WARNING: Viewer discretion advised: for my dramatic comment 🤣 The sounds caught my attention, that's why I was curious to see more of the video and then it changed from the suffocating cuteness into terror and horror (the things which I try to escape) and now I'm fake crying about it because you posted the video a year ago and here you are online to collect the remnants of my soul...
Each picture makes me feel like something messed up happened in them even at the start, maybe its the little like the alcoholic beverages in the frog room. So good job!
They say PTSD victims memorize the smallest details of the environment where the trauma took place. Wallpaper, lights, furniture, etc. Utterly terrifying.
As someone who never experienced any childhood trauma, this makes my heart ache for the ones who had fallen victim to these horrible experiences, I wish them all the best.
Thank you so much I didn’t experience that much but when I was three everyone around me were mean and argued (only my parents) I’m ten now but I still am in my childhood but ik too much and I wanna die
@@paulmcclure413 Don’t end your life kiddo, life is hard, but there’s so much that you may miss out on, you’ll get through it kid, you’ll get thru all the pain.
Damn. that last pic hit hard. I had a friend that grew up in a house like this. Every room looked like that. His parents were biker junkies when we were kids in the early 90s. Every room was always destroyed, stuff all over the walls. dead mice in cabinets and around the fridge. His dad would beat him really hard, even right in front of me, I got really scared when his dad was beating the hell out of him once and ran away, I was at the abandoned house next door, my friend knew I'd be there and he's the one that found me and comforted me instead.
Damn that must've been traumatic to watch happen, let alone what things your friend must be living with now. The last pic hits hard for me too not due to a memory, but because it's likely a real picture where something horrible took place in that bedroom. Makes me nauseous to think about.
As someone with childhood trauma I definitely like the progression of the video from memories of how you fantasized your childhood to be or how it should have been versus the reality of what it actually was and or you realizing the reality. Its how I felt at 17 when I realized my childhood wasn't what I remembered in the slightest. Its comforting to know I'm not alone in that feeling.
I love how this video starts off with nostalgic pictures that many of us can relate to, and then moves into more disturbing pictures around the middle.
I am still in my childhood I don't understand this video I don't understand anything I don't understand why i am here I don't understand what traumacore means
I'm so sad for anyone who relates to this and just want you to know how super strong and amazing you are for still holding on. Keep going, you deserve happiness.
My mother is alcoholic, and these pics remind me how I was a child waiting for my mom coming home from a party, drunk and mad, at 4 am, and I was so lonely watching cartoons and trying to call my grandma... sounds really bad, but I still cannot forget this feel. I still want to come back to home, hoping that sometimes it would be ok there, but I know that it wouldn't
bro thats literally my exact childhood. mom always gone at bar waiting for her to come home and she would be super drunk every time like every night. she was a single mom btw so me and my bro were like o.o
as someone with religious trauma due to religious mental and physical abuse as a kid this is genuinely what it felt like..because one hand my mom hugged me and kissed me and i went to parks play areas normal childhood crap but on the other my mom told me i would rot in hell for literally anything like watching fnaf and being sad i couldnt celebrate halloween she also locked me in dark rooms and beat me with a hanger i lost sleep over the fact i could die in my sleep and wake up in hell :(
Your mom’s insane and there’s no such thing as Hell. I gave up religion because I recently came out as LGBTQ and religious people were being horrible to me.
I can assure you that you won't be going to hell, as you haven't committed the ultimate sin. I cannot persuade you to turn to Christ, as that is a choice you must make on your own. But just know that the lord loves you always and I hope you're able to recover from all that happened to you.
Nostalgia to me is like a drug, you simply just can’t get enough of it. As someone who grew up in the early 2000s, I miss that era it was so simple and I just wanna go back and stay there forever. 😭😭
And old folks at the time still said times were simpler when they were kids and so on. Shows in the 80s talking about a hustle and bustle world, they ain’t even that complex yet 😂
@@thylwenismen nostalgia is the feeling of missing something that happened in the past (like happy and sad at the same time for me, I don’t know how to describe it properly) like for example when I see a picture of my old room/house I get nostalgic
My childhood wasn’t bad, I didn’t have trauma, but I can feel the pain through just the images, I can’t imagine the real pain that people who do have trauma feel. my heart goes out to you all who have trauma and I wish you all a happy future. ❤
I think this music represents the feeling of being abandoned. It's this slow subtle melancholy buildup and yet it sounds so simple, wistful, and innocent like a child
Reminds me of my empty pre-k walls, there was no color exept for while in the halls and they didn't really put out art in the halls so it looked exactly like that to me.
lul i didnt had this much of rainbow sheesh, still wasnt that bad, nor then i want to be mature, now i want'not to be child. but life is still traumaric as it is ok for reality. you know, where we live? it is just absurd on all levels. it is just realisation of chaotic roots of world what we had to face eventually. just play as you can, in any option you have, dont let you brain die.
Hey bro, I'll just say this; If you're an adult, your taxes help you build and maintain local playgrounds, so use the hell out of them. Provided there aren't any little kids around, that is.
“Father can we get that one?” “No dear” “But I was good for the whole year daddy!” “JUST SHUT UP YOU F#CKING MISTAKE!!!” -I heard a man say this to a kid at the fish store.
Oh god…I hope that kid is okay! What a terrible father for saying that to their kid. No one should treat their children’s that way especially when they did nothing wrong.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++@@communistpoland5962 no god will save you now, i don't care if i get the death sentence no one will have mercy on you you fucking piece of slime
I am so, so grateful to be growing up in a safe home. my heart goes out to anyone who suffers this, stay strong and you've got this. Proud of you for still being here
My mother had a very traumatic childhood with a bipolar, alcoholic mother and abusive stepfather. When I’ve seen pictures of her childhood home, it looks a lot like the last picture, with things all over the floors, broken furniture, and stained walls. I’m thankful that my mom decided to break the cycle of abuse with me and my 2 sisters. Although my childhood, unfortunately, wasn’t trauma-free, and I deal with my own fair share of issues, I’m happy that she really tried her best to give us the best life possible and always tried her best to make us feel loved. My heart goes out to all the victims of childhood trauma. ❤
I had a pretty great childhood, but I still love this aesthetic. I miss my childhood so much. Honestly it’s just so stressful now. Of course, there were some bad moments that stuck with me, but nobody can have a perfect childhood. We all will at least get some trauma. Most people will recover pretty fast and go back to normal life, but others will end up developing disorders because of it. This whole video it’s just nostalgic to me even the ending with the abandon looking buildings in blood. Aesthetics like weird, core, dreamcore, nostalgic or etc comfort me, even though they scare some people. The blood, the eyes, the chaos all of that type of stuff doesn’t bother me. It just comforts me and makes me nostalgic both for things that did happen and things that didn’t happen.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
EDITED stop caring so much about a comment i wrote 2 years ago thanks 🙏🙏🙏 still depressed, now homeless. yap yap yap go do something productive with your lives
The Winnie the Pooh cake always kind of makes me tear up and feel sad inside because when I was little, I used to love that bear to pieces. I eventually began to grow out of him, but my stuffed version of him is still with me. He's always been there ever since the first day of me being born. He's been here for almost 16 years, dirty, and not really full of much fluff. I still love him, though. ❤
I didn't suffer childhood trauma, nor do I have depression, but I love this style so much, I like sad and cute things at the same time, it gives a beautiful contrast Me: *I say I like a random style called trauma core even though I'm sensitive to people with trauma* Whole chat:🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
same but i kind of can't cry and when i do i stop immediately a second after a tear sheds and i stop feeling the urge to cry. but i still want to cry when i watch this and i don't understand why either . i hope you're okay though.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Shintaro Tsuji, the founder of Sanrio, founded Sanrio with the goal of "creating a company that brings happiness to everyone," so it was probably right to have Sanrio characters in Trauma Core and other art therapy.
This is comforting yet it makes me sick to my stomach, I can’t believe little kids had to go through horrible things. rlly sorry to anyone who has had trauma and I hope u get a lot better both mentally and physically❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I felt nauseous after watching this too. It was the thought that children have to live in such horrible households that they are stuck in and can't escape.
Same. Kids should never have to live/be somewhere they don't feel comfortable or safe in yet it still happens, although I'm glad I haven't, I feel so bad for anybody who has experienced any kind of trauma. ❤❤❤❤
0:06 hits so different to me. i knew from first sight, i knew that place in my dreams and irl. my preschool had an indoor swimming pool with balls and toys and stuff so that was a memory that made most of my pool related dreams.
I remember basically having the room at 1:21, nothing but a bare futon mattress on the floor. When CPS came to check the place out my mom somehow convinced them that it was my choice to have it like that and that’s the way I liked it lol… yeah there are reasons I don’t talk to her anymore
Dang as someone who saw blood splattered on a wall from a fight between my birth parents when i was a kid, that last pic rlly made me feel things instantly 😭 I like how the vid progresses to that point, and gives me the feeling i had as a child, wanting to cry but can't, because I would either be beaten for it or there were no more tears left, so all that was left was numbness and being on edge constantly, hoping that it'll be ok the next day
The sparkling filter at the end feels like the denial and normalization of an abusive environment in order to cope, preserve and protect the self. This vid makes me feel many things, thank you for creating it.
I just wanna go back. These videos and pictures always bring a weird comfort. Memories that have faded into obscurity being brought back with images like this is crazy.
Nunca tuve ningún trauma en mi infancia que me afectase fuertemente, pero estas imagenes me agradan por la vibra que dan, siempre me han gustado las cosas de cierto aire aterrador, ademas que hay algunas que me recuerdan a ciertos lugares
Me ocurre exactamente lo mismo. Tal vez lo de que ciertas fotografías se te familiaricen o te recuerden a algún lugar se debe a que sean espacios liminales, o algo por el estilo. Me agradan ese tipo de imágenes, no se, me dan una vibra que no podría explicar. (como fotos de los 2000's) (Incluso podría decir que ya he estado en ese tipo de lugares, y lo digo porque mi habitación de cuando era más pequeña era como un espacio liminal, ya que actualmente no tiene casi nada de muebles, y pues las paredes ya están gastadas. Hace unos días fui a ese cuarto, y me dieron muchas vibras de que era un lugar liminal y familiar para mi) Perdón por el mucho texto;;-;; Edit: Hace unos minutos que no son cosa de nada fui a ese cuarto, y me dio mucho miedo ;;w;;
But not always. Unlike God, which is always there if you just accept his gift of eternal life through Jesus instead of rejecting his gift over and over and over until there’s no more doors to close.
1:12 This was me since I was 7, I was always told "You have everything ! Some kids want what you have right now." and I remember one specific time when I answered "Yeah, I have everything except for happiness, expect for a normal childhood, except for the will to live. I'd rather give everything I have to that kids, because what you and them find as "everything", I find it as something else that will pass with the time." I'm sorry for everyone else that relates to this, remember everything will pass with the time, so there's nothing to worry about. There's a solution for everything. edit : 4 every1 asking "lmfao u said that at 7 u said that at 7" yes i fricking did, i have a broad vocabulary in SPANISH. i dont speak english to irls since its not my mother language, what do you expect from some1 traumatized since they were 3 years old ? to not know shit ? how funny
i feel you man, mother keeps asking me why am i so unhappy and rebelious if i have and ever had "everything" and i never found a good reason why, it hurts, makes me feel like theres something wrong with me
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
The truth is, society makes the world weird and disturbing and everything that shouldn’t trigger trauma, trigger it. See, society can make anything seem like anything and be proven right or wrong. There is no real answer, for you have to seek it, and to seek the answer is to not let any of these cores or weird images get to you. It does make you feel weird, even when you do know that none of it is how it is when you look into the appearance, but what I can tell you, is that you don’t need to let such images and audios prove your experiences or your feelings, you just have to acknowledge that they’re real. And to achieve that, is to not waste such precious time on little things like these. I pray that you get better soon, bless you🫶🏼♥️
I noticed a theme. These are all places where usually a parent isn’t present or a place where you drop off, and forget about the kids. The foreshadowing was present from the start
The real ones have the aesthetics carved into our souls interior. They can fake all they want. Deep down they will always be happy and deep down we will always be sad. They can fake it but will never feel what we feel.
Didn’t know what this was until yesterday, first video I saw about trauma pre was this one. Which led to another. Which led to me reading the comments. As I finally put down the phone to go to sleep my mind starts thinking about the videos and the topic. I’m just thinking man, glad I don’t have any trauma. About 5 mins later I start remembering things and boy did I start crying. Had to go for walk, I couldn’t sleep. For Anyone who’s reading this. It gets better, sure days will come when everything hits you in the face. But that will pass. Hope everyone gets better.
As someone who witnessed sexual, physical and mentally violence that my dad did to my mom since i was a little kid, this video comforted something inner me... I don't know what is it, but it's just like the kid who suffers in my heart slowly heals itself, this video really played with my heart race. 1:10 there looks so comfortable and warm... i really wish i had a room like that and just lay on the floor, i feel like that would heal me.
I had a good childhood, I wasn't spoiled rotten but it still was a good one. I want to go back sometimes just to experience it once more, no stress, no responsibility, just me, my brother and my mom.
i'm a survivor of a lot of things - including domestic violence - and... jesus christ. this video. its so simple and yet i could barely get through it because the 'nostalgic' imagery was like a constant fucking assault on me mentally. i love it. i love it so much, because it encapsulates how it feels. so thanks for this experience.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
The quality and vibes of the pictures in the first half of the video remind me of early 2000s. Childhood memories. feels kinda nostalgic looking at them..
This was an interesting recommendation, as someone who well compared to others here had a very fortunate childhood this is an interesting experience to watch I hope everyone who has suffered can achieve peace hugs to you all.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
I was bullied a lot when I was younger. Someone on Reddit told me to unalive myself just for being slightly overweight and I’ve received death threats for being LGBTQ. I now have complex PTSD.
It reminds me of early childhood memories where you were supposed to have a fun birthday party but there was a fight. And your mom tucks you into bed saying everything is okay. But you know that it's not. And then you still hear your parents fighting and can't do anything.
My mom beat me alot when i was younger. It was a really bad childhood, i still remember a time back when being in early 2nd grade where she slapped my face so hard it gave me a runny nose & had really bad jaw pain. I dont remember much now other than feeling my hair get sticky from the dry blood when i laid on the bathroom floor afterwards. This comment section really comforts me knowing theres other folks who've gone through the same & are still here today sharing their experiences.
I can’t compare my childhood to what other kids must’ve suffered to be here, but I still feel the pain through the images. To me, it’s the best way to make someone understand how something felt even if they didn’t go through it. Simple yet terrifying.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Same here. I was lucky enough not to have experienced a bad childhood, but watching this video made me empathize with anyone who grew up in horrible homes that they couldn't escape from
Words cannot describe the unimaginable sorrow I feel for those that have experienced and endured such traumatic moments in their childhood. I just want to hold and hug every single one of you, and tell you that everything is going to be okay. That they can’t hurt you anymore.
As someone who was a victim of childhood trauma, I know what it was like growing up in the early 2000s, I didn't have my own pink room or a princess tv like the other girls. I was 5 at that time, so, I had to share a room with my brothers. I was like "d@mn, I wish I had a normal childhood like all of the other girls" I didn't even make any new friends at that time, That's when I heard this Britney Spears song "Lucky" and now that I look back, it has now started to reflect my childhood, "She's so lucky, she's a star. But, she cry-cry-cries more than her lonely heart can take." And for me it was like "I'm so lucky, I'm a sister but I cry-cry-cries more than my lonely heart can take" ❤ My early 2000s childhood was beautiful but lonely at the same time.
My father always neglected me,he didn't do anything for me. I didn't know what "father love" was and if I watched a movie about all I could think of was my trash piece of a dad. He'd always go drinking with his friends and come back literally YELLING at my mother. One time he even threw a chair at her. He'd often starve me when my mother's not home so now I eat stuff like every 4 hours. I hate my dad. Why can't I just have a normal family... It's like whenever he's not home,I feel...relieved. I feel free. I feel joy. But when he comes back,those feelings fade away. It's like those feelings are locked in a cage when he's home.
1:18, that image reminded me about one dream I had like a year ago, it was so weird, I was at a canoe with one person in that exact scenario, and even though the water was quite slow, we were moving really fast, I can't remember his face, I can only remember a faceless male person, but even if he didn't had a face, I threated to him like if I knew who was he, then I can't remember that well, but we arrived at a bridge and he just got out of the canoe and he standed still at the bridge "looking" at me like if he was trying to say bye, and I continued by my own until I arrived at a medieval village and I woke up
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
When you're a victim of domestic violence growing out of it...the happy bits of your childhood feel like a dream. The good places you went, good times you had...you feel like they've never happened because of how overshadowed they are.
The song is a nice mixture of happy, nostalgia, and calm but becomes more sad and twisted towards the end...it kind of made me cry. Some of the pictures are fun although.
The photos (the cute and innocent ones to the dark,drab ones) makes me want to vomit ,and it's so good the way you arranged all of it so that I, as well as other people can cope with trauma
Sometimes the places we go to as kids seem more vibrant than how we see them now. It isn’t because they lost their sense of beauty, it’s because we lost the ability to see the beauty in them.
I really don’t like people turning childhood trauma into an “aesthetic” but when it’s done respectfully and not using literal crime scene photos like the one with the chuck e cheese shxxting in another video, it can be emotional and spread awareness
this is a beautiful visual representation of my transition from kidcore (since childhood - 2020) to my absolute traumacore era (2021 - present 2024) it is indeed sad but the bitter truth and im still trying to recover from the pain of being an adult those who suffer the same agony as me i wish you to recover you're not alone because, we're in this together
It sucks not having a childhood. Most times I look back and can't remember the good things that's happened to me. If you've had a happy childhood, don't take it for granted. We should appreciate what we've had and have. 💓
Yeah nah this is reminding me so much on how i felt when i was younger when it came to quite spaces and places i wanted to go, such as a ball pit, but never gotten too. like wtf
Just to clarify: it isn’t meant to be used as an aesthetic. People who solely use this as a quirky aesthetic are rightfully bashed and ridiculed. This is actually vent art. I’ve made some for myself yet I haven’t posted any of it. I’m one of those kinds of people who makes fun of my own vent art cause I forgot what it was even about. Also the people who tend to make traumacore pieces are people who have went through extensive childhood trauma. I won’t deny the presence of some that think it’s silly and quirky beneath this video tho.
It really does suck that childhood should be this magical happy time yet to some of us it's this anxiety inducing nightmare where you were mistreated or felt unsafe in one way or another.
Glad to see some people sharing their feels on the comments. Luckily my childhood didn´t have extremely horrific events (like abuse or sexual stuff) but growing up mildly autistic and being in an environment where no one understood me sucked. I´m still a bit mentally unstable, unable to hold a relationship. Luckily I have a few friends, but for whatever reason, I don´t have the guts to move to my hometown. I feel like a second class citizen there, but at the same time, i´m also a second class citizen wherever I migrate
this made me cry I'm ngl. my life is a mess, during my childhood and after my childhood. I never got what other children had, an actually normal life. everyone treated me like I was some divine being, not a child. they thought I could do no wrong, and whenever I did, the punishment would be beyond severe. I, unfortunately, kept making alot of mistakes. this was also how I got gr00med a few times. I wanted to make friends, but due to the situation I was in, everyone treated me like a toy. my family abused me, I basically had no one that saw me as a human. what used to be my escape from reality was consumed by toxic perfectionism, it was art. I still wanted to make others happy, and I had an addiction to drawing art, so I kept going. until it got to the point where I'd start crying when I didn't draw smth right. that's how I knew I needed to stop. I think I vented out enough. I have friends that treat me like a human, just as I wished. but unfortunately, the damage has been done...
I remember being at a kids house up the street. Kinda resembled a few of the filthy houses in this pic. We played n64 and when he heard the door open, he dropped everything and started screaming for me to leave because "DAD IS HOME." I had to leave because his dad was home. I can only assume that meant he was extremely abusive in probably every sickening way. Never went back and saw that kid grow up and he looked dazed and confused at all times.
Last night I had that unexplainable feeling again. The tightness in my chest, thinking about how quickly life has been moving. How I avoid giving myself enough time to overthink. I broke down and started sobbing. My husband asked me what was wrong, and a part of me really didn’t know. The other part of me just didn’t know how to describe it with words. I _want_ to just _be happy._ To be content with life and not feel like I have to rush it in order to avoid falling apart. But a part of me knows I’m always going to have that pain in me, that hurt, that _trauma._ I burn through each day so quickly I don’t have time to acknowledge this pain, and eventually I forget. But once in a while, I have to stop running; my legs are too tired and I need to breathe. That’s when the mask breaks and the tears just fall out of you. When you go through life in a blur, constantly dissociating and pretending, sometimes it catches up to you because you can’t run forever. Sometimes you have to stop to breathe, even if you don’t want to, and _that’s_ when reality has the opportunity to kick you in the chest. Then everything falls apart around you. _That’s_ what this feels like.
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
The FIRST on hits hard because I had those exact star pillows 1:00 this one also hits hard because I always feel left out by my "friends" in school They are always hanging out with their partners and I'm scared one day they will just stop being friends with me
Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Jesus loves you
hey uh just a heads up that dreamcore and traumacore are similar but they're different dreamcore: an aesthetic traumacore: a type of mechanism to help cope with trauma please don't mix the two!! they have a common is that they represent childhood and nostalgia, so just be more aware next time
You should’ve watched the video all the way thru before commenting. It starts off as more nostalgia and dream core but as the music gets darker, the aesthetic gets darker too and starts leaning into more traumacore.
@@skittlegore when people put core after something, it’s supposed to look like an aesthetic and the pics don’t show any expression but pictures of kids bedroom
Many people ask what the name of the song is,
This song is my production, I made it using FL.
Yes, thank you!
Edit: wow 44 mins ago
This is some Toki Doki sh**, were you inspired by the creepy music? Cuz it sounds a lot like it. I have the Soundtrack as well.
yo just upload the song on your channel its actually pretty good
WARNING: Viewer discretion advised: for my dramatic comment 🤣 The sounds caught my attention, that's why I was curious to see more of the video and then it changed from the suffocating cuteness into terror and horror (the things which I try to escape) and now I'm fake crying about it because you posted the video a year ago and here you are online to collect the remnants of my soul...
Each picture makes me feel like something messed up happened in them even at the start, maybe its the little like the alcoholic beverages in the frog room. So good job!
This whole aesthetic can be described as "I want to go home but I'm already at home"
I don't want to go home...
@user-un2st2hh1n well if it's not an aesthetic, then what is it?
@user-un2st2hh1noh I didn't know that,so that's why I feel better seeing it
I used to say that to myself a lot as a kid. I even approached my mom and asked if I was adopted. I never felt at home
@@thecrayolaeffect7 damn I'm sorry for that tho
They say PTSD victims memorize the smallest details of the environment where the trauma took place. Wallpaper, lights, furniture, etc. Utterly terrifying.
It depends really, some of them have their memories blurry and they can’t remember the important aspects of the events
All this aesthetics feels like lost childhood, like violence and, basically, like pain that a child can’t do anything about.
this is how it feels from this
You explained it perfectly
As someone who never experienced any childhood trauma, this makes my heart ache for the ones who had fallen victim to these horrible experiences, I wish them all the best.
Thank you
Thank you so much I didn’t experience that much but when I was three everyone around me were mean and argued (only my parents)
I’m ten now but I still am in my childhood but ik too much and I wanna die
Same here
@@paulmcclure413 Don’t end your life kiddo, life is hard, but there’s so much that you may miss out on, you’ll get through it kid, you’ll get thru all the pain.
Thank you ❤❤
Damn. that last pic hit hard. I had a friend that grew up in a house like this. Every room looked like that. His parents were biker junkies when we were kids in the early 90s. Every room was always destroyed, stuff all over the walls. dead mice in cabinets and around the fridge. His dad would beat him really hard, even right in front of me, I got really scared when his dad was beating the hell out of him once and ran away, I was at the abandoned house next door, my friend knew I'd be there and he's the one that found me and comforted me instead.
Damn that must've been traumatic to watch happen, let alone what things your friend must be living with now.
The last pic hits hard for me too not due to a memory, but because it's likely a real picture where something horrible took place in that bedroom. Makes me nauseous to think about.
Damn.. Is he ok..?
I’m so sorry for your friend, that’s absolutely horrible. Is he at least doing better now?
Im sorry to hear that
I hope you both are ok now
Bro after that he comforted you he’s strong enough to with stand the dads belt🤫🧏🏽♂️
As someone with childhood trauma I definitely like the progression of the video from memories of how you fantasized your childhood to be or how it should have been versus the reality of what it actually was and or you realizing the reality. Its how I felt at 17 when I realized my childhood wasn't what I remembered in the slightest. Its comforting to know I'm not alone in that feeling.
I'm 17 and my dad abused me and my sister and mom
And my childhood with him wasn't great....
Edit;thank you for caring❤
@@AbbeyKitty1013Move far away from him
@@AbbeyKitty1013 I am so so sorry you also had to endure someone who was terrible for you. I hope you can find a safe place, far away from him 💕
I feel bad
I was poor there was war I saw bodies and blood
I love how this video starts off with nostalgic pictures that many of us can relate to, and then moves into more disturbing pictures around the middle.
I am still in my childhood
I don't understand this video I don't understand anything I don't understand why i am here I don't understand what traumacore means
@@Playing096 this video is meant to give people with trauma, nostalgia and comfort
@@blackqweenmars thank goodness I don't have trauma
@@Playing096 most people have at least experienced one traumatic event in their lifetime, but few people actually have a serious effects from it
@@Playing096me too I'm still in my childhood but i miss the older days
I'm so sad for anyone who relates to this and just want you to know how super strong and amazing you are for still holding on. Keep going, you deserve happiness.
Thank you very much
@@Misanthropic_Cockroachgod bless u
I relate to the bedrooms because they looked similar to mine when I was little
I know I do
thank you
My mother is alcoholic, and these pics remind me how I was a child waiting for my mom coming home from a party, drunk and mad, at 4 am, and I was so lonely watching cartoons and trying to call my grandma... sounds really bad, but I still cannot forget this feel. I still want to come back to home, hoping that sometimes it would be ok there, but I know that it wouldn't
Stay safe man
I hope you will never feel this left out and lonely ever again
bro thats literally my exact childhood. mom always gone at bar waiting for her to come home and she would be super drunk every time like every night. she was a single mom btw so me and my bro were like o.o
as someone with religious trauma due to religious mental and physical abuse as a kid this is genuinely what it felt like..because one hand my mom hugged me and kissed me and i went to parks play areas normal childhood crap but on the other my mom told me i would rot in hell for literally anything like watching fnaf and being sad i couldnt celebrate halloween she also locked me in dark rooms and beat me with a hanger i lost sleep over the fact i could die in my sleep and wake up in hell :(
Your mom’s insane and there’s no such thing as Hell.
I gave up religion because I recently came out as LGBTQ and religious people were being horrible to me.
That is truly terrifying, I hope you are well now
i’m so sorry, i hope you’re okay now.
I’m sorry you went through that
I can assure you that you won't be going to hell, as you haven't committed the ultimate sin. I cannot persuade you to turn to Christ, as that is a choice you must make on your own. But just know that the lord loves you always and I hope you're able to recover from all that happened to you.
Nostalgia to me is like a drug, you simply just can’t get enough of it. As someone who grew up in the early 2000s, I miss that era it was so simple and I just wanna go back and stay there forever. 😭😭
You wouldn't last 5 minutes without a smartphone, Google maps and present day UA-cam.
@@ZekeBurns-om3ytjust because you wouldnt doesnt mean the rest of us wouldnt either
@@ZekeBurns-om3yt That’s true, but I believe your childhood is much more valuable than modern day technology…
@@ZekeBurns-om3ytok boomer
And old folks at the time still said times were simpler when they were kids and so on. Shows in the 80s talking about a hustle and bustle world, they ain’t even that complex yet 😂
this starts out as nostalgiacore, then dabbles into dreamcore and the second half is traumacore
what do these words mean dude
exactly bro. what’s next, ligmacore?@@thylwenismen
I think you’re starting to dabble in ocd labelcore. You know.. not every song has to have a label with “core” attached to it
They're right, they are pretty well established genres of images and ambience
@@thylwenismen nostalgia is the feeling of missing something that happened in the past (like happy and sad at the same time for me, I don’t know how to describe it properly) like for example when I see a picture of my old room/house I get nostalgic
My childhood wasn’t bad, I didn’t have trauma, but I can feel the pain through just the images, I can’t imagine the real pain that people who do have trauma feel. my heart goes out to you all who have trauma and I wish you all a happy future. ❤
Me too
I think this music represents the feeling of being abandoned. It's this slow subtle melancholy buildup and yet it sounds so simple, wistful, and innocent like a child
0:46 hits different for me personally. I remember a place in my childhood that had this exact hallway.. why do I love it so much?
Reminds me of my empty pre-k walls, there was no color exept for while in the halls and they didn't really put out art in the halls so it looked exactly like that to me.
There was also and exit sign but if you were confused there was a hall with no doors but if you turn there will be a bathroom i think.
Hospital vibes-
nostalgia?
was you raised in a mental institution? 💀💀💀
you dont know how desperately I dearly want to go to those play places and complete a part of my childhood i never completed
@@LilXancheX u need to calm down
Sorry man
I went in a McDonalds Playplace once and my mom had to get me out because I have a mild fear of heights.
lul i didnt had this much of rainbow sheesh, still wasnt that bad, nor then i want to be mature, now i want'not to be child.
but life is still traumaric as it is ok for reality. you know, where we live? it is just absurd on all levels.
it is just realisation of chaotic roots of world what we had to face eventually.
just play as you can, in any option you have, dont let you brain die.
Hey bro, I'll just say this; If you're an adult, your taxes help you build and maintain local playgrounds, so use the hell out of them. Provided there aren't any little kids around, that is.
“Father can we get that one?”
“No dear”
“But I was good for the whole year daddy!”
“JUST SHUT UP YOU F#CKING MISTAKE!!!”
-I heard a man say this to a kid at the fish store.
I hope the kid is alright now?
Oh god…I hope that kid is okay!
What a terrible father for saying that to their kid.
No one should treat their children’s that way especially when they did nothing wrong.
the kid just wanted a fish jesus man
Omg, that sounds like verbal abuse to me...
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++@@communistpoland5962 no god will save you now, i don't care if i get the death sentence no one will have mercy on you you fucking piece of slime
I am so, so grateful to be growing up in a safe home. my heart goes out to anyone who suffers this, stay strong and you've got this. Proud of you for still being here
Same
My mother had a very traumatic childhood with a bipolar, alcoholic mother and abusive stepfather. When I’ve seen pictures of her childhood home, it looks a lot like the last picture, with things all over the floors, broken furniture, and stained walls. I’m thankful that my mom decided to break the cycle of abuse with me and my 2 sisters. Although my childhood, unfortunately, wasn’t trauma-free, and I deal with my own fair share of issues, I’m happy that she really tried her best to give us the best life possible and always tried her best to make us feel loved. My heart goes out to all the victims of childhood trauma. ❤
I had a pretty great childhood, but I still love this aesthetic. I miss my childhood so much. Honestly it’s just so stressful now. Of course, there were some bad moments that stuck with me, but nobody can have a perfect childhood. We all will at least get some trauma. Most people will recover pretty fast and go back to normal life, but others will end up developing disorders because of it. This whole video it’s just nostalgic to me even the ending with the abandon looking buildings in blood. Aesthetics like weird, core, dreamcore, nostalgic or etc comfort me, even though they scare some people. The blood, the eyes, the chaos all of that type of stuff doesn’t bother me. It just comforts me and makes me nostalgic both for things that did happen and things that didn’t happen.
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So.
You feel it too?.
Same
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
i miss the old days❤
i wasnt born in the 90s or early 2000s, but i feel a strong connection with all these pictures...
Same. Mostly because I grew up playing with a lot of toys and going to playplaces. I was a big toy rad.
EDITED
stop caring so much about a comment i wrote 2 years ago thanks 🙏🙏🙏 still depressed, now homeless. yap yap yap go do something productive with your lives
So,this is our home?
same
Я говорю тоже самое сидя в колледже на пятой паре
????
Wherever that is.
the way children's places are normal when children are playing there but become creepy when no one is there
The Winnie the Pooh cake always kind of makes me tear up and feel sad inside because when I was little, I used to love that bear to pieces. I eventually began to grow out of him, but my stuffed version of him is still with me. He's always been there ever since the first day of me being born. He's been here for almost 16 years, dirty, and not really full of much fluff. I still love him, though. ❤
I didn't suffer childhood trauma, nor do I have depression, but I love this style so much, I like sad and cute things at the same time, it gives a beautiful contrast
Me: *I say I like a random style called trauma core even though I'm sensitive to people with trauma*
Whole chat:🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
But you got no job
@@Mana_Sun ?
@@Mana_Sunfuck is you talm bout
I was abused a lot during My time as a small kid 😢 it's too relatable. Old creepy men deserve prison for life 😡
@@Basil111- I'm afraid it's your father... can you tell me what happened?
Idk why but everytime i watch this video and listen this song i cry
Are you okay? :(
same but i kind of can't cry and when i do i stop immediately a second after a tear sheds and i stop feeling the urge to cry. but i still want to cry when i watch this and i don't understand why either
.
i hope you're okay though.
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Are u ok?
@@whyamihere6522And the non-seculars are back to prey on the vulnerable.
Shintaro Tsuji, the founder of Sanrio, founded Sanrio with the goal of "creating a company that brings happiness to everyone," so it was probably right to have Sanrio characters in Trauma Core and other art therapy.
oh i was wondering why sanrio was there but some ppl make it creepy….
This is comforting yet it makes me sick to my stomach, I can’t believe little kids had to go through horrible things. rlly sorry to anyone who has had trauma and I hope u get a lot better both mentally and physically❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I felt nauseous after watching this too. It was the thought that children have to live in such horrible households that they are stuck in and can't escape.
Same. Kids should never have to live/be somewhere they don't feel comfortable or safe in yet it still happens, although I'm glad I haven't, I feel so bad for anybody who has experienced any kind of trauma. ❤❤❤❤
i had a terrible dad, he's verbally abusive.. very, he's divorced with our mom now and i dont see him anymore but he has gave me childhood trauma
As a child I always knew that if something bad were to happen it’d be coming through the front door.
0:06 hits so different to me. i knew from first sight, i knew that place in my dreams and irl. my preschool had an indoor swimming pool with balls and toys and stuff so that was a memory that made most of my pool related dreams.
Cool!
Your preschool must feel like heaven
It doesn’t look traumatizing tho, it kinda chilling.
I remember basically having the room at 1:21, nothing but a bare futon mattress on the floor. When CPS came to check the place out my mom somehow convinced them that it was my choice to have it like that and that’s the way I liked it lol… yeah there are reasons I don’t talk to her anymore
@Eddiotdotzip Very much better! Thank you for your concern ☺🤗
That is horrifying.
Dang as someone who saw blood splattered on a wall from a fight between my birth parents when i was a kid, that last pic rlly made me feel things instantly 😭
I like how the vid progresses to that point, and gives me the feeling i had as a child, wanting to cry but can't, because I would either be beaten for it or there were no more tears left, so all that was left was numbness and being on edge constantly, hoping that it'll be ok the next day
The sparkling filter at the end feels like the denial and normalization of an abusive environment in order to cope, preserve and protect the self. This vid makes me feel many things, thank you for creating it.
I just wanna go back.
These videos and pictures always bring a weird comfort. Memories that have faded into obscurity being brought back with images like this is crazy.
I haven’t been through any trauma but I can relate
Nunca tuve ningún trauma en mi infancia que me afectase fuertemente, pero estas imagenes me agradan por la vibra que dan, siempre me han gustado las cosas de cierto aire aterrador, ademas que hay algunas que me recuerdan a ciertos lugares
Me ocurre exactamente lo mismo.
Tal vez lo de que ciertas fotografías se te familiaricen o te recuerden a algún lugar se debe a que sean espacios liminales, o algo por el estilo.
Me agradan ese tipo de imágenes, no se, me dan una vibra que no podría explicar. (como fotos de los 2000's)
(Incluso podría decir que ya he estado en ese tipo de lugares, y lo digo porque mi habitación de cuando era más pequeña era como un espacio liminal, ya que actualmente no tiene casi nada de muebles, y pues las paredes ya están gastadas. Hace unos días fui a ese cuarto, y me dieron muchas vibras de que era un lugar liminal y familiar para mi)
Perdón por el mucho texto;;-;;
Edit: Hace unos minutos que no son cosa de nada fui a ese cuarto, y me dio mucho miedo ;;w;;
No sabes una mrd de traumacore 🚬...
@@maximohilarionantunezdelac8053¿?
Igual yooooo
x2
I grew up around a very angry household, yet I wanna go back to that house.
For those who experienced/are experiencing trauma in their life , do not give up hope , we are here for you
Thank you.
Even the words of a faceless, nameless stranger can mean the world to someone that suffers.
God bless you and thankyou
But not always. Unlike God, which is always there if you just accept his gift of eternal life through Jesus instead of rejecting his gift over and over and over until there’s no more doors to close.
Thanks
1:12 This was me since I was 7, I was always told "You have everything ! Some kids want what you have right now." and I remember one specific time when I answered "Yeah, I have everything except for happiness, expect for a normal childhood, except for the will to live. I'd rather give everything I have to that kids, because what you and them find as "everything", I find it as something else that will pass with the time."
I'm sorry for everyone else that relates to this, remember everything will pass with the time, so there's nothing to worry about. There's a solution for everything.
edit : 4 every1 asking "lmfao u said that at 7 u said that at 7" yes i fricking did, i have a broad vocabulary in SPANISH. i dont speak english to irls since its not my mother language, what do you expect from some1 traumatized since they were 3 years old ? to not know shit ? how funny
@@Leverschazel Thank you :)
i feel you man, mother keeps asking me why am i so unhappy and rebelious if i have and ever had "everything" and i never found a good reason why, it hurts, makes me feel like theres something wrong with me
@@tawagotoCage There's absolutely nothing wrong with you, don't worry. And hope your situation gets better tho
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
I try to remind myself this, but it’s still hard to keep going sometimes. I don’t give up though for the sake of my sister
Hope you’re healing💚
The truth is, society makes the world weird and disturbing and everything that shouldn’t trigger trauma, trigger it. See, society can make anything seem like anything and be proven right or wrong. There is no real answer, for you have to seek it, and to seek the answer is to not let any of these cores or weird images get to you. It does make you feel weird, even when you do know that none of it is how it is when you look into the appearance, but what I can tell you, is that you don’t need to let such images and audios prove your experiences or your feelings, you just have to acknowledge that they’re real. And to achieve that, is to not waste such precious time on little things like these. I pray that you get better soon, bless you🫶🏼♥️
I noticed a theme. These are all places where usually a parent isn’t present or a place where you drop off, and forget about the kids. The foreshadowing was present from the start
yeah..what could that mean?
Remember that traumacore is not an aesthetic. it is vent art to help cope with trauma.
>South Park fan one of the most bigoted shows ever
does the "core" suffix not imply that its an aesthetic
The real ones have the aesthetics carved into our souls interior. They can fake all they want. Deep down they will always be happy and deep down we will always be sad. They can fake it but will never feel what we feel.
@@seronymus cry harder
@@seronymus What does south park has to do with this
1:42 wow so coquette!!
Ikr 🥰🎀
I find myself increasingly drawn to and fascinated by this aesthetic.
Didn’t know what this was until yesterday, first video I saw about trauma pre was this one. Which led to another. Which led to me reading the comments. As I finally put down the phone to go to sleep my mind starts thinking about the videos and the topic. I’m just thinking man, glad I don’t have any trauma. About 5 mins later I start remembering things and boy did I start crying. Had to go for walk, I couldn’t sleep.
For Anyone who’s reading this. It gets better, sure days will come when everything hits you in the face. But that will pass. Hope everyone gets better.
A lot of people hate traumacore but I like it because the feeling it overall gives off and the images are unique and nostalgic
Listened to this 2 years ago. Listening to it now brings back memories of sitting at the beach, watching the sky become a dark orange color.
As someone who witnessed sexual, physical and mentally violence that my dad did to my mom since i was a little kid, this video comforted something inner me... I don't know what is it, but it's just like the kid who suffers in my heart slowly heals itself, this video really played with my heart race.
1:10 there looks so comfortable and warm... i really wish i had a room like that and just lay on the floor, i feel like that would heal me.
I had a good childhood, I wasn't spoiled rotten but it still was a good one. I want to go back sometimes just to experience it once more, no stress, no responsibility, just me, my brother and my mom.
Esto por alguna razón me da tristeza pero calma al mismo tiempo, me encanta
Same ❤
Igualmente.
(Creo que se debe a que son "espacios liminales")
I once found a photo of a girl with slanted eyes on the Internet that moved me so much that I cried for two hours.
Slanted eyes? Like 🤓 teeth with 😫 eyes kind of slanted eyes?
Asian?
Was there anything else happening in the picture?
Something about this is so peaceful
i'm a survivor of a lot of things - including domestic violence - and...
jesus christ. this video. its so simple and yet i could barely get through it because the 'nostalgic' imagery was like a constant fucking assault on me mentally.
i love it. i love it so much, because it encapsulates how it feels. so thanks for this experience.
Why the fack are you transgender????? ☠☠☠☠☠☠
@dex_desusesu ?
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
💀
👀
The quality and vibes of the pictures in the first half of the video remind me of early 2000s. Childhood memories. feels kinda nostalgic looking at them..
This was an interesting recommendation, as someone who well compared to others here had a very fortunate childhood this is an interesting experience to watch
I hope everyone who has suffered can achieve peace hugs to you all.
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
@@whyamihere6522 I-hope you find a hobby
I was bullied a lot when I was younger. Someone on Reddit told me to unalive myself just for being slightly overweight and I’ve received death threats for being LGBTQ.
I now have complex PTSD.
@@whyamihere6522 Grow up.
@@155chipmunkzwhy did you get triggered by his comment? What is wrong with it?
It reminds me of early childhood memories where you were supposed to have a fun birthday party but there was a fight. And your mom tucks you into bed saying everything is okay. But you know that it's not. And then you still hear your parents fighting and can't do anything.
Coming back again to say I downloaded the song and I cry to it regularly 😭 thank you for making it.
Same
I feel this video. That's the best way i can explain it.
Holy shit. This is what i believed all American households looked like as an European kid.
Same
Taiwan here look exact the same
Same!!
0:14 it showed my birthday..
Happy Birthday 🎂
@@silversanity1522 lol thanks even tho its September
17/08/2007
I like how it starts off happy but then slowly trickles into traumacore
I'm learning about it and will try my best to be respectful
I swear I could smell these places
My mom beat me alot when i was younger. It was a really bad childhood, i still remember a time back when being in early 2nd grade where she slapped my face so hard it gave me a runny nose & had really bad jaw pain.
I dont remember much now other than feeling my hair get sticky from the dry blood when i laid on the bathroom floor afterwards.
This comment section really comforts me knowing theres other folks who've gone through the same & are still here today sharing their experiences.
I can’t compare my childhood to what other kids must’ve suffered to be here, but I still feel the pain through the images.
To me, it’s the best way to make someone understand how something felt even if they didn’t go through it. Simple yet terrifying.
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
@@whyamihere6522amen
Same here. I was lucky enough not to have experienced a bad childhood, but watching this video made me empathize with anyone who grew up in horrible homes that they couldn't escape from
@@johnfarlio1830 fr
It's not fair to have our childhood stolen by the very people who are supposed to care for us
Words cannot describe the unimaginable sorrow I feel for those that have experienced and endured such traumatic moments in their childhood.
I just want to hold and hug every single one of you, and tell you that everything is going to be okay. That they can’t hurt you anymore.
I literally shed a tear at this, Ty so damn much
Tysm
my dad was a chronic gambler and seeing him come home at like 2 am wasting our money was very hard on me growing up
Perfect build-up for a Jump Scare - thank you for sparing us.
As someone who was a victim of childhood trauma, I know what it was like growing up in the early 2000s, I didn't have my own pink room or a princess tv like the other girls. I was 5 at that time, so, I had to share a room with my brothers. I was like "d@mn, I wish I had a normal childhood like all of the other girls" I didn't even make any new friends at that time, That's when I heard this Britney Spears song "Lucky" and now that I look back, it has now started to reflect my childhood, "She's so lucky, she's a star. But, she cry-cry-cries more than her lonely heart can take." And for me it was like "I'm so lucky, I'm a sister but I cry-cry-cries more than my lonely heart can take" ❤ My early 2000s childhood was beautiful but lonely at the same time.
My father always neglected me,he didn't do anything for me. I didn't know what "father love" was and if I watched a movie about all I could think of was my trash piece of a dad. He'd always go drinking with his friends and come back literally YELLING at my mother. One time he even threw a chair at her. He'd often starve me when my mother's not home so now I eat stuff like every 4 hours. I hate my dad. Why can't I just have a normal family...
It's like whenever he's not home,I feel...relieved. I feel free. I feel joy. But when he comes back,those feelings fade away. It's like those feelings are locked in a cage when he's home.
1:18, that image reminded me about one dream I had like a year ago, it was so weird, I was at a canoe with one person in that exact scenario, and even though the water was quite slow, we were moving really fast, I can't remember his face, I can only remember a faceless male person, but even if he didn't had a face, I threated to him like if I knew who was he, then I can't remember that well, but we arrived at a bridge and he just got out of the canoe and he standed still at the bridge "looking" at me like if he was trying to say bye, and I continued by my own until I arrived at a medieval village and I woke up
Dad?
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
@@whyamihere6522 Stop spamming.
I feel like whoever made that picture is schizophrenic.
"It go down!"
"It don't go down."
"Yes it DO go down!"
"No it... Oh shit it go down!"
My parents still fight. I still live with them. And I'm still alive.
When you're a victim of domestic violence growing out of it...the happy bits of your childhood feel like a dream. The good places you went, good times you had...you feel like they've never happened because of how overshadowed they are.
0:27 now this is actually scaring the hell outta me, the house on the left is my house, i aint joking or lying.
they doxxed you
doxxed
nice gouse bro its giving traumacore
Bro got doxxed lmao
I’m actually crying rn I’m not joking
The song is a nice mixture of happy, nostalgia, and calm but becomes more sad and twisted towards the end...it kind of made me cry. Some of the pictures are fun although.
The photos (the cute and innocent ones to the dark,drab ones) makes me want to vomit ,and it's so good the way you arranged all of it so that I, as well as other people can cope with trauma
Sometimes the places we go to as kids seem more vibrant than how we see them now. It isn’t because they lost their sense of beauty, it’s because we lost the ability to see the beauty in them.
1:31 oh dear.. i feel bad for the person in this one what happened in there..
I really don’t like people turning childhood trauma into an “aesthetic” but when it’s done respectfully and not using literal crime scene photos like the one with the chuck e cheese shxxting in another video, it can be emotional and spread awareness
this is a beautiful visual representation of my transition from kidcore (since childhood - 2020) to my absolute traumacore era (2021 - present 2024)
it is indeed sad but the bitter truth and im still trying to recover from the pain of being an adult
those who suffer the same agony as me i wish you to recover you're not alone
because, we're in this together
I never really had a childhood
I hope you're okay :(
Me too
We feel like we never get to have childhoods, and then when we grow up, we never get to feel like adults either.
@@ionastewart8814 yes😭
It sucks not having a childhood. Most times I look back and can't remember the good things that's happened to me. If you've had a happy childhood, don't take it for granted. We should appreciate what we've had and have. 💓
Yeah nah this is reminding me so much on how i felt when i was younger when it came to quite spaces and places i wanted to go, such as a ball pit, but never gotten too. like wtf
What tumblr side of youtube did I fall into where childhood trauma is an aesthtic...
art should disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed
Let bitches cope lol
Just to clarify: it isn’t meant to be used as an aesthetic. People who solely use this as a quirky aesthetic are rightfully bashed and ridiculed.
This is actually vent art. I’ve made some for myself yet I haven’t posted any of it. I’m one of those kinds of people who makes fun of my own vent art cause I forgot what it was even about.
Also the people who tend to make traumacore pieces are people who have went through extensive childhood trauma. I won’t deny the presence of some that think it’s silly and quirky beneath this video tho.
It’s vent art doofus 🦶
This sounds like a magical scene in a ghibli movie.
Where something unexplainable happens and the protagonists just enjoy the moment while it lasts.
It really does suck that childhood should be this magical happy time yet to some of us it's this anxiety inducing nightmare where you were mistreated or felt unsafe in one way or another.
Glad to see some people sharing their feels on the comments.
Luckily my childhood didn´t have extremely horrific events (like abuse or sexual stuff) but growing up mildly autistic and being in an environment where no one understood me sucked. I´m still a bit mentally unstable, unable to hold a relationship. Luckily I have a few friends, but for whatever reason, I don´t have the guts to move to my hometown. I feel like a second class citizen there, but at the same time, i´m also a second class citizen wherever I migrate
this made me cry I'm ngl.
my life is a mess, during my childhood and after my childhood.
I never got what other children had, an actually normal life.
everyone treated me like I was some divine being, not a child.
they thought I could do no wrong, and whenever I did, the punishment would be beyond severe.
I, unfortunately, kept making alot of mistakes.
this was also how I got gr00med a few times.
I wanted to make friends, but due to the situation I was in, everyone treated me like a toy.
my family abused me, I basically had no one that saw me as a human.
what used to be my escape from reality was consumed by toxic perfectionism, it was art.
I still wanted to make others happy, and I had an addiction to drawing art, so I kept going.
until it got to the point where I'd start crying when I didn't draw smth right.
that's how I knew I needed to stop.
I think I vented out enough.
I have friends that treat me like a human, just as I wished.
but unfortunately, the damage has been done...
I’m glad you have friends that care about your wellbeing, just like mine!
This gives me feels that I literally can't explain
Literally same
Same people should invent a word for that feeling
ill at ease, might be a good word. Discomfort or dread but comfy in some way.
And it is a real word for discomfort.
I remember being at a kids house up the street. Kinda resembled a few of the filthy houses in this pic. We played n64 and when he heard the door open, he dropped everything and started screaming for me to leave because "DAD IS HOME." I had to leave because his dad was home. I can only assume that meant he was extremely abusive in probably every sickening way. Never went back and saw that kid grow up and he looked dazed and confused at all times.
As a kid I remember saying I want to go home but I was already in my house.
Please stop dad…
Last night I had that unexplainable feeling again. The tightness in my chest, thinking about how quickly life has been moving. How I avoid giving myself enough time to overthink. I broke down and started sobbing. My husband asked me what was wrong, and a part of me really didn’t know. The other part of me just didn’t know how to describe it with words.
I _want_ to just _be happy._ To be content with life and not feel like I have to rush it in order to avoid falling apart. But a part of me knows I’m always going to have that pain in me, that hurt, that _trauma._ I burn through each day so quickly I don’t have time to acknowledge this pain, and eventually I forget. But once in a while, I have to stop running; my legs are too tired and I need to breathe. That’s when the mask breaks and the tears just fall out of you. When you go through life in a blur, constantly dissociating and pretending, sometimes it catches up to you because you can’t run forever. Sometimes you have to stop to breathe, even if you don’t want to, and _that’s_ when reality has the opportunity to kick you in the chest.
Then everything falls apart around you.
_That’s_ what this feels like.
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
The FIRST on hits hard because I had those exact star pillows
1:00 this one also hits hard because I always feel left out by my "friends" in school
They are always hanging out with their partners and I'm scared one day they will just stop being friends with me
I am feeling EXTREMELY uncomfortable right now.
Matthew 11:28
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Jesus loves you
1:00 and 1:02 hits hard as an overthinker and people pleaser. I know that there's people like me now. That's really comforting. Thanks.
All children deserve parents
But not all parents deserve children
(Hope i said it right)
hey uh just a heads up that dreamcore and traumacore are similar but they're different
dreamcore: an aesthetic
traumacore: a type of mechanism to help cope with trauma
please don't mix the two!! they have a common is that they represent childhood and nostalgia, so just be more aware next time
I know the difference, it was on purpose
@@YoshiakiJeff is cool bud i liked the video
You should’ve watched the video all the way thru before commenting. It starts off as more nostalgia and dream core but as the music gets darker, the aesthetic gets darker too and starts leaning into more traumacore.
What’s the difference? I don’t get it. They’re the same right?
They both use liminal spaces
“Traumacore” shouldn’t be a thing, people experience horrible trauma and we are here making it an aesthetic.
The internet doesn't care
@@eleventhswag okay?
Agreed.
its not a aesthetic, its just in the name, people use it to express how they feel
@@skittlegore when people put core after something, it’s supposed to look like an aesthetic and the pics don’t show any expression but pictures of kids bedroom