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Me everyday all day. I over think everything constantly sometimes good sometimes bad. I have lots of trauma and I used to have bad mental health and really depressed for like 12 years. I tried helping others even though I was sad every day and I was very suicidal

Stop Choosing What Isn't Choosing You !!

I’m in highschool, and we all have to choose our future studies and what kind of job we’ll do, and it’s just hurting me everytime people ask me this question. Truly, I love so many things, but I ’m stucked. " I want to do everything , but I feel capable of nothing" I really feel like a little sh*t that can’t even speak, explain her thoughs outloud, make projects, trust herself, be accepeted and be loved. I’m terrified by the future, cause I’m just too much sensitive and every little project cause me an awful anxiety that doesn’t want to go. At every success, I think I don’t deserve it. I’m scared to be rejected, to be seen as useless, to be alone, and , despite the fact I have friends on wich I can count, it seems to me that I’m way more attached to them than they are to me, and also that they are growing, finding their way (love, job,passions...) whereas I’m stagning in my life (don’t know if it’s english cause I’m french). I’m just alone with my fears, my regrets, and I’m just mad at me for not finding the courage to move, experiment... I feel like no one understand when I say I’m scared cause I don’t have enough confidence. It is not just a fear, I just can’t get over it, and can’t trust myself . My problem isn’t that bad but come on it would be nice to stop doubting about each choice, act, I make. Same as the other comments "I’m tired"

Maybe in another life my body won't look like this Also when I heard mystery of love I starting balling my eyes out ☹🍑 cmbyn iykyk

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I dont know what to do, I need help to figure this all out. School sucks and hurts. Idk what friends i should keep and let go of. Some old friends this last year broke me up with my boyfriend and now it hurts when i think about him and that we will never be together again. I really do miss him, but i know i need to move on, and im really trying too it sucks. I just want to be loved by people and for people to think that im not a stupid weirdo. Im just trying to be myself and im hoping for people to love the real funny me. Every night i cry myself to sleep thinking about how sucky my life is.

I dont know what to do, I need help to figure this all out. School sucks and hurts. Idk what friends i should keep and let go of. Some old friends this last year broke me up with my boyfriend and now it hurts when i think about him and that we will never be together again. I really do miss him, but i know i need to move on, and im really trying too it sucks. I just want to be loved by people and for people to think that im not a stupid weirdo. Im just trying to be myself and im hoping for people to love the real funny me. Every night i cry myself to sleep thinking about how sucky my life is.

I love u

I lose u again 👥

I work as dental assistant, and my job doesn’t even satisfy my basic needs. I’m planning to change my job for one where people didn’t have to spend almost 6 years studying medicine. I wish I’d never studied for this profession. I deeply regret my decision. For many years I’ve been dreaming of becoming a dentist. I’m disappointed and frustrated.

maybe in another life I get to give my step grandfather the best life and pay back all his sacrifices for me

Maybe in another life i'll be able to love my body Maybe in another life my mind will be on my side.

Anybody know who's doing the cover versions? I love this playlist

Maybe in anotherlife we are meant to be.

maybe in another life loving him isn't a sin

To all these,, stranger u will be better,, or,, for anyone needs to hear this,, just shut the fuck up

Hey Imok, I absolutely love your videos... I used to listen to one of your playlists and I can't find it anymore. It had a picture of a guy in a bathtub and started with a slowed down version of All too well by Taylor Swift... Would it be possible to send it over if possible? It was my favourite ! I was sad to see it go.

I wish i had some to give me a hug but i dont i font even have a gf rn im to danm dumb for this world and i hate it i wish i had a gf but noone likes me so idc im try to make the best of it but life is hatd when im still trying to get over all the pain im in from all the heart breaks 💔 I been through but its not like no one cares

Maybe in another life i don't have to mourn the childhood i could've had if my mom didn't meet her ex husband

what time is Bleeding Love PLEASEE

what time is Bleeding In Love PLEASEE

''Love is worse than death because it's the only thing that will kill you but same time keep you alive to feel the hurt..''

My daughter smiled today, it's okay that I didn't brush my teeth, the dishes aren't done and I have literally felt like shit all day. She smiled, my day was good

It feels so numb. I love you and you tell me you love me too but all these insecurities keep bugging me and I hope I heal before I bleed on anymore ppl. I love you, I loved you, I wished for you, but it's about time I set you free so that you can find someone just as lovely <33

Maybe in a another life, the people listening to this understands that they matter and god loves you, god is always with you

i found out today that a 16yr old son in my neighbours family, had committed suicide. they don't know why he did it but he's the same age as me. he did it it his home too. god its so sad. this playlist reminded me of that. im so sorry to those who can relate

pompeya, i m always with u. always. u r never alone. u r the only one i want to be with.

Это действительно хорошо

Wassup homie I stop listening to ur music and now I'm back it's been months n months since I last losing to u love and respect always be safe homie

also the guy im with rn, he’s not otp and we usually fall asleep together but i just feel as if i don’t care rn. but i imagine this other person being in his place and suddenly everything just.. makes sense. 0 effort. 0 energy trying to make things work mentsllly in my head on why it works out it just does. i won’t have to force it. but would i? wouldn’t i feel safer with someone who’s healthier? what is it about this chase and connection that im craving so bad. it’s like it’s a game to me. i can’t get them off my mind. i think about them every hour. i have everyday for 3 years now. feelings still the same and ive never ever felt this way before. he told me i was just a kid, emotionally immature, that’s what kids to. but what happens if this cycle continues as i get older? i know something isn’t necessarily right with my brain at this point but i just don’t know what to do or how to get over it. i’m struggling and i really miss talking to him. i would kill for another hour of a conversation and yet i feel horrible because i have a guy who im everything to im his whole world and he would do everything for me yet for some reason after three years there’s only one guy that for some reason no one can compare to and i don’t know why. i really like him and i just want a chance but it’s so wrong and immoral but it’s what i just can’t stop thinking about and craving. i want his name popping up every morning asking how my day was. i want his voice over the phone and our conversations everyday. i can’t stop craving and wanting them i really miss him and this is just so stupid and i can’t get over him even though ive never even had him and can’t to begin with.

i can’t stop thinking about someone and it’s been like three years now. I don’t know when this feeling is going to stop especially since i’ve already found someone else. i guess i just miss and really like this person. but it’s someone that i can’t be with. i really miss and like them though and i don’t know how to not like them

What really hurts is if a person that you love tells you that she understands you but in reality she does not... not at all

Where are you noob ?

Im just tired in general. Like my days seem to just be all the same everyday. Its nothing bad but its the same schedule, same job, same things over and over.

I LOVE THESE SONGS THANK U FOR MAKING THEM THEY MAKE ME CRY BUT I NEDD THEM IF IM DEPPERESD TANK U TOO ALL THE RANDOME PPL FOR LIVING❤❤❤❤

I hate how i feel. I hate how you hate me. Worse yet i hate that deep down i still love you and i hate how that still destroys me every day 💔

I so am

❤ take me back to the day I met him sitting almost across fron him in group 01/28/21 03/17/21

Short vent Tw: mention of cops, self harm I just got out of the hospital. I came home to find the place trashed by the police when they searched my shit. Things are broken and missing. It's so frustrating. They took my self harming tools and it isn't good for me. It makes me feel worse. I'm lost. I'm tired. I just want to forget. I'm in a deeper hole than what I started in.

Everything will be ok. You are loved. You are cared for. There will always be someone for you. If you need to talk, rant, vent, anything, just reply and I will reply back as best as I can. You, stranger, deserve the world. You are perfect the way you are. You are you, and that is exactly why you are loved. I know it gets hard, I know it gets tough. But you can make it through this. You are strong. I'm here for you, always. Not mine but please share to those that need to hear it

I wish I had people who won't look me like a freak because I will soon see what it means to see my old pals again that are gone.. 💚🕊️

and against all odds and all logics, I am hoping. I'll hope even if it takes forever. I'll hope to win him back. I'll hope to fix everything. I'll hope for him to finally come back to me. I pray everyday for us, for him. I know he will come back, he will, he has to.

Hi strangers on the internet. Thanks for the kindness.

For anyone reading this God loves every one of us some of you might not believe me but he does sometimes our plans don’t go right because he stopped them before we got hurt from our own plans it’s best to trust his plans for our lives and not our own just please remember he loves all of us and it’s not him making our lives hard it’s us and Satan satans goal is to bring us down with him because Satan is petty and mean God only wants to help us just remember to pray to God and ask him for guidance and surrender to him life won’t get easier but it will be worth it living for God. I pray you have a blessed night and day ❤️

why can't anything just be done in easier way, i am suffering from thinking that i am falling behind from my age. i just want to live and live my life at its best but why i always anxious of my own future. why existing can be that hard, you gotta suffer and do a hardwork.

Great playlist

I have to go to school in 2 hours and i'm just sitting here crying in my room.

Always thinking about her 😢

After everything... Wilderness camp Drugs Multiple ODs Foster care Mental hospitals Php programs Endless therapy Multiple diagnosis And I still can't catch a break...