It’s sad to think that there are other people like you that cry yourself to sleep, cry til you can’t breathe-til you can’t see, and you think that it’s ok that you’re going through it because you deserve it but then there are the other people.....
Sometimes I'm sitting in my room, crying myself to sleep and literally just wishing that something terrible would just happen to put me out of my misery but then at day, I'm happy and smile and crack jokes and have 'no clue why I had these thoughts the night before. And this all only happens in a loop... it won't stop and every night it's the same
Taylorsssniperqueen I feel the same and it’s like I’m not even good enough to me and to anyone , when i look myself in the mirror I’m wondering why am I so ugly and fat and not good enough ... ( sorry for my English I’m French )
Look at yourself, love yourself, hug yourself and vent it out. Vent it out until you're empty from inside. Once empty, open the doors again but for happiness. Happiness is due to you.
If you are watching this..it has to be because you are depressed, upset, mad or broken. Or you’re going through something you think you can’t handle. Just know everything takes time,patiences, Faith, and hope. If you feel like you have nobody just write everything down and crumble it up and throw it out.
You know what I hate the most ...that people who loves their life and don’t want to die most of the people die ...and people who hates their life’s and just wants to die ....they don’t ....it’s like I don’t want to life but I’m to scared to die
I know right like come on god give me a deathly disease instead of some little girl who has her whole life to live like I don’t want to be here but yet I’m still here but that little girl she wants to live and she doesn’t get to you know what I mean 😐
For someoane up there, you are a priority! You are not alone in this world! You will find someoane that will love you and make you his first priority. God made you for a reason!
for everyone reading this; don’t give up. you are worth it. you are valid. it may be hard at this moment but it gets better. we don’t know how, we don’t know when but it does. stay strong❤️
When you’re the girl that always checks on your friends and they all tell you their problems and how they cut themselves but no one every asks you if you’re okay and they think that you’re “the happy one” but they don’t know what you actually feel like and they don’t know that you cry yourself to speed every night and that you cut yourself and hate everything about yourself.
this makes me feel proud of you, but also makes me feel broken too, for these people from my favourite films and series. i love you for making me feel feelings like this
I'm sorry for caring so much I'm sorry I'm miserable all the time I'm sorry that out of everyone your talking to me Were meant to be were meant to be But the only part you'll recognise and see is the outside of she Which is not the good part so flee cause your in love with her Not me and that's the painful part cause I love he
I’m watching these sorts of videos to be depressed. I don’t want to be happy. No one understands this. Why the hell would anyone want to be depressed? Even when I’m happy I still want to die. I’m scared of the future, I’m scared of not being enough. I’m scared off annoying people. I’m scared of.... everything. I don’t want to be happy, but I don’t want to be sad either. I just don’t wannabe here at all.
Depression is a spirit A spirit of darkness That only take over when 1 is in dark I have decided that I will always Make it through the dark to the day Even In pains not dead.
to the reader of this comment. Look darling, keep ur head high and shoulders back, youll make it far in life ik you will. And ik ur hurting, i know your broken, and i know ur struggling, but every scar and every wound from every battle you have fought in has given you strength and bravery, expeirince and wisdom. Just hold on , if not for you, then for me love Xx
I’m going through depression during this pandemic. I’ve noticed my ‘real’ friends aren’t real anymore. This time showed me a lot how people care about you. It’s horrifically sad... but thanks to this I know who I can count on. Remember this people, we are loved. However, sometimes not by the people we want to. (Sorry for my English) take care during these times. You’re loved, I promise.
I'm litterally just crying so sillent as possible.. The person I knew was my soulmate, I knew it.. I hurted her so much.. we live 8 hours apart.. and the last thing she said to me was goodbye, and I'm so scared, and I hate myself and nobody tells me what's going on.. And my family knows nothing about her, so I can't show how hurt I am
I don't know what to do anymore. People ask "what can we do to help?" And I know they really do want to help. But the truth is, I don't know. I don't know what anyone else can do to help me. I struggle to hard in my own mind. I can't figure out what it is that makes me hate myself so much. Or what makes me want to die. Or what makes me cry myself to sleep at night. I just....... I am empty. All I want to do is sleep.
Those times are back.. and i can't control.. I've been numb for so long.. and now it's like all the emotions and pain and hurt are rushing inside me all at once and tearing me apart...and i can't help but just lay down weak cry my heart out. It physically hurts bcz of how hard I cried.
Dont worry people. All of your depression and anxiety will just all go away sooner or later. Just give it time, trust me. If one persons been through it you can make it out too
Broken is a lot different from depression. We cover up our pain a lot in our hearts. We try to smile and say everything is alright. But, we are not alright. We lose ourselves with our minds and hearts. We try to fix it. I remember when I asked for help. One person just push me away and wouldn't listen to me. My voice was ignore then, I was ignored as a whole. I feel alone, I feel lost,&I worry that im going to be hurt again. I'm broken.
I don't feel alive .. I just exist.. Day after day passing without any emotions.. Just the feeling of emptyness.. I will never become who I wanna be and it's nothing I can do to change that..
Don't think that! You have a whole life in front of you and it's gonna be okay! It's just a night that will end, you will see that after rain the rainbow will show. It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
3 months later and nothing has change.. You say things, thinking that you help someone, but those are just some "nice" words.. You don't know anything, about me, about others.. Nothing will ever change, because it's not about what happen around me (good or bad things), it's about how I react to those things.. And life can get pretty meaningless when your reaction is none
Trust me or not, i don not say these words just to be nice, i say these words because i understand you because i feel the same, but now i have become stronger and when i say stronger i don't mean that i don't feel like this anymore. Now, i can hide this feelings. I talk with people who are getting through same situations because i know pain and how bad it is and i don't want anyoane to feel like this. I know how hard is to be alone. They are not just simply words.
I feel like screaming cuz I am broken this video speaks of how I feel everyday I’m a disappointment to everyone cuz I never push my self to be happy no one is never there for me no matter who I reach out to
It's sad to say that I cant even cry anymore. I've cried too much and I think I cried out all my tears. I have depression and my doctors know it but my parents dont. I dont let anyone really see it because I dont want to interrupt their lives. I cant make myself a big deal when everyone around me already have their own things to deal with
YOU NEED TO READ THIS🙏⚠️ At least somebody need to hear me even for once........please 🙏 stop body shaming people, stop it where are you people going if a woman is skinny she loves her body and she's not asking you to tell her to eat, if a woman is fat she loves her body and she don't need to tell her to stop eating , and the same for boys, we are all the same and trust me youuuu! yes you!! if you have the best body the best family the best life....please (if you'r not able to share it ) at least enjoy it and take care of your own business, and leave the others alone........PLEASE 🙏
Watching these videos and reading people's comments has made me realize so many people are hurt and need encouragement.if there people you feel don't need you well if it counts I need you even if I will never see you or know u well enough I do,somehow spirits get to communicate,know that I love you whoever reads this
I got a warning before I watched this so I know it will be sad after watching the vidio I’ll tell you if I cried Nothing I have watched before was in it so I didn’t cry sorry for having no heart
Lol I hate you no problem, I didn't cry either. I never watched it before but I have to say that the tears were threatening while watching the scene with the coming out
You know what... I used to take cold showers and just sit down and cry for hours. I just sat there and thought and thought until my mind was overwhelmed with negativity. I got yelled at for being in there for so long but I didn't care. And I still do it. Because it feels like the shower is the only safe place on this planet for me.
Hey y'all everybody reading this you're special in your own way okay? You're not ugly, annoying nor everything negative you think you are okay? I'll be here for you, you can tell me everything, you can vent if you want too just please don't feel that way okay? I care about you, and I always will no matter what.❤❤
I was so excited to go back to school because I’ve been in queen time for like half a year but now they’re completely moving school online and now my depression has started coming back and idk what to do because I just want to see people again
I can't even cry at these videos anymore. My brain is so damaged. I used to cry so hard and feel so much pain. And now..... I just can't feel anything.
Thank you so much for letting me supply the background Guitar Music! Your editing is amazing, really well done with this 🙌Thanks again
Kennedy Gray - Music song name
Sooooo.... You're telling people to kill themselves?
@@Justanotherblackman ????
Cant they leave that chat or me leave
@@Justanotherblackman what?
The most dangerous death is when you're *dead Inside*
Marcel MX10 like you just disassociate with everything around you.
True
M DEAD inside Life no longer mean anything for me
So true💔
Actually yup
Im br🆗️en
saralol holy shi🥺
@@hourlymotivation1070 🥺😩
Yes lol
saralol deep
Cham Cham it's says "I'm broken" but with the ok inside
I watch these to feel something at all
Jack ripper I don’t how to feel again. I wanna feel something. I just don’t wanna feel NOTHING . it hurts to feel nothing .
@@ok-eu5pw it also hurts to feel everything
Yeah i feel nothing.but when i watch this i feel something
Ik the feeling I used to wish I didn’t anything so the pain could leave but now I feel nothing but tears on my face and someone squeezing my heart
@@brooklynwilliams2183 hope u find that one thing that makes u smile and makes u feel like there is nothing wrong in the world :)
If I'm no hurting my self Im hurting every one around me and there is nothing I can do about it. Hit me so deep
joani Swanepoel That’s from Dexter!! Such an amazing and deep show!
Same 😭
Just my head goes on and it’s driving me insane
I read this in the same moment as she said it.. even more sad..
I Know!😦😧
"It's like you're screaming, but no one can hear." Sums up anxiety/trauma pretty good I think.
It’s sad to think that there are other people like you that cry yourself to sleep, cry til you can’t breathe-til you can’t see, and you think that it’s ok that you’re going through it because you deserve it but then there are the other people.....
Sage Wild nope
never related more smh😓
That would just make me cry more. Tho other people at the same time share the same pain. It feels like not being alone even tho you do feel so.
I feel like you...
Sometimes I'm sitting in my room, crying myself to sleep and literally just wishing that something terrible would just happen to put me out of my misery but then at day, I'm happy and smile and crack jokes and have 'no clue why I had these thoughts the night before. And this all only happens in a loop... it won't stop and every night it's the same
Depression and anxiety: entering the chat
Wierd Stuffs wat up
Wierd Stuffs they are the worst together
It has been 4 years.
It never left.
*Suicide has entered the chat*
No matter what I do I look in the mirror and I can’t agree with who I am and it makes me cry...
Taylorsssniperqueen I feel the same and it’s like I’m not even good enough to me and to anyone , when i look myself in the mirror I’m wondering why am I so ugly and fat and not good enough ... ( sorry for my English I’m French )
Taylorsssniperqueen me too luv 🥺
@@naha7284 exactly how i feel
i wanna let my emotions out, but they just keep on stacking.
Look at yourself, love yourself, hug yourself and vent it out. Vent it out until you're empty from inside. Once empty, open the doors again but for happiness. Happiness is due to you.
I try everyday but those emotions I have inside me just won’t come out no matter how hard I try💔😞😖😣
I am the silent quit girl that no body knows is depressed and suicidal and hates themself
But you know what I and fine I at least that’s what everyone thinks
I’m here for you if you want to talk but I won’t force you to .I don’t want to give you to do anything that you don’t want to do
Rose 2468 thank you that would be nice
Yea
@Miley Salcedo Barrera do you need someone to talk to
Really feel that "if I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone around me"😔💔
I'm pretty sure I'm doing both
🙌🏽
@@Claire-yt1kg yeag
If you are watching this..it has to be because you are depressed, upset, mad or broken. Or you’re going through something you think you can’t handle. Just know everything takes time,patiences, Faith, and hope. If you feel like you have nobody just write everything down and crumble it up and throw it out.
You know what I hate the most ...that people who loves their life and don’t want to die most of the people die ...and people who hates their life’s and just wants to die ....they don’t ....it’s like I don’t want to life but I’m to scared to die
Same
I know right like come on god give me a deathly disease instead of some little girl who has her whole life to live like I don’t want to be here but yet I’m still here but that little girl she wants to live and she doesn’t get to you know what I mean 😐
I feel the same way like i would give my life to someone who wants to live
I've reached a point where I just stare at these
Same… I read the comments so maybe just maybe I feel something.
"If I'm not hurting myself then I'm hurting others" -😭💔
It's sad to know that I'm nobody's first priority. Everyone has someone they would pick over me
For someoane up there, you are a priority! You are not alone in this world! You will find someoane that will love you and make you his first priority. God made you for a reason!
U made me cry...I would choose u as my first priority..but I'm far away here in Ghana ...Africa
I’d pick you I have quite literally 0 friends plus you kinda cute ;)
Good luck
The speech made by Simon's mom was one of the best ever
for everyone reading this; don’t give up. you are worth it. you are valid. it may be hard at this moment but it gets better. we don’t know how, we don’t know when but it does. stay strong❤️
just what if it doesn't
When you’re the girl that always checks on your friends and they all tell you their problems and how they cut themselves but no one every asks you if you’re okay and they think that you’re “the happy one” but they don’t know what you actually feel like and they don’t know that you cry yourself to speed every night and that you cut yourself and hate everything about yourself.
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, know that i am here.
All I ever do is be In my room listening a music drawing and that's it
that makes being alone so much easier
this makes me feel proud of you, but also makes me feel broken too, for these people from my favourite films and series. i love you for making me feel feelings like this
Thanks too
if you’re feeling upset or lost in this world. you’re not alone. you are loved.
I'm sorry for caring so much
I'm sorry I'm miserable all the time
I'm sorry that out of everyone your talking to me
Were meant to be were meant to be
But the only part you'll recognise and see is the outside of she
Which is not the good part so flee cause your in love with her
Not me and that's the painful part cause
I love he
..im so Done with everything in life. 😞
only one Mr X Only one Mr y u got this! 🙂❤️ I love you
How are you?
😢
Same
"I am jealous of dead"
"Once you die the suffer ends"
unless you go to hell
@@ladypotato You can't go to an imaginary place.
You know you've gotten bad when you barely feel anything watching these videos and when you don't cry anymore because you have no tears left to cry
The pain doesn’t go away, you just make room for it
Do you know what scary is...When no one can understand the pain your in and its like a funny thing to them and no one takes it seriously...💔😭
"baby you look so happy." "I am thank you." In my head: im hurting mom help me!! I need help please!!
I know how u feel I'm still suffering but I survived after having suicidal thoughts
But your going to make it be strong please 🙏 pray and know that !GOD! our father will never leave Us when we need him the most
“Everything’s falling apart” hit me ;-;
I watch these to help me relive my pain but I’m so fucking numb that I can’t cry anymore
I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone around me 😭😭
No one is broken they just don’t have all the pieces yet
I'm a simple person I saw Clay, I clicked 😂💓💓
Robbie Jones me too
@@caithaney5554 ha. Thank god. I'm not the only one
I love him
same bro lol I'm a huge 13rw fan
this actually made my day😂ty
“if im not hurting myself, im hurting everyone around me” 💔
I’m watching these sorts of videos to be depressed. I don’t want to be happy. No one understands this.
Why the hell would anyone want to be depressed? Even when I’m happy I still want to die. I’m scared of the future, I’m scared of not being enough. I’m scared off annoying people. I’m scared of.... everything.
I don’t want to be happy, but I don’t want to be sad either. I just don’t wannabe here at all.
You just ........defined me
@@sainttwisf7402 your depression does NOT define you. Keep going. I’m proud of you ❤️
hey, how are u honey?❤
@@annalisamiceli2997 numb. What about you? Xx
dont worry me to
I see 13 reasons why I click
:00 I won’t cry
:48 that was quick (my favorite scene ever)
Depression is a spirit
A spirit of darkness
That only take over when 1 is in dark
I have decided that I will always
Make it through the dark to the day
Even In pains not dead.
I love how she said that she just wants to be with her family but my family is not even there for me. One one is.
0:50 Ahh I remember watching this scene in 'Dexter', always gets me💔
silence is so loud i cant even hear my purpose in life
But I can't see mine.all I think is how to ent it
I can’t do this anymore...
Yes you can💜
I hope you are doing better
to the reader of this comment. Look darling, keep ur head high and shoulders back, youll make it far in life ik you will. And ik ur hurting, i know your broken, and i know ur struggling, but every scar and every wound from every battle you have fought in has given you strength and bravery, expeirince and wisdom. Just hold on , if not for you, then for me love Xx
“If I’m not hurting my self then I’m hurting everyone around me.” That hit me
I’m going through depression during this pandemic. I’ve noticed my ‘real’ friends aren’t real anymore. This time showed me a lot how people care about you. It’s horrifically sad... but thanks to this I know who I can count on. Remember this people, we are loved. However, sometimes not by the people we want to. (Sorry for my English) take care during these times. You’re loved, I promise.
I'm litterally just crying so sillent as possible..
The person I knew was my soulmate, I knew it.. I hurted her so much.. we live 8 hours apart.. and the last thing she said to me was goodbye, and I'm so scared, and I hate myself and nobody tells me what's going on..
And my family knows nothing about her, so I can't show how hurt I am
Soo incredibly touching!!Ade me cry a bit. 💕💕
Amazing video 😍 This is so emotional and heartbreaking 💔 Great job!!
i’ve cried so much that i can’t even cry anymore. nothing will come out
You are beautiful and strong. You make the world a better place. Don't give up. I keep singing for you.
I don't know what to do anymore. People ask "what can we do to help?" And I know they really do want to help. But the truth is, I don't know. I don't know what anyone else can do to help me. I struggle to hard in my own mind. I can't figure out what it is that makes me hate myself so much. Or what makes me want to die. Or what makes me cry myself to sleep at night. I just....... I am empty. All I want to do is sleep.
What can someone else do to help, when I don't know myself, what is wrong with me?
When you're sad but can't cry
Those times are back.. and i can't control.. I've been numb for so long.. and now it's like all the emotions and pain and hurt are rushing inside me all at once and tearing me apart...and i can't help but just lay down weak cry my heart out. It physically hurts bcz of how hard I cried.
You’re strong , get through this struggle and live your life 💗
Sad Black Jaguar no I can't
yk the sick feeling when you can actually feel the pain in your chest when ur upset about something cause same
I love this video it’s so beautiful heartbreaking
Dont worry people. All of your depression and anxiety will just all go away sooner or later. Just give it time, trust me. If one persons been through it you can make it out too
I cant get over how they cry so beautifully
I'm so tired of this pain n I smile all day n cry all night 😑
everythings hurts and there is nothing anyone can do to stop it
Broken is a lot different from depression. We cover up our pain a lot in our hearts. We try to smile and say everything is alright. But, we are not alright. We lose ourselves with our minds and hearts. We try to fix it. I remember when I asked for help. One person just push me away and wouldn't listen to me. My voice was ignore then, I was ignored as a whole. I feel alone, I feel lost,&I worry that im going to be hurt again. I'm broken.
The fact that i used to come here to cry and now i don’t feel a thing is really bothering me right now
When you need to watch it so that you can cry and let out all those build up emotions because now you can't even cry normally. ☺️thank you
I don't feel alive .. I just exist.. Day after day passing without any emotions.. Just the feeling of emptyness.. I will never become who I wanna be and it's nothing I can do to change that..
Don't think that! You have a whole life in front of you and it's gonna be okay! It's just a night that will end, you will see that after rain the rainbow will show. It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
3 months later and nothing has change.. You say things, thinking that you help someone, but those are just some "nice" words.. You don't know anything, about me, about others.. Nothing will ever change, because it's not about what happen around me (good or bad things), it's about how I react to those things.. And life can get pretty meaningless when your reaction is none
Trust me or not, i don not say these words just to be nice, i say these words because i understand you because i feel the same, but now i have become stronger and when i say stronger i don't mean that i don't feel like this anymore. Now, i can hide this feelings. I talk with people who are getting through same situations because i know pain and how bad it is and i don't want anyoane to feel like this. I know how hard is to be alone. They are not just simply words.
You are right. I don't know you, but i know how you feel and i want you to know that you are not the only one that feels like that.
Istg im shaking and crying rn, and idk how and who i can tell all of this. This is so painful, and i just want it to stop.
The way Justin says “clay” when he puts the gun to his head I just -
These videos are so relatable to me.
I’m glad I’m not alone everyone just tells me to suck it up
i can’t even cry anymore
I feel like screaming cuz I am broken this video speaks of how I feel everyday I’m a disappointment to everyone cuz I never push my self to be happy no one is never there for me no matter who I reach out to
I can feel everything
You know its hurting when you just don't feel anything while wathing these multifandom
There is always one question in my mind "when did I lose myself "
Don't be sad nature is with u stay positive
It's sad to say that I cant even cry anymore. I've cried too much and I think I cried out all my tears. I have depression and my doctors know it but my parents dont. I dont let anyone really see it because I dont want to interrupt their lives. I cant make myself a big deal when everyone around me already have their own things to deal with
If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i am here for you. Sometimes life is hard, but it will make a strong person.
This is relatable I feel like crying everyday and I feel like I'm broken and crazy I'm worthless and others see it to
I’m so broken that I can’t even cry at these
I Watch these because i always feel like i’m not alone, that feeling this Way....
I didn't think I would be watching these again
YOU NEED TO READ THIS🙏⚠️
At least somebody need to hear me even for once........please 🙏 stop body shaming people, stop it where are you people going if a woman is skinny she loves her body and she's not asking you to tell her to eat, if a woman is fat she loves her body and she don't need to tell her to stop eating , and the same for boys, we are all the same and trust me youuuu! yes you!! if you have the best body the best family the best life....please (if you'r not able to share it ) at least enjoy it and take care of your own business, and leave the others alone........PLEASE 🙏
The worst thing when u don't have the best parents and the fake friends .its really hurts me so bad .
It's amazing that the internet feels our pain than the actual people around us...
"Don't ask me to trust you when I'm still coughing up water from the last time you let me drown"
*Remember, We Can't Spell Broken Without Having OK In It.*
Watching these videos and reading people's comments has made me realize so many people are hurt and need encouragement.if there people you feel don't need you well if it counts I need you even if I will never see you or know u well enough I do,somehow spirits get to communicate,know that I love you whoever reads this
Thank you for seeing what im goinv through
I got a warning before I watched this so I know it will be sad after watching the vidio I’ll tell you if I cried
Nothing I have watched before was in it so I didn’t cry sorry for having no heart
i didnt cry either it doesnt mean we have no heart
Lol I hate you no problem, I didn't cry either. I never watched it before but I have to say that the tears were threatening while watching the scene with the coming out
I cried reading the comments
I'm not crying.....you are
I feel it .💔😥
You know what... I used to take cold showers and just sit down and cry for hours. I just sat there and thought and thought until my mind was overwhelmed with negativity. I got yelled at for being in there for so long but I didn't care. And I still do it. Because it feels like the shower is the only safe place on this planet for me.
The sad thing is it’s all over my fyp
Hey y'all everybody reading this you're special in your own way okay? You're not ugly, annoying nor everything negative you think you are okay? I'll be here for you, you can tell me everything, you can vent if you want too just please don't feel that way okay? I care about you, and I always will no matter what.❤❤
I was so excited to go back to school because I’ve been in queen time for like half a year but now they’re completely moving school online and now my depression has started coming back and idk what to do because I just want to see people again
My heart hurts a lot 😭😭😭
I can't even cry at these videos anymore. My brain is so damaged. I used to cry so hard and feel so much pain. And now..... I just can't feel anything.
Same here 😶
I came out to one girl and she told everyone and they stopped taking to me and someone tried to fight me
@Existential Weirdo yeah, I have an amazing bestfriend who has been there for me even through my break up with my ex girlfriend
@Existential Weirdo yeah but unfortunately no one has been able to stop me from self harming :(
Hey, we are here for .you
Stay strong and fearless
@@saraagostinho8951 thank you❤️❤️
Definitely a good example of how I feel about myself
you know its getting bad when you're watching these again
If I commit suicide, my friends, family, everyone that worries about me, better not cry, cuz nobody cares that I'm dead on the inside.
The last part "you are not my son " hurts like hell...hopless.....the end