Ten Toes (Prod. BubbaGotBeatz) - Instrumental -

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  • Опубліковано 17 гру 2024

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  • @MajorMosh710
    @MajorMosh710 2 роки тому +346

    Oh man the amount of freestyles I heard at house parties with this beat back in the day 😅 good times man

    • @freakygawd101
      @freakygawd101 Місяць тому +5

      get unc ouuta here 😭😭😭

  • @nadyaschannel461
    @nadyaschannel461 8 років тому +1786

    Best beat I have ever heard

  • @barhum5765
    @barhum5765 6 місяців тому +897

    I can't take this beat seriously 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @spooky_bob
      @spooky_bob 5 місяців тому +78

      i felt the part where he said "mhmmmehm" 😔😔😔😔

    • @gh0stfrm36double0
      @gh0stfrm36double0 5 місяців тому +7

      😭😭🔥

    • @KboyzBlock
      @KboyzBlock 5 місяців тому +4

      😂😂😂

    • @TonTon.2142
      @TonTon.2142 4 місяці тому +24

      Damn, I was over here in my feels, gang, and now I feel like y’all are laughing at me. 😔

    • @10.23SeeFour
      @10.23SeeFour 4 місяці тому +1

      @@TonTon.2142ong

  • @codymorgan9512
    @codymorgan9512 2 роки тому +181

    I am so thankful for this beat. I’ve done wrote two full songs with it. No other beat seems to hit like this one still to this day 💯

  • @joedirt1308
    @joedirt1308 5 років тому +2216

    0:23
    I was born into the struggle,
    Life started gettin harder
    I'd never guess when I was 3 that I would lose my father
    But there's always a purpose,
    Cuz he was bein abusive
    We decided to leave the next time that he knocked her tooth in,
    We ended up in california, with another dude
    He was pretty cool ya everything was goin smooth
    But I was probably 9 when I started to notice signs
    I was gettin lost couldn't find my way through the vines
    0:46
    But he never helped, he just went and he grabbed the belt
    Never asked me how I felt, he just have me welts
    Edit:
    Tired of being on my own for so fuckin long
    Had to go and realize that I was not alone
    My mom was by my side, and she was so damn strong
    If I could see him one more time I'd put one in his dome
    Wish I could tell you this a prank but it aint home alone
    This hits so deep I had to put it all into a song
    My grandpa died today and it really hurt
    Stressing so much with work that imma go bezerk
    But we made the come up, shout out polo g
    I know he's the realest rapper that I've ever seen
    I miss my uncle Ken he's also deceased
    If I could hear him one more time he'd tell me imma beast
    Why did they have to leave why couldn't they have stayed stayed
    If they were here I wouldn't have to shed these years today
    Come back grandpa for I drink all these beers away
    I'm not an alchoholic don't make me face all my fears today
    Come back Kenny for I drink all these beers away
    I'm not an alcoholic don't make me face all my fears today
    LONG PAUSE-------
    1:56

    • @herb2real
      @herb2real 5 років тому +51

      I hope your ok

    • @joedirt1308
      @joedirt1308 5 років тому +25

      @@herb2real I'm 👍 thanks

    • @braelynelashae
      @braelynelashae 5 років тому +30

      Pls pls pls continue it it really says a lot

    • @booterbros4413
      @booterbros4413 5 років тому +21

      @@braelynelashae ok I will continue it, you know what's crazy bro, I'm only 14. I really appreciate all of the support

    • @booterbros4413
      @booterbros4413 5 років тому +7

      @@braelynelashae i also subbed btw

  • @PresenceMusic
    @PresenceMusic 8 років тому +6516

    I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past/Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast/And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain/I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain/And it's running through my veins/And I feel I can't escape/And even when I try to overcome all of the hate/It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate/And my heart begins to Shake/And my heart begins to frail/No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail/Before I even started, I already knew failed/And in case you couldn't tell/My life is on a Sail/And it just stared sinkin/Do I revert drinking/Or do I revert to prayer/Cuz even though I pray, my life's still in despair/Man this life really ain't fair/But you don't really care/Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought/Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out/I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless/I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous/I just keep feeling more empty at heart/My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart/Yea, Do you know that feeling?/When you know you need some healing/But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin/And you know you can't escape it/And you know you can't erase it/So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it/You know you can't erase all of the things you've said/And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head/And you laying in yo bed/Create a list of your regrets/Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met/And you feel like life is set/Yea, you can't get past the struggle/So you lock up In this bubble/Don't got nobody to cuddle/Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble/So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line/When she don't even know if she's just wasting time/Ten toes...

    • @PresenceMusic
      @PresenceMusic 8 років тому +266

      Lol. Sorry, so long. Just was feeling this beat

    • @richardvelasquez3617
      @richardvelasquez3617 8 років тому +86

      Jonathon Martinez that's deep much respect it hard out here💯

    • @gaynationwide6537
      @gaynationwide6537 8 років тому +30

      Fire

    • @gabriellegreen8554
      @gabriellegreen8554 8 років тому +25

      Jonathon Martinez 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @andytaofinuu2494
      @andytaofinuu2494 8 років тому +85

      Bro that was lit I rapped what u writ and man I like ur rapping u should make a video man ur good

  • @BubbaGotBeatz
    @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +511

    Now on iTunes and Spotify!

    • @chatosantana8082
      @chatosantana8082 8 років тому +2

      BubbaGotBeatz cool and nice job

    • @IconicChris
      @IconicChris 8 років тому +6

      BubbaGotBeatz i don't see it on spotify

    • @lluviaerives2070
      @lluviaerives2070 8 років тому +3

      BubbaGotBeatz can't find it on Spotify

    • @BubbaGotBeatz
      @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +5

      Search Ten Toes BubbaGotBeatz

    • @chiefprime6390
      @chiefprime6390 8 років тому +4

      BubbaGotBeatz what about google play 😭 #sharethelove

  • @Boatsneedwater
    @Boatsneedwater 6 місяців тому +104

    Those freestyles made this beat funny to listen to now 😂

  • @iiraiyen
    @iiraiyen 7 років тому +52

    *Starts at 0:22
    There comes a time where you gotta stop believing what all the haters say
    Just pick up yo head and get going on your way
    Its not their words you believe, its how you feel inside
    See, my greatest hater is the guy writing all of these rhymes
    Constantly in self doubt
    Trying to find a way out
    Crying out for help
    In the most silent way possible
    It almost seems impossible
    Tryin to fix my problems
    And tryin to to stay on top of em
    All these dark thoughts, its hard trying not to get lost in them
    Life gets hard and it feels like hell
    Knowing everyday your biggest enemy is yourself
    But trust me, things will get better
    Just gotta ride the waves and push thru the weather
    You survived the pain and not once did you let up
    Outside it rains but inside your all together
    You just gotta holding on
    Keep staying strong
    And if you ever feel weak remember the words of this song
    Remember youre the bomb
    Now its time to blow up
    Have all em haters saying 'Damn, he sure showed us!'
    You are strong and forever I will believe in you
    Just call me up and I will be there when you need me to
    I love you my fams
    You made me who I am
    So now I will ride for you forever and I hope you understand
    I will alwayd have your back as long as you have mine
    We were born with that Native Pride
    And thats a beautiful design
    My bars, never give up

  • @FootballH1ghlights
    @FootballH1ghlights 7 років тому +496

    *0:22*
    *Dad I'm sorry that I don't really remember you, When you overdosed I was like 9*
    Now look what you got into*
    *All I really need in life is a father figure*
    *And I need you dad I don't want another nigga*
    *Only if you can walk and remember so we can do things*
    *Imagine if you didn't overdose you could experience new things*
    *Without you in my life I'm out here having mood swings*
    *And me and my brothers are just experiencing pain*
    *We miss having you in our lives dad without you we been living plain*
    *Look what happened to the family now we falling apart*
    *Mom broke bad job we wish you could just be a part*
    *Help me in life show me how to be a* *man*
    *I have faith in you dad, even though u never can damn*
    *Broke most my life*
    *We starved and we struggled but we survived*
    *I'm sorry I sound bogus but I hate the way I'm livin life*
    *But if you just never overdosed we'd all livin right...*

  • @Wyaldd
    @Wyaldd 8 років тому +101

    Man I have listened to many types of beats for rap and hip hop... this one is just incredible. This producer needs to be famous asap because he really got the flow

    • @BubbaGotBeatz
      @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +5

      Thanks fam! I'll continue to put my passion in this. Hopefully that'll come true.

    • @kayynicole5372
      @kayynicole5372 8 років тому +1

      is there an actual song to this beat

    • @charliemaneh
      @charliemaneh 8 років тому

      +Kayla Johnson look up 'praying for help' b

    • @hamburgler4424
      @hamburgler4424 8 років тому

      +Kayla Johnson Yes there is Trevion Alexender got a song on it

    • @ReneaP12
      @ReneaP12 8 років тому

      Breiner Zarate

  • @jaidyn-7156
    @jaidyn-7156 2 роки тому +360

    why is this so funny to me 😭

  • @aaliyahgonzales4818
    @aaliyahgonzales4818 6 років тому +1702

    tell me what u think I would appreciate it..subscribe if u think I should make a video of me rapping it (that’s for 1K posting a video soon❤️)
    00:21
    Look me in my eyes and say u can’t see the pain
    Tell me u don’t think I cry everyday
    Remind me that it’s “gonna be okay”
    That this is just a phase
    You tell me that I’m strong to keep my chin up and pray
    You don’t know the thoughts running threw my brain
    At the end of the day I feel alone in every way
    All the scars reminding me of when I couldn’t see the light in the dark days
    I don’t let people see the tears running down my face
    I let my pride get in the way
    Put a fake smile on my face
    And wipe my tears away and act like everything okay
    When in reality I’m drained
    I don’t put my trust into people cus one day they’ll walk away
    I reminisce about the days I had my brother here to say “baby girl wipe ur tears off ur face and be stronger then the demons in ur brain “
    I would cut to heal the pain
    The feeling of the blade running down my skin taking all my thoughts away
    I’m misunderstood because the way I heal my pain
    So I hide the way I feel with a smile on my face
    I want to stop my ways
    But some days it’s hard to stay away from the feeling of the blade
    I’m sorry I am weaker then u say
    I’m sorry I don’t see beauty in me everyday
    I’m sorry that I’m not okay
    I’m confused most days
    I’m happy one second then tears are running down my faces

    • @justlivingtbh256
      @justlivingtbh256 6 років тому +29

      Aaliyah Gonzales this was great😊😊 u got ur first like from me. Keep making raps

    • @aaliyahgonzales4818
      @aaliyahgonzales4818 6 років тому +19

      Arriana Bray thank you I really appreciate it 😊❣️

    • @babygurla6751
      @babygurla6751 6 років тому +46

      I'm listening to the instrument and rapping at the same time to your rap and sounds so good but I can relate I love it keep up the good work

    • @aaliyahgonzales4818
      @aaliyahgonzales4818 6 років тому +4

      Arlyn Caro thank you I appreciate it a lot

    • @zqovi9287
      @zqovi9287 6 років тому +8

      Thatwas trash

  • @tokouso8509
    @tokouso8509 5 років тому +2400

    Who still listen to this beat in 2019 i still am

    • @lifeaskayla3567
      @lifeaskayla3567 5 років тому +3

      Me

    • @andricopower4289
      @andricopower4289 5 років тому +2

      You're welcoming me to come in at the same time as the other than that it was not the case please let me know when I should get the group chat with me and

    • @thepeepmari3480
      @thepeepmari3480 5 років тому +1

      Me

    • @angelicstar9611
      @angelicstar9611 5 років тому +5

      Me and I rap to it

    • @LUCKY-li9ws
      @LUCKY-li9ws 5 років тому +1

      Im writing a song wit it

  • @akanjoe5559
    @akanjoe5559 7 місяців тому +898

    Whose here in 2024

    • @ypkzay1
      @ypkzay1 7 місяців тому +3

      Me

    • @Boxingwheel
      @Boxingwheel 7 місяців тому +7

      I just farted

    • @TheBusinessMafia56
      @TheBusinessMafia56 6 місяців тому +4

      Bout to make a song now for this shit😂📌

    • @luhicyyy3086
      @luhicyyy3086 6 місяців тому +1

      Me

    • @nathanj1531
      @nathanj1531 6 місяців тому

      @@luhicyyy3086 3 days is crazy, what's the chances, just stubbled across this beat now, shi crazy.

  • @hartmans3400
    @hartmans3400 8 років тому +5770

    am I the only one who just sits in the dark listens to this song and raps there heart out and ends up in tears...... no only me. ok

    • @KhxxxnYT
      @KhxxxnYT 7 років тому +23

      100,000 Subs with out one Video nah its me too

    • @jessirene593
      @jessirene593 7 років тому +14

      100,000 Subs with out one Video that's me

    • @jamerathomas3051
      @jamerathomas3051 7 років тому +8

      100,000 Subs with out one Video me too

    • @justcaiden
      @justcaiden 7 років тому +12

      Nah, we here with you.

    • @juniortoca9500
      @juniortoca9500 7 років тому +23

      No I'm with you my girl friend was cheating on me and I'm in the dark

  • @antoniotaylor8755
    @antoniotaylor8755 8 років тому +124

    start @0:24
    i'm sorry Gmama for everything I put you threw
    now u gone and I'm sitting up here missing you
    out of no where u disappeared out the blue
    I aint say my goodbyes or give my last kiss to you 2x
    I'm sitting in my room, yea I'm all alone/Thinking about you gmama and listening to sad songs/Why you have to leave Why did god call you home/I try calling him but he don't never pick up the phone/Now that you gone I gotta step up my grind/Focus up in school, books on my mind/Fuck these lul girls cause I ain't really got time/When I found out u was gone I couldn't do nun but start crying/GMama please, Why u have to leave/Finding out god called u home stung me like a bee/ u left me with two lul brothers that I gotta feed/ gmama I'm not ready for that I'm only 17/ Still up in school and I'm working to/ Man this shit hard coming home not seeing u/ With having dinner ready, a table full of food/ I appreciate that gmama and the things u used to do
    Now I gotta grow up/Grow up real fast/Cause I'm finna put my childish days in the past/ Now I'm a successful man because you stayed on my ass/ Told me to stop playing and pay attention up in class/ And that's wat I did, Yea mama I graduated / But it's sad because you not here to congratulate me/ I'm going to the national guards/ Yea I'm living my dream/ You was my #1 supporter, You was the realest on my team/ Now that u gone/ Ion know wat to do/ I'll sell my soul to the devil to bring u back if I had to/ It could of been anybody Why he had to choose u/ jaylon and tay yea they doing good up in school/ mama come back, please we miss you/ we been crying all day so we ran out of tissue/ We use to walk to the store/ You had yo gun in yo purse/ I feel like I'm in hell now/ that he took you off this earth/I was acting a fool up in school/ yea a fucking clown/ u was my mama and my daddy/ u deserve a crown/ Now I'm walking round mad/ At the whole fucking town/ But ima keep u in my heart/ Standing ten toes down.

  • @keemobeats8930
    @keemobeats8930 5 років тому +1591

    Who here 2020 🌊🌊🔥🔥🔥

  • @sankabandurk
    @sankabandurk Рік тому +110

    Someone please like this so I can listen to this again

  • @ph4seYT
    @ph4seYT 8 років тому +380

    Ten toes, ten fingers, a silver spoon.
    I had everything I ever needed coming out the womb.
    But I couldn't be a man and
    took that shit for granted,
    now the ones that were there for me are disenchanted.
    Now I'm in my early twenties with a bad back,
    'cause I started picking up boxes, dropped my backpack.
    But I'm try'na get my ass back on the fast track,
    before the final curtain falls on my last act.
    And my grandpa got diagnosed with leukemia,
    I was hoping maybe one day, he would see me up
    on stage behind a podium, in a cap and gown,
    but raging was my opium, I was acting a clown.
    I hope he leaves this earth being proud of me
    but I don't believe I'm worth sticking around to see.

  • @carsonpeters150
    @carsonpeters150 5 років тому +2772

    I can’t be the only one who rapped with their own lyrics to this song+ these 3 am raps be hitting different

    • @Inkzii_
      @Inkzii_ 5 років тому +46

      Lay in bed at 5am just rapping bout my life

    • @carsonpeters150
      @carsonpeters150 5 років тому +7

      SkyZ VxgaZ same

    • @TheMzplayette
      @TheMzplayette 4 роки тому +6

      nahh u not

    • @raffuku3465
      @raffuku3465 4 роки тому +4

      SUPER _CAM I did to do u know how to get copyright for none profit

    • @Wayz815
      @Wayz815 4 роки тому +2

      i did

  • @y.n.c.x.g.b.s
    @y.n.c.x.g.b.s 5 років тому +2877

    2020 anybody ? 😔

  • @601bigman
    @601bigman 2 роки тому +97

    This one of them fire ass beats that everybody sit back smoke a blunt and write the deepest realest lyrics your mind could think of any subject any of life obstacles. Keep doing what you doing lil bruh keep making these fire beats for the world to hear and learn from.

    • @EfremCCTV
      @EfremCCTV Рік тому +1

      why smoke. you could do it sober

    • @RealShaggy
      @RealShaggy Рік тому +3

      @@EfremCCTV You ever smoked? It just helps people feel shit a lot more and get more in tune with their emotions. Not saying you have to smoke, but I am saying that you shouldn't judge if you haven't tried it because you really don't understand.

    • @EfremCCTV
      @EfremCCTV Рік тому +1

      @@RealShaggy nah i prefer liquor. it does for me what weed does for this guy

    • @RealShaggy
      @RealShaggy Рік тому +2

      @@EfremCCTV why drink. you could do it sober

    • @EfremCCTV
      @EfremCCTV Рік тому +2

      @@RealShaggy cause im an addict

  • @Officialsmilezp
    @Officialsmilezp 8 років тому +523

    I was just a lil boy when I seen my mom cry,
    Tears fallen heart froze
    seen the pain in momma eyes,
    God called for his angel
    That's the day my sista died,
    I was 7 but it hurt me
    Hoping she come back alive,
    Fam told me keep ma head high it'll be ok,
    Even tho we want her back
    She living in a better place,
    So I pray for better days
    When I grew up I felt da same,
    I was smokin every night
    When I'm high I feela change
    Now it got me sitting here
    Rappn bout the past like,
    I remember growing up
    I Use to live a fast life,
    Little brother locked up
    Sisters running wild to,
    Mommy work her ass off
    I'm doing what I gotta do,
    Just to hear ma mamma say
    Damn son I'm proud of u,
    Growing up without a dad
    Made a man out of you,
    Fuck was I suppose to do
    Sit around & cry about it,
    Living with no happiness
    But I still smile without it,

    • @Officialsmilezp
      @Officialsmilezp 8 років тому +5

      subscribe to my channel I got more bars

    • @randomdaniel9188
      @randomdaniel9188 8 років тому +1

      KidSmilezMusic yo god damn this shit STRAIGHT FYEE🔥🔥🔥🔥👌respect for what ever happend in ur life

    • @isaacvega2339
      @isaacvega2339 8 років тому +1

      KidSmilezMusic 🤘🏼

    • @jesussosa1579
      @jesussosa1579 8 років тому +1

      KidSmilezMusic Respect brotha FIRE!!!

    • @kinghades1892
      @kinghades1892 8 років тому +3

      I usually don't cry but I did after listening to some of people's raps 😭 respect to all of u

  • @Jayfazo4k
    @Jayfazo4k 8 років тому +36

    This is something I wanna be I really really hope that my Grandfather is proud of me. He died from before I could even tell him I love him. Shxt was sad so I kept grinding over the summer. It was rough only got two of em left. Imma be the one who help if nobody was there. Grand dad I love you I hope you looking at this. Imma be up in Heaven with you and family and shxt. I'm ten toes for my family gotta stay strong. Cuzz if AIN'T nobody with ME shxt imma stand ALONE. Seen my friend get jumped by homies and shxt. I found out he was battling and took his last breathe and shxt. This worlds tough. More than tough shxt it's rough. It's not a movie this is a real life matter. You better listen while you climbing up the ladder.

  • @tomthecat4705
    @tomthecat4705 4 роки тому +5669

    whenever i hear the beat i think of some guy sitting in his car at the night and rapping 😂😂

  • @teewhyhard7049
    @teewhyhard7049 3 роки тому +12

    One of the most relatable instrumentals on here!!!!! So calming

    • @childishfiend5923
      @childishfiend5923 3 роки тому +1

      Wtf you talking about this beat shit af😭 go take another listen

  • @jaykasame
    @jaykasame 8 років тому +902

    I was talking to this girl and things just started changing
    Maybe it was my fault, sorry that I'm impatient
    But you're the girl of my dreams straight out my imagination
    Left me high and dry making it hard to be complacent
    So what we're not the same? There's beauty when things contrast
    I wanted to be more than friends and things were different when I asked
    About what me and you could be
    And how I was ready for something real
    And then you dropped me like it's nothing and sent me right into my feels
    You could've had the world and anything that you wanted
    You would've been my trophy that I couldn't help but flaunt it
    I would've given you my all and made sure to see it through
    But you threw it all away left me sicker than any flu
    Things might be different if you had my point of view
    You're just like any other girl, giving me deja vu
    You claim you want a good guy, you know, a true gentleman
    And I took the challenge, tried to give you something genuine
    Maybe a bit feminine, show off my sentiment
    Give you everything you want, blow a few benjamins
    But all that you could see was that you wasn't feelin it

  • @kokokassandra3752
    @kokokassandra3752 7 років тому +591

    0:22 -I wondered everyday why my smile went away,
    but then I remembered it was cuz you never stayed,
    I used to cry because to my face you always lied, saying you're with your friends when you're really with your side,
    but then it hit me you just played me, saying that you love me when it's not even a maybe,
    you think you broke me by hurting all my feelings, you think that I'm laying in bed staring at the ceiling,
    0:46-but no you thought wrong, you thought you hurt me? by taking all my feelings and doing me dirty?
    that's actually pretty funny you thought you did the damage, but you actually did nothing you just created a bandage,
    to all my old scars you made them fresh, making me realize that you wasn't the best,
    so I knew this couldn't go on any longer, I knew what I had to do in order to feel stronger,
    cuz you only made me weak, making me fail, making me fall to my knees, making it feel like hell,
    so I put an end to it I told you I was done, but then you started laughing saying that it never begun..

  • @dyamondtrevino8841
    @dyamondtrevino8841 6 років тому +717

    I love how everyone in the comments is making up their own rap but I'm just here scrolling through the comments and I can't even say three words

  • @iamkingkaze9130
    @iamkingkaze9130 8 років тому +1960

    I could see J Cole pourin his heart out into this beat

    • @PresenceMusic
      @PresenceMusic 8 років тому +7

      I am KingKaze Same man.

    • @madisonaudree
      @madisonaudree 8 років тому +1

      I am KingKaze yea me too

    • @GD-zw1hi
      @GD-zw1hi 8 років тому +6

      I am KingKaze yeah I see j cole too

    • @Luisa-uh7ny
      @Luisa-uh7ny 8 років тому

      yes dude 😩👌

    • @_JayyOfficial_
      @_JayyOfficial_ 8 років тому

      I am KingKaze lmao idk why this made me laugh💀💀

  • @DiverZityVang
    @DiverZityVang 8 років тому +65

    Please make more beats like this. This one really touch the soul

    • @BubbaGotBeatz
      @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +4

      thanks fam!

    • @DiverZityVang
      @DiverZityVang 8 років тому +10

      +Bubba GotBeatz do you mind checking out my verse to your beat. It's on my artist page. The description say can you feel his pain. facebook.com/DiverZityVang/

    • @jordanbeverly2025
      @jordanbeverly2025 8 років тому

      DiverZity Vang truee

  • @jasonvera3043
    @jasonvera3043 5 років тому +548

    0:22 (kinda a fast rap)
    suffer from depression
    viewer discretion
    lost in my collection
    of imperfection
    i need a blessing
    tired of aggression
    tired of this lesson
    look at my reflection
    obsession, deflection, abjection, infection
    0:35 i need a resurrection
    i’m trapped at an intersection
    with hundreds of different directions
    causes self-inspection
    really makes you question
    is my own projection
    a true confession?
    or am i messin
    with my facial expressions
    are my emotions under suppression?
    feel like i’m under possession
    get me out and then take me to the heavens 0:51

    • @crustylips7573
      @crustylips7573 5 років тому +15

      That's absolutely amazing

    • @daily.reminders2361
      @daily.reminders2361 5 років тому +6

      @@crustylips7573 agreed the hardest part is the intersection part just rap this sound freaking amazing bro 💯💯💯❤

    • @crustylips7573
      @crustylips7573 5 років тому +1

      @@daily.reminders2361 exactly, couldn't explain it better

    • @sleezyfivetwo
      @sleezyfivetwo 5 років тому +3

      this flows so hard , you can make it faster than the times you put

    • @queengrant8205
      @queengrant8205 5 років тому +2

      Jason Vera lit

  • @JungkookJeon-mn3xn
    @JungkookJeon-mn3xn Місяць тому +2

    Verse 1:
    You played me like a fool, had me chasing you down,
    Made me catch feelings while you messed around.
    Treated me like a dog, on a leash, I obeyed,
    But now I see the game, and girl, you’re so afraid.
    You had me lookin’ crazy, got the rumors spreadin’ fast,
    Made me seem obsessed while you hid behind a mask.
    Told the world lies, painted me wrong,
    But you’re the one scared, playin’ weak when you’re strong.
    Chorus:
    You can’t face your truth, girl, you stay in the dark,
    But I’m the one burnin’, you left the mark.
    Used me, confused me, left me a mess,
    But deep down, you’re hiding, afraid to confess.
    Verse 2:
    Got everyone convinced that I’m the one who’s wild,
    But you’re out here livin’ fake, actin’ like a child.
    You pulled my strings, made me dance for your show,
    But now I’m done, girl, the truth’s gonna blow.

  • @thisandthat9848
    @thisandthat9848 7 років тому +634

    My Ten Toes Down Challenge (:
    0:22 - Do you remember what you did? Of course not. But you see I remember it clear as day
    0:28 - Do you remember the way I cried? How about the way I lied? Do you remember the way I tried to fight it with all my strength? You see I was so young, I had no fucking defences. Does all of this haunt you just as it does to me? Do you remember how young I was and how I couldn’t speak? How the way you forced it all down on me? what about the way you held me down with your cold hands? You had no pity and you owned no fucking mercy. you had no care for the life I could have lived. Do you see the damage you did, because of your own self-love? News got around of the things you did. But no one ever could ever do a goddamn thing. Do you remember the way you forced it all down my throat? What about the way you taught me all of this shit?
    1:09 - I heard you’re having a daughter soon, news gets around. Because of you I learnt not even blood can be trusted. I hope to god you see the daughter as just a daughter. I hope you treat her the way a princess would be treated. I hope to the lord you don’t hurt her the way you hurt me. I pray to the clouds she won’t suffer like me. Because I swear to god if you hurt her the way you hurt me. Does your girlfriend know? About the way you made me bleed? Does she know about the things you did, or did you just go and flee like you always do? You see the damage you did, it can’t be reversed. Does this ring a bell? Do you remember at all? The family took your side, and left us behind. We had no one, it was just us and the sky. They believed every fucking lie you told, you were always the favourite child.
    1:56 - You tore every fucking piece of hope I had as a child. I was no longer a princess and I couldn’t find my crown. My innocence was destroyed and the blame was rested just on you. But don’t you worry because nearly 11 years later, I finally found my crown. But this crown is different. This crown is a crown for princes and so a prince I will fucking be. The shit you did and the things you taught me will be forever in my mind. But your actions can not define a prince.
    2:19 - I dread the day I meet you, the day I see your eyes again. One word cannot reverse the damage, but there is one thing I ask of you. I want you to admit it all, tell me what you did, even with a fucking smile spread across your cheeks. I want to hear you say it, explain it all to me. Charges won’t be a fucking thing and forgiveness will surround you. Though you have destroyed me, I truly hope you’ve learned from this. Though you may have broken me, I will surround this with forgiveness. I can forgive but forgetting is a harder fight. I hope one day you can see the damage you truly caused. Though you may not open your eyes, and though you may not even try. I don’t need an apology, not even a stare. I hope you do realize that I no longer care. You had damaged me in a way words can’t spare, but like they always say. Time Heals all. So, keep praying that it all goes away.
    3:05 - I will stand in this fight with nothing but a smile. So, bring on your army, nothing can compare. I have found my crown, so a prince I am. Don’t ever try to hide, as a smile defies all. Show the world you’re sorry, show me that you can. Though I have fallen in almost every single way, the crown I have is here to stay. And I truly, truly hope you find yours too.

  • @jaiiixx
    @jaiiixx 8 років тому +1255

    Y'all don't know how long I've been looking for this BEAT THO!!

    • @itsewayman
      @itsewayman 8 років тому +4

      jailene corpes you bouta spit something on it?

    • @jaiiixx
      @jaiiixx 8 років тому +6

      Eway Jay lmaooo maybe!

    • @nevets1871
      @nevets1871 8 років тому +11

      jailene corpes Rip, I just heard about this and I found it in seconds

    • @jaiiixx
      @jaiiixx 8 років тому +3

      QuickBarz lmao and...

    • @jaiiixx
      @jaiiixx 8 років тому +3

      ChuxVersace wym?

  • @tremcfee6145
    @tremcfee6145 8 років тому +341

    My mama really strong that's why I love her so much,
    she would always pull through when life had got tough,I saw people bring her down,but she always got up,
    she used to whoop me cuz I was bad,but she did it with love,that's my queen.
    My mama really love me she said I'm the golden child,
    I just say I love you,and I scream it loud,
    imma shine like a light,imma make my mama proud,
    Cuz I keep my head up and my TEN TOES DOWN.

  • @flyyboikyle43
    @flyyboikyle43 8 місяців тому +13

    Back in 2016 when 🥷s was heartbroken & shxttt😹😹

  • @imadonut8totallydiva575
    @imadonut8totallydiva575 6 років тому +9078

    Who else trying to rap this beat

    • @alyssahatcher5001
      @alyssahatcher5001 6 років тому +24

      I’madonut8 Totally diva me lol

    • @mazewest
      @mazewest 6 років тому +27

      I’madonut8 Totally diva right! Even me as a producer lol

    • @rogerrider240
      @rogerrider240 6 років тому +12

      I’madonut8 Totally diva me

    • @amiapalmer1900
      @amiapalmer1900 6 років тому +16

      I’madonut8 Totally diva right here it was a fail😂😂

    • @nocap8881
      @nocap8881 6 років тому +4

      Me lmfao

  • @Thee0fficial.Elissaa
    @Thee0fficial.Elissaa 3 роки тому +35

    Hearing this song reminds of my troubles I put up with and wishing I didn't do and my pain that won't go away,and just has me in tears

  • @kwaans
    @kwaans 5 років тому +304

    *_2019 anyone?? I love this beat it’s so chill_*

  • @alissagarcia4492
    @alissagarcia4492 3 роки тому +3

    i know right now times be getting hard for us,
    Bt all we gotta do is pray to the man above for this,
    Nd I know I ain't helping with this attitude or foolishness
    Bt I wantchu to know that i truly do appreciate all that you do
    Cause when I be feeling my lowest Nd the tears keep rolling
    You be right by my side helping me to keep going
    Nd when I fuck up you pick me back up
    On some real shit
    aint never had nobody keep real the way you do
    Taught me how to hustle for myself but most importantly, showed me how to never depend on any kinda man
    Nd you is right momma
    I seen it with my eyes
    The way you work hard for my siblings Nd I
    Now the love nd bond you share with us
    you can't find tht shit nowhere else
    I ain't tryna throw no shade on my father,
    Cause he was there at times
    Bt full credit to you cause you been ten toes down for us

  • @KingNexu5
    @KingNexu5 8 років тому +31

    To think that even an "Instrumental" beat like this, made for Hip Hop/Rap.Would have such an emotional power behind it. It feels like I can feel the emotions the creator went through. Its crazy, yet amazing!

    • @BubbaGotBeatz
      @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +4

      Thanks fam!

    • @somerburtsell6434
      @somerburtsell6434 8 років тому +3

      ItsIvaan I love your mind 😍

    • @KingNexu5
      @KingNexu5 8 років тому +3

      somer burtsell Tbh, even im surprised that i could even make such a comment like that. Maybe the beats just got me :) But thank you!

    • @somerburtsell6434
      @somerburtsell6434 8 років тому +3

      ItsIvaan I herd this beat and felt it go through my soul

    • @tootieboo.15
      @tootieboo.15 3 місяці тому

      7 years later and I still feel the same emotion every time I hear it. It just hits different. Speaks to my soul every time!!

  • @dwightjames3879
    @dwightjames3879 5 років тому +167

    2k19 still here

  • @EmpressAnjaX
    @EmpressAnjaX 6 років тому +819

    (Lyrics)
    You supposed to be my father but you were never there for me ,
    you swore up and down you love me but you never cared for me .
    you were never there not a day in my life
    now you got another girl you're trying to call your wife
    as I can do up I always wondered where you were
    my mom had to cover up just to hide the hurt
    I can't believe you did that just left me in the dirt
    and know that you're my father but I hope for you the worse
    as I grew up everybody asked "where's your father"
    as I told them my story my eyes filled up with water
    You effed up my life so freaking bad
    I really wish you weren't even my dad
    (Verse 2)
    Don't even try to call me
    I won't call you
    you wonder why I don't like you
    it's a stupid things you do
    I know this sounds harsh
    but I don't care if it sounds rude I'm thinking about you it just messes up my mood
    why you using all these drugs like Dad you really tripping'
    I bet you don't realize our relationship is slippin'
    I'm staring at my ceiling
    I don't know what I am feeling
    is anger is sadness or is it just love
    you get no motivation to love me not even with a shove
    you need a third party and that really hurts me badly
    but you can't see all I ever really want it from you... Was a family
    (Verse 3)
    Look I'm 12 years old now
    Bet you didn't know this
    you had a chance to come back nah it's just a mess
    letting you back in my life is a big risk you
    left my heart broken like an old CD discs
    now as I wrote the song I really started crying
    I'm tired of your BS and I'm tired of your lying
    I'll just place you at the bottom of my heart cuz it's really too late to start off on a fresh start
    you know what I don't care you have these issues
    and you know what eff this big box of tissues
    I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of the pain
    because me being born isnt unerasable pain
    I cry alone in my room so just so I can maintain
    don't even talk about you saying my name in vain
    (Verse 4)
    For 4 years I thought it was my fault you left me and my mom
    but now I realized man I was wrong
    you never cared about anybody but yourself
    you don't care about your kids you don't care about their health
    if I could keep Track you really stabbed me in the back
    and you try to get away from it with talking all this smack
    well guess what I don't miss or need
    you I can make it by myself and succeed without you
    and when I be famous you'll be there like a statue
    when I grow up I really hope I don't match you
    now i think about it and I'm really dissin' you
    any other kid would be really missin' you
    but I'm Different I learned from my mistakes a lot of people in this world are just fakes
    (Final Verse )
    what really angers me is when I see your face
    it makes me want to cry and that's a big disgrace
    I feel stupid thinking that you're going to come home
    but now I know you're not and I feel so alone
    I'm done with it all I'm just going to end it
    god paid me with life and I'm here to spend it
    drop off my problems that are involving you
    if only you could see life from my point of view
    I'll for real cut you off real fast like that
    but when I shut you out don't ever come back
    it's coming to an end I'm all done
    you can live your life always next to a gun
    yeah I'm done you don't deserve me or my love I hate you

    • @EmpressAnjaX
      @EmpressAnjaX 6 років тому +6

      Asshole By Nature yes it’s about my dad

    • @EmpressAnjaX
      @EmpressAnjaX 6 років тому +2

      Asshole By Nature the video of me singing it is on my channel

    • @EmpressAnjaX
      @EmpressAnjaX 6 років тому +4

      Asshole By Nature thank youuu🙏🏽

    • @ahoeforstraykidsliterally6268
      @ahoeforstraykidsliterally6268 6 років тому +10

      My dad left me and my little sisters and my brother with my mom and my grandmother has been the one helping us out and I'm also 12 and he never calls me to wish me a happy birthday and that's what hurts me inside,my siblings don't get it cause they are young and I'm older but I just wish my dad can be here for me and I hope your dad can just be there for you. By the way love your rap 💖💖

    • @EmpressAnjaX
      @EmpressAnjaX 6 років тому +3

      edye smith thank you and I'm sorry 😭💔💔

  • @BlaccBinladen
    @BlaccBinladen 2 місяці тому +7

    life getting so hard i might rap on this shit 💀💯💯

  • @rachel.p3108
    @rachel.p3108 5 років тому +38

    ME AND MY FRIENDS REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD RAP WHEN THIS CHALLENGE CAME OUT😂😂😂😂😂 im so glad them days are overrrrrr

  • @lindevries7781
    @lindevries7781 3 роки тому +50

    Lyrics Clariyah song suicidal:
    I am a person of survival
    But growing up, that was not really my title
    A dead soul who was screaming for revival
    A young girl who became suicidal
    I felt the hits and the kicks of society
    Probably the reason why I suffer from anxiety
    I was never in the form of perfection
    So I became the best example of neglection
    They called me names from fat bitch to white trash
    To other shit I won't say, it's that bad
    They called me up and would always need back up
    Call me a slut and say my family was jacked up
    Death threats every time I logged in
    Always on some other shit, damn here we go again
    I was already alone, now I am looking for a friend
    Got no friends so here I am wishing it would end
    And it didn't, it never did, was always something
    Every time I felt good, they would remind me I was nothing
    Every time that I was down they couldn't help themselves but kick me
    It tore me a fucking part, took all the fight I had left in me
    I had enough, I was so fucking done
    I couldn't face all the drama so I decided to run
    But you can't run forever, eventually you'll get tired
    So I just stared at the rope, wishing my life would expire
    I mean fuck it, if I am really nothing
    Then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping
    So I took it, tied it around my little throat and proceeded to jump
    When my mom bust in the door, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say
    I saw the tears in her eyes, I felt the pain go away
    How could I be so selfish, how could I think I am nothing?
    When the person who gave me life obviously thought I was something
    Now I pray, pray for the people who never saw the light
    Pray for the people who still cry at night
    And those people will think of my words like protection
    Think of them as the light when you fight depression
    Cos I know what it's like, I been there before
    But for every close room, I'm here to open a door, I'm here to open a door

    • @kelvinlaboy7938
      @kelvinlaboy7938 3 роки тому

      Nicr

    • @kie4305
      @kie4305 Рік тому

      Honestly mate, you’ve just really hit my heart with this, I’ve been unhappy for an unusually long ammount of time which is abnormal for me, this has no lies. Snapped me out and made me happy, thank you brother. May I write a quick freestyle before I go🫡❤️

    • @Wavvykid202
      @Wavvykid202 Рік тому

      Okay this one got me in tears

    • @marie.-bg3lz
      @marie.-bg3lz Рік тому

      yooooo, oh my god.

    • @overtonsharp
      @overtonsharp 10 місяців тому

      I made this into a whole song thanks for the lyrics
      Thank you

  • @latayshajohnson9357
    @latayshajohnson9357 7 років тому +37

    Don't want no pity nor no sorrow been through a lot of shit but was always looking forward to tomorrow when my grandma passed away I knew that was the day it was it it was over cuz I knew my whole world was Underground always said Taysha walk with your head held high but the day she died I give up on life every time I felt alone I wish I had you with me daily you taught me how to be a lady since you've been gone I've been going crazy but you know when is bad I know it's going to get better cuz I'll always have you in my heart forever and ever .....I love you nana ❤🙏

  • @Itisme38
    @Itisme38 3 роки тому +2

    Ten Toes (Prod. BubbaGotBeatz) - Instrumental
     
    Jesus is Love- follows the beat-Rap starts about 0:23 secs into beat
    yes he is Love
    Oh I tell you He's Love
     
    If jesus is Love
    then i give u that
    Since he gave it first
    Then i give it back
    Say he Lived in the Truth
    So i Live in that
    a Sacrafice to the father
    so i Dish it Fat......
    Peaceful Teacher
    No repre/cussion
    Giving Grace to the hearer
    Man of Discussion...yea
    (pause)And I tell u that he still is
    (quick)yea he Died On a Cross, But i tell that he still Lives
     
    hook
     
    (around 1:10)
    Why do I cry When i think about it
    My Sin pinned on a Cross,
    and yea me Without it.
    (Pause)--Caus he Died For My Sins
    and He was Innocent/
    It Shoulda been me Instead
    What Great Love Is this:
    yea Magnificent
    Graceful Appearance
    a Blessing to His Kids
    (pause)Jesus is the God that I Serve
    oh and He Deserves,- all the Praises that i Give.
    He is why I Live, and he is all I am.
    Asks and He Forgives, Yup a Best Friend
    (pause)Just a Love Song I wrote For Him,
    Thanking the Father and Son, yea both of Em.
    I am telling You, that If you Trust him to
    He can Save You too, He can Bring you Through
    (Pause)Bringing more ppl home than Jerek Deter
    The Father and the Son thats a Double Feature.
     
    around 2:19
    Lord you Prayed for us, That we would be One
    In John 17:20 through your Holy Son
    that we'd Live In you and Dwell in Unity
    connected forever, yea in Continuity....
    its so True to me, that we are Different
    The World Hurts it own, Man i Hope your Listening
    (pause)God is Calling you to him so just Do it
    Give your life to the Lord Under good Music.
    say Jesus I believe, please forgive me.
    give my life to you, Please set me Free.
    (pause)My spirit is Crushed, From My Iniquity,
    I turn my Life to You, Lord Live In Me
    Heal the brokenhearted
    Finish what you started,
    and We'll await your response
    dear Holy Father
    Love is What We Need to Give,
    Love Is the Sum of life and the fee to Live.
    Thank you Lord

  • @n0nn1e
    @n0nn1e 7 років тому +230

    0:22 how u gonna lie to me and say that I'm your world
    Then the next minute it's all bout cha homies and not your girl
    I thought you would be there fa me I felt u was the best
    But you had to go and play me, you were just like all the rest
    How do it feel goin to sleep every night knowing
    you broke a girl heart, she stay up crying every night
    I'm tired of all these lies, I'm tired of all these games,
    I'm tired of all these fuckboys and I'm tired of all these lames
    0:46 I just want love is that too much to ask
    I just want loyalty is that too far of a grasp
    I feel like I have no meaning, I feel like I have no point,
    I feel like nobody loves me and that life only gets worst
    I don't know what to do
    I don't know what to think
    I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to the brink
    I wish everything could go away with just a simple blink
    But life is way way way harder than you think

    • @lyssamarie6173
      @lyssamarie6173 7 років тому +5

      u really need to post this on ur channel!! u should check out mine, although its not good as urs 😂

    • @n0nn1e
      @n0nn1e 7 років тому +2

      Lyssa Marie thank you 😂

    • @cubabonilla8193
      @cubabonilla8193 7 років тому +2

      Dammm

    • @kijaabdi5494
      @kijaabdi5494 7 років тому +2

      😍😍🎵🎵

    • @brandondew1119
      @brandondew1119 7 років тому +2

      anonda high t

  • @ethanperrin6459
    @ethanperrin6459 8 років тому +40

    yo who else freestyles, writes raps or songs, and attempts to freestyle to this amazing beat...I listen to it every morning on the way to school thinking I will be something.

  • @CristianRodriguez-eh9rr
    @CristianRodriguez-eh9rr 8 років тому +35

    this song just says pain. like somehow the beat is a sound of pain and it's beautiful.

  • @jadinskadin4038
    @jadinskadin4038 5 місяців тому

    This beat went all around the world. Dudes in Nigeria in huts bumping this. Praise Jesus.

  • @aleighax3
    @aleighax3 8 років тому +59

    Could listen to this beat ALL day

  • @keyerasimon8674
    @keyerasimon8674 8 років тому +252

    🔥STRAIGHT BARS HUMMIES🔥
    Yea i may be young but ik how love feels
    When he says ur his forever and u thought that it was real
    When u sat and cried at night and wiped away plenty of tears
    When having a broken heart was one of ur many fears
    With no one to talk to, wishin the pain would go away
    When u haven't left ur room in somewhere around 2 days
    I should've known that he was fake and she was faker
    And he wonder why all his exes call him a "heart breaker"
    I swear that bitch shady as fuck
    U aint my fkin friend
    Real friends wouldnt do that
    So its time for this to end
    U played me like a game, aint even gon say no names
    U know who tf u is
    Thats all i need to say
    Gotta stay away from fakes, gotta stay away from love
    Go to school, gotta learn and get my bread up
    Ima make it far in this world, u gon see
    And when i make it there, dont try to come talk to me
    Gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall
    Gotta stay strong and stand tall
    To the haters: fuck em all
    Head high, 2 feet on the ground, and my 10 toes down
    🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
    IF U READ ALL THIS, GOD BLESS UR SOUL. im only 13 so yea...i tried

    • @tayannapatrick8024
      @tayannapatrick8024 8 років тому

      Keke Simon oml killed that

    • @keyerasimon8674
      @keyerasimon8674 8 років тому

      Tayanna Patrick thanks 💙

    • @keyerasimon8674
      @keyerasimon8674 8 років тому

      hellory thanks💓

    • @mashijahan7206
      @mashijahan7206 8 років тому +3

      yeah i might be 11 but ik how love feels
      He told me that i was his forever and thought that it was real
      i sat n cried at night wiping away plenty of tears
      When having a broken heart was one of many of my fears
      Damn B I see ur really fucking smart
      u told me dat u were worried i was gonna leave and break ur heart
      yeah u got me feelin bad
      n made me do things by hiting me with the lines "if u really cared"
      see u got me playin victim from the start
      I didnt know this was a game, if i did, i wouldnt have let my guard down
      U ruined my life for good
      I had no one to talk to
      wish the pain would go away
      Wish i got back the love,care, n trust that i once used to have
      Damn the agony
      it really hurt knowing that my bestfriend was one of his hoes
      i should've know that he was a fake n she was a faker
      And he wondered y all his ex's called him a "heart breaker"
      That bitch was shady asf
      U aint my friend
      Real friends wouldn't do that
      I hope u feel accomplished
      u made me cry n depressed
      Ive became a cutter
      lifes throwing bullets
      N ive got holes in my heart
      im trynna heal
      I hope u feel this pain one day
      i hope karma gets u bc that bitch really owes me one
      I tried tellin all the gurls ur a hit n run
      but these chicks r blind they call u cute n fly.
      well i aint lettin dis put me down
      ive set goals to achieve
      ima make it far
      n when i make it there dont try to come talk to me
      gotta keep my head up or my crown might fall
      gotta stay strong and stand tall
      to the haters: fuck em all
      head high, 2 feet down,and my ten toes on the ground ❤️️❤️️❤️️

    • @keyerasimon8674
      @keyerasimon8674 8 років тому

      Skylar Chimbay awesome😁👌

  • @lovenel1
    @lovenel1 6 років тому +547

    I had to hustle
    get on out that struggle
    and I still remained humble
    cause them streets was like a jungle
    growing up in my neighborhood
    I had to stay off the streets
    cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat
    yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep
    it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach
    yeah .
    I couldn't depend on nobody ,
    I had to hold it down
    cause when I needed a favor ,
    there was no one around
    except for my brother ,
    my cousin, my aunt , and my mother
    we was all struggling we had to help each other .
    dinner on a plate ,
    we ain't see that everyday
    those nights I had to pray
    pray for better days .
    better days , better days , in a better place
    those days were soon to come in just had to wait .

    • @bsoundbeatz
      @bsoundbeatz 6 років тому +3

      fire

    • @samarialewis8159
      @samarialewis8159 6 років тому +2

      Omg this is fire 🔥🔥🔥

    • @kyecurlygirl5067
      @kyecurlygirl5067 6 років тому +1

      This so real

    • @blasyrsounds7044
      @blasyrsounds7044 6 років тому

      You're talented at writing lyrics.

    • @YUNGFlLLY
      @YUNGFlLLY 6 років тому +3

      Bare shit I did that I regret
      Mummy’s tears I’ll never forget
      Did dirty just hope I can repent
      Shit shouldn’t of put myself in this mess
      But it’s all bless
      Coz life’s about living and learning
      Tears used to drop had me burning
      Bro locked up on the wing like sterling
      So I keep making them pound sterling

  • @jessieholder5728
    @jessieholder5728 7 років тому +28

    I'm your oldest little daughter and I'm growin every day. But you aren't here to see things I do and say. I know that you love me and I know that you care,but without you around I get emotionally scared. That when I get older the same thing happened to me. That I will have a broken family. But come on Sunday is Father's Day. What am I supposed to do what am I supposed to say to you that day. I'm not sure and it shouldn't have to be this way. Me as a teen tryin to think of the sad Father's Day. It's supposed to be a happy day but for kids like me it's not. It's a hard reminder of the battle I've fought. Trying to wrap my head around it. Trying to fight the sad thoughts but this battle has to stop being fought. I need to forgive you even if I don't wanna. So I love you dad. And I miss not sharing all the fun we COULD of had

    • @crva34
      @crva34 7 років тому

      Estoy comenzando en el Rap Hip hop Are una musica de lo que dices. Te inspiras genial

    • @merriettsimmons1096
      @merriettsimmons1096 7 років тому

      Jessie's World your cute😘❤

    • @kaitlynel537
      @kaitlynel537 7 років тому

      Jessie's World damn this hit me right in the feels.

  • @lilbudda
    @lilbudda 4 роки тому +790

    These days, kids will never know how much pain was on this beat😔🧡
    Miss the old days

    • @isisaustin5205
      @isisaustin5205 4 роки тому +19

      Im 13 basically a kid I understand I actually made my own song to this beat i cry real tears when i sing it tho cause it comes from the heart and i wish my life was different

    • @AmbitionAlign
      @AmbitionAlign 4 роки тому +2

      Stfu pussy

    • @lilbudda
      @lilbudda 4 роки тому +7

      @@AmbitionAlign stfu your name is Connor💀😭😭😭

    • @zoeymatos3535
      @zoeymatos3535 3 роки тому +3

      nah fr they will never understand the stories that came with this beat...

    • @derrickshouse8012
      @derrickshouse8012 2 роки тому +3

      I love this comment fr. Cuz they absolutley have no idea these days the raw emotion that was into this beat by so many ppl. #tentoeschallenge

  • @katiekat3047
    @katiekat3047 6 років тому +371

    I don't know if this is still relevant at all but I wrote this, it's called Happy Father's Day.
    This has always been my least favorite day of the year,
    I can't deal with it now that you're not here.
    Whenever someone asks "Hey where is your Father?"
    My eyes immediately start to fill up with water.
    I try to choke out a single word to say,
    But I always end up crying and running away.
    I hide in the bathroom and I lock the door,
    Then I just start sobbing and I fall down to the floor.
    I look up to the sky and I start to pray,
    "Dear God, why'd you let them take him away?"
    I'm reminiscing and thinking about all the fun times that we had,
    Back to the days when I could say "I love you dad"
    I was so young and happy, running and playing at the park
    Now I'm sitting here alone, crying and falling apart.
    All these words are just an attempt to try to explain
    what I'm feeling inside, to release the pain.
    Everyday I wish that I could just give you a call,
    But they just erased you from my life, yeah they built up a wall
    I don't deserve this at all, no it's just not fair
    No one else understands or they don't even care
    But I'm promising you dad, even though you're far away, that someday I'll be there to say,
    Happy Father's Day.
    (Thanks for reading ❤️)
    Also, just in case anyone's wondering, My dad was involved in my life until I was about 10, and around then I wasn't allowed to see him anymore because my parents hate each other. After a few years I couldn't talk to him on the phone anymore. I think he's still alive but I'm not sure.
    Edit: If anyone wants to rap this, I'm actually really flattered and I'd love for it to be shared. It'd be appreciated if you could give me credit though ❤️

    • @marianaarteaga4176
      @marianaarteaga4176 5 років тому +2

      💯🔥🔥

    • @katiekat3047
      @katiekat3047 5 років тому +3

      @XCubbyBeachX My dad's still alive, but my parents were never married so I don't get to see or talk to him anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss though

    • @katiekat3047
      @katiekat3047 5 років тому

      @XCubbyBeachX Thanks!

    • @z12weed
      @z12weed 5 років тому +5

      Best lyrics so far

    • @katiekat3047
      @katiekat3047 5 років тому +3

      @@z12weed Aw thank you so much ❤️

  • @viet3829
    @viet3829 3 роки тому +3

    Khi tao lớn, không có ai ở cạnh bên,
    Tao nghĩ nó khiến cho tao yếu đuối, nhưng không nó làm tao mạnh lên,
    Quen núp mình vào trong bóng tối, trầm cảm với mọi người xung quanh,
    Và tao gắn liền tuổi thơ của tao với điện tử thẻ và truyện tranh,
    See, tụi nó nói như tụi nó biết tao là ai,
    Như tụi nó đã từng ở đó và thấy những chuyện mà tao đã trải,
    Tụi nó biết gì về từ bé, đã từng sống trong trại mồ côi,
    Cùng những bà sơ mang danh chúa để biện hộ cho những đòn roi,
    Nhưng tụi nó có bao giờ thấy 1 lần nào mà tao khóc?
    Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy ba nó mang bộ áo sọc?
    Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy, đứa bạn học nó qua đời,
    Mẹ nó có duy nhất mình nó, bả không nói được ra lời,
    Nên, tao viết ra những bài nhạc, mong mày lắng nghe,
    Bỏ đời thật và nhiều cảm xúc của tao vào thật cặn kẻ,
    Vì đời này nhiều cay đắng, buông ra nhiều lời nặng nhẹ,
    Nhưng phải nhớ là ngẩng đầu và sống thật là mạnh mẽ,
    ‘Cause they always tryna take you, break you down,
    Sometimes you wonder what the fuck you gon’ do now,
    Hãy yêu bản thân, những việc khác đừng đếm xỉa,
    Bãi cỏ luôn xanh mượt khi nhìn từ bờ bên kia

  • @spookysolby715
    @spookysolby715 6 років тому +246

    0:22
    Hey I got a question
    How do ppl find joy
    In taking innocent kids and using them as there toy
    Matter fact
    I believe u think u got them all wrapped
    Around ur finger
    U never really notice them linger
    Cause u laugh at it, u just wanna play
    But you miss the fact that they crying home every day
    As a matter fact when they crying,
    They mama ask wrong and they say nothing but you know they lying
    The bullies take they problems out on us and I went got through it to
    Imagine this
    Getting beatin up and ending up on the ground
    U feel like gonna pass but you look around everyone is saying "fight fight fight"
    Just stop it
    It's not nice nor is it right
    They wanna fight but they can't stop crying at night
    Bc they momma getting tired
    They wanna take you out that school
    Bc the people doing that they cool
    But really they don't notice they are crap
    They mamma don't notice but they really deserve a slap
    But if we talk back to the bullies then we done
    Ppl can't imagine but it rlly ain't fun
    YOU MAKE KIDS WANT TO LOSE THEIR LIVES AND YOU LAUGHING?!?
    look around I ain't see nobody clapping
    All I see is ppl and they look like they snapping
    We are the victims and you are the accused
    Just stop bc it's over, it's done, YOU LOSE!
    stop calling us a nerd we are just ourselves
    And the kids who made ppl commit suicide can go to hell
    Sidenote: I am only 10 so please excuse me if it is not that good

    • @muffintime3112
      @muffintime3112 6 років тому +6

      i just BLINKed ONCE and now i GOT7 ARMYS p

    • @albertmarmolejo6407
      @albertmarmolejo6407 6 років тому +17

      I rapped the whole thing it’s lit af bro

    • @issa_fool219
      @issa_fool219 6 років тому +15

      This fire 🔥 u sure you 10? 😂😂😂

    • @itscar.lianaa6304
      @itscar.lianaa6304 6 років тому +6

      No lie bro this is fire 🔥 u deserved to be recognized💚much love from a person who's been bullied herself💚💚💙💙❤❤😍

    • @Unknown-w8u2s
      @Unknown-w8u2s 6 років тому +1

      i just BLINKed ONCE and now i GOT7 ARMYS this was great

  • @MultiMusicInfection
    @MultiMusicInfection 6 років тому +659

    You see everybody got a story to tell
    Well here's mine
    My pain's deep, I have been through hell
    I managed to survive so I got a story to tell
    Listen, I stand victorious
    Make the sign of the cross
    Look I'm here to be the voice for every friend I ever lost
    Let me pray as I put together my hands
    I've never been ashamed to tell you the person I am
    When it comes to doing drugs, I have never been a rookie
    But hold up, let me tell you about the places that they took me
    I haven't showered, it's been possibly a week
    And I'm so deep in a psychosis, impossible to speak
    The coke is in my arm, now it's impossible sleep
    My throat's numb, closed shut, so it's impossible to eat
    Losing weight's a part of my daily routine
    I always use against my will, just praying I was clean
    So nod your head if you understand what I mean
    When I was growing up I never thought that I would be a fiend, ever
    My life's tumultuous, it's never getting better
    Another abscess from my arm is getting severed
    My exquisite vision, depiction of dereliction
    Livid living conditions, malicious on a mission
    All these Green-tree cops, look they all know me by my first name
    Paramedics had to revive me this ain't a game
    I worn the same clothes for like the last ten days
    And look I want to do better but I don't know a different way
    Completely all alone, I'm sitting in this room
    I empty out the bags, brown liquid in the spoon
    I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little
    The water's been added, I place the cotton in the middle
    I'm sucking every drop up into this plastic device
    As I'm tying off, I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike
    I shove it ever so gently up underneath my skin
    As I'm pulling back the plunger till there's blood in the syringe
    I push it in and try to drift away to heaven
    But criminals like me that's never the place that we're headed
    The guilt, shame, remorse and regret I never address
    And I'm a mess from all this pain and this anguish
    I'm filled with stress, overdoses, I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke
    I'm smoking on a Newport, I never have any hope
    This is me, I'm feeling like I don't deserve more
    I feel disgusted as I'm pushing on this burnt chore
    Someone stole the vinegar in the midst of a black out
    Another shooting gallery, another crack house
    On the porch ''Welcome To Hell'' is on the floor mat
    I'm glancing at my arms and all I ever see is sore tracks
    I'm feeling filthy dirty needles with the orange cap
    Peaking out the window, someone whispers ''Lock the door latch''
    We're blasting off, departing from this mothership
    I look around as others search the carpet for another hit
    Crest whitening strips and Mach 3's
    I'm on a suicidal mission till these cops try to stop me
    We boosted everyday selling steaks for half price
    Any dream I ever had was shattered by glass pipes
    Glass rose, devil got my in his lasso
    Entered the gates of hell and I didn't even have a pass-code
    I'm hard headed, I will never learn my lesson
    You know the drill, commit a crime, and get arrested
    The misery never ends, I spend another week in jail
    I don't have friends, family never paid my bail
    So I would withdrawal and kick on that concrete floor
    I feel like I've had enough but my body is screaming ''MORE''
    The food is horrible, but I haven't eaten in days
    No reason to call home cause I got nothing left to say
    I'm tired of this jail, I don't ever want to see prison
    Look I'm tired and exhausted from this life that I'm living
    I would get a couple days clean, and say that I was done
    But every time I got released I was back on the run
    It's back to thieving, lying, robbing, and ripping, and running
    These problems I don't solve them, I'm crippled and sick to my stomach
    I hang with prostitutes and these deadly degenerates
    I'm homeless for the moment, but that's really quite irrelevant
    The only thing that matters in life is my next high
    I got to be willing to change and give it my best try
    I'm a servant and this heroin's my king
    I'm feeling like a slave, as I dangle from these puppet strings
    I'm just a marionette, I'm staring at death
    As I am carrying regrets that are just tearing through my flesh
    We're dealing with a topic we're so careless to neglect
    We're dealing with a dilemma leaving every parent stressed
    I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired
    But then it finally happened, motivated by desire
    I hit this point, I wanted to change, enough is enough
    My efforts been exhausted and I'm tired of being stuck
    My faith is never blind and my future I barely see
    But overnight, was open minded I had this moment of clarity
    So it begins and it's essential I believe
    Cause if it worked for you, then it just has to work for me
    Through all this pain, there's got to be a positive message
    I talked about the past, now let's talk about the present
    I'm no longer living that way, for me it's a blessing
    But with one bad decision I am back in that obsession
    In 03 was diagnosed with hepatitis C
    I utilize the bad, it's always been the fuel for driving me
    And then u ask me ''Why do I give this my all?''
    I'm not trying to see ''Rest In peace'' on my Facebook wall
    I got clean in 05 and started rapping
    I started touching lives, I never thought that this would happen
    This shit today, trust me it isn't heroin
    It's killing everybody and the comments are disparaging
    No one cares or gives a fuck that I'm clean
    For them another deadly overdose is just something to see
    Look, I pay attention to every post that I read
    As you are sitting there judging in front of your iPhone screen
    Talking about these dying addicts and how they are worthless
    And if they put a needle in their arm then they deserve it
    But that's someone's Mother, someone's Uncle, someone's Daughter
    And that's someone's Aunt, someone's Son and someone's Father
    As I rap, this shit is giving me chills
    And I am speaking off experience, that's how I know it's real
    These ignorant motherfuckers will say it's not a disease
    And look I really don't care, you can believe what you believe
    I don't care to argue, I don't got to give you proof
    Listen, I was taught you don't got to defend the truth
    Incurable, progressive and fatal unless arrested
    I'm expressing aggression with every sentiment confession
    Once a junkie always a junkie, you're boring me
    The last time I checked, there's one ultimate authority
    I'm sick of these remarks and opinions from all these critics
    Cause if you never lived it, then trust me you'll never get it
    Be quite, you're not allowed to speak about it
    If you've never lived it, then you're not allowed to speak about it
    How often you forget, the only time that you should ever open your mouth is to eat a dick
    Everybody is dying it makes me sick
    This isn't a epidemic, this is more like an apocalypse
    So when I struggle, it's only right that I fight
    And my experience recites on how that diamond saved my life
    Look, you don't got a clue what I've been through
    When I was at my worst you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes
    I survived a lot, so it's only right that I smile
    And I'm aware of my surroundings, I'm no longer in denial
    I'm blown away by every message that I get
    It gives me motivation, it's the only reason I never quit
    We got to do this together, we must trust
    There's no you, there's no me, there's just us
    I'm doing this with courage, I'm doing this with pride
    I'm doing this for every single friend that's ever died
    I dedicate this song to anyone that's lost a loved one
    So live your life cause tomorrow may never come
    Be grateful for your past, embrace it, don't get embarrassed
    Everyday there is more children growing up without their parents
    I felt pain, look I'm not afraid to cry
    My life changed once I was willing to try
    I've been giving many chances now it's truly do or die

  • @davionalindsey7774
    @davionalindsey7774 8 років тому +54

    Everyone tells me i gotta move on but when i think of you I'm always singing love songs But most of the times i just wanna run and hide and that is because i need you here by my side you made me feel special and like i was somethin but now im sitting here and feelings like nothing. You made me forget how i was treated in the passed and i always felt like a princess and nothing less. I thought u were the one and you always had my heart but that was when every thing fell apart. We started arguing all night all day and all our hard work just started to fade away. I wanted u as my boo and i didnt know what to do but honestly u just wanted something new. I always wanted to cry actually wanted to die cause it wasnt just u its what i felt inside, when your hearts in peices what piece do you follow , they would always tell me itd be okay but how can you say that when you wouldnt even stay, idk who my real friends are and who are fake but honestly i dont need any anyways so take yo fake petty asses back to somewhere else and ima just sit here and focus on myself 😛 now ima do me and not worry bout nobody else cause not like yall worried bout me and feel my vibe while i go and be myself

    • @lori.porter4184
      @lori.porter4184 8 років тому

      Cupcakes Flower 😭😭

    • @ritas532
      @ritas532 8 років тому +2

      Cupcakes Flower hey I love the rap you made do you mind me fixing it up and making my own little bit ?

    • @nadiahachem4233
      @nadiahachem4233 8 років тому

      Cupcakes Flower love this

    • @sundayakiec696
      @sundayakiec696 8 років тому

      Cupcakes Flower

    • @jaydaramirez886
      @jaydaramirez886 8 років тому

      Cupcakes Flower omg so good
      can I use this ?🤔

  • @danielvirgil4419
    @danielvirgil4419 2 місяці тому +6

    Man life been so hard imma start freestyling to this again 😂😭

  • @loco7415
    @loco7415 8 років тому +208

    I was barely 12 years old when my first suicidal thoughts arose but I never got around to it I was scared of death I suppose, I try and think back to when the depression first hit and I'm guessing middle school but maybe when I was 5 or 6 cause mom and dad was always fighting and my sisters were always throwing some fits but they just seemed so happy I don't think it was supposed to end like this, but they were heavy drinkers and they knew what was broke but they never thought to tinker and little did they know that I was so confused and didn't understand why my pops was never around and i always seen mama cry but 3 months went by and a lady was always at the crib and i didn't know why but they took us away and didn't even let us say bye, took us to grandma's and i thought we was just staying the night but she sat me down crying told me everything would be alright and that mama had to fix her life, six months later they let us go back saying mama had a new life but nothing was the same it just didn't feel right plan was dad's place on the weekends and with mom on school night's but a couple months later mom had a new guy and of course I was pissed but I thought I'd give him a try but for some reason he'd always make her cry, throw her against the bed, hit her in the head, beat her till his fist turned red, but then he'd turn around and hug her, telling her that he loved her but all he did was break her down and try and pull her from under, he taught me how to hustle so that way I would never have to thru the struggle, taught me on day at a time, eventually I learned how to flip a dime and 5 years later he claims to changed but he is still the same now he's just picking at my mama's brain playing all these mind games, she got hooked on that but I'll never understand why she put that pipe to her lips, meanwhile my dad was showering us with gifts like any amount of presents could make up for the time that he missed, like his absence could just be dismissed, but 8 months later my whole life would be flipped cause he got took by immigration and was facing deportation and yes I hated him but let's face it I needed my dad cause I was struggling real bad, I was so fucking mad, I never had no man to teach me it was okay to be sad and cry sometimes all I had was a bum who taught me a life of crime, and i just didn't want to fight, i was so sick of life, so sick of so many sleepless nights so I packed up my shit and took a lil trip and went and stayed with my dad and got what I never had, a connection, a sense of direction some love and affection and i knew it was real I never had to question it, but a year went by and i had 2 family members die so I had to go home but where's home when I been gone for so long, and mama promised things would be right but she lied cause she was still living this life and 2 years later she still with this man, he barely a man, I can't take it any farther and i can never call him my father and I'm watching all my cousins grow up with father's and i don't know why I'm so bothered and i keep thinking I'll never be shit idk what I'm feeling I'm jus so sick silently praying when I go I'll go quick but for now I'm tryna make it right but there ya go thats been my life. -lil wicho

    • @itsshowtimebj
      @itsshowtimebj 8 років тому +3

      Dang Im sorry😞🤧🤧😓😭😭

    • @gtownsteppa7090
      @gtownsteppa7090 8 років тому

      Luis DeLoera

    • @KaysRadio
      @KaysRadio 8 років тому

      Luis DeLoera you have some serious flow. I feel for you.

    • @xoguap591
      @xoguap591 8 років тому

      real ass shit, make a video outta this

    • @DLmohh
      @DLmohh 8 років тому +1

      Luis DeLoera awww shit!!

  • @kiiidollasign
    @kiiidollasign 7 років тому +517

    Man there's this thing called love and it kinda sucks
    Once you fall for somebody, there's no getting up
    Never thought that person would really be me
    Until I talked to this girl, let's call her Jenny
    Now Jenny had me caught up, I ain't gon lie
    She had me thinking all day, man she *that* fly
    Had me talking all day, it was nonstop

    • @dylanmthomas3773
      @dylanmthomas3773 7 років тому +45

      till I was broken down, man, what tough luck
      I had to rethink what went down, where'd it go wrong
      so that's why I am trying to put it all into this song
      See jenny was good at acting, saying she really loved me
      and I believed her, so blind i couldn't see, I believed her and she hurt me
      shattering the dream of what I use to see, completely broke the image of what true love seem to be
      Now I am on the ground picking up the broken me, Dusting of the shards of the broken sh*t, man can you believe
      Jenny played me from the start saying she the real deal, she was a victim, but she was aimin to kill
      thinking straight up man, Imma protect her, protect our love, didnt protect me
      now Im shot down, and Im left with how I feel
      I was a fool easy to push around, cause even if I hurt I would'nt make a single sound
      to this day I am still dust on a rug off the dirty ground.........

    • @destinycannon2904
      @destinycannon2904 7 років тому +2

      I love the I thought I would not good but I read it and it was so good I love you and God will bless you

    • @kiiidollasign
      @kiiidollasign 7 років тому +12

      Dylan M. Thomas you complete me 😊😂

    • @howtobecrazy1015
      @howtobecrazy1015 7 років тому +1

      K Litty
      I really like this it's unique

    • @javyassassin13
      @javyassassin13 7 років тому +6

      Wow bravo you two lol for completing it

  • @zepol_legan
    @zepol_legan 7 років тому +520

    She said her farewell
    She said her goodbyes
    She smiled to cover up how dead she was inside
    Even though she did this
    Her smiles didn’t meet her eyes
    If you looked into them closely
    You would’ve seen she’d already died
    Her life was hard
    Just wanted it all to end
    So she turned to the blade
    Felt it was the only one who’d understand
    And over the years
    They became best friends
    When she needed to relieve stress
    It was the blade that’d attend
    And she tried to tell somebody
    That she wasn’t feeling well
    But they just brushed it off
    So she learned to never tell
    She bottled up her feelings
    Kept it all to herself
    Trying to stay positive
    Going round on this carousel
    But soon it all poured out
    She couldn’t contain it
    Blood dripping from her cuts
    She was going crazy
    She used to be “normal”
    Used to have friends
    But they soon left her
    Saying how it was all pretend
    So she told herself never to trust again
    Never learn to love
    Never to fuck with them
    Because in the end she would have to deal with pain
    And considering the circumstances
    She didn’t know how much more she could take
    So she was all alone
    Can’t even call her house a home
    Cuz mama and papa
    Be fighting all crazy
    No control
    Screaming and crying filled the restless nights
    So she learned to never speak
    Felt like what she said wasn’t right
    And when she went to school
    She put on a mask
    Never let anyone get close enough to pass
    The wall that she built
    Over time
    Because if they found out what she was doing to herself
    They’d probably leave her crying
    Cuts on her arms
    And cuts on her legs
    Wore long sleeves and jackets
    Saying how it was a trend
    But really her wrists were stained with the color red
    Said she was okay
    When she wanted to be dead
    When she wanted to hide
    And not face her fears
    Because her monsters and demons
    Would’ve brought more the just tears
    Just wanted it to end
    There was nothing for her here
    So she took the blade again
    Cut down her arms
    Knew death was near
    Inside she was screaming for help
    Being dragged down to something worse than hell
    Some tried to save her
    Didn’t know that she had already fell
    And when she went home she would look at that blade
    Bottles filled with pills
    Just wanting to end the pain
    And there she lay in bed
    Her knees to her chest
    Hoping things in life would turn for the best
    And now looking back on it
    I still can’t believe
    That the girl who was broken
    Was and still is me.
    -A little something something....

    • @julianaader4478
      @julianaader4478 7 років тому +4

      lazy_filipino I am really sorry💖💕

    • @mimio.1596
      @mimio.1596 7 років тому +6

      this just broke my heart. and its kinda odd cause I wrote a poem exactly like this 2 years ago in 6th grade. some of the lines in yours are similar to mine... sorry though. good luck😘😘😘 don't let anyone get u down💯

    • @ShiannDenise
      @ShiannDenise 7 років тому +2

      lazy_filipino girl you made me cry 😔❤️

    • @db8700
      @db8700 7 років тому +2

      This is beautifully written and some straight fire woman. You should seriously consider writing more and more every day. To either submit your lyrics to the platforms that be to sell them or what would be even better is if you recorded this materpiece with your own vocal emotion you presented so nicely in your writing.
      You seriously have some talent woman. This is near perfect in my opinion. Would love to read more lyrics of yours anytime as I write myself and think it's neat to critique one anothers work. Keep it up boss lady.

    • @jesuscarrillo6917
      @jesuscarrillo6917 7 років тому

      lazy_filipino o

  • @eduardomiranda6244
    @eduardomiranda6244 3 роки тому +19

    I’m here in 2021 still with this beat smh

  • @rawbubbles7738
    @rawbubbles7738 5 років тому +69

    Tell me what you think ?0:23
    Always tryna be the one to make u forget
    All the pain all the sadness your enduring,yet
    Things are going through my mind it’s like a mental reck
    Fake friends on my side I wish we never met
    Locked up in my mind it’s like a prison set
    Anxiety pulling me Down like I can’t catch a breath
    But ima fake smile
    Gonna put on a front ,so u can stay awhile
    I ain’t tryna be blunt - but I am going through some thangs and it’s just the truth , people giving up the morals intercepting youth
    Always tryna be the top dogs in the school
    But why your fronting
    Why you lying
    What you tryna prove
    But me putting on a mask is just a simple task , big feelings building up feel like I’m gonna blast
    Your gonna get through it , yeah , your gonna make it that’s what my friends say but I can’t even take it

  • @soigne2619
    @soigne2619 4 роки тому +240

    Back in these days man, summer 2016❤️😭😭

  • @bridgetoleary135
    @bridgetoleary135 7 років тому +202

    It's crazy I was just 8 years when you left us
    Woke up to my dad sayin get ready don't miss that bus
    Driving drunk you think faster could be a gain, I was just a kid how'd you not know it'd cause so much pain?
    Screaming, crying, say "no mom it can't be true!" Before there were four kids but you see now there's only two
    You had children, a girlfriend, and yes a wife,
    I know things weren't perfect hey man sometimes that's just life
    Now how do you expect the family to just move on?
    Drugs, bail, liquor, 2 young men just dead and gone
    They say any hurt can heal over time but I've got older and I think this is where they would draw the line
    Age 11 I was scared to go to school, my own best friend had turned on me, how could one kid be so cruel?
    Told me I was stupid and worthless and go to hell, now I'm bisexual I guess that turned out pretty fucking well
    High School came and so did the inner battle I found, little did I know it would leave me crying alone on the ground
    Drinking to escape the reality that I called home, fighting, hitting, punching, how could no one else have known?
    Ya depression it got the best of me, cutting just to feel something, why is nobody helping me?
    Prayed to God please give me strength, yea it did take a lot from me, just to put that knife down and say that my future's worth the see.
    Stay Strong Everyone, God Bless.

  • @ezekielyang78
    @ezekielyang78 4 роки тому +424

    We may have lost a legend
    But his legacy will never die
    Pray up to his family
    Because all they can do is cry
    But just let him fly high
    They can't play god
    They cant bring him back
    Crying on my knees
    This news is so whack
    Unable to talk
    Time is running out on the shot clock
    Number twenty-four
    Life is swinging like a tomahawk
    La Lakers is where it all started
    Departed
    Broken hearted
    I think my heart just hardend
    Losts are never easy
    And i understand that
    La lakers will forever be his to-go hat
    We been on this ride
    What seemed like a long time
    Just know "Kobe"
    Im forever on your side.

    • @jamaryoung467
      @jamaryoung467 4 роки тому +17

      Ezekiel Yang. Can I use this song and finish it? Asking you bc this is fire? I m only 13 with a passion for music

    • @Leon-fh1ge
      @Leon-fh1ge 4 роки тому +2

      💔

    • @tybrianaowens9793
      @tybrianaowens9793 4 роки тому +6

      Awww love u Kobe and Gianna

    • @ezekielyang78
      @ezekielyang78 4 роки тому +2

      @@jamaryoung467 go ahead!

    • @joelvlogsss
      @joelvlogsss 4 роки тому +2

      Ezekiel Yang aye can I use this I make music I’m only 11 with a passion for music I wanna get big maybe with some help most veiled Singh 555

  • @haileybudach9405
    @haileybudach9405 7 років тому +501

    Sooo this is mine. Its really long but oh well.
    Lied to, let down, got fucked up
    Told I wasn't worth it that I should just give up
    Flipped my hair turned like “if that's how you feel”
    Walked away chin up keepin it real
    Said my confidence was goals and i'm stronger than the rest
    But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess
    Tell me to wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better
    But the only thing that’ll change will end up being the weather.
    Look people act like they’re always gonna care
    But then they up and leave and you got nobody there
    Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised
    But that's fine i guess it's something i'm used to
    Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile
    Cuz once depression takes its toll you're stuck for a while
    Parents still married and yea that's fine
    But it’s hard to stay happy with no one by your side
    Friends talked shit so I left them in the past
    Its as if life is a race and I'm always coming in last
    Ya I get it, some people got it worse
    But you cant say its not bad that I tried to put myself in a hearse
    20 cuts up and down my right wrist
    “Whats with all them sad songs playing up on your playlist?”
    I denied all the scars
    “No i don't know what happened to my arm”
    I told you i was fine it's was just a false alarm
    And they believed me. Left alone again.
    Yea I guess it's my fault. Shoulda let them in.
    But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin
    Yea I did it.
    Attempted it a few times
    Hard to admit but I overdosed 5 times
    Lied on the floor crying out the lord's name
    Take me back lord jesus lives playing me like a game
    Ended up in the hospital 3 weeks i layed
    Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away.
    Wanted to die someone pull my plug
    Tears rolled down my face when my my cried as she gave me a hug.
    I breathed. Thought for a bit. Maybe i'll do better if i act like i don't give a shit
    Decided to try again. Give life another shot
    Holding onto my hope cuz it's all that I got
    Smiled more gained friends found a small purpose in life
    But in all honesty man suicide started to cross my mind
    Up at 3am eyes red as hell
    Told myself itd get better
    But if i think i should let go fuck i probably will
    Yea I gave up. Quite a lot let's be true
    But I eventually got better and happier too.
    Got my baby with me now and i'm wrapped up in his arms
    Haven't moved a lot yet but Im gonna go pretty far
    Bae got my back and he keeps me in line
    Momma raised a queen.
    My crown and I gonna shine
    Definition of life is still yet to be known
    But i promise whoever listens to this you're never alone let's go
    Aye keep on praying, smiling, dont quit.
    Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit
    You're worth more than you think now just hear me out
    Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down
    Wassup

  • @thisisntjosiah3473
    @thisisntjosiah3473 4 роки тому +644

    “Uhh listen”
    “Ayy look”

    • @HopeFpsYT
      @HopeFpsYT 4 роки тому +55

      Yea, aye, ok, bitch

    • @kreak6767
      @kreak6767 3 роки тому +27

      @@HopeFpsYT ight, yuh

    • @Bruh-iz7cg
      @Bruh-iz7cg 3 роки тому +18

      Uh, yeah. What. Let's go

    • @jangy1106
      @jangy1106 3 роки тому +16

      Yea.. lets go.. lets get it.. ima show you right here.. aye listen..

    • @redserpent8201
      @redserpent8201 3 роки тому +12

      Uh, yuh.. skrrt prrt yuh ayy

  • @somebodycomegether770
    @somebodycomegether770 2 місяці тому

    ngl this is probably the most legendary beat ever😂😂 the amount of car videos and house parties this beat was played in!!!

  • @kylataylor7375
    @kylataylor7375 5 років тому +229

    When I was young I had all of these hopes and dreams ,
    All these happy memories that I failed to see,
    Thinking about all those times when I had them plans,
    Wondering why I couldn't make them ever last.
    Now I'm here reminiscing about my past,
    Feeling so alone in the world at long last.
    And all those people that I thought I could trust,
    All they did was hurt me and use me over again.
    And now I feel so alone,
    I just want someone to hold me
    Tell me it'll be okay,
    And that I'll feel safe again.
    But these cuts on my wrists tell me a different story,
    Now I'm thinking that no one will ever really know me.
    15 years old and I want to die,
    Have nothing to live for anymore, trust me I have tried.
    So please God if you're up there and if you can hear me,
    Tell my family and friends that I love them all dearly. ♡

  • @Kritideezy
    @Kritideezy 4 роки тому +142

    2k20 still here 🤘🏽😭 this is fr a vibe 🥺

    • @cashinwithty1663
      @cashinwithty1663 4 роки тому +1

      Im here. I love this beat bcs i have lots of things to rap abt from my past and im only 14. And my mama say kids dont stress. Tuh back in yall days kids didnt stress

    • @cashinwithty1663
      @cashinwithty1663 4 роки тому

      @Janiyah Sanders-Jones yess i swearrr

    • @landonaaron7873
      @landonaaron7873 4 роки тому

      Fuck 2k

    • @Bckdoe-topic
      @Bckdoe-topic 4 роки тому

      Ye

  • @BubbaGotBeatz
    @BubbaGotBeatz  8 років тому +2466

    *Thumbs up* if you think Kodak Black would kill this challenge!?

    • @Youngjayjr55
      @Youngjayjr55 8 років тому +6

      BubbaGotBeatz FR Bruh I was dead thinking the same while I read your comment #FreeKodak

    • @xorxpert
      @xorxpert 8 років тому +8

      BubbaGotBeatz too be honest, this beat will make a nigga realize the world, bring out emotions and make you look at all the shit that happened in the past. I don't know why, but this song is it.
      Tupac if u r out there, like this too let me let me know that this beat will be wrote in seconds.

    • @jaydencox20
      @jaydencox20 8 років тому +2

      BubbaGotBeatz yo this is sick

    • @Kartierdiary
      @Kartierdiary 8 років тому +1

      datwayyy!!

    • @xzavierpowell8463
      @xzavierpowell8463 8 років тому +1

      jayden

  • @ohmygosh9825
    @ohmygosh9825 3 роки тому +5

    Never ever ever get tired of listening to this beat 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼

  • @Isabella-re9qc
    @Isabella-re9qc 8 років тому +511

    was getting made fun of since day one
    had suicidal thoughts just wanted to be done
    had to move schools, changed her whole life
    for once didn't think about pickin up that knife
    things were great and then she fell in love
    he made her feel good, made her rise above
    took away her sorrows and took away her pain
    until she found out his love was just a game
    from there it all started to go back south
    lost all confidence, no words came from her mouth
    thinkin she was hideous, dumb and stupid too
    life in pieces, apology overdo
    slowly she reverted back to her old ways
    locked in her bedroom crying for days
    slept for way too long, wouldn't eat a thing
    wanted someone to give her neck a wring
    panic attacks started to become tradition
    no one understood, weren't in her position
    the weight of everything kept on piling higher
    couldn't stop any of them terrible desires
    but that girls changed, changed for the better
    and she loves herself now, more than ever
    people are gonna keep pushin her to the ground
    but shes gonna rise, chin up and ten toes down

    • @djflowers4292
      @djflowers4292 7 років тому +4

      dope asf

    • @jojoabbott5777
      @jojoabbott5777 7 років тому +4

      Isabella .... this best one of all

    • @fulocje
      @fulocje 7 років тому +14

      Usually lyrics in the comment section suck ass but this was legit.

    • @nyaliyahjames-johnson2972
      @nyaliyahjames-johnson2972 7 років тому +5

      Isabella you have a good rap good job keep the god work up

    • @hailshancock8992
      @hailshancock8992 7 років тому

      thats amazing talent right there great job !

  • @monili6028
    @monili6028 7 років тому +404

    I had to hustle
    get on out that struggle
    and I still remained humble
    cause them streets was like a jungle
    growing up in my neighborhood
    I had to stay off the streets
    cause I remember times I barely had anything to eat
    yeah i remember times I ain't had nowhere to sleep
    it was time to start grinding cause I had goals I wanted to reach
    yeah .
    I couldn't depend on nobody ,
    I had to hold it down
    cause when I needed a favor ,
    there was no one around
    except for my brother ,
    my cousin, my aunt , and my mother
    we was all struggling we had to help each other .
    dinner on a plate ,
    we ain't see that everyday
    those nights I had to pray
    pray for better days .
    better days , better days , in a better place
    those days were soon to come in just had to wait .
    ( never did this before 😂 tried it just for fun 😌)

  • @adorevenus2953
    @adorevenus2953 7 років тому +316

    Lied to, let down, got fucked up
    Told I wasn't worth it, I should just give up
    Flipped my hair turned like, "If thats how you feel"
    Walked away chin up keeping it real
    Said my confidence was goals and im stronger than the rest
    But inside my hearts broken and my mind is a mess
    Tell me wait for tomorrow cuz it'll be better
    But the only thing that will change will end up bein the weather
    Look people act like they always gonna care
    But then they up and leave and you got nobody there
    Act like you're not phased, broken, and bruised
    But that's fine i guess its something im used to
    Walk the halls in tears cover it up with a smile
    Cuz once depression takes its toll its stuck for a while
    Parents still married yea thats fine
    But its hard to be happy with nobody by your side
    Friends talked shit so I left them in the past
    Its as if lifes a race and im coming in last
    Ya I get it, some people got it worse
    But you cant say its not bad I put myself in a hearse
    20 cuts up and down my right wrist
    "What's with all the sad songs in your playlist"
    I denied all the scars
    "no I dont know what happened to my arm"
    I told you I was fine it was just a false alarm
    And they believed me, now im alone again
    Yeah I guess its my fault, shoulda let them in
    But it was too late. Already looking up if suicide was a sin
    Yea I did it
    Attempted it a few times
    Hard to admit it but I overdosed 5 times
    Lied on the floor crying out the Lord's name
    Take me back lord jesus life's playin me like a game
    Ended up in the hospital, 3 weeks I layed
    Wondering why they wouldn't let me go. Let me fade away.
    Wanted to die, someone pull my plug
    Tears rolled down my face as my mom cried as she gave me a hug
    I breathed, thought for a bit, maybe I'll do better if I act like I don't give shit.
    Decided to try again. Give life another shot
    Holding on to my hope cuz its all I got
    Smiled more gained friends. Found a small purpose in life
    But in all honesty man suicide crossed my mind
    Up at 2 am eyes red as hell
    Told myself itd get better
    But if I think I should let go, fuck I probably will
    Yea I gave up. Quite alot lets be true
    But eventually got happier and better too.
    Got my baby with me now, wrapped in my arms
    Havent moved alot yet but im finna go pretty far
    Bae got my back and he keeps me in line
    Momma raised a queen .
    My crown and I gonna shine
    Definition of life is still yet to be unknown
    But I promise whoever listens to this you're never alone, lets go
    Aye keep on praying, smilin, dont quit
    Cuz one day i swear to god life will get lit
    You're worth more than you think now just hear me out
    Keep your head up baby and your ten toes down
    Wassup!!

    • @ltonBenjamin
      @ltonBenjamin 7 років тому +3

      Bro thats amazing you should post that 🤘 check mine out tell me what you think

    • @tesorotookoldd
      @tesorotookoldd 7 років тому +2

      What’s ur ig ??

    • @treyyythagoat5317
      @treyyythagoat5317 7 років тому +1

      🔥

    • @LivLarfLuv
      @LivLarfLuv 7 років тому +2

      EmilyWoozProductions TM feel this on so so so many levels u saved my life xo 😘. My Snapchat is jamizlemanizle if u ever need a friend xoxo

    • @blarkslivester9860
      @blarkslivester9860 7 років тому +1

      Congratulations that's lit

  • @Conseated
    @Conseated 2 роки тому +10

    Starts at the first beat drop 0:23
    Crying make it worse, but time makes it better
    They say pain temporary, this gon hurt forever,
    I still got every note, I still got every letter,
    Tucked behind the drawer, in that old dresser,
    We was young, but we knew what love was,
    Nobody ever listened, we just lettem judge,
    We were 10 toes down, never could we budge,
    Used to believe in you until you lost all my trust,
    Now I hold a grudge, cause I just don't get it,
    You act like life a game and you can just quit it,
    You always lied and I knew that you did it,
    I just tried to look past and do my best to forget it
    But na..listen.. I remember, yous a cold bitch, you was born in December,
    Can't tell the truth, always lyin (lion) like Simba,
    You was never real, just a real good pretender,
    So now it's fuck you, you ain't no friend of mine,
    Found a new girl, she look good, shorty is a dime,
    I think about her every day, all the time,
    You don't get me, i'm sayin money on my mind,
    I could never trust again, cus that part of me is over,
    I don't need to speak to you, I don't need closure,
    Fuckin where it stops, I don't let'em get closer,
    I just nail'em on the wall... lika poster
    Fuck that nice guy shit, those finish last,
    After I hit, I leave hoes in the past,
    When they ask me why, I just sit back and laugh,
    You plus me don't add up, do the math,
    And now i'm finna spaz..no shotgun,
    You broke my heart, and now I don't got one,
    You had me crying lika episode of Hot Ones,
    And now i'm flying solo.. like the movie Top Gun
    100 likes on the comment and i'll drop more of the verse

    • @Conseated
      @Conseated 2 роки тому

      @Armando Rivera slow I had more bars in the last segment than anybody who posted on here

  • @leahariel828
    @leahariel828 8 років тому +520

    TEN TOES RAP CHALLENGE::
    this is the life of a brave girl like me
    who now she's damn tough but used to feel so fuckin weak
    was born adopted, so different, but prompted
    by the birth mom & dad who told me im not wanted
    the second im born i see just the face
    of my new mom who offered to give me a place
    a kind hearted soul who made me feel glad
    another story for the man who im supposed to call my dad
    no vision in my right eye, disease and im half blind
    i wish i could move on but can't stop the rewinds
    the memories of mom and dad screaming at eachother
    remembering my dad hitting my poor fucking mother
    they split when i was 3, mom got near-full custody
    but i still had to visit him regardless of my plea
    wednesday's and weekends were the worst hell days
    when i spent time with daddy i was never fuckin' praised
    just raped, beaten, punched, kicked, thrown down the stairs
    getting called names, touched, slapped, pullin on my hair
    you're supposed to be my role model, what is your excuse
    for 8 years of physical verbal and sexual abuse
    i blamed it on me- it was my fault i was raped
    had nobody to talk to-my sister moved and escaped
    leaving me all alone, fending for my fuckin self
    hiding under the bed and climbing under the shelves
    to get away from this monster who i had to call a dad
    made me cry and scream and raised me to be dishonest and mad
    after 8 years of his abuse i told mom all the shit
    i finally reached my breaking point and snitched the man to bits.
    got him sent to jail and had to move across the coast
    yet you still give me a reason to hate myself the most
    you hurt me, and threw me and tortured me before
    but all i ever did was try to fuckin run out your door.
    mommy was heartbroken that her precious little baby
    got sucked up in abuse and felt like the world hates me
    mom got remarried, were happier now
    but im still scarred today- wanna know how?
    all i do is let the past get to me
    i can never move on, can't fuckin accept a me
    where everything is ok and nothing ever came
    and i could be that little girl wanting for wealth and hannah montana fame
    i have a new dad, same mom now i'm perfectly fine
    but something in my mind just keeps me always cryin
    knowing i'm a victim and im truly went through strife
    but sometimes you gotta dust it off and say "hey, that's life"
    twelve years old diagnosed with some shit
    called anxiety and depression because i got hit
    scars on my wrist, blood flowing down the drain
    crying, trying to distract from all this pain
    i can't talk to nobody, i ain't going to school
    i stayed in bed all day, but i was such a fool
    grades got lower and so did my esteem
    but i faked a happy smile just so i could seem
    fighting through this bullshit getting through the day
    i wanted to end my life but all i did was pray
    wishing for that happiness that i never fuckin got
    constantly bullied, but i'm not even a thot
    why can't my life be filled with joy
    instead i cry over my ex dad and a cute boy
    never feeling loved but i had so many friends
    who wanted me to get better and stick through till the end
    i tried my best and i'm still tryin
    it's hard breathing, i'm not lyin
    but after all my hard work i'm high and im just flyin
    at the end of the tunnel there's always a bit of light
    ask me if i'm a victim and ill say yeah that's fuckin right
    but im proud of it, bitch do you see how i'm doing now
    getting straight a's, partyin till the moon goes down
    letting loose and goin crazy, doin what i want
    i wished for happiness and that's exactly what i got

    • @remybabyy4091
      @remybabyy4091 7 років тому +15

      Leah Laufe I'm fucken sorry! bruh this had me crying. stay strong babygirl. i cant believe u went through all that! 😪 my lord. Jesus is w u. 💙 my prayers out to u and ur family ma! 😫 omg I just can't believe this. this broke my heart in so many bits and pieces 😭💔

    • @itsyourboidesmond6937
      @itsyourboidesmond6937 7 років тому +4

      Leah Laufe that's fire

    • @jessethecuhhh4794
      @jessethecuhhh4794 7 років тому +4

      Leah Laufe I went through the same thing but only that it was my mom that abused me instead of my dad but hope you feel safe and if you want to check my channel

    • @sorayaanne6480
      @sorayaanne6480 7 років тому +4

      I know how you feel 😞

    • @kaymay1395
      @kaymay1395 7 років тому +1

      Leah L

  • @luhwest4463
    @luhwest4463 8 років тому +23

    i rap off this beat for thanksgiving but forgot to put it on UA-cam,my family was like i need an contract.ten toe the best

  • @woxgg
    @woxgg 5 років тому +1124

    Nobody:
    Him: why didn’t u pay for this beat tho

  • @huyentrang9655
    @huyentrang9655 2 роки тому +3

    Khi tao lớn, không có ai ở cạnh bên
    Tao nghĩ nó khiến cho tao yếu đuối, nhưng không nó làm tao mạnh lên
    Quen núp mình vào trong bóng tối, trầm cảm với mọi người xung quanh
    Và tao gắn liền tuổi thơ của tao với điện tử thẻ và truyện tranh
    See, tụi nó nói như tụi nó biết tao là ai
    Như tụi nó đã từng ở đó và thấy những chuyện mà tao đã trải
    Tụi nó biết gì về từ bé, đã từng sống trong trại mồ côi
    Cùng những bà sơ mang danh chúa để biện hộ cho những đòn roi
    Nhưng tụi nó có bao giờ thấy 1 lần nào mà tao khóc?
    Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy ba nó mang bộ áo sọc?
    Tụi nó có bao giờ nhìn thấy, đứa bạn học nó qua đời
    Mẹ nó có duy nhất mình nó, bả không nói được ra lời
    Nên, tao viết ra những bài nhạc, mong mày lắng nghe
    Bỏ đời thật và nhiều cảm xúc của tao vào thật cặn kẻ
    Vì đời này nhiều cay đắng, buông ra nhiều lời nặng nhẹ
    Nhưng phải nhớ là ngẩng đầu và sống thật là mạnh mẽ
    'Cause they always tryna take you, break you down
    Sometimes you wonder what the fuck you gon' do now
    Hãy yêu bản thân, những việc khác đừng đếm xỉa
    Bãi cỏ luôn xanh mượt khi nhìn từ bờ bên kia.

  • @childishvibez5973
    @childishvibez5973 4 роки тому +531

    I just sitting here scrolling down the comments tryna rap using other people's lyrics😂

  • @stephanietorres8724
    @stephanietorres8724 8 років тому +138

    I wish I knew how to rap😂😭 this beat is fire🔥

    • @LilAlex
      @LilAlex 8 років тому +1

      Stephanie Torres you should go check out my raps lil alex mr wrong and make sure to subscribe to my channel

    • @ericapatron2351
      @ericapatron2351 8 років тому +1

      funny cuz I wish I knew how to rap

    • @ris3912
      @ris3912 8 років тому +3

      Stephanie Torres i know how to sing but i can't rap that's why I like so gone better

    • @LilAlex
      @LilAlex 8 років тому +3

      Did you check my channel and ahh its pretty easy

    • @ICrxnk
      @ICrxnk 8 років тому

      Stephanie Torres i can I just need to get bats

  • @VaniWi
    @VaniWi 6 років тому +2562

    Just casually scrolling through comments, rapping other people’s songs 🙃

  • @YoungLwindtd
    @YoungLwindtd Рік тому +1

    ở cái tuổi hiện tại tao không mong cầu gì quá sâu xa
    âm nhạc vừa là cảm hứng vừa là tâm trạng tao nói không ra
    nói về mỗi cuộc đời thì chưa có ai chưa từng vấp ngã
    riêng ta thì vẫn sống tốt có hai con mắt đủ nhìn trong xa
    sống đúng với chính mình tao không tin tao sai
    nói bỏ là bỏ không tha thiết cho tương lai
    đó là câu nói khi bồng bột bên trong tai
    và khi đã ngộ ra được gì đó, thì thời gian không thể quay lại

  • @nique6789
    @nique6789 7 років тому +400

    I gave you my heart hoping you wouldn't break it
    You broke it anyways, and you knew I couldn't take it
    I have you my heart, mind, love and you would shake it
    It was like going thru hell I knew I couldn't make it.
    I was a great person but that's something you didn't see.
    You always laughed at me when I would fail and never succeed.
    I was starting to get somewhere, but you still slept on me.
    That's okay, but when I get to the top don't clap for me.

  • @tyleredwards2100
    @tyleredwards2100 6 років тому +40

    You said forever and always,
    What did you mean,
    That you’d be by my side in my time of need?
    no matter what like a dead tree you’d never leave?
    If I fall you’d help me back on my feet?
    wipe tears from my eyes if I cry with your sleeve?
    It seems forever and always was something you didn’t mean,
    Obviously you didn’t because look

    • @martinebanks8223
      @martinebanks8223 6 років тому +1

      Finish it

    • @tyleredwards2100
      @tyleredwards2100 5 років тому

      Martinebanks Ebanks
      As seconds turn to minutes and minutes turn to hours,
      Time blossoms memories like spring does flowers,
      Capture every moment never letting go of it,
      Because before you know it it’ll be gone before you notice,
      But one day will come where that love you barely showed,
      Will turn into regret burrowing deep into your soul,
      It could be a loved one getting buried six feet below,
      Or the person that you married ditching you like a hole,
      Now your carrying all this emotional pain on your own,
      created from the love that wasn’t being shown,
      This is what the Bible means you reap what you sow,
      Our decisions like steering wheels control where we go,
      Watch out for spike strips of resentment on the road,
      If you don’t you’ll loose control hit a pole and need a tow,

  • @hidinginmyroom2656
    @hidinginmyroom2656 8 років тому +502

    😳Hi this is my story time to attempt this challenge but it's not really.
    I have a lot to say a lot has happened listen to my words.And try to imagine
    0:23 Sometimes I really hate myself
    Sometimes I wish I could change myself
    Life is a question and death is the answer
    It's mad how death always manifests in the weirdest ways behind my smile there's years of pain self hatred ingrained miseducating my brain.
    Behind my smile is a very flawed human being all the things I've seen mum I kept between you and me.mum what do you believe in truth or freedom because all the things you've done to me and I still don't know the reason .
    Please tell me.Theres different ways of worship but there's only 1god.And mum I might not be your birth kid but we all deserve love.
    Mum to this very day I am lost and I am so confused.Living with a decade of physical abuse from you and it's made me ill.
    We know they weren't all my problems we have them genetically too my birth parents and all my siblings have this complexity too but mum.
    Execcisive domestic violence techniqually been the reason I've lost my identity too and you know what you did
    And it hurts you could hurt a kid I shouldn't have lived like I did
    And now I'm living like this.Havent left my house for a whole month .Severe social anxiety and we know I've got autism too and so my vunrability is through the roof and you know I stay in my room and that I haven't been to school nearly 4years now because my anxiety is that high and we know I've been in care because of this 5times but I want live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because that's me that's all I knew
    And I don't deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide I'm extremely sensitive too so I burst out crying
    And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars
    And I know it wasn't as a punishment I know you enjoyed it because when I cried you used to say I loved being beaten or I would shut the fuck up.True I must've loved it or I would've just stopped but you would've just beat me like you always did mum
    And now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died age one.We weren't him so you hated us of course you did you needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls

    • @hidinginmyroom2656
      @hidinginmyroom2656 8 років тому +17

      But I wanu live with you even though this abuse started when I was 2 and finished when I was 12 because this is me that's all I knew and I don't
      Deal well with going to new places seeing new faces and looking at people in the eyes
      Because inside I am damaged and it's not hard to hide
      I'm extremely sensitive to I
      Just burst out crying
      And I have to take medication for my problems and my psychiatrist doesn't know my past she doesn't know when you beat me with a cricket bat and sticks and metal bars
      And I know it wasn't as a punishment I no you enjoyed it
      Because when I cried
      You used to say I loved being beaten or I would
      Shut the fuck up
      Makes sense I must of loved it or I would've just stopped
      But you would've just beat me
      Like you always did mum
      And told me you'd splatter my brains and blood on the walls with a hammer and called me a whore at the age of 8
      I remember it all and now I know it's because me and my sister Frances who were adopted by you we weren't your son who died aged 1
      We weren't him so you hated us of course you did .You needed help and therapy because you weren't over your son you were still damaged when you adopted two girls.And my sisters in care because when she was 13 she finally faut back as a self defence mechanism to make sense of the past tense.she has her own problems now because of your offence acts of violence projected on little kids.So it's hard to know what love is because you did what you did.

    • @renitawashington408
      @renitawashington408 8 років тому +4

      star toad XD potato-girl9. This is good!!

    • @riyababiee2332
      @riyababiee2332 8 років тому +3

      So sad

    • @kimmiekim6274
      @kimmiekim6274 8 років тому +2

      ReNita Washington

    • @hidinginmyroom2656
      @hidinginmyroom2656 8 років тому +6

      That's okay :)
      You can use it

  • @magestikfork3281
    @magestikfork3281 3 роки тому +38

    “how you telling me you love me but don’t know what love is man fuck this”💀💀💀

  • @Perc4visa
    @Perc4visa 8 років тому +23

    This is fire Asf nd deep Asf no words to needed the beat it self explains it all Man U a legend for this one

  • @relentlessgoat_gaming3148
    @relentlessgoat_gaming3148 6 років тому +147

    Who ever made this beat is the worlds best at making beats✔💯💎

  • @kyleebest3449
    @kyleebest3449 7 років тому +559

    its not hard to explain, i was treated like a lame
    he toyed with my heart, like my love was just a game
    i claimed him as mine
    even after all the lies
    even after all the fake
    even after all the crying
    he was my love, for him i was crazy
    talking bout forever, even talking bout a baby
    he swore that he was different
    he swore that he was with it
    until he fucked my best friend
    i was broken, i'll admit it
    i was done though, all he wanted was a blow
    so i left his dumbass, and kicked it with my bro
    he helped me understand it's hard to trust a man
    a relationship is hard when he has the upper hand
    so i started doing me
    a lock without no key
    swore i never fall so hard again
    i was a fucking queen
    i said there was no guy who'd ever make me cry
    but then you came along and you really caught my eye
    see it started with a simple text, it really wasn't nothing
    didn't have no plans for you, wasn't into all that cuffing
    yeah i thought you were cute, there's no need to lie
    but i never expected to get so caught up on a guy
    well a text lead into two
    and i started feeling you
    you kept it real with me
    so i kept it real with you
    you had good plans for your future
    didn't fuck with all them losers
    yeah i swear i wanted you, but beggers cant be choosers
    time went by and you started getting distant
    you wasn't texting me, you was starting to act different
    but i was still chillin though, i figured you had hoes
    time went on and on
    and not before long
    i was fucking with my ex
    i was hitting up the rest
    didn't think that you were into me
    just figured you craved sex
    i was cuffed up again
    yeah we weren't even friends
    i was fucking with my ex, shit was so complex
    i was just trying to grind
    i was so fucking blind
    i was kickin it with him
    but you never left my mind
    time went on and on
    started singing love songs
    he cheated once again
    didn't learn from all his wrongs
    you sent me a quick text
    claiming that i played you
    claiming you was loyal
    claiming that you was blue
    i felt so fucking dumb
    i realized your the one
    i realized you weren't playing games
    you didn't just want some
    i told you how i felt
    all the feelings you had dealt
    every time i see your name pop up
    my heart just fucking melts
    but you said i'm playing games
    that i'm messing with your brain
    that you been played more than once that you're tired of the pain
    i swear i'm still trying though
    i still want you, of that i know
    i'm being more loyal than ever
    i don't think you want me anymore
    fuck it, it's whatever
    i wanna be with you
    i wanna be forever
    but you never hit my phone no more
    but feel free to whenever
    because no matter what you do
    you got me fucking glued
    i'm never giving up cause i'm ten toes down for you

    • @rarejewels7565
      @rarejewels7565 7 років тому +8

      Kylee Best I actually really like this. I rapped to it with my dad and we loved it. Is it ok to post? Just wanted permission

    • @kyleebest3449
      @kyleebest3449 7 років тому +7

      Yeah for sure 💯 thank you so much ❤️ let me know when you post it, I wanna check it out ‼️

    • @sicilymaldonado8986
      @sicilymaldonado8986 7 років тому +6

      Kylee Best that was amazing!! u made that by yourself??!!!

    • @theoneonly4664
      @theoneonly4664 7 років тому +2

      Kylee Best can I make a video to this?

    • @carliself6725
      @carliself6725 7 років тому +1

      Kylee Best this one is my favorite

  • @tassie2679
    @tassie2679 Місяць тому +2

    When life is getting so hard you gotta freestyle on this beat