losing control : Dancing with the Devil
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- Опубліковано 22 бер 2021
- “I crossed a line I’d never crossed in addiction.”
In part I of this fearless documentary series, Demi Lovato and their family and friends candidly open up for the first time about what led to their near-fatal overdose.
Resources:
The National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline
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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger
Demi Lovato’s new album ‘Dancing With The Devil… The Art Of Starting Over’ is out now: DemiLovato.lnk.to/DWTDTAOSOID
0:00 Lies & Overdosing
5:00 The Truth Begins
9:10 Food Issues
14:10 A Relapse
18:05 Going Downhill Fast - Розваги
So when can our society admit that idolized child stars have desperate, broken and dysfunctional adult lives?
They have dysfunctional childhood that leads into their adult hood. She and many others have suffered at the hands of predatory adults. Over worked, monitored or sexually abused. Its happened to Alison Stoner, Drew Barrymore, Soleil Moon Frye, the Jackson's, River Phoenix , Xtina and Britney Spears etc. They are all so quick to use children as cash cows but not care about what happens when the cameras aren't rolling or they're not performing.
@@sassugirl1151 demi just liked drugs
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@@sassugirl1151 I was going to go far back as the 30's /40's with Judy Garland, and the 80's, with Todd Bridges, Cory Haim, Dana (can't remember last name) she was in different strokes with Todd Bridges...
@@smurfylee Plato
The fact that she’s made 3 documentaries about her constant struggle and doesn’t try to hide it is something that takes strength, shows that it’s a never ending battle. Hope she gets better
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$$$$$$$ maybe I mean who would sponsor an addict
She's really milking this.
This is why child beauty pageants should be BANNED!
I agree 💯🙏
Like it’s in the name “beauty pageant” aka which child is the best out of all the children here
I heard Demi say how she idolized Amy Winehouse and that she wanted to be just like her. I came across a documentary about the last 24 hours of Amy’s life I was freaked out when I realized the date of Amy’s passing was July 23, 2011. It then hit me the date of Demi’s 2018 OD was July 24. I’m so happy Demi came through it . I hopes she coninues her path to happiness
Great
Wow, that is absolutely haunting, and even as an atheist it gives me a little pause, cause that seems too strange to just be a coincidence.
Be careful what you wish for
I'm just going to say, it's really easy to find things like this for literally anything. It's just coincidence
Think about it for a sec.. We were suppose to be here talking about them dying at the same date.. it breaks my heart
I feel like when she sang the day before her overdose, she couldn't sing the words "I promise I'll get help"
Because deep down she knew she wouldn't.
That was deep I didn’t even think of it like that
It was shocking!
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I felt the exact same way! When I was deep into my addiction I hid so many things so well. I worked full time, took care of my home and family, even helped others get sober! But when I was at my worst I could not for the life of me say certain things because I knew they were lies. That’s whenever I knew I was broken but ready to heal.
@@jessicaisolda196 I'm glad you decided to get help! Bless your strong soul 💕✨
The way she described how her dad passed just...shocked me to my core.
Same! I was like, “WHAT?!”😢
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It’s almost like her life and identity has been defined by addiction and she isn’t quite sure how to exist without it
This is true for a lot of addicts, people with eating disorders, and other mental illnesses-- espeically those who have dealt with severe symptoms of their disease(s) for decades, have had many periods of relapses and recovery, and have been in and out of treatment numerous times.
Its hard to replace something so big that your life used to revolve around and was your main priority, the #1 thing you cared about... and then try to rediscover yourself as an adult. Not to mention, in Demi's case, the truth of the matter is that her music/entertainment career isn't nearly successful compared to her peers' (Taylor, Miley, Selena, etc). So her addiction, eating disorder, and mental health struggles are what seems to be most interesting to people and draw the most attention when it comes to her. It's unfortunate but its the reality of the situation. When you say the name "Demi Lovato", the average person probably can't name more than 1 song of hers (if they can even name one at all), but they most likely can tell you shes a drug addict. At this point this is largely out of her control and overcoming it would be a challenge for her, being that she's about to be 30 and has already been in the entertainment industry now for most of her life. It would be hard to reinvent and reignite her career without all this stuff overshadowing it. She can exist and have an identity outside of addiction but can her career exist without it?
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Some people have to define thier life around addiction to prevent relapse. And if it keeps them clean then it’s not a big deal.
It's a reality. Once you're addicted, it's a battle from there your whole life. It's all you know and all you'll be known for..My boyfriend is an addict. He tells everyone how he's sober and proud and eventually starts using again...Addiction will take up you whole life, you go without your crutch and you suffer symptoms. It's not easy getting clean, it's also expensive.
The lady that said "be careful" just knew. She could feel something. And Demi was tearing up. The empathy was real . Demi really needed that, I hope she still thinks about it . Bc I would
That lady was Demi’s mom. Given that Demi used drugs that are hardcore I think she sensed danger also.
@@rogue7723 no for sure especially it being their sister, she knew in her heart she didn’t want Demi to go but she couldn’t stop them Bc they’re grown.
It’s Demi’s sister
@@rogue7723 It’s not Demi’s mom. That was Demi’s older sister
Y'all hella fake that's Demi's sister 🤣🤣😂😂
When she smiled so hard and said “I’m always careful” that was disturbing. You really don’t know what is actually haunting people behind their bold smiles.
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what minute?
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Um no it was not disturbing. Get a grip.
@@bigmacdaddy1234 Foh.
What i want for Demi is to never see another documentary like this one again. I wish her a healthy mind and life that is plentiful of positivity.
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I feel like this time around you can really tell how much stronger she is even when she speaks. 🙏🏽
hoepfully she doesnt become an amy winhouse i love demi
Agree ❤️
i feel like shes around a lot of toxic positivity
Bingo
Duh
Totally, that is worse
this aged incredibly. Yep.
@@hannahhunter96 What do you mean? Sorry if I sound dumb
It was her mom who put her in the cameras at a young age. She was placed in beauty pagents by her parents (mainly her mom). NO child should ever live in the spotlight.
Well said
But now she is an adult how many child celebrities have dropped Hollywood.
Blame everyone but herself.
That's very helpful
@@teyoshariff5598 so we are gonna say screw psychology haha. Your adulthood, heavily relies on your childhood.
Her mother definitely took advantage of her daughter and saw her as profit not her little girl and what she really needs at that age
@@TheSweetForever so true I've been bullied and battled depression at a young age and that still affects me till this day.
I can't imagine having an entire stadium cheer for your sobriety... having your entire identity tied up in something that is an everyday struggle must have been so heavy on her.
I actually was at the Barclay's Center concert when that happened. Some people are super proud of their sobriety, but looking back, it was clear that she hasn't gotten through all of her issues that made her miserable. And maybe she didn't even know herself that at the moment, maybe she thought sobriety is something that worked for her back then. I really think she learned through quarantine to work on herself cause it forced her to slow down (like what she said in the episodes). In a way, who knows what might have happened again if we weren't in a pandemic and she went straight to touring and working again.
@Maria S I think one thing we should’ve all taken from this is that the ‘perfect life’ doesn’t exist..
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DONG!
18:43 SO IMPORTANT TO HIGHLIGHT THIS - Dani Vitale telling the bartender to not offer Demi drinks. The same lady who lost career opportunities because some of Demi's fans FALSELY ACCUSED HER FOR CAUSING DEMI'S OVERDOSE.
Some of her "fans" not all of us
Which companies believed a bunch of ignorant 13 year olds on twitter though??
i didn't see that omg, yeah, but I thing those "fans" that said that things to her aren't truly fans
Yeah but after that you see her encouraging her
Noticed this and came to the comments to see if any one else saw it
I relate so much when she talked about her dads death. My dad also passed away alone in his apartment, my brother found him and we don’t know when he died. His hands were black. He was a alcoholic. If you’re reading this please get help you deserve more.
I am so sorry for your loss 😔
So sorry for your loss
Thank you I really appreciate it
I am so sorry for the loss 😰. I lost my father too. Your father lives with you in your heart & wants to know that you will & shall succeed in life. :)
So sorry
Her best friend said at 12:45, "I think if your life is set up to be focused on how you're not well, then you're not gonna feel well." I can speak from experience, this is absolutely true. I was struggling in the last year from things that have been happening in my personal life, and at a certain point, it was like everyone around me was only focused on "well you're struggling and having a hard time and you've been through so much. Its been so difficult for you." And sometimes you just need to have people stop talking about your problems and your struggles, and simply encourage you to get better and to be better and to live free of self-judgement. People will feel small if you tell them they've been living it so hard. They will rise and stand tall if you tell them that they are ready for new things.
very regrets to not seen this comment befor , just exposed something in your life then everyone around you will focus on it and asking ànd waiting update.. then you will be stunned on the way it flick the life the whole thing from you😢
I just feel like her whole team and family keep exploiting this image of her being a survivor and a warrior, using it to sell any kind of content, and it ends up pressuring her so much. It almost seems like it’s an endless circle. This woman needs some time off the spotlight
yeah they need to stop
I honestly feel the same way ever since her first interview about the situation. I don't think her family does that but her team definintely does do that to her. They put too much pressure on her to be perfect and this role model. As her sister said, she never signed up for that. She only signed up to get better and spread awareness to eradicate the stigma. Not for her company to make profit off of her and her trauma.
Literally nobody wants to talk about this and it’s aggravating
@@priyanshasharma3599 Her support system should be considering her health before her professional life. If there is too much pressure on her she will relapse. 👩🔬
@@heatherdequetteville9184 It's honestly crazy to see how mean people are to her saying that she keeps making money off of her struggles and never holds herself accountable and how we have idolized such people and would not care if someone else was going through this on the street but here's the thing.
A lot of people don't have an understanding of addiction and trauma. It's an achievement that she managed to make it to six years of sobriety but it was too much control from her team that made her want to relapse other than things that would trigger her such as the body type of the model that the styling team would make for her outfits.
By her last documentary she had clearly shown that she had relapsed into her ED. Relapsing is okay and it doesn't mean that she's a failure. She always wanted to show her imperfections and making money from her issues wasn't her brand, it was her honesty and upfrontness about it.
She's explained so much and has been so brave to showcase her humanity and even tell us that she was raped. TWICE. She took responsibility for her actions, called out her fans for hating on and falsely accusing her friend.
That's doesn't exactly fit the definition of evil to the core as the haters say.
What's crazy is, when I was 12, I had an eating disorder at the time, and I remember watching Demi on Camp Rock saying i wanted to be as skinny as her... when she was going through an eating disorder herself and no one had any idea. This video kind of gave me flashbacks, but also reminded me of how far I've come too.
Proud of you
Wow! That certainly is something! What a turn around! I hope you stay strong just like Demi!🙏🏻
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Does that mean you're 27? Wow, thats crazy!
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The way they all just clap and cheer after she finishes singing Sober for them... it turns my stomach. Like did no one listen to the lyrics and think to ask about it???
what are you talking about? they know what the lyrics are about
They thought it was about her drinking again and smoking they didn’t think it was about hard drugs
the girl was crying for help and they just like yay!!! its messed up
@@whatamess9753 she sang a song- which is what they payed to see. are you really that daft?
@@craigime they did not pay to see that, we're talking about the scene where she introduces the song to her friends, NOT the scene shes playing to an audience lol
18:46 DANI’S HEAD SHAKING AND SAYING NO, TO THE GUY WHO WAS GIVEN ALCOHOL TO DEMI
Huh?
Rewatching n just noticed feel bad for her
I REALLY hope that this documentary was her idea, her initiative and is under her control. Not her team’s, not her family’s. If that’s how she wants to tell her story - so be it. But I don’t want her trauma to get exploited for money again. I really want her to get better and to take some time off.
I think she's okay. She's got a way better team now 👍
I agree.
I doubt so. These celebrity documentaries are starting to trend. Someone is profiting from them, celebrities sharing their messed up lives and getting paid for it.
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@@bokani79 bomdia
I haven't watched it yet and I'm already speechless, no matter if you're a fan or not, you'll want to watch this documentary and I'm sure you'll cry like a baby
@r0bz your rude
@r0bz I've seen you in like 10 comments. if you don't care, then stop watching. is it really THAT necessary to be spreading hate and insults? and no, don't say your spreading the "truth" because every individual on this planet is beautiful on the outside. what matters is if they are beautiful on the inside.
@r0bz u won't stop, huh?
@@barbienagar3936 ignore him. People like him will keep going no matter what others say... he doesn‘t have a LITTLE bit of empathy. Other than us. Ignore him girl😊❣️
@@xsarahxh73 ♥♥thnx for the advice♥♥
" *I've been working on trying to be free since the last 13 years* "* hits hard💔
she didn’t forget the words, she just didn’t want to sing then and that’s heartbreaking
You must not understand how high she was. She forgot the words because she was on heroin
@@meghanelizabeth6710 she didn’t want to the lyrics cuz don’t the lyrics say she needs help or something idek but I think that was a cry for help
I was at this concert front row and you are 100% correct. She knew that she was lying to herself and every Lovatic in the crowd could feel it. So glad she is finally happy and healthy in her truest form.
Wow you people are gullible af lmao.
@@gamerjamson um how?
“If your life is set up to be focused on how you’re not well, you’re not going to FEEL well”
Just real 💪🔥
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She seems lonely. She always wants someone to stay with her. I see such a sadness in her. I hope she gets the help she needs and find what ever happiness it is she’s searching for. You’re a strong person Demi. Love yourself. Be happy. You are so loved.
Demi is so special she’s one of the only artist’s that has true empathy & care for everyone around her.
Yeah... She care about everyone except herself 😔
@@Gloria-ds9mw yup
Demi: *sings about not being sober anymore*
Her team: 👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼 😃
They knew she was drinking at that point. They didn’t think it was about drugs. She was starting to drink here and there. I think they were just trying to be supportive as well, she was being honest with that song.
@@JosieOfGodsGirls it’s the knowledge she’s an addict though, it shouldn’t have been encouraged in any way
Go and listent to Meg Donnelly Ft kota the friend - just like you
@@brybhoy18 wA
I just thought that they hoped that her song was showing Demi’s strength that she was getting better.
I’m still not over “Okay be careful, I just wanted to tell you that” “I’m always careful :)) ” LIKE YES THATS IT THATS THE WAY IT GOES
Who was that blonde girl?
@@JennySilvertonx her sister
@@elizabethmartinez1113 oh wow, I really didn't think that was Dallas just the way she was speaking / what she was saying.
@@antrluns the one with the blonde hair is their older sister Dallas!
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Hearing her dads story was really powerful. I don’t care what anyone says about Demi she is, hands down, one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen. And I’ve seen a lot in my personal life.
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Well what I don‘t understand is how her mother didn‘t notice ANYTHING?! Like wtf my mom notices every tiny emotion of mine even when I’m hiding cause she just feels it. How couldn‘t she see her own daughter dying inside?! Only wishing the best for you Demi!! You‘re so strong and amazing!
Because demi was on tour and away from her family
I'm 40, after 27 years, I went to rehab, guess what, mom passed, dad had no idea, called a functioning addict. Sorry you dont get that and I hope you never do.
“Life’s too short not to support other women.” Demi, you are truly an inspiration. I’m so glad that you’ve grown up so much.
@r0bz rude!
@r0bz shut up!!
@r0bz shut up. It’s people like u that are the reason celebrities don’t open up or do stuff like this. Stop being insecure and hiding behind ur screen just to bring down a woman. Her looks are her priorities not urs.
@r0bz someone’s insecure
@r0bz so True
Those costume sketches are truly heartbreaking and these kind of things are imposed to us in such a way that we have accepted them for years without noticing how toxic it is
That was so messed up and awful to see.
SO TRUE 😮😢
i am not joking when i say it legitimately made me jump when they edited her body to fit the sketch. it’s SO damaging, and we just accept that those kinds of sketches are normal. they aren’t. they’re horrific.
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Agreed. I believe in fashion those are called croquis, and what's even more ridiculous is that that's not even what the outfit would look like on your standard/stereotype size 0 model. They have a lot of body issues too. It's just so not healthy.
"I think if your life is set up to be focused on how you’re not well, then you’re not gonna feel well. Whatever we’re trying to control or afraid of will end up happening if that’s our only focus. "
She needs people in her life who aren’t afraid of her. To be real with her and not be afraid of losing anything if she gets pissed at you.
that’s probably why she feels so alone.. she probably knows their not being genuine or 100% honest
well said, a lot of people need this, i high-key need this lmao
Thats why you need to surround yourself with friends who challenge you and want you to grow, dont pick friends that let you make decisions that are self-destructive. I always keep it straight up honest with my friends, even if they dont wanna hear it. And if they got something to say to me , I listen.
I imagine its hard to do that when you're a young celebrity
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unnecessary try s cuz as
Everybody needs that, not just famous people.
Terrifying that TMZ and other news outlets knew about the overdose before her own family did
Yep!😢
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some what related they announced kobe's death also before his wife knew what happen! like I cant even imagine what that felt like, her child and all before she even knew tf? is wrong with people they have no self respect for human life at ALL!!
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They always do
Demi, I am so very, very proud of you. You will never know just how many lives you’ve touched, changed, and saved. Look at those devils straight in their eyes and tell them, “Oh, it’s you.” Keep loving your life for you and allow your freedom to help others reach their goals in life. You’re an example, not a crutch to those individuals who attack you in order to feel better about themselves. You are not responsible for them. You are ONLY responsible for yourself. Focus on those who lift you up and love you unconditionally, without regret. I, along with millions of others, absolutely love and adore you. You go, girl!!!
Why would they be making a girl with an eating disorder and body image issues sketches like that??? It's almost comical. 12:04
that’s how u draw fashion😐
@@alishadiamond7394 that's not how you draw fashion. fashion is clothing, not skinny unrealistic bodies.
@@georgiahutchins408 someone correct me if i’m wrong, but i *think* when one goes to school for fashion and stuff like that, i’m pretty sure that’s how they’re taught to draw the sketches. my apologies if that didn’t make sense i’m in hospital on pain meds lol. but i’m pretty sure that’s how people are taught to draw that stuff. but i agree it probably affected her so much to see the comparison between her real beautiful self and the unrealistic sketch
It honestly hurts me to hear that she just didn’t like the way the outfits looked on her bc on sketch the drawing was taller and “thinner”. Yet I’m here looking at her concerts saying wow she’s gorgeous, the way her outfits fit would never fit me like it does her, it’s gorgeous but in her mind she was thinking differently.
Exactly !! I met her in 2014 and all I could think was she was so beautiful , like a doll . I saw her red dress she wore to the Grammys and all I could think was this thing is so tiny I don’t understand how people called her “ fat “ . And that was the dress she wore when she was finally confident .
Isnt it awful and so sad that she felt that way about herself? We just never really know what internal pain people are in. She's just a human being at heart. She is a performer as a profession. They are hunted like an animal by vultures waiting to see them fall and capture it , sell it, and do it again and again when it chips away at those they are hunting souls. Those VULTURES can do better they NEED to do better. Brittany same thing its a miracle she came back out of the dark also.
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Maybe they should have made the drawings truer to demis body type?
They really need to stop sketching fashion drawings that way. No human being looks like that.
Just draw her body and how the clothes would actually look on her. That would at least be useful when it came to choosing her wardrobe. Plus she's gorgeous. There's no need to draw her with 8' legs.
I worry this documentary series is just like the last one: a buffer until something happens again. I don’t want anything to happen to Demi. She needs to leave Hollywood.
Agreed
Scooter will be her biggest mistake y’all im scared for her. 🛴
Yea now she's getting so much hate in the answer she gave TMZ regarding DMXs death I can just imagine what they are saying to her
@@_zina9054 omg! What did she say??
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i wish they interviewed selena gomez- i really wanna know what happened between them now that we know demi was high most of the time during disney channel
i think they did drugs together, probably a toxic friendship so they naturally grew apart
meEEeEeEe tOoOOooO
If they’re not close now though it might seem weird to involve her haha, since Selena seems completely unrelated to this story in particular
@@novembergrams no, demi did it with miley. selena in that time was really self-aware of that
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Nah, I don't think Selena did drugs at all. At least not during her Disney years. From what I remember, they grew apart over some toxicity, miscommunication and maybe even some jealousy. Selena honestly never had a problem with Demi, in fact; Selena even tried to visit her in the hospital when she OD. It was more so Demi who had a problem with her tbh, but nobody knows why and how it started.
PS: Of course, this could be false! I do not know either personally. Only they both know what happened between them.
“Let’s treat her eating disorder by taking all sorts of food away from her” real smart 🤦♀️
Her crying talking about vodka in a Sprite bottle is heart breaking. She really was set up from a young age to have so many issues.
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i think a lot of people can relate. famous or not..
It’s a different kind of sadness when you see every single of your childhood idols go through this kind of situation. We LOVE YOU Demi, and Britney, and Miley and every single star that’s having a hard time overcoming everything the industry made you suffer.
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And Selena
And early Amanda
I love what Madison says I know too much about addiction and mental health to think that's all there is to it. Thank you Madison. 💗
Thank you for being this open and honest! Walked the same path, ED, addiction....am 12 years clean and sober in April. Seeing this reminds me not to take it for granted!
Much ❤️ from Austria 🇦🇹
I'm 115 days clean off heroin and am so in love with Demi for all of the struggles that she has been through and conquered. So much of what she struggles with mirrors my own life and its incredible to watch her real raw story unfold throughout the years.
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You go girl!! ❤️❤️
You go babe! Proud of you 💜
SO PROUF OF YOU ! 🤍
demi needs to leave hollywood. I feel so uncomfortable with how her team continues to capitalize on this stuff and not really help her. to be so specificalyl timed with singles, albums, movies, etc....I remember when she had a relapse before her brush with death, they released a single where she admitted to the relapse...and I was just stunned and disgusted. I don't want any of this for her, I love her and want her to leave hollywood.
^^^^^
she is a world-renowned artist. It's easier said than done.
I think the same. She clearly needs to walk away from Hollywood and work on herself.
Same I just want her to be ok
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I can not get enough! I want to watch this doc over and over again! I show all my friends when anyone comes over!
This is so beautiful and sad, the way that she is open to show that she's not perfect and how we are not alone, it's ok to ask for help and we all have ups and downs, this is powerful
It’s so sad we had to almost lose her to listen her truth and it’s so amazing see her talking about it
Vini, te encontrei fora do tt kkkk
@@quelsilva1045 amoooo
@Abigail Garcia ignore them They're a Selena stan from twt. They're just here to make nasty comments.
I mean, she has 2 other documentaries about her mental health, drugs and eating disorder
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Demi you may already know this but, you being vulnerable with us makes you strong.
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@@vintagemxer1846 what ?
@@vintagemxer1846 what?
@Phimosis Jones Please go, you clearly came to hate wich shows you have nothing batter do do in ur life. Sad.
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Knowing this whole story and rewatching it, Demis mom, you never tried. You knew. You dont deserve her in your life!
My son had a 10 year meth addiction….it was so hard trying to get him clean… I love that you made this documentary… it helps me to understand a little more. He has been clean 4 months now because he is in a rehab… he is barely starting to sound coherent I should say semi coherent because some delusions still creep in.
How is he now
I am literally in tears, just because of the trailer, Demi is so f***cking strong
@r0bz why do you have to say something like that, it is just a waste and not the truth
@r0bz even if so, why do you have to comment on it?
@r0bz and you’re a horrible person, that needs to get a job, sure that you’re insecure of your own body that’s why you’re criticizing others
@r0bz she is beautiful and 100% a better person than you.Gosh I can’t believe racist people like you still exist in 2021 . Look at Demi.She’s been through a lot of issues in her life and she managed to overcome all her demons.She is now a huge inspiration to a lot. Who even are you? Pls
@r0bz demi is the best person ever & she is beautiful and so powerful it makes you jealous cuz your faves are stinky and untalented
People don’t realize how much courage it takes to keep fighting after a lifetime of struggle. No amount of money or fame changes the effects of mental illness and trauma. The fact that she has to fight through all of this in front of the whole world is so scary and just proves how strong she is. After 6 years of sobriety, she relapsed and that must’ve been so hard for her to accept. But the fact that she lived to tell her story proves just how much of a fighter she is and that she belongs in this world. I would not be alive without Demi. She has a kind heart and tells the truth regardless of how harsh it is to hear. The whole world was making fun of her for the past 3-4 years and yet she still has the passion to create with the purpose of inspiring others to be open about their struggles. Most people would crumble under such scrutiny and pressure, but Demi truly cares about what she believes and that’s why she’s been able to make it through.
This is well said
I remember when she sought treatment after camp rock and everyone talking about how she's just "crazy" and that was an accepted narrative back then. Now it just makes my heart hurt that she was ever talked about in that way when she was obviously hurting. Some people don't see it, but I think our culture has come a long way in the last few years.
money has a significant impact on the effects of mental illness. money allows people to seek treatment and funds things like medication, therapy, and even rehab. without money it is damn near impossible to treat mental illness because even with insurance it all costs money and not everyone can even afford that.
Ehhh money does help though 😆😆 I've had depression since I was 13 now 32. Having a couple mil would definitely put a smile on my face. Not worrying if another couple mil is coming in..Sh*t, even be able to help a few people out in the process. Double feel goods there, ya know ?
True sister
This Breaks my Heart, the pain in her eyes is so emotional for me cuz I have felt that pain before and often but the fact that she's being so honest and forthcoming with what's happened to her and what she's going through makes me so proud of her and makes me a really big fan!!!
Same here I never felt like I belonged anywhere so I used to party alot.
I’m tears because your experience Demi mirrored something I went through as well thank you for being so brave for us. The pressure of trying to be perfect and please others was such a trigger for me too in what I went through. I’m sorry you had to endure that Demi. I’m so glad you’re still here.
when she said 'MORE' that part felt like a child wanting to do something horrible. It's kindy creepy and haunting about it.
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Yes!!! This "more" make me feel sad. Itsn't pretty or funny. She was addicted.
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Question: what’s the WORTHIEST phrase to search on youtube?
Answer: “chill yall” is the answer. Check it you don’t believe me!!
I can’t believe she’s in her 20’s and she going through all of this she’s a living miracle
Almost 30
Ariana has been through more and worse things
@@JordanABL880 it is not and shouldn’t be competition.
@@JordanABL880 no one mentioned Ariana?
Many people do this young sadly
I cry every time I watch this because I struggle with addiction myself and it is not easy getting sober. That in itself is incredibly powerful, and you have to be really strong. Heroin is the devil I wouldn’t recommend anyone try it because it will ruin your life and you will never be the same.
To all the Addicts out there you are wanted, needed and loved!! Ive survived 3 Opioid OD's and I'm lucky to be alive!! I've taken so many over 3 weeks and I'm just lucky to be alive.. I've just gotten off of them.. and Im in early recovery now!!
I feel like a lot of people are dancing with the devil too. Everyone has their own struggles and demons. If it's you, Stay strong and keep fighting!!
Thank you so much 🙏🏾♥️
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I know I am
sending hugs to everybody🥺
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I’m so proud of her 😭 she was my inspiration when i was 11 and she’s still my inspiration at 24❤️
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Really
Were the same age! And my thoughts exactly!
Same here! ❤️ fyi, i'm from France
Same🥺
Demi this literally hit me in the gut with the similarities in the way we grew up. My father was schizophrenic and a h*rion addict. He beat my mom also. We moved away from him and I stopped talking to him in 2010. He died in 2016 by his addiction. He was found in his room. I have been fighting to stay away from his path, but at 16 I was binge drinking. At 17 I had a horrible adderall addiction. I lost 78lbs in 3 months. At 18 I went back to my childhood home and started focusing on my mental health. Stay strong hun 💖 you’re not alone.
I feel like part of Demi's problem is her parents. Her mother was also an addict. Addiction runs in the family. Clearly her mother also wanted to push her into the limelight.
her father was violent and an alcoholic and her mom got addicted to Xanax (she even went to rehab after Demi went) so it's literally no wonder the way Demi turned out
She’s gonna help a lot of people with this, not only about herself but many people :((.
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Ummm idk the people have to *want* to quit things experience it for themselves
That’s not the point though. Help yourself instead of relying on a celebrity to inspire you too. Isn’t that what led to Demi’s relapse in the first place? Being this perfect poster child for sobriety?
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She can’t imagine how much I’m so grateful for her to be the person she is. My superhero.
Same
same tbh
@r0bz 3 years sober. Stay mad + she’s more than stunning
@r0bz she is. Cry about it 💅😸
@r0bz she is sober and healthy. She’s a fcking warrior and I know it’s hard for you to admit it and it’s okay. Hating on her for what ?
Thank u for this! As a former heroin addict myself who also had an overdose and survived I know firsthand the pain that addiction brings. I’m so proud of you Demi and your an amazing singer and strong woman who is very inspiring to me. ❤️🤗
You are my inspiration girly💜 currently battling addiction/trying-to-get-sober myself. ODed and been Narcanned a few times. I'm so embarrassed but trying as hard as I can. It's inspiring to see someone who has had so many things to push you back but you keep moving forward. Thank you💜🥰
People saying she needs to stay out of the public eye have no clue about addiction. She would do this with or without headlines
she does have a healthy body. she’s recovering from a long term eating disorder. if you really cared about healthy bodies you’d be glad about her recovery
@Phimosis Jones no, you don’t care about healthy bodies. It seems like you only care about skinny bodies and insult and bully people who don’t fit that ‘ideal body’ in your mind. They’re not the same in the slightest lmfao
@Phimosis Jones it’s not your place to care about her body weight, it’s none of your business.
@Phimosis Jones you are so disgusting. I would be so ashamed to be your mother.
@Phimosis Jones aww poor human. Yo momma did not give you any attention so you come here to collect some? Sad
I remember watching her performance on July 22 (my birthday) and just crying over “Sober”. Then two days later she overdosed and it broke my heart knowing that, that song was like a cry for help. I’m glad that two years later she is alive and is able to tell her story to millions of people❤️
Random but we have the same birthday! 🎉
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we have the same birthday!
You and selena gomez share the same birthday
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Gosh her voice even in small bits is so beautiful I get goosebumps
Thank you for talking about mental health and sharing your experience so openly with us. Talking about it to let go of it. Wishing Demi love and strength on whichever journey Demi wishes to go on ❤️
I'm literally in tears because I lost my dad to a drug overdose and almost lost my partner the exact same way. Heart attack, oxygen levels, stroke all of that. 😢 I feel so bad for anyone struggling with the demons of any type of addiction especially drugs. 🙏🏽 Praying for everyone.
I'm so sorry for your loss. 🙏❤️ May he Rest In Peace. ☮️🕊️
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I’m so sorry. Addiction is so difficult on everyone. I hope your partner is doing alright and getting help. Getting help can be a struggle in itself between waitlists and costs.
I am so sorry for your loss but I want you to know that you would emerge stronger...
@Phimosis Jones tf is wrong with you, and learn how to spell
I was never a fan of Demi Lovato’s until I watched this doc. Now, I’m a HUGE fan. Watching this a second time now breaks my heart even more than it did the first time watching it.
I love who you are dem! always have and always will♡ from as the bell rings to where you are now in life..still. I know you've had your hardship in life, and probably still is struggling with it... I just want you to know I'm so glad you're still here♡
The words she "forgot" was "I promise I'll get help." She didn't want help.
I noticed that too. I think she tried to k*ll herself the night she od. This is so sad to watch
that is what you call a "Freudian slip"; she couldn't sing or "remember" what she didn't sincerely feel
@@AbbyAvon that’s not a Freudian slip
@@AbbyAvon lol, way off base on the Freudian slip interjection. A Freudian slip is when you accidentally say something that your subconscious may be thinking, its not when you omit something. Hope this helps 🙏
Adicition is a life long disease that she is going to have Demi now is Sober and is clean she got help and she will Continue to receive help from her Team that helps her everyday Demi is a Survivor she is surrounded by her team and her music helps her and her fans are there for her as well
I always thought that her eyes and mouth don't seem to be in sync often, she does this big smile with her mouth while her eyes remain sad. I really hope she will find the strength in herself to overcome these traumas and find peace and freedom in reality.
@@lucamarchetti2148 No YOU are. What she said was very observant and it's true.
I think that to.
Just another socialist $lut junkie for all of these little girls to look up to... How sad
@@dakota481 lol whatever you say reject
@@tyradavis6045 you're the one taking the side of a famous singer that does drugs and im the reject..? Whatever you gotta tell yourself to sleep at night...
Demi, you are still a role model. You show us that perfection isn't real, I've struggled and struggled in life. LIFE IS HARD. You're amazing.
Demi Your Voice Heals The World💯 Share your story more to help/educate others.
With Speeches in rehabs across the country. We Love You!!🥰🙏🙌
Her face when her mother says it’s only gonna get better from here is heartbreaking. You can hear in her voice, see in her body language, the way she is in that moment that she has no hope or belief it’s only going to get better.
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Where? Time stamp please?
@@kavyasakthivel3656 it was the first minute or the 2nd minute
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@@speakenglish5662 lol wtf
Yes and Dani on the side shaking her head at the bartender and when he was pouring it in Demi’s mouth she says “small.. small”
She was looking out for her
In a very scary way..
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i’m still worried about Demi, I hope they’re okay bc after the overdose they began to act unusual, I believe their might be some (mental) damage after the fact (which is kinda expected.)
I just really really hope they get the support they need so they don’t go into the deep end again. Their family needs to make sure they don’t only have yes people around them bc that’s when problems grow in the celebrity world.
Overall I wish Demi The best and that they get the support they may need.
fatou!
I love that she's sharing her story to help others. She needs some time out of the limelight so she can just take care of herself.. maybe find another team who won't keep doing this to her
She's addicted to the limelight. She's doing this to herself. She craves the attention!
Imagine knowing your parent or child died alone & wasn't found for days or weeks. That has to be pure torment.
This happened with my dad. It’lol be 10 years in 2022 and it’s still something that I live with and hits me hard randomly but also especially hard every year around the day we had his funeral
Just a couple months ago, my big brother was found overdosed Fentanyl, alone and cold, gone forever..... you have no idea the pain....
This docu series is gonna save lives
Same
The trailer already did tbh HAHAHA
Just like everything she does, love her❤❤❤
Because of the trailer i already started to think about saving myself from my addiction to smoking and alcohol.
@@kodi2701 I know you can do it, I beliene in you. You should keep your mind busy with something, meditate, train, those 2 things are going to help you a lot.
Demi you are such a strong woman. You have always been my inspiration ever since I watched Camp Rock. Seeing you from what you were through everything you have been through till now you are still my inspiration. It has always been your songs that got me through my life till now. Keep your head up Demi you got this. Keep being my roll model.
Oh wow, I'm actually in tears. It breaks my heart so much to know that she thought because she had been so open about her struggles that she needed to be perfect. No one should have ever expected her to be perfect because that's unrealistic.
Shes so strong and brave for showcasing her story to the world. She has always been such an inspiration to me and to many people all over the world. So excited to watch this docu series 🥲🥺
You are so true
i’ll never forget the moment i heard that she overdosed...my heart instantly stopped until they said she was still breathing. demi is such a strong, independent woman, and i admire how unapologetically real she is despite her struggles. demi has been a huge role model for me as well as many others for over a DECADE now and i’m so thankful for her existence. simply complicated was the first real glimpse we got, and now we get to know her on an even deeper, more meaningful level🖤
Agreed. That day will never leave my mind. I found out on twitter an hour after the news broke and I just froze. I couldn’t move or speak for a few minutes before I went to my mom and cried.
Same. She has been my favorite artist for years, and when I heard what she was going through, I was shocked to hear that she had that going on inside of her. So many people are worried for her and so thankful she is doing what she loves again.❤️❤️
I cried and just hoped she was safe I remember my step dad told me and I looked it up and tried finding it and just sat on my bed crying
i’m so proud to say that she has been my idol since the age of 5 i have been watching her and supporting her for 11 years now and i would never regret that decision
I also have schizophrenia and bipolar known as schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, it sucks. It’s hard to live with. But I try my hardest to fight it and I also struggle with my own addiction. Off and on and off and on. Demi encouraged me to get help and go to a rehab facility. Thank you Demi for all of your strength grace and beauty!! I’ll be a fan for life!!
I overdosed 4x became homeless and was living on the streets hitting deeper rock bottoms along the way before I was able to overcome my addiction. By no means am I "fixed" or "cured" but I'm starting to be happy and free again. I can relate soooo much. I am very inspired by Demi's courage and hope this will help many others as well os herself
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keep being strong 💛
Stay strong! Sending you so much love 🖤
you are strong
You got this! Day by day, keep going.
I love how open she is being with us
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Anyone who's ever struggled with addiction and then gotten sober is so strong. It is not a one way recovery. Even if there's relapse, do not stop fighting.
Thank you for telling your truth. Much love and respect from Trinidad and Tobago
I love how when she was drinking in Amsterdam the guy who was next to her was hyper aware of how much she was drinking and even telling her “that’s enough” at one point. She really had people who truly cared about her around at all times!!!! THATS WHAT REALLY SAVED HER!!!!
it takes a lot of inner strength to speak up to a friend when you see them doing something that could cause them serious harm. knowing that any time you open your mouth to caution them could be the time they finally tell you that’s enough and cut you out, and still having the courage to do it... that’s a very special person, and the best kind of friend to have 💜
LOVE IT !!!!! YES YES YES !!!!!!
And dani her choreographer was like no no. Small . and when she screams MORE dani was like omg
I've been struggling with addiction for ten years... imagine being famous, rich, etc. I'd be dead.
Stay strong ❤️
You are strong and beyond brave your gonna get over it and I know your trying, so stay strong and never forget you can truly get over all of this, big hug i send you❤
Exactly!!!
I’ve also struggled with addiction my whole life never thought I’d be alive past 25 that’s how bad it was. And I came to terms with that. But instead I am 4 years clean I have a beautiful healthy daughter and a happy life. It’s possible it really is. Stay strong. You are brave and strong and a beautiful person. You’re more than your addiction. I’m sending you so much love ❤️
Same
It's awesome that you tore down a taboo wall. I suffer everyday with chronic depression, chronic migraines, bipolar schizophrenia, anxiety -panic attacks & explosive disorder. I go into rage & my life is miserable. I get it!!! The Lord has kept you alive to do this documentary 2 open people's eyes that mental health. I thank you for making this documentary. 😍 Keep your head up! Do what makes you happy!