[opening] I hurt myself, over the stupidest things [Chorus] I cry, cry, cry I drink, drink, drink I cut, cut, cut I lie, lie, lie [Second verse] I bought myself bamb bombs from walgreens, drank too much, and let them sink, i die inside [Second chorus] Let it dry sleep to death, try, try, try, TRY [End verse] I~ i~ i~ i~ i~ i~. Oops- (Idk the names of the part of the song so you fix my wrongs) Lyrics for this vid even tho there r lyrics on the screen. Wrote this cuz i needed it for my lyrics in my offline music player
Thats not helpful, or nice, at all. Hes supposed to support you and not compare you to "characters", as its a big problem. I hope you understand your problems are valid and not fron cartoons ok?? ❤️❤️
My mum got angry but i forgot what she said. Ik she asked if i am dooing it for attention and accused me of dooing it for attention but she belived me when i said that's not the case
@ thats not fair tho.. Sh is an actual response to trauma or depression, etc. Going through a tough battle like this and getting called an attention seeker?? Im happy she ended up believing you, but thats not gonna help you regardless. I hope ur doing well
I interpreted this two ways; at first I thought this was about the invalidation of one self reasons to SH, as a way of saying "I'm dumb and I hurt myself over the stupidest things" even if (at least I believe) all reasons are essentially valid for one hurt themselves because after all is a way of releasing stress that one doesn't control the second way I saw it is that this also shows the futile cycle of being at a bad moment of one's life, trying to get out of it but with never it being achieved, I also thought of this that way thanks to the times words repeats 3 times in the song, like "cry, cry, cry", "try, try, try", like it was the cycle of trying to get better but getting worse, and that's why of "I hurt myself over the stupidest things" not as them being stupid or dumb, but seeing them like that because it's pointless I like to interpret things :), and it could be easily both I believe PD: I hope you're okay! this song was really cool and pretty and even if is about pain essentially (may it be emotional, physical, or both), even bitter things shine in their own way and everyone is beautiful even at their "worst" moments!
This hits so close. I've recently been obsessing over the fact that I can remember all the times but can never remember the reason. Knowing that the reasons were all small and forgetful but the pain was always remembered. Maybe it means that something deeper was going on and this was just a sign. Thank you, I feel less alone in this big world now.
It's saddening how many people relate to this, including myself. I wish there was a way for all of us to get help, without being judged and shamed for our mistakes.
the drawn out, off tune vocals make it sound so much more human. the way it DOESN'T sound "professional" or pristine is genuinely what makes this great
The song is so majestic that at first I didn’t even realize you were the one who made and sang it Anyways, I hope you’re doing well man. I know this sounds silly because I’m someone random person from a different place around the world but I understand your struggle. My heart goes out to you.
I’ve been told over the course of two years that I SH for attention and sympathy, when everyone that says that knows that I have severe mental health issues. They just dismiss that and tell me that it’s my fault for feeling the need to hurt myself when I get overly frustrated or stressed about anything. Now, instead of me doing SH, I have substantially lost the motivation to do most things, and I do still force myself, but it has caused my grades to fall, my room to get messy, etc.
THIS IS SO GOOD I CAN'T--- THE SONG IS A BOP AND ANIMATION'S SO TOUCHING--- i feel like i want to cry while listening to this song (full version please?)
I was staying clean for a while...until family stuff happened and I couldn't keep my hands away from glass for more than 1 day. I was clean for 2 months, I was doing so well, but not anymore- it's been 6 hours since I had a relapse. This song is more relatable than it should be but you got a talent for singing and drawing, so thank you for expressing my thoughts and feelings (I'm not good with emotions) random stranger
Not me watching this every night before sleep, not me watching this every morning. Not me knowing it by heart. Not me watching it every time. Not me in love with this song. Not this so relatable.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE everything about this video. Here’s my full interpretation of the whole music video: The lyric “I hurt myself over the stupidest things” suggests a pattern of internalizing minor issues, leading to overwhelming pain. Actions like crying, drinking, and cutting reveal different ways of dealing with-or avoiding-emotional distress. The mention of “buying bath bombs” serves as an attempt to soothe pain. The lyric “Drank too much and let it sink” implies using substances as a way to drown feelings, but it leads to further emotional “death” or emptiness. Despite the heaviness, the repeated “Try try try try” suggests an ongoing effort to survive or push through, even when it feels futile. The appearance of melatonin, commonly used to regulate sleep, during this part of the video could symbolize an attempt to reset, find piece or regain control over something as basic yet elusive as sleep. The repetition of “I-I I-I-I-I” and the minimalist phrasing might symbolize a fragmented, overwhelmed state of mind or the inability to fully comprehend complex emotions. Blue often represents sadness, calmness, or emotional detachment. The mundane blue in the background suggests the overall monotony and numbness of life for the narrator, reinforcing a feeling of depression or apathy. It portrays the world as dull and unchanging, mirroring the internal state of the individual. On the other hand, bright orange (which is opposite on the color wheel) is a color of heat, warning, and heightened emotion. Highlighting the arms, neck, drinking, and cutting could symbolizethe vitality in self-harm and coping mechanisms: These actions are where the narrator “feels” most intensely through destructive habits, standing out against the muted backdrop of their otherwise numbed existence. I also noticed that the main character of the video has eyebags. Eye bags often symbolize sleep deprivation, fatigue, or stress, suggesting that the narrator’s emotional pain has deeply affected their physical state. They visually connect to the lyrics (“Sleep to death”) and the recurring idea of struggle against overwhelming despair. It shows how the narrator’s turmoil isn’t just mental but also takes a toll on their body. The lack of polished appearance might also reflect the narrator’s disinterest in maintaining their external self, symbolizing neglect or loss of self-worth. Combined with the overall blue tones in the video, the eye bags deepen the sense of monotony and hopelessness, as though life is an ongoing battle that leaves no room for rest or recovery. The “oops” at the end may symbolize the regret and guilt that comes after self-harm. Overall, the song captures the nature of self-destruction and the fragile hope of finding a way out. Thank you for watching this video. If you could relate, please know you’re not alone, and I truly hope you’ll find the strength to get through it. Take care of yourself.
Takes me back to a time not long ago but still in the past. That feeling of laying down looking at the ceiling was such an unexplainable but strong feeling. It's still strong, just in a different way. I'm thankful that I'm recovering but it's weird to let go of certain parts of myself. They were causing me more pain then good, but they were still apart of me. Someone could argue that they were just apart of my depression, but my depression was a part of me. And i stand by that. It changed my life completely. It stayed with me for over 2 years straight and on and off before that. How can that not be apart of me? It is. Now it's more apart of my past than my present. But my past is what made me who i am today. I love the animation. This is such an important topic, even if it is a difficult one. Thank you for sharing yourself through your art
Oh this song really hits hard. I'm 32 now, but listening to this quite honestly feels like I'm sitting with myself when I was 16. The unhealthy coping habits I had, the unprocessed trauma, just the feeling of surviving and wishing I wasn't. Still on ongoing process considering I spent over a decade in that destructive cycle, but even with ongoing health issues I'm glad to be alive everyday with my cats and talk with my friends. Considering half a lifetime ago I couldn't go a day without thinking about dying, it's been a hell of an improvement. Weird to be living past my experation date and building a future. Having been processing my trauma for 5 years in therapy I can firmly say: wtf 16 year old me, how did we think so much of what we went through was just normal? Thank you for surviving for us, we use the scars you left for stimming.
I've been dealing with self-harm for the majority of my life now. My current streak is the longest I've gone without it since I was 8. I hope to get to a full year soon. It's still difficult when things get hard. They've been hard lately, which has been compounded by temporarily losing my support system. But I'm keeping it going, for as long as I can. The worst of it has been over with for a while; it's just challenging to handle the urges. I can promise it gets better even if it doesn't go away entirely (although it might for some people; I don't know). Gets more manageable. Becomes less of a problem when you find other things to do instead. I hope you see that day. It's worth it.
I really like the melody of the piano in the background and the meanings behind the lyrics It's so relatable and just reading the title hit me in the feels The animation in the background has good composition and the color scheme is so satisfying to look at whilst still conveying the mood of the song Love listening to this and I hope there will be more releases from you!!!
As someone who used to hurt myself over getting anything under a 100% on every single assignment in middle school, this hits hard I don't hurt myself anymore, but still, Dang
As someone who started using a blade to hurt myself recently over something I’m probably just overreacting to even though it really really hurt me, yeah. Yeah. Been hurting myself before for years but never like this. Never the proper way.
This was sooooooo good and the drawings, animation, using the color orange to symbolize where the person hurts themselves, and just everything about this and how you match different things with the lyrics is amazing and incredible
I can relate to this. The smallest thing goes wrong I hurt myself. There will be periods of time where I go weeks without doing anything but lately September all the way to November now it’s felt like I am drowning and the false illusion of control I give myself is all I have. I’ve been doing this since I was in middle school. I have visible scars covering my arms people point out. Some say it looks like ring warm. White, red and pink. Got dark red scars on my ankles and white sorta pink scars all over my chest all these scars caused by my bitten down finger nails. It’s hell, feels impossible to stop. I even woke up clawing at my wrist one morning. It’s never easy to stop, I have a good support system but it’s more over the fact that I don’t talk to them. I don’t know how to bring it up or I don’t want to get in trouble by my school discussing topics like this to people I trust like my speech therapist. Everyone sees it, I know they do. But it’s weird to bring up so I don’t blame them.
This song is so damn good, maybe the world knows I'm going through a rough patch again because why'd I get this in my recommended just after I relapsed after being self harm free for 2 years. I relate so hard because it was over such a stupid and small thing and whenever I stare at em, I completely regret my actions since it didn't quiet my anguish, just made it worse. But this video helps me feel a little less alone so thanks :')
I haven’t gotten to this point yet but if high school carries on like this I very well might. I scratch myself during my panic attacks/autistic meltdowns which is the only s/h I do at the moment. Been really burnt out lately though, the spare razor in the bathroom cabinet is starting to look rather tempting. I’m holding out for as long as I can though. I can fantasize about it all I want, but my partner would be so worried about me if it found out. I don’t want to do that to it
"sleep to death" line hit me hard. this is exactly what i'm going trough right now-my depression has never been worse and because of extreme amount of brain scourching, su1c1d@l thoughts i just sleep through my days trying to escape it all, waking up just to eat, use the bathroom and repeat the cycle. i barely see people talk about experiencing this, so i'm thankful that you wrote down that lyric, it makes me feel seen and less lonely in my journey. same goes to the nail trimming frame-i cut my nails frequently while i dissociate, somehow, it calms me and distracts from anxiety. yet sometimes i go too far and cut too much, which causes wounds and bleeding. so for me, personally, this frame and lines is not only an allusion to SH, but also this coping mechanism i have. this song and animation feel oddly comforting. thank you a lot. hope you stay safe and strong.
this kinda encapsulates how i feel rn. just dreading every day and getting anxious over something as simple as a speech for my college class. and i know its really simple and not a big deal to most but i cant handle it. so im just gonna end up coping with sh and other useless things :')
need this on spotify so badly. its so relatable and your singing is just chefs kiss. would listen to this on repeat fs. love you and anyone who is reading this veryyyyy much, take care of yourself and know that if you think no one loves, you i do xx
The look in their eyes as they do all of this is exactly how I used to feel. I was so tired and everything felt so pointless. I felt like I deserved to suffer so I pushed down any positivity to keep myself like that.
First time listening to this i was like "omg this song sounds so good!" Then i felt tears streaming down my face so i avoided this song for the rest of the day but here i am now playing this on loop (trying my hardest to not make this sound depressing- anyway, i love your music! Need this on Spotify!!!)
Man- lemme just tell you, u not only made a banger song, but also banger art, relatable symbolism.. u basically made a *W piece of art*, especially with the way you used the colors in it XD and uh, i dont wanna sound delusional or anything, but this feels like as if the Universe gave me a message back, idk why, but it just gives me that feeling lol xd (also, as somebody who does art with only their finger for uhh.. ever since i first did digital art, this is some banger work right there bro XD)
This may be a short song but it's absolutely amazing!!! I can't stop listening to it over and over! And the beautiful art + colour palette is gorgeous!
This is a beautiful song and the art is so fitting as well. It’s sad how much I find myself relating to this, mainly laying on the bathroom floor. It was the worst time for me when the bathroom was the “safest space” for me and I am glad I got out of if. I wish you all the best. Stay strong, you haven’t lost yet.
This is just a masterpiece, and a this is too relatable for me to bear. I just know your next song is going to be just as good or even better but I mostly think it’s going to just get better and better and better and better. Keep it up!
I literally went straight to Spotify to add this to one of my playlists but after failing to find it I went back at the comments and one of them said that you made it😭😭🔥
this is my new favourite comfort song that i will be playing on repeat for the next month or so thank you for making this also the visuals are really cool and matches the song well. how fitting that i find this song after hurting myself over something stupid today lol
Been clean from self harm for a few months now, Im still scared it will happen again but its alright. Im more stable now. Reminder to everyone that as relatable as the song is, as much as you tell yourself these lyrics, your reasons are real and valid. Someday the pain will pass, and youll be okay. I believe in you stranger on the internet, and I wish you the best of luck feeling better
Not even 30 minutes ago i was having a mental breakdown and i inflicted self harm upon myself. UA-cam thinking they real silly recommending me this, huh? Love the song and animation keep up the amazing work ❤️
I like this song, its relatable and very well animated, i hope youre doing okay the song style kinda reminds me of rio romeno i think thats how their name is spelled? also i didnt realise i put it at 1.5x speed and the song sounds more "chaotic" like this
Thank you for making this!! I’ve listened to this song multiple times and it really gives me a way to process my struggles and to see that I’m not alone. However, it is now stuck in my mind lol!
im so glad this came up on my reccommended. i love your voice, the metronome goes so well with the song and the piano part just itches my brain in the best way. i honestly want to know what the notes are for the song cause im interested in making a cover because this song is super fucking good and relatable (if i upload it to any social media, i’ll credit you !!
[opening]
I hurt myself, over the stupidest things
[Chorus]
I cry, cry, cry
I drink, drink, drink
I cut, cut, cut
I lie, lie, lie
[Second verse]
I bought myself bamb bombs from walgreens, drank too much, and let them sink, i die inside
[Second chorus]
Let it dry sleep to death, try, try, try, TRY
[End verse]
I~ i~ i~ i~ i~ i~.
Oops-
(Idk the names of the part of the song so you fix my wrongs)
Lyrics for this vid even tho there r lyrics on the screen. Wrote this cuz i needed it for my lyrics in my offline music player
Honestly wish this wasn’t as relatable as it is
fr
I wish bro 😅
Me too, it’s sad that a lot of people relate to this.
Same
@@classy_info yk I’m ending it tonight so bye
I love that you mixed orange with blue and made it so moody and mesmerising at the same time.
orange is also the opposite of blue on the color wheel so i thinks thats cool too!
Omg yeah same
" you act like a character! Stop cutting yourself and being weird!" - my dad trying to "help"
I'm sorry, he shouldn't say that
Thats not helpful, or nice, at all. Hes supposed to support you and not compare you to "characters", as its a big problem. I hope you understand your problems are valid and not fron cartoons ok?? ❤️❤️
@@Angelface-d4f yeah, agreed.
My mum got angry but i forgot what she said. Ik she asked if i am dooing it for attention and accused me of dooing it for attention but she belived me when i said that's not the case
@ thats not fair tho.. Sh is an actual response to trauma or depression, etc. Going through a tough battle like this and getting called an attention seeker?? Im happy she ended up believing you, but thats not gonna help you regardless. I hope ur doing well
I desperately need this on Spotify or something I need it in every playlist omgggg this is so horribly relatable and I love it
agreeed
Please we need this on Spotify
I was just abt to add it to my playlist, but realized it wasn't on Spotify :,)
SAMEE
Hey. Does anyone know the song name of this? I can't find it in UA-cam for some reason?
I interpreted this two ways;
at first I thought this was about the invalidation of one self reasons to SH, as a way of saying "I'm dumb and I hurt myself over the stupidest things" even if (at least I believe) all reasons are essentially valid for one hurt themselves because after all is a way of releasing stress that one doesn't control
the second way I saw it is that this also shows the futile cycle of being at a bad moment of one's life, trying to get out of it but with never it being achieved, I also thought of this that way thanks to the times words repeats 3 times in the song, like "cry, cry, cry", "try, try, try", like it was the cycle of trying to get better but getting worse, and that's why of "I hurt myself over the stupidest things" not as them being stupid or dumb, but seeing them like that because it's pointless
I like to interpret things :), and it could be easily both I believe
PD: I hope you're okay! this song was really cool and pretty and even if is about pain essentially (may it be emotional, physical, or both), even bitter things shine in their own way and everyone is beautiful even at their "worst" moments!
the oops at the end was a great touch it’s like the regret you get after (:
I interpreted as him being dead because of him keeping his eyes opened
@@bigbannana9088 that’s a cool interpretation (guess we’ll never know)
I love that ending
*messes up* "oops" *ends song*
Walking around slightly disoriented and leaving marks is so painfully relatable
This being set in the bathroom just made the video that much more relatable...
This hits so close. I've recently been obsessing over the fact that I can remember all the times but can never remember the reason. Knowing that the reasons were all small and forgetful but the pain was always remembered. Maybe it means that something deeper was going on and this was just a sign.
Thank you, I feel less alone in this big world now.
For me the reason was usually same so i can remebwr it, but all the time i did it just mash into a mess
I hurt myself for feeling guilty, crying, thinking something's my fault, getting yelled at, for fun and more :D
saaaaaame
I hurt myself due to home life and thinking I’m not good enough for the world around me.
It's saddening how many people relate to this, including myself.
I wish there was a way for all of us to get help, without being judged and shamed for our mistakes.
oh my god the accuracy of accidentally getting blood on the light switch while stumbling into the bathroom is wayyy too real
the drawn out, off tune vocals make it sound so much more human. the way it DOESN'T sound "professional" or pristine is genuinely what makes this great
omg dont tell me this is out of tune, i have been here for the past 2 hours trying to rawdog the chords😭😭😭😭
The song is so majestic that at first I didn’t even realize you were the one who made and sang it
Anyways, I hope you’re doing well man. I know this sounds silly because I’m someone random person from a different place around the world but I understand your struggle. My heart goes out to you.
I’ve been told over the course of two years that I SH for attention and sympathy, when everyone that says that knows that I have severe mental health issues. They just dismiss that and tell me that it’s my fault for feeling the need to hurt myself when I get overly frustrated or stressed about anything. Now, instead of me doing SH, I have substantially lost the motivation to do most things, and I do still force myself, but it has caused my grades to fall, my room to get messy, etc.
This song was really relatable!! Also, do you have some sort of instrumental? I want to make a cover of your song, if you’re okay with that 💜
@@thenotsoluckyduckling i would love to see that! i’ll probably link the instrumental file in the description when i can.
This song slaps so hard and rings so true
who wrote it?
@@ali1ff3 It's an original song by the creator of the video.
23, smoking weed, and drinking. Things I said I would never do, but feeling like it’s the only way to cope with things right now.
THIS IS SO GOOD I CAN'T--- THE SONG IS A BOP AND ANIMATION'S SO TOUCHING--- i feel like i want to cry while listening to this song (full version please?)
Hmmmmmmm 🤔
I was staying clean for a while...until family stuff happened and I couldn't keep my hands away from glass for more than 1 day. I was clean for 2 months, I was doing so well, but not anymore- it's been 6 hours since I had a relapse. This song is more relatable than it should be but you got a talent for singing and drawing, so thank you for expressing my thoughts and feelings (I'm not good with emotions) random stranger
Not me watching this every night before sleep, not me watching this every morning.
Not me knowing it by heart.
Not me watching it every time.
Not me in love with this song.
Not this so relatable.
Btw do you know how I could learn this song ? I play piano and if the partitions existed I would be the happiest pianist ever hahah
Same FRFR this song is so awesome sauce,, hope ur ok (I’m gonna try to find the key thingies but idk much HELP)
I’ll post music sheets to a piano version once I can :D (it’ll probably be when I’m less busy with school though)
@@akezu7 WOWIE thank!! goodluck with your schooling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Accidentally putting blood on the light switch, this or doorknobs is such a relatable detail
metronome in the back is so banger!!!! (love this song)
I LOVE LOVE LOVE everything about this video. Here’s my full interpretation of the whole music video: The lyric “I hurt myself over the stupidest things” suggests a pattern of internalizing minor issues, leading to overwhelming pain. Actions like crying, drinking, and cutting reveal different ways of dealing with-or avoiding-emotional distress. The mention of “buying bath bombs” serves as an attempt to soothe pain. The lyric “Drank too much and let it sink” implies using substances as a way to drown feelings, but it leads to further emotional “death” or emptiness. Despite the heaviness, the repeated “Try try try try” suggests an ongoing effort to survive or push through, even when it feels futile. The appearance of melatonin, commonly used to regulate sleep, during this part of the video could symbolize an attempt to reset, find piece or regain control over something as basic yet elusive as sleep. The repetition of “I-I I-I-I-I” and the minimalist phrasing might symbolize a fragmented, overwhelmed state of mind or the inability to fully comprehend complex emotions.
Blue often represents sadness, calmness, or emotional detachment. The mundane blue in the background suggests the overall monotony and numbness of life for the narrator, reinforcing a feeling of depression or apathy. It portrays the world as dull and unchanging, mirroring the internal state of the individual.
On the other hand, bright orange (which is opposite on the color wheel) is a color of heat, warning, and heightened emotion. Highlighting the arms, neck, drinking, and cutting could symbolizethe vitality in self-harm and coping mechanisms: These actions are where the narrator “feels” most intensely through destructive habits, standing out against the muted backdrop of their otherwise numbed existence.
I also noticed that the main character of the video has eyebags. Eye bags often symbolize sleep deprivation, fatigue, or stress, suggesting that the narrator’s emotional pain has deeply affected their physical state. They visually connect to the lyrics (“Sleep to death”) and the recurring idea of struggle against overwhelming despair. It shows how the narrator’s turmoil isn’t just mental but also takes a toll on their body. The lack of polished appearance might also reflect the narrator’s disinterest in maintaining their external self, symbolizing neglect or loss of self-worth. Combined with the overall blue tones in the video, the eye bags deepen the sense of monotony and hopelessness, as though life is an ongoing battle that leaves no room for rest or recovery.
The “oops” at the end may symbolize the regret and guilt that comes after self-harm.
Overall, the song captures the nature of self-destruction and the fragile hope of finding a way out. Thank you for watching this video. If you could relate, please know you’re not alone, and I truly hope you’ll find the strength to get through it. Take care of yourself.
💛 awesome analysis
@ OMG TYSMM 💛💛💛
i dont even need to ask why youtube recomented this to me but no need to call me out at least.. why relatable wt-💀
PLEASE DROP THIS BANGER ON SPOTIFY‼️‼️
Dude when I watched this it made me put my melatonin down. Thanks :)
PLEASEEEEE I NEED IT ON SPOTIFY OR SOUNDCLOUD I MUST HAVE IT
It’s on YT music :)
Takes me back to a time not long ago but still in the past. That feeling of laying down looking at the ceiling was such an unexplainable but strong feeling. It's still strong, just in a different way. I'm thankful that I'm recovering but it's weird to let go of certain parts of myself. They were causing me more pain then good, but they were still apart of me. Someone could argue that they were just apart of my depression, but my depression was a part of me. And i stand by that. It changed my life completely. It stayed with me for over 2 years straight and on and off before that. How can that not be apart of me? It is. Now it's more apart of my past than my present. But my past is what made me who i am today.
I love the animation. This is such an important topic, even if it is a difficult one. Thank you for sharing yourself through your art
Bro cooks better than my grandma, and that's saying something!! This is genuinely such a good song, I NEED this on spotify 😭😭
Dont die guys! I love you all! ^^ *virtual hugs to everyone*
I need this in an hour loop. Or ten.
This hits harder than anyother song for me, this makes cry when i havent cried in months.
I can already feel my tears flowing down.
Oh this song really hits hard. I'm 32 now, but listening to this quite honestly feels like I'm sitting with myself when I was 16. The unhealthy coping habits I had, the unprocessed trauma, just the feeling of surviving and wishing I wasn't.
Still on ongoing process considering I spent over a decade in that destructive cycle, but even with ongoing health issues I'm glad to be alive everyday with my cats and talk with my friends. Considering half a lifetime ago I couldn't go a day without thinking about dying, it's been a hell of an improvement. Weird to be living past my experation date and building a future. Having been processing my trauma for 5 years in therapy I can firmly say: wtf 16 year old me, how did we think so much of what we went through was just normal? Thank you for surviving for us, we use the scars you left for stimming.
please put this on spotify i need it
I've been dealing with self-harm for the majority of my life now. My current streak is the longest I've gone without it since I was 8. I hope to get to a full year soon.
It's still difficult when things get hard. They've been hard lately, which has been compounded by temporarily losing my support system. But I'm keeping it going, for as long as I can. The worst of it has been over with for a while; it's just challenging to handle the urges.
I can promise it gets better even if it doesn't go away entirely (although it might for some people; I don't know). Gets more manageable. Becomes less of a problem when you find other things to do instead.
I hope you see that day. It's worth it.
I really like the melody of the piano in the background and the meanings behind the lyrics
It's so relatable and just reading the title hit me in the feels
The animation in the background has good composition and the color scheme is so satisfying to look at whilst still conveying the mood of the song
Love listening to this and I hope there will be more releases from you!!!
Oh, this is painfully relatable. Wonderful animation and song. Please be kind to yourself, you deserve it and to be happy
I fear I need this on my spotify playlist
As someone who used to hurt myself over getting anything under a 100% on every single assignment in middle school, this hits hard
I don't hurt myself anymore, but still,
Dang
"It's not even that big of a deal, quit hurting yourself over the weirdest things!" -my friends trying to help me, 2024
No way that's so relatable haha. my friend literally said you are the most understanding person how can u not understand yourself
i don't really remember many things, but I've had this video in my head for almost a week now. damn. i love it
The blue and orange is such a great colour match the orange contrasts so much with the blue so the important parts pop much better :D
As someone who started using a blade to hurt myself recently over something I’m probably just overreacting to even though it really really hurt me, yeah. Yeah. Been hurting myself before for years but never like this. Never the proper way.
This was sooooooo good and the drawings, animation, using the color orange to symbolize where the person hurts themselves, and just everything about this and how you match different things with the lyrics is amazing and incredible
Never knew that this song can be this relatable
WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY!!
I can relate to this. The smallest thing goes wrong I hurt myself. There will be periods of time where I go weeks without doing anything but lately September all the way to November now it’s felt like I am drowning and the false illusion of control I give myself is all I have. I’ve been doing this since I was in middle school. I have visible scars covering my arms people point out. Some say it looks like ring warm. White, red and pink. Got dark red scars on my ankles and white sorta pink scars all over my chest all these scars caused by my bitten down finger nails. It’s hell, feels impossible to stop. I even woke up clawing at my wrist one morning. It’s never easy to stop, I have a good support system but it’s more over the fact that I don’t talk to them. I don’t know how to bring it up or I don’t want to get in trouble by my school discussing topics like this to people I trust like my speech therapist. Everyone sees it, I know they do. But it’s weird to bring up so I don’t blame them.
This is depressing and relatable in the perfect sad but yet so real way
your voice is so soft and it fits the person perfectly. I can relate to this animation so it makes it more special
I feel like this is where my life is going right now. Honestly, it's relatable in the moment too.
Same :(
This song is so damn good, maybe the world knows I'm going through a rough patch again because why'd I get this in my recommended just after I relapsed after being self harm free for 2 years. I relate so hard because it was over such a stupid and small thing and
whenever I stare at em, I completely regret my actions since it didn't quiet my anguish, just made it worse. But this video helps me feel a little less alone so thanks :')
I haven’t gotten to this point yet but if high school carries on like this I very well might. I scratch myself during my panic attacks/autistic meltdowns which is the only s/h I do at the moment. Been really burnt out lately though, the spare razor in the bathroom cabinet is starting to look rather tempting.
I’m holding out for as long as I can though. I can fantasize about it all I want, but my partner would be so worried about me if it found out. I don’t want to do that to it
"sleep to death" line hit me hard. this is exactly what i'm going trough right now-my depression has never been worse and because of extreme amount of brain scourching, su1c1d@l thoughts i just sleep through my days trying to escape it all, waking up just to eat, use the bathroom and repeat the cycle. i barely see people talk about experiencing this, so i'm thankful that you wrote down that lyric, it makes me feel seen and less lonely in my journey.
same goes to the nail trimming frame-i cut my nails frequently while i dissociate, somehow, it calms me and distracts from anxiety. yet sometimes i go too far and cut too much, which causes wounds and bleeding. so for me, personally, this frame and lines is not only an allusion to SH, but also this coping mechanism i have.
this song and animation feel oddly comforting. thank you a lot.
hope you stay safe and strong.
this kinda encapsulates how i feel rn. just dreading every day and getting anxious over something as simple as a speech for my college class. and i know its really simple and not a big deal to most but i cant handle it. so im just gonna end up coping with sh and other useless things :')
I am literally just going to like all of your videos
need this on spotify so badly. its so relatable and your singing is just chefs kiss. would listen to this on repeat fs. love you and anyone who is reading this veryyyyy much, take care of yourself and know that if you think no one loves, you i do xx
This felt like watching my life for the past years
WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY!!!❤
The look in their eyes as they do all of this is exactly how I used to feel. I was so tired and everything felt so pointless. I felt like I deserved to suffer so I pushed down any positivity to keep myself like that.
I NEED THAT ON SPOTIFY RN HELPPP THATS SO DAMN GOOD
I love this song, it is really relatable, thank you for making my inner voice feel a little more heard. ❤
This is too relatable 😢
"well why dont you just stop its not that hard." -my mom,teacher,"friends",therapist,school councelar, the assholes at school, myself(too myself)
First time listening to this i was like "omg this song sounds so good!" Then i felt tears streaming down my face so i avoided this song for the rest of the day but here i am now playing this on loop (trying my hardest to not make this sound depressing- anyway, i love your music! Need this on Spotify!!!)
please put this on spotifyy!!!
Man- lemme just tell you, u not only made a banger song, but also banger art, relatable symbolism.. u basically made a *W piece of art*, especially with the way you used the colors in it XD
and uh, i dont wanna sound delusional or anything, but this feels like as if the Universe gave me a message back, idk why, but it just gives me that feeling lol xd
(also, as somebody who does art with only their finger for uhh.. ever since i first did digital art, this is some banger work right there bro XD)
this is nice to my eyes.
ohh, yyy
This is literally so relatable and good at the same time, I love it
This is a really nice animation. It reminds me of who I was back in Middle school, my life is better.
This may be a short song but it's absolutely amazing!!! I can't stop listening to it over and over! And the beautiful art + colour palette is gorgeous!
This is a beautiful song and the art is so fitting as well. It’s sad how much I find myself relating to this, mainly laying on the bathroom floor. It was the worst time for me when the bathroom was the “safest space” for me and I am glad I got out of if.
I wish you all the best. Stay strong, you haven’t lost yet.
PLEASE put this on Spotify
Okay, but like- WHAT ABT THAT VOICE BRO 🙏
This is just a masterpiece, and a this is too relatable for me to bear. I just know your next song is going to be just as good or even better but I mostly think it’s going to just get better and better and better and better. Keep it up!
Holy shit you wrote this and drew this!??
Insane talent dude.
I NEED THIS TO BE AN ACTUAL SONG PLEASE🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I literally went straight to Spotify to add this to one of my playlists but after failing to find it I went back at the comments and one of them said that you made it😭😭🔥
this is my new favourite comfort song that i will be playing on repeat for the next month or so thank you for making this also the visuals are really cool and matches the song well.
how fitting that i find this song after hurting myself over something stupid today lol
most of the time i don't even have a reason to it, i just do it as a habit, addiction
The animation and the colors in it are really nice, so is the song. its sad how relatable this is, but i hope that you're okay
Wow this is really good (ABSOLUTELY AMAZING) tbh, adding this to my favorite songs playlist
Been clean from self harm for a few months now, Im still scared it will happen again but its alright. Im more stable now. Reminder to everyone that as relatable as the song is, as much as you tell yourself these lyrics, your reasons are real and valid. Someday the pain will pass, and youll be okay. I believe in you stranger on the internet, and I wish you the best of luck feeling better
This song is so depressing and a hit. I love it, along with the visuals! Good job :,D
You are a great artist
I can’t stop watching, I’m really craving doing it again but I just can’t I don’t know
Not even 30 minutes ago i was having a mental breakdown and i inflicted self harm upon myself. UA-cam thinking they real silly recommending me this, huh?
Love the song and animation keep up the amazing work ❤️
ive been bawling my eyes out for hours cause my gf is broke up w me for no reason.. this song helps me feel a bit better. tysm for this ❤
please make this a song!!! id absolutely listen to this on repeat while i sleep.
I like this song, its relatable and very well animated, i hope youre doing okay
the song style kinda reminds me of rio romeno i think thats how their name is spelled?
also i didnt realise i put it at 1.5x speed and the song sounds more "chaotic" like this
The animation , song , lyrics, editing ,beats all was on point.🤌🏻
did not think a song will be this relatable
Praying one day this’ll be on Spotify🙏🙏
the fact i got this recommended while doing it
man… the clipping of the nails rlly hit me
Thank you for making this!! I’ve listened to this song multiple times and it really gives me a way to process my struggles and to see that I’m not alone. However, it is now stuck in my mind lol!
im so glad this came up on my reccommended. i love your voice, the metronome goes so well with the song and the piano part just itches my brain in the best way. i honestly want to know what the notes are for the song cause im interested in making a cover because this song is super fucking good and relatable (if i upload it to any social media, i’ll credit you !!
I LOVED the style of your animation, and the orange markings just looked so good in the scenes
Plus the song is really really good! (…)