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  • Опубліковано 2 жов 2024
  • "...What was so wrong with me that you would leave?..."
    Fandom: Supernatural, Shameless, Arrow, In Treatment, The End of the F***ing World, Nashville, Animal Kingdom, Disconnect
    Song: Stefano Ruggeri - Slips Away
    Theme: Broken Family/Home, Parents and Children
    Coloring: Mine
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 539

  • @mesganamengesha8484
    @mesganamengesha8484 4 роки тому +2766

    “I had to be more than just a brother, I had to be a father and I had to be a mother to keep him safe” 😩

  • @bdawg7840
    @bdawg7840 5 років тому +2506

    “you can’t love me, you don’t even know me” i felt that...

  • @imvuchanel7542
    @imvuchanel7542 4 роки тому +1462

    “You were my mother too”

  • @rhx_ary
    @rhx_ary 4 роки тому +918

    That supernatural scene gets me every time

  • @angelspringer8987
    @angelspringer8987 4 роки тому +347

    "I hate you... and I love you... cause I can't help it... you're my mom..."
    Didn't realize how much I could relate to him until now

  • @bilinski2546
    @bilinski2546 6 років тому +2458

    Emmy Rossum killed everyone else in this vid

    • @cat_the_first_original_gangsta
      @cat_the_first_original_gangsta 6 років тому +90

      Blake Stylinson nah i liked dean

    • @infelixlidarwa
      @infelixlidarwa 5 років тому +8

      True

    • @padfootny
      @padfootny 5 років тому +156

      Emmy Rossum and Jensen Ackles killed everyone else in this vid**

    • @shookbitch123
      @shookbitch123 5 років тому +2

      RodenObrien; who is Emmy

    • @jj-hl3pz
      @jj-hl3pz 5 років тому +70

      @@shookbitch123 Fiona Gallagher from Shameless. The scene where she is arguing with Monica Gallagher and it goes like this:
      Fiona: "He doesn't even know who you are!"
      Monica: "I'm his mother mother!"
      Fiona: "You were my mother too!"

  • @mashao226
    @mashao226 5 років тому +740

    Fiona 😭😭😭! Love her so much ! She took care of everyone, but no one took care of Fiona !

  • @playwithkenito
    @playwithkenito 4 роки тому +288

    dean 💔

  • @esmajazic1984
    @esmajazic1984 5 років тому +442

    "Who knows you better than I do?"
    "HE DOES!"😢gets me every time😭

  • @stellarossi2019
    @stellarossi2019 5 років тому +307

    "You weren't here!" Yes... It's so sad that I undestard the girl.
    It hurts.
    Mum, if you're reading this, I'm not sorry. I hate you in the same way I hate me because of you.

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 4 роки тому +10

      Don’t you hate and feel shameful the person you hate’s blood runs into you?..because I do feel that way..

    • @stellarossi2019
      @stellarossi2019 4 роки тому +11

      @@jadewu111 I hate myself when I see her in me. I understand you and I'm so sorry

  • @RJ-wx2zc
    @RJ-wx2zc 5 років тому +479

    AWWWW DEAN AND MARY 😭😭😭

  • @Stopkelsey
    @Stopkelsey 5 років тому +108

    Arrow, supernatural, and shameless, I cried so hard.

  • @kiyah8093
    @kiyah8093 6 років тому +3136

    *daddy issues has entered the chat*

    • @tabithawhitlock7618
      @tabithawhitlock7618 5 років тому +17

      i don't care that you broke your elbow wass up

    • @FutureMP31B
      @FutureMP31B 5 років тому +7

      Hello fellow members

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 5 років тому +6

      😭😭😭😭😭this video made me cry and i am watching shameless on Netflix and omg it's a sad show

    • @fatimaa4
      @fatimaa4 5 років тому +2

      The song just pops into my head

    • @user-tf4qo1it4r
      @user-tf4qo1it4r 4 роки тому

      sis🥺

  • @Emilia-mz7pi
    @Emilia-mz7pi 5 років тому +595

    Dean, honey... my heart

  • @lemmyonline4857
    @lemmyonline4857 5 років тому +807

    Emmy/Fiona beat EVERYONE in this video

    • @zoet9882
      @zoet9882 5 років тому +53

      what abt dean 👀

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 5 років тому +2

      I know😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😥😥😥😥😥i cried watching this video

    • @Emily-rh9io
      @Emily-rh9io 5 років тому +4

      zoe x nahhh

    • @blddyvel1506
      @blddyvel1506 5 років тому +17

      What about Dean wtf

    • @desiree4410
      @desiree4410 4 роки тому +10

      it hurts me seeing dean cry

  • @tendergesture
    @tendergesture 6 років тому +820

    my daddy issues jumped out

  • @mark-do5lv
    @mark-do5lv 6 років тому +108

    This made me cry. I personally have great parents and they are amazing and supportive and the best. But my father didn’t have his father, he was an alcoholic and was rarely home, my grandmother had to raise him and his two sisters at 18 poor and alone. He did have a step-father but he wasn’t the best either, better than a drunk but he eventually left as well. But my father still as issues, he has depression and anxiety, and he’s quiet and shy. He struggles with self-esteem and confidence and weight issues. He questions his role as a father sometimes as well. But he turned out great, he turned out fantastic and I love him and wouldn’t trade him for the world, I wish I could tell him that more often.
    If any of you are dealing with bad, neglectful, abusive, alcoholic, parents just know that it can get better and you don’t have the be like them.
    ❤️

    • @imme169
      @imme169 5 років тому

      //-||

    • @mysteryjosh198
      @mysteryjosh198 5 років тому

      😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭thx that means alot to me i am autistic i have really bad anxiety around alot of people i am sad alot😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭i don't show my emotions i don't show my feelings and i don't talk to anyone about my feelings or life because they don't understand what i been throw

  • @eviemaysellars
    @eviemaysellars 6 років тому +288

    crushing my heart with your beautiful work💔

  • @laurenmoore199
    @laurenmoore199 4 роки тому +73

    "There was a time where I needed you to" facts

  • @charlottebrennan8385
    @charlottebrennan8385 4 роки тому +3

    i don’t think i can ever thank my grandma enough for stepping up and raising me and my sister on the weekends i stayed at their house. she had to raise her kids and then us straight after. an absolute inspiration 🥺

  • @aymanaataya2619
    @aymanaataya2619 6 років тому +703

    It's probably none of my business, but I have already seen this theme in your videos few times and it just makes me think you're somehow experiencing all this too. The meaning of this simple and short video is probably much bigger than I think.
    However, I just wanted to say that you've made a good choice by finishing it with the line "I forgive you.". Because at the end of the day, forgiveness is all that matters. I have experienced it myself and this video means a lot to me.
    Thank you and I hope you keep expressing your emotions through videos, because I hear you. I feel you.

    • @levelen
      @levelen  6 років тому +44

      Thank you so much)

  • @geeorgiaac
    @geeorgiaac 4 роки тому +31

    Fiona kills me every time. I know this show word for word because it feels like home. And no matter what, the hardest scenes still make me cry. Every. Time.

  • @schuyler6476
    @schuyler6476 4 роки тому +33

    "You said we would fight together. I said we'd lose. You said we'd do that together to. Well guess what Captain we lost. And you weren't there."

  • @kesh7518
    @kesh7518 3 роки тому +1

    Seeing sad multifandom while doing your homework is just another level

  • @ella5719
    @ella5719 4 роки тому +56

    Dean and Fiona are breaking my heart with their scenes

  • @badbabyslytherin
    @badbabyslytherin 6 років тому +90

    It's so sadly relatable it sucks but it's a beautiful video

  • @Sebastian-xp9eb
    @Sebastian-xp9eb 4 роки тому +4

    This is why I'm scared of having kids. I don't want to treat them like I was treated.

  • @theravenandthedesk
    @theravenandthedesk 4 роки тому +17

    That scene with Emmy Rossum always hits me in my own personal scars. I honestly loved the way that Shameless handled bipolar showing what happens when they don’t take care of themselves with Monica and how they can still have good lives with Ian.

  • @katheringaming7548
    @katheringaming7548 3 роки тому +1

    "you cant love me you dont even know me!" "why do you keep saying I'm your father!! Who knows you better than I do? "he does!"

  • @brokenCrown
    @brokenCrown 6 років тому +34

    The editing is so beautiful ♥️

  • @Tammy_10
    @Tammy_10 5 років тому +82

    Where is 1:14 & 1:22 from ?
    Great editing and to add Dean to the mix that just broke my heart into millions pieces!

  • @downtherabbithole2058
    @downtherabbithole2058 4 роки тому +25

    Dude Dean killed me!😣

  • @jiminshimochi2753
    @jiminshimochi2753 4 роки тому +32

    I've come to a stage that I don't even know if my father is really my father.

  • @xgerzax3112
    @xgerzax3112 4 роки тому +45

    Felicity‘s Part Gets me every time I’m watching this.
    My father used to be a good father when I was a kid, but about the time when I turned nine he just cared less and less. After the divorce of my parents, he didn’t even want shared custody and I kept thinking what was wrong with me that my own father couldn’t love me. I thought that nobody would ever love me, if even my father couldn’t do it...

  • @user-pi3hd2bt3f
    @user-pi3hd2bt3f 3 роки тому +5

    Seing Dean cry while explaining his broken childhood to Mary while she was just trying to ignore him will never stop hurting

  • @iammeg7761
    @iammeg7761 4 роки тому +3

    Damn youtube, have you been spying on me? I chose not to show up or take my kids to my fathers wedding this past Saturday. It's like my childhood all over again.

  • @gabrielsanchez98
    @gabrielsanchez98 4 роки тому +10

    My mom asked me why I dont want her in my life why do I hate her so much so I sent her the link to this and told her it not only applies to my father but also to her becuz I had to raise me and my sibling I did it all just like dean and fiona

  • @ohioanalily
    @ohioanalily 4 роки тому +2

    Heartbreaking but beautiful ❤️😭💔

  • @Nperidot04
    @Nperidot04 6 років тому +42

    I'm shook, this was deep.

  • @amore9538
    @amore9538 3 роки тому +5

    You know when
    Your parents haven't actually left you
    But then they're not there either
    And you don't even know what to feel about it
    That shit hurts
    Cos you're constantly confused if you deserve to cry cos you don't feel the love you're supposed to feel

  • @Red_cherry19
    @Red_cherry19 6 років тому +3

    Обожаю тебя за твои работы ,они очень эмоциональные особенно благодаря оригинальной озвучке . Спасибо огромное !!!💖

  • @vikkelly7150
    @vikkelly7150 5 років тому +9

    U know it’s bad when u watching these video

  • @wafaaatef9341
    @wafaaatef9341 4 роки тому +4

    "you shouldn't just make people if you are going to abandon them... Because they think they have done something wrong their whole life" 😢

  • @ohmyl3s857
    @ohmyl3s857 5 років тому +16

    He wasn't here. She's leaving. Everything it's fine. They don't know me. And I don't wanna know them anymore. I needed them. And when they need me, I won't be there.

  • @foo_jamd8197
    @foo_jamd8197 2 роки тому

    i think the biggest revenge and reward i ever got was the day i stopped caring, and that lead me to become the best version of myself one that i would never have become if he was here

  • @renipavlova
    @renipavlova 6 років тому +1

    This ... 😭😭😭 This video is so emotional and heartbreaking 💔💔💔

  • @sarahisabql
    @sarahisabql 4 роки тому +1

    Are we supposed to just carry on after that Dean and Mary scene? 😭😭😭

  • @bonbon8278
    @bonbon8278 4 роки тому +1

    im a simple person, i see emmy, i see jensen, i click

  • @blackstarprime3318
    @blackstarprime3318 6 років тому +4

    perfect... as usual ❤

  • @bellqueen
    @bellqueen 6 років тому +45

    *Лена любит доводить меня до слез*
    Знаешь, я поражаюсь твоим мультифандомам, они настолько трогательные и мощные. Спасибо за такой спектр эмоций всего за 2 минуты!

    • @levelen
      @levelen  6 років тому +1

      Уж кто бы говорил, а меня кто доводит до слез?)
      Спасибо тебе большое, приятно читать твои комментарии ♥

  • @lion6120
    @lion6120 5 років тому +24

    Dean has been put through so much he deserves the world 💔❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @traceyowenhughes9223
    @traceyowenhughes9223 6 років тому +9

    Beautiful video..I never left you. You PUSHED me AWAY all the time. You try to HATE me BECAUSE you know I LOVE YOU.

  • @hattiestarr5046
    @hattiestarr5046 5 років тому +26

    Clicked for supernatural and uh my daddy issues came out instead.. thanks cause I am quite literally crying now

  • @philipvanamerongen4809
    @philipvanamerongen4809 3 роки тому +4

    "You cant just walk in and out my life like im some sort of fucking train station" i felt that.🖤

  • @xoheartinohioxo
    @xoheartinohioxo 6 років тому

    AHHHH FUCK I NEED TO CATCH UP ON S3 OF ANIMAL KINGDOM!!!!
    I relate to the themes in this video quite a bit... growing up my relationship with my father was complicated, he could be very cruel at times, making fun of my weight, controlling me and preventing me from doing normal things like staying home with my best friend just because he wanted to drag me along to a friends house, I was 15 minutes late getting home for dinner one evening because it had started to rain and I had no umbrella. I could tell it was just a quick shower, the sun was still shining bright, so I let it pass [this was back in like 2001 or 2002, pre cell phone] and then ran home... Any rational parent would understand, but he verbally abused me about what an irresponsible idiot I was for like 20 minutes.
    I'm so glad him and my mother were never really together, she was much more logical and rational about that kind of stuff despite having her own set of problems [bipolar, manic depressive, etc.] and later in life, in my early 20's our relationship became fractured due to her becoming addicted to pills... but in my formative years, she was by far the better parent.
    I'm sorry, this video just really spoke to me and a tidal wave of emotions was unleashed.

  • @whenyoufr0g
    @whenyoufr0g 5 років тому +16

    0:14 story of my life and it's still going on

  • @KK-xs9ps
    @KK-xs9ps 4 роки тому

    felt this on a spiritual level with my dad.

  • @avaponce2448
    @avaponce2448 5 років тому +12

    I was waiting to see Stefan and Damon fighting with their mom in TVD

  • @rinlutka5395
    @rinlutka5395 6 років тому +5

    Моя мама с отцом развелись, когда мне было пять. С тех пор я никогда его не видела, но я приезжала в город, где он жил, каждое лето. В голове за долгое время сформировался его образ, я его боялась, так как он пил и был ужасным человеком. Прошло 12 лет. За это время я каждый раз думала, что он тут близко. Переодически он пьяный звонил на телефон бабушки, но я поговорила с ним один раз, когда мне было лет 11. Пару дней назад он умер. Сейчас я жалею, что я ему не позвонила. Просто, как выяснилось позже, его сестра нашла мою страницу в вк и он смотрел мои фотографии. Это очень печально.

  • @alex-vl3bg
    @alex-vl3bg 3 роки тому +4

    "I had to be more than a brother, I had to be a father and a mother." My boy deserved the entire world

  • @alexstapert516
    @alexstapert516 5 років тому +2

    No one is worthless I thought beauty was cutting and making myself puke up what I ate it all became an addiction to me I turned to friends and family even though all I thought was they to hated me but instead loved me so if you guys ever need help I’m here and always will reply I don’t have my mother in my life even though sometimes I hate her and love her and I miss her please support this by subscribing to me thank you to the brave people who are still standing and breathing thank you.

    • @gurvirgrewal782
      @gurvirgrewal782 4 роки тому

      It’s sad I went through the same thing year ago but nobody noticed

  • @joseignacioreallozano348
    @joseignacioreallozano348 5 років тому +12

    Love it, great video
    Anyone knows which serie/film is where the kid is crying, telling his father that being a father is nothing like him? It's 1'20 +/-

  • @gracejones4295
    @gracejones4295 5 років тому +22

    Felicity from Arrow childhood story always get to me. 0:14

  • @supernaturalfan5
    @supernaturalfan5 5 років тому +4

    I've had Daddy Issues all my life!! My father was there but his mind wasn't in the outside world he was all about his pills and I knew when he was lying about taking them I asked him right to his face to ask him to be honest with me. I was yelling so much at him and what he told me was he wasn't taking the pills anymore and I was crying when he told me that and he gave me a hug and I let him and in that hug in knew he wasn't being honest and after that he got so worse that he passed away from taking so many pills because both of his livers gave out. I know its in the past but in those moments he loved his pills more then me. I forgave him. But all of the happy moments those are the ones im thinking about of my father and that I wish he didn't break the promise he was suppose to keep and one of those promises was to walk me down the aisle one day but whenever I get married he's there in spirit.

  • @Carlee-vb1zk
    @Carlee-vb1zk 4 роки тому +3

    My dad decided I wasn’t good enough and started doing drugs and one night he decided he was done caring for me. And now I’m broken

  • @cat-ig8ke
    @cat-ig8ke 3 роки тому +3

    *"You can't love me, You don't even know me!"*
    Damn....
    This relates so much

  • @tetemorrison7072
    @tetemorrison7072 4 роки тому +5

    You were my mother too hits hard

  • @abigaleroo7903
    @abigaleroo7903 2 роки тому +2

    I feel like I can really relate to Dean and Fiona 🤧😖

  • @dourgval-1172
    @dourgval-1172 5 років тому

    My parents were here with me since I was born and never left me but I never felt like they were there for me they never felt like they were “here” I think the last time I tried to love them was when I was 14 and they ignored my feelings and said “you just want money right? That’s why your acting like you have a problem “ and honestly that broke me and now I can never love them as a family and I don’t even have a home to go back to just a house this video I can relate to so much on so many levels it’s scary.
    I don’t have a home.

  • @sarahisabql
    @sarahisabql 4 роки тому +2

    takes a sip of the cup of tears* ahh, mommy and daddy issues.

  • @evangeline819
    @evangeline819 3 роки тому

    i started watching this video because i saw supernatural, and im currently on season 3 of arrow and accidentally spoiled myself with that scene of felicity in a wheelchair 😅

  • @WrenoldWhealfoy
    @WrenoldWhealfoy 4 роки тому +2

    "I hate you. And I love you."
    That shit hit hard

  • @nadiawells3477
    @nadiawells3477 4 роки тому +2

    Can’t help but think that the Fresh Prince of Bel Air should be on here. Literally have never watched an episode but I found that scene where Will gets ditched by his dad again and it was heart breaking.

  • @yolooo5082
    @yolooo5082 5 років тому +6

    "What father wouldn't care?"

  • @afnandewan343
    @afnandewan343 5 років тому +6

    I dont have the courage to say my story because I think some people will point at me and say "You are wrong." I'm scared.

    • @gurvirgrewal782
      @gurvirgrewal782 4 роки тому

      Life is too short for that. Be proud of your story it made you who you are today!

  • @wg8252
    @wg8252 5 років тому +5

    Dean and Mary😭 I can’t even rn😂💔

  • @lenora5229
    @lenora5229 3 роки тому +1

    When you are a girl your gonna really have trust issues,when your father is the first one who breaks your heart and betrays you

  • @Alina._0412
    @Alina._0412 4 роки тому +4

    "i needed you and you weren't there" -Tony Stark

  • @ivy7639
    @ivy7639 3 роки тому +1

    “you can’t love me you don’t even know me, ofc i know you who knows you better then your own father. he does”

  • @alYa-jx1zs
    @alYa-jx1zs 4 роки тому +4

    *mommy issues entered the chat*

  • @lucyyy5995
    @lucyyy5995 4 роки тому +1

    What's the first clip from?

  • @arathikc5838
    @arathikc5838 5 років тому +5

    Winchesters❤

  • @kbirdanne4887
    @kbirdanne4887 4 роки тому +2

    This hit so hard as someone who had to take care of my parent and sibling to and to have to be the parent when I was a kid and then be told as an adult "well I'm here now"

  • @ryantruther3616
    @ryantruther3616 5 років тому

    i be crying.

  • @myaelise6633
    @myaelise6633 4 роки тому +1

    It was dean and fiona’s scenes for me 🥺💔

    • @Sarah-ym2ec
      @Sarah-ym2ec 4 роки тому

      from which series are they?

  • @BrianaLowry
    @BrianaLowry 4 роки тому +3

    I felt this more than anything coming from a one parent home.

  • @blossom6124
    @blossom6124 6 років тому +1

    Охххх, спасибо за субтитры 😘

  • @cucl130
    @cucl130 6 років тому +1

    спасибо, что ваш канал существует

  • @rebeccahutchison413
    @rebeccahutchison413 6 років тому +12

    k ouch

  • @leilasofia4786
    @leilasofia4786 5 років тому +1

    I came bc I saw crying Dean in the thumbnail 😭😭

  • @saratfkh8227
    @saratfkh8227 4 роки тому

    Dean .... Oh my Dean :,,,,,,,,,,(

  • @violettis3739
    @violettis3739 6 років тому +1

    До мурашек

  • @ghostn.4272
    @ghostn.4272 5 років тому +2

    Ok I don’t get emotional over this kinda stuff but my friend wanted me to watch this and I was like “eh” cuz I knew I wouldn’t cry but I skipped to the right timing to see dean and Mary and Idk why but I just started bawling

  • @lavlala5504
    @lavlala5504 3 роки тому

    I had a perfect family but I had no one beside me.

  • @maxbirkman6941
    @maxbirkman6941 4 роки тому +3

    **cries in daddy issues**

  • @AlejandraMartinez-kd2pv
    @AlejandraMartinez-kd2pv 3 роки тому +1

    Dean deserves more that just love man😥😥😥😢😢

  • @addy8471
    @addy8471 5 років тому +10

    needed this, relatable af

  • @summerghost6551
    @summerghost6551 5 років тому +2

    I was born in the generation of doomers. But I always keep telling myself to be better, to rather be a former doomer than a doomer for life.

  • @darkraven2004
    @darkraven2004 4 роки тому +1

    Some people just aren't meant to be perants
    True

  • @tereztomanova7791
    @tereztomanova7791 5 років тому +17

    This is what broke my heart every time