddaughters and 8 grandsons. Our only son and daughter in law just gave birth to a sonโฆ Scott would be so, so proud the tie has been broken โฅ๏ธ
I'm terribly sorry for your loss, my sincere condolences
@@RegnumUmbrae thank you so much for your kind words. I truly appreciate it โฅ๏ธ
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Sorry for your lost but at least you can still see your late husband in your children and grandchildren. I wish I had that.
We have a heart, and it is open to everyone who has sadness that they conceal. My God save you๐โฅ๏ธ
There IS SOMEONE that loves us out there. They are crying too.
Would the world feel a little different if there was at least one person who became an umbrella for me when I suddenly encountered rain?
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Sometimes you just have to walk down the alley getting drenched by the rain and feel the cold drops on your skin to get it hardened so that when it rains next time you never feel cold again dear.
@@whiperassgaming8713 I realized a lot after losing my parents and my dog โโa few years ago. That no one in this world can share my pain. When I needed help, there was no one there, so I got through it alone and will continue to do so... Thank you for your comment.
Yes!! It would. Hope you get someone to be with you under the umbrella. I am still waiting...... :-)
We're all aloneโคโ@@supernova2011universe
When times are tough, there is much suffering.Only God can relieve from all suffering.
too bad he creates it as well
The sad thing about life is that no one really cares, until you are dead, then you'll become the most precious one...
You forget as if you never existed ๐
The sad thing about life is, we're alone.
Thatโs one view but we are looking at the push of sadness not the pull. The weighted blanket that suffocates also comforts at the same time.
No.. we r never alone. One has one's self to rely on and to take care, when we learn it life will b amazing
Death makes angels out of assholes....
This makes me think of when all of my family was still on earth. The laughs we all had we truly loved and cared about each other and then year after year they began passing away. So many many joyous days together - only to be gone now. I miss them all so very deeply!
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Loss of any kind wether through the death of someone special or them abandoning you is one of the hardest things life throws at us.
Nothing has ever hurt me more than losing someone I love.
Have faith โจ๐๏ธ๐๐๐ป๐God is near you always โ Happiness comes from God, hopelessness doubt and fear come from Satan ๐๐ฅ! Choose God's light ๐ฏ๏ธ he loves you and he's with you always โโค๏ธ
Por quรฉ todos los que estรกn escribiendo aquรญ estรกn tan tristes y deprimidos? No!!!! La vida es bella, muy bella!! No lloren por una mรบsica triste! Levanten las caras al cielo y vรกmonos para arriba.
Lindรญssimo o que Vocรช escreveu, @anaesquenazi!!! Sempre devemos buscar o Bem em nossas Vidas!!! Desculpe-me nรฃo responder no seu idioma, jรก que sou brasileiro (Rio de Janeiro) e nรฃo domino a lรญngua espanhola. Grande abraรงo e foi muito bom ler Vocรช!
@@aloisiodossantos225 Te mando un beso con mucha alegrรญa! Tรบ me entendiste muy bien. Desde Mรฉxico ayudemos a muchos a ser felices!
@@anaesquenazi1653 Muito obrigado pelo carinho, minha Amiga Mexicana! Aqui no Rio de Janeiro tambรฉm estou a trabalhar nas ajudas com os irmรฃos e irmรฃs que necessitam de um amparo social e espiritual, jรก que devemos fazer o bem sem olhar a quem! Paz e Luz em sua Caminhada, minha Amiga! Um Fraterno Abraรงo ๐ซ!
Entendi seu conceito mas e inato mรบsica triste mexe com cรฉrebro o influenciando....e inatoโ@@anaesquenazi1653
Friends are the family you choose. As I get older I count the friends on one hand. Quality over quantity.
Well sometimes kids grow up to their teen years, and place more value on their loser friends ๐ then a loving caring family that has been their for them for their entire life! And they go from toxic fake friends to toxic girlfriends and become alcoholics! Life is a gift ๐ and people should embrace the goodness of life! ๐๐ปโจ๐ฏ๏ธ๐
I am here because my husband of 40 years is very sick and I know how this is going to end. To all those who knew may see a very different man today. I see the same man I fell in love withโฆ
God bless you and your husband. โฅ
May Allah give health to your husband, so that you can live a happy life again
Sree Ram bless him with good and healthy life โค
Don't worry sis he will be fineโค
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I don't know, but I cannot feel pain or sadness with this music. Instead, I feel a profound sensation of relaxation and joy deep within me, a sense of calm and letting myself go. It's like entering my 'zone'. ๐
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Agree with you
The person who is playing the piano, carrying lots of pain in his heart.... For you bro/sis๐
Of course nobody cares. They have their own issues to deal with.
Beautiful music. Just beautiful.
Everyone has issues to deal with, but it shouldn't make you so selfish as to not care about others going through tough times. If anything, it should make you feel empathy for others.
I totally agree xโ@@nikkim788
@@nikkim788โคagree
if you're reading this, you're not alone๐
Then why does it feel that way?
@@Jojo-sx5ecBecause thatโs what the devil wants you to think. Heโs the father of lies so donโt listen. Know that God values you very much because Jesus died on the cross for you so you can have a relationship with God and never be alone again.
โ@@findingjesusministries4783๐
I really am so alone, I cry every, I have no one
@@imelda113 Iโm praying for you dear friend. I too have felt alone and depressed, even had suicidal thoughts multiple times. But God always came through for me. He can come through for you too if you let Him.
Cry, cry and keep crying until it becomes silent tears mixed with the rain; scream and cry so loudly but nobody cares until all those tears and screams are silenced by your broken heart and your mind that already knows that nobody cares.
Oh, dear soul why does nobody cares about your sorrow? is there someone out there!
nobody cares: "cry alone and heal yourself because nobody else will, because they do not care".
( if you're alone)
----- Thank you Regnum Umbrae for always inspiring my soul and mind to write words from the bottom of my heart.
I'm glad you find my music helpful, and thank you for sharing!
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I do not belong here ๐
Nobody Cares!
โค
I need to rest in another world ๐ข๐ข
Me too!
I will be there soon. Iโm beyond gone. Sad but true.๐ข Just a matter of when. Really canโt wait. Love all you guys.๐ซถ๐ป
I think about that too. I wish I could.
It's so sad seeing how many of us are broken and just sad.
Hopefully with time we will all be better.
Sending a lots of love to all of you.
We got thisโค
I'm not here because someone broke my heart or because I feel alone, I'm simply here because I've come to realize that sometimes you just can't have what you wish you could have, and even though it's kind of painful to know that you can't have that "something or someone" you just have to move on and keep walking..
Lost my mum 10 weeks ago life has changed now its dam sad i know I'm not the only one out there, we take life for granted we all go through stages in a life time with ups and downs losing loved ones โค๐๐พ this is beautiful music thank you โคโค
Take care bud
Take careโค. Love from India
Sending love and prayers xxxx
So deeply sorry for your loss
lost my mom 10 months ago...
watching videos like this makes me think more about how hard is life when loved ones gone away...
So deeply sorry for your loss
@@MathandMakeup thanks๐
@@AchieverThoughts
day after day, trying to be strong..
I know I'm not the only one..
thanks brother..
@@AronBaddoPacasIโm very sorry as well. God knows what youโve been through and he will comfort you if you let him. God be with you my friend
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๐ thanks
ููุชูุง ูุตุฏููู ุงูุงูู ุงูู ู ู ู ุฏููุฉ ููุจุฒูุบ ุณูุฉ 1993 " ุงุธู ุงู ูุจุฑุฏ ุงูู ูุงุฎ ู ุงูุฃุฌูุงุก ุงูุฏุงููุฉ ุจุงูุณุญุจ ุงูุณูุฏุงุก ู ุงูุถุจุงุจ ู ุงุฎุชูุงุก ููุฑ ุงูุดู ุณ ู ุฏูุฆูุง ูุงุดูุฑ ุทูููุฉ ... ุฃุซุฑ ูู ุงูููุณ ุนู ูู ูููุฏ ุงูู ุญุฒู ุงูููุณ ูุฃุจุฏุน ู ูุณูููููู ู ูุณููู ุญุฒููุฉ ... ู ูู ูุงูุช ุงูุดู ุณ ุฏุงุฆู ุฉ ุงูุดุฑูู ู ุซููุง ูู ุดู ุงู ุงูุฑูููุง ู ุงูู ูุทูุฉ ุงูุนุฑุจูุฉ ุนุงู ุฉ ....ูุงูุชุฌุช ููููุง ู ู ูุณููู ุชููุถ ุจุงูุญูุงุฉ ู ุงููุฑุญ ....ูุทุจู ู ู ุฒู ุงุฑ ู ุฑูุต ู ุงูุฏููุง ูุงููุฉ ....
ูุงุฑูุช ุงูุณุนุงุฏู ุชููู ุดู ุณ ุณุงุทุนู ุทูู ูุงูุง ู ุง ูุงูุด ุจูู ุฏู ุญุงููุง
ะฅะพัะพัะพ ัะบะฐะทะฐะฝะพ๐
No Brasil tem muito sol ๐ quase o ano todo em algumas regiรตes faz frio em alguma fase do ano
ะะฝัะตัะตัะฝะฐั ะผััะปั, ะฒะฟะพะปะฝะต
I just want to comment that those who are facing darkness know that it will be okay. I have been facing darkness all of my life and now i feel like im actually winning. Im a man of faith and so i 100% believe god is the reason why im okay. But don't give up. Never give up. You keep fighting.
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The actual feeling of happiness is an absolute lie ,I don't know why I feel like, I don't live anymore but revise the hard feelings of past,the very time when I used to be naturally happy and full of life,I don't know what was my fault,but there nothing bad I dreamt of didn't happen to me, I fear attachment of possibly everything, I got only my old father,for whom I'm here,in his absence I don't think I could make it up,I don't know why I'm writing all these ,but it is giving me some real sense of comfort..may God bless you all buddies โค๏ธ
To experience the desolation of aloneness is to tap into a large part of what the human experience is.
Remember, God stays close to the broken hearted. No one is ever alone, reach out to Him.
I realize my life has been blessed at 59,my wife of 32 years, I have seen her age gracefully as they say from 21 to 54,6 grown children and 6 grandchildren.Adopted at birth never knowing my biological family I will still have a legacy of generations to come,itโs not over but the time truly passes extremely fast and no matter what circumstances just breathe and feel blessed you are alive and human ๐๐ผ
Beautiful life โค
And be thankful you have the opportunity to be forgiven of sin, accepted into God's Kingdom of Heaven for eternal life.
That sounds beautiful. I never truly felt trapped until I married. I wanted to travel, take in the world, try new things. Now I'm trapped in the cold dark, arctic, depleting my spirit just to keep him and his daughter happy. My own tears don't matter, nor does my freedom.
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You described my actual life
Same
Nobody Cares!
Same
Indeed same here.
This music makes me think of all the family friends and comrades that I've lost over the decades
Everyone in my family cares and that's all anyone needs.
Listening to this on my 49th birthday ๐ข feeling sad ๐๐ข
I feel you
If I was there I'd make u happy and smile I'll make you feel how special you are
โ@@roka1717thanks that means a lot
De zile รฎntregi plouฤ ศi ceaศฤ e, pare cฤ natura e singurul care รฎmi simte durerea s-a solidarizat cu mine. Plรขng ศi lacrimile ศiroind รฎmi curg, la fel รฎn sincron aud ศi stropii de ploaie. E prietenul meu de suflet, nu mฤ ceartฤ pentru slฤbiciunea mea. Tristeศea-mi o acompaniazฤ cu tunete ศi fulgere, aศa trec minute eu ascultรขndu-l, iar cerul fredonรขnd-mi durerea. Cรขndva รฎn mod sigur norii se vor risipi ศi cerul senin รฎศi va arฤta supremaศia, ศi-mi va aduce zรขmbetul. Pรขnฤ atunci รฎmi plรขng toatฤ durerea ศi tristeศea doar amintiri vor rฤmรขne iar eu, uศuratฤ, cu puteri noi ศi optimistฤ pornesc spre obศinerea noilor รฎmpliniri. Sus capul VIAศA pulseazฤ e plinฤ de noi trฤiri, mฤ aศteaptฤ cu braศele ei iubitoare larg deschise. Acum sunt eliberat ศi zรขmbitor, vฤ doresc tuturor somn uศor !
Capul sus !
Que mensagem profunda, impactante e verdadeira. Belรญssimo texto.
Frumoase cuvinte
Wow, this is truly beautiful..โค
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At the end it doesn't even matter
- Chester Bennington
God is with us and he is with you. Praise Jesus!
God holding my hand in this dark night n this music changed into "music of happiness "
I take pleasure in pain.It feels soothing.Probably God thinks I'm insane.
God heals any sickness and the mighty name of Jesus. ๐
You are Positive soul
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This existence we call life is pure hell. When will it end?
Take care bud
When it rains the Angels are crying for the pain we all endure on Earth! It cleanses the soul and clears the mind!
Not really, it's a mixture of condensation etc
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@@aprivateperson6320 That's what the Angel tears are! ๐คฆโโ
Beautifully played---soft, emotional, gripping and somber. A nice hot cup of coffee and a shoulder to cry on for warmth and comfort. Love is so lacking nowadays. The world has become too materialistic, especially with our young folk. A real shame. Thank you for posting.
By divine design, nobody can authentically care about anyone else except oneโs own self. You finally realize that the ONE gives and receives authentic love and care has always been YOU and within you.
You are born alone and leave the game of life alone. Everything else is mental construct and emotional projection.
Itโs just a one time ride.
Enjoy the journey.
I love this โค
This is a masterpiece. So dark and heartbreaking. Absolutely beautiful ๐
To be in a crowd
Yet be alone
To love someone
Yet it not be known
To cry at night
To the sound of the wind
To be honest all day
Yet feel you have sinned
To feel hope beyond belief
And then let pessimism
Steal it like a thief
All these things
Iโve felt and done
But to know the truth
Iโve just begun
To live in silence
So no one knows
The pain that's hidden
Has only grown
When nowhere
Ever feels like home
And expectations
Eat at the soul
When doors open wide
Just to slam in your face
When you look inside
But can't find the strength
To carry on
For one more day
@@MrJakotic Did you write this? It is beautiful. Thank you.
@@tonyhaltmar1383 I did, thank you for the kind words. I really do appreciate it
That bird sure doesn't care about all that rain falling on it. We all should appreciate its courage.
We are never alone in this universe, your tears are a reminder that you are never alone!
If no one cares that is absolutely ok, we appreciate everything in life, your problem is not that significant really, it will come and go, you are like water soft but resilient and wonderful, you will continue to love yourself the best way you can. โค
Hopefully it is not that significant since this problem would actually impede to a brighter future for me.
Sometimes it's ourselves who don't care enough about others.
I'm a single mom of 4 kids. I have depression and anxiety. ๐ข Beautiful music theo. Yes this Beautiful music is describing me, Sad, alone, unwanted and nobody sees me, nobody cares ๐ข. ๐ Do you hear me? Do you see me? Can anyone care for me? Nah, I don't think so. ๐ข I'm better off alone. ๐ข
You're not alone.
we see you, we care, you are not alone.
Yes, you are loved. When you're alone, if you try hard enough, you'll be able to comprehend what I'm saying to you. Your kids need you. Chin up.
ุงุนุดู โคุงููุฏูุก ูุณูุงู ูุงูู ุญุจู ูุงูุฑูุญ ุงูุตุงููู โคูุงุฑุจ ุดุงูููู ุงุจู ูุงู ู ูุงุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู โค
ุฃู ูู ูุง ุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู ๐ข
When i m in happyness...many people come surround me...
But...
If i m in sadness suddently they re disappear and...gone.
Who care...whether i m crying or laughing...
Only me ...and my self. โค
I'm a friend you don't know Catherine x
Sitting in the shadows, a little out of your view, is someone who is watching you. You are bundled under an umbrella and staring into the distance. Youโve used up your Kleenex as you stand there, now you have nothing to wipe away your tears but you donโt care. The tears are the only thing that tells you that you are still a living, breathing being. How could it have come to this. Lost and alone. Well maybe not alone. You feel a presence but you donโt see anyone. You heave a few times as your body tries to let this last blast of wind against your body sink to the pavement below your rubber soled feet. You think silently that youโre at least dressed for the weather, the weather you feel both inside and around you. What you donโt know is there is a watcher. If you knew, you might be frightened. Everything has been slanted towards undermining your very being so why would you know that this watcher is not malevolent. In fact, if you knew the watcher was there and you knew the truth, you would know that the watcher is not there to harm you but is someone who cares. Why? Because this watcher has known you your whole life and has always been by your side. If only you could see beyond the rain and into the shadows you would not feel so alone. Youโre drawn to a small alcove where there is a bench. You mindlessly walk to it and slump down. The watcher sits next to you. You begin to talk aloud of your woes and the abandonment that is now the shawl that wraps around your skeleton like a shell. The shell keeps you from knowing you are not alone. You almost feel a hand reach for you, the moment passes, you stand and walk the path again towards the empty room you know awaits you at the end of the walkway, the place you will lay your head and dream of dying once again. Meanwhile I sit here writing your story and going inside it and outside of it like Iโm you but not you. One truth I would whisper in your ear if only you could hear, โI love you, I will never leave your side. You have never been alone. One day you will feel my pulse and know Iโm real, you will tell me that youโve found your peace and that this world as cruel as it can be has never entirely forsaken you. Somewhere under my arm is a wing. When you find it, as I am laying it right here on this bench, please begin to know that I am real and Iโve taken you under my wing until the day you can fly on your own again. It is then that you will see me, with the other wing, flying next to you - an eternal bond beyond time and place, beyond disturbance and emptiness. We will at last have joined once again in our flight, one in rhythm, our wings beating as one. The heart knows what the heart knows. Adieu for now my dear lost one, until you join me as one.โ Yes, dear reader this message is to you.
thank you for sharing such a soulful piece!
@@RegnumUmbrae rest easy my friend.
you are unbelievable ! i hope your write like this all the time,thank you for sharing this!
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@@daniellerostaing1467 I donโt have writings on my yt but I do add comments like this to many channels of all types. Thanks for noticing Daniel. My teachers and mom got mad when I didnโt want to publish early in life. I like more of the one on one because itโs more like a personal gift. Go well, always.
@@ToddDouglasFox thanks for the response, shout out from Florida!
I don't have my father to comfort me his uncompromising love for me I cannot forget
he will always be with you in ur memories... just remind all the love he gave you
Life is but a passing cloud. In time to come, we are gone and in the end, nothing is worth holding on. Be at peace.
Call me crazy, but I don't find this sad. I find it very soothing and restful ... and beautiful. I can enjoy it in solitude or sharing it with someone else.
This music is actually really relaxing and beautiful
There is nothing tragic about this music, something nostalgically sad about it. It evokes childhood feelings. I even find it comforting ๐๐ป๐ค
Thank you God for Jesus โคโคโคโค
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ะขัะธ ะฝะพัะธ...,ะฝะฐ ัะปะธัะต ะธะดัั ัะฝะตะณ ะธ ะฒะฐัะฐ ะผัะทัะบะฐ ะทะฒััะธัโคโคโค
You say you love rain, but use an umbrella to walk under it. So thatโs why Iโm scared when you say you love me โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Gorgeous thumbnail, absolutely clicked instantly โค
Sense the darkness, feel the pain, embrace the light and renew again. Life's for learning, it's not all fun, as one journey ends anothers begun. Be content with what you have and trust. God bless, Hazel ๐
That background is pretty awesome.
I never had a dad. A happy home. A safe existence. Always insignificant. Forever alone.
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God cares. ...I have realised. God cares about the ones who are fragile but willing to strive ....they will overcome all bad timings.
He doesnโt
@allesandra22 ... Yes God cares! He loves us all! We are His children. Through good and bad times He's with us every step of the way. He hears every prayer of ours and wants us to be happy and feel loved always not the opposite. If you have faith in Him always, He will see you through. I know because I've been going through so much for the past several years but with God by my side He's seen me through and will continue to. Praise Him our Lord and Savior! Thank you for heartfelt comment and for trusting and believing in Him too.
@@ThuVu-qu1cc Pick up a Bible and you'll find out otherwise. Until then, I will pray for your lost soul that one day you will come to know Him and accept Him into your life as your Lord and Savior so that you will have everlasting eternal life in His kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven.
Right
@@EmeraldJade66 If he did he would not put "his children" through things like pedophilia and listen to prayers instead of ignore them. stop being delusional
Sad and haunting. Music and the soul. Iโm crying ๐ข
I feel like we were all condemned to be here. That this world is just a hellish trap. Despite years of being on anti depressants, my flame nears extinguishment.
ะะตัะถะธัั ; ััะพ ะฝะต ะบะพะฝะตั !
I agree and feel similar. Feels like I'm quickly running out of time.
Feeling the same. Such a cruel place to put such beautiful souls. I often wonder whyโฆ..
Do you really need to take them?? I too was on Paxil for nearly 20 years, then I got off of my meds...when on my meds I slept like a ton of bricks..I hated life..but now it is different. So much energy.
Do you have to take them???
โ@user-iv2wx7pc1i NO you arent...you were meant to be here. Do you have to take your med??? Can you get off completely??? Read my answer to the above person.โค
I am really โค broke
I guess I'm all alone listening at least trying to.l communicate. Lost in this lost word. Love is all I have left. Can I share it with someone in this lifetime. 52 years old. Alone and cold.
Maybe one day you'll find that special someone
This scene was supposed to be scary. But yet it is very beautiful. Thats how life it is. We find light even at the deepest of abyss.
You close your eyes... You let your mind run free... No Good and bad thoughts....
And the journey begins on its own.... You fly far and where you fly there is only peace and quiet
That's the magic of music.
I wish everyone a beautiful journey to this magic
๐ ะะฐะบ ะฑัะดัะพ ะะฐััะธะฝะฐ ะผะฐัะปะพะผ.
๐ ะัะฐัะธะฒะฐั ะฒะตัะตัะฝัั ัะปะธัะฐ.
This is so comforting to my soul. Just what I needed. I've been going through a lot of hatred and harassment from people who don't know who I am lately.
I thank God that He holds me by His righteous right hand and keeps me safe. I thank Him for helping me walk through these dark valleys.
Soniya....This music is sad..it takes me back in time.and I remember the death of my parents..I miss them
Amen I say to you both. We will see our loved ones again. My soul aches. My sadness is so heavy. Out of the darkness my soul crys out for you lord.
โ@@rory8012 Thank you Rory. I wish you an excellent day. Thank you for your soothing comment
โ@@rory8012 You know Rory I am a very sensitive man
Sometimes being sad feels so good
God heals my broken heart โค๐
Yes, god be with you
I feel like standing there alone.
The piano is my favorite instrument
I am glad that this popped up in my suggestion list. It is like medicine to my broken soul right now. I have failed so much, now I feel like I don't even want to try anymore. People like me seek refuge in simple things. This music really feels like home. Thank you for making this one!โค๏ธ
You are never alone if you are aware that God lives in you โค
There are no gods, there is only one God
@@snmasnma3264 thanks...i didnt realise I wrote it with an S....thanks
In india there are 4000 gods.โ@@snmasnma3264
Have lived alone since 2009, alone, sad and depressed.
It's April 2024, my journey continues. Is there hope for a better tomorrow ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ.
Oh my dear happiness! , what have I done to you? For how long will I wait for you?
This music remind me of my pain and suffering๐ฅ
I lost my mother last month, she had cancer. My only family I had. ๐
Now I am crying alone, alone in the darkness. ๐ขThis music shows my soul perfectly.
sorry for your loss ur mom will always with you in ur memories
god bless u and ur mother u will be together after u die stay strong brother/sister
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So broken I have no idea what happiness or normal looks like ๐
Come let us drink this bitter cup together
One of the best channels ever โค
Weve all had times of feeling down and listeniing to music that fits our mood but dont stay there .and turn to jesus .he will turn anything around thank God
Will he turn around my childโs terminal illness?
Because heโs yet to do anything about thatโฆno matter how much our family praysโฆ