First of all you are an EXCELLENT orator. You may not have finished high school but You were able to to speak and organize your thoughts better than some of my teachers with masters degrees. I too lost my job due to depression. I have suffered with depression since high school. Your message spoke loudly to me! I am scared to talk about it because I am afraid of burning out my friends. I know they have said that would never happen but it does. I called the suicide hotline last week and that helped. They are nonjudgmental and listened. Sometimes that is all that is needed. The bills and such I would definitely reach out to unemployment where you live. You sound like a hard worker. Consider getting involved with getting your GED and taking some basic courses at the community college level. Even one class a quarter. They have counselors and advisors too. I have found their support very helpful. depending upon which state you live their may be assistance with short term housing, rent assistance and even cash for groceries. The electric company may be able to provide assistance with your utility bill. PLEASE don’t give up and I am wishing you a small ray of hope that will grow into a full out spectrum of sunshine. YOU are not that job or any job. YOU are YOU. I heard you talking and you are waving-yes. But not drowning because you threw me my lifeline tonite...)
Same bro... Im 22 years old, got a job at January 2022 and second week I was told that I only need to work til the end of January. My mental is so bad I keep forgetting I have part time at Saturday morning, part time boss warned me about this or else I might lose my part time job as well. Life is hard man... but don't let it beat you, stay strong.😭
Go to gym guys, hit the gym because it will helps you guys get better, don't just stay at home and thinking too much, go ouyside and the more excercise.
Wow! Really enjoyed your video. I hope this finds you in a better state. I just left my job last week due to depression. I saw no other way, except to just quit, and be done with it. I have been steadily going downhill over the past year. Its a long story, but my daily life is just getting to be too overwhelming. I felt like having the responsibilities of having to be somehwere everyday for 9 hours was causing it. Anyway, they offered me 4 weeks unpaid leave, but I told them I just wanted the whole idea of a job out of my life. I did not want to be trying to reset myself with the thought of having to go back to work. Anyway, I am allready feeling better. I think this is what I needed.
Thanks for sharing man, people will see this. You will get another job and you will change the way we talk about depression. You took a sacrifice for a bigger cause. I lost my father to suicide; I couldn't begin to understand what you're going through but know that it will get better.
I lost my job today for pretty much the same reason, and I have very little support. Tomorrow I try again. I start over just like the last time. Company's don't care, we are easily replaceable and it's soo sad. Like waiting to die, it's so hard every single day being a prisoner in your own head- most of your life. And you just wait and wait meanwhile keeping everyone else happy. When will it be my day to truly be happy and not struggling to breathe in this would? Tomorrow I start by calling around and applying for jobs... again.
The root of all bullying and maltreatment is jealousy. In work , friendships and relationships. Even randos on the street . Always jealousy. Just be aware of that. Once you see it it’s so simple. These people don’t have your best interests at heart ever. They’re just jealous.
I went through tramatic situations witch caused depression witch then made me put myself in tramatic situations that made me loose even more and now im open about depression because i dont want to loose anything else.
A similar thing literally just happened to me with school. I was told to drop some classes to help me with my mental health and then was pretty much forced to drop all of them long story short. I have had to drop 100% of my classes now due to trusting my school. I also lost my first real job after 2 weeks and treated as a "conduct issue" when I disclosed my concerns for my mental health. These mental health problems were put in my discharge summary with the agencies letterhead on it. From now on I will never tell any corporate systems my personal problems.
Try to continue floating on the surface until things get better, they will, but you need to keep moving. I've been through some similar stuff, and I'm still trying to dig out of the hole after almost a year. If you feel like chatting just drop me a line
Thankyou for sharing your story. I relate completely and went through basically the same life that you described. Very similar, how are you doing today? I hope life is getting better for you. Much Love!
@@resistantone2220 I am doing better too most days thankyou. I'm glad you are as well! I'm learning to cope with life w depression better. This time of year is rough and 2020 has been like wtf?! But happy you are in the world and being better. ☺️
and I wonder, how are you doing now? I cried watching this. too relatable. God life is hard. especially alone. I'd love an update and/or to message you.
Im feeling alot relateable to your story. Today i just find out that i got fired. I was working for 6 monts and hide my mental issue from anyone. Until they find out and put me on sabbatical. After 4 monts im still strugling but dont have nuch choice other than go back to work so i could pay all the bills. But instead they let me go and fired me. Now i have to deal with my mental issue, family issue and more. I dont know how much i can take.
It's 2:22 AM in India.. I got married in depression... I'm like living dead.. in India we have arranged marriages as we grw up with family... Instead of commitin suic!de I'm doing experiments with life.. no energy yet pushing hard.. you're not alone I'm here.. may b there r many like us
I'm doing much better now my friend. I've made some significant changes to my life since this video, and am probably the best I've ever been. I have a much better job now, I'm not struggling as bad with my depression as I was, so on. Life definitely has been crazy since this video, I almost died from an infection a few months after this video was uploaded!
My depression comes and goes I've stuffed with it almost my entire life I don't know if anything triggers it , it hits me out of nowhere and takes awhile to get over it then I'm ok until it hits me again I don't think it ever will away in my case
@@resistantone2220 make the video you have no idea how much it will help someone, they need to see someone make progress. Its important to show there is victory over these things.
😔 this is so real , we might look fine from the outside but inside be drowning. It's sad and hard and sometimes you don't even feel like waking up:/
First of all you are an EXCELLENT orator. You may not have finished high school but You were able to to speak and organize your thoughts better than some of my teachers with masters degrees.
I too lost my job due to depression. I have suffered with depression since high school. Your message spoke loudly to me! I am scared to talk about it because I am afraid of burning out my friends. I know they have said that would never happen but it does. I called the suicide hotline last week and that helped. They are nonjudgmental and listened. Sometimes that is all that is needed. The bills and such I would definitely reach out to unemployment where you live. You sound like a hard worker. Consider getting involved with getting your GED and taking some basic courses at the community college level. Even one class a quarter. They have counselors and advisors too. I have found their support very helpful. depending upon which state you live their may be assistance with short term housing, rent assistance and even cash for groceries. The electric company may be able to provide assistance with your utility bill. PLEASE don’t give up and I am wishing you a small ray of hope that will grow into a full out spectrum of sunshine. YOU are not that job or any job. YOU are YOU. I heard you talking and you are waving-yes. But not drowning because you threw me my lifeline tonite...)
Feel you man, 23 years of age and I haven’t had a proper job. Got one last week lost it in the same week, my mental health’s done.
Don't give up, Things will get better.
Same bro... Im 22 years old, got a job at January 2022 and second week I was told that I only need to work til the end of January.
My mental is so bad I keep forgetting I have part time at Saturday morning, part time boss warned me about this or else I might lose my part time job as well.
Life is hard man... but don't let it beat you, stay strong.😭
Go to gym guys, hit the gym because it will helps you guys get better, don't just stay at home and thinking too much, go ouyside and the more excercise.
Love you guys stay strong, I lost another job I really loved. I’m sick of life
Same here brother. Depression plus long lockdown from virus made me not performant according to my employer. They Fired me. I dont know what to do
Wow! Really enjoyed your video. I hope this finds you in a better state. I just left my job last week due to depression. I saw no other way, except to just quit, and be done with it. I have been steadily going downhill over the past year. Its a long story, but my daily life is just getting to be too overwhelming. I felt like having the responsibilities of having to be somehwere everyday for 9 hours was causing it. Anyway, they offered me 4 weeks unpaid leave, but I told them I just wanted the whole idea of a job out of my life. I did not want to be trying to reset myself with the thought of having to go back to work. Anyway, I am allready feeling better. I think this is what I needed.
Thanks for sharing man, people will see this. You will get another job and you will change the way we talk about depression. You took a sacrifice for a bigger cause. I lost my father to suicide; I couldn't begin to understand what you're going through but know that it will get better.
I lost my job today for pretty much the same reason, and I have very little support. Tomorrow I try again. I start over just like the last time. Company's don't care, we are easily replaceable and it's soo sad. Like waiting to die, it's so hard every single day being a prisoner in your own head- most of your life. And you just wait and wait meanwhile keeping everyone else happy. When will it be my day to truly be happy and not struggling to breathe in this would? Tomorrow I start by calling around and applying for jobs... again.
The root of all bullying and maltreatment is jealousy. In work , friendships and relationships. Even randos on the street . Always jealousy.
Just be aware of that. Once you see it it’s so simple. These people don’t have your best interests at heart ever. They’re just jealous.
I had a breakdown my final year of my job. I was just sitting there waiting to get laid off! Absolute hell!
God bless! Be strong! Easy does it!
I went through tramatic situations witch caused depression witch then made me put myself in tramatic situations that made me loose even more and now im open about depression because i dont want to loose anything else.
I lost my job they fired me yesterday due to my anxiety i feel like I am a total loser and I am a afraid I'm going to lose my only friend I have
I lost my job because of depression. My manager and director told me they fired me because they want me to get better. What a load of crap.
God bless you man!!!! May blessings come your way. I can see you are a good person, genuine and smart. Just keep moving, is hard but you can do it.
A similar thing literally just happened to me with school. I was told to drop some classes to help me with my mental health and then was pretty much forced to drop all of them long story short. I have had to drop 100% of my classes now due to trusting my school. I also lost my first real job after 2 weeks and treated as a "conduct issue" when I disclosed my concerns for my mental health. These mental health problems were put in my discharge summary with the agencies letterhead on it. From now on I will never tell any corporate systems my personal problems.
Your situation is happening to me right now. I don't kbow what I'm going to do. I hope you're doing much better now.
If you ever need to talk, I'd be willing to listen.
I am doing much better now, and I hope you are also doing much better ❤️
How are you know? Im going throw the same thing . Its the hardest thing of my life ..at this point i think there no hope for me 😔
Hope things a working out for you dude
Try to continue floating on the surface until things get better, they will, but you need to keep moving. I've been through some similar stuff, and I'm still trying to dig out of the hole after almost a year. If you feel like chatting just drop me a line
I battle to make it through every single day......i load up on xanax, paxil and take it one day at a time.
Too bad my anxiety isn’t considered bad enough to get prescribed Xanax. Or maybe it low key is but I just haven’t communicated myself well enough.
Thankyou for sharing your story. I relate completely and went through basically the same life that you described. Very similar, how are you doing today? I hope life is getting better for you. Much Love!
I'm doing a lot better today than I was then! I hope you are doing great also ❤️
@@resistantone2220 I am doing better too most days thankyou. I'm glad you are as well! I'm learning to cope with life w depression better. This time of year is rough and 2020 has been like wtf?! But happy you are in the world and being better. ☺️
*doing better
and I wonder, how are you doing now? I cried watching this. too relatable. God life is hard. especially alone. I'd love an update and/or to message you.
Sending some virtual hugs 🤗
Im feeling alot relateable to your story. Today i just find out that i got fired. I was working for 6 monts and hide my mental issue from anyone. Until they find out and put me on sabbatical. After 4 monts im still strugling but dont have nuch choice other than go back to work so i could pay all the bills. But instead they let me go and fired me. Now i have to deal with my mental issue, family issue and more. I dont know how much i can take.
I am in the same position bro. how can I reach u?
Me too.. and my employer is my friend.. im so so sad right now..
I knw what you're feeling. I don't take any medications.. Just here in Telangana India..
It's 2:22 AM in India..
I got married in depression... I'm like living dead.. in India we have arranged marriages as we grw up with family... Instead of commitin suic!de I'm doing experiments with life.. no energy yet pushing hard.. you're not alone I'm here.. may b there r many like us
Thank you for sharing.
If you want to talk to someone outside of your circle hit me up.
Thank you for listening ❤️
Please give an update.. how are u doing now?
I'm doing much better now my friend. I've made some significant changes to my life since this video, and am probably the best I've ever been. I have a much better job now, I'm not struggling as bad with my depression as I was, so on. Life definitely has been crazy since this video, I almost died from an infection a few months after this video was uploaded!
I'm glad to hear you're doing fine mate! I was worried about you, keep up the great work!
wish you the best, friend
My depression comes and goes I've stuffed with it almost my entire life I don't know if anything triggers it , it hits me out of nowhere and takes awhile to get over it then I'm ok until it hits me again I don't think it ever will away in my case
According to EEO you can’t get fired for your disorder.
I'm in the same place as you were right now.
I can understand ur feel
Because iam suffering depression
You still there?
i know exactly how u feel i just lost my job as well due to the virus plus being depressed. i hope all is well
This virus has taken lots from us all, I'm sorry to hear about your situation. Hopefully things get better for you soon my friend ❤️
Wow you made it this far... that’s surprising
How are you doing today, Resistant One?
I'm doing much better these days! I wanted to make an update video but not sure how to or what to say. But I am doing better!
@@resistantone2220 Great!
@@resistantone2220 make the video you have no idea how much it will help someone, they need to see someone make progress. Its important to show there is victory over these things.
Learn to love yourself..
I started reading the Quran and it helps me every time I’m on the same boat
Iam also the same stage
But your a goodlooking guy.. i don't see who would want to bully you.. you can find more jobs..
Thank you for sharing, my friend.
Your not alone
Stay strong