Delirium Tremens - Shadow People & Top Hat Man (This is some F*&$ED UP S*!T) Poem by Delirium Dirk
Вставка
- Опубліковано 10 вер 2024
- A poem written by Delirium Dirk that details his experience and encounter with the hooded figure, the top hat man, and the shadow people. Delirium Dirk experienced these encounters during Delirium Tremens due to alcohol withdrawal. These were only hallucinations but to him, they were very real.
www.scaredsober.org
/ dirk.rusthoven.94
You do a great job capturing the absolute HORROR or severe alcohol withdrawal. And I mean horror in the true sense of the word. It’s terrifying.
Whenever Im going through withdrawel I find it helps to watch videos like this so you know its going to end and you're not losing the plot or dying.
Thank you for sharing your deep experiences and the absolute horrors of delirium tremens . Others need to know .
Without a DOUBT!!! I never had a CLUE what real (REAL!) DT'S were until it happened to me. Alcoholism & withdraw kill...plain and simple.
I appreciate your feedback and am so very glad that your here with us!
With love from the Carolinas,
Dirk:)💯💯💯
I've seen the hat man. Never been a drinker or done a drug more than once. I've seen him once and so has my son. I'm subbing bc I like your attitude. Love from Texas!
@@DeliriumTremensScaredSober it's even scarier when they touch you
I was drinking 15 beers a day. My sixth day I stopped I was hearing voices outside my apartment. That lasted two days. I was sober 5 months before relapsing.
I saw a therapist yesterday. New medication, dreams were insane. It felt real. I was in New Orleans and it was total chaos. People were fighting, police were arresting and dragging people off. I was in the middle of this and a man put drugs in my boot. He said he would find me and get them back. So I stayed on the streets waiting for him. Then a voodoo lady stopped me and said she connected with me. Our soul. That’s all I really remember but it was a trip for sure. Kinda scary.
I was %100 convinced I was losing my mind and still believe i was in a spiritual battle when I was goin through my heaviest DTs. I had to do some investigating and found out it was common for others dealing with DTs to have the wicked dreams and hallucinations
I seen him or it when I was a young women at 20, I'm in my 40s now and will never forget it. To me he felt like a watcher, that's the only way to desribe, they watch. I don't know why they visit us though, that's been my question for decades. It wasn't until years after I seen him that I was able to research them online, because back then most people still didn't have internet at home. It's no coincidence we all see the same thing which tells me it is a certain type of entity. I'm not a ex alcoholic, I seen him in sober state
Shadow people are insane. I’ve seen crowds of shadow people jumping on my car trying to attack me. Luckily at that time I knew to just ignore it. I’ve woken up to a shadow man wearing a suit at my bedroom door. He was looking at me and turning the door knob as the door was cracked open. Back and forth, back and forth turning the door knob. I heard it, saw it, everything. Again I ignored it. Another time I left my room to get a glass of water. I came back to a little girl wearing a dress sitting on my bed. I didn’t ignore it this time. I waved hello to her. She stood up from my bed, turned to me and hugged me. I hugged her back, and she slowly disappeared in my arms. She was translucent so I knew I was hallucinating, but I physically felt her hug. She was probably 8 years old. I wonder to this day if that was someone I knew. Potentially my future daughter. My lost sister, or the daughter I should’ve had. The tricks your mind can play on you are insane, but I always wonder if I was seeing something from another dimension. Spirits if you will. Or demons if you feel more inclined to say.
This was not from DTs. It was from another battle in my life. As a clarification.
@tonybrown5425 the little girl didn't give you scary vibes at all? Did it feel innocent, like you just had a gut feeling this being meant no harm? The way you described it, I would've been terrified. Yet i can see how maybe you didn't get horror vibes from this spirit
@@thomasfisher763 I had seen many “beings” in my time. Most of the time I’d instantly be afraid and ignore them. In this particular instance, I swallowed my fear and decided to meet the spirit with a friendly attitude. The little girl returned the favor.
I've been off for a few days and I've had "dreams" of course not like you're experience, but I know that you know that this "stuff" is real. I started experiencing this years before I started drinking. I met these things when I was 16. I have had out of body experiences as long as I can remember. I have seen them in waking life but in my dreams is the only time that I feel they are powerful. Once again I know that this is a delirium tremens thing, but I believe that is only part of it. I believe as you say that they are "physical embodiments of evil". I grew up in a haunted house full of addicts where my grandmother committed suicide and I used to sleep in her room. Noone experienced the things that I did. That always made it harder. But I knew that it was real. Because when I passed the darkness it sent shiver up my spine. It is just piercing man. It went away for a while but once I found drinking heavy for about 2 years and tried to quit the nightmares came back. As you said in your poem they stop your voice from crying out. It's true. And yes they are darker than the darkest black. In my worst dreams they always appear as people as I love and I know that it isn't right and they hate when I discover their lies. In many of my dreams it is a heavy dark static and often times I am spinning around, literally spinning without control. Sometimes lifted completely off of the ground and spinning in the air. Not to be religious but the only thing I have found that stops them is calling on God's love. Thanks for sharing brother.
So strange everyone’s has these similar experiences/visions
I’ve had the same things. Shadow people and the cowboy. I was trying to sleep it off but I did not know if I was awake or dreaming but I dreamt about the damn same dark shadow cowboy but when he was about to shoot me, I woke up
🚫🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🥃🚫 scary SHIT.. I swear I relate
Hey. I just experienced DT 10 months ago for 8 -15 days. Idk how I’m here
No shit. It's fucking wild... Just wild.
And, you can hardly understand yourself, much less try to explain it to someone(!)...
It's just mind boggling.
But hey- You survived also! Thank God, 'cause we are supposed to be DEAD. Right??! So Real Real Glad you made it.
Check out some of the other videos, as I think I have over 60? But I did go thru Real Delirium Tremens a ttl. Of 5 times. I used to check into the same free state run detox (in two cities I've lived in) just to get a safe medical detox so as not to die. But, that's right where I had my stroke. Go figure- And made a full recovery of that! Man, Alcoholics are VERY lucky people as a lot! I got away with a lot of sick shit-
Anyway, glad you are here as well:) Thanks for the positive feedback and support!
Dirk:)👍👍👍
I wrote you on your Facebook page, I’d love to tell you everything that happened. It’s fresh
You’ve got great taste in music
Dts are for like those people who drink like a 5th of vodka everyday. I been drinking beer for 30 years. Never had dts. Mabey shakes a little. Stay away from hard liqour. Peace
Hmm, ‘Shock’ has a clear medical meaning, and it’s not a symptom of delirium tremens, so I wouldn’t use it here. It’s just another term that is misunderstood by the public.
I’ve noticed your band shirts. If like Led Zeppelin. You have to listen to Greta Van Fleet. Young guys but amazing. Black Smoke Rising, Highway Tune and so many more. He’s vocals are insane.
"He’s vocals"???
One time after getting into withdrawal (not my first one though) i learnd to get valium and i also had some really good quality weed. Now IT was Like one year ago i could drink for some weeks (beer) i didnt Like hard liqior sometimes a martini, but it was Like working and after work i began to drink beer until i fell asleep also with weed, now after a heavy weekend where i drank like martini plus 8-10beers, i was not in shape to go work i got some days off, and decided to stop drinking, luckily i had last 10mg valium, (i always did Like it when IT gets heavy i go to the dokter and get valium but always just took 2-3 pills and the rest i threw to trashcan because i knew how hard the withdrawal of valium is) so here is the consensus i dropped a valium at night before i got too sleep and smoked some weed to ease the withdrawal, now you know what i saw i my dark room was full of dark entitys Like demons or something dancing in my room and having fun, ofc i didnt panic because i was on valium but i think the weed opened a portal to see what's going on the other level. I even laughed a bit but this showed me. That we drink alcohol we open portal to demons. This was my experience. Sorry for bed english
Peace.
Right?? The wild experience that you all have come back with are all too real.
I, too, kept some benzos around after my FIRST Real Delirium Tremens episode. And that most definitely eased up the next 4 (!) DT'S for me. And finally quitting was just sooo hard.
I really appreciate your positive feedback and support! Thanks, man-
Dirk:)👍👍👍
@@DeliriumTremensScaredSober can you tell me after how many years of drinking u finally decided to stop drinking for always , im 26 and started heavily around 20 plus i always smoked weed to get more Buzz , and still strugling i every time i get up i fall and so IT goes, even tried AA but i dont feel Like its for me, for me the problem is i use/used alcohol and weed for fun, never on work. But it got out of Control and now i know 1-3 beers and im again in this hellish cyrkle. Cheers and goodnight from Belgium
Sure, man! And Belgium...that's pretty cool! 👍
So yea, at 26 I was just not done yet. Not even close! I did start the cycle of going in and out of rehabs and hospitals as well as detoxes by then. I just always wanted to be able to still drink somehow/someway but it was starting to cause problems for me.
I still went until my mid 40's amazingly (& painfully) true! Do not know HOW I made it that far.
I always smoked as well. All my life. But I could put that down for a job. Walk away for 6 years...no problem! Alcohol, on the other hand... once I became physically dependent on it to function? Oh man, it was then that I knew I was fucked if I didn't start fighting. And I fell down a BUNCH! But, it was get better or die. And I really didn't want to die quite yet(!).
But hats off to you, bro! You may have a problem. Maybe not yet, but could?? Don't know. But, I do know this- Alcoholism is progressive. If you have it. I do. But if you DO...things always always get worse when we continue to drink. At least, that's my experience. Believe me! I TRIED to 'Drink Normal' for a very long time!
Again, glad you're here and I really appreciate the feedback! I hope the above helped-
Dirk:)💯💯💯