R.I.P - Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)
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- Опубліковано 22 лип 2022
- mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors
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Can I just say the fact that her hair looks like a mushroom cap is the icing on the cake for this masterpiece.
I was wondering if anyone else noticed yeaA
yeah!
Yeah!
yeah!
yeah!
this song hits different when you have bug bites
yea
@@fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj i saw this reply in my notifs and misread 'oli' as 'oil' dfhfjrhsuicdsu
@@catalinaargyriou8603 im oil
@@catalinaargyriou8603 wee
Augh I felt that in my core I used to get bug bites all the time
to me this song feels like it's about dysphoria, paranoia and a dissociative disorder. as such, it goes in The Box and i am putting it in all of my playlists forever /pos
msushroom sogn
@@capertillar4634 true!
msushroom sogn
It literally is about paranoia and a dissociative disorder tho
@@centicreep108 No, it _metaphorically_ is about those things. It's _literally_ about turning into a horrifying amalgamation of human and mushroom.
scared im gonna memorize the lyrics in 2.5 seconds again
update after premiere: i memorized them already
same lmfao-
Oh mood.
same tbh it just happens with all rip songs for me-
BRAIN ACTIVATED
@@bannedinairports9619 SUPER PRION BLAST!!!!!!!
Honestly so many disorders follow underneath this song. I have heard, DID, dysphoria, OCD, OSDD, BPD, ADHD, Autism, GAD, psychical illness, ect. The fact that so many people can relate to this song is amazing. ngl I wish I commented this sooner but another great hit from R.I.P
Edit: wow and alot more too
What about ADHD?
Just wondering.
My autistic ass loves this song !!!! Me fr
As someone with a yet undiagnosed chronic illness, a fungus taking over your body’s physical functions is also a great metaphor
the way I have most of those😭
As someone with C-PTSD the moment from 00:41 to 00:59 define my experience so well, the nightmares, the constant fear of something happening, trying to repress memories of the incidents only for them to come crashing back down onto me.
"last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)"
you mean to tell me you fucking made corrosion, one of my favorite vocaloid songs to date, AT AGE 14?! how in the hell did you do that what, and THIS IS SO GHOOD TOO???? im jealous and also insanely pleased to learn all of this lmfao
R.I.P. is just built different/insane pos
they made candyman at 13
damn
@@chairfaceheadthing4161Aw heck I’m almost 13, now I can’t tell myself that the only reason I’m not talented is because I’m still just a kid lol
@the_demon149 talent is earned with time. No one is a natural, its a misconception. No one can just *do* things. You can be predisposed to it, even via nepotism, but you still have to work at it. Its just easier for you.
You're jealous, but RIP started because they could. Maybe you can't. You shouldn't compare to what you can't match. If someone starts before you, odds are they will be subjectively "better". So what?
@@NobleTeam99
Agree.
Although I think there are naturals but the naturals are not that special.
I mean, sure, people like Einstein are amazing but I doub that he was an allrounder.
I'm sure there were even topics which he couldn't understand.
While my school time I realized that people who were far better than me in math (wrote ones or twos as grades) they struggled in exchange in subjects like politic or philosophy where I was really good in it.
That was the point where I realized that it is not a question of talent but to understand and comprehend something.
And some people comprehend some things better than others.
You can suck in math and physic but be a genius in social knowledge or art.
Or you are weak in chemistry but really amazing in biology.
Perhaps you suck in history but are in exchange incredible in languages.
In my case it's so, that my comprehension sucks with math questions which are hidden in words and phrases.
I know the basics and know how to operate, but I can't work with something when the question isn't clear formulated and I'm forced to interpret the abstract stuff into something comprehensible.
However, I'm good in biology and social knowledge.
In short: we all have a talent for something but we either don't really realize it or ignore it uncautiously.
That's at least my conclusion about talent and people.
Mushroom dance, Mushroom dance, whatever could it mean...
IT MEANS YOU'VE LIVED A LIFE OF SIN
UNDERTALE REFERENCE!!!
YES
And once again my undertale phase has risen from the ground and hit me over the head with an iron pipe
Lol perfect comment
@@rinatepaste9218 LOL SAME!!!
This song definitely reminds me of like, the vibes of when you tell people you're working on getting over your trauma, and they start acting different
thats what im getting too except that happened to me with friends 😔
Fun fact: ive nicknamed the main character in this fruit snacks, and you should too.
fwuit gummy
👏👏👏
Those things are decadent 😩
I nicknamed the main character fruit mushroom
@@thehonglerfruit gumi if you will
this song heavily reminds me of my own experiences with OCD. the fruiting bodies representing either intrusive thoughts or stuff your brain decided to obsess over there. "i just wanna itch and scratch" could represent compulsions (even though most of mine are mental). this one is a bit of a stretch but "i am not in the body that was meant for me" could be referring to the fake physical sensations or false attractions certain subtypes of OCD can give you.
anyways, practically every lyric reminds me of OCD so im too lazy to write all of them out here lmao.
I agree! I have OCD and this song reminds me of how I constantly pick at my skin. The mushrooms sprouting out of her skin are like the "flaws" that I get obsessed with. It also reminds me of how I feel contaminated.
I need help.
godd yea i agree so much !!!!!
I agree so hard with magical thinking + bigotry OCD
YES! And the almost constant feeling of being dirty/contaminated when it’s really bad, or feeling as if you’ve done something wrong, or as if something’s wrong with you.
“I am not in the body that was meant for me” as someone who feels like a virus in a host body I agree.
I feel yah- it's painful
REAL AS FUCK
things people missed if you weren't in the live stream:
-pretzels
-gay clowns
-watermelon (temporarily)
-gumi gummy gummy gumi gumi is gummy
-new discord server
-new clown ocs
-trans????
WHAT ABOUT FRUIT GUMMY
Can we talk about HOW MUCH Rip has improved?!?? Like broo
I second this ^^^
Ikr! The vocalization sounds so clear and the art seems to have changed too!
She was always talented, I still listen to the song Corrosion
@@sirmau2397 They use they/them pronouns! Not mad, just letting you know!
@@sirmau2397 they were* sorry to be that person but they're a transmasc non-binary
“The ones like me weren’t build to last.
I’m not leaving it up for debate. “
Hardest lyrics I have heard
Okay. Here’s my theory: prions.
The singer first describes being unable to sleep and feeling sick but not having anything indicating they’re sick. The first symptom of FFI, a prion disease, is insomnia. The singer also describes having an INTENSE need to scratch and itch, which is a key symptom of scrapie, a prion disease affecting sheep. The singer’s paranoia, what later seems to become hallucinations, delusions and disorder thinking, is quite reminiscent of psychosis and dementia, both of what prion diseases cause. The single “fruiting body” in the first chorus is the initial prion- all it needs is one badly formed protein to send off a chain reaction, plunging the sick person into a downward spiral. “The ones like me weren’t built to last” could refer to the singer’s family dying from the same illness. “I’m not one to cry, but I haven’t been able to since” might refer to the pseudobulbar affect, which kuru (a prion disease) is known to cause. “My organs and the colony will mix-mix-mix” could refer to how the prions have completely taken over the singer’s brain.
Anyways, thanks for reading my comment. Have a great day.
In addition, prions are SO hard to eliminate to the point where regardless of how hard you to try to eliminate them, you won’t.
actually, I'm pretty sure this song is about DID, which, if I'm not mixing two vocaloid song creators together, RIP confirmed they have.
@@aspenhart_ I agree with you on the DID theory, but you're probably thinking of GHOST! as far as i know, RIP hasn't actually said anything about having DID/OSDD, but GHOST definitely has
@@aspenhart_ at the very least, it’s based off RIP’s experiences with their(?) own mind
@@aspenhart_ RIP didn’t confirm anything about the meaning of *this* song in particular.
this is a metaphor for DID, i'm calling it right now
"people say i am not the one i claim to be" (people knowing you by different names)
"a trauma to the system's all it needs to begin" (honestly this might be a reach but the wording is so on-the-nose it's funny)
"something is wrong with the form of my identity!" (this one feels self-explanatory)
"suddenly i'm coming to" (alters can go practically unconscious, that's all i really need to explain)
"i am not in the body that was meant for me!" (a lot of the time, alters don't take on the appearance of their body when it comes to mental image, similarly to a trans person but not necessarily)
"another fruiting body sprouts outta my skin! a tiny opportunity planted within" (also probably a reach but a metaphor for new alters splitting?)
"i'm not one to cry but i have been unable to since!" (adds on to the metaphor for splitting. splitting happens as a result of stressors or trauma, the alters entire purpose is to cope with this stress, this can cause one to feel numb to said stress, forget about it entirely, etc.)
"i don't know how my mind acquired these memories" (those with DID often experience grey-outs, so they still know what happened while not really _being_ there, could also)
"now i wish i had guarded my naivety" (when one figures out they have DID, it often comes with a lot of realising you had symptoms and trauma you never knew of)
"it's impossible to tell which ones are real anymore" (hard to explain so i'll leave it at derealisation)
maybe i'm just dumb but it feels like it fits
As a system, 100% agree lol. I was about to make a comment like this myself XD -Jack
"Its impossible to tell what is real anymore." could be a metaphor for maybe not knowing the original personality? Idk that's just a idea
@@V10l3nttendances Ooo, I like that
Dubbing this the DID/OSDD/Plurality national anthem.
as a self-diagnosed DID system (we have done a lot of research over the years) we really appreciate someone saying this- it really feels like these lyrics are talking about systems, in our opinion! thank you for this comment
this song makes me feel like someone's right behind me. i think that means it's good
Lyrics:
Oh, lately I’ve been awaking at night, out of breath and feeling scared
I think I must be under attack, but nothing’s ever there
Oh, I try to be the best version of me, so I push all the bad thoughts away
But, something snaps in the back of my mind, and I think about it anyway
My mind’s eye is defined by contrariety
I just wanna itch and scratch
(I just wanna itch and scratch)
People say I am not the one I claim to be
Won’t you tell me what you think of that?
(Won’t you tell me what you think of that?)
A little fruiting body buds under my skin
A trauma to the system’s all it needs to begin
No, don’t come any closer! It’s a trick-trick-trick
And it terrifies me more than I intend to admit
Left discarded and forgotten right under your nose
Oh, how did we end up in here? Nobody knows!
My rotting body is the perfect fit-fit-fit
Unbeknownst to anybody, the mycelium grows
Picture me, unable to sleep, not a sound rings out in the house
The voices tell me something is hiding underneath the ground
I repress my fright, and I cover my eyes and surrender myself to my fate
The ones like me weren’t built to last
I’m not leaving it up for debate
Something’s wrong with the form of my identity
Suddenly, I’m coming to
(Suddenly, I'm coming to)
I am not in the body that was meant for me
Tell me what I am supposed to do
(Tell me what I am supposed to do)
Another fruiting body sprouts out of my skin
A tiny opportunity planted within
Oh, look away I’m gonna be sick-sick-sick
I’m not one to cry, but I have been unable to since
They’re coming after me
I can’t run away
They hear me screaming in fear
They think it’s hilarious
We’re coming after you
You can’t run away
We hear you screaming in fear
Isn’t it hilarious?
I don’t know how my mind acquired these memories
Tell me what it all entails
(Tell me what it all entails)
Now I wish I had guarded my naivety
I have shed the universal veil
(I have shed the universal veil)
A hundred fruiting bodies burst out of my skin
The countless amanitas are doing me in
You’re allowed to take me out if you so wish-wish-wish
No such thing as second chances
it’s a hit or a miss!
And a thousand fruiting bodies are spreading their pores
It’s impossible to tell which ones are real anymore
My organs and the colony will mix-mix-mix
Now my body is the keeper of the roots in my core
Thank you!
I know this is all metaphors for DID or something like that but I can't help but interpret it literally. Like this girl just suddenly becomes a horrifying mushroom-person hybrid and ends up as a pile of flesh and organs. Great song nonetheless! My brain is just messed up :,)
WHY DOES THIS HAVE SO MANY LIKES
Thx btw this makes me happy :D
Same I thought mushrooms were growing in her skin
İ think she got infected with a special type of mushroom, like one of these zombie mushrooms but for humans
Plus she kinda look like Fran bow so it would make sense in this universe
even though i have a form of did/osdd i didnt pick up on the song being about that for some reason LMFAO..... i just thought it was about a girl that got infected by a parasite or something which caused organisms to thrive in her
OSDD havers 🤝 Trans gener individuals 🤝 Body horror enthusiasts
this song
I'm 2 of 3
If I ever bump into anyone with this hairstyle in real life they are getting a double high-five. True swagger incarnate
This reminds me of my OCD.
all the intrusive thoughts making me think im not who i really think i am, making me feel like im in danger, the compulsions that could potentially become harmful,
sometimes when i explain to people how i view myself because of this, theyre confused because they say that its barely what im like. as if im describing myself as a different person.
it keeps me awake at night, worrying certain things are coming for me. no matter how hard i try, i cant block out the intrusive violent and sexual thoughts. being desperate for a way to untaint myself, wondering how my brain dug up memories to turn into obsessions which lead to more compulsions, not knowing what is a real thought or an intrusive thought or obsession. it hits me even deeper since my ocd was worsened massively by a bad experience, so im less numb to it than your average joe. it fits oddly well
edit: this really seems similar to the whole ocd contamination thing in general. fear of being contaminated by someone, feeling contaminated, and feeling like youre spreading it (which often leads to compulsions of isolation, or in this case, a desire to be taken out). i know many interpret this as DID/OCDD, but it feels like this to me
Yes yes! I think this could be applicable to OCD and it matches up with how my intrusive thoughts feel, constantly pushing myself to do certain things so I can stray away from those thoughts. It definitely makes you feel like a different person and like you're not in total control of the 'growth' of those thoughts (or mushrooms, in this case)
I agree! I also struggle with OCD on top of other stuff, most relevant being anxiety. This really hits alot of my compulsive issues and it's great to feel seen. Even on accident ha!
I feel this bro
I'm disturbed on how much I sort of relate to this-
I agree so hard with magical thinking + bigotry OCD
i know it's a metaphor for dissociative disorders, but I like to think that it's about the singer physically rapidly deteriorating from black mold gone rogue in their house.
For people who don’t know what this is actually about:
-The song "Fruiting Bodies" by Really Introverted Producer (Ft. GUMI) depicts the struggles of someone battling with mental illness. The lyrics describe the feeling of being attacked by one's own thoughts and the resulting feelings of fear and helplessness. The metaphor of fruiting bodies growing under the skin represents the uncontrollable nature of mental illness and how it can take over a person's life.
The first verse talks about trying to be the best version of oneself but failing to push negative thoughts away. The pre-chorus reveals the narrator's conflicting thoughts, and the chorus describes how the fruiting bodies symbolize the trauma that triggers the mental illness to grow. The second verse depicts a sleepless night and the voice in the narrator's head that tells them that something is lurking underneath the ground. The pre-chorus describes the narrator's struggle to come to terms with their identity.
In the second chorus, another fruiting body sprouts up, showing the uncontrollable nature of the illness. The bridge depicts the internal and external struggles of the narrator and the mocking voices in their head and in society. The final chorus brings forth the idea that the illness has consumed the narrator entirely and they are no longer who they once were. The song shows the devastating impact of mental illness and the difficulty in coming to terms with it.
Major AI vibes from this comment.
@@CorymbiaFR
This already looks like it’s gonna be one of the best songs ever omg
YES
I WAS RIGHT
As a DID system this song hits so close to home
“People say I’m not the one I claim to be”
“A trauma in the system”
“How did we end up in here? Nobody knows”
“I am not in the body that was meant for me”
“I don’t know how my mind acquired these memories”
ye
omg same
thats why i like it so much omg
I love this song,
I wish mushrooms were real
GHOST fan..................
@@fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj I saw you on another comment ngl.
This song very much gives me “perfectly sweet” vibes!
So I wasn't the only one who thought that!
Personally I get The Medical Anomaly vibes lol
R.I.P actually worked on Perfectly Sweet. They tuned the song iirc
Perfectly sweet but the ingredients went bad
@@verakumarz I know that ^^
Whats more horrorfying... the idea that this is all metaphorical? Or that she's litterally disolving into fungi, mixed with laughter and cries, struggling to stay together as her friend watch her turn, telling them "No second chances, DO IT NOW!"
Now, before seeing the video, I imagined the singer was slowly turning to a humanoid amalgam of fungi, with small deformities and, maybe even a mouth on the side of her head, slowly driving her crazy as they tear her apart, literally and figurativly... (Would I make it in the horror industry with that desc?)
If your own creation manages to scare YOU, you 100% did horror right.
@@mimolettemoon1790 Thanks!
The first time I listened to this I thought it was fruity bodies.
"A thousand fruity bodies are spreading their pores"💀
😰😨
GOOD LORD THE SCRATCHY VOICE EFFECTS INBETWEEN SOME LINES JUST HIT THAT FUCKING SPOT OUUUGGGHH /POS
IKRR??? LITERALLY THEIR BEST WORK YET UGHJJJJ /POS
The scratching voice itches the frontal lobe of my brain
This song feels like DID/OSDD... and if its not intentional it's certainly applicable to the experiences of those disorders... it also sounds REALLY GOOD I love it so much
exactly what I was thinking! I have OSDD and throughout the first listen I started thinking “hey this is kinda a mood”
Yeah! I personally feel it was unintentional but it definitely does give DID/OSDD vibes in ways. As a system we relate to it when it comes to those vibes
coming back to this, just want to highlight some lyrics other than the main themes (of 'fruiting' hundreds of 'bodies') that REALLY stand out to me as potentially referencing DID:
"i try to be the best version of me"
"people say im not the one i claim to be"
"a trauma to the system's all it needs to begin" (COME ON)
"how did we end up in here? nobody knows"
"the ones like me werent built to last"
"somethings wrong with the form of my identity, suddenly im coming to. i am not in the body that was meant for me"
"im not one to cry but i have been unable to since"
"i dont know how my mind acquired these memories"
"now i wish i had guarded my naivety, i have shed the universal veil"
"its impossible to tell which ones are real anymore"
"now my body is the keeper of the roots in my core"
overall, assuming the song is about DID, it sounds to me like the common experience of a host realizing they have DID and finding multitudes of alters/parts under the surface, and all of the identity turmoil that comes with that, and coming to terms with not being the only one, or even the "original", and struggling with the implanted memories and/or amnesia that results
this seems so blatant to me, and i mean that lovingly! RIP if youre reading this, whatever the song is truly about, i hope you are doing well, thank you for a song that we can really relate to. much love ❤
Yeah, I don't think it was intentional but I have DID and it really hits
as someone who experiences psychosis this is relatable too
While the song is written with the intent to capture the experience with OCD and general paranoia, (info I got from looking through replies.) as someone with BPD, this song really resonates with me. Isolation periods are common out for a fear of hurting the ones around me and I can’t control intrusive thoughts and I often feel like a horrible person for feeling the way I do, and There’s moments where I convince myself that people are out to get me. Often time it’s small things that trigger these moods as well, when I’m in a clear headspace I can look back and these moments almost embarrassed at how I acted but in the movement very little detail makes so much sense and adds to whatever delusion I’d convinced myself into believing. I’ve seen a lot of people relate their song to their experiences but I haven’t seen anyone draw a comparison with BPD yet so I just wanted to put that out there. It’s very nice to see a place whwre so many people can all come together and identify a common feeling and all because of shared niche interest. I really do love looking at the comments of songs like these :). I learn a lot about the experiences of others from situations like this.
I know that this is about DID but I just want to say that as someone with a secondary structural disscoiation disorder caused by trauma (BPD specifically), I really relate to this as well! At times it also do be kinda relatable for gender dysphoria tho obvi I get what the lyrics mean in the context of DID.
Also btw it's really cool to me that you describe your mind as mushrooms and mycelium! I usually feel like my mind is a car or a cafeteria. Or "several angry raccoons in a trench coat attempting to pose as one unified person".
I see my mind as an apartment complex. With very annoying roommates
MMMMHMHMHMHM can't wait. i can already tell this is gonna be a B O P
I'm getting vibes similar to The Medical Anomaly, i wonder if this'll be another medical themed song too.
wee woo mushroom osngtgo brr
IT WAS SO GOOD
@@ttamari LITERALLY
tbh i thought of finders keepers more
@russell seager I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE AN END ROLL FAN
iirc, 'mycelium' is a fungus that essentially takes over the plant it attaches too? Like, a mind control kind of thing I think. Intertwining with how the speaker sings how they 'don't know how my mind acquired these memories', because it's not them making it. I don't know if the whole meaning is meant to be about the fungus, but the parallels are fun (if I'm remembering what the fungus is correctly dbdbbdbd)!! Song is also very funky. scratches brain well
Update: been informed I'm thinking of the cordyceps fungus, and that mycelium is what connects the plant and fungus together if I'm getting this right-
Mycelium is actually something all fungi have, and is actually the main body of the fungus. The above ground portion of the mushroom is just the "fruiting body" that releases spores.
@@themement3616 ooooo, thank you for the info!!!
Nope, you're thinking of the Cordyceps fungus, which takes over the mind of its host insect. Mycelium is just the 'roots' that all fungi have that allow it to spread.
@@The_Diminished oooo, okie dokie! thanks for the info!
i can't wait until the cordyceps fungus evolves to take over the minds of humans
argg i keep hearing songs that fit characters in my fav fandoms so well and then i have the end up finding an entire playlist of songs for that character
I immediately got the feeling this was about dissociation, Depersonalization-derealization disorder and gender dysphoria.
Absolutely adore it
I'm going to admit it. I usually am scared to listen to songs made by artists I love cause I'm scared I won't like it and then I'll stop liking the artist. RIP and Ghost-n-pals are the only two artists that I can listen to their new songs and old songs and love ALL OF THEM!!!
ghost aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I might have a phobia of mushrooms, but damn this song is worth it
exposure therapy :) and thank you sm!!!! dont push yourself though, i have another song called “finders keepers” that has a similar vibe to this one but no mushrooms if you would rather listen to that!!
@@RIProducer Omg yes I love finders keepers! Both songs are on my playlist rn, and thanks for the reply!
silverhawk
“A little fruiting body buds under my skin,
A trauma to the system’s all it needs to begin”
Definitely gives off dissociative disorder vibes
hey, just to let you know, multiple personality is an outdated term and is considered offensive, since alters aren’t different personalities, but more similar to different people ^^
@@rtchara618 oh sorry I didn’t know, thankyou for telling me!
@@ashleylarsw sorry for the semi-late response but no problem, and thank you for changing your comment! you’re a very swaggy person. Stay hydrated!!
Is it bad that this comment is the only thing that reminded me to drink water… I haven’t in 5 days..
@@dove5693 Wow. That's a long time. I also forget to drink water but I usually end up drinking at least a little bit by the end of the day. Maybe try setting alarms to remind you to drink water. You could try flavored water or some other hydrating drink like Gatorade if you still are having a hard time. You should also probably talk to a doctor when you get the chance, I've heard about people having to go to the hospital because of dehydration.
for the longest time i misheard "cry" as "die" in "I'm not one to cry, but I have been unable to since"
i'm going to continue hearing it that way because that's so metal and i love it, but y'know
Just realised that the lighter colour underneath her hair looks like the underside of mushrooms!
Yes, that's intentional! R.I.P designed her based off of a mushroom- although I cannot remember which.
@@20melonsinatrenchcoat yooo that’s so smart
I will never be able to not call this girl Shrumi
OMG SHRUMI SOUNDS SO CUTE I LOVE IT
The final realisation that you can't go back once you realise what's been going on is rarely touched on in songs, let alone in ones about / paralelling did/osdd. Glad to know me and my headmates will have something to loop for a good few hours haha
bro i immediately started relating this song to the game discover my body, especially with the "i dont know how my mind acquired these memories" and "my rotting body is the perfect fit" lines, i was also finding ties to various analog horror media but it wasnt as glaringly obvious as discover my body imo, but then i scroll into the comments and i see people talking about mental illnesses and im like "ohh shit that actually makes sense, especially for rip oofers." but maybe it was just because i had just finished watching markipliers videos videos on both analog horror and discorver my body so its like at the top of my mind rn
If I'm being honest, reading all of these comments about personal experiences and opinions about different disorders it's very interesting, like, now I want to use my sleeping hours reading books and research about mental disorders... I uhh, hope I didn't sound rude or something-
Same, but for me it's because I related a bit *too* much with the comments. I've only been diagnosed with ASD sooooo
I love the details that the character’s hair and outfit also resemble mushrooms!! idk if that was intentional but it still looks amazing!
imagine how many cats u can pet with these many hands
I’m going to go for a different take here and say that this (amazing) song represents narcissistic tendencies as a coping mechanism for trauma. There is something horrifying about growing up as a kid and being TERRIFIED about permanently damaging your relationships and not knowing why you’re like this due to a lack of mental health education while everyone around you either doesn’t care for, hates, or is annoyed by you due to how crappily you act due to said narcissistic tendencies. The worst part about it is that you feel horrible about yourself after you come down from it, especially if you’re like me and you feel bad for even stepping on a bug let alone being rude to a person. It’s like you aren’t the same person anymore and you’ve just kind of… broken in ways you never wanted to or intended by trying to ‘harden’ yourself as a way of dealing with your problems. Songs like this really are great with how they have a clear subject in what they’re about but due to being about an alien concept on the surface or just bizarre lyrics/metaphors in general they can be interpreted by the watcher and related to their own life experiences very well. Also the drawings of the character is great and the last segment with the arms was freaky and awesome, well… awesome in a morbid horrified way but you get what I mean. Also the facial expressions are really good and well done.
(I noticed in the community guidelines there’s no dumping so I won’t go into big detail or anything. If this does count as dumping then PLEASE feel free to delete this comment. I’ve been finding healthier ways to cope with my problems and do my best to be kind and considerate to everyone, I do still have the same problems with narcissistic tendencies though but I’m much more aware of when it happens and can show some restraint. Your stuff is great and does a really good job at covering the darkest aspects of mental health while being amazing to listen to.)
^-^
Holy crap I’ve been relistening to this and the “I wish I guarded my naivity” line HITS. That just so perfectly encapsulates what it feels like to develop narcissism and regretting it. I do honestly wish I could still express myself normally without having to add all the fake bravado and ego into the mix and just… cry and get hurt over things like a normal person. I used to cry and get emotional over everything, now nothing phases me in public. This song really is amazing. :3
"-And now have I not told you that what you mistake for madness is but over acuteness of the senses? - now, I say, there came to my ears a low, dull, quick sound, such as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I knew that sound well, too. It was the beating of the old man’s heart. It increased my fury, as the beating of a drum stimulates the soldier into courage."
so the suspected vibes are:
paranoid schizophrenia or other mental illness
OR
actually just tripping on shrooms or other drugs
either way the paranoia here is very prevalent and as someone who struggles with this kinda thing i love to see it here. gg RIP ✨
it's like a loss of identity. to me it gives me trans vibes "i am not in the body that was meant for me" "people say i am not who i claim to be". either way it's something to do with losing your sense of self and going insane.
Definitely gives me DID / OSDD vibes. All the different contradicting statements from characters in one body and with R.I.P’s history of these types of songs (Monochrome Mentality, and Masquerade) this seems to be sort of follow the same line of showing the different thoughts and words of separate people in one body and then showing the chaos and struggle in the body, resulting from the situation near the end of the song
I think it’s about Cordyceps infecting a person . It’s something that currently only effects insects , that’s also where the term “ Fruiting body “ comes from , if I’m incorrect , then I’m sorry
@@Yourinternetangel it was confirmed to be about ocd, paranoia, and osdd, but not a bad theory!
@@marsbars4664 oh , sorry I hadn’t known !
Can we take a moment to appreciate the tempo changes in this song?!
Also, all the hands sprouting out from behind the character is reminding me of Blood-Stained Switch (which also happens to be a song with strong disassociative disorder themes, interesting)
I think the girl represents a person's brain and the mushrooms represent the development of disorders, and how it completely reroutes your brain.
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD
The artstyle improved so much and it looks so *CLEAN*
The lyrics are amazing and the melody is so captivating
And the song is overall really catchy
thank you for feeding us🙏
why are all these songs the most relatable pieces of art ever. as someone struggling with bpd, this song speaking about paranoia and not really knowing who you are, losing your sense of self, it really speaks to me a lot. i always feel like someone's out to get me, watching me, and i never really know who i am.
thank you for creating this song, i never hear songs speaking about a topic like this and it's really... nice to know that other people struggle with the same thing and i'm not alone on this. thank you :)
After thinking about it for a bit, I'm pretty sure this is a metaphor for those... Less than pleasant thoughts.
That little fruiting body budding in the depths eventually evolving into a thousand fruiting bodies bursting out of her skin, spreading their pores, could represent how a little negative thought grows, and how it WILL spread and multiply and take over if you let it.
But hey, that's just a theory.
A game theory
I know this does have metaphors with dissociative mental illnesses, but I oddly relate to it with my OCD tendencies and anxiety. (I would say autism, but it isnt officially confirmed - Just speculated heavily by my therapist.) (Update: yeah im a lil autistic) I struggled with social interactions in middle school, and the whole "Oh, I try to be the best version of me, so I push all the bad thoughts away / But, something snaps in the back of my mind, and I think about it anyway" heavily reminds me of how much I wanted to please people / intrusive thoughts. Idk, it just kinda hits at home with me bc i also see people mentioning it could also relate to puberty as a trans person, which i.. am, lol. anyways, rant aside, i love this song! adding it to my spotify playlists :>
I love the amount of OCD comments here! I agree so hard with magical thinking + bigotry OCD
Ngl I relate this song to my psychosis. Especially with some p/as I have, my identity/who i am can shift a lot. Also the paranoia part about something being under the floor can easily be about delusions.
I love it!!
Another meaning for this song could be changing for other people and being influenced by their interests and forgetting who you truly are being paranoid if they might not like you and the many types of people you have imitated for someone to like you so much so that you've forgotten who you truly are
I got two ads in a row about mushrooms/fungus on this video 😭😭 UA-cam really saw “mushroom” and ran with it… also, this is such a great song!! R.I.P just keeps producing bangers…
At first I thought this song was about someone who had some sort of mold/fungus under their bed/carpet and how they felt like something was wrong but everyone called them crazy so they ignored it but were controlled, taken over and decomposed by it, and turned into a body that's nothing but a horrifying pile of mushrooms and organs.
Yes, there are many, many things wrong with me.
as a P-DID system, this reminds me how i felt when i first discovered my alters. or rather when my alters made themselves known lol.
i also relate cuz i struggle with delusions and intrusive thoughts, and they happen in episodes right at the same time.
think it's funny how my main delusion is that everyone can hear my thoughts and how i'm also in a system. oh the irony. thank god my alters are chill
Hey!! We're also a P-DID system!!! Don't see a lot of us in the wild lmao
@@TheDarkestShadeOfLight ikr? which is why i like being open about it, so i can bring awareness and meet fellow people with P-DID!
@@meowman69420 Well you're successful lol. Doin god's work 😎
@@TheDarkestShadeOfLight ty! :D
@@meowman69420 hey what’s P-DID? /genq
I know this probably wasn't intentional, but the lyrics remind me of gender dysphoria. Even the title, could be interpreted as going through the wrong puberty
THIS
Glad it wasn't just me, especially with 1:45-2:14
THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS!!
i definitely agree, but not just dysphoria. the loss of identity you get as a trans person. other identities being forced onto you and growing inside you
i had the same thought!!
I can already tell this is going to be FANTASTIC
THE ART IS BEAUTIFUL
Edit:
holy shit. That was awesome.
ocd gang ocd gang (we aren't having fun but at least the soundtrack is good ✨)
if my brain surgery at the beginning of next month goes well i'll tell y'all how it is on the other side, hugs
ocd gang 💯‼️
also good luck on the surgery !!
ocd gang 🥶😔💯‼️
How'd the surgery go? :)
I'd like to know how it is in the other side
got the surgery and
holy shit people without ocd just. don't have to think about stuff they hate??? wtf
@@eliseanderson5591 wait RLLY?!?!!?!,
the moment i saw this song was going to premiere i dropped my nintendo switch idk how it's doing rn but if this song is nintendo switch dropping before you even hear it, that's when you KNOW it's good
Is it okay?!!??
Man this is going tO BE GREAT, if your last songs are anything to go off of, this Gon be littttt
Trivia about cordyceps mushrooms:
The host is actually conscious, since the only things the cordyceps targets are the body parts needed to climb upwards like the legs and jaws. No mind control of the sort.
oh yeah, that! it’s actually a thousand times worse if you think about it!
The "I JUST WANNA ITCH AND SCRATCH" scratches my brain
I heavily related to this song as someone with USDD.. It's a miracle seeing this. Thank you, RIP
I'm so into this song, a lot of times I use similar metaphors when talking about paranoia and psychosis, the feeling of something in the dark and the feeling of not being you ahhhh it's so good!!
I feel like this video can be classified as a new gender and I need it
as an did system some of the lyrics are REALLY relatable😭😭 this slaps so hard
Felt this
catalystofimagery
@@heyjestie yes
I’m replying to half the comments mentioning this😭
but as another osdd system it does slap so hard I feel like I’m attacked
i may not be a system,but i do have some sort of Delusional Attchment to fictional characters,were i may start acting and dressing like them in automatic,sometimes even thinking im them,gaining memories from the sources etc. Then when i snap out of it i start feeling extremly nauseos and stuff. It scares me at times,because i know i could lose myself anytime soon.
Holy tempo changes that ruled.
Coming up on two years since this song has been out and i just want to say, you have come SO far with your music RIP !!! Honestly, been a fan of your music for, quite a while now (not since the beginning but a couple years atleast) and i wanted to let you know that your songs have inspired me so much, im doing an english project on this song :33 anyway, have a wonderful timezone if you read this !!
Even if this song implies DID, it could also imply Dissociative Amnesia or repressed memories coming back to light, where everything suddenly starts to feel weird, you start to suffer suddenly from the symptomps of your trauma and the thing that you mind desperately tried to keep hidden appears, as you start to relive what your brain hid
I don't know how to explain it but this Definitely feels like mushroom music. A banger as always, your tuning and ability to make gumi sound so crisp is incredible
Wow I can’t believe rip invented mushrooms, cool.
I despise how I listened to this song repeatedly before realizing I was trans, and I thought I related to it heavily for some unknown reason.
months later I now know why that is
I saw a don't starve animatic using this song; so: like a fly to honey; I'm here.
Also her hair looking like a mushroom cap is perfection ✨✨✨
YOU NEVER MISS!!!!! been here since a little after "you're an awful person" came out and I just have to say ALL YOUR SONGS ARE AMAZING!!!! Have an amazing day/night
i love how her hair is vaguelly mushroom like !!
i love this song and i love how her arms are in a position that feels just slightly inhuman. it makes it so cool and surreal
The way the tempo changes so smoothly is truly amazing to listen to. Being honest I'm wasnt exactly a super huge fan of R.I.P before but these recent releases are getting to me!
@R.I.P me and the people from the live chat created a discord server because of this and now i have new besties. thank you.
CAN I HAVE THE LINK
@@cocoaleaves1335 AA i keep tryna give you the link but it gets deleted :(
@@hamkittens2420 NOOOOOOOOOO
@@hamkittens2420 HRLP DO YOU HAVE ANY SOCIAL MEDIA YOU CAN GIVE IT TO ME ON 💀 (for the past three hours i have been attempting to suggest ways to post it but they keep getting deleted)
@@cocoaleaves1335 I FINALLY GOT IT!! LOOK AT MY PFP
R.I.P is one of those producers that you know the songs will always be bangers even before you hear them. Absolutely love this song!! I'll be playing it on loop for the next few days :D
I love the aesthetic given by the mushrooms! It kinda reminds me of Madoka Magica
NO WAY omfg I thought I was the only one who thought it looked like a witch's labyrinth
It's passionate and asserting vivid pop dramatic song!!!!
This song to me sounds like it’s about eczema cause I personally have eczema
eczema gang
haha same
real
I was just about to say that, and also about my psoriasis as well since it's autoimmune.
As a system (someone with DID) who suffers from psychosis and also has a special interest in mycology I love this a lot
3:21 HIT OR MISS?????
Okay okay, jokes aside I absolutely love this song. The song is really cool that the mushrooms in my body started growing and started to dance to the beat! Thank you for making such a good song!
i didnt even realize this song is a year old? i remember when it first came out on yt!
Holy smokes!! Another banger!! There isn’t a song that R.I.P makes that doesn’t immediately go into my jammy jams playlist!! Another one to listen to on repeat! Yay!!!
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD i'm gonna be looping this for fucking ages oh my god
Heyyy:3
@@eros._ HSHS?? HI
@@tobee_go_brrr HELP IM SORRY WRONG PERSON
@@eros._ bozo
@@eros._ zana wtf
As someone with ADHD I can say that the line "people say I'm not the one I claim to be" reminds me of what some people with ADHD experience because you have to not act like yourself especially when you're young as to not to be seen as weird or so you don't get seen as special needs
this reminds me of several things I've gone through, certain paranoias, a sort of twisted sense of identity, dysphoria..
i see a bunch of people saying different stuff though, and that's exactly what I like about your music. It's applicable to so many people, and so many people can relate to it in different ways. Your music helps and connects people in more ways than one
I love how it’s her overthinking and the music slows a bit and the scream gets slightly darker but as soon as she says “I repress my fright” it goes back to all bright cheery and normal speed
"Hm, why is this song so relatable?"
One system discovery later: "oh"
EDIT: One fictive identity realization later: "O h h ."
people in the RIP comment sections trying to figure out which disorder it is this time: /j
THERE IS NO WAY THIS IS ONE YEAR OLD ALREADY I REMEMBER LISTENING TO IT WHEN IT CAME OUT OMG