Hey everyone! Happy Halloween! Here’s an extended version of “Psychosis.” I re-recorded the vocals and did my best to upgrade the tracks quality. When I initially produced this song, I had this outro written, but since I have no idea how to rap, it didn’t make the original. Lol I love the lyrics, but I’m still not sure if it’ll make the final cut of the album. I figure I'd at least let you all hear it! Love you all. Thank you so so much for listening.
Everything is in my brain All the Thunder all the rain Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain All the pleasure all the pain The one I love the one I hate Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain It’s like nothings real Chemicals we feel Nothing tangible I can’t feel your soul Is it all a lie Get so petrified That it’s all a dream When I wake I’ll see I’m falling in my head again This winding road just never ends Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside Maybe it’s over Beautiful destruction seeps When there’s too much time to think Such abysmal tendencies When delusion reigns in me Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside Maybe it’s over I've been lost for so long Schizoid man off and on Barely ever could feel Maybe nothing is real If you never questioned something is it really trie Or just shallow talking points someone else has spewed Birthed by charlatans with no good in mind The put monetary gain over human life We underscore these narratives like absolutes If Anybody questions we ain’t need no proof Just mock them til their silent and their face is blue Screaming out like tyrants claiming we the truth I’d rather be a cynic than a blind believer Asking question after question til’ my soul is deeper Wanna wander through the waters no-one dare to detour But the waves are getting stronger and I’m getting weaker One question turns a thousand each single every time And I’m drowning in this ocean think I’ve lost my mind Nothing is coherent in this undertow Can’t be the worlds savior gotta let it go
You have no idea how much your music helps me. It’s like you’re speaking to us from a mirror. Everyone has so much pain. Your music speaks from experience. Everyone can relate on one thing: we all have shit we struggle with. We are not alone. Thank you, Nathan.
Nathan, that rap rocks! Every time you do something you say you're uncomfortable with, it turns out great! Thanks so much for doing what you do. You and your songs have been a steady rock in my life for years. Couldn't live without singing your work! Stay safe.
i love the sound of the song and the pure raw emotion in your voice as you sing. I love the beat and just how powerful the song sounds and im in love with your vocals
An amazing extended version. I had to do both: take a moment to let those lyrics sink in and to rewind and hear it all again!!! I really love this version too!!! That last part gave me straight goosebumps. Whichever you decide to put in the album will still be amazing either way, Nathan. Love it! Thank you for shwoing us this version. Blessings. 🥺❤️❤️🙏💯
My God the instrumental and your voice are incredible! And every song you make is building a different story that I either get lost into, can relate, or brings out emotions I never thought I have! I have no idea about music, I just used to write some poems in highschool, but when a song hits me with such force and passion, it gives me shivers that hit like waves!
Just want to say thanks a bunch for making this song! I have alot of high functioning depression and a non addictive personality, and normally when i end a work week i get a little depression for 2 days. Might sound rough but i work in construction and mostly do 10-4 or 9-5. But after working hard for a year i was layed off, woo~ vacation time... 3rd week in i felt completely drained of energy to the point i couldn't watch tv or play games, just lay in bed and listen to music. Didn't think much of it untill i was thinking of something that should have made me feel a strong emotion. I did the same processing i always do mentally, but was null on the emotional side. I wasn't worried as i still had my ability to work and help out around my parents farm in full tilt, but the second the check lest was done i went back to bed. One month passed and i was getting a little worried when i heard a song on my recommended from someone i was subscribed too. "All the thunder all the pain, mental images they became" oh, this has a name. 2 months in i was getting scared that this was a new normal but after that i started to creep back into normal. A total of 2 and a half months gone to the wind... Do i care? Not really im disassociated from the moon and back so why be scared? Im working on life at my own pace and todays problem is crippling back pain, got to stretch those lags. Some one read this and is wondering wtf? Just deal with life in manageable chunks and if you feel like your doing nothing, ya can't spell nothing without thing 🎉 i know where i can end up when the tension slacks off and the wall cave in, but im just doing my best. What ever happens, happens, there's a life time to get to the places we need to be ❤
It says no views and it went up 21 minutes ago. But I see 60 likes (one from me) and two dozen comments. Lol youtube being youtube again. Great song Nathan I really love your stuff.
Nice updated version! I think it's good you're trying to expand your horizons and try new things. That last rap part was pretty good and interesting. I'm sure if you put some time to it you'll be better in time. But yeah I really loved that, it reminds me of when Citizen Soldier raps in their songs, it's alwyas good, and I think it was a similar effect here for me. Well done! ❤
I always listen to your musics when I'm sad and need some time with my thoughts. Your recent songs are awesome, always helping me to get motivated. Thank you for bringing these amazing musics and making our Halloween way better (I comment on videos, but I decided to give it a try since you're reading comments)
At work and will have to listen later lol but this track means a lot to me. The topics in/of the track have affected people very close to me in a very real way, and it's sort of redeeming to hear someone else sing about them. On another note, for the first time my tracks are getting lots of real, organic steams from submithub playlists, and even release radar from non-followers! A few UA-cam channels replied as well, but I'm not 100% on how legit/high quality they are (Authentic Music, Pillow, and Chillzone). Subscriber count is high, but views, comments and genre is not as clear... But we'll see!
My Halloween did went well actually I did a Halloween concert that night I had a blast on stage it was fantastic Nathan I did ate m&ms and it was awesome I enjoyed it m&ms chocolate candy helps me with anxiety and fear you know it calms my nerves but I had a blast it was a fantastic night of my life ❤️
I like all of the abstract sounds that you added, it really adds to this feeling that you're deep in the caves of your mind! May I weigh in on the extension since you said you weren't sure it would make the cut for the album? (If you'd rather not read a critique - I promise it's a gentle one - just skip the rest of my comment.) For the extension, I love the lyrics and the way you sing it, but I feel it might work better in its own song. In a song thats about psychosis and intangible, abstract thoughts with a writing style to match, it doesn't seem to fit the theme with how clear and concise and "real" the lyrics are. I also feel that "maybe nothing is real" is the perfect final line of Psychosis. But I do really love the lyrics, thematically they remind me of some of your other songs like Sick of Your Opinions or Destroy the Simulation and think it would have a great home in a song more like those. My advice would be to chop it off of Psychosis and plant it in the soil of a brand new song and see what an awesome song flower it blossoms into. 🙂 (As a poet I know from experience that moving lines is way easier said than done, but I also know what a talented writer you are and I know that you could pull it off! 😀)
Hey man! I used your song for an English presentation I found it absolutely perfect for the project Credits went to you obviously Connected it to the life of Ishmael Beah Used the words “comatose” and “psychosis” to help me Mad respect for you 1:26 This part ❤
OMG SO Perfect ❤, Thank You!! Your Amazing Singer and Perfectly SAID and Sung, Played. YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!❤❤❤😇🫠😘🤗❤️❤️❣️Happy Halloween To You To🤟🤟🫶🫶🧡🧡👻👻
Hey everyone! Happy Halloween! Here’s an extended version of “Psychosis.” I re-recorded the vocals and did my best to upgrade the tracks quality. When I initially produced this song, I had this outro written, but since I have no idea how to rap, it didn’t make the original. Lol I love the lyrics, but I’m still not sure if it’ll make the final cut of the album. I figure I'd at least let you all hear it! Love you all. Thank you so so much for listening.
thanks for posting. I got goosebumps watching the ending lyrics
It may take me a bit longer to get back to the comments today but I promise I'll answer each and every one!
I love you so much dude I owe you so many thank yous
Everything is in my brain
All the Thunder all the rain
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain
All the pleasure all the pain
The one I love the one I hate
Mental pictures they became
Everything is in my brain
It’s like nothings real
Chemicals we feel
Nothing tangible
I can’t feel your soul
Is it all a lie
Get so petrified
That it’s all a dream
When I wake I’ll see
I’m falling in my head again
This winding road just never ends
Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines
A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive
Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside
Maybe it’s over
Beautiful destruction seeps
When there’s too much time to think
Such abysmal tendencies
When delusion reigns in me
Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines
A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive
Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside
Maybe it’s over
I've been lost for so long
Schizoid man off and on
Barely ever could feel
Maybe nothing is real
If you never questioned something is it really trie
Or just shallow talking points someone else has spewed
Birthed by charlatans with no good in mind
The put monetary gain over human life
We underscore these narratives like absolutes
If Anybody questions we ain’t need no proof
Just mock them til their silent and their face is blue
Screaming out like tyrants claiming we the truth
I’d rather be a cynic than a blind believer
Asking question after question til’ my soul is deeper
Wanna wander through the waters no-one dare to detour
But the waves are getting stronger and I’m getting weaker
One question turns a thousand each single every time
And I’m drowning in this ocean think I’ve lost my mind
Nothing is coherent in this undertow
Can’t be the worlds savior gotta let it go
Это классно
You have no idea how much your music helps me. It’s like you’re speaking to us from a mirror. Everyone has so much pain. Your music speaks from experience. Everyone can relate on one thing: we all have shit we struggle with. We are not alone. Thank you, Nathan.
Nathan, that rap rocks! Every time you do something you say you're uncomfortable with, it turns out great! Thanks so much for doing what you do. You and your songs have been a steady rock in my life for years. Couldn't live without singing your work! Stay safe.
Thank you lisaeij2176
Dude! That last extra lines gave me literal chills I loved it so much, you're awesome!!
Once gain, Mr. Wagner, you speak to my soul. I really love how you compose these songs. They speak volumes!
Thank you Gene-Martin
That outro was incredible, and the whole song is... wow. You never miss, Nathan.
Thank you comictitan4509!
i love the sound of the song and the pure raw emotion in your voice as you sing. I love the beat and just how powerful the song sounds and im in love with your vocals
Thank you so much!
3:14 here I imagine a ball of emotions building up like a black hole, when the beat drops it explodes
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An amazing extended version. I had to do both: take a moment to let those lyrics sink in and to rewind and hear it all again!!! I really love this version too!!! That last part gave me straight goosebumps. Whichever you decide to put in the album will still be amazing either way, Nathan. Love it! Thank you for shwoing us this version. Blessings. 🥺❤️❤️🙏💯
Thank you! Hope you have a great day!
@@nathanwagner762 You too! Blessings ❤️✨️
This is one of my favorite of yours. Absolutely love it .. Beautiful version 💯 Thank you 💝
Means a lot!
I still can't believe how a brillant like you is still not getting the recognition you deserve ❤
You did absolutely amazing as always ❤
Thank you so much! Too kind!
My God the instrumental and your voice are incredible!
And every song you make is building a different story that I either get lost into, can relate, or brings out emotions I never thought I have!
I have no idea about music, I just used to write some poems in highschool, but when a song hits me with such force and passion, it gives me shivers that hit like waves!
Thank you!
This is awesome! The extended versions ate sick! Happy Halloween to you too!🎃🙌❤🤗
Thank you so much! Happy Halloween!
The best halloween gift jejejj❤
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Thank you for your songs they’ve helped me better than anyone ever could
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This is amazing I am one who loves music I can feel and I am feel this thank you for the extended version a long version to feel.
Of course!
I love your style of playing and also your voice.... AMAZING and LOVELY ❤
Thank you very much!
Just want to say thanks a bunch for making this song!
I have alot of high functioning depression and a non addictive personality, and normally when i end a work week i get a little depression for 2 days. Might sound rough but i work in construction and mostly do 10-4 or 9-5. But after working hard for a year i was layed off, woo~ vacation time... 3rd week in i felt completely drained of energy to the point i couldn't watch tv or play games, just lay in bed and listen to music. Didn't think much of it untill i was thinking of something that should have made me feel a strong emotion. I did the same processing i always do mentally, but was null on the emotional side. I wasn't worried as i still had my ability to work and help out around my parents farm in full tilt, but the second the check lest was done i went back to bed. One month passed and i was getting a little worried when i heard a song on my recommended from someone i was subscribed too. "All the thunder all the pain, mental images they became" oh, this has a name. 2 months in i was getting scared that this was a new normal but after that i started to creep back into normal. A total of 2 and a half months gone to the wind... Do i care? Not really im disassociated from the moon and back so why be scared? Im working on life at my own pace and todays problem is crippling back pain, got to stretch those lags. Some one read this and is wondering wtf? Just deal with life in manageable chunks and if you feel like your doing nothing, ya can't spell nothing without thing 🎉 i know where i can end up when the tension slacks off and the wall cave in, but im just doing my best. What ever happens, happens, there's a life time to get to the places we need to be ❤
Much love🙏
Nathan you just keep getting better and better this is such a badass song!!!!!
Honored to hear😭❤️
Honestly you always have the right songs at the right moments.❤❤❤ you mean a lot.
Honored
@@nathanwagner762 you deserve it. Keep going
I do love this song, happy to hear it extended 😍
Thank you bro
I love the lyrics and the existential crisis that springs from it❤ I can identify with it, it makes so much sense in my way of thinking
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YES PAIN VIBES LET'S GO
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Free Palestine 🇵🇸
Thank you for the extended version of one of my favorite songs of yours.❤
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I feel like I've been waiting for the extended version of this song, it's really great!❤
Great to hear!
Wonderful is the word for that extended version
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It says no views and it went up 21 minutes ago. But I see 60 likes (one from me) and two dozen comments. Lol youtube being youtube again. Great song Nathan I really love your stuff.
Thank you!
Happy Halloween, thank you for your amazing music, i always get chills 😃
Hey! Happy Halloween! Thank you so much for listening! Glad you like it 😊
OH MY GOD this one is one of my favorites from you and now we got extended version. My day had been awful but now it's so so much better 😭😭😭😭❤❤❤
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Wow the extended version I didn't know I needed🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Gorgeous version ❤❤❤
Thank you!
AMAZING EPIC SONG
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Sounds great as usual ❤️❤️🥰🥰 thank you ❤️❤️🥰🥰🤗🤗
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Absolutely beautiful Nathan!
Thank you!
This is very epic 👏 and relatable
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This is cool! Also Happy Halloween 🎃🎉
Happy Late Holloween!
Absolutely amazing. Sent chills down me despite how warm I am right now. Happy Halloween and thanks for another amazing song!
Happy Late Halloween! Thank you!
Nice updated version! I think it's good you're trying to expand your horizons and try new things. That last rap part was pretty good and interesting. I'm sure if you put some time to it you'll be better in time. But yeah I really loved that, it reminds me of when Citizen Soldier raps in their songs, it's alwyas good, and I think it was a similar effect here for me. Well done! ❤
Thank you!
I always listen to your musics when I'm sad and need some time with my thoughts. Your recent songs are awesome, always helping me to get motivated. Thank you for bringing these amazing musics and making our Halloween way better (I comment on videos, but I decided to give it a try since you're reading comments)
Of course! Hope it went well!
@@nathanwagner762 Everything went well. Thanks!
Shit. You fucking nailed it. Thank you for this.
Of course! Thank you!
Hello and awesome
Yoooo! Thanks so much! Happy Halloween!
At work and will have to listen later lol but this track means a lot to me. The topics in/of the track have affected people very close to me in a very real way, and it's sort of redeeming to hear someone else sing about them.
On another note, for the first time my tracks are getting lots of real, organic steams from submithub playlists, and even release radar from non-followers! A few UA-cam channels replied as well, but I'm not 100% on how legit/high quality they are (Authentic Music, Pillow, and Chillzone). Subscriber count is high, but views, comments and genre is not as clear... But we'll see!
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Phenomenal song amazing lyrics great start on the Halloween day Nathan amazing music great performance man I enjoyed this a lot love you Nathan 🫶
Hope your Halloween went well! Thank you!
My Halloween did went well actually I did a Halloween concert that night I had a blast on stage it was fantastic Nathan I did ate m&ms and it was awesome I enjoyed it m&ms chocolate candy helps me with anxiety and fear you know it calms my nerves but I had a blast it was a fantastic night of my life ❤️
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Oh right! Happy halloween! Hope you have a grand one, chief :D
Happy Late Halloween yo
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I like all of the abstract sounds that you added, it really adds to this feeling that you're deep in the caves of your mind!
May I weigh in on the extension since you said you weren't sure it would make the cut for the album? (If you'd rather not read a critique - I promise it's a gentle one - just skip the rest of my comment.)
For the extension, I love the lyrics and the way you sing it, but I feel it might work better in its own song. In a song thats about psychosis and intangible, abstract thoughts with a writing style to match, it doesn't seem to fit the theme with how clear and concise and "real" the lyrics are. I also feel that "maybe nothing is real" is the perfect final line of Psychosis. But I do really love the lyrics, thematically they remind me of some of your other songs like Sick of Your Opinions or Destroy the Simulation and think it would have a great home in a song more like those. My advice would be to chop it off of Psychosis and plant it in the soil of a brand new song and see what an awesome song flower it blossoms into. 🙂
(As a poet I know from experience that moving lines is way easier said than done, but I also know what a talented writer you are and I know that you could pull it off! 😀)
Much love! Thank you for listening!
@@nathanwagner762 Thank you for even making all of this wonderful music for me to listen to! Very excited for the album!
5:00 oh my gods
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Hey man! I used your song for an English presentation
I found it absolutely perfect for the project
Credits went to you obviously
Connected it to the life of Ishmael Beah
Used the words “comatose” and “psychosis” to help me
Mad respect for you
1:26
This part ❤
Hope your presentation went well! Glad to hear you used this song!
OMG SO Perfect ❤, Thank You!! Your Amazing Singer and Perfectly SAID and Sung, Played. YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!❤❤❤😇🫠😘🤗❤️❤️❣️Happy Halloween To You To🤟🤟🫶🫶🧡🧡👻👻
Happy Late Halloween!
Yoooooo
Lololol happy Halloween! You feeling better?
@@nathanwagner762yeah I'm feeling fine! Thanks for asking Nathan 😊 I hope you're feeling well too!
Hi (^_^)/ like this song 👍
Great to hear!
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why not see if nf can sing this for uit is sorta what he sings and u r not swearing since he does not in his music which mkaes me liek urs also
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Ммм....
Ironic how posting this would cause the supposedly sane to claim your psychosis... all for saying the quiet part aloud.
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