I was thinking the exact same thing. Saying that you have no regrets when you have a child taken away from you?? Such a foul thing to say. I really dislike her
@@amysurfsdnursethe problem is that she allowed her life to get so bad that her child got taken from her, not that the child will probably have a better life
Regrets require reflection. When a person is purely living in "survival " mode there is no time to be spared for reflection. It is only when you are safe that one can look back at what has been endured and done.
Sobre el final a la pregunta ¿ Que podrías decir que te ha enseñado la vida ? responde que no sabría decir nada exactamente. La chica estuvo y esta perdida en la vida. Es un problema no tener un horizonte pero manifiesta tener voluntad de salir de las drogas. Ella puede salir del vicio pero sino mejora espiritualmente es la nada misma. En la adolescencia creía en brujería y no se arrepiente de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero. Yo no creo en dios pero reconozco que a este tipo de personas le hace bien acercarse a algún tipo de religión.
You don't have to stop watching. Aren't you interessert in learning? If you shut down every time someone says something you disagree with, you'll never really learn about other people's struggles. Neither will you become very empathic.
I think that she's suggesting that she has "no regrets" due to her inability to look after the kid. Either way, it's very sad, particularly for a child who has done nothing wrong.
My daughter spent 6 years in Dublin prison in Northern California for drug smuggling she was addicted to meth. She failed parole 3 times. SHE FINALLY completed her in-house drug treatment program. She is working hard to keep her apartment and staying off drugs. I just pray nothing happens to trigger her to go back to drugs. It has been a nightmare for me and her father. 💔 If anyone is out there thinking the devil is not working, double time on our families is sadly mistaken. Thank you, Jesus, for not giving up on her.
I feel your pain. My sister has a meth problem. I receive more handful emails from that woman. Two arrests in the last 2 years. An absolute train wreck of a human being.
"I just wanted to go to California and have fun all the time" and now you've got your wish I guess. As much fun as one can have in a tent on the sidewalk anyway.
She said she didn't start using until she was 26 and that she's 35 years old now. A couple minutes later Mark asked if she ever tried to get clean to which she replied she had 10 years clean before she started using again. How does that work?
Trust me...she's not all the way down. No pun intended, btw. She's still relatively new to fentanyl....you can tell just by looking at her skin. Give it a few years and she won't even look the same.
The exponential increase in the homeless population (other than the clusterf*** that is the U.S. real estate system) is mainly due to large increases in drug addicted folks. Biggest culprit is fentanyl. Admirable work that Mark is doing to document this modern scourge.
Great job having a baby hooked on opioids. Now they’ll likely have an addiction as they age and not know it’s because they were born addicted. Smh 🤦♀️ care about no other person than yourself. No regrets 🤦♀️
Bueno, en un momento dice que no siente culpa de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero para su vicio así que es muy hábil para mostrar una cara que quizás no sea la verdadera. A pesar de ello todos merecen una segunda oportunidad y manifiesta tener voluntad para salir de su vicio.
Now I know these videos are edited but a lot of times when Mark keeps it short is cause he knows they're lying or they're not really open. I think it was a little bit of both SMH
I relate to Sky’s story so much I was left in families care as a baby due to my parents going to prison from drugs. I was scared to death as a child and later became a pretty angry teen, but told myself I’d never be like them!! Unfortunately at 20 I started down that same path. Full blown heroin addict for ten plus years. I finally got clean and having my son made staying clean possible. I can’t say I haven’t had relapses but they were quick lived and very far in between. I know live a life of Cali sober, career and live alone after raising an amazing son. This can turn around for you Sky there is hope and happiness after addiction. I pray for love light and blessing for you and your life. I hope you allow yourself the opportunity to go to rehab again. Never give up!! You’re worth it goddess!!!
I feel bad for people hooked on any drug, but most of all, I feel bad for the children lost in the situation. I was hoping that when she revealed she had kids and they weren't with her, she'd say she regrets losing her children.
Todos mentimos en alguna oportunidad pero esta gente lo hace comúnmente porque es uno de los recursos que tienen para sobrevivir en ese mundo horrible.
For everyone accusing Sky of not caring about her children, you're wrong, she can't allow herself to remember the good times, too painful. She was abandoned by her own parents for drugs, it's a vicious cycle which will be repeated until it's broken.
This is a really tough story, I think a lot of people assume that she is lying about having no regrets. I think she’s at a level of acceptance with her own actions like she knows what she did to herself. She knows that her life is a rough existence, that giving up her child is better than subjecting them to the turmoil of homelessness, addiction, and the hell that is cleaning up from those drugs. I think there’s a lot of pain and sadness in her acceptance and my heart goes out to her in hopes that she finds a way out
When she said she lived her life on the Internet, I could relate. Found myself in plenty of trouble doing that. I do wish we understood more on how drug addiction develops. My mother became addicted later in life (recovered now), and I tried many hard street drugs, but only once. What stopped me from being someone who used again from someone else? I was lost trying to be found in their embrace too.
I lost my husband in April 2020 to a fentanyl overdose. Tragically 10 months later, his son, my step son, died from the same. The sad part is we talked about it. They both knew the risk. They literally had no control. 😢
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I think as children of addicts we often follow the footsteps looking for answers why the drugs were more important than us! This did happen to me as well I came to forgive my parents and let go of all my anger. I understood that these drugs really do take over their lives, how they become powerless regardless,of the good humans they wish to be. They become a shell of the person they once were. I hope you eventually are able to find healing and solace in your life. My heart goes out to you and yours 💗 🙏 ☮️
No I understand what you mean. You can feel a persons intention when around them. The sound of their voice, how they form sentences, ect. You can sense so much from those observations.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Absolutely, steve.porss_ I can relate to your experiences with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction. Mushrooms have truly been a game-changer for me and have played a significant role in my journey to staying clean.
I wish those were more easily accessible where I live. Microdosing was my next step for my husband. He's 59 & dealing with lots of mental health challenges, possible CTE & a TBI that put him in a coma for 8 days. Unfortunately, I had to get a TPO since he's 6'6, over 300 pounds, and showing violent behavior, constantly talking about harming others. He's aggressive. To anyone reading this, if you're familiar with BPD, is it common to have an obsession with violence?
People who say they don't believe her fail to realize that drugs do weird things to your perceptions especially memory and time. Time lines get mixed up, confused, blended.
I hope she finds her way out but she seems so very distant from herself, almost like her life is a movie. I don't know if it's the drug or if she is dissociated for some reason. But it's hard to make change when you are out of touch with yourself.
8:45 I'm dying laughing 'Sky! Go with him, he looks like he wants to talk to you'. Omg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Gold! I'm sorry but it's too funny! I can't believe nothing has happened to her. She needs to go into rehab ASAP!!!
What's the hardest thing you've had to go through? See my boyfriend prostitute. I absolutely understand that something like that is absolutely devasting to experience. However. I find it very interesting that losing her children isn't worse. To me losing my dog would be WAY worse than seing my boyfriend having sex with men for money. And that's just a dog. I can't even imagine if I'd had a baby or a child who was taken away from me! That would be the most traumatic experience ever and I'd probably never get over it. I'd blame myself for the rest of my life no matter how addicted and numb I was when it happened. Me selling myself or my boyfriend selling himself, yes, very hard. But losing not one but several children? This one really made my head spin because I've not heard someone chose their partner over their children that obvious before. Maybe I'm just naive.
Disturbing. She hasn’t allowed herself to address it let alone feel emotion over it. Sometimes we bury those traumas so deep as a way to avoid complete mental breakdowns. Only problem is they burry them alive one day to come back and haunt us till we face them.
I have been in Arkansas for three years. A lot of people like witchy type things here. It might have to do with living in the Bible Belt, just a cutesy way to rebel. Get a tattoo, a cat and pretend you’re different. It might depend on where you live as to what the fads are but we used to color our hair.
@kookycakes I can see that. I came from a town of under 20k and had to fight hard to get out and got lucky along the way. Helped that I didn't use and drugs and limited alcohol. Honestly it was luck and Devine intervention.
It’s all over America it’s not just Oklahoma. It’s media, music influence and social media. For some reason witchcraft has been trendy for about a decade now
I’ve been watching these videos for years. Maybe thousands! Somehow I find myself feeling very sorry for her. I have sympathy for all the people, but she just seems genuinely lost. Never being taught about sex or drugs. A step mother that didn’t like her n shunned her. Grandmother did great and tried her best, but worked all the time to provide. She has a desire to quit! Mark please guide her to rehab. She wants to go. She was so truthful and open n honest. She didn’t offer up a lot of extra, but seemed honest about answering questions. Maybe another video she’ll open up more and just be forthcoming about more. I was curious if her Grandmother was still around. It would be nice to see her family fight for her n just show some live and compassion. Anyone can fall into drug addiction. The stigma is that it’s only bad people. Not at all true. Even some addicts are still good people during addiction. They are trustworthy and won’t steal. Rare but out there.
Some of the most selfish people I've ever met were drug addicts! They will rip grandma off for their" wants and needs" don't come after me for my lack of sympathy. I understand addictions, i have one myself.
What aspect of it? To me, she seems so complacent about everything. Drugs have too much a hold. She hasn't quite hit rock bottom it seems. Feels like she's avoiding engaging with the pain.
I think Sky is feeling hopelessness. I'm glad I'm a Gen X. Growing up on the internet makes it impossible to develop social skills and actual interaction. It doesn't provide you with the opportunity to trust your feelings, your intuition and insight.
Y'all are really quick to judge her wow the comments from people and they are so hurtful and judgemental! I know this girl and i know she has a great heart and i can remember several times she's been there for me ! Girl keep up the good work ! Plus if she really didn't give a fxxx about the kids she would have tried to keep the kids and or string cps along ! Ahe loved them enough to make sure they are going to grow up with everything that she couldn't provide for them .! Ive never innmy Life seen people who are so fast to j7dge ! Walk a mile in her shoes one day and see how easy it is to live in akid row ! Hope you do it girl i have faith in you!
As always..great interview...Happy New Year to you and Sky and all the SWU views.....can we get an update with Frenchie? She's so positive! God Bless..xxoo
shut down all these public places harboring homelessness and drug use send them to clean and dignified facilities with access to rehab tapering, therapy and religious leaders to fund all of it, skip 10 percent of a payment to ukraine that our country allows this mahem is an sick tragedy
She hates what her life has become, but she has no regrets. One of those statements cannot be true. I suppose her dishonesty to herself is why she's still an addict and will likely die from her addiction. You are where you are because you want to be there.
I am a man with 14 and 15 yo boys. We just threw a football in our yard today. When they were born it was a powerful experience, and I loved them more than anything. Raising them has been by far the best thing ever in my life. I simply cannot imagine giving a child up at birth. It is far beyond my comprehension. She seems empty inside.
Another person shipped out to California from another state for rehab and dumped into the street. Rehab centers are culpable for the current condition of California. All they care about is money.
Mark asked her if she has any regrets and she says no then talks about the newborn baby that was taken away from her and is adopted and Mark said and still no regrets and she said NO. I understand she's on drugs but come on no regrets. I'm sorry why carry a baby full term doing drugs having it taken from you and adopted with no regrets. She's truly heartless for her baby that's my opinion so don't bash the messenger it's just my thoughts. I pray she gets to rehab then maybe she will have feelings and deal with her regrets that she says she doesn't have. I pray for you to get clean 🙏🏻✝️❤️
Ppl doing drugs often can't reach shame, regret, sadness etc. just because addiction keeps away all their intention. When one stops, all hidden feelings can come back overwhelmingly
I’m sure she regrets getting pregnant during her addiction. Doesn’t regret dragging a baby through the streets and subjecting them to addicts homeless lifestyle! Coming from two addicted parents as well in and out of my life did way more damage than putting me up for adoption or letting other family take me. I wonder where my life would have taken me had I had a stable childhood.
@stejer211 I'm not judging I'm clearly stating exactly what was stated. And I care about everyone so it doesn't matter if you want me to pray for you or not I wish you the very best.
@@rdrenth it's something I don't understand because I don't do drugs but thank you for pointing this out to me. This channel is about understanding and learning and that's what I'm doing from this interview.
oh my, what a mess. not sky, she's a strong spirit but her situation! the bit about troy towards the end, giving himself up to these 'rival g_y guys' and apparently getting her onto F, then having a baby, omg, it's horrible. poor sky, she seems so dissociated but equally aware of the hell she's created. she didn't receive the love and care she needed, despite saying she had a brill childhood. says later she was left alone most of the time to live her life on the internet. she can get out, she is still strong enough physically. when that beautiful body breaks down, she'll be toast. good luck sky, i hope you sort it out.
Wow, appreciate her honesty, but sadly not her ability to stand on her own two feet! Thinking her major lesson in this life is to do exactly that, and I hope she figures it out.
It seems as drugs have made her just a shell of herself, considering she has no regrets over her children. Idk how genuine she was in this interview, but it doesn’t seem like she is ready to get help not by a long shot.
I wish her the best but Sky is really out of touch with reality. She has disassociated with everything and everyone. I hope she is serious about rehab. I don't know how you can say you have no regrets when you've put your kids up for adoption.
I think we might be seeing more fentanyl than Sky here. Hope she gets to rehab again. I wouldn’t judge her too harshly for the no regrets comment. She’s lost in a world where there’s only one goal. No time for feelings. That’ll come later when she’s clean. She did say that she wouldn’t judge people for judging her harshly -she probably would too. Hope things get better for her. I did physically recoil when she said her first drug was DMT. 0 to 100 there. I can’t imagine how the totally sober mind would react to that. Might have given her a false impression about how good other drugs could be if, as she said, her education around drugs was lacking.
I’ve noticed, in the drug addicts I personally know, that they do lose their empathy for others. They seem to forget the love of family and friends. I think it might have to do with depletion of dopamine, or even oxytocin. I think the related. hormones get diminished or destroyed,and these hormones are connected to feelings and emotional states. Including love, memories, long term relationships. Or maybe they fry out certain parts of their brains, that are where their emotional memories are.
No sympathy here. She is unfit to be a parent. She isn't even fit to work the drive through at mcdonald's... Not that she would, because that would be beneath her.
Hi Sky! If you see this: Keep working on, finding yourself; you're worth it. Your judgement is definitely clouded because your demeanor and how you carry yourself says it all: You HAVE regrets. I have watched several dozens of Mark's videos (great work, Mark) and YOUR interview feels SO off kilter. IMO, I do not think you are done telling your story. Hell, I don't think you are even at rock bottom yet, because you are certainly not honest with yourself. Tough love, here. It's a damn shame you are struggling. I'll hope and pray that you find yourself, your purpose, and make a commitment to yourself to finding a recovery program in 2025 before its too late. This path you are on, is no safe way to live.
I hate how proud she looked when Mark asked if she had kids and the smile on her face when she said yes. How can you proudly claim to have children you haven’t seen since they were born because your actions forced them into the foster care system. That’s so disturbing to me
She has a lot of regrets and that's why she uses fentanyl. She is in such denial because it is the only way she can keep from breaking down. Deep down we are all the same.
She looks like she’s trying too hard to convince herself that she DGAF but really she seems embarrassed that’s she’s allowed herself to get to this point.
this is just awful in every way. it’s obvious that she hates herself and doesn’t think she’s deserving of getting any better so she keeps spiraling, and doesn’t have any energy to get any better even if she really wants to. it leads to this feeling of not actually wanting to be better. people hate her for what she’s doing, and how she’s ruined the lives of kids, and i’m not saying there’s any excuse for that. but she can’t forgive herself clearly. despite if she says she has “no regrets”. i have to give her grace. it’s just so awful. this world is cruel
Hope her child never finds this video and hears her say she has no regrets.
For real… 😢
She tears up when she says no regrets.
@@timothyvanderschultzen9640 aaah what a good person 💩
Just keep in mind: people who feel good don’t try to change how they feel. Drugs are someone’s response to feeling bad and trying to feel better.
Very well said.
@@TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet I never knew I needed and wanted the handle TruthHurtsSoGetAHelmet so bad!! AWESOME!!!!
That’s true initially, but when the body becomes addicted, it becomes more about not feeling dope sick rather than getting the high.
She sounds like she is perfectly fine with her chosen lifestyle. No regrets. No goals, no ambitions, no self worth. To each their own.
Especially with the long blonde hair and soft voice, she reminds me of Daryl Hannah in the movie Splash.
It’s a wig
No comparison daryl Hannah is beautiful.
@@EvaOtto-y4p Not lately. Just saying.
@@feelthejoyas if Darryl Hannah didn't wear a wig 😅😅😅😅
That was my exact first thought
She is very offputting to me. How do you have children taken away or that you gave up and then, in the next sentence, say you have no regrets??!!
She’s demonic.
Why do you watch these videos? You're asking questions, the answer is "try hardcore drugs and see what happens buddy!"
I was thinking the exact same thing. Saying that you have no regrets when you have a child taken away from you?? Such a foul thing to say. I really dislike her
Why should she regret giving a child a better life?
@@amysurfsdnursethe problem is that she allowed her life to get so bad that her child got taken from her, not that the child will probably have a better life
This is what it looks like to gaslight yourself.
Interesting. Never even considered that as a possibility.
How is it possible to live a life like this and say you have absolutely no regrets. Unbelievable.
You aint seen much of the world yet I suppose if you find already thát so 'unbelievable'
Drugs warp your mind and body,
This drug steals your conscience I think
She’s gaslighting herself to her own grave. You don’t end up on skid row without deep complex problems.
Regrets require reflection. When a person is purely living in "survival " mode there is no time to be spared for reflection. It is only when you are safe that one can look back at what has been endured and done.
I stopped watching after she said she's got no regrets, despite the fact she keeps having kids and losing them
Exactly 👍
Sobre el final a la pregunta ¿ Que podrías decir que te ha enseñado la vida ? responde que no sabría decir nada exactamente. La chica estuvo y esta perdida en la vida. Es un problema no tener un horizonte pero manifiesta tener voluntad de salir de las drogas. Ella puede salir del vicio pero sino mejora espiritualmente es la nada misma. En la adolescencia creía en brujería y no se arrepiente de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero. Yo no creo en dios pero reconozco que a este tipo de personas le hace bien acercarse a algún tipo de religión.
You don't have to stop watching.
Aren't you interessert in learning?
If you shut down every time someone says something you disagree with, you'll never really learn about other people's struggles.
Neither will you become very empathic.
Exactly
Your so right! @@leneo1731
No regrets? Thank god her child is in state care
I dont believe she has no regrets, shes saying that to not get emotional.
I bet she smokes on heck of a pole
I think that she's suggesting that she has "no regrets" due to her inability to look after the kid. Either way, it's very sad, particularly for a child who has done nothing wrong.
I dont think state care is a big win for kids 😔
@German-Hydroponics I agree, but probably better than the alternative on offer.
My daughter spent 6 years in Dublin prison in Northern California for drug smuggling she was addicted to meth. She failed parole 3 times. SHE FINALLY completed her in-house drug treatment program. She is working hard to keep her apartment and staying off drugs. I just pray nothing happens to trigger her to go back to drugs. It has been a nightmare for me and her father. 💔 If anyone is out there thinking the devil is not working, double time on our families is sadly mistaken. Thank you, Jesus, for not giving up on her.
I pray that life is behind all of you and she continues living her best life!!
Amen! Fact..
I feel your pain. My sister has a meth problem. I receive more handful emails from that woman. Two arrests in the last 2 years. An absolute train wreck of a human being.
Fci? Or Santa Rita
Perhaps leave the area… specifically Commiefornia Drugtopia.
Maturity and intellectual honesty starts with not bullshitting yourself.
Being accountable.
This person has a long way to go.
Not gonna make it.
She will be dead in six months.
When you start using drugs and alcohol at a young age, you relax your maturity.
"I just wanted to go to California and have fun all the time" and now you've got your wish I guess. As much fun as one can have in a tent on the sidewalk anyway.
Do people really like this comment? Do you think she needed it, in order to come to terms with her life?
@@crucifytheego100exactly. It’s a waste of time to sit there and gloat in someone else’s nightmare.
Started at 26 currently 35 but been clean for 10 years ??????
She’s currently using fentanyl now she said
You need to rewatch this. Far from clean.
She said she didn't start using until she was 26 and that she's 35 years old now. A couple minutes later Mark asked if she ever tried to get clean to which she replied she had 10 years clean before she started using again. How does that work?
Yes, being in sex or love can also
Be an addiction. Every addiction is hell
I had a huge family. It was just me and my grandmother 😮
Lies.
My daughter’s age..my daughter is in prison for fentanyl..she’s getting out soon pray for me❤
Prayers for you & your daughter.
Praying for you and her during this time. 🙏🏾
@ thank u so much!
@ i appreciate that thank u !
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It seems like she believes she is too clever to go all the way down. Not realizing she's been there for years.
Trust me...she's not all the way down. No pun intended, btw. She's still relatively new to fentanyl....you can tell just by looking at her skin. Give it a few years and she won't even look the same.
@@Trav-d4h
Nah man, I don't kid yourself. She's got that tweaker jaw going for her 😂
@@Trav-d4h
And missing teeth to boot!
The exponential increase in the homeless population (other than the clusterf*** that is the U.S. real estate system) is mainly due to large increases in drug addicted folks. Biggest culprit is fentanyl. Admirable work that Mark is doing to document this modern scourge.
That's not true. The main cause of homelessness in the US is the lack of affordable housing.
No effort to stop the flow of this coming in and it’s frustrating and heartbreaking to see our govt not give a 💩
he said, "other than" the housing market.
@@sugarsorehe literally said that!!
@@corinaturner5128 I was just making it clear which was the main cause.
Great job having a baby hooked on opioids. Now they’ll likely have an addiction as they age and not know it’s because they were born addicted. Smh 🤦♀️ care about no other person than yourself. No regrets 🤦♀️
For some reason I don’t believe this person’s story.
Same....
That's strange.
What gives youbthe right to say that.
It's HER story.
I find that so rude, condesending and lack of respect.
Bueno, en un momento dice que no siente culpa de manipular hombres para sacarle dinero para su vicio así que es muy hábil para mostrar una cara que quizás no sea la verdadera. A pesar de ello todos merecen una segunda oportunidad y manifiesta tener voluntad para salir de su vicio.
@@leneo17311st Amendment right 😊 lib tard.
Now I know these videos are edited but a lot of times when Mark keeps it short is cause he knows they're lying or they're not really open. I think it was a little bit of both SMH
She’s holding up really well considering her lifestyle.
I relate to Sky’s story so much I was left in families care as a baby due to my parents going to prison from drugs. I was scared to death as a child and later became a pretty angry teen, but told myself I’d never be like them!! Unfortunately at 20 I started down that same path. Full blown heroin addict for ten plus years. I finally got clean and having my son made staying clean possible. I can’t say I haven’t had relapses but they were quick lived and very far in between. I know live a life of Cali sober, career and live alone after raising an amazing son. This can turn around for you Sky there is hope and happiness after addiction. I pray for love light and blessing for you and your life. I hope you allow yourself the opportunity to go to rehab again. Never give up!! You’re worth it goddess!!!
Just curious but what does "Cali sober' mean to you? Can you smoke weed or have a cocktail once in a while?
I feel bad for people hooked on any drug, but most of all, I feel bad for the children lost in the situation. I was hoping that when she revealed she had kids and they weren't with her, she'd say she regrets losing her children.
Leaving rehab after 4 days and no regrets....?
Sometimes I think I have it bad because I binge drink on the weekends then I watch these interviews. I feel blessed to have a nice car and apartment.
It's all about you Kev!
@@Darkbluedevil😂😂😂
Another interview where im not buying the story....Feels fabricated
Todos mentimos en alguna oportunidad pero esta gente lo hace comúnmente porque es uno de los recursos que tienen para sobrevivir en ese mundo horrible.
There is that Sir again, with his so interesting 'contribution'?!
The only thing I DEFINITELY don't buy is the no regrets by 30 something
Either dumb fabrication or not facing reality
She needs to grow up.
For everyone accusing Sky of not caring about her children, you're wrong, she can't allow herself to remember the good times, too painful. She was abandoned by her own parents for drugs, it's a vicious cycle which will be repeated until it's broken.
No regrets though?
This is a really tough story, I think a lot of people assume that she is lying about having no regrets. I think she’s at a level of acceptance with her own actions like she knows what she did to herself. She knows that her life is a rough existence, that giving up her child is better than subjecting them to the turmoil of homelessness, addiction, and the hell that is cleaning up from those drugs. I think there’s a lot of pain and sadness in her acceptance and my heart goes out to her in hopes that she finds a way out
Too old for stupid games - No regrets - Your kids have some....you being their Mom.
I feel for her children who may watch this one day :(
She’s definitely lying about almost everything 14:59
When she said she lived her life on the Internet, I could relate. Found myself in plenty of trouble doing that. I do wish we understood more on how drug addiction develops. My mother became addicted later in life (recovered now), and I tried many hard street drugs, but only once. What stopped me from being someone who used again from someone else? I was lost trying to be found in their embrace too.
Internet hasn’t been around her whole life
For some reason she's unbelievable
She’s just there for the money, so she can get more fentanyl. Says whatever it takes to get back to her drug.
I lost my husband in April 2020 to a fentanyl overdose. Tragically 10 months later, his son, my step son, died from the same. The sad part is we talked about it. They both knew the risk. They literally had no control. 😢
I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. I think as children of addicts we often follow the footsteps looking for answers why the drugs were more important than us! This did happen to me as well I came to forgive my parents and let go of all my anger. I understood that these drugs really do take over their lives, how they become powerless regardless,of the good humans they wish to be. They become a shell of the person they once were. I hope you eventually are able to find healing and solace in your life. My heart goes out to you and yours 💗 🙏 ☮️
There's an underlying sense of evil around her. Hard to explain
lol wth
It must of been the witch craft part lol
Drugs open doors for dark energy to enter one’s soul
There was something with her eyes. In the still shot that Mark took. Or atleast that's what I thought anyways.
No I understand what you mean. You can feel a persons intention when around them. The sound of their voice, how they form sentences, ect. You can sense so much from those observations.
She is a hard 35. I thought at least 45.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Absolutely, steve.porss_ I can relate to your experiences with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction.
Mushrooms have truly been a game-changer for me and have played a significant role in my journey to staying clean.
I wish those were more easily accessible where I live.
Microdosing was my next step for my husband. He's 59 & dealing with lots of mental health challenges, possible CTE & a TBI that put him in a coma for 8 days. Unfortunately, I had to get a TPO since he's 6'6, over 300 pounds, and showing violent behavior, constantly talking about harming others. He's aggressive. To anyone reading this, if you're familiar with BPD, is it common to have an obsession with violence?
Is he on instagram?
Steve.porss_ is the man
The wig is the only thing that would make me double take on the street thinking something was off
Shit even if this girl has a bad hai day, she's still beautiful inside and out!
@ so you think her hair looks bad?
Thanks Mark.
She seems like she's even trying to fool herself. tragic
A fentanyl addict with no regrets wow. Her poor kids.
People who say they don't believe her fail to realize that drugs do weird things to your perceptions especially memory and time. Time lines get mixed up, confused, blended.
I hope she finds her way out but she seems so very distant from herself, almost like her life is a movie. I don't know if it's the drug or if she is dissociated for some reason. But it's hard to make change when you are out of touch with yourself.
8:45 I'm dying laughing 'Sky! Go with him, he looks like he wants to talk to you'. Omg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Gold! I'm sorry but it's too funny! I can't believe nothing has happened to her. She needs to go into rehab ASAP!!!
What's the hardest thing you've had to go through?
See my boyfriend prostitute.
I absolutely understand that something like that is absolutely devasting to experience.
However.
I find it very interesting that losing her children isn't worse.
To me losing my dog would be WAY worse than seing my boyfriend having sex with men for money.
And that's just a dog.
I can't even imagine if I'd had a baby or a child who was taken away from me!
That would be the most traumatic experience ever and I'd probably never get over it.
I'd blame myself for the rest of my life no matter how addicted and numb I was when it happened.
Me selling myself or my boyfriend selling himself, yes, very hard.
But losing not one but several children?
This one really made my head spin because I've not heard someone chose their partner over their children that obvious before.
Maybe I'm just naive.
Disturbing. She hasn’t allowed herself to address it let alone feel emotion over it. Sometimes we bury those traumas so deep as a way to avoid complete mental breakdowns. Only problem is they burry them alive one day to come back and haunt us till we face them.
your poor boyfriend^^
I wonder what movie she saw that not only pointed her to California but made getting into withcraft and face tattoos desirable from Oklahoma?
I have been in Arkansas for three years. A lot of people like witchy type things here. It might have to do with living in the Bible Belt, just a cutesy way to rebel. Get a tattoo, a cat and pretend you’re different. It might depend on where you live as to what the fads are but we used to color our hair.
@kookycakes I can see that. I came from a town of under 20k and had to fight hard to get out and got lucky along the way. Helped that I didn't use and drugs and limited alcohol. Honestly it was luck and Devine intervention.
It’s all over America it’s not just Oklahoma. It’s media, music influence and social media. For some reason witchcraft has been trendy for about a decade now
I’ve been watching these videos for years. Maybe thousands! Somehow I find myself feeling very sorry for her. I have sympathy for all the people, but she just seems genuinely lost. Never being taught about sex or drugs. A step mother that didn’t like her n shunned her. Grandmother did great and tried her best, but worked all the time to provide. She has a desire to quit! Mark please guide her to rehab. She wants to go. She was so truthful and open n honest. She didn’t offer up a lot of extra, but seemed honest about answering questions. Maybe another video she’ll open up more and just be forthcoming about more. I was curious if her Grandmother was still around. It would be nice to see her family fight for her n just show some live and compassion. Anyone can fall into drug addiction. The stigma is that it’s only bad people. Not at all true. Even some addicts are still good people during addiction. They are trustworthy and won’t steal. Rare but out there.
your biggest fear should be not seeing your kids again.
Some of the most selfish people I've ever met were drug addicts! They will rip grandma off for their" wants and needs" don't come after me for my lack of sympathy. I understand addictions, i have one myself.
Instinctively i’m not sure about this story .
What aspect of it? To me, she seems so complacent about everything. Drugs have too much a hold. She hasn't quite hit rock bottom it seems. Feels like she's avoiding engaging with the pain.
Instinct and 'not sure' is a weird combination of words
@@rdrenth not really.
@@rdrenth not for me
@@yummyjackalmeatHard to tell as neither of us know her .
I think Sky is feeling hopelessness. I'm glad I'm a Gen X. Growing up on the internet makes it impossible to develop social skills and actual interaction. It doesn't provide you with the opportunity to trust your feelings, your intuition and insight.
True, but we still see tons of homeless, strung out gen X and older.
I agree that social media has done more harm than good though
@@JustDatBoi the Gex Xers are the older people. The Boomers are disappearing, sadly.
this person had not 1 positive thought to contribute. one of the worst interviewees so far.
Thank you Mark
Y'all are really quick to judge her wow the
comments from people and they are so hurtful and judgemental! I know this girl and i know she has a great heart and i can remember several times she's been there for me ! Girl keep up the good work ! Plus if she really didn't give a fxxx about the kids she would have tried to keep the kids and or string cps along ! Ahe loved them enough to make sure they are going to grow up with everything that she couldn't provide for them .! Ive never innmy Life seen people who are so fast to j7dge ! Walk a mile in her shoes one day and see how easy it is to live in akid row ! Hope you do it girl i have faith in you!
I just watched Christmas vacation and this gal instantly reminded me of Beverly D'Angelo
As always..great interview...Happy New Year to you and Sky and all the SWU views.....can we get an update with Frenchie? She's so positive! God Bless..xxoo
shut down all these public places harboring homelessness and drug use
send them to clean and dignified facilities with access to rehab tapering, therapy and religious leaders
to fund all of it, skip 10 percent of a payment to ukraine
that our country allows this mahem is an sick tragedy
A follow up interview will be fascinating
Riveting 🙄💤💤💤
her wig is synthetic, you can tell by the middle part
This poor lady is really out there. She has no thoughts or regrets about the way she is living. Very sad.
She hates what her life has become, but she has no regrets. One of those statements cannot be true. I suppose her dishonesty to herself is why she's still an addict and will likely die from her addiction. You are where you are because you want to be there.
I am a man with 14 and 15 yo boys. We just threw a football in our yard today. When they were born it was a powerful experience, and I loved them more than anything. Raising them has been by far the best thing ever in my life. I simply cannot imagine giving a child up at birth. It is far beyond my comprehension. She seems empty inside.
This is so sad. She has beautiful hair but is only 35! She looks like she is 50. She doesn’t even know she is lost. Praying for her.
I think this young lady felt like she was tossed aside by her parents..not feeling loved. Very sad.
Thank you.
Oh I pray she gets the help she needs - she’s so sad and lost, it’s heartbreaking to see….😢
their selfish with no conscience
Another person shipped out to California from another state for rehab and dumped into the street. Rehab centers are culpable for the current condition of California. All they care about is money.
Mark asked her if she has any regrets and she says no then talks about the newborn baby that was taken away from her and is adopted and Mark said and still no regrets and she said NO. I understand she's on drugs but come on no regrets. I'm sorry why carry a baby full term doing drugs having it taken from you and adopted with no regrets. She's truly heartless for her baby that's my opinion so don't bash the messenger it's just my thoughts. I pray she gets to rehab then maybe she will have feelings and deal with her regrets that she says she doesn't have. I pray for you to get clean 🙏🏻✝️❤️
You love to judge, don't you?
Ever heard of people denying regret to avoid feeling the pain?
Please don't pray for me.
Ppl doing drugs often can't reach shame, regret, sadness etc. just because addiction keeps away all their intention. When one stops, all hidden feelings can come back overwhelmingly
I’m sure she regrets getting pregnant during her addiction. Doesn’t regret dragging a baby through the streets and subjecting them to addicts homeless lifestyle! Coming from two addicted parents as well in and out of my life did way more damage than putting me up for adoption or letting other family take me. I wonder where my life would have taken me had I had a stable childhood.
@stejer211 I'm not judging I'm clearly stating exactly what was stated. And I care about everyone so it doesn't matter if you want me to pray for you or not I wish you the very best.
@@rdrenth it's something I don't understand because I don't do drugs but thank you for pointing this out to me. This channel is about understanding and learning and that's what I'm doing from this interview.
At some point the stories about drug addicted people and their histories are all the same! If you have heard 10 stories, everything is told!
You can do this Sky 🙏❤️!
Do what?
oh my, what a mess. not sky, she's a strong spirit but her situation! the bit about troy towards the end, giving himself up to these 'rival g_y guys' and apparently getting her onto F, then having a baby, omg, it's horrible. poor sky, she seems so dissociated but equally aware of the hell she's created. she didn't receive the love and care she needed, despite saying she had a brill childhood. says later she was left alone most of the time to live her life on the internet. she can get out, she is still strong enough physically. when that beautiful body breaks down, she'll be toast. good luck sky, i hope you sort it out.
We should charge Oklahoma for her public assistance.
Can you please explain what you mean by that?
Red states create monsters like her then Blue states end up having to pay to take care of them
Charge OK? She is fully capable of getting clean, she chose not to. She could work! Government shouldn’t take care of these people.
One thing she might have learned is, if you want to stop using don't count on anyone else that's using.
Wow, appreciate her honesty, but sadly not her ability to stand on her own two feet! Thinking her major lesson in this life is to do exactly that, and I hope she figures it out.
Sickeningly selfish
good luck in the future sky!
It hurts my heart so bad. So bad.
LOve your work, just order my book ,ty
It seems as drugs have made her just a shell of herself, considering she has no regrets over her children. Idk how genuine she was in this interview, but it doesn’t seem like she is ready to get help not by a long shot.
I wish her the best but Sky is really out of touch with reality. She has disassociated with everything and everyone. I hope she is serious about rehab. I don't know how you can say you have no regrets when you've put your kids up for adoption.
I think we might be seeing more fentanyl than Sky here. Hope she gets to rehab again. I wouldn’t judge her too harshly for the no regrets comment. She’s lost in a world where there’s only one goal. No time for feelings. That’ll come later when she’s clean. She did say that she wouldn’t judge people for judging her harshly -she probably would too. Hope things get better for her.
I did physically recoil when she said her first drug was DMT. 0 to 100 there. I can’t imagine how the totally sober mind would react to that. Might have given her a false impression about how good other drugs could be if, as she said, her education around drugs was lacking.
New video everyday this is crazy
I’ve noticed, in the drug addicts I personally know, that they do lose their empathy for others. They seem to forget the love of family and friends. I think it might have to do with depletion of dopamine, or even oxytocin. I think the related. hormones get diminished or destroyed,and these hormones are connected to feelings and emotional states. Including love, memories, long term relationships. Or maybe they fry out certain parts of their brains, that are where their emotional memories are.
I noticed that many of these people say they went to California for rehab. Then they end up for the worse. That should say something about California.
No sympathy here. She is unfit to be a parent. She isn't even fit to work the drive through at mcdonald's... Not that she would, because that would be beneath her.
Get clean, Love your life.
Hi Sky! If you see this: Keep working on, finding yourself; you're worth it. Your judgement is definitely clouded because your demeanor and how you carry yourself says it all: You HAVE regrets. I have watched several dozens of Mark's videos (great work, Mark) and YOUR interview feels SO off kilter. IMO, I do not think you are done telling your story. Hell, I don't think you are even at rock bottom yet, because you are certainly not honest with yourself. Tough love, here. It's a damn shame you are struggling. I'll hope and pray that you find yourself, your purpose, and make a commitment to yourself to finding a recovery program in 2025 before its too late. This path you are on, is no safe way to live.
I hate how proud she looked when Mark asked if she had kids and the smile on her face when she said yes. How can you proudly claim to have children you haven’t seen since they were born because your actions forced them into the foster care system. That’s so disturbing to me
Poor old grandma.
Her voice so nice ~~~
Overall she presents well . !
1:53 Well, she has accomplished her aspirations.
15:54 How did I know her answer to that question before she answered.
She has a lot of regrets and that's why she uses fentanyl. She is in such denial because it is the only way she can keep from breaking down. Deep down we are all the same.
She looks like she’s trying too hard to convince herself that she DGAF but really she seems embarrassed that’s she’s allowed herself to get to this point.
There are the words that she uses and there is the look in her eyes while she is speaking. Each tell quite a different story.
this is just awful in every way. it’s obvious that she hates herself and doesn’t think she’s deserving of getting any better so she keeps spiraling, and doesn’t have any energy to get any better even if she really wants to. it leads to this feeling of not actually wanting to be better. people hate her for what she’s doing, and how she’s ruined the lives of kids, and i’m not saying there’s any excuse for that. but she can’t forgive herself clearly. despite if she says she has “no regrets”. i have to give her grace. it’s just so awful. this world is cruel
Love ya Mark but this woman is just about at the end of my tether! Had to turn it off.😖
every day is just about drugs but no regrets...what a hurt
She has regrets. She just can’t admit it.