Dad, wait!
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- Опубліковано 24 тра 2014
- (sort of moved to ➞ / missingchances )
»Tell me are you comfortable,
if comfortable at all?«
(Maybe you are wondering why I barely upload - I waste my time and energy on things like this: • sherlock holmes openin... I am so sorry).
A few of you might know, that my dad left us on May 25, 2008.
Which means that it's 6 years ago today.
It was a sunday, like today, when I woke up from a scream of my mum.
And I didn't know what was going on and I was too scared to leave my bed.
All I heard was my mum saying "Go or I will go" and I didn't understand what she meant by that.
When I finally found enough courage to get up and go to the door, I opend it a little bit and could see my dad standing in the hall.
In this very moment my mum said "How are you going to explain that to your daughter"
And suddenly, I don't even really know why, I understood what was going on.
My dad told my mum that he has a girlfriend and that he's going to leave her.
He always told me that this has nothing to do with me and that he is not leaving me - but when your dad chooses to rather live with another woman than with his family, a 13-years-old will understand it as leaving her too
(and actually I still see it like that today).
The most horrible year of my life got caused by this on that peaceful sunday.
An event that, if I look at it now, caused so many bad things which - in the end - lead to a lot of good stuff.
I got closer to my mum and I started editing to express my feelings (because I didn't feel like I was allowed to in real life).
A few years later, Brave Story was on TV for the first time. And I could relate to Wataru so much.
Not only because of his story but also because of his desire to change his destiny. To get his old life back.
But in the end, I came to the same conclusion he did.
There will always be bad things in life. If you want to feel good things, you need to accept the bad things too.
Trust me, there is still nothing more on this entire planet that I want than my family back - but I know that it is not possible anymore. And I learnt to accept that.
(Wow that got really depressing hello folks I'm fine I just wanted to tell you the little story that's connected to this amv) (sorry for the quality loss, sony vegas sucks)
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I don't own anything.
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You People really need to read the description, Theres an explanation to this AMV and it gives you something to really think about, People out there who have a mom and dad should be very thankful. Cause not everyone has 2 parents raising them. I cant say I understand because i have a mom and dad but I am planning to marry a girl who im dating whose dad shot her mom. She was there when it happened and it was recent this year. She is struggling to get better but i am there to keep her focused and guided in the right direction. Be strong Vinurify. Good things will surely come.
it's okay i wasn't using my heart or anything, i'll sweep up the broken pieces on my way out
You are a brave and strong woman, thank you for sharing that with us - it is very inspiring.
every single upload of yours is so inspirational from the editing itself to the background story. you literally do pull my heart strings every time and especially in this video; it is so bittersweet and beautiful♥
wow Vinu you can really tell that you put your feelings into this - it's so emotional. I'm sorry to hear about your Dad but it's good that you can express yourself in such beautiful videos
Vinu you are amazing, as an editor and as a person and i admire you as both. Your video and your description left me shivering and in tears, and that's something that has never happened to me watching an amv on UA-cam, i admire you greatly for your attitude towards what happened to you and your decision to accept it and make the best out of it. I loved your video too, your text editing and those masks and the effects and texts and quotes you put in your video, plus all your different creative transitions and the beautiful way you edited the beginning, basically everything. You are absolutely fantastic in every way.
That was so beautiful.
Viinurify, the AMVmaster of all elements of making people cry and smile at the same time!
Poor thing! Now I understand why you felt down yesterday...
I wish you happiness, like the kind you give me and others who have enjoyed your work :) We appriciate it and the emotions you put into it which we feel too.
Wow hab den Film letzten Sommer mit meiner Freundin in Dänemark gesehn <3 Is echt ein schöner Film! :D und du hast so ein wundertolliges Video damit gemacht
im speechless...
Thank you very much for sharing your personal story and making this beautiful video, sincerely, thank you.
I can completely relate to your situation and feelings 100%.
So amazingly sad but such a wonderful edit! Now I have to rewatch Brave Story. What I would not have given to had been transported to another world when mine split up...oh well, that's life. Thanks for the awesome vid.
I'm going to go watch it niw. Thank you. This made me cry. Your videos are always so touching
Beautiful, as always! Made me cry...It looks like a great anime! I can relate to your story, and wish you every happiness!
That's pure emotions.
This video is so emotinal, I see feelings there. The structure of it is perfect, the effects even more. 10/10 <3 this video is perfect :') I love it, you are a pure genius, and Im here for you, I know you are strong :') thank you for making all us smile with your videos, you deserve all happiness!
It's great to find a new editor you have never seen. This was beautiful, and thanks for sharing.