lyrics -------- don't do it for them do it for yourself maybe disguising the truth convincing myself they hate me are you really there or am i just talking to myself i'll do it again i'll stay up and watch the sunrise on top of the shed i wish i could stay here all night i don't understand why is it always just like this i miss drinking until 6am with all of my friends even ones i just met hey owen i hope that you're listening man you helped me get outta my bedroom again i was on the verge of the end of it all but nobody knew at all and i wish that i could get stuck in the past back before we started moving so fast standing this still is a choice that won't last and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap from here i see this so clearly at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings (at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2) i had everything mapped to a t but everything here isn't quite as it seems there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it all behind me cauterizing the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying help i'm trying to climb out this hell but it's hard to talk when i lack all the skills that i need to get outta my shell i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me
Thank you for this man. Such a beautiful vid been struggling with my own music recently not getting anything to sound how I want but I legit just keep trying cause I hope to be good enough I can do something with you one day.🤍
Guardin I hear you. You don't need to hit the bottom for us to start cheering. I loved your last album because it was a sign of recovery and growth because it was happy! You don't need to write sad music all the time in fear that we will leave. I'm not going anywhere. We're growing with you. Like you said, gardens are always changing and growing, just like your music :) so guard it well
My favorite artist forever. I’ve never resonated so much with an artist/band in my entire life as much as you. Genuinely feels like you’re writing all these songs about my life lol. My biggest inspiration for my music and my life. I seriously wouldn’t be where I am today without you. Since solitary and for the rest of my life 🖤
Watching your journey had been amazing. When someone asks who my favorite band is I always tell them it's actually an artist named Guardin. So many nights in my room spent to your albums. Thank you for everything you do and all your emotion and effort you pour into your music.
Don't do it for them, do it for yourself, maybe Disguising the truth, convincing myself, they hate me Are you really there, or am I just talking to myself? I’ll do it again, I'll stay up and watch the sunrise On top of the shed, I wish I could stay here all night I don't understand, why is it always just like this? [Verse 1] I miss drinking until six a.m. With all of my friends, even ones I just met Hey Owen, I hope that you’re listening, man You helped me get outta my bedroom again I was on the verge of the end of it all But nobody knew at all And I wish that I could gеt stuck in the past Back before wе started moving so fast Standing this still is a choice that won't last And neither will we, so I guess it's a wrap From here, I see this so clearly At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings [Bridge] (At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings) (At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings) [Verse 2] I had everything mapped to a T But everything here isn't quite as it seems There's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve A permanent fix, yeah, I wanted to leave It all behind me Cauterizing the thread on my wings so I'm no longer flying Help, I'm trying to climb out this hell But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get outta my shell I’m not scared to jump, so just please don’t come near me When I hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering And now I’m a ghost, I don't know if you're hearing this [Outro] (And now I'm a ghost, I don’t know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me) (And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?) (And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
So head to have found your work a few years ago and this is one the most beautiful songs I’ve heard. From happy to sad to retrospective music we support and love you Guardin
"I'm trying to climb out this hell But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get out of my shell" Wow. I had to pause and relisten to that line. I've never heard someone describe this so perfectly in a song. I resonate with this so much.
Man, I remember listening to you in 2019. Your music helped me a lot back then... IDK how but it did. I'm just glad that you are still making music. Keep going! 💜
I am so excited to see him again! I relate to him, I feel his words, it hits me right in the heart, on my sleeve. We drive 12 plus hours one way to see him while he's on tour, haven't been able to actually meet him yet, hoping this time!
Even the shit I've been through and all the money I've lost your songs never get old. Keep it up man. I hope u are doing well. Make sure to drink water. We love ya homie b
Wow.. this is absolutely amazing and it resonates with me so much. Just.. wow. UA-cam recommended this to me. And I'm beyond glad that it did. Man.. I love it. Amazing.
Saw you live near chicago, loved you before. With the continuous uploads I love you even more Guardin. Thanq for signing my uke, and I hope to one day be right next to you in a playlist, such a icon to my heart. I'm jealous of those that drank with you that you've just met...is that a bad saying?
ive been obsessing over this song and damn so excited for the music video I heard you talking about then surprise on tiktok. ive been listening to your music for a few years now and I love your music, you make true art:)
Love your music, it’s always resonated with me especially this song. Dropping out of college and trying to get through life with all my friends not around and doing their own thing. I find myself missing the times we’d have house parties and I was around all my close friends and even some strangers, drinking until 6am. Wishing to be stuck in the past in that moment where everything felt right. I tried so hard to convince myself it’d be like that forever but now I’m back home doing nothing, I know what to do to live a successful life but I have no ambition because the people I wanted to be around me either don’t want to or are off doing their own thing. Having everything mapped to a t in your head, hoping it’d be that way but it just not.
Can’t explain how much this song relates to what I’m going thru right now. I hope you’re ok and this was something you wrote after you got better. I hope I’m better soon this shit helps me more than you know
lyrics
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don't do it for them
do it for yourself maybe
disguising the truth
convincing myself they hate me
are you really there
or am i just talking to myself
i'll do it again
i'll stay up and watch the sunrise
on top of the shed
i wish i could stay here all night
i don't understand
why is it always just like this
i miss drinking until 6am
with all of my friends
even ones i just met
hey owen i hope that you're listening man
you helped me get outta my bedroom again
i was on the verge of the end of it all
but nobody knew at all
and i wish that i could get stuck in the past
back before we started moving so fast
standing this still is a choice that won't last
and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap
from here i see this so clearly
at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings
(at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2)
i had everything mapped to a t
but everything here isn't quite as it seems
there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it
all behind me
cauterizing
the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying
help
i'm trying to climb out this hell
but it's hard to talk when i lack
all the skills that i need to get outta my shell
i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me
when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this
and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me
and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me
I love you guardin!
Thank you for this man. Such a beautiful vid been struggling with my own music recently not getting anything to sound how I want but I legit just keep trying cause I hope to be good enough I can do something with you one day.🤍
Love u Nick
Only thing that coulda made this better was every shot being on a different horse, still beautiful. Appreciate every bit
Was that you at Cedar Point on Holloweekends O_O
Guardin I hear you. You don't need to hit the bottom for us to start cheering. I loved your last album because it was a sign of recovery and growth because it was happy! You don't need to write sad music all the time in fear that we will leave. I'm not going anywhere. We're growing with you. Like you said, gardens are always changing and growing, just like your music :) so guard it well
No it can't be 6 months yet
Your music is blissful therapy.
#1 Emotional rapper, ppl Need your music. Never stop.
My favorite artist forever. I’ve never resonated so much with an artist/band in my entire life as much as you. Genuinely feels like you’re writing all these songs about my life lol. My biggest inspiration for my music and my life. I seriously wouldn’t be where I am today without you. Since solitary and for the rest of my life 🖤
real
🙌
@@TayLauren3 oh hi! Nice to see you here😊
@@Jyshmusic nice to see you Josh! 🤗🖤
@Mandemon yes bro
The way the pick scratches the strings when acoustic guitar picks up tempo. It takes me home.
Carnival is such a perfect setting for this song though, especially if you ever went to one as a kid.
The subtle metronome in the background is actually so comforting
Sick way to end Halloween night
*edit* I LOVED IT
Been listening to Guardin for like 4 years now and bro stays dropping bangers
guardin looks so good
Gonna be here till i pass away been 5 years of my life youve helped ❤🙏🏼
Favorite song of the album
Thank you for everything Nick so happy you continue to show us ur creativity and thoughts happy Halloween ❤
just listening to this isn’t enough, i need this song imported into my brain tissue
This deserves so much more recognition.
Guardin writes the most relatable shit.
some of the realest lyrics you've ever written bro
i love your music guardin
Watching your journey had been amazing. When someone asks who my favorite band is I always tell them it's actually an artist named Guardin. So many nights in my room spent to your albums. Thank you for everything you do and all your emotion and effort you pour into your music.
Don't do it for them, do it for yourself, maybe
Disguising the truth, convincing myself, they hate me
Are you really there, or am I just talking to myself?
I’ll do it again, I'll stay up and watch the sunrise
On top of the shed, I wish I could stay here all night
I don't understand, why is it always just like this?
[Verse 1]
I miss drinking until six a.m.
With all of my friends, even ones I just met
Hey Owen, I hope that you’re listening, man
You helped me get outta my bedroom again
I was on the verge of the end of it all
But nobody knew at all
And I wish that I could gеt stuck in the past
Back before wе started moving so fast
Standing this still is a choice that won't last
And neither will we, so I guess it's a wrap
From here, I see this so clearly
At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings
[Bridge]
(At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings)
(At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings)
[Verse 2]
I had everything mapped to a T
But everything here isn't quite as it seems
There's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
A permanent fix, yeah, I wanted to leave
It all behind me
Cauterizing the thread on my wings so I'm no longer flying
Help, I'm trying to climb out this hell
But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get outta my shell
I’m not scared to jump, so just please don’t come near me
When I hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
And now I’m a ghost, I don't know if you're hearing this
[Outro]
(And now I'm a ghost, I don’t know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
Wow
Hyped for it bro!
this song is criminally underrated..... I love u guardin u a homie fr
I'll forever love you for keeping me alive through the thickest times. Can't wait till you come back to Wisconsin fr
I’M SO EXCITED 🖤
fire song bro 💯
I absolutely love your music and overall vibe, thank you for all your music
praying this blows up 🙏
Perfect video for the song. I love this song so much, I wish I wrote it 😍
Beautiful song from a beautiful person. We love you guardin, keep producing the magic ✨💙
Amazing artist
love this
thank u 🥲💚
The emmer effen man, best to date !
Loved it!!
I may be the only fan from Costa Rica, come one day, I would like to take a selfi with you, keep going you are one of the best !!!
a true masterpiece.
One of my favs you’ve ever realeased
93 did a great job on guitar and you killed it as always man keep it up
Those vocals have such early 'Fun.' vibes
So head to have found your work a few years ago and this is one the most beautiful songs I’ve heard. From happy to sad to retrospective music we support and love you Guardin
your style is unmatched, been here since the start and will stay to the end
thank you 🥲💚
I loved it man, it was fire asf
Best artist rn
Amazing as always, every song you release is a straight banger!
Aw I love it thanks for everything man
Guardin is going places
"I'm trying to climb out this hell
But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills that I need to get out of my shell"
Wow. I had to pause and relisten to that line. I've never heard someone describe this so perfectly in a song. I resonate with this so much.
yo love your music ❤🔥
words cannot express how much i've been waiting for this song to finally get a music video!!
thanks for everything guardin, i love you.
I hear you man. I hear you and feel you for real
Man, I remember listening to you in 2019. Your music helped me a lot back then... IDK how but it did. I'm just glad that you are still making music. Keep going! 💜
Blissful
This song was fire of being alone on a Halloween day
I am so excited to see him again! I relate to him, I feel his words, it hits me right in the heart, on my sleeve. We drive 12 plus hours one way to see him while he's on tour, haven't been able to actually meet him yet, hoping this time!
Fire bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Excellent as always😩
Even the shit I've been through and all the money I've lost your songs never get old. Keep it up man. I hope u are doing well. Make sure to drink water. We love ya homie b
im so happy this song got as music video🔥
Reserved snapped on this!
never been able to find a song that relates to my life as much as this one dose don't know if you'll see this keep up your amazing work 👽
Wow.. this is absolutely amazing and it resonates with me so much. Just.. wow. UA-cam recommended this to me. And I'm beyond glad that it did. Man.. I love it. Amazing.
SO EXCITED
I see you spooky hahaha
Thank you guardin for this great song❤❤❤❤
Love this ❤ love the new album!
Saw you live near chicago, loved you before. With the continuous uploads I love you even more Guardin. Thanq for signing my uke, and I hope to one day be right next to you in a playlist, such a icon to my heart. I'm jealous of those that drank with you that you've just met...is that a bad saying?
my man! a banger as always!
they did it again
homebound next please!
That was beautiful.
It's time!
Guardin just cant miss love all your music i keep you on notify keep up the work that you do
Love you Guardin
God i love your music
Ever sense I found you 5 years ago. Still the best dam music I've heard
My all time fav ❤
Certified goosebumps-giving banger 💚💚💚
I needed this so much right now... thank you Guardin.🖤🖤🖤🖤 my life is in shambles. I needed this release.
Popped off as always 🔥🔥🔥
ive been obsessing over this song and damn so excited for the music video I heard you talking about then surprise on tiktok. ive been listening to your music for a few years now and I love your music, you make true art:)
Great song
Good lord I love this dudes music sm 🔥❤️
Loved this so much, really good job reservedforhell 👽💚 & every one else involved in the making of the video. Really good one ✨
Atta boy, Q!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Keep the tracks coming!
Happy Halloween, everyones got me so out of my mind i needed ta tune in
That the edge of the world is still in fear of my feelings 🎶♥︎
Thank you for your music bro it helps me with my anxiety and just going threw life. ❤ Stay blessed bro
Thank to you for helping me so much this year ❤
Your songs help me so much…Thankyou guardin
Literally I’m in true love rn and this is music video is so freaking awesome I’m so excited for the future of your music 🤘🏼🖤 love ya man
Love your music, it’s always resonated with me especially this song. Dropping out of college and trying to get through life with all my friends not around and doing their own thing. I find myself missing the times we’d have house parties and I was around all my close friends and even some strangers, drinking until 6am. Wishing to be stuck in the past in that moment where everything felt right. I tried so hard to convince myself it’d be like that forever but now I’m back home doing nothing, I know what to do to live a successful life but I have no ambition because the people I wanted to be around me either don’t want to or are off doing their own thing. Having everything mapped to a t in your head, hoping it’d be that way but it just not.
Ahhhh yeah, I love it..
I was waiting for the video and the song, I loved it too much and now it's my favorite song 💚👽💚👽💚
Handsome with a beautiful voice and inspiring words
i'm here!!
Thanks Guardin for getting me thru another terrible time I love you thanks for the music. You helped save my life
Can’t explain how much this song relates to what I’m going thru right now. I hope you’re ok and this was something you wrote after you got better. I hope I’m better soon this shit helps me more than you know
i missed guardin music videos so much
EIGTH!
🖤 it.
❤❤❤❤❤ I hope to see you in Atlanta again