starts at 0:39 Lately, I've been telling my self is this life worth it, Every time I'm up on the go on the surface, Wake up my dreams telling me that I ain't worth it, Stand up face my fears and tell myself I ain't perfect, Walk to the end of the ledge and falling to my diverges, Keep my head up held high still finding purpose, You tell me that I am wrong, I am sure of it, But once I feel the adrenaline I can't seem to stop my curses, blessed everyday every night and I still talk like I'm in da churches the pastor on the other side listening , still feels like I'm talking to the burdens, god is listening, but still finding my sole purpose life is dealt you with love and time, not gold or Merches emerging from the surface that I fell now, I am on top of earth is, A light at the end of the tunnel, that is worshipers, The souls telling us just to keep working, Because when we feel sad, we just feel worthless, Remember that we all fall flat unto the surface, And to remain the same,always stay workin, I'm certain Cause when you feel lost and gone, go on and stay searchin, In my eyes I call that soul searching, In your eyes you may call that self learning, Just remember though that positive vibes are the way to stay on this earth man.... good luck -Jessie M
Sitting here looking back like I must be tripping. Where the hell did we go wrong? Why I feel so different? Another apology but I don't see a difference. HE AIN'T SCARED TO LOSE ME. So imma keep it pushing. Are we forcing this to work or is it meant to be? God I know I'm hard headed but if he ain't the one tell me. I can't take another heartbreak. Please tell me for my heart's sake. I can't say what I gotta say cause when I try my mind go blank. HOW DO YOU LEAVE SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE EVERYDAY!? How am I supposed to just drop everything & walk away? How can I stay with the person bringing me so much pain? Every time I try to go something tells me just stay. I don't know what happened & I don't know what changed. I don't know if I'm still happy. I don't know who the blame. Main question on my mind & it's been there for days. Did you change? Or did you never feel the same?
This stuffs like therapy for me a sick beat that just works with your mood ... fighting with depressions like a losing battle , its like it seems to follow me no matter where i travel . i try to run hide but find im always in a grapple a search for the light whilst trapped in the shadows This aint a game i cant explain in words i aint playing scrabble but everytime I try escape i feel it pull on the shackles n i aint even know how this happened ,how i wake up everyday now ..... just wishing i hadnt. im a victim to my own minds thoughts n feelings , you passed five years now but still im here grieving ,n now your grandsons ten man i wish you could see him ,hes git so big now dad you wouldnt belive it . i swear some days i can feel that your here , but most days i just wish that i didnt have air because the pain is just too much for me to physically bare but imma push through it cos you said to never be scared ....... ...... we love you . x work in progress .. hope you like or relate ... stay up people ...love !
hey your a very big inspiration to me and i am a imcoming teenage rapper i was wondering if i could use all your beats since they good n write songs into them n ill tag u in everyone i do
Been grinding since i was lil babey daddy wasnt there momma had help raise me errbody was broke in da hood didnt have no money so dey became candy ladies and sold onna sunday ain no cars in da hood we had to take da bus ova dea the police dey was working 4 us babeys always walking round wit dirty pampas swea every twist and turn yhu saw some gamblers well i moved outta da hood couldnt take it no mo had to get myself outta da gutta i had to just go momma getting ha money right still ain seen my father but i still remain loyal and im mainly unbothered shout out to me for holding my own weight nd out shout to my self 4 neva being fake been a leader neva been a follower ima keep grinding nd ima be baller surviving in da world become a great scholar
I like to read raps in comments and most of them are really good but for some reason I read them in the most cringrey way and can't read the whole thing cus I start dying😂😂😂 just me..... Ok
greatest instrumental ever ..it allows for the listener to feel.and become one with the beat and think about life the instrumental is a story within its self
Am I the only Asian here knocking down the challenges? #BubbaGotBeatz Special Thanks to you BubbaGotBeatz , because without your music and challenges, I don't know what i'll be doing in life. You open up doors for a lot of us and i'm proud to be a part of this #DREAM
this beat go so hard ever time i here this i gotta rap to this beat this beat is so hype and i know that will become famous we all will we all have a dream to become something we might not become
momma was on drugs when she was tryna raise us, caught up in that dope, man that shit gotter infamous, reachin’ for the stars tryna fight the fight, daddy had my back when searchin’ for the light, she’s not a bad person, it just made her unpredictable, so many bad choices so she made that vodka drinkable, i’m not bashin’ her for makin’ liquor mixable, but me & lord has agreed for her to stay biblical, 3 kids used to live on the block, we gettin’ miserable, things i remanence about my childhood is visual, leavin’ is for days by ourselves was so traditional, my lil sis is like my daughter, god she’s such a miracle, she’s too young to understand this story’s not nutritional, it goes out to the people that need help bein’ convincible, just know ya not alone on the road, it’s not original, don’t fold out of existence, keep prayin’ for that miracle really wish i could go back in time, have a play button & just press rewind, would help my momma each and everyday, cause i feel like what she did was through pain. x2
Now I ain't got no time for games So don't get it my way But she told me the same And said she don't play But i knew from the start That she was one of the lames So I just shrugged it off and asked her for a name, she told me the same so I told her my name, We talked for days and my whole world changed, cuz I didn't know a girl like you would be roaming through my brain, cuz everytime I felt lost you always kept me sane, but you cheated on me and I can't forget the pain, I remember the day, Chillin at the game, you were there too, looking strange till I took another view and seen another dude holding hands wit you, then my whole world stopped but I knew a girl like you wasn't anything new, i shed some tears but they weren't for you, I just felt bad for myself cuz I fell for a girl like you...Man what did I do I'm just a foo cuz I fell for a girl like you..
Pinned by Hailey Diamond jeezysjay official I WROTE THIS SONG SO THE LYRICS WILL BE RIGHT HERE💗. LYRICS : you see , baby you been actin’ kinda shady..😩 Never thought you’d break my heart until I found out that you played me😥 We was wavy, never thought I’d go from besty to ya lady💍.. Forever would be never, swear that life is hella crazy😞. Hella crazy, yeah cause you said that you would never break me..💔 Just to break me in the end, cause I think about it daily😱 Take me back to when you cared, said that you would always chase me✨ And When everybody turned you said that you would always face me😊 Always fronted to my face, said that no one could replace me☹️ but when there was someone else it seemed so easy to erase me✌🏽 gave my heart cause I was thinking maybe you would come and save me 👼 ain't nothing gone compare to the past that you gave me😔 Told me "don't let people in" how they was only gonna fake me ✋🏼 told you I was gonna fall you said just do it you gone take me 🤲🏼 You felt a little off, I asked the lord that he would wake me 🤧 But that's only the intro to how these fuckboys made me😡 Always kept my head high , swear that smile never faded🤯 when I said you hurt me guess you didn't get what I was sayin'😒 now there's darkness 'onna daily and my heart is fully gated 😴 There's been so much on my mind but it's hard for me to say it🤕 you aware of who you are it's yo song you gone replay it 🤤 when you changed I stayed the same and it's crazy cause I hate it 🤗 Got me stuck up on this flow, cause this song gone be yo favorite🤪 Took a dub leaving you, there's yo L and you gone take it 👎🏽 Gone make you remember this, take it to yo memories and save it 👀 Was working on my glow, then I fell in love, I was mistaken ✌🏽 Thought you was down for me, when you said it, guess you faked it. 👎🏽😴 Opened ya eyes to a blessing, but instead you chose to play it 😱 but there's none to see because my heart is so damn cold❄️ now my only heal is these 3 blunts that I got rolled 🌬 but i'ma stand my ground I have a oath I got to hold😋 never switched up on you, &’ that’s on baby I'll never fold.😍 LYRICS BY @JEEZYSJAY ON IG @HTPP.JAYYY ON SC @JAYJAY BECKHAM ON FB @JEEZYSJAY OFFICIAL ON UA-cam INSTRUMENTAL : (Never Fold) - prod. Bubbagotbeatz ❤️.
Paranoid, not knowing where my head be/ Miserable, feeling like the world against me/ Empty, last girl went and left my heart smashed/ Still in pain, but I'm knowing that I'm pass that/
Xanny-Im waking up to a session because of depression All I see is falling angles And brothers who supposed to ride for me But just ended up backstabbing me like everyone else I gotta tell myself that no one is never coming back for your statstfaction In the hood they rather come in factions And that causes alot of traction But I was to busy trying to get to stacking My girl caught me lacking,and pull the trigger to my heart I'm like the tin man Wondering wheres my heart,all I know is I'm in a cold place Where you gotta stay bold even if your 2 faced But I think imma keep smoking this lace to ease the pain I miss my brother who was sitting in the pain and I didn't know what to say And I blame myself everyday One of my greatest mistakes Still wondering if I was a mistake or do my mom really hate me I wouldn't blame her Her first kid getting charged as a felon Got to busy caring now I'm stuck and under So fuck all yall,that's how I be living nowadays like I was lil skies Let's get a little more higher Fuck it let's od But I'm starting to ball like Kobe But all legends die,hopefully I dont become the falling but if I do I'll let go and rest in peace
Was taught to never switch up and to never fold was taught to huddle up when life started getting cold But life showed me that you better never trust a soul Same person you getting played by you called him yo bro That’s why my circle small and I got hella foes That’s why i stopped texting people ain’t got time for hoes past few months happiness been at a all time low But I keep my head up thankful for the road I chose Haven’t completed all my dreams still in the progression All my hurt and tragedies was some sort of a lesson How you handle the pain is how one is reflected I’m the type to sit back and remain humble for all of my blessing If you wasn’t wimme in the trenches don’t be when I make it The bond I got With my all my brothers I’d call it sacred Cotton mouth from the success that I have tasted Me continuing writing is like calling for the waitress But ima remain inside and imma keep working Finally make it out and stop my mommas hurting give her everything she wants her life gone be perfect And finally Make my dad realize that I was always worth it Didn’t need shit from him and I never will Always lying and shit couldnt ever keep it real But now I’m the one that’s up and he can’t even pay his bills Used to always want to see him now I don’t even wanna chill He started something new and showed me everything was pretend Then I made myself a promise that I’d never see him again Me Losing him was basically like losing one of my friends I guess it’s one of the people that don’t make it to the end
This is an awesome beat and jazz melody, its all that, I like it, way to go BubbaGotBeatz, be blessed & my man Tedashi, Peace! Carolina L.David aka "Praise Leona de Judah" & Bobby David @ David Productions still unashamed! 116
Sorry if I did u wrong Didn't know how to say it so I put it in a song Sorry if I made u cry What they was sayin was a lie Why u always lookin down Why u always got a frown U a queen that's needs a crown Why would I have ten hoes Baby let's score ten goals We can be sum keep it on the low U already know Me and u together baby girl that's just how it goes
Last Hope Reyes ain't related to the beat but check this... sitting here trapped away from my fears, the demons try to get to me but mad I won't shed a tear, I ain't going no where if you wanna kill me I'm right here, I'd be glad to die, take me to heaven or hell I ain't terrified, they watched me live and they gonna watch me cry, I need to stop all this crying and just suck it up, cuz all this crying just ain't enough, trynna loose these silly thoughts that flowing thro my brain, trynna walk away from this earth that got me feeling insane, now I got these demons to blame I told my demons they can run but neva hide kill me all you want but I'm dead inside stomp out my hear but you can't stomp out my pride ×3
[HOOK] when i first met you i couldn't even believe it, i knew you was the one but i just couldnt see it, now you all i ever wanted girl i really do mean it, your heart is so pure and u got a nigga feinding, [verse 1] yeah you the one i want, your my lil blessing, ima tired of these lame hoes, ima tired of all the stressing, you was a lil angel sent with such perfection but tuned in and hear all of my love confessions, you was on my mind 25/8 i swear you was the one, you was beautiful everyday especially with that lil bun, i didnt know how to tell you but i was so young, i acted a fool ,made mistakes man i was so dum, but listen up dont go no i aint finish, you made my heart drop and made my head kept spinning, with just a lil smile or even a lil hug, i felt so alive girl with you all i felt was love, then one day i express to you how i felt, you said you feel the same and i was like wth, i always knew you was the one,but now i can really tell, so baby give me a chance if not "ohwell"
Hook: why? (Just singing randomly) I remember I was young my momma always use to beat me, She'd lock me in a room and would barely fuckin feed me, And I couldn't tell nobody, cuz nobody would believe me, She'd punch me in my head and say nobody's gon' need me, But thank God to my grandma, She really fuckin saved me, And if I had to live without her I would go fuckin crazy, If it wasnt all for her I wouldnt be livin, God I fight sometimes with makin all the right decisions, It's a blessin, it's a lesson, my life is all depressin, The world is too fake to put my time into a bestfriend, But yeah I'm holdin on, and my life is quite a fight, I just wish I could be happy, not livin all in fright, It's alright, That is actually okay, Depression and anxiety is fightin in my brain, I just need somebody real, Please just stick to what you say, Tired of bein broken, And played just like a game.. Hook: why This is all true guys.. I had sm more happen but its personal so i just did a lil bit here🤷🏼♀️ but know your not alone. No matter how much your going thru, no matter how much pain you feel... think of the rest of the world.. millions are smiling, but billions are crying. Your not alone love❤
My man you are next level. I fuck with you and I don’t even listen to instrumentals like that. You came across my pandora one day with ‘Ten Toes’. I FEEL THAT SHIT. I still post it randomly to my FB and shit just cause. Just wanted to say “I see you working”.
lately ive been thinking bout my purpose scanning through my thoughts like am i even worth it? hell do i even deserve it? but me loving you was just conventional even you said it was just fictional yeah im really missing ya but i still gotta move on through all of this i still stand strong Stay strong yeah ill stay strong move on gotta move on yeah i'll stay strong and i'll move on stay strong... move on
start at 0:09 eyes closed head down blocked out all the haters ion wanna hear the sound kinda hard to think straight when your not around everybody gotta mask on acting like a clown ( just start singing) chorus no they don't wanna see you winning knocked ya down hard now ya spinning when someone leaves you don't ever get to sat goodbye now you slumped deep in ya feelings catching strong feelings for the wrong one now she/he got Chu turning left turning right , sit down now ya head stuck spinning round and round ya mouth opened to scream but you don't make a sound thats all I got lol
imagine feeling like you were never good enough show nuthin but love and she never gave a fuck aint no time to cry homie you just got live it up keep on making moves you aint gota lose keep your head up you gon make it soon
I just think it’s funny how you played me we used to talk on the daily use to you my lil baby now it’s driving me so crazy I’ll do the rest if y’all like it 😁
The world ain't what it seems People dying on TV screens Just another victim in society Hard to find sobriety Which gives me anxiety She is what I try not to be He is what I try not to be I just want to be me That waitress you complain to Is working to jobs so she can feed two The at cop you shot Had a family oh but you forgot That one legged man you made fun of Was in the army fighting for our country and freedom That mother who couldn't afford milk Just paid for her sons funeral to lay him in silk You forget about behind the scenes Cryin late at night on my pillow Forgive me of my sin What have I done to deserve this I would diverseing with you Now I'm hurting with you I'm writing this music to show you The message that the world can't see One by one I see another heart bleed I can't plead But I can read This book that is legendary Is on a TV I See more people smoking weed Little do you know about the suffering The buffering The moms and dads tears fall on the bed There yelling at him saying take me instead Why does he have to be dead But instead you have to live through the pain Look at his face it's a smile But it's gonna fade Lost his wife to a drunk driver And now he's not a survivor Took a gun up to his head The door opens his son said Dad I love you i don't want you dead But turns the gun around and shot him point blank bammm Lying on the ground crying Cause the sounds Wakes up from this nightmare just to see his son sitting there Dad what happen to mom He shakes his head and said go to bed You don't see the world that I see I see the behind the scenes Happy people aren't always what they seem Because of behind the scenes There is two story's to a persons life One the side you see And one side there's a secret diary She works at nights Exits work Plans to go home to see her kids Until she gets a phone call that her son is dead How you may ask Suicidal thoughts all in his mind Because that kid you called fat is struggling can't afford healthy food Because his moms just a pizza delivery driver She try's her best but she ain't getting no where Know he is done with this An overdose with is depression pills The bottle on the floor next to his hand Damn you really don't see behind the scenes The kid that you said that smells is living on the streets barely eats so he can get his degree That person you made fun of is not who they seem because of behind the scenes That kid with a weird face you said Saved his little sister in a fire and got 3rd degrees burns on his head If you don't believe me Look at behind the scenes I have a huge behind the scenes But I like to keep it a secret A mother dealing sex So she can feed her baby Doesn't know who that dad is That's how bad it is This racism has to go Women of her son lies to him Says he can't have any friends Because he lives in majority a black Neighbor hood He says the n word twenty million times a day She doesn't accept gays Says they will go to hell And he took a knife to his wrist Because he's gay He can't say Cut to deep now he's on the ground Waiting for god to save him The mother doesn't care about gays Till she sees her son on the ground She prays for forgiveness And forever accepting Her son was a blessing And she's guessing I wish that I could show you all the things I see People dying inside you don't see a thing because of behind the scenes You start to cry he's just a fucking boy on the rise He played your heart like a game of tic tac toe he's a player can you see but you love him for who he is But he just wants a chick to hang of his arm to look good He has 10 other girls your not the only one and you lay in bed at night knowing what he does You don't deserve him just cause he's an fucking boy in disguise Because of behind the scenes do you know I'm not trying to say what you do is bad but look at two sides of the story People say put yourself in his shoes Which pair The side you can see Or the the side you can't It's late at night in your thoughts You hear the ticking of the clock As every second goes by Another person dies The family crys This is just a circle of life Just the version that's real Yeah its just the version that's real still being worked on
Lemme tell y’all my confessions I’m kinda goin through depressions Nd it’s kinda getting a lil excessive tried to tell my bestfriend but I couldn’t tell her everything sb please tell me this is a dream I’m jus ready to give it all up I’m not even finna front my heart turned to stone after what I been through soon as I heard those words nb loves you man that shit really hurts knowing all them ppl who did me dirt damn that shit is the worst not knowing who to trust all my parents do is fuss I got love for everyone at least I thought so after my life took this big whole toll I told myself I would never fold damn it sucks not having a hand to hold especially in the cold some of my toxic traits I let ppl in too much Nd they leave me in the thrust mane I’m surprised even have enough guts to open up to everyone mane I could’ve sworn that I was done All these demons in my head telling me to end it Got cuts on my arm Mane I think i might not make it to prom bc by that time I’ll be gone sitting up in heaven on a throne bc I’m tired of being alone so if you call me I won’t pick up the phone just please leave a message at the tone .. ◦
I remember the day that I got the news I coming back from shitty school What I was told I collapsed it left a scar not a bruise I was 11 didn't know was so confused Eleven years years later and the feelings still there I even cried writing this I don't care What you think of me all I know is I wish I could see him again and this shits killing me Grandad you was my warrior once I make Ill promise I'll hit a beat and story for ya Let the whole world meant I guess what what happened was meant to be Only thing I'm having trouble with was never saying goodbye but hey what can do about that I can't change history I cant change facts Just know that I'll always love you through thick & thin I'd kill just to hug you. Sometimes I feel like the only who loved you Kinda selfish I know but I'm left with a broken heart just wish I could take this to the start When u used to pick me up take me arcade man feels like life times ago hard to think it was decades I could go forever but I'll leave it here with this short essay Although your not here your always be my best mate. I love you man... Always in my heart & I'll never forgot you. I'll do my best to better you. Nothing I could do would even make a better you. You always wear amazing hard work paid off I laugh now knowing ur even scrap food from the pavement
She tell me that she there for me and That she care for me Just know that I’m fragile and I should be handle carefully Love ain’t nothing permanent it’s always temporarily The biggest thing thing I’ve learned from it is that loyalty is rarity I also learned that that everyone ain’t on the same page as you Just because you really love someone that don’t mean they made for you Staring at these anti depressants like I should take a few every day is a fight I feel like I’m living on pay preview I wasn’t even given the chance to make it aight I even remember when I talk you out of taking your life This is more than catching a movie or just staying the night Your motivation for everything I say in this mic Yo I hate to be that person pairing a picture but it’s hard to paint something different when everyday feel the same And if you really bout to leave I’m just happy that you came and if I ever say your name I won’t ever say it in vein -I wrote this a few years ago but it’s alright 💔
Never Switch Up On The Gang Never Switch Up for the fame never switch up for some lames it real in the streets you gotta keepa flame yall dont understand waking up with no money no food and a 2002 malibu yea the struggle real hard homie u gotta grind and be like a pearl when its time to shine
Momma you know I love you Momma you know I need you I just want to hug you N tell you that I miss you All this pain I got in me Making me wanna come meet you (Verse 1) I lost you in 05 I wished I would've died But I know you up there smiling in the sky Ya baby boy trying not to cry But I swear that shit be hurting deep inside I just wanna grab that nine N blow my fucking mine Just to see you smile again Cuz momma you was always shine I walked up to yo casket told you to wake up Man that shit hurt When they laid you deep down inside this Earth. (Hook 2x) Momma you know I love you Momma you know I need you I just want to hug you N tell you that I miss you All this pain I got in me Making me wanna come meet you (Verse 2) I'm still here Momma wipe yo tears 13 long years Yea you wasn't here All this pain make me Wanna disappear I just wanna see yo face Each and every day But I know I can't cuz you Laid up in that grave I just gotta pray That this pain a go away Cuz since that day I ain't been the same All this pain Made me go insane (Hook 2x) Momma you know I love you Momma you know I need you I just want to hug you N tell you that I miss you All this pain I got in me Making me wanna come meet you
I'm hurting all inside Feelings can't put aside This love was ride or die But it died so don't ask why All the pain and all the lies I ruined something special Every night I sit and cry I'm not giving up I'll try Broken bonds but your the tie Ain't got drugs but your my high Asking god oh why oh why Askin god oh why oh why Every night I think about what I did to you Tell you that I love you I ain't even see it through I'm hurting all inside All these feelings I can't hide These days just turn to Night Nothin feels right Fading darkness, you were my light My love my life Love of my life It's to late now I can't right my wrongs Am I to late Girl I know your moving on Things change people change To Just wish these circumstances wouldn't change you Change you ya If I could go back I would show you better times Tell you that I love you Everything would be just fine Tell you the truth Promise I'd never lie Hold you late at night Tell you everything will be alright Bonds were broken Hearts have spoken Love was awoken You've finally had enough You say its love I say it's lust Girl I know it's hard to trust __________________________________________________________add on if i could go back i would show you better times tell you that i love you everything would be just fine kiss you on the neck while you laying late at night hold you so damn close ima make the feelings right
Ye im only 11 years old And im already feeling cold,like i have been sold too the world Already in 6th grade ye time passes fast And already got shit going through my life. First day in school got bullied Felt like i was in a packed loop, Got bullied for looking fat in dem kaki pants. Ever since ive been insecure of what i wear That why i would always care of the crap my dad makes me wear Everday i would be looked by 8th graderz, thinking dey were just haterz. Now wait..lets go back 4 years from now I was 7 years old, always hearing doors slam..POW! Life was bullshit back den, I thought i would have too face it too the end.. Welp, dis is a true story im still workin on it..✌️
Yeah I need you When your free to Leave with me and See how I treat you Never known love But the way I see you You wouldn't understand You are my armour When things are out of hands Love It when you smile yeah I love I when you wild This type of feeling I know there's no denial All these other girls getting sent to the dial
Vanish from existence, no pot piss in, this is my way of livin', strugglin' to survive day and night, doggin' creeps that are tryin' to fight, That's why I keep a hammer on me holdin' it tight, but the feelin' ain't right, I don't want to kill another man, some people won't even understand, but that's life, so I got to take a chance, to save my own life, so I got to play it smart, willing to strategies and play my part, don't trust my mind, it plays tricks all the time, but I gotta hold mine, I have to be divine, and let myself shine, idk I give up lol
Swear to god growing up it was do what im told sitting in the back had me feeling like im old sit still and just let shit unfold let shit unfold but now I'm growing up
see i was just two when ny dad let me loose wonder how he doin cuz im doin good , you never taught me how to lov thats problay why my first one is messin up and 9 years later im 11 years old tryin stay stong over this cold storm but how you goin levve your wife and kids ;welp i hope you know im better offf without you i might struggle hard but i know im not alone and where were you when i first started school , thats not cool ,
One part of what I wrote: You sit and wonder why shit is happening to you But you just gotta sit back n look at other people's views See whatchu talkin bout? Everybody's going through These dark feelings that you're getting everybody's got em too. Parents yelling in ur face yeah that shit is nothing new And don't even get me started on when we have to go to school All these boys lookin at me tryna use me like a tool And when they ask for a pic and you say no then you're not cool What? That don't even make sense And when u say yes then your life becomes a mess Then they start throwing names like ur life is just a game Now your sitting in corner while everyone calls you a lame Now your families looking down on you and thinkin what a shame That you had so much potential and yo dumbass threw it away
You can push me to the Edge of the world but I'm still standing on my feet When u lyin in the jungle the be praying on the weak I'm like a lion in the jungle Dont mistake me for a sheep Can't even close my eyes They gon catch me in my sleep They just waiting for the moment Think of me as an opponent They ain't really riding for me Cuz deep inside they got a motive Peoole ain't what they seem An ion trust for a reason Need a angel by my side bc I've been carrying on some demons Lord I can't keep up with it mentally ion need friends cuz Baby what's a friend to me? Everytime I'm down for em They become an enemy An I won't clown for em Cuz ion got the energy Cause see This life is all a test, even if You do me wrong I still wish u for the best I can't hold on to the past Cuz it be weighing on my chest Body builders on my shoulders I ain't dying from the stress nah Cause they gon feel me even If the don't feel me All I can show them is the real me Trippin off the hype what's it like I'm still me G-O-D only on who can heal me 2× Some people go online just To feel connected People kill themselves just To feel accepted Others in a jail cell Cause they ain't chasing salary Most into drugs They ain't coping wit reality Its hard n I see it everyday It's worse gotta watch it Like kill me in a way I loose ppl every single day An sometimes I won't even Show it on my face Yea they might be breathin But their soul has been erased It hurt me can't cry Seen a lot so I can't cry First time I seen a man die Asked me some questions But told them the dude was sleepin Dying in the trap there ain't no freedom If you get it that's blessing Cant sugarcoat the message Don't give into depression Watch ur friends an learn the lesson It take a little effort an a Whole lotta strength To be the only one that float While everyone behind u sink For real This is the life I'm livin ,Its killing my vision Free my family lost in the system Or fighting an addiction I pray all this ends up forgiven I gotta stay driven , im Rapping for the ones who can't Get it an they gon Feel me even if they don't feel me All I can give em is the real me Trippin of the hype , what's it like I'm still me G-O-D the only one who can Heal me
Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Let me tell you what never fold really mean to me Never turn yo back and never change the scenery Keep it real Why you lying there’s no need for it If you got a plant you better have a seed for it I’m always ready Tryna get that spaghetti Show you I’m packing heavy Baby I’ll keep you steady Uh I ain’t got nun to prove to you I’m tryna be wit you and always share the truth wit you All the times that y’all gone fight But we gone make a right It’s so hard to deal wit Life Wit the people you don’t like Why you feel like you can take it You didn’t even make it But you steady tryna break it Think that I will fold All these story’s that I told All them nights when it was cold And you think that you are bold ? Nah boy I’m a real one But you won’t never know Till you feel one Till you hangin wit yo mans And they come up on yo land Then they shoot you where you stand And there’s blood all on yo hands Man that’s so tuff It wasn’t a must You Never had that trust Now it’s turning to lust Getting on the bus Sitting in the front Shout out M.L.K He did it for us Yeah he never folded Always stood his ground Even if it meant guns pointing all around They gone shoot him down He was tryna make a point he was tryna change the crowd Go for what you know We ain’t rookies Yeah we pros I’m looking for repost But Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold
0:20 You thought you could play me, but I am not a game. You didn't want me for the love, you cared about the fame. Now you hurting when someone tries to call my name I can't believe you think I'm stupid you're the one who's lame. You played me like 2K but hey, it's all good. couldn't get it together he never understood wanna apologize but he never could, what he did to me it was never good.
Never Fold pt.2 Never Fold pt.2 Never fold pt.2 Never fold Last time I was talking bout that month Last time I was talking bout that love This time I’m gonna switch it up Ima talk about yo needs and yo wants I know everybody WANT to succeed I know everybody WANT to get the greens But do right and stick wit yo team You don’t gotta be like them and make a scene I’m fr man I do this everyday And nun of y’all better not get in my way Cause one day I hope and I pray That I will blow Y’all got nun to say But I’m tripping man I’m getting off topic A need for me Is yo fam Don’t drop it Don’t ever turn yo back To the girl that gave you birth It’s so many crazy people right here on this earth I can’t believe it She gave you the plan Right there by yo side That’s where she would stand For me Man I need my mother And I’m praying to god That I won’t ever get another No matter what you do You’ll get another chance And when you crying She the on that one hold yo hand So think before you do That’s my advice to you I hope you got a message Never fold pt.2 pt.3 Yeah that’s coming soon Hope fully It’s better than part 1 and part 2 Yeah I’ll stay the same Struggle and the pain That’s not a need or want That’s god telling you to change He’s always tryna help Cause that what he do And I thank him for that That’s Never Fold pt.2 Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold Never fold pt.2 Never Fold pt.2 Never Fold pt.2 Never fold Never fold Pt.2
I’m rich, my money stuffed in these pipe dreams Even having dreams of them tryna kill me with them pipe things But I’m busting back while the night screams All I see is bodies bleeding hearing sireeens! I’m bout drop to this, good stuff my guy
the warmth we once felt is now cold and its weird no control of the past no controllin the fear all the sleepless nights and the soberin tears damn what happened to us over the years no more holdin ya near heart is where the home is u kno it was here now well both be lonely my dear
Look this is how I'm living this my situation and regardless my position I'ma win until winning ain't a thang no more have the biggest fucking chain in the game full of gold
shit u go thru in life is what makes u a man/ u might feel the pain now but you'll be stronger in the end/ judge gave ah nigga 5 shit i took it like a man/ hold ur head high never let'em see u sweat/ lift this weight off my shoulders like a nigga bench press/ the only thing folding on me is this money stack/
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Bro i got bars for this. Whats a good wat to send?
Can i buy this?
Beat hard
Ayeee
Bro you make the realest beats around. I can concentrate on your ish
your the best .....i love you so much ...my son was on drugs and i got him here at home now on your beats....god bless you
I've got a 16 to 50% of your instrumentals man.
Bars just flow of the tongue as soon as the beat drops!
Who still vibing to this in 2021 this beat fire still on God much love from Sacramento California
starts at
0:39
Lately, I've been telling my self is this life worth it,
Every time I'm up on the go on the surface,
Wake up my dreams telling me that I ain't worth it,
Stand up face my fears and tell myself I ain't perfect,
Walk to the end of the ledge and falling to my diverges,
Keep my head up held high still finding purpose,
You tell me that I am wrong,
I am sure of it,
But once I feel the adrenaline I can't seem to stop my curses,
blessed everyday every night and I still talk like I'm in da churches
the pastor on the other side listening
, still feels like I'm talking to the burdens,
god is listening, but still finding my sole purpose
life is dealt you with love and time, not gold or Merches
emerging from the surface that I fell now, I am on top of earth is,
A light at the end of the tunnel,
that is worshipers,
The souls telling us just to keep working,
Because when we feel sad, we just feel worthless,
Remember that we all fall flat unto the surface,
And to remain the same,always stay workin,
I'm certain
Cause when you feel lost and gone, go on and stay searchin,
In my eyes I call that soul searching,
In your eyes you may call that self learning,
Just remember though that positive vibes are the way to stay on this earth man....
good luck
-Jessie M
Don't want it here in ❤🔛🛡️🗡️🧼🚿🙏🏿🕶️🦯
God is great 😃
Bro your beats are hard. Fuel,knowledge,facts,vibes
Thanks fam..
Sitting here looking back like I must be tripping. Where the hell did we go wrong? Why I feel so different? Another apology but I don't see a difference. HE AIN'T SCARED TO LOSE ME. So imma keep it pushing. Are we forcing this to work or is it meant to be? God I know I'm hard headed but if he ain't the one tell me. I can't take another heartbreak. Please tell me for my heart's sake. I can't say what I gotta say cause when I try my mind go blank. HOW DO YOU LEAVE SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE EVERYDAY!? How am I supposed to just drop everything & walk away? How can I stay with the person bringing me so much pain? Every time I try to go something tells me just stay. I don't know what happened & I don't know what changed. I don't know if I'm still happy. I don't know who the blame. Main question on my mind & it's been there for days. Did you change? Or did you never feel the same?
Still listening to this bubba you out here healing vro
This stuffs like therapy for me a sick beat that just works with your mood ...
fighting with depressions like a losing battle , its like it seems to follow me no matter where i travel .
i try to run hide but find im always in a grapple
a search for the light whilst trapped in the shadows
This aint a game i cant explain in words i aint playing scrabble but everytime I try escape i feel it pull on the shackles
n i aint even know how this happened ,how i wake up everyday now ..... just wishing i hadnt.
im a victim to my own minds thoughts n feelings , you passed five years now but still im here grieving ,n now your grandsons ten man i wish you could see him ,hes git so big now dad you wouldnt belive it .
i swear
some days i can feel that your here , but most days i just wish that i didnt have air because the pain is just too much for me to physically bare but imma push through it cos you said to never be scared ....... ...... we love you . x
work in progress .. hope you like or relate ... stay up people ...love !
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Poodieville Let's go 💯🙏
I put the verse on ya challenge
I
Poodie the legend
Keep this up man, you really inspiring people everyday man you straight 🤘🏼💯
This instrumental was originally posted as "Oh No" and has been renamed for the sake of the challenge!
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i wanna buy this beat kid get @ me
BubbaGotBeatz. 🔥🔥as always
hey your a very big inspiration to me and i am a imcoming teenage rapper i was wondering if i could use all your beats since they good n write songs into them n ill tag u in everyone i do
i knew i wasnt trippin lmao
THIS BEAT GOES WAY TOO HARD FOR JUST 16... BUT HERE GOES MY 16. LOVE THIS BEAT MAN... RESPECT!!!
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Been grinding since i was lil babey daddy wasnt there momma had help raise me errbody was broke in da hood didnt have no money so dey became candy ladies and sold onna sunday ain no cars in da hood we had to take da bus ova dea the police dey was working 4 us babeys always walking round wit dirty pampas swea every twist and turn yhu saw some gamblers well i moved outta da hood couldnt take it no mo had to get myself outta da gutta i had to just go momma getting ha money right still ain seen my father but i still remain loyal and im mainly unbothered shout out to me for holding my own weight nd out shout to my self 4 neva being fake been a leader neva been a follower ima keep grinding nd ima be baller surviving in da world become a great scholar
this beats amazing
KIlled tha game wit this one!
I like to read raps in comments and most of them are really good but for some reason I read them in the most cringrey way and can't read the whole thing cus I start dying😂😂😂 just me..... Ok
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greatest instrumental ever ..it allows for the listener to feel.and become one with the beat and think about life the instrumental is a story within its self
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Am I the only Asian here knocking down the challenges? #BubbaGotBeatz Special Thanks to you BubbaGotBeatz , because without your music and challenges, I don't know what i'll be doing in life. You open up doors for a lot of us and i'm proud to be a part of this #DREAM
Bruh your beats be good asf I can rap to em . I can feel em keep tha good work up.
this beat go so hard ever time i here this i gotta rap to this beat this beat is so hype and i know that will become famous we all will we all have a dream to become something we might not become
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I'm lovein the beat and I already wrote lyrics to it and still writing. Making this beat into a song right now
momma was on drugs when she was tryna raise us,
caught up in that dope, man that shit gotter infamous,
reachin’ for the stars
tryna fight the fight,
daddy had my back when searchin’ for the light,
she’s not a bad person, it just made her unpredictable,
so many bad choices so she made that vodka drinkable,
i’m not bashin’ her for makin’ liquor mixable,
but me & lord has agreed for her to stay biblical,
3 kids used to live on the block, we gettin’ miserable,
things i remanence about my childhood is visual,
leavin’ is for days by ourselves was so traditional,
my lil sis is like my daughter, god she’s such a miracle,
she’s too young to understand this story’s not nutritional,
it goes out to the people that need help bein’ convincible,
just know ya not alone on the road, it’s not original,
don’t fold out of existence, keep prayin’ for that miracle
really wish i could go back in time,
have a play button & just press rewind,
would help my momma each and everyday, cause i feel like what she did was through pain.
x2
Nun but bars
do you mind if i let a vriend rap you lyric?
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I love his beats frfr
I love all your instrumentals ❤💯💪🏽
Your beats give me the chills
Now I ain't got no time for games
So don't get it my way
But she told me the same
And said she don't play
But i knew from the start
That she was one of the lames
So I just shrugged it off and asked her for a name, she told me the same so I told her my name,
We talked for days and my whole world changed, cuz I didn't know a girl like you would be roaming through my brain, cuz everytime I felt lost you always kept me sane, but you cheated on me and I can't forget the pain, I remember the day, Chillin at the game, you were there too, looking strange till I took another view and seen another dude holding hands wit you, then my whole world stopped but I knew a girl like you wasn't anything new, i shed some tears but they weren't for you, I just felt bad for myself cuz I fell for a girl like you...Man what did I do I'm just a foo cuz I fell for a girl like you..
Sinner Productions yo u gotta feature me
Sinner Productions can i use this please?
Sinner Productions damn I feel ya bro
Sinner Productions @
Hi
Keep doing what you doing stuff icy asf ❄️💯
Pinned by Hailey Diamond
jeezysjay official
I WROTE THIS SONG SO THE LYRICS WILL BE RIGHT HERE💗.
LYRICS :
you see , baby you been actin’ kinda shady..😩
Never thought you’d break my heart until I found out that you played me😥
We was wavy, never thought I’d go from besty to ya lady💍..
Forever would be never, swear that life is hella crazy😞.
Hella crazy, yeah cause you said that you would never break me..💔
Just to break me in the end, cause I think about it daily😱
Take me back to when you cared, said that you would always chase me✨
And When everybody turned you said that you would always face me😊
Always fronted to my face, said that no one could replace me☹️
but when there was someone else it seemed so easy to erase me✌🏽
gave my heart cause I was thinking maybe you would come and save me 👼
ain't nothing gone compare to the past that you gave me😔
Told me "don't let people in" how they was only gonna fake me ✋🏼
told you I was gonna fall you said just do it you gone take me 🤲🏼
You felt a little off, I asked the lord that he would wake me 🤧
But that's only the intro to how these fuckboys made me😡
Always kept my head high , swear that smile never faded🤯
when I said you hurt me guess you didn't get what I was sayin'😒
now there's darkness 'onna daily and my heart is fully gated 😴
There's been so much on my mind but it's hard for me to say it🤕
you aware of who you are it's yo song you gone replay it 🤤
when you changed I stayed the same and it's crazy cause I hate it 🤗
Got me stuck up on this flow, cause this song gone be yo favorite🤪
Took a dub leaving you, there's yo L and you gone take it 👎🏽
Gone make you remember this, take it to yo memories and save it 👀
Was working on my glow, then I fell in love, I was mistaken ✌🏽
Thought you was down for me, when you said it, guess you faked it. 👎🏽😴
Opened ya eyes to a blessing, but instead you chose to play it 😱
but there's none to see because my heart is so damn cold❄️
now my only heal is these 3 blunts that I got rolled 🌬
but i'ma stand my ground I have a oath I got to hold😋
never switched up on you, &’ that’s on baby I'll never fold.😍
LYRICS BY
@JEEZYSJAY ON IG
@HTPP.JAYYY ON SC
@JAYJAY BECKHAM ON FB
@JEEZYSJAY OFFICIAL ON UA-cam
INSTRUMENTAL : (Never Fold) - prod. Bubbagotbeatz ❤️.
Good bars tokz
Pretty good keep it up i got sum lyrics too
real life kuromi can you write me a song about anything
ara !! 😍😍😍
nayya !! Lovely
Love this beat my song shaking with this
I made a ten toes and that blew up for me , Ima make this challenge to .. Great instrumental 🙏💕
Nothing what is yo youtube
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This one hard Fam.
Paranoid, not knowing where my head be/
Miserable, feeling like the world against me/
Empty, last girl went and left my heart smashed/
Still in pain, but I'm knowing that I'm pass that/
This beat slap bruh
Xanny-Im waking up to a session because of depression
All I see is falling angles
And brothers who supposed to ride for me
But just ended up backstabbing me like everyone else
I gotta tell myself that no one is never coming back for your statstfaction
In the hood they rather come in factions
And that causes alot of traction
But I was to busy trying to get to stacking
My girl caught me lacking,and pull the trigger to my heart
I'm like the tin man
Wondering wheres my heart,all I know is I'm in a cold place
Where you gotta stay bold even if your 2 faced
But I think imma keep smoking this lace to ease the pain
I miss my brother who was sitting in the pain and I didn't know what to say
And I blame myself everyday
One of my greatest mistakes
Still wondering if I was a mistake or do my mom really hate me
I wouldn't blame her
Her first kid getting charged as a felon
Got to busy caring now I'm stuck and under
So fuck all yall,that's how I be living nowadays like I was lil skies
Let's get a little more higher
Fuck it let's od
But I'm starting to ball like Kobe
But all legends die,hopefully I dont become the falling but if I do I'll let go and rest in peace
Are u still alive 🎉
I'm not an rapper but this instrumental make me wanna jump on it and vibe str8 out every time I hear it hands down 💯🤷🏾♂️.
#Rate10of10
hellyuhh💯⚡
I'm your Dream artist...The songs I've wrote your bests are JAW DROPPING
Was taught to never switch up and to never fold
was taught to huddle up when life started getting cold
But life showed me that you better never trust a soul
Same person you getting played by you called him yo bro
That’s why my circle small and I got hella foes
That’s why i stopped texting people ain’t got time for hoes
past few months happiness been at a all time low
But I keep my head up thankful for the road I chose
Haven’t completed all my dreams still in the progression
All my hurt and tragedies was some sort of a lesson
How you handle the pain is how one is reflected
I’m the type to sit back and remain humble for all of my blessing
If you wasn’t wimme in the trenches don’t be when I make it
The bond I got With my all my brothers I’d call it sacred
Cotton mouth from the success that I have tasted
Me continuing writing is like calling for the waitress
But ima remain inside and imma keep working
Finally make it out and stop my mommas hurting
give her everything she wants her life gone be perfect
And finally Make my dad realize that I was always worth it
Didn’t need shit from him and I never will
Always lying and shit couldnt ever keep it real
But now I’m the one that’s up and he can’t even pay his bills
Used to always want to see him now I don’t even wanna chill
He started something new and showed me everything was pretend
Then I made myself a promise that I’d never see him again
Me Losing him was basically like losing one of my friends
I guess it’s one of the people that don’t make it to the end
Kidd Prod Go Hard bro this hard aff
Kidd Prod Go Hard i love ur lyrics keep going and u gon make it
I love this song omg in love with the this one
💪🏽💯fire
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This is an awesome beat and jazz melody, its all that, I like it, way to go BubbaGotBeatz, be blessed & my man Tedashi, Peace! Carolina L.David aka "Praise Leona de Judah" & Bobby David @ David Productions still unashamed! 116
Sorry if I did u wrong
Didn't know how to say it so I put it in a song
Sorry if I made u cry
What they was sayin was a lie
Why u always lookin down
Why u always got a frown
U a queen that's needs a crown
Why would I have ten hoes
Baby let's score ten goals
We can be sum keep it on the low
U already know
Me and u together baby girl that's just how it goes
That’s good
aye is it okay if I use half of this ....😊pleasse this is very good
Last Hope Reyes ain't related to the beat but check this...
sitting here trapped away from my fears, the demons try to get to me but mad I won't shed a tear, I ain't going no where if you wanna kill me I'm right here, I'd be glad to die, take me to heaven or hell I ain't terrified, they watched me live and they gonna watch me cry, I need to stop all this crying and just suck it up, cuz all this crying just ain't enough, trynna loose these silly thoughts that flowing thro my brain, trynna walk away from this earth that got me feeling insane, now I got these demons to blame
I told my demons they can run but neva hide
kill me all you want but I'm dead inside
stomp out my hear but you can't stomp out my pride
×3
Issac Hunter can I use half of this
Issac Hunter shitty
This a banger
[HOOK]
when i first met you i couldn't even believe it,
i knew you was the one but i just couldnt see it,
now you all i ever wanted girl i really do mean it,
your heart is so pure and u got a nigga feinding,
[verse 1]
yeah you the one i want, your my lil blessing,
ima tired of these lame hoes, ima tired of all the stressing,
you was a lil angel sent with such perfection
but tuned in and hear all of my love confessions,
you was on my mind 25/8 i swear you was the one,
you was beautiful everyday especially with that lil bun,
i didnt know how to tell you but i was so young,
i acted a fool ,made mistakes man i was so dum,
but listen up dont go no i aint finish,
you made my heart drop and made my head kept spinning,
with just a lil smile or even a lil hug,
i felt so alive girl with you all i felt was love,
then one day i express to you how i felt,
you said you feel the same and i was like wth,
i always knew you was the one,but now i can really tell,
so baby give me a chance if not "ohwell"
Lou Stackz hit me. wanna ask u sum
Sheliya Rubio yeahh
lemme barrow that hook
Lou
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Lou Stackz 💯💯💯💯💯
I would like to purchase this
Oh my God this shit lit af tho fire my nigga keep ur head up and them fire beats coming my dude!!💯💯
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I like this beat TBH this my favorite beat
Hard af 🤔🔥
Real shit you talented bruh. Keep going wit it.
Hook: why? (Just singing randomly)
I remember I was young my momma always use to beat me,
She'd lock me in a room and would barely fuckin feed me,
And I couldn't tell nobody, cuz nobody would believe me,
She'd punch me in my head and say nobody's gon' need me,
But thank God to my grandma,
She really fuckin saved me,
And if I had to live without her I would go fuckin crazy,
If it wasnt all for her I wouldnt be livin,
God I fight sometimes with makin all the right decisions,
It's a blessin, it's a lesson, my life is all depressin,
The world is too fake to put my time into a bestfriend,
But yeah I'm holdin on, and my life is quite a fight,
I just wish I could be happy, not livin all in fright,
It's alright,
That is actually okay,
Depression and anxiety is fightin in my brain,
I just need somebody real,
Please just stick to what you say,
Tired of bein broken,
And played just like a game..
Hook: why
This is all true guys.. I had sm more happen but its personal so i just did a lil bit here🤷🏼♀️ but know your not alone. No matter how much your going thru, no matter how much pain you feel... think of the rest of the world.. millions are smiling, but billions are crying. Your not alone love❤
X goddess I cried rapping this in my head 😢
@@indiaford6586 thank you 🙏🏼 fr tho. That came from my heart .
Best hands down
@@destineyparks8708 💜🙏🏼 all my wishes and luck to you ! Thank you.
My man you are next level. I fuck with you and I don’t even listen to instrumentals like that. You came across my pandora one day with ‘Ten Toes’. I FEEL THAT SHIT. I still post it randomly to my FB and shit just cause. Just wanted to say “I see you working”.
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lately ive been thinking bout my purpose
scanning through my thoughts like am i even worth it?
hell do i even deserve it?
but me loving you was just conventional
even you said it was just fictional
yeah im really missing ya
but i still gotta move on
through all of this i still stand strong
Stay strong yeah ill stay strong
move on gotta move on
yeah i'll stay strong and i'll move on
stay strong... move on
Can't live without can you guys hear me rap on them flows or on the instrumental
start at 0:09
eyes closed
head down blocked out all the haters ion wanna hear the sound kinda hard to think straight when your not around everybody gotta mask on acting like a clown
( just start singing)
chorus
no they don't wanna see you winning
knocked ya down hard now ya spinning when someone leaves you don't ever get to sat goodbye now you slumped deep in ya feelings catching strong feelings for the wrong one now
she/he got Chu turning left turning right , sit down
now ya head stuck spinning round and round ya mouth opened to scream but you don't make a sound
thats all I got lol
imagine feeling like you were never good enough show nuthin but love and she never gave a fuck aint no time to cry homie you just got live it up keep on making moves you aint gota lose keep your head up you gon make it soon
guess who did it again :D post soon
video late tonight.
bubba !! yo got beatz mayn :D
amazing song man you deserve way more than 80k >3
I just think it’s funny how you played me we used to talk on the daily use to you my lil baby now it’s driving me so crazy I’ll do the rest if y’all like it 😁
DAMN 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
still waiting
Loving this beat
I’m fasho making a rap to this
this beat go hard
Thanks...
The world ain't what it seems
People dying on TV screens
Just another victim in society
Hard to find sobriety
Which gives me anxiety
She is what I try not to be
He is what I try not to be
I just want to be me
That waitress you complain to
Is working to jobs so she can feed two
The at cop you shot
Had a family oh but you forgot
That one legged man you made fun of
Was in the army fighting for our country and freedom
That mother who couldn't afford milk
Just paid for her sons funeral to lay him in silk
You forget about behind the scenes
Cryin late at night on my pillow
Forgive me of my sin
What have I done to deserve this
I would diverseing with you
Now I'm hurting with you
I'm writing this music to show you
The message that the world can't see
One by one I see another heart bleed
I can't plead
But I can read
This book that is legendary
Is on a TV
I See more people smoking weed
Little do you know about the suffering
The buffering
The moms and dads tears fall on the bed
There yelling at him saying take me instead
Why does he have to be dead
But instead you have to live through the pain
Look at his face it's a smile
But it's gonna fade
Lost his wife to a drunk driver
And now he's not a survivor
Took a gun up to his head
The door opens his son said
Dad I love you i don't want you dead
But turns the gun around and shot him point blank bammm
Lying on the ground crying
Cause the sounds
Wakes up from this nightmare just to see his son sitting there
Dad what happen to mom
He shakes his head and said go to bed
You don't see the world that I see
I see the behind the scenes
Happy people aren't always what they seem
Because of behind the scenes
There is two story's to a persons life
One the side you see
And one side there's a secret diary
She works at nights
Exits work
Plans to go home to see her kids
Until she gets a phone call that her son is dead
How you may ask
Suicidal thoughts all in his mind
Because that kid you called fat is struggling can't afford healthy food
Because his moms just a pizza delivery driver
She try's her best but she ain't getting no where
Know he is done with this
An overdose with is depression pills
The bottle on the floor next to his hand
Damn you really don't see behind the scenes
The kid that you said that smells is living on the streets barely eats
so he can get his degree
That person you made fun of is not who they seem because of behind
the scenes
That kid with a weird face you said
Saved his little sister in a fire and got 3rd degrees burns on his head
If you don't believe me
Look at behind the scenes
I have a huge behind the scenes
But I like to keep it a secret
A mother dealing sex
So she can feed her baby
Doesn't know who that dad is
That's how bad it is
This racism has to go
Women of her son lies to him
Says he can't have any friends
Because he lives in majority a black
Neighbor hood
He says the n word twenty million times a day
She doesn't accept gays
Says they will go to hell
And he took a knife to his wrist
Because he's gay
He can't say
Cut to deep now he's on the ground
Waiting for god to save him
The mother doesn't care about gays
Till she sees her son on the ground
She prays for forgiveness
And forever accepting
Her son was a blessing
And she's guessing
I wish that I could show you all the things I see
People dying inside you don't see a thing because of behind the scenes
You start to cry he's just a fucking boy on the rise
He played your heart like a game of tic tac toe he's a player can you see but you love him for who he is
But he just wants a chick to hang of his arm to look good
He has 10 other girls your not the only one and you lay in bed at night knowing what he does
You don't deserve him just cause he's an fucking boy in disguise
Because of behind the scenes do you know
I'm not trying to say what you do is bad but look at two sides of the story
People say put yourself in his shoes
Which pair
The side you can see
Or the the side you can't
It's late at night in your thoughts
You hear the ticking of the clock
As every second goes by
Another person dies
The family crys
This is just a circle of life
Just the version that's real
Yeah its just the version that's real
still being worked on
facts
Damn this hits
Por Fin Lo Encontre 😍 Gracias A Dios🙏👑🇩🇴💪
Lemme tell y’all my confessions I’m kinda goin through depressions Nd it’s kinda getting a lil excessive tried to tell my bestfriend but I couldn’t tell her everything sb please tell me this is a dream I’m jus ready to give it all up I’m not even finna front my heart turned to stone after what I been through soon as I heard those words nb loves you man that shit really hurts knowing all them ppl who did me dirt damn that shit is the worst not knowing who to trust all my parents do is fuss I got love for everyone at least I thought so after my life took this big whole toll I told myself I would never fold damn it sucks not having a hand to hold especially in the cold some of my toxic traits I let ppl in too much Nd they leave me in the thrust mane I’m surprised even have enough guts to open up to everyone mane I could’ve sworn that I was done All these demons in my head telling me to end it Got cuts on my arm Mane I think i might not make it to prom bc by that time I’ll be gone sitting up in heaven on a throne bc I’m tired of being alone so if you call me I won’t pick up the phone just please leave a message at the tone ..
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This beat goes hard 😭
I remember the day that I got the news
I coming back from shitty school
What I was told I collapsed it left a scar not a bruise
I was 11 didn't know was so confused
Eleven years years later and the feelings still there I even cried writing this I don't care What you think of me
all I know is I wish I could see him again and this shits killing me
Grandad you was my warrior once I make Ill promise I'll hit a beat and story for ya
Let the whole world meant I guess what what happened was meant to be
Only thing I'm having trouble with was never saying goodbye but hey what can do about that I can't change history I cant change facts
Just know that I'll always love you through thick & thin I'd kill just to hug you. Sometimes I feel like the only who loved you
Kinda selfish I know but I'm left with a broken heart just wish I could take this to the start
When u used to pick me up take me arcade man feels like life times ago hard to think it was decades
I could go forever but I'll leave it here with this short essay
Although your not here your always be my best mate.
I love you man... Always in my heart & I'll never forgot you. I'll do my best to better you. Nothing I could do would even make a better you.
You always wear amazing hard work paid off I laugh now knowing ur even scrap food from the pavement
This beat gave me goose bumps
She tell me that she there for me and
That she care for me
Just know that I’m fragile and I should be handle carefully
Love ain’t nothing permanent it’s always temporarily
The biggest thing thing I’ve learned from it is that loyalty is rarity
I also learned that that everyone ain’t on the same page as you
Just because you really love someone that don’t mean they made for you
Staring at these anti depressants like I should take a few every day is a fight I feel like I’m living on pay preview
I wasn’t even given the chance to make it aight
I even remember when I talk you out of taking your life
This is more than catching a movie or just staying the night
Your motivation for everything I say in this mic
Yo I hate to be that person pairing a picture but it’s hard to paint something different when everyday feel the same
And if you really bout to leave I’m just happy that you came and if I ever say your name I won’t ever say it in vein
-I wrote this a few years ago but it’s alright 💔
Never Switch Up On The Gang Never Switch Up for the fame never switch up for some lames it real in the streets you gotta keepa flame yall dont understand waking up with no money no food and a 2002 malibu yea the struggle real hard homie u gotta grind and be like a pearl when its time to shine
Momma you know I love you
Momma you know I need you
I just want to hug you
N tell you that I miss you
All this pain I got in me
Making me wanna come meet you
(Verse 1)
I lost you in 05
I wished I would've died
But I know you up there smiling in the sky
Ya baby boy trying not to cry
But I swear that shit be hurting deep inside
I just wanna grab that nine
N blow my fucking mine
Just to see you smile again
Cuz momma you was always shine
I walked up to yo casket told you to wake up
Man that shit hurt
When they laid you deep down inside this Earth.
(Hook 2x)
Momma you know I love you
Momma you know I need you
I just want to hug you
N tell you that I miss you
All this pain I got in me
Making me wanna come meet you
(Verse 2)
I'm still here
Momma wipe yo tears
13 long years
Yea you wasn't here
All this pain make me
Wanna disappear
I just wanna see yo face
Each and every day
But I know I can't cuz you
Laid up in that grave
I just gotta pray
That this pain a go away
Cuz since that day
I ain't been the same
All this pain
Made me go insane
(Hook 2x)
Momma you know I love you
Momma you know I need you
I just want to hug you
N tell you that I miss you
All this pain I got in me
Making me wanna come meet you
This hit and made me cry 😢 so beautiful !!! ✨✨✨💜💜💜🥰🥰💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥
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Since I missed this challenge I subbed so I know when the next one is
I'm hurting all inside
Feelings can't put aside
This love was ride or die
But it died so don't ask why
All the pain and all the lies
I ruined something special
Every night I sit and cry
I'm not giving up I'll try
Broken bonds but your the tie
Ain't got drugs but your my high
Asking god oh why oh why
Askin god oh why oh why
Every night I think about what I did to you
Tell you that I love you I ain't even see it through
I'm hurting all inside
All these feelings I can't hide
These days just turn to Night
Nothin feels right
Fading darkness, you were my light
My love my life
Love of my life
It's to late now
I can't right my wrongs
Am I to late
Girl I know your moving on
Things change people change To
Just wish these circumstances wouldn't change you
Change you ya
If I could go back
I would show you better times
Tell you that I love you
Everything would be just fine
Tell you the truth
Promise I'd never lie
Hold you late at night
Tell you everything will be alright
Bonds were broken
Hearts have spoken
Love was awoken
You've finally had enough
You say its love I say it's lust
Girl I know it's hard to trust
__________________________________________________________add on
if i could go back i would show you better times
tell you that i love you everything would be just fine
kiss you on the neck while you laying late at night
hold you so damn close ima make the feelings right
Soo waavy 🔥🔥
Ye im only 11 years old
And im already feeling cold,like i have been sold too the world
Already in 6th grade ye time passes fast
And already got shit going through my life.
First day in school got bullied
Felt like i was in a packed loop,
Got bullied for looking fat in dem kaki pants.
Ever since ive been insecure of what i wear
That why i would always care of the crap my dad makes me wear
Everday i would be looked by 8th graderz, thinking dey were just haterz.
Now wait..lets go back 4 years from now
I was 7 years old, always hearing doors slam..POW!
Life was bullshit back den,
I thought i would have too face it too the end..
Welp, dis is a true story im still workin on it..✌️
U in 6th grade cussin😂😂
One of a kind
Yeah I need you
When your free to
Leave with me and
See how I treat you
Never known love
But the way I see you
You wouldn't understand
You are my armour
When things are out of
hands
Love It when you smile yeah
I love I when you wild
This type of feeling I know there's no denial
All these other girls getting sent to the dial
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Beat go to damn hard bro nbs 💪🏾💪🏾
Vanish from existence,
no pot piss in,
this is my way of livin',
strugglin' to survive day and night,
doggin' creeps that are tryin' to fight,
That's why I keep a hammer on me holdin' it tight,
but the feelin' ain't right,
I don't want to kill another man,
some people won't even understand,
but that's life,
so I got to take a chance,
to save my own life,
so I got to play it smart,
willing to strategies and play my part,
don't trust my mind,
it plays tricks all the time,
but I gotta hold mine,
I have to be divine,
and let myself shine,
idk I give up lol
Amillio Madera keep it going lol
Amillio Madera can i use this please?
Amillio Madera fucking dope!!
Swear to god growing up it was do what im told sitting in the back had me feeling like im old sit still and just let shit unfold let shit unfold but now I'm growing up
see i was just two when ny dad let me loose wonder how he doin cuz im doin good , you never taught me how to lov thats problay why my first one is messin up and 9 years later im 11 years old tryin stay stong over this cold storm but how you goin levve your wife and kids ;welp i hope you know im better offf without you i might struggle hard but i know im not alone and where were you when i first started school , thats not cool ,
this is fire
One part of what I wrote: You sit and wonder why shit is happening to you
But you just gotta sit back n look at other people's views
See whatchu talkin bout? Everybody's going through
These dark feelings that you're getting everybody's got em too.
Parents yelling in ur face yeah that shit is nothing new
And don't even get me started on when we have to go to school
All these boys lookin at me tryna use me like a tool
And when they ask for a pic and you say no then you're not cool
What? That don't even make sense
And when u say yes then your life becomes a mess
Then they start throwing names like ur life is just a game
Now your sitting in corner while everyone calls you a lame
Now your families looking down on you and thinkin what a shame
That you had so much potential and yo dumbass threw it away
Heather Kelly omg I wanna rap this !!! This is good!!!! I have songs too but u need to let it out
Heather Kelly p
Omg can I rap this though Ima add a part to it
Have these rappers as my role models, hoping one day they'll be my rivals 🔥🔥
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You can push me to the
Edge of the world but
I'm still standing on my feet
When u lyin in the jungle the be praying on the weak
I'm like a lion in the jungle
Dont mistake me for a sheep
Can't even close my eyes
They gon catch me in my sleep
They just waiting for the moment
Think of me as an opponent
They ain't really riding for me
Cuz deep inside they got a motive
Peoole ain't what they seem
An ion trust for a reason
Need a angel by my side bc
I've been carrying on some demons
Lord I can't keep up with it mentally
ion need friends cuz
Baby what's a friend to me?
Everytime I'm down for em
They become an enemy
An I won't clown for em
Cuz ion got the energy
Cause see
This life is all a test, even if
You do me wrong
I still wish u for the best
I can't hold on to the past
Cuz it be weighing on my chest
Body builders on my shoulders
I ain't dying from the stress nah
Cause they gon feel me even
If the don't feel me
All I can show them is the real me
Trippin off the hype
what's it like I'm still me
G-O-D only on who can heal me
2×
Some people go online just
To feel connected
People kill themselves just
To feel accepted
Others in a jail cell
Cause they ain't chasing salary
Most into drugs
They ain't coping wit reality
Its hard n I see it everyday
It's worse gotta watch it
Like kill me in a way
I loose ppl every single day
An sometimes I won't even
Show it on my face
Yea they might be breathin
But their soul has been erased
It hurt me can't cry
Seen a lot so I can't cry
First time I seen a man die
Asked me some questions
But told them the dude was sleepin
Dying in the trap
there ain't no freedom
If you get it that's blessing
Cant sugarcoat the message
Don't give into depression
Watch ur friends an
learn the lesson
It take a little effort an a
Whole lotta strength
To be the only one that float
While everyone behind u sink
For real
This is the life I'm livin ,Its killing my vision
Free my family lost in the system
Or fighting an addiction
I pray all this ends up forgiven
I gotta stay driven , im
Rapping for the ones who can't Get it an they gon
Feel me even if they don't feel me
All I can give em is the real me
Trippin of the hype , what's it like
I'm still me
G-O-D the only one who can
Heal me
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Let me tell you what never fold really mean to me
Never turn yo back and never change the scenery
Keep it real
Why you lying there’s no need for it
If you got a plant you better have a seed for it
I’m always ready
Tryna get that spaghetti
Show you I’m packing heavy
Baby I’ll keep you steady
Uh I ain’t got nun to prove to you
I’m tryna be wit you and always share the truth wit you
All the times that y’all gone fight
But we gone make a right
It’s so hard to deal wit Life
Wit the people you don’t like
Why you feel like you can take it
You didn’t even make it
But you steady tryna break it
Think that I will fold
All these story’s that I told
All them nights when it was cold
And you think that you are bold ?
Nah boy I’m a real one
But you won’t never know
Till you feel one
Till you hangin wit yo mans
And they come up on yo land
Then they shoot you where you stand
And there’s blood all on yo hands
Man that’s so tuff
It wasn’t a must
You Never had that trust
Now it’s turning to lust
Getting on the bus
Sitting in the front
Shout out M.L.K
He did it for us
Yeah he never folded
Always stood his ground
Even if it meant guns pointing all around
They gone shoot him down
He was tryna make a point he was tryna change the crowd
Go for what you know
We ain’t rookies
Yeah we pros
I’m looking for repost
But
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
0:20
You thought you could
play me, but I am not
a game. You didn't
want me for the love,
you cared about the fame.
Now you hurting
when someone tries
to call my name
I can't believe you
think I'm stupid
you're the one
who's lame.
You played me like 2K
but hey, it's all good.
couldn't get it together
he never understood
wanna apologize but
he never could, what
he did to me it was never good.
I'll be making a rap to this on my channel 💕💕💕💕 thank you for the beatt
Never Fold pt.2
Never Fold pt.2
Never fold pt.2
Never fold
Last time I was talking bout that month
Last time I was talking bout that love
This time I’m gonna switch it up
Ima talk about yo needs and yo
wants
I know everybody WANT to succeed
I know everybody WANT to get the greens
But do right and stick wit yo team
You don’t gotta be like them and make a scene
I’m fr man I do this everyday
And nun of y’all better not get in my way
Cause one day
I hope and I pray
That I will blow
Y’all got nun to say
But I’m tripping man
I’m getting off topic
A need for me
Is yo fam
Don’t drop it
Don’t ever turn yo back
To the girl that gave you birth
It’s so many crazy people right here on this earth
I can’t believe it
She gave you the plan
Right there by yo side
That’s where she would stand
For me
Man I need my mother
And I’m praying to god
That I won’t ever get another
No matter what you do
You’ll get another chance
And when you crying
She the on that one hold yo hand
So think before you do
That’s my advice to you
I hope you got a message
Never fold pt.2
pt.3
Yeah that’s coming soon
Hope fully
It’s better than part 1 and part 2
Yeah I’ll stay the same
Struggle and the pain
That’s not a need or want
That’s god telling you to change
He’s always tryna help
Cause that what he do
And I thank him for that
That’s Never Fold pt.2
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold
Never fold pt.2
Never Fold pt.2
Never Fold pt.2
Never fold
Never fold
Pt.2
Came back to these beats to express myself
I’m rich, my money stuffed in these pipe dreams
Even having dreams of them tryna kill me with them pipe things
But I’m busting back while the night screams
All I see is bodies bleeding hearing sireeens!
I’m bout drop to this, good stuff my guy
Very Very Beautiful!!👍😍🔥
Instrumental🎵✌😉
the warmth we once felt is now cold and its weird
no control of the past no controllin the fear
all the sleepless nights and the soberin tears
damn what happened to us over the years
no more holdin ya near
heart is where the home is u kno it was here
now well both be lonely my dear
Look this is how I'm living this my situation and regardless my position I'ma win until winning ain't a thang no more have the biggest fucking chain in the game full of gold
2020? Still listening to this beat
2024 anyone ??
shit u go thru in life is what makes u a man/
u might feel the pain now but you'll be stronger in the end/
judge gave ah nigga 5 shit i took it like a man/
hold ur head high never let'em see u sweat/
lift this weight off my shoulders like a nigga bench press/
the only thing folding on me is this money stack/
I love this