Rick Warren Testimony: My Son Matthew's Suicide & How Ministry Flows From Deep Pain | Praise on TBN

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  • @PraiseTBN
    @PraiseTBN  3 роки тому +85

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  • @timmartin6091
    @timmartin6091 3 роки тому +753

    almost 3 years ago, at almost 22 years old i almost took my own life. I was abused as a kid, broken, depressed, anorexic, bulimic, suicidal. I went in & out of psych units like it was a game of Chess. Suicide watch. I was on enough Antidepressants to kill a horse. I hated myself. I wanted out. I wanted the pain to stop. The gaslighting* to end. *(when a psycho makes a sane person question their own sanity, and thus think they themselves are the insane one).
    I wanted power. I got into witchcraft. I thought it would give me the identity i wanted, to be set apart from people who hurt me. It only made me sicker. Sicker. Thats what it did to me.
    The doctors said i’dnever get well. That i would suffer severe Chronic Manic depression, and never be well, that id be stuck on antidepressants all of my life.
    I would plot suicide on a daily basis, binging and purging my food as often as opening and closing a door. The pain was too real. People choked me. Assaulted me. Told me i was ugly, i felt worthless. Nothing ever got better. Then my mother died. The (1) & only soul who ever loved /emotionally supported me was removed from the earth. I was stuck living with people who broke me, ruined my identity, thus causing me to hate God. I thought God hated me, that he was just like the ones who tortured me, a family of abusers, who cover up all their actions with the mask of religion. I didnt know that God is on my side. I didnt know that Jesus would Love and Defend me, and fight for me and that He later would heal me, rescue me from Family. The ones who caused me pain. The ones who choked me for wearing a necklace.
    I moved out after family threatened to throw all my belongings on the front yard, and have me permanently institutionalized in an insane asylum, when they were the ones who caused my mental illness via abuse.
    They blamed me for the abuse they did to me.
    To take my life in an insane asylum when they were the ones who made me suicidal.
    Next morning i spoke with my dead moms parents who let me live with them.
    I stayed on the antidepressants, prescribed. But they only made me sicker. I got deeper and deeper into witchcraft, thinking it was a solution. But it made me even more suicidal. Self hatred was inescapable. All my cards have fallen down. I have nothing left. But out. I wanted out.
    I decided i was going to kill myself. I was going to take all my pills.
    But then Jesus stepped in. I didnt die. I surrendered my life to Jesus to make me well and heal me.
    The deity i blamed for me being abused wanted to heal me. He Was fighting for me and Loved me all along.
    He wanted to love me. He wanted to give me His Heart.
    HE LOVES ME. JESUS. LOVES. ME .
    Jesus miraculously healed me - i am off all drugs and dont need them and i dont have any mental illnesses. I have a job and am totally healed , full of joy.
    I’m now a born again Christian, in my 20’s who wants the entire world to know that JESUS WANTS TO HEAL YOU
    HE. LOVES. YOU.

    • @clarawamonge1610
      @clarawamonge1610 3 роки тому +18

      God bless you bro....

    • @karyncaoile2411
      @karyncaoile2411 3 роки тому +37

      Your story makes me want to cry. I’m so happy that Jesus saved you right on time. You are loved, brother, praise God!

    • @juliebingham5057
      @juliebingham5057 3 роки тому +13

      Duet 33:27 The eternal God is your refuge & underneath are the everlasting arms. If God is for u who can be against u...I praise God for what He did in your life, what a wonderful testimony u have.

    • @zsazsabanks424
      @zsazsabanks424 3 роки тому +15

      What a ministry you have to help others may God's grace and peace continue to help heal others

    • @andreaklein7013
      @andreaklein7013 3 роки тому +10

      Praise God for revealing himself to you. What a great testimony. You are loved!!! Be blessed and be a blessing to others, that stuck in these dark places!!!

  • @Miraclehealings7355c9b
    @Miraclehealings7355c9b 3 роки тому +33

    God help us all...to be sensitive,loving and supportive to all christians ...as we are all siblings in God's family. Lord Jesus, in Your Name!

  • @anthonyp-gx3mk
    @anthonyp-gx3mk 7 місяців тому +1

    It’s also important to mention when we’re continuing to pray and have hope of a healing god can change how you feel towards the situation, he can change how you think and he can lessen the physical pain. I’ve had this happen where the problem and health issues are still there but you feel, and think differently, and the physical pain can be bearable or lowered down. God and faith work in many ways. When you feel disheartened the problems are still there you can feel so differently about them and optimistic for life when normally you wouldn’t.

  • @wilmavisser4350
    @wilmavisser4350 3 роки тому +5

    Wow. So well said! I experienced that when my son as 16 year old who lost his dad as a 11year old could pray for a younger boy who just lost his father. God is good ALL the time!

  • @Seek_Him
    @Seek_Him 3 роки тому +19

    Tender Heart
    Tormented Mind😭😭😭

  • @kellykim3684
    @kellykim3684 3 роки тому +2

    God Bless Pastor Rick one of my spiritual mentors

  • @evansojuka1399
    @evansojuka1399 3 роки тому +2

    My son passed away on 2019 May 14th on Tuesday at 9am in the morning, and I almost committed suicide the next day that was 15th on a Wednesday when my son was at the mortuary, I was about to do it and also did it but then I realised that me thinking that I was ending my pain was just passing it out to the rest of my surviving family, I want you to know that I feel you pain Sir and theirs not a moment goes by when I don't think about my son, the sad thing is living and realizing that the world continues as if they never existed so its up to us to keep their memories burning, I lost everything while dealing with depression, I lost my job my wife and now am just trying to survive every day that comes, my son was only 8months old and he passed away of pneumonia, he was our only child and up to this day I know God had a reason for what happened although it took me long to realize that I will always pray for him

  • @lightdk6321
    @lightdk6321 3 роки тому +2

    There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. 1 Corinthians 10:13
    I empathize with Pastor Rick and his family. I can't imagine the pain they've gone through.

  • @sallysingh8827
    @sallysingh8827 3 роки тому

    I have great respect for you Pst Rick Warren🧚🏻‍♂️

    • @lukeonward908
      @lukeonward908 3 роки тому

      Thanks for your sweet response, God has really been wonderful to us all, may his name be parise, you seem to be a God fearing person right 😃, that's amazing...by the way nice meeting you on here, I hope you are having a wonderful time out there right 😃, have a blessed day out there 🙏

  • @anastasiaburr3959
    @anastasiaburr3959 2 місяці тому

    Yes, the purpose driven life was nothing having had to do anything about salvation for sinners!

  • @jonathanvalverde
    @jonathanvalverde 3 роки тому +4

    God bless you.

  • @Nobody13325
    @Nobody13325 3 роки тому

    I have lost two Sons to suicide. One was an Iraq vet. The other a married man with children. Neither one left an indication. That suicide was on their mind.
    Neither instance made sense at all. No one knows why o ever will know. God and time are the only cure for my pain of loss.

    • @jeanfinney8257
      @jeanfinney8257 3 роки тому +1

      I am so very sorry!!! It's hard enough to go.through one suicide (my sister was a victim in '94) much less two!!! But please know your Heavenly Father sees your pain and is able to comfort you. And brothers and sisters in Christ love you also and would willingly put you on their prayer list....

  • @itcanhappen60
    @itcanhappen60 2 роки тому

    Wow!

  • @auggiemarsh8682
    @auggiemarsh8682 Рік тому

    When I hear "six million children in slavery," I'm gobsmacked. Just so hard to believe that there's that much evil present in our world

  • @lorriebirdwatcher7778
    @lorriebirdwatcher7778 3 роки тому

    Pls say a prayer for my son Ethan!!!!

    • @lilliecat
      @lilliecat 3 роки тому +1

      Dear Lord help Ethan intervene heal him

  • @CROSSFORCHRIST33536
    @CROSSFORCHRIST33536 3 роки тому +1

    Iam from Mumbai city of India. I was born in Hinduism family but when i watched Ten COMMANDMENTS i was so happy that time i was 9 maybe.
    My father gave me so much Pain he was black sheep in the family,and he gave me scar on my heart aswell,
    I was malnourish and when i saw my mother having tears of Pain when my father sold our flat or condo unit in the center Part of Mumbai City,India,i saw my mother in tears and i had Pain in my heart nothing i could do and we were almost on the road because of my father had bad habits gambling,horse racing course betting,drinking and beating Imus almost to death i knew i thought i would die in the hands of my father,he had so many vises and we have to Pay the Price for his CONVENIENCE,i was favorite child of my mother and I was married but due to spine injury my wife decided to Push me away from hear heart and she said GOD gave me this spine injury and i will never get well but i knew in my heart i will someday because GOD saw my crying in my heart,i was Pressed down by my father but i never forget my mother and i wanted to do so much for my mother,to buy house in the city but i couldn't and she is with me now and i am taking care of her.
    Iam not graduated but i keep reading BIBLE and i enhanced my literacy and only BIBLE i was able to read because i asked for it,i got married at age 21 in the Philippines with Filipina but i was not expressive about my Love because iam simple and i wanted to buy house before i had any kids but i was failed and my wife failed me though i couldn't Express her so i am giving blame to me not to her,she is a graduated from tourism course,but i knew my GOD who is Living is with me he knows my intentions well,in 1997 i had deaf child because of my childish attitude too i didn't accept my son is deaf but later on i accepted it but GOD saw this and i had visions about my deaf child and i was talking one day early hours of morning in 1998 maybe and GOD woke me up and said with very few and strait words,question no 1 he said who am i to you,i was in sleepy eyes i told him strait you are my father that was in SPIRIT i spoke to GOD i didn't even know why it was so silent and i meshed my eyes and saw it was 2:30am,and he said 2 question if iam your father who are you to your children with no hesitancy i told him iam his father(to my child) than GOD FATHER said to me turn around and see what i have done,i was still sleepy eyes so when i turned around i saw myself sleeping on bed and i was calm and saw my left hand was been dragged slowly to my sons ears,i turned back to wall and told GOD FATHER what do you want to tell me Please explain to me so he said you will lay hands on your child and he will healed.,i didn't know why GOD FATHER chose me for this vision but later i know that he gave me gift of Love,my spine injury was in 2005 and my wife thought GOD gave me this injury for Lifetime but she didn't knew that i have Greater faith than her because i was always silent and i was not graduated so i couldn't debate or Express my heart to her but i tell you in 2016 i was washing my bedsheet in Mumbai City,India and suddenly i thought something i told GOD FATHER you are telling me to go to this Place and that Places to share your word so today if you don't heal me i will not talk to you and right away i had no Pain in my waist line and my belt was loose and i thanked GOD FATHER that he Loves me very much because i was looking in my father a model of righteous Person or good father but my father broke me into Pieces,iam now 51yrs old Please Pray for me that my composing songs will be blessed and i don't know where to go but i have big HOPES in my JESUS CHRIST because of his Precious blood on me.

    • @mrs.murphy2611
      @mrs.murphy2611 3 роки тому +2

      Wow amazing testimony🙌🙌 God bless brother!

    • @CROSSFORCHRIST33536
      @CROSSFORCHRIST33536 3 роки тому +1

      @@mrs.murphy2611 actually it's still incomplete testimony when i was 8yrs old my father took iron rod and he always use to hit me with iron rods since i was 6yrs old because when he loose his money the blame use to go to me and my mother,and he use to beat me without reason. But getting back that time my father started beating me with iron rods and i knew it in my mind i will die today but AMAZING thing happened while he started beating me i saw the blood of JESUS CHRIST rolling over my head to foot and surrounding me like iam a baby in my mother's womb. GOD FATHER and his son JESUS CHRIST is in me and even his HOLY SPIRIT and i know he will never leaves us nor forsakes us. I have done only 2nd year high school only though i wanted to be something but my father Put me in heart Pains and i didn't knew how to be with People outside but i learned somehow and i am thankful to JESUS CHRIST that i can speak clearly and Express now well from my heart.

    • @jeanfinney8257
      @jeanfinney8257 3 роки тому

      @@CROSSFORCHRIST33536 You truly are loved by our Holy Father!!!! I am so sorry for what you went through....and I know God must have been there to.protect you. Keep praying and keep.knowing you have brothers and sisters earthwide who care about you.....🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @CROSSFORCHRIST33536
      @CROSSFORCHRIST33536 3 роки тому

      @@jeanfinney8257 thank you so much may GODS will be done in your life too,actually at the age of 8 or 9 i sat down to take beatings from my father and he beat me with iron rod without reason because he was not good role model father but i accepted Death in my mind that day that today i will die in the hands of my father but AMAZING thing happened as he was beating me and all 9ver i saw the blood of JESUS CHRIST that was spoken to me in 2014 after 40yrs maybe because i didn't understand why this was happening the blood of JESUS CHRIST was all over my head to foot and surrounding me like a ball and like i was in the womb of my mother and when i saw while i was sitting on the floor getting beaten with iron rods i saw him father hands were Paining and i was not getting hurt and i didn't know that was JESUS CHRIST blood was shed for all who believe and know that he saved me and all of us from Death bed.

    • @CROSSFORCHRIST33536
      @CROSSFORCHRIST33536 3 роки тому

      @@mrs.murphy2611 Hi again Mrs.Murphy this time i will ask you a favor and i hope you may give a extend of heart hand to me,i am not asking any money but i will ask you a favor because i Love writing songs but very soft and loving songs i write so would you Please send from your heart a message to Lionel so i can help my old mother and my deaf son wish come true,iam not graduated but i write you from my heart may brother lionel will see my compositions and help me to rise up because we were almost on the road because of my father habits and we have to Pay the Price,i was almost got Dead in the hands of my father for his bad habits and he is black sheep in the family but he died and he did leave us anything and even i got spine injury i making my ends to work out,may GOD bless your good heart sis. Hope you will use by GOD in all good terms,thank you and GOD bless you all your family n you🎷🎷🎷.

  • @joball3765
    @joball3765 3 роки тому +1

    Deception is a terrible thing, i knew of a guy who thought bc he was a Christian he would make it to heaven, even if he did suicide. He did end up necking himself, and I hate to think where he might be bc no murderer shall enter the kingdom of heaven. But then again we dont full know the power and love of God so who r we to say where one goes when they die, God has the final say on everything.

  • @waxworse
    @waxworse 2 роки тому

    Rick Warren

    • @waxworse
      @waxworse 2 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/play/PLKoYW7Sp6O20vOiXUptmTutW-OkrrYOUP.html

  • @reginavicera4264
    @reginavicera4264 3 роки тому +280

    I know what deep depression feels like. I lost my 12yo daughter, Lana, on Feb 24, 2020. I can’t even choose joy when I wake up everyday with a broken and empty heart. I only manage to live day to day for my 14yo daughter, Jadyn who witnessed her sister get ran over by a truck. I long to be in the presence of our Lord, Jesus. Jesus... please come soon! 🙏🏼

    • @gracepixiedust2256
      @gracepixiedust2256 3 роки тому +7

      🙇‍♀️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @preciousoutwesigav5867
      @preciousoutwesigav5867 3 роки тому +20

      So sorry

    • @Sharibaby
      @Sharibaby 3 роки тому +31

      Prayers for you and your healing journey-I’m so sorry for your loss. Lost my son almost 2 yrs ago-suicide.
      The loss of a child is so very hard. You are not alone-please reach out.
      I now run a grief group for parents that have lost a child-through my pain-I have helped so many-and it has helped me as well.
      The pain gets better-I promise. But there is always an ache in your heart that comes up and the most unexpected times. It’s Mother’s Day and I have been crying all day. But I know-through my faith-I will push through.
      You will too. Keep pushing, praying
      I ask Holy Spirit to wrap his arms around me every night so I can sleep.

    • @Hopeful999
      @Hopeful999 3 роки тому +9

      I’m so sorry Regina. Sending you and your daughter love.

    • @brightmeadow820
      @brightmeadow820 3 роки тому +7

      I can’t imagine what you must feel and how Jayden must feel too. 🙏

  • @rinanorden4878
    @rinanorden4878 3 роки тому +543

    People have empathy for a broken body, but very little for a broken mind. Thank you for sharing this painfull story and help people to understand that chronic depression is reall and thank you for sharing your story. Job’s friends understood the ministry for only one week. they kept quiet and then they blew it! Can soo relate to this

  • @jesuschristislord6858
    @jesuschristislord6858 3 роки тому +246

    Christians need to stop saying ppl that commit suicide go to hell BC one no one knows a man’s heart except God . Two only God can send someone to heaven or hell he is the ultimate judge.Three the only sin he will not forgive us for is blasphemy the Holy Ghost. . Defiling the temple can be over eating, tanning ,being stressed . Stop telling others their family went to hell ... it’s not right .

    • @Joyjoy-ih1ie
      @Joyjoy-ih1ie 3 роки тому +9

      Exactly.

    • @michellecolombo9884
      @michellecolombo9884 Рік тому +31

      REAL Christians don't say that. Just the judging, religious type say that.

    • @angelirohival6270
      @angelirohival6270 Рік тому +10

      @@michellecolombo9884 , it can be a Christian saying it, they are just not mature in their faith, or have an erroneous belief about it.

    • @chidera5730
      @chidera5730 Рік тому +4

      I would agree to not constantly say it to those going through it but that act is a lack of faith

    • @change8048
      @change8048 Рік тому +3

      You are wrong my dear.

  • @colleenkyde8793
    @colleenkyde8793 3 роки тому +146

    Our Caitlyn died by suicide at 12 years old. We miss her so much. She was precious and beautiful. We will never be the same. It changed our life forever. Rip Caitlyn.
    Forever 12

    • @englandexpects2056
      @englandexpects2056 3 роки тому +5

      My thoughts and prayers.

    • @ensenoloqueaprendo
      @ensenoloqueaprendo 3 роки тому +3

      Wow! I’m so sorry!! 🌷

    • @thomasenawilliams8562
      @thomasenawilliams8562 3 роки тому +3

      So sorry for your loss. Praying 🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @raros5475
      @raros5475 3 роки тому +3

      My sympathy to you.

    • @andreaklein7013
      @andreaklein7013 3 роки тому +7

      So sorry to hear, must be a hard time for you... May you find peace and hope in the name of Jesus. God is close to the broken hearted. ❤️

  • @mercymathai1714
    @mercymathai1714 3 роки тому +331

    I believe that God has called me to minister to people who are struggling with mental health. Pray with me for strength and power as I embark on this journey.

    • @lynette4412
      @lynette4412 3 роки тому +9

      May Holy Spirit work profoundly in you for this important ministry...in Jesus name. Amen.

    • @Alex.Kalashnik
      @Alex.Kalashnik 3 роки тому +5

      May the Lord bless you and confirm you in this ministry.

    • @carrieredman9341
      @carrieredman9341 3 роки тому +16

      This is a wonderful ministry to go into. Read the scriptures for guidance on it. God led me to ministry and has led me to deliverance. There a supernatural war going on and people are battling spiritual warfare. Suicide is on the rise and there is a spirit behind it. Look in the scriptures at the two people who killed themselves, the scriptures say they were taken over by Satan. King Saul was being tormented by familiar spirits. That allow us to know that depression is a spiritual attack from the enemy. Jesus tells is to cast out demons and not to be deceived. Claim.the blood of Jesus and know that through Jesus the enemy has to leave. God bless you !!

    • @christophersmith8486
      @christophersmith8486 3 роки тому +3

      Sheeeeesh out here making the benchmark for your ministry for us all to witness!! May God bless you during your journey!! Thank you!!

    • @hiraizrichards3772
      @hiraizrichards3772 3 роки тому +4

      So be it! In the name of Jesus 💌

  • @SonyaHudson
    @SonyaHudson 3 роки тому +922

    "The deeper the pain, the fewer words you use." Pastor Rick Warren

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому +4

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I was working a minimum wage job and $7 was too much for me for the book I did not need. I was so broke and I could not afford $7 at that time. I requested the students account office to remove that $7 from my account but the refused. You are talking of somebody exploiting you at your lowest point. Chickens have come home to roost.

    • @panda22518
      @panda22518 3 роки тому +20

      So true when my mom died, I didn't talk... I was eleven and everyone wanted me to get therapy because I was so quiet...they thought I was traumatized...but what could I say... I didn't know what to say...but thankfully the Lord met me where I am at and helps me each and every day, so grateful💞

    • @IvanIvanov-vy7pt
      @IvanIvanov-vy7pt 3 роки тому +9

      @@nomatusi7514 Had you told them about your lack of funds, I'm sure they would have Given you the book for free! But you, by spitting hate, show the world what kind of person you are!

    • @AshleyYourLifeHisVoice
      @AshleyYourLifeHisVoice 3 роки тому +2

      it's the perfect reminder. Truly so perfect.

    • @witness4christ307
      @witness4christ307 3 роки тому +5

      @@nomatusi7514 you need help man,......SERIOUSLY!!!

  • @ladennayoung2939
    @ladennayoung2939 3 роки тому +343

    I pray that my son is covered by the blood of Jesus. I try to converse with him about different things, but he don't really open up to me. I feel that he is holding a lot of pain, hurt, disappointment, fear, anger, and un-forgiveness inside of him. I see videos like this, and it make me concern. I know how UA-cam work, and they use algorithms. But I don't think something like this pop up by accident. So, I pray that he will be alright in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen and Amen and Amen and Amen and Amen.

    • @blessedfavoured1656
      @blessedfavoured1656 3 роки тому +26

      Praying for your son Ladenna. Don't allow fear to creep into you

    • @cissynantongo7842
      @cissynantongo7842 3 роки тому +19

      As a parent GOD listens to ya prayers over ya son. I have used Psalms 138:7-8 and the blood of JESUS to detach my son's soul from every evil altar and have seen my son open up and is all jolly in the house, praise b to GOD. So don't give up keep praying and stay positive

    • @Seek_Him
      @Seek_Him 3 роки тому +13

      I agree with this prayer,
      Lord Send Labourers to Bring all the wayward son's & daughter's Home in Jesus Name
      Surround them with a shield of Protection in Jesus Name

    • @llettsome8639
      @llettsome8639 3 роки тому +3

      Amen & Amen 🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @ginalawson338
      @ginalawson338 3 роки тому +6

      Standing in agreement with every prayer spoken for your son. Expect a miracle 🙏🏼🕊🙌🏼❤️

  • @thomasdavenport7935
    @thomasdavenport7935 3 роки тому +271

    This is rough. Faith doesn't deny reality. My youngest daughter struggles with depression. I know what he is talking about and my blood runs cold. Everyday I have to put her in Jesus' hands. The things she confesses to me are heartbreaking. I watched this transformation take my baby girl as she approached puberty. There was nothing I could do but watch her fall apart. Now she is 23. We just celebrated her birthday. Never stop praying for and loving your child. Ever! Trust God's grace. The cross was enough. This is our only hope and sanity and why people need Jesus.

    • @shelly090806
      @shelly090806 3 роки тому +6

      soo agreed.I put both sons in God's hands. I know God loves them more. Mercy Me's, Even If, inspires me. Plus We DO NOT GO THROUGH ANY PAIN OR SUFFERING that can MATCH OR SURPASS WHAT CHRIST WENT THROUGH FOR US! Rather people want to recognize this or not. We are in a VERY REAL SPIRITUAL BATTLE. What enemy meant for evil God can use for our good n HIS GLORY. CHRIST is STILL coming back.

    • @janetwilliamson9525
      @janetwilliamson9525 3 роки тому +1

      🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @alg2250
      @alg2250 3 роки тому +6

      Thomas davenport: your daughter has a demon and rick son had a demon of depression. You have get a deliverance buy a real pastor that has the power of the holy spirit. Its the only way wheither you believe in or not. Its demon oppression. Jesus is still alive and he can deliver her from the torment. Look up these guys and go to them and you will see uour daughter healed. VLAD SAVCHUK AND BOB LARSON! Its hard to say this but ricks son died because they dont believe in deliverance i could tell but his speech. But you can believe and girl your daughter freed please!

    • @rosamariann
      @rosamariann 3 роки тому +1

      It’s a real suffering to watch our children go through such agonizing pain. I have two sons, one with mental illness since 17 and the other with severe anxiety both recovering from addictions; especially my younger son. Each and every day I pray for them, constantly. Such heartbreak, but I will never , ever give up. I continually trust in my Lord.

    • @mitchellwinks4280
      @mitchellwinks4280 3 роки тому +6

      @@alg2250This is a damaging statement that brings an unnecessary burden. How dare you put those Spiritual burdens on another member of the body. Jesus' burden is light and yoke is easy and would never speak to His children the way you have.

  • @jimhayek3857
    @jimhayek3857 2 роки тому +15

    I'm in pain every day. stuck in what feels like emotional quicksand. My passion for life is nonexistent rt now. I can't imagine ever feeling well again. Everything hurts.
    When I wake up reality rushes back into my mind and heart.
    I know my lord and my faith is strong .I couldn't go through this without his comfort .
    I lost my son 3 months ago. Joey was 26. I found him in the morning and held him as I prayed and cried. It was diabetes related we believe... still don't know for sure.
    I miss his voice ,his face ,his way , his intelligence, his love, I miss being whole. I miss talking to him, his attitude, his laugh , I miss my baby boy .
    I miss being who I was.
    I know one day I'll be reunited with him.
    I can't wait 🙏
    Lord please stay close to me. I'll be needing you more then ever. Jesus I love you.

  • @noahninetyone
    @noahninetyone 3 роки тому +105

    It’s the kind of tired sleep won’t fix.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @joshc8195
      @joshc8195 3 роки тому +2

      I felt this one

  • @jayjaychadoy9226
    @jayjaychadoy9226 3 роки тому +318

    My son committed suicide on February 22nd, 2021. His Birthday would have been yesterday. He would have been 41. I am so sad.
    I have a group of people surrounding me. I do not know what I would do without them, to this day, Mother’s Day, 2021.
    He was loved for all he had done over his life in helping others too. I am still in shock, but also pain. I try to suit up and show up for the most part, but honestly it’s going to be awhile longer before I’m strong enough to help anyone with the kind of strength shown here. I will someday, but till then I’m just trying to be with God in solitude, and writing what God gives me to do.

    • @brightmeadow820
      @brightmeadow820 3 роки тому +19

      I am so so sorry for the loss of your son. 😥

    • @chitayslas4221
      @chitayslas4221 3 роки тому +17

      God bless you. Praying for your journey and that you find peace.

    • @jayjaychadoy9226
      @jayjaychadoy9226 3 роки тому +14

      @@brightmeadow820 Thank you. His death has affected our grandchildren, his family and friends. It is devastating.

    • @jayjaychadoy9226
      @jayjaychadoy9226 3 роки тому +6

      @@chitayslas4221 Thank you for your prayers. Our grandchildren are are very sad, as are other family members and his dear friends.

    • @nikki7215
      @nikki7215 3 роки тому +13

      Jesus loves you so much! Stay strong, praying for you :)

  • @twocents6363
    @twocents6363 3 роки тому +120

    Brother Warren, I lost my 24-year-old daughter to suicide. This has been over 2 years ago. I have never experienced anything as painful in all my life. May God continue to carry you and your wife daily. My wife and I have never been the same. We also hold on to the grace of God. The words God has given you in this short video are precious and meaningful. I hope everyone who has been touched by this type tragedy can take away: you are not alone, and God’s grace will empower you to not waste your one drop of your pain. I write all this with great humility.

    • @Linda-bj3bb
      @Linda-bj3bb 3 роки тому +7

      My sister committed suicide in 2014. All I know about suicide is that it's the most tragic death to get over for those who knew that person, let alone the parents. May God's love enfold you.

    • @avz8415
      @avz8415 3 роки тому +3

      I’m so sorry to read this 😢 I’m sorry for your pain. May you find peace. 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому +1

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I did not know where my next meal will come from leave alone waste $7 on a book I did not need. That was my lowest point in life to be exploited by the so called pastors. Chickens have come home to roost.

    • @panda22518
      @panda22518 3 роки тому +1

      Sorry to hear of your losses😭😩

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому

      @Two Cents, Look up Ascension Presents "Mercy After Suicide" video by Father Chris Alar. It will help you.

  • @KatieLee235
    @KatieLee235 3 роки тому +66

    Rick Warren will never know how much he saved and changed my life by helping me to understand more, how much Jesus loves me. God Bless Him and his late son. RIP Matthew.

  • @leahp.316
    @leahp.316 3 роки тому +58

    "Your greatest ministry will come from your deepest pain... I'm not gonna waste pain. So whatever your pain is, use that pain to help others. You're gonna go through pain in life; just don't waste it." - Rick Warren

  • @SweetpeaandLilly
    @SweetpeaandLilly 3 роки тому +179

    Job’s friends sat with him seven days and seven nights without saying a word.

    • @rosethornil
      @rosethornil 3 роки тому +16

      I love this. You're right. But it's sad to say that when they opened their mouth, everything went bad. :(

    • @PMS1950
      @PMS1950 3 роки тому

      Except to order a takeaway - perhaps??

    • @rebeccaz4364
      @rebeccaz4364 3 роки тому

      Yo quit comparing JOB to this heretic teacher.

    • @kwabenaom567
      @kwabenaom567 3 роки тому

      @@rosethornil They should have shut up. Pastor Warren says it better. Just show up, and shut up!

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

  • @LungmonMedia
    @LungmonMedia 3 роки тому +36

    I had a troubled childhood, grew up depressed. There were times I had wished that I was not born into this world at all. Had I not found the love of Jesus Christ at the right time I wouldn't be here to watch this video today. The best treatment for extreme mental depression would be finding the love of jesus Christ ......

    • @hannah0691
      @hannah0691 4 місяці тому

      Yes
      How dangerous it is to say people who commit suicide can go to heaven..
      I was like you and also had mental problems
      My parents were so successful like Rick
      No one knew what was the problem in our family system
      He is a human being
      It is painful to go through those difficult times but don’t say that
      Many People are being tempted to commit suicide
      You are mislead people now..

    • @Godisawesome23
      @Godisawesome23 3 місяці тому

      Rick Warren has literally just said his son knew Jesus Christ, not everyone’s story is the same and not everyone’s path is easy.

  • @lindag1372
    @lindag1372 3 роки тому +101

    Many saints suffered from depression. Suffering with depression is a heavy cross to carry. May Mathew RIP.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @YarelySilvas
      @YarelySilvas 3 роки тому +1

      🖤 brokenness is so sad

  • @piscesqueen9517
    @piscesqueen9517 3 роки тому +85

    If you have ever experienced deep depression, there is nothing you want more than for the pain to stop and if that means going home to the Lord, you pray for that. It’s no different than having a broken bone that stays broken, except it’s your brain. Love to you and your family.

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому +7

      Thank you for saying this. Your comments are accurate and succinct. Thank you for understanding.

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому +3

      Thank you for your understanding and compassion. You are exactly right.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому +4

      @@kennymarker4245, wow! Your ignorance regarding clinical depression is astounding!

    • @FayeLawnKrack3d
      @FayeLawnKrack3d 2 роки тому +1

      Yup. This describes what it felt like for me in 2020-2021 where my younger sister had a personal issue that dragged the whole damn family in. Counting me, when I was doing lots of personal work, too. During that time period, I really wished to be put down either by God in my sleep, or through a person.

  • @CJC0017
    @CJC0017 3 роки тому +190

    My mother suicided at age 21..left m 6 mths old brother, me 19mths old and sister 4yo. Dad a soldier has a heck of a ride . Life's been very hard so I'm pleading please don't suicide, the pain and destruction left behind is more than most can bear. Watch your families your friends, save them

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому +5

      @Farm Life, look up Ascension Presents video "Mercy After Suicide" by Father Chris Alar. It will heal you.

    • @rosethornil
      @rosethornil 3 роки тому +10

      My husband killed himself five years ago. It’s changed me forever I lost my mind for a time and required 24-hour care.
      You’re right: Suicides leave behind a swath of destruction that most folks can not imagine.

    • @simisimisimi
      @simisimisimi 3 роки тому +9

      @@rosethornil i’m sending you lots of love and good wishes 💜💜

    • @lindiascott3758
      @lindiascott3758 3 роки тому +2

      @@rosethornil hope you are well and know he is heaven

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому +2

      Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page.

  • @jot9561
    @jot9561 3 роки тому +47

    My husband just died today, he’s my best friend, my soulmate, the love of my life. He’s the best man I know. How can I choose joy?

    • @kelleygall3644
      @kelleygall3644 3 роки тому +8

      Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry for your loss. It will take time, counseling, surrounding yourself with loved ones. I’ll pray for you and your family!! 😢🙏🏻

    • @christin9642
      @christin9642 3 роки тому +6

      You don't have to. You can't choose joy. People who lost loved ones need to go through GRIEF period. You need to process all emotions good/bad to go up emotional scale. If you are JOY instead of MOURN then you are a crazy wife.

    • @lynette4412
      @lynette4412 3 роки тому +3

      I am so sorry for your loss! I feel your pain. And cannot began to imagine what you are going through. Yet I can relate. My Mom suffered 25 days after a botched surgery. It is almost 8 months since she died and that we were denied a post mortem, 7 months since the faulty coffin that made her coffin fall when being lowered...life is hard...
      ...but God is my source of strength. He is with me comforting me...I call upon Him..i continually cry my heart out to Him, esp when I think about my Mom (who could not see) ALONE with those medical people who knew what they were doing would hurt her kidney....
      May GOD comfort and strengthen you in this storm and complete shift of life! Call upon God even more...Psalm 34 says He us close to the brokenhearted.
      Let yourself be vulnerable...grief needs its own time...has its own brain-but don't allow grief to overcome you! Remember Gratitude for the time you had with your precious husband and life partner. Keep gratitude for what God has done for you in calling you out of darkness and see him walk with you and deliver you from the worst of this. God is Faithful! God blesses you and is with you in this valley! ❤
      ua-cam.com/video/p4rRCjrAyCs/v-deo.html
      Hills and Valleys

    • @kui_maina
      @kui_maina 3 роки тому +6

      I am so sorry 😔

    • @luro5375
      @luro5375 3 роки тому +6

      My condolences to you my sister. May God grant you comfort, peace, and acceptance the way He can only give.

  • @lisawalters2353
    @lisawalters2353 3 роки тому +81

    I lost my younger son to suicide 6 years ago. This video was so helpful. Thank you

    • @lynette4412
      @lynette4412 3 роки тому +6

      God Bless both your souls in Jesus name! I'm sorry for your loss.

    • @rebeccarivera5402
      @rebeccarivera5402 3 роки тому +4

      My deepest condolences on your loss. I pray God's love has brought you some level of peace these past years.

    • @priscila3328
      @priscila3328 3 роки тому +1

      🙏❤️

    • @louiedangelo3843
      @louiedangelo3843 3 роки тому +1

      Stay strong and busy lisa. Prayers

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому +1

      Lisa, Look up Ascension Presents "Mercy After Suicide" video by Father Chris Alar. It will help you.

  • @pinaytunay
    @pinaytunay 3 роки тому +52

    "How do u choose joy when your heart is broken to million pieces?"

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +2

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

  • @SandeeJay
    @SandeeJay 3 роки тому +414

    Don’t waste your pain. Use your pain as your purpose to help someone else.

    • @deathblackout1
      @deathblackout1 3 роки тому +3

      🗣

    • @pastormichaeltodd3978
      @pastormichaeltodd3978 3 роки тому

      Child of God, let pray for our country Nation State's communities and our households especially our families regarding the pandemic for some countries.
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      And let me know so I can join you in prayers deeply because he want to manifest his promises in your life and that of your lovely family.
      You are lifted up above any spiritual tower.
      These children children are in NEED of HELP.
      Nobody should know about the seed is between you and God, is a covenant seed, you will testify to the Glory of God after you have done it if only you believe in him and do what says by Lord of host, (proverbs 3:27, 21:26, 22:9)
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      God bless you....

    • @patricemarie2960
      @patricemarie2960 3 роки тому +1

      Makes good sense! .... not always an ez path, but God can open doors ... to make a genuine purpose .... for your life! Trust, keep the deep faith! 💓👍💕

    • @patricemarie2960
      @patricemarie2960 3 роки тому +1

      Earthly life is so very fleeting. It's all still a divine mystery. 💓💕

    • @srourfamily
      @srourfamily 3 роки тому

      a lot of sacraments intercessory and lord's prayer charity , my miracles of life i have been strengthen by others prayers for living and souls in heaven. thanks mr. warren and god bless you family, i will pray for your family.

  • @shelly090806
    @shelly090806 3 роки тому +60

    Prayers, I have a son that suffers that way as well. He has came close to taking his life several times. My heart breaks for you so I understand.

    • @somyatiwari8071
      @somyatiwari8071 3 роки тому

      I know it might sound fake but try Inner Engineering by Isha Yoga Centre. It is a online yoga program which will really help with depression.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @raros5475
      @raros5475 3 роки тому +1

      Shelly, I'm praying for your son.

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому +1

      Praying for your son, Shelly, and for you, too.🙏🏼

  • @ashleyd9522
    @ashleyd9522 3 роки тому +38

    “How do you choose joy when your heart is being shattered into pieces?”--all I can think of is finally, someone understands what it’s like to be depressed. Whether it’s for 4 weeks or 40 years. This is what depression is. Not knowing how to choose joy when our hearts are shattered. Seems like Rick found a way, it’s possible.

    • @jadegreenjade
      @jadegreenjade 3 роки тому +4

      I too struggle with what I call suicidal depression just like Matthew. I too have lived with mental illness all of my life and unless a person has serious depression, they have no idea what it's like to live in hell day to day. Yes, finally someone understands what it's like to live with debilitating depression and tell about it. Rick Warren watched his son, Matthew, commit suicide because the pain of extreme depression is so great, it is incomprehensible unless one has this type of debilitating and unrelenting depression. Thank you Rick for talking openly about Matthew's depression. You are helping people by doing so. We are not alone. Suicide is the 10th leading cause of death in the United States.

  • @wnnta8988
    @wnnta8988 3 роки тому +188

    "The lord is close to those that are crushed at soul and that are broken"

    • @jfender8023
      @jfender8023 3 роки тому +3

      1 Corinthians 3:17
      If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy that person, because God’s temple is holy and you are that temple.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @jadegreenjade
      @jadegreenjade 3 роки тому +5

      @@jfender8023 Oh yes, make us feel guilty for our brain telling us to kill ourselves. Certainly not helping here. No. We who struggle with suicidal depression cry out to God, and we get no answer, Notta. God performs miracles, but he does not always answer the way we ask. God has not taken this life-threatening thorn from my flesh. Please know that God does not cure all. I cry out to Him knowing he hears me and I will be in Heaven someday. For now, I must suffer a horrible mental, spiritual, and physical hell life on this earth due to suicidal depression. Please don't quote Bible guilt to people who's brain is telling us to end our lives. That is of no help to me whatsoever.

    • @jfender8023
      @jfender8023 3 роки тому +1

      @@jadegreenjade Your brain telling you to kill yourself ? Listen to your prayer to Satan
      Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruits.
      Ask God to help you , pray in the name of Jesus the Christ
      For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. So shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty, but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it.

    • @jadegreenjade
      @jadegreenjade 3 роки тому +2

      @@jfender8023 My prayer to satan (small s). Are you crazy? Must be. I'm only still here because I cry out to Father God daily. satan has no foothold here. My brain has been hit, traumatized to the point it no longer functions normally.
      People like you who blame people like me for having serious physical brain abnormalities. TBI's, 58 stitches to my head from a violent car crash, electrocuted as a child, horrific bike accident (brain trauma), sexually abused/ptsd, beaten, tortured, given away. And more, but too private to discuss here.
      So, please be quiet. My brain has been rewired from too many injuries. Football players, military veterans deal with TBI's, ptsd, serious brain injuries and some take their own lives because their brains no longer functions normally, why can't you get this through your head. I talk with God all the time, as the intrusive thoughts to kill myself daily play out in my head.
      Pastor Rick said Matthew had told him that his pain was too great, his brain ruled his thought life. But, you don't get it, you'll never understand because you are not like Matthew, and you are not like me.
      You don't struggle with Matthew's or my suicidal depression. So, you have no idea what you're talking about. Please stop preaching, harassing me. You do not suffer from suicidal depression. Do you. No. So please stop blaming me for my brain's intrusive thoughts to kill myself. Stop telling me about satan/lucifer. I talk with God as intrusive thoughts tell me to kill myself. You have NO idea what you're talking about. Not a clue.
      It's people like you who guilt people like me into going ahead and killing myself. So, I will not answer you again. You do NOT struggle with suicidal depression like Matthew did, like I do now, or you wouldn't be repetitively blaming me and my spiritual life (you probably blame Matthew too) for these rote crazy-making deadly daily thoughts.
      Please stop harassing me on youtube. I feel like you are stalking me on youtube. Please stop.

  • @boledle
    @boledle 3 роки тому +65

    There's a lot of us with no 'small group' or 'buddies.' We go through terrible times alone ...

    • @rosethornil
      @rosethornil 3 роки тому +7

      Yes. YES. This is so true. In my experience, people run for the exit doors when you suffer a tragedy of this magnitude. You become a societal leper.
      If only we all had the resources offered to us that Rick Warren had.
      Trauma is very isolating and that makes it even harder to bear.

    • @sharlasmith7893
      @sharlasmith7893 3 роки тому +11

      You are never alone when Jesus is your best friend.

    • @laurastirling4772
      @laurastirling4772 3 роки тому +3

      Small groups meet in most Churches. You need to find your sisters in Christ who stand with you during the times of hardship. They will come to your side and walk with you through it. Please find such a group ❤️

    • @avrenimedragal7650
      @avrenimedragal7650 3 роки тому +1

      Try to reach out to your local churches and check if they have small groups that you can join. I believe they are more than happy to welcome you. My hisband and i have a small bible study group and we virtually meet every other Friday to draw strength from one another and study the bible and live the bible. We need to be in fellowship especially at this pandemic times.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

  • @carlav8357
    @carlav8357 3 роки тому +123

    “The deeper the pain the fewer words you use” “Show up and shut up” I have to implement this with my son who has been struggling with mental illness since he was little boy and is still is struggling as a 23-year-old man! This past week has been a difficult one! Please 🙏 for us!

    • @sinmiloluwaomole6077
      @sinmiloluwaomole6077 3 роки тому +4

      God will come through for you in Jesus name. Amen!!

    • @sinmiloluwaomole6077
      @sinmiloluwaomole6077 3 роки тому +4

      @@pastormichaeltodd3978 stop impersonating people for money that will not be able to save your soul when the consequences of your dubious activities come upon you. Stop it now!!...

    • @tweetyuru
      @tweetyuru 3 роки тому +6

      I will pray for you, I have a 20 year old who has had 3 stays at a psych ward with severe depression, self harm and suicidal.....I feel your pain and your struggles.

    • @nobahletakane4316
      @nobahletakane4316 3 роки тому +5

      The Lord be with him and your family....I am struggling with the pain of suicide and I don't wish it to anyone...may the.Lord please show our kids how much it pains us parents when they are in this sad place...may the Lord heal and protect him...

    • @tonytube7324
      @tonytube7324 3 роки тому

      🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @dearmaria4654
    @dearmaria4654 3 роки тому +67

    I just want to say, if this might help. I've had depression all my life, and what helped me is seeing a naturopath, who advised me to change my nutrition because so many chemicals are in the food we eat that it affects our overall health, especially our hormones. We overlook that factor but it's not all mental, it's mostly physical and nutrition. Praying for everyone who is battling with this illness.

    • @petetong9725
      @petetong9725 3 роки тому +7

      Youre so right..
      Good nutrition heals so many things

    • @susie7336
      @susie7336 3 роки тому +10

      It’s so much to do with diet and exercise. Study after study shows how exercise is more effective that benzodiazepines.

    • @sailorarwen6101
      @sailorarwen6101 3 роки тому +8

      People have gone on diets that require eating food just as God made it and they’ve cured their cancer! Diet is HUGE, and instead pills are pushed on us and they don’t actually cure us.

    • @mtbeliever5833
      @mtbeliever5833 3 роки тому +8

      Mediterranean diet. Exercise. Sunlight. Sleep. And stay calm and trust in the LORD JESUS CHRIST.

    • @dearmaria4654
      @dearmaria4654 3 роки тому +3

      @@prh. I'm not an expert but if anyone has been feeling extremely sad and afraid due to trauma, it is best to seek help from a reputable naturopath that can help in dealing with trauma, stress and anxieties. These are alternative methods that worked for me, also prayer and meditation. I know I sound like a weird hippie but I can tell a million stories about how fish oil helped my moods and anxieties. Hormones play a big role in our behavior, emotion and response, so people should look into these alternatives.

  • @evangelicful
    @evangelicful 3 роки тому +16

    Does this make sense?
    Judas was tormented by demons before he hung himself.
    Children are tormented by bullies before they take their precious lives...
    Soldiers are tormented by painful memories before they can't handle anymore....
    Pray these aweful spirits away! Rebuke these evil snakes!

    • @johnnywishbone932
      @johnnywishbone932 3 роки тому +1

      They are spirits. You are so right! ✝️❤️

    • @MissMuttonmeat
      @MissMuttonmeat 3 роки тому +1

      Depression and Suicidal Ideation are not spirits but mental disorders. It's an infliction of the mind.

    • @evangelicful
      @evangelicful 3 роки тому +1

      @@MissMuttonmeat it's mental, and spiritual.

    • @YarelySilvas
      @YarelySilvas 3 роки тому +2

      @@MissMuttonmeat I agree with you the mind brakes down. I know because mine does and the best people pray for me, cast out and anoint me. The pain goes away but it comes back to haunt me. I have fasted for 40 days many times, and it doesn’t go away. It’s an illness like cancer. But i have hope Jesus will make this go away forever. I will never lose hope. I have three little kids that i love and they are my reason and my family too. They are my reason. And my mom in Heaven i don’t want to let her down.

    • @martinahavranova1511
      @martinahavranova1511 3 роки тому +1

      I wouldn’t understand myself if I didn’t experience clinical depression 20 years ago , I received treatment in psychiatry clinic and recovered I believe Jesus healed me and that He knew my mind was ill and He approved treatment . It’s very hard to understand it’s truly illness chemical imbalance in brain like when person has an accident and loose memory that is also brain affected so this is how depression can happen it can be spiritual attack like Judas had but can be illness that need treatment but I wouldn’t understand this myself if it didn’t happen to me .

  • @alisonbuckley3080
    @alisonbuckley3080 3 роки тому +95

    I love the phrase “show up and shut up”. So many people worry that they don’t know what to say or do when someone experiences a tragedy. That phrase confirms that you can just be present with someone, and that’s enough.

    • @pastorrickwarren9874
      @pastorrickwarren9874 3 роки тому

      May Almighty God bless you I don't know you in person but God knows you. God showed to me a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding on to them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford to these motherless foundation (DIVINE MERCY ORPHANAGE HOME FOUNDATION) in Edo State Nigeria, before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact where ever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Contact or WhatsApp the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details +2348130426858 or email: divinemercyorphanagehome602@gmail.com tell him I sent you. For it is not by might nor by power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God.,,.

    • @themerkabaoilcompany3049
      @themerkabaoilcompany3049 3 роки тому +1

      Amen!!! Sometimes a person presence is enough. It is no need to speak any words.

    • @seasonsofbooksj.9527
      @seasonsofbooksj.9527 3 роки тому

      @@pastorrickwarren9874 I have been to your profile and there is nothing that would indicate that you are really Pastor Rick Warren. Pretending to be someone else would be deceit and that would be sin. I also think I saw a similar, maybe even the same, message as reply to another person. Jesus said it's a fearful thing to fall in the hands of the living God. Repent before it's too late.

  • @emlund1245
    @emlund1245 3 роки тому +62

    “You’re gonna go through pain in life just don’t waste it” ... “you might as well use it to help someone else out” 🙏🏽✨

  • @sarahperrigan3114
    @sarahperrigan3114 2 роки тому +23

    I lost a brother to suicide in 2013. His statement: show up and shut up was spot on. I had one person who did just that. There are no words necessary because no words can ease that deep pain.

  • @vikkicarr3255
    @vikkicarr3255 3 роки тому +151

    My husband committed suicide in March of 2019. I literally felt like someone cut my heart open and he walked out! I don’t no where he is now but l do know that God never allow something in our life without a purpose he is still the Lord of my life even though I’m still in pain l can make it because of the finished work on the cross. Keep the faith Saints.

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому +5

      Vicki, look up Ascension Presents "Mercy After Suicide" video by Father Chris Alar. It will heal you.

    • @mtbeliever5833
      @mtbeliever5833 3 роки тому +7

      Vikki~ Eyes on Jesus. It will end in mercy for you. Rest quietly and calmly in the good shepherds arms.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому

      Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page. You will find help there.

    • @scottsdaledavidson4336
      @scottsdaledavidson4336 3 роки тому

      Stronghold in Warren’s Family 🥲🥲

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

  • @melodyalexander1098
    @melodyalexander1098 3 роки тому +7

    My son committed suicide 2/26/21. He was 32 and had struggled with depression, due to his father’s committing suicide several years prior. He had started attending church, yet couldn’t bear the pain. I am still dealing with it and struggle with where he will be and if I’ll see him again. My heart is broken.

    • @sparky955
      @sparky955 3 роки тому +1

      I’m so very sorry for your loss, Melody. Rest in the promises that you’ll see your son again>

  • @JCRstudies
    @JCRstudies 3 роки тому +45

    I have dipresshion, I pray I hold on to my father 🙌

    • @joelm4847
      @joelm4847 3 роки тому +2

      You’re gonna be okay it’s all perspective

    • @toshinakuriakose48
      @toshinakuriakose48 3 роки тому

      Jesus loves you so much. He would have come To this world even if it was just YOU alone here in this world.He loves you and He wants you to experience Him.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @whowhat5979
      @whowhat5979 3 роки тому

      @Kids, pray with prophet TB Joshua

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      @@whowhat5979 I love TB Joshua but he does not show the love of God enough, He's all about power and very little compassion Like giving hugs and greetings
      It's like my word, Does this guy see people like objects

  • @mitarequina4946
    @mitarequina4946 3 роки тому +72

    Our greatest witness to the world is how we handle pain - Pastor Rick Warren

  • @tishainnis
    @tishainnis 3 роки тому +64

    My Pastors son (also my friend) recently committed suicide. I immediately sent this video to them. Thank you Pastor Warren for sharing your testimony!!!

    • @Seek_Him
      @Seek_Him 3 роки тому +3

      God Bless You

    • @tishainnis
      @tishainnis 3 роки тому +2

      @@Seek_Him thank you 🙏🏽

    • @rebeccarivera5402
      @rebeccarivera5402 3 роки тому +2

      Prayers to them, and to you. God bless.

    • @tishainnis
      @tishainnis 3 роки тому +1

      @@rebeccarivera5402 thank you so much sis. 🙏🏽🤍

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I did not know where my next meal will come from leave alone waste $7 on a book I did not need. That was my lowest point in life to be exploited by the so called pastors. Chickens have come home to roost.

  • @Sharibaby
    @Sharibaby 3 роки тому +74

    My son committed suicide July 2, 2019
    I listened to Rick Warren’s whole story on this several times. It was a life saver when my son died.
    I feel like I will never be healed. My heart is still so broken.

    • @fifipuffball5000
      @fifipuffball5000 3 роки тому +1

      I say this with as much sensitivity as I can. The pain must be hard but... I genuinely believe that Jesus came to bound up the broken-hearted. You can be healed.

    • @carajames4032
      @carajames4032 3 роки тому +2

      I am so sorry for your loss.

    • @rastanura11
      @rastanura11 3 роки тому +1

      We are with you in prayer as a family of Christ. God heal you and restore you in Jesus name.

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому +2

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I did not know where my next meal will come from leave alone waste $7 on a book I did not need. That was my lowest point in life to be exploited by the so called pastors. Chickens have come home to roost.

    • @dorasnop7771
      @dorasnop7771 3 роки тому +1

      maybe he was to good for this world...like Aaron Schwartz-this world didn't deserve him
      ( For some souls is to evil, to dark here ...You will meet him at the gates)

  • @miley4241
    @miley4241 3 роки тому +16

    This touched me so deeply. My best friend i grew up with took her own life on August 5 2020 and it's been such a hard time, I've been a Christian all my life but this event took alot out of me because I've had so many tragic events in my life and I know the Lord is always with me but this event hit me hard , I'm in a state of emotional numbness from these attacks on my life since I was born . I know my Savior Jesus is always with me I'll never deny that but I just can't wait to get out of this wilderness. I pray for the healing of everyone who's ever lossed a loved one to suicide my heart is with you!

    • @ivatonieva
      @ivatonieva 2 роки тому +2

      I’m sorry for your loss. My best friend too took his life on August 7th 2018 and my life turned upside down. I know your feeling to my very core. I pray for you and your healing.

  • @bplove1300
    @bplove1300 3 роки тому +4

    The devil will always want us to believe we cannot be healed. I do not know what he went thru i can only emphasize with him. But know the devil is always at work, he will not rest until he takes us all to burn in hell with him.

  • @sand.3887
    @sand.3887 3 роки тому +31

    When I lost my mom to cancer, after already losing my dad of a sudden death, those who just hugged me and cried with me gave me the most comfort. The most heartbreaking thing was well meaning people,and yet clueless, who would tell me “at least she’s in a better place and not suffering”.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому

      Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page.

  • @harriedsloth4399
    @harriedsloth4399 Рік тому +2

    Life is a torture test and we prove our love for God by enduring torture. He hands us over to demons to be tested and tortured just like Job, Jesus, and John. We get a better reward if endure the torture with a smile.

    • @izoefendi7278
      @izoefendi7278 Рік тому

      Yeah life is a test n the main test of this world life is WHO IS THE REAL GOD/CREATOR

  • @Taurusboy07
    @Taurusboy07 3 роки тому +46

    I know how your son felt. I deal with depression on a daily basis. I try hard to inform others that mental illness and being clinically depressed can not be corrected by thinking better or even doing good things. It can help one catch a break but not for long. Some of us are still hanging on with hope. Suicide is a sign that the pain is unbearable. I have been in the hospital three times due to suicide. My pain is the witness of how I can help others push through. I always feel available to share my story because many people just need to feel relatable. This is very important.
    I totally agree. The deeper the pain, the fewer the words.

    • @Seek_Him
      @Seek_Him 3 роки тому +14

      Don't let your pain overtake you.
      Plead The Blood Of Jesus Over Yourself !
      Tell the Devil to Shut Up & Go in Jesus Holy Name.
      I was Delivered From Being Suicidal 4 years ago, I've been Free From those thoughts since. Glory To The Most High God

    • @hopeinfused7127
      @hopeinfused7127 3 роки тому +8

      There is hope for you! Research ISAIAH SALDIVAR. Depression and suicide is not a "torn in the flesh!" God loves you and want to heal you completely. I have been delivered from this and you can too. Praying for you!

    • @kaylabrown7648
      @kaylabrown7648 3 роки тому +3

      Praying for you 🙏🏾🤍

    • @matasaina2011
      @matasaina2011 3 роки тому +2

      Praying and believing you encounter the fullness of the Holy Spirit to bring you peace and strength in your inner man

    • @Taurusboy07
      @Taurusboy07 3 роки тому +1

      @@matasaina2011 Thanks a lot. I greatly appreciate your kindness. I pray and meditate as well as many of the other recommendations.

  • @ikausariman6039
    @ikausariman6039 3 роки тому +20

    Dear Pastor Rick,
    2:30am here in Tsv Australia I am listening to your testimony repeatedly. What you have just shared really lifted my heart, *The deeper the pain the fewer words we use*. I lost my 16 year old son through suicide. I found him myself. I prayed this way, Lord please have mercy upon me. Anyway long story short, he stayed another 3 more days in ICU and passed on. I pleaded to our Father in Heaven, nothing happened. My last words were, Lord I asked but You did not give me my son back - But I will still follow and serve You. It was that very moment my life shifted. I truly believe and know there is nothing that takes God by surprise. He is God and He change NOT. He is still sitted on His Throne AMEN 🙏. I pray God's Divine Healing, Favour and Excellence upon your Ministry and it is in Jesus Name I pray AMEN 🙏🙏🙏

    • @lynette4412
      @lynette4412 3 роки тому +3

      Amen. God bless both your souls in Jesus name. I'm sorry for your loss! May your pain be used for God's Glory!

    • @alirahama6312
      @alirahama6312 3 роки тому +3

      I am so sorry,I have whispered a prayer for you,even broken trees still bear fruits

  • @anton7842
    @anton7842 3 роки тому +48

    I did overcome depression by a book about identity in Jesus Christ. It changed my life. I was heavy depressed. Didnt want to life anymore and now I feel good. It is possible. Please if you have depression read your bible, its part of who you are.

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому +4

      Please would you share the title of the book, and the author? Thank you.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +3

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому

      @@AB-gn8oh Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page. There's help there for you.

    • @Incognitofrito1
      @Incognitofrito1 3 роки тому +1

      Anton - Please share the name and author of the book, if it may help many people! Thank you! :)

    • @Tsumebleraar
      @Tsumebleraar 3 роки тому

      Baie dankie Anton

  • @michaelambrose
    @michaelambrose 3 роки тому +16

    “Your greatest ministry will come out of your deepest pain.” ....oooo that hit

  • @benchang1022
    @benchang1022 3 роки тому +12

    Your son stayed faithful during incredible pain. He’s now partying and celebrating with our loving Lord. God bless you and your family.

  • @donedwards3811
    @donedwards3811 Рік тому +11

    My Niece Amy struggled with depression & ultimately finally took her own life. My sister & husband were crushed,& devastated. I thank God your testimony helped them. My wife Marianna now to has had a nervous breakdown due to Pandemic & recent situations & needs a miracle from God, please pray for my wife.

    • @evera_
      @evera_ Рік тому

      I pray God meet your wife in a special way where she will find peace that surpasses all understanding.

    • @taiwoadetunmbi217
      @taiwoadetunmbi217 Рік тому

      I pray for your wife that the right hand of God be upon your wife now in Jesus Name. May God's peace envelope her total being in Jesus Name. May God give you the wisdom to help her out in JESUS NAME. Thank you Jesus for answering our prayers.

  • @mariafaria2256
    @mariafaria2256 3 роки тому +17

    Oh Lord!!!! Parents passing is hard. How much harder shall it be with the passing away of your own child?
    Hope God's Peace with both of you.

  • @Loly920
    @Loly920 3 роки тому +43

    When I read that his son committed suicide I cried. I asked myself how do a parent get over this? I had a discussion with my son who just turned 18 years old and daughter who was 10 years old and told them whatever happens to you remember that I'm here for you no matter how hard you feel your life is. I love you unconditionally ❤. Yes we all go thru hardship but GOD IS MERCIFUL AND HIS GRACE IS AMAZING. 🙏

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I did not know where my next meal will come from leave alone waste $7 on a book I did not need. That was my lowest point in life to be exploited by the so called pastors. Chickens have come home to roost.

  • @iamrealsalt
    @iamrealsalt 2 роки тому +7

    Today I lose my mother, am here because I need some encouraging words, help me lord

    • @rosaemmasoto1370
      @rosaemmasoto1370 Рік тому +1

      Your mother is now in your future, rejoicing and can hardly wait to see you again soon.
      Release her into His Loving Hands.
      Believe me, she doesn't want to be back.
      Blessings

  • @kathyarmstrong8644
    @kathyarmstrong8644 3 роки тому +23

    I have experienced similarly.. we and our son searched the world !!! my son is still alive.. unexplainable.. it’s broken beyond torture.. oh my may my son overcome and I may share with u someday.. love and blessings!!

  • @joelmutua1941
    @joelmutua1941 3 роки тому +65

    I’m so sorry about your son Rick! I lost my Dad 17 years ago and my mom too last year. It has been the darkest time of my life for me but I’m still believing that there will be a turn of events some day. I pray that this pain will bring out my greatest ministry and give hope to thousands of people going through what I went through!

    • @m.abrought8784
      @m.abrought8784 3 роки тому

      Sending hugs and prayers your way 🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @joelmutua1941
      @joelmutua1941 3 роки тому

      @@m.abrought8784 Amen

    • @JoyJoy-xs1vx
      @JoyJoy-xs1vx 3 роки тому

      @Mutua,,Amen May the Lord see you through,and open your doors,, Baraka nyingi

    • @joelmutua1941
      @joelmutua1941 3 роки тому

      @@JoyJoy-xs1vx Amen

  • @beez7005
    @beez7005 3 роки тому +14

    A friend, a true friend will be there when you are at your lowest. They won’t offer any words, they will be there, next to you, silent.

  • @LMCEK
    @LMCEK 3 роки тому +88

    Suicide is almost always caused by very deep pain, by feeling like a burden. Mostly it is caused by feeling hopeless. When hope is gone, suicide seems like the best solution. Who in your life is suffering in silence? If you start observing there are always signs

    • @nomatusi7514
      @nomatusi7514 3 роки тому +2

      This thug collaborated with Jerry Falwell Sr. to charge all Liberty Students $7 for that book called Purposes Driven Life. I did not know where my next meal will come from leave alone waste $7 on a book I did not need. That was my lowest point in life to be exploited by the so called pastors. Chickens have come home to roost.

    • @brandon6231
      @brandon6231 3 роки тому +5

      @@nomatusi7514 you're a very sick individual and need help

    • @jfender8023
      @jfender8023 3 роки тому +4

      No , suicide is caused by demonic possession

    • @postedscript6824
      @postedscript6824 3 роки тому +1

      @@brandon6231
      No Matsui has the right to feel and express his experience. He isn't sick. Judge not. What we do to others God, the just just GOD will return to us with interest.

    • @postedscript6824
      @postedscript6824 3 роки тому

      Suicide cannot take place UNLESS God lets one go.
      God has to allow it. It is up to God, so trying to post here what suicide is is fruitless.
      Suicide is self-murder that only can happen IF GOD lets it happen.
      None of us know a thing about it. Only GOD knows.

  • @teresasmith5373
    @teresasmith5373 3 роки тому +10

    We lost our son to suicide 2/9/18.....worst day of our lives. Bless you.

  • @hopeinfused7127
    @hopeinfused7127 3 роки тому +43

    So heartbreaking..this is why DELIVERANCE MINISTRY needs to be revived in the church! Jesus has given us power over the enemy.

    • @joniberry3257
      @joniberry3257 3 роки тому +16

      I totally agree. I’m wondering why he doesn’t mention that. Torment of the mind is not from God. It’s totally demonic. The Bible says “I have not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.” They needed a deliverance to happen in this situation. So sad.😢

    • @kickinthegob
      @kickinthegob 3 роки тому +14

      Absolutely. People are scared to entertain the thought that when Jesus commanded us to cast out demons, that he meant literally that.

    • @sarahhutton1095
      @sarahhutton1095 3 роки тому +8

      Thank you. Seriously this is what thr church needs.

    • @faes3955
      @faes3955 3 роки тому +4

      True

    • @mintabhawoo7795
      @mintabhawoo7795 3 роки тому +6

      As christian god has given us authority to bind this evil spirit of suicide and we must rebuke them in the name of jesus god has promised us to give us victory over satan and demons we will trample on serpents and scorpions and nothing will harm us jesus on the cross has accomplished for us the church of god

  • @t_money1850
    @t_money1850 3 роки тому +31

    Idk how this was recommended to me !!
    But it’s so crazy bc my brother took his life also. It’s very hard and unimaginable.
    Thank you pastor. Thank you lord! 🙏 RIP GILBERTO JR

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому

      Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page. You will find the help that you need there.

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому

      Look up Ascencion Present's Father Chris Alar's Mercy After Suicide video. It will help.

    • @marleefreeman6175
      @marleefreeman6175 3 роки тому

      My sincere condolences. My brother passed September 19

    • @t_money1850
      @t_money1850 3 роки тому

      @@marleefreeman6175 likewise . Thank you . God bless

    • @t_money1850
      @t_money1850 3 роки тому

      Sad to be here again. Unfortunately I am going through this all over again. My brother in law took his life 2 days ago .😢 get help people please . Lookout for one another. God bless everyone.

  • @douca1
    @douca1 3 роки тому +44

    CH Spurgeon struggled all his life with depression. It is a difficult monster to tame. May the Lord richly bless you and give you peace.

    • @AB-gn8oh
      @AB-gn8oh 3 роки тому

      I had no idea! He was a wonderful preacher.

    • @kennymarker4245
      @kennymarker4245 3 роки тому +1

      You guys are to be so excited your in so much pain because where there's a lot of pain there's a lot of reason for God manifest in your life, Read your bibles about what Jesus already did for you what he has said about you and believe in your hearts that Pain is only there to gain revelation of wisdom of healing that you would have never had if it wasn't for the pain and it grows your testimony of reasons to believe the next time someone asks, why do you believe what you believe...

  • @puredust5797
    @puredust5797 3 роки тому +17

    As a believer who struggles with all these things..this was so powerful

  • @WritersJournal77
    @WritersJournal77 6 місяців тому +4

    Please do not give up.. I don't know what you are going through but I am here to tell you that you're not alone, you are important, you are loved and you are special to God. The enemy lies and says that you are worthless because the world doesn't know God.
    Homeless? I was homeless for 2 years living on streets.
    Sick? I was sick for a very long time in hospitals as a kid...
    Depressed and suicidal? I survived multiple suicidal attempts
    God has kept me alive so I can tell you that he is faithful, he is real and he loves you so much
    God is keeping you alive for a reason. God can change things and He is faithful.

  • @Ltlbrthr12
    @Ltlbrthr12 3 роки тому +47

    When my daughter was about 16 she says to me, "if life is this hard, why do I want another 70 years of it?" 😐 What do you say to that..? I told her you haven't even been through the good times yet. Having your own place, go on vacations, been in love, a parent. She's 21 now and in a very "good place" she's happy. I tell her how proud and impressed I am that she got herself through a very tough time. She's proud of herself and optimistic and has a desire to succeed in all facets of her life 🙏

    • @deustaitan
      @deustaitan 3 роки тому +1

      The thing is that a good life isn’t guaranteed for anyone, and to be quite honest, sometimes i ask that very same question myself.

    • @Max-cq8pu
      @Max-cq8pu 3 роки тому +5

      @@deustaitan
      When you accept the Lord Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and savior, he gives you a spiritual life and spiritual strengh to go through every situations. The Holy spirit will make you a victor, his living word will give you faith and hope for the future and you will not be desapointed ! I tell you the power of God is connected to his presence.
      All we have to do is to know him better and act on his word by faith

    • @إيمانويلمرانافا
      @إيمانويلمرانافا 3 роки тому +1

      It doesn't matter what is happening around you always keep your eyes upon Jesus and what He Promised and don't be afraid no matter how tall the problems are in your life.
      No matter how strong the storms are in your life don't be afraid they will not crush you Jesus is Standing beside you holding you by your right hand and is telling you to stay calm and do not look around and do not be afraid, Jesus did not gave you spirit of fear, but Power, Love and Sound Mind.
      Even if you don't understand what is happened in your life or why life is getting so hard and stressful, Trust God and His Son Jesus and Surrender all of yourself to Holy Spirit Who is working in your life and in your broken heart 💔
      Holy Spirit is working in your life and in your family 👪even when you don't see it.
      When you don't see the way from all the storms that are getting bigger and bigger in your life by surrounding you without letting to see Jesus, always remember even when you don't see Jesus Standing beside you because of the storms that are getting taller and bigger in your life, always remember Jesus is always been there and always will be there by your side, holding you by your right hand 😊❤💙

  • @phillipliebenberg8150
    @phillipliebenberg8150 3 роки тому +9

    Our condolences Pastor Rick. I can truly relate to your feelings. We also lost our son two and a half years ago in 2018. Also by suicide! The worst part is that he was in America and we live in South Africa. He came to visit us in Cape Town early August 2018. He was a beautiful young man 41yrs old. The day he left the airport in Cape Town to go back to the US, he, my wife and I were still talking about making plans to join him and his wife in the US. Little did we know that he would take his own life in September. We are still shattered to this day. We have never had any closure as he was cremated in the US. We also lost our daughter on July 4th 2015. She died from natural causes but both our children suffered depression. My wife and I still wonder and blame ourselves for their conditions. Presently we are so depressed ourselves and suicide is sitting very high up on my agenda. We are pensioners and struggling to make ends meet. Life just does'nt feel worth it some days. My wife is a devout Christian and optimistic but me I am totally opposite at this stage. I feel like my life is done here on earth. I would much rather be with my children.

    • @jasminethomas8633
      @jasminethomas8633 3 роки тому +2

      Praying for your strength and peace of mind

    • @JoyJoy-xs1vx
      @JoyJoy-xs1vx 3 роки тому

      @Philip,, don't lose hope,It's not over until God says it's over,,hold onto the faith,,,James 1::
      Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

  • @lisainger6751
    @lisainger6751 3 роки тому +5

    When my daughter committed suicide, she left a note. She wanted to be cremated end I have her ashes in a teddy bear, I can hold her still.
    I also kept some of her clothes, I can still smell her. She is never far from me.
    She apologised to God, for that I think she had enormous courage. Rip Matthew and Alison.

  • @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix
    @DanielleFerreira-kt7ix 3 роки тому +20

    This was the best explanation I've ever heard about pain and suffering and pastor Rick gave the best answer a dad could give in a situation like this. Ultimately our children make their own choices.

    • @ronniebattle1310
      @ronniebattle1310 3 роки тому

      Check out Encounters Ministries (Mark Hemans) UA-cam page

  • @naomizmiti
    @naomizmiti 3 роки тому +6

    I've been depressed for a couple of months now. I've been depressed because I'm not sure if I'm truly born again. I believe in Jesus. I pray every day. But I have not been changed. I want to live for Him, but I just... cannot. I read the Bible and just cry, because I can't do it. I can't do it, I can't feel His love and I can't love Him back. I've been suicidal too. I just want to find God 😞

    • @hheeyygrrrl
      @hheeyygrrrl 3 роки тому +2

      Dont stop praying, dont stop spending time with God, reading, singing, doing good deeds for people who need help. Its just a season, it will pass. The enemy will do anything to knock you off your path. Stay strong 💕

    • @Honeyluvssteph
      @Honeyluvssteph 3 роки тому

      Praying for you We love you and Christ loves you

    • @Tatiana-em8sj
      @Tatiana-em8sj 22 дні тому

      You only need to understand how much God loves you instead of how much you love God. Praying for you 🙏

  • @laura2949
    @laura2949 3 роки тому +61

    My heart goes out to Pastor Warren and all families affected by suicide. My 29 year old sister took her own life almost 30 years ago, after a life long battle with bipolar disorder. In that moment, I lost the best friend I will ever have. The shock and pain have lessened over the years, but I still feel so sad that she missed out on all the joy life has to offer. Watching her 2 children grow and achieve advanced degrees. The permanence of suicide is what is so hard to accept.

    • @mikedavidz6161
      @mikedavidz6161 3 роки тому +3

      You're totally right ...

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому +3

      Look up Ascension Presents "Mercy After Suicide" video by Father Chris Alar. It will heal you.

    • @mikedavidz6161
      @mikedavidz6161 3 роки тому +2

      @@Acts16v31 🙏🏿🙏🏿

    • @mikedavidz6161
      @mikedavidz6161 3 роки тому +1

      @@Acts16v31 🍓

  • @brendaschwieterman1350
    @brendaschwieterman1350 3 роки тому +7

    I have had deep depression, wanting to take my life. After I switched to a Paleo diet, I began to feel better. Later, through functional medicine, I discovered that I have a variant on my MTHFR gene and can not detoxify mold. Despite being on a Paleo diet, I began to feel mentally horrible after moving my classroom into a temporary, moldy school building. Slowly, I started losing my mind and knew something more was going on because suddenly, I took a turn for the worse.
    If you are struggling with depression, consider food sensitivities and/or toxins that your body isn’t equipped to get rid of. The brain is very sensitive to heavy metals, mold, Lyme disease and other biotoxins! But, it is reversible! I’m proof.
    🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @fredjohnson5458
      @fredjohnson5458 3 роки тому

      Hello Brenda 😊

    • @lukeonward908
      @lukeonward908 3 роки тому

      Thanks for your sweet response, God has really been wonderful to us all, may his name be parise, you seem to be a God fearing person right 😃, that's amazing...by the way nice meeting you on here, I hope you are having a wonderful time out there right 😃, have a blessed day out there 🙏..

  • @heatherscarlett4459
    @heatherscarlett4459 Рік тому +3

    My wonderful took his life June 28/22. His life was torture due to depression. He had 2 different types, and was never happy. I’m trying to move on with Jesus.

  • @tl8042
    @tl8042 3 роки тому +10

    This was me. Literally. I suffered tremendously with major depressive disorder and panic disorder during most of my younger years all the way through my 20’s. Mental illness runs on both sides of my family. I was raised in the church however I was taught and firmly believe it is ALWAYS God’s will to heal. It’s up to us to receive it by faith. Unbelief will choke out your faith. You can have both faith and unbelief at the same time. You have to get rid of all unbelief. I tried many, many medications, was in and out of the mental hospital several times in my 20’s and was mentally tortured beyond belief. There were times I wanted out of my misery but always believed God had a good life and great future for me and I KNEW healing was his will. That’s what I held onto, even in my darkest, darkest days and hours. Eventually, the lord led me to people that helped heal my mind from the root cause of mineral and vitamin deficiency. I talked to a person who had a brother with the worst case of schizophrenia doctors had ever seen, who has now been medication free for over 50 years and has several children and grandchildren. I was skeptical until I got on a natural food-derived vitamin regimen that literally healed every part of my mind. Medication does nothing but cover up the symptoms, it does absolutely nothing to heal the root cause. Today I am 37 years old, married with 2 little children and am currently pregnant with my 3rd. I’ve been medication free since 2012 and I praise GOD for my healing!!! If you suffer from mental illness connect with me, I can help. God bless you all!

    • @sebastianmireles6691
      @sebastianmireles6691 3 роки тому +1

      I’m going through it man please pray for me

    • @agnesjohnson-igeli7936
      @agnesjohnson-igeli7936 3 роки тому +1

      @@sebastianmireles6691Nath I pray for you for a sound mind in the name of Jesus. Keep confessing 2 Tim 1:7.

    • @sebastianmireles6691
      @sebastianmireles6691 3 роки тому +1

      @@agnesjohnson-igeli7936 thank you 🙏 I know God is gonna help me he’s revealed to me through my mom so know he hears me

    • @ashleyplagens933
      @ashleyplagens933 Рік тому

      need prayers

    • @robjoe622
      @robjoe622 Рік тому

      I know this was 2 years ago, but I want to say your story is truly inspiring. Way to fight. Keep shining your light.

  • @Fearnot969
    @Fearnot969 Рік тому +6

    Am so thankful to have found this testimony! My daughter took her life 6 months ago. She struggled with depression and anxiety since her teenage years. It's a pain like no other and I never thought in a million years, that this would be my life.

  • @Kyraamoni11
    @Kyraamoni11 3 роки тому +12

    Yes.. i agree Rick. God spoke to me vocally “i have a purpose for your pain.”...God knows how deep my pain is...I’ve longed to be free of this pain but I’m becoming grateful for it. Ive struggled with metal health..terrible things happened to me before i was 2 then after i was adopted. I want to embrace my pain..please pray for me so i can partner with God in my pain and use it to bring souls to His heart forever.

  • @indecisiveexplorer4565
    @indecisiveexplorer4565 3 роки тому +20

    My mom prayed her whole life for me and she has passed. I am still considered disabled due to a mental illness. They say I have schizophrenia. I have also been told they think I have PTSD. I have much anxiety and have depression too. I remember trying to read the Bible aloud thinking maybe it would somehow get rid of the voices but the voices just mocked me and it. People may tell you to pray it away but I think that is like trying to pray diabetes away or cancer away. I am not saying prayer won't help or that some won't heal. It's just that I can't pray my mental issues away. I thought long ago when I said that prayer of inviting Jesus into your heart that it would somehow miraculously fix me. It still hasn't. Sometimes I think people like me are broken because we do live in a broken world as he said.

    • @Jjjjhhhtttt
      @Jjjjhhhtttt 3 роки тому

      It hurts so much to live with mental illness and be in constant pain. I am so exhausted to live and keep the struggle up. There is nothing to do but keep managing the problem like he said.

    • @degeneratelifepublishing147
      @degeneratelifepublishing147 3 роки тому +4

      Don't give up on yourself. Valium, meditation, and a stern mental hold. The most important is the stubborn determination of the mind. Reject it. Notice your 'triggers' and everytime you hear them say NO. Slowly slowly it can fade away.

    • @oceanwave3
      @oceanwave3 3 роки тому +12

      Your not broken. Healing is the children's bread. Trust, believe, walk by faith. Speak his word over you circumstances regularly! And watch God begin to shift your situation. Jesus is Lord and he is not limited, for ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE! The devil is a liar! SPEAK YOUR HEALING WITH HIS WORD! And watch God Act!
      Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they say will happen, it will be done for them. - Mark 11:23

    • @tosinarogundade4949
      @tosinarogundade4949 3 роки тому +15

      I know exactly how you feel cause I’ve been there but I promise you it’s possible to healed. I could relate especially to the bit where you mentioned the voices would mock you and the Bible. God had to teach me to step in authority as a believer. We have powers over all powers of the enemy and serpents and scorpions and NOTHING shall harms us. Those voices are controlled my powers and spirits and as a child of God they are under you. You have authority over them. Please don’t give up and pray to God to lead you in the right prayers to combat these spirits trying to torment your mind or make you doubt Gods healing power.
      Like I said, I’ve been there and there are still times when the enemy tries it but I partner with God and rebuke it in the name of Jesus. Pray to God for the strength(cause we can’t do it by ourselves) and wisdom to combat it.
      Scriptures that helped me are 2corinthians10:3-5(hold the thoughts and voices captive and command them to submit to Jesus Christ) 2corinthians5:17(you are a NEW creation in Christ Jesus so ALL things are new. Not some things but all things) Luke10:18(As a child of God you have authority over ALL powers of the enemy. God has given you that authority so those voices have to flee) 2timothy1:7(God has given you the spirit of a sound mind... a BALANCED mind. You need to reject the notion that God is okay with you not having a sound mind and come to the agreement by FAITH that you have the spirit of sound mind and begin to decree and declare it over your life) Ephesians 1:22(God has put ALL things under the authority of Jesus which includes depression, intrusive thoughts, the voices. They are ALL under His authority so keep crying out to God)
      If you’ve tried all these things, please don’t give up. Keep walking in faith and trusting in God. By the stripes of Jesus you are healed and you have been delivered. The enemy gets us to doubt and question Gods word. He wants to make God look like a liar in our lives so we can lose our faith. That’s all satan wants. For us to stop believing in Jesus. I’ve prayed for you and I’ll continue praying cause I’ve been there and I know how hard it is but I know that God is a healer and restorer. I stand in faith with you and decree and declare in Jesus Name that those voices will no longer have access to your mind

    • @Ri.DoBravaDo
      @Ri.DoBravaDo 3 роки тому +3

      Explorer...everyone here has said it all! Pray and never ever give up. That's what the enemy wants. Determine you're never going to give him that joy . We'll be praying with you

  • @cynthiajames1224
    @cynthiajames1224 3 роки тому +17

    Thanks for sharing your testimony, it certainly helped me to live with my husband suicide. The words "don't waste your pain" struck me deeply.

    • @si5213
      @si5213 3 роки тому

      @Cynthia James, look up Ascension Presents video "Mercy After Suicide" by Father Chris Alar. It will heal you.

  • @colleenrobinson1562
    @colleenrobinson1562 3 роки тому +15

    Thank you for this. My husband has major depressive disorder and anxiety. He has tried once already to commit suicide and I am concerned on a daily basis that I’ll find him dead. I try not to worry but I know he is daily in pain mentally and is tired of the fight. We are Christians. All I can do is pray for God’s strength and healing daily.

    • @whowhat5979
      @whowhat5979 3 роки тому

      Call Christopher Orji ministries or pray with prophet TB Joshua@Colleen R.

    • @mrs.murphy2611
      @mrs.murphy2611 3 роки тому

      Lord cover this woman and her family in the name of Jesus. Create in her husband a clean heart and renew a right spirit, your spirit within him. ❤🙏
      Love you and praying for your family.

    • @rawirijulian9075
      @rawirijulian9075 3 роки тому

      Definitely pray with prophet TB Joshua please god is going to help you please listen god bless you and your husband

    • @rawirijulian9075
      @rawirijulian9075 3 роки тому

      Youl find tb Joshua on you tube god bless

  • @miiotv
    @miiotv 3 роки тому +14

    Waw! Didn’t expect this one 😣!! But this video gives me hope! We are all broken, the goal is not to be perfect nor things .. it’s how we handle pain’! Ah Holy Spirit sustain those who seek you 🤍 Amen.

  • @joshuaking5519
    @joshuaking5519 Рік тому +4

    My father died from a fentanyl overdose last year on August 14th 2022. I read a comment here that said the greater the pain the fewer the words, and I have not been able to discuss my fathers death with anyone for almost an entire year, not even my brother. He was everything to me, there’s no way to explain the amount of love I had for my dad to anyone, so how can I ever begin to explain to anyone the amount of sadness I carry…

  • @luigialdeguer7633
    @luigialdeguer7633 3 роки тому +15

    I lost my wife 7 years ago and she was only 27. I have not been the same since. I don't laugh like i used to and smile like I used to. I have 2 kids with her. I still don't know what to feel about her sudden passing

    • @muemak1990
      @muemak1990 3 роки тому +5

      I am so sorry for you loss. I am praying for you. Give the pain to Jesus and He will comfort and heal you by the power of His Holy Spirit. GOD is close to the broken hearted and he is the mender of broken hearts.
      Jehova Rapha heal the heart of this man and let your peace and love guard his heart and mind. In Jesus Mighty Name.
      Amen

    • @aku_emiv
      @aku_emiv 3 роки тому +3

      Stay strong.

    • @hallelreba8530
      @hallelreba8530 3 роки тому +1

      So,so sorry for your loss. I pray Jesus will give you His comfort and peace which passes all understanding!

    • @preciousoutwesigav5867
      @preciousoutwesigav5867 3 роки тому

      So sorry, may God comfort you.

    • @Eka5304
      @Eka5304 3 роки тому

      I’m so so sorry I can’t say I understand your pain.. I pray that God helps u everyday to keep in step with Him.

  • @joycelee718
    @joycelee718 3 роки тому +5

    Tender heart, tortured mind. That's what I understand how chronically depressed people live their daily life..

    • @lukeonward908
      @lukeonward908 3 роки тому

      Thanks for your sweet response, God has really been wonderful to us all, may his name be parise, you seem to be a God fearing person right 😃, that's amazing...by the way nice meeting you on here, I hope you are having a wonderful time out there right 😃, have a blessed day out there 🙏....

  • @nicoolpeg7821
    @nicoolpeg7821 3 роки тому +19

    Tender heart, tortured mind 🥺💔

    • @MyEnemy
      @MyEnemy 3 роки тому +4

      Perfectly put.

    • @lukeonward908
      @lukeonward908 3 роки тому

      Thanks for your sweet response, God has really been wonderful to us all, may his name be parise, you seem to be a God fearing person right 😃, that's amazing...by the way nice meeting you on here, I hope you are having a wonderful time out there right 😃, have a blessed day out there 🙏....