NIKI - Autumn (Official Lyric Video)

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    Official lyric video for “Autumn” by NIKI
    I carved my name into your ribcage
    We talked of lands away from this cage
    You said, don’t fret love, someday I’ll be my own man, I'll be free
    Oh, but darling did you mean
    Darling, did you mean free from me?
    You promised home
    The kind I'd never known, oh
    But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts
    and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
    You said, “Let's make ourselves our very own brigade, this love our shield, our blade”
    Oh, but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
    It’s me you’ve slain
    I didn’t obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
    And here you are right next to me
    Ironically, I've never felt more alone
    I fell for you faster than I fell apart
    And I guess I'm the one to blame for letting myself fall too hard
    I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we’d put up a fight
    How paradoxical, since now all I can think about is when will we stop trying
    Ooh
    Oooh, how do we stay afloat
    When do I let go?
    All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
    But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave
    I must’ve thanked my lucky stars too much,
    they left me sitting in too much dust
    You know all my dreams
    You were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you
    It's heartache I breathe
    You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
    Oh, my love
    Is this the end for us?
    Maybe we’ve had enoughI carved my name into your ribcage
    We talked of lands away from this cage
    You said, “Don’t fret love, someday I’ll be my own man, I'll be free”
    Oh, but darling did you mean
    Darling, did you mean free from me?
    You promised home
    The kind I'd never known, oh
    But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts
    and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
    You said, “Let's make ourselves our very own brigade, this love our shield, our blade”
    Oh, but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
    It’s me you’ve slain
    I didn’t obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
    And here you are right next to me
    Ironically, I've never felt more alone
    I fell for you faster than I fell apart
    And I guess I'm the one to blame for letting myself fall too hard
    I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we’d put up a fight
    How paradoxical, since now all I can think about is when will we stop trying
    Ooh
    Oooh, how do we stay afloat?
    When do I let go?
    All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
    But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave
    I must’ve thanked my lucky stars too much,
    they left me sitting in too much dust
    You know all my dreams
    You were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you
    It's heartache I breathe
    You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
    Oh, my love
    Is this the end for us?
    Maybe we’ve had enough
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    #NIKI #Autumn #Nicole

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  • @minorchord
    @minorchord 2 роки тому +952

    also can we appreciate young nic not repeating a single line in this song and still making it so deep , relatable and catchy

    • @watershan_11
      @watershan_11 Рік тому +13

      Oh but darling did you mean
      Darling did you mean...

    • @habibisch
      @habibisch 8 місяців тому +14

      @@angelatan290 it doesn't even have a chorus but i love it cz the bridge is 🤌🤌

  • @ash-cq7tn
    @ash-cq7tn 2 роки тому +243

    I really love the entire song, especially the bridge. I was about to float when autumn's bridge kicks in. I have no words, just wow.

  • @jesh626
    @jesh626 2 роки тому +612

    I'm crying. "I fell for you faster than I fell apart" "I ripped my heart out and put in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight". wow. just WOW

  • @paramitadaniswari5151
    @paramitadaniswari5151 2 роки тому +898

    "You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe"
    omg hits me hard 😭

  • @potatotenshi9792
    @potatotenshi9792 2 роки тому +213

    "how do we stay afloat?
    when do i let go?"
    the lyrics hits so hard omygod

  • @aurowruh
    @aurowruh 2 роки тому +304

    she's such an amazing writer it's crazy

    • @charizarr.d
      @charizarr.d 2 роки тому +6

      this song is a masterpiece, along with the whole album lol :D

    • @andyadinata4191
      @andyadinata4191 Рік тому

      The way she sang, more like copycat of someone

    • @galindautara
      @galindautara 8 місяців тому

      @@andyadinata4191 who?

    • @khalidfatih7567
      @khalidfatih7567 2 місяці тому

      ​@@andyadinata4191😊

  • @jejemarsh2091
    @jejemarsh2091 2 роки тому +443

    "You showed me your heart but you never let me have the key."
    became
    "You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me."
    same pain 🤧🤧🤧

  • @itsmaxene
    @itsmaxene 2 роки тому +335

    the line "I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" really hits different, it's just insane how she could put up those words with much power in it.

    • @dablackpanda1348
      @dablackpanda1348 Рік тому

      Hi, I was wondering what this line means? I don't understand what it means in a breakup 😅

    • @corazon4258
      @corazon4258 Рік тому

      it means she's giving her all, making herself vulnerable and not leaving anything for herself, to fix things with the guy and make him stay@@dablackpanda1348

    • @oreory04
      @oreory04 Рік тому +5

      ​@@dablackpanda1348the line means that she gave her heart to him, she trusted him, she love him hoping that he will also fight for their love

  • @jennaaaxoxo
    @jennaaaxoxo 2 роки тому +209

    Niki's music is so well made, she never fails to impress me with it.

  • @Reylandson
    @Reylandson 2 роки тому +128

    This encapsulates the autumn love so well. To me, it's about falling in love and trying to protect it with all you've got, but forgetting that being too defensive also leads to barriers, miscommunication and anxiety.

  • @lalandrien
    @lalandrien 2 роки тому +947

    The old version of Autumn will be missed 4 ever, I'll treasure u in my heart 😭

    • @arianasution4304
      @arianasution4304 2 роки тому

      The old one ua-cam.com/video/wbmxRGC0Xms/v-deo.html

    • @cleotells
      @cleotells 2 роки тому +14

      True 😭😭😭😭

    • @sshmk
      @sshmk 2 роки тому +9

      YASSSS

    • @sshmk
      @sshmk 2 роки тому +13

      And also little souls :'>

    • @MichaelSpearsJr
      @MichaelSpearsJr 2 роки тому +42

      NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!

  • @simranghotra4676
    @simranghotra4676 2 роки тому +78

    "But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave" im sobbing 😭😭

  • @elizuh
    @elizuh Рік тому +29

    always always blown away with niki's vocals on "oh, my love is this the end for us?" part. best track.

  • @luthfiyanaifaputri9294
    @luthfiyanaifaputri9294 2 роки тому +56

    "you know all my dreams. you were one, so it seemed. and i love you, but with you its heartache I breathe" hurts baaaddly

  • @furra5354
    @furra5354 2 роки тому +70

    'you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me' my jaw literally dropped. i'd kill to listen to this song again for the first time. nicole, your songwriting skills have me in absolute pieces right now, its both a blessing and a beautiful curse

  • @emmanmayor9924
    @emmanmayor9924 2 роки тому +119

    undoubtedly, the best track on the album

    • @gedejanavirananda6716
      @gedejanavirananda6716 2 роки тому +17

      I want to agree but Backburner exists too 😭

    • @Supernova56846
      @Supernova56846 6 місяців тому +4

      Backburner is a banger but autumn is THAT song, it's a feeling of feelings

  • @hyuginisaac9994
    @hyuginisaac9994 2 роки тому +46

    Suddenly my mind just teleported to a certain time and memory where I expected too much from them

  • @nayyy5673
    @nayyy5673 День тому +2

    "Autumn"
    I carved my name into your ribcage
    We talked of lands away from this cage
    You said, don't fret love, someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free
    Oh, but darling, did you mean
    Darling, did you mean free from me?
    You promised home
    The kind I'd never known, oh
    But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts
    And I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
    You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade, this love our shield, our blade"
    Oh, but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
    It's me you've slain
    I didn't obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
    And here you are right next to me
    Ironically, I've never felt more alone
    I fell for you faster than I fell apart
    And I guess I'm the one to blame for letting myself fall too hard
    I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight
    How paradoxical, since now all I can think about is when will we stop trying
    Oh-oh-oh
    Oh-oh-oh, how do we stay afloat?
    When do I let go?
    All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
    But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave
    I must've thanked my lucky stars too much
    They left me sitting in too much dust
    You know all my dreams
    You were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you
    It's heartache I breathe
    You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
    Oh, my love
    Is this the end for us?
    Maybe we've had enough

  • @cafe374
    @cafe374 2 роки тому +24

    just when u start trusting someone, they go and betray u. break their promises. and the cycle of fear to get into relationships starts back again.

  • @MichaelSpearsJr
    @MichaelSpearsJr 2 роки тому +17

    NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!

  • @devylaphinelivo8485
    @devylaphinelivo8485 2 роки тому +42

    Okay but this song literally hurts like ive experienced it first hand!!?

  • @myplanet_pluto13
    @myplanet_pluto13 2 роки тому +24

    NIKI's music is something for me!​ It's touching and chilling 🥰

  • @prueclemente
    @prueclemente 2 роки тому +73

    "i ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" gosh that line is insane, niki's songwriting is unmatched and "nicole" has brought me to tears as expected. thank you for this album niki 🤍

  • @ampomariakristined
    @ampomariakristined Рік тому +8

    3:14 one of my favorite part, still remember her and now all I could think is this line...

  • @afrinaalexander136
    @afrinaalexander136 2 роки тому +27

    Aaaah my fave, and I have hope that NIKI will release the acoustic version of Autumn soon

  • @minorchord
    @minorchord 2 роки тому +13

    And here you are right next to me. Ironically, I've never felt more alone - so relatable :(

  • @laraseunice13
    @laraseunice13 Рік тому +6

    niki, i told him this song and he listened to this song. but here we are now he made me felt like every lyrics you said in this song. how can i let him go? he knows all my dreams niki.

  • @abigailtria
    @abigailtria 2 роки тому +24

    I need a 10min version of this

  • @earth7268
    @earth7268 2 роки тому +23

    We know this is going to end up on loop in a cafe.. ❤️

  • @joshualaroza7385
    @joshualaroza7385 5 місяців тому +7

    coming back here, thinking that personally, this song had one of the best lyrics ever written by NIKI, if not the best.

  • @deadinthehead8258
    @deadinthehead8258 2 роки тому +13

    " You promised home The kind I'd never known" Reminds me of "Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I'd say, "I miss home""

  • @mrmightycalves
    @mrmightycalves 11 місяців тому +3

    I can listen to any niki song on repeat and never be bored

  • @bindfireandcrouch819
    @bindfireandcrouch819 2 роки тому +19

    WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER

  • @PrincessE-l7c
    @PrincessE-l7c Місяць тому +3

    its new year.. and here i am, listening to this

  • @PROD5VE
    @PROD5VE 2 роки тому +11

    NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.

    • @angelinebena9675
      @angelinebena9675 2 роки тому +1

      We will all wait for that to happen!!! It sounds amazing

    • @PROD5VE
      @PROD5VE 2 роки тому

      @@angelinebena9675 thank you 🙏🏼 drop a sub and be apart of the journey!

  • @hjgranger15
    @hjgranger15 2 роки тому +7

    “you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me”
    I AM IN PAIN 😭

  • @cheneepee3698
    @cheneepee3698 2 роки тому +5

    One of the underrated artists…love her💜

  • @Sky-uy6iw
    @Sky-uy6iw 2 роки тому +9

    I WANNA CRY I LOVE AUTUMN SO BAD

  • @rifakhairunnisasulistiana3004
    @rifakhairunnisasulistiana3004 2 роки тому +4

    This is still soo gooddd even the lyrics 'you showed me your heart but you never let me have the key' is changed! Proud of you Niki 💚

  • @sunnywildflowers5915
    @sunnywildflowers5915 2 роки тому +6

    I can hear this is exactly what she envisioned for the original❤️

  • @liaaismee
    @liaaismee Рік тому +12

    [Verse 1]
    I carved my name into your ribcage
    We talked of lands away from this cage
    You said, "Don't fret love
    Someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free"
    Oh, but darling, did you mean
    Darling, did you mean free from me?
    [Verse 2]
    You promised home
    The kind I'd never known, oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh
    But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts, and
    I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
    You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade
    This love, our shield, our blade"
    Oh, but darling, do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
    It's me you've slain
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I didn't obliteratе these walls for you to come and raid my homе
    And here you are, right next to me
    Ironically, I've never felt more alone
    [Verse 3]
    I fell for you, faster than I fell apart (Hmm)
    And I guess I'm the one to blame
    For letting myself fall too hard
    I ripped my heart out, and put it in your hands
    In hope that we'd put up a fight (Hmm)
    How paradoxical, since now
    All I can think about is when will we stop trying (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
    [Bridge]
    Ooh, ooh, ooh
    How do we stay afloat?
    When do I let go?
    All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
    But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave
    I must've thanked my lucky stars too much
    They left me sitting in too much dust (Hmm, oh-oh)
    You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you, it's heartache I breathe
    You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me

  • @tsweezie
    @tsweezie 2 роки тому +3

    OMG NIKI is such an artist. she’s so freaking good at song writing & singing. her and taylor should collab 😭❤️

  • @hassabibenda2505
    @hassabibenda2505 7 місяців тому +2

    fav song's of nikii

  • @sushikathhhh
    @sushikathhhh 3 дні тому +1

    GOOOOSH I LOVEEEEEE NIKI SO MUCHH!! Ure the besttt!!!

  • @cindytd9292
    @cindytd9292 27 днів тому +1

    My crush sent me this song and said it was for me after I confessed my love to him. This song is really good and beautiful just like him.😊

  • @chrisgenovia687
    @chrisgenovia687 Рік тому +1

    I demand an hour loop of this track.

  • @nicholashardyy
    @nicholashardyy 2 роки тому +7

    Can’t wait till she release the acoustic version

  • @teeramon
    @teeramon Рік тому

    I was drifting in the story of this song during Nicole tour in Bangkok. So glad. Pls come back❤❤❤❤

  • @coletroll4046
    @coletroll4046 2 роки тому +3

    This is perfect 😭🥹 this song makes me cry sm

  • @keenananiscal6145
    @keenananiscal6145 Рік тому +2

    OHHHH MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEE

  • @marsenna
    @marsenna 2 роки тому +11

    This is so different from the original but it’s also really good?? It’s like two different songs that’s both great.

  • @hakushaku6351
    @hakushaku6351 5 місяців тому +1

    "You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me."😭❤️

  • @nicole.ampp2
    @nicole.ampp2 Рік тому +1

    Please sing this for tour 🙏🏻

  • @avaccdoes
    @avaccdoes 2 роки тому +3

    My fave song from the album! sucha mood

  • @sucisgalery2226
    @sucisgalery2226 10 місяців тому

    Wow ❤

  • @jungwoo2393
    @jungwoo2393 2 роки тому +5

    was listening to the album in order and i really thought higschool in jakarta was my favourite song of the album until i heard this freakin song 😭😭😭

  • @alsanto2124
    @alsanto2124 2 роки тому +6

    I love the beat and lyrics...❤️❤️❤️

  • @xxdenvergirlxx
    @xxdenvergirlxx 2 роки тому +3

    Ran into this song while searching for one on snapchat and WOW. WOWWWW!!! I had to come check out the whole song and you did not disappoint! This will be on repeat ALL DAY!!

  • @Deeji-uq9hw
    @Deeji-uq9hw 3 місяці тому

    can’t wait to hear your voice live, nicole zenfaya !! 💞💞

  • @orphicmilya
    @orphicmilya 9 місяців тому

    you were everything

  • @charizarr.d
    @charizarr.d 2 роки тому +5

    This album has helped me feel not totally alone. The feelings are ripped out of my heart, so cathartic bec the lyrics are so honest and raw. I have never felt so close to an artist before yeeeeah :')

  • @max_9t
    @max_9t 2 роки тому +3

    the track number 9 always gets me on my deepest

  • @anisyamay8963
    @anisyamay8963 6 місяців тому +21

    Niki udh punya lagu baru aku masih kejebak disini

  • @kennethtan5444
    @kennethtan5444 2 роки тому +2

    OMG❤️❤️

  • @ler855
    @ler855 Рік тому +1

    i love how NIKI's songs are always telling stories

  • @ericaaa777gummy
    @ericaaa777gummy 7 місяців тому +5

    He sounds like most of Nikki's song. Especially this one 😔

  • @MuhammadIlyas-jo8ke
    @MuhammadIlyas-jo8ke 9 місяців тому +19

    All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
    But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave
    I must've thanked my lucky stars too much
    They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh
    You know all my dreams
    You were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you
    It's heartache I breathe
    You gave it your all
    Just with everything you took from me
    Oh, my love

  • @cinnamonroll229
    @cinnamonroll229 2 роки тому +2

    this was my top song on spotify wrapped

  • @airaccoonairaccoon
    @airaccoonairaccoon Рік тому +3

    Hyperfixating on this for days. NIKI what have you done to my numb heart

  • @breezzywind5101
    @breezzywind5101 11 днів тому +1

    just leaving this here to say that i genuinely loved you and i know you did too but it was just really hard for me to keep going when i realized our love has become a burned-out light bulb - still existing but no longer benefitting either of us.

  • @joyouus_
    @joyouus_ 2 роки тому +7

    this song is perfect when driving

  • @adarsonp
    @adarsonp 2 роки тому +2

    Niki te amo

  • @tsweezie
    @tsweezie 2 роки тому +20

    I freaking love this song and Backburner.

  • @JAPNZz
    @JAPNZz 2 роки тому +4

    crying and throwing up rn

  • @glossiemochii2256
    @glossiemochii2256 2 роки тому +2

    niki ily so so much.

  • @rrxga7013
    @rrxga7013 2 роки тому +2

    but with u it's heartache❤😖

  • @criscelcatimbang962
    @criscelcatimbang962 5 місяців тому

    fav

  • @ellelia6380
    @ellelia6380 Рік тому +2

    listening to this song made me think about my girlfriend. I've been too busy that i haven't got the time to bond with her and i hope she doesn't feel or experience this with me... I am trying too

  • @strwbcaii
    @strwbcaii 2 роки тому +1

    "i fell 4u faster than i fell apart." Same nicole. Same.

  • @ambotsaemo186
    @ambotsaemo186 7 місяців тому

    but when the night cuts into the day, its your love i crave :'(

  • @da.niel09
    @da.niel09 5 місяців тому +1

    ON REPEAT

  • @SafirAksel
    @SafirAksel Рік тому +1

    Her pen game is so crazy good

  • @ryomenyuuji
    @ryomenyuuji 2 роки тому +3

    My favs

  • @phflorian1846
    @phflorian1846 Рік тому +1

    this song deserves way more love

  • @nsarkive
    @nsarkive 2 роки тому +2

    obsessed :( so proud of u niki

  • @nikahannahangel
    @nikahannahangel 2 роки тому +1

    You've made it!! Congratulations NIKI!!♥️🥳

  • @valerieparan3781
    @valerieparan3781 Рік тому +1

    😢😢😢😢😢 i love u nikii

  • @jessirrr
    @jessirrr 8 місяців тому +3

    MY THERAPY

  • @aeutumnsea
    @aeutumnsea 8 місяців тому +1

    semenjak jauh sama kamu, auntumn jadi lagu favoritku sekarang

  • @fannnsemegol6138
    @fannnsemegol6138 2 роки тому +2

    WOW😯

  • @anggaratampubolon8813
    @anggaratampubolon8813 2 роки тому +3

    Proud she's from Indonesia 🇮🇩🙏

  • @noviaanggraini8387
    @noviaanggraini8387 19 днів тому +2

    I really like this song

  • @elleynelegi7573
    @elleynelegi7573 Рік тому

    You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed
    And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe

  • @yowhat3013
    @yowhat3013 2 роки тому

    the bridge was sent from heaven

  • @m1y4aaa
    @m1y4aaa 2 роки тому +1

    AAAA FAVEEE.

  • @elleynelegi7573
    @elleynelegi7573 Рік тому

    THIS IS SO UNDERRATED GODDDD THIS SONG ISSS SOOO GOOD I SWEAR

  • @naomi-he8lx
    @naomi-he8lx 2 роки тому +2

    You make it perfect autumn

  • @jepunesimanullang8817
    @jepunesimanullang8817 2 роки тому

    U know,,, listening this with headset,omg i can listen all the detail part of this song... Amazing,,, bleesed💓

  • @RichBagui
    @RichBagui 2 роки тому +2

    Woaaahhhhh! Love you NIKI

  • @babyducklings6774
    @babyducklings6774 2 роки тому +1

    bestt song on the album❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹