I WAS PREGNANT BUT HAD A MISCARRIAGE 💔😭

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  • And just like that, I was pregnant but had a miscarriage. I got a positive pregnancy test result but was bleeding, so the OB sent me to the ER where it was confirmed I was having a miscarriage. At first I was shocked to be pregnant because we had been using protection, and I was trying not to get emotionally attached, but I can't help it because I love being a mom and I am devastated that I won't ever get to hold this sweet angel baby. To any other person out there watching this video who has experienced a miscarriage, there are no words to describe the heartbreak of losing a baby. I just hope you know you're not alone and I am so very sorry for your loss. It's okay to cry your guts out in the car and vent your feelings- journaling all my feelings and naming my baby actually really helped me even though I am still very very sad and still grieving. This is a very raw and real mom vlog about pregnancy loss. If you'd like to see more motivating and uplifting videos, please check out my clean with me, organize with me, and decorate with me videos on my channel. Right now I have just been going through a very difficult time, so I can't be as positive and give you the same type of motivation. But thanks for sticking with me through the good and the bad.
    All my love,
    Brianna K xoxo @bitsofbri
    #briannak #dayinthelife #miscarriage #vlog #2022 #motherhood #pregnancy #loss #grief #DITL
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  • @paigewilson
    @paigewilson 2 роки тому +237

    This makes me feel less alone. I had an early miscarriage and my family didn’t seem to really care-not even my husband. I was so heartbroken but brushed it off because everyone said it was too early to really care. I was crying with you bri. You’re feelings are valid and that little soul will be with you forever. ❤️🥺

    • @laurenv.9521
      @laurenv.9521 2 роки тому +27

      It's never too early to care. Your loss is valid, and I'm so sorry for it.

    • @jessicarodman3569
      @jessicarodman3569 2 роки тому +7

      Same

    • @JosieWilliams316
      @JosieWilliams316 2 роки тому +19

      Hey love. I’m sorry your pain wasn’t validated. Any loss matters and your feelings matter to me.

    • @tatersprecious5827
      @tatersprecious5827 2 роки тому +11

      It’s never too early to care. I miscarried 6 times and it was so sad each time. People said hurtful things about how it wasn’t a real baby yet. You’re not alone. I gave all my lost babies names, even though I didn’t know the genders. That makes them feel more real. ❤️

    • @rebekahmcdermott5504
      @rebekahmcdermott5504 2 роки тому +6

      It’s never too early. Your baby is your baby no matter how small ❤️ You’re not alone, Mama! Never be ashamed to talk about it.

  • @karenfisher2242
    @karenfisher2242 2 роки тому +2

    I am sooooo sorry for your loss. Please don’t be hard on yourself. That sweet baby knows how much you loved her. She will forever be your Angel! Sending big hugs your way.

  • @scrumps101
    @scrumps101 2 роки тому +28

    I don’t understand why anyone would put such a personal, emotional video on UA-cam. It’s one thing to post about the fact that a miscarriage occurred but all the personal tidbits is really over sharing. I’m sorry that you or anyone has to deal with miscarriage, it’s a hard thing to deal with. That you are blaming yourself for it because you shamed your own body is sending a very harmful message. For any women out there please don’t internalize this. Early miscarriage is highly common. The fact is that 1 out of every 3 pregnancies results in miscarriage. Many women miscarry without ever knowing they are pregnant. The cause is not you shaming your body but rather a natural cause likely being due to a chromosomal abnormality that you have no control over. Women suffer enough with body positivity. Please don’t give us another reason to loathe ourselves. This is not it.

    • @lindsaygamarra7526
      @lindsaygamarra7526 2 роки тому +4

      Couldn't agree more. Like the call and drive to the hospital too. I'm very sorry she miscarried. I have too and you are so right about the internalization. Plus I hate to think this video is also profiting

  • @ShayleeOfficial
    @ShayleeOfficial 2 роки тому +51

    Bri, we've ALL been hard on our bodies. Please please please don't blame yourself for such a loss. You do a lot and deserve to take a break if needed.

  • @MelinaBrook
    @MelinaBrook 2 роки тому +91

    I am so sorry Brianna. I have been through this too & it's such a heartbreaking situation! Praying for you & your family!

  • @HomeMakingMonty
    @HomeMakingMonty 2 роки тому +10

    Going through a miscarriage with a baby you weren't planning for is so hard. You freak out at the positive, but feel a bit of excitement deep down. Then to find out the baby isn't coming... you aren't freaking out anymore, but you find yourself so broken about it. Sending love and courage your way!

  • @mariah4544
    @mariah4544 2 роки тому +48

    My heart goes out to you Bri 🥺🙏 I know that feeling since I had a miscarriage last year. It took a toll on my mental health. Time will help heal from your loss. I don’t have kids and today, I’m 7 weeks pregnant and scheduled to see my baby for the 1st time today. I’m so nervous and anxious, I hope my little peanut is doing fine. Please PRAY for me and my baby! I’m so worried 🥺🙏

    • @caseydarliiing
      @caseydarliiing 2 роки тому +1

      Sending hugs and prayers 🙏🏻

    • @mrsth733
      @mrsth733 2 роки тому +1

      Praying for you. 🙏❤️

    • @JDKTH3GAMER
      @JDKTH3GAMER 2 роки тому +3

      Praying now for this 7 week old miracle. Jesus - thank you for this baby. Thank you for this 7 week old life that is created perfectly by you. May that babe be strong and healthy and show of it's amazing little jellybean body to Maria today. Jesus - calm her nerves. Give her the peace that ONLY You provide. Amen.

    • @mariah4544
      @mariah4544 2 роки тому +5

      I just wanted to say Thank you for all your time and prayers! I had my appointment and got to hear my baby’s heart beat! Everything seems to go normal for now. I pray he continues to grow strong and healthy!

  • @kristiwilliams4816
    @kristiwilliams4816 2 роки тому +5

    Things will get better Bri I promise. I’ve had a miscarriage and a stillborn at 8 months and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. We will see them again soon!! Baby’s are a true gift from God!!

  • @victoriapreble4357
    @victoriapreble4357 2 роки тому +18

    So much love to you ❤️
    We lost our daughter at 20 weeks after years of infertility when she was born too early and didn’t make it. We’ve also had 2 early losses.
    I’m now 13w pregnant from IVF and we are praying this will be our take-home baby, and we will tell her about her siblings she didn’t get to meet, but who are watching over us.
    Anela is a beautiful name!
    Thank you for sharing this and helping to end the stigma of pregnancy loss! Hugs. 💕

  • @Josey168
    @Josey168 2 роки тому +43

    Ugh, this hurts my heart. I had a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks and every time I see videos like this I just want to reach out and hug you. :(
    No amount of preparation will ease any pain we go through when we lose a baby 💔
    I’m sorry, Bri.

  • @ColonialFlorals
    @ColonialFlorals 2 роки тому +16

    Bri- First of all, I’m so sorry for your loss. Secondly, as someone who has had 4 losses, I completely understand the need you have to want to rationalize why this has happened. But please know that NOTHING you said/didn’t say caused this. NOTHING you did/didn’t do caused this. You couldn’t have done anything differently to cause a different outcome because it was completely out of your control. Your baby mattered and is as real as your other children. Please take the time to allow yourself to grieve and ride the waves of emotions as they come. There is no right or wrong way to mourn the loss of such a precious soul. I’m praying that Jesus wraps His arms of comfort around your family during this time and that you remember the promise that God works ALL things out for our good. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @KellysKorner08
    @KellysKorner08 2 роки тому +37

    I’m so sorry Brianna. I’m praying for you!

  • @madelinenolan7262
    @madelinenolan7262 2 роки тому +27

    On behalf of all of us that have suffered through this thank you for your bravery to show this part of pregnancy loss. I know it’s hard not to blame ourselves some how but it gets better. Your baby sent your family that rainbow as a sign she knows all the love y’all have and she is safely with your family in heaven. Keep that rainbow in your mind as a reminder a rainbow will come again after this storm. Prayers momma! 🌈🌈

  • @missyritchie6579
    @missyritchie6579 2 роки тому +5

    Thank you for sharing. I've also had 2 early miscarriages (the first of which was a surprise pregnancy, like yours) and I totally understand your need to connect with that baby and find signs that they're still out there, even if not "here". This will always be an important part of your story, even as time heals your heart.

  • @DuvessaDD
    @DuvessaDD 2 роки тому +84

    It's hard to watch after delivering my baby girl stillborn last year but this makes me feel more normal in a way. My heart goes out to you and I know no words can sooth you at this time. I truly do appreciate this video!! It helps more than you know. 🙏🏽

    • @DuvessaDD
      @DuvessaDD 2 роки тому +4

      @Amanda thank you for your kind words!

    • @carliehetrick7547
      @carliehetrick7547 2 роки тому +4

      I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending you so many prayers ❤️

    • @Duffy72
      @Duffy72 2 роки тому +5

      Omg mama I am so sorry for your loss, my stepmother had gone through this as well and I, I just wish I could give you a hug 💔❤️

    • @DuvessaDD
      @DuvessaDD 2 роки тому +1

      @@carliehetrick7547 thank you!!

    • @alishak1
      @alishak1 2 роки тому +2

      I'm so very sorry for your loss. Prayers and love coming your way. @Duvessa Doll Diaries

  • @xblinkRed54x
    @xblinkRed54x 2 роки тому +20

    I lost my little one last summer at 20 weeks and know what you are going through. Keep watching for those signs! They’re real and always make me feel more at peace. Sending all the love and prayers to you & your family❤️

  • @lauradenise21
    @lauradenise21 2 роки тому +79

    Anela is a gorgeous name for a gorgeous, rambunctious, baby girl. She’s sweet and caring and she’s an empath like her mother. She knew your heart and that you were just going through a rough patch of self doubt. And if she had any question of how much you love her, your dad TOTALLY let her know as soon as she got up there to him. Your dad is playing with her RIGHT now and telling her all about her brothers and sister. And also your most embarrassing stories so when you finally meet her, you’ll have some explaining to do!…

  • @viktoriaflores2630
    @viktoriaflores2630 2 роки тому +20

    I went through this twice. It’s so hard…especially when everyone else around you either doesn’t care or just moves on. My heart and prayers are with you! Little Ānela is waiting patiently for your family’s arrival!! It will be a family reunion like no other!! God Bless!!

    • @mopaytas1144
      @mopaytas1144 2 роки тому +3

      She doesn't even know if it was a girl for Pete's sakes

  • @christinabarrera7508
    @christinabarrera7508 2 роки тому +161

    Sorry for your loss. Sending much love and prayers. I know this feeling all too well, we had 2 back to back late miscarriages (14 & 16 weeks) in the last 5 years and finally had our double rainbow baby in October. I never knew you could love someone you never met that much. I still cry over the losses from time to time and it’s okay. You are a beautiful person, love your channel stay strong and know it’s okay to cry your baby mattered. ❤️

    • @meldonphilogene8875
      @meldonphilogene8875 2 роки тому +2

      😭😭

    • @annamerson3564
      @annamerson3564 2 роки тому +4

      I know what you all are going through it's hard just pray 🙏🙏🙏

    • @jenniferb.373
      @jenniferb.373 2 роки тому +2

      So sorry you went through losing two little angels but I’m sure your rainbow baby is the light you needed. 🌈 ✨

    • @angiegibson3092
      @angiegibson3092 2 роки тому +1

      Sorry for your loss, Sending lots of prayers to you and your family!!!!

    • @annamerson3564
      @annamerson3564 2 роки тому +1

      One day we all will see our babies that are in heaven all babies are in heaven. It's hard but it gets better over time I'm here for you all.

  • @ciaramcrowley
    @ciaramcrowley 2 роки тому +14

    I just went through loss in September and we named her as well. The name helps with the grieving process so much! Your family is in my thoughts 💕

  • @gailhibbs9093
    @gailhibbs9093 2 роки тому +15

    I am much older than you, but I had 3 miscarriages in between my 4 children & totally understand everything you're going through. God has a plan for us, even though it may be tough & not be what we want. My heart goes out to you & I continue to pray for you! Big hugs!

  • @whitneyk5325
    @whitneyk5325 2 роки тому +16

    This is heartbreaking. I'm so sorry, Bri. Thank you for sharing Anela with us. I'm sure you will help other moms that have had a miscarriage to know that they aren't alone and it's ok to feel what they do. I am thinking of you as you grieve this loss.

  • @CaitlynNeier
    @CaitlynNeier 2 роки тому +33

    I’m so sorry for your loss Bri. My heart broke for you watching this video 💔 thank you for sharing, I know this wasn’t easy to share. Your vulnerability will help so many others know they’re not alone. Hugs xoxo

  • @errodig
    @errodig 2 роки тому +26

    Sending so much love, Bri!! ❤️ My 4th baby also ended in pregnancy loss 💔 I remember when it happened I hated the feeling of how everyone else’s life was moving on like nothing happened. Sending loads of hugs and prayers your way. I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️❤️❤️

  • @bolie72031
    @bolie72031 2 роки тому +24

    Sending you many many prayers and hugs. I had a miscarriage exactly a year ago this week. It was absolutely heartbreaking.. it would have been my first baby. Don't blame yourself. You didnt do anything wrong. There are reasons and purpose for everything that happens in our life. You need to grieve however you need to. That little butterfly was a sign to show baby is with your dad and safe. I hope younfeel better soon. ❤💙❤

  • @zoeygirl73
    @zoeygirl73 2 роки тому +44

    It’s weird that you set up the camera to film you and your husband hugging.

  • @shelbytaggartreads2739
    @shelbytaggartreads2739 2 роки тому +47

    This hits so close to home today. My husband and I found out we were expecting baby #3 after 3 rounds of fertility treatments and we were so excited but we found out a week ago the pregnancy wasn’t viable. I’m so sorry you are experiencing this. I had 3 miscarriages before we conceived baby #1 so I naively thought miscarriage was apart of my past. I wish you healing & peace during this time, B ❤️

  • @karensiminitus3679
    @karensiminitus3679 2 роки тому +6

    I am sorry for your loss,and I have had MULTIPLY miscarriages,but aren't some things made to be kept private between you and your husband? The last thing I would EVER think about after a miscarriage is to film it! This is done in poor taste. IMO After you have recovered is the time to share.

    • @devyn7637
      @devyn7637 2 роки тому

      It might be therapeutic to her, to share her story, it's also very insensitive to post a comment like this to a person who just lost their baby! I'm just telling you that so you might think before commenting things.

    • @karensiminitus3679
      @karensiminitus3679 2 роки тому

      @@devyn7637 when these You Tubers put their personal agenda online,all comments aren't necessarily going to be what one wants to hear. You have your opinion,and I have mine! Really none of your business what I post.

  • @jesseniacarvajal4329
    @jesseniacarvajal4329 2 роки тому +11

    Thank you so much for sharing this with us and being open and transparent. I’m sorry you went through that loss.
    My husband and I have been trying for years and have never gotten anywhere close. This is the year we will be researching and trying to find a reason as to why.

  • @Beachgirl246
    @Beachgirl246 2 роки тому +11

    I am so sorry for your loss, this is way too personal and never should have been on UA-cam. A camera was set up and filming the hug with your husband makes content. I am sad for you. Please take a break from You Tube for yourself and family.

  • @kyoungblood9
    @kyoungblood9 2 роки тому +20

    I can’t even imagine your heart break. Sending all my love and prayers to you and your family. 💕

  • @jocelynnhunnicutt8660
    @jocelynnhunnicutt8660 2 роки тому +2

    I can relate to you so well. We also live in Hawaii, moved here for my husbands job (not military most asked question) and have three kids. I’ve had 5 miscarriages, one a few months ago and went to that same hospital you are at and sat in my car crying and mad at my body! Screaming from the top of my lungs, ITS NOT FAIR! I don’t understand why things like this happen but you are so brave to share your story to the world. No matter how far along you were, it’s still your baby, it’s still a loss. I will definitely be thinking about you and your family for this difficult time you are going through. Please know you are not alone and by you sharing your story shows us that we aren’t alone because it’s a very lonely thing to go through. I’ll be praying for you and your beautiful family Bri! 🤍

  • @jordanj8367
    @jordanj8367 2 роки тому +16

    We had a miscarriage after an unexpected pregnancy last year and there were so many complex feelings wrapped up in it. It’s so hard and you have every right to process and feel how you need to. Thanks for being vulnerable with us.

  • @sarahfisher3457
    @sarahfisher3457 2 роки тому +2

    Sending you so much love and prayer. I had a late first trimester missed miscarriage and it was devastating. You are not alone, as lonely as it may feel. Also, when you said that from the moment you had the positive test you had a feeling about the outcome, I had the same feeling and I’ve heard this from many loss moms too. Wishing I could hug you, but also respecting your space. Thank you for bringing to light what is such a vulnerable part of life that you are experiencing. I have lots of love compassion and love for you and your family right now 💕

  • @olivialee9220
    @olivialee9220 2 роки тому +22

    I had a missed miscarriage a year ago on the 18th. I carried the baby with me for a month before I started bleeding and knew anything was wrong. It was the hardest, most heartbreaking experience I’ve ever been through and I still mourn my lost baby today. I named him Elijah.
    Hugs to you, Brianna. Sending comforting thoughts and prayers as you navigate this grief and loss.

  • @celiahaverlant5318
    @celiahaverlant5318 2 роки тому +2

    Bonjour Brianna ! Je ne laisse jamais de commentaire parce que je suis française. Je ne comprends pas toujours ce que tu dis mais j’ai pris le temps de traduire cette vidéo et je voulais vraiment t’envoyer un petit message de soutien ! Toutes les femmes méritent d’être soutenue dans ces moments là ♥️
    Je suis si impressionnée par ta force et ta détermination ! Je t’envoie toutes mes pensées positives ☀️

  • @xarenyyzamorano
    @xarenyyzamorano 2 роки тому +11

    I'm so sorry Bri. My heart is with you. Praying for you and your family ❤ Sending you so many tight hugs 💕💕

  • @AVx00
    @AVx00 2 роки тому +1

    Wish there was a heart option for UA-cam videos rather then a thumbs up- so much love for you , such a sweet and loving person it’s so hard to see you so sad 💖

  • @samdilts7125
    @samdilts7125 2 роки тому +6

    Sending love and good vibes!! This just happened to me at 9 weeks, I have just stopped bleeding now. It’s my first and I’m devastated but I’m just relying on Gods plan. I hope he brings you peace

  • @scarletscorpio1363
    @scarletscorpio1363 2 роки тому

    I am so so sorry. This is NOT your fault, give yourself time, please don’t think that you did anything to “cause” this. Sending love and hugs from Texas.

  • @marylynnickels7202
    @marylynnickels7202 2 роки тому +4

    I cried through this whole video with you. I’m praying for you, Mama. So sorry for your loss. I pray that God brings you and your family some peace in this difficult time.❤️

  • @TheBudgetingWife
    @TheBudgetingWife 2 роки тому +6

    I’m so sorry for your loss, Brianna ❤️ I miscarried my first baby. I totally felt those same feelings and wondering if it was something I thought or said. But I hope you know that you did not cause this. Nothing you said caused this. Sending you love. ❤️

  • @Howcanimakethiseasier
    @Howcanimakethiseasier 2 роки тому +8

    Please don't beat yourself up! Sending lots of love! ❤ The same thing happened to me and it is heartbreaking. Sending prayers your way. 🙏 I named my baby that I lost as well! That really helps. Just know you have a soul in Heaven looking down on you forever! ❤

  • @OurAUsomeLife
    @OurAUsomeLife 2 роки тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You are not alone in this! I have 4 angel babies and each one was devastating. It is not your fault!

  • @cellestejc2906
    @cellestejc2906 2 роки тому +5

    So sorry for your loss Briana.. I’ve had 5 miscarriages (have 3 children). Even if you weren’t wanting or expecting a pregnancy, miscarriage is still hard in all aspects.
    Don’t get down on yourself and blame yourself. Sad as it is, there’s always a reason why something happens like this…
    Take the time to cry and heal yourself inside and out 💜❤️‍🩹 Hang in there, sending love and prayers.

  • @katykakes82
    @katykakes82 2 роки тому

    I love your comment about the Cardinals! It's SO true! When my grandmother passed she couldn't be at my cousin's wedding but there perched in the tree was a Cardinal the entire ceremony outside. A d after her passing Cardinals would come and sit on my windows. Sorry for your loss, you're right, it is a little precious soul. Praying you can forgive yourself for having a hard day when saying things about yourself. You know you're more than that,you are human and are allowed to have hard days. You ARE a good mama. It just makes the good days that much richer. Hugs ❤️

  • @grizzly0410
    @grizzly0410 2 роки тому +5

    It's hard. I've been in your shoes. We had a surprise baby. I knew I was pregnant for a few weeks, but my blood work was crazy. We ended up having a miscarriage on Christmas Day. Around Mother's Day, we found out we were pregnant with our rainbow baby...and her due date was Christmas Day.
    Hang in there. It's not your fault. It will be hard, but it will be okay. I think about our baby every single day, but I know she is with Jesus, and we will see her one day. We named our baby Morgan. It's completely normal to grieve in your own time and way.

  • @jamiehowell9095
    @jamiehowell9095 2 роки тому +1

    You have a baby in heaven! I had a miscarriage this past summer and it took the voice of my 3 year old daughter to make me realize that. What a thing we can look forward to. So sorry for you loss, Bri.

  • @mayp.3453
    @mayp.3453 2 роки тому +6

    I’m so sorry for lost. IK miscarriages are extremely hard but you are staying so strong I’m so proud of you!

  • @angelawood2260
    @angelawood2260 2 роки тому +3

    Bri, I have not watched any of your videos in a long time. I did however just watch Josh's video reviewing your last 2 videos. Bri, please go get professional help. You are definitely going through a tough time. We all need help at times. Please take care of yourself.

  • @LifeWithTerisha
    @LifeWithTerisha 2 роки тому +5

    So so sorry Bri, my head is with you. Ain't nothing we can say to you right now, but I'm praying for your peace, health and comfort in this time. 🙏🏽 ❤ Don’t blame yourself, everything happens for a reason.

  • @aprilwolfe2139
    @aprilwolfe2139 2 роки тому

    So sorry for your loss. I have been through a miscarriage, as well. Sending prayers of love and healing for you and your family. Please be gentle with yourself and remember that your little angel wants the best for you and to see you smile again! 💕

  • @karbear2020
    @karbear2020 2 роки тому +6

    Awe girl I am so sorry for your loss!! Praying for you and your family! ❤️

  • @rheannonbenton
    @rheannonbenton 2 роки тому +5

    A week ago I just went through my third miscarriage….it’s heartbreaking. Sending hugs and healing vibes

    • @cindypye578
      @cindypye578 2 роки тому

      I’m so sorry! My heart goes out to you. I know how hard it was for me to miscarry my babies. I’m praying for you and your family.

  • @AnnaEbowShearer
    @AnnaEbowShearer 2 роки тому +9

    Aww Brianna my heart goes out to use, sending loads of love and prayers ❤️❤️

  • @sydneyridings6319
    @sydneyridings6319 2 роки тому +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I miscarried my first baby the day after Christmas and it has been the hardest thing to go through. Praying for you.

  • @shelbirasnick9972
    @shelbirasnick9972 2 роки тому +12

    I’m so sorry Brianna 🥺 you will be in my prayers and your family I don’t know what kind of pain it is to go through losing a child but I wish you guys all the best and hope you can heal over time with this loss ❤️

    • @debbev4939
      @debbev4939 2 роки тому

      Dearest Brianna and family, I am so sorry for your loss . My heart breaks for you. Dear God please help them thru this sad time. Much love, Deb 🙏💖💞💕

  • @TheShisnette
    @TheShisnette 2 роки тому

    As someone who has had a miscarriage as well I know there is nothing I can say right now that will help with what you’re going thru. It’s going to take some time but you already know God has a plan for you. He gave you this experience for a reason. You may not know why right now but someday you will. It’s great that you vloged this so you can look back an read the comments when you’re ready. I pray that you can get thru each day with less an less tears. Hugs from Washington 🤗 P.S. Hugging your current babies does help too!

  • @nell1932
    @nell1932 2 роки тому +5

    I'm so sorry for you brie, your baby will know how loved they are ❤ your a fantastic mum and women and a inspiration to so many other mums, sending you all love and prayers 💜

  • @helenwoodcock5140
    @helenwoodcock5140 2 роки тому +1

    Bri youll meet this little baby again she stayed for the time she had ,and she will be with you forever now ,what ever gives you comfort love sorry for your loss xx

  • @beautywithdebbiej9413
    @beautywithdebbiej9413 2 роки тому +5

    I am SO incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. I know that loss all to well. My husband and I lost our baby almost 10 years ago, I was 15 weeks. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. 💜

  • @ThisMamasHouse
    @ThisMamasHouse 2 роки тому +9

    Aww sweet mama 🥺💔😭

  • @kmartaus
    @kmartaus 2 роки тому +4

    It doesn't make it easier but I'm here Bri, we are all here for you. The ones that matter are here for you.

  • @Animelover101.6
    @Animelover101.6 2 роки тому

    I am so sorry for your loss. I know what you are going through-i lost my first born son when I was only 15 weeks pregnant. I am praying for you and your family to heal and have peace. You will never forget your little baby and I do not believe that your baby didn't feel wanted. I feel this may be a way for you to want to feel good about yourself no matter how you look. You are beautiful and your family is as well. Please know that I am here for you if you would like to reach out to me. If you have ever heard of rainbow babies I believe the rainbow you saw is a sign that you will be blessed with a baby girl. Much fan support and love from Michigan

  • @jannielea9762
    @jannielea9762 2 роки тому +7

    Bri I’m so very sorry! Your hurt and pain I truly feel as it brings back memories of the miscarriages I’ve had too! Many prayers continue for you ! You are very precious in God’s eyes ❤️

  • @luvmyjujuntootie
    @luvmyjujuntootie 2 роки тому +1

    I had a miscarriage in November after trying for 10 years to get pregnant. It was sad but I know that God has his reasons for everything and I trust Him. But it’s definitely hard.

  • @cutepunkie
    @cutepunkie 2 роки тому +4

    Sending you love and positivity. Thank you for sharing such a private moment for you with us. I’m sorry for you loss.

  • @Vegaswears
    @Vegaswears 2 роки тому +1

    Brianna, I am so sorry for your loss. But NEVER blame yourself for a baby that didn’t make it into our world. I understand as a mother it is our job to create and carry the baby, but there is a thousand reasons why baby’s miscarry. And THAT was gods plan. This is NOT YOUR FAULT!
    You have seen/had some beautiful moments for you to hold onto while you grieve, and like you said, Adam wasn’t ready for another baby.
    It is heartbreaking, but seeing you blame yourself is just as heartbreaking.
    Thankyou for sharing your angel baby with us. You are so strong. You will be ok. This is NOT your fault ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ashleycontreras9893
    @ashleycontreras9893 2 роки тому +3

    I’m so sorry!! My husband and I went through 2 miscarriages after losing out first and only son to a rare disorder at 17 days old so I know this can be so hard! Yes it’s good that you named your sweet angel!! We named our’s as well bc their little souls deserve a name❤️🙏🏼

    • @BriannaK
      @BriannaK  2 роки тому

      hugs I am so very sorry 💔🙏🏻

  • @veronicahartman2142
    @veronicahartman2142 2 роки тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage 14 years ago and I too named the baby I think that it does help. Prayers for you and your family

  • @evinmcginley8409
    @evinmcginley8409 2 роки тому +5

    Sending lots of love and prayers! Know your not alone! I went through miscarriage and infertility then recently right after thanksgiving I suffered through an ectopic pregnancy that was a total surprise. Our family had also just relocated so the being alone made things extremely hard! Lean into those who love and care for you! Reach out for help when you need it! I suggest two books that really helped me through both experiences. Loved baby and it’s not suppose to be this way. Both are wonderful! Sending hugs!

    • @miadeckler8896
      @miadeckler8896 2 роки тому +1

      I have yet to be able to get pregnant at all. It's definitely frustrating. All I blame is myself. I don't understand why I can't seem to get pregnant. So I definitely understand the infertility aspect. It's so hard for me to understand why moms get upset when they have a miscarriage especially when a woman has had however many successful pregnancies.
      What would have been even worse is if Bri was pregnant but had a stillbirth so in a way it happened early. If I was personally gonna miscarry I'd personally want to happen 4-8 weeks in; rather than having a stillbirth. Miscarriages still are awful things to experience I'm sure.
      I guess I'll never understand that aspect of it. Please don't delete my comment if I crossed a boundary. If I did cross a boundary I'll delete my comment. I hope this comment doesn't offend anyone.

  • @sondrasix1668
    @sondrasix1668 2 роки тому +1

    Love and prayers. I been through this several times. You will get to hold your beautiful baby again. 💙💙💙💙💙💙

  • @xodionee
    @xodionee 2 роки тому +8

    sorry for your loss you’re definitely in my prayers sending lots of hugs love you Bri❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @eileenurquhart4744
    @eileenurquhart4744 2 роки тому +1

    Hi Brianna,
    What is the mental health care sponsor you have recommended before on your channel?
    Continue to take care of you! So important! ❤️

  • @christinejames5286
    @christinejames5286 2 роки тому

    This is so heartbreaking, I'm so sorry for this big, significant loss and for your poor broken heart. Sending you so much love & light. ♥

  • @mamamoose13
    @mamamoose13 2 роки тому +4

    Praying for you my dear. This is NOT your fault. I know that’s your first instinct - I blamed myself when I had a miscarriage too. All your feelings are valid. So much love to you and your family ❤️

  • @debcar8024
    @debcar8024 2 роки тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Please don't blame yourself. Things happen that are not in our control. I will be praying for you and your family! ❤

  • @whitneyfloyd9023
    @whitneyfloyd9023 2 роки тому +5

    Crying with you right now. I just experienced my first miscarriage in October after trying for a year. It's a feeling that no one can understand until it happens to them. It can be so lonely, but you are not alone! Praying for you!

  • @beebee7538
    @beebee7538 2 роки тому +1

    I appreciate you for being so raw with us. It breaks my heart to see you so upset though. Sending you some serious love.

  • @toshamarie2915
    @toshamarie2915 2 роки тому +4

    I’m so so sorry for your loss I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug! ❤️ sending you lots of prayers and just know that that baby knows you love her or him!! I’m sure they see how wonderful of a mom your are to their brothers and sister and they feel that love too and are so proud of you!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @shannazagami4354
    @shannazagami4354 2 роки тому

    I’m so so sorry for your loss of your angel baby. I wish I could give you a hug and take away your pain. Sending you so much love❤️❤️❤️

  • @christinabrown6962
    @christinabrown6962 2 роки тому +3

    I had 3 miscarriages before I had a pregnancy thag stuck. I now have my little rainbow son. This is a very hard topic to talk about and it’s very hard to go through. We’re here for you 🤍🤍

    • @BriannaK
      @BriannaK  2 роки тому +1

      Hugs I’m sad you had to experience it but I’m so happy for you 🙏🏻🌈💕

    • @christinabrown6962
      @christinabrown6962 2 роки тому

      @@BriannaK it wasn’t easy but I had to go through it to get my perfect little human 🤍 I’m sorry you had to go through it; what doesn’t kill us makes us stronger 🤍

  • @lorrainegrice7696
    @lorrainegrice7696 2 роки тому +1

    I'm so sorry Brianna, you are such a loving wife and mother. My heart goes out to you. Praying for you. God loves you!

  • @cashmoneyinternational9402
    @cashmoneyinternational9402 2 роки тому +14

    You UA-camrs are on another planet…

  • @niamhwicks5178
    @niamhwicks5178 2 роки тому

    So sorry for your loss, just know that this was never your fault and that the baby knows they are so loved! You have such a beautiful soul! Sending love 💕💕💕

  • @MicheleBorucki
    @MicheleBorucki 2 роки тому +4

    I’m so sorry Brianna :( sending you so much love and hugs as you grieve this indescribable loss ❤️

  • @Caamandfam
    @Caamandfam 2 роки тому +1

    Our babies are dancing together in heaven. Sending you love during this time. ❤️ we named our baby Karsen and we remember them all the time.

  • @SamanthaWickard
    @SamanthaWickard 2 роки тому +4

    Love you so much Bri, sending all of my love to you and your family 💗💗 I am so sorry! Praying for you. You are so strong ❤️

  • @thecherishedlife
    @thecherishedlife 2 роки тому

    I’m so sorry, Brianna :( I’m so glad you named her and got to see her with your guardian angels ❤️🦋

  • @milenamontaleone203
    @milenamontaleone203 2 роки тому +4

    I am so sorry for your loss. Sending much love and prayers and I'm sure, your little angle is on a good place now and knows that you're loving her! Also you're very strong to post a video like this! Love you Brianna♡

  • @crimsoncello
    @crimsoncello 2 роки тому

    I’m so sorry Bri! You picked a beautiful name for your little Angel baby. Praying for healing for you and your family. 💜💜💜

  • @kellystone0713
    @kellystone0713 2 роки тому +3

    I am so sorry for your loss!! I have been through a miscarriage myself and it’s very hard to go through! I will pray for you during this difficult time! Much love to you! ♥️

  • @carolvargas3904
    @carolvargas3904 2 роки тому

    So very sorry for your your loss. God needed another angel. You will forever be blessed to know that you started her life. Praying for all of you. Have a blessed week.

  • @nataliegaitan9953
    @nataliegaitan9953 2 роки тому +4

    You are such a beautiful soul Bri. Hearing about your experience, your thoughts and emotions I’m sure so many of us moms can relate. Miscarriage is sadly all too common and sometimes we are so hard on ourselves when it doesn’t work out. Please don’t be so hard on yourself. I’m sure your ʻānela knows how much you love them. Hang in there Bri. Much love to you.

  • @brehannahhh4026
    @brehannahhh4026 2 роки тому

    Gosh I’m so sorry Bri… the way you spoke about this was so touching, you really worded it perfect.

  • @mopaytas1144
    @mopaytas1144 2 роки тому +7

    Everything for views....you don't need another kid Brianna

  • @theevolutionofmama7771
    @theevolutionofmama7771 2 роки тому

    I just want to hug you. Thanks for sharing and being so raw. Early miscarriage is hard. Because most people don’t understand what a BIG DEAL it is 💕 I’m so sorry mama.

  • @ellamay3816
    @ellamay3816 2 роки тому +3

    Please don't bring anymore kids into this world...focus on the ones you have, including the one you call hubby.

    • @princezuko2718
      @princezuko2718 2 роки тому

      Why not? Let her do want she wants

    • @ellamay3816
      @ellamay3816 2 роки тому +2

      @@princezuko2718 because she's literally having a breakdown in her latest video due to her husband being useless. Why would she continue to have more kids??
      These are the ppl who hurt theirs because they can't take it anymore.

    • @princezuko2718
      @princezuko2718 2 роки тому

      @@ellamay3816 couldn’t you tell by the reaction of finding out she was pregnant that she wasn’t planning?

    • @ellamay3816
      @ellamay3816 2 роки тому

      @@princezuko2718 you think I watched that entire video?
      She had a girl and a boy. She was set. Perfect amount of kids. She got what she wanted.

    • @princezuko2718
      @princezuko2718 2 роки тому

      @@ellamay3816 her reaction was in the first few seconds of the video…

  • @sarahgillis4778
    @sarahgillis4778 2 роки тому +1

    Such a beautiful way to remember your loss ❤️ she was a soul in you and maybe for a reason to show you to love yourself always. Giving her a name and a part in your family is such a healthy way to grieve and connect with the live of you you lost

  • @jessicaparker2938
    @jessicaparker2938 2 роки тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss.. thank you for being vulnerable with us.. your vulnerability helps more people than you realize. God bless you and your family ❤