Thank you Bethany for sharing your story. You have made such an impact on my life. I just want to say something. You saved my life. Bethany Bates saved my life. Sqaishey Quack saved my life. I have had times when I have been majorly depressed and crying my eyes out, feeling like I didn't deserve to live, that my parents and family and friends would be better off without me. I spent time wondering about different ways to harm, or even kill myself as a punishment for even existing. I did do self harm once, and tried to hide the cuts on my wrists by making up a lie that my razor slipped out of my hands when I was trying to move it. Everyone believed me, except for my best friend. She, along with my therapist, encouraged me to find things that made me happy when I was feeling sad, so I made a list. One of the things I put was music, as I have loved music since I was little. So, that night, in the car ride home, I pulled out my phone and listened to your songs when I was nervous, which helped me relax, imagining the little ducky Minecraft character that I loved, sing different songs about following your dreams, or staying strong when things are hard. Without you, Sqaish, I probably wouldn't be here right now. Thank you for saving my life, and helping others as well by spreading the message that we are all important to you, every one of your fans. Thanks for being my role model in life, even through your own battles. ~Sarah
I can't be the only one crying right now... so proud of you my dear. Bullies are the worst right?! People really do care about you and want you to get better. Keep fighting 💛
Am I the only one crying?? Xxx You are so strong Sqaishey, and I am experiencing depression and panic attacks and you have helped me so much, so thank you! You are amazing. Stay Strong.
Thank you so much. You are so strong. If you ever feel down just do something that you know always makes you happy. Panic attacks are the worst too, just big deep breathes and stay calm, I know it's hard x
Thank You so much Sqaishey!! For me, I know I can rely on my internet friends who I have met thanks to you, and also UA-cam. You are amazing!! X I am overcoming that fear by taking part in the children in need choir on Friday, and I couldn't of done it without you! Thank you so much!
This would've taken a lot of inner strength to do, not to mention the acceptance of yourself - a very well done to Sqaishey. A role model for anyone who's experiencing the same issues
Sqaishey, for the past three years, you and Stampy have become two of my biggest role models. Hearing that you have anxiety only makes me relate to you more. We love you Sqaishey and we're all very lucky that someone like you exists. ❤️❤️
I'm so proud of you Sqaishey!! You'll always hold a special place in my heart, and you were the only thing that got me through about 6 months of my life when I felt like everyone hated me... I had had a big falling out with my 2 best friends, and I was already new to the school, if only been there 1 year... I tried to make more friends, but rumours spread, soon no one wanted to be friends with me... but watching you kept me going through that, when I thought the world was better off without me, and my home life was difficult, you kept me going... Jungle is my inspiration song, if I'm feeling down, i always play it!! You will hold a place in my heart forever and ever, and the time i met you, that was the best thing that had happened to me in months... the only reason I had stayed was because I had the chance to meet you and Stampy... Your videos have been a rock for me, somewhere I can always turn to, with my internet friends, I was safe, no one hated me, and I got through it... I never would have met my best friend if it wasn't for you... I have so much to thank you for.. I hope I get to do it in person once again... 💜 I'm actually crying now hehe.. I have so much I owe you, so the least I could do is write this... YOU have made my life worth living so many times, made me feel ok about being me... and that is something I can never thank you enough for... You have both held a special place in my life, and you always will. 💜
Things like cutting have been a real issue, and to be honest, I haven't even told anyone about it... I've suffered from panic attacks for the last year, always over the littlest thing, and now, I can always turn to a Sky Den video to cheer me up, make me feel whole again.. and then I can face what's worrying me knowing that I have friends all around the world who love me just as much as any irl friend could... So thank you Sqaishey, Stampy, I have so so so much to thank you for, I don't even know where to begin... 💜💜
I also have to say I did squeal a tiny bit when you mentioned your boyfriend (STAMPY YASS I SHIP IT) but in all seriousness, I meant everything I said 💜 you mean the world to me Bethany Bates!
Thanks for sharing your story, Bethany. ^_^ Been following you for a few years now. It's great that you're feeling much better. Also, I squealed like my little self when you pronounced the words: "My" followed by "Boyfriend". Muehehe. The older fans sorta figured that out long time ago but I'm so glad you're both happy together. You make a wonderful team.
*puts on his 'fake' sleuth hat on* Stampy met her a bit after he made his channel. She was always commenting on his videos and one day they met and they started making videos together. Then the rest of the story, well people sorta figured it out with all the hints here and there and the mentions outside of their channels, such as the Rhett & Link interview Stampy had a while back or their promise rings on Sqaishey's instagram. They were small hints but yeah. They're trying to keep their professional and private lives separate from UA-cam and I can totally see why. A lot of couples that work on UA-cam lately end up in a lot of arguments or splitting up due to fame and pressure. I figure it's for the best that we "know" so little. *makes some bubbles with his fake pipe*
Teddie Sage thats sooooooo sweet and your right we did figure it out and it seems like yesterday that we were all celebrateing 2 years of sqampy now theres 2 months left until 3 YEARS OF SQAMPY ill be honest at first when i heard about sqampy i was a bit like really these are probably just trolls but now i see that they really do love eachother and i feel that well im 11 and my older cousin by 4 months WOW SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE he swears and stuff and he thinks that love comes from looks its not to me thats only 1% my little sis has special needs and i feel for her because no one wants to be her friend and she always comes home from school crying and yesterday she made her first friend and she was sooooooooooooooooooooo......... happy and that just shows its about who you are and stampy and sqaishey understand that ps i dont care if you dont read this all its like a book😂😂😂😂😂
I'm so emotional right now just watching this video. I still struggle depression so much and anxiety. I lose so much confidence in myself when anything i don't like happens. Such as hate comments, drama, thoughts of my past, and even when i look at someone and smile, but they look at me like I'm trash. I don't know what to say now.
Jennifer Avery I don't know if you will remember, but I met you on a server once and took a screens hot with you, and you seem like an amazing person. I hope people realize that you're not trash, and that everyone has their faults, but that makes you who you are :)
Wow. This video of you Sqaishey or Beth really makes me think about my worth more. I've been going through moderate depression/dysthymia for an couple of years now. Although I have not suffered an eating disorder, I've suffered from cutting and anxiety. Seeing you open up about you're personal issues is very inspirational and it must've taken some courage to upload it. So i thank you and everyone else who opened up about themselves. 💛
"Sometimes there can be hard days, but once you fight through those days, it makes you feel that little bit stronger." -Sqaishey That one of the best quotes I've ever heard. It can be used for struggling through hard times or just the bad days in life.
omg i didn't know this about Kye. Squaishey and Stampy definitely helped me. I went through a pretty bad depression, and I know this video was made ages ago, but it still holds power to this day. Squaishey and Stampy both were huge influences on me as a child, and it's insane how much they've grown, and how much I've grown as a person. These people taught me kindness, love, compassion, and so many more things necessary for life. I'm so glad Squaishey and Stampy have both found each other, and helped each other, and helped so many others as well.
I'm literally crying because I can relate to this so much and it's so inspirational and now knowing you've gone through this too makes me so confident in myself knowing you've come through this
I'm full on sobbing right now. I don't know if you'll know how much this means to me, someone with depression and anxiety, who experiences panic attacks, who is dangerously underweight But I saw this video and couldnt stop crying Beth, you've been an inspiration to me for so long. I loved how happy you were in your videos, how I could actually hear you smiling when you're excited, and everything about you just made me happy. I wished I could be that happy one day. Thank you so, so much for everything you've done for me. I hope your life goes brilliantly and everything good happens to you.
This is incredible for you to share this. I have anxiety, ADHD and a few other things, so I completely understand how you feel. I'm so proud of you Sqaishey
Sqaishey, you have been an amazing role model to me. You and Stampy have helped me through bullying and loosing friends and being ditched because of who I am. I have started off my school year with 5 of my friends ditching me, being bullied because I am underweight and have had depression. My life simply wouldn't ever be the same without you. I have made 5 of the best friends in the fandom and without you I wouldn't ever know they existed. You aren't here with me physically but mentally with me at all times. I'm always thinking about you at school when I feel like I'm failing and you are the reason I wake up every morning. I wouldn't be here without you in my life. I am so fortunate to exist at the same time you do. Thank you for being an incredible role model. Thank you for sharing your story. Because of you, I am me and and am proud to be me.
I used to be a really happy person but a few years ago I started suffering with anxiety. It wasn't until I found your channel that I found my happy place again. You've helped me through some of my lowest times so thank you 😊 You're such an inspiration and I couldn't have made it through these past few years without you. 🐥💛
Thank you Sqaishey for teaching me to be strong and optimistic in all situations. I was sad when I found out you had panic attacks and disorders but you've overcome so much. Thank you for this and if you like my comment please respond to it. Keep on smiling!
I wouldn't consider myself a person who is struggling with a disorder but I'm having a hard time. Everytime I watch one of your videos it cheers me up;)
I can't even explain the emotions Im feeling right now... The first time I was watching/listening to this was at school trudging my way up the stairs to homeroom. And by halfway through I decided to finish it at home because I was already starting to tear up. I felt so much and so little all at the same time. I have suffered from anxiety for so long now, that I don't really remember what triggered it. All I know is that one day I felt like I was drowning with no way out. That was in 6th grade. Im at the end of 7th now and going through a rough patch in my life. My best friend who I feel as if I couldn't live without just moved halfway across the world, and my rabbit, Hope just died. Actually 3 days ago and I feel so empty its unbelievable. I would be constantly having bad days that would cause me walking home crying. I would always come home and snuggle in my bed with Hope and it made me feel better. Now she's gone and I don't know how to cope anymore. I feel so guilty because I tried so hard with that her, and I put so much work and my own money into her to make sure she would have a happy life and she just died so unexpectedly and so blankly. Its funny because it shows me that no matter how hard I tried it still wasn't enough.I feel so dead inside and I don't know what to do anymore. And every day I walk into my room and I see where she used to lay and I break down. I swear everything in this freaking house reminds me of her or something she did. Its like oh look there's Hope's favorite spot or oh look that was Hope's special blanket. I just am drained to the point where I don't want to do anything. Also Im not writing this for someone to see it, Im writing this because it feels so good to write everything down. Just know that. I love you Hope and I miss you
Sqaishey Quack I knew none of this about you, Ducky. You are an amazing person and I'm so so glad your eating disorder is getting better. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us 💛
Thank you for such honesty and for being so brave to share your story. I have an 11 year old daughter who loves your channel and it's so good as a parent to know that she has such good role models. I have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 30 years, and it's hard. It's great that you are standing up and saying this is me. Thank you X
I've watched Sqaishey for about 1 1/2 - 2 years, and I had NO IDEA she was going through this. I'm so happy you're being you. Never stop fighting. You're perfect just the way you are, Beth. Same to everyone elseve
Omg I’m 17 now but I use to watch sqaishey and stampy as a kid but I never knew they had an ED. Aww I feel so sorry for them ❤️❤️ I don’t have an actual ED but I do have disordered eating
Sqaishey you are so strong I’m suffering being sad a lot of the time and you help me see that maybe I’m something worth while. It happens often at night I wake up and start thinking about how nobody wants to be with me and I’m over weight and my eyes are wonky and all sorts of things. You are a great person to look up to ! I trust you and know we can all concur our fears and be brave enough to try. well done Bethany. -Another girl
this is so nice to listen to. it helps. I pretend to be happy most of the time. but watching Sqaishey helps me. I am actually happy when I watch her videos. thank you for everything you do and everyone you have helped
Thank you so much Sqaishey for making this video! I have struggled with severe anxiety in select for years now, and it makes me happy that there is someone out there who is willing to speak about their experiences. It make me feel glad I'm not the only one. Love you!
Squaishey quack I know u probably get this a lot but I would like to say thank you I had slot of bullying and family issues which stopped me from being a positive person and made me terrified of losing people then I started watching you, stampy and Amy lee's videos and that really got me to be more happy in my life I have just started highschool and I have a great group of friends who I can count on thank you so much for being you.
really proud of you right now, this was an inspiring video and somthing i can relate too. ive never had an eating disorder before but i used to get bullied and had mild depression through it. things have slowly improved but still arnt perfect. however, i know that there are people for me to talk to and will always be there for me xxx
This is so inspirational....this inspires me too be proud of who i am and makes me me. I've recently found out about a disorder called maladaptive daydreaming disorder. After finding article after article and reading the symptoms....I'm very sure I have it. I've been looking back at my life (I'm 15) and I realized ive always done it. Maladaptive daydreaming is excessive daydreaming. When maladaptive daydreaming the person will make movements while daydreaming such as pacing,tapping, fidgeting and more. The daydreams are also very immersive. This causes the person to laugh,smile,cry or lip sync to their daydreams. Only a known 4% of the world has it. This disorder causes me to spend hours on daydreaming. Any break I have ,I'm daydreaming and I find it hard to stop. I find uncontrollable at times and I can't make it stop. I've told the people around me and my mom and I asked to get diagnosed...I have yet to.although I have thought of not having it or what it would be like to not have it, I wouldn't give it up if I had the choice. I feel my daydreams help me make my artwork and write stories. My daydreams inspire me and I wouldn't give that up. Thank you for making this sqaishey and thank you for inspiring me
Sqaishey thank you so much for saying this as you have made me feel loads better about myself. O used to think that I was rubbish and would never ever achieve things in life. I would hit myself on the hard harder than you could imagine because I just wanted to get out of life and I thought that my family would be much better without me. I have tried escaping home several times but because of you I now feel I fit in even though I used to feel so left out, like nobody cared for me. If you hadn't said this, or I hadn't watched this video, I would probably be punching myself right now and getting very angry. Thank you so much and i love your videos. ~Bimble Bee xx
Sqaishey i saw this video and i read title and i was watching video and your very inspiring everyone loves you, your an amazing person, Never stop being your amazing self!
I never knew any of this... You always seem happy in all of your videos! I also have eating disorders, your videos make me feel better with depression.. But knowing that you also had an eating disorder like ke is crazy... Someone who I look up to (Sqaishey) has helped me wih alway smiling and being happy in her videos... Sqaishey, I want you to know, we all support you!
(I am using my mom's profile) My friend has told me to be me pretty much but it's hard. I watched this and now I think I'm trying more. Thank you so much for always putting a smile on my face even on bad days, Sqaish!
Sqaishy I’m proud of you I know what’s it is like since I have been though it It’s hard telling people because you get scared and think that things will change what you don’t want them to It makes me happy to see a smile on people’s faces when you can’t always put a smile on yours I’m proud and your a good duck for telling someone ❤️💙💜xxx
I think you are an inspiration to us all. If I've ever had a particularly bad day, or I'm feeling stressed or anxious, your videos never fail to put a smile back on my face ! ✨ Love you Sqaish x✨💛✨x
well done beth (sqaishey) it made me cry I'm very proud of you, you are such a great remodel to all the other people out their going through the same thing I have been a fan for a long time and I'm happy to know that you are just being you
Sqaishey even though I'm watching you on a screen it's like you sitting right in front of me after a rough day at school I come home whach one of your vidios and I fell Happy Witch is not very often with me so thank you, thank you for making me happy and smile and thank you for making my life a better place you are the best and your sooo amazing and you should know that you help me get better scores at school so thank you for being amazing and just being you You are my hero and favourite UA-camr THANK YOU
sqaishey no need to be scared of saying this because we love you we will love any way you are thumbs up if you will love her the way she is and love her forever
When i Was in 4th grade i was Sad everyday so My mum Was in school with me to support, i couldn't handle it a 10 year old me going through depression just breaks my heart, anyway people started Kinda bullying me cause My mum Was there but there Was one boy that Was the only one Caring for me and told me i Don't have to be sad. I talked to a adult at school and we met and talked she told me im a smart girl at expressing My feelings. Then a whole new time started in My life, a time of oppertunities who i grabbed straight away. At Summer holiday i started watching more and more youtube. Also then i started to stumble across your channel Which made me really happy. I also started watching Stacy and many more youtubers. I decided to make My own channel but one day My brother Said: Ew! Your channel sucks!! And then i got really really Sad about that so i stopped uploading. And im so tired of people Judging people! Like Why? Anyways, i got over it quite quickly and got really happy. I started to become a very organized girl for the first time of My life. I did things that made ME happy. The last day of Summer holiday i cried. I talked to mum about that i Was nervous to go back to school. But then we decided i needed a new reoutine. And it made My confidence and happy boost to a whole other level. I started 5th class and i Was so happy, thinking back i almost cry of joy. I managed to learn to swim cause a very nice teacher Said she would teach me. And i learned, and it Was so fun. I Was Such a happy girl that year. It Was full Off opertunites that i grabbed. After that amazing year it Was Summer holiday again. I started to forget How to be happy and confidence. I Was deeply depressed and mum found out i Was planning to hurt myself, cause i thought i Was useless, awful, stupid and ugly. But no i Was not!! Mum started crying. After Summer holiday i started 6th grade wich i am in today as a 13 year old girl. In the beggining i Was extremly Sad. I had no clue what i Was doing. I even Said no for swimming. My teacher got angry at me and i started Goin to swim. I cried then. But a few months later i realized that i HAVE too remind myself. I'm not ashamed of My past i beilive that everything happens for a reason. I'm so much happier now. All you need is have a good attitude, work hard, do the things you love, surround yourself with positive and happy people, and be positive, confidence, and Ofc take risks cause everything works out in the end. Thanks for Reading this and taking the time of your day. Remember that you are beautiful just the way you are! Don't worry everything Will be fine!
I really never wanted to comment on this but here it goes. While commenting just recently on her latest video it reminded me of this and I wanted to share. What Sqaishey has done to me is truly remarkable, in a positive way. Her, along with about two other youtubers, were the ones that I wanted to see when things were bad. My problem was the bulling but when I told people they wouldn't believe me and that I was being dramatic. So this kept my bad days I had from the bulling inside me and create depression and all that stuff. No one knew about it, until my parents recently got a divorce. That feeling added on to the bulling was the most painful feeling I've ever felt. Now, overcoming the bullies, I listen to Sqaishey. To ignore the meanie beanies because they are not worth your time. You do not deserve to feel the negativity through rough times. So I just want to thank Sqaishey for being that person to keep me on my feet, to make me feel happy when things were bad, to be there for me even though she doesn't know it half way across the world. I truly thank you Sqaishey for your support and I love that you did this. It's a hashtag I should use more often :) #IAmBeingMe
No you don't, you're 10... you're just sad, its an insult to say you have depression compared to what people who are actually depressed are going through.
@@SJGDragon no. It's possible you can have depression no matter your age. I had diagnosed clinical depression at 8 but started showing symptoms at 6. It doesn't matter your age, you can always struggle with mental health
whomever disliked this video is so rude. this is an inspiring video, and a great campaign. the #iambeingme is so great and has helped many people like Sqaishey.
@Sqaishey Quack, We are all very proud of you. We really believe in you and hope for you. Keep being you, and we will all keep being us, and all of us will be happy.
I haven't been bullied people just ignore me and act like I'm not there. I have hidden things about me to the few friends I have. I no longer pretend to be someone I'm not. Be proud to be who you are and never change because of someone. Be who you want. Don't let anyone change you, you're perfect the way you are.
Same thing happens to me. I've never been bullied but I don't really have any friends anymore and I do talk to people but I wouldn't call them friends. I used to have friends and actually be kind of "popular" a few years ago but ever since changing schools for middle school & high school we separated. But I am being me.
I care about you sqaishey so much you are my best friend i love you sqaishey I am so sorry about hearing this i think you are the most beautiful amazing positive person I have ever met, thankyou, you make my day so much better, thankyou i am thankful for you
I'm a bit overwhelmed right now, wow. I wish you and everyone struggling at the moment the best of luck. It will get better, even if don't believe me now.
Hi Bethany! I really like this video as it expresses your true self :) my friend has been really sad recently and I don't know why but now I think I have the answer x btw im only 11!!
Wow, I can't believe the things that you have these disorders! I have a disorder myself, it is HFA (high-functioning autism) I was diagnosed at 2 1/2 years old and I have struggled with it, luckily I did have therapy to help me with my 5 sense's (or more) but I still struggle mainly on noise. I don't get sensory overload like I did when I was 4 or 5 years old, which were uncontrollable meltdowns (different from a temper tantrum). Though I barely remember them, I still get a little bit of trouble with textures with taste and touch, with a strong sense of smell. But the main thing I struggled with is socializing with other "normal" people, I never get invited to many parties, play dates or sleepovers (also concerts but it is too loud for me). And I did not like it, but on Kindergarten, 1st, 2nd, 3rd (2x) grade I did play with other people with autism, it was easy until I got mainstreamed, that is when the struggle got worse. I did not get A's and B's I used to get, i gotten C's, D's and F's (but oddly I did not get held back ._.) That is until middle school and I sky rocketed back on the good grade place, made some friends (not a lot but it meant a lot to me) and got a lot more support for my autism than elementary school. But I still struggle with making friends (i'm socially awkward) and some of my senses but its gotten better by the time I went out of therapy. So I wanted to tell you to keep going, keep quacking and don't give up Sqaishey! P.S. I am able to make friends but don't keep in contact that much.) Have a nice bright sunny day!
This Video Is So Inspirational! :D I've had problems with bullying because the way I look and the fact I play Minecraft. But I got help from wonderful people and I'm happy I did I'm in a new school with new friends and all is good :D.
I see this is from 4 years ago but if there’s any chance you can see this and change at least the title they no longer go by that. I believe they’re Kye now Obviously the footage can’t be changed but this got recommended so other people might see this and I think it’s worth it if anyone who can change the title might see this
why did they change their name to kye though, I just found out they changed their name from bethany to kye, so I came across this video when trying to find out.
Very proud of you. You're a very strong little duckie! 💜
Netty Plays that's so sweet❤❤🌼
Netty Plays I agree
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Thank you Bethany for sharing your story. You have made such an impact on my life. I just want to say something.
You saved my life. Bethany Bates saved my life. Sqaishey Quack saved my life.
I have had times when I have been majorly depressed and crying my eyes out, feeling like I didn't deserve to live, that my parents and family and friends would be better off without me. I spent time wondering about different ways to harm, or even kill myself as a punishment for even existing. I did do self harm once, and tried to hide the cuts on my wrists by making up a lie that my razor slipped out of my hands when I was trying to move it.
Everyone believed me, except for my best friend.
She, along with my therapist, encouraged me to find things that made me happy when I was feeling sad, so I made a list. One of the things I put was music, as I have loved music since I was little. So, that night, in the car ride home, I pulled out my phone and listened to your songs when I was nervous, which helped me relax, imagining the little ducky Minecraft character that I loved, sing different songs about following your dreams, or staying strong when things are hard.
Without you, Sqaish, I probably wouldn't be here right now.
Thank you for saving my life, and helping others as well by spreading the message that we are all important to you, every one of your fans. Thanks for being my role model in life, even through your own battles.
~Sarah
SarBear Luvs MC keep pushing on sarah. stay brave!!
Stay strong
brendon urie is my mom awwww, I'm so sorry. When I was reading this, I was crying. Stay strong.
-Ellie
Xxx
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Aww! Be brave, I hope Sqaishey sees this!
I can't be the only one crying right now... so proud of you my dear. Bullies are the worst right?!
People really do care about you and want you to get better. Keep fighting 💛
Am I the only one crying?? Xxx You are so strong Sqaishey, and I am experiencing depression and panic attacks and you have helped me so much, so thank you! You are amazing. Stay Strong.
Thank you so much. You are so strong. If you ever feel down just do something that you know always makes you happy. Panic attacks are the worst too, just big deep breathes and stay calm, I know it's hard x
Thank You so much Sqaishey!! For me, I know I can rely on my internet friends who I have met thanks to you, and also UA-cam. You are amazing!! X I am overcoming that fear by taking part in the children in need choir on Friday, and I couldn't of done it without you! Thank you so much!
meeting you and Chelsea, jelly, fire, and lion on QT was the best days of my life
+Jojolovatic I will watch you with pride
Nyree Bennett Aw thank you!!! that is so kind of you
This would've taken a lot of inner strength to do, not to mention the acceptance of yourself - a very well done to Sqaishey. A role model for anyone who's experiencing the same issues
Sqaishey, for the past three years, you and Stampy have become two of my biggest role models. Hearing that you have anxiety only makes me relate to you more. We love you Sqaishey and we're all very lucky that someone like you exists. ❤️❤️
I'm so proud of you Sqaishey!! You'll always hold a special place in my heart, and you were the only thing that got me through about 6 months of my life when I felt like everyone hated me... I had had a big falling out with my 2 best friends, and I was already new to the school, if only been there 1 year... I tried to make more friends, but rumours spread, soon no one wanted to be friends with me... but watching you kept me going through that, when I thought the world was better off without me, and my home life was difficult, you kept me going... Jungle is my inspiration song, if I'm feeling down, i always play it!! You will hold a place in my heart forever and ever, and the time i met you, that was the best thing that had happened to me in months... the only reason I had stayed was because I had the chance to meet you and Stampy...
Your videos have been a rock for me, somewhere I can always turn to, with my internet friends, I was safe, no one hated me, and I got through it... I never would have met my best friend if it wasn't for you... I have so much to thank you for.. I hope I get to do it in person once again... 💜 I'm actually crying now hehe.. I have so much I owe you, so the least I could do is write this... YOU have made my life worth living so many times, made me feel ok about being me... and that is something I can never thank you enough for...
You have both held a special place in my life, and you always will.
💜
Things like cutting have been a real issue, and to be honest, I haven't even told anyone about it... I've suffered from panic attacks for the last year, always over the littlest thing, and now, I can always turn to a Sky Den video to cheer me up, make me feel whole again.. and then I can face what's worrying me knowing that I have friends all around the world who love me just as much as any irl friend could...
So thank you Sqaishey, Stampy,
I have so so so much to thank you for, I don't even know where to begin...
💜💜
I also have to say I did squeal a tiny bit when you mentioned your boyfriend (STAMPY YASS I SHIP IT) but in all seriousness, I meant everything I said 💜 you mean the world to me Bethany Bates!
watching this years later but it still hits , you are so strong and thank you for the positivity
Thanks for sharing your story, Bethany. ^_^ Been following you for a few years now. It's great that you're feeling much better. Also, I squealed like my little self when you pronounced the words: "My" followed by "Boyfriend". Muehehe. The older fans sorta figured that out long time ago but I'm so glad you're both happy together. You make a wonderful team.
Teddie Sage same I ship them SQAMPY
*puts on his 'fake' sleuth hat on*
Stampy met her a bit after he made his channel. She was always commenting on his videos and one day they met and they started making videos together. Then the rest of the story, well people sorta figured it out with all the hints here and there and the mentions outside of their channels, such as the Rhett & Link interview Stampy had a while back or their promise rings on Sqaishey's instagram. They were small hints but yeah. They're trying to keep their professional and private lives separate from UA-cam and I can totally see why. A lot of couples that work on UA-cam lately end up in a lot of arguments or splitting up due to fame and pressure. I figure it's for the best that we "know" so little.
*makes some bubbles with his fake pipe*
Sqaishey is amazing
Teddie Sage thats sooooooo sweet and your right we did figure it out and it seems like yesterday that we were all celebrateing 2 years of sqampy now theres 2 months left until 3 YEARS OF SQAMPY ill be honest at first when i heard about sqampy i was a bit like really these are probably just trolls but now i see that they really do love eachother and i feel that well im 11 and my older cousin by 4 months WOW SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE he swears and stuff and he thinks that love comes from looks its not to me thats only 1% my little sis has special needs and i feel for her because no one wants to be her friend and she always comes home from school crying and yesterday she made her first friend and she was sooooooooooooooooooooo......... happy and that just shows its about who you are and stampy and sqaishey understand that ps i dont care if you dont read this all its like a book😂😂😂😂😂
Teddie Sage hahahahahaha i see were your going there if not i have a weird mind
I'm so emotional right now just watching this video. I still struggle depression so much and anxiety. I lose so much confidence in myself when anything i don't like happens. Such as hate comments, drama, thoughts of my past, and even when i look at someone and smile, but they look at me like I'm trash. I don't know what to say now.
Jennifer Avery I don't know if you will remember, but I met you on a server once and took a screens hot with you, and you seem like an amazing person. I hope people realize that you're not trash, and that everyone has their faults, but that makes you who you are :)
Jennifer Avery remember, there is going to be some one who loves you. Stay strong! ❤🌼❤🌼
Wow. This video of you Sqaishey or Beth really makes me think about my worth more. I've been going through moderate depression/dysthymia for an couple of years now. Although I have not suffered an eating disorder, I've suffered from cutting and anxiety. Seeing you open up about you're personal issues is very inspirational and it must've taken some courage to upload it. So i thank you and everyone else who opened up about themselves. 💛
"Sometimes there can be hard days, but once you fight through those days, it makes you feel that little bit stronger." -Sqaishey That one of the best quotes I've ever heard. It can be used for struggling through hard times or just the bad days in life.
omg i didn't know this about Kye. Squaishey and Stampy definitely helped me. I went through a pretty bad depression, and I know this video was made ages ago, but it still holds power to this day. Squaishey and Stampy both were huge influences on me as a child, and it's insane how much they've grown, and how much I've grown as a person. These people taught me kindness, love, compassion, and so many more things necessary for life. I'm so glad Squaishey and Stampy have both found each other, and helped each other, and helped so many others as well.
I'm literally crying because I can relate to this so much and it's so inspirational and now knowing you've gone through this too makes me so confident in myself knowing you've come through this
I'm full on sobbing right now.
I don't know if you'll know how much this means to me, someone with depression and anxiety, who experiences panic attacks, who is dangerously underweight
But I saw this video and couldnt stop crying
Beth, you've been an inspiration to me for so long. I loved how happy you were in your videos, how I could actually hear you smiling when you're excited, and everything about you just made me happy. I wished I could be that happy one day.
Thank you so, so much for everything you've done for me. I hope your life goes brilliantly and everything good happens to you.
Stay strong! You will get through this
MinecraftPro _ Thank you so much
Noah Disaster No problem :)
This is incredible for you to share this. I have anxiety, ADHD and a few other things, so I completely understand how you feel. I'm so proud of you Sqaishey
Sqaishey, you have been an amazing role model to me. You and Stampy have helped me through bullying and loosing friends and being ditched because of who I am. I have started off my school year with 5 of my friends ditching me, being bullied because I am underweight and have had depression. My life simply wouldn't ever be the same without you. I have made 5 of the best friends in the fandom and without you I wouldn't ever know they existed. You aren't here with me physically but mentally with me at all times. I'm always thinking about you at school when I feel like I'm failing and you are the reason I wake up every morning. I wouldn't be here without you in my life. I am so fortunate to exist at the same time you do. Thank you for being an incredible role model. Thank you for sharing your story. Because of you, I am me and and am proud to be me.
I used to be a really happy person but a few years ago I started suffering with anxiety. It wasn't until I found your channel that I found my happy place again. You've helped me through some of my lowest times so thank you 😊 You're such an inspiration and I couldn't have made it through these past few years without you. 🐥💛
"And my boyfriend"
SQUAMPY CONFRIMED!
Thank you Sqaishey for teaching me to be strong and optimistic in all situations. I was sad when I found out you had panic attacks and disorders but you've overcome so much. Thank you for this and if you like my comment please respond to it. Keep on smiling!
I wouldn't consider myself a person who is struggling with a disorder but I'm having a hard time. Everytime I watch one of your videos it cheers me up;)
I can't even explain the emotions Im feeling right now... The first time I was watching/listening to this was at school trudging my way up the stairs to homeroom. And by halfway through I decided to finish it at home because I was already starting to tear up. I felt so much and so little all at the same time. I have suffered from anxiety for so long now, that I don't really remember what triggered it. All I know is that one day I felt like I was drowning with no way out. That was in 6th grade. Im at the end of 7th now and going through a rough patch in my life. My best friend who I feel as if I couldn't live without just moved halfway across the world, and my rabbit, Hope just died. Actually 3 days ago and I feel so empty its unbelievable. I would be constantly having bad days that would cause me walking home crying. I would always come home and snuggle in my bed with Hope and it made me feel better. Now she's gone and I don't know how to cope anymore. I feel so guilty because I tried so hard with that her, and I put so much work and my own money into her to make sure she would have a happy life and she just died so unexpectedly and so blankly. Its funny because it shows me that no matter how hard I tried it still wasn't enough.I feel so dead inside and I don't know what to do anymore. And every day I walk into my room and I see where she used to lay and I break down. I swear everything in this freaking house reminds me of her or something she did. Its like oh look there's Hope's favorite spot or oh look that was Hope's special blanket. I just am drained to the point where I don't want to do anything. Also Im not writing this for someone to see it, Im writing this because it feels so good to write everything down. Just know that. I love you Hope and I miss you
Stay strong
Sqaishey Quack I knew none of this about you, Ducky. You are an amazing person and I'm so so glad your eating disorder is getting better. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us 💛
Thank you for such honesty and for being so brave to share your story. I have an 11 year old daughter who loves your channel and it's so good as a parent to know that she has such good role models. I have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 30 years, and it's hard. It's great that you are standing up and saying this is me. Thank you X
I've watched Sqaishey for about 1 1/2 - 2 years, and I had NO IDEA she was going through this. I'm so happy you're being you. Never stop fighting. You're perfect just the way you are, Beth. Same to everyone elseve
I'm so happy! you're such an amazing person Squaishey, and your relationship with Stanpy has brought out the best in you!!
Aww Sqaishey! I feel bad for what you have gone through I'm so happy your ok now
Omg I’m 17 now but I use to watch sqaishey and stampy as a kid but I never knew they had an ED. Aww I feel so sorry for them ❤️❤️ I don’t have an actual ED but I do have disordered eating
I believe their pronouns are They/them :)
@@soupystains6684 omg yeahh I’m so sorry I forgot! I’ll change it 😬:(
@@ilivemylifeforthestarsthat3140 That's totally okay! Take care
literally sobbing
I cried, Sqaishey I love you so much and im so proud of you ❤️❤️ you have helped me when im sad and anxious and your videos make me so much happier
Sqaishey you are so strong I’m suffering being sad a lot of the time and you help me see that maybe I’m something worth while. It happens often at night I wake up and start thinking about how nobody wants to be with me and I’m over weight and my eyes are wonky and all sorts of things. You are a great person to look up to ! I trust you and know we can all concur our fears and be brave enough to try. well done Bethany. -Another girl
this is so nice to listen to. it helps. I pretend to be happy most of the time. but watching Sqaishey helps me. I am actually happy when I watch her videos. thank you for everything you do and everyone you have helped
You are such a beautiful person and watching your videos always makes me happy! I'm glad that you are doing better!
Thank you so much Sqaishey for making this video! I have struggled with severe anxiety in select for years now, and it makes me happy that there is someone out there who is willing to speak about their experiences. It make me feel glad I'm not the only one. Love you!
Squaishey quack I know u probably get this a lot but I would like to say thank you I had slot of bullying and family issues which stopped me from being a positive person and made me terrified of losing people then I started watching you, stampy and Amy lee's videos and that really got me to be more happy in my life I have just started highschool and I have a great group of friends who I can count on thank you so much for being you.
To hear that such a positive role model in my life has depression like me... 💖 I love you, Sqaishey. You make me and so many others smile.
really proud of you right now, this was an inspiring video and somthing i can relate too. ive never had an eating disorder before but i used to get bullied and had mild depression through it. things have slowly improved but still arnt perfect. however, i know that there are people for me to talk to and will always be there for me xxx
This is so inspirational....this inspires me too be proud of who i am and makes me me. I've recently found out about a disorder called maladaptive daydreaming disorder. After finding article after article and reading the symptoms....I'm very sure I have it. I've been looking back at my life (I'm 15) and I realized ive always done it. Maladaptive daydreaming is excessive daydreaming. When maladaptive daydreaming the person will make movements while daydreaming such as pacing,tapping, fidgeting and more. The daydreams are also very immersive. This causes the person to laugh,smile,cry or lip sync to their daydreams. Only a known 4% of the world has it. This disorder causes me to spend hours on daydreaming. Any break I have ,I'm daydreaming and I find it hard to stop. I find uncontrollable at times and I can't make it stop. I've told the people around me and my mom and I asked to get diagnosed...I have yet to.although I have thought of not having it or what it would be like to not have it, I wouldn't give it up if I had the choice. I feel my daydreams help me make my artwork and write stories. My daydreams inspire me and I wouldn't give that up.
Thank you for making this sqaishey and thank you for inspiring me
Sqaishey thank you so much for saying this as you have made me feel loads better about myself. O used to think that I was rubbish and would never ever achieve things in life. I would hit myself on the hard harder than you could imagine because I just wanted to get out of life and I thought that my family would be much better without me. I have tried escaping home several times but because of you I now feel I fit in even though I used to feel so left out, like nobody cared for me. If you hadn't said this, or I hadn't watched this video, I would probably be punching myself right now and getting very angry. Thank you so much and i love your videos.
~Bimble Bee xx
I'm really happy you shared this with us because it's really eye opener! Xx
Sqaishey i saw this video and i read title and i was watching video and your very inspiring everyone loves you, your an amazing person, Never stop being your amazing self!
I never knew any of this... You always seem happy in all of your videos! I also have eating disorders, your videos make me feel better with depression.. But knowing that you also had an eating disorder like ke is crazy... Someone who I look up to (Sqaishey) has helped me wih alway smiling and being happy in her videos... Sqaishey, I want you to know, we all support you!
(I am using my mom's profile) My friend has told me to be me pretty much but it's hard. I watched this and now I think I'm trying more. Thank you so much for always putting a smile on my face even on bad days, Sqaish!
Sqaishy I’m proud of you
I know what’s it is like since I have been though it
It’s hard telling people because you get scared and think that things will change what you don’t want them to
It makes me happy to see a smile on people’s faces when you can’t always put a smile on yours
I’m proud and your a good duck for telling someone ❤️💙💜xxx
I think you are an inspiration to us all. If I've ever had a particularly bad day, or I'm feeling stressed or anxious, your videos never fail to put a smile back on my face ! ✨
Love you Sqaish x✨💛✨x
Well this blew my mind... I have no words... I'm just... omg this is so humbling and honest
Also... At Church I Prayed for Sqaishey to End her eating disorder. By group leader called her my friend! What an honor!! :) ❤️
sorry sqaishy and we all hope you get better and we all love you and your channel
Remember,rainbows always come after thunderstorms. :)
You're so courageous, inspiring and brave Bethany.
well done beth (sqaishey) it made me cry I'm very proud of you, you are such a great remodel to all the other people out their going through the same thing I have been a fan for a long time and I'm happy to know that you are just being you
Sqaishey even though I'm watching you on a screen it's like you sitting right in front of me after a rough day at school I come home whach one of your vidios and I fell Happy Witch is not very often with me so thank you, thank you for making me happy and smile and thank you for making my life a better place you are the best and your sooo amazing and you should know that you help me get better scores at school so thank you for being amazing and just being you You are my hero and favourite UA-camr THANK YOU
sqaishey no need to be scared of saying this because we love you we will love any way you are thumbs up if you will love her the way she is and love her forever
When i Was in 4th grade i was Sad everyday so My mum Was in school with me to support, i couldn't handle it a 10 year old me going through depression just breaks my heart, anyway people started Kinda bullying me cause My mum Was there but there Was one boy that Was the only one Caring for me and told me i Don't have to be sad. I talked to a adult at school and we met and talked she told me im a smart girl at expressing My feelings. Then a whole new time started in My life, a time of oppertunities who i grabbed straight away. At Summer holiday i started watching more and more youtube. Also then i started to stumble across your channel Which made me really happy. I also started watching Stacy and many more youtubers. I decided to make My own channel but one day My brother Said: Ew! Your channel sucks!! And then i got really really Sad about that so i stopped uploading. And im so tired of people Judging people! Like Why? Anyways, i got over it quite quickly and got really happy. I started to become a very organized girl for the first time of My life. I did things that made ME happy. The last day of Summer holiday i cried. I talked to mum about that i Was nervous to go back to school. But then we decided i needed a new reoutine. And it made My confidence and happy boost to a whole other level. I started 5th class and i Was so happy, thinking back i almost cry of joy. I managed to learn to swim cause a very nice teacher Said she would teach me. And i learned, and it Was so fun. I Was Such a happy girl that year. It Was full Off opertunites that i grabbed. After that amazing year it Was Summer holiday again. I started to forget How to be happy and confidence. I Was deeply depressed and mum found out i Was planning to hurt myself, cause i thought i Was useless, awful, stupid and ugly. But no i Was not!! Mum started crying. After Summer holiday i started 6th grade wich i am in today as a 13 year old girl. In the beggining i Was extremly Sad. I had no clue what i Was doing. I even Said no for swimming. My teacher got angry at me and i started Goin to swim. I cried then. But a few months later i realized that i HAVE too remind myself. I'm not ashamed of My past i beilive that everything happens for a reason. I'm so much happier now. All you need is have a good attitude, work hard, do the things you love, surround yourself with positive and happy people, and be positive, confidence, and Ofc take risks cause everything works out in the end. Thanks for Reading this and taking the time of your day. Remember that you are beautiful just the way you are! Don't worry everything Will be fine!
i love you sqaishey and i hope you never have a problem like this again
that awkward smile at the end tho
I know right... HAHA
The Irish Gamer Well,who are we to judge when she is being her? :)
I think that you are an awesome role model sqaish and you have helped me through hard times in my life. I will be here for you no matter what ❤️
I really never wanted to comment on this but here it goes. While commenting just recently on her latest video it reminded me of this and I wanted to share. What Sqaishey has done to me is truly remarkable, in a positive way. Her, along with about two other youtubers, were the ones that I wanted to see when things were bad. My problem was the bulling but when I told people they wouldn't believe me and that I was being dramatic. So this kept my bad days I had from the bulling inside me and create depression and all that stuff. No one knew about it, until my parents recently got a divorce. That feeling added on to the bulling was the most painful feeling I've ever felt. Now, overcoming the bullies, I listen to Sqaishey. To ignore the meanie beanies because they are not worth your time. You do not deserve to feel the negativity through rough times. So I just want to thank Sqaishey for being that person to keep me on my feet, to make me feel happy when things were bad, to be there for me even though she doesn't know it half way across the world. I truly thank you Sqaishey for your support and I love that you did this. It's a hashtag I should use more often :) #IAmBeingMe
You could be a motivational speaker like honestly. And I feel you. Felt like I was looking though a mirror
Oh my gosh thank you
Awwwww Sqaishey I love you, you make so many people happy and you have overcome so much. Well done 💜💜💜💜💜💜
I am proud of you Sqaishey. I know that was hard. big hugs
I have watched you for 5 years sqaishey and I still like you no matter what
This is so wonderful and inspirational, Sqaishey. :) Well done for expressing your issuses and how they can be overcome. Whooop! :))))
I hear you Sqaishey. I’m 10 and I have depression. I try my hardest to hold it in. Your videos help. 🙂
No you don't, you're 10... you're just sad, its an insult to say you have depression compared to what people who are actually depressed are going through.
@@SJGDragon no. It's possible you can have depression no matter your age. I had diagnosed clinical depression at 8 but started showing symptoms at 6. It doesn't matter your age, you can always struggle with mental health
whomever disliked this video is so rude. this is an inspiring video, and a great campaign. the #iambeingme is so great and has helped many people like Sqaishey.
@Sqaishey Quack, We are all very proud of you. We really believe in you and hope for you. Keep being you, and we will all keep being us, and all of us will be happy.
I haven't been bullied people just ignore me and act like I'm not there. I have hidden things about me to the few friends I have. I no longer pretend to be someone I'm not. Be proud to be who you are and never change because of someone. Be who you want. Don't let anyone change you, you're perfect the way you are.
Same thing happens to me. I've never been bullied but I don't really have any friends anymore and I do talk to people but I wouldn't call them friends. I used to have friends and actually be kind of "popular" a few years ago but ever since changing schools for middle school & high school we separated. But I am being me.
This was honestly so inspirational; we love you Sqaishey
Wow squaishy ❤️we love you, I found this video while watching super happy Funtime for the second time around xx
It's my favourite series on youtube
olivia shepley same
Omg sqaishey I suffer with a lot of anxiety and panick attack and your one of the main reasons of my panic attacks reducing xxxx
I care about you sqaishey so much you are my best friend i love you sqaishey I am so sorry about hearing this i think you are the most beautiful amazing positive person I have ever met, thankyou, you make my day so much better, thankyou i am thankful for you
Sqaishey you are so Awsome you have helped me through alot these past few years. And I wanna say thank you.
I cried through this whole video
Oh my god sqaishey I can't believe that! Your are such and amazing person and you seem so happy! Love you duckie stay strong!
*hugs Sqaishy* your fear or weakness never hurts me.
500th like, btw Sqaishey, be yourself. All ur fans love u.
I'm a bit overwhelmed right now, wow. I wish you and everyone struggling at the moment the best of luck. It will get better, even if don't believe me now.
Hi Bethany! I really like this video as it expresses your true self :) my friend has been really sad recently and I don't know why but now I think I have the answer x btw im only 11!!
Bethany, I love you eaither Way 💙💛❤️💚💜
Well done beatheny you are very brave and I hope you enjoy your life and do NOT forget to love who you are not somebody else
Wow, I can't believe the things that you have these disorders! I have a disorder myself, it is HFA (high-functioning autism) I was diagnosed at 2 1/2 years old and I have struggled with it, luckily I did have therapy to help me with my 5 sense's (or more) but I still struggle mainly on noise. I don't get sensory overload like I did when I was 4 or 5 years old, which were uncontrollable meltdowns (different from a temper tantrum). Though I barely remember them, I still get a little bit of trouble with textures with taste and touch, with a strong sense of smell. But the main thing I struggled with is socializing with other "normal" people, I never get invited to many parties, play dates or sleepovers (also concerts but it is too loud for me). And I did not like it, but on Kindergarten, 1st, 2nd, 3rd (2x) grade I did play with other people with autism, it was easy until I got mainstreamed, that is when the struggle got worse. I did not get A's and B's I used to get, i gotten C's, D's and F's (but oddly I did not get held back ._.) That is until middle school and I sky rocketed back on the good grade place, made some friends (not a lot but it meant a lot to me) and got a lot more support for my autism than elementary school. But I still struggle with making friends (i'm socially awkward) and some of my senses but its gotten better by the time I went out of therapy. So I wanted to tell you to keep going, keep quacking and don't give up Sqaishey! P.S. I am able to make friends but don't keep in contact that much.) Have a nice bright sunny day!
I also just think differently than most people think, I get obsessions like video games, youtubers and plus me writing stories.
Love you don't stop being a good duckie and JUST BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE!💁🏼
Anyone els hate that one person who decides to dislike this
Sqaishey is the best duckie ever! I love her sooo much!
I support you with all my heart. I love you and I've experienced pain as well.
OMG I'd have never thought that cuz she is so positive
Sqaishey u r an amazing person and duckie and I really hope ur anxiety and depression gets better! Keep being u! 😊 🐥💛
This Video Is So Inspirational! :D I've had problems with bullying because the way I look and the fact I play Minecraft. But I got help from wonderful people and I'm happy I did I'm in a new school with new friends and all is good :D.
She blocked me on twitter, but great vid
Why?
I hope you get better from this situation
I see this is from 4 years ago but if there’s any chance you can see this and change at least the title they no longer go by that. I believe they’re Kye now
Obviously the footage can’t be changed but this got recommended so other people might see this and I think it’s worth it if anyone who can change the title might see this
Totally agree
why did they change their name to kye though, I just found out they changed their name from bethany to kye, so I came across this video when trying to find out.
@@husaanshabendri4331 probably lots of reasons, but I’m assuming that one of them was that Kye is just a less feminine name
@@husaanshabendri4331 I’m pretty sure because they’re not a girl (they identify as genderfae) so they didn’t like it
@@husaanshabendri4331 Squashiey is not a girl anymore, that’s why
Well done Sqaishey we all think you're absolutely amazing!!!!
I knew it! So proud of you, Sqaishey! What's it like on the recovery end...?
i'm so proud of you sqaish
IM LEGIT CRYING I NEVER KNEW SHE WENT THROUGH THIS AH
Oh my gosh Sqaishey. This is Amazing, i love you so much and your one of my biggest role models
Awwwww I never knew this well done for talking about it and stay strong 💪🏽
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Lobieee123 :3 phamily!
Your so strong you strong little duckie your amazing
My daughter loves your videos. Stay healthy.
Be yourself sqaish u can do anything xxx