Toughguysdontdance12 Does it really matter how people find the music? I found this off of Supernatural. I find a lot of new music off of Supernatural because they score it with cool music. And if so many people like it does it really matter that they found it because of a show?
It's weird how they chose this song for the episode. It's about a father who sexually abused his son. John neglected Dean and Sam but never sexually abused them.
The amount of old comments that still are people coming from supernatural is so cool I just started watched in December and fell in love with the show at first it was background sound then it immediately hooked me.
@@akhenchamp7325 The POV from the song is of a son being sexually abused by his father without his mother knowing "daddy's little secret". Gas-lighting the boy that all the girls would be jealous of his son as he abuses him and keeps a close watch on him at all times. All while the chorus is about his true thoughts of thinking everybody knows he's a freakshow , and wants to be free. And then later in the ending he gets his wish of being 'Mary' and is free from the abuse but with the price of his little brother being the next victim.
Heard this song on Supernatural Season 1, Episode 6 "Skin" and it just remained stuck in my head. I loved it, immediately moreso than a lot of the other songs in the show (which are all freaking amazing, but they just didn't stick like this one). Thank god I found this--my mind is now at ease, and I can abuse the replay button. :3
my interpretation is that when he says he wants to be mary he is referring to the mother of jesus and so he’s saying he just wants to be a virgin like mary who is deemed innocent and pure and who is not shackled by shame and guilt over things that have been done to her
Lyrics: Who's your mother, who's your mother here boy Who's your mother, who's your mommy dear. Who's your father, who's your father here boy Who's your father, who's your daddy dear. Silently screaming Where everyone knows. Daddy's always watching Where everyone - everywhere I go. I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be Mary I know every-- I see everything boy I told you not to wonder in my shoes All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy All the girls they wanna be like you Family's little secret But mother never knew Every fathers dream boy Every mothers nightmare too I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be Mary No more little secrets Now Mary's on her own Daddy's got a new boy Little brother ten years old I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be Mary I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be Mary I just wanna be I just wanna be Mary Mary...
"Daddys got a new boy... Your little brother ten years old" does anyone remember in season one when the demon told Dean that Sam was obviously John's favorite? No wonder this song was on the show.
@@matthewshaw4937 i think that’s why people interpret it as being so fitting for supernatural, there’s implications about child abuse in the early seasons
I have been watching supernatural since the very first day it aired on TV back then you had to be there when it aired or you missed it. There was no recording, no rewinding and no music apps around to find songs. I started rewatching the series...and this is my new favorite song right now !! Really wish this song was on spotify damn it 😪 best song for the scene too they could not have picked a better song !
Amanda I hate to break it to you but the original song for this scene was actually Hey Man Nice Shot by filter. Personally I think they are both great choices but if you watch the original it might kick back some old memories. It really made the scene into something else.
Lyrics: (from the original song book of the album) Who's your mother, who's your mother Here boy Who's your mother, whos your mommy dear Who's your father, who's your father Here boy Who's your father, who's your daddy dear Silently screaming But everyone knows Daddy's always watching Everywhere, everywhere I go I don't want to be a freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just want to be Mary I know every, I see everything boy I told you not to wander in my shoes All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy All the girls they wanna be like you Familyss little secret But mother never knew Every father's dream boy Every mothers nightmare too I don't want to be a freak show pretty boy anymore I don't wanna be a full time slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just want to be Mary No more little secrets Now Mary's on her own Daddy's got a new boy My little brother ten years old
I was re-watching the first season and this song came up in 'skin'. I tried shazam-ing it and everything and couldn't find it. Then someone posted it on the internet and i was totally spazzing because I was so happy.
Who’s your mother, whos your mother Here boy Whos your mother, whos your mommy dear Whos your father, whos your father Here boy Whos your father, whos your daddy dear Silently screaming But everyone knows Daddy’s always watching Everywhere, everywhere I go I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I dont wanna be a fulltime slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be mary I know every, I see everything boy I told you not to wonder in my shoes All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy All the girls they wanna be like you Family's little secret But mother never knew Every fathers dream boy Every mothers nightmare too I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I dont wanna be a fulltime slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be mary No more little secrets Now mary’s on her own Daddy’s got a new boy A little brother 10 years old I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore I dont wanna be a fulltime slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be mary I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy I dont wanna be a fulltime slave I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore I just wanna be mary I just wanna be I just wanna be Mary, Mary
If you go to windows media player and click on one of your albums , go to find information . Then do a search on The Death Riders and it comes up . you can buy the cd through there .
They put this song on a Supernatural episode on Netflix and it was driving me crazy that I couldn't find it, until now. Thank god for the internet! lol
Supernatural brought me here and love the song. However, which came first? Type O Negative - I Don't Wanna Be Me, or this? Was listening to some Type O and remembered this song. Could be just the line I don't want to be,,but then. There is more.
So I'm thrilled to report I found a place to download this song on the Internet. I can't make the link work here, but if you search MP3 The Death Riders Mary, you will probably find it, too. :oD SO excited. Wearing it out on iTunes now.
obviously everyone is picking up that this song is about a father sexually abusing his children but i dont think a lot of people are picking up that mary is a transgender woman and thats probably why her dad was abusing her. the whole sick mentality of "you wanna be a girl? ill treat you like one"
I'm pretty sure that the song is talking about the Virgin Mary. As in, he wishes that he could be "innocent" like Mary. Not that he literally wants to be her or a woman in general. That being said, there's always room for more than one interpretation. I'm just pretty sure that it was referencing something else by intent, unless it's a double meaning.
Actually, after looking at the lyrics again, I do kind of think it's a double meaning. Bc "Mary's on her own" and "all the girls wanna be like you" does have that effect. It may not be, but I do see it more and more now.
@@noontide_sun2880 the term "freakshow prettyboy" definitely makes me think of how i was treated as a trans youth but yeah i don't think it has a confirmed meaning
Any supernatural fans here in 2024??
Yes!!! So upset that this song isn’t available on Spotify 😭😭
YESSSS
Absolutely. Wish this were on Spotify.
YESS OMG
rewatching the series, and just made it to the Skin episode and I came back to hear the song in full bc UGH it's so good
i love how we all equally agree the supernatural scene was both badass and horrifying
That show had such a legendary soundtrack
Lets all agree we're all here from supernatural :)
hell yeah
guilty...I heard this in the shapeshifter episode Skins and I can't stop listening to it
Toughguysdontdance12 Does it really matter how people find the music? I found this off of Supernatural. I find a lot of new music off of Supernatural because they score it with cool music. And if so many people like it does it really matter that they found it because of a show?
"HEY ASSBUTT!"
YES
Rewatching spn in 2024 and realized i never actually figured out what song this was, but glad i did now. Better (very) late than never
for real though thumbs up if supernatural sent you here
no
YAS
Yes
It's weird how they chose this song for the episode. It's about a father who sexually abused his son. John neglected Dean and Sam but never sexually abused them.
@@MakTesler not that we know of at least... 🤔🤔🤔
By far one of the best scenes of supernatural, seeing shapeshifter dean transforming.
NO FRRR,,,THATS HOW I FOUND THIS SONG
@@ritan1234me too
DEFINITELY. one of the most outstanding scenes of the show
FRRRRRRRR
Fr. That episode is forever one of my favorites for that reason
years later im still wondering why the death riders aren't on spotify
They are but not this song :(.
@@franco6344 no they aren't lol the one on spotify is a different death riders
Is the same song that was in the beginning of the episode as well
its cause the bands label shut down and are still holding the rights
ONG
Everybody saying they were scarred from the Skin shapeshifter scene, bro I LOVE that scene. it's strangely gender envy in a weird way.
Yessss! Love the scene
I love it cause I think it was well done. The way they did all the effects was great and still hold up. It was also shot well.
I think this song matched SPN's Skin episode better than the original song
Yeah, I always say THAT!!!!
Josh R. S. What was the original song?
Filter - Hey Man, Nice Shot
Fuck yeah it did. Thank goodness they changed it that way.
This song definitely works better in the context but Hey man nice shot is awesome.
Dean Winchester: All right, but first I want to find that handsome devil and kick the holy crap out of him!
You mean shifter dean.
@@salemblack1410 nah, Dean said that. He was referring to shifter Dean in the sentence tho
Supernatural 'Skin' episode Shapeshifter scene. FOREVER. SCARRED. FROM THAT.
But this song was just so good we all watched it about ten more times
Plus, we all pretty much saw someone who looks like Dean take his shirt off.
His shirt AND his skin.
Nevertheless, it was pretty badass.
I liked the shirtless part like "ooooh...OMG NO EW GROSS STOP!!" When his teeth came flying out and there was fleshy stuff lol
I almost threw up watching that episode
The amount of old comments that still are people coming from supernatural is so cool I just started watched in December and fell in love with the show at first it was background sound then it immediately hooked me.
It may be about sexual abuse but dang this song made me feel sympathy for the shapeshifter
It is? Elaborate
@@akhenchamp7325 The POV from the song is of a son being sexually abused by his father without his mother knowing "daddy's little secret". Gas-lighting the boy that all the girls would be jealous of his son as he abuses him and keeps a close watch on him at all times. All while the chorus is about his true thoughts of thinking everybody knows he's a freakshow , and wants to be free. And then later in the ending he gets his wish of being 'Mary' and is free from the abuse but with the price of his little brother being the next victim.
@@anonimityfulit also references “midnight cowboy”, a 1969 film about a guy who leaves his job to become a male prostitute.
the fact that this song is no longer available on spotify is insanity.
The lyrics are so powerful, impactful song about sexual abuse. The need to escape, the part about the little brother 10 years old...God damn.
❤
I didn't know that I usually don't listen to the lyrics of songs instead I listen to the beat
Heard this song on Supernatural Season 1, Episode 6 "Skin" and it just remained stuck in my head. I loved it, immediately moreso than a lot of the other songs in the show (which are all freaking amazing, but they just didn't stick like this one). Thank god I found this--my mind is now at ease, and I can abuse the replay button. :3
my interpretation is that when he says he wants to be mary he is referring to the mother of jesus and so he’s saying he just wants to be a virgin like mary who is deemed innocent and pure and who is not shackled by shame and guilt over things that have been done to her
Been wondering for years, I like that interpretation. Good observation
2025 Supernatural is still my favorite. Watching from the beginning for the 7th time!
There are so many comments about Supernatural and i love it.
I have come from Supernatural and I'm glad I was introduced to this song
same
same dude
Need to find more songs like this , that have that old school goth feel to them.
100% agree
I fell in love with this song which led to me falling for the rest of the album, I just wish I could find it somewhere.
Right!? I don't understand why it's so difficult to find.
Good luck... I’ve been looking.
Same here
I came from SPN, but stayed for the badass song!
I'd like to thank Supernatural for either reminding people or introducing young people to classic rock and other great music.
Lyrics:
Who's your mother, who's your mother here boy
Who's your mother, who's your mommy dear.
Who's your father, who's your father here boy
Who's your father, who's your daddy dear.
Silently screaming
Where everyone knows.
Daddy's always watching
Where everyone - everywhere I go.
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
I know every--
I see everything boy
I told you not to wonder in my shoes
All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy
All the girls they wanna be like you
Family's little secret
But mother never knew
Every fathers dream boy
Every mothers nightmare too
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
No more little secrets
Now Mary's on her own
Daddy's got a new boy
Little brother ten years old
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be Mary
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Mary
Mary...
W
Honestly couldn't find this song ANYWHERE ELSE
IKR it used to be on spotify but it isn't anymore
@@rebeccal9324 that sucks 😕 it is such a good song
No idea wtf supernatural is but glad that I found this cool goth rock/post-punk band
It's the longest running fantasy show it's about these brothers hunting supernatural creatures
"Daddys got a new boy... Your little brother ten years old"
does anyone remember in season one when the demon told Dean that Sam was obviously John's favorite?
No wonder this song was on the show.
Also Mary is literally their mom's name
Also the band name has death in it, makes it a prime pick for Supernatural
So amazing when music perfectly weaves into a story's themes.
This song is about child abuse ffs….
@@matthewshaw4937 i think that’s why people interpret it as being so fitting for supernatural, there’s implications about child abuse in the early seasons
Three years. I've been looking for this song for 3 years. Thank you so much.
I need this on my Spotify 😭
Just started re-watching Supernatural again. LOL heard the song and here I am. Love the fact that so many Supernatural fans are in here. It's awesome
Thank you, supernatural. I will be obsessed with this song for probably months now
Hello iTunes, let me just find this great song so I can buy it... and you've failed me once again *flips tables*
This song, and the Supernatural scene it was used in is absolutely perfect.
I need this tracks in Spotify, pls!
I’ll never not love this song
Here from supernatural too 💕
The nostalgia of Supernatural and The Death Riders all together gives me a weird yet comfy feeling..?
i refuse to watch the final season. if i dont watch it then it wont end. its the best tv series ever made. this song hurts me and heals me all at once
Agree with you 100%. That is one of my favorite scenes from Supernatural, and the song really makes it.
The year is 2023, it's STILL not on Spotify. I can't even find a place to BUY it. 😔
I cant find it anywhere to physically purchase. I would kill to own the vinyl or CD
Still not on there in 2024 sadly
if only i could find this in spotify
so underrated ... their music is fantastic
Great song and great album. I finally tracked down a physical copy after a couple years of trying to find it.
*Supernatural* sent me here lol I wish this song was on *Spotify*
İzlediğim en güzel dizi, bu şarkıyı bulana kadar canım çıktı Supernatural thnks
Thanks for the comments you guys. We're back in the studio now..... more coming soon!
When!!!!
yall someone PLS put it on spotify...
Yeah I'd love to get this album , see them live , get more music from them , music videos.
this is epic!!! we need more albums from death riders!
It’s bull that this ain’t on Spotify.
"drop the gun! DROP IT"(dean turns and throws the knife into the SWAT team members neck)
I have been watching supernatural since the very first day it aired on TV back then you had to be there when it aired or you missed it. There was no recording, no rewinding and no music apps around to find songs. I started rewatching the series...and this is my new favorite song right now !! Really wish this song was on spotify damn it 😪 best song for the scene too they could not have picked a better song !
Amanda I hate to break it to you but the original song for this scene was actually Hey Man Nice Shot by filter. Personally I think they are both great choices but if you watch the original it might kick back some old memories. It really made the scene into something else.
Lyrics: (from the original song book of the album)
Who's your mother, who's your mother
Here boy
Who's your mother, whos your mommy dear
Who's your father, who's your father
Here boy
Who's your father, who's your daddy dear
Silently screaming
But everyone knows
Daddy's always watching
Everywhere, everywhere I go
I don't want to be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just want to be Mary
I know every, I see everything boy
I told you not to wander in my shoes
All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy
All the girls they wanna be like you
Familyss little secret
But mother never knew
Every father's dream boy
Every mothers nightmare too
I don't want to be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I don't wanna be a full time slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just want to be Mary
No more little secrets
Now Mary's on her own
Daddy's got a new boy
My little brother ten years old
I'm in love with this song
The vocalists voice is so awesome and the music! Love it ;3
Supernatural!
I have watched 15 episodes in one day
Woo Supernatural!
2018?
Don’t worry it didn’t take me this long to watch Supernatural.
Bro I'm here in 2021
@@andrejalabama1204 hey bestie
@@elle3302 heyo lol
@@andrejalabama1204 what episode are you on?
@@elle3302 episode 21, season 1😅
Compare the likes and views of this to any of their other songs. This is the power of the supernatural fandom
I was re-watching the first season and this song came up in 'skin'. I tried shazam-ing it and everything and couldn't find it. Then someone posted it on the internet and i was totally spazzing because I was so happy.
Who’s your mother, whos your mother
Here boy
Whos your mother, whos your mommy dear
Whos your father, whos your father
Here boy
Whos your father, whos your daddy dear
Silently screaming
But everyone knows
Daddy’s always watching
Everywhere, everywhere I go
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I dont wanna be a fulltime slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be mary
I know every, I see everything boy
I told you not to wonder in my shoes
All the boys and girls they wanna know you boy
All the girls they wanna be like you
Family's little secret
But mother never knew
Every fathers dream boy
Every mothers nightmare too
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I dont wanna be a fulltime slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be mary
No more little secrets
Now mary’s on her own
Daddy’s got a new boy
A little brother 10 years old
I don't wanna be a freak show pretty boy anymore
I dont wanna be a fulltime slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be mary
I don't wanna be a freak show freak show pretty boy
I dont wanna be a fulltime slave
I don't wanna be your midnight cowboy anymore
I just wanna be mary
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Mary, Mary
I spent way too much time wracking my brain to remember this fucking song.
Really really wishing this was on Apple Music 😭I NEED it for my SPN playlist
Omfg finally found this song... Ive looked for the longest time...
"Dean you're not going to go to hell"
Writers: "MWAHAHAHA!"
I listen to this song when I'm writing in my book :) helps me a lot actually lol~
Why can't this be on iTunes?!?!?! I love it and it's killing me that I can't find it!
*Supernatural flashbacks*
Anytime I hear the name Mary I think back to that moment.....
Rewatching season 1 of supernatural, had to find this song and here it is!
Love this! Thanks to Supernatural for using it in their "Skin" Episode!!
Love this song. Ty supernatural
Such an awesome song. Shame it’s not streaming. I think this is the only song I come to YT for 😅
If you go to windows media player and click on one of your albums , go to find information . Then do a search on The Death Riders and it comes up . you can buy the cd through there .
2021 and this song is still lit af.
Thanks to Supernatural I found this awesome song 😀
Dang that show is amazing
Me too! The episode when the shape shifter is changing out of Dean's body! LOVE IT!
Same here!!! I kept getting a different song- I was going nuts, but I finally found it.
Did the same. Apartently Only on Netflix it is "Mary", on the DVDs its "Hey Man, Nice Shot" by filter."
There should be an instrumental video of this song
It sucks I cant not find this song on any streaming platform. At least I got it here.
I found this song because of Teen Wolf. It still gets stuck in my head sometimes. Poor Jackson.
one of my favorite songs
They put this song on a Supernatural episode on Netflix and it was driving me crazy that I couldn't find it, until now. Thank god for the internet! lol
i’m going to sleep and i hope this song be on spotify in the moment i open my eyes again
Yes, Supernatural brought me here. Such a great song! Shame it’s not on Spotify..
Supernatural brought me here and love the song. However, which came first? Type O Negative - I Don't Wanna Be Me, or this? Was listening to some Type O and remembered this song. Could be just the line I don't want to be,,but then. There is more.
I Know right?! I looked forever! Great song..
dude, your were lucky to find those. I've been looking every where
1:04 the shapeshifter transforming
Supernatural :)
The World Belongs to You. You've GOT to put it up.
I'll love you forever. And that really means something to someone.
I am here from supernatural!!
So I'm thrilled to report I found a place to download this song on the Internet. I can't make the link work here, but if you search MP3 The Death Riders Mary, you will probably find it, too. :oD SO excited. Wearing it out on iTunes now.
obviously everyone is picking up that this song is about a father sexually abusing his children but i dont think a lot of people are picking up that mary is a transgender woman and thats probably why her dad was abusing her. the whole sick mentality of "you wanna be a girl? ill treat you like one"
I'm pretty sure that the song is talking about the Virgin Mary. As in, he wishes that he could be "innocent" like Mary. Not that he literally wants to be her or a woman in general.
That being said, there's always room for more than one interpretation. I'm just pretty sure that it was referencing something else by intent, unless it's a double meaning.
Actually, after looking at the lyrics again, I do kind of think it's a double meaning. Bc "Mary's on her own" and "all the girls wanna be like you" does have that effect. It may not be, but I do see it more and more now.
@@noontide_sun2880 the term "freakshow prettyboy" definitely makes me think of how i was treated as a trans youth but yeah i don't think it has a confirmed meaning
still loving this
How many people came to this video because of Supernatural?
So, so many
Me from 2024
POV You need to change skins
love this song
-Satan
***** fuck you
***** lol fuck off
Yes. I miss Gabe.
Love this song. And yes I came here because of Supernatural 😂