Julie I am searching for permanence since many years ,even my yogic practice is/was search for permanent something like cessation of pain ,answer of death etc ,the desire to search feels so strong when there is some pain,I think I'll start trying adyadhantis true meditation he said his path of spirituality was a path of failure plus I have started to how I feel in body during I sense unrest it's advice from the book I told you about
I guess I know why i find it soo impossible to surrender,maybe someday I'll be able to do it,I have tried to surrender soo much ,of not reacting to thoughts and it does work alot I had soo deep states in meditation but when outside situations are bad then my mind starts rumination again .I tasted temporary peace but I want permanent liberation ,I want peace which stays even if I feel attachment ,which stays with me even if my parent is sick .
Yes I tried not using any force like adyashanti says to just let things be ,during shavasana ,without any goal ,but as I said all was good when external situation was good,I tried this practice for like 2 months.but maybe I was doing my Mantra practice after that which stopped me to get liberation,maybe if I only did adyashantis practice I would have gotten enlightened, if you have some other insights about how to not use force please do share. ❤
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Julie I am searching for permanence since many years ,even my yogic practice is/was search for permanent something like cessation of pain ,answer of death etc ,the desire to search feels so strong when there is some pain,I think I'll start trying adyadhantis true meditation he said his path of spirituality was a path of failure plus I have started to how I feel in body during I sense unrest it's advice from the book I told you about
Surrender is key 💕
I guess I know why i find it soo impossible to surrender,maybe someday I'll be able to do it,I have tried to surrender soo much ,of not reacting to thoughts and it does work alot I had soo deep states in meditation but when outside situations are bad then my mind starts rumination again .I tasted temporary peace but I want permanent liberation ,I want peace which stays even if I feel attachment ,which stays with me even if my parent is sick .
@@Theone-ou2xt surrender is not something «we» do and if you try to find it using force, it will feel like something on a pedestal you chase
Yes I tried not using any force like adyashanti says to just let things be ,during shavasana ,without any goal ,but as I said all was good when external situation was good,I tried this practice for like 2 months.but maybe I was doing my Mantra practice after that which stopped me to get liberation,maybe if I only did adyashantis practice I would have gotten enlightened, if you have some other insights about how to not use force please do share.
❤
Thank you for sharing