As someone on the job path, imma tell you right now there is nothing i've encountered so far that is even half as stressful as school was for me. Adulting can be scary and a little confusing but also so much simpler than older generations make it out to be.
i think it’s also comparative like older generations are like “you think school’s hard? wait til you get into the workforce…” but like… school is ridiculously harder and more competitive now??
@@BlameItOnSeptember In some cases it is legitimately harder out of rigor. In others, like mine, it's harder out of sheer boredom. I have gone to the same school for my undergrad and almost finished my masters there. I generally coasted through the bachelor's without doing much more than the bare minimum. For my masters so far, it's been extremely easy and boring. I've wanted to switch to another program more worth my time (like one of those online masters in digital forensics from FSU or Champlain University) but I'm currently maintaining all As and deeply involved with research teams in a computer forensics club on campus, so I stay. I also graduate this coming spring, so I am super excited.
I honestly hated how they said “after college, it’s a lot harder in the real world” like what does that mean? Do they assume we aren’t working while in college? Because I’m working while going to college and it is the hardest things ever. I long for the day where all I have to do is worry about my job rather than assignments and projects.
I didn't even attend my graduation day ...I was too exhausted to stand and receive a diploma I was so done It's been a year of unemployment ,look like it's gonns be longer and I don't have a life like never traveled, my friends have other friends, i am broke to the point where i can't afford a taxi fee , i have no dream or ambition....so if you ever felt miserable don't worry there's someone much much more miserable than u are , you're not in the bottom yet
Unfortunately for everything to get better it HAS to get worse. You can blame your government the education system and also the people/citizens for allowing such fuckery to ensue. The same people who made your education system already told you “We don’t want a nation of thinkers, we want a nation of WORKERS” so the way you feel now was the way they WANTED you to feel in the first place. Everything happens for a reason tho and if you innerstand cosmic/universal law you know that hard times are just the catalyst for spiritual growth. Stay in the fight 👊🏾
wow I also didn't attend my graduation day cause I was just tired and it's too much trouble. I have a part time job that pay me dust and constantly think what the fuck I'm doing here. Seeing people do things I'm aspired to do if only I had the random chance of being born with parents that have financial stability or care a little more about me is kinda crushing. Anyways glad to see another bottomer here
I recently graduated in 2023 (technically Dec. 2022), and I honestly feel this. I really had no clue what I wanted to do with my life when I graduated, and I still don't even a year later. I'm basically just trying to figure it all out at this point. I decided not to do graduate school because I kinda got sick of all the homework and stress associated with being a student. So now I'm essentially stuck in a huge predicament. My mom even seems like she is a little upset with me for still working the same dishwashing job that I had while I was in college.
Either look for a job from ur major, assuming it wasn’t a worthless major or get a better job. Dish washing is not something you’d want to say u did ur entire life.
@@dannynav2 I know that dish washing is not a career. My problem is that I just don't know what specific career path I want to take. My degree is in mathematics. I needed a break anyway with how burnt out I was when I graduated.
I'm the same I'm still figuring out what I want to be. I noticed that I have never really wanted to do my major as a job so now I need a new purpose. I recently started teaching and I started to like it. I'm not sure if this is what I would do for the rest of my life but I dont think we are really meant to do one thing for the rest of our lives. With time we will figure it out, so give yourself time and focus on your wellbeing. I neglected my wellbeing so much I ended up being burnt out. Wish you the best
Each path will have it's pros and cons. I picked door #1 and I found that it's harder for me to meet new people and keep up with my friends. With a stable job though I find I have more free time to pursue my hobbies and enjoy life in general btw your videos are really good! Been following since journal video :) Keep on making new content!
thanks so much for the encouragement 🥹💗 and for sure - I’ve definitely heard how hard it is to maintain a social life while working vs being in school! just another one of those big hurdles to go through
i just graduated university 3 weeks ago and looking for a job rn is so difficult. i feel like I'm competing with thousands of other people for the same positon, which I am and idk. my peers who are ahead of me in life told me it took them months, even up to a year to find a career and it makes me so scared because I feel like I have this pressure on me to immediately find a job since I just finished college but I know its going to take time. school was always a pain for me so going to grad school isn't something I wanna do. now that I got my bachelors in english/sociology im hoping to find some decent work in the coming time. my degree is very broad but damn that post graduate depression do be hitting. thanks for this video, im glad this came up on my feed in a time of confusion
omg i feel the same way! I graduated about a month ago with a degree in sociology and it seems like everybody around already has a job or they already planned the next step in their education. I haven't had much luck with jobs and am considering a part-time job at ulta since my brother said to get a retail job to get my feet wet.
@@hannah-vv9ru i feel you fam! im currently working right now so I'm not too stressed but eventually of course id like to make my degree worth all the time, money, and tears I put into getting it. thing is everyone is on their own timeline so try not to compare yourself to them and what they're doing. i compare myself for competition to see what I can be doing better but besides that were all gonna be in different areas. the best thing I like to remind other college graduates is that we already have what we need to succeed in finding a good job, we just need to give shit time and put effort in looking. i wish you the best of luck and if you wanna talk via social media I'm here for ya since were in the same boat LMAO
@@djcze not yet unfortunately. have had interviews and applied but just keep getting denied. i won’t lose hope yet though i’m gonna keep trying cuz i’ll land something eventually. all that matters is you keep trying
I feel like you're talking about me, even though I'm studying the same major, but the difference is that I haven't graduated yet. I have a year and a half left, and I feel lost and depressed after graduation from now on!
I think we should switch our perspective on working for the rest of our lives: We should work to live, not live to work. I’m a senior in high school, and I plan to go to college so I can get a decent job to live comfortable and support my future family. I don’t care about being rich, I just want to live my life spending time with the things and people I love most. I want to go into computer science because I am a little interested in computers, and I can handle sitting at a desk all day. It’s not something I’m “passionate” about, but something I’m at least interested in that can pay the bills. I want to use my work as a means to live my life (Working to live). I am passionate about having a family, making art, traveling, video games, and other things. Again, I want to use my work to enable me to pursue my passions, even if they aren’t my full time job. You don’t need to make your passion into a job, and that might not even be possible (Doesn’t mean don’t try). You don’t need to find the purpose of your life in your full time job because, for most people, it’s just to pay the bills. Bottom line, don’t live to work, instead work to live. Don’t put all of your life’s meaning into your work, and enjoy your life. Godbless 😃
Keep that energy fam. Society will try to drain everything you love from you mentally. I’m 22 and I can tell you now…. It’s not the job itself, it’s the people and their dumbass shenanigans that ruin the job.
As a freshman in college class of 24’ in HS please enjoy this last year do you work get the most out of Highschool but please enjoy it at this age it’s true that we are the happiest in Highschool take care
Exactly. All the confusion of what you want to do with the rest of your life is solved by just picking something! You don't have to have some magic dream job you love every second of, just get something comfortable.
You have the right mindset. I just graduated this past spring and got a job but bruh…i came to the realization that i care about the thing you do as well. Idgaf abt being RICH like everyone at my company…and it’s making me depressed bc i don’t want to go job to job. You got a great mindsettt. I hope you do great things
graduated uni during 2020. could not get a job because of covid so instead took a chance to monetise my art hobby. 3 years of working on it I reached a sizeable following and get enough work to pay bills/survive some part of me felt FOMO for uni friends who were now working in stable jobs, so i applied for a job- got it and that's when I realised what I had was much better than doing 40-hour week in an office. now im back to being an artist with a greater appreciation at least 😅
As someone who is 33 married with a mortgage and a child, I just want to say we older guys don't have all the answers... I just did whatever made me happy when I wasn't working. Overall life might seem pretty boring, but it's simplicity is what allows us to appreciate it for what it is. It's simple things like seeing your child smile, laugh, enjoying your coffee in the morning while watching your shows... Finding stuff to do in weekends, even if they are mundane, vibing/dancing while cooking...
I will be graduating high school in 2025, and I needed this video. Really, I did. From being a small kid with no brain cells to a grown teenager, I have seen the world in not back and white only, but shades of grey. The thought of having to decide what I want to do in life or how I’m going to find a stable job does worry me. However, I will take it slow. I still have time, and I really want to be capable of transforming my life into something else. Keep up the great work
"What keeps me going anyways? i don't know, some parts are nice" goddamn it, if this isn't right. And it isn't grandiose experiences either but the small collection of things that catch your attention somehow only because they make you feel something so familiar and unrecognizable at the same time
Do what you like to do. Usually you do this because you are good at it. The more you do it, the better you get at it. Develop three things you are good at, for example writing, deep knowledge in a specific subject, a second language or project management skills. Opportunities will then arise where these unique combinations of skills sets you apart from others. This then becomes the foundation for your career, and will take you around the world and through tough times which inevitably come. It will also keep you in a job for 40+ years.
I’m 26 years old, I’m from the Philippines, and I just graduates from college last month. (Technically, I graduated last year, it’s just that the ceremony was last month) I have been studying there since 2015, and when I finally graduated, I thought it would be the happiest and most fulfilling day of my life, but after that day, I just felt… the same. Like I don’t feel anything, I just felt the same feeling I got when I graduated high school. So I just sat around my house, helped around the sari-sari store in my house, but recently, my parents have been telling me to find a job, and I want to really, but I have going to college for nearly a decade now, like next year is gonna be the 10th anniversary of me first enrolling in college (also the 10th anniversary of me graduating high school). I told them there’s no deadline to me not finding a job almost immediately after graduation, but they scoffed at that notion, you know they say they’re not pressuring me or anything, but in the tone of their voice, it feels like I’m only worth anything, is if I’m doing something.
I've been graduated for almost 2 years, feel lost especially job application feel like scam nowadays. In my place at least you have 2-3 years experience on the field is a must. How could it be the experience that I've had in uni just passed by away like that. Wish everyone keep going on your dream and journey called 'life" 😊✨
very good video. i see "the right path" to be the path that YOU want to be on. to find it, all you need to ask yourself is "what do i want in my life right now?" not what do you want in 1, 5 or even 10 years. what do you want NOW? then start making steps to make that a reality. you have plenty to worry about right now, let alone your future self.
As someone who gained "freedom" to choose any of the three paths recently, it's daunting to think about all the possibilities, all the ways my life can go from now... It's at least fun to see it's a much more common thing than I imagined, to be unsure and overwhelmed at this point in life
I was very fortunate to have made 2 smart decisions as a teenager. community college + comp sci major I was able to avoid debt and get a good paying job after working on my programming skills for 6ish months after graduation and applying to several hundred jobs with no responses. It was definitely worth going down the job path immediately, because even though its stressful more often than not, I feel like this is my opportunity to get ahead. Hopefully this hard work pays off and my 30s are much more comfortable.
my mom always tells me about how high in demand jobs related to comp sci and cybersecurity are but god i hate all that stuff!! i wish i liked it but i love writing stories 🥲🥲
I did the get a job route and discovered i was completely not ready to do this for the rest of my life. So i looked hither and yonder till i got a scholarship to go back to school for a second undergrad. Its pretty good but the dread of what ill do when its all over sometimes gets to me, but whatever...right?
I recently have been wanting to find something to help me sense I’ve been emotional lately this video really helps I’m graduating this year and honestly it’s not easy but it will be worth it to go into the next chapter of life I’m probably going to go for school again sense I’d like to continue my education
Sruh tan, Thank you for not making this video bone chllingly terrifying but instead a happy what to do guide/you are not alone/do whatever you want and fits and that telling us that everything is going to be ok.
When I was 17 years old, I chose to go to school for computer science. I really wanted to get into the gaming industry. That didn't last very long because at 20 I changed my mind and began pursuing cybersecurity. I almost landed a CS job at Amazon with my CS degree. Fast forward to now, and I am going deep into the rabbit hole of digital forensics, a sub-field of cybersecurity. I will be out of my grad program at 25. I feel like getting a degree in digital forensics while I get a handle on some of the requirements I need for a good digital forensics job and get a job in another closely-related field. Not too sure what the optimal move is, but I am confident that I will be in a more comfortable place by 30. I'm not entirely sure if what I know now in the DF field is enough to be good at a job, so I want to be better safe than sorry.
When did you start learning about coding/computer stuff? Technology fascinates me but I never started at a young age compared to those who desire to pursue cs.
Thank you! You have comforted me through the phrases like, we are in this together, scared, there is no right path, and for the first time - we are doing something by ourselves. Your words are like the words from that friend who lifts you up when you're neck down. I pray that you get to be full of greatness like in this video!
I have one year of my master's left and I relate sooo much to this video. Two months ago I got this panic attack like omg we're all going to die one day, what's the point in doing anything?? Ofc I have some things I want to do like travel and buy a house but all of these things seems trivial when the existential angst/dread sets in. Whether there is an afterlife or not, our existence here on earth is temporary. Since then I'm trying to enjoy this last year of school and trying not to overthink about the future. I just hope that I find some sort of satisfaction in my every day life rather than chasing an idea of happiness....
i hated going to school started working instead and semi fucking up my school. then i went to japan i realised what i wanted, so now i like to work and study finishing my bachelors and later my masters. I must say i used to hate studying but now i love it a lot. Work seems so repetitive same shit different day with school i love to learn new things. Hopefully after graduating i want to be ai engineer or built cool robotics seems cool and im very passionated about it.
This was my exact feeling when I graduated college. The first month was okay because i got to celebrate with friends and family and make up the sleepless days to rest after eternity of thesis and exams. However job hunting felt depressing even now. Not to mention getting valid ids in the philippines post-graduation were challenging. Imagine pursuing a degree, working hard on an unpaid internship and even landing in a dean's list, only to be told to be rejected by more than 20 job applications. I got scolded by my parents saying I should work harder, but that what I am doing in betweek freelancing (my family never considers online or freelancing as a real job sadly ). To everyone who is at lost like i am as a former graduate whose struggling to find a next job, it can be miserable sure, but you are a not a loser for struggling in this fast-paced society. Enjoy your life most importantly. Doesn't have to be big or grand, don't overwork yourself.
idk if anyone will ever come across this but im just so so confused in life rn. i graduated 3 months ago and i still dont know what i wanna do. im almost embarassed to talk to anybody about this problem. people are taking jobs, entrance exams, etc and i dont even know what i wanna do next. im wasting away life it seems like. i do have 2 options but they are at the opposite ends. i have bachelors in business and the next step was an MBA but i kinda generated some interest in becoming company secretary which is law side. so if i do this my 3 yrs of BBA was a waste but the thing is it will take me atleast 2 yrs to become a CS and even then my starting salary will only just be a lil bit better than what i can earn rn. bcus of this i kinda lost interest in that as well. now i dont know what do i do cus i have no interest in anything
How about feeling like you loved school and were good at it and because you were the academically gifted one in the family everyone expects you to have a grad degree of some kind except now you just finished your summer job and don’t know where you’re going to be living or what job you’re gonna have or even if you want to be a lawyer or an academic because everyone says not to do it?
I finished my biology major on march this year and immediately started my post-grad (literally, the first day of class on the post-grad was also the last class on my undergrad.) And being honest, I desperately tried to get in this masters program because I was too afraid of asking myself what I would do if it wasn't that. I also finished my second major (graphic design) in june (completely forgot I was in two undergrads at once) and I'm actually planning to do a specialization on aesthetics and cosmetology next year. You can see I have no idea of what it is to not be a student and I'm so afraid of not finding a satisfying job I keep postponing my working career.
im doing a gap year coming out of high school and i feel like, maybe unwillingly, im getting a sneak peek of door 3 and feeling these really "adultish" sentiments. im envious of my classmates who have just jumped into the routine of another school schedule at uni. sometimes i feel stuck in time compared to then. other times, i feel like ive aged so much. but i like to believe taking this path will be good for building my confidence and self worth 🫶 thanks for the video, it made me think.
Needed to hear this today. I submitted my MA thesis earlier this month, and two days later moved out to a new city. I am just floating for now, and I have to remind myself that it's ok. It has only been a couple weeks, and according to my university I am still a student because my graduation will be held this winter, but it's hard to feel like I'm on an autumn vacation, or something. Thanks for this video, I feel less alone :)
I've experienced so much at uni and as a student and living in a city coming from a small town is such a huge difference. I'm scared at the thought of going back home because its so quiet and being into creative work, small towns have very little opportunities for this kind of work. It almosts feel like i'm back at square one. I'm going into my final year of uni, so i'm just bracing myself for the future. I dont have enough financial stability to stay in the city i'm currently in, and I fear i'll also lose my friends or people i've met through uni.
It's a different scenario. Being in school usually means being around people of similar age. After graduation, it's more tricky to be in such a situation again.
Everyday even as I start a new school which is community college. I think about how i graduated high school, how ultimately it didn't mean anything. I'm still the same kid with a lot of expressions to solve.
I'm not scared of it, but that's because I was abused and was denied my chosen path all along. So my fear was replaced with anger from the very start. To me, the majority of society is an enemy to fight against and always has been. The meaning of life from my perspective is to fight for my survival in the face of people who want to tear me down, so I fight everyday and never stop. I celebrate progress, and anger fuels my drive. Maybe one day when I win my fights and I'm not angry anymore, maybe then I can catch up and feel fear about uncertainty. Until then, it's just another fight.
i just graduated two months ago and i feel totally lost i really don't know what should i do next. this feeling never left me from that day i thought i'd be happy getting my master degree i thought life would be enjoyable and days would been fun but they are just dull and void with no single emotions just dullness.
In all honesty, I think the biggest problem with college that most people fail to realize is that you pay to have a job. I literally attended college for 3 days, and the costs were already about to be staggering. I decided that isn't any way to live, so I'm getting my experience and education a different way.
Im a highschool senior right now and about to graduate in a few months. I am literally so scared I have college applications right now and its stressing me tf out. I don't know what I want to do I feel like my peers around me have everything figured out. I'm thinking about taking a gap year or go to community college first to allow me some time to save up and find what I'm truly passionate about. I feel so scared I feel so lost right now.
Just leave school and start working. My parents pressured me into 4 year school when i didn't want it knew it would be bad for me and waste of time and money. I after 1 semester talked them down to 2 years and that was cheaper and faster and ended up still being a waste of time. Got into IT and didn't need the degree. Make Over 6 figures now and college was of ZERO use. This doesn't apply to all careers but kids need to reevaluate the value of college
The young lady who made this video could easily go into broadcast journalism. She has made this video so she has something to show a potential employer.
I am Engineering graduated in May and after 6 months of continuous job search, i finally got the job in November. And i realised It is not something which i wanted to do rest of my life , i just doing job so that i can save money for my masters and i also don't know in which field i wanted to do masters also , It's kind of lots of Confusion but at the same time i am Excited for the Future...
I graduated college in 2024 Jun and I was thinking a lot of what's next so I search on youtube Just to find this lovely video idk why but I had a big smile on my face watching this with a little bit of tears lol Maybe I already know this but needed to actually hear it so I just want to say Thank you ❤.
I am now an engineer. I have applied for jobs on LinkedIn and attended 9 out of 10 interviews just for fun, with no real intention of working, as their entry-level salaries are comparable to those of laborers. I am currently preparing for my master’s abroad while exploring and enjoying different places and cultures. However, my parents are worried that I might lose my direction if I continue like this. That's my story, what yours?
I'm gonna be honest: college ( university) was the worst thing that has happened in my life. Ever since I was studying for the entrance exam, up until now that I'm getting my Master's, it has been the worst time of my life. Sure, good little things have happened here and there but university didn't let me grow, it made me older.
Its been 1 year since I have been searching for a job my 2 offers were revoked as they said because of recession and budget cut. One of them gave me joining but I couldnt cus i had an accident and its been so depressing lately waking up, applying and repeat. Hope it gets better soon and I am able to fit in somewhere
I think I’m starting to experience post grad depression. I did land a job but even though I am employed, I’m still questions if I made the right decision to focus on work experience before going back for a professional degree.
College is for employment. You landed the job, you don't need school anymore unless you want to stay in academia or are going into a few specific fields. Employers barely care about degrees anymore anyway so if you go the job, you're good. Most polls show that employers care far more about work experience than degrees.
I haven’t graduated yet. I’m hoping to enter the work force for a few years before (possibly) working toward a graduate degree. I already know that if I get a job, I will feel similarly to you. A part of me wants to keep climbing and is intellectually curious, but another part feels like it is pointless and the diminishing returns and stress isn’t worth it. Stay strong, work for at least two years and use that experience as leverage for a better job or advanced degree program. Unfortunately, in a lot of cases, it seems that having an advanced degree still doesn’t include any “work experience”. At least you don’t have to bang your head against the wall trying to get that first job. Seriously though, I saw an internship near me that wanted a math PhD or masters with experience and paid only 16-18 an hour. Utter insanity. You are probably making more than that with less suffering. So take your victory and enjoy it, even though it may not be as sweet as you desire
So would joining the military be option 4 or does that fall under option 1? There’s so many ways life can go after graduating, and that’s cool. Get a teaching job abroad, join the marine corps, work on an oil rig for a year, go to grad school… there is just no telling what, and while scary, is also the best thing too.
Just graduated this may, Pregrad plan: Do a phd or work at research lab near home Reality: Rejected from phd, still doing unpaid research work but in a whole different country😅
the only thing i want to is live a carefree life, because only that way i can be happy and not suffer, BUT THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE, therefore there's nothing for me in this world and i'm just waiting for my death in existential agony, dread and despair, filled with hopelessness, no, don't tell me about mental help, i've been on medication my whole life, none of the meds helped me, i was born like that, everything in this life hurts me to the point i just don't want to exist and cursing my parents to bringing me into this hellhole in the first place when i didn't needed any of these hardships and all this misery and horrors of losing my self-awareness once i die and cease to exist for eternity, i never asked to being born as a person with dysfunctional brain and mental health, i never asked to being born as someone who will suffer in an unbearable agony from dysphoria, who will suffer from inability to do anything in this life and being unable to survive in this dystopia where you don't have a right to live if you don't work (wasting your time on things you don't like), but nothing can save you from death even if you will work, it's an absurd nightmare and i don't understand how other people doesn't lose their sanity in this world.
I don't understand. I am a 16 yo from iraq I born homeless the same night my city was bombed I seen people die around me I was moving from city to city ,constantly to escape the Civil war. I am gay in a place where its criminalized. My father would kill me if he discovered. I have never had a suicidal though in my body. The word carefree always sounded little to similar to careless for me. This world is infinite and is gorgeous. Foucault written an essay called the utopian body. Its only tow pages but it will enlighten you on a different way some people see physical existence.
@@taqedog3717 i'm glad that you able to be happy despite what you've been through, but that has nothing to do with me, okay? learn about toxic optimism, which is basically a devaluation of someone's problems just because someone else had it worse
@@CamelliaFlingert Im saying that its not necessary to feel they why that you feel Or in other words We have a very fragile personhood that is always subject to radical and sudden change. Im not saying i had it worse(i don't know what U've been thro).
@@taqedog3717 my brain is unable to not suffer and be happy, none of the meds helped me with this as well, i'm an atheist so religious copium cannot help me to find some inner peace + i'm a nihilist with very fragile, hyper-sensitive and weak psyche, every injustice, every tragedy, and every single human and animal that is being hurt in any way is causing an unbearable despair, agony and pain to me, because i have too much empathy which i cannot turn off, every single second of my existence is an unbearable torture for my mind which i need to constantly numb by consuming content/listening to music/playing video-games and just doing whatever can distract me from the life itself, but none of these things can save me from eternal non-existence, i don't want to cease to exist.
I graduated this year in june 21st 2024 and im still looking for a job applied for some but no one replied backnsonim jist waiting and in the mean time im just enjoying myself
hi there, if you dont mind me asking, did you go back to school for your masters? or for a new bachelors? im in the full time, salaried workforce right now after graduating last year and am really thinking about going back since i dont really like my degree...would love some input!
As someone on the job path, imma tell you right now there is nothing i've encountered so far that is even half as stressful as school was for me. Adulting can be scary and a little confusing but also so much simpler than older generations make it out to be.
i think it’s also comparative like older generations are like “you think school’s hard? wait til you get into the workforce…” but like… school is ridiculously harder and more competitive now??
@@BlameItOnSeptember In some cases it is legitimately harder out of rigor. In others, like mine, it's harder out of sheer boredom. I have gone to the same school for my undergrad and almost finished my masters there. I generally coasted through the bachelor's without doing much more than the bare minimum. For my masters so far, it's been extremely easy and boring. I've wanted to switch to another program more worth my time (like one of those online masters in digital forensics from FSU or Champlain University) but I'm currently maintaining all As and deeply involved with research teams in a computer forensics club on campus, so I stay. I also graduate this coming spring, so I am super excited.
I honestly hated how they said “after college, it’s a lot harder in the real world” like what does that mean? Do they assume we aren’t working while in college? Because I’m working while going to college and it is the hardest things ever. I long for the day where all I have to do is worry about my job rather than assignments and projects.
Im 15 in the uk and scared of my gcses. I dont even want to think about a levels @@robertjr8205
Unless u like me and got a stressful ass sales job🥲🥲 they tell me to do work at home
“We payed money to be depressed? I could have done that for free.” Priceless. This made me laugh harder than anything all week
Y'know, the happy music juxtaposed with existentialism is really doing wonders for my anxiety.
I didn't even attend my graduation day ...I was too exhausted to stand and receive a diploma I was so done
It's been a year of unemployment ,look like it's gonns be longer and I don't have a life like never traveled, my friends have other friends, i am broke to the point where i can't afford a taxi fee , i have no dream or ambition....so if you ever felt miserable don't worry there's someone much much more miserable than u are , you're not in the bottom yet
Unfortunately for everything to get better it HAS to get worse. You can blame your government the education system and also the people/citizens for allowing such fuckery to ensue. The same people who made your education system already told you “We don’t want a nation of thinkers, we want a nation of WORKERS” so the way you feel now was the way they WANTED you to feel in the first place. Everything happens for a reason tho and if you innerstand cosmic/universal law you know that hard times are just the catalyst for spiritual growth. Stay in the fight 👊🏾
I pray for you ❤
Sorry to sound naive but how did you physically get you're diploma then? Just curious
wow I also didn't attend my graduation day cause I was just tired and it's too much trouble. I have a part time job that pay me dust and constantly think what the fuck I'm doing here. Seeing people do things I'm aspired to do if only I had the random chance of being born with parents that have financial stability or care a little more about me is kinda crushing.
Anyways glad to see another bottomer here
@@xldrizzylx1153bs
I recently graduated in 2023 (technically Dec. 2022), and I honestly feel this. I really had no clue what I wanted to do with my life when I graduated, and I still don't even a year later. I'm basically just trying to figure it all out at this point. I decided not to do graduate school because I kinda got sick of all the homework and stress associated with being a student. So now I'm essentially stuck in a huge predicament. My mom even seems like she is a little upset with me for still working the same dishwashing job that I had while I was in college.
This is 80 percent of graduates. You were defrauded by society.
Either look for a job from ur major, assuming it wasn’t a worthless major or get a better job. Dish washing is not something you’d want to say u did ur entire life.
@@dannynav2 I know that dish washing is not a career. My problem is that I just don't know what specific career path I want to take. My degree is in mathematics. I needed a break anyway with how burnt out I was when I graduated.
@@joemacy2776 accounting/finance is ur easiest path, at least you’d get paid more and ur degree is flexible so could always do something else with it
I'm the same I'm still figuring out what I want to be. I noticed that I have never really wanted to do my major as a job so now I need a new purpose. I recently started teaching and I started to like it. I'm not sure if this is what I would do for the rest of my life but I dont think we are really meant to do one thing for the rest of our lives. With time we will figure it out, so give yourself time and focus on your wellbeing. I neglected my wellbeing so much I ended up being burnt out. Wish you the best
Each path will have it's pros and cons. I picked door #1 and I found that it's harder for me to meet new people and keep up with my friends. With a stable job though I find I have more free time to pursue my hobbies and enjoy life in general
btw your videos are really good! Been following since journal video :) Keep on making new content!
thanks so much for the encouragement 🥹💗 and for sure - I’ve definitely heard how hard it is to maintain a social life while working vs being in school! just another one of those big hurdles to go through
i just graduated university 3 weeks ago and looking for a job rn is so difficult. i feel like I'm competing with thousands of other people for the same positon, which I am and idk. my peers who are ahead of me in life told me it took them months, even up to a year to find a career and it makes me so scared because I feel like I have this pressure on me to immediately find a job since I just finished college but I know its going to take time. school was always a pain for me so going to grad school isn't something I wanna do. now that I got my bachelors in english/sociology im hoping to find some decent work in the coming time. my degree is very broad but damn that post graduate depression do be hitting. thanks for this video, im glad this came up on my feed in a time of confusion
omg i feel the same way! I graduated about a month ago with a degree in sociology and it seems like everybody around already has a job or they already planned the next step in their education. I haven't had much luck with jobs and am considering a part-time job at ulta since my brother said to get a retail job to get my feet wet.
@@hannah-vv9ru i feel you fam! im currently working right now so I'm not too stressed but eventually of course id like to make my degree worth all the time, money, and tears I put into getting it. thing is everyone is on their own timeline so try not to compare yourself to them and what they're doing. i compare myself for competition to see what I can be doing better but besides that were all gonna be in different areas. the best thing I like to remind other college graduates is that we already have what we need to succeed in finding a good job, we just need to give shit time and put effort in looking. i wish you the best of luck and if you wanna talk via social media I'm here for ya since were in the same boat LMAO
any luck with the job hunt yet?
@@djcze not yet unfortunately. have had interviews and applied but just keep getting denied. i won’t lose hope yet though i’m gonna keep trying cuz i’ll land something eventually. all that matters is you keep trying
I feel like you're talking about me, even though I'm studying the same major, but the difference is that I haven't graduated yet. I have a year and a half left, and I feel lost and depressed after graduation from now on!
I think we should switch our perspective on working for the rest of our lives: We should work to live, not live to work. I’m a senior in high school, and I plan to go to college so I can get a decent job to live comfortable and support my future family. I don’t care about being rich, I just want to live my life spending time with the things and people I love most. I want to go into computer science because I am a little interested in computers, and I can handle sitting at a desk all day. It’s not something I’m “passionate” about, but something I’m at least interested in that can pay the bills. I want to use my work as a means to live my life (Working to live). I am passionate about having a family, making art, traveling, video games, and other things. Again, I want to use my work to enable me to pursue my passions, even if they aren’t my full time job. You don’t need to make your passion into a job, and that might not even be possible (Doesn’t mean don’t try). You don’t need to find the purpose of your life in your full time job because, for most people, it’s just to pay the bills.
Bottom line, don’t live to work, instead work to live. Don’t put all of your life’s meaning into your work, and enjoy your life. Godbless 😃
Keep that energy fam. Society will try to drain everything you love from you mentally. I’m 22 and I can tell you now…. It’s not the job itself, it’s the people and their dumbass shenanigans that ruin the job.
As a freshman in college class of 24’ in HS please enjoy this last year do you work get the most out of Highschool but please enjoy it at this age it’s true that we are the happiest in Highschool take care
Exactly. All the confusion of what you want to do with the rest of your life is solved by just picking something! You don't have to have some magic dream job you love every second of, just get something comfortable.
You have the right mindset. I just graduated this past spring and got a job but bruh…i came to the realization that i care about the thing you do as well. Idgaf abt being RICH like everyone at my company…and it’s making me depressed bc i don’t want to go job to job. You got a great mindsettt. I hope you do great things
@@AriiD112 Keep your head up man. You’ll do great too. God Bless
graduated uni during 2020. could not get a job because of covid so instead took a chance to monetise my art hobby. 3 years of working on it I reached a sizeable following and get enough work to pay bills/survive
some part of me felt FOMO for uni friends who were now working in stable jobs, so i applied for a job- got it and that's when I realised what I had was much better than doing 40-hour week in an office. now im back to being an artist with a greater appreciation at least 😅
Sounds interesting can I see some of your work?
👏🙌✊️😄🩷
As someone who is 33 married with a mortgage and a child, I just want to say we older guys don't have all the answers... I just did whatever made me happy when I wasn't working. Overall life might seem pretty boring, but it's simplicity is what allows us to appreciate it for what it is. It's simple things like seeing your child smile, laugh, enjoying your coffee in the morning while watching your shows... Finding stuff to do in weekends, even if they are mundane, vibing/dancing while cooking...
I will be graduating high school in 2025, and I needed this video. Really, I did. From being a small kid with no brain cells to a grown teenager, I have seen the world in not back and white only, but shades of grey. The thought of having to decide what I want to do in life or how I’m going to find a stable job does worry me. However, I will take it slow. I still have time, and I really want to be capable of transforming my life into something else.
Keep up the great work
Oh to be a squirrel scurrying around in a satisfyingly edited UA-cam video ✨
we are all just squirrels… curiously inspecting and scaring away the camerawoman that is God
"What keeps me going anyways? i don't know, some parts are nice" goddamn it, if this isn't right. And it isn't grandiose experiences either but the small collection of things that catch your attention somehow only because they make you feel something so familiar and unrecognizable at the same time
That only works if there are enough good things to keep you going. I dont know what to look forward to because nice things are way too rare
Do what you like to do. Usually you do this because you are good at it. The more you do it, the better you get at it. Develop three things you are good at, for example writing, deep knowledge in a specific subject, a second language or project management skills. Opportunities will then arise where these unique combinations of skills sets you apart from others. This then becomes the foundation for your career, and will take you around the world and through tough times which inevitably come. It will also keep you in a job for 40+ years.
Just make the decision you think you'll regret least and know that you tried your best.
I’m 26 years old, I’m from the Philippines, and I just graduates from college last month. (Technically, I graduated last year, it’s just that the ceremony was last month) I have been studying there since 2015, and when I finally graduated, I thought it would be the happiest and most fulfilling day of my life, but after that day, I just felt… the same. Like I don’t feel anything, I just felt the same feeling I got when I graduated high school. So I just sat around my house, helped around the sari-sari store in my house, but recently, my parents have been telling me to find a job, and I want to really, but I have going to college for nearly a decade now, like next year is gonna be the 10th anniversary of me first enrolling in college (also the 10th anniversary of me graduating high school). I told them there’s no deadline to me not finding a job almost immediately after graduation, but they scoffed at that notion, you know they say they’re not pressuring me or anything, but in the tone of their voice, it feels like I’m only worth anything, is if I’m doing something.
I've been graduated for almost 2 years, feel lost especially job application feel like scam nowadays.
In my place at least you have 2-3 years experience on the field is a must. How could it be the experience that I've had in uni just passed by away like that.
Wish everyone keep going on your dream and journey called 'life" 😊✨
We looked too far ahead and not what’s in front of us.
very good video. i see "the right path" to be the path that YOU want to be on. to find it, all you need to ask yourself is "what do i want in my life right now?" not what do you want in 1, 5 or even 10 years. what do you want NOW? then start making steps to make that a reality. you have plenty to worry about right now, let alone your future self.
You're a wonderful writer, feel exactly the same way about everything you said. Feeling so lost
As someone who gained "freedom" to choose any of the three paths recently, it's daunting to think about all the possibilities, all the ways my life can go from now... It's at least fun to see it's a much more common thing than I imagined, to be unsure and overwhelmed at this point in life
literally all my feelings in 1 video
never been so depressed after graduation
I just wish i could stay in high school forever and swim through life, always discovering but never having to decide my doom (choosing a job)!
I was very fortunate to have made 2 smart decisions as a teenager.
community college + comp sci major
I was able to avoid debt and get a good paying job after working on my programming skills for 6ish months after graduation and applying to several hundred jobs with no responses.
It was definitely worth going down the job path immediately, because even though its stressful more often than not, I feel like this is my opportunity to get ahead.
Hopefully this hard work pays off and my 30s are much more comfortable.
If I may ask, what’s the job you are doing now man?
my mom always tells me about how high in demand jobs related to comp sci and cybersecurity are but god i hate all that stuff!! i wish i liked it but i love writing stories 🥲🥲
I just graduated from hs since May and I really needed to hear this. Thanks you
I did the get a job route and discovered i was completely not ready to do this for the rest of my life. So i looked hither and yonder till i got a scholarship to go back to school for a second undergrad. Its pretty good but the dread of what ill do when its all over sometimes gets to me, but whatever...right?
What's your degrees in?
@@ThAshleable medical microbiology...now on computer science
This is such a comforting video ❤ Really resonate with it despite still being in college!
I recently have been wanting to find something to help me sense I’ve been emotional lately this video really helps I’m graduating this year and honestly it’s not easy but it will be worth it to go into the next chapter of life I’m probably going to go for school again sense I’d like to continue my education
Sruh tan, Thank you for not making this video bone chllingly terrifying but instead a happy what to do guide/you are not alone/do whatever you want and fits and that telling us that everything is going to be ok.
When I was 17 years old, I chose to go to school for computer science. I really wanted to get into the gaming industry. That didn't last very long because at 20 I changed my mind and began pursuing cybersecurity. I almost landed a CS job at Amazon with my CS degree. Fast forward to now, and I am going deep into the rabbit hole of digital forensics, a sub-field of cybersecurity. I will be out of my grad program at 25.
I feel like getting a degree in digital forensics while I get a handle on some of the requirements I need for a good digital forensics job and get a job in another closely-related field. Not too sure what the optimal move is, but I am confident that I will be in a more comfortable place by 30. I'm not entirely sure if what I know now in the DF field is enough to be good at a job, so I want to be better safe than sorry.
When did you start learning about coding/computer stuff? Technology fascinates me but I never started at a young age compared to those who desire to pursue cs.
@@something3476 If you ever want to start learning, go ahead but never compare to others besides yourself the previous day.
Thank you! You have comforted me through the phrases like, we are in this together, scared, there is no right path, and for the first time - we are doing something by ourselves. Your words are like the words from that friend who lifts you up when you're neck down. I pray that you get to be full of greatness like in this video!
I have one year of my master's left and I relate sooo much to this video. Two months ago I got this panic attack like omg we're all going to die one day, what's the point in doing anything?? Ofc I have some things I want to do like travel and buy a house but all of these things seems trivial when the existential angst/dread sets in. Whether there is an afterlife or not, our existence here on earth is temporary. Since then I'm trying to enjoy this last year of school and trying not to overthink about the future. I just hope that I find some sort of satisfaction in my every day life rather than chasing an idea of happiness....
i hated going to school started working instead and semi fucking up my school. then i went to japan i realised what i wanted, so now i like to work and study finishing my bachelors and later my masters. I must say i used to hate studying but now i love it a lot. Work seems so repetitive same shit different day with school i love to learn new things. Hopefully after graduating i want to be ai engineer or built cool robotics seems cool and im very passionated about it.
The dark humour entertained me. +1 Like.
lmaoo glad you enjoyed 🥲
A very good video! But I am wanna do all three at the same time))) I feel like I can do it! Just 2 months left before my happy freedom!!!
This was my exact feeling when I graduated college. The first month was okay because i got to celebrate with friends and family and make up the sleepless days to rest after eternity of thesis and exams. However job hunting felt depressing even now. Not to mention getting valid ids in the philippines post-graduation were challenging. Imagine pursuing a degree, working hard on an unpaid internship and even landing in a dean's list, only to be told to be rejected by more than 20 job applications. I got scolded by my parents saying I should work harder, but that what I am doing in betweek freelancing (my family never considers online or freelancing as a real job sadly ). To everyone who is at lost like i am as a former graduate whose struggling to find a next job, it can be miserable sure, but you are a not a loser for struggling in this fast-paced society. Enjoy your life most importantly. Doesn't have to be big or grand, don't overwork yourself.
wow this is a brutal but really honest take, thank you for sharing so candidly!
Peace Be Unto You 🤍
idk if anyone will ever come across this but im just so so confused in life rn. i graduated 3 months ago and i still dont know what i wanna do. im almost embarassed to talk to anybody about this problem. people are taking jobs, entrance exams, etc and i dont even know what i wanna do next. im wasting away life it seems like. i do have 2 options but they are at the opposite ends. i have bachelors in business and the next step was an MBA but i kinda generated some interest in becoming company secretary which is law side. so if i do this my 3 yrs of BBA was a waste but the thing is it will take me atleast 2 yrs to become a CS and even then my starting salary will only just be a lil bit better than what i can earn rn. bcus of this i kinda lost interest in that as well. now i dont know what do i do cus i have no interest in anything
First time viewing your videos. Just wanted to say your writing, narration and filming are great; keep it up….take care.
How about feeling like you loved school and were good at it and because you were the academically gifted one in the family everyone expects you to have a grad degree of some kind except now you just finished your summer job and don’t know where you’re going to be living or what job you’re gonna have or even if you want to be a lawyer or an academic because everyone says not to do it?
I finished my biology major on march this year and immediately started my post-grad (literally, the first day of class on the post-grad was also the last class on my undergrad.) And being honest, I desperately tried to get in this masters program because I was too afraid of asking myself what I would do if it wasn't that. I also finished my second major (graphic design) in june (completely forgot I was in two undergrads at once) and I'm actually planning to do a specialization on aesthetics and cosmetology next year.
You can see I have no idea of what it is to not be a student and I'm so afraid of not finding a satisfying job I keep postponing my working career.
im doing a gap year coming out of high school and i feel like, maybe unwillingly, im getting a sneak peek of door 3 and feeling these really "adultish" sentiments.
im envious of my classmates who have just jumped into the routine of another school schedule at uni. sometimes i feel stuck in time compared to then. other times, i feel like ive aged so much.
but i like to believe taking this path will be good for building my confidence and self worth 🫶 thanks for the video, it made me think.
Needed to hear this today. I submitted my MA thesis earlier this month, and two days later moved out to a new city. I am just floating for now, and I have to remind myself that it's ok. It has only been a couple weeks, and according to my university I am still a student because my graduation will be held this winter, but it's hard to feel like I'm on an autumn vacation, or something. Thanks for this video, I feel less alone :)
Honestly scared for my future
Great video, really relatable and nice touch with humour and truth. All the best!
Yep. A year + graduated... no "real job" and a 2 mental breakdowns in... and still searching 😂😂
I've experienced so much at uni and as a student and living in a city coming from a small town is such a huge difference. I'm scared at the thought of going back home because its so quiet and being into creative work, small towns have very little opportunities for this kind of work. It almosts feel like i'm back at square one. I'm going into my final year of uni, so i'm just bracing myself for the future. I dont have enough financial stability to stay in the city i'm currently in, and I fear i'll also lose my friends or people i've met through uni.
"I think the post grad depression is real for a lot of people."
*Jokes on you I am already depressed at my final year lol*
Thank you for this!! ❤
thank you for watching!! 🥰
Wow. I didn't even get the chance to walk the stage due to COVID restrictions
so i had graduated high school this year and its like idk what to do i feel so lost and hopeless and its so depressing
the existential crisis contrasted with the happy music and visuals is amazing
It's a different scenario. Being in school usually means being around people of similar age.
After graduation, it's more tricky to be in such a situation again.
Everyday even as I start a new school which is community college. I think about how i graduated high school, how ultimately it didn't mean anything. I'm still the same kid with a lot of expressions to solve.
Pursue your passion. Success and financial reward will follow if you are passionate about what you want to do. Start small and grow.
I'm not scared of it, but that's because I was abused and was denied my chosen path all along. So my fear was replaced with anger from the very start. To me, the majority of society is an enemy to fight against and always has been. The meaning of life from my perspective is to fight for my survival in the face of people who want to tear me down, so I fight everyday and never stop. I celebrate progress, and anger fuels my drive. Maybe one day when I win my fights and I'm not angry anymore, maybe then I can catch up and feel fear about uncertainty. Until then, it's just another fight.
You stole them words outta my mouth bro.
I fuckin love the contrast of the happy go lucky music and the harsh commentary
i just graduated two months ago and i feel totally lost i really don't know what should i do next. this feeling never left me from that day i thought i'd be happy getting my master degree i thought life would be enjoyable and days would been fun but they are just dull and void with no single emotions just dullness.
going into college and im already anxious about things years ahead of me. this helped though :) great editing
enjoy your time queen it flies by :) but don’t stress about it now
I’m in high school and I am preparing myself as much as I can for the ever creeping high school graduation that will leave me depressed
I'm graduating this year. Right now I'm living in a semi see through bubble but I know the post-grad depression is coming.
In all honesty, I think the biggest problem with college that most people fail to realize is that you pay to have a job. I literally attended college for 3 days, and the costs were already about to be staggering. I decided that isn't any way to live, so I'm getting my experience and education a different way.
Im a highschool senior right now and about to graduate in a few months. I am literally so scared I have college applications right now and its stressing me tf out. I don't know what I want to do I feel like my peers around me have everything figured out. I'm thinking about taking a gap year or go to community college first to allow me some time to save up and find what I'm truly passionate about. I feel so scared I feel so lost right now.
Graduated my bachelors in 2022, this is spot on
Just leave school and start working. My parents pressured me into 4 year school when i didn't want it knew it would be bad for me and waste of time and money. I after 1 semester talked them down to 2 years and that was cheaper and faster and ended up still being a waste of time. Got into IT and didn't need the degree. Make Over 6 figures now and college was of ZERO use. This doesn't apply to all careers but kids need to reevaluate the value of college
The young lady who made this video could easily go into broadcast journalism. She has made this video so she has something to show a potential employer.
I am Engineering graduated in May and after 6 months of continuous job search, i finally got the job in November. And i realised It is not something which i wanted to do rest of my life , i just doing job so that i can save money for my masters and i also don't know in which field i wanted to do masters also , It's kind of lots of Confusion but at the same time i am Excited for the Future...
I graduated college in 2024 Jun and I was thinking a lot of what's next so I search on youtube Just to find this lovely video idk why but I had a big smile on my face watching this with a little bit of tears lol Maybe I already know this but needed to actually hear it so I just want to say Thank you ❤.
Have you figured out what you want to do ?
@@Wanderer-b3e well I started Appling for jobs made a CV and everything I'm just waiting now to get accepted by one of them.
@@Wanderer-b3e Well I took the job option I started applying for jobs and now I'm just waiting to get one
I'm applying for jobs now and hoping for the best 😊@@Wanderer-b3e
I am now an engineer. I have applied for jobs on LinkedIn and attended 9 out of 10 interviews just for fun, with no real intention of working, as their entry-level salaries are comparable to those of laborers. I am currently preparing for my master’s abroad while exploring and enjoying different places and cultures. However, my parents are worried that I might lose my direction if I continue like this.
That's my story, what yours?
7:41 - in the thick of it 🤣
Everybody knows
Thank you
I feel relief ✨
I'm gonna be honest: college ( university) was the worst thing that has happened in my life. Ever since I was studying for the entrance exam, up until now that I'm getting my Master's, it has been the worst time of my life. Sure, good little things have happened here and there but university didn't let me grow, it made me older.
Its been 1 year since I have been searching for a job my 2 offers were revoked as they said because of recession and budget cut. One of them gave me joining but I couldnt cus i had an accident and its been so depressing lately waking up, applying and repeat. Hope it gets better soon and I am able to fit in somewhere
Third month in looking for a job after graduation…
I think I’m starting to experience post grad depression. I did land a job but even though I am employed, I’m still questions if I made the right decision to focus on work experience before going back for a professional degree.
College is for employment. You landed the job, you don't need school anymore unless you want to stay in academia or are going into a few specific fields. Employers barely care about degrees anymore anyway so if you go the job, you're good. Most polls show that employers care far more about work experience than degrees.
I haven’t graduated yet. I’m hoping to enter the work force for a few years before (possibly) working toward a graduate degree. I already know that if I get a job, I will feel similarly to you. A part of me wants to keep climbing and is intellectually curious, but another part feels like it is pointless and the diminishing returns and stress isn’t worth it. Stay strong, work for at least two years and use that experience as leverage for a better job or advanced degree program. Unfortunately, in a lot of cases, it seems that having an advanced degree still doesn’t include any “work experience”. At least you don’t have to bang your head against the wall trying to get that first job. Seriously though, I saw an internship near me that wanted a math PhD or masters with experience and paid only 16-18 an hour. Utter insanity. You are probably making more than that with less suffering. So take your victory and enjoy it, even though it may not be as sweet as you desire
4 month more for graduation see you next year
7:39 thick of it
I'm gonna rewatch this after graduating (in ±2026)
3:50 best line
So would joining the military be option 4 or does that fall under option 1?
There’s so many ways life can go after graduating, and that’s cool. Get a teaching job abroad, join the marine corps, work on an oil rig for a year, go to grad school… there is just no telling what, and while scary, is also the best thing too.
Military is a job in it's own right so probably falls under Option 1.
This video really help me, tks u
Just graduated this may,
Pregrad plan:
Do a phd or work at research lab near home
Reality:
Rejected from phd, still doing unpaid research work but in a whole different country😅
the only thing i want to is live a carefree life, because only that way i can be happy and not suffer, BUT THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE, therefore there's nothing for me in this world and i'm just waiting for my death in existential agony, dread and despair, filled with hopelessness, no, don't tell me about mental help, i've been on medication my whole life, none of the meds helped me, i was born like that, everything in this life hurts me to the point i just don't want to exist and cursing my parents to bringing me into this hellhole in the first place when i didn't needed any of these hardships and all this misery and horrors of losing my self-awareness once i die and cease to exist for eternity, i never asked to being born as a person with dysfunctional brain and mental health, i never asked to being born as someone who will suffer in an unbearable agony from dysphoria, who will suffer from inability to do anything in this life and being unable to survive in this dystopia where you don't have a right to live if you don't work (wasting your time on things you don't like), but nothing can save you from death even if you will work, it's an absurd nightmare and i don't understand how other people doesn't lose their sanity in this world.
I don't understand.
I am a 16 yo from iraq
I born homeless the same night my city was bombed
I seen people die around me
I was moving from city to city ,constantly to escape the Civil war.
I am gay in a place where its criminalized.
My father would kill me if he discovered.
I have never had a suicidal though in my body.
The word carefree always sounded little to similar to careless for me.
This world is infinite and is gorgeous.
Foucault written an essay called the utopian body.
Its only tow pages but it will enlighten you on a different way some people see physical existence.
@@taqedog3717 i'm glad that you able to be happy despite what you've been through, but that has nothing to do with me, okay? learn about toxic optimism, which is basically a devaluation of someone's problems just because someone else had it worse
@@CamelliaFlingert
Im saying that its not necessary to feel they why that you feel
Or in other words
We have a very fragile personhood that is always subject to radical and sudden change.
Im not saying i had it worse(i don't know what U've been thro).
@@taqedog3717 my brain is unable to not suffer and be happy, none of the meds helped me with this as well, i'm an atheist so religious copium cannot help me to find some inner peace + i'm a nihilist with very fragile, hyper-sensitive and weak psyche, every injustice, every tragedy, and every single human and animal that is being hurt in any way is causing an unbearable despair, agony and pain to me, because i have too much empathy which i cannot turn off, every single second of my existence is an unbearable torture for my mind which i need to constantly numb by consuming content/listening to music/playing video-games and just doing whatever can distract me from the life itself, but none of these things can save me from eternal non-existence, i don't want to cease to exist.
I graduated this year in june 21st 2024 and im still looking for a job applied for some but no one replied backnsonim jist waiting and in the mean time im just enjoying myself
yo is it montreal ?
Hello from Robarts Library !
haha hello!
How is this making me happy, this is the most nihilistic and depressing stuff, but good music ig.
Same and I ended on a second undergrad
Totally at ease -- no issues here.
4:52 Crazy bars 🔥🔥💯
Hey, i like the vibe
straight to the 9-5 wage slaves
you sound just like toph, in the best way possible
John 3:16
Facts. Just facts.
Dude, yes… I thought about this video’s content recently.
At least you are graduated AND in Canada. Much better condition than other Asian especially women oppressed in muslim countries.
hi there, if you dont mind me asking, did you go back to school for your masters? or for a new bachelors? im in the full time, salaried workforce right now after graduating last year and am really thinking about going back since i dont really like my degree...would love some input!