Thank you for all the kind words and for sharing your stories too. Reading these just before bed the night before surgery. Very soothing and I’m so grateful for you all.
This cancer is very common, You will be absolutely fine. Surgery and chemo will do the job..Just stay positive and head towards treatment. All the best
Hey Noah, I have been following your journey for a decade. I am 37 and you helped me understand I am not alone when I felt I would never get better after I had a mental break due to alcoholism and transitioning out of the military. Now, when I relapse into my anxiety you are part of my toolbox I bust out to come out of it, and I can say that I only have a rough 3 months every year or two, but I know how to get out of it. I am also two years sober from alcohol. You have touched many lives and you have done so much good for so many people that you will never even meet. I hope you can feel the positive energy and love we are all sending your way.
Definitely praying for you. I'm 60 and when I was in my early 20s I was diagnosed with something I thought would kill me, but I remained positive and got the right medical help and I'm still here. I know how it feels to face the possibility of dying young, and it's terrifying, but stay strong and you will get through this.
Me too Noah. Lung cancer, surgery Tuesday. Major depression and anxiety for over 3 years. You're not alone. I'm experiencing anything but peace. But I'm glad we're in this together. But you're way further ahead. I also have dysautonomia and they suddenly cut me off Clonazepam. Talk about a merry Christmas. So scared. Really scared about the Clonazepam. I'm hoping they can help me in the hospital. I'm praying for you now.
There are many kinds of cancer .. I was dx in 2013 with neuroendocrine cancer in my ilium and small intestines and had surgery been NED. I had a polyp this year that shows cancer at the top but not at the base . I’ve had cervical cancer , breast cancer . I’m 5 years clean of breast cancer . I had cancer when I was 28 and I’m now 68 so I you can live a long life with different kinds cancer. Best wishes and prayers
Seen some comments blaming trt , that's completely false, androgens increase immune function especially DHT , (can't use any 5ar inhibitors supplements or meds) and anastrezole is beneficial w any cancer ... after surgery, you should be fine ....best of luck.
I recently got into chrstianity and catholicism, so I do belive in God and Jesus Christ, but I'm kind of newbie when it comes to this. Regardless, In my short journey as a christian I have discovered the power of prayer, so I'll pray for your recover and that everything goes well. I remember I discovered your channel from the video that you told you experience about quitting porn and it stuck with me, so I kept watching your channel. I've seen you on your journey to quit alcohol and get your life together, and even though it is not an addiction that I've had and I don't think I'll ever have, I do have my vices that I struggle with and your videos and stories serve as inspiration to me. I hope you know that there's a lot a people like me that despite they don't comment or anything, they are inspired by you and admire you. Much love from here man, God bless you.
I wasn’t expecting this at all; however, I’m so glad that you’re maintaining such composure and optimism despite this incredibly scary diagnosis. I’ve been watching your content for years along with many others, and I will continue to follow you on this journey. I am hopeful that this will just be one of your obstacles that you will also transcend and grow from. Please keep us updated on your progress, we’re so grateful for you, and we’re here for you.
Stay strong Noah. I was diagnosed with cancer as well and went through the steps. Biggest piece of advice I can offer is remain positive, keep your head up, and follow each step. Praying for you big guy.
I’m so sorry Noah. Sounds like you are in the best place possible tho. 1 step at a time, 1 foot in front of the other. You’ve got this. You’re in the forefront of my thoughts & prayers.
I've been with you on this channel since the beginning. You've gotten me through hard times with anxiety. I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago, and thank G-d I'm doing well now. I'm impressed at how you're handling this. I certainly wasn't as calm about it as you are. Cancer, as hard as it was, taught me to worry less about things I have no control over. I truly believe that you were sent to this world to help people. The world needs you. Hang in there, brother. Noah, I'm praying for you.
Nah brother. I don’t want to hear all this. You’re a paramount piece to the mental health survival puzzle and we all need you healthy. I’m sorry to hear this please hang in there and keep staying strong.
Our God is The Great Physician and He has you in the palm of His hand. Your positive attitude is awesome. You are beyond fortunate to have Him, your family, and the others you'd mentioned to support you through this. Prayers for an amazing outcome. You are loved.
Been following off and on for years. Here's my observations based off of what he's publicly shared. Last year he went to a dr for TRT and they reviewed the blood work talked about "gastritis" and the ongoing pain hes had for 5-6 years. His blood work showed total testosterone at 1120 and free at 293 His triglycerides were 48 but his LDL was 200 and hdl 58. He's had a long term struggle with alcohol. On and off. Even though he's just under 40 the years long issues never lead to a colonoscopy that could have discovered this cecum tumor a lot sooner. The trt, alcohol and poor liver panel are suspect to this type of cancer. This is the perfect storm as they say, metabolically speaking. If he gets proper care (this time) he should have a good recovery.
Noah, please know that you are in people's thoughts and that we are wishing for your highest good. May this cancer journey ultimately bring wisdom, peace and greater understanding.
Noah - I have been a long time follower, I'd love to chat with you some day. You played a part in realizing I had Low T myself. I'm now a Personal Case Manager for a known TRT clinic in the UK. I had a client ask me the other week if I'd heard of you - we were actually talking about addiction and not TRT, all totally Surreal mate. I have faith you'll beat this and come back stronger than ever! From one highly sensitive person to another, accommodate for yourself and the trauma that will follow. You've got this - good luck tomorrow!! 🖤
Hey Noah, I'm sad to hear about this and I send you all the love and healing possible! You seem to process this very well consider the situation. Take it easy and take care of yourself and loved ones. Peace
I will for sure be thinking of you tomorrow and sending positive vibes your way, brother. Its really amazing how our mind can step up and surprise us to handle these situations. Much love brother!
Oh my goodness Noah. First I'm so sorry to hear of your diagnosis. Second I feel that God is giving you the peace that you need to deal with this. I will be praying for you and hoping you will be praying also. Love you my dear.
Easy for me or anyone to say, but i try not to let your thoughts spin too hard on this brother, as ive seen in the comments and have known people in my life that have had this and got through it, you will too. Stay strong Noah.
Sorry to hear this Noah, the Lord is with you his hand is on you bringing you peace in a storm. We are all on a journey of learning, and spiritual growth while we are hear on this Earth. Praying for you rapid recovery strength and healing brother. 🙏🙏🙏✝️✝️✝️
Noah, l am from Hong Kong and l have been watching your videos for years. You have helped me so much in dealing with depression and anxiety. I have never met you but you are like a dear friend to me. I treat you as such and I will pray for you as such. Please keep us posted on your recovery. You have my back.
You're in recovery--good!! Praying you continue to be spiritually and mentally strong. My cancer journey involves prostate cancer--- surgery and radiation. I have a good team and it sounds like you do too. 🙏🙏🙏
Dammit man. I found this ch because your symptoms align with mine. I don’t have any medical insurance so I’ve never gotten a diagnosis. A lot of people beat cancer. Sounds like you caught this before it got out of hand. I’ll be watching
What's going on boss, I wanted to let you know that I will pray for you. I have seen the stages of this personally as far as emotion are concerned. You may go through a roller coaster of emotions in a way, similar to grief. Stay as "healthy" as possible, meaning if you can keep your body fed with the right nutrients, keep your mind on the goal of fighting the cancer and winning, keep a strategic health plan, keep your mind right with your mental health and continuously check in with yourself to try not to get overwhelmed. All this is from the outside looking in, I still have yet to get a colonoscopy myself and I applaud you for doing so. I'm actually terrified since I lost my mom to cancer, but it's something I got to do. Keep your faith alive, your mind strong and stimulated with positive . This is only the beginning of a new chapter but this does not mean that your book is going to end with this . Looking forward to the video where you say you're recovering and cancer-free
I’m indescribably sorry to hear about this Noah. I watch videos of yours every single day, especially your help with anxiety and overthinking. I can confidently say you’re a large part of the reason I’ve been able to get out of the house, let alone exist in a state of normalcy this past year. We’re all here for you and with you, I know you’ll make it through this❤stay strong Noah! Love you man!
I'm sorry to hear that❤️ I was diagnosed with cancer to. It was a hard journey but that also taught soo much I would not go back and change anything🙏❤️ You can do this! I will pray for you 🙏
This is one of the cancers with better prognosis. I am sorry you have this of course, but there is much hope. Take care and I wish you all the best with surgery and recovery.
May God bless you, Noah, as you battle your cancer. Your videos about your mental health struggles have helped me in my fight against depression. I appreciate that. Stay strong and may God give you strength in your journey to stay well. Keep us updated on your progress. God bless. John
You will be restored and your spirit will be rebirthed with new wisdom, and an even deeper zest for life. You are going to kick it's "ass" and you will be wrapped in all the support by all of us.
It’s definitely a relief to have answers. I had lots of inflammation in my intestines and was diagnosed with Crohn’s after a colonoscopy two years ago. So it makes sense your doctors would think that based off such similar symptoms. You are in my thoughts and prayers Noah ❤
I remember your gastritis video from about a year ago. Do you think those symptoms were related? Thanks for sharing. All the best for an easy and complete recovery.
ive been following you for soo many years and watched your journey from the highs to the lows you are so much stronger than you think! got so much love for you brother and you can get through this sending love and prays to you
Theres something very calming about u o enjoy watching u....i really feel ur purpose is the videos u post it helps so many watching, learn, and not feel alone, so thank you for being u
I believe you will beat this sir. Look into apricot seeds, sour sop leaves, ozone gas therapy and or with ubv light therapy,high dose vitamin therapy, ivermectin,diet changes. PRAYERS 🙏
Noah, new here but want to say I’m lifting you up in prayer. What an incredibly honest and courageous life you’ve shared with so many. This will be a challenge, but you’ve not been brought this far to be abandoned by God or anyone else now. Stay strong and know you’re never alone. ❤
I just came upon your video. I have never seen your stuff before. Somehow the algorithm wants me to see it. I offer prayer for you and for your physical and spiritual health. God bless and heal you.....
Have you had a PET scan yet to look at specific location & metastasis? That will give you staging too. What did the pathology report say? Lots of questions will give you lots of answers. Love you Noah! 🙏
Thank you for all the kind words and for sharing your stories too. Reading these just before bed the night before surgery. Very soothing and I’m so grateful for you all.
I don't see the video you referred to in the Description ... 0:15 ... I'd like to watch it.
Be healed in Jesus name. Amen.
Prayers sent for divine healing 🙏🏻😇❤️
This type of cancer seems to be common, i know 3 people who have had it 1 of which had it spread and all have survived. You’ll be fine brother!
I appreciate this. Thank you.
@@bignoknow do you know Christ?
Praying you get well soon..
I am so sorry to hear this Noah. I will pray for your healing and recovery! Stay strong. 💗
This cancer is very common, You will be absolutely fine. Surgery and chemo will do the job..Just stay positive and head towards treatment. All the best
Chemo sucks! It has a 97% failure rate.
Hey Noah, I have been following your journey for a decade. I am 37 and you helped me understand I am not alone when I felt I would never get better after I had a mental break due to alcoholism and transitioning out of the military. Now, when I relapse into my anxiety you are part of my toolbox I bust out to come out of it, and I can say that I only have a rough 3 months every year or two, but I know how to get out of it. I am also two years sober from alcohol. You have touched many lives and you have done so much good for so many people that you will never even meet. I hope you can feel the positive energy and love we are all sending your way.
Definitely praying for you. I'm 60 and when I was in my early 20s I was diagnosed with something I thought would kill me, but I remained positive and got the right medical help and I'm still here. I know how it feels to face the possibility of dying young, and it's terrifying, but stay strong and you will get through this.
How is dying young terrifying? When you’re dead ‘terrifying’ doesn’t exist
Me too Noah. Lung cancer, surgery Tuesday. Major depression and anxiety for over 3 years. You're not alone. I'm experiencing anything but peace. But I'm glad we're in this together. But you're way further ahead. I also have dysautonomia and they suddenly cut me off Clonazepam. Talk about a merry Christmas. So scared. Really scared about the Clonazepam. I'm hoping they can help me in the hospital. I'm praying for you now.
I’m praying for you too.
why did they cut you off clonazapem - how many mgs are you on? i also have dysautonomia and take .25mg daily
Be healed in Jesus name. Amen.
We’re all walking with you Noah. You’re not alone in this.
You got this brother. You've made it through so much. This will just be another bump in the road....you are in God's hands. 🙏
There are many kinds of cancer .. I was dx in 2013 with neuroendocrine cancer in my ilium and small intestines and had surgery been NED. I had a polyp this year that shows cancer at the top but not at the base . I’ve had cervical cancer , breast cancer . I’m 5 years clean of breast cancer . I had cancer when I was 28 and I’m now 68 so I you can live a long life with different kinds cancer. Best wishes and prayers
God bless you. Thank you for sharing this.
@ just wanted you to know especially going into surgery there is hope .. will be praying for you
Seen some comments blaming trt , that's completely false, androgens increase immune function especially DHT , (can't use any 5ar inhibitors supplements or meds) and anastrezole is beneficial w any cancer ... after surgery, you should be fine ....best of luck.
Love you bro. God is with you in the storm.
I recently got into chrstianity and catholicism, so I do belive in God and Jesus Christ, but I'm kind of newbie when it comes to this. Regardless, In my short journey as a christian I have discovered the power of prayer, so I'll pray for your recover and that everything goes well. I remember I discovered your channel from the video that you told you experience about quitting porn and it stuck with me, so I kept watching your channel. I've seen you on your journey to quit alcohol and get your life together, and even though it is not an addiction that I've had and I don't think I'll ever have, I do have my vices that I struggle with and your videos and stories serve as inspiration to me. I hope you know that there's a lot a people like me that despite they don't comment or anything, they are inspired by you and admire you. Much love from here man, God bless you.
Praying for you Noah. Thank you for helping me stop drinking. ❤
I'm so sorry to hear this, Noah. Your positive outlook is a blessing. I'm praying for your recovery.
I wasn’t expecting this at all; however, I’m so glad that you’re maintaining such composure and optimism despite this incredibly scary diagnosis. I’ve been watching your content for years along with many others, and I will continue to follow you on this journey.
I am hopeful that this will just be one of your obstacles that you will also transcend and grow from. Please keep us updated on your progress, we’re so grateful for you, and we’re here for you.
Stay strong Noah. I was diagnosed with cancer as well and went through the steps. Biggest piece of advice I can offer is remain positive, keep your head up, and follow each step. Praying for you big guy.
Thank you for this.
I am praying for you. I had breast cancer in 2001. I did have chemo and radiation, but I've been cancer free since that time. 🙏❤️🙏
What type of breast cancer was it? I have stage 3 her2 positive and goingthrough chemo right now
Keep your head up, Noah. You’ll get through this. I’ll be praying for you. 🙏
God bless you man…you have a great attitude and you will beat this! Prayers to you and your loved ones who are concerned 🙏🙏🙏
I’m so sorry Noah. Sounds like you are in the best place possible tho. 1 step at a time, 1 foot in front of the other. You’ve got this. You’re in the forefront of my thoughts & prayers.
Praying for you. You will be alright. You're a warrior. You've been through so much stuff and you will make it through this. ❤
Sent up a prayer for you! Stay strong young man.
I've been with you on this channel since the beginning. You've gotten me through hard times with anxiety. I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago, and thank G-d I'm doing well now. I'm impressed at how you're handling this. I certainly wasn't as calm about it as you are. Cancer, as hard as it was, taught me to worry less about things I have no control over.
I truly believe that you were sent to this world to help people. The world needs you. Hang in there, brother. Noah, I'm praying for you.
I wish you the best recovery!!
I am sure you are going to overcome this mountain
Nah brother. I don’t want to hear all this. You’re a paramount piece to the mental health survival puzzle and we all need you healthy. I’m sorry to hear this please hang in there and keep staying strong.
Noah, you GOT this, it is a common one, it will go, stay strong brother 🫂
Prayers bro! Get well!
God bless you Noah. You’ll come out on the other side of this. Stay strong brother.
You and God have got this! Praying for you, Noah!
Sending you prayers of healing
I hope you get better soon sir ❤️
I just said a prayer for you. Way to stay strong!
Our God is The Great Physician and He has you in the palm of His hand. Your positive attitude is awesome. You are beyond fortunate to have Him, your family, and the others you'd mentioned to support you through this. Prayers for an amazing outcome. You are loved.
Stay strong Noah, I will be praying for you to get better soon
I'm so sorry. Noah praying for you
So sorry to hear this news. ☹️ Hoping you can beat this, sending positive thoughts your way. 🌟
I am sure you are going to be fine & recover soon. Keep strong
Praying for a successful surgery. I pray that god places the right doctors with healing hands and this is resolved.
Been following off and on for years. Here's my observations based off of what he's publicly shared.
Last year he went to a dr for TRT and they reviewed the blood work talked about "gastritis" and the ongoing pain hes had for 5-6 years.
His blood work showed total testosterone at 1120 and free at 293
His triglycerides were 48 but his LDL was 200 and hdl 58.
He's had a long term struggle with alcohol. On and off.
Even though he's just under 40 the years long issues never lead to a colonoscopy that could have discovered this cecum tumor a lot sooner.
The trt, alcohol and poor liver panel are suspect to this type of cancer. This is the perfect storm as they say, metabolically speaking.
If he gets proper care (this time) he should have a good recovery.
Noah, please know that you are in people's thoughts and that we are wishing for your highest good. May this cancer journey ultimately bring wisdom, peace and greater understanding.
Noah - I have been a long time follower, I'd love to chat with you some day. You played a part in realizing I had Low T myself. I'm now a Personal Case Manager for a known TRT clinic in the UK. I had a client ask me the other week if I'd heard of you - we were actually talking about addiction and not TRT, all totally Surreal mate.
I have faith you'll beat this and come back stronger than ever! From one highly sensitive person to another, accommodate for yourself and the trauma that will follow. You've got this - good luck tomorrow!! 🖤
So sorry to hear this Noah. i will be sending you all my positive healing thoughts.
Noah Ive been following you for years i saw this video and all i can do is pray for you for strength and a complete recovery God Bless you mate
Hey Noah, I'm sad to hear about this and I send you all the love and healing possible! You seem to process this very well consider the situation. Take it easy and take care of yourself and loved ones. Peace
Lots and lots of prayers sent Noah! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻Get well soon brother!
Love and prayers Noah! You are loved!!!!!
Stay strong I'll pray for you
I will for sure be thinking of you tomorrow and sending positive vibes your way, brother. Its really amazing how our mind can step up and surprise us to handle these situations. Much love brother!
Sending good thoughts for continued peace!
Oh my goodness Noah. First I'm so sorry to hear of your diagnosis. Second I feel that God is giving you the peace that you need to deal with this. I will be praying for you and hoping you will be praying also. Love you my dear.
So many prayers and so much love for you. ❤
Noah, you are on the right path to make a full recovery!
Praying for a fast recovery after your surgery!
God bless you.
My mom had ms. She over and over for yrs said my God is bigger than Ms believing she would be healed. She's 100% healed symptom free
Bro you are a hero you will survive we f*kin love you bro you are awesome brother you are on our minds through this we are with you noha
Thinking of and praying for you Noah
Easy for me or anyone to say, but i try not to let your thoughts spin too hard on this brother, as ive seen in the comments and have known people in my life that have had this and got through it, you will too. Stay strong Noah.
Sorry to hear this Noah, the Lord is with you his hand is on you bringing you peace in a storm. We are all on a journey of learning, and spiritual growth while we are hear on this Earth. Praying for you rapid recovery strength and healing brother.
🙏🙏🙏✝️✝️✝️
Noo bro don’t die u my insperatilon 😭😭😭
We all love you, Noah. It's not your time yet, brother. You got plenty of life left in you. Looking forward to your recovery journey.
Noah, l am from Hong Kong and l have been watching your videos for years. You have helped me so much in dealing with depression and anxiety. I have never met you but you are like a dear friend to me. I treat you as such and I will pray for you as such. Please keep us posted on your recovery. You have my back.
You're in recovery--good!! Praying you continue to be spiritually and mentally strong. My cancer journey involves prostate cancer--- surgery and radiation. I have a good team and it sounds like you do too. 🙏🙏🙏
You're in my prayers. You can beat this! I beat breast cancer during covid! You got this Noah❤
Dammit man. I found this ch because your symptoms align with mine. I don’t have any medical insurance so I’ve never gotten a diagnosis.
A lot of people beat cancer. Sounds like you caught this before it got out of hand. I’ll be watching
What's going on boss, I wanted to let you know that I will pray for you. I have seen the stages of this personally as far as emotion are concerned. You may go through a roller coaster of emotions in a way, similar to grief.
Stay as "healthy" as possible, meaning if you can keep your body fed with the right nutrients, keep your mind on the goal of fighting the cancer and winning, keep a strategic health plan, keep your mind right with your mental health and continuously check in with yourself to try not to get overwhelmed.
All this is from the outside looking in, I still have yet to get a colonoscopy myself and I applaud you for doing so. I'm actually terrified since I lost my mom to cancer, but it's something I got to do.
Keep your faith alive, your mind strong and stimulated with positive . This is only the beginning of a new chapter but this does not mean that your book is going to end with this .
Looking forward to the video where you say you're recovering and cancer-free
I’m indescribably sorry to hear about this Noah. I watch videos of yours every single day, especially your help with anxiety and overthinking. I can confidently say you’re a large part of the reason I’ve been able to get out of the house, let alone exist in a state of normalcy this past year. We’re all here for you and with you, I know you’ll make it through this❤stay strong Noah! Love you man!
💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
Sending you love brother
We love you man. Hopefully you beat this ❤️
I'm sorry to hear that❤️
I was diagnosed with cancer to. It was a hard journey but that also taught soo much I would not go back and change anything🙏❤️ You can do this! I will pray for you 🙏
God Bless you will be fine.
Damn dude. Praying for you
This is one of the cancers with better prognosis. I am sorry you have this of course, but there is much hope. Take care and I wish you all the best with surgery and recovery.
Good luck fighting brother
You are going to stay right here with us, Brother Noah!!!!
May God bless you, Noah, as you battle your cancer. Your videos about your mental health struggles have helped me in my fight against depression. I appreciate that. Stay strong and may God give you strength in your journey to stay well. Keep us updated on your progress. God bless.
John
I hope you feel better asap/soon- i hope your ok!
You will be restored and your spirit will be rebirthed with new wisdom, and an even deeper zest for life. You are going to kick it's "ass" and you will be wrapped in all the support by all of us.
Sending thoughts and prayers your way brother
Sending love, hope, and big hugs!
It’s definitely a relief to have answers. I had lots of inflammation in my intestines and was diagnosed with Crohn’s after a colonoscopy two years ago. So it makes sense your doctors would think that based off such similar symptoms. You are in my thoughts and prayers Noah ❤
Prayers heal fast
First off, Fuck Cancer.
Secondly, You have helped thousands and thousands of people. You aren't alone. Stay strong brother. We are here with you!
Sending you big love Noah, you’ve helped me a lot through my own addiction. So sending you all the best mate.
My mom was diagnosed with the same and she survived and is now cancer free! I believe you’ll be fine brother! Stay strong 💯💯
praying for you
I remember your gastritis video from about a year ago. Do you think those symptoms were related? Thanks for sharing. All the best for an easy and complete recovery.
I don’t know…. We shall see. 🙏🏻
ive been following you for soo many years and watched your journey from the highs to the lows you are so much stronger than you think! got so much love for you brother and you can get through this sending love and prays to you
I’ll be praying for you Noah. It’s the first time I’ve come across any of your videos. Wishing you all the best for the future…..especially health.
Theres something very calming about u o enjoy watching u....i really feel ur purpose is the videos u post it helps so many watching, learn, and not feel alone, so thank you for being u
Dear noah i send u all my love 💓 from wales uk xx
hay man, don't worry. i'm sure it'll be dealt with well and you will be fine. it's not the end, definitely.
I believe you will beat this sir. Look into apricot seeds, sour sop leaves, ozone gas therapy and or with ubv light therapy,high dose vitamin therapy, ivermectin,diet changes. PRAYERS 🙏
Noah, new here but want to say I’m lifting you up in prayer. What an incredibly honest and courageous life you’ve shared with so many. This will be a challenge, but you’ve not been brought this far to be abandoned by God or anyone else now. Stay strong and know you’re never alone. ❤
you will beat this
I just came upon your video. I have never seen your stuff before. Somehow the algorithm wants me to see it. I offer prayer for you and for your physical and spiritual health. God bless and heal you.....
Have you had a PET scan yet to look at specific location & metastasis? That will give you staging too. What did the pathology report say? Lots of questions will give you lots of answers. Love you Noah! 🙏
Hey Noah I just want to tell you thank you. You really helped me in my sobriety. My recovery started a year ago . I'll pray for you . Your gunna OK.
Stay strong like you always have been brother. Your channel has been an incredible help to me. You will make it through.