in March 06, 2013, My life was shattered in the same way infidelity from my husband and I isolated myself for 2 weeks, no food just water! i thought i was gonna die, I understood death inside. Life seemed unfair! fastforward 2023, I am alone but at peace and God is still working in my life. God is Good!
I was in a beautiful relationship with someone who was my best friend, we never raised a voice or finger towards each other. Never wanted to because of the love we had for each other. Right at almost a year she came home crying and said she doesn't want me anymore. It came out of nowhere and it's been 4 months and I'm still struggling! I just want a family and to be happy again so please pray for god to deliver what he has for me
I remember when I was shattered. I got so angry with God. I was in such a good place spiritually, mentally & physically when I found out about my husband's infidelities. I totally collapsed & laid in the bed for 9 months or so just devastated & so broken. God is good though and had such mercy , grace & forgiveness when I quit throwing my temper tantrum. It's amazing the process He so lovingly leads us through. He is such a good & faithful Father.
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. Sister Elizabeth I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough. lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
I can barely see through my tears...DaddyGod KNEW today I would need to see this as I am walking through one of the toughest seasons of my life to remind me that HE sees me - the tears, the hurt of my shattered heart - and His plan for me is still good. My Father is walking His daughter through it all and I give Him praise.
I’m just now discovering this woman of God! I have experienced such brokenness, over a very long period, and she speaks directly into those places! I’m reading this book now! She’s gifted, because of her suffering, to be able to walk with me to a better understanding of “where” God IS! I’m trusting her knowledge, AS I learn to SEE more clearly! I wish I could personally thank her for being faithful, in walking through the darkness, to be able to help me!! If you ever see this, thank you Lysa!!
I have definitely been in hard places in my life, but one thing that I do know is that God is never the cause of any pain and suffering. I love the fact that Lisa said that God did not do this to me, this was because of us living in a fallen world that is full of sin. God is good, and God is always faithful. We know that the devil comes to kill, steal and destroy, not God. No matter how hard it gets, we have to run to God, not away from him.
Carol I have always believed this also. It is always good to hear someone else say and believe this too......keep looking up God Bless and keep you in his loving care!!!
When Lysa talked about falling through the cracks of God’s good plan, that describes exactly how I feel. Then the tears started. I’ve walked through dark moments alone, too. It’s hard to reach out when I’m in this space. I continue to pray.
I am right there with you. I was married for 42 years. Two years ago, he abandoned me. I don't know why. I've been a Christian for 45 years, never backslidden but walked with God. We've had prophecies spoken over our life. Some have come to pass. We were both in the ministry for years. He started drinking and got mixed up with a bad group of people. The cruelty that he put me through when he left was unbelievable. I had just had a total knee replacement and he moved into the guest cottage on our property. I had to take care of the horses with a crutch and pain while he sat and watched. He told one of his drunk friends he was teaching me a lesson. I collapsed after three months and had to hire help. We were wealthy, not by anything he did. He inherited millions. It changed him. The love of money is the root of all evil. I had a terrible lawyer and did not even get 30%. God was good though. I was able to move far away and buy a house. I have a small allowance that I live on each month. I am almost 70 and in chronic pain from Lyme disease, surgeries and an accident which broke four bones in my back. I worked my whole life but could not now with the pain I am in, emotional and physical. He has poisoned our only son against me. Lysa has gone through a horrible time. When she described feeling shattered, that explains my life. Everyone thinks I should be over it. I'm still in so much pain with this knee that I can hardly walk. I find myself getting mad at God and I don't want to. I would never commit suicide but I pray for God to take me home every day. I've had enough of this life. I feel as though I have nothing to live for anymore. If anyone sees this, please pray for me. I am in a dark place.
I will pray for you. We are almost the same age, and I am also facing huge marital problems, and the hurt has shattered me as well. Please know that you are so valuable to God. He loves you and holds you in the palm of His hand. I know there are no words at times that can bring comfort, but please know that I am praying that God will restore your health and your hope. Please write another message and let me know how you are doing. I could use your prayers also.
@Glorydancer333 it's been two months since I posted. I have ups and downs. I'm still in a lot of pain but I feel I am doing better emotionally. This has been absolutely the worse thing I have been through. My son and I are talking a little. My neighbors children have started spending time at my house. They bring life and joy. I feel as though God has blessed me with grandchildren. Their toys are all over my patio and I have a shelf in my pantry just for their goodies. I'm coming out of this deep dark pit very slowly but I'm coming out. I am not at a place of wanting to die anymore. God has been good to me. Thank you so much for your prayers. They are working. I have hope whereas before I had none. God bless you. I pray you are better also.
@@troyannbladsacker1811 Isn't that just like God to bring life snd love to you in the form of children? He is so good to us! I am in the very first stages of the marriage dissolution and I still cry a lot. There was a lack of respect for my feelings about almost everything. Too much strife. And the amount of stress was affecting my health horribly. I am a diabetic and have been diagnosed with glaucoma and many other things. So trying to protect my health has been the overriding concern...both mental and physical. I am so happy you are doing better. I know the children love you very much. 🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍
I went through this kind of shattering 20 years ago. I felt your every word as if it was yesterday. I was you! Your boldness to share mixed with wisdom to heal quicker would have been a great benefit at the time. My marriage couldn’t be restored but over time redemption has fully taken place in my heart through forgiveness, time and live for our grandchildren. His story in me has gone on and worked out for a greater good! To God be the glory…always!! God bless your ministry of compassion and healing in this unnatural world.
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. Sister Erin I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough. lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
When I read this comment at the beginning of the video I was like "what could possibly make you cry about this" and here I am bawling at the end of the video lol
Almost 2 years divorced…, from over 40 years of marriage. I had a few weeks of being able to forgive and tried to have some form of a relationship with my X- husband so we could both be at family functions. He’s now with his second relationship since our divorce. I can’t get a grip or get over this . I don’t want to share my children or Grandchildren with another woman that chooses to be with. I’m a believer, but I am not doing very well and I’m tired of it.
Melaniedeen, I am in the same place today as you were a year ago. I hope you're doing better. I am in a dark place. My son has been poisoned against me by his father. I will never have grandchildren. I am almost 70 and feel I wasted my whole life on my worthless ex husband. He was a minister. I never dreamed I'd see such evil in my life and cruelty. I am basically alone. I thought the last years of my life would be better. I don't know what I have done to deserve this. I've walked with God 45 years. Never turned from Him. I am struggling, though.
Wow, this is so powerful. I questioned the timing, but the timing is also perfect as is the plan God has for us. Unlike Lysa, I didn’t have anyone to confide, I felt most alone than ever and probably that was the way God wanted it for me, being alone, by myself, to not get distracted and find HIM. Also, unlike Lysa, after my ex left the house and I was left with ashes, my health started getting better and better, then I knew reconciliation was never an option, otherwise I would be choosing my health, my life for a trauma that would kill me emotionally.
Wow what a testimony. . Had to be so hard. Yes no quick fixes. Thank for being real with pain. Fighting the fight for survival. This truly has to minster to so many. Thank you. He sees. He knows. He hears. I have resited so many times in Journey on sorrow. I need a shift for Good. 💜 Thank you for sharing you talents and the pain. Life is NOT all fun. Sickness. Shame And pain Jesus sees it all.
One of the greatest cures for disappointment is not to expect so much in the first place. I guess this goes counter to prosperity gospel preaching but it is what it is.
This is exactly what I needed to hear.. I hate that you have felt this pain but because of it and you sharing your story it’s helped myself and I imagine so many others.. I’m going through this right now and I am so torn in what to do but thank you again this was needed
Wow!!!!!!!!!!Needed to hear this so much during the "dust" part of my life , asking the same questions and yet I want to leap for God. God Bless you @LysaTerKeurst. May you realize that your pain has helped so many people in complete dispair. Your journey , your words of wisdom and courage in humility is the best medicine from Jesus. Thank you!
This truly touched my heart today. I know in Father God guided me through the Holy Spirit to hear these messages from Lysa. My baby sister whose name is Paula was diagnosed two years ago with bowel cancer and has undergone different forms of chemo and radiation up till this point. Her last MRI showed tumor on the base and top of her spine also as well as the bowel and rectum. She's strong in many ways and her will to live is much stronger than her will to die. She's been in severe pain throughout and has been dosed to the hilt with morphine and other pain meds. I've been talking to God and been receiving answers to my prayers for her in countless ways and via countless people. Today is another example of that and I'm beyond grateful. Thanks and love to Lysa for sharing her story and imparting hope throughout. Glory to God for everything 💞 Should you happen to come across this comment today I humbly request prayer for Paula. May all be well in Jesus name.Amen 💞
@@Glorydancer333 Hi and thank you for asking about Paula. I truly appreciate it. Sadly she passed away on 24th of April. I miss her so much. Her pain and suffering is over.
@@devina1100 I am so very sorry to hear this. It sounds like she really went through a lot. You will see her again and she will be well. She is not just in your past. She is in your future. How beautiful heaven must be. 😊
@@Glorydancer333 Hi . Yeah she went through two years of pretty rough pain and suffering. She would have turned 50 yrs old today so been wishing her a Happy Heavenly Birthday. Since her passing I've been focusing on everything to be thankful for and aside from the lessons I took from her ordeal, I'm grateful she's in the Hands of the Lord 💞
My husband got symptomatic in 2015 and diagnosed with dementia in 2016. We have been married 45 years. As a caregiver I was no longer a wife just the handler of hard stuff. It is crushing all my dreams.
So nice to have those ppl in ur life. Not so nice when u don’t and family and church ppl actually make it worse. Sorry to be such a downer but it’s the actual truth
Thank you for the video, I found out that investing is not for everybody, you just need a strong stomach too see your portfolio go down. It might be wiser for a novice to start with copy trading investing, but it is not easy. To invest in growth stocks it is another level, definitely you need to know what are you doing.
You are the way you are because of sin, God’s will, and the fact we are in a fallen world. Nothing else to say. You simply need to repent of your lack of faith, your other sin, and fully trust God no matter what. Do not ask for anything but the will of God. Then you will see God working.
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough. lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
If God can heal us physically then why doesn’t he. I’m sure ur prayer for healing the pain meant heal the problem that is causing the pain. I often wonder why he heals miraculously only sometimes. Any insight for me out there?
The pain thing makes sense....great eye opener...she didn't pray for healing.. she prayed to relieve the pain like so many others have prayed....they want the pain gone....she didn't know she had something deeper wrong with her health....but the pain was a symptom....and what he was saying is...God could have done what she asked....relieve the pain....but what was actually causing the pain could have grew worse....terminally.....And God doesn't always heal everyone on this side of earth....but can also heal by releasing a person from pain by allowing them to transition to heaven....where there is no more pain. Something's have no answer....or may not make human sense...We all have an expiration date....we just don't know when...that helped me to understand better....
in March 06, 2013, My life was shattered in the same way infidelity from my husband and I isolated myself for 2 weeks, no food just water! i thought i was gonna die, I understood death inside. Life seemed unfair! fastforward 2023, I am alone but at peace and God is still working in my life. God is Good!
I was in a beautiful relationship with someone who was my best friend, we never raised a voice or finger towards each other. Never wanted to because of the love we had for each other. Right at almost a year she came home crying and said she doesn't want me anymore. It came out of nowhere and it's been 4 months and I'm still struggling! I just want a family and to be happy again so please pray for god to deliver what he has for me
AMEN!!!
Amen
Praying for you Jason.
🙏🏾🙏🏾
How are you?
I remember when I was shattered. I got so angry with God. I was in such a good place spiritually, mentally & physically when I found out about my husband's infidelities. I totally collapsed & laid in the bed for 9 months or so just devastated & so broken. God is good though and had such mercy , grace & forgiveness when I quit throwing my temper tantrum. It's amazing the process He so lovingly leads us through. He is such a good & faithful Father.
Her book helped me through a really hard breakup this year. I love her story, and her wisdom is such a blessing.
God bless you
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. Sister Elizabeth I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough.
lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
I can barely see through my tears...DaddyGod KNEW today I would need to see this as I am walking through one of the toughest seasons of my life to remind me that HE sees me - the tears, the hurt of my shattered heart - and His plan for me is still good. My Father is walking His daughter through it all and I give Him praise.
I’m just now discovering this woman of God! I have experienced such brokenness, over a very long period, and she speaks directly into those places! I’m reading this book now! She’s gifted, because of her suffering, to be able to walk with me to a better understanding of “where” God IS! I’m trusting her knowledge, AS I learn to SEE more clearly! I wish I could personally thank her for being faithful, in walking through the darkness, to be able to help me!! If you ever see this, thank you Lysa!!
I have definitely been in hard places in my life, but one thing that I do know is that God is never the cause of any pain and suffering. I love the fact that Lisa said that God did not do this to me, this was because of us living in a fallen world that is full of sin. God is good, and God is always faithful. We know that the devil comes to kill, steal and destroy, not God. No matter how hard it gets, we have to run to God, not away from him.
Carol I have always believed this also. It is always good to hear someone else say and believe this too......keep looking up God Bless and keep you in his loving care!!!
I just love this woman. Her presence in the world brings me comfort. Life can be so hard, but if she can do it, so can I.
When Lysa talked about falling through the cracks of God’s good plan, that describes exactly how I feel. Then the tears started. I’ve walked through dark moments alone, too. It’s hard to reach out when I’m in this space. I continue to pray.
I am right there with you. I was married for 42 years. Two years ago, he abandoned me. I don't know why. I've been a Christian for 45 years, never backslidden but walked with God. We've had prophecies spoken over our life. Some have come to pass. We were both in the ministry for years. He started drinking and got mixed up with a bad group of people. The cruelty that he put me through when he left was unbelievable. I had just had a total knee replacement and he moved into the guest cottage on our property. I had to take care of the horses with a crutch and pain while he sat and watched. He told one of his drunk friends he was teaching me a lesson. I collapsed after three months and had to hire help. We were wealthy, not by anything he did. He inherited millions. It changed him. The love of money is the root of all evil. I had a terrible lawyer and did not even get 30%. God was good though. I was able to move far away and buy a house. I have a small allowance that I live on each month. I am almost 70 and in chronic pain from Lyme disease, surgeries and an accident which broke four bones in my back. I worked my whole life but could not now with the pain I am in, emotional and physical. He has poisoned our only son against me. Lysa has gone through a horrible time. When she described feeling shattered, that explains my life. Everyone thinks I should be over it. I'm still in so much pain with this knee that I can hardly walk. I find myself getting mad at God and I don't want to. I would never commit suicide but I pray for God to take me home every day. I've had enough of this life. I feel as though I have nothing to live for anymore. If anyone sees this, please pray for me. I am in a dark place.
I will pray for you. We are almost the same age, and I am also facing huge marital problems, and the hurt has shattered me as well. Please know that you are so valuable to God. He loves you and holds you in the palm of His hand. I know there are no words at times that can bring comfort, but please know that
I am praying that God will restore your health and your hope. Please write another message and let me know how you are doing. I could use your prayers also.
@@Glorydancer333 thank you so much for your reply. I will pray for you now and continue to pray.
@Glorydancer333 it's been two months since I posted. I have ups and downs. I'm still in a lot of pain but I feel I am doing better emotionally. This has been absolutely the worse thing I have been through. My son and I are talking a little. My neighbors children have started spending time at my house. They bring life and joy. I feel as though God has blessed me with grandchildren. Their toys are all over my patio and I have a shelf in my pantry just for their goodies. I'm coming out of this deep dark pit very slowly but I'm coming out. I am not at a place of wanting to die anymore. God has been good to me. Thank you so much for your prayers. They are working. I have hope whereas before I had none. God bless you. I pray you are better also.
@@troyannbladsacker1811 Isn't that just like God to bring life snd love to you in the form of children? He is so good to us! I am in the very first stages of the marriage dissolution and I still cry a lot. There was a lack of respect for my feelings about almost everything. Too much strife. And the amount of stress was affecting my health horribly. I am a diabetic and have been diagnosed with glaucoma and many other things. So trying to protect my health has been the overriding concern...both mental and physical.
I am so happy you are doing better. I know the children love you very much.
🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍
I went through this kind of shattering 20 years ago. I felt your every word as if it was yesterday. I was you! Your boldness to share mixed with wisdom to heal quicker would have been a great benefit at the time. My marriage couldn’t be restored but over time redemption has fully taken place in my heart through forgiveness, time and live for our grandchildren. His story in me has gone on and worked out for a greater good! To God be the glory…always!! God bless your ministry of compassion and healing in this unnatural world.
I was crying at the end. I'm in that hard place and I understand Jesus's words so much more now I'm in that hurt
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. Sister Erin I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough.
lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
When I read this comment at the beginning of the video I was like "what could possibly make you cry about this" and here I am bawling at the end of the video lol
That was an amazing testimony. She’s an amazing woman, and may God could do to bless her and her family.❤
Almost 2 years divorced…, from over 40 years of marriage. I had a few weeks of being able to forgive and tried to have some form of a relationship with my X- husband so we could both be at family functions. He’s now with his second relationship since our divorce. I can’t get a grip or get over this . I don’t want to share my children or Grandchildren with another woman that chooses to be with. I’m a believer, but I am not doing very well and I’m tired of it.
Don't give in Melanie or give up, just give your hurts to Christ and ask Him to help you get past this and also not to have any bitterness about it.
I understand. My heart hurts for you and I am praying for you.
Melaniedeen, I am in the same place today as you were a year ago. I hope you're doing better. I am in a dark place. My son has been poisoned against me by his father. I will never have grandchildren. I am almost 70 and feel I wasted my whole life on my worthless ex husband. He was a minister. I never dreamed I'd see such evil in my life and cruelty. I am basically alone. I thought the last years of my life would be better. I don't know what I have done to deserve this. I've walked with God 45 years. Never turned from Him. I am struggling, though.
Many prayers for you for help from God and healing of every wound. I am so sorry.
Wow, this is so powerful. I questioned the timing, but the timing is also perfect as is the plan God has for us. Unlike Lysa, I didn’t have anyone to confide, I felt most alone than ever and probably that was the way God wanted it for me, being alone, by myself, to not get distracted and find HIM. Also, unlike Lysa, after my ex left the house and I was left with ashes, my health started getting better and better, then I knew reconciliation was never an option, otherwise I would be choosing my health, my life for a trauma that would kill me emotionally.
Amazing testimony yet I am so sorry you had to go through all of that.❤❤❤Thank you for sharing and giving us hope🙏
Wow what a testimony. . Had to be so hard. Yes no quick fixes. Thank for being real with pain. Fighting the fight for survival. This truly has to minster to so many. Thank you.
He sees. He knows. He hears.
I have resited so many times in
Journey on sorrow. I need a shift for
Good. 💜 Thank you for sharing you talents and the pain. Life is NOT all fun. Sickness. Shame And pain Jesus sees it all.
Wow. God bless. Thank you.
Thankyou Beautiful Darling..God's Blessing's. ⚘🎚
Love you Lysa!!♥️
God is inside you! Not outside somewhere there!!!
One of the greatest cures for disappointment is not to expect so much in the first place. I guess this goes counter to prosperity gospel preaching but it is what it is.
This is exactly what I needed to hear.. I hate that you have felt this pain but because of it and you sharing your story it’s helped myself and I imagine so many others.. I’m going through this right now and I am so torn in what to do but thank you again this was needed
Wow!!!!!!!!!!Needed to hear this so much during the "dust" part of my life , asking the same questions and yet I want to leap for God. God Bless you @LysaTerKeurst. May you realize that your pain has helped so many people in complete dispair. Your journey , your words of wisdom and courage in humility is the best medicine from Jesus. Thank you!
Thank you sister! I love you 💕
I love this ministry!
Lisa i feeling blessing while I listen to you🕊❤👏, thank you very much
Thank you so much for this Lysa ❤❤
This truly touched my heart today.
I know in Father God guided me through the Holy Spirit to hear these messages from Lysa.
My baby sister whose name is Paula was diagnosed two years ago with bowel cancer and has undergone different forms of chemo and radiation up till this point.
Her last MRI showed tumor on the base and top of her spine also as well as the bowel and rectum.
She's strong in many ways and her will to live is much stronger than her will to die.
She's been in severe pain throughout and has been dosed to the hilt with morphine and other pain meds.
I've been talking to God and been receiving answers to my prayers for her in countless ways and via countless people.
Today is another example of that and I'm beyond grateful.
Thanks and love to Lysa for sharing her story and imparting hope throughout.
Glory to God for everything 💞
Should you happen to come across this comment today I humbly request prayer for Paula.
May all be well in Jesus name.Amen 💞
How is Paula now? Praying...
@@Glorydancer333 Hi and thank you for asking about Paula. I truly appreciate it.
Sadly she passed away on 24th of April. I miss her so much.
Her pain and suffering is over.
@@devina1100 I am so very sorry to hear this. It sounds like she really went through a lot. You will see her again and she will be well. She is not just in your past. She is in your future. How beautiful heaven must be. 😊
@@Glorydancer333 Hi . Yeah she went through two years of pretty rough pain and suffering.
She would have turned 50 yrs old today so been wishing her a Happy Heavenly Birthday.
Since her passing I've been focusing on everything to be thankful for and aside from the lessons I took from her ordeal, I'm grateful she's in the Hands of the Lord 💞
My husband got symptomatic in 2015 and diagnosed with dementia in 2016. We have been married 45 years. As a caregiver I was no longer a wife just the handler of hard stuff. It is crushing all my dreams.
Were you standing for your marriage? How are you both doing?
Such a blessing💖🙏
Beautiful message
Amen 🙏 God please help me . I m alone dealing with a lot pain 😢
Do you have a few trusted friends or some dear ones from church to help?
So nice to have those ppl in ur life. Not so nice when u don’t and family and church ppl actually make it worse. Sorry to be such a downer but it’s the actual truth
If you look well, you will find people who are for you
You can also pray for the good lord to send some your way
Amen
Thank you for the video, I found out that investing is not for everybody, you just need a strong stomach too see your portfolio go down. It might be wiser for a novice to start with copy trading investing, but it is not easy. To invest in growth stocks it is another level, definitely you need to know what are you doing.
Amen❤🕊🙏
🔥🔥🔥
I wonder how many of the persecuted christians in our world sit around talking about how disappointed they are?
You are the way you are because of sin, God’s will, and the fact we are in a fallen world. Nothing else to say. You simply need to repent of your lack of faith, your other sin, and fully trust God no matter what. Do not ask for anything but the will of God. Then you will see God working.
May the good Lord continue to guide you and grant you all your heart desires through Christ our Lord Amen 🙏. I see God blessing you and your family before the ending of this month but there are some evil forces around you trying to stop your divine breakthrough but the Lord is your strength, I will like you to join me and my ministries in a private prayers for your family only OK. So contact my me personally with this Gmail address below for more information and more prayers over your family breakthrough.
lysaterkeurst3@gmail.com
If God can heal us physically then why doesn’t he. I’m sure ur prayer for healing the pain meant heal the problem that is causing the pain. I often wonder why he heals miraculously only sometimes. Any insight for me out there?
I don't think anyone can answer that .
Read the book of Job and don't ever get bitter.
The pain thing makes sense....great eye opener...she didn't pray for healing.. she prayed to relieve the pain like so many others have prayed....they want the pain gone....she didn't know she had something deeper wrong with her health....but the pain was a symptom....and what he was saying is...God could have done what she asked....relieve the pain....but what was actually causing the pain could have grew worse....terminally.....And God doesn't always heal everyone on this side of earth....but can also heal by releasing a person from pain by allowing them to transition to heaven....where there is no more pain. Something's have no answer....or may not make human sense...We all have an expiration date....we just don't know when...that helped me to understand better....
Wait what….it’s not supposed to be like this but at the end you say “God chose it so help me accept what you chose”. I’m so confused with that.
What is the name
If you mean the book it’s called The Body Keeps The Score.
Amen