Esthetician Reacts To Horrific Cystic Acne Video That Went Viral 10 Years Ago Today...
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- Medical Esthetician Reacts To Chronic, Cystic Acne Video That Went Viral 10 Years Ago Today...
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You should be more gentle with that girl from 2010. The same type of empathy and understanding that show to other people should also be applied to her.. she was doing the best that she could.. thus, you shouldn’t be grilling her.. she was lovely and bubbly and it showed that she was a nice and sensitive person
Exactly this.
It’s her but 10 years ago...
@@martinecarvalho6095 I know my point was that she should be more gentle with herself!
@@martinecarvalho6095 This is what a lot of us struggle with on a daily basis. For example, I'm so quick to call myself fat, ugly or unworthy. Yet, if someone were to say this about my best friend I would be SO mad at them. If my best friend said this about herself I would do everything in my power to make her see the worth and beauty that I see.
I need to remind myself to be kind to myself and to stand up for myself the way I would for others, especially if I'm my own bully.
why’s this making me cry
There's nothing horrific about that video. It's a beautiful, brave girl with acne helping others with acne problems.
So so true...I used to have very bad cystic acne like Cassandra and watching her videos most definitely helped me emotionally to know I wasn’t alone
Honestly. Like I can wash my face with the perfect products all I want, but in the mean time i'd still like a good way to hide it when I'm going out on a special occasion where nice photos that may even get framed will be taken
This is just about the time I started to dare to STOP wearing makeup which had those acne causing ingredients so yes I lied to me saying ure bare face but still did good showing ure pimples
Is true what you say, she meant no harm, but she was not the adequate person to give that advice and that she knows she accepts the guilt that she did not really offer support, she offered to cover themselves making their acne worse. Is a way for her to vent the fact that she learned and now is teaching helpful things in the long run and embrace yourself for what you are not what others see
It’s her tho
I feel like you were so hard on yourself. It's okay to make mistakes, learn, and grow.
Yeah. She was a teenager. We all did and said stupid shit at that age.
I hate when people say “drink water” “don’t wear makeup” “…wash your face” LIKE ITS NOT THAT EASY!!! And the worst is that it comes from people who have NEVER had any major acne problems
I was just thinking that. I hate that too.
My sister lended me her hormonal acne prescription, the only other thing that reset my skin, it was so damn hard for me to lay down the makeup to look presentable for work, and the traditional acid spot treatments made it worse, and over dried my skin. So after a couple of months, of that prescription, my skin peeled and dried over, but it reset my skin. On top of that it took me weeks of research to find out what other skin topical treatments worked for me. I now keep to my routine, and watch out for ingredients on things.
Honestly seriously dont wear makeup it harm's your skin.
worst one for me was "have a baby"
@@sunainagope7530yeah but I’d only wear it levery now and then so I was already doing what they were suggesting
Acne just broke me in ways nobody will never know
i hope you're doing great now 😔
*FELT!* I used to observe and analyze EVERYONE around me and compare myself. A million thoughts would go off in my head all the time lol. How many people besides myself had acne in the classroom? why is her face so clear? why isn't her ance so bad? what did she do to keep the acne at bay? why doesn't she have spots? I wonder what products she's using? should I go over there and ask? oh my gosh I am always the only girl in the room with ance no matter where I go!!!....and the crazy thoughts go on and on and on
@@robingriffin42 I don't have bad acne but I still get acne. I do however, have an anxious habit of picking at any skin that is rough so I would mess with my acne. I have scars everywhere from non-stop picking. My face, back, arms, and my chest is the worst. I am glad I don't have a partner rn cause I would be so ashamed to have anyone see my body. I also struggle with emotional eating so im overweight and that just exacerbates my self-shame
@@robingriffin42 I get u friend. I never struggled with acne but I've always been insecure bout my weight and constantly compare myself to others. The first thing I would see about anyone was how much more skinny they were than me.
I feel u
Cassandra making faces while watching her old self is me at 3 am remembering all the mistakes I've made in my life
I can so relate. Lmao 😂
Yup
me when snapchat decides it wants to give me a flashback
Lmaooo sammeee
Realizing we made mistakes is how we grow tho 😊
Let’s not forget about boys with acne - I had to be taken to a hospital once because one has got into my eye and it got that swollen to a level when I was not able to open it. Constant shame, guilt and sadness. I had applied foundation for which I was bullied for. We can suffer from this as well. I love your passion and that you have converted it into a more positive thing. Good job, girl!!
❤️ I’m sorry you went through that dude. I hope good things come your way ASAP!
Cant imagine not being able to use cover up, or being shamed when using it.. damn ❤ hope all is better now
How? It grew on your eyelid or?
@@FC-eh7ll who knows, skin can be a bitch:)
@@laykantheealien5722 hey, yeah, no issues anymore - almost no visible marks were left thanks to the skincare routine:)
I wanted to give past Cassandra a hug and then when I saw you getting upset watching your old video I wanted to give current Cassandra a hug too! 😢❤️
P.s I remember watching this video back in the day around the time it was posted! I rediscovered you recently after only knowing you as a ‘beauty’ youtuber
My daughter has really bad cystic acne. She is seeing a dermatologist and we are seeing great improvements. It’s hard as a mother to see your child suffer through severe acne. You would take it away from them if you could.
Same here
my mom never had acne, and i do… sometimes i feel like she’s judging me.
@@k.katrae1305 I'm so sorry for that, that's awful! It hits home a little because I RARELY had acne growing up, barely any. And my sister had Cassandra level acne. She went through so much for it, I didn't really judge or mock.. but I always thought I lucked out and was so happy that wasn't me. Here I am, 27 and have ACNE! It can hit at ANY age! I got it after I got pregnant. That was 5 years ago! Could be where I live now, with hard water. Could've been pregnancy, could be my autoimmune disease.
My point being is that it's most common with puberty.. but can happen any time! Your mom could wake up with it tomorrow!
Don't let them bother you. I get it how embarrassing it is, and you want to hide it. I feel like my spouse judges.. but maybe have a conversation? I feel like he does, but I don't think he does. He says he doesn't. Maybe you're mom doesn't mean to come across that way! I wish you the best of luck in your skin journey 🤍
Julie, I'm wishing your daughter a swift and complete healing from this acne. May she find the remedy that clears her skin completely and for always.
The girl on the left and the woman on the right are both strong, kind, and beautiful; despite all the difficulties and adversities that came their way. Everything is a process. Ten years ago, you did what you needed to do in order to become who you are today. I am full of admiration for who you were and of who you are ❤️
"I try to be an acne big sister for everyone who's also struggling"
That literally sounds so sweet! 🥺💖
She means “cyster” not sister as in acne cyst, cysters
She said that and I burst into tears
I’ve never “met” you but you came into the restaurant I worked in to get takeout not long after this video went viral. You seemed very, very nice but I was too embarrassed to approach you because then I would have to tell me coworkers who you were - and I knew who you were because I myself suffered with cystic acne. Thank you for existing, then and now.
Journey to becoming a dermatologist???? (GIRL WE LOVE TO SEE IT)^100
edit: y’all are not noticing my exponent and it’s displeasing me. :(
How she casually said it as if it wasn’t a big deal??? And I’m here needing it to be addressed with my jaw on the floor cause it is A BIG DEAL 😱 this is amazing and I’m so happy for her. 😍
100% we want to see it
YASSSSS
Right? I had no idea
@@dedope58 the process is long but I guess she is somewhere in the process of becoming a dermatologist, she did not say how much she has done or has left to do. It doesn’t matter. If that’s her goal then what’s left for us to do is wish her luck.
"You don't understand my psychological issues run DEEP." You are not alone Cassandra. We all have our demons.
People tell me I am beautiful. I think I am ugly.
As a 61-year-old woman who suffered from acne as a teen, I completely empathize with you. Back in the '70s, I did not have access to the various make-up and skincare products that were available to you. My skincare consisted of excessive cleansing and lots of sunbathing and my make-up was Noxema mixed with foundation. Yes, sunbathing thinking that it would dry up my oily skin. My family was not wealthy (military family stationed in Central America--so godawful humid), I could not afford to see a dermatologist. I compensated for my insecurity by being funny, friendly, and playing lots of school sports. Still, it was hard waking up each morning praying that that huge pimple was gone and no more had shown up. It didn't help that my sisters didn't suffer from acne. It wasn't until I was in my 30's living in a major metropolitan city in the U.S. that I was able to see a dermatologist and went under Accutane treatment to clear up my acne. I decided not to have children so the possible side effects were not an issue for me. I still have issues with my skin, some blackheads, large pores, and wrinkles. But watching and learning from videos like yours has really helped me to take care of my mature skin. You are an inspiration for a woman who could easily be your mother. Thank you for the time and effort you put into all your videos. I wish only the best for you.
I'm a 32 year old man who never had acne problems until the beginning of this year. I am now confused, angry, and insecure about myself. It is a terrible feeling. I avoid meeting people and prefer wearing mask. But your videos give me hope. This was deeply emotional for me as well. Kudos!
Sending you hugs.. but see a dermatologist, he/she can help you! I’m on my journey against acne and in three months it got better! Don’t lose hope.
Hi there! I just wanted to say a lot of people have been getting acne on their face due to mask wearing and so much moisture being built up around the areas where the mask covers. I suggest using some facial tissue in the mask and changing that often after washing your hands obviously, or checking the skin care in your routine that might have oils, etc. I also added Iunik Green Tea serum and Niacinamide and it’s helping! Don’t feel sad and hide your face because that will only make it worse if that’s the problem! Good luck!
Its because if the mask.... You have to change it every day or wash and iron it...
It's important to know that it isn't your fault! A lot of people put blame on the person for having acne, like they caused it or something? If it is really that bad, I would recommend going to a dermatologist instead of trying to spend a bunch of money products. Good luck and I hope it turns out better for you
Try Accutane! I am 30 and it save my life
My emotionally abusive ex in high school showed me this video and I remember him saying something about how it was definitely possible to cover my acne because "look at this girl" (I didn't even really have acne other than a few blemishes and I was FIFTEEN lol!) He was always trying to pressure me about my looks and make me feel insecure. Some of the emotional damage he did was permanent, but like any scar, with gentle care, the severity fades. It's crazy how much has changed in the past ten years. I'm happy to see that you're happy and healthy, and ten years later, I'm subscribed. Looking forward to continuing to grow with you. ❤️
I'm so sorry you had to deal with that douchecanoe. He was probably projecting his own insecurities on you. I hope you are happy and proud of yourself. Sending you so much love! ❤️
@@aoutsky haha douchecanoe is an appropriate name for him
Wow he was a real a-hole!
My respect!
❤️🤗
I remember watching this video in 2010 as a young high school student struggling with acne and I still thought you were an inspiration to be posting your bare face publicly at all! So glad to see how far you have come though!!!
Shes still pretty with spots
I remember watching this video when I was 13. I was honestly so glad someone else looked like me. I was never bullied by my peers, ONLY my family. I was fortunate and misfortunate at the same time. Its just crazy to see how we both have grown over the decade.
Where will we be in another 10, friend? ❤
Why would your own family bully you, especially for something that it wasn't your fault?! 😥
i’m 13 right now. it’s really hard for me when my family, especially my mom, point out my acne. i get even more self conscious. i also already suffer from anxiety and sometimes i just don’t know what to do.
same, but whenever my parents bully me for it, I roast them for their bad gene pool
It’s so much worse from the people who are supposed to love you unconditionally. ♥️
@@k.katrae1305 please tell her how you feel. You shouldn’t have to suffer through that. Ask her to help you find a treatment rather than ridicule you for something you can’t control. ❤️
I REMEMBER this video back them and I genuinely thought you were so pretty. But this video is so raw and powerful, and it's so beautiful to watch you reflect and acknowledge the past and the growth you have.
Acne has made me so embarrassed of my physique. I didn’t just have acne on my face, but also my body. It becomes really dehumanizing when people look at you with disgust. And it really hurts me when people judge me for my skin condition, it’s not like i’m not trying to make it better, you know. I hope people stop making fun and judging people for things that they can’t fully control. No one ever wanted to suffer from this, always be nice.
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Attabad hunza 😍
You are still beautiful with or without acne. People who cannot see past your acne do not deserve your awesomeness. Hang in there. Hugs.
Same here, i got acne in my back really worst, something its hurt to sit back in the chair/wall because my acne its really hurt.
Some people say this directly to me " do you wash your face? " Or " try this or that " . Well i almost try everything but i dont know its not work for me
Sorry for the english but i have the situation like this
Hang in there! It will get better.
Body acne is debilitating. I remember my mother dismissing it when I finally, after years, had the courage to bring it up to her, to ask for help. You have to second guess every invite to the beach or a swimming pool in summer. I had to factor it into my prom and wedding dress purchases. One day, like you, I hope it'll be fixed permanently.
I am crying!!
Vulnerability is beautiful
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Attabad hunza 😍
It hurts a lot when ppl tell me “it’s just skin”.( of course this comes from ppl had a few zits here and there from puberty and grew out of it. This video and acne in general makes me so incredibly emotional. I don’t wish acne upon ANYONE. To say that it ruins your life is an understatement for me.
Say “yes, it’s just the biggest organ of the body”
Honestly. Like it is a SKIN CONDITION, so not only does it make you feel ugly, dirty, and undesirable, but it's painful and can hinder so much and takes so much to get rid of
@@aff77141 amen 🙌🏼 love it when ppl get it
@@aff77141 absolutely!
Exactly. As someone who had a few zits, I shut the fuck up when it comes to judging skin.
When I had tons of acne I dressed like everyone wanted. VSCO style, crop tops, leggings and vans. I wanted to blend in so no one would notice my acne. Then I realized that I didn’t wanna blend in anymore so I tried some new products and treatments and finally got it under control. Now I dress like a hippie Stevie nicks and I just came out and I’m much more confident in my body now.
If that's you in your pfp, u look so rad🤩🥺
y r we the same person lmao
BRO we are the same person? I am like a "modern" hippie but still
Ooh do you have a social media page where you show your style? I would like to follow you since this basically speaks the style that I have in my closet!
Oh Cassandra, this video made me tear up in places. You were fighting to feel ok with being genuine. Who you are may have been shrouded by insecurity, but you’ve always had a beautiful heart. I relate a lot to those feelings you have been working through. Keep being kind to yourself, and helping others on their journey to self love! You’ve helped so many already, and this video is so validating.
I would not recommend watching this video when eating, because crying while eating isn't fun
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Attabad hunza 😍
Too late, I saw this after sobbing with my noodles 😢
As a med student myself, I would LOVE NOTHING MORE than to see you become a dermatologist. Dr. Bankson has a nice ring to it. :-)
"Acne warriors" that kinda made me smile, acne is really so much harder than ppl would think.
It is, people say "its just pimples" but it can destroy your self esteem and mental health
@@gimmeyourankles I used to say that... Untill I've developed really bad acne from ovaries cysts. It crumbled all my self esteem and I tried to literally burn my face off with pure alcohol. But then I found an amazing dermatologist who changed my life. It was expensive and frustrating and I cried and cried until I didn't. Now I look at the scars on my skin with pride. Not until recently I could walk outside with my bare face. Ofc, don't ever forget your sunscreen!
I remember watching this exact video as a middle schooler with cystic acne who felt absolutely worthless at the time. You helped me so much.
Cassandra, you were just like any other girl in her early 20s: self-concious and too worried about what others think. We have all been there, don't be so hard on yourself.
I remember watching your video ten years ago, I was a teenager fighting with acne. I remember thinking how brave you were for showing your face without make up and being honest about it. Then I lost track of you somehow. Years later I saw one of your recent videos again and I was like " Is she..?! really??" :) this is so inspirational. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!!
Same exact thing happened to me!
I remember when this video came out! Can't believe I've been watching you for so long, it doesn't feel like any time!
Also totally remember not using brushes lol
Same!!!!
I agree!
I watched this video when it came out 10 years ago!
Same!! I remember I saw it like two days after it came out and it made me go and buy the foundation. The fact that I have known about Cassandra for so long and she is still a presence in my UA-cam viewing catalogue makes me insanely happy.
sameeee I was in my teens.
Me too
Me too ❤️
I found it around 2012/13 when I had the worst acne of my life. I was struggling with an ED, and dealing with a lot of stress in relationships all while trying to stay afloat in school. I tried all the home remedies I could find, and bought makeup I couldn't afford to cover it. My self-esteem was at an all time low. This video definitely made me feel like I wasn't alone. 💔
Watching Cassandra react to her own video was hard. Her sadness was palpable 😢
I understand your view of younger you. However, I see her differently. I see her as brave and trying to help others who also felt insecure due to acne and other surface level things. She had the courage to take off her makeup (shield) and show her insecurity. That in itself is beautiful. She also got you to where you are today, without her, there’d be no you. You’ve grown and that is good but younger you was learning and deserves the space and respect you give yourself now who is still learning and growing. You were just doing the best you could with the knowledge you had and I think you did well. I’m sure that video helped other young women to feel better about themselves and to make them feel more confident. I like the younger you being brave and helping others get through a difficult time. She’s beautiful.
I literally started crying when the 10-years-ago you said that you try to put make up on as soon as possible so that we don't have to look at it. And now I just want to hug that person and be happy for the now-you cause you seem to be in a nicer place.
I mean I've had quite a short acne journey (about a year, happily my issues were small and easily fixable and I found a good dermatologist right away) but that feeling of wanting to cover myself up with anything just so other people wouldn't have to look at your face still brings tears.
Thank you for everything you do and I wish you all the best!
Same 🥺
This made me super emotional. I wanted to comment and tell you that you literally saved my life. Between 13-24 I had really bad acne, on my face and body. It started with a few and then my whole jaw, forehead and cheeks were covered. My jaw was the worst part, it was so inflamed that it looked like i had a red beard. I tried EVERYTHING for it to go away. Every skincare product, what to eat or not eat and went to several doctors. I HATED myself and the way I looked. No one in my life knew how bad I hated myself and when I tried to talk about it no one no could relate. Then I found your videos. It felt so nice to have someone who knew how it felt and was going thru similar issues to mine, someone who was so happy and positive. I followed your journey and it made me hopeful while I learned a lot.
I don't remember the exact video but you made one where you were talking about hormonal acne and what to do about it. I started taking birth control and within months pretty much all my acne was gone. No more red beard, painful cysts and constant breakouts. NO doctor even mentioned this to me ONCE, just prescribed antibiotics or some ointment that did nothing.
I'm now 29 almost 30. I still get a pimple or two and it still affects me, but it does not bother me that much as it did before. Skincare is now my hobby and a way for me to feel good about my appearance again. I just wanted to thank you for your past and present self. Without your help I don't know how I would feel about myself today. This video is so important for so many reasons. THANK YOU!
Imagine how you would feel if other people were leaving comments being as hard on you as you were on yourself in this video. You wouldn’t accept it. Give your old self a little grace she was doing the best she could. 💗
100% Agree.
I remember watching this video constantlyyyyy in high school when I had severe acne, and it made me feel like I wasn’t alone. This just popped up and I remembered that. You look amazing as always! 💗 Thanks for being you.
Omg this is the same person??? I remembered watching that video a whole decade ago when I was interested in makeup, but I never realized it’s the same perpsn that I’m watching currently (rediscovered this channel never realizing this is the same person back then) I’m actually in a big shock and happiness now😧
Made me cry 😭 the mental scars of acne go DEEP.
plus social pressure & bullying😢
I've never suffered any skin issue besides the occasional pimple and some rosacea, but seeing you really try to relate to your younger self, to have compassion for her, is so meaningful and so beautiful. You are a truly beautiful person. Authentic, compassionate, sensitive. The world would be a much better place if more people were like you. Thank you for introducing me to skincare and making me feel less alone in my values.
You were NEVER worthless...perhaps you felt that way, but your viewers didn't. I hope your therapist helps you understand and see what we see. How amazing, kind & intelligent you are and and how much you've helped so many others.Your worth is without measure. Thank you!
Cassandra is so freaking awesome. I feel like she is the cool older sister role model I've never had. How wonderful is it to see her react to herself and show us how much she has grown! It takes a lot of courage for people to admit they were misguided or wrong or have a different outlook on things. Especially influencers. You can tell she's super genuine about her growth too. 👏👏👏 You go girl!
Girl, I remember this video, I truly believe your vulnerability made a positive impact in all of us that had to go through this, and even though we have learned to understand and treat our skin (and ourselves) better, the fact that you showed us everything made us feel less alone and with energy to keep fighting, in whichever way we could find at the time
I remember watching that video when I was 14. I felt so alone in my acne, and watching you helped me with more than just my skin! I continue to appreciate you to this day. Thank you :)
I still remember this video. I had acne and got bullied a lot.I was so unhappy. One day my little sister came to me and said "maybe this video can help you". That was sooo sweet. I have the best sister in the world.
You really tore yourself apart in this. Millions of people related to this and maybe some still use this technique to this day. Give yourself some credit! That video made me cry. I felt for you. I related. Be proud of who you were and are.
I remember watching your video years ago, dealing with my own adult acne. I was 36 then. I was so proud of you showing everyone what you looked like.
i remember being 12 years old first dealing with acne and getting introduced to makeup. i discovered you almost 10 years ago and i still look up to you for skincare. thank you cassandra!! your journey and growth is amazing!
One thing that never changed about cassandra is how honest of a frickinggg human being she is 🥺❤ we stan qween
Damn Cassandra, I remember watching this ten years ago and how back then noone had shown skin on youtube that wasnt ”perfect”. I was so impressed by your courage, I felt your pain in the intro and I watched you being vulnerable, open and honest in a way that was new to my 14 year old self. Especially online. I have struggled with acne for years and your videos has really helped me understand how I can deal with it mentally and how to find skincare that actually works. Thank you for being honest and open as well as creating and maintaining this positive platform for all these years. It really matters ❤️
ok.. so I was sitting in the living room with my mom and I was watching this video, hearing Cassandra's pain in her voice and watching her wipe her tears made me tear up (cuz I also struggle with acne too), my mom said "y r u crying?" and I said "I'm just happy that someone is in a much better place than they used to be, and they are also trying to make a positive impact in this miserable world" :,,) ilysm cassandra, idc if u don't really know me, I just want u to know that ily
I remember watching this years ago and feeling like I shouldn’t let my acne stop me from being confident. I had horrible acne in my younger years and still have an occasional breakout and a lot of scars. I admire your tenacity and your determination to find what worked for you and help others with your platform. I really hope you know how much you’ve positively affected people on here. Thank you ☺️
Dear Cassandra, I remember watching your videos when I was in highschool. Those were the days when I was at my lowest level. People were disgusted with my face. And now, here I am advocating people about skincare. I’m so happy that I know how to take care of my skin now. You were part of my journey. Thank you for being that for me though you may not realized that
I remember when my acne was so bad and now I can finally say that I love myself! It was a journey but it made me a better person and now I’m in nursing school and I’m going to hopefully go to esthetician school one day too😃I love u Cassie!
1000% the same person in person as in videos. i consider you one of my dearest friends. such amazing memories with you. also your foundation video was the video i had watched when i started wearing makeup back in high school. being in a small town and the only lgbt person in my school, i looked up to you so much. i’m so grateful we connected and became friends a few years later 🤍
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As a 15 yr old your video had such an impact on me. I had the most acne of anyone I knew and it lived in my head but certainly not rent free. It paid me in shame, self-isolation, and self loathing. Through my years of experimenting w/ makeup and skincare you’ve been an invaluable source of hope, humor, and education. Thank you for making us “cysters” feel less alone. As a now 25 yr old I’m proud to finally see myself more and more each day as a ”beyoutiful” butterfly 🦋 Thanks Cassandra 💖
I remember watching that video as a teenager with severe acne 10 years ago, it was so comforting to know that I was not alone in my situation. Thank you doing it!
Same, girl. I was 17 when i watched her video. Im 28 now and, thank God, acne free ✨
I remember seeing this and being in awe of the strength it took for you to post this. I am so much more in awe of your growth and amazing journey you have been on. You were vulnerable and it's hard to be like that on the internet. ❤ thank you for how open you were then and now.
And I saaw it!!! You know how? Our online newspapers in Slovakia did a story about you bringing awareness about acne and since then I had follower you. haha 😅 amazeballs. 🥰🥰🥰
@@mufferducker822 vsaak! 🤩 tiez som na tom tak, a velmi sa zlepsilo ✨
her eyes are absolutely gorgeous
I cried watching this because i have had acne forever. Only recently has my skin started to "clear up" a little after researching products and it's so brave to have filmed both of these vids, the older one and this one here. I understand how difficult it must have been and i'm so proud of you!
I just want to give you a hug. Watching the video of your younger self pained me as well. I haven't really ever struggled with bad acne but I do know what it is like to struggle mentally and just seeing people struggle with themselves and try to cover themselves up makes me sad.
I totally remember when this came out, back in the myspace days, I was blown away about how good your routine was. I also remember being so excited seeing you on TV spreading confidence and positivity to all of us. Even though you may cringe now please keep in mind how much inspiration and hope you brought to all of us watching you, who struggled too. Thank you so much for being an inspiration. I am so proud of what you have become. It is been a long way.
Acne is one of the worst things we can struggle with. But never give up, in the end you’ll find a solution.
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Attabad hunza 😍
yes also i see you everywhere
I think she's still working on it, she still has acne but not as severe. I think it's amazing to see her at peace even with her acne and hyperpigmentation she knows her worth and she should she's amazing ❤️❤️😀😀😀
Try cancer and other Life threatening diseases 🙄
I still remember the morning that my mother called me to come downstairs as she was watching your segment on GMA, and coincidentally I had been in the bathroom crying with my struggles of covering up my cystic acne. You gave me the encouragement to own my acne. Although, we've never met in person yet, I feel we have been on this skin journey together. Love & Light to you always Cassandra x
Hey! There’s something that momma doctor Jones says, and it is “you do the best you can with the information you have”, and you did back then! Like you do now, that you’re and educated person and are able to take better care of you and your skin. We all do this when we grow up (:
Congratulations on being who you are, and also on being who you were 💕 be gentle to yourself too girl, you deserve it
I am 20 struggling with the same self esteem and image issues you did back then. It means a lot you sharing that and how you overcame it!! Thank you so much 🥰 I want to apply what you did to feel my true self worth.
I literally remember watching this when it was posted... wow.
Your 10 year journey from a vulnerable, sweet person to a self-confident, mature one is amazing and gives me hope for myself. ❤️❤️❤️
It’s official: I love you. You’re my acne big sister now. This was so raw and honest and I just think that content creators like you are so rare on UA-cam.
I literally cried. You’re a role model Cassandra.
It’s amazing how much more confident you are now Cassandra. You and I are so much alike. Seriously. To the point where you almost get on my nerves sometimes. Ily girl. Healing your skin and being able to feel good in your own skin has made a difference in every aspect of your life. I’m so proud of you.
I literally remember watching that video when it dropped and the reactions from other creators. You copped some SHIT. I’m so sorry nobody did more at the time to help.
Being honest and yourself in front of millions of people is not easy. And I am in awe!!😍😍 There's not a single day I don't talk about you to people, I guess😂❤❤So inspirational you are!😍
Holy crap it's been 10 years? I remember this video and I can't believe this is you now
Me as well, how time flies ….
It's very hard to be confident while going through puberty but even 10 years you were still very beautiful. It's crazy how we focus on things that we dislike and completely forget about the rest. In that old video your teeth are so white and straight... I couldn't stop staring at them. Also, your hair is thick and luscious. Beautiful bright blue eyes and a well defined jawline. Acne hurts and it sucks but we need to be nicer to ourselves.
It is amazing how your face recovered, it seem you have no scars at all
Girl I love you! I used to watch your acne videos because I grew up with acne also! And it got me into the derm/esthetics world! Now I work at a dermatology clinic as an esthetician and every time I get asked why I am interested in this industry, acne is ultimately what got me here. We turned our insecurities into positives (: proud to see where u are today!
I felt like giving u a big hug. I'm so happy for ur growth Cassandra.
Felt this. 25 and still struggling with acne, had it since eleven. Thank you for being a resource and a role model.
I feel you. I am also 25 and am still having acne(got it around age 10-11, just like you) . I remember watching her video 10 years ago, it hit home. I started dolling myself up daily since I was a teenage girl. Very happy for her growing out this superficial phase, yet part of it kind of hurts, considering I still find myself in that deep pit. Just know you're not alone :-)
@@juliajulia1182 I'm the same except I only started watching Cassandra in 2020 and my five back into skincare started with watching Susan Yara and Dr Desai in 2019 and feeling some sense of hope again about my acne.
One of my first pics on my FB is me at prom w/terribly matched foundation and no brows T.T Forever haunted by that.
My acne has gotten better and worse if that makes sense? It's not as bad on my t-zone and cheeks as it used to be, but now it's horrible along my jawline and down my neck. My mother told me just yesterday that I should sleep more b/c my current breakout looks really bad. She decided to say that the night before my uncle's funeral. I'm 30 yrs. old, sobbing while making a memorial slideshow for my uncle and calling myself the worst things. And all day today, I wore a mask that covered my jawline and neck b/c I didn't want to be judged even more. Even w/all the work I've done on my self-esteem, it all went down the drain the moment I was criticized for my acne.
So thank you, Cassandra, for reminding me that my intrinsic worth isn't based on what I have or how I look. I needed that more than you will ever know.
if you're feeling really down about your acne, remember that you're not alone. My biggest wish is that someday, we won't be judged for our acne; that we can be seen as beautiful as those without it. Until then, I will never stop advocating for skin acceptance and positivity
Every time my acne gets worse my mother feels the need to comment on how bad it is. Glad someone else knows the pain as well but so sorry you have to go through it too. So sorry about your uncle as well. Sending good vibes and hugs your way ❤️
Hey girl, I used DIM its a natural supplement I bought on amazon for around 12 bucks. It made my acne go away in just a couple months. It helped balance my hormones, after 6 horribly soul crushing years of insecurity and self loathing I finally found something that worked (I tried literally everything and wasted so much time and money) I picked my face that whole time so now I'm dealing with scarring with chemical peels (which also help keep acne at bay) once or twice a year and lookimg into doing laser. Its been 2 and a half years since I found my miracle amd I rarely break out (usually only if I eat like shit for too long) I really and truly hope this helps you or someone else out there, I know so many people on the internet dole out advice and its hars to sift through it all bit hey its 12 bucks. Worth a shot. Id love to hear from you if you try it and it works for you!
I've heard that acne around the jawline is related to hormone imbalances. I get minor acne every month around the jawline and its deeper than the usual pimple. Its seems there is no simple solution when it comes to balancing hormones levels. But I wish you the best of luck! and I'm sorry your mom isn't more kind, we all could use some more kindness in the world.
My acne was hormonal an cystic. Very large and very painful.
This is so real… I struggled with cystic acne for years.. the comments and looks from folks can be devastating. “Just clean your skin better” “are you on drugs” “no one notices it but you” I would literally feel like a monster.. thank you for all of the work you, your videos are super informative and while my acne has mellowed out I still struggle with breakouts now and then.. love that you do what you do!!!!
Dude u are so beyond articulate, humble, knowledgeable, and self-aware- u really get it. In awe.
Cassandra, be gentle with yourself! You have grown so much and its so beautiful. I’m so happy with your transformation, both inside and out 💖
Cassandra♥️
I fought with acne since I was 11, I was mobbed ever since, felt completely worthless and even worse was the feeling of complete loneliness with that skin. Nobody I knew or seen until then had the skin I had, nobody.
there was no youtube/online community to pick me up or made me feel even a tiny bit more like a lovable human being.
Back then it was just that unbearable feeling of worthlessness, uglyness, loneliness, getting mobbed, being judged, going home and self isolate, self hate and all the horrible feelings that are connected to acne.
I saw your video when It came out, I was 20 back then, even now I’m tearing up because I really, finally felt released that I was not alone. And I thought „man, this girl is so, so stunning even with acne, wtf“
I saw right through your skin and that gave me hope that maybe someday a few people might feel the same If they looked at me.
Here in germany we have a saying, I don‘t know If it exists in other countries too but basically it says „nothing can distort a beautiful face“ and I truly felt that when I looked at you back then. I‘ll always be thankful that you made the decision to upload this video, It gave me the release of that heavy weight in my heart that I needed so desperately at that time.
Hugs and love♥️
I share almost the same story, hugs!! And thank you Cassandra!
Aww that was heartwarming ♥️
Hi, ich bin auch aus Deutschland und hatte seit ich 12 Jahre alt war Akne. Ich hab mich damals, mit 12(?!) für die Antibabypille entschieden, weil mir gesagt wurde, es würde helfen. Das hat es allerdings nicht, erst als ich mich vegan ernährt habe und eine stärkere Pille verschrieben bekommen hat, hat sich meine Haut ein wenig verbessert. Sie war aber bei weitem noch nicht für mich „schön“. Es war vor allem schwer, weil keiner in meiner Klasse, Schule Akne hatte. Ich hasse mich dafür, dass ich nicht recherchiert habe, die Pille sollte man niemals einfach so nehmen. Ich hab Depressionen bekommen und es hat mein Leben verkompliziert. Ich arbeite immer noch daran mich zu akzeptieren, ich teile deine Erfahrung, wir sind nicht alleine und wir sind valid.💓
@@killerqueen143 Hey, ich fühl dich so! das gleiche spiel hatte ich mit der drei monats spritze.
Meine haut wurde zwar ein klein wenig besser aber ich bekam die schlimmsten depressionen meines lebens.
Diese hielten locker drei jahre bis ich irgendwann so busy war beruflich, dass ichs verschludert hatte mir die spritze geben zu lassen. Keine zwei wochen drüber waren alle depressionen wie verflogen, ich war so baff und so frustriert, dass ich nicht früher gerafft hab, dass die spritze schuld war.
Jedenfalls- mach dir selbst keine vorwürfe, dass du nicht recherchiert hast! der gynäkologe wär verantwortlich dafür gewesen, dass du über alle risiken aufgeklärt bist. Vorallem, hallo- mit 12!
Fühl dich gedrückt♥️
Scarecrow - Ja, ich bin nur so frustriert, dass so wenig über so etwas wichtiges aufgeklärt wird. Man führt seinem Körper Hormone zu und es wird einfach so abgetan als ob das Vitamine wären. Danke für die lieben Worte, die haben mich wirklich aufgeheitert. Ich wünsche dir alles Gute.💕
I remember watching this 10 years ago, made me feel less alone dealing with my own acne journey being 15 years old for 3 years at that stage, 13 years later I'm clear.. so proud of you and me!!! Thank you ❤
No one ever believed me when I said I break out due to dairy. I'm so glad you mentioned that!
You are one of the most real channels I’ve seen in a long while.. as a subscriber of your recent videos, its amazing to see your vulnerability and see how this still pretty yet insecure girl grow into the beautiful woman you became today.. I think I speak for most if not all of us to say how lucky we are to have you as a big cister!
started balling crying at 7:26, this is a new youtube account for me (took a huge hiatus from most social media) but I've been with you since your initial video. My heart is with you, hugs from an internet stranger
What a great video. I'm going to have my two teenage daughters watch this. They are so into the "gotta have the name brand" thing. This video has such a great message! Thank you for making it.
From 7th grade until 26 years old I wouldn’t let anyone see me without makeup. My mom had me try makeup when I turned 13 because I always looked so sickly pale and had blonde lashes and eyebrows. It took until adulthood to realize that simple act seeded decades of not being comfortable in my own skin, and forced me to become aware and hateful of something I wasn’t insecure about at all.
At the very bare minimum I had to have mascara and eyeliner when in public (even when going in for heart surgery!!) But then I got really, really sick. I’ve been in bed for four years now and seeing myself without makeup every day and feeling too garbage to sit up and apply any has actually liberated me. My every focus is on survival now and I’ve lost my tolerance for feeling like I need to be anyone but myself. A simple coat of mascara now makes me feel like a completely different person, in a good way.
I appreciate you sharing your journey because it’s such a brutally honest truth to confront. Both past you and current you resonate with me so much. I hope it does with younger people as well who might be feeling the same way be it due to acne or otherwise.
I remember watching this video 13 years ago when I was 15 and really struggling with my acne, my self confidence and just finding who I am. Seeing your struggles was very humbling. I felt so much less alone in the world. It greatly contributed to my uphill journey of a recovery of my love for myself, a daily battle still to this day though better than it used to be. You are such a sweet and genuine soul. I hope you know how much love and care you contribute to this world ❤
I remember watching you when I was younger and suffering the same. Mine isn’t perfect now either but much better. You have no idea what it meant to see someone like me. Glad to see you’re still around inspiring others Cassandra and you look so beautiful, confident and grown up now❤️
I love that you call out Mac for testing on animals! Thank you for being such a caring and compassionate person. 💗
This was actually one of the very first makeup tutorials (beside Michelle Phan) I ever saw when I was a teenager, I had no idea this was you!!!. I had horrible acne at the time and had no idea how to cover it up. You may be laughing at your own techniques, but this video was the very first thing that showed me how to cover my acne, and it gave me hope!
You were so brave to reveal you're acne, I was always hiding it, teenagers aren't the most empathetic. You did a better job than I used to, it's really hard to cover angry acne on oily skin mine slid off by lunch time
I remember watching that years ago when it came out when I was in high school and my acne was horrible and I even had tried a dermatologist for a few years and it only got worse and your video actually helped me a lot back then because I was so scared of anyone seeing my skin. I even would wear a full coverage foundation to my dance team and soccer team practices because I was ashamed of it and was made fun of for it in middle school before I learned to hide it with makeup. Honestly I use to cake my face too but it was the only way I felt ok in my skin. You also helped me feel a bit better about myself because I saw that I was not the only one dealing with acne this bad because people use to just be like, "what, don't you wash your face" or "you just have to wash your face" but it wasn't that simple. Thank you girl for everything!!!
Ok the way you said I need to get this on as quickly as possible so you don’t have to see all this...
I’m sobbing. 🖤🦋