I am so sad ,my God it is so hard to be a single mother and I just can't imagine how much more difficult it is to be a single dad , I hurt so much for Kylie and the kids , because I have known grief for 2 years 5months , I lost my beautiful son that you gave me Lord , it is so unbearable , I have never known anger like this where I felt that we can all be as evil as Hitler ,in my anger , I remember I didn't even feel pity for the uvalde shooting parents in fact I felt jealous that the whole nation loved them and send them beautiful gifts and flowers for their memorial, but nobody remembered my son his grave did not have flowers from anyone and the world did not stop to say I'm sorry, my heart was bitter , and I was filled with so much guilt and regret, and I almost left this world , but you loved me God and helped me you never left me and gave me solace since the beginning, my heart will always be in pain , but I am happy again and no longer angry I know as I keep going you will create something beautiful in me , I Thankyou that since my son Died I have not let my son's death be in vain you have used me in a mighty way to be there for others in grief, I Thankyou that I can look at the simplest things and feel your love and my son's presence telling me mom keep going one day you'll understand why it had to be this way don't give up my twin brother needs you , I can hear him say I am proud of you whenever I make a good meal or do something good and recently I got the dream that I wanted, I finally had a dream of hugging my son, God I truly don't know how others survive this grief without you , being mad at life is the worst feeling, please God comfort Kylie through each grieving stage , please have mercy on him and give him lots of strength and support let him feel your beautiful peace and love bless and protect his mind and heart so that he can be strong for them babies , I beg you please have mercy and compassion on Kyle in his grieving journey,he's got this in Jesus mighty name 🙏🛐🙏🛐🙏🛐 🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎 we love you sweet jenny apples I pray you are having an amazing time in heaven I pray you tell my son I love him so much we will always remember you and keep your family and cancer patients in our prayers Love you ❤ For anyone in grief a song that has helped me a lot is farther along we'll know all about it , I came across it after one day when I felt my son tell me mom one day you'll understand why it had to be this way , I felt it was a confirmation to what my son told me and it wasn't me going crazy , I really want to say that our loved ones do visit us and send us messages it is beautiful and comforting , but there will be days we won't care about them because we just want them back in those times seek God, screw religion if you don't like it Jesus didn't like it either he just wants to be your friend and healer through this journey just say Jesus I believe your the son of God please help me and cry out , my favorite cry out song that is very healing and therapeutic is shema Israel with English subtitles just give all your pain to God in that song and you will feel refreshed and comforted God bless ❤🐞🍎
@@alwaysmarcy9428 So what. These people act like there so caring inside for people they don't even know, your just a fake like u really care. I don't even know her.
she beat it in the sense of keeping her dignity and fight and will to the end. The cancer that took her life is gone forever. If you haven't followed her story then don't comment on what you don't know or understand. Her documented , brave story has been an inspiration to many people in similar situations!
Jenny was A Beautiful Soul!!! I followed her Journey!!! I know she is an Angel Now!!! 😿😿😻😻🙏🙏😹
Jenny was the most beautiful lady I've ever seen. ❤️ 🙏🏻
Amen.
AMEN..
Amen. 😢
Rip
Jesus 🤦🏻♀️. The stalkers are coming out of the woodwork.
I am so sad ,my God it is so hard to be a single mother and I just can't imagine how much more difficult it is to be a single dad , I hurt so much for Kylie and the kids , because I have known grief for 2 years 5months , I lost my beautiful son that you gave me Lord , it is so unbearable , I have never known anger like this where I felt that we can all be as evil as Hitler ,in my anger , I remember I didn't even feel pity for the uvalde shooting parents in fact I felt jealous that the whole nation loved them and send them beautiful gifts and flowers for their memorial, but nobody remembered my son his grave did not have flowers from anyone and the world did not stop to say I'm sorry, my heart was bitter , and I was filled with so much guilt and regret, and I almost left this world , but you loved me God and helped me you never left me and gave me solace since the beginning, my heart will always be in pain , but I am happy again and no longer angry I know as I keep going you will create something beautiful in me , I Thankyou that since my son Died I have not let my son's death be in vain you have used me in a mighty way to be there for others in grief, I Thankyou that I can look at the simplest things and feel your love and my son's presence telling me mom keep going one day you'll understand why it had to be this way don't give up my twin brother needs you , I can hear him say I am proud of you whenever I make a good meal or do something good and recently I got the dream that I wanted, I finally had a dream of hugging my son, God I truly don't know how others survive this grief without you , being mad at life is the worst feeling, please God comfort Kylie through each grieving stage , please have mercy on him and give him lots of strength and support let him feel your beautiful peace and love bless and protect his mind and heart so that he can be strong for them babies , I beg you please have mercy and compassion on Kyle in his grieving journey,he's got this in Jesus mighty name 🙏🛐🙏🛐🙏🛐 🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎 we love you sweet jenny apples I pray you are having an amazing time in heaven I pray you tell my son I love him so much we will always remember you and keep your family and cancer patients in our prayers Love you ❤
For anyone in grief a song that has helped me a lot is farther along we'll know all about it , I came across it after one day when I felt my son tell me mom one day you'll understand why it had to be this way , I felt it was a confirmation to what my son told me and it wasn't me going crazy , I really want to say that our loved ones do visit us and send us messages it is beautiful and comforting , but there will be days we won't care about them because we just want them back in those times seek God, screw religion if you don't like it Jesus didn't like it either he just wants to be your friend and healer through this journey just say Jesus I believe your the son of God please help me and cry out , my favorite cry out song that is very healing and therapeutic is shema Israel with English subtitles just give all your pain to God in that song and you will feel refreshed and comforted God bless ❤🐞🍎
God bless you all.
Leo is happy 😂❤
🙏🏼😞🩷
I don't know here. Only you tubers know her. She did not beat cancer just because she died. Cancer beat her. How stupid is it to say she beat it.
How stupid is it to make fun of anyone that has lost somebody they love so much. Keep your thoughts to yourself
@@alwaysmarcy9428 So what. These people act like there so caring inside for people they don't even know, your just a fake like u really care. I don't even know her.
she beat it in the sense of keeping her dignity and fight and will to the end. The cancer that took her life is gone forever. If you haven't followed her story then don't comment on what you don't know or understand. Her documented , brave story has been an inspiration to many people in similar situations!
@@scottrogoway7034 It's gone forever and so is she. She took it with her.
That's what she wanted to say because the cancer is dead
cause of death
Stage 4 lung cancer
@@alwaysmarcy9428 my father has cancer
@@alwaysmarcy9428Exactly 💯
@@rudyiraheta80 how are y'all doing now?