billie eilish - i love you (slowed down)

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  • Опубліковано 5 кві 2019
  • i love you and i dont want to
    follow our spotify playlist 😢 • lnk.to/alone-and-depressed
    comment any music requests ♡
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    / requoting
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 10 тис.

  • @gracemae4658
    @gracemae4658 3 роки тому +3253

    ‘I love you’, a phrase commonly said but not meant

    • @jaylakassaby5277
      @jaylakassaby5277 3 роки тому +59

      DONT MAKE ME START CRYING MORE

    • @salasty9755
      @salasty9755 3 роки тому +37

      Seriously people say that after 1 day of knowing someone
      Smh it’s used too lightly but means so much more

    • @trinityb5123
      @trinityb5123 3 роки тому +20

      I always say it to my anime husbands and will ALWAYS MEAN IT 😩

    • @quexwl9714
      @quexwl9714 3 роки тому +23

      people use it thinking that it's just 3 words that don't mean anything. when those 3 words can save someone's life..

    • @Rin-hn4nt
      @Rin-hn4nt 3 роки тому +13

      Its used very commonly but no one has said it to me before :( not even my parents which is just sad lmao

  • @littlepeke0689
    @littlepeke0689 4 роки тому +2557

    "I love you... and I don't want to."
    that hit

  • @radio-dm5ut
    @radio-dm5ut 3 роки тому +912

    here’s a hug. you’ll be okay, and you’re an amazing person, on the inside and outside (∩_∩)

  • @sydclark2307
    @sydclark2307 3 роки тому +450

    Im not depressed anymore, im just lost and confused and want someone to talk to without feeling judged

    • @ayvariley
      @ayvariley 3 роки тому +9

      hey i know you posted this comment a while ago but if you are still struggling and need someone i am here for you... i care

    • @maz4996
      @maz4996 2 роки тому +5

      We can chat if you still need to.

    • @laurennair13
      @laurennair13 2 роки тому +4

      Hey, if you still need to talk, I’m here too. Hope you’re doing ok x

    • @whoanswerisgay
      @whoanswerisgay 2 роки тому +1

    • @grandmadriving92
      @grandmadriving92 Рік тому +1

      This is me like I’m just gone

  • @Natalia-vi2xr
    @Natalia-vi2xr 4 роки тому +7469

    when she sings: „what the hell did i do?“
    i felt this way too hard.. ouch

  • @peequeefslave
    @peequeefslave 4 роки тому +4868

    Me: **Is actually happy for once in a while**
    UA-cam: I'm about to ruin this man's whole career
    Edit: Thanks for 4k likes lol

    • @cleanstormwindtree
      @cleanstormwindtree 4 роки тому +22

      I Wanna UwU Myself that was me today, except with my feelings :/

    • @fluffykittenyt2634
      @fluffykittenyt2634 4 роки тому +31

      More like "I'MA RUIN THIS WHOLE MANS FEELINGS

    • @cleanstormwindtree
      @cleanstormwindtree 4 роки тому +7

      Kitty Beanie Boo face which Kitty yup😂💀

    • @tracyheard545
      @tracyheard545 4 роки тому +14

      BHAHAHAHAHAH thank you, that make me laugh wile im in my room in the dead of night crying

    • @m.elfman
      @m.elfman 4 роки тому +5

      Ruin* ^^'

  • @katiedurden2078
    @katiedurden2078 3 роки тому +205

    “the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” ...wow

  • @hwi.mp4
    @hwi.mp4 3 роки тому +394

    [Lyrics ✨:]
    Cryin' isn't like you
    What the hell did I do?
    Never been the type to
    Let someone see right through
    Maybe won't you take it back
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothing has to change today
    You didn't mean to say I love you
    I love you
    And I don't want to
    Up all night on another red-eye
    I wish we never learned to fly
    Maybe we should just try
    To tell ourselves a good lie
    Didn't mean to make you cry
    Maybe won't you take it back
    Say you were tryna make me laugh
    And nothing has to change today
    You didn't mean to say I love you
    I love you
    And I don't want to
    The smile that you gave me
    Even when you felt like dyin'
    We fall apart as it gets dark
    I'm in your arms in Central Park
    There's nothing you could do or say
    I can't escape the way I love you
    I don't want to
    But I love you

  • @burton5032
    @burton5032 4 роки тому +742

    we are listening to the same song, yes.
    but we are all thinking of different people.

    • @fuccuon
      @fuccuon 4 роки тому +7

      unless..

    • @melinac6868
      @melinac6868 4 роки тому +7

      We should all think about the most important person ourselves💭❤️

    • @liv1569
      @liv1569 4 роки тому +2

      burton Oml your right

    • @cola3222
      @cola3222 4 роки тому +6

      I’m thinking bout that anime boy that I’ll never have cause he unreal af

    • @rimas4477
      @rimas4477 4 роки тому +3

      @@cola3222 me too and its midoria izuku🥺😭

  • @tiaramitchell7786
    @tiaramitchell7786 5 років тому +3616

    When she says “what the hell did I do” it just hit me and tears just fall down

    • @iamangela86
      @iamangela86 5 років тому +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @jerricurls1161
      @jerricurls1161 4 роки тому +1

      💜💜💜

    • @weave4886
      @weave4886 4 роки тому +11

      Sometimes you need that

    • @ashleixoxo
      @ashleixoxo 4 роки тому +1

      Sameeeee

    • @crackheadchloe3498
      @crackheadchloe3498 4 роки тому +14

      he left me after 2 years saying “you know what you did” yeah be loyal care for you help you when things were going down, tbh what the hell did i do.

  • @katharine3277
    @katharine3277 3 роки тому +153

    The word "I love you." I hate it. I really do. The word "I love you" is like a commitment, saying you're one of the most important people to me. I hate the word because, People tell me they love me and then they walk away as if nothing. People say I love you and you lose them, and you cant do anything about it sometimes. Sometimes I wonder how many people are gonna tell me they love me just to leave one day..

    • @hihey6937
      @hihey6937 3 роки тому +5

      I hate this comment bc i literally just dealt with this... I hate boys sometimes. but even worse i hate myself because its my fault he left...

    • @katharine3277
      @katharine3277 3 роки тому +6

      @@hihey6937 Im so sorry to hear that, and I completely understand where your coming from. It really hurts knowing anyone at all is allowed to use that word, and could leave without a word at any moment..

    • @zarifailyasova
      @zarifailyasova 27 днів тому

      i hope u are okay now :)

  • @mariebottaro1074
    @mariebottaro1074 3 роки тому +80

    “sometimes friends can break your heart too”

    • @muazumayr997
      @muazumayr997 2 роки тому +4

      The saddest thing about betrayel is, it never comes from an enemy

    • @jiminslostmirror1131
      @jiminslostmirror1131 Рік тому

      @@muazumayr997 yea, sometimes i just think maybe the enemy is a good thing bc they wont backstab u

    • @lillies417
      @lillies417 11 днів тому

      That hit hard

  • @tooth3547
    @tooth3547 4 роки тому +7176

    UA-cam: *We sad today.*
    Me: *Wh-*
    UA-cam: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY!*

  • @aoifemccann9926
    @aoifemccann9926 5 років тому +543

    *“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying”* damn 🥺

  • @aloeverasoup8054
    @aloeverasoup8054 3 роки тому +137

    i miss when i was young, wishing to live forever and live the best life.

    • @ayvariley
      @ayvariley 3 роки тому +2

      everyone grows up... as sad as it might be everyone goes through it. i promise you are loved and so many people care

  • @habibarahman5585
    @habibarahman5585 6 місяців тому +4

    Everyday feels the same.Has anyone also gone from crying everyday to now not being able to cry so you just stare bankly as no tears come out?and you just distract yourself every single day from the emptiness inside you.
    Im sorry to anyone who feels like this,you are so loved amd needed here even if you dont feel like it.please hang on❤

    • @Batman-qe7ig
      @Batman-qe7ig 4 місяці тому +1

      Yes when my ex of 4 years broke up with me out of the blue. She had told me very hurtful things that I wish no other man has to hear. She had told me she would start dating again right away if we were to break up. I cried on the phone asking her why is she breaking up with me and all she had to say was "I'm sorry your taking this harder then this needs to be". The rest of 2021 I cried everyday basically. Just going with the flow of life. Everything felt like a broken record because everyday was the same. Same routine just a new day. I would think about every hurtful statement she had made to me every day 24 hrs a day. Eventually I snapped out of it and got help because it was the only way to live a healthy life again and I hope you get help too❤

    • @habibarahman5585
      @habibarahman5585 4 місяці тому +1

      @@Batman-qe7ig thank youu and I'm sorry that happened to you,nobody deserves that and you deserve someone way better then her anyways. I'm glad that your better because she isn't worth crying over if she doesn't understand you and I'm glad your doing better now❤

  • @withyouoncherryave
    @withyouoncherryave 5 років тому +4000

    she’s hurting so much . i really hope she’s gonna be okay .

    • @marlene2743
      @marlene2743 5 років тому +130

      riley i know it makes me so sad that no one is helping her. she helps me sm and the fact that i can’t help her just makes me mad

    • @thenailgardenholt
      @thenailgardenholt 5 років тому +151

      She writes music like this as a way of coping and to help others cope. I’ve heard she’s a lot better than she used to be:) don’t worry, she’ll be okay

    • @azra9871
      @azra9871 5 років тому +44

      About a year ago she talked a lot about anxiety and depression but I think she’s alright now

    • @val7450
      @val7450 5 років тому +10

      before i liked it was a satan number. 3 sixes. so when i saw that i quickly liked. your welcome.

    • @karley6501
      @karley6501 5 років тому +6

      she's doing a lot better, her boyfriend has really made her happier...

  • @luacollins1010
    @luacollins1010 5 років тому +2140

    “I love you”
    “But I don’t want to”
    that hit me
    so so hard....

    • @g.i.t.m2740
      @g.i.t.m2740 4 роки тому +15

      Lua Collins I wished I couldn’t relate

    • @lmaolmao3878
      @lmaolmao3878 4 роки тому +19

      **ur depressed and u don't love urself**
      u: **pulls out a mirror, and looks @ urself and cries**
      u: "i love u, but i don't want to..."

    • @margauxtrolez8339
      @margauxtrolez8339 4 роки тому

      Lua Collins we are two 🥺

    • @justanrandomaccountonyt._.3236
      @justanrandomaccountonyt._.3236 4 роки тому

      Is it only me that had a Friend who everyone else also loves but when he did go everyone just moves on whit their life and I don’t know how.. and now I’m siting here. Depressed and lonely.. everyone else just move on and me I can’t even stop thinking of him.i just think I’m not strong enough to move on..

    • @emilycastillo4034
      @emilycastillo4034 4 роки тому

      for real I started crying at that part

  • @inas6984
    @inas6984 3 роки тому +65

    dad: "why are you acting like that everyday"
    me: u broke my heart before a boy could.

    • @Unknown-2.
      @Unknown-2. 3 роки тому +2

      Damn I get it I’m 17 my dad walked out 2 years ago he was my best friend he was the best father I could ask for but if he ever decides he’s coming back I’m not greeting him with a hug I’m gonna straight up punch him because the shit he put us through by leaving is unforgivable he’s dead to me anyway.

    • @inas6984
      @inas6984 3 роки тому +1

      @@Unknown-2. im so sorry.

    • @ibrahimkanaker5539
      @ibrahimkanaker5539 2 роки тому +1

      im a guy, and my mom did the same to me... maybe we'll be okay

  • @kammilawley
    @kammilawley 3 роки тому +161

    all i do is wake up, go to school, come back home, eat, sleep and its driving me insane like i don’t feel anything anymore

    • @Ayesha056.
      @Ayesha056. 3 роки тому +5

      I know this feeling but it’s okay trust me it’ll get better just stay strong

    • @ayvariley
      @ayvariley 3 роки тому +4

      please hold on, you are loved

    • @zoeyanimates874
      @zoeyanimates874 2 роки тому +4

      At least u aren't stuck in a car all day and hear ur parents arguing the whole time...

    • @kammilawley
      @kammilawley 2 роки тому +1

      @@Ayesha056. i love you

    • @kammilawley
      @kammilawley 2 роки тому +1

      @@ayvariley you are amazing i love you

  • @peachy8176
    @peachy8176 4 роки тому +550

    “The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying”
    That line hit hard..

  • @HappyGirlAndTheUnicornLove
    @HappyGirlAndTheUnicornLove 5 років тому +6709

    we all used to be losing our shit for sped up nightcore and now we're listening to slowed music. daycore?

    • @angelinaguseva8384
      @angelinaguseva8384 5 років тому +391

      erica deppressioncore

    • @kosukemiura1226
      @kosukemiura1226 5 років тому +285

      i call these morningcore because i listen to them at 3 am while crying

    • @ncncnc4725
      @ncncnc4725 4 роки тому +43

      - aesthetic_boi - Same sis I feel you

    • @MrBubleek
      @MrBubleek 4 роки тому +44

      its eveningcore

    • @conan_774
      @conan_774 4 роки тому +40

      I say it should be vice versa bc days are so short and nights are long even in the summer

  • @aliasbodyy
    @aliasbodyy 3 роки тому +67

    I love sleeping because I can't feel pain, I forget everything going on and I just dream, I get to escape reality, and I'm happy i can listen to this on repeat while I sleep

  • @Alice-ql4vh
    @Alice-ql4vh 3 роки тому +46

    Crazy how we went from saying "i love you" every night to never talking at all, in just one day.

  • @untorvard222
    @untorvard222 5 років тому +12376

    i've been crying a lot these days.

    • @user-iy4mr4qc3l
      @user-iy4mr4qc3l 5 років тому +129

      Same here :(

    • @untorvard222
      @untorvard222 5 років тому +116

      @@user-iy4mr4qc3l remember that you're not alone :')

    • @azra9871
      @azra9871 5 років тому +126

      Guys it’s gonna get better
      Trust me everyone goes thru this
      Just these little things that make u cry
      It’s ok to cry
      I love u❤️

    • @salmaramadhani7064
      @salmaramadhani7064 5 років тому +11

      Max JHOOPPPEEE

    • @angelplush4057
      @angelplush4057 5 років тому +32

      Max same for some weird reason. One day I cried like 5 or 6 times in a day. My mom says it’s hormones but I don’t think it is.

  • @reesek9929
    @reesek9929 4 роки тому +3924

    why is no one talking about "the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying"? that part always has me breaking to pieces :(

    • @georgiaf2491
      @georgiaf2491 4 роки тому +20

      same 💕

    • @acid_bxth
      @acid_bxth 4 роки тому +15

      YES YES YES

    • @sydney9885
      @sydney9885 4 роки тому +5

      reese kettlecorn ugh. I know..

    • @janeaguilar9201
      @janeaguilar9201 4 роки тому +11

      bro same it always hits me and ive listened to this song literally a million times.

    • @kayla5451
      @kayla5451 4 роки тому +4

      what does the lyric mean to you?

  • @thepedestriann
    @thepedestriann 3 роки тому +362

    i'm not depressed, i'm just dealing with a lot.

    • @lindseywooten3243
      @lindseywooten3243 2 роки тому +8

      Are you ok? remember you aren’t alone, i’m here if you need anyone

    • @thepedestriann
      @thepedestriann 2 роки тому +5

      @@lindseywooten3243 Oh, well..Thank you! :))

  • @inayakhan7598
    @inayakhan7598 3 роки тому +82

    It feels like yesterday when we were playing with dolls and watching kid shows then we end up with depression and anxiety and worrying about what Other people think just know you are not alone even though it feels like it there are people who love for just the way you are don’t change yourself for anyone else you are perfect the way you are!❤️

  • @onyyx777
    @onyyx777 5 років тому +13407

    god im so lonely
    i want to be with someone
    but at the same time i dont

    • @evizials
      @evizials 5 років тому +155

      omg me

    • @jamesforrey3042
      @jamesforrey3042 5 років тому +436

      You know what sucks? One of my friends said that she was alone, even though she has so many people that have her back all the time. One of my friends was talking to her when she was feeling down about a fight she had with another friend, and when my friend had to go, she asked if I could talk to her to make her feel better. She said she had no one, and I wanted to say so badly that she isn’t, but I just couldn’t for some reason. My fingers were frozen on the screen. She says she is alone, and it sort of makes me feel even worse because I’m even more lonely. None of my friends care enough to talk to me about my problems, and they say I’m an attention seeker when I just want to talk to someone. It breaks me down. If she is lonely, then what am I? I just want to have someone to talk to when I need to. But at the same time, I know it’s impossible. I’m ugly and stupid and just unlikeable, so I know that no one would ever like me. And it hurts to feel that way. It really does.

    • @onyyx777
      @onyyx777 5 років тому +80

      @@jamesforrey3042 thats relatable but know that im here for you and u are an amazing person and with so many talents and potentials and ur gonna do great things in the world!♥

    • @jamesforrey3042
      @jamesforrey3042 5 років тому +64

      Thanks, I appreciate that. But don’t worry about it. I’ve dealt with it for a while so I’m used to it now. I wish it was different, but I don’t like to linger on he past for too long. Thank you, though

    • @onyyx777
      @onyyx777 5 років тому +34

      @@jamesforrey3042 ur gonna make some amazing friends in the future! I know u will

  • @Julia-zu8dy
    @Julia-zu8dy 3 роки тому +1844

    I want to cry.
    I want to yell out all of my pain.
    But I can't cry.
    I can't pick up words for the pain.

    • @ShiroDubz
      @ShiroDubz 3 роки тому +8

      i made a song with your name :) *hugs*

    • @Julia-zu8dy
      @Julia-zu8dy 3 роки тому +2

      @@ShiroDubz whoa what?? :0 I'll try check it out after school

    • @Julia-zu8dy
      @Julia-zu8dy 3 роки тому +1

      @Ok boomer Fight me i automatically respect you not because of the 69 likes but because you also have a peppa pig pfp

    • @4ronniee
      @4ronniee 3 роки тому +3

      I want to do that to I want to scream in pain but everyone is here with me. I promise I’ll do it on day.

    • @isabellaalderete5458
      @isabellaalderete5458 3 роки тому +4

      I can't cry cuz of my parents :)

  • @user-hl6dz8rm7w
    @user-hl6dz8rm7w 3 роки тому +170

    People on the comment section are maybe explaining how they wished they werent depressed or sharing their story but I'm here missing the time when math didn't drag the alphabet with it

  • @haileykapo1341
    @haileykapo1341 3 роки тому +75

    her voice makes me feel safe and loved.

  • @nadine9018
    @nadine9018 4 роки тому +3370

    *me crying in my dark room at like 3 am*
    AD POPS UP: Do you want new deodorant? Well, we got -
    *me skipping the ad*
    *me realising that the ad ruined my mood*
    *me getting pissed*
    *me writing this comment*

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +23

      Nadine Mehanna hope you’re doing okay love

    • @nykkieofficial
      @nykkieofficial 4 роки тому +40

      Me using an AdBlocker
      outstanding move

    • @stephaniee._26
      @stephaniee._26 4 роки тому +13

      MOOD

    • @whirrvr
      @whirrvr 4 роки тому +2

      MadBr0tchen what adblocker do you use? I really need it.

    • @nykkieofficial
      @nykkieofficial 4 роки тому +1

      @@whirrvr uBlock Origin 1.18.6 on firefox

  • @jasminemarie6855
    @jasminemarie6855 4 роки тому +483

    the worst mistake i've ever made was loving someone else before i chose to love myself.

    • @harrisonissocat5848
      @harrisonissocat5848 4 роки тому +4

      Positive Minds that happen to me, I can totally relate.

    • @brittanybritt1817
      @brittanybritt1817 4 роки тому +1

      Feeeellllttt

    • @jeremiahhddd6399
      @jeremiahhddd6399 4 роки тому +1

      yess:"

    • @marlenmurga8911
      @marlenmurga8911 4 роки тому +1

      Me too.

    • @chloe-dr4rk
      @chloe-dr4rk 4 роки тому +6

      Positive Minds it’s when you think they will fix you, but they never do and you’re more likely to just hurt them more too. there’s no such thing as your missing piece, no one will fix these deep rooted issues like mental health issues on their own but i always rely everything on them being able to

  • @Minxxie__
    @Minxxie__ 3 роки тому +76

    “ you cant do anything right ”
    “ stop getting emotional ”
    “ your too nice ”
    Well im sorry because im on the tip of a iceberg

  • @myerscoded
    @myerscoded 3 роки тому +78

    i want my grandpa back. give him back.
    there was no warning, he’s just gone.

    • @lindseywooten3243
      @lindseywooten3243 2 роки тому +6

      Im sorry for your loss. He loves you and he’s proud of you for pushing through. keep going for him, stay strong because even though i don’t know you or i didn’t know him i still know that’s what he would’ve wanted. for you to keep going and live your life. keep making him proud❤️

    • @catherincosta6114
      @catherincosta6114 2 роки тому +3

      Im soo sorry for your loss 😭💞im sure he is watching u and protecting u from heaven 💕🥰and he is sooo proud trust me !!

    • @zoeyanimates874
      @zoeyanimates874 2 роки тому +1

      Heh... I'm sorry for your loss I had a great grandma but she also passed away.. I was too scared to look at her cuz she was sick and so skinny... I remember she gave me a doll one day.. I was so happy that time but I probably burnt it at the age of 9 because I thought I was too old to play with dolls..... I wish I told her I loved her... I wish I was brave enough to face her and tell her how I wanted to see her... I wish I could hug her... I wish I could taste her sweet strawberries again.... But she is gone now.. I can't do anything except feel guilty...

    • @ribbonsinmyhair
      @ribbonsinmyhair 2 роки тому +1

      same.

  • @Ai-uj4xu
    @Ai-uj4xu 5 років тому +12064

    I'm in my room, almost midnight, everyone else is asleep. It feels like the time has stopped.
    It's comforting to not worry about life, money, anything. Right now I want you to know that you are loved. Sleep tight. Tomorrow will be better, stay strong my angel.

    • @cherylbj3068
      @cherylbj3068 5 років тому +104

      I’m not special or anything.

    • @TehSkeletonKing187
      @TehSkeletonKing187 5 років тому +68

      I love you too

    • @jessross3925
      @jessross3925 5 років тому +191

      Im crying even more than I was before. I don’t even know you but those words mean everything to me.

    • @arlo1305
      @arlo1305 5 років тому +52

      It’s 12:05am May 19th 2019 and I relate to Billie so much and the slowed version are more calmer and it feels like time has stopped

    • @emmie3069
      @emmie3069 5 років тому +13

      Cheryl Bj oh but you are

  • @alister_valkrum6715
    @alister_valkrum6715 4 роки тому +686

    I feel like a background character in my own movie😕 I feel like I’m just here for no reason what so ever

    • @carlyskanberg3272
      @carlyskanberg3272 3 роки тому +7

      You’re destined to someday be happy, if it’s not now that’s okay so just wait for it :)

    • @shayalay2595
      @shayalay2595 3 роки тому +5

      Honestly like, I had such a carefree attitude but now I’m just…existing

    • @oliviadehaan3314
      @oliviadehaan3314 3 роки тому +2

      same bro🥺

    • @dearbhlaoconnell7379
      @dearbhlaoconnell7379 3 роки тому +3

      Same I feel like the world revolvs around literally everyone else and I’m just in a little bubble by myself away from all the happy and fun

    • @unibyuu4037
      @unibyuu4037 3 роки тому +3

      maybe the movie hasnt started yet 🤔

  • @ssaragall
    @ssaragall 2 роки тому +36

    This hits hard when you realise the one you love doesn't exist.
    At the point that you can imagine him/her touching your skin but then your mom knocks at your door and you notice everything was just a dream.
    But why it has to be a dream? Nobody told us we are living in the right reality, maybe the dreams are the right reality.

  • @DianaJules
    @DianaJules 3 роки тому +17

    I miss being happy and I’m so sick of pretending I’m okay. It sucks when you realize you aren’t as important to someone then you thought you were.

  • @dxllette6117
    @dxllette6117 4 роки тому +10487

    everyone in the comments: crying about losing a significant other
    me: crying about losing the person I used to be

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +121

      gromit I love u

    • @stephaniee._26
      @stephaniee._26 4 роки тому +239

      honestly same i was so happy and carefree exactly a year ago and idk how my world fell apart

    • @gaiacasolo6579
      @gaiacasolo6579 4 роки тому +49

      I feel you ❤️

    • @keira270
      @keira270 4 роки тому +52

      you - can u read my mind?

    • @Laura-rq3lm
      @Laura-rq3lm 4 роки тому +11

      your profile pic is a big mood

  • @lovebotcalum
    @lovebotcalum 5 років тому +9065

    billie eilish makes me feel some type of way. i genuinely hope she’s okay.

    • @ehenebery
      @ehenebery 5 років тому +358

      i’ve been worrying about her a bit cause most of her new songs are bit sad and suicidal and stuff

    • @genaives3140
      @genaives3140 5 років тому +189

      @@ehenebery All of her songs are mostly like that, but I've also been worrying. I really hope she's okay.

    • @FIowerry
      @FIowerry 5 років тому +36

      HARRY

    • @FIowerry
      @FIowerry 5 років тому +15

      And same

    • @aya-ii2yy
      @aya-ii2yy 5 років тому +78

      2 songs from here new album were talking about quitting the first one was called goodbye and the other one listen before I go

  • @iiris4
    @iiris4 3 роки тому +22

    the worst thing is when you are so broken that you can't even cry

  • @moodymoe100
    @moodymoe100 2 роки тому +46

    2022 and I still cry to this when I'm feeling down. It takes me to a dark ,quiet place in my mind 😩🕳

  • @zoes3661
    @zoes3661 5 років тому +2363

    *this is just a daily reminder of my feelings for her that I don't want anymore. It's beautiful, but it hurts so bad.*

    • @chip-sama2340
      @chip-sama2340 5 років тому +14

      Zoe McDowell feeling are bullshit friend I wish you luck

    • @carolinecassis4110
      @carolinecassis4110 5 років тому +20

      damn, i’m straight and im feeling things too😭 i don’t wanna

    • @xzlenn9868
      @xzlenn9868 5 років тому +13

      I can’t tell if it’s the song that’s making me sad or the fact that your profile picture is Allura and I really miss her

    • @hudajavaid7848
      @hudajavaid7848 5 років тому +8

      SAME I DONT NO WHAT THESE FEELINGS ARE BUT I HATE IT

    • @skinnylegendmp4
      @skinnylegendmp4 5 років тому +3

      Zoe McDowell samee

  • @eds2366
    @eds2366 4 роки тому +5017

    Anyone else go to school and smile. And laugh. But when they get home all they do is cry? Cry until you parents call you out for dinner, then go back to endless sobbing? Cause it feels lonely.

    • @paige259
      @paige259 4 роки тому +114

      Yep you have to put your fake face on and prented everything's ok when it's not

    • @scedgybaby
      @scedgybaby 4 роки тому +23

      Something about that is concerning, and if this continues I recommend therapy.

    • @angeliquebruno4330
      @angeliquebruno4330 4 роки тому +27

      It really hurts when you are called and have to continue to hide so no one worries

    • @mimicatmoon
      @mimicatmoon 4 роки тому +13

      SunnySet TV my mother has therapy for her anger and I can really tell it’s helping her. If you’re ever in a bad spot please, please, please talk to somebody you love and trust or find a therapist! ❤️🥰

    • @kierabaker1014
      @kierabaker1014 4 роки тому +3

      i'll join your lonely sobbing

  • @enditplease7665
    @enditplease7665 3 роки тому +34

    Do you know the feeling when you want to cry but you can’t, so you just feel how your whole body switched positions inside of you more intense then when you used to cry. So you just sit on your bed feeling and seeing your world fall apart???
    Don’t worry...you’re not alone ^^

    • @SHINR__
      @SHINR__ 3 роки тому

      I am, but ok.

  • @iamsleepy_y
    @iamsleepy_y 3 роки тому +8

    the title: i love you
    the thumbnail: im lonely
    the comments: supportive
    me: *n o i c e*

  • @bumblebly
    @bumblebly 3 роки тому +1868

    nobody:
    me singing this while crying:
    i love yoooOUOOUOOououOUOU

    • @kiyah4362
      @kiyah4362 3 роки тому +8

      LMAOOOO same

    • @rodrickrulerz
      @rodrickrulerz 3 роки тому +1

      me 😌

    • @tjnapier4549
      @tjnapier4549 3 роки тому +2

      Omg my dry broken out cheeks just smiled including my tears.lmaoooo

    • @m1sc0nc3pt10n
      @m1sc0nc3pt10n 3 роки тому +4

      me, not being able to cry and just sitting in the corner, alone, in the cold and dark, feeling how i am breaking inside, but i cant do anything abt it

    • @idontevenknowlol9141
      @idontevenknowlol9141 3 роки тому

      not nobody

  • @dan-yn1uv
    @dan-yn1uv 4 роки тому +658

    me + my loneliness + my feelings + my period
    don't try this at home kids

    • @moonbathed
      @moonbathed 4 роки тому +5

      Yo same😂

    • @esturioa
      @esturioa 4 роки тому +9

      I can’t. Try. It’s. An. Instinct. ^_^

    • @kelseylerke8891
      @kelseylerke8891 4 роки тому +5

      *Insert Lenny Face* oh honey I’m gonna be like this may 17th

    • @luv._rosi
      @luv._rosi 4 роки тому +5

      *Insert Lenny Face* omg I literally relate like right this moment.

    • @courtneyadriennejessup5436
      @courtneyadriennejessup5436 4 роки тому +8

      sis im on my period right now, and i just smoked. im now crying while eating dry cereal because my brother finished the milk.

  • @Kk_kateriana
    @Kk_kateriana 3 роки тому +100

    Me: Balling my eyes out while falling a sleep
    Ad: Do you have chronic back pain
    Me: No I have chronic depression now leave me alone 🙄

  • @antoniakupersmid9746
    @antoniakupersmid9746 3 роки тому +10

    i love how her voice in the second chorus (3:10) only starts building up until she's nearly screaming, it just makes me feel some type of way

  • @brynnvura
    @brynnvura 4 роки тому +2561

    everyone in the comments: crying over a loved one or significant other
    me: "crying isn't like you" realizing im crying because i lost my happy, loving, innocent self.

    • @mikachu5263
      @mikachu5263 4 роки тому +57

      yeah, i miss my childhood when I was genuinely happy. now I have to force myself to smile when really all I wanna do is cry. things will get better, maybe not now but soon, kay? I promise. I want to you to get through this and say “I made it, it’s been rough but I’m here...I’m happy”

    • @brynnvura
      @brynnvura 4 роки тому +10

      @@mikachu5263 thank you so much!! 🥺💞 seriously, that really helps. I always wanna be happy and really really try to be and i know i can get their!! it's just a rough time right now and things will get better. thank you for helping me realizing it :)

    • @mikachu5263
      @mikachu5263 4 роки тому +3

      Brynn Vura anytime

    • @0veyturte851
      @0veyturte851 4 роки тому +10

      Same. And I didn't just lose myslef. I lost everything.

    • @brynnvura
      @brynnvura 4 роки тому +3

      @@0veyturte851 if you ever need to talk to someone im here :(

  • @kpopgossip5101
    @kpopgossip5101 4 роки тому +7748

    this song + pitch black room + laying in bed + crying = perfect.

    • @sabberwabber
      @sabberwabber 4 роки тому +81

      It really is perfect

    • @Monkewithnopants
      @Monkewithnopants 4 роки тому +100

      I’m laying on my floor... I think I lost it

    • @findingsasa6359
      @findingsasa6359 4 роки тому +38

      But its not perfect , and you know its not...

    • @laurenwilkerson8240
      @laurenwilkerson8240 4 роки тому +5

      terrible.

    • @emichann3860
      @emichann3860 4 роки тому +44

      For me: this song + late night + lighten candle + starring at the moon + thinking of my ex bestfriend = blissful sadness

  • @jixsungiee
    @jixsungiee 3 роки тому +31

    "You know what I wish for my birthday?"
    "No?"
    "The old mandy, the happy one"
    I wish i could give you that..

    • @ayvariley
      @ayvariley 3 роки тому +1

      so many people care about you, i love you

  • @kciee6258
    @kciee6258 2 роки тому +13

    The fact Billie was only 17 when singing this song…she’s so talented. Although, this song makes me so sad though :’(

  • @virsacei
    @virsacei 5 років тому +259

    I’m not crying, you are.
    my eyes are peeing, that’s all.

    • @nikvspx
      @nikvspx 5 років тому +4

      I’m 2 broke 2 meet BTS I was sad but this comment made me burst with laughter 🤣🤣🤣

    • @heylol3307
      @heylol3307 4 роки тому +6

      BAHAH I WAS SOBBING THEN I COUGHED AND STARTED CACKLING AND CHOKING ON AIR LDMEKEJEJ

  • @maevoshea9046
    @maevoshea9046 5 років тому +3173

    Why are the slowed down versions of songs always so much better than the original?
    Edit: thanks for all the likes!

    • @maevoshea9046
      @maevoshea9046 5 років тому +10

      Amara Weaver that’s so true!

    • @vanessanaglovska5471
      @vanessanaglovska5471 5 років тому +15

      Hi bc theyre sadder somehow and I also love sad songs so yeah

    • @Sara-cf8xf
      @Sara-cf8xf 5 років тому +4

      Maev O'Shea coz it sounds more like someone talking his feelings

    • @nym5259
      @nym5259 5 років тому +12

      you tryna disrespect my girl billie?😤

    • @maevoshea9046
      @maevoshea9046 5 років тому +6

      kmbrly ekaas not at all! I love the original as well!

  • @negar006
    @negar006 3 роки тому +16

    I remember when I listened to this everyday 3 years ago and it always HIT HARD 😭

  • @karina-be2dh
    @karina-be2dh 3 роки тому +14

    love is a scary feeling, heartbreak is the scariest.

  • @oriannarojas1650
    @oriannarojas1650 3 роки тому +394

    honestly, it’s so exhausting to smile or laugh

    • @bettygrimes4612
      @bettygrimes4612 3 роки тому +1

      Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you

    • @viki6351
      @viki6351 3 роки тому

      good thing i have been practicing since i was 10 :)
      I'm 14...

    • @sadistfactory_
      @sadistfactory_ 3 роки тому +1

      I forgot how to laugh..it all sounds fake something really funny has to happen for me to muster up a smile at all..

  • @eve9510
    @eve9510 3 роки тому +2156

    i’m sick of caring
    i’m sick of the world right now
    i’m sick of feeling alone
    i’m sick of boredom
    i’m sick of feeling numb
    i’m sick of not telling anyone how i feel
    i’m sick of not being confident in myself
    i’m sick of hate and negativity
    i’m sick of stereotypes
    i’m sick of my life
    i just want to start over again
    edit: i love you, more than the world. let your feelings out, but remember i love you, if not anyone else. stay with me and the world, there is so much here for you, love. trust me, you wanna see the future. stay with me. i love you.

    • @jaleahoxley1752
      @jaleahoxley1752 3 роки тому +24

      You don’t kno how hard this hit I always feel like this 🥺

    • @mursal1099
      @mursal1099 3 роки тому +12

      This hit to hard I don’t want to restart I want to end this for good

    • @impossibleyetexisting569
      @impossibleyetexisting569 3 роки тому +8

      This hit so hard I felt like replying to a comment saying "Let's play Russian roulette. Last person standing loses."
      I LOVE hiding my pain with humor

    • @j3bidk
      @j3bidk 3 роки тому +3

      I just want to start over🥺 but that will never happen....

    • @kadoodles7645
      @kadoodles7645 3 роки тому +10

      please stay. it sounds really stupid and dumb but i really do love you without even knowing you personally. I need you to know that things will get better. my mom always talks to be about how you should always know that everything you feel is temporary. Good or Bad. So the feeling your feeling might feel like it's never going to end but it will. i promise it will. you truly can't start over again but that's okay. you don't need to restart. you can always reshape your life to something that can make you feel happier. one thing to start making you feel happier is to start to tell yourself how worthy you are to at least one person in this world. To me at least. I really do care about you. If your starting to feel bored and maybe useless of yourself do something useful. Maybe start by doing a little bit of cleaning around you. Take in the fact that you are a blessing to be right here on this earth. even with all the crap in the world you are apart of what gives this world a little bit of hope and happiness. I'm happy to have you on this earth. and i need you to sink in the fact that there is hope. don't read this like it's nothing. focus on each word and realize i mean this from the bottom of my heart. If you ever want to just have a deep conversation let me know because i'm always here to talk. i love you very much.

  • @wtrdcl
    @wtrdcl 3 роки тому +13

    *The happiest moment of my Life*
    I discovered i was sick and losing my memory in the beggining of the year .. So my mom, every night, started playing slowed Billie Elish songs untill i fall sleep.
    I asked why, and she said: "Her voice sounds like an angel. It calms me down"... *Me too mom. I love you*

    • @rxsvie
      @rxsvie 2 роки тому

      Aw sweet mom right there I hope u have a good life with a healthy fam

  • @TowerdefenseRules
    @TowerdefenseRules 2 роки тому +9

    I sometimes wish I was never born sometimes I feel like there's nothing left for me to lose

  • @october9299
    @october9299 5 років тому +35778

    i 👏 should 👏 not 👏 be 👏 listening 👏 to 👏 sad 👏 songs 👏 in 👏 my 👏 current 👏 state 👏 of 👏 mind 👏 right 👏 now 👏

  • @elianasewellsgf
    @elianasewellsgf 5 років тому +17779

    This is how many people cried to this song
    🔽

  • @roinalatu3249
    @roinalatu3249 3 роки тому +11

    Who else has been crying for hours now?

  • @cynthiaaguilar601
    @cynthiaaguilar601 3 роки тому +24

    "I want to be alone, not feel alone"

  • @bitter669
    @bitter669 4 роки тому +5429

    Mom walks in on me crying
    “Uhm are you okay”
    “Yeah, a person died on this show I was watching that’s all,”
    “uh...okay”
    I don’t know why I feel ashamed to cry, sometimes in so emotionless, It hurts if that makes sense...
    it’s sad how many people get this..get some rest okay?... work things out in the morning...

    • @salablav
      @salablav 4 роки тому +42

      i feel that

    • @umhi3692
      @umhi3692 4 роки тому +25

      I feel u

    • @lichee9172
      @lichee9172 4 роки тому +13

      Yeah...

    • @-graymatter-6538
      @-graymatter-6538 4 роки тому +51

      Same, maybe because people are forced to be "strong" even tho everyone needs to be emotional sometimes.

    • @jungkookielover2818
      @jungkookielover2818 4 роки тому +20

      Ok but like I was reading comments after crying then I saw this why do I feel like crying againnnn😢😢

  • @gracetort3755
    @gracetort3755 4 роки тому +412

    I dont want to die. I wish I never existed so no one would have to be sad if i disappeared. Im only here because I dont want to hurt them.

    • @aimeegreen6407
      @aimeegreen6407 3 роки тому +6

      me too :/

    • @dianag1538
      @dianag1538 3 роки тому +3

      Dont worry things will get better 💖 just have hope I promise

    • @itzkamii304
      @itzkamii304 3 роки тому +6

      I understand u but don't stay here for them, stay here for you, because you're the only thing that matters

    • @allibee9854
      @allibee9854 3 роки тому +3

      I can relate 100%...

    • @gracetort3755
      @gracetort3755 3 роки тому +2

      kamila Saenz y’all are so nice 😭😭😭 thank youuuu!

  • @0andioop980
    @0andioop980 3 роки тому +3

    I love crying to this song

  • @triinuvaldner
    @triinuvaldner 3 роки тому +38

    if i had 5 minutes left to live, i would listen to this song

  • @avelynnoelle555
    @avelynnoelle555 4 роки тому +860

    *so many breakdowns, so many attacks, i can’t do it anymore* 🥺.

    • @suttonknight1010
      @suttonknight1010 4 роки тому +35

      i believe in you, keep going

    • @urmum6970
      @urmum6970 4 роки тому +26

      noo bby, it will get better! stay alive you’re worth it, we love you,

    • @avelynnoelle555
      @avelynnoelle555 4 роки тому +11

      nyla- awe omg thank you so much, i love you too🥺

    • @avelynnoelle555
      @avelynnoelle555 4 роки тому +8

      Sutton Knight thank you sm🥺

    • @suttonknight1010
      @suttonknight1010 4 роки тому +9

      @@avelynnoelle555 of course, we all have tough times (or maybe even lives) and just a little positivity can go such a long way, I hope you have a good day

  • @j444ssi
    @j444ssi 4 роки тому +548

    _hey , its okay_
    _:) ily_

    • @petia4925
      @petia4925 4 роки тому +6

      well it may not be okay now but i sure hope it will be at some point:) ly too jess

    • @Yara-us5ey
      @Yara-us5ey 4 роки тому +2

      he didn't mean to say that he loved me

    • @empii1142
      @empii1142 4 роки тому +2

      𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙤𝙤 ;𝙬;

    • @nadinebieder9584
      @nadinebieder9584 4 роки тому +1

      Liaaaar

    • @mia.1041
      @mia.1041 4 роки тому +3

      🥺

  • @okeh-8274
    @okeh-8274 3 роки тому +6

    "The smile that you gave me even tho you felt you like dying" that one hit hard for me

  • @w1tch_blades
    @w1tch_blades 2 роки тому +3

    "the smile that you gave me, even though you felt like dyin'."
    i never thought id understand that one

  • @valen4339
    @valen4339 4 роки тому +2996

    *when you think of that person while listening to this song so it just hits different*

    • @val3ntinaa.668
      @val3ntinaa.668 4 роки тому +54

      im in front of my mom right now, and i wanna burst into tears but i just can’t. she’ll worry too much, and i don’t want her to. i don’t want to explain everything and that one person that makes me smile. its him. i know it. i love him and i hate it but i love it. my mom doesn’t know anything about it. she’ll think im acting childish. maybe i am. im just scared and worried.

    • @Morning_Glories
      @Morning_Glories 4 роки тому +7

      @@val3ntinaa.668 Dude im sorry..I feel the same way. This girl treats me and my bestie like crap and did somthing i dont even wanna say..now shes not even texting us and this all happened two days ago. And its my fault.

    • @Simon-sj3ov
      @Simon-sj3ov 4 роки тому +2

      al0e v3ra ikr

    • @aliveslurp
      @aliveslurp 4 роки тому +7

      im thinking about my girlfriend who broke up with me today but it was for the best since we both didn't want problems with my parents since im lesbian and they don't really support the LGBT+ and it broke my heart since I love her a lot and i can't stop crying and i can't stop thinking of her and the more i think about her the more it hurts me knowing we aren't together anymore...

    • @tanakaxoxo
      @tanakaxoxo 4 роки тому +4

      @@val3ntinaa.668 i mean, atleast you have a mom :)

  • @sunny-4593
    @sunny-4593 5 років тому +604

    I Love You is one of the few songs that has ever made me cry.

    • @heartshapedradio
      @heartshapedradio 5 років тому +3

      Lana and the Ocean Eyes Diamonds crying isn’t like you
      ooooooh lol

    • @ididntlie1272
      @ididntlie1272 5 років тому +2

      same, along with listen before i go

    • @taeqzuree4711
      @taeqzuree4711 5 років тому +3

      my sensitive ass can't relate bc i cry at every sad song.

  • @user-kx6mh8yr3p
    @user-kx6mh8yr3p 3 роки тому +24

    I just noticed how this song fits pefectly when having a comfort character. You love them but you don't want to because you know the truth. You don't want to get attached to them badly because you know they don't exist :(

  • @kylieknightly7938
    @kylieknightly7938 3 роки тому +12

    My best friend, a person that could calm me down, make me smile, comfort me for everything that worried my troubled mind, wipe my tears, put a smile on my face, lit up my whole world if she wanted. She loved this song and that's why thit was the song she ended everything with. I love yall in the comments ⚫👄⚫

  • @lilyd6148
    @lilyd6148 4 роки тому +323

    i remember the first time i listened to this and what a bad state i was
    now look at me
    back in that same state

    • @carlyskanberg3272
      @carlyskanberg3272 3 роки тому +1

      And over the same girl :’)

    • @_alexfoster
      @_alexfoster 3 роки тому +3

      I hope you can get better it helps to be kind to others, that makes a lot of people happy, you only get one life, make the best out of the short time we have left

    • @Hi-uv7nn
      @Hi-uv7nn 3 роки тому +3

      F0573R I’m so kind to litterally everyone but no one treats me the same

    • @_alexfoster
      @_alexfoster 3 роки тому +1

      Me wait for the best, and Dortmund yourself with kinder people

    • @leila9191
      @leila9191 3 роки тому +2

      same here

  • @julierosenkilde8712
    @julierosenkilde8712 4 роки тому +375

    I just feel like i’m not actually here, i’m just here for others enjoyment. I hate it when im alone but i also hate it when i’m with others.
    I feel as if i’m watching a movie about my life without actually being a part of it.

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +4

      JOABYFC I love you bub it’ll get better I’m always here. Tomorrow will be better angel

    • @h4rryskiwi556
      @h4rryskiwi556 4 роки тому +3

      This is exactly how I feel wth ... but don’t give up cuz I didn’t... i love you 💕

    • @Forg-__-
      @Forg-__- 4 роки тому +3

      OMG I THOUGHT THAT WAS JUST ME

    • @sierraperry8049
      @sierraperry8049 4 роки тому +2

      i hope you're doing better.

    • @maya-mm5fs
      @maya-mm5fs 4 роки тому +3

      JOABYFC I feel you on a whole other level

  • @gothmothgod89
    @gothmothgod89 3 роки тому +4

    i feel like all of you need to read this right now:
    despite how it feels right now, you're worth it. you're a good person. feeling bad or numb or however you feel right now is valid. you are valid, even when you're sad. you aren't a burden, you aren't annoying, you aren't lazy. you are trying your best and i guarantee there are people who see that and appreciate it. you deserve to let yourself feel good. i hope it gets better despite the pain, you deserve it.

  • @paulas.386
    @paulas.386 3 роки тому +9

    My teacher once said ' most people don't mean it when they say "I love you" ' than she proceeded to say 'please if you are going to say " I love you" than use it when you mean it ' and now I'm going to do as she told my class to do I LOVE YOU YOU ARE WORTH IT❤❤❤

  • @sanriolver
    @sanriolver 4 роки тому +1148

    “we fall apart as it gets dark”
    relate.

  • @tahiya8935
    @tahiya8935 4 роки тому +547

    imagine listening to this while reading those old, cute, fun late night texts.. woah

  • @everythingaccordingtoellie3056
    @everythingaccordingtoellie3056 3 роки тому +4

    honestly, I don't know what has gotten into me....I was so happy

  • @mocaramelqwq7359
    @mocaramelqwq7359 3 роки тому +19

    Forcing myself to cry
    Just to feel something
    Cuz if i dont
    I wont feel anything
    And that is
    Something i dont
    want to happen

    • @elmawaseem6465
      @elmawaseem6465 3 роки тому

      But
      Isn't not feeling anything,
      Better then feeling
      Pain?

  • @onlyangel2892
    @onlyangel2892 4 роки тому +678

    i just wanna feel something. i’m tired of making emotions up in my head. the happiness, the sadness, the love, the fear.. nothing feels real. i’m tired of this emptiness

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 4 роки тому +1

      only angel you’re worth so much love. Tomorrow will be better angel

    • @ellam3932
      @ellam3932 4 роки тому +14

      like you’re clueless all the time, you don’t cry, but you don’t feel like smiling either. i don’t know what i’m doing at this point..

    • @user-ug9vd5or2s
      @user-ug9vd5or2s 4 роки тому +1

      Same girl

    • @justanothersingingchannel5345
      @justanothersingingchannel5345 4 роки тому +2

      I just want to feel something other than pain...

    • @maneater1236
      @maneater1236 4 роки тому +1

      Me too

  • @selina7915
    @selina7915 3 роки тому +2295

    Everyone: crying to this song
    Me: not being able to cry?

    • @billiedelrey
      @billiedelrey 3 роки тому +41

      Same here

    • @nitsugapeck8801
      @nitsugapeck8801 3 роки тому +36

      d a n g - that hit hard-

    • @theodoremiller8223
      @theodoremiller8223 3 роки тому +80

      me too, no matter how much i want to i can't, the tears just don't come, ever.

    • @amongusoop9140
      @amongusoop9140 3 роки тому +19

      ur not alone..... i can relate

    • @quac.1126
      @quac.1126 3 роки тому +16

      i can’t cry either... it’s hard to cry.

  • @ghinabouezz4774
    @ghinabouezz4774 2 роки тому +1

    The pain in her voice, the little breaths she takes during the song cuz she almost can breath, billie is a legend . And really hits you somewhere were you didn’t even know it ACTUALLY hurt

  • @anmaraggel1704
    @anmaraggel1704 3 роки тому +81

    Everyone: crying over their ex
    Me: crying at even the thought of my grandparents dying
    It just hits hard man...

    • @laetitiaauger9400
      @laetitiaauger9400 3 роки тому +4

      My grandmother died of a cancer. She died all alone in the hospital. I could not go see her because of Covid. Yeah it hits hard.

    • @laetitiaauger9400
      @laetitiaauger9400 3 роки тому +4

      I wish I could have told her "I love you" for a last time

    • @Sofi-tn4qe
      @Sofi-tn4qe 3 роки тому +2

      @@laetitiaauger9400, It’s hurts asf, I’m sorry:(

    • @myerscoded
      @myerscoded 3 роки тому +3

      I always cried at the thought.
      Now I can cry about the real thing.
      :).... :(

    • @kiranlynn9432
      @kiranlynn9432 3 роки тому +1

      awwww im so sorry

  • @AyaAhmed04
    @AyaAhmed04 4 роки тому +793

    Am I the only one who loves to feel sad it's like I am getting used to it so all I do is listening to sad songs and cry and be alone and no one notices how sad I feel so it makes feel even more sad and u feel like no one is here for u but u r here for everyone.....

  • @melodyarkell4143
    @melodyarkell4143 3 роки тому +4027

    I’m tired of people thinking im okay.
    (edit) hi guys for me its 11 months later, im still here. things r better im just tired, but things keep moving. I love you guys and u all deserve to feel again. this was the one of the worst moments of my life, and after so many setbacks I still made it. im still going but im doing better. you guys are everything, you may thing these are just words, but there not. believe me I was in the end of what I thought was my life, but that was something my brain said so much that I ended it up believing it. I'm glad your still here.
    p.s I go by max now
    - max
    Hey everyone !
    I made it to 2022 and I’m hella proud of myself. All of yall should be 2, u guys are all strong AF and I really believe that u all deserve the world. Goodluck everyone. May ur life be forever in ur favour!
    - max
    hi guys this is the last time im going to update it because ill probably forget but I wanted to say something. I am in recovery, 2 months clean. therapy is going well and im on meds which are working. things really are falling into place. and whilst every day is still hard, and whilst I still think about disappearing, I have changed so much. met some new people and of course there were setbacks but you know what.. OF COURSE THERE GONNA BE SETBACKS!! that's how this stuff works. I might try and update this again, or make a reddit or something- ik I dont know any of you guys but I feel like maybe I could help some of you or you me. my snap is m4x.s47 need anything at all dm me. and this is gonna sound so fucking cheesy but bro I learnt to fucking love myself, my flaws, my insecurities I just learned to not really give a fuck, because you know what proved that to me, how much ive changed in the last year or so. if I can do it, believe me you can too. its difficult but once you learn to love yourself, outside love from others is something nice, but not something you feel like you need to keep going. I promise it will get better bby. lots of love,
    - max
    Thought i should update this again !!
    Ur guys comments are so overwhelming to me. I went thru some pretty tuff bullying at college, lost a lot of friends recently. Even at 18 people can be rough. The point is, when you loose people, take notice of the ones that you actually miss. It’s hard, and I have felt rough hear and there. I am very proud of myself to say i am 110 days clean, and i will keep going. When i wrote that original comment, i was recently in mental unit. And since then, shit has been really hard, but its also been great. I’ve met people ill never forget, but the more important part is, i love myself now. And i can genuinely say that. I am doing well, got some good people around me, ive got a long term boyfriend, because i finally trust myself in relationships. Nothing will ever be perfect, but it can be damn near be. It does get better. It really does. And i know you have probably heard a therapist say that, or a teacher, a friend, a colleague. But for real, and im not saying my word carries anymore weight than anymore, but often the people that say that don’t know. I have been sober from drug abuse for nearly a year now. And im still gonna keep fucking counting. We all have this. And remember, when people say that you should thank others for recovery, and whilst some people can be there and have helped. It’s up to you, and I know that you guys are gonna do amazing. Love you all, and will be here whenever.
    M4x.s47@gmail.com
    Hit me up if u need!
    And to anyone who has anything negative to say, they don’t care, why is it there problem. It’s not, and your heard, and i care about you.

    • @bettygrimes4612
      @bettygrimes4612 3 роки тому +43

      Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you

    • @melodyarkell4143
      @melodyarkell4143 3 роки тому +13

      @@myreenn thank you so much, means the world to me, same for you. :)

    • @elliebryant340
      @elliebryant340 3 роки тому +8

      me too. do you need someone to talk too? we love you okay?

    • @melodyarkell4143
      @melodyarkell4143 3 роки тому +8

      @@elliebryant340 thanks so much, I’m already talking to someone but thank you so much for asking, I hope ur good

    • @videosbyrose5986
      @videosbyrose5986 3 роки тому +5

      Same but at the same time talking to people about how I feel makes me feel so selfish so I just keep it all to myself

  • @notme1603
    @notme1603 2 роки тому +6

    im not crying, im just wondering whats in that ocean...

  • @fezzz8234
    @fezzz8234 2 роки тому +3

    "the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying" haha pain

    • @newnamecauseofschool3323
      @newnamecauseofschool3323 2 роки тому

      “I ran out hot cheetoes and I wanna fucking end it” haha pain

    • @fezzz8234
      @fezzz8234 2 роки тому +1

      @@newnamecauseofschool3323 im talking about a serious thing 💀

  • @launu9546
    @launu9546 5 років тому +2830

    ily

  • @sagesmd8698
    @sagesmd8698 3 роки тому +1224

    Me: *crying and holding my pillow*
    Ad : Did you know geico...
    Me: * 😐 skips *
    * continues crying *

  • @mari-lu9zv
    @mari-lu9zv 3 роки тому +1

    now this... this is therapy.

  • @laynnesantana7164
    @laynnesantana7164 2 роки тому +1

    this is a work of art