I lost my daddy 4 years ago. He passed suddenly 10 days before Christmas and it is strange how it takes the mind a while to understand that someone who has been in your life since you came into this world is gone. Thank you for sharing this with us, I know it is an emotional period. Thank you for all that you share - Have a warm and happy day with your family. Our dads are always with us.
Really love this video! Its my first Christmas without my sweet Mamaw. Never had a Christmas in 48yrs without her.💓 My love to you & your family. 💓Merry Christmas to everyone who's reading this. 🎄🎅🎄❄🎄🎅❄
I never comment..just like all the videos lol but this touched my soul. This is the 3rd Christmas without my mom and it’s never easy..especially since her birthday is December 30th. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family and hope you continue to honor his memory with happy holidays. Thanks for all the great videos!
I saw your comment and it teared me up. I remember being there. It is my sixth Christmas without my mom. Can't believe that. This year was the first time I decorated scince...it was always are thing to do together. Anyway it gets easier. Of course at Christmas it's always in the air, but at least it's not foggy anymore. So sorry you are going through it too. Of course we all do at some point but, you know, it still sucks and i'm sorry.
I lost my dad earlier this year, so this is the first Christmas I've had to spend without him... It's all I've been thinking about, and I miss him so much... As you said, not a day goes by where I do not think about him and wish I could say this or that... Or just hear his voice... Merry Christmas.
Sharing my coffee with you and enjoying the quiet before the family wakes up. I love your videos and always enjoy your dupes ones. It is my 2nd Christmas without my Mom, it is not the same, so I know how you feel. I hope you find peace. Merry Christmas Zabrena to you and your family!
17 yrs ago on Dec 23rd my dad passed away, had his wake on Christmas eve day. And lost my mom 3 yrs ago from cancer. It's a hard time of year but keeping all their traditions, and being with family, and thanking the good Lord that they are together now helps a lot ! Hugs to you Zabrena & Merry Christmas !!
I agree. I lost my mamaw this year at Mother's day. She raised me, so it my first Christmas in 48years without her. Much love 💓to you & hope you have an amazing New Year.
Can truly empathize with you all as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago. It isn't the same, but it is a comfort knowing she's always with us in heart & spirit. Hope everyone was able to enjoy their holidays.
I lost my mum 4 years ago. Christmas now is still as hard as it was 4 years ago. It never really gets better, only further away. Sorry if that's depressing. I found your channel last year on christmas and it has become my favourite makeup channel of all time. Love your honesty and kindness. Wish you all the best for next year!
Damn it. I think this will be my last Christmas with my dad and I am so scared when he goes. I don’t know how I will deal. I was hoping it would get better. :,(
Really love you so much, the message at the end of this video made me cry. I lost my dad to cancer and he was also so much fun. He never got to meet my daughter either. I miss him every single day. Nothing has been the same without him. I left an abusive marriage which meant I lost my very large home, and had to move me and my kids into a 2 bedroom 1 bath apartment. My mom who was my best friend, my confidant, my everything, refuses to talk to me or my little girl. She talks to my son. This Christmas is hard, but the three of us are determined to make it great! We look forward to overcoming our challenges, and are proud of ourselves for all that we have accomplished. We are rebuilding our lives one day at a time. For anyone who has gone through a rough 2018 I’m here to say, I’m proud of you! You are a warrior! You are beautiful! You are loved! Merry Christmas 💜💜💜💜
Lost my mami 19 years ago and I miss her every single day! I miss her sense of humor, how she loved helping people, and her wisdom! Much love to you, gorgeous!
Zabrina the dupe queen!! Yes, this is my first Christmas without my mom, but she knew where she was going in her afterlife, so I have peace I will see her again one day. Merry christmas!!
I'm sorry you're going through this rough time, my deepest condolences & can truly empathize as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago. Am glad you've been able to find peace in your faith. Happy holidays!
My heart was with you today. We lost my husband’s grandfather this year. My husband and I married as teenagers so I’ve been part of their family for 27 Christmas seasons. Spending one without him has been empty. I also lost our 14 year old golden retriever Dixie in August. This was the first Christmas ever without a pet in our home. She was a huge part of opening gifts as she always searched for hers under the tree. Love you and keep being beautiful-keep making this world a more beautiful place 😘!
My father passed away 4 years ago December 2. Christmas was also his favorite holiday. He always loved my stuffing and when I was young and there was no cable tv he would sometimes wake us up in the early morning hours to catch the only showing of “White Christmas” offered. We watch it every year in our family as well. Blessings to you this season!
Prayers to you. I lost my Dad almost 4 years ago. I know your hurt. Whenever you do hurt, say a thank you for having known that love. I will always be grateful for Dad. He is alot of who I am in the things I like and do. Memories are there. Treasure them. Hugs to you and have a Happy New Year.
I lost my mom and this time of year was our favorite..we would go to the mall and go Christmas shopping and mostly just ate and laughed and bought a lot of gifts for each other...I miss her dearly and your message went straight to my heart..I cried and I want to thank you for your kindness and honesty.. Its hard but I will see her one day in heaven..Great time watching you
My father in law passed away two nights ago Zabrena and I am trying to be strong. This time can be so difficult but I am counting my blessings and realizing the worth of everyone who is still here..alive and well. Watching your videos gives me joy and when I feel better, I can be stronger for those around me. Merry Christmas to you and yours
I lost my Papa 5 years ago tomorrow. I still miss him like crazy. May God give you peace and strength during this season and may you and your family have a very Merry Christmas.❤🎄💚
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Elizabeth Greer the one I’m talking about is $24. It’s cult mayhem (it’s name). I’m always against dupe palettes but it’s a 100 dollars difference and it’s out of stock on Pat McGRATH website and I just realized that I’m behaving like an addict. I just ordered the Nirvana palette dupe on 30% off. It’s $16 and change including shipping and taxes.
Merry Christmas, Zabrena to you and your family. I got teary eyed with what you shared about your father. I had lost both my mother and father a long time ago. But still I get teary eyed when I miss them especially during Christmas. It definitely will never be the the same without our loved ones who has gone on.
I lost my dad in July and it’s hard but like you with your new addition we have been blessed with a grandson who is two weeks old today. Time is so bittersweet
We lost my aunt this year in March as well, and Christmas was just a little less bright without her. I just know that all our lost loved ones were looking down on all of us and smiling as we remembered them and carried on traditions in their honor. ❤️
Lots of love Zabrena ❤️ my uncle just passed last Thursday and that sweet message at the end brought me to tears. Prayers for you and your family sweet lady❤️ Lots of love to you and yours!
My heart goes out to you during this time. My grandmother passed two days before Christmas about seventeen years ago. It’s always rough, but it gets easier to deal with when you talk about the good times. Merry Christmas Z. I hope you and your family are doing well.
Merry Christmas to you. May God hold you and your family close. I know this loss ... I lost both parents and my youngest daughter in, 2014/2015. I miss them everyday. Praying for all of you.
I love how concise and easy to remember your videos are. Other influencers might have taken 25 minutes to do this video, but yours is under ten minutes. So much more engaging, and it's easier to recall what you say when I'm at the store!
You dad is always with you. In your heart and your memories, and as long as you pass those memories on he will never truly be gone. Merry Christmas to your family and I promise it gets less painful each year.
I have the Bad Habit Athena palette, and enjoy it so much when I use it, I just feel so happy. My mom needed a specific colored eye palette for a party, and I gave her the Rimmel Spice palette that I had. Well she got so many compliments and decided to keep it for herself. It's ok because I bought myself another one.
Sabrina girl, I just love you...from that gorgeous hair to your fun quirky personality and your beautiful soul, I just love everything about you! This December was made so fun with your drugstore & dupe finds. I got teary with you because my daddy turned 85 this year & we know he's not with us much longer...life will be forever changed as I know you understand. I am praying for your heart to find peace & comfort. Big gentle hugs to you...💖😘💖💖💖
I lost my dad last year and my mom passed years before that. And its around this time of year that makes it hard to celebrate. But I know that they would want me to be happy and I find comfort in remembering all the good times we had together at Christmas.
Amazing list of dupes. I have been watching all December. Merry Christmas to you and your family. My heart goes out to you for the loss of your Dad. Everyday we miss our loved ones and the holidays seem to be a little tougher. This is our second Christmas after losing our 29 year old daughter so I know that tug at ones heart. May God continue to comfort and strengthen you in the coming New Year, God Bless
I lost my mom also in March, she was sick but I didn't realize she wouldn't make it... this was her favorite time of the year and is not the same without her but life goes on... from Panama, thank you for the kind words I never expected to get this kind of message from a makeup video... Very meaningful... Happy Holidays for you and all your family!!!
Thank you for your Christmas wishes. Yes, I know how much you miss your dad..no matter what your age, I’m 82, you never stop missing your parents...lots of blessings to you and your family..love your videos.
Bless you and your entire family. Missing your dad is hard at Christmas. We lost my Dad almost 10 years ago and it is still so hard. I appreciate the prayers you are saying. Bless you.
God bless you Zabrena. My heart goes with you too. A big hug from Puerto Rico. I lost my husband 7 years ago and this Christmas was the first Christmas in that time that I have decorate again the house with a Christmas tree again. Thank you for all the effort and time you put in each video. I have made changes in makeup because of you, and the info you provide. Blessings to you and to all.
I ❤ dupes! Thank you so much for all the time you put into these videos. I thought of you and your dad this week as one of my best friends just lost her mother very unexpectedly - and she was like another mom to me growing up - the holidays are so full of family events and memories that it's very hard to experience the joy fully when you feel that loss. I hope you are feeling all the love out here, and thank you for sharing it with us, too in turn. Happy holidays! ❄⛄🎄🎅
I lost my dad to suicide in February and this Christmas is terribly hard, so thank you for that message. I wasn't expecgting that and it really touched my heart. I did not know about your dad and I want to say I'm so sorry for your loss and my heart is with you as well. That was a beautiful tribute to him. Merry Christmas, and thank you for all you do!
Bless you, it's a precious gift to be able to smile through the tears and recall the wonderful memories of these dear ones who were such blessings in our families and lives. The comfort of knowing they're spending this Christmas with the birthday boy himself can't be overstated and brings the words of some of the more well worn carols truly to the fore - the last verses of Once In Royal David's City put me over! Love and blessings to you and yours xxx
Merry Christmas Zabrena! You are a bright light to so many! Thank you for sharing the journey of illness and loss with your beloved dad. I know it is not easy. I lost my mom unexpectedly six years ago. The first year of milestones (I call it “the year of firsts”) is the hardest. But when you, as you are doing, share your story with others and help/care for/minister to another who is going through the same thing, it helps your healing process as well. I learned that one doesn’t truly understand losing a parent (or another significant loss) until they experience it. And then we are given a gift of true empathy to comfort those with the comfort we received. God bless you and your family and I wish you JOY in 2019! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You got me Zabrena with your kind words at the end. I just lost my mother this year and it was so hard at Christmas because she really was the backbone of the family. My heart goes out to you over the loss of your father and i know that 2019 will be better for both our families. I will continue to pray for you and i send you and your family lots of love and positive energy your way for this holiday season and for the next blessed year!!!❤😘👍🙏
I am glad you brought up the fact that a lot of us are hurting ❤️❤️❤️ I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad 10 years ago this coming March. Holidays are the hardest. Prayers and hugs to you as well ❤️❤️❤️😘
Merry Christmas. We lost my aunt in February unexpectedly. Her birthday was New Year's Day and so it's going to be hard for my dad especially when Auld Lange Syne plays. My grandparents also died around Christmas previously so holidays are a little tough on my dad. But it makes you value the time you do have with your family.
This is my first Christmas without my grandma and it hurts. It will always hurt but I am thankful for the memories that we were able to create which will never be forgotten.
May 2019 bring many blessings and joy to you and yours. Thank you for sharing your dad with us. Praying for comfort and warm memories to flood your heart.
Merry Christmas Zabrena! Its been 10 years since we lost our brother and every holiday especially Christmas we miss him dearly. I know exactly how it feels. It makes me appreciate all my family even more.
Oh this brought tears to my eyes at the end of the video. Thank you for taking the time for everyone who has lost a very dear one this year, it really does mean so very much . Much love and blessings Julie xx❤️❤️😘🙏🙏
And my heart goes out to you, such a close bond you and your Dad had- still have, that will never alter. Thank you for all your hard work this December in bringing us fantastic videos. Merry Christmas to you and yours x
This is my first christmas without my grandpa, so my grandma came over for christmas with us, and it was really hard for us. Lots of tears and laughs, and christmas will never be the same. Praying for u and ur family. Thanks for ur kind words ❤️
I have spent my mornings with you during December. It has been one of the best things for my anxiety that has ever been. I don't know what I'm going to do when December is over! My condolences to you for your father. This is our 11th Christmas without my brother'n'law. His loss is profoundly felt, and I know it is by my sister as well. I just try to remember that he is having a far better Christmas than we will ever have, here on earth. Blessings on you, my dear, and I hope your holiday was a good one.
Can truly empathize with you as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago while pregnant with my firstborn. I'm sure touched by your ending messages & let it be known our loved ones are always with us in spirit & in heart, despite their not having met-the younger generations will come to know them through our memories & telling of stories. Again my heart goes out to you & yours, my deepest condolences.
Zabrena my heart breaks for you. This is my 3rd Christmas without my Dad and it's not the same. and I've also recently lost a childhood friend. Thank you for bringing light to those that are also struggling this holiday season. sending you love & strength🎄❤️
My heart goes out to you and your family. This is my 4th year without my mom and it's still very had, but I know that she is better and without pain and that gives me comfort. I will have you and your family in my prayers. Have a blessed holiday.
Zabrena, you are such a sweet, genuine, funny woman! All your words are so true, and I appreciate all the videos this December. Whenever I am feeling down, I just need to watch one of your videos, and I am instantly uplifted. Thank you, and I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!
My heart goes out to you...I am truly sorry for your loss...I lost my Mom in March of 2017 , I so understand what you are feeling ...sending you a huge hug ...Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family , cherish each moment ...and keep those memories of you Dad close to your heart...
My heart is with you and your family ..yes I lost my dad this is my third Christmas and still never really gets better....Go just gives you peace that surpasses all understanding...to get through each day and holidays...many blessings to you..thank you for your hard work and dedication to the videos..I just love seeing you... Hugs to the little ones ..merry Christmas 🎄💜
My husband, my mom and dad all died at this time of year. It's a difficult time of year and I am only now able to smile a bit in remembering the cherished memories. Blessings to you and your family Hon. Merry Christmas. xo
Merry Christmas to you too, Zabrena!...Thank you for bringing joy to our (makeup lover) lives. I wish all the good memories of your Dad fill your heart during this season and keep celebrating him. But there is so much to celebrate too, like the birth of your sweet girl!...You are kind, you are admired and you are strong!...Wishing you a fab 2019,Hugs!
As someone who lost her mom this year in May. I am here in spirit for you. My mom and I would always decorate the tree together and cook together. I’m a military wife so I was half way across the country when and made it a day too late to say goodbye. I miss her dearly and like you said. It’s just not the same, despite my efforts. I don’t pray or anything but I wish you the best for you and your family.
Zabrena, your videos are some of the best! You are such a lovely person and I'm sure some of that personality comes from your Dad. I'm sure he was beyond proud to have you as his daughter❤️
Thank you for your message at the end. I lost my father a few days ago and it’s been a struggle celebrating Christmas and the new year knowing that he’s gone. Best wishes to everyone who is struggling as well ❤️
Zabrena wishing your family and you lovely holiday and just know your dad is with you everyday. My mother has been gone for 18 years and she will always be in my heart. Christmas is a little difficult but I will make something that know my mother would love to keep her closer to me during the holiday. Celebrate with something your dad would have loved to celebrate him today. Sending you tons of love today!
God bless you💕😞 lost my dad 5 years ago. My heart Aches everyday. I’m grateful for having my father. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. Prayers for you and yours 💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️
Merry Christmas Zebrena! Much love from the UK. I haven't lost anyone close to me this year but I know people who have, and your words made me tear up a bit. ❤ That first special occasion without them hurts.
Merry Christmas Zabrena! I love your dupe series. You saved me so much money. I pray that each year that passes without your Dad, gets a tiny bit easier for you. I know what it feels like, I lost my only son and it's still very hard, but deep down inside, I know he is with me, as I'm sure your Dad is with you. Have a blessed day with your beautiful family. 🎅🤶🎄💚🙏
Both I, and my bank account, appreciate and adore you for this month! I have lost both of my parents and this time of the year is the hardest. Christmas was my mother's favorite and it was years before I could watch her favorite Christmas movie, the Albert Finney Scrooge because it was so tied in with her. The pain gets easier. It doesn't ever really go away, but it does go from that sharp pain to a dull ache eventually. Try to remember his joy when you are feeling his absence.
This was my 2nd christmas without my father who passed away a year and a half ago. His old home was filled with people but felt very empty. My thoughts have been with you, Zabrena, knowing you are going through this as well. I haven’t gotten into the sweet memories only part yet but I’m hoping it will happen eventually. May you and your family have a better and brighter New Year.
I so enjoy your videos... but I love them even more when I see how kind of a person you are! You are a role model to all of us ladies in the beauty community. Have a very merry Christmas! ❤️❤️❤️
This is my second Christmas without my grandparents who both passed in 2017. For some reason this year is a little harder. I deeply empathize with what you're feeling. My love to you and your family. Have a very Merry Christmas.
So sorry for your loss. They say time heals your heart from the pain of loss but I loss my dad 20yrs ago & it seems like yesterday he was telling me my MS was worse than his cancer & he was going to have to be here for me. 11 months later he was gone & like your dad Christmas was his favorite with his hat & handing out gifts. I made a photo collage after his funeral with all my favorite photos and say good morning I love you & good night I love you as I walk by it each day, may your memories help you through the days ❤ love your videos so glad I found your channel 😆🎄
Zabrena, you can always talk to your dad. He is listening. First holidays and special occasions are the hardest, but it gets easier. Hugs to you and your family. Great video.
The love never leaves your heart and it grows with each passing year because unforgettable memories fill up the loss - to the point where my loving mum is with me always. God Bless - your a sweetie ❤️
My heart goes out to you!💗 I totally understand what you are going through! The first Christmas without my mom was so hard for me, and every Christmas without her still is hard! But I think our loved ones would want us to make the best of it. And I wish you and your family all the best this Christmas! 😚🎄
Merry Christmas, Zabrena. Love your videos so much. This is my second Christmas without my son, Joshua. It’s not the same without him. I lost my dad in 2009. I understand how you feel. It gets easier but some days are hard. You are so strong and you give hope and strength to others. Thank you.
Merry Christmas Zabrena!! Hoping you and your family have a wonderful day. I'm so sorry you are missing your beloved father, no words can help in times like these, but just know he lives on through your beautiful children. Thank you so much for all your hard work and dedication, now go enjoy your family.
Merry Christmas and prayers, I understand completely.. I slept with my grandma's blanket last night because it brings me comfort. Things are so different once those who we love are gone, I am extremely grateful and blessed but I still feel lonely for the ones who are gone. ❤🎄❤
Merry Christmas! One thing I can say is it is never easy losing someone and the holidays make it more clear how much they truly meant. I have incorporated several of my parents favorite Christmas items in our version of Christmas present. Also, we all talk about our past Christmas memories with our family members that have gone so we can still have them be a part of our present celebrations. Love and Light to you and yours!!!!
I also lost my mother in March. Then her sister 2 weeks later. Two days ago I lost my sister in-law. Thank you for recognizing that it's not always fun at Christmas. I'm so sorry for the loss of you father. Peace and prayers to you and your family. Merry Christmas.
Thank You, Zabrena. I lost my mom in June, exactly one month after her 86th birthday. She had three heart attacks in three days, she was a trooper..held on and on. I was with her, and it was the hardest thing I've had to go through. I also, often have things I want to tell her, and do, looking up to heaven. Thank your message, and kind thoughts, many of us are with you, and send kind thoughts right back.
Great video! Got me at the end talking about your Dad. I lost mine this year also. It just wasn't the same without him. The good memories get me thru. Merry Christmas!
Thank you Zabrena. I lost my mom this September and you’re right....it’s been a tough a Christmas because we were so close and now she’s gone. Prayers to you for the loss of your dad. ❤️
My heart goes out to YOU! I lost my Mom in 2008 but the pain will always be as strong as if I lost her today, so I know how you feel. May you have a very blessed Christmas and thank you so very much for sharing these dupe videos with us. I cannot BELIEVE the dupe for the Urban Decay Heat Palette!! I bought a W7 Blazin' palette which is pretty close but MAN, I may have to get that Spice palette from Rimmel now that you showed us the side by side shades! AMAZING! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR!
Appreciate you and your message at the end. I lost a nephew and two sisters this year and the holidays have been difficult. Much love to you and your family! Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas, Zabrena. Its been 7 1/2 yrs since we lost our niece( she was 18). Big hugs to you on this emotional, love filled day. Enjoy your Christmas for your Dad.
Oh, I just love you. Your message at the end was so wonderfully sweet & heartfelt. Sending you love & light today!
Aw, love you Jessica! Thank you so much for your kind words :)
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I lost my daddy 4 years ago. He passed suddenly 10 days before Christmas and it is strange how it takes the mind a while to understand that someone who has been in your life since you came into this world is gone. Thank you for sharing this with us, I know it is an emotional period. Thank you for all that you share - Have a warm and happy day with your family. Our dads are always with us.
Very sorry I feel for you.
Really love this video! Its my first Christmas without my sweet Mamaw. Never had a Christmas in 48yrs without her.💓 My love to you & your family. 💓Merry Christmas to everyone who's reading this. 🎄🎅🎄❄🎄🎅❄
Merry Christmas to you too, Christy! May you find comfort and peace in this season.
I'm very sorry for your loss. Holidays are especially difficult when you're missing a loved one.
So sorry for your loss Christy Rowland!
@@hipretty Thank you.
@@ClassyCountryGirl630 Thank you
I never comment..just like all the videos lol but this touched my soul. This is the 3rd Christmas without my mom and it’s never easy..especially since her birthday is December 30th. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family and hope you continue to honor his memory with happy holidays. Thanks for all the great videos!
I saw your comment and it teared me up. I remember being there. It is my sixth Christmas without my mom. Can't believe that. This year was the first time I decorated scince...it was always are thing to do together. Anyway it gets easier. Of course at Christmas it's always in the air, but at least it's not foggy anymore. So sorry you are going through it too. Of course we all do at some point but, you know, it still sucks and i'm sorry.
I lost my dad earlier this year, so this is the first Christmas I've had to spend without him... It's all I've been thinking about, and I miss him so much... As you said, not a day goes by where I do not think about him and wish I could say this or that... Or just hear his voice... Merry Christmas.
:( wishing you strength and patience
My condolences.
I lost my mother two years ago. I feel the same way. Hope you will find strength and peace.
Sharing my coffee with you and enjoying the quiet before the family wakes up. I love your videos and always enjoy your dupes ones. It is my 2nd Christmas without my Mom, it is not the same, so I know how you feel. I hope you find peace. Merry Christmas Zabrena to you and your family!
This will probably be our last Christmas with my mom.....its really hard to enjoy it but Im going to do my best! Merry Christmas to you!!
17 yrs ago on Dec 23rd my dad passed away, had his wake on Christmas eve day. And lost my mom 3 yrs ago from cancer. It's a hard time of year but keeping all their traditions, and being with family, and thanking the good Lord that they are together now helps a lot ! Hugs to you Zabrena & Merry Christmas !!
I agree. I lost my mamaw this year at Mother's day. She raised me, so it my first Christmas in 48years without her. Much love 💓to you & hope you have an amazing New Year.
Can truly empathize with you all as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago. It isn't the same, but it is a comfort knowing she's always with us in heart & spirit. Hope everyone was able to enjoy their holidays.
I lost my mom in 1992 on December 17th! I’m still missing her 😢 blessings to you and your family ❤️😘
I'm so sorry for your loss. That love & missing them doesn't go away. 💓 love to you & hope you have an amazing New Year. 🎩🎆🎇🎉🎈🎊🎩🎆🎇🎉🎈
I lost my mum 4 years ago. Christmas now is still as hard as it was 4 years ago. It never really gets better, only further away. Sorry if that's depressing. I found your channel last year on christmas and it has become my favourite makeup channel of all time. Love your honesty and kindness. Wish you all the best for next year!
wish you strength and patience.
@@GamingWithMus thank you
Merry Xmas from new mexico!!!!!
Damn it. I think this will be my last Christmas with my dad and I am so scared when he goes. I don’t know how I will deal. I was hoping it would get better. :,(
@@kater809 :( :( :( spend your time with him as much as you can . I wish I had the right words to say. so sorry
Really love you so much, the message at the end of this video made me cry. I lost my dad to cancer and he was also so much fun. He never got to meet my daughter either. I miss him every single day. Nothing has been the same without him. I left an abusive marriage which meant I lost my very large home, and had to move me and my kids into a 2 bedroom 1 bath apartment. My mom who was my best friend, my confidant, my everything, refuses to talk to me or my little girl. She talks to my son. This Christmas is hard, but the three of us are determined to make it great! We look forward to overcoming our challenges, and are proud of ourselves for all that we have accomplished. We are rebuilding our lives one day at a time.
For anyone who has gone through a rough 2018 I’m here to say, I’m proud of you! You are a warrior! You are beautiful! You are loved!
Merry Christmas 💜💜💜💜
Lost my mami 19 years ago and I miss her every single day! I miss her sense of humor, how she loved helping people, and her wisdom! Much love to you, gorgeous!
Zabrina the dupe queen!!
Yes, this is my first Christmas without my mom, but she knew where she was going in her afterlife, so I have peace I will see her again one day.
Merry christmas!!
I'm sorry you're going through this rough time, my deepest condolences & can truly empathize as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago. Am glad you've been able to find peace in your faith. Happy holidays!
My heart was with you today. We lost my husband’s grandfather this year. My husband and I married as teenagers so I’ve been part of their family for 27 Christmas seasons. Spending one without him has been empty. I also lost our 14 year old golden retriever Dixie in August. This was the first Christmas ever without a pet in our home. She was a huge part of opening gifts as she always searched for hers under the tree. Love you and keep being beautiful-keep making this world a more beautiful place 😘!
My father passed away 4 years ago December 2. Christmas was also his favorite holiday. He always loved my stuffing and when I was young and there was no cable tv he would sometimes wake us up in the early morning hours to catch the only showing of “White Christmas” offered. We watch it every year in our family as well. Blessings to you this season!
Prayers to you. I lost my Dad almost 4 years ago. I know your hurt. Whenever you do hurt, say a thank you for having known that love. I will always be grateful for Dad. He is alot of who I am in the things I like and do. Memories are there. Treasure them. Hugs to you and have a Happy New Year.
I lost my mom and this time of year was our favorite..we would go to the mall and go Christmas shopping and mostly just ate and laughed and bought a lot of gifts for each other...I miss her dearly and your message went straight to my heart..I cried and I want to thank you for your kindness and honesty.. Its hard but I will see her one day in heaven..Great time watching you
My father in law passed away two nights ago Zabrena and I am trying to be strong. This time can be so difficult but I am counting my blessings and realizing the worth of everyone who is still here..alive and well. Watching your videos gives me joy and when I feel better, I can be stronger for those around me.
Merry Christmas to you and yours
I lost my Papa 5 years ago tomorrow. I still miss him like crazy. May God give you peace and strength during this season and may you and your family have a very Merry Christmas.❤🎄💚
Just checked bad habit website, they have dupes for Pat McGRATH mothership palettes. I would really appreciate if someone could if the dupe for mothership IV is good.
It is! Trust me! Its only like $16 I think so go for it! I love mine!
Elizabeth Greer the one I’m talking about is $24. It’s cult mayhem (it’s name). I’m always against dupe palettes but it’s a 100 dollars difference and it’s out of stock on Pat McGRATH website and I just realized that I’m behaving like an addict. I just ordered the Nirvana palette dupe on 30% off. It’s $16 and change including shipping and taxes.
I have 4 of the 5 palettes and I love them! All of the videos I've seen on them show they're great affordable dupes!
Can't believe 2018 is almost gone! Can't wait to see what 2019 holds for new makeup!
Merry Christmas, Zabrena to you and your family. I got teary eyed with what you shared about your father. I had lost both my mother and father a long time ago. But still I get teary eyed when I miss them especially during Christmas. It definitely will never be the the same without our loved ones who has gone on.
I lost my dad in July and it’s hard but like you with your new addition we have been blessed with a grandson who is two weeks old today. Time is so bittersweet
The way you talk about your dad touches my heart so deeply. Thinking of you & love you!
We lost my aunt this year in March as well, and Christmas was just a little less bright without her. I just know that all our lost loved ones were looking down on all of us and smiling as we remembered them and carried on traditions in their honor. ❤️
Lots of love Zabrena ❤️ my uncle just passed last Thursday and that sweet message at the end brought me to tears. Prayers for you and your family sweet lady❤️ Lots of love to you and yours!
My heart goes out to you during this time. My grandmother passed two days before Christmas about seventeen years ago. It’s always rough, but it gets easier to deal with when you talk about the good times. Merry Christmas Z. I hope you and your family are doing well.
Merry Christmas to you. May God hold you and your family close. I know this loss ... I lost both parents and my youngest daughter in, 2014/2015. I miss them everyday.
Praying for all of you.
I'm sorry for your loss. May the Lord Almighty ease your pain.
Sending my thoughts and prayers to you and your family. ❤
Thank you
Thank you
Soo sorry for your loss too many. May your memories help you through the days 💞🌠
I love how concise and easy to remember your videos are. Other influencers might have taken 25 minutes to do this video, but yours is under ten minutes. So much more engaging, and it's easier to recall what you say when I'm at the store!
I lost my Dad around the holidays several years ago. I really appreciate your heartfelt message.
You dad is always with you. In your heart and your memories, and as long as you pass those memories on he will never truly be gone. Merry Christmas to your family and I promise it gets less painful each year.
I have the Bad Habit Athena palette, and enjoy it so much when I use it, I just feel so happy. My mom needed a specific colored eye palette for a party, and I gave her the Rimmel Spice palette that I had. Well she got so many compliments and decided to keep it for herself. It's ok because I bought myself another one.
Sabrina girl, I just love you...from that gorgeous hair to your fun quirky personality and your beautiful soul, I just love everything about you! This December was made so fun with your drugstore & dupe finds. I got teary with you because my daddy turned 85 this year & we know he's not with us much longer...life will be forever changed as I know you understand. I am praying for your heart to find peace & comfort. Big gentle hugs to you...💖😘💖💖💖
I lost my dad last year and my mom passed years before that. And its around this time of year that makes it hard to celebrate. But I know that they would want me to be happy and I find comfort in remembering all the good times we had together at Christmas.
Amazing list of dupes. I have been watching all December. Merry Christmas to you and your family. My heart goes out to you for the loss of your Dad. Everyday we miss our loved ones and the holidays seem to be a little tougher. This is our second Christmas after losing our 29 year old daughter so I know that tug at ones heart. May God continue to comfort and strengthen you in the coming New Year, God Bless
I lost my mom also in March, she was sick but I didn't realize she wouldn't make it... this was her favorite time of the year and is not the same without her but life goes on... from Panama, thank you for the kind words I never expected to get this kind of message from a makeup video... Very meaningful... Happy Holidays for you and all your family!!!
Thank you for your Christmas wishes. Yes, I know how much you miss your dad..no matter what your age, I’m 82, you never stop missing your parents...lots of blessings to you and your family..love your videos.
Bless you and your entire family. Missing your dad is hard at Christmas. We lost my Dad almost 10 years ago and it is still so hard. I appreciate the prayers you are saying. Bless you.
God bless you Zabrena. My heart goes with you too. A big hug from Puerto Rico. I lost my husband 7 years ago and this Christmas was the first Christmas in that time that I have decorate again the house with a Christmas tree again.
Thank you for all the effort and time you put in each video. I have made changes in makeup because of you, and the info you provide.
Blessings to you and to all.
I ❤ dupes! Thank you so much for all the time you put into these videos. I thought of you and your dad this week as one of my best friends just lost her mother very unexpectedly - and she was like another mom to me growing up - the holidays are so full of family events and memories that it's very hard to experience the joy fully when you feel that loss. I hope you are feeling all the love out here, and thank you for sharing it with us, too in turn. Happy holidays! ❄⛄🎄🎅
I lost my dad to suicide in February and this Christmas is terribly hard, so thank you for that message. I wasn't expecgting that and it really touched my heart. I did not know about your dad and I want to say I'm so sorry for your loss and my heart is with you as well. That was a beautiful tribute to him. Merry Christmas, and thank you for all you do!
Not having them here on earth is so hard. My heart goes out to you Zabrena, and I'm praying for you and your family. ❤
Bless you, it's a precious gift to be able to smile through the tears and recall the wonderful memories of these dear ones who were such blessings in our families and lives. The comfort of knowing they're spending this Christmas with the birthday boy himself can't be overstated and brings the words of some of the more well worn carols truly to the fore - the last verses of Once In Royal David's City put me over! Love and blessings to you and yours xxx
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Merry Christmas Zabrena! You are a bright light to so many! Thank you for sharing the journey of illness and loss with your beloved dad. I know it is not easy. I lost my mom unexpectedly six years ago. The first year of milestones (I call it “the year of firsts”) is the hardest. But when you, as you are doing, share your story with others and help/care for/minister to another who is going through the same thing, it helps your healing process as well. I learned that one doesn’t truly understand losing a parent (or another significant loss) until they experience it. And then we are given a gift of true empathy to comfort those with the comfort we received. God bless you and your family and I wish you JOY in 2019! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You got me Zabrena with your kind words at the end. I just lost my mother this year and it was so hard at Christmas because she really was the backbone of the family. My heart goes out to you over the loss of your father and i know that 2019 will be better for both our families. I will continue to pray for you and i send you and your family lots of love and positive energy your way for this holiday season and for the next blessed year!!!❤😘👍🙏
I am glad you brought up the fact that a lot of us are hurting ❤️❤️❤️ I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad 10 years ago this coming March. Holidays are the hardest. Prayers and hugs to you as well ❤️❤️❤️😘
Merry Christmas. We lost my aunt in February unexpectedly. Her birthday was New Year's Day and so it's going to be hard for my dad especially when Auld Lange Syne plays. My grandparents also died around Christmas previously so holidays are a little tough on my dad. But it makes you value the time you do have with your family.
Thank you so much for your kind message about missing loved ones at the holidays. Love to you and your family.
This is my first Christmas without my grandma and it hurts. It will always hurt but I am thankful for the memories that we were able to create which will never be forgotten.
May 2019 bring many blessings and joy to you and yours. Thank you for sharing your dad with us. Praying for comfort and warm memories to flood your heart.
Merry Christmas Zabrena! Its been 10 years since we lost our brother and every holiday especially Christmas we miss him dearly. I know exactly how it feels. It makes me appreciate all my family even more.
Thanks for the great dupes. Sending you hugs and prayers. May all the wonderful memories of your Dad give comfort to your heart.
Oh this brought tears to my eyes at the end of the video.
Thank you for taking the time for everyone who has lost a very dear one this year, it really does mean so very much .
Much love and blessings Julie xx❤️❤️😘🙏🙏
I love when you talk about your dad. You're so blessed to have such a good daddy. Merry Christmas 💓
And my heart goes out to you, such a close bond you and your Dad had- still have, that will never alter. Thank you for all your hard work this December in bringing us fantastic videos.
Merry Christmas to you and yours x
This is my first christmas without my grandpa, so my grandma came over for christmas with us, and it was really hard for us. Lots of tears and laughs, and christmas will never be the same. Praying for u and ur family. Thanks for ur kind words ❤️
I have spent my mornings with you during December. It has been one of the best things for my anxiety that has ever been. I don't know what I'm going to do when December is over! My condolences to you for your father. This is our 11th Christmas without my brother'n'law. His loss is profoundly felt, and I know it is by my sister as well. I just try to remember that he is having a far better Christmas than we will ever have, here on earth. Blessings on you, my dear, and I hope your holiday was a good one.
Can truly empathize with you as I've lost my mother to cancer 10yrs ago while pregnant with my firstborn. I'm sure touched by your ending messages & let it be known our loved ones are always with us in spirit & in heart, despite their not having met-the younger generations will come to know them through our memories & telling of stories. Again my heart goes out to you & yours, my deepest condolences.
Zabrena my heart breaks for you. This is my 3rd Christmas without my Dad and it's not the same. and I've also recently lost a childhood friend.
Thank you for bringing light to those that are also struggling this holiday season. sending you love & strength🎄❤️
My heart goes out to you and your family. This is my 4th year without my mom and it's still very had, but I know that she is better and without pain and that gives me comfort. I will have you and your family in my prayers. Have a blessed holiday.
Zabrena, you are such a sweet, genuine, funny woman! All your words are so true, and I appreciate all the videos this December. Whenever I am feeling down, I just need to watch one of your videos, and I am instantly uplifted. Thank you, and I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!
My heart goes out to you...I am truly sorry for your loss...I lost my Mom in March of 2017 , I so understand what you are feeling ...sending you a huge hug ...Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family , cherish each moment ...and keep those memories of you Dad close to your heart...
My heart is with you and your family ..yes I lost my dad this is my third Christmas and still never really gets better....Go just gives you peace that surpasses all understanding...to get through each day and holidays...many blessings to you..thank you for your hard work and dedication to the videos..I just love seeing you... Hugs to the little ones ..merry Christmas 🎄💜
My husband, my mom and dad all died at this time of year. It's a difficult time of year and I am only now able to smile a bit in remembering the cherished memories. Blessings to you and your family Hon. Merry Christmas. xo
Merry Christmas to you too, Zabrena!...Thank you for bringing joy to our (makeup lover) lives. I wish all the good memories of your Dad fill your heart during this season and keep celebrating him. But there is so much to celebrate too, like the birth of your sweet girl!...You are kind, you are admired and you are strong!...Wishing you a fab 2019,Hugs!
As someone who lost her mom this year in May. I am here in spirit for you. My mom and I would always decorate the tree together and cook together. I’m a military wife so I was half way across the country when and made it a day too late to say goodbye. I miss her dearly and like you said. It’s just not the same, despite my efforts.
I don’t pray or anything but I wish you the best for you and your family.
Thank you Zabrena. My first Christmas without my mom. My heart goes out to you and others who are feeling the loss of a loved one.
Zabrena, your videos are some of the best! You are such a lovely person and I'm sure some of that personality comes from your Dad. I'm sure he was beyond proud to have you as his daughter❤️
Thank you for your message at the end. I lost my father a few days ago and it’s been a struggle celebrating Christmas and the new year knowing that he’s gone.
Best wishes to everyone who is struggling as well ❤️
Zabrena wishing your family and you lovely holiday and just know your dad is with you everyday. My mother has been gone for 18 years and she will always be in my heart. Christmas is a little difficult but I will make something that know my mother would love to keep her closer to me during the holiday. Celebrate with something your dad would have loved to celebrate him today. Sending you tons of love today!
God bless you💕😞 lost my dad 5 years ago. My heart Aches everyday. I’m grateful for having my father. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. Prayers for you and yours 💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for mentioning your dad. My mom passed this June. It's been....hard. We weren't big on tradition but I've always felt so lucky to have her.
Merry Christmas Zebrena! Much love from the UK. I haven't lost anyone close to me this year but I know people who have, and your words made me tear up a bit. ❤ That first special occasion without them hurts.
Merry Christmas Zabrena! I love your dupe series. You saved me so much money. I pray that each year that passes without your Dad, gets a tiny bit easier for you. I know what it feels like, I lost my only son and it's still very hard, but deep down inside, I know he is with me, as I'm sure your Dad is with you. Have a blessed day with your beautiful family. 🎅🤶🎄💚🙏
Both I, and my bank account, appreciate and adore you for this month!
I have lost both of my parents and this time of the year is the hardest. Christmas was my mother's favorite and it was years before I could watch her favorite Christmas movie, the Albert Finney Scrooge because it was so tied in with her. The pain gets easier. It doesn't ever really go away, but it does go from that sharp pain to a dull ache eventually. Try to remember his joy when you are feeling his absence.
This was my 2nd christmas without my father who passed away a year and a half ago. His old home was filled with people but felt very empty. My thoughts have been with you, Zabrena, knowing you are going through this as well. I haven’t gotten into the sweet memories only part yet but I’m hoping it will happen eventually. May you and your family have a better and brighter New Year.
I so enjoy your videos... but I love them even more when I see how kind of a person you are! You are a role model to all of us ladies in the beauty community. Have a very merry Christmas! ❤️❤️❤️
God Bless you and your family. I lost my mom recently, and you never get over it but it becomes easier to deal with. Merry Christmas.
I am so sorry for your loss. You are a lovely lovely lady and that was a beautiful tribute to your dad❤️
This is my second Christmas without my grandparents who both passed in 2017. For some reason this year is a little harder. I deeply empathize with what you're feeling. My love to you and your family. Have a very Merry Christmas.
So sorry for your loss. They say time heals your heart from the pain of loss but I loss my dad 20yrs ago & it seems like yesterday he was telling me my MS was worse than his cancer & he was going to have to be here for me. 11 months later he was gone & like your dad Christmas was his favorite with his hat & handing out gifts. I made a photo collage after his funeral with all my favorite photos and say good morning I love you & good night I love you as I walk by it each day, may your memories help you through the days ❤ love your videos so glad I found your channel 😆🎄
Zabrena, you can always talk to your dad. He is listening. First holidays and special occasions are the hardest, but it gets easier. Hugs to you and your family. Great video.
I love your dupe videos. I am so sorry about your dad. I know how hard it is that first Christmas without those loved ones. Sending prayers your way
The love never leaves your heart and it grows with each passing year because unforgettable memories fill up the loss - to the point where my loving mum is with me always. God Bless - your a sweetie ❤️
My heart goes out to you!💗 I totally understand what you are going through! The first Christmas without my mom was so hard for me, and every Christmas without her still is hard! But I think our loved ones would want us to make the best of it. And I wish you and your family all the best this Christmas! 😚🎄
Merry Christmas, Zabrena. Love your videos so much. This is my second Christmas without my son, Joshua.
It’s not the same without him. I lost my dad in 2009. I understand how you feel. It gets easier but some days
are hard. You are so strong and you give hope and strength to others. Thank you.
Merry Christmas Zabrena!! Hoping you and your family have a wonderful day. I'm so sorry you are missing your beloved father, no words can help in times like these, but just know he lives on through your beautiful children. Thank you so much for all your hard work and dedication, now go enjoy your family.
The dupes were fabulous but I wanted to say an extra big thank you for the love at the end! Praying for you and your family as well ♥️ Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas and prayers, I understand completely.. I slept with my grandma's blanket last night because it brings me comfort. Things are so different once those who we love are gone, I am extremely grateful and blessed but I still feel lonely for the ones who are gone. ❤🎄❤
Merry Christmas! One thing I can say is it is never easy losing someone and the holidays make it more clear how much they truly meant. I have incorporated several of my parents favorite Christmas items in our version of Christmas present. Also, we all talk about our past Christmas memories with our family members that have gone so we can still have them be a part of our present celebrations. Love and Light to you and yours!!!!
I also lost my mother in March. Then her sister 2 weeks later. Two days ago I lost my sister in-law. Thank you for recognizing that it's not always fun at Christmas. I'm so sorry for the loss of you father. Peace and prayers to you and your family. Merry Christmas.
Thank You, Zabrena. I lost my mom in June, exactly one month after her 86th birthday. She had three heart attacks in three days, she was a trooper..held on and on. I was with her, and it was the hardest thing I've had to go through. I also, often have things I want to tell her, and do, looking up to heaven. Thank your message, and kind thoughts, many of us are with you, and send kind thoughts right back.
Great video! Got me at the end talking about your Dad. I lost mine this year also. It just wasn't the same without him. The good memories get me thru. Merry Christmas!
Thank you Zabrena. I lost my mom this September and you’re right....it’s been a tough a Christmas because we were so close and now she’s gone. Prayers to you for the loss of your dad. ❤️
Thank you, I lost my Mom in February and it was her favorite Holiday as well. I am doing my best to not cry today.
My heart goes out to YOU! I lost my Mom in 2008 but the pain will always be as strong as if I lost her today, so I know how you feel. May you have a very blessed Christmas and thank you so very much for sharing these dupe videos with us. I cannot BELIEVE the dupe for the Urban Decay Heat Palette!! I bought a W7 Blazin' palette which is pretty close but MAN, I may have to get that Spice palette from Rimmel now that you showed us the side by side shades! AMAZING! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR!
Appreciate you and your message at the end. I lost a nephew and two sisters this year and the holidays have been difficult. Much love to you and your family! Merry Christmas!
Thank you for all you do! I lost my mom last December so I'm missing a parent too. Prayers your way!
The end 💔💔 my heart goes out to you and yours. I just adore you Z! Merry Christmas and I'm thinking of you today! ❤
Merry Christmas, Zabrena. Its been 7 1/2 yrs since we lost our niece( she was 18). Big hugs to you on this emotional, love filled day. Enjoy your Christmas for your Dad.
Merry Christmas! It was my dad's favorite holiday as well. God bless you and your family. We will see them again!