loving me is a mistake. (slowed edit audios + rain )

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 157

  • @o_lst997
    @o_lst997 2 роки тому +227

    00:01:00 = OneRepublic - Didn't I
    00:03:35 = Lewis Capaldi - Hold Me While You Wait
    00:06:05 = Lauren Daigle - You Say
    00:10:53 = Kygo & OneRepublic - Lose Somebody
    00:14:15 = Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls
    00:17:30 = Sam Fischer - This City
    00:20:05 = Chord Overstreet - Hold On
    00:23:45 = Lewis Capaldi - Before you go
    00:27:52 = Christina Perri - Human
    00:31:05 = The 1975 - I Always Wanna Die Sometimes
    00:34:20 = Demi Lovato - Sober
    00:37:45 = AURORA - Runaway
    00:42:10 = Billie Eilish - No Time To Die
    From time 00:45:00 all songs are repeated

  • @parnian858
    @parnian858 2 роки тому +140

    Actually I don't have any tears to cry :)

    • @tarynx6438
      @tarynx6438 2 роки тому +1

      Same here 😂

    • @leannascott2427
      @leannascott2427 2 роки тому +2

      Same lol 😂🥲 I cried for 6+ hours and I could cry anymore even when I wanted too😂

    • @cnnercriqui3768
      @cnnercriqui3768 2 роки тому +3

      Me either I think I ran out?

    • @your_moldavite
      @your_moldavite 2 роки тому +1

      @@cnnercriqui3768 ran out of tears too

    • @A̸iko-i3e
      @A̸iko-i3e 2 роки тому +1

      same :)

  • @parnian858
    @parnian858 2 роки тому +27

    And suddenly sad song are not sad enough... :)

  • @XxShade_FrostxX
    @XxShade_FrostxX 2 роки тому +25

    Back again at 7 in the morning and all I want to say before I go to hell called school, the place my misery increases. Loving myself has always been a mistake but loving others hasn’t ever been a mistake, no matter how much they push my away and make my life miserable I will forever love them cause I’m just that worthless and have nothing left to loose. I fell asleep once again listening to this music and it’s the only thing giving me some type of joy.

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @xepixz994
    @xepixz994 2 роки тому +17

    Damn, i want this Runaway version on a 24hour loop, it's soo good

  • @LUNA-lt7lo
    @LUNA-lt7lo 2 роки тому +19

    It is actually...because I know I can never return those feelings due to past trauma and trust issues and I will look for every possible way to push you away even if I don't mean to do it and In the end we'll both end up being hurt.....To my lovely souls here I love you all which is something I never say to anyone but I know you can't hurt me... I'm proud of everyone who's fighting to survive this cruel world...don't let anyone get to your head and bring you down, stand tall and show them that you don't give a f*ck

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому +2

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @RingPop223
    @RingPop223 2 роки тому +67

    Maybe I'm just to fucking complicated for anyone to love

    • @alyciajohnson9891
      @alyciajohnson9891 2 роки тому +2

      I love you as a friend

    • @RingPop223
      @RingPop223 2 роки тому +1

      @@alyciajohnson9891 love you too

    • @bertoto9308
      @bertoto9308 2 роки тому +4

      You’ll find someone who can understand you i promise :)

    • @RingPop223
      @RingPop223 2 роки тому +2

      @@bertoto9308 thanks :]

    • @josephkabemba2997
      @josephkabemba2997 2 роки тому +2

      Jesus loves you that i know maybe you ask why all this bad things are happening i don't know i am going to difficult times too but he is the only thing that keeping me together

  • @Hope-21.
    @Hope-21. 2 роки тому +4

    I have never seen such a perfect playlist! 🥹

  • @hateif9368
    @hateif9368 2 роки тому +92

    I'm here listening to this hoping my life is a nightmare. I'm a horrid person.Hopefully I find someone who makes me feel like I'm worth something

    • @campbellcristina
      @campbellcristina 2 роки тому +2

      Me too

    • @josephkabemba2997
      @josephkabemba2997 2 роки тому +2

      But you not look what ever is going in your life it not your fault if they can't see how beautiful and smart you are don't let people put you down you are strong you make it out this situation even stronger and Jesus is always there for you

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому +2

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

    • @rebekahvarney2378
      @rebekahvarney2378 2 роки тому

      You are more than just that. I feel these things too, and you are allowed to accept it. But also accept that you are worth more than those words, you are also powerful & strong. I guarantee you are so much more than what you think.

    • @shadow_kitten3152
      @shadow_kitten3152 2 роки тому +2

      hi l know ur wanted and loved u just got to find the right one l know it gonna take alot of Heartbreaks and pain but you'll see the light in the dark 1 day you'll make new friends that is Therefore you they care they love and you will find a girlfriend/boyfriend That loves you most Love you more than the world itself so but a smile on that face and go eat and drink and go Rest for me please have a good day/night/noon love u

  • @Kate-rk7rk
    @Kate-rk7rk 2 роки тому +70

    Cry
    Do not be afraid
    We are here
    For you
    When the life close a window another open
    Take your time
    Move on
    And everything will be better after that
    No one can judge you
    Live for your self and for those you love
    Nothing else
    Love is hard
    Hapiness is hard
    To help is hard
    To give is hard
    But you are strong and you can do all that
    Do not give up
    Always someone miss your smile
    Your voice
    Your eyes
    You just your self
    You are an amazing people
    Believe to your self
    As I believe to you......

    • @amanpradhan3563
      @amanpradhan3563 2 роки тому

      Now i am 6 hours far from her .🛩️May always she remembers me positively,🙂

  • @kaykaylemo9253
    @kaykaylemo9253 2 роки тому +72

    I WISH I WAS GOOD ENOUGH!!😭

  • @jasminestapleton5581
    @jasminestapleton5581 2 роки тому +3

    is it just me or i just sit binge listening to all your videos x

  • @freakxd9847
    @freakxd9847 2 роки тому +12

    Everyone i've loved.
    Left me.
    Rejected me.
    Hated me..
    What can I do?
    I can't love anybody.
    It will just end up wrong.

    • @Moonlight-ws3iq
      @Moonlight-ws3iq 2 роки тому +1

      I was also the same. I was broken and all the love I gave was rejected and tossed away like its worthless. I gave so much of my love that I forgot to give some to myself. Its easy to love someone else but it's hard trying to pick up an empty broken heart to love yourself. You are not alone. We are all going through this journey just in different situations and continents. But I'm always here. You need to start with loving yourself and each day you wake up and open your eyes first before you sacrifice it for someone else hoping that they will protect your heart becaus your existance and presence are important as well. Your happiness is important as well. Your heart is the key foundation of your life and it's important as well. If they dont want your love then fine but what about you? Sometimes it good to be selfish and love yourself so that you can give love to people who truly deserve it. Your love is special and if they cant see that, if they cant feel that then that's their loss but not yours cause through that you learnt that your love is more valuable and not for play. ❤❤❤❤ it won't end up wrong there is always hope at then end of the darkest most depressing road of our lives. It will end up more than right but bright and beautiful just like you.😊

  • @saitenreierlel8506
    @saitenreierlel8506 2 роки тому +8

    Feels like I have to accept the fact that I will never find someone ^^

  • @feyzanurbartn6913
    @feyzanurbartn6913 2 роки тому +5

    I love him so much and loving him kills me. Just watching him makes me wanna cry cuz I know he loves someone else. He was so nice to me and made me feel special when we talk. I tried to run away from him cuz I scared of falling for him but it didn't work. Every day I see him but we don't talk. Why can't I say I'm in love? I want hug him so much. He gave me hope and later told me he loves someone else. He held my hand, played with my hair... Maybe I was so stupid to understand that he is like that for everyone...

    • @nikkivarghese2507
      @nikkivarghese2507 2 роки тому

      Why does this feel like a description of my life😭😭😭

  • @raissaoliveira372
    @raissaoliveira372 2 роки тому +1

    there are so many songs that move my soul, there are so many pains in me, that honestly I can't handle it...

  • @sera-yi7ki
    @sera-yi7ki 2 роки тому +7

    Lust will never last but love n understanding will 🤍🌧️☁️

  • @alexisnthere1368
    @alexisnthere1368 2 роки тому +11

    Im a highschooler and honestly, i don’t wanna die. I don’t, i just want to be able to get my education, and leave this house. I want to be able to travel on my own, be on my own, be free yk?

    • @alek._.
      @alek._. 2 роки тому

      I fell my home as a prizon. I can't handle that anymire, but I am too young to move out😐😢

  • @angelina-ed7ck
    @angelina-ed7ck 2 роки тому +19

    Mabey I want someone to love me because I can't love myself, I hate myself. And that's okay ig😔

    • @fatimarazeq5091
      @fatimarazeq5091 2 роки тому +1

      there is always gonna be something about you that makes you unique. You can either embrace it, or push it down, but I wanna tell you something, taking some time to get to know yourself and finding that thing that makes you beautifully unique and embracing it, will make you the best version of yourself and it will make you feel at least a little happy. you literally are beautiful, and I don't have to know that by seeing ur face. stay strong, just keep pushing, tell yourself every day that it will get better, and fill your life with that positivity! try to block out the toxic and awful comments and self-hatred thoughts. I hope this helps! pls reply with what u think and also if u try some of my advice then tell me how it goes. I'm here for you, even if we don't know each other.

    • @angelina-ed7ck
      @angelina-ed7ck 2 роки тому +1

      @@fatimarazeq5091 thank you for that it just help me a bit I think I should do that and Ill be there for you if you have a bad day too

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 2 роки тому

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

  • @Duje1
    @Duje1 Рік тому

    Its okay guys, it will be better, I know it will, trust me. God showed u faces of some people and that u couldn't change. Stay safe guys

  • @Alexander_Teddy
    @Alexander_Teddy 7 місяців тому

    Love it, actually awesome.

  • @_xXgaming_girlsXx_
    @_xXgaming_girlsXx_ 2 роки тому

    Dire que c’est cette playlist pour dormir le soir

  • @hannahi8183
    @hannahi8183 2 роки тому +1

    It's so hard being someone who cares too much yet at the same time not at all. I'd give anything to help those I love but when it comes to myself I don't give a damn. I help raise others up but in my own head I just beat myself up. I try so hard to be happy but my own mind doesn't let me and like it tells me, who could love that? Because I don't even like myself nevermind love myself

  • @chad6678
    @chad6678 2 роки тому +12

    I love you all ❤️
    You all are worthy of love and happiness no matter how dark it is right now the 🌞 will shine again . And at the end of the day it will all be fine.
    Stay strong comrades. Stay str.....

  • @courtofink6970
    @courtofink6970 2 роки тому +2

    I feel stupid listening to these playlist because there are so many people going through so many horrible things, those people need comfort and to be held while I’m over here feeling numb about my stupid problems that don’t compare.
    I’m the friend who comforts other when something happens, despite how many things have happen to me. It’s just amazing how I feel weak for crying about real problems I have-though not big-and when my friends or family cry over something like a movie or a book, maybe even just cause they feel strange and alone, I just tell them they are strong-because they are-and that it’s okay to cry.
    When will someone hold me, even in just a simple hug. But how can I ask that when all I do is push everyone away, including my family. They see me as cold because “I don’t like being kissed or touched and I don’t like giving kisses or hugs.” I just want to feel loved…
    Now I’m ranting 🙄
    Sorry…

  • @sera-yi7ki
    @sera-yi7ki 2 роки тому +8

    A lil late but ☘️☘️☘️☘️

  • @matttheycanfly1610
    @matttheycanfly1610 2 роки тому +4

    There never gonna know what it feel like to be in constant pain

  • @YaboyMilo
    @YaboyMilo 2 роки тому

    Can you believe I treAted her like a goddess I listened to her respected her loved her cared for her in every single possible way but it the end I still wasn't enough

  • @dexy6073
    @dexy6073 2 роки тому +3

    Loving me is not a mistake, I’m the mistake

  • @journeemartinez442
    @journeemartinez442 2 роки тому

    I really needed this 😭😭😭

  • @crypthux272
    @crypthux272 2 роки тому +3

    little heart please?

  • @yuuwoo0
    @yuuwoo0 2 роки тому +3

    I love imok so much

  • @Footeater9000
    @Footeater9000 2 роки тому +7

    I keep saying everyone else is the problem but deep down I know I’m the real problem.

  • @wuffyrudy_2295
    @wuffyrudy_2295 2 роки тому +4

    I don't know, what to do please help me. Sometime I thought I'm not alone, but the reality it is. I'm alone. No, friends, no siblings. its hard to accept the fact that even u got friend or anyone, u r still alone and that's the reality, some times i want to cut them off. I want to stay away from anyone.
    (Sorry for the wrong grammar.)

  • @angelina-ed7ck
    @angelina-ed7ck 2 роки тому +5

    All you comments are right but I feel not enough anymore, he broke my heart into 100 pieces, I feel worthless I feel lonely, I tried to forget him but the I remind of the good times whit him and than Everything comes up again and that hurt, even when I see hin hurt it so much that I wanna cry loud but I can't. And that hurt even not when you wanna tell everyone how you really feel but you can't because the most Time you don't now why your feeling Not going well, Love is just a senseless emotin in this black hole we call life 😔💔 idk If I can do it anymore I feel so worthless, alone and unloved.

    • @bertoto9308
      @bertoto9308 2 роки тому +2

      You dont really have to forget those fun times with him, you just gotta cherish them. Those memories will be filled with new ones in the future ^^ Its okay to be down sometimes but you gotta get back on your feet and start over again. Keep strong love

  • @jheniferkauane1803
    @jheniferkauane1803 2 роки тому

    Love ♡

  • @syixken6311
    @syixken6311 2 роки тому +5

    I'm sad and tired

    • @bertoto9308
      @bertoto9308 2 роки тому +1

      We’ve all been there :) just take a deep breath and rest ^^

  • @annaleejosieschannel3105
    @annaleejosieschannel3105 2 роки тому

    i love this song

  • @justa_nugget8615
    @justa_nugget8615 2 роки тому +2

    Not me living when I dont want to cuz my ex is controlling my life and taking my friends one by one... tbh I dont even know the meaning of love anymore :>

  • @Leiastink4319
    @Leiastink4319 2 роки тому +4

    I use to watch you when I was depressed but I stopped because I don't want to be sad when I'm trying to be happy and your still posting sad songs with depressed title like are you ok or are you still doing it for the people who are looking for songs to cry to🥺

  • @alyciajohnson9891
    @alyciajohnson9891 2 роки тому +4

    First one to comment sorry I haven’t been here

    • @alyciajohnson9891
      @alyciajohnson9891 2 роки тому +1

      No one likes me , Oh ok!

    • @sarah.h6250
      @sarah.h6250 2 роки тому +1

      @@alyciajohnson9891 Hey, pretty cool you were the first to comment.

    • @justauser4739
      @justauser4739 2 роки тому

      @@sarah.h6250 You okay now?

  • @artinsoul.5067
    @artinsoul.5067 2 роки тому

    Iam not here to cry.But to avoid the noisy surrounded by me..

  • @petevituoyhome9359
    @petevituoyhome9359 2 роки тому

    A lil too early for my heart to break this much i guess

  • @alyciajohnson9891
    @alyciajohnson9891 2 роки тому +2

    Hello!

  • @KAKA13XIII
    @KAKA13XIII 2 роки тому +1

    😔😌

  • @firmansyahnuralifrohman3247
    @firmansyahnuralifrohman3247 2 роки тому

    yes thats right for now 😄

  • @lilliesmile2909
    @lilliesmile2909 2 роки тому +2

    Crying because I keep letting people hurt me as I talk my other friend out of ending everything because she’s the only person I feel a connection with after everything

  • @Karinaa___
    @Karinaa___ 2 роки тому

    never had I ever realized how bad I messed up until I heard you moved on

  • @sahikaekinci1213
    @sahikaekinci1213 2 роки тому +3

    what is the name of the guy in the video?

  • @alisaaapasalo
    @alisaaapasalo 2 роки тому +2

    I really need help. Cutting myself only helps for a while and then everyone is disappointed in me

    • @bellasmusiclove48
      @bellasmusiclove48 2 роки тому

      Don't hurt yourself for the people who don't understand your worth. Learn to love yourself someday you will find someone else who will love you.

    • @alisaaapasalo
      @alisaaapasalo 2 роки тому

      @@bellasmusiclove48 I don't hurt myself because of others but everything I hurt myself everyone is like "why are you doing that you're so stupid", "you have some serious issues because you cut yourself" , "how can that be fun"

    • @bellasmusiclove48
      @bellasmusiclove48 2 роки тому

      @@alisaaapasalo people can't always understand I suppose but I hope it gets easier. I guess I just don't want to see uu in pain.

  • @reagangoff5513
    @reagangoff5513 2 роки тому

    when you’re just tryna be sad and youtube wants to throw you an ad about having gas

  • @helgacarla6075
    @helgacarla6075 2 роки тому

    Eu amei

  • @callofdarin49
    @callofdarin49 2 роки тому

    are these covers or just slowed down versions of the songs?

  • @elodiecorporon1196
    @elodiecorporon1196 2 роки тому

    Ta une trop belle voi

  • @kate-ju2qb
    @kate-ju2qb 2 роки тому

    I lost him this morning...i didn't trust him enough for him o stay to i had to let go...

  • @eyupreis962
    @eyupreis962 2 роки тому +1

    😔💔😔

  • @fzoy12
    @fzoy12 2 роки тому +3

    I'm sorry.rlly sorry
    Ever since I got into ur life, I ruined it
    Sorry again

  • @harmonieux1508
    @harmonieux1508 2 роки тому +2

    Jsuis entrain de faire une crise de boulimie a l’aide

  • @darkshayla_0072
    @darkshayla_0072 2 роки тому

    By bf died last year and I can't move on I still feel empty😔

  • @midnightashez4206
    @midnightashez4206 2 роки тому

    I just want to be loved but do I even deserve love? If anyone asked me that question I would say absolutely because everyone deserves and is worthy of love but why is it not the same for me? I want someone to be there for me no matter what someone to help me get thru my dark times. Someone I can help and make feel special and be there for. I want to make someone feel so special and happy. I want to feel special and happy. But I dint deserve that.

  • @ading7676
    @ading7676 2 роки тому +2

    (⊙_⊙) BROKEN HOME ಥ_ಥ

  • @bored_af4450
    @bored_af4450 2 роки тому

    well he did love a mistake so its no surprise

  • @roach7829
    @roach7829 2 роки тому

    Maybe love just isn't for me
    but hey lets just keep breaking his heart they all say
    FUCK THIS LIFE BRO FUCK FUCK FUCK

  • @todorismirchev9
    @todorismirchev9 2 роки тому

    😔😔💔💔

  • @deynergutierre3111
    @deynergutierre3111 2 роки тому +1

    someone tell me the name of the song at minute 46:00 please ! 🥲

  • @samuelluna4611
    @samuelluna4611 2 роки тому +2

    He promise he will never leave me alone😭no matter what happen but he still left me😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @Kate-rk7rk
      @Kate-rk7rk 2 роки тому

      Don't be sad he lost

    • @bertoto9308
      @bertoto9308 2 роки тому +1

      Hey, im sure you’ll find someone else. Someone who can fully give you their time and love. Everyone deserves the right to be loved. Your not alone in this, just know that :)

  • @Kate-rk7rk
    @Kate-rk7rk 2 роки тому

    11:30 name?
    14:50 name?
    18:00 name?
    38:00 ---------?
    43:00 ---------?

  • @LoneWolf-wp3qo
    @LoneWolf-wp3qo 2 роки тому

    Im trying to save my 7 yrs of relationship but I feel like Im only giving pain instead of love...

  • @gggz4936
    @gggz4936 2 роки тому

    😂

  • @unnamed3679
    @unnamed3679 2 роки тому

    i'll leave you...😂 cause your always sad.. i want a happy imok..

  • @uninhaaa
    @uninhaaa 2 роки тому +1

    0:22 name?

  • @gggz4936
    @gggz4936 2 роки тому

    Ifmtsofh have love how-ever I.s

  • @sueparker33
    @sueparker33 2 роки тому

    I don't get it?

  • @Thatguyiscool4
    @Thatguyiscool4 2 роки тому

    No one loves me

  • @tomooliver6664
    @tomooliver6664 2 роки тому

    Patrcjon kocha jakąś chora dziewczyną ciha