Karen, I have been following the both of you for years. I absolutely love the growth that I’ve seen just from an outsider, you and Chrisspy are both so inspirational!!🤍🤍
For sure glad she is back and took that time for herself ❤❤❤ she’s not alone in this and my grandfather had one he passed twice first at18 then at 94 if you get that second chance hold on to it
I'm so moved by reading all of your comments. THANK YOU!! To every single one of you!! I have so much love for you and am so inspired by you! I couldn't be more excited to start this new journey together. To be continued...
we’ve missed you so much Chrisspy!! i’m glad your back and sending you so much love and positive vibes! thank you for bringing us along on your journey 💙💙💙
would you be willing to post the links to the UA-cam videos you found on near death experience? I never thought about looking in to this post COVID 2020
I love you Chrisspy❤️ all I can say is you have no idea how much I needed to hear this, and I know this will touch a lot of hearts out there. Grateful for you sharing🙏🏼
I had a near death experience in Jan 2020 and my whole life changed. I did the same thing when I got out of the hospital I tried to forget about it and not think about it and go back to my life. I couldn’t. I turned to spiritually as well and had a huge ego death and I am so grateful for it. ❤ I am so happy you are okay❤
As a psychologist I could cry watching this. It’s so refreshing to hear someone with a platform talk about brain plasticity and finding themselves! I’m so happy for you and I hope this helps others on their journey ❤ also, art therapy has incredible results, connection is key ❤
You've been on my heart heavy for awhile. You probably don't remember but 1 year you sent me a beautiful package to help me celebrate the 25 days of Melismas.. my way of giving back to others for my birthday. You helped me bring smiles to a lot of people and without realizing it you helped me even more. You're an amazing person and the world is a better place because you're in it. You kept me going before and especially after I got pregnant with my little miracle baby girl who is 3 now. Thank you for existing and being so damn real in a world full of fakeness
I was led to this today, beginning my journey, like 2 days in and it's felt impossible to be inside my body without numbing.... I really needed this. Thank you. Sitting in the uncomfort is ok, I'm ok.
I was literally stalking your IG a month ago and I thought to myself “I hope she’s good” and now I know you have been! I LOVE this for you, I’m so glad you’re living wholeheartedly now ❤
Thank you for sharing this queen! I've known you for a long time through work but also as your friend and I've always known you were in touch with your soul + spirituality. Everyone's journey looks different and I'm so happy you are finding out what brings you peace and happiness. I've been practicing yoga and teach it now - and I'd love love love to practice with you. It's one of the things that has helped me connect to my mind body and soul and has helped me so much with anxiety + outer circumstances through breath and movement. love you always and will be here to cheer you on through this journey!!
“It’s no accident that we’re here together now” I got goosebumps and have an overwhelming sense to cry. I’ve been thinking a lot about you gf and wondering where you’ve been!? Happy to see your face!!
this is so beautiful. i have no words other than thank you so much for sharing this powerful and beautiful testimony. we are all better for it and I cant wait to go on this journey with you.
It was God telling you to live the life He has for you! You were given a second chance to live it right! Turn to His word and your life will have purpose and meaning. It isn't about your soul bc that is your mind/will/emotions. It is about the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God guiding you and changing you. God Bless and enjoy the journey!🙏🙌🙌🙌🤲💓
Omg Chrisspy! I have thought about you SO many times each month that went by & I just kept you in my prayers that you’d be back when the time was right. You are a BLESSING & we love you so much!!!🤍
This made my bust out in tears... last night I prayed and asked God to help me do something to get help to change my life. I begged for no new trauma to be my change but to help me remember to do something. & then this video was in my notifications. My prayer was answered. I'm so happy for you. So glad you are living your true life! Thank you for sharing and being so real. ❤
I tried doing UA-cam back in 2016 before transitioning and I would sometimes film my videos at the Ipsy studios doing makeup on my sister. One time while setting up to film in the studio Chrisspy walked in ( I was already a huge fan of her & her work ) she came in and said hi to my sister and I, made small talk and left… I was star struck. 20 min go by and she comes back with a huge MAC PR box and gifts it to me. My mom kept most of the makeup & til this day still has some of the shadows & every time we see the shadows we always remember chrisspy and how sweet she was for doing that. Glad you’re back & better 💖
Chrisspy!!! I miss you so much and every single world you said spoke deep and straight to my heart. I feel like we’re on a similar journey and I love your vulnerability. Thank you for sharing your story and making the Internet a safer place 😍
Spiritual awakening is one of the greatest gifts.❤️✨ you can always try to explain it but people that haven’t gone through it simply just can’t even begin to understand. I think it happens when you truly need it and right on time. It’s true freedom you realize that you were born and are truly free to just, be.
I can't even begin to tell you how much I have thought of you this past year! You were NOT forgotten! I love the path you are on, and am privileged to walk alongside you! ❤️
I see you. I hear you. I am so proud of you. The transformation of self will unfold infinitely. It is within our DNA to expand and evolve in all ways. Sending soul much love you and this new journey. I resonated so much with you and your spiritual awakening! Once you tap in itssss allllll in, but in the most magical divine ways ✨🤍🤍
This is one of the most honest and beautiful videos I have seen on this platform. Your awakening is absolutely incredible and I hope more people begin to do so. I have followed you for many years and I am so happy to know you have found a place of peace and rest and home which is coming back to yourself. I fear we have a generation of lost souls that need to find themselves but social media isn't letting them. Sending you love and light and cannot wait to see what this journey means for you and I hope you are comfortable with sharing more.
Earlier tonight I started to wonder about my spirituality and really finding myself bc I’ve been struggling with my emotions, life, etc. I then suddenly wondered of you 😭🥹 I’m currently mid ways of your video!! Im in tears. You’re truly BEAUTIFUL AMAZING SOUL! So happy you’re back🤍🤍🤍
Truly sounds like a bear death experience. A lot of ppl report feeling very serene and being okay with never returning to life. I’m very curious about what happened but i am SO GLAD you’re okay. I wish more people would step away from the internet and live more in real life.
“I’m living my truth by SHARING my truth”. What a beautiful and deep video. Thank you for sharing your new perspective. I loved the realignment of service and making what we do a service to others and not ourselves. Very excited for what’s to come for you 💗
Out of the blue I thought about you today and went to my subscriptions and saw you just came back. Beautiful video and how fortunate to be where you are.
A minute in and I'm crying. I have to take a break before I continue but I have to say, that you've been missed and seeing your face and hearing your voice again is like a big ol hug.
We need more women who are spiritually awake on the Internet. The Internet I think has claimed everyone’s mind into being egotistical materialistic narcissistic competitive people full of anxiety who just focus on what’s on the surface. I’m so happy and thankful you made this video I’ll be honest I wasn’t much of a fan of you before… But now you’re just going to be on my mind all day and I’m so excited for your future videos!
I’m so sorry you had a terrifying near death experience, but I love this video sooooo much!! EVERYTHING you said!! THIS is the way!! I’ve been there, and I’m still there. Your journey has begun and you gotta know it never ends.✨♥️✨ Welcome to the conscious side.✨♥️✨
I'm literally in tear right now. I feel like you were speaking to me? Like my soul was hearing you. I hear you and I can't express how much I needed this.. I am here and I'm listening
Wow, this may be my very favorite Chrisspy video. It’s so good to see you whether you’re back or just checking in. Thank you for sharing your story. Good luck on your continued journey! ❤
Something made me think of you out of the blue and I thought I wonder what Chrisspy has been up to. I love this video and I believe I needed to hear this.🙌🏼☮️🖤
My god Chrisspy the fact that I was looking for you not to long ago, I’ve never met you but I feel such a connection with you ever since you started your channel. I also find peace in making paintings & I’ve been thinking of getting back to it & now you post this. It’s definitely a sign. So happy you are doing better. I’m here with you. ❤
this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘🍓♥️
I needed this 💕 my brother was tragically killed 4 months ago and I’m completely devastated and lost. For comfort I started watching near death experiences on UA-cam and they really helped me. All the stories I heard, it totally changed their life after. In order to find my peace I’ve been trying to find what fills my soul… I haven’t found it yet. I think I was supposed to hear your story today - I’ve been a subscriber for a long time - but I’m happy your fulfilling your life how you want, it’s brave to step away from what is familiar. I hope to do the same, to get out of my comfort zone, to fill my soul and ultimately find peace and heal so I can feel closer to my brother again; even if he is on the other side
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my oldest brother last year in March. I don’t know you, but my heart goes out to you. It is devastating and tbh I’m still the thing that fills my soul. I really appreciate you posting this it makes it feel easier knowing you’re not alone.
Watch these documentaries- Close Encounters of the 5th Kind, disclosure and unacknowledged. Even if you don't believe everything in the docs, it will help you think differently about life and consciousness. That all of us are connected. Nothing and no one is ever truly gone, we simply leave our tangible bodies behind and move forward to what's next. I believe that our lives on earth are but a sliver of our existence. There is so much more out there. We aren't meant to have a full understanding and comprehension of the questions of why we are here and how. Humans are a young species. Thinking we are the be all end all is ridiculous and frankly depressing. Anyway I'll stop ranting now. Check out the docs and you'll feel differently after I'm telling you. But if you're a hard core Christian maybe just pass because your mind has already been conditioned to be as closed off as possible.
Aww I’m so happy to see a video from you!!! Whatever happened, I’m glad you’re ok. ❤ Also, I’m so happy you’re doing good, social media can really take a toll on peoples mental health. ❤🤗
Seeing your face on here brought so much joy to my heart. I can’t wait to meet this new you & experience this journey with you on here. You were so missed and truly loved.
Thank you chrisspy!! I literally needed this, connecting with yourself and this dimension of life is truly a rollercoaster. I was in such a good spiritual place a few months ago, until my depression kicked in again. Sometimes I pull through and sometimes I don’t. Going to reconnect with myself again 💞 so happy you’re finding yourself!! There’s no feeling like it that’s for sure. It’s hard to explain to people who haven’t awakened yet!
Welcome back girl, this is absolutely wild already. Your face was missed, your videos missed. So glad you're still here sharing your talents and being exceptionally you. It wasn't your time. ❤️
This is the first video I've ever seen of yours. I could make a comment about UA-cam's algorithm and how this video may have landed in my suggested videos, but I'm having the most emotional day and that "it's no accident that we're here together now" hit me right in the feels... Idk what to do or where to look, but I'm listening now.
Sooo good to SEE you! I randomly would Google you to see if there were any updates…I was beyond THRILLED to see this update! Cheers to your awakening! The universe wanted/needed you to shift and when big change happens, it’s usually ‘messy’…but…it’s the after after where you REALLY see/understand why you had to be shook to your core for CHANGE! Happy you are DOIN YOU! Big Love Girl! ❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️
I have never clicked so fast!! Can I just say I admire you so much for making this video, this is a VERY different video yet so needed for so many people. It’s different in the best way though. I am so so glad to see you feeling better, doing better, the changes you’ve made in your life that’s incredible. You’re exuding happiness in your body and face from what I can see! That’s awesome!! Continue doing what your doing. Hope to see your face again very soon! Xoxo much love from Montana
I was hoping she was going to say she found Jesus …. usually when people have this type of experience they find peace in the LORD peace within your own self JESUS is calling you please listen
So happy you’re back & HERE with us spreading this important message. This was exactly what I needed to hear today and so much of what you expressed resonated with me personally, & I’m sure with many many more people! Thank you ♥️🫶🏻
When you said “it’s no accident that we’re here together” wow I can’t even explain how that hit me.. I am so happy to see you back I swear I always wondered where did you venture off to & im so glad to see you here, alive & healthy. Gosh bless 💜
When I first saw “Chrisspy” pop up my mouth dropped and it brought back this nostalgic feeling when I was first falling in love with makeup. All that to say, seeing your face and name felt like a nice warm hug! I loved this video and how well spoken you are. This was refreshing 🤍
Girl so happy to see your face! I not long went to check on you and realized you had disappeared was hoping you were okay, amazing video I’m glad to see you pulled through and you’re on a new path also your oil painting is incredible
I always knew you’d find your way. This is the best news I could have ever even imagined hearing today. I’m so happy for you and so grateful you decided to share this vulnerable and honest path you’re on. It’s real. Sending so much love and light your way! XO
Thank you so much for sharing. This is honestly my first video of yours and I couldn't be more thankful I found it. You have such a beautiful way with words and explaining, multiple times I had to pause with tears in my eyes just to fully process. I needed to hear this. Sending you the best energy!
Chrisspy!!!!!! I have randomly thought of you last year and I would say for the last 4? Ish months have VERY randomly gone on your ig looking for you & missing you, your post, your videos and wondering if you would ever make an appearance back and what happened… also wondered if you were okay. So to say the excitement when I just came on UA-cam and see you I couldn’t click fast enough!!!! So happy to see you!!!! You are never forgotten!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰😍😍🥰 Hope to see more of your beautiful face ❤️ Xoxo 😘
The algorithm pulled this up as my first video, and I’ve not watched any of your content or was even aware of who you were or are now. I recently started meditating again and rediscovering how much I love it. That is no accident! ❤ May you have an amazing rest of your life 🫂 😊 I’ll be subscribing in case you post on here in the future.
That was heartwarming. Oh my gosh I’m so happy for you idk why I’m in tears…that’s so exciting for you! I can watch this video over and over again! Welcome back! Been with you for years!!!!!!
We never forgot about you!! I’m so happy to see you are okay and doing well. When we are our full authentic self we can only receive things meant for us. You’ve always been a light and I’m so happy that you can see that light in yourself now. I hope that you will continue to share if that is what is meant for you to do. ❤
Thank you for sharing your experience. It comforted me and validated my feelings too. We may be living totally separate lives but such a similar experience. Good luck on your journey! In the words of Bill Hicks.. it’s just a ride.
Chrisspy I was searching you up 2 weeks ago because I was concerned with your absence. To see you here today speaking your truth brings nothing but tears and joy to my heart. I was waiting for you to have this moment; as crazy as it may sounds. So happy you’re back and better than ever!! Can not wait to see what life has for you next!!! It will be beautiful!!! Sending You much Love and Abundance!!!!🙏🏽🥰✨🌸
This video and conversation reminded me so much of the Lauren London podcast appearance on Angie Martinez IRL. She talks about how much closer she got to her spirit and mind after loosing Nipsey Hussle. I LIVE for these types of conversations and hope one day I can also become closer to my mind, soul, and spirit!
Mental Health is really bad right now! You need to inspire others with your words of affirmation, beauty and art! ❤ You don’t know this, but your videos actually help me get through a bad depression after an accident I had many years ago. Wish you the best and your followers will be here waiting for you! 😘
I’m crying a lot watching this video. I have another mental breakdown tonight and was planing on ending my life and I went on a walk with my brother and just sobbed and sobbed and felt so empty. This video gave me a little sand of hope.. thank you for sharing your story, I hope that soon I can feel peace because for 28 years I’ve felt destroyed and like I’m getting worse :( I hope to get better. Thank you just thank you for sharing this 💜 I hope you continue to share your thoughts with us
Hi Emily, I'm so sorry. While I have no idea what you're going through, I hear that your pain is very real. I know you may not feel it, but your life matters. You are important. You are loved beyond measure. I care about you and am with you. Help is out there, there are hotlines like texting or calling 988 and professionals who can help. And please email me any time info@chrisspymakeup.com. Sending you all my love.
I feel like even though the situations are different I really relate to this. I didn’t have a near death experience but my brother and dad passed away last year only months between each passing. And it rocked my world. You think you have everything figured out and then suddenly everything changes and it’s hard to grapple with. You have to figure out how to live in this new reality. And denying myself to be sad makes the feeling cling to me. I just really relate to this video and I’m happy you posted it. Thank you so much.
The body keeps score is the book that changed me forever. I went through a dramatic change. I woke up one day and I told my husband I want to sell everything and travel in an RV with our four kids. We had a huge 4,000 sq foot house in San Diego, 2 walk in closet and every designer bag you can think of and I was still empty. I told my husband and he didn’t believe that I would give it all up. But I did. I said take all of it. We sold it all and have been on the road for 3 years now. It has been the most life changing experience. Like you said it been challenging but sooooo beautiful. I lost hair had 3 bald spots during the process of purging. But my soul feels so light. Im so excited for you and your journey!! I shared a similar video about my spiritual awakening. I was scared because I grew up a Christian. But I am so glad I did. Sending you so much love and positive energy to you on this healing journey! I took a 12 week coarse from a shaman that taught me so much. Reach out to me if you want the info I would love to share it with you I think it would be so beneficial to you. ❤️❤️❤️
I’ve seen your content on social media and always loved what you put out. Let me just say, thank you for sharing your story. I needed to hear everything you’ve said in this video. ❤
Chrisspy I have so much to say about this video. The soul, your natural state, is called “fitra “. It’s that intuition, connection, and gratitude that we get pulled away from. It’s the state babies are in and how those of old age become child like; an innocence and vulnerability to something greater than all of us. I appreciate you giving back and being of service. True healing comes when we take our trauma , address it, and realize how to be of service with all those experiences. “Curriculum” ❤
Thank you so much for sharing. I would say I’m in the middle of my spiritual awakening/ journey and this is really encouraging to lean into it. So much I want to say, but every single word is my life right now. I’m excited to learn about the new person you’re becoming. 🌻👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
My spiritual awakening started JUST like this. I saw my body. And I was at peace. Then I came back and was like “What? I’m not dead?” And my life has been so beautiful ever since… ❤
Hey Chrisspy, I've never seen your content before but I've been having similar feelings and thoughts since deleting social media almost 3 months ago. I needed this today. I'm glad you're here. I'm glad to have found you.
I had my spontaneous awakening in October of last year and i feel like i could have made this exact same video myself. I always felt drawn to your videos and now i know why… we are all going to be on this consciousness journey together. You are strong and i am so grateful that you are sharing your story! 💕💕
I have never felt more connected to an influencer ever in my life!! Ever since my spiritual awakening I have felt disconnected to social media. Thank you so much for your sharing your story
I looked you up about 2 weeks ago and here you are 😍 I'm so happy you're back. I'm so happy you are sharing your story. You have made my world a little brighter today and I thank you for that. So excited!! 💜☯️
I was just thinking about you… you were the first make up artist I started watching. I’m soo glad you’re well. Missed seeing you here and look forward to seeing your future journey ❤
I too am very sensitive and I've always been made fun of because of it but being an empath is so hard and so taxing. I'm glad you listened to your soul and rested. You have been missed. Welcome back. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I literally looked her up yesterday!!!! I’m like wtf !!!out of the nowhere I remembered her and I was like what happened to her and saw she had stop sharing and posting over a yr ago and today I see her on insta I’m Like yoooo!!! This is crazy !!
Chrisspy, im so happy to see you on here again, we have all missed you so much 💕 I’m sending you so much love and positivity on your journey!
Karen, I have been following the both of you for years. I absolutely love the growth that I’ve seen just from an outsider, you and Chrisspy are both so inspirational!!🤍🤍
For sure glad she is back and took that time for herself ❤❤❤ she’s not alone in this and my grandfather had one he passed twice first at18 then at 94 if you get that second chance hold on to it
Heyyyyy! Can’t wait to see your wedding pics. Going to be epic! Love all your videos too! You need to do a fitness one soon 4 sure!
I'm so moved by reading all of your comments. THANK YOU!! To every single one of you!! I have so much love for you and am so inspired by you! I couldn't be more excited to start this new journey together. To be continued...
we’ve missed you so much Chrisspy!! i’m glad your back and sending you so much love and positive vibes! thank you for bringing us along on your journey 💙💙💙
would you be willing to post the links to the UA-cam videos you found on near death experience? I never thought about looking in to this post COVID 2020
I love you Chrisspy❤️ all I can say is you have no idea how much I needed to hear this, and I know this will touch a lot of hearts out there. Grateful for you sharing🙏🏼
So happy to see your beautiful face again 🥹🤍 welcome back!
I had a near death experience in Jan 2020 and my whole life changed. I did the same thing when I got out of the hospital I tried to forget about it and not think about it and go back to my life. I couldn’t. I turned to spiritually as well and had a huge ego death and I am so grateful for it. ❤ I am so happy you are okay❤
So happy you’re back and ok ❤❤❤ Can’t wait to see what’s coming next
So happy to see you back Chrisspy!! We’ve all missed you dearly and hope you’re well. Sending you love and hugs ❤
So happy to see you my love! 🥹♥️🫶 Love you!!
I'm so happy to see you
As a psychologist I could cry watching this. It’s so refreshing to hear someone with a platform talk about brain plasticity and finding themselves! I’m so happy for you and I hope this helps others on their journey ❤ also, art therapy has incredible results, connection is key ❤
Girl!! I did cry!!! 😂♥️ this video is so genuine and refreshing
Yes! Yes! Yes!
Discovering minimalism and the idea that less is more, has saved me!
Thank you for sharing this!
You've been on my heart heavy for awhile. You probably don't remember but 1 year you sent me a beautiful package to help me celebrate the 25 days of Melismas.. my way of giving back to others for my birthday. You helped me bring smiles to a lot of people and without realizing it you helped me even more. You're an amazing person and the world is a better place because you're in it. You kept me going before and especially after I got pregnant with my little miracle baby girl who is 3 now. Thank you for existing and being so damn real in a world full of fakeness
I was led to this today, beginning my journey, like 2 days in and it's felt impossible to be inside my body without numbing.... I really needed this. Thank you. Sitting in the uncomfort is ok, I'm ok.
I was literally stalking your IG a month ago and I thought to myself “I hope she’s good” and now I know you have been! I LOVE this for you, I’m so glad you’re living wholeheartedly now ❤
It’s fascinating to see how many of us are awakening. ⚡️💜
Thank you for sharing this queen! I've known you for a long time through work but also as your friend and I've always known you were in touch with your soul + spirituality. Everyone's journey looks different and I'm so happy you are finding out what brings you peace and happiness. I've been practicing yoga and teach it now - and I'd love love love to practice with you. It's one of the things that has helped me connect to my mind body and soul and has helped me so much with anxiety + outer circumstances through breath and movement. love you always and will be here to cheer you on through this journey!!
That’s Jesus trying to show you the light please don’t deny him ! He is the light the truth and the way
“It’s no accident that we’re here together now”
I got goosebumps and have an overwhelming sense to cry. I’ve been thinking a lot about you gf and wondering where you’ve been!? Happy to see your face!!
I got goosebumps too!!!! And other random things she said major goosebumps!!!!
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this is so beautiful. i have no words other than thank you so much for sharing this powerful and beautiful testimony. we are all better for it and I cant wait to go on this journey with you.
It was God telling you to live the life He has for you! You were given a second chance to live it right! Turn to His word and your life will have purpose and meaning. It isn't about your soul bc that is your mind/will/emotions. It is about the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God guiding you and changing you. God Bless and enjoy the journey!🙏🙌🙌🙌🤲💓
YESSSS You took the words out of my mouth. The Holy Spirit is moving her. Prayers for her and you. God bless.
AMEN!!!
I pray the Holy Spirit fills her!! I pray she seeks Him🙏🏾
Spiritual awakening. Welcome, to this beautiful journey my friend. 👏🏼
Omg Chrisspy! I have thought about you SO many times each month that went by & I just kept you in my prayers that you’d be back when the time was right. You are a BLESSING & we love you so much!!!🤍
This made my bust out in tears... last night I prayed and asked God to help me do something to get help to change my life. I begged for no new trauma to be my change but to help me remember to do something. & then this video was in my notifications. My prayer was answered. I'm so happy for you. So glad you are living your true life! Thank you for sharing and being so real. ❤
I tried doing UA-cam back in 2016 before transitioning and I would sometimes film my videos at the Ipsy studios doing makeup on my sister. One time while setting up to film in the studio Chrisspy walked in ( I was already a huge fan of her & her work ) she came in and said hi to my sister and I, made small talk and left… I was star struck. 20 min go by and she comes back with a huge MAC PR box and gifts it to me. My mom kept most of the makeup & til this day still has some of the shadows & every time we see the shadows we always remember chrisspy and how sweet she was for doing that. Glad you’re back & better 💖
That’s dope
Chrisspy is that one! She’s so awesome! I really hope you continue doing UA-cam! I’m sure you’re amazing! 💗💗
Chrisspy!!! I miss you so much and every single world you said spoke deep and straight to my heart. I feel like we’re on a similar journey and I love your vulnerability. Thank you for sharing your story and making the Internet a safer place 😍
I’m sooooo happy you gave us an update! We haven’t forgotten about you! It sounds like you’re on a path for a beautiful life. ❤❤❤
Spiritual awakening is one of the greatest gifts.❤️✨ you can always try to explain it but people that haven’t gone through it simply just can’t even begin to understand. I think it happens when you truly need it and right on time. It’s true freedom you realize that you were born and are truly free to just, be.
I felt like I needed to read this comment
I can't even begin to tell you how much I have thought of you this past year! You were NOT forgotten! I love the path you are on, and am privileged to walk alongside you! ❤️
Oh, that's so amazing thanks for your comment 👍. How are you doing? Hope all is well with your family??
I see you. I hear you. I am so proud of you. The transformation of self will unfold infinitely. It is within our DNA to expand and evolve in all ways. Sending soul much love you and this new journey. I resonated so much with you and your spiritual awakening! Once you tap in itssss allllll in, but in the most magical divine ways ✨🤍🤍
This is one of the most honest and beautiful videos I have seen on this platform. Your awakening is absolutely incredible and I hope more people begin to do so. I have followed you for many years and I am so happy to know you have found a place of peace and rest and home which is coming back to yourself. I fear we have a generation of lost souls that need to find themselves but social media isn't letting them. Sending you love and light and cannot wait to see what this journey means for you and I hope you are comfortable with sharing more.
Earlier tonight I started to wonder about my spirituality and really finding myself bc I’ve been struggling with my emotions, life, etc. I then suddenly wondered of you 😭🥹 I’m currently mid ways of your video!! Im in tears. You’re truly BEAUTIFUL AMAZING SOUL! So happy you’re back🤍🤍🤍
Truly sounds like a bear death experience. A lot of ppl report feeling very serene and being okay with never returning to life. I’m very curious about what happened but i am SO GLAD you’re okay. I wish more people would step away from the internet and live more in real life.
Welldone darling well done!!!!!! You are helping wake the masses by sharing this ❤️❤️❤️❤️ planting the seed to look further. So much love!
“I’m living my truth by SHARING my truth”. What a beautiful and deep video. Thank you for sharing your new perspective. I loved the realignment of service and making what we do a service to others and not ourselves. Very excited for what’s to come for you 💗
Out of the blue I thought about you today and went to my subscriptions and saw you just came back. Beautiful video and how fortunate to be where you are.
A minute in and I'm crying. I have to take a break before I continue but I have to say, that you've been missed and seeing your face and hearing your voice again is like a big ol hug.
We need more women who are spiritually awake on the Internet. The Internet I think has claimed everyone’s mind into being egotistical materialistic narcissistic competitive people full of anxiety who just focus on what’s on the surface. I’m so happy and thankful you made this video I’ll be honest I wasn’t much of a fan of you before… But now you’re just going to be on my mind all day and I’m so excited for your future videos!
I’m so sorry you had a terrifying near death experience, but I love this video sooooo much!! EVERYTHING you said!! THIS is the way!! I’ve been there, and I’m still there. Your journey has begun and you gotta know it never ends.✨♥️✨ Welcome to the conscious side.✨♥️✨
I'm literally in tear right now. I feel like you were speaking to me? Like my soul was hearing you. I hear you and I can't express how much I needed this.. I am here and I'm listening
P.s I missed you so much and I'm so grateful you are finding your peace
Wow, this may be my very favorite Chrisspy video. It’s so good to see you whether you’re back or just checking in. Thank you for sharing your story. Good luck on your continued journey! ❤
Oh, that's so amazing thanks for your comment 👍. How are you doing? Hope all is well with your family??
Oh, that's so amazing thanks for your comment 👍. How are you doing? Hope all is well with your family??
Something made me think of you out of the blue and I thought I wonder what Chrisspy has been up to. I love this video and I believe I needed to hear this.🙌🏼☮️🖤
Omg Christina, I’ve thought of you so much in the past year hoping you were ok, you’ve been greatly missed, may God bless you now and always ❤
My god Chrisspy the fact that I was looking for you not to long ago, I’ve never met you but I feel such a connection with you ever since you started your channel. I also find peace in making paintings & I’ve been thinking of getting back to it & now you post this. It’s definitely a sign. So happy you are doing better. I’m here with you. ❤
this is actually a very cool concept for a video it's nice to see you live in the everyday life of the world aside from every body You are not like anyone and this is what makes you a special and exceptional person. I wish you a happy life and to everyone who reads my comment ❤️🥰💖😍😘🍓♥️
Thanks babe
I’m feeling like my life is at a weird crossroads in my life and I am so grateful to have come across this video, I really needed it ❤ sending love
I needed this 💕 my brother was tragically killed 4 months ago and I’m completely devastated and lost. For comfort I started watching near death experiences on UA-cam and they really helped me. All the stories I heard, it totally changed their life after. In order to find my peace I’ve been trying to find what fills my soul… I haven’t found it yet. I think I was supposed to hear your story today - I’ve been a subscriber for a long time - but I’m happy your fulfilling your life how you want, it’s brave to step away from what is familiar. I hope to do the same, to get out of my comfort zone, to fill my soul and ultimately find peace and heal so I can feel closer to my brother again; even if he is on the other side
I know exactly how you feel. I lost my oldest brother last year in March. I don’t know you, but my heart goes out to you. It is devastating and tbh I’m still the thing that fills my soul. I really appreciate you posting this it makes it feel easier knowing you’re not alone.
I am so very sorry for your loss! xx
Watch these documentaries- Close Encounters of the 5th Kind, disclosure and unacknowledged. Even if you don't believe everything in the docs, it will help you think differently about life and consciousness. That all of us are connected. Nothing and no one is ever truly gone, we simply leave our tangible bodies behind and move forward to what's next. I believe that our lives on earth are but a sliver of our existence. There is so much more out there. We aren't meant to have a full understanding and comprehension of the questions of why we are here and how. Humans are a young species. Thinking we are the be all end all is ridiculous and frankly depressing. Anyway I'll stop ranting now. Check out the docs and you'll feel differently after I'm telling you. But if you're a hard core Christian maybe just pass because your mind has already been conditioned to be as closed off as possible.
I am deeply sorry for your loss. I pray you find solace in your soul 🙏🏼🤍
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sending you all my love and my heart is with you. ❤
Aww I’m so happy to see a video from you!!! Whatever happened, I’m glad you’re ok. ❤ Also, I’m so happy you’re doing good, social media can really take a toll on peoples mental health.
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The sensitivity point, this is me completely. I think I’ve always tried to be overtly confident but numbing my sensitive side down
🤍 I had my awakening in 2018 as well & it’s everything you explained and you did it so well 👏🏻 happy you got to this point you are amazing 💪🏻
Seeing your face on here brought so much joy to my heart. I can’t wait to meet this new you & experience this journey with you on here. You were so missed and truly loved.
Thank you chrisspy!! I literally needed this, connecting with yourself and this dimension of life is truly a rollercoaster. I was in such a good spiritual place a few months ago, until my depression kicked in again. Sometimes I pull through and sometimes I don’t. Going to reconnect with myself again 💞 so happy you’re finding yourself!! There’s no feeling like it that’s for sure. It’s hard to explain to people who haven’t awakened yet!
Welcome back girl, this is absolutely wild already. Your face was missed, your videos missed. So glad you're still here sharing your talents and being exceptionally you. It wasn't your time. ❤️
Yay for a great awakening! How lucky are we to go on this journey 💕 thankyou for sharing
This is the first video I've ever seen of yours. I could make a comment about UA-cam's algorithm and how this video may have landed in my suggested videos, but I'm having the most emotional day and that "it's no accident that we're here together now" hit me right in the feels... Idk what to do or where to look, but I'm listening now.
Sooo good to SEE you! I randomly would Google you to see if there were any updates…I was beyond THRILLED to see this update! Cheers to your awakening! The universe wanted/needed you to shift and when big change happens, it’s usually ‘messy’…but…it’s the after after where you REALLY see/understand why you had to be shook to your core for CHANGE! Happy you are DOIN YOU!
Big Love Girl! ❤️😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️
I have never clicked so fast!! Can I just say I admire you so much for making this video, this is a VERY different video yet so needed for so many people. It’s different in the best way though. I am so so glad to see you feeling better, doing better, the changes you’ve made in your life that’s incredible. You’re exuding happiness in your body and face from what I can see! That’s awesome!! Continue doing what your doing. Hope to see your face again very soon! Xoxo much love from Montana
Omg this is such an awakening moment. Thank you for sharing this journey..
I was hoping she was going to say she found Jesus …. usually when people have this type of experience they find peace in the LORD peace within your own self JESUS is calling you please listen
Thank you for your story -- I find a LOT of comfort in what you are saying.
So happy you’re back & HERE with us spreading this important message. This was exactly what I needed to hear today and so much of what you expressed resonated with me personally, & I’m sure with many many more people!
Thank you ♥️🫶🏻
Sobbing watching this, Chrisspy. I’m so glad you’ve been able to find this insight and fulfillment (and rest).
Spiritual awakening 🥰🥰🥰. It’s amazing, the journey of healing within and being your authentic self. I’m glad your back.
When you said “it’s no accident that we’re here together” wow I can’t even explain how that hit me.. I am so happy to see you back I swear I always wondered where did you venture off to & im so glad to see you here, alive & healthy. Gosh bless 💜
When I first saw “Chrisspy” pop up my mouth dropped and it brought back this nostalgic feeling when I was first falling in love with makeup. All that to say, seeing your face and name felt like a nice warm hug! I loved this video and how well spoken you are. This was refreshing 🤍
Girl so happy to see your face! I not long went to check on you and realized you had disappeared was hoping you were okay, amazing video I’m glad to see you pulled through and you’re on a new path also your oil painting is incredible
I always knew you’d find your way. This is the best news I could have ever even imagined hearing today. I’m so happy for you and so grateful you decided to share this vulnerable and honest path you’re on. It’s real. Sending so much love and light your way! XO
Thank you so much for sharing. This is honestly my first video of yours and I couldn't be more thankful I found it. You have such a beautiful way with words and explaining, multiple times I had to pause with tears in my eyes just to fully process. I needed to hear this. Sending you the best energy!
I’m at 13:13 and have full body chills and tears streaming down. Thank you for sharing your path to enlightenment. I’m so happy for you.
Chrisspy!!!!!! I have randomly thought of you last year and I would say for the last 4? Ish months have VERY randomly gone on your ig looking for you & missing you, your post, your videos and wondering if you would ever make an appearance back and what happened… also wondered if you were okay.
So to say the excitement when I just came on UA-cam and see you I couldn’t click fast enough!!!!
So happy to see you!!!!
You are never forgotten!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🥰😍😍🥰
Hope to see more of your beautiful face ❤️
Xoxo 😘
I went through something very similar and traumatic 1 year ago when I encountered God ❤
“If you can get quiet enough to listen to your soul, what would you hear” wow!!!! ❤
The algorithm pulled this up as my first video, and I’ve not watched any of your content or was even aware of who you were or are now. I recently started meditating again and rediscovering how much I love it. That is no accident! ❤ May you have an amazing rest of your life 🫂 😊 I’ll be subscribing in case you post on here in the future.
That was heartwarming. Oh my gosh I’m so happy for you idk why I’m in tears…that’s so exciting for you! I can watch this video over and over again! Welcome back! Been with you for years!!!!!!
We never forgot about you!! I’m so happy to see you are okay and doing well. When we are our full authentic self we can only receive things meant for us. You’ve always been a light and I’m so happy that you can see that light in yourself now. I hope that you will continue to share if that is what is meant for you to do. ❤
Wow. Thank you for sharing. I feel like God is truly trying to speak to YOU. He loves you so, so, MUCH. Jesus died for our sins. ❤️
Thank you for sharing your experience. It comforted me and validated my feelings too. We may be living totally separate lives but such a similar experience. Good luck on your journey! In the words of Bill Hicks.. it’s just a ride.
So happy to see you back. Missed you so much! sending love and the best vibes for your journey.
Chrisspy I was searching you up 2 weeks ago because I was concerned with your absence. To see you here today speaking your truth brings nothing but tears and joy to my heart. I was waiting for you to have this moment; as crazy as it may sounds. So happy you’re back and better than ever!! Can not wait to see what life has for you next!!! It will be beautiful!!! Sending You much Love and Abundance!!!!🙏🏽🥰✨🌸
This video and conversation reminded me so much of the Lauren London podcast appearance on Angie Martinez IRL. She talks about how much closer she got to her spirit and mind after loosing Nipsey Hussle. I LIVE for these types of conversations and hope one day I can also become closer to my mind, soul, and spirit!
Beautiful!! When u find that peace and ur connection to source and true identity. Life is never the same . ❤❤❤❤
Mental Health is really bad right now! You need to inspire others with your words of affirmation, beauty and art! ❤ You don’t know this, but your videos actually help me get through a bad depression after an accident I had many years ago. Wish you the best and your followers will be here waiting for you! 😘
I’m crying a lot watching this video. I have another mental breakdown tonight and was planing on ending my life and I went on a walk with my brother and just sobbed and sobbed and felt so empty. This video gave me a little sand of hope.. thank you for sharing your story, I hope that soon I can feel peace because for 28 years I’ve felt destroyed and like I’m getting worse :( I hope to get better. Thank you just thank you for sharing this 💜 I hope you continue to share your thoughts with us
Hi Emily, I'm so sorry. While I have no idea what you're going through, I hear that your pain is very real. I know you may not feel it, but your life matters. You are important. You are loved beyond measure. I care about you and am with you. Help is out there, there are hotlines like texting or calling 988 and professionals who can help. And please email me any time info@chrisspymakeup.com. Sending you all my love.
I feel like even though the situations are different I really relate to this. I didn’t have a near death experience but my brother and dad passed away last year only months between each passing. And it rocked my world. You think you have everything figured out and then suddenly everything changes and it’s hard to grapple with. You have to figure out how to live in this new reality. And denying myself to be sad makes the feeling cling to me. I just really relate to this video and I’m happy you posted it. Thank you so much.
I know the exact feelings. The Holy Spirit is real. Nothing can fill that void but Christ 🙏🏼
The body keeps score is the book that changed me forever. I went through a dramatic change. I woke up one day and I told my husband I want to sell everything and travel in an RV with our four kids. We had a huge 4,000 sq foot house in San Diego, 2 walk in closet and every designer bag you can think of and I was still empty. I told my husband and he didn’t believe that I would give it all up. But I did. I said take all of it. We sold it all and have been on the road for 3 years now. It has been the most life changing experience. Like you said it been challenging but sooooo beautiful. I lost hair had 3 bald spots during the process of purging. But my soul feels so light. Im so excited for you and your journey!! I shared a similar video about my spiritual awakening. I was scared because I grew up a Christian. But I am so glad I did. Sending you so much love and positive energy to you on this healing journey! I took a 12 week coarse from a shaman that taught me so much. Reach out to me if you want the info I would love to share it with you I think it would be so beneficial to you. ❤️❤️❤️
I’ve seen your content on social media and always loved what you put out. Let me just say, thank you for sharing your story. I needed to hear everything you’ve said in this video. ❤
Chrisspy I have so much to say about this video. The soul, your natural state, is called “fitra “. It’s that intuition, connection, and gratitude that we get pulled away from. It’s the state babies are in and how those of old age become child like; an innocence and vulnerability to something greater than all of us.
I appreciate you giving back and being of service. True healing comes when we take our trauma , address it, and realize how to be of service with all those experiences. “Curriculum” ❤
Thank you so much for sharing. I would say I’m in the middle of my spiritual awakening/ journey and this is really encouraging to lean into it. So much I want to say, but every single word is my life right now. I’m excited to learn about the new person you’re becoming. 🌻👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
My spiritual awakening started JUST like this. I saw my body. And I was at peace. Then I came back and was like “What? I’m not dead?”
And my life has been so beautiful ever since… ❤
Hey Chrisspy, I've never seen your content before but I've been having similar feelings and thoughts since deleting social media almost 3 months ago. I needed this today. I'm glad you're here. I'm glad to have found you.
I had my spontaneous awakening in October of last year and i feel like i could have made this exact same video myself. I always felt drawn to your videos and now i know why… we are all going to be on this consciousness journey together. You are strong and i am so grateful that you are sharing your story! 💕💕
This was so beautiful! Thank you 🤍🤍
Also, your painting, girllll, I’m in love!
I have never felt more connected to an influencer ever in my life!! Ever since my spiritual awakening I have felt disconnected to social media. Thank you so much for your sharing your story
I think you would like the book Many Lives, Many Masters.
I’m happy you’re alive Chrisspy, it’s good to see you 🧡
I looked you up about 2 weeks ago and here you are 😍 I'm so happy you're back. I'm so happy you are sharing your story. You have made my world a little brighter today and I thank you for that. So excited!! 💜☯️
I was just thinking about you… you were the first make up artist I started watching. I’m soo glad you’re well. Missed seeing you here and look forward to seeing your future journey ❤
I too am very sensitive and I've always been made fun of because of it but being an empath is so hard and so taxing. I'm glad you listened to your soul and rested. You have been missed. Welcome back. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Missed you so much. I've been searching you name like where is my girl 😫 you are very much needed and I'm happy you're back 💕
I LITERALLY WAS GOING TO LOOK YOU UP YESTERDAY! THAT'S CRAZY! Glad to have you back!
I literally looked her up yesterday!!!! I’m like wtf !!!out of the nowhere I remembered her and I was like what happened to her and saw she had stop sharing and posting over a yr ago and today I see her on insta I’m
Like yoooo!!! This is crazy !!
@Carmen Samaniego I'm so glad she came back. Hopefully she uploads soon. I was enjoying her new content.
I’m a few days late but seeing your face made me so happy 🙏🏾💕