Why Not Me?

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  • Опубліковано 2 лип 2021
  • This is such a vulnerable video. If I took too long to edit this video or think about it, I wouldn't be able to post it. There are so many things I wish I would have said, or said in a different way. But, this is raw and real and what I feel like I need to share.
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  • @hollyhilder1334
    @hollyhilder1334 3 роки тому +3

    I'm not an emotional person but this made me cry 🤗 You are good enough! You brighten up my week with your videos, your love and kindness shines through every single one ❤️

  • @J3s5y
    @J3s5y 3 роки тому +1

    Oh hun. 😢 Giving you thee biggest, tightest bear hug and never letting go! 🤗🤗🤗 Continue to speak out! Normalize sharing feelings, struggles, fears and doubts. Let others know, especially those struggling silently, that they are not alone and it is safe to speak up. Thank you for being brave enough to share and in doing so standing up for others having these same thoughts but are too scared to come out with it just yet. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
    To anyone else reading this out there and feeling some kind of way - sending YOU love, strength and comfort. These are scary times but you are not alone. Continue bringing light into this world, we need each of you!

  • @rjgalindo1639
    @rjgalindo1639 3 роки тому +5

    So emotional. Don't worry you will always make it through the end. I'm a stay at home dad with my adopted kids and my husband and family and I. I understand how you feel. God bless you.

  • @harmonyrecordsinc1
    @harmonyrecordsinc1 3 роки тому +2

    ❤❤❤

  • @kodabear1996
    @kodabear1996 Рік тому

    This is amazing! I was watching an older Clint's Reptile video (livestream) where the name of your channel was finally mentioned. I immediately paused that video to find your channel, and I watched this video first. Thank you so much for sharing! I know you're incredibly busy, and aren't uploading new videos, but I still look forward to watching your other videos!
    I'm sorry my comment is so long, but I want to share part of my story with you.
    I've had a "why not me?" journey as well, but it started out as a "God, are You sure I'm the right person for this?" journey. I wish I had kept a journal about this journey, so I could have more exact dates. I have a personal account, but in February of 2012 I created a Twitter account dedicated to encouraging NFL fans to pray for players & coaches. In September I went to my very first college football game (Mizzou). I was excited, but feeling overwhelmed. I didn't know what to do while waiting for the game to start, but I felt God leading me to pray for both teams, and I continued to pray for the Mizzou Football players. In October (I think) I saw some horrible tweets from angry Mizzou fans about specific Mizzou football players. My heart just couldn't take it, so I started sending tweets to each of them to let them know I was praying for them. There was so much negativity directed toward them that I wanted there to be something that I hoped they would see as positive in their mentions. They were, for the most part, very well received. After a month or so of sending out almost weekly Prayer Tweets, I felt God nudging me to pray for the basketball teams. At the time I was feeling a bit overwhelmed with work and life. I was like, "God, I can't. Even this feels like too much", but a few weeks later I felt Him nudging me again. This time I told Him, "Ok, I'll try when football season is over." A day or so after the last football game of the season He reminded me of what I said. This time I reluctantly said "ok", and started praying & sending Prayer Tweets to the men's basketball team. About a month later I felt God telling me to pray for the women's basketball team, so I did the same thing for them. A few weeks later I felt God telling me to pray for the other Mizzou Athletics teams. I resisted because it just felt like too much (I'm a single mom, and my son was a teenager at the time). Also, during this time I was tweeting from the other account. That account had inspired someone to do something similar for the SEC. I noticed they were sending S/O's to the athletes & coaches who were following them (broken down by school), so I was like "ok, God, I'll pray for these athletes." After doing that for awhile, I felt God once again nudging me to pray for the rest of the athletes, including the Golden Girls & cheerleaders. This time I shrugged, and, much more enthusiastically than the last time, said "ok, God, I'm already praying for all of these athletes, I might as well pray for the rest of them." While not all of my Prayer Tweets were acknowledged, I was quite surprised by how many were. I was still trying to keep up with the one for the NFL teams, but in 2015 I had to give it up. Sometimes I miss it, but I feel it was the right decision. And now I not only pray for Mizzou athletes, but I also pray for the coaching staffs of each team, former athletes, a few random former Mizzou students, and many random athletes & coaches that have absolutely nothing to do with Mizzou. A lot of those random athletes & coaches are/were college wrestlers. A sport that this football fan has absolutely fallen in love with, but that's another story. 😂

  • @ericarichardson7899
    @ericarichardson7899 2 роки тому

    Thanks for sharing, Leisha! I relate so much to the feelings that you talked about as a stay-home mom. It was great meeting you today!

  • @GrowYourGroceries
    @GrowYourGroceries 3 роки тому +1

    I'm only two minutes in and I already just want to give you a massive squeeze. I don't have kids, but I work from home and have had a lot of big changes on the last few years and this really speaks to me. Loads of love to you. Xxx

  • @MOONOVERMIAMI
    @MOONOVERMIAMI 3 роки тому +1

    Hello great video information

  • @GrowYourGroceries
    @GrowYourGroceries 3 роки тому +2

    I really love these raw videos from you, you're inspiring me to make some more videos of my own.
    Also, YES who can afford new laptops they are SO expensive!!
    Really enjoying watching your journey.
    If you ever want / need a beginning channel youtube buddy I'm always up for a chat xxx

    • @whynotme1016
      @whynotme1016  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you for this amazing comment! It’s really a vulnerable thing to place videos like this on the internet, but it’s comments like these that make it worth it. We should definitely chat sometime!

    • @GrowYourGroceries
      @GrowYourGroceries 3 роки тому

      @@whynotme1016 definitely, never underestimate the difference you make to someone's day xx

  • @lizdyson3627
    @lizdyson3627 2 роки тому

    There is only you Leisha who can be the best you you can be.