5 minutes from death : Dancing with the Devil
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- Опубліковано 22 бер 2021
- “I knew that what I’d been looking for, I hadn’t found yet. But what I had been looking for was not in the form of a drug.”
Demi and their closest confidants give a firsthand account of the aftermath of the overdose as they wake up in the hospital after being minutes away from death.
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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger
Demi Lovato’s new album ‘Dancing With The Devil… The Art Of Starting Over’ is out now: DemiLovato.lnk.to/DWTDTAOSOID
0:00 Finding Demi OD’d
3:52 Rescuing Demi
8:02 Three Strokes & A Heart Attack
11:37 A Much Harsher Bottom
16:13 ⚠️ TRIGGER: SUBSTANCE ABUSE ⚠️
17:28 ⚠️ TRIGGER: SEXUAL VIOLENCE ⚠️ - Розваги
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I think lots of people owe Demi's former assistant Jordan an apology. People gave her so much hate because of her 911 call. She saved Demi.
Wait, as a huge fan I’ve been following this story since the start & I don’t remember why people hated on Jordan? Was it bc she said “no sirens”? Bc if so, then people should know that wasn’t even Jordan’s request but it was Demi’s (former) team, and Jordan was just following orders as an assistant. But one thing she didn’t follow was her (former) team’s screwed up request to not even call 911 in the first place in an attempt to keep this out of the media. I’m so glad Jordan didn’t listen to them & went with her intuition to call 911.
I don’t have anything to apologize cuz I never judge her idk about the rest of the fans
@@selenaetc458 then clearly the original commenter wasn’t referring to you
@@RSyed-tu4rn People hated on her because at that time it was speculated that they were using drugs alongside with her and the dealer. People thought they were trying to not get in trouble because she OD while they were there. Also, that was speculated because of the Narcan; they thought “they were prepared”. Now we know that Jordan arrived hours later and that the medical team applied the Narcan.
@@lvb3612 Wtf are you talking about???
Just wanted to acknowledge Demi's former assistant Jordan Jackson who was put in a dilemma whether to call 911 or "not to make a too big of a deal out of it". In hindsight it might not seem like it but that's a damn hard place to be when you're not medically trained and are dealing with a high scale celebrity in an acute setting. She made an excellent decision and saved Demi's life.
@@cpain148 yes, I agree completely. Human life and health should come first but in those kinds of situations you might not be aware of the severity of the situation completely and try to balance it out with all the potential negative publicity, business damage etc all within couple of seconds. It's a tough place to be in. She did very well.
i think when we look at it in comparison, like if we look at Anna Nicoles death and the fact they waited so long to call 911 because they were afraid of the optics of the situation, it really shows you how brave Jordan was and that she most likely was a part in what saved Demis life.
@@doublefeature Not only is Jordan “a part” of what saved Demi’s life...I truly believe that by making that smart decision, she DID save Demi’s life 🖤
@@RSyed-tu4rn i wanted to say that but i also didn't want people coming at me being like 'wHAT ABoUT The DOCtoRS?!?' i think she truly was the saving grace tho.
@@doublefeature True that the doctors are heroes too, but the doctors wouldn’t even have a patient to treat if Demi came in already dead. Jordan made the 911 call knowing full well that this incident would be on the news if she did, but she didn’t care about the media. She did it to save a friend. We Stan Jordan 🥺
Does nobody realise how bad it was, she literally had 3 strokes a heart attack, multiple organ failure, pneumonia and partial blindness 😧
Actually the doctors are dramatic on this aspect. I have dealt with multiple overdoses, when you overdose your vision goes out, a lack of oxygen to the brain, an off and low heart beat which is considered a heart attack. The lingo used isn’t what you think it is. There are different scales for all the words used.
@@diaryofarealmom3264 are you really down playing three strokes, a heart attack, and partial blinding as just "dramatic" ?😶😶😶 Everyone experiences things differently. I'm normally at risk for heart attacks post car accident, myself, and its awful to go through. doesnt make Demis experience any less painful or traumatizing.
Well don't do this to yourself. She is loved, successful, beautiful and extremely talented, why do this to yourself? I am glad she survived but I have little sympathy though.
@@diaryofarealmom3264 will you treat me like a baby and change my diaper? Burp and feed me
@@honeybunch5765 Exactly.
I hope Jordan knows how special she is. She’s Demi’s guardian angel, thank you for saving her life.
My black queen💗
Thank goodness for you guys
Knew this would happen her path was leading there
3 strokes and a heart attack!!??!? For her to be alive is truly a miracle
Plus brain damage + pneumonia + blindness + multiple organ failure....
It is but she has money. Imagine someone without this money, she couldn’t afford all of this and would end up dying
@@mej6400 but that’s ignoring that her being a celebrity, which is what enabled her to get this money, is the reason she got addicted. She wasn’t addicted again before her team was being very strict and her being pressured on tour. Obviously there are people without money that are addicted but in this particular situation, her celebrity helped spur her addiction.
It is a miracle
@@sakinaalia1067 I’m talking about someone who isn’t an celebrity and is addicted. An normal person without celebrity status wouldn’t had survived this. Just bc she couldn’t even afford all of this. I was really shocked about Demi’s overdose and I was happy, she made it through it but to be honest, having money is a big Privilege even tho that’s the reason, why she started with her addiction
This is why assistants need more recognition in the entertainment industry. Jordan saved Demi’s life.
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Barely. She was more worried about herself.
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@@joyellesjourneys7892 she still called the 911 though, she was working for Demi at the time and i totally understand why she was worrying about herself but despite of the fact she might get fired she still cared about Demi's safety and decided to make the call
The fact that the two friends pulled over on the way home and wondered if they should've stayed is chilling. Intuition and gut feelings are scary accurate things.
Her security and assistants seem so much more sincere than her parents.
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Honestly true. I think part of that is deflection in their role in her becoming addicted to drugs (because forcing your kid into being a child star usually results in this. It’s a highly toxic environment that usually results in a ton of trauma and parents don’t normally seem to take responsibility or this).
Hey don't f*** with one of my tribe here. you have no idea about the sincerity of anyone's parents unless they're your own.
Not everybody reacts the same way. Just because they aren’t sobbing during this interview, does not mean they don’t care. Part of their ways of coping is probably to stay strong and keep a straight face.
@@jashannon your tribe? what are you on about?
I hope Jordan gets therapy for everything she went through. That's trauma for sure :(
you can see it in her eyes :
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Not necessarily “trauma for sure”.
I have witnessed and went through something very similar, only much worse and I am fine!👊🏻
At least I think I am! Lol
@@timsunderland5153 depends on the person
Jordan literally saved her life but she is being called the "assistant".
I really hope she received therapy and that she was thanked immensely.
Dude!!! Her family and friends are all thankful of the doctors and the paramedics but no one is giving Jordan the recognition she deserves. No shade to them but its low key messed up and makes you wonder...
@@dawnshangase156 Exactly. It's also very telling that Demi sat down with every person who had a major part in saving her life (doctor and security dude) but not Jordan. Like... That rubbed me the wrong way.
@America M. Ulloa why would you assume that?
@America M. Ulloa I doubt it. She probably quit. I would
what should they call her? "demi's saviour?" that is patronizing.
Jordan deserves a lot more than she’s getting. They literally let her retell her trauma and then said “chile anyways”
Wow that’s true that’s probably why she quit
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I’m a student of medical university and I have to say - it’s a really MIRACLE that Demi survived. Very strong organism and very strong Demi.
It was a miracle plain and simple.
the fact Jordan thought she would get in trouble for getting help says a lot abt the team Demi was around before... THats just horrible and I am so glad she listened to her intuition and called for help. Thank you to Jordan and all the doctors that made sure she was going to be okay.
But Jordan said first thing she did was call her head of security, who's shown seated next to Demi in this video, while Jordan is her now former assistant. And she had to sneak away to make the call, implying there were members of her staff (suspecting security guy included) being present.
@@FrozenStarRo it wasnt Max based on it tho I think it happened before he arrived, at least it sounds like that when he said he was happy how Jordan handled it.
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@@FrozenStarRo omg what r u talking about? Max wouldn't be there with Demi if he didn't Jordan to make the call. It's her ex-team that made the rules and basically controlled her LIFE.
I would first call 911. Then call whoever afterwards.
she made a whole song saying she's not sober anymore and y'all just taught it was a song, no one even raised an eyebrow
And they let her sing it... a week before she died and was brought back
I was so worried about her as soon as i heard that song the first time, literally felt a pit in my stomach
I know! I thought she would go to rehab after the song came out. When I saw the news about her overdose, I was shocked because I thought she was getting help.
What’s the song?
@@bellejackson7 sober
Her mom is so ditzy and so self unaware it’s sad. She seems to be blind to that fact and not realize that she has caused a lot of damage and trauma that she needs to atone for.
So the assistant and the doctor are THE REAL GODDAMN HEROES in this whole thing. Without them, she wouldn't even be alive.
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And security especially head since he knew what to do.
Yep her friends are wack af
Imagine your team is nervous to call the cops because your life is equal to your image. They really hesitated to pick between alive with a scandal or dead
Ikr so sad
@@everythingjaci dude shut up
But until you are in a trauma situation having to make those kinds of decisions (for a public figure or not), you have no idea how you will react. I've been there and it's easy when you are looking from the outside without the crisis energy around you. It's very different when in the actual circumstance.
no they still wanted the ambulance to come they just had no idea what to do
says more about society than her team. People are so hard on celebs and judge, that they are scared to make the wrong move for people to see.
Jordan is the reason you alive , hug that girl demi love that girl she saved your life
16:44 this is so sad, Demi unconsciously was trying to say "please don't leave, save me from myself" 😓😫
Just imagine if she had in fact died. She would of died like her father. Alone. These stories are so heartbreaking
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I think she subconsciously knew that. It truly is heartbreaking.
@blv bro STFU🙄 damn
Damn, when Madison was talking about how she was the reason Demi initially went to rehab bc her parents said “get help or you won’t be able to see Madison”....and then after her OD, Demi *literally* physically couldn’t see Madison......whewww that HIT HARD 💔
how eerily profetic..
I legit cried with Demi when the producer said that. My sister is also a reason i have to get everything straight in life, went to therapy, get help. Damn, it hit home toooo close hits home
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10:21 Demi: I had 5-10mins & if my assistant hadn't come in...I wouldn't be here today!
11:17 Demis stepdad: He put her on that machine to clean her blood & just think that's what saved her life!! NO her ASSISTANT JORDAN saved Demis life & deserves to be recognised for that 💫❤
A LOT of factors in that OD saved her life. Both her assistant saved her life, as well as her medical treatment. They both deserve acknowledgment.
@@sophrose5912 I completely agree with that comment 🙂❤
@@masterwarden2827 Yeah as someone who was recently in hospital & nearly died from a blood infection I TOTALLY agree! The doctors are amazing & deserve recognition too 💖
My same thought exactly!!!!!
there were multiple things, and both jordan and the blood cleaning both did
RIP to the other musicians we lost to Fentanyl like Mac Miller, Prince and Tom Petty.
Jordan seems pretty shaken up about it & I hope she has gotten some counseling to heal from this experience. She really was the bridge that connected Demi back to life. Mad props for literally making that tough call!🙏
I also hope she got an apology from Demi.
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@@summerbandicoot4761 I hope she got a thank you not an I’m sorry. Let’s no forget that it’s a disease and the value of I’m sorry decreases every time she says it because she can never guarantee that it will never happen again.
@@yesitsjessXD frankly, I hope she got both from Demi. Just because she’s said sorry before doesn’t mean she shouldn’t do it again. And that was a very traumatizing situation for Jordan, imagine walking in on someone you think is dead and being scared to call 911. She deserves an apology, even if she chooses not to accept it.
@@yesitsjessXD so you don’t apologize if you’ve screwed up just bc you might make a mistake again??? Sorry, but that’s not it. You apologize when you negatively affect someone, end of story.
And you give thanks.
I applaud her assistant Jordan and the doctors fully for saving Demi’s life
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So much respect voor Jordan. Through both episodes already
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When her choreographer said "I was just with her" it really hit home cause wen I overdosed (not to the point of almost dying) my father said the same exact thing. He didn't understand how something could happen so suddenly after just being with someone.
"it was really dark and cold in her room" is such a scary sentence for some reason.
It’s incredibly heartbreaking that this industry has people so in fear of calling 911 for an ambulance because the fear of the public finding out. Thank you Jordan for your heroic efforts and getting her help. I can’t imagine the fear you were facing in that moment. Thank you
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I completely agree with you Karson. When it comes to human life it shouldn't matter when anybody thinks we should immediately call for help no matter what anybody thinks or says
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First of all to her Assistant Jordan: Thank you for doing what you did, 10 minutes more and she would have been gone. 😭
Wonder why she is her former assistant
@@lavenderliliac had the same thought
@@bea3130 that’s legit the first thing that came to mind when I saw the word “former”.
@@lavenderliliac I’m assuming that after that night Jordan wasn’t in the mental state to be her assistant anymore. This incident was def a lot for her too so it’s totally understandable. Doesn’t mean they’re not friends anymore.
@@oceanwavesatsunset 100% personally can speak from this
"that kind of trauma" never fully goes away! Never blame yourself!!!! That was heartbreaking for me. It's NEVER your fault
S/o to Demi’s assistant and sisters. I don’t think they get enough recognition in how hard this can be for them, and the assistant literally saved her life. Bless you all. ❤️
Her best friend saying everyone gasped when the plane landed.What a terrible way to find out your best friend is on the verge of life and death
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Can we just take a moment to appreciate Demi being SO BRUTALLY honest about harder drugs. I feel like NO famous person talks about this. She has such a huge following that her talking about this will give awareness to how TRULY awful it can be. We all know its awful but for some reason her being so freakin RAW abt every single thing & how it began is what the world needs to see. Thank you Demi.
i feel this way with both her and stev-o he is so honest about it
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@@jjman5524 So you’d rather her not talk about it do you can say she’s a ‘big fat liar’ and ‘keeping secrets from everyone’?
5:50 Sirah’s story hits home. I’ll never forget looking down at my phone and seeing the Twitter notification “Demi Lovato hospitalized”. My heart immediately sank. She had released “Sober” not too long before the overdose and it made me worry for her. I’m not even really a big fan of her music, but I care about her journey because she’s been so open and honest with it. I feel like we’re all rooting for her to succeed at this point
Don’t try and switch up now. I didn’t forget the memes and disrespectful jokes y’all made about her and her addiction.
Exactly my point so many people started bashing her for her OD instead of helping and supporting her through it... some fucked up people
this!! the comments section on her ig are still flooding with these jokes until now
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exactly. Those same people are so selective. Crying for people to be nice to certain celebrities but then go and leave hate comments to others. Disgusting
She’s a queen I hate those fakes 😘👑👑👑
Iam in shock at the negligence these celebrities receive. The assistant was literally scared to call 911 because she'd get in trouble. Are u kidding? So in past circumstances they've been told to not make a scene even if she's practically seemingly dying? Wow.
Same, I was very shocked when she said that. Like.. WTF
Well, that may have been an assumption on her part since she’s so famous. They don’t tend to like attention put on them or scandals.
When ppl work for stars, there is a saying called yes men, yes ma'am, they do whatever the star says...
It’s a part of their contracts
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When he says “she survived the 27 club” I got STRONG chills and lost my breath a little with instant tears
I feel so much emotion watching this I just want to hug her
I felt a pang in my chest 😢
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I had no idea she was sexually assaulted… that’s heartbreaking… I never realized how much I relate to her until now…
I feel like Jordan isn't being talked about enough, she's literally the one who called 911 and saved her life-
Edit: To everyone saying this documentary wasn't about her, talking about her screen time and everything know that my comment was in no reference to that. It was referring to the viewers.
I noticed as well
But this isnt about Jordan. What do you mean? like you wanted an extended explanation from her?
jordan is also the one who feared getting in "trouble" rather than impulsively calling 911. she did a wack job; glad she's her FORMER assistant
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It's also heartbreaking that the fact they told the operator NO siren's. Not wanting the paparazzi to take photos of an ambulance pulling up to Demis property. Even in emergencies celebrities worry about the information getting out. It's really sad...
Edit: i mean her team was willing to have the ambulance take more time to arrive to help than word getting out. Privacy is very important & its wrong how these paparazzi's dont respect their boundaries. Especially in an emergency.. I
Its a sad world we live in. People want drama and to be in the know. If us consumers would stop feeding into it they wouldnt be following stars the way they do pressing for drama.
We as people always want more information than we should have and want things to be more than they are. Celebrities wouldn't have to worry about 'being seen out drinking' or 'wearing dresses' if it weren't for the fact that us people that feed off them just disregard that their human and think of them as objects who should be doing exactly what we think is 'perfect'
I understand the sirens I wouldn't want the world knowing about something that the world isn't going to help at all. Only make worse really, and use it for more popularity and more topics to talk about. They wanted no sirens so that they would have less to worry about, less things to stress over other than the life of Demi which was the most important, which was all they should have had to worry about but couldn't because then there would only end up being more trouble.
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No it isn’t. Having paparazzi around would’ve made getting her to the hospital as fast as possible so much harder
The purpose of sirens is for ease when rushing through traffic. Demi also lives in LA which is a busy place so the sirens were necessary but yea, her privacy was important but juggling that may have been hard
How her mother is talking all about this and with no kind of reaction not even sad? Seeing her daughter go through this If I was her I would’ve been devastated by just remembering what happened
Her stepdad looks more sad that her actually mother
Maybe her mother just sees her as a money making machine, she's being in the film and TV industry since a young kid.
everyone has different ways of processing trauma. its pretty common for people to come off calm and distant when recounting events, and recounting from a distance as a defense mechanism to guard ones own emotions. as a person with CPTSD and a therapist in training, seems like a very normal response and way to act in the situation!
@@carolinasantos5402 because she's high AF
Maybe she has to numb every feeling around it to function
Am i the only one who get wierd vibes about her mom i don't know she seem disingenuine
You worded this well.
definitely
Im glad that more people are picking this up
I thought I was the only one
same idk why i thought i was the only one
It makes me sad when that incident happened and everyone was judging her and making memes about her. No one knew what really happened.
Um, she stupidly called a dealer over and got high with him, knowing drugs would hinder her ability to protect herself. Her actions were reckless, and it's 100% her fault that she was alone with a guy while high. She set the stage for tragedy.
@@WeShareTheSameAffliction that's such an oversimplification of depression and addiction.
@@WeShareTheSameAffliction plz stfu 🥴
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@@Eman-vp6ju I kinda see what you mean by oversimplifying, but at the same time, nobody else made those decisions but her. She set herself up for disaster.
Demi survived the “27 club” that’s so eerie to think about
What is that?
I overdosed when I was 27... )-:
@@greengirly13 I’m glad you’re here.
The best doctors...
Yeah, that was scary...
goosebumps all over my body. when her friend landed and saw 'demi overdosed', I can't even imagine. thank you for speaking about drug addictions, and so much love and respect to her assistant
I hope Demi finds her happiness. She’s gone through so much. Big shout out to her ex assistant Jordan Jackson for calling 911 and saving Demi’s life. What a reminder that life is such a blessing.
I really hope Jordan got the help and support she might've needed after seeing everything and feeling all those different, complex emotions. they are very valid and worthy emotions
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I’m hoping the same thing. That is some serious and complex trauma.
I feel so bad for her assistant...she's scarred for life too
What? Why?
You can tell she went through it while working for Demi... Demi should work on treating her staff better.
@@UpwardNinja really? you don’t think seeing someone turn blue and practically dead would be a little traumatizing?
Lol. People and their virtues these days 😂
Guess that’s why it says FORMER assistant. I would have quit after that too.
I’m seeing some comments that are assuming her mother gives a “bad vibe” or doesn’t seem trustworthy. I mean isn’t the exact message of this documentary not to prejudice and judge, especially online?!
I mean the woman has been twice that road, first with her former husband who she had been abused from, and now her child, watching her slowly dying in front of her eyes without her being able to do anything! That is trauma and shock and of course she might seem strange because maybe she hasn’t had the time to completely breath in this process, she had to be strong for her. We cannot know what people feel towards their close relatives, especially the celebrities who we have a glimpse of their personality, life and everything else through media , who can capture 1% of 99% of their character. I think we shouldn’t judge without knowing all the facts and even then is not our responsibility to do so. Just don’t judge, especially in this online era when words arrive superfast and can have emotional and psychological impact on people we don’t even know!
@@sophrose5912 exactly. My grandmother was like that. People called her the “ice queen” because she never showed emotion during hard times. But she was the most compassionate loving person.
she sent her daughter to beauty and talent contest when she was a kid? Forced her to be famous. It’s the same case as Britney.
Her best friend saying everyone gasped when the plane landed. 💔 What a terrible way to find out your best friend is on the verge of life and death 🥺
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she's crying in the interview and saying people on the plane seeing the news were gasping, she said she was devastated...
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The fact that she woke up and asked about the public knowledge as one of the first things just shows how much pressure she was under and how heavy she felt that spotlight
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I overdosed & was on life support. They called in my family to say their goodbye's..somehow I made it. #WeDoRecover
I'm glad you pulled through just like Demi you're a survivor.
I'm so proud of you.
As a recovering heroin addict/drug dealer. I love love love that you showed the ugly side of it all. You’re so strong!
If someone is begging you to stay over. STAY OVER. They don't want to be alone with their thought and need someone.
I think this is a great sentiment but I'd like to add that you should make sure that the person begging you isn't a danger to you at all. if you think that you could get hurt by staying you should call the relevant authorities instead of trying to take matters into your own hands.
@@gracebruhmoment yes another great point
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i totally understand where you’re coming from, but t’s really hard. they couldn’t have known that was going to happen. i’ve been in a situation that feels off like that, but i still couldnt have known. While demi was struggling with addiction, it is still on her to be more clear with how she’s feeling, you really can’t expect people to be mind readers
@@rosejoy2224 absolutely agree you with you
We need a friend like Jordan in this real world . If it wasn’t for Jordan ... there wouldn’t be no 2nd chance .
hopefully our friends will call 911 immediately and not the security
You need people in your life like Jordan. She’s an amazing being! ❤️ You also need people in your life who are able to tell you no, especially if you are an addict. It could be the difference between life and death, literally.
so basically you need people who are not demi's friends
Well. This documentary has made me take the steps to go to rehab. I thought I was ok too. I’m not. I want to live
I’m proud of you.
I was physically, emotionally and sexually abused by my first husband. I used alcohol to cope and try to make it out. We have two kids. I don’t want them to remember me as the mom who was too wasted to care.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope you get the best care, and that you can get sober and stay sober.
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My little brother Dane overdosed on the same day. It was laced with the same as what yours was.he died on his 25th birthday. It was the worse day of my life. So when I say this speaks volumes to me, it does. I am so thankful that you are alive and working towards a healthier life. Stay safe, Demi.
im so sorry for your loss! sending love to you ❤️
Ashley, my heart goes out to you and your family. May you brother rest well in heaven. A lot of love and strength to you.
Hugs, Ashley.
I hope you're ok now. Keep your head up always. 🤗
Ashley Dane, sorry for your loss
Seeing her laugh, in the end, melted my heart. I just hope that she would always laugh.
I got sober to spent the last few months of my grandma’s life clean for her, I’ve been sober since and it’s hard but I am a better person for her even if she isn’t with me. This made me sob.
i'm proud of you!!! and i bet your grandma is too 💚
I relate to that - life is hard.
Wow that's sad
Meghan Sullivan aww
Krystelle Marie my dad's brother my uncle had to go through his own struggles in his life
When Matt said "she was where her father was, but she survived and she lived through it" I can't help but think it was her father who said "i couldn't make it but you are going to do so and live what i didn't" and sent her back.
my heart broke while reading this i-
😭😭😭😭
That's beautiful!
wow, thats so beautiful!
Fatherly love 😢 from heaven❤❤
3 strokes and a heart attack, that already got me, but the fact that she was also taken advantage of sexually... that made me cry... Demi I truly hope that you will stay with us for longer, that you make the best of your life, if you need rest or time to yourself take it, do not force yourself into anything, self care is self love ❤
I'm sure Demi feels that the end cut seems so staged and that's what Demi wants to show the camera...renewed, rejuvenated, awakening, new day, new beginning...but who really knows how she feels or what she wants to do with her life?
She needs to take responsibility for some of her actions. Yes, she seems lost
Demi drugs -> demi depresed-> demi fat -> demi hot, repeat x25. Now i need to insert demi abused omg
It's sad yes but hav u lived with ppl like this ..its hard for the loved ones too
@@itsAurora-zq8cb yes sadly I have I lost a cousin to an overdose about three years ago and lived with a drunk it's very hard on family and friends to but we have to remember it is an addiction and only the person using can get help and make up there mind to stop nobody can help them until they want the help I learned that years ago but some just refuse the help it's sad but it's in there hands no anyone else's
Just imagine how many people are dying every day because of that kind of overdose. And not getting any help because they're poor. That's so sad.
19:46 I Love how they slipped footage from the security tape of the Dealer leaving!
It's chilling to think that sober could've been Demi's last song and she could've been gone forever
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It actually would have been anyone which is way more sad😭😭
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I will never forget those people who were hating on her when she OD absolutely disgusting. Demi I’m sososo sorry.
Yes !! It’s so disgusting how they treated her
I’m just outraged and disgusted
Everytime there are news about Demi there are always people that are just commenting what a junkie she is and oh when i saw her picture i thought she used again and things like that and i get so angry everytime like she's not a junkie she is still human and why we her fans love her so much....
never forget that many rappers had passed away that year to OD's and many people made jokes and wished Demi was the one who passed away instead of them..
That's the most nightmarish part to me like damn will we ever have peace on earth 🌎 😢
I feel there is a ton of responsibility displacement here. Throughout. And that is very disappointing
Agree how so for u
yup
I don’t believe Demi knows how truly beautiful she is. We love you Demi.
I wish Mac Miller had his second chance.
Me too. He had so much more to give.
wish Finn Hudson also had his second chance :(
@@SuyinYu yeah ikr. also at first i was like who’s finn? then i realised you were on about the actor corey monteith
This 💚💚
@@mal1871 Oh yeah, forgot his real name was Corey 😅 But yeah, Wished Corey had his second chance.
jordan jackson deserves so much credit bruh. she was in such a hard place and handled it pretty much flawlessly
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I agree with you there
She's the only celebrity I wish I could have a conversation with.
This is so heavy, yet so powerful. I have loved Demi since I was a pre teen. Knowing this has happened to her is gut wrenching, to say the least. So far, I love the way this documentary has portrayed addiction. In it’s true light and seriousness. My love and respect for Demi is unchanging and I will support her always. ❤️
Thankful for the assistant who actually called 911. It sounded as though everyone was still hesitating due to possible bad press. She had sneak away to make the call.
Yes
No matter the fact i would of called. I wouldn't had wait. The longer she had waited the longer demi was leaving the world
EXACTLY the fact that they thought about the media finding out about what had happened to Demi instead of immediately calling 911
Her assistant single handedly saved her life.
I find it sad she’s now the FORMER assistant tho.
That fact that Jordan thought she was gonna get in trouble for calling 9-1-1 is pretty sad like what kind of team did Demi have like this is someone's life,I hope Jordan is doing ok because that could be very traumatizing
yeah these celebrity teams are sad
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No, its not only the team, but papparazzi and journalist.
It’s all about positive PR.
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Demi, the strength you have is incredible. If it weren't for seeing how you have fallen, fought and conquered, I wouldn't think I too could make it out. I appreciate you more than you could possibly imagine ❤️
ive had to pause this series to cry multiple times cause i relate to some of these things emotionally (like loosing friends, almost loosing friends and terrible mental health.) this pulls my heart strings. love you demi
Can’t believe how they tell that story without crying out the words, that is so painful to hear... breaks my heart.
They've likely all had a LOT of therapy to be able to talk about it at all. After a while of talking about trauma, it kind of feels like you're telling a story. You detach yourself from it and those feelings you had in the moment get locked away. Part of it is your brain protecting you and part of it is acceptance. It's all you can do.
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@@mydogeatspuke That's so true.
They probably tried not to
They've had some time to heal....this was sooo hard for each of them to be a part of...especially Demi herself...
True bravery and deeply sad but eye awakening ♡...
Why isn’t anyone going after her drug dealers, Yes I know she bought the drugs knowing what they are! No one made her buy the drugs but the dealer selling the drugs still counts as a drug possession charge!
He was arrested eventually
They probably can’t say too much for legal reasons.
Yes and what about the RAPE??? 🤨
Oh I would love to meet the dealer. It would be a moment he would never forget
I don’t even know who he was. Can anyone tell me who?
I only wish I would have known about Demi’s ordeal before I dang near died in 2019 from heroin and cocaine! Wound up with necrotizing fasciitis in both arms, had a massive bleed and abscess in the frontal lobe of my brain, had meningitis and sepsis and wound up being comatose on life support for 5 WEEKS! Two brain surgeries and countless other procedures and surgeries but I’m still here and I’m now 937 days sober! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💙💚💙💚💙💚💙
so proud of you!! keep it up!!! you are amazing
@@samvitrano9462 thank you! I’m currently 1207 days sober! 🙏🏻🙂
@@amandam250 yay
I have watched this documentary many many times and everytime I watch it it just makes me thank my dad and stepmom for sending my to rehab because I was just about at this point within my addiction. I am on a program now for addiction and trying to get completely sober. It's not an easy thing to do, it's very hard and people who aren't in it will never understand. Demi you are a fighter and a survivor and I wish you all the best, and let's recognize how Jordan and all the staff and doctors saved Demi's life. Max seems like he seriously loves and cares about her
Her guardian angels were with her. She is such a strong women!
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@Geetanjali Patil sorry, I’m not familiar with that. Can you explain?
@@JonJon-it8kk 87
@Geetanjali Patil Ohh, I hope she able to quit those entirely.
@Geetanjali Patil Smoking weed domt do any harm to anyone unless it gets laced. It's legal in California. But if that leads her to other things than yes she needs to stop
I just want to give Jordan a big bear hug.
How traumatic that would of been.
From being nervous to enter her room to begin with, to making the decision to call 911.
Then seeing Demi turn blue. A whole lot of emotions I cant even fathom. She is an actual hero, and I really hope she is doing ok.
Same
I agree
@@chrissylol7925 iiikikddikloolaiskomt o
I came here for this comment. Honestly. It’s terrifying. You could see it in her face.
THESE still won’t get rid of the devastation I’m feeling rn, like srsly.. I LOVE YOU dd ❤️❤️❤️
Demi is a warrior , she is so brave , her voice is AMAZING she is an amazing person , she is so strong . Thank you Jordan for saving her 💜💜😭
I didnt realize at all how severe it really was.... demi's dad was not about to let her go out like that.
AMEN!
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I can tell her stepdad IS FURIOUS with her. Like an actual father.
You can tell the effects this overdose had on her. She doesn’t speak with the same rate and fluency anymore. It’s heartbreaking to hear. We love you Demi. Recovery is a long road but it’s worth it.
That's not even true, she sounds the same as ever, you're grasping for straws here
She said she got some brain damage. So its possible.
what?? shes still a fast talker so i dont know what youre talking about
Idk about her speaking but I definitely can see it in her eyes.
She’s not talking as fast as usual here bc she’s remembering *really* traumatic events and it’s not easy to talk about. She’s not going to be speaking in a fast upbeat manner when she’s talking about her very near-death experience...
I was a fan of you as a kid, in your Disney days and remember you talking about your struggles but had no idea how bad it truly was! I just want to say, thank you so much for sharing your story. It couldn't have been easy but I for one appreciate it and am so thankful that you're alive and well and doing so much better! Of course thankful to all those who have been helping you along the way as well! I hope you continue doing well and can't wait to see more of your journey!
DEMI, BRAZIL 🇧🇷 LOVES YOU! THANK YOU FOR BEING THIS EXAMPLE OF RESILIENCE AND LIGHT FOR ALL OF US ❤️
I shouldn’t say it, but Mac Miller needed friends like this. And an assistant like Jordan. I truly believe someone found him, cleaned up and didn’t want to get in trouble for finding him after he OD. I wish he would’ve got the help he needed. I’m so proud of Demi Lovato for even sharing this with us. She didn’t have to share any of this information with us, but she did. Praying for her strength and sobriety.
THIS!!!
Karen Civil found him and cleaned up his apartment before police and paramedics got there.
@@tiarafrederick7911 Why 😭😭 Not blaming her, but she should’ve just called first without cleaning anything. I was in basic when he died, and I never knew that
yes!!!
But not every addict will listen to their friends and at the end of the day its upto them, they should try to reach out for help, talk to friends so that the people that love them can support them.
Demi has gone through so much it’s heartbreaking how the people who saved you are also struggling
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I know it hurts so much 💗
It really hurts
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I am so sorry for everything you've had to deal and live through. All these chapters broke my heart because at some point I understood what you were feeling. I love you. Stay strong.
I can’t imagine her strength to even sit down to talk about her issues & almost death, with complete honesty. She’s a beautiful soul that deserves peace & love. Wishing her the best thru her journey💛
This documentary sure demonstrates you can have everything in the world but if you are not comfortable in your own skin it doesn't mean a whole heck of a lot...
@Jade it’s true you can have all the money, popularity, and fame but still feel like you have nothing if your not happy.
I totally agree with you there
Jade exactly
Ciara Allbritton I agree
Agree!!
I can’t believe her drug dealer abused her.
That’s disgusting.
This girl has gone through a LOT. I have so much respect for her now.
Me tooo
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i dont think i could be any more speachless over this stunning doc. i think this is very educational .
it's educational in the sense that it gives you knowledge of her life... it doesn't give you any wisdom at all. unless you mean that it shows you who not to bring into your life and everything that you shouldn't do with your life
It’s sweet how much her step dad genuinely loves her
I feel really sad for her assistants and friends that found her like that. That’s something they won’t get out of their heads.
Never 🥺 we had this happen with my older brother
The fact that Jordan is being referred as "demi's former assistant" is kind of disrespectful... How about the person who saved demi's life and now is scarred for life??? Now has to deal with this huge trauma.. Probably has nightmares from it..
But this is jsut a fact - she is literally and factually her former assistant
@@danijelaleksi7130 but she is way more than this!!!
I was thinking the same thing when they showed that and also the irony of Sirah her best friend/ former sober companion....
@@novascotiaskater1868 exactly!!!!!!
again WHAT do yall want them to call her? "Demi's Saviour?" she WAS her assistant.
Love you Demi, so grateful that you’re alive and with us 💜
I love you demi Ive been crying the whole time I've been watching, you are such an inspiration.