everything i wanted - billie eilish (slowed n reverb)
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- Опубліковано 24 лис 2024
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Can we talk about how slowing down a song gives it a mix of mystery, depression and calm vibe
Eilish’s Eilish im sorry ab that 😔 i can understand though because the meaning of the song reaches the surface better when its slowed down, as if its heavier and darker... so i get that too
**mystery But ikr?
belskr Yes! So perfectly and eloquently said :)
That’s why I get so angry when people say “oh you’re just slowing down the track and reposting I don’t get why people listen to this...” yada yada.
Keep doing what you’re doing! You’ve helped many and expanded the form and atmosphere of music for me! Pundits be damned, I love your channel so much 😊
3 this is so cute and sweet thank u so much for your kind words!! 💖 im so glad im able to help/calm more people this way, that truly makes me happy!!
Ikr
“They called me weak, like i’m not just somebody’s daughter” Damn billie stop making me cry
Misfortune what did she mean by that?
@@thisplaceisdeath_ often people will deem people who died of suicide as weak because they "took the easy way out". Usually insensitive people will say that without really knowing the actual situation
I read this at the same time she said it lmao
@@Maybelxoxo same
@@Maybelxoxo me too lmao.
I wanna give her a big hug🥺🖤
R.I.G.H.T. O.M.Gawd🥺
Sped ASMR 600th like yas
「 s t r a w b e r r i e ちゃん 」 I didn’t expect to get this much likes I’m scared
I wanna give a hug to everyone who relate to this song
Darksky ; gimme a hug bro🥺
*“ Nobody even noticed . I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care”*
Hits hard. I’ve related to this more times than I’d like to admit
Me too. It's hard 🙂
Can I get your contact anyway. I would like to share these kinda emotions only if u don't mind. Or anyone come whoever see this comment. I really in a nub state right now ....
Reminds me of some deaths in some movies/shows.
@@warandpeace8535 Yeah
Emotional words
I’ve struggled with depression a lot, my best friend killed himself a week ago and everyone forgot about him already. This really hurt in a different way
I hope your okay 💚
Pixel Films sorry for your loss ❤️
Sorry for all the dumb people who forget him
Pixel Films i'm so sorry this happened. i'm here for you if you ever need anyone.
I hope you are doing okay. Hang in there. 💝
“I kinda thought they might care”
Wow... this hit hard
Yellow Beanz periodt
this part played when i saw this comment ahaa
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🙏 😘 💗
@@zeydakidd1437you what do you mean
@yellowbeanz1895
This hit hard 😔✌️
blurry.avakin it’s more emotional 🥺
whatever u might be going thru love u and u got this!!! 💖
belskr aww I thats so sweet ❤️
Nothing can hurt me anymore
Mia Wong bro why you being like that you don’t know them lol so how would you no?
I don't listen to Billie Eilish that much, but this song brings peace to my soul.
I've gotten to love her songs amd music alot. She's got some serious masterpeices, it pisses me off people only know of her because of bad guy
same
@@crazybabuskaman3923 same it’s like I ask them if they listen to her and they just say “oh yeah I like bad guy” and I’m like really 😑
😭
@@PurpleGuyMakesBeats I think I need learn english for understand Billie's musics and I want to do it 🥺
I cry about this song after Billie explained what’s the song meant 😭
Tea has been spilt At this session where i needa see
What does it mean
Camiforever100 Roblox Billie had a dream where she killed herself by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge and no one cared. Not even her fans. The only one who cared was her brother because they’ve been close for their entire life. She always could count on him.
@@miamayra._ omg
Mary ! Yeah🤧
*my ears*
*have been blessed..*
facts.
indeed.
.
This hits different when you don't have anyone to say these words to you....
Rimas DXD if you need anyone, im here
yep, it does.
If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn’t why you hear, “they don’t deserve you.”
Hits deeper when you realize those who you call friends are there for only half the support so you have less to say it too
Wow. I feel this.
As someone who’s spent years as a recording artist, these vocals are absolutely phenomenal. Her style is so unique and genuine and the way she’s able to provide crisp annunciation on perfect key at that low of a volume it’s sick asf it’s incredible it just is
why does slowed down songs hit different everytime?
ikr
Right !!!!! Like it will be metal rock slowed down and it be hitting different
our world moves so fast, slowing things down lets us feel again
the loudest scream for help is the most silent one
Thick blood comes from a thin blade
yep, I’ve literally had that voice in my head scream for help before
Because the louder you try to scream the more silent it is.
By that i mean, when you try to scream as loud as you can, it comes out as silent.
If i scream i get a headache, because im to tired of screaming each night. Silently..
mhm
ＡＳ ＬＯＮＧ ＡＳ Ｉ‘Ｍ ＨＥＲＥ ＮＯ ＯＮＥ ＣＡＮ ＨＵＲＴ ＹＯＵ
Well that hits different:(
But what happens when they leave?
The letters remind me of a football logo or something JAJAJ
too bad there's no one here...
Kim Sunhee yeah my mama used to say it to me🥺✌️
I say that to myself because im the only one... Who can Save me... So i stay strong and if i need help i ask for it even if its hard... We All can do it :3
“If i knew it all then, would i do it again?” Was always my favorite line. It reminds of me of my mother and how i think if she knew about my father, she would have never had anything to do with him. She would have been able to prevent a lifetime of pain for me if only she knew
You are not alone,remember i love you forever
That line reminds me of my mom as well, in 2015 she went down a path of heroin addiction. The managed to beat it in 2019 and is now in detox for alcoholism…
I felt the same way for my mother and myself..it’s like both of us were never deserve to find true love 😢
.
please take my phone from me. I've been listening to this song for the 100th time
LPS Sunflower SAME
same
Liza S same with me
Only 8 ? I must’ve listened to it a hundred times 😂
_the only song i've been listening to is everything i wanted since it was released_
Sad fact: this song is about billie having a nightmare about jumping off the golden gate bridge which is a common place for people to take their lives, in her nightmare no one cared about what billie did to her self when she woke up she told finneas about what happened and that is why the song says "as long as I'm here no one can hurt you" that is finneas talking to billie after she told him about her nightmare
Edit: The song is also about fame it has another meaning to I just wanting to share this part about her brother because I love the connection they have, but it does have more then one meaning.🙂
Another edit: if you already know the meaning great you don't have to tell me if you think it's obvious or not
Nice
@@seth9577 no. not nice.
@@javierbennett5778 no. Finneas was there for her, it's nice
@@seth9577 oh yeah i forgot about that part lol
@@javierbennett5778 no, not lol.
“If they knew what they said, would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?”
Cutiecookiemsi think that’s the best lyric I’ve ever heard that I relate to
Relatable.. No one realises how much their words hurt, and think it's just a "joke", when to some people it means more.
People don’t understand,they destroy lifes with their words
This part is so tru tho T-T
especially family bro-- if they knew it would hurt that much would they change what they said? would they say the same thing?
"The saddest beat in the world is a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore"
- a nobody
😢😢😢 of causes
“The worst feeling isn’t being lonely, it’s being forgotten by someone you would never forget”
I had this feeling over a stupid boy before
@@andreagallo1385 this is me rn
not me rn
@@andreagallo1385 hmph same
The fact that I feel these two feelings right now.
Me : *getting ready for a sad song*
Ads : lEt’S mAkE maCarOni
ikr
LMAO :D
LMAO true
LOL I LAUGHED
AHHAHAHAHAAH SAME I WAS SOOO IN THE MOOD FOR A SLOWED SONG AND I ALWAYS HAVE THE VOLUME LOUDEST (FOR THE SLOWED SONG CUZ IT HITS DIFFERENT) AND THEN STUPID MACARONI ADS COME LMAOOO
This hits different at 3 AM when your home alone in the dark..
It really doe
me rn
😭😭
Yes sir
Or 2AM when everyone is asleep, in the dark.
Growing up when you realize that you don’t fit anywhere
It’s hurtful when you look back and find yourself all alone 🙂🙂
That hit me deep like falling into water from a very high point.. that feeling..
Oh im the star of school
let's admit it, when you're listening to this you don't really have any choice other than to:
1) *cry*
2) *stop crying for a second*
3) *cry some more*
yup🥺
You're wrong. Theres always the third choice of: staring at the ceiling while disassociating and thinking of how the world had gone to sh**
@@greenhouse_ghosts omg yes literally
There is also the 4th option. It’s listening to these songs in broad daylight and it not effecting you. Just me? Okay. 😂
I lost my ability to cry...
who else has listened to this song too many times?
oh wait,
there is no such thing as listening to this song too many times.
Yesh
julia brown hehe
The original was catchy as hell.
Then this one came up to my recommendations-
julia brown this is probably my 1000000000000th time listening to this song. Billie ellish is my strange addiction
@@addisontaylor172 haha same
2014: Nightcore
2020: Yeah we'll do the opposite
tis called daycore! :P
Daycore, basically.
Vaporwave you mean? This has been around since 2014 too bruv
Because now we’re all depressed
@@cindyhua3951 Im definitely about to start calling it daycore now
this song always hits me so hard, there isn’t a time i haven’t cried listening to this.
Yeah i listened it only today,and i Can confirm that u r right
Damm your right and it's o k to cry❤
It’s not ok to cry if you’re a guy.
@@dankcraft7386wdym
It's fine we all have emotions
slowed music makes THE SONG BETTER THAN IT IS 😩
i didn’t realize this was *everything i wanted* until i heard it. really needed this thank you
i’m sorry for my puns i’ll go home
lmaoooo ur welcome 💖
sophiikiing - oh yes it is
ooofly this song is very *lovely*
i just wanted to join in i’m sorry. *goodbye*
ha-
•mockingjay feathers• yes you’re always welcome to join in, but be careful you might get a *bellyache* in this minecraft server
you have no idea how happy it makes you when someone genuinely tells you they care about you
I feel the same way. I cry just because my sister is genuinely scared for me and cares about me
You know how it feels to feel like this but then they stabbed you in back
Yeah he cares about me
I want someone that will be able to say it me every day without feeling pressured and really mean it
Never heard it from someone
"Hurting someone is like throwing a rock in the ocean..,but you never know how deep that rock goes.."
Wtf💀
And you’ll never get it back…
@@WildWillow8 oh but I want my stone back tho 😢
And it becomes our biggest insecurity bcz now i hate to show my face with someone💔
every time she says "they dont deserve you" it makes me cry and feel that pain :(
I love you, so much
:(
I love you I swear
I just emotionally tired and physically. School is so stressful, I don’t have much friends, my family is broken and all I have is my self. I just want to take a plane and travel somewhere beautiful and see the world and not be stuck in my room all day
why do i agree with this soo much i feel you we r in this together even though sometimes it doesnt feel like it its really hard especially now that im locked up and cant leave
feel u dude
Same problem:(
I felt the school part
I can feel the pain thats so me:(((😔
“Cuz everybody wants something from me now, and I don’t wanna let them down “
Dude I just wanna give her a huge hug
Like how can people hate on such a beautiful human being? How can people hate her music, when it talks about the real s**t that people go through and how no one talks about it. This song was about a dream of hers, as said, but to be honest I think it was a deeper meaning...
Yellow Beanz me too i think shes tryna tell us somethin
lilly & reese
it’s literally about how she had a dream she killed her self by jumping off the golden bridge and that’s why the background to the audio video looked like the golden gate bridge. “so i stepped off the golden....i tried to scream but my head was underwater” in her dream no one cared she died. “nobody cried...nobody even noticed.” and in the dream she got “everything she wanted” implying she wants to die which is heartbreaking. she also talks ab how when she woke up from the nightmare her brother was there to comfort her. sibling goals. and people say this song isn’t sad :(
I love her music cause I have sucicidial thoughts and her music makes me think that I’m good enough so I agree with yo
"I tried to scream, but my head was underwater" this part it's so good to hear 🥺
Dammm true
BRUH THIS IS EVEN SADDER I'M GONNA GET DEHYDRATED FROM ALL THESE TEARS
uhh YUP gurl same
uhh YUP i felt that
I love this song, it's so good!!
A little message to everyone:
I know there are some people that are going through many things right now. You may be cutting, not eating, hating yourself or many other things. Please stop.. I believe that you can stop.. You are strong. You are beautiful. I love you even if you are black, white, homosexual, male or female or any other differences. I'm here for you. You are worth everything 💕
Man... That was strong! Thank you very very very very much for that message!
Zoë Varouxis thank you😭💞
Zoë Varouxis thank you lovely 💕
I cried while reading this....
But thx...
You made me feel better even if you said that through a screen....
I love you,whoever you are that wrote this....
You was probably just thinking about others and wrote to make them feel better...
You are amazing and if you dont see it I hope you can one day...
Again,tysm...
i needed this so much
𝚠𝚎'𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕 𝚔𝚒𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚝...
edit: it's so upsetting that over 5.7k people agree with me.. we'll get through this together okay? i'm here whenever anyone wants to talk
True dat
:c
Me having an android: 👁👄👁
cristal star mochi easier said then done, as for myself my parents don’t believe there’s anything wrong, i’ve told them multiple times i’ve wanted to get help and they said no and don’t believe me and probably the same with other teens, so think before you write.
Life sucks that's how it is 😔
Bro you can beat depression and anxiety. Don’t worry it definitely gets better 😊
Easy to say.
"As long as im here no one can hurt you."
but when you're here,
you're the one,
hurting me.
~Lyrics~
{Verse 1}
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest, it might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly (fly)
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care
{Pre-chorus}
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say
{Chorus}
As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
{Verse 2}
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Could've been a nightmare
Buy it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
{Pre-chorus}
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up I see
You with me
And you say
{Chorus}
As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear "They don't deserve you"
{Outro/bridge}
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again
Would I do it again
If they knew what they said
Would go straight to my head
What would they say instead
~Thank you~
U were that bored 😑
But ty! 😁
THANK U
@@Kaiyo_creed I don't remember but I don't think I copied anything 😂 lol
@@Kaiyo_creed i'm normally lazy but yeah tbh i got bored XD
Could have* not of
my two moods be like:
slowed billie songs
slowed doja songs
and the weeknd songs, they're hot
true
holy mood
Yessir
And melena Martinez there my favorite 💙
It's crazy how much better slowing it down raises the level of an already amazing song.
"Nobody Cried"
"Nobody Even Noticed"
I FELT THAT
EDIT: Wait a minute....I dont remember commenting this but thanks for the likes i gues-
as soon as i read that i heard that part of the song
audri Lewis same
@@sakura-hp1vb Dont we all?
@@sakura-hp1vb sameee
MHM same tho
*billie songs are always the cure to my depression and anxiety*
mel where did you get that picture from it is creepy but cute
This is perfect to listen to when it's raining outside
It's raining in France, so this song is perfect now
nina veledinova raining right now, this is heaven
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look.
I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you.
Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive.
You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love?
Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it?
There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen.
You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS.
I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you.
You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams.
Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence.
You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up.
That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now.
If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone.
You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this.
If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- Vexin, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Love you,no matter who u r ,i really wish the best to u,all this energy pulled inside this comment,i received it,and i'm greatful and want you as too be who are ,to be ur best version,to believe to all the words you pronouced as well,cuz everything you said indirectly must be praticed by you as well, anyway thanks again virtual HUG🦾💚
omg idk how to thank u i really needed that, i needed someone to say this to me, each and every word of your has its importance in my heart, tysm, thank you.
Thanks man i wish i could meet you in real life 😢 i had too deal with so much pain idk anymore but you're words were so kind if only i had more people like you in my life😢❤.
❤❤❤
i don’t show emotions anymore. I’m just existing at this point doing nothing at all.
Same
let's pretend we are numb - xxxtentacion
I've been doing the same for over 2 decades and I'm just so tired
Deus está com você!:)❤se quiser desabafar cmg estou aqui:)
10 months later and still the same
just imagine running down a empty street at 12 in the morning with friends vibing, and just laughing.
imagine having friends
First I got to find friends
imagine having non-toxic friends that actually care and hang out with you. :(
@@michellesandoval9031 I only have one
Wish i could do that
this is that type of song that understands me...
yup
Ikr
😢 🥺 i gaved everything. I lost everyone for that one girl but that is not enough for her ooo god
Guess what,
My little sister that's 4 years old just drifted to sleep with this song playing.
That is the cutest thing ive imagined 🥺
🥺
-cries-
... *cry without wanting it*
awwwww, that's so cute
" as long as i'm here, no one can hurt you" hits hard bro
*_TO ALL THE SAD CHIRREN IN THE COMMENTS:_*
sadness is like a big glass window. if you just keep looking out from it, you'll see the happiness trapped behind it. you gotta keep punching at the glass until something cracks a light in the darkness. let what little light seeps through flood your life, give you strength to push forwards with new vigor. be strong. if it makes you feel any better, here's MY story:
i cried almost every day in intermediate school. people told me that i deserved to die because i was so annoying and weird. i had no friends, i wasn't MENTALLY SANE because i felt so TERRIBLE about myself. school ruined my life. school made me a sociopath and insane and made me develop paranoid anxiety. yeah thanks for that Horace Mane. (
FBI aka playlists n stuff i read this whole thing. thank you for sharing your story. i don't know how many people are willing to scroll this far down and find a truly remarkable story, but this...this is phenomenal. i mean, you're in seventh grade? wow. i'm in tenth now and i relate to some of this. although i won't share my entire story up to right now, i've been through hell and back, and if you have the strength and courage to (1) go through all that and be strong enough to write something like this and (2) share it with this world with vulnerability...you could really make it big, kid. keep inspiring your audience. i promise you have one.
Im crying even more now😭😭😭😭😭💔💔I hope you get better because thats what you and people deserve
💙
I’m glad there are people on the internet like you who aren’t afraid to be open and share their experiences with other people, I honestly felt like crying when I read everything you said. Cause it’s very much like how my life went around 11 was when I was most mean and angry but now I can decide that these bad feelings aren’t true and that we’re all worthy of love.
Ok sure as hell not finna be strong or not die
i could listen to these slowed down billie songs for hours
I'm sat here crying wondering when I will be someone's favourite for once. I feel so alone no body actually has contacted me since quarantine started. I'm alone
Butera Ari if you need someone, i'm always here hun 💕
Hey I hope you're okay
I hope whatever you're facing, please take care. Love yourself more, then love others.
💞
whats your insta bc i can talk to you all day i promise i won't betray you
this is meant to be slowed down.
Andrea M. it is.
@@user-mu2hu6gc7m its just low pitched it aint slowed
@@ghost-xm4xf it's 47 seconds longer than the original
MicroNaught so?
@@a41iya *so* it *IS* infact slowed down a tad bit.
My favorite part of the song is the “as long as I’m here no one can hurt you”
same... It hits so hard
mine too
My sister tells me that whenever I'm having panic attacks
Same i feel that so bad
i wish someone can tell me that
Crying because of my father and listening to this makes me feel better.
"Thought I could fly, so I stepped of the Golden" Powerful line maaan
nobody cried, nobody even noticed. me acting dead in the pool-
milktea_softie SAME
Lol
deadpool-
@@ghostprince9247 GASDHASDHAUHAHAH
@@aira8614 :>
>If you're skinny society judges you
>If you're fat society judges you
>If you're average society judges you
>If you're short society judges you
>If you're tall society judges you
>If you're single society judges you
>If you're taken society judges you
>If you're lonely society judges you
>If you're popular society judges you
>If you're anything else in the world society still judges you...
what's the lesson?
Don't give a damn about those beauty and society standards
-You are perfect as you are
-You are amazing as you are
-You are beautiful as you are
-You are handsome as you are
-You are unique as you are
SO DONT ever change yourself for anybody else/society standards :)
You are you not somebody else :)
Remember you don't have to be like everybody else, you are your own unique best ever person.
If you don't think that...Well
You're wrong :) Because I think that and you should learn to love yourself bc you deserve it, honestly yes :))
ilysm stay strong
i luv u
@@joy7170 LUV U TOO
Listen to urself :)
this is so true. society is just never happy with anything, thank you for this comment ily
This is my comfort song 🥰😭
respect your pillow because it catches your tears when no one else did -Anonymous♡
😭😭😭😭😭
AYEEE THANK YOU MR.PILLOW 😩😻
@@sadistfactory_ LMAOO
I can't even cry no more😐
Now this
i'm scared of myself, I don't know anymore. I can't even explain what im feeling. It's so empty and foggy.
How are you now
If you ever need someone to talk to, let us know! 🥺
Bee Art x
I’m glad you’re feeling better! ☺️💕
@@mollieblaylock If you ever need to let anything out again come back to this comment and @ me :)) i will be there for you, and I'm genuinely happy you're feeling better ❤❤ And remember, better times are coming!
Usually when it rains and fogs up, the next day is beautiful, you get to feel a different a different array of sunlight you wouldn’t get to feel if you weren’t here. I always tell myself that. You get to feel the earths energy in a different way each day.
how slowed down and it still 4 min as the original
It's 40 seconds longer read before you comment
its 40 seconds longer so like-
Deep Dark 47 more seconds longer xd
@@mettxl6608 wtf I saw u on a victorious edit compliation literally right before I clicked on here and now you're here-
Shannon F I’m following u :) jk jk
The line "And it feel like yesterday was a year ago" suits me soo well
(Edit: Out of character) This makes me cry. But why? I have so much in life: My family can afford clothes, food, a home. So why am I still sad? I feel so misunderstood. I'm always the smiley one in the group, why would I be sad?
I question myself. What id my purpose here? I'm just going to work, make money, spend money and then die. Gone. Lost. Forever. Nothing. Where is the world going? Pollution, wars, hate, animals dying. What can I do about it?
I feel so alone.
I feel you
JESSICA CHAMAILAK (JESSIE) FISHER Thank you. I hope you'll feel better too.
All of this will pass, just never ever let go please. You’re NOT alone ever , I love you. Please message me on Instagram I want to help you. @iqradar_
We could be best friends act the same way... :c
Anime Lover101 You wanna be friends? 😭
Billie: I h a d a. d r e -
Me: *like*
Your profile pick matches the situation lol
“if i knew it all then, would i do it again, would i do it again?
if they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?”
what a way to end a song. those lines hit me so hard.
. this part of the song came when i was reading this comment.
Frxnchy Glxw same
This song is literally amazing, but the song slowed is literally a masterpiece
pov: ( warning: suicidal? )
the wind blew through your hair, a slight breeze danced with the ends of your dress. the calming sound of a few cars driving by. the sound may have calmed you, but it added onto the pile of why’s rather than why not. you were coming too short with why nots, as you realized that people weren’t going to stop you. your feet anticipated the fall as you danced on the edge of an inevitable end- death. there was no stopping you now, the tides crashed against the shore, willed by the moon. the stars that once resembled hope only reminded you of burning stars that would soon lose its spark, a dying star like you. the tears that had previously cascaded your face, the doubts and the rational part of your head that begged you not to do it had waved their goodbyes and taken the next taxi. your sadness was long gone, and all you could feel was emptiness. golden was the bridge yet you felt nothing colorful, you felt empty. your emptiness spread and soon took control of your nerves, and finally, as you looked back once more at a city full of lights, you let yourself free. free of everything that had happened to you before, free of all worries and all feelings. you felt the strong winds carry your lifeless body and rest you into the calming sea. your body full of alert, struggled to take one last breath, but your lungs filled with water, and you soon drowned deeper into a deep blue, never to be seen again.
you soon woke up from your nightmare.
breathed in the oxygen, hoping it was water.
you looked around you, hoping to see endless blue.
one could say it was a nightmare, but it felt more like a dream.
(if you like my writing pls follow my writing acc on insta: @justajujubee i rewrote this)
This was so beautifully written and fits perfectly with this music.
this was beautifully written and made me think about life. You are truly an amazing person. Thank you.
That really touched my heart....
That really touched my heart....
Deja Vu is really hitting rn
i cry every time i hear "as long as i'm here.."
her voice is amazing.
A song: * exists *
UA-cam: leTs mAkE it MoRe SaD aNd EmO
I love it don't get me wrong😂
Bangtan Atlantic it wasn’t UA-cam but yeah
L&J_YT yes but it was people who use UA-cam and that’s what they mean
Bangtan Avocado B.H.C. Emos need music to
Namjoon for president hey army
SugaKookies hey💜
كل ماتحس بوحده تذكر أن في ناس تشتاق ل امهم وغير كذا أبوي مشغول عني دائم ومسوؤل عن اخواني انكسر متى ما ينكسرون أو يبكون الحياة احيانا تكون قاسيه بس مو يعني مافي أمل تتغير🖤.
@@si.0. اكيد🖤
يجي يوم ويكون الالم مجرد ذكرى
@@idk-du5rb أن شا الله
just imagine sitting on a rooftop watching the stars with your soalmate
That would be very nice
The only problem with that is that she's miles away from me
Don't give me hope in finding my soulmate...please...
„imagine“
There is no soulmate just alone
Who else lays in their bed all day
because they feel nothing they do matters?
Yes
Omg❕ me rn 😶😐
It's prob a chemical imbalance but I just tell myself that I'm being lazy and get off my ass, it's the best I can do. Kinda feels good once you get caught up in whatever you're doing.
CIARA CASTIE i felt that :(
me lol.
This like a whole another mood I’m in love with these great job!!!
if that’s you in your profile picture, marry me
Billie Eilish = 🩹💔= ❤️🩹
Agree
When a kid stays in there room all day don't call them lazy. Because you should be morally concerd.
take notes parents
parents please notice this !!
i tell them i’m unmotivated and i’m trying
my mom - *laughs* you’re being lazy
my dad - trying is lying. you’re almost 13. stop being lazy.
not my fault my grandpa died 3 weeks ago and i don’t know how to feel anymore 😀
I feel ya, my grandma passed away a month ago and my parents sound exactly the same :(
@@myerscoded I feel you and I'm sorry that your family don't seem to understand. My grandad passed away 5 months ago and it's still hard for me to pass. Just know that you aren't alone in your grief.
My dad came and checked on me today I've been in my room for 3 days living on chips and water he told me that it's depressing in my room and that I need to get out more so I took a warm shower and he ordered me food then I went straight back to my room now he is concerned
Love how depression is a vibe now- SOMETHING THAT ALMOST KILLED ME is a vibe now.
Exactly like what the fuck
exactly, i can't believe it is considered a "cool" thing. that's so fucked up. and i hope you are doing okay now, sending love to you!
Same
I've been sad lately, i try my best to smile everyday, i just don't how to cry to things I'm hurt about. It's like im hurt but I don't cry about it.
The thing that makes this hit different is the fact that it gives time to put a bunch of interpretation in those lyrics, the melody, and the message Billie is saying, and relating it back to yourself. And damn, does that shit hit hard.
The rhythm of the slower version is synced with my heart beat
imagine your crush hugging you tight after crying for a long time and they tell you "as long as im here, no one can hurt you" :(
Except my crush isnt even real
emphasis on "imagine" because it will never happen irl. my crush dont even know who i am
This song makes me cry :(
samee
oh my god the beat in the background sounds like a heartbeat, that's beautiful
As far as I feel the bg sounds like one of the most relaxing music in the whole World and that music makes heartbeat slow and calms mind
Here's the link
ua-cam.com/video/UfcAVejslrU/v-deo.html
*Remember being a little kid without any worries. Just being happy and playing outside with your friends and smile all the time.*
How did I get 200 Likes???
Too late, I was already thinking about that.
@@b3he4ded87 Where? xD I'm sorry, I haven' seen yours...
ikr.Good old days!Why did no one tell me that life would be that hard as we get older?😔
miss those times
i wanna be a kid again
Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes the pain onto someone else .🥀
you lied
You're right my father told me that when I threatened suicide
But what if there's none that loves you...?(sorry for bad english)
@@iris_the.sweetheart9500 Them you have me! I'm by your side , forever.
(Sorry , english is not my native language)
maybe those people deserve the pain for not noticing when i need help most
Thank you i needed this ❤
To whoever that need too read this : everything will get better soon, I promise. Don’t lose hope, I’m here for you and plenty of others. Don’t let me down, please.
That's so nice of you
Those 111 dislikes literally has no heart
yup
719..
Exactly...THEY DESERVE DEATH!!!
that has a meaning if you see it a lot
762..;(
I wish somebody loved me.
i dont know you but i love you ❤️
i love you with all my heart
Me too but anyways we’re to gorgeous for them 🤍
@@an_gel_707 aww that just made my day
@@priyamlf8313 hehe ur right lol
Omgggg I Love these effects ♡♡♡
3 pm
LED lights red
Blast this song
Relax somewhere comfy
Overthink✨
Now u know the feeling of vibing alone✨
Yes..
But headphones beacuse you parents would say the music I listen to is trash
love to see it :/
@@jjmiles3117 I feel ya 😢
my led lights remote lost
They say that heartbreak is the most painful feeling in the world but the intense agonizing pain of realizing that nobody fucking cares is more painful than a thousand heartbreaks over.
hey, yes you. how are you? how’s school? what have you been up to?
listen to me, if you’re suicidal, trust me, it’s not worth it. i’ve been there, still am, but i know that it’s not the right path for me.
you are beautiful
you are loved, even if you don’t think you are, you definitely are.
you are talented
you are smart
you are worthy
you aren’t stupid
you aren’t ugly
you are amazing and i love you, so many other people love you too.
i am so proud that you are reading this, because i know that you’re still alive. i am proud that you have made is this far, you are truly amazing, don’t let anybody bring you down. no matter what they say, it isn’t true, they’re jealous. they just want to hurt you because they want to be like you.
please talk to someone, friends, family, girlfriends, boyfriends, anyone.
i know it’s hard, i know it’s hard to regain happiness. but trust me, it’s worth it, you’re worth it.
don’t ever forget your worth and don’t ever, ever forget that you are loved.
thank you. i really needed to hear this and others do. thank you
People say the opposite to me..
Someone will always try to put you down. Don't listen. You are stronger than them. Listen to the people who love you, the people that don't want you to leave. I am one of them. I was suicidal once, but it went away. You might not believe ir, but it will *go away.* Stay here with me.
Gabby
U r so cute. I'm sobbing right know because u don't know how much of an impact u just added into my life. If u answer I will tell u my story?! 💕
Thank you❤️🙏🏼
iv'e been listening to this on loop since 4:something,pm (Its almost 9:30pm) while doing my assessment and it was so relaxing, i only got a bit to go-
Me : I haven’t cried in a week!
UA-cam : What did you say uh?
Pastel Pocky Crying is healthy so keep being emotional lol
I have not cried for since I was 6 and now I’m 11 *is that bad?*
@@reallynatya119 okay but how-
@@reallynatya119 so i cried for the longest time last night, im 11, and you havent cried since 6?