Thank you for the context around how to think about my thoughts (metanoia-metacognition). To see these patterns anew and come into a present lens to be in receivership (neurocycle) awareness. To see distorted thinking as I reprocess my maladaptive shame wounds and breakthrough each neural network surrounding my dismissive avoidant attachment style (safety). 1st. Network- I am worthy!
I have currently have weird thing happening. I have moved in with my mom since 2019 and since then I went back to her bed to sleep since then it feels like I have been violated in my sleep. We have since moved and I sleep alone with furniture I bought not my mom. I now have weird things happening as if someone is having sex with me in my sleep. I was raped as a child in my home country Jamaica as a child as an adult here in the USA and it’s like those experiences have been on repeat since then the adult I was 21 years and the one back home I in Jamaica was younger 10. My night seasons has been very traumatic it’s like the rapist is there and thinks he has a right to be there. And my mother has a house guest who I believe is dioblically involved in this cause my body is feeling that physically. How do I seal this without causing a scene in my self and my mother not listening has not listened or believe since I was child. She won’t even believe that I was damaged by words they have spoken after her eldest daughter injured the back of head with a paint pan. How do I respond to this speaking out to others ? Especially if manipulation of the soul plays a big part.
The traumatic part of this house guest he is acting as if he is my child and my children father is not you they are. I have three children they too is from my home country Jamaica they both grew up there and me and then had travelled to Jamaica together on separate flights.
What what do you mean what are we going to do we're going to go back to Armenia little lives and knowing that something that was never before possible is now possible and we have experienced it together
Yes during his life it was not possible to iterate anything nor you know math without did I say math I didn't mean math am I headed to myself here without something to compare it to, so technically yeah well the Matt is getting at the kind
I love you too leafy listen I'm going to turn the audio off all right because it's too comparative for right now I what okay listen you get a perfect shaft I get a perfect shaft we don't compare them
Where are the 5 steps? Thumbs down for deceptive title. Definition of Step: a measure or action, especially one of a series taken in order to deal with or achieve a particular thing. I will give you a thumbs up if you can list the 5 actions to heal self-worth.
Thank you for the context around how to think about my thoughts (metanoia-metacognition). To see these patterns anew and come into a present lens to be in receivership (neurocycle) awareness. To see distorted thinking as I reprocess my maladaptive shame wounds and breakthrough each neural network surrounding my dismissive avoidant attachment style (safety).
1st. Network- I am worthy!
Yes that is the whole relative thing they have embraced all each thing have fit everything fit we're keeping all of it
Focus on the thought and then the branch memories, to the root.
Then heal the roots and reprogram
It might be difficult but not impossible.
I have currently have weird thing happening. I have moved in with my mom since 2019 and since then I went back to her bed to sleep since then it feels like I have been violated in my sleep. We have since moved and I sleep alone with furniture I bought not my mom. I now have weird things happening as if someone is having sex with me in my sleep. I was raped as a child in my home country Jamaica as a child as an adult here in the USA and it’s like those experiences have been on repeat since then the adult I was 21 years and the one back home I in Jamaica was younger 10. My night seasons has been very traumatic it’s like the rapist is there and thinks he has a right to be there. And my mother has a house guest who I believe is dioblically involved in this cause my body is feeling that physically. How do I seal this without causing a scene in my self and my mother not listening has not listened or believe since I was child. She won’t even believe that I was damaged by words they have spoken after her eldest daughter injured the back of head with a paint pan. How do I respond to this speaking out to others ? Especially if manipulation of the soul plays a big part.
The traumatic part of this house guest he is acting as if he is my child and my children father is not you they are. I have three children they too is from my home country Jamaica they both grew up there and me and then had travelled to Jamaica together on separate flights.
Hey thank you Uncle Mac if I said see you on the flip side would that be too corny or no
I think that we need a therapist to help as doing it on your own is extremely difficult.
Please leafy the theory of smelativity
It's all covered on already the unestablished order of cometrics this is cometrics
What what do you mean what are we going to do we're going to go back to Armenia little lives and knowing that something that was never before possible is now possible and we have experienced it together
So about that, thought
Yes leafy yes you can yes you can leafy
Speech is finally free leafy freedom kind of infers hoem also
Technically no I don't have somebody that can like you know magically reappears every cross
It already isn't optional Uncle Mac
Ok uncle mac it's just us, we need obedient
Hi Marshy I know he's not mad but he's not really orientated very well either
Yes during his life it was not possible to iterate anything nor you know math without did I say math I didn't mean math am I headed to myself here without something to compare it to, so technically yeah well the Matt is getting at the kind
I love you too leafy listen I'm going to turn the audio off all right because it's too comparative for right now I what okay listen you get a perfect shaft I get a perfect shaft we don't compare them
Where are the 5 steps? Thumbs down for deceptive title.
Definition of Step: a measure or action, especially one of a series taken in order to deal with or achieve a particular thing.
I will give you a thumbs up if you can list the 5 actions to heal self-worth.
Ray Uncle Mac listen baby don't say that out loud again okay you know what I went through to get an authorization for that
I'm here... Yeah well no,,, Yes Leaf it's covered under Mathers Law, title artlunautral not the spelled and pronounced differently
Please don't name it you guys aren't nauseous or dizzy or any discomfort please write it down or type it