Dan, what's so amazing about you is the fact that, no matter how low you are, your humor and tenderness and wisdom shine through. You're one of the most special people I've ever seen! We all love and admire you, and I know I don't speak just for myself! ❤❤❤❤❤
Hey mr daniel you’re a brilliant, intelligent, handsome, worthy man. I’ve seen your videos on SBSK a while back and just found your channel. I think you are doing amazing and I love to watch you. You are truly a great guy and more insightful than most people I know. People want to keep watching your videos so please remember you have many people who care. Take care Mr Daniel.
Hey Daniel, I’m glad you’re reaching out. Keep connecting with this group of friends on UA-cam. Your insights in these matters helps others going things. Your messages send a positive influence and adds so much value. Keep it up. Take care, Bret
That's not your gnome!! 😆Even in the darkness we can see the light of your soul. All that you've been through hasnt extinguished the spark of your humanity. How amazing is that? Sending you love and healing friend♡
Vet with Schitzoaffective and Schitzotypal here, you are not alone brother. I used to work as a Peer to Peer Specialist with a group formerly known as Vermont Vet to Vet. I hope you have the resources you need, you deserve them. I am glad to see another video here, I was worried about you when I couldn't find any recent ones.
I agree !He's an amazing soul.I admire you both for your service.Thank you so much!Daniel if your reading this.thanks for sharing I always enjoy your videos.😊
I'm nobody, I live in a pretty remote place that you have no idea about but I've been following you for years. I watch your videos and listen to your poems even if it's not my mother tongue. You are incredibly strong. I wish I had a magic wand that could solve the problems of the people I care about (I know thats a very childish thought). Stay strong, you have probably contributed a lot more to this world than you think. Thank you very much
awwh! Dani! Sorry to hear! Sleep regenerates your mind, body and soul, and boy it sucks big time if insomnia struck, it’s like sometimes so quiet you gotta keep busy or else you start overthinking things, it’s way worse with temper and patience, the physical tug on energy of course, everything seems bleak and tiring. Personally i listen to upbeat music but melodious songs to fall sleep like Bon Iver or Ciggarettes After Sex. I love taking random scenery photos too! Capturing the moment and appreciating the beauty around me :) Im glad to hear you’re getting better! We’re just here and we might not be going through the exact thing as you, we have our moments too and we relate to you :) We love you and we’re always here to listen, hope you remember that! ♥️
I know EXACTLY how you feel about not having a present or a future; but only living in memories. Mine is from a combination of my mental illnesses and my body which is broken down. Glad to see you sitting outdoors.
You are most brave man I ever seen. Because you have strenght to share your life with the world. Not pretty pictures. Actual life. Stay strong sunshine.
I remember quiting benzos and not being able to sleep for days, its the worst feeling in the world. Whenever i was to fall asleep i felt i was falling, or felt shocks through my body. Almost became hallucinating at one point. I feel your pain.
Im so sorry to hear about your insomnia Daniel. I can not imagine how tough these last weeks have been for you. I really hope that things get better for you and your wellbeing improves significantly. You inspire so many who are struggling with their mental health to not lose hope. Sending much love and good vibes to you 💛
Dearest Daniel. My heart aches immensely, knowing you are suffering so deeply.😞 I am soooooo incredibly sorry for all that you have had/continue to go through.💔 Through it all, your love and compassion for animals and nature continue to remain a constant, and what a gift that is!!! The little "episode" with Mr. Armadillo was absolutely HILARIOUS!!! (Poor garden gnome😂) Oh, what a beautiful soul you are!!! I love you! ❤️💕❤ P.S. Not so sure about that spider 🕷️ though!!! 😁
I've gone up to 100 hours of no sleep quite a few times & it hurts both physically & mentally. Where I become so tired I become manic & then impossible to relax let alone sleep. Thinking of you Daniel, & thank you as ever for sharing. You certainly help me remember I'm not alone. XoXoX
Hey, hun I'm so glad to see an update. You're so strong and very loved. Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable. Your videos have helped so many. Thank you ❤️
Oh Daniel, I’m so sorry to hear that you are struggling with insomnia. It saddens me that you have difficulty seeing the future. You have such a strong, kind soul. I’m sending you hugs so you know that you are loved and heard. Wishing you only the best for the bright future you deserve. You are a good man 😊
your best is all you can ever do, and its okay if that looks different at different times. sending you love and very sleepy thoughts, i really hope youre able to get out of this soon
I'm so glad you're doing better. Not only better, but holding on and doing your best. It's great that you're still finding it in yourself to continue forward. It's like Rocky Balboa said, "Life isn't about how hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can GET hit and keep moving forward." Even if it's one breath at a time, keep moving forward.
ugh... hang in there daniel. it sounds like youre going through hell. just know im rooting for you, yeah? me and so many others. i hope you can get some rest and find some peace. 💚
If you only knew how special you are for this world, we all need people like you, the world needs people like you, someone with that energy, with that soul that is pure and inocent like a few people in the world can be, you might feel that you only have the past, sometimes i feel like that, but the present time deserves someone like you brother, thanks gor sharing.
Insomnia is torturous, I have only experienced insomnia in 3 day streaks, I end up in a perpetual meltdown. I can't even imagine how excruciating an entire week would feel like. Wish you all the best. Despite all the things you endure you still have such a likable demeanor, you have a distinct great energy and I hope you know that about yourself
I've been there myself. I know what you're going through. Even with the most stable mind the lack of sleep will f*** with you. Hallucinations.... the f****** sounds the stupid micronapping when you're awake..It's going to get better though.. please don't give up I love you❤
We love you and have been subbed since SBSK. Please know we care about you and understand. You are so talented and creative and have continued to fight the good fight. You are a hero to the Mental Health community. We need you! Please keep uploading. You are worth it.
The thing that you said about living in memories I can relate to. Sometimes I get lost in things from my past that I'd rather forget and it keeps me from realizing that things are different. Hope you feel better soon 🖤
You're so brave to share your thoughts and experiences on video and broadcast it to UA-cam. It such a vulnerable thing and I appreciate and find inspiration in it❤ you're an amazing man, thank you for your service 🙏🏼 ❤️ ♥️ 💙 💖
I feel like my life is on pause, and all I'll ever have is memories of better times. My way of dealing with it is by sleeping most of my life away( with the overuse of sleeping tablets), which I don't recommend and is definitely not healthy. Not being able to sleep is terrifying. I'm sorry you have to go through this 🥺 I hope you're not alone as the world needs you in it ❤
"I feel like I live in memories, but not in real life," the connection I have to this sentiment is profound. I spent so many years alone in my younger days, living with various family members etc, and the way you phrase your experiences is powerful. Something I have tried to do for a long time. I can only imagine the compounding effects of what you deal with. I have my own scene plastered before me, seemingly endlessly, from a chronic illness that leaves me sitting for most of my time. For what it's worth, you have helped me to see and understand things of my self, that I have struggled with for most of my life. Thank you
It means the absolute world to me that that video, and specifically that observation I uttered, were able to reach your honest heart as such. It truly makes things WORTH IT to read such honest and vulnerable testimony from you and others. I hope, so very darn much, that you're able to observe the good in your own days where you can, and when you CANNOT that you're able to keep your beautiful mind above water. Thank you again for such a beautiful comment. 🫡🫂💚🫂🫡
So sorry the insomnia has struck back, Daniel! I'd hoped you'd made it out the other side. I'm hoping for this to end soon and for you to get some good sleep. Love to see videos where you're up, but I'm glad you share with us when you're down, too. Peace, my friend.
Hey Daniel, I hope that this time of acute insomnia passes and that you'll be able to get back into a good sleep pattern again soon. It's so so hard to be in the middle of it, but I'm glad that you're still here. You matter and thank you for always sharing your mental health journey because it helps *me* to know that I'm not alone!
Daniel, I don’t know you, but I love you. You are here, you are real, you are important, and you are cared about. It’s incredible what our brains can do, the good and the bad. I pray for your peace.
Daniel. I just saw your videos on SBSK. And I’ve been crying for the last hour. I resonate so much with you and the way you vocalize your feelings. I am consumed by so much of what I think and feel. Seeing your videos helped me feel less isolated and alone. You are a very intelligent and emotionally intelligent and aware person. It has me moved in ways I haven’t felt in a long time. Sometimes I feel so detached from everyone else around me. I felt like you were almost speaking to me. I could really use a friend who experiences the kind of darkness that you talked about. I don’t think I’ve ever met or talked with someone who has experienced as much chronic unhappiness as I have; and that isolation is crushing sometimes. I would love to be your friend. But even though we haven’t met, know that you’re loved. From me, as a fellow ally and empath toward those who struggle with mental health. You’re valued, loved, you’re talented, creative, and inspiring. I messaged you on Instagram. I know you may never see it but it would light up my day if you did. Please be well. I’ll be thinking of you ♥️
I’ve suddenly developed insomnia over the past month and I can’t relate more. I already deal with several physical and mental illnesses and this is hell. I’m sorry you’re going through this too and glad you’re doing a bit better. Thanks for sharing as always
you're insanely strong man. like serious the amount of shit you've gone through is so inspiring. i struggle with some chronic insomnia as well, and many people dont seem to understand that "warm milk" and "consistent bedtime" and "relaxing music" doesn't help in the way people think it does, at least for me. sleep is something that we can't control and trying to put expectation on sleep can make us even more anxious. thats just me personally tho. thanks for these videos. wishing you the best
Oh Daniel. We will never quit being here for you even though I know that we can’t make the big things right. How you keep your humour and warmth through all your dark days I don’t know. You are so loved by all here. If I could fix it all for you I would in a heartbeat ❤
Oh my Daniel ❤ my insomnia is bad but nothing like yours. My longest is about 48 hrs but then my body just takes over and I sleep for about 8 or 9. Sometimes I just get out of bed and stop trying to sleep altogether. I know your circumstances and mine are different, mine is mainly stress and depression but, I came off my anti depression meds cold Turkey and holy shit that was a roller coaster! I was sick of how it was making all my emotions so dampened. Not really happy, sad, angry, etc. just all monotone. Everything is starting to even out now finally 2 months later, just no sleep. Luckily I’m still recuperating with that broken kneecap so there’s no pressure with a schedule right now. I’m just babbling on, hoping to bore you to sleep 😊. I know I’ve told you many times I wish I could do something or say something that would make your life easier to live. That gentle, funny soul in there deserves to be heard. Keep looking ahead and sharing, no judgement here from any of us. I need to see those eyes happy again. ❤⭐️😉
WE can't. Maybe Somebody can Drive to him and lie beside him. Be there for him. That's the only Thing you can do for someone in such a strong Episode. Greetz from Germany.
I wish you all the best ❤. And thank you for sharing. I hope this community helps you, because your videos have helped me for sure. Best of luck to you. I hope it will get better soon.
Hey Daniel, thank you for this update on insomnia. Gosh it sounds so difficult to not sleep for that long, I cannot even imagine it. It is great to see how interacting with animals helps you though and your appreciation for them.
Insomnia was one of my main diagnoses because Covid gave me sleep apnea. I've never been more aware of how sleep shapes your mental state until these past few years. I can say personally that I've gotten way more sensitive to almost every stressor that has come up and also my ability to cope with those things has gone very south. I can only say that the thing that's helped me is being STRICT with my meds and never missing a day. I don't have any sort of schizophrenia, so I can't attest to the hallucinations, but I understand the hopelessness and boredom it can bring and that by itself is very damaging. In regards to PTSD and sleep, I've only found that trying very hard to not bring the anxiety into the dreaming world by stressing in bed works for me. It's only my experience, though. Happy to hear from you, Daniel.
I love you Daniel! I discovered your videos back in covid, when I was suffering from serious anxiety/panic disorder. Your videos helped me feel better and gave me courage, I will forever be grateful to you. God bless you, keep being awesome
I hope you get you some good rest soon Daniel. It's definitely very frustrating when you're tired but cannot get any sleep. Much love man, take care. ❤❤❤
Sometimes dont know what to say but sending you all the best Daniel you are a great guy 🐢 its true that sleep or lack of it plays such a role in mental health though isn't it i usually can't face anything if i haven't slept.
Insomnia does suck. I've had it for 17 years and I only sleep if i take meds and alcohol mixed. I've tried every single thing and it sucks. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I pray you find some peace
Thanks for touching base with us! I'm dealing with it too, but for a completely different reason - magnesium deficiency and mental pause (menopause). This sh*t sucks.
Daniel, being someone who suffers from bouts of insomnia, I understand your frustration. It can be really hard especially when you have made so much progress. Your ability and determination to maintain optimism in your darkest moments is why you have made it so far. I know sometimes it can be really hard to see the progress we make, but watching you over the past few years gives me hope that we can all grow and learn. No matter what we are going through. Thank you for letting us in. We are always here to support you, my friend.
Hello Daniel. I can see that you are such a sweet and kind person. I always distrust people until I know them well, especially on the internet, but you are an open book from the first moment I could see that in your heart there is only kindness.
Hey Daniel, I'm some dude from germany who pretty much randomly found out about you through your first SBSK interview. I'm very glad that you're still around and posting things on your channel online. I cannot possibly imagine your situation and the countless hardships you might be going through, which is why I'm so, so impressed with you pulling through and obviously always fighting. It seems like you're such a kind soul and after watching your interview I wanted to check in on you, on how you're doing currently. Please don't stop fighting those inner demons, Sir. It's in my utmost interest to continue to see you're still around and I'm absolutely rooting for you to eventually get better and better. You're a strong person and you've impressed me lots!
I am also someone who came from is SBSK interview to check in on how he’s doing! He’s definitely incredible strong, and although it seems things are tough right now I will always be rooting for him and for things to get better!
Body, she's not asking for permission, she's asking for you to go with her, she's confused because you do not sleep together as much as you did before. However, I suffer from dissociation and I can well relate to some of the things you said. Living in your memory, no future, no present, trapped inside your mind, I feel you.
Hello Daniel! I got to know your story from "Special Books by Special Kids" just now. I am infinitely thankful for you, for your determination to live [shall I say?], for your perseverance and so much more. Even though I only know so little of you, I can confidently say that you are truly a strong person. Your story is so emotional, I have not cried like that in long time.. This comment of mine doesn't do my thoughts any justice I have right now. Just want to let you know that you are cared for
Hi Daniel. Wanted to say we are here for you. Life is rough. And sometimes thoughts run away with us. Know you always have friends and are never truely alone.
Daniel, I am always here for you. I have been dealing with that same insomnia for a couple nights now. It is so rough, not being able to sleep like we're supposed to. You are always in my heart. I'm praying the insomnia eases up.
Hey Daniel, I recently found your channel through your interview in Special Books by Special Kids. Your story touched my heart. I also struggle with mental health, not as intensely as you do, but i've had some pretty bad episodes and could relate to a few things you said. I'm very glad you are sharing your journey and i am 100% sure you are helping other people to not feel alone. Wish you the best, truly, with all the ups and downs, they are part of the process and i know its fucking exhausting, but everyday we keep going is a battle that we won. I recognise your effort. Big hugs from Brazil :)
Daniel, you have a friend in me here in Northern France. When I have trouble falling asleep, I try to focus on a positive image of the future: quiet, happy, with no more fears and obsessions, but I guess it could work (at least partly) with other symptoms as well. I don't really focus on an image, but rather on the feelings. It helps me a lot. Maybe you could try? Stay strong 🙏😘
Hi Daniel, I understand that dealing with severe mental health issues such as schizophrenia and acute insomnia can be incredibly challenging. I’ve found that maintaining a routine and staying active has been very beneficial for my mental health. Engaging in sports and exercising regularly helps me manage my thoughts and stay focused. Having goals and a structured routine can make a significant difference in mental well-being. I hope you find something that brings you fulfillment and helps you manage your condition more effectively. Stay strong and take care.
Hey Dan. Just caught your video post, a week late. I hope you reached out to your doctor about your feelings and depression. Summer has come around again. And so has the Strawberry full moon. Take a moment to marvel that we are both still here to see it, even if we are at opposite ends of the country. Sweet dreams.
I have very bad insomnia,I’ve gone 4 days or more without sleeping,even when I do sleep it’s very vivid nightmares.Even with medication,it’s very hard.I’d also love to send some plushies if you like! I have a lot of them❤️❤️
Dear Daniel, thank you for sharing this. You really put a light on the many faces of ptsd and mental health issues. You, like no other, not only shows us the sometimes ugly thruth, you find the most powerful and accurate words for it. I know one day you will not only be better, but really fine. I just know. But I wish this day would come soon. I admire you, and I adore you. Stay strong!
You're precious and you're so strong for being in the scary out there, Daniel. We're all doing our best. Sending lots of love and a big ol' hug for you and your friends. We're together in this.
Hey Daniel, just checking in to see how you're doing. Hanging in there on my end. I just ordered your book "Persevere" and I'm looking forward to a good read. I'm running late on the purchase, but better late than never. Take care, Bret
That's cool that you have an armadillo nearby. And Im grateful you have a sweet cat to keep you company. I do hope your air conditioning is working on these hot summer days. Here it is cooling off nicely at night still. Any dental issues lately or has everything healed. I remember you felt better after your jaw infection was treated last year. Best blessings are wished for you.
Thank you for sharing, Daniel. I m so sorry you are going through all of this!! Please, try cold showers before going to bed and a glutenfree diet. Sorry that I m bringing this up over and over again ..but I m a strong believer in this approach. Sending lots of love your way!
I send my spirit to fight FOR and WITH you. The insomnia could be a side effect from certain medication, maybe a lack of physical activity also. This is yet another serious and threatening condition you are made to face. I find this extremely unfair, as you've already kicked so many demons out. You have earned your wings Daniel, you are more than worthy. Receive our love. I urge God ( which is not in my nature ) to deliver you from darkness' grasp and set you free to shine. Love you bro. Hope my love reaches you.
I’m so sorry to hear this.Wish I could do something to help you. You’re such a sweetheart, much stronger than you think. I love your sense of humour, poetry, and singing. Sending loads of hugs 🫶🫂🫂🫴🫴🫶
Insomnia...I can relate! You're tired but you can't sleep. I'm here..we're all here for you!!
Dan, what's so amazing about you is the fact that, no matter how low you are, your humor and tenderness and wisdom shine through. You're one of the most special people I've ever seen! We all love and admire you, and I know I don't speak just for myself! ❤❤❤❤❤
Definitely his greatest quality. And it’s been consistent even after all the time he’s been through it.
Hey mr daniel you’re a brilliant, intelligent, handsome, worthy man. I’ve seen your videos on SBSK a while back and just found your channel. I think you are doing amazing and I love to watch you. You are truly a great guy and more insightful than most people I know. People want to keep watching your videos so please remember you have many people who care. Take care Mr Daniel.
Hey Daniel, we're still here and we're still rooting for you.
Hey Daniel, I’m glad you’re reaching out. Keep connecting with this group of friends on UA-cam. Your insights in these matters helps others going things. Your messages send a positive influence and adds so much value. Keep it up. Take care, Bret
That's not your gnome!! 😆Even in the darkness we can see the light of your soul. All that you've been through hasnt extinguished the spark of your humanity. How amazing is that? Sending you love and healing friend♡
Vet with Schitzoaffective and Schitzotypal here, you are not alone brother. I used to work as a Peer to Peer Specialist with a group formerly known as Vermont Vet to Vet. I hope you have the resources you need, you deserve them. I am glad to see another video here, I was worried about you when I couldn't find any recent ones.
I hope you have resources and are doing well too friend! Please take care and reach out when you need to. God bless you very much 🤍
I agree !He's an amazing soul.I admire you both for your service.Thank you so much!Daniel if your reading this.thanks for sharing I always enjoy your videos.😊
I'm nobody, I live in a pretty remote place that you have no idea about but I've been following you for years. I watch your videos and listen to your poems even if it's not my mother tongue. You are incredibly strong. I wish I had a magic wand that could solve the problems of the people I care about (I know thats a very childish thought). Stay strong, you have probably contributed a lot more to this world than you think. Thank you very much
awwh! Dani! Sorry to hear! Sleep regenerates your mind, body and soul, and boy it sucks big time if insomnia struck, it’s like sometimes so quiet you gotta keep busy or else you start overthinking things, it’s way worse with temper and patience, the physical tug on energy of course, everything seems bleak and tiring. Personally i listen to upbeat music but melodious songs to fall sleep like Bon Iver or Ciggarettes After Sex. I love taking random scenery photos too! Capturing the moment and appreciating the beauty around me :)
Im glad to hear you’re getting better! We’re just here and we might not be going through the exact thing as you, we have our moments too and we relate to you :) We love you and we’re always here to listen, hope you remember that! ♥️
You are very welcome, and it is an honor to be called one of your friends. Hugs, man, you are loved out here.
I know EXACTLY how you feel about not having a present or a future; but only living in memories. Mine is from a combination of my mental illnesses and my body which is broken down.
Glad to see you sitting outdoors.
Have you seen youtube videos about the Carnivore diet .It really helps physical and ,in my case , mental health .
@@kenadams5504 I follow "Living Well with Schizophrenia." Lauren started on the strictest Keto diet and has been doing much better.
You are most brave man I ever seen. Because you have strenght to share your life with the world. Not pretty pictures. Actual life. Stay strong sunshine.
I remember quiting benzos and not being able to sleep for days, its the worst feeling in the world. Whenever i was to fall asleep i felt i was falling, or felt shocks through my body. Almost became hallucinating at one point. I feel your pain.
I have to quit Ativan 5-7,5mg one day. I will do it slowly. Not alone and with other meds.
Im so sorry to hear about your insomnia Daniel. I can not imagine how tough these last weeks have been for you. I really hope that things get better for you and your wellbeing improves significantly. You inspire so many who are struggling with their mental health to not lose hope. Sending much love and good vibes to you 💛
Dearest Daniel.
My heart aches immensely,
knowing you are suffering so deeply.😞
I am soooooo incredibly sorry for all that you have had/continue to
go through.💔
Through it all,
your love and compassion for animals and nature continue to remain a constant,
and what a gift that is!!!
The little "episode" with
Mr. Armadillo was
absolutely HILARIOUS!!!
(Poor garden gnome😂)
Oh,
what a beautiful soul you are!!!
I love you! ❤️💕❤
P.S. Not so sure about that spider 🕷️ though!!!
😁
Hang in there, Daniel. You're very brave. Godspeed.
I've gone up to 100 hours of no sleep quite a few times & it hurts both physically & mentally. Where I become so tired I become manic & then impossible to relax let alone sleep. Thinking of you Daniel, & thank you as ever for sharing. You certainly help me remember I'm not alone. XoXoX
Daniel Nepveux, you give me so much hope in life.
The fact that you never give up on yourself, makes me strive.
Hey, Daniel - I am so very sorry you were dealing with the insomnia, and the following depression. Praying for you ♥️♥️
Hey, hun
I'm so glad to see an update. You're so strong and very loved. Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable. Your videos have helped so many. Thank you ❤️
Oh Daniel, I’m so sorry to hear that you are struggling with insomnia. It saddens me that you have difficulty seeing the future. You have such a strong, kind soul. I’m sending you hugs so you know that you are loved and heard. Wishing you only the best for the bright future you deserve. You are a good man 😊
your best is all you can ever do, and its okay if that looks different at different times. sending you love and very sleepy thoughts, i really hope youre able to get out of this soon
Good to see you recommended after your interview with Chris from SBSK a while ago. Thank you for sharing!!!
I'm so glad you're doing better. Not only better, but holding on and doing your best. It's great that you're still finding it in yourself to continue forward. It's like Rocky Balboa said, "Life isn't about how hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can GET hit and keep moving forward." Even if it's one breath at a time, keep moving forward.
Love you brother. We're here and your messages mean so much to us. You are valued to us! May calmer sleep find you and restore you soon.
Finally something I can relate on. Haven’t commented in forever but I’m still here watching, much love man
ugh... hang in there daniel. it sounds like youre going through hell. just know im rooting for you, yeah? me and so many others. i hope you can get some rest and find some peace. 💚
I don't really know what to say, but I just wanted you to know that I, like so many are here for you. You're are in my prayers daily. ❤
If you only knew how special you are for this world, we all need people like you, the world needs people like you, someone with that energy, with that soul that is pure and inocent like a few people in the world can be, you might feel that you only have the past, sometimes i feel like that, but the present time deserves someone like you brother, thanks gor sharing.
You are so strong! You're doing your best! I really really wish you luck with everything you're going through! 🫂
Insomnia is torturous, I have only experienced insomnia in 3 day streaks, I end up in a perpetual meltdown. I can't even imagine how excruciating an entire week would feel like. Wish you all the best.
Despite all the things you endure you still have such a likable demeanor, you have a distinct great energy and I hope you know that about yourself
I've been there myself. I know what you're going through. Even with the most stable mind the lack of sleep will f*** with you. Hallucinations.... the f****** sounds the stupid micronapping when you're awake..It's going to get better though.. please don't give up I love you❤
Thank you for being so kind to share
Always here for you Daniel. Praying for you. Stay strong. We'll get through this together.
We love you and have been subbed since SBSK. Please know we care about you and understand. You are so talented and creative and have continued to fight the good fight. You are a hero to the Mental Health community. We need you! Please keep uploading. You are worth it.
The thing that you said about living in memories I can relate to. Sometimes I get lost in things from my past that I'd rather forget and it keeps me from realizing that things are different.
Hope you feel better soon 🖤
You're so brave to share your thoughts and experiences on video and broadcast it to UA-cam. It such a vulnerable thing and I appreciate and find inspiration in it❤ you're an amazing man, thank you for your service 🙏🏼 ❤️ ♥️ 💙 💖
I feel like my life is on pause, and all I'll ever have is memories of better times. My way of dealing with it is by sleeping most of my life away( with the overuse of sleeping tablets), which I don't recommend and is definitely not healthy.
Not being able to sleep is terrifying. I'm sorry you have to go through this 🥺 I hope you're not alone as the world needs you in it ❤
Please get well soon, sleep well and eat well. You are a very strong person. I believe that you can overcome everything. You're a great guy!
"I feel like I live in memories, but not in real life," the connection I have to this sentiment is profound. I spent so many years alone in my younger days, living with various family members etc, and the way you phrase your experiences is powerful. Something I have tried to do for a long time. I can only imagine the compounding effects of what you deal with. I have my own scene plastered before me, seemingly endlessly, from a chronic illness that leaves me sitting for most of my time. For what it's worth, you have helped me to see and understand things of my self, that I have struggled with for most of my life. Thank you
It means the absolute world to me that that video, and specifically that observation I uttered, were able to reach your honest heart as such.
It truly makes things WORTH IT to read such honest and vulnerable testimony from you and others.
I hope, so very darn much, that you're able to observe the good in your own days where you can, and when you CANNOT that you're able to keep your beautiful mind above water.
Thank you again for such a beautiful comment.
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You are so strong for keeping up the constant work on mental health❤
So sorry the insomnia has struck back, Daniel! I'd hoped you'd made it out the other side. I'm hoping for this to end soon and for you to get some good sleep. Love to see videos where you're up, but I'm glad you share with us when you're down, too. Peace, my friend.
Hey Daniel, I hope that this time of acute insomnia passes and that you'll be able to get back into a good sleep pattern again soon. It's so so hard to be in the middle of it, but I'm glad that you're still here. You matter and thank you for always sharing your mental health journey because it helps *me* to know that I'm not alone!
Daniel, I don’t know you, but I love you. You are here, you are real, you are important, and you are cared about. It’s incredible what our brains can do, the good and the bad. I pray for your peace.
Daniel. I just saw your videos on SBSK. And I’ve been crying for the last hour. I resonate so much with you and the way you vocalize your feelings. I am consumed by so much of what I think and feel. Seeing your videos helped me feel less isolated and alone. You are a very intelligent and emotionally intelligent and aware person. It has me moved in ways I haven’t felt in a long time. Sometimes I feel so detached from everyone else around me. I felt like you were almost speaking to me. I could really use a friend who experiences the kind of darkness that you talked about. I don’t think I’ve ever met or talked with someone who has experienced as much chronic unhappiness as I have; and that isolation is crushing sometimes.
I would love to be your friend. But even though we haven’t met, know that you’re loved. From me, as a fellow ally and empath toward those who struggle with mental health. You’re valued, loved, you’re talented, creative, and inspiring. I messaged you on Instagram. I know you may never see it but it would light up my day if you did. Please be well. I’ll be thinking of you ♥️
What is your Instagram handle dear friend?
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@@danielnepveux97E Omggg you replied! It is @syner_gy
Lol, sure did friend! I JUST got released from the Inpatient involuntary hospital this afternoon; I'm gonna search for your message now 🩵👍🩵
Are you the synergy?
I responded on Instagram friend 💚🫂
I’ve suddenly developed insomnia over the past month and I can’t relate more. I already deal with several physical and mental illnesses and this is hell. I’m sorry you’re going through this too and glad you’re doing a bit better. Thanks for sharing as always
Feel a hug ❤
From germany
All my best to you Daniel! ❤ I hope everything eases up on you very soon!!
Telling a cat, "No lap" will be ignored 100% of the time. 😂 Wishing you the best of everything! ❤
you're insanely strong man. like serious the amount of shit you've gone through is so inspiring.
i struggle with some chronic insomnia as well, and many people dont seem to understand that "warm milk" and "consistent bedtime" and "relaxing music" doesn't help in the way people think it does, at least for me. sleep is something that we can't control and trying to put expectation on sleep can make us even more anxious. thats just me personally tho.
thanks for these videos. wishing you the best
Thank you so much for your kind words, ANNND, for understanding the extreme difficulties that come from chronic insomnia 🫂💚🫂
Oh Daniel. We will never quit being here for you even though I know that we can’t make the big things right. How you keep your humour and warmth through all your dark days I don’t know. You are so loved by all here. If I could fix it all for you I would in a heartbeat ❤
Oh my Daniel ❤ my insomnia is bad but nothing like yours. My longest is about 48 hrs but then my body just takes over and I sleep for about 8 or 9. Sometimes I just get out of bed and stop trying to sleep altogether. I know your circumstances and mine are different, mine is mainly stress and depression but, I came off my anti depression meds cold Turkey and holy shit that was a roller coaster! I was sick of how it was making all my emotions so dampened. Not really happy, sad, angry, etc. just all monotone. Everything is starting to even out now finally 2 months later, just no sleep. Luckily I’m still recuperating with that broken kneecap so there’s no pressure with a schedule right now. I’m just babbling on, hoping to bore you to sleep 😊. I know I’ve told you many times I wish I could do something or say something that would make your life easier to live. That gentle, funny soul in there deserves to be heard. Keep looking ahead and sharing, no judgement here from any of us. I need to see those eyes happy again. ❤⭐️😉
I wish I could lift all your pain and suffering Daniel.
Me Too. 😞
So very much so. 💔
WE can't. Maybe Somebody can Drive to him and lie beside him. Be there for him. That's the only Thing you can do for someone in such a strong Episode. Greetz from Germany.
Daniel. It is so good to see you. ❤
Wow, I definitely could relate to this video. I had severe insomnia last year, and it put me in the ER because I developed psychosis.
I wish you all the best ❤. And thank you for sharing. I hope this community helps you, because your videos have helped me for sure. Best of luck to you. I hope it will get better soon.
I'm always up and down, too. I get it. ❤
Hey Daniel, thank you for this update on insomnia. Gosh it sounds so difficult to not sleep for that long, I cannot even imagine it. It is great to see how interacting with animals helps you though and your appreciation for them.
Insomnia was one of my main diagnoses because Covid gave me sleep apnea. I've never been more aware of how sleep shapes your mental state until these past few years. I can say personally that I've gotten way more sensitive to almost every stressor that has come up and also my ability to cope with those things has gone very south. I can only say that the thing that's helped me is being STRICT with my meds and never missing a day. I don't have any sort of schizophrenia, so I can't attest to the hallucinations, but I understand the hopelessness and boredom it can bring and that by itself is very damaging. In regards to PTSD and sleep, I've only found that trying very hard to not bring the anxiety into the dreaming world by stressing in bed works for me. It's only my experience, though. Happy to hear from you, Daniel.
I love you Daniel! I discovered your videos back in covid, when I was suffering from serious anxiety/panic disorder. Your videos helped me feel better and gave me courage, I will forever be grateful to you. God bless you, keep being awesome
I hope you get you some good rest soon Daniel. It's definitely very frustrating when you're tired but cannot get any sleep. Much love man, take care. ❤❤❤
Sometimes dont know what to say but sending you all the best Daniel you are a great guy 🐢 its true that sleep or lack of it plays such a role in mental health though isn't it i usually can't face anything if i haven't slept.
Insomnia does suck. I've had it for 17 years and I only sleep if i take meds and alcohol mixed.
I've tried every single thing and it sucks.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I pray you find some peace
Dearest Daniel, thinking of you and keeping you always in my Prayers! Wishing you the very best! Love! 🙏♥️
you are such a pure and lovely human
if one can love a stranger, I love you as a fellow human being💚
Good luck, Daniel. Thank you for your meaningfully relatable videos.
Thanks for touching base with us! I'm dealing with it too, but for a completely different reason - magnesium deficiency and mental pause (menopause). This sh*t sucks.
Daniel, being someone who suffers from bouts of insomnia, I understand your frustration. It can be really hard especially when you have made so much progress. Your ability and determination to maintain optimism in your darkest moments is why you have made it so far. I know sometimes it can be really hard to see the progress we make, but watching you over the past few years gives me hope that we can all grow and learn. No matter what we are going through. Thank you for letting us in. We are always here to support you, my friend.
Hello Daniel. I can see that you are such a sweet and kind person. I always distrust people until I know them well, especially on the internet, but you are an open book from the first moment I could see that in your heart there is only kindness.
We are here for you stay strong. Hoping for good news soon
I hope things get better soon. My depression has been non stop lately. Btw i think your stuff sloth is the cutest thing.
Hey Daniel, I'm some dude from germany who pretty much randomly found out about you through your first SBSK interview.
I'm very glad that you're still around and posting things on your channel online. I cannot possibly imagine your situation and the countless hardships you might be going through, which is why I'm so, so impressed with you pulling through and obviously always fighting.
It seems like you're such a kind soul and after watching your interview I wanted to check in on you, on how you're doing currently.
Please don't stop fighting those inner demons, Sir. It's in my utmost interest to continue to see you're still around and I'm absolutely rooting for you to eventually get better and better. You're a strong person and you've impressed me lots!
I am also someone who came from is SBSK interview to check in on how he’s doing! He’s definitely incredible strong, and although it seems things are tough right now I will always be rooting for him and for things to get better!
Body, she's not asking for permission, she's asking for you to go with her, she's confused because you do not sleep together as much as you did before. However, I suffer from dissociation and I can well relate to some of the things you said. Living in your memory, no future, no present, trapped inside your mind, I feel you.
Love you so much. Praying for you.
Hello Daniel! I got to know your story from "Special Books by Special Kids" just now.
I am infinitely thankful for you, for your determination to live [shall I say?], for your perseverance and so much more. Even though I only know so little of you, I can confidently say that you are truly a strong person. Your story is so emotional, I have not cried like that in long time..
This comment of mine doesn't do my thoughts any justice I have right now. Just want to let you know that you are cared for
Thank you for sharing Daniel. We hear you ❤❤ sending love love love ❤❤
Hi Daniel. Wanted to say we are here for you. Life is rough. And sometimes thoughts run away with us. Know you always have friends and are never truely alone.
Daniel, I am always here for you. I have been dealing with that same insomnia for a couple nights now. It is so rough, not being able to sleep like we're supposed to. You are always in my heart. I'm praying the insomnia eases up.
I am so so sorry friend..😢sending you the biggest virtual hug I can give.💚💚
Hey Daniel, I recently found your channel through your interview in Special Books by Special Kids. Your story touched my heart. I also struggle with mental health, not as intensely as you do, but i've had some pretty bad episodes and could relate to a few things you said. I'm very glad you are sharing your journey and i am 100% sure you are helping other people to not feel alone. Wish you the best, truly, with all the ups and downs, they are part of the process and i know its fucking exhausting, but everyday we keep going is a battle that we won. I recognise your effort. Big hugs from Brazil :)
And just wanted to say that me watching your interview without being a huge trigger made me very happy of my progress, don't get me wrong hahah
Good hearing from you Daniel, sorry you're going through this. We are here, friend.
Hey Daniel! no sleep sucks. Hope it gets better soon. ❤ much love
I'm so sorry Daniel. You are so incredibly strong. I wish i could just give you a big hug❤️
Daniel, you have a friend in me here in Northern France.
When I have trouble falling asleep, I try to focus on a positive image of the future: quiet, happy, with no more fears and obsessions, but I guess it could work (at least partly) with other symptoms as well. I don't really focus on an image, but rather on the feelings. It helps me a lot. Maybe you could try?
Stay strong 🙏😘
Hi Daniel,
I understand that dealing with severe mental health issues such as schizophrenia and acute insomnia can be incredibly challenging. I’ve found that maintaining a routine and staying active has been very beneficial for my mental health. Engaging in sports and exercising regularly helps me manage my thoughts and stay focused.
Having goals and a structured routine can make a significant difference in mental well-being. I hope you find something that brings you fulfillment and helps you manage your condition more effectively. Stay strong and take care.
Hey Dan. Just caught your video post, a week late. I hope you reached out to your doctor about your feelings and depression. Summer has come around again. And so has the Strawberry full moon. Take a moment to marvel that we are both still here to see it, even if we are at opposite ends of the country. Sweet dreams.
Best of luck Daniel. Wishing you a good night's sleep.
Stay strong ♥
Glad to see you post again Daniel. Insomnia sucks. Like in the most heinous way possible. Keep on keeping on Bra!
I have very bad insomnia,I’ve gone 4 days or more without sleeping,even when I do sleep it’s very vivid nightmares.Even with medication,it’s very hard.I’d also love to send some plushies if you like! I have a lot of them❤️❤️
That would make me feel so sick. I am sorry you’re dealing with that.
Dear Daniel, thank you for sharing this. You really put a light on the many faces of ptsd and mental health issues. You, like no other, not only shows us the sometimes ugly thruth, you find the most powerful and accurate words for it. I know one day you will not only be better, but really fine. I just know. But I wish this day would come soon. I admire you, and I adore you. Stay strong!
I saw the Interview from like 5 years ago and u are a really really Great Person.
Stay strong u got this.
We love you, Daniel.
You're precious and you're so strong for being in the scary out there, Daniel. We're all doing our best. Sending lots of love and a big ol' hug for you and your friends. We're together in this.
Hey Daniel, just checking in to see how you're doing. Hanging in there on my end. I just ordered your book "Persevere" and I'm looking forward to a good read. I'm running late on the purchase, but better late than never. Take care, Bret
That's cool that you have an armadillo nearby. And Im grateful you have a sweet cat to keep you company. I do hope your air conditioning is working on these hot summer days. Here it is cooling off nicely at night still. Any dental issues lately or has everything healed. I remember you felt better after your jaw infection was treated last year. Best blessings are wished for you.
Thank you for sharing, Daniel. I m so sorry you are going through all of this!! Please, try cold showers before going to bed and a glutenfree diet. Sorry that I m bringing this up over and over again ..but I m a strong believer in this approach. Sending lots of love your way!
I send my spirit to fight FOR and WITH you. The insomnia could be a side effect from certain medication, maybe a lack of physical activity also. This is yet another serious and threatening condition you are made to face. I find this extremely unfair, as you've already kicked so many demons out. You have earned your wings Daniel, you are more than worthy. Receive our love. I urge God ( which is not in my nature ) to deliver you from darkness' grasp and set you free to shine. Love you bro. Hope my love reaches you.
I’m so sorry to hear this.Wish I could do something to help you.
You’re such a sweetheart, much
stronger than you think.
I love your sense of humour, poetry, and singing.
Sending loads of hugs 🫶🫂🫂🫴🫴🫶
We have your back Dani! Keep going, you're an absolute champion
Heyy Daniel you’re strong, it will get better we promise. Even if it is just for a couple of hours, it will. We believe in you, we are your friend
Just keep doing your best Daniel! Try to be patient and kind to yourself. ❤ thank you for sharing